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Speaker 1: and you're listening to a brand new episode of Eyes

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Speaker 1: didn't know by now, my name is Chadden. Every single

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Speaker 1: week we sit down and we welcome in and talk

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Speaker 1: to the hostess of this show, the New T Shirt Queen.

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Speaker 1: But we'll get to that in a few minutes, the

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Speaker 1: one and only, my great good friend. Very happy to

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Speaker 1: of Victory. Fancy, Good morning, Good morning, very long intro

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Speaker 1: for you there, Sorry it was very long. I thought

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Speaker 1: So how are they Francine, It's been a minute since

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Speaker 1: you and I have seen each other. Yeah, we haven't

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Speaker 1: really talked much last week. I haven't really wanted to

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Speaker 1: lot of text messaging. A lot of damning has been

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Speaker 1: going on. So for for those of you who don't

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Speaker 1: know Shannon Sproul Daphne, she committed suicide last week on

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Speaker 1: September second, and I I you know, I talked about

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Speaker 1: it on the last show. I just told a little

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Speaker 1: final moments, if you go back like a month, that

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Speaker 1: and it was a good one. It was a good one.

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Speaker 1: We would have conversations and some days they would be

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Speaker 1: A lot of crying would happen. This one, there wasn't

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Speaker 1: I'm trying to listen and I'm trying to get her attention.

427
00:25:43,640 --> 00:25:47,479
Speaker 1: We all were, We all were, and it just it

428
00:25:47,560 --> 00:25:51,760
Speaker 1: was so sad that it's a haunting image. It bothers you.

429
00:25:51,920 --> 00:25:53,720
Speaker 1: I've been waking up in the middle of the night

430
00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:58,320
Speaker 1: just seeing her. That's not the last thing I want

431
00:25:58,359 --> 00:26:00,639
Speaker 1: to see. That wasn't the last image I wanted to

432
00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:04,480
Speaker 1: see of her. I just I just wish we had

433
00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:07,600
Speaker 1: one more conversation. Maybe I could have changed something. I

434
00:26:07,680 --> 00:26:15,080
Speaker 1: don't know. Just I don't know. I just wish I

435
00:26:15,160 --> 00:26:20,840
Speaker 1: knew what was going through her head. Just I keep

436
00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:25,120
Speaker 1: telling myself minutes before she actually shot herself, like what

437
00:26:25,200 --> 00:26:27,960
Speaker 1: was she thinking? Like she must't have felt so alone,

438
00:26:28,160 --> 00:26:31,320
Speaker 1: and that's that's a horrible feeling. Like I look at

439
00:26:31,359 --> 00:26:33,439
Speaker 1: my kids and I'm like, I never want them to

440
00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:38,400
Speaker 1: feel that way. You know, she had no one there,

441
00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:41,720
Speaker 1: just said, you know, And the one thing that is

442
00:26:42,280 --> 00:26:47,880
Speaker 1: haunting about it to the outsider who looks at things

443
00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:54,080
Speaker 1: her comments about ct and you know where that she

444
00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:57,520
Speaker 1: wanted her brain to go to Boston and that's where

445
00:26:57,560 --> 00:27:02,040
Speaker 1: they're studying, the CTE, the Chris Nowinsky Institute. That was chilling.

446
00:27:03,160 --> 00:27:07,720
Speaker 1: And I mean that you know that part of it,

447
00:27:07,760 --> 00:27:11,840
Speaker 1: I couldn't that's I mean, obviously again outsider. But that

448
00:27:12,040 --> 00:27:14,720
Speaker 1: was the part that stuck with me, was just the

449
00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:17,760
Speaker 1: wear and tear that it takes on some people in

450
00:27:17,760 --> 00:27:21,280
Speaker 1: the injuries. But the CTE, it's bad. It's very bad,

451
00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:26,280
Speaker 1: and it does cause it irrational thinking, and it's it's

452
00:27:26,320 --> 00:27:30,560
Speaker 1: just it's it's just a tragic, tragic story. Everybody I

453
00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:33,160
Speaker 1: talked to, they said, you wouldn't have changed her mind.

454
00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:35,879
Speaker 1: Even if you got a hold of her, you wouldn't

455
00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:37,920
Speaker 1: have changed her mind. Her mind was set. She knew

456
00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:39,720
Speaker 1: what she was going to do. That's why she cut

457
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:42,840
Speaker 1: people off. She didn't want to be saved. To me,

458
00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:45,240
Speaker 1: it looked like a cry for help when she was

459
00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:48,120
Speaker 1: I mean, why why did she even go one ig?

460
00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:52,080
Speaker 1: I don't that. I don't understand. So we were all

461
00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:55,280
Speaker 1: just like, she wants help, she's out there, she's reaching out.

462
00:27:56,400 --> 00:28:01,880
Speaker 1: But apparently it wasn't. It wasn't a cry for help.

463
00:28:01,920 --> 00:28:04,719
Speaker 1: I guess I don't know why she went live that evening.

464
00:28:05,480 --> 00:28:08,520
Speaker 1: I don't get it. I just don't get it. I've

465
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:10,520
Speaker 1: been sick to my stomach over I've been trying to

466
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:16,000
Speaker 1: wrap my brain around what her reasoning was and I

467
00:28:16,080 --> 00:28:20,080
Speaker 1: just can't. I can't. And today's the funeral and I

468
00:28:20,119 --> 00:28:25,280
Speaker 1: can't be there. It just everything just bothers me. Right now,

469
00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:29,919
Speaker 1: today's my sister's anniversary. You know, my dad's was like

470
00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,639
Speaker 1: forty days ago. It just September sucks. I hate this

471
00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:39,000
Speaker 1: month with a passion, and now Shannon's involved. But it's

472
00:28:39,040 --> 00:28:40,920
Speaker 1: a lot. And if I swear to God, if I

473
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:44,280
Speaker 1: didn't have my kids here, I would have just I

474
00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:47,360
Speaker 1: would have lost it every single day. But because my

475
00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:49,920
Speaker 1: kids have been with me during the day, I've been right,

476
00:28:50,360 --> 00:28:53,400
Speaker 1: I've been okay. But at night is when I start

477
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:55,840
Speaker 1: to think of things, and I just every single night

478
00:28:55,880 --> 00:28:57,280
Speaker 1: I've been waking up in the middle of the night.

479
00:28:57,360 --> 00:29:00,200
Speaker 1: I can't fall back to sleep, and I'm just think,

480
00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:07,160
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't have any answer. I guess

481
00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:11,000
Speaker 1: I never will. I just hope she's a piece nail

482
00:29:13,440 --> 00:29:19,000
Speaker 1: because that's all she wanted. Yeah, no, that's you know.

483
00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:22,600
Speaker 1: And and for fans and people who have reached out

484
00:29:22,680 --> 00:29:25,480
Speaker 1: and who've wanted to help, who have wanted to I

485
00:29:25,480 --> 00:29:29,120
Speaker 1: guess observe and memory. I mean, just keep her in

486
00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:31,760
Speaker 1: your hearts and your thoughts. I mean, that's you know.

487
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:34,960
Speaker 1: Are they doing any kind of donation, Are they doing

488
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:38,280
Speaker 1: any kind of you know, special funds or anything. Cause

489
00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:40,120
Speaker 1: I've had people asking me about it if they were

490
00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:42,680
Speaker 1: and I just said, I don't know. I don't know

491
00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:46,760
Speaker 1: what they're doing. I just, uh, I just buying this

492
00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:50,600
Speaker 1: shirt that you're wearing, you know, the I don't even know.

493
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,040
Speaker 1: I don't I don't know what happens. I mean, I

494
00:29:53,040 --> 00:29:58,240
Speaker 1: would hope that CT would be a great uh charity

495
00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:02,880
Speaker 1: to give it to. I I just don't know. I don't.

496
00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:08,520
Speaker 1: I'm not sure. Well, you know, I knew this is

497
00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:11,280
Speaker 1: gonna be tough. I mean obviously you know for people

498
00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:14,040
Speaker 1: on on Patreon, you know that we you know, we

499
00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:16,360
Speaker 1: we took that week last week because there was no

500
00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:18,520
Speaker 1: way we were going to be able to sit down.

501
00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:20,720
Speaker 1: Two days later too, I think maybe it was it

502
00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:23,640
Speaker 1: two days later, it was? Was it the next day?

503
00:30:23,720 --> 00:30:25,719
Speaker 1: I mean I guess it was. No, it was the

504
00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:30,520
Speaker 1: next day and morning early. Yeah. I just knew. I

505
00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:33,760
Speaker 1: knew before I knew that we weren't going to be

506
00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:38,040
Speaker 1: sitting down. I just absolutely knew it. But uh, you know,

507
00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:42,800
Speaker 1: you're just sharing everything that you have, and you know

508
00:30:43,520 --> 00:30:48,400
Speaker 1: it's uh, it's it's heartbreaking. We all feel for you,

509
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:51,160
Speaker 1: as you know, her being your your good friend and

510
00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:56,200
Speaker 1: best friend, some regards and just it's as the heartbreaking story.

511
00:30:56,240 --> 00:31:01,400
Speaker 1: I'm very sorry for you. It's it's just one of

512
00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:05,760
Speaker 1: those things that I'll never know. I try to think

513
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:10,320
Speaker 1: of the good times. There were plenty of I mean

514
00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:14,760
Speaker 1: over a twenty year span, her and I and a

515
00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:17,320
Speaker 1: bunch of the other girls. I mean, we we w

516
00:31:17,600 --> 00:31:23,680
Speaker 1: we had the best times ever inside and outside the ring.

517
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:26,680
Speaker 1: I always said that was like a huge slumber party,

518
00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:29,200
Speaker 1: you know, and all the girls got along and it

519
00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:32,120
Speaker 1: was such a fun fed. We might have done stupid

520
00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:33,880
Speaker 1: shit in the ring, but who cares. It was all

521
00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:37,440
Speaker 1: about the after party for us. We didn't really care

522
00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:40,120
Speaker 1: about what was going on in the ring. And we

523
00:31:40,160 --> 00:31:43,959
Speaker 1: saw those pictures that you were sharing. Very yeah, it

524
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:47,520
Speaker 1: looked like a party, that's for sure. It was always

525
00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:51,720
Speaker 1: the party with that company. And you know, it wasn't

526
00:31:52,080 --> 00:31:54,960
Speaker 1: for her and I. It wasn't just a work relationship.

527
00:31:55,000 --> 00:32:01,320
Speaker 1: We had a sisterly bond. I don't know. I just

528
00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:03,640
Speaker 1: wish I just could talk to her one more time,

529
00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:11,640
Speaker 1: that's all. Yeah, I can't so. I mean today it's

530
00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:17,280
Speaker 1: going to be at two thirty, and I wish I

531
00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:21,760
Speaker 1: could have went, But too far away, and I had

532
00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:25,240
Speaker 1: too much responsibility here, so I couldn't I couldn't be there.

533
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:28,800
Speaker 1: But my heart is always with her. And I know

534
00:32:28,840 --> 00:32:37,160
Speaker 1: she wouldn't understand, but yeah, outpouring of love. And she

535
00:32:37,320 --> 00:32:40,800
Speaker 1: had a lot of people who loved her. I know,

536
00:32:40,880 --> 00:32:44,240
Speaker 1: life gets in the way. I get it. Not everybody

537
00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:51,320
Speaker 1: has the time. But if she could have seen the outpouring,

538
00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:54,800
Speaker 1: because she always thought of herself as irrelevant, Yeah, you know,

539
00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:58,720
Speaker 1: I'm not over anymore. I'm not over enough to do this.

540
00:32:59,560 --> 00:33:02,000
Speaker 1: You know. She would always say stuff like that, and

541
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:05,200
Speaker 1: I would just tell her to shut up, you know,

542
00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:10,240
Speaker 1: in a way I said this on another show. She

543
00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:15,760
Speaker 1: helped build the foundation for what is today's women's wrestling

544
00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:23,160
Speaker 1: scene because she was taking unbelievable, unbelievable matches to television

545
00:33:23,480 --> 00:33:26,280
Speaker 1: at a time where women's wrestling wasn't getting that spotlight.

546
00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:30,320
Speaker 1: She was out there and she had a unique look

547
00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:34,880
Speaker 1: that people would end up copying, you know, and almost

548
00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:38,000
Speaker 1: rip it off, how close to it it was. When

549
00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:41,080
Speaker 1: that's what you do, sometimes you borrow, but doing stuff

550
00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:44,560
Speaker 1: and having big matches that ten years later would be

551
00:33:44,600 --> 00:33:48,880
Speaker 1: the norm. And she's a trailblazer and as much she

552
00:33:48,960 --> 00:33:51,920
Speaker 1: might not have thought it she is. But again I

553
00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:55,600
Speaker 1: wish that people said it then. But she never really

554
00:33:56,080 --> 00:33:59,560
Speaker 1: got the recognition she deserved for it, you know what

555
00:33:59,560 --> 00:34:03,760
Speaker 1: I mean, Like she wasn't known as one of the

556
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:07,560
Speaker 1: top performers in the company. She didn't get a huge push,

557
00:34:08,520 --> 00:34:11,440
Speaker 1: you know, well, she was thrust into a big spot

558
00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:15,279
Speaker 1: her Her biggest spot was probably when she debuted with

559
00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:17,799
Speaker 1: the whole Rick Flair and you know, and the yeah

560
00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:21,279
Speaker 1: Russo storyline, David Flair right there, and then where do

561
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:24,000
Speaker 1: you Go? And then you had and you know, Cruiserweight Champion.

562
00:34:24,080 --> 00:34:27,239
Speaker 1: You know, she she had a hell of an introduction

563
00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:30,120
Speaker 1: to uh to w CW. But it's like, you know,

564
00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:32,440
Speaker 1: she was in WCW at a time where people were

565
00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:34,680
Speaker 1: starting to tune out, and then she was in TNA

566
00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:39,160
Speaker 1: right before. Really TNA had the big or sense of

567
00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:43,520
Speaker 1: you know, urgency to watch and people might have missed her,

568
00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:45,880
Speaker 1: but if you watch at the time, you knew that

569
00:34:46,080 --> 00:34:49,600
Speaker 1: she was different, she was unique, and she was the

570
00:34:49,640 --> 00:34:53,000
Speaker 1: scream queen the whole thing. I mean, it was a very,

571
00:34:53,120 --> 00:35:00,760
Speaker 1: very trailblazing PERSONA. Yeah, it's it's unfortunate that, like you said,

572
00:35:01,280 --> 00:35:06,120
Speaker 1: a lot of people just didn't give her the recognition

573
00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:09,480
Speaker 1: that she deserved. And I'm not saying we had to

574
00:35:09,480 --> 00:35:12,120
Speaker 1: put her over every day, right and none of us

575
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:17,360
Speaker 1: get that. And she just felt like her time had passed.

576
00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:21,000
Speaker 1: And I honestly, I feel the same way about myself.

577
00:35:21,040 --> 00:35:23,200
Speaker 1: I tell you all the time, like I'm just the

578
00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:27,320
Speaker 1: grizzlytle vet in this business, just hanging out and doing

579
00:35:27,360 --> 00:35:32,319
Speaker 1: stuff like this just to have fun and make a

580
00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:35,279
Speaker 1: couple of bucks on the side, you know. But none

581
00:35:35,320 --> 00:35:38,799
Speaker 1: of us of a rock. We all we didn't we

582
00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:44,960
Speaker 1: know that. But she I'm okay with where I'm at.

583
00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:50,440
Speaker 1: She wasn't. She wasn't okay with it. She still craved

584
00:35:51,160 --> 00:35:57,680
Speaker 1: to do something, and you know, she tried to do

585
00:35:57,800 --> 00:36:01,480
Speaker 1: certain things and people told her, no, we're not interested,

586
00:36:01,640 --> 00:36:05,360
Speaker 1: and it was hard for her to accept that, you know,

587
00:36:05,880 --> 00:36:10,279
Speaker 1: And I just I told her, don't don't get your

588
00:36:10,280 --> 00:36:12,880
Speaker 1: feelings hurt. You know, you're in your mid forties, like

589
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:18,000
Speaker 1: she's forty six. It's a it's a young woman's game

590
00:36:18,080 --> 00:36:21,920
Speaker 1: right now. Like they're a major. FED isn't going to

591
00:36:22,040 --> 00:36:27,960
Speaker 1: hire somebody that's pushing fifty unless it's like a something

592
00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:31,680
Speaker 1: like a Vicky Guerrero or some some special you know,

593
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:34,360
Speaker 1: whatever I but I tried to tell her in a

594
00:36:34,480 --> 00:36:37,759
Speaker 1: nice way, like don't get your hopes up. You know,

595
00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:40,879
Speaker 1: if it happens, it happens, and if it doesn't, it's

596
00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:44,080
Speaker 1: not it's just not meant to be. And what was

597
00:36:44,120 --> 00:36:48,200
Speaker 1: she look like? Producer style something like that. No, at

598
00:36:48,239 --> 00:36:51,120
Speaker 1: one point she wanted to be on air again. Oh okay,

599
00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:54,000
Speaker 1: and that, you know, and I don't want to say

600
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:55,920
Speaker 1: with you because I don't want any means. But the

601
00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:59,000
Speaker 1: company that she was trying to get with was wasn't interested.

602
00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:04,080
Speaker 1: She was upset about it. I told her, like, screw them,

603
00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:08,360
Speaker 1: don't worry about it, you know. And I kept telling

604
00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:11,640
Speaker 1: her the way I try to stay relevant or stay

605
00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:14,600
Speaker 1: in the public eye, I get out there and I work,

606
00:37:16,239 --> 00:37:18,720
Speaker 1: you know, I work, I do my show. I try

607
00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:21,880
Speaker 1: to just do stuff. Well. She didn't want to do

608
00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:24,160
Speaker 1: cameos because she didn't like the way she looked. She

609
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:26,480
Speaker 1: didn't want to do appearances because she didn't like the

610
00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:32,600
Speaker 1: way she looked. And she was trying to transform herself.

611
00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:36,960
Speaker 1: She finally had gotten on the right medication and she

612
00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:38,959
Speaker 1: was starting to lose some weight and she was starting

613
00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:42,520
Speaker 1: to feel good about herself. And you know, we were

614
00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:46,239
Speaker 1: saying well maybe next year for Russell Con, maybe we'll

615
00:37:46,239 --> 00:37:49,720
Speaker 1: go to Dallas. And she's always like, well, we'll see,

616
00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:51,560
Speaker 1: that's what she kept saying. I said, well, take it

617
00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:53,239
Speaker 1: one day at a time. It's not a big deal.

618
00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:55,359
Speaker 1: You know, we'll go one step at a time. And

619
00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:02,960
Speaker 1: it just I don't know. I'm sorry, go ahead. No.

620
00:38:03,040 --> 00:38:05,040
Speaker 1: I was just gonna say call and she'd say, you, no,

621
00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:08,479
Speaker 1: I ate crap today? Oh so what you ate crap today?

622
00:38:08,520 --> 00:38:11,080
Speaker 1: Tomorrow you go for a longer walk. You know, you

623
00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:14,799
Speaker 1: can make up for it. Everybody falls sometimes you're gonna

624
00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:16,960
Speaker 1: get back up. You're gonna be fine. So I was

625
00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:19,080
Speaker 1: told her, don't beat yourself up. You have to take

626
00:38:19,120 --> 00:38:24,640
Speaker 1: things day by day. Everybody's hard on themselves. I am too.

627
00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:27,239
Speaker 1: I don't like the way I look most days, and

628
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:32,960
Speaker 1: you know, it's it's just especially for women, body shaming.

629
00:38:33,760 --> 00:38:36,240
Speaker 1: It's out there. And that's why I got so hot

630
00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:40,080
Speaker 1: that day in New York. People were just so mean

631
00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:42,239
Speaker 1: to her. Why why do you have to be like that?

632
00:38:43,080 --> 00:38:46,719
Speaker 1: It made her feel like shit, it's not right. It

633
00:38:46,760 --> 00:38:50,480
Speaker 1: was just that's the note like that. Yeah, that stuff

634
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:54,080
Speaker 1: is that's no filter. I mean, that is. It was rude.

635
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:56,520
Speaker 1: That's got that's you know that that kind of fan.

636
00:38:56,560 --> 00:38:58,120
Speaker 1: I mean, I've seen them a lot, and I'm not

637
00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:02,080
Speaker 1: bashing fans. I'm not trying to do fans. I love

638
00:39:02,160 --> 00:39:05,399
Speaker 1: my fans. But you what makes you think you're better

639
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:08,120
Speaker 1: than anyone else to go up to somebody and say something, Yeah,

640
00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:10,640
Speaker 1: there are some that are just completely in their own

641
00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:14,080
Speaker 1: little bubble and in their own little world, and they're oblivious.

642
00:39:14,120 --> 00:39:15,600
Speaker 1: That's the perfect word. I couldn't get the word in

643
00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:18,319
Speaker 1: my head. That's it. They're oblivious and they you know,

644
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:22,200
Speaker 1: they they think that they're in a Yeah, they're in

645
00:39:22,239 --> 00:39:24,759
Speaker 1: a different spot than they are. But if somebody, if

646
00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:27,120
Speaker 1: if Daphne said that back to them, would be, oh,

647
00:39:27,280 --> 00:39:31,759
Speaker 1: she's such a bitch. Oh yeah, what an asshole. You

648
00:39:31,840 --> 00:39:34,160
Speaker 1: just kind of sat there and was like, well, you know,

649
00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:37,000
Speaker 1: time has passed and I mean she was trying to

650
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:38,840
Speaker 1: be nice to be but then she just started crying

651
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:42,319
Speaker 1: and I you know, and I was just like, son

652
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:45,759
Speaker 1: of a bitch, Why why would you say something like that?

653
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:49,919
Speaker 1: Just people are such ass I can't. You're a bunch

654
00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:54,279
Speaker 1: of assholes, all of you, every single person. No, I

655
00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:56,960
Speaker 1: don't know, I just except for the people on Patreon,

656
00:39:57,120 --> 00:40:00,920
Speaker 1: you guys are not everybody. I'm kidding. I'm joking, you

657
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:03,759
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I know I've joke, and it

658
00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:06,799
Speaker 1: made it. It made it unenjoyable for me at that

659
00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:10,000
Speaker 1: point because then I had to babysit her because she

660
00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:12,560
Speaker 1: just kept threatening to go to the bar the whole time,

661
00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:15,680
Speaker 1: and I'm trying to do sales for myself and I'm

662
00:40:15,680 --> 00:40:18,400
Speaker 1: trying to watch her. I'm trying to push her stuff

663
00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:20,680
Speaker 1: so she makes money. And it was just a disaster.

664
00:40:21,160 --> 00:40:24,120
Speaker 1: And that was New York. That was what two years ago,

665
00:40:24,360 --> 00:40:29,360
Speaker 1: twenty nineteen. Yeah, that was yeah, because the New Orleans

666
00:40:29,480 --> 00:40:32,239
Speaker 1: was the year before, and then we did New York

667
00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:35,000
Speaker 1: and then the pandemic hit, So that was the last

668
00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:39,600
Speaker 1: one we did together. I think I think that was

669
00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:42,120
Speaker 1: the last one. I mean I was gonna say, I mean,

670
00:40:42,120 --> 00:40:45,520
Speaker 1: I would have loved to have done more with her here,

671
00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:47,920
Speaker 1: but I just didn't get the impressions she wanted to

672
00:40:47,960 --> 00:40:51,200
Speaker 1: do anything, you know, so I never I never followed

673
00:40:51,239 --> 00:40:53,319
Speaker 1: up with asking you again, because I remember after we

674
00:40:53,360 --> 00:40:56,200
Speaker 1: had her on, we had the great conversation about WEW

675
00:40:56,239 --> 00:40:58,759
Speaker 1: and maybe we'll go back and watch it. I think

676
00:40:58,760 --> 00:41:00,920
Speaker 1: I might have said it once and then I kind

677
00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:02,440
Speaker 1: of got the oppression. She didn't want to do anything,

678
00:41:02,480 --> 00:41:04,080
Speaker 1: and that was it. But that could have been a

679
00:41:04,120 --> 00:41:10,000
Speaker 1: great time capsule looking back. Yeah, No, she was very

680
00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:17,520
Speaker 1: adamant about not wanting to be seen in public. Yes,

681
00:41:17,719 --> 00:41:20,960
Speaker 1: but then she was saying, uh. She did tell me

682
00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:24,960
Speaker 1: that she was supposedly going to Halloween Horror Nights at

683
00:41:25,080 --> 00:41:29,480
Speaker 1: Universal for this Halloween. I forget who it was with.

684
00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:31,279
Speaker 1: It might have been with like her friends from the

685
00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:33,680
Speaker 1: book club or something, but they were all going to

686
00:41:33,719 --> 00:41:35,680
Speaker 1: get together. And she goes, I think I'm going to

687
00:41:35,719 --> 00:41:38,600
Speaker 1: go this year, and I said, you should go. It'll

688
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:40,920
Speaker 1: be fun. Get it out because she she loves Halloween

689
00:41:40,960 --> 00:41:43,920
Speaker 1: and spooky shit. Now I hate Halloween and all that

690
00:41:44,120 --> 00:41:45,880
Speaker 1: comes with it, but she was into it, and I

691
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:48,160
Speaker 1: said go and have a good time, and she was

692
00:41:48,160 --> 00:41:55,560
Speaker 1: excited about it. And again I just something turned and

693
00:41:57,040 --> 00:42:00,840
Speaker 1: I just think I think just this time, life was

694
00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:04,440
Speaker 1: too overwhelming for her. And she felt like she had

695
00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:13,120
Speaker 1: known the term too. So I don't know. Anyway, I

696
00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:15,359
Speaker 1: got my death shirt on. You do it's a great shirt.

697
00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:18,319
Speaker 1: She would have read this to herself, Yeah, you were

698
00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:20,560
Speaker 1: you wore when she was on with us too. I

699
00:42:20,640 --> 00:42:22,960
Speaker 1: was just looking at that, it's a you know, it's

700
00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:26,440
Speaker 1: very again, very cool, unique shirt from a very cool

701
00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:31,919
Speaker 1: and unique person. Yeah, it's a very interesting design for sure.

702
00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:36,600
Speaker 1: I love her, love her like a sister. She always said,

703
00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:41,120
Speaker 1: my family's you guys. You know. She always told me

704
00:42:41,160 --> 00:42:48,839
Speaker 1: that you're my family. It's just and then my kids,

705
00:42:48,920 --> 00:42:51,399
Speaker 1: like I had to tell my kids because every time

706
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:54,640
Speaker 1: we would talk, my kids would be there. They would say, oh,

707
00:42:54,719 --> 00:42:56,719
Speaker 1: it's Shane and they would come on the screen with

708
00:42:56,760 --> 00:42:59,640
Speaker 1: her and she would do the little filters for their

709
00:42:59,640 --> 00:43:01,560
Speaker 1: face is, you know, and they had the fun I

710
00:43:01,560 --> 00:43:04,960
Speaker 1: saw you post one of those that was very fun. Yeah,

711
00:43:05,160 --> 00:43:08,040
Speaker 1: she would do it with the kids. And you know,

712
00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:11,600
Speaker 1: when I I had to tell the kids, I told

713
00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:14,400
Speaker 1: I'd let them. I didn't tell them exactly what happened.

714
00:43:14,440 --> 00:43:17,239
Speaker 1: I just said she mixed up her pills by accident,

715
00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:22,959
Speaker 1: and you know, the mixture was bad and that's why

716
00:43:23,000 --> 00:43:27,239
Speaker 1: she died. But my daughter, and my daughter's twelve, and

717
00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:29,480
Speaker 1: she just held me and she was like, mom, it's

718
00:43:29,520 --> 00:43:31,759
Speaker 1: going to be okay. It's going to be okay. That's

719
00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:34,040
Speaker 1: the moment I found out when I got it the

720
00:43:34,120 --> 00:43:38,239
Speaker 1: message from Lexi that morning, Right, Lexi, just you know,

721
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:40,479
Speaker 1: she told me everything and I just burst it out

722
00:43:40,680 --> 00:43:44,440
Speaker 1: and she ran into the room. She said, what happened?

723
00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:47,919
Speaker 1: And I said a friend died and she said who wasn't?

724
00:43:47,960 --> 00:43:50,280
Speaker 1: And I said it was shunning and she started crying.

725
00:43:50,320 --> 00:43:52,759
Speaker 1: But she, I mean, she was like the adult. She

726
00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:56,799
Speaker 1: grabbed me and held me and just comforted me. You know,

727
00:43:57,440 --> 00:43:59,440
Speaker 1: that was beautiful. And I told her that night, I Clint,

728
00:43:59,440 --> 00:44:03,680
Speaker 1: I got through this without you. And she's twelve. You know,

729
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:11,799
Speaker 1: she had more composure than I did. But like I said,

730
00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:18,560
Speaker 1: I think hopefully now she's a peace And you know,

731
00:44:18,680 --> 00:44:21,879
Speaker 1: something else triggered me too, Like a couple of days later,

732
00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:25,279
Speaker 1: are you watching the show Heels by any chance. I

733
00:44:25,280 --> 00:44:28,560
Speaker 1: haven't had a chance to check it out yet. I

734
00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:31,279
Speaker 1: don't want to give too much away, but they talk

735
00:44:31,320 --> 00:44:37,000
Speaker 1: about suicide and the guy's mother says, you commit suicide,

736
00:44:37,040 --> 00:44:40,560
Speaker 1: you go straight to Hell. And when I watched that scene,

737
00:44:41,560 --> 00:44:45,520
Speaker 1: it was like my heart just broke. You know, the

738
00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:48,200
Speaker 1: Bible says you commit suicide, you go straight to hell.

739
00:44:49,120 --> 00:44:52,440
Speaker 1: And I've been thinking about that a lot. And I

740
00:44:52,440 --> 00:44:54,719
Speaker 1: don't know if you guys believe in heaven or hell

741
00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:57,319
Speaker 1: out there, some people just believe when you die you die.

742
00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:03,560
Speaker 1: My philosophy is it's nice to have something to believe in,

743
00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:08,439
Speaker 1: have a faith, you know, something that keeps you going,

744
00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:11,680
Speaker 1: because when you do die, you don't know any better.

745
00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:14,799
Speaker 1: So why not believe something good will happen and live

746
00:45:14,840 --> 00:45:18,400
Speaker 1: your life that way. That's that's what I think anyway.

747
00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:21,040
Speaker 1: So I tend to believe there is a heaven out there,

748
00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:25,640
Speaker 1: but you know, when you die, it is the only

749
00:45:25,680 --> 00:45:29,520
Speaker 1: way you find out. And when I watch that show,

750
00:45:29,600 --> 00:45:32,640
Speaker 1: it just it just triggered me and it made me think,

751
00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:38,040
Speaker 1: you know, deep thoughts that I was trying to avoid,

752
00:45:40,719 --> 00:45:44,360
Speaker 1: trying to go to the show to escape, and you know, yeah, exactly,

753
00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:47,480
Speaker 1: like I love my reality stupid shows. I love you

754
00:45:48,040 --> 00:45:51,560
Speaker 1: bror Ba short all that domas nonsense and then Heels

755
00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:55,520
Speaker 1: is a good show. I'm enjoying it. But in that episode,

756
00:45:55,600 --> 00:45:58,200
Speaker 1: it really like punched me in the gut and I

757
00:45:58,239 --> 00:46:01,320
Speaker 1: was just like, fuck, now you should be looking for Snooky.

758
00:46:02,600 --> 00:46:06,120
Speaker 1: Don't go straight for Snooky next time. Don't where at

759
00:46:06,160 --> 00:46:10,319
Speaker 1: the beach exactly? Yeah, yeah, gt L, don't don't worry

760
00:46:10,360 --> 00:46:13,200
Speaker 1: about I. Don't go to the gritty you know, the

761
00:46:13,239 --> 00:46:18,880
Speaker 1: gritty wrestling drama where you know, anything could possibly trigger something. Yeah,

762
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:24,080
Speaker 1: it's it was a lot. But Punk was on one

763
00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:28,280
Speaker 1: of the episodes and he did great. Uh perfect timing

764
00:46:28,320 --> 00:46:30,480
Speaker 1: too with him going back to a w And now

765
00:46:30,640 --> 00:46:33,160
Speaker 1: you know he's got the little role in the Heels show.

766
00:46:33,480 --> 00:46:36,440
Speaker 1: He was. He was awesome on that and it is

767
00:46:36,480 --> 00:46:38,759
Speaker 1: a good show. You should check it out. Did you

768
00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:42,239
Speaker 1: know that apparently he based his character for Heels off

769
00:46:42,239 --> 00:46:46,479
Speaker 1: of Tracy Smothers. How great is that? Yeah? I didn't

770
00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:50,320
Speaker 1: really see much Tracy. I don't know. I mean maybe

771
00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:56,040
Speaker 1: a little bit, but I I don't know. The most

772
00:46:56,040 --> 00:46:59,759
Speaker 1: memorable scene is him being on the toilet. I didn't

773
00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:02,800
Speaker 1: see yet, so taking a dump on the toilet. Oh yeah,

774
00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:06,279
Speaker 1: all right, so but it's it's good check it out.

775
00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:11,680
Speaker 1: But yeah, I mean, I've just been trying to keep

776
00:47:11,760 --> 00:47:14,719
Speaker 1: myself occupied. My kids have been helping a lot, and

777
00:47:17,880 --> 00:47:20,520
Speaker 1: you know we haven't gotten back to school. We're starting Monday.

778
00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:23,719
Speaker 1: How you go, Okay, that's right, your homeschool schedule. Back

779
00:47:23,719 --> 00:47:26,080
Speaker 1: to school Monday starting. Well, we had to wait until

780
00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:29,000
Speaker 1: certain books were delivered to you can go get your

781
00:47:29,239 --> 00:47:35,040
Speaker 1: your supplies fifty because started. I know the kids are

782
00:47:35,040 --> 00:47:40,400
Speaker 1: already asking like field trips and the days off and

783
00:47:40,440 --> 00:47:43,560
Speaker 1: I was like, we haven't even started yet. We are

784
00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:45,399
Speaker 1: going to go to the aquarium for a field trip.

785
00:47:45,440 --> 00:47:49,760
Speaker 1: But it just sucks because of COVID. Still there's no

786
00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:52,640
Speaker 1: no one getting together, there's no plate dates happening. Now

787
00:47:52,680 --> 00:47:55,960
Speaker 1: they're saying, the kids are, you know, catching COVID at

788
00:47:56,120 --> 00:48:01,880
Speaker 1: rapid speed, and the schools are starting to close again. Yeah. Yeah,

789
00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:05,560
Speaker 1: so I'm just like every day so you know, just

790
00:48:05,719 --> 00:48:09,080
Speaker 1: I'll change topics here just a little bit. So during pandemic,

791
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:13,680
Speaker 1: our little town here was like nothing. There was like,

792
00:48:13,800 --> 00:48:16,840
Speaker 1: you know, when the big cities were having thousands and

793
00:48:16,880 --> 00:48:20,600
Speaker 1: thousands of cases, we have like six. Well, all of

794
00:48:20,600 --> 00:48:26,360
Speaker 1: a sudden, our elementary school is like the hotspots. You know,

795
00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:29,480
Speaker 1: like every day there's an email, please check your email

796
00:48:29,520 --> 00:48:35,040
Speaker 1: regarding COVID nineteen exposure blah blah blah elementary school. And

797
00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:40,840
Speaker 1: it's like, okay, now where the hotspot? Oh okay, I

798
00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:44,560
Speaker 1: got you. Are they shutting them down? They have to

799
00:48:44,680 --> 00:48:47,759
Speaker 1: drop past a certain percentage of kids out, so they

800
00:48:47,800 --> 00:48:51,120
Speaker 1: haven't hit that threshold. But I mean it's like it's

801
00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:55,759
Speaker 1: so dumb. You know, my older daughter sitting there going, yeah,

802
00:48:55,800 --> 00:49:01,120
Speaker 1: this whole table across from me everybody's gone. She's like,

803
00:49:01,160 --> 00:49:04,359
Speaker 1: I was at recess at all. My friends were sent

804
00:49:04,440 --> 00:49:08,120
Speaker 1: home to quarantined, you know. And are they wearing masks?

805
00:49:09,400 --> 00:49:13,879
Speaker 1: They don't have to wear masks at recess. Yeah, it's

806
00:49:13,920 --> 00:49:18,760
Speaker 1: an indoor mandate. But you know, it's like the close

807
00:49:18,840 --> 00:49:23,360
Speaker 1: contacts and it's you know, the vaccination right now twelve

808
00:49:23,440 --> 00:49:28,239
Speaker 1: and over, so they're ten and uh, you know, these

809
00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:30,920
Speaker 1: kids are going to have to go home and quarantine

810
00:49:31,080 --> 00:49:34,120
Speaker 1: and if they want to come back in a shorter

811
00:49:34,120 --> 00:49:36,600
Speaker 1: amount of time, they have to produce a negative test.

812
00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:41,040
Speaker 1: You know. So you're putting ten year olds through that horrible,

813
00:49:41,440 --> 00:49:45,680
Speaker 1: horrible COVID tests which look for a thirty eight year old.

814
00:49:45,800 --> 00:49:49,080
Speaker 1: I couldn't handle it a ten year old, you know.

815
00:49:49,120 --> 00:49:51,480
Speaker 1: And now they're saying and again it's just completely changing topics.

816
00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:52,600
Speaker 1: So I don't I don't want to go down a

817
00:49:52,600 --> 00:49:54,480
Speaker 1: political rabbit hole. But they're saying how they're going to

818
00:49:54,520 --> 00:49:59,959
Speaker 1: try to implement testing in schools. Yeah, right, So I said,

819
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:03,120
Speaker 1: I go, okay, So let's so I might speak with

820
00:50:03,160 --> 00:50:06,120
Speaker 1: somebody who is very close to me that's in much

821
00:50:06,200 --> 00:50:09,200
Speaker 1: support of everything that's being said. I said, so, can

822
00:50:09,239 --> 00:50:11,759
Speaker 1: we picture my five year old being called to the

823
00:50:11,840 --> 00:50:14,480
Speaker 1: nurse's office to have her brain picked with a Q

824
00:50:14,719 --> 00:50:17,480
Speaker 1: tip to do a COVID test and not have her

825
00:50:17,520 --> 00:50:21,600
Speaker 1: mommy and daddy there. I go, come on, come on,

826
00:50:22,880 --> 00:50:26,759
Speaker 1: the kids are going to lose it. You're you're safe

827
00:50:26,760 --> 00:50:31,200
Speaker 1: at home right now. That's why I'm so happy. You

828
00:50:31,200 --> 00:50:35,239
Speaker 1: know you're safe. You're a good shape of your household.

829
00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:38,440
Speaker 1: It's yeah, we're all safe in our own little bubble,

830
00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:42,319
Speaker 1: and we like it like this. Can Professor Chad come

831
00:50:42,400 --> 00:50:45,600
Speaker 1: yet to teach them the finer things of some some

832
00:50:45,719 --> 00:50:48,480
Speaker 1: subject but like a maybe a baseball history class or

833
00:50:48,680 --> 00:50:51,920
Speaker 1: well history, well we could do that ever zoom, Okay, okay.

834
00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:54,200
Speaker 1: When I was going to come into oldie time, uh

835
00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:56,759
Speaker 1: baseball uniform, you know with the stirrups all the way

836
00:50:56,840 --> 00:50:59,919
Speaker 1: up and you know, the big bangs. I I asked

837
00:51:00,080 --> 00:51:01,600
Speaker 1: my kids every day, do you want to go back

838
00:51:01,640 --> 00:51:07,120
Speaker 1: to school? In school, learning new new? And you know,

839
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:09,359
Speaker 1: I give them the choice. They're old enough, they're old

840
00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:11,440
Speaker 1: enough to make their own decisions. And I gave them

841
00:51:11,440 --> 00:51:14,720
Speaker 1: the choice and they said no. So I said, okay,

842
00:51:14,840 --> 00:51:17,920
Speaker 1: because your son scratches, you know, his areas and his underwear,

843
00:51:17,880 --> 00:51:21,960
Speaker 1: and go, nope, we're good yeah, we're good here, Bundy. Yeah.

844
00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:27,200
Speaker 1: Sometimes Yeah, Okay, you're good. I think you're pretty good here. Mom.

845
00:51:27,239 --> 00:51:30,799
Speaker 1: I don't know if I had to say yeah, I

846
00:51:30,920 --> 00:51:36,040
Speaker 1: just again, I just wish, you know, just the social aspect.

847
00:51:36,360 --> 00:51:40,399
Speaker 1: It'll get there, I'm sure eventually. But I thank god

848
00:51:40,400 --> 00:51:42,960
Speaker 1: I have two children that can play together, because for

849
00:51:43,040 --> 00:51:45,759
Speaker 1: the most part, they've been getting along and they've been

850
00:51:45,760 --> 00:51:49,920
Speaker 1: playing well, and you know, by like six thirty seven o'clock,

851
00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:52,760
Speaker 1: I kind of have to separate. That's where it starts

852
00:51:52,760 --> 00:51:56,160
Speaker 1: to set in. That's the that's the expiration time. It

853
00:51:56,239 --> 00:51:58,920
Speaker 1: gets a little a little much by that time, they're

854
00:51:59,080 --> 00:52:02,040
Speaker 1: you know, they're jumping on each other and stuff like that.

855
00:52:02,160 --> 00:52:05,480
Speaker 1: But I mean they're Look, they're good kids. They listen

856
00:52:06,239 --> 00:52:11,319
Speaker 1: press precious angels with timing of very epic proportions, with

857
00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:15,960
Speaker 1: their very introspective comments like your son had when we

858
00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:18,560
Speaker 1: were there. That was I still love. That was such

859
00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:20,680
Speaker 1: a beautiful little thing that he said. I thought that

860
00:52:20,760 --> 00:52:24,359
Speaker 1: was so precious. They both they're both very loving, very

861
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:30,080
Speaker 1: emotional kids, you know, and very very nice. Yeah, I'm lucky,

862
00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:34,120
Speaker 1: but we're just, you know, we're just hanging out. We

863
00:52:34,160 --> 00:52:39,000
Speaker 1: closed the pool, which was side o the weather's I mean,

864
00:52:39,080 --> 00:52:42,919
Speaker 1: it's only sixty sixty eight degrees today. There's no way

865
00:52:42,920 --> 00:52:46,160
Speaker 1: we could have went swimming. It's too so we you know,

866
00:52:46,200 --> 00:52:49,680
Speaker 1: we went on a hike and I don't know, We're

867
00:52:49,719 --> 00:52:52,680
Speaker 1: just they're just puttering around. There's really much, not much

868
00:52:52,719 --> 00:52:56,800
Speaker 1: to do, really isn't And it's this is a transition

869
00:52:56,880 --> 00:52:59,440
Speaker 1: time between summer and fall. Ye kind of in a

870
00:52:59,600 --> 00:53:03,040
Speaker 1: holding pattern. Yeah, and because of COVID too, like a

871
00:53:03,040 --> 00:53:05,520
Speaker 1: lot of places aren't if they're open, they don't have

872
00:53:05,719 --> 00:53:10,640
Speaker 1: like the activities that not everything is working or you know,

873
00:53:10,680 --> 00:53:13,200
Speaker 1: you put you pay fifty dollars to get into somewhere

874
00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:15,040
Speaker 1: and then you can't go on half the things. And

875
00:53:15,120 --> 00:53:19,799
Speaker 1: it's just like, oh god, come on, excuse me. It's

876
00:53:19,880 --> 00:53:23,160
Speaker 1: it's it's a lot. So the kids want to go

877
00:53:23,200 --> 00:53:25,319
Speaker 1: to Chuck E Cheese and I'm like, that is a

878
00:53:25,400 --> 00:53:29,239
Speaker 1: German infested cesspool of filth. I have been, I have been.

879
00:53:29,920 --> 00:53:32,239
Speaker 1: We're not going there. There's nowhere we're going there. So

880
00:53:32,280 --> 00:53:34,319
Speaker 1: I think we're just we're going to plan something in

881
00:53:34,400 --> 00:53:37,000
Speaker 1: October for the aquarium, get them a little field trip.

882
00:53:38,200 --> 00:53:43,120
Speaker 1: I did want to do the uh, what's it called

883
00:53:43,120 --> 00:53:47,520
Speaker 1: the Express, the train for Christmas Polar Express Polar Express,

884
00:53:47,800 --> 00:53:49,640
Speaker 1: I kind of. I mean, I know they're older, but

885
00:53:49,680 --> 00:53:51,160
Speaker 1: I thought it would be neat to get on the

886
00:53:51,200 --> 00:53:53,880
Speaker 1: train and like look at the lights. Oh absolutely, But

887
00:53:53,960 --> 00:53:56,279
Speaker 1: I don't think they're doing it because of the cars.

888
00:53:56,800 --> 00:53:59,200
Speaker 1: They don't want a bunch of families in one car

889
00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:02,640
Speaker 1: and it's not worth selling the tickets. I got to

890
00:54:02,680 --> 00:54:04,520
Speaker 1: look into it. I got to see when it gets closer.

891
00:54:04,640 --> 00:54:06,600
Speaker 1: Can they not be dumb? Just don't overthink it, Just

892
00:54:06,640 --> 00:54:08,560
Speaker 1: do it and make it safe. Find out how to

893
00:54:08,600 --> 00:54:11,920
Speaker 1: do it. I don't know, extra time if you have to, Folks,

894
00:54:12,120 --> 00:54:14,520
Speaker 1: get us out of the freaking house. Oh he's in

895
00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:16,960
Speaker 1: the house. I gotta get out of here. Losing my mind.

896
00:54:17,360 --> 00:54:21,760
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh. Well, well, I don't know. We will

897
00:54:22,080 --> 00:54:26,960
Speaker 1: do our best this week to provide some enjoyable content.

898
00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:29,719
Speaker 1: We gave you some classic content last week. I went

899
00:54:29,760 --> 00:54:31,359
Speaker 1: and grabbed some of the pick of the litter there,

900
00:54:31,440 --> 00:54:34,000
Speaker 1: Queen of Extreme, some of the some of some of

901
00:54:34,040 --> 00:54:39,600
Speaker 1: our best us that we ever had. I watched I

902
00:54:39,680 --> 00:54:43,799
Speaker 1: watched the one porn porn star what is it called

903
00:54:44,680 --> 00:54:48,360
Speaker 1: wrestler or porns? It was very it was very funny.

904
00:54:48,480 --> 00:54:51,480
Speaker 1: I watched it as well and I was I was

905
00:54:51,560 --> 00:54:54,600
Speaker 1: laughing my ass off, and maybe we'll wait about a

906
00:54:54,600 --> 00:54:58,799
Speaker 1: week before I bring it back, okay, and uh the

907
00:54:58,840 --> 00:55:01,080
Speaker 1: other and I was up for debate with what I

908
00:55:01,120 --> 00:55:02,759
Speaker 1: was going to do for the watch along. I was

909
00:55:02,800 --> 00:55:04,520
Speaker 1: happy with what I ended up doing with the Wrestle

910
00:55:04,600 --> 00:55:07,640
Speaker 1: Rock Rumble because that was that was funny too. That

911
00:55:07,719 --> 00:55:10,360
Speaker 1: was a great one. It was very close to pulling

912
00:55:10,400 --> 00:55:14,160
Speaker 1: out the Scott Hall ECW appearance because we get we

913
00:55:14,239 --> 00:55:16,279
Speaker 1: get that a lot in the live streams when we

914
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:18,919
Speaker 1: get questions for you, people always ask about that. Sole's

915
00:55:18,960 --> 00:55:20,239
Speaker 1: think about bringing that out, But I was like, no,

916
00:55:20,320 --> 00:55:22,879
Speaker 1: what The Wrestle Rock Rumble was pretty damn funny too,

917
00:55:22,920 --> 00:55:26,239
Speaker 1: so we went with that. Yeah, No, it's it's good

918
00:55:26,239 --> 00:55:29,560
Speaker 1: to laugh. I know Shannon would want me to laugh,

919
00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:32,320
Speaker 1: So I'm going to try my best with the extras

920
00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:36,560
Speaker 1: today to laugh. And well, I'm going to try my

921
00:55:36,600 --> 00:55:39,239
Speaker 1: best to make you laugh, so I hope. So there

922
00:55:39,280 --> 00:55:42,120
Speaker 1: you go. That's my job. I'll rune it down quickly

923
00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:46,600
Speaker 1: before we say goodbye. We are going to check out

924
00:55:46,719 --> 00:55:50,560
Speaker 1: a it's gonna be good at Top ten Celebrities with

925
00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:55,200
Speaker 1: Bad Plastic Surgery video view. Yeah. I found this. I

926
00:55:55,239 --> 00:55:58,239
Speaker 1: didn't watch it. If it sucks, I apologize. I'm hoping

927
00:55:58,239 --> 00:56:01,440
Speaker 1: there's some good ones on there. I am not against

928
00:56:01,480 --> 00:56:05,040
Speaker 1: plastic surgery. I'm one hundred percent for it. But some

929
00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:08,239
Speaker 1: of these people just go a little too far. It's

930
00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:13,000
Speaker 1: a little too far, and their face transforms into the

931
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:16,920
Speaker 1: worst thing I've ever usually the lips, the lips, the

932
00:56:17,640 --> 00:56:21,200
Speaker 1: cheek boons are like on their foreheads all the way here.

933
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:24,880
Speaker 1: It's terrible, terrible, So we'll check that out. We got

934
00:56:24,920 --> 00:56:32,280
Speaker 1: some weird Amazon movie trailers. Yeah, I hear Amazon has

935
00:56:32,400 --> 00:56:34,879
Speaker 1: they're so good they're bad, or so bad they're good. Rather,

936
00:56:35,080 --> 00:56:37,960
Speaker 1: it's the new wave of direct to video. You know,

937
00:56:38,000 --> 00:56:41,160
Speaker 1: you go to Blockbuster and you'd see like, uh, you know,

938
00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:45,400
Speaker 1: the movie Anaconda with Jennifer Lopez and ice Cube, and

939
00:56:45,440 --> 00:56:48,640
Speaker 1: then next to it you'd see like Reptile and it's

940
00:56:48,640 --> 00:56:52,719
Speaker 1: the same exact looking movie, but it's completely different, and

941
00:56:52,760 --> 00:56:56,120
Speaker 1: it's terrible. It's low you know, low budget, it's terrible sets,

942
00:56:56,160 --> 00:56:59,319
Speaker 1: it's hopefully it's in that vein. And then we're going

943
00:56:59,400 --> 00:57:03,760
Speaker 1: to close out the Legends of the Arena Final Contest,

944
00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:06,759
Speaker 1: the main event. Uh, and we're gonna end that show.

945
00:57:06,800 --> 00:57:08,840
Speaker 1: We'll get your final thoughts. I'm looking back at that

946
00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:12,040
Speaker 1: for the first time ever. I don't remember that match

947
00:57:12,040 --> 00:57:13,839
Speaker 1: at all. I don't even know if I watched it

948
00:57:15,760 --> 00:57:17,400
Speaker 1: because at that point I think I was sitting in

949
00:57:17,440 --> 00:57:21,160
Speaker 1: the back with my legs, probably with a fan over

950
00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:23,640
Speaker 1: you somewhere. I was so pregnant, Yes I was. It

951
00:57:23,720 --> 00:57:27,640
Speaker 1: was terrible. Absolutely, we're gonna finish it out, and we'll

952
00:57:27,640 --> 00:57:30,840
Speaker 1: do it in a in a big way. I want

953
00:57:30,840 --> 00:57:33,200
Speaker 1: to mention before we say goodbye, but I'm gonna mention

954
00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:36,000
Speaker 1: it more on the extras that there is a brand

955
00:57:36,080 --> 00:57:41,320
Speaker 1: new Queen of Extreme Merchandise store via Wrestle Merch Central,

956
00:57:42,040 --> 00:57:43,960
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna pull it up on the screen here

957
00:57:44,000 --> 00:57:46,040
Speaker 1: in just a minute. I'm gonna tell and we'll talk

958
00:57:46,040 --> 00:57:47,520
Speaker 1: about this on the extra we'll talk about it. I

959
00:57:47,520 --> 00:57:48,920
Speaker 1: want to tell a little bit of the history of

960
00:57:48,920 --> 00:57:54,560
Speaker 1: this company, Wrestle merch and their parent company, Event Merchandising,

961
00:57:54,920 --> 00:57:59,240
Speaker 1: a juggernaut of wrestling history and back into the fray

962
00:57:59,280 --> 00:58:02,680
Speaker 1: with Wrestle merch Central. Uh, and your T shirt store

963
00:58:02,760 --> 00:58:05,800
Speaker 1: is live and I brought it up here. Well, I'm

964
00:58:05,840 --> 00:58:08,400
Speaker 1: gonna let you talk. I'm gonna show everybody the main

965
00:58:08,520 --> 00:58:11,920
Speaker 1: key component of this store while you talk to me.

966
00:58:12,120 --> 00:58:14,840
Speaker 1: I just want people to realize, because we're getting a

967
00:58:14,880 --> 00:58:18,959
Speaker 1: lot of messages. It is not only just for the UK.

968
00:58:19,240 --> 00:58:23,800
Speaker 1: It is a worldwide company. You can buy my merch.

969
00:58:23,920 --> 00:58:29,680
Speaker 1: Whether you live in the United States, the United Kingdom, Singapore,

970
00:58:30,800 --> 00:58:35,800
Speaker 1: Waba Lajaa any way, or that you live, you can

971
00:58:35,840 --> 00:58:39,280
Speaker 1: buy merch. Everybody keeps saying, oh, it's only for the UK.

972
00:58:39,760 --> 00:58:42,200
Speaker 1: The graphic is very deceiving. We need to get a

973
00:58:42,240 --> 00:58:47,760
Speaker 1: new graphic because it's it's states like UK Merch Open

974
00:58:47,920 --> 00:58:50,160
Speaker 1: or something like that. It is not just a UK.

975
00:58:51,000 --> 00:58:52,520
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I was trying to bring it up. I forgot.

976
00:58:52,560 --> 00:58:56,640
Speaker 1: I'm on the different application. Sorry, Okay, I'm gonna I'll try,

977
00:58:56,680 --> 00:58:59,960
Speaker 1: but I thought I could. Yes, you're correct, so they're great,

978
00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:03,800
Speaker 1: says it's it's a global address, right, and it's a

979
00:59:03,800 --> 00:59:06,600
Speaker 1: company out of the UK. But you were the one

980
00:59:06,640 --> 00:59:08,880
Speaker 1: who pointed out before even I saw where it was.

981
00:59:09,400 --> 00:59:12,400
Speaker 1: Up in the corner in the left hand side, next

982
00:59:12,400 --> 00:59:14,960
Speaker 1: to the search bar, there is a drop down where

983
00:59:15,000 --> 00:59:18,840
Speaker 1: you can change it to the dollar that fits your country.

984
00:59:19,080 --> 00:59:21,880
Speaker 1: So you have to click the menu button and once

985
00:59:21,880 --> 00:59:24,640
Speaker 1: you click menu the dropdown feature, you go all the

986
00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:27,000
Speaker 1: way to the bottom and you'll see I think it

987
00:59:27,080 --> 00:59:31,280
Speaker 1: says g I don't know, GBS or something some something.

988
00:59:31,760 --> 00:59:35,280
Speaker 1: The default is GBP. That's the yes, yes, that's that,

989
00:59:35,440 --> 00:59:38,240
Speaker 1: and just change it to US and there's your pricing.

990
00:59:38,600 --> 00:59:42,120
Speaker 1: No one knows how to navigate this this website, and

991
00:59:42,200 --> 00:59:47,959
Speaker 1: everybody keeps seeing the UK merch whatever the graphic says.

992
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:50,160
Speaker 1: We need to change that, we need to get a

993
00:59:50,200 --> 00:59:55,120
Speaker 1: new graphic. It is United States America. Buy my stuff.

994
00:59:56,200 --> 00:59:58,640
Speaker 1: You can get it in the you know, in the US.

995
00:59:58,680 --> 01:00:01,320
Speaker 1: It ships out out of the US as well. It's

996
01:00:01,320 --> 01:00:04,680
Speaker 1: not like it's coming from the UK. We have a

997
01:00:04,720 --> 01:00:08,000
Speaker 1: merchandise store in the United States that it is coming

998
01:00:08,040 --> 01:00:12,080
Speaker 1: out of. And I also have women's shirts, which it's

999
01:00:12,120 --> 01:00:14,200
Speaker 1: a new thing for me. I never had shirts made

1000
01:00:14,200 --> 01:00:17,680
Speaker 1: for women. And I also have hoodies available, which I

1001
01:00:17,800 --> 01:00:19,640
Speaker 1: just found out. I was like, wow, I have hoodies.

1002
01:00:19,760 --> 01:00:22,120
Speaker 1: And there's also going to be mugs on the way

1003
01:00:22,240 --> 01:00:25,720
Speaker 1: as well as more choices for the hoodies. So it's

1004
01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:29,000
Speaker 1: really and they're all new designs. There. You've had T

1005
01:00:29,120 --> 01:00:31,160
Speaker 1: shirts stores, you still have T shirts stores. These are

1006
01:00:31,200 --> 01:00:35,439
Speaker 1: all new designs. Yes, approved and designed for the most

1007
01:00:35,440 --> 01:00:38,720
Speaker 1: part by the Queen of Extreme Yeah. I love them.

1008
01:00:38,840 --> 01:00:41,880
Speaker 1: I think they came out great. Thank you to Eli

1009
01:00:42,080 --> 01:00:47,960
Speaker 1: for helping me out, and I just I'm excited about it.

1010
01:00:48,040 --> 01:00:51,400
Speaker 1: And I won't have them at conventions. This is strictly

1011
01:00:51,440 --> 01:00:53,960
Speaker 1: an online thing for me, so you do have to

1012
01:00:54,120 --> 01:00:56,400
Speaker 1: order them. But the good thing is you can order them,

1013
01:00:56,960 --> 01:00:58,880
Speaker 1: get them and then if you are coming to a

1014
01:00:58,920 --> 01:01:00,880
Speaker 1: convention you bring it with you and I could sign

1015
01:01:00,880 --> 01:01:04,680
Speaker 1: it there it was. But please don't think if you

1016
01:01:04,680 --> 01:01:07,480
Speaker 1: don't live in the UK you can't buy because this

1017
01:01:07,560 --> 01:01:11,040
Speaker 1: is it's nationwide. You can. You can buy it from

1018
01:01:11,040 --> 01:01:17,760
Speaker 1: wherever you are. Just change the currency and that's absolutely right.

1019
01:01:17,800 --> 01:01:22,440
Speaker 1: It's Wressele merch Central dot com, heay Wrestle merch Central

1020
01:01:22,440 --> 01:01:29,320
Speaker 1: dot com. Global shipping Australia, Europe, the US, the UK, Canada.

1021
01:01:29,920 --> 01:01:32,440
Speaker 1: You make the order, you change it to your appropriate

1022
01:01:32,560 --> 01:01:36,680
Speaker 1: dollar that your country allows to be spent, and it'll

1023
01:01:36,720 --> 01:01:39,840
Speaker 1: adjust the price. You can get these shirts. I personally

1024
01:01:39,880 --> 01:01:43,400
Speaker 1: will be getting the you can't work a worker probably

1025
01:01:43,400 --> 01:01:46,760
Speaker 1: hoodie because I do like the I love I love

1026
01:01:46,800 --> 01:01:49,120
Speaker 1: to say I always use that phrase. You do, you

1027
01:01:49,200 --> 01:01:52,200
Speaker 1: absolutely do always use that phrase. Somebody says something, I'm like,

1028
01:01:52,200 --> 01:01:55,360
Speaker 1: come on, you can't work work let's go if you

1029
01:01:55,520 --> 01:01:57,720
Speaker 1: if it tickles your fancy, I probably couldn't wear it

1030
01:01:57,760 --> 01:01:59,680
Speaker 1: around my house. But the eyes Up your shirt is

1031
01:01:59,800 --> 01:02:03,040
Speaker 1: very unique. It's very specific to the Queen of Extreme.

1032
01:02:04,120 --> 01:02:07,520
Speaker 1: But it's just great designs. You know, your classic four

1033
01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:11,280
Speaker 1: sixty nine shirt in the black and white, the British

1034
01:02:11,360 --> 01:02:15,600
Speaker 1: union jack, the American flag and the rainbow colors. I mean,

1035
01:02:15,640 --> 01:02:19,439
Speaker 1: it is so different that I really, I really really

1036
01:02:19,440 --> 01:02:21,920
Speaker 1: hope that people go out of their way to check

1037
01:02:21,960 --> 01:02:25,919
Speaker 1: this out. Support you. Get these shirts made and are made,

1038
01:02:25,920 --> 01:02:28,600
Speaker 1: get them. Just buy them. I don't even know what

1039
01:02:28,600 --> 01:02:32,160
Speaker 1: I'm saying anymore. Just buy them. Wrestle merch Central dot com.

1040
01:02:32,680 --> 01:02:34,360
Speaker 1: That's it. That's all I want to plug this week

1041
01:02:34,600 --> 01:02:37,040
Speaker 1: is Wrestle merch Central. Yeah. And when you go on

1042
01:02:37,080 --> 01:02:39,600
Speaker 1: the website, I think you have to click like lady

1043
01:02:39,640 --> 01:02:42,840
Speaker 1: Wrestler or women. Yes, and it's built This is built

1044
01:02:42,840 --> 01:02:47,680
Speaker 1: around you. The Ladies of Wrestling Merchandise tab is built

1045
01:02:47,720 --> 01:02:52,720
Speaker 1: around you. And now I'm sure they'll add other lovely ladies. Hey,

1046
01:02:52,840 --> 01:02:55,520
Speaker 1: they had to build it for one person, so looks

1047
01:02:55,560 --> 01:02:58,960
Speaker 1: like trailblazing for you. Yet again, Queen of Extreme, so

1048
01:02:59,320 --> 01:03:02,240
Speaker 1: trying to stay relevant in this crazy business yes, no,

1049
01:03:02,400 --> 01:03:05,000
Speaker 1: it's it's great stuff again. I love them. I love

1050
01:03:05,080 --> 01:03:07,120
Speaker 1: love love that you can work. A worker shirt is

1051
01:03:07,440 --> 01:03:09,240
Speaker 1: very sweet and I can't wait to wear it on

1052
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Speaker 1: the air here. Thank you appreciate it. We'll just tell

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01:03:13,680 --> 01:03:15,600
Speaker 1: people where they can find you if you don't want

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01:03:15,640 --> 01:03:19,280
Speaker 1: to plug anything at Chatty and b Twitter, at IB Exclusives, Instagram.

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01:03:19,360 --> 01:03:24,840
Speaker 1: I'm really trying hard with Instagram, really really trying hard

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Speaker 1: and it's doing very well. So please come along and

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Speaker 1: and check it out and go to IBE Exclusives dot com.

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01:03:30,880 --> 01:03:32,520
Speaker 1: If you want to get a Brett Hart autographed, come

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Speaker 1: my way. We'll get it done there. You go across

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Speaker 1: the board for me. I am at ACW, Diva, Francine

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Speaker 1: and support mental health if you can. And with that

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Speaker 1: that is around