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Speaker 1: Thank you for coming back. Part two is underway. You

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Speaker 1: started your own record label, Yes, sir, you you got

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Speaker 1: artist side.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I got all seven of my different personality sign Nah.

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Speaker 3: We got some artists that you know, we got some artists.

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Speaker 1: Tell us about the business? What what what? What? What?

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Speaker 1: What am I missing about the rap business? Because you

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Speaker 1: know I've getting I've got a lot of I haven't

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Speaker 1: heard a lot of I mean, I have a lot

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Speaker 1: of entertainers on here that do what you do. I

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Speaker 1: hadn't heard a whole lot good about the about the

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Speaker 1: about the music industry.

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Speaker 2: You give what you negotiate. I've been having a beautiful

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Speaker 2: time in the industry.

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Speaker 1: Okay.

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Speaker 3: Now, in the beginning, I wasn't because I had to

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Speaker 3: learn how to get out of my own way. So

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Speaker 3: but I've been having fun lately.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. So in other words, is tered Crews once said,

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Speaker 1: don't nod yes and mean no.

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Speaker 2: Do you give what you're in the potiate? People love

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Speaker 2: me because I I'm straight to the point. Say what

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Speaker 2: I mean? I mean what I say?

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Speaker 1: What's my percentage? What am I getting out of this?

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Speaker 1: What are you taking from this?

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Speaker 2: Well, I'm gonna agree to the terms of disagree and

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Speaker 2: then we're gonna go back and forth, okay, and then

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Speaker 2: when it gets to where I wanted to get to it,

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Speaker 2: I'll engage.

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Speaker 1: Do you have representation or do you represent yourself?

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Speaker 3: I'm able to represent myself, but it's always good to

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Speaker 3: have representation.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, somebody read over the fire and for Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I agree. Help me understand the streaming industry because everybody's like,

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Speaker 1: you know, the mom and pop stores there no more? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I mean you remember used to go to Tower and Goodies

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Speaker 1: and they used to go to the Mommy Pop show.

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Speaker 1: You put the record on, you could listen to it.

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Speaker 3: You know what's crazy?

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Speaker 1: What's crazy?

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Speaker 2: I still sell a hard cap saying I sell records.

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Speaker 2: Do you like the record?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, the forty five thirty three.

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Speaker 2: I still sell them, and I do them like for

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Speaker 2: my fans. Okay, I do them like at the merch

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Speaker 2: Tables concerts.

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Speaker 1: Man, I ain't.

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Speaker 2: I can't remember that because I come from that era

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Speaker 2: of passing out CDs.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because you know you had first you had the

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Speaker 1: the LP thirty forty five thirty three, then you had

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Speaker 1: the well you had the eight track at all those did.

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Speaker 3: You passing out my mixtape?

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Speaker 2: Going everywhere, going to the mall and shot out all

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Speaker 2: my partners that helped me with that, because I know

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Speaker 2: that was they believed in me. Them dudes ain't have

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Speaker 2: to help me pass I know CD, right, we was

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Speaker 2: all passing out CDs together.

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Speaker 1: When you paid? Let me ask you when you passed

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Speaker 1: out of mix CD.

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Speaker 2: And I tell you, look, I'm Kevin Gates. I want

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Speaker 2: to be your favorite rapper. I just want to be

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Speaker 2: the free are you charge for free? I just want

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Speaker 2: to be your favorite rapper? Oh?

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Speaker 1: You know what? So I'm glad because I when I

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Speaker 1: was at in Atlanta at the mall, they run up

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna get it to you for free and hopefully

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Speaker 2: you'll become a fan and start coming to the concerts. Okay,

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Speaker 2: bread want a concert? I'm beyond turn Yes, Lord, you've

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Speaker 2: launched the energy drink and a call lost it. I

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Speaker 2: when I went to prison.

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Speaker 3: And but my coffee is still it's doing what he's

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Speaker 3: supposed to do.

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Speaker 2: Doing what it's supposed to do. Yeah, you're a coffee drinker.

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Speaker 2: Damn I'm doing better. Yeah, but rehabs for quitters. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I'm a coffee drinker.

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Speaker 1: What if what business did you start that you'd like,

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Speaker 1: you know what, this was a mistake, and that you're like, no,

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Speaker 1: I wouldn't. I definitely wouldn't do this again. If I

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Speaker 1: do this none. Really, you don't believe in mistakes. There

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Speaker 1: was a learning experience.

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Speaker 2: What's the best purchase? You made the best purchase. The

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Speaker 2: best things in life are free. The best thing that

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Speaker 2: ever happened to me. Yeah, my children, My children, they

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Speaker 2: changed me. They made me want to change to be

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Speaker 2: a better father for them. And then what was so

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Speaker 2: beautiful about my relationship with my children? I talk to

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Speaker 2: them the way my grandfather, grandmother, everybody talk to me.

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Speaker 2: Just they gave me a real like my grandfather always

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Speaker 2: told us either you learn fast or you die young.

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Speaker 3: So he didn't promote like adolescens. He promoted maturity.

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Speaker 2: So the Internet went in a frenzy when they saw

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Speaker 2: me letting my daughter drive my truck and she was

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Speaker 3: She might have been ten, but she been driving. You

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Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. I promote maturity.

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Speaker 2: They have responsibilities, they have chores, and they get paid

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Speaker 2: once a week.

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Speaker 1: Good grades. Do the chores around the house, take out

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Speaker 2: And if you don't, you gotta take your lick. If

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Speaker 2: you don't do what you're supposed to do, you're not

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Speaker 2: gonna get paid. So you're not gonna be able to

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Speaker 2: go buy no road bugs or go to the mall

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Speaker 2: with your friend or whatever. You you're not gonna be

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Speaker 2: able to do none of that. Wow, if you don't

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Speaker 2: take care of your responsibilities. And it's just beautiful because

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Speaker 2: they don't come to me looking forgive me.

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Speaker 3: They come looking for you. Got anything you need me

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Speaker 3: to do? Because I'm trying to all right, I figure

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Speaker 3: something out.

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Speaker 1: If you buy a gift for a young lady you

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Speaker 1: got would you take it back? You never?

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Speaker 3: Never, I don't even want the energy from it.

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Speaker 2: You keep that gift I was, I was the gift

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Speaker 2: that was just a that was just a that was

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Speaker 2: just a trinket, that was just a trinket of my kindness.

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Speaker 1: You keep that.

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Speaker 2: You keep that, You keep that gift and and you

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Speaker 2: see if it if it gets to the bed and

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Speaker 2: they hold you like I hold you at night.

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Speaker 3: You see if it rub your feet? You see if

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Speaker 1: You see if that gift?

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Speaker 3: Do that? All the stuff I do to you?

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Speaker 1: You see you eat them?

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Speaker 3: I eat it? What cal excuse me? Hold on?

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Speaker 2: Rephrase what kind of eatl? Because men don't call me

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Speaker 2: and eatles?

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Speaker 4: That?

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Speaker 2: Uh?

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Speaker 3: Nah? Like I got a song when I be.

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Speaker 2: Like, what's song? That scared of her? When she go

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Speaker 2: to reaching for her hairtop? Look look look look my

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Speaker 2: little eatle. She's an eater. I'm not. I can't say

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Speaker 2: I'm no eat but I eat a little book.

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Speaker 3: Yo.

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Speaker 1: Whoa whoa, whoa?

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Speaker 2: Eat a little told? Why that's my wife toes? Yeah,

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Speaker 2: but you didn't come up in that era.

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Speaker 3: I know it was. It was clean.

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Speaker 2: I can just tell bw toes. It showed the need bait.

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Speaker 2: I can tell you a pro.

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Speaker 1: But you didn't come up in that era era downside

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Speaker 1: that we didn't get out like that.

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Speaker 3: Where are you from?

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Speaker 1: Jogia h I'm a seventy I would lay sixty seventy baby.

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Speaker 3: I understand, but you don't. You don't know what you miss?

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Speaker 1: I do? I do? Trust me, I know what I'm missing.

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Speaker 2: I just I just I love my woman. I like

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Speaker 2: to make her feel of electric. Yeah, and she got

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Speaker 2: some beautiful feet. I love to kiss a little toe

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Speaker 2: and eat a little bolder. There be another try to differ.

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Speaker 2: I love my woman. I love to please my woman.

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Speaker 1: I don't care.

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Speaker 3: That's my post work.

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Speaker 2: I'm uh dang, Yeah, I just love my woman.

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Speaker 1: I see, I see Wow, I don't so I can

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Speaker 1: imagine what Valentine's they're gonna be like.

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Speaker 3: I don't celebrate Valance.

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Speaker 2: You don't celebrate Valentine, babe. When is Valentine's Day for us?

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Speaker 1: Wow?

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Speaker 3: It ain't that.

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Speaker 2: The reason I live like this is because, unfortunately, I

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Speaker 2: have seen a lot of death. I have seen a

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Speaker 2: lot of that go on. So I'm gonna live every

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Speaker 2: day like it's my lads on. I'm gona I'm gonna

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Speaker 2: do my best to enjoy every day. Okay, within my means.

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Speaker 2: I ain't gonna right within my means. I'm gonna try

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Speaker 2: to enjoy the best of every day. But I do

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Speaker 2: boot cool little bit of shit. Like you know, if

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Speaker 2: it's going get a go and watch a movie.

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Speaker 1: You actually go to the movie or you watch you

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Speaker 3: House I like to go to the movie.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, with the I mean since COVID happened, I

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Speaker 3: I like to go to I Pick.

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Speaker 1: I like do I like that?

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Speaker 3: Pick?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: I like to sit there and feel flag. You know

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Speaker 3: what I'm saying. Just watch a little movie in your

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Speaker 3: significant other week.

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Speaker 2: Man, if you gots it's not what you do, it's

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Speaker 2: who you do it with, right, and you con vibe

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Speaker 2: you have a good little time.

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Speaker 3: I'm on that.

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Speaker 2: I know date night. Yeah, I'm with all that. Okay,

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Speaker 2: I love all that type of shit.

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Speaker 3: That's me.

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Speaker 1: Desmond Scott video. What what made you the post that video?

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Speaker 2: Because no black man should leave his home without his

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Speaker 2: suck knowledge. But nada, nada he was getting I don't

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Speaker 2: like to see people get kicked while they're down. He

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Speaker 2: wasn't happy. He wouldn't made itself happy. The only thing

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Speaker 2: I would have.

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Speaker 1: Oh, he's the Jehovah witness, right.

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Speaker 2: I don't know what the is, but everybody he's so

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Speaker 2: wrong with No, No, she's so wrong. Look what you

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Speaker 2: made me do? Come on, care, don't do that. Don't

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Speaker 2: do that? Now, come on that d She ain't make

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Speaker 2: that man do that. Huh, she ain't make that man

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Speaker 2: do that?

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Speaker 3: Why do it?

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Speaker 1: That's a guy. He gotta do that. He got to

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Speaker 1: deal with him and him he.

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Speaker 2: Was suffering in silence. It's all over his face. He

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Speaker 2: was suffering in silence. A lot of men suffering silence,

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Speaker 2: and he was just making his self happen. Then the

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Speaker 2: woman that he was over there with, they talking about

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Speaker 2: a man, and that motherfucker litt I'm over like a monster.

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Speaker 3: I got her dm too. I told her, I say,

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Speaker 3: I say, I say, I say, ignore the hate. That's

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Speaker 3: just miserable.

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Speaker 2: People keep being amazing you beautiful because they were trying

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Speaker 2: to talk about her too. I don't like to see

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Speaker 2: people get kicked when they done. And then I saluted them.

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Speaker 2: I say, man, it ain't the end of the world.

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Speaker 2: Don't get it. See it's a lot of time when

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Speaker 3: All you got to do is focus on God. He'll

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Speaker 3: See that's like my new woman.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, A lady told me, she said, Kevin, I've been

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Speaker 3: Woman comes to me, she said, by stop running from me.

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Speaker 2: Just let me love you, because a lot of times

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Speaker 2: it's easy for us to give love and I receive love.

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Speaker 3: True.

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Speaker 2: But but backed up, my brother, Desmond. You know how

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Speaker 2: to cook all these different meals. You're nice looking, you're intelligent,

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Speaker 2: to learn new you know, new dishes, it's something new. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: To Listen, When I take my woman grocery shopping, what

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Speaker 1: You know, I'll be doing that. Yeah, I do this.

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Speaker 3: Mm get to the house. You know whooped something up

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Speaker 3: in front of them? Look nice little meal? Yeah yeah.

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Speaker 3: It's easy.

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Speaker 3: It'd be nighttime. I might make some eggs.

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Speaker 1: He I can do eggs. I can do pancakes, fresh toast.

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Speaker 2: Come on back, yeah I do okay, but you humble. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: then break with the bread cut bad, cut it and

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Speaker 3: What this?

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Speaker 1: Lord? Can you doing all that?

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Speaker 3: I got too?

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Speaker 1: Damn?

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Speaker 2: If you if it's deck now, if it's just some

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Speaker 2: wam bam, thank you, ma'am.

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Speaker 3: You can scram, you can scramp.

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Speaker 2: But if it ain't no waum bam, ma'am, you can

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Speaker 2: scram and now how you like your egg son inside

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Speaker 2: up a scramb But you know what I'm saying, it's

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Speaker 2: deck now. If you just now, if you're a one

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Speaker 2: hit wonder, how my dog mouth say I worked at lumber,

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Speaker 2: big cucumber.

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Speaker 3: He'll he then forget her. She's a one hit wonder.

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Speaker 3: You just a one hit wonder.

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Speaker 2: But if you if it's if I'm if I'm liking

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Speaker 2: you like that, then yeah, because I'm a lover, I

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Speaker 2: gonna watch this. They're gonna say you, no lover. Guess

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Speaker 2: they would no. Any woman, Hey, this real talk. Any

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Speaker 2: for them, their life will never be the same. Ain't

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Speaker 2: nobody gonna love you like I love you. You can try.

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Speaker 2: Ain't nobody gonna love you like I love you. My

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Speaker 2: love is intense.

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Speaker 1: You love hard.

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Speaker 2: Just don't lie to me. Don't lie to me. It

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Speaker 2: ain't nothing I can't forgive. Just don't lie to me.

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Speaker 1: What you mean hold on? Forgive? Okay, I'm gonna move on.

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Speaker 1: But I forgive you or forgive in state, they're two

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Speaker 3: Yeah it is.

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Speaker 2: But like I say, if a woman come to me,

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Speaker 2: I don't judge no woman based on.

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Speaker 3: Our past or what she nah nah nah nahna do that.

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Speaker 3: I don't go through phones. I don't do nothing. But

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Speaker 2: It's gonna sound crazy, the things that need to be

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Speaker 2: revealed to me. I just laid back and they revealed itself. Yes,

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Speaker 3: And I ain't gonna let Well one person did me

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Speaker 1: I love herd because you know it's a big thing.

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Speaker 1: Guys like, well, I want you to tell me who

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Speaker 2: And then use it against some mad day Yeah, yes,

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Speaker 2: not player you being in a terrorgator?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Who I need to put that in a song. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: But you don't.

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Speaker 2: But but you've heard guys like, I'm gonna be mad

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Speaker 2: at you for something you did ten years ago.

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Speaker 1: You should have done.

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Speaker 3: You what was gonna be with me?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: No, You've tried to rest and I come try to be.

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Speaker 1: So you you you've never asked a young lady who

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Speaker 1: have you been with? Have you been professional athlete? Have

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Speaker 1: you been with this guy? Who have you been with?

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Speaker 2: That?

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Speaker 1: I might know so that if I'm in that circle.

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Speaker 3: It's different.

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Speaker 1: Though.

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Speaker 2: She lacing me up, putting me on game, that's a

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Speaker 2: debriefing policy. You know what I'm saying. She she gonna

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Speaker 2: she gonna debrief and let me know. So I don't

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Speaker 2: put myself in no situation and be out. Youre looking stupid.

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Speaker 2: We tell each other everything. No manipulation, you know what

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Speaker 2: I'm saying, Because I ain't been no same baby.

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Speaker 3: My can't just start working.

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Speaker 2: When I met you, and I'm sure you got a

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Speaker 2: little field experience, you know what I'm saying, you gotta

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Speaker 2: feel I.

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Speaker 1: Think the figures is that when you when you're with

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Speaker 1: someone new and they do you right mentally, physically, sexually,

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Speaker 1: you start to think, like, damn, who else he did

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Speaker 1: this to?

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Speaker 3: Who?

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Speaker 1: I mean, who else getting what?

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Speaker 4: Well?

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Speaker 2: Who else got what I'm getting? That go through your mind.

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Speaker 2: Really not really because it don't bother me because I

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Speaker 2: ain't really just I ain't at my mat shit. As

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Speaker 2: far as sexually, what their intimacy is not based on

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Speaker 2: six for me? Okay, intimacy is thenoying. It's the conversations

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Speaker 2: that we agree. It's the intellectual intercourse. It's the spiritual

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Speaker 2: side of things. Like us praying together is more intimate

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Speaker 2: than any sex.

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Speaker 1: Will ever be.

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Speaker 3: The Copley pray before sex. Yeah, I pray with.

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Speaker 2: My men and my woman. We pray together. The couple

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Speaker 2: that pray together stay together. Then we go to the gym.

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Speaker 3: The couple that work out together work out forever.

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Speaker 1: But you just praying with your wife. You not praying

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Speaker 1: with like like somebody you meet and y'all just have sex.

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Speaker 2: But huh, yes, Lord, I got to Yeah, bless this dick.

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Speaker 2: I'm about to bless this child.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, come on, man, no, Ken, you can't do that.

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Speaker 2: Protect me God from I don't want none of these

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Speaker 2: soul tied spirits. None of these spiritual agreement, spiritual attachment.

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Speaker 2: Keep me protected while you know, while I take this

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Speaker 2: child to you, Lord, make this be the best dick

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Speaker 2: she have had my life. Amen, God, bless the hand

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Speaker 2: that prepared this meal. I'm about to say my grace.

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Speaker 1: But you can't pray to God for this stuff like that, kid, I.

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Speaker 3: Talk to God about everything. That's my poton. I talked

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Speaker 3: to them about everything.

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Speaker 1: But hopefully you praised it to such a way.

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Speaker 2: Man, I tell God, Man, God, I just talked to

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Speaker 2: God like I'm talking to you.

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Speaker 1: No, you got to say, God, you know I'm about

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Speaker 1: to have sex.

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Speaker 2: Be like man, listen, I mean I have reference when

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Speaker 2: I talk to the Creator. But I pray about everything.

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Speaker 2: I prayed on the way driving here. I don't anything

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Speaker 2: could happen. Like I told you, I can't tie my

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Speaker 2: shoe good without God. I'm nothing without God. I pray

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Speaker 2: before I work out. Sometimes I don't have the strength

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Speaker 3: Sometime before I walk in the room.

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Speaker 2: God give me your confidence because me, as a man

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Speaker 2: just going in here, I'm gonna be nervous and all that,

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Speaker 2: So I pray about everything. Ain't no certain shit. I

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Speaker 2: of the truth is death. This life is a lie.

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Speaker 2: Death is the separation from false pleasures. Things we do

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Speaker 2: But when you and your woman have a relationship that's

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Speaker 2: surrounded around the most high, that's a different type of intimacy.

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Speaker 2: Like the woman I got now, I prayed for that.

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Speaker 2: I ain't know it was gonna come like that, but

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Speaker 2: it came like that. I ain't know it was gonna

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Speaker 1: Do you slide in the dem how you meet him?

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Speaker 3: I said?

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Speaker 2: On another thing, I was like, I've been knowing her since,

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Speaker 3: But she a marine, My wife a marine.

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Speaker 1: You stall you waited out. No, we just was cool.

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Speaker 2: I never looked at her in the light as a

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Speaker 3: I never looked at her like she was just a

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Speaker 2: And I was like, damn, she do boy push ups

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Speaker 3: And then.

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Speaker 2: One day when she was coming to we had went

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Speaker 1: Oh and she was like, I showed what she heard

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Speaker 2: Then she knew she didn't heard this conversation before there

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Speaker 2: because we used to talk about everything like that was

449
00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:40,200
Speaker 2: my partner for real, my friend first And then it

450
00:20:40,359 --> 00:20:43,360
Speaker 2: was raining, but the sun was shining, and I told

451
00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:46,600
Speaker 2: her on the phone, I just bet my grandmother. I

452
00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:48,520
Speaker 2: was going through a little bit. But when I was

453
00:20:48,520 --> 00:20:51,840
Speaker 2: seeing I was like, like, we were looking for each

454
00:20:51,840 --> 00:20:54,440
Speaker 2: other on themorrow, and I was like, you my wife.

455
00:20:55,720 --> 00:20:57,560
Speaker 2: And then we went grocery shopping and went back to

456
00:20:57,640 --> 00:20:58,120
Speaker 2: the house.

457
00:20:57,920 --> 00:20:59,840
Speaker 1: And damn you did everything.

458
00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:05,320
Speaker 2: She how long though I was still kind of running

459
00:21:05,359 --> 00:21:07,480
Speaker 2: from her for a little while. I'm gonna be honest,

460
00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:09,320
Speaker 2: I was running from her for a little while because

461
00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:12,040
Speaker 2: you know when you cool with somebody that you got

462
00:21:12,080 --> 00:21:13,119
Speaker 2: a different level of respect.

463
00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:14,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah.

464
00:21:14,600 --> 00:21:17,800
Speaker 2: And then Ramadan had came, and for people that's not

465
00:21:17,880 --> 00:21:20,159
Speaker 2: familiar with that, that's what we fast from sun up

466
00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:23,800
Speaker 2: to sundown for like thirty days. And I ended up

467
00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:30,840
Speaker 2: marrying somebody else and like that marriage on the last

468
00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:35,800
Speaker 2: fifty two days, and uh, I know I'm a legend,

469
00:21:36,119 --> 00:21:37,600
Speaker 2: but on so then.

470
00:21:37,600 --> 00:21:39,560
Speaker 1: Nah, that ain't done that. I mean, why you do that?

471
00:21:41,400 --> 00:21:44,320
Speaker 1: It ran its course in fifty two days.

472
00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:46,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, it could have.

473
00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:50,400
Speaker 2: Ran its course in fifteen days. But that was beautiful.

474
00:21:50,400 --> 00:21:53,520
Speaker 2: It was a beautiful situation. I learned everything that I

475
00:21:53,600 --> 00:21:56,400
Speaker 2: needed to learn. And then that's still my friend. We're

476
00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:57,000
Speaker 2: still cool.

477
00:21:57,520 --> 00:21:59,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think she's I had on the pod.

478
00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:01,600
Speaker 3: I thought you, Hey, listen, I'm gonna tell you something.

479
00:22:02,560 --> 00:22:05,639
Speaker 2: I've been probably knowing that person since like twenty fourteen,

480
00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:08,240
Speaker 2: and she always been a friend of me. Yeah, like

481
00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:11,680
Speaker 2: outside of this media shit, I don't care what nobody

482
00:22:11,720 --> 00:22:14,200
Speaker 2: say about hot. Like the only person could make me

483
00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:19,320
Speaker 2: not with you as you. I don't kept you saying

484
00:22:19,320 --> 00:22:21,359
Speaker 2: when they was trying to say that pussy shit about you,

485
00:22:21,760 --> 00:22:24,440
Speaker 2: What I got in your DM, what they on you did,

486
00:22:24,680 --> 00:22:26,919
Speaker 2: cause that should have made you when everybody talking they

487
00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:29,159
Speaker 2: pussy shit, that make you just I say, can't do

488
00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:31,640
Speaker 2: nothing wrong with all that. I say what I told

489
00:22:31,680 --> 00:22:33,920
Speaker 2: I keep your head up. Hey, hey, hey, we on

490
00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:35,760
Speaker 2: that Hey I'm on that black top. We love you

491
00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:38,760
Speaker 2: on this black top. I told you that and keep

492
00:22:38,800 --> 00:22:42,000
Speaker 2: your head up. So it's like people go through shit, Yes,

493
00:22:42,960 --> 00:22:44,240
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. Then a lot of this

494
00:22:44,280 --> 00:22:47,639
Speaker 2: shit people go through it be las and bullshit playing.

495
00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:50,240
Speaker 2: So like that's the type of person I am. I go,

496
00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:53,000
Speaker 2: I guess I'm like my grandmother. I go off your

497
00:22:53,040 --> 00:22:55,720
Speaker 2: heart and how you treat me. But that was a

498
00:22:55,760 --> 00:22:58,080
Speaker 2: beautiful situation too, Like you know what I'm saying. That's

499
00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:00,040
Speaker 2: why people ask me to say who I love. I

500
00:23:00,080 --> 00:23:03,960
Speaker 2: don't discuss because she always spoke like life in the

501
00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:05,720
Speaker 2: me and tried to empower me and all that. But

502
00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:07,359
Speaker 2: we both were just going through so much at the

503
00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:09,760
Speaker 2: time that it just wasn't an a lambent at that time.

504
00:23:10,320 --> 00:23:12,000
Speaker 2: But we learned what we needed to learn and we

505
00:23:12,119 --> 00:23:17,480
Speaker 2: moved on beautiful and then like right after it was

506
00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:20,160
Speaker 2: in the media, like Kevin Gates was on the Married

507
00:23:20,200 --> 00:23:21,720
Speaker 2: fifty two days. He couldn't even keep up.

508
00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:22,160
Speaker 1: It was cool.

509
00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:25,520
Speaker 2: I ain't tripping, you know. My wife had called me.

510
00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:29,720
Speaker 2: She said, hey, say, hey, what's saving.

511
00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:31,680
Speaker 3: You?

512
00:23:31,840 --> 00:23:32,159
Speaker 1: Okay?

513
00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:36,000
Speaker 2: I said, yeah, I'm GOODI LUI prouder, you know, I

514
00:23:36,119 --> 00:23:39,720
Speaker 2: just boys talking. She said, how you you don't feel

515
00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:41,080
Speaker 2: kind of messed up or nothing about it.

516
00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:43,080
Speaker 3: I said, no, mm hmm.

517
00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:51,359
Speaker 2: When we get married, I from from that day that

518
00:23:51,640 --> 00:23:55,119
Speaker 2: was in the man been like a year, like it

519
00:23:55,240 --> 00:23:57,399
Speaker 2: was like eight months, yeah, or something like that.

520
00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:03,960
Speaker 3: I used to always tell you my wife. Now, I

521
00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:07,320
Speaker 3: didn't know I was gonna propose to her. But she

522
00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:12,680
Speaker 3: came back. She came back and then I was like,

523
00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:14,360
Speaker 3: I'm about to go on to it by myself. I'm

524
00:24:14,359 --> 00:24:17,960
Speaker 3: gonna miss you. She was like, I got a surprise.

525
00:24:18,040 --> 00:24:19,480
Speaker 3: I said what she said, I'm gonna come on to

526
00:24:19,600 --> 00:24:21,920
Speaker 3: it with you. And she came on to it with me.

527
00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:25,240
Speaker 2: And when I say like it was one of the

528
00:24:25,280 --> 00:24:29,159
Speaker 2: most peaceful tools, like the love that she poured into me,

529
00:24:30,040 --> 00:24:32,600
Speaker 2: the way she spoke life into me behind closed doors,

530
00:24:33,359 --> 00:24:35,840
Speaker 2: things of that nature, the things that a man really needs, yes,

531
00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:38,639
Speaker 2: you know, just being there, somebody being there, being supportive,

532
00:24:39,280 --> 00:24:39,480
Speaker 2: you know.

533
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:41,280
Speaker 3: And she was like, I like, man, I got a

534
00:24:41,359 --> 00:24:43,119
Speaker 3: lot of shit that's wrong with me. She I know.

535
00:24:43,280 --> 00:24:47,560
Speaker 2: I say, I think I told her I got a

536
00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:49,199
Speaker 2: lot of shit that's wrong with me. She said, well,

537
00:24:49,200 --> 00:24:50,560
Speaker 2: I love everything that's wrong with you.

538
00:24:51,520 --> 00:24:56,680
Speaker 1: Wow. And I was like, Wow, that's the one when

539
00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:58,840
Speaker 1: somebody tell you they gonna love you through all your scars.

540
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:02,679
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm scared shit first shooter yeah, she and marine.

541
00:25:02,840 --> 00:25:03,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, you better be careful.

542
00:25:06,160 --> 00:25:07,040
Speaker 3: I like all that time.

543
00:25:09,680 --> 00:25:12,600
Speaker 1: Let me ken. When do you know it's time to

544
00:25:12,640 --> 00:25:15,440
Speaker 1: move on? When should people break up? When do you know? When?

545
00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:17,879
Speaker 1: Did Kevin Gates know? Say? You know this relationship that

546
00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:20,160
Speaker 1: they've in, the marriage that I'm in fifty two days,

547
00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:24,080
Speaker 1: that's as long as it's gonna meant to be. I

548
00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:25,280
Speaker 1: knew after fifty two days.

549
00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:32,560
Speaker 3: I knew you.

550
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:34,000
Speaker 1: Don't think you started out too strong?

551
00:25:34,800 --> 00:25:38,480
Speaker 2: No, because we had already like been knew each other. Damn,

552
00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:44,080
Speaker 2: I don't want to say this. I've been on her,

553
00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:45,200
Speaker 2: I've been on Britain.

554
00:25:46,560 --> 00:25:47,160
Speaker 3: I'm my dog.

555
00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:54,240
Speaker 1: But keV, you was in you had another relationship before Brett.

556
00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:59,240
Speaker 3: Yeah, but me and Britain are our friend.

557
00:25:59,320 --> 00:26:04,240
Speaker 1: Hey, okay, I get that, but this other one, I

558
00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:06,480
Speaker 1: just say it, DoD. I'm just saying, I mean you

559
00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:07,800
Speaker 1: within another relationship.

560
00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:10,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, you're talking about the public one.

561
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:17,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, I was. You didn't want to get lead that

562
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:19,320
Speaker 1: like in this like.

563
00:26:21,880 --> 00:26:24,680
Speaker 2: I'm gonna say this with and I'm gonna try to

564
00:26:24,680 --> 00:26:27,239
Speaker 2: be respectful to all my children. But people either grow

565
00:26:27,280 --> 00:26:31,120
Speaker 2: together and they grow apoort right, and you know there's

566
00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:33,159
Speaker 2: no hatred or no ill feelings or nothing like that.

567
00:26:33,280 --> 00:26:36,000
Speaker 2: But you know you grow together, you grow a poort.

568
00:26:36,119 --> 00:26:38,840
Speaker 2: Sometimes things start off in Aliament and then it's no

569
00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:43,320
Speaker 2: longer in Aliament. Respectfully, I'm happy now.

570
00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:45,800
Speaker 1: Are y'all still cool?

571
00:26:48,040 --> 00:26:53,280
Speaker 2: Uh? I don't have anything against that person? And I

572
00:26:53,400 --> 00:27:03,359
Speaker 2: love that person. I do, I do, But I'm happy

573
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:04,639
Speaker 2: now you're happy?

574
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:05,240
Speaker 3: Yeah?

575
00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:08,920
Speaker 1: Is this as happy as you've been in a while? Ever?

576
00:27:11,359 --> 00:27:13,440
Speaker 1: What makes what makes her? What makes this one?

577
00:27:13,760 --> 00:27:15,440
Speaker 3: This that happens I ever been in my life?

578
00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:17,119
Speaker 1: What makes us so different?

579
00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:20,160
Speaker 3: Everything?

580
00:27:21,560 --> 00:27:23,040
Speaker 2: Like I said, I used to look for my mother

581
00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:31,320
Speaker 2: inside of women. I found myself. Wow, she's strong in

582
00:27:31,440 --> 00:27:34,560
Speaker 2: our areas on weak. M I'm strong in our airs,

583
00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:40,440
Speaker 2: she weak? And like, it's so crazy, Like I took

584
00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,440
Speaker 2: all these different types of mortial loss because of what

585
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:44,760
Speaker 2: I had been through and because of what she been

586
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:46,600
Speaker 2: through she went to the Marines. I said, so we're

587
00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:48,159
Speaker 2: really gonna be able to protect our children?

588
00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:50,800
Speaker 1: You want more kids?

589
00:27:51,560 --> 00:27:57,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm gonna get up hurting. I'm gonna get up hurting. Yes, Lord,

590
00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:02,359
Speaker 2: have you talked? Have you talked to her about that?

591
00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:05,639
Speaker 3: Is that? What she knows. She ridden.

592
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:08,080
Speaker 2: I told her, I just want to wait a year

593
00:28:08,240 --> 00:28:11,920
Speaker 2: because I just want to enjoy you. I say, you know,

594
00:28:12,600 --> 00:28:14,639
Speaker 2: so many lifetimes I've been looking for you. We just

595
00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:18,760
Speaker 2: finally I'm glad for us to be reunited in this lifetime.

596
00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:23,600
Speaker 2: I know, like people be like, y'all look alike. I say, yeah,

597
00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:24,359
Speaker 2: we saw mates.

598
00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:29,360
Speaker 1: Wow, that's your spirit out, that's your spirit at them

599
00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:34,880
Speaker 1: what they say, like, sometimes you find a person that's

600
00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:39,640
Speaker 1: your spirit and she's like, you never know. But you

601
00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:45,440
Speaker 1: said she the best most that I've ever met. And

602
00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:47,120
Speaker 1: you like, I waited a lifetime.

603
00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:48,880
Speaker 3: I ain't trying to keep saluting her.

604
00:28:49,120 --> 00:28:50,959
Speaker 1: No, no, no, but you said, that's your spiritual connection.

605
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:53,720
Speaker 2: All you gotta do is look at the evolution of

606
00:28:53,840 --> 00:28:56,000
Speaker 2: Kevin Gates and you can see something's different.

607
00:28:56,200 --> 00:29:01,280
Speaker 3: Yes, Like I pray for this last Ramada, I was

608
00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:02,200
Speaker 3: praying for a wife.

609
00:29:03,360 --> 00:29:06,360
Speaker 2: What I think, it's beautiful that you see a lot

610
00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,480
Speaker 2: of men out here want to be players and all that.

611
00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:12,000
Speaker 2: I want a wife, right Like I got married because

612
00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:14,760
Speaker 2: I wanted a wife. It just wasn't in alignment with

613
00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:17,000
Speaker 2: what I had going on. Then I married her December

614
00:29:17,040 --> 00:29:20,440
Speaker 2: eighteen that we went straight to the mosque and got married.

615
00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:23,320
Speaker 2: We had an Islamic marriage and then we went on

616
00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:27,400
Speaker 2: our honeymoon in Napa. Every time I used to pass

617
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,960
Speaker 2: through Napa, Tia, I used to cry on my way

618
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:33,240
Speaker 2: to arm I got a farm like forty five minutes away,

619
00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:37,200
Speaker 2: like without saying too much, but every time I passed

620
00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:40,840
Speaker 2: through Nap, I cry because that was my dream to

621
00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:41,480
Speaker 2: go to Naple.

622
00:29:42,080 --> 00:29:42,520
Speaker 1: I cry.

623
00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:45,080
Speaker 2: Real tis my partner? Say why you always? I say,

624
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:48,560
Speaker 2: be honest with you. It's not what you do, it's

625
00:29:48,600 --> 00:29:53,280
Speaker 2: who you do it with. And I always wanted a

626
00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:57,520
Speaker 2: wife for real, not an Instagram wife, a wife.

627
00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:01,000
Speaker 3: You.

628
00:30:01,400 --> 00:30:03,200
Speaker 1: But you was in a bunch of people d ms

629
00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:05,760
Speaker 1: and y'all the girl The latest screenshot is that you

630
00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:06,440
Speaker 1: was in a DM.

631
00:30:06,640 --> 00:30:07,800
Speaker 3: What I told her be blessed.

632
00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:10,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, I talked about yeah, okay, I wanted to want

633
00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:12,360
Speaker 1: I might want to have sex with you at a

634
00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:13,600
Speaker 1: later at an earlier time.

635
00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:14,320
Speaker 3: No, I didn't.

636
00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:17,920
Speaker 2: I didn't say those things, would you say? She said, uh,

637
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:22,440
Speaker 2: you talking about the girl who asked me for all

638
00:30:22,520 --> 00:30:23,400
Speaker 2: the cars and all that?

639
00:30:24,520 --> 00:30:24,920
Speaker 1: You said?

640
00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:28,280
Speaker 3: I told her, be blessed. Yeah, you talking about the

641
00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:34,640
Speaker 3: other girl. She said something, and I said that you passed.

642
00:30:34,760 --> 00:30:36,960
Speaker 3: I say that that I was trolling.

643
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:42,400
Speaker 2: Then I say, I say that, unfortunately, the response time

644
00:30:43,040 --> 00:30:46,680
Speaker 2: has been uh something I told I used some professionalism

645
00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:49,120
Speaker 2: in the speech. Yeah, and I told her be blessed.

646
00:30:50,040 --> 00:30:51,520
Speaker 2: My wife was right on side of me when I

647
00:30:51,600 --> 00:30:54,160
Speaker 2: saw that. We both laughed about it.

648
00:30:55,880 --> 00:30:58,280
Speaker 1: But you said one You said that, Yeah, okay, at

649
00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:00,480
Speaker 1: an early that time, I wanted to have which you

650
00:31:00,560 --> 00:31:01,400
Speaker 1: But it is what it is.

651
00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 3: I never said those things in no DM.

652
00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:06,480
Speaker 1: No, I said no, you said that when you responded

653
00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:10,360
Speaker 1: you saw this, you said it. Yeah, h I said it,

654
00:31:10,480 --> 00:31:10,960
Speaker 1: you said it.

655
00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:13,560
Speaker 3: No, I might have got in the DM.

656
00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:15,560
Speaker 1: I was saying, no. You said no, you said you

657
00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:17,720
Speaker 1: want like in the DM, it was like you wanted

658
00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:20,760
Speaker 1: to talk to her when she screenshoted it and showed

659
00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:21,720
Speaker 1: everybody that you were.

660
00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:24,520
Speaker 2: In No, she No, that's not what happened. That's not

661
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:26,680
Speaker 2: the woman I'm talking about. It was something some girls

662
00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:29,440
Speaker 2: from way back, yes man, that sent some ship to

663
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:32,560
Speaker 2: my wife. Oh, and I was like, yeah, yeah, I

664
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:35,120
Speaker 2: wanted the late dick. Yes that's what I'm talking to. Yes,

665
00:31:36,120 --> 00:31:38,080
Speaker 2: yeah me, yes, like.

666
00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:38,760
Speaker 3: Any other man.

667
00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:42,800
Speaker 2: But you think we sent you said, I ain't getting

668
00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:45,360
Speaker 2: your DM because I think, oh my God, she all

669
00:31:45,440 --> 00:31:47,680
Speaker 2: that ass she got. I bet she has some great intelligence.

670
00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:50,640
Speaker 2: Com say, no, I want to see, Hey, I want

671
00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:52,800
Speaker 2: to see how you act when you know you wanted

672
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:57,080
Speaker 2: to have sex. You keep saying I wanted late, Dick,

673
00:31:58,280 --> 00:31:58,680
Speaker 2: I late.

674
00:31:58,960 --> 00:31:59,840
Speaker 3: I don't do all that.

675
00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:02,440
Speaker 1: But keV, you know we're a family show, We're is.

676
00:32:02,600 --> 00:32:06,160
Speaker 2: But I drop it though, and I'm about to drop

677
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:09,960
Speaker 2: it on my wife and creat a family, big old family.

678
00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:17,440
Speaker 3: I want five children. Five, Yeah, I'll take three.

679
00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:21,000
Speaker 1: How you about to be forty? Right?

680
00:32:21,280 --> 00:32:21,640
Speaker 3: Yes, sir?

681
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:28,320
Speaker 1: Well consider she's probably substantially younger than you. She's twenty six. Okay,

682
00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:31,880
Speaker 1: she'll be twenty seven in March. Yeah, okay, that's doable.

683
00:32:31,880 --> 00:32:33,720
Speaker 1: I was like, you got to get on the ball

684
00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:35,000
Speaker 1: if she's close to your age, bro.

685
00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:39,720
Speaker 2: Five, Well, I can't say that. I can't say that.

686
00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:42,600
Speaker 2: You don't know what God could do because the strangest

687
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:44,280
Speaker 2: things happened for me. And I ain't trying to sound

688
00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:47,560
Speaker 2: like a spook or some weird believer.

689
00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:54,920
Speaker 3: But good shit just always happened for me, like for real,

690
00:32:55,080 --> 00:32:56,920
Speaker 3: Like good shit just always happened for me.

691
00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:58,400
Speaker 1: You always wanted a big family?

692
00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:01,400
Speaker 3: I come from a bee family.

693
00:33:02,080 --> 00:33:02,920
Speaker 1: Did you want one?

694
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:08,520
Speaker 3: Mm hmmm. Yeah. I used to watch my grandmother and

695
00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:12,520
Speaker 3: my grandfather like they was married. They died married.

696
00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:18,400
Speaker 2: That's beautiful and that's what you want. Yeah, I want

697
00:33:18,440 --> 00:33:23,320
Speaker 2: they I pray for that for you and if I'm fortunate,

698
00:33:23,400 --> 00:33:26,240
Speaker 2: I'm gonna have it. And I ain't trying to just

699
00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:30,080
Speaker 2: salute her because she here, but like I love that one.

700
00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:31,400
Speaker 1: I believe you.

701
00:33:33,080 --> 00:33:37,840
Speaker 2: It's evident, Like everybody tell me that they like, I

702
00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:40,360
Speaker 2: ain't seen this part of you before, Kevin is beautiful.

703
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:49,200
Speaker 3: You calm, and I'm like, I guess yeah, I can

704
00:33:49,240 --> 00:33:49,640
Speaker 3: going for that.

705
00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:56,240
Speaker 1: How do you feel like when the Internet gives you

706
00:33:56,440 --> 00:33:56,960
Speaker 1: a title?

707
00:33:58,840 --> 00:34:00,680
Speaker 3: You want me to be honest, you to be honest.

708
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:06,480
Speaker 3: They could eat my Okay, what they eat don't make

709
00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:08,279
Speaker 3: me shit, and what I eat don't make them shit.

710
00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:08,880
Speaker 3: They can eat my.

711
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,879
Speaker 2: That's a nerd or somebody miserable it I don't be number.

712
00:34:16,200 --> 00:34:18,160
Speaker 2: Ain't number of black people on that got the worst

713
00:34:18,160 --> 00:34:18,960
Speaker 2: shit to say about me?

714
00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:26,800
Speaker 3: That's all to be it be your own people, number miserable.

715
00:34:32,120 --> 00:34:33,400
Speaker 3: Do you believe in soul ties?

716
00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:37,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, like when you have because somebody I was talking,

717
00:34:37,560 --> 00:34:39,560
Speaker 1: I don't I forget who it was they were talking about.

718
00:34:40,200 --> 00:34:42,720
Speaker 1: Like when they have sex and they don't want somebody's

719
00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:44,960
Speaker 1: bad jujuice. So you gotta be careful who you laid

720
00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:47,000
Speaker 1: out with because you don't want their bad spit.

721
00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:50,759
Speaker 2: You could just shaking hands with somebody, you can form

722
00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:53,600
Speaker 2: a spiritual agreement because you don't know what their intention

723
00:34:53,719 --> 00:34:54,759
Speaker 2: was when they shook your hand.

724
00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:58,520
Speaker 3: You have to pray to be protected from all of

725
00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:01,120
Speaker 3: that type of shit if you believe in that. You

726
00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:01,799
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying.

727
00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:04,520
Speaker 2: But I just it's certain people coming to your house,

728
00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:06,680
Speaker 2: they leave, you could feel their energy still in the house.

729
00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:10,320
Speaker 2: My grandmother just to said, baby, be careful who you

730
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:13,480
Speaker 2: letting the house bring evil in y'all.

731
00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:17,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're right, you're right now the old people. But

732
00:35:17,719 --> 00:35:19,840
Speaker 1: you know, but like with like with old my grandmother

733
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:23,440
Speaker 1: and grandfather would say things. Being young, you.

734
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:25,640
Speaker 2: Didn't under it an't make sense till you had your own,

735
00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:28,000
Speaker 2: till you till you till you had your own.

736
00:35:28,120 --> 00:35:31,640
Speaker 1: And then you understood everything that they were saying. And

737
00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:33,359
Speaker 1: I was like, why didn't you just say this? Why

738
00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:35,040
Speaker 1: you got to put everything in a parable? Why you

739
00:35:35,080 --> 00:35:37,840
Speaker 1: got to put everything in the dad? You got me

740
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:47,759
Speaker 1: got me talking in real, uh, working out you've done

741
00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:50,080
Speaker 1: you changed your body. I mean you weighed almost three

742
00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:51,719
Speaker 1: hundred over three hundred pounds.

743
00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:57,400
Speaker 3: Three fifteen, three fifteen, three fifteen.

744
00:35:57,480 --> 00:35:59,120
Speaker 1: How you let yourself get that big kid.

745
00:35:59,160 --> 00:36:00,920
Speaker 3: Jail, sitting in that bitch eating all day.

746
00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:03,720
Speaker 1: You ain't do no push up, no set up, no squats.

747
00:36:03,719 --> 00:36:06,560
Speaker 1: I would just eat that little bit of food they

748
00:36:06,640 --> 00:36:08,480
Speaker 1: give you you eat. How you gave weighty eating that

749
00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:09,040
Speaker 1: little bit of fun?

750
00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:09,799
Speaker 3: I don't go to y'all.

751
00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:12,960
Speaker 1: Oh, you had this stuff in the compensation.

752
00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:19,279
Speaker 3: You had your stuff penitentiary rich. How penitential rich?

753
00:36:19,440 --> 00:36:21,000
Speaker 1: So you cook it? So you cook your stuff in

754
00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:23,200
Speaker 1: the bico waving or the hot hot plate.

755
00:36:23,360 --> 00:36:27,840
Speaker 3: I gotta add a private shove, personal shove. He cooked

756
00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:28,080
Speaker 3: for me.

757
00:36:30,239 --> 00:36:32,960
Speaker 2: It wasn't like he was just under my administration, but

758
00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:36,480
Speaker 2: he was cooking for me. That was my partner, and

759
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:39,239
Speaker 2: I made sure he was straight. Anybody in there that

760
00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:41,520
Speaker 2: was indigen, I made sure they was straight. Hey, look

761
00:36:41,640 --> 00:36:43,600
Speaker 2: check it out. You got people out there. I love you,

762
00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:46,600
Speaker 2: No you indigen? Yeah, check it out. I'm gonna put

763
00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:48,239
Speaker 2: one hundred dollars on your books. I want a to

764
00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:55,719
Speaker 2: keep the twenty for yourself. Somebody that sent your list, Wow, have.

765
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:57,839
Speaker 1: You always been like that you always had a good heart.

766
00:36:58,320 --> 00:36:58,520
Speaker 3: Yeah.

767
00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:02,000
Speaker 1: Do you feel people take advantage of people with good

768
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:04,000
Speaker 1: hearts or try to or attempt too?

769
00:37:04,080 --> 00:37:04,719
Speaker 3: Yeah? They try.

770
00:37:05,560 --> 00:37:07,640
Speaker 2: But see, I don't run game. I just recognize them

771
00:37:07,719 --> 00:37:10,600
Speaker 2: game being ringed, right, And then people get mad that you.

772
00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:13,600
Speaker 2: Once you recognize the game they running and you don't

773
00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:14,960
Speaker 2: let them run it on you no more, they get

774
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:15,480
Speaker 2: upset with you.

775
00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:23,799
Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, so you lost the weight down one

776
00:37:23,840 --> 00:37:25,920
Speaker 1: hundred pounds. You say you're two fifteen two twenty.

777
00:37:26,280 --> 00:37:27,520
Speaker 3: I don't know you said that.

778
00:37:27,719 --> 00:37:29,840
Speaker 1: I mean you, I mean you, I mean I would

779
00:37:29,880 --> 00:37:32,520
Speaker 1: say honestly, I would say I would say two to

780
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:33,520
Speaker 1: two o five.

781
00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:38,680
Speaker 3: Two o five. Yeah, yeah, I got big bones though, Yeah,

782
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:40,919
Speaker 3: you know better.

783
00:37:41,239 --> 00:37:43,480
Speaker 1: But I mean to get down to that much, that's what.

784
00:37:44,520 --> 00:37:46,560
Speaker 1: That's a lot of discipline to lose that kind of weight.

785
00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:49,400
Speaker 1: If you didn't, if you didn't use no ozimpic or

786
00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:50,080
Speaker 1: anything like that.

787
00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:52,959
Speaker 2: No, g I'm addicted to self improvement though. Yeah, okay,

788
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:56,600
Speaker 2: it makes me feel better. Yeah, Like any everything I

789
00:37:56,680 --> 00:37:59,160
Speaker 2: ever wanted in life, I always had to earn it anyway. Yes,

790
00:37:59,440 --> 00:38:01,439
Speaker 2: it was never easy for me, and I know God

791
00:38:01,520 --> 00:38:05,880
Speaker 2: did that for a reason because most people that get

792
00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:11,080
Speaker 2: it easy. They don't really apprecientiate it. You know, adversity

793
00:38:11,280 --> 00:38:13,000
Speaker 2: is what built this character you looking at.

794
00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:16,960
Speaker 1: So what what's why was it so important for you

795
00:38:17,080 --> 00:38:19,360
Speaker 1: for self improvement? Because you say you've always been a

796
00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:21,640
Speaker 1: guy by self? Who want to be a fat slide

797
00:38:21,719 --> 00:38:22,240
Speaker 1: with titties?

798
00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:25,880
Speaker 3: Who do that? Don't who want to be that?

799
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:27,920
Speaker 1: I mean some women like dad bod.

800
00:38:28,320 --> 00:38:28,799
Speaker 3: You know why?

801
00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:29,239
Speaker 1: Why?

802
00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:31,839
Speaker 2: Because somebody liked that? That don't have no self worth

803
00:38:31,880 --> 00:38:36,640
Speaker 2: for self discipline. He's easy to manipulate. He don't care

804
00:38:36,680 --> 00:38:41,000
Speaker 2: about hisself. One of the first things my woman fell

805
00:38:41,040 --> 00:38:44,279
Speaker 2: in love with about me was my discipline. She no

806
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:47,840
Speaker 2: got up at three am in the morning, I'm gone,

807
00:38:48,280 --> 00:38:51,879
Speaker 2: where you going to the gym? You do this every morning,

808
00:38:51,960 --> 00:38:53,239
Speaker 2: every morning. I don't miss.

809
00:38:57,880 --> 00:38:59,720
Speaker 1: Does she have to be as disciplined as the structure

810
00:38:59,719 --> 00:39:02,040
Speaker 1: as you? She probably of because she's in the military, and.

811
00:39:02,080 --> 00:39:04,239
Speaker 3: That's she ain't in the military no more.

812
00:39:04,320 --> 00:39:06,719
Speaker 1: But it's hard to break that habit though, when you

813
00:39:06,840 --> 00:39:08,160
Speaker 1: do something for you.

814
00:39:08,239 --> 00:39:11,080
Speaker 2: Know, I wouldn't have a woman that's not disciplined. She

815
00:39:11,160 --> 00:39:12,880
Speaker 2: even tell me she's like, baby, when I get pregnant,

816
00:39:12,920 --> 00:39:15,359
Speaker 2: I'm gonna work out every day. I'm gonna work out

817
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:18,239
Speaker 2: in my water broak. I said, I'm gonna be right

818
00:39:18,280 --> 00:39:25,960
Speaker 2: there with you. Yeah, that's intimate. It's beautiful like to

819
00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:27,759
Speaker 2: get up in the morning with your woman and pray.

820
00:39:28,320 --> 00:39:31,680
Speaker 2: Then we go to the gym together. A mighty God,

821
00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:33,879
Speaker 2: let us have a beautiful workout. Give us your whole

822
00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:36,640
Speaker 2: of divine discipline, your hold of divine focus. No distractions

823
00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:39,880
Speaker 2: that us going there. Let this be uplifting. That's the

824
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:41,560
Speaker 2: greatest act of self love when you get up and

825
00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:44,839
Speaker 2: work out. The couple that work out together stay together.

826
00:39:45,400 --> 00:39:47,719
Speaker 2: The couple that pray together stay together. The couple that

827
00:39:47,840 --> 00:39:50,320
Speaker 2: work out together work out forever. Because we're doing the

828
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:52,919
Speaker 2: hard part every day, right. The hardest part was getting

829
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,880
Speaker 2: up and going to the gym and honoring the commitments

830
00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:57,520
Speaker 2: that we make to ourselves as a unit. Yes, I'll

831
00:39:57,520 --> 00:40:01,480
Speaker 2: be trying to leave one bed sometime, I'll be trying

832
00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:03,400
Speaker 2: to sneak me out and I beat.

833
00:40:03,280 --> 00:40:03,920
Speaker 3: And God dressed.

834
00:40:03,920 --> 00:40:07,399
Speaker 2: He'll bab where you're going, I'm coming, I say, Babe,

835
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:10,000
Speaker 2: you were supposed to wake me up. I say, Babe,

836
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:13,160
Speaker 2: you be so peaceful home we want to I say,

837
00:40:13,239 --> 00:40:14,480
Speaker 2: you sleep like a little angel.

838
00:40:14,600 --> 00:40:18,319
Speaker 1: Bab done it? Where you say hey, when you could

839
00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:21,880
Speaker 1: like feeling breathe, You're like, I don't want to make

840
00:40:21,880 --> 00:40:23,520
Speaker 1: you up. I'm just gonna go, hey, I'm going.

841
00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:26,240
Speaker 2: To I kiss her f out head and she always

842
00:40:26,280 --> 00:40:29,080
Speaker 2: just jump up and grab me. But she told me

843
00:40:29,200 --> 00:40:33,440
Speaker 2: that she say that at my home the first time

844
00:40:33,480 --> 00:40:34,800
Speaker 2: she ever spent the night. She said, this is the

845
00:40:34,880 --> 00:40:41,000
Speaker 2: most peaceful I ever slept in my life. Really, just

846
00:40:41,040 --> 00:40:44,960
Speaker 2: the way my home, my home set up very peaceful.

847
00:40:47,200 --> 00:40:49,200
Speaker 2: The house wasn't even on the market when I found it.

848
00:40:49,680 --> 00:40:51,759
Speaker 2: I was looking for houses for like two three months.

849
00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:55,120
Speaker 2: I couldn't find anything. But I accidentally went to the

850
00:40:55,160 --> 00:40:59,480
Speaker 2: neighborhood by accident looking for another property. He was like,

851
00:40:59,800 --> 00:41:01,440
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm a move in this neighborhood. The

852
00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:03,440
Speaker 2: god was like, I love your music, but there's no

853
00:41:03,520 --> 00:41:05,520
Speaker 2: houses for self back here. I said, I'm a move

854
00:41:05,520 --> 00:41:07,600
Speaker 2: in this neighborhood. He said, I really help you do

855
00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:10,000
Speaker 2: like I say, but there's no housing back here. I

856
00:41:10,120 --> 00:41:11,919
Speaker 2: told my relatives, I say, see if they got something,

857
00:41:11,920 --> 00:41:13,640
Speaker 2: and that he said. I just took one off the market,

858
00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:15,759
Speaker 2: and then when I got there, it was everything that

859
00:41:15,840 --> 00:41:18,600
Speaker 2: I wanted. And I went in the backyard and just

860
00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:20,359
Speaker 2: pray it I say, God, if you give me this home,

861
00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:23,360
Speaker 2: I make it a healing place, a sanctuary for me

862
00:41:23,440 --> 00:41:25,759
Speaker 2: and my children, my family that you bless me with.

863
00:41:26,600 --> 00:41:27,439
Speaker 3: And I got the house.

864
00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:29,879
Speaker 1: Wow.

865
00:41:30,520 --> 00:41:33,320
Speaker 3: So like it's it's a sacred home. It's very sacred.

866
00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:36,000
Speaker 2: That's when my healing journey really started, like the end

867
00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:39,440
Speaker 2: of twenty twenty two. Like my I've been on my

868
00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:43,000
Speaker 2: healing journey, but my my rebuilding journey started like the

869
00:41:43,120 --> 00:41:46,719
Speaker 2: end of twenty twenty two, twenty twenty three, and it

870
00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:49,680
Speaker 2: just it. I could see it going up, because you know,

871
00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:52,040
Speaker 2: I had to crumble first. Yes, So I was coming

872
00:41:52,080 --> 00:41:55,040
Speaker 2: out the end of that crumble like twenty twenty two, right,

873
00:41:55,520 --> 00:41:58,880
Speaker 2: and then the rebuilding phase went on. It was like

874
00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:00,279
Speaker 2: God was like, I'm gonna break you go all the

875
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:02,680
Speaker 2: way on, build your back up. I'm gonna build you

876
00:42:02,719 --> 00:42:04,239
Speaker 2: back up. I'm gonna turn you into something you ain't

877
00:42:04,239 --> 00:42:05,000
Speaker 2: never seen before.

878
00:42:05,080 --> 00:42:06,640
Speaker 1: But I'm gonna build you better than what you were,

879
00:42:06,840 --> 00:42:10,719
Speaker 1: way better, Yes, sir, So what's your die? So what

880
00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:12,839
Speaker 1: is the Kevin? What are the Kevin gates? De Now

881
00:42:13,080 --> 00:42:15,320
Speaker 1: you were three hundred pounds, now you're down there, you

882
00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:17,960
Speaker 1: lost one hundred pounds. So what is what is a

883
00:42:18,200 --> 00:42:20,520
Speaker 1: What is a typical day of food for Kevin Gates?

884
00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:23,600
Speaker 2: Typical day after we work out, we gonna get smoothest,

885
00:42:24,120 --> 00:42:26,680
Speaker 2: and she cook a lot, okay. And then after she

886
00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:29,279
Speaker 2: cooked me a little meal. You know, sometimes she beat

887
00:42:29,320 --> 00:42:33,680
Speaker 2: my little meal, you know. Okay, you asked me you diet,

888
00:42:36,680 --> 00:42:42,120
Speaker 2: She might diet. Yes, lord, what.

889
00:42:42,239 --> 00:42:43,239
Speaker 1: Old foods do you miss?

890
00:42:43,320 --> 00:42:43,360
Speaker 4: What?

891
00:42:43,520 --> 00:42:43,560
Speaker 3: What?

892
00:42:43,920 --> 00:42:45,719
Speaker 1: Because opportunly you like you said you was over. You

893
00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:47,560
Speaker 1: don't miss no food. You don't miss anything that you

894
00:42:47,719 --> 00:42:48,080
Speaker 1: used to eat.

895
00:42:49,080 --> 00:42:53,240
Speaker 2: I still go eat that once once a week, okay,

896
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:57,000
Speaker 2: and then the cheeseburger tastes better when you have it

897
00:42:57,080 --> 00:43:00,279
Speaker 2: on your cheek day. Well, excuse me, treat day. Yes,

898
00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:02,520
Speaker 2: I got to treat myself. I can't cheat myself.

899
00:43:02,520 --> 00:43:03,120
Speaker 1: How many? How many?

900
00:43:03,280 --> 00:43:05,800
Speaker 2: So you get one meal? I take two? No, I

901
00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:08,480
Speaker 2: eat the whole day treat day. No, I get meals

902
00:43:08,520 --> 00:43:12,439
Speaker 2: it get two meals to treat treat treat day once

903
00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:14,960
Speaker 2: a week. I only eat once a day anyway.

904
00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:18,240
Speaker 1: Once a day, yes, sir, you intermitting fast?

905
00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:22,480
Speaker 2: No, I just don't be hunger after later on, I

906
00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:29,520
Speaker 2: ain't eat nothing today. And whatever I ate the night before,

907
00:43:29,560 --> 00:43:31,239
Speaker 2: I'm gonna use the energy for that as a gym.

908
00:43:31,960 --> 00:43:32,200
Speaker 3: Wow.

909
00:43:33,120 --> 00:43:35,120
Speaker 1: I read you drink hot water line to clean out

910
00:43:35,160 --> 00:43:36,920
Speaker 1: your digestive sense every morning.

911
00:43:38,360 --> 00:43:49,040
Speaker 3: Beat you black coffee. Don't judge people be so critical

912
00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:55,720
Speaker 3: of coffee, Like, yeah, I don't drink coffee.

913
00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:58,239
Speaker 1: How much weight do you lose during Ramadan because, like

914
00:43:58,320 --> 00:44:00,640
Speaker 1: you mentioned, you can't eat anything from sun up sundown,

915
00:44:01,400 --> 00:44:02,680
Speaker 1: so that's about twelve hours.

916
00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:03,360
Speaker 3: I don't know.

917
00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:07,200
Speaker 2: I feel good after ramadand really during Ramad, like after

918
00:44:07,239 --> 00:44:10,840
Speaker 2: about the third or fourth day, because Ramin is what

919
00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:14,719
Speaker 2: thirty hog is rama thirty days. Right, Okay, I feel good.

920
00:44:15,440 --> 00:44:18,800
Speaker 2: You had a mental clarity. You just could think you

921
00:44:18,880 --> 00:44:21,360
Speaker 2: could just you don't be tired. You have so much energy.

922
00:44:21,400 --> 00:44:24,160
Speaker 2: It's like once you eat, you get tired. It be

923
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:30,000
Speaker 2: once you break the fast, you don't you be thinking,

924
00:44:30,040 --> 00:44:32,000
Speaker 2: you so homeer. Then you break the fast, you can't

925
00:44:32,080 --> 00:44:34,040
Speaker 2: eat nothing because your stomach is shrunked about your.

926
00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:40,160
Speaker 1: Yes, sir, do you fast outside of Ramadana?

927
00:44:40,360 --> 00:44:46,080
Speaker 3: Yes, sir, my body tell me sometimes just don't eat.

928
00:44:46,960 --> 00:44:49,839
Speaker 3: I be needing clarity. When you got too much food,

929
00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:51,160
Speaker 3: you can't really hear God talking.

930
00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:55,520
Speaker 2: Okay, when you're feeding your bad a lot of food,

931
00:44:55,560 --> 00:44:58,560
Speaker 2: that be I can't speak for other people I'm gonna say,

932
00:44:58,560 --> 00:45:02,560
Speaker 2: I feel like I be feeding my ego, right, but

933
00:45:02,680 --> 00:45:05,320
Speaker 2: when I do stuff like working out and do stuff

934
00:45:05,360 --> 00:45:07,439
Speaker 2: for my soul, that's fulfilling to my soul.

935
00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:09,759
Speaker 3: I be so full of love. I really don't be

936
00:45:09,840 --> 00:45:10,960
Speaker 3: honger like that. Right.

937
00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:16,480
Speaker 2: What's the longer? You fasted forty two days? So when

938
00:45:16,520 --> 00:45:22,879
Speaker 2: I say so, like rama, don't no food, just water liquids. Wow,

939
00:45:23,920 --> 00:45:25,120
Speaker 2: I did that three times.

940
00:45:27,800 --> 00:45:28,640
Speaker 3: It was just ugly.

941
00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:33,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, boy, you dropped like well polyester m m. You

942
00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:34,520
Speaker 1: don't lose no weight when you fast that.

943
00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:41,120
Speaker 2: Long, you lose waste. You don't lose weight, you lose waste.

944
00:45:41,760 --> 00:45:44,640
Speaker 2: You're losing periodies. That's the best thing you can do

945
00:45:44,719 --> 00:45:49,319
Speaker 2: for your body. It's fast. People be telling me your

946
00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:51,839
Speaker 2: skin just be glowing. I say that because I ain't eating.

947
00:45:56,680 --> 00:46:02,960
Speaker 2: If we looking at me like that, all making Dirvis.

948
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:08,680
Speaker 3: Say, I can tell you something, well, man, I love you, bro,

949
00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:10,120
Speaker 3: I appreciate.

950
00:46:09,680 --> 00:46:13,360
Speaker 2: You everything, you everything and more than I thought you

951
00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:17,239
Speaker 2: were being person because I already fuck with you. But

952
00:46:17,360 --> 00:46:19,279
Speaker 2: then like I love you, bro. Then when I got

953
00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:21,400
Speaker 2: your DM and saying this stupid shit, then you got

954
00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:23,279
Speaker 2: my number. We talked on the pile like now, it's

955
00:46:23,320 --> 00:46:25,800
Speaker 2: just like, because I already tell people about to go

956
00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:28,200
Speaker 2: fuck with on, but it's just like I've been knowing

957
00:46:28,239 --> 00:46:30,120
Speaker 2: It just seemed like I've been knowing you forever.

958
00:46:30,360 --> 00:46:32,239
Speaker 1: I swear to God, I appreciate that.

959
00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:35,239
Speaker 2: I just had to throw that in there, like I really, like,

960
00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:38,799
Speaker 2: I really with you, but I already loved you, right,

961
00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:41,400
Speaker 2: but like like you everything and more than I thought.

962
00:46:41,239 --> 00:46:44,000
Speaker 1: You were being person I appreciate that. Bro, let me

963
00:46:44,040 --> 00:46:47,600
Speaker 1: ask you a question. Help me out with this anything obviously,

964
00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:50,480
Speaker 1: you know you being Muslim into what you eat and

965
00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:52,560
Speaker 1: how you eat and how you take care of your body.

966
00:46:52,920 --> 00:46:57,600
Speaker 3: Now, that's crazy that I just don't get it on.

967
00:46:58,760 --> 00:47:03,160
Speaker 2: I won't eat no puk but eat boot that's me.

968
00:47:05,080 --> 00:47:09,080
Speaker 2: I don't eat no pork, but eat yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no, no, no,

969
00:47:09,200 --> 00:47:09,400
Speaker 2: no no.

970
00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:10,040
Speaker 1: I eat poke.

971
00:47:10,920 --> 00:47:11,640
Speaker 3: That's what I'm saying.

972
00:47:11,719 --> 00:47:14,839
Speaker 2: I eat poke. I ain't no feet, I eat pig feet. Yeah,

973
00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:17,200
Speaker 2: that's what I'm saying, chicken feet. I don't eat pork

974
00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:21,520
Speaker 2: but to eat booty. So it's like, I know, I ain't.

975
00:47:21,320 --> 00:47:22,520
Speaker 3: Got no room to judge nobody.

976
00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:25,520
Speaker 1: I don't judge either, God, but they be judging me though,

977
00:47:25,719 --> 00:47:28,080
Speaker 1: Help me, Lord, They talk about you got dogs in

978
00:47:28,120 --> 00:47:31,920
Speaker 1: the bed, but you won't do that. You got a

979
00:47:31,960 --> 00:47:33,920
Speaker 1: dog in the bed, I got two dollars, have all,

980
00:47:34,000 --> 00:47:35,680
Speaker 1: But I got three dogs. Yes, they be in the bed.

981
00:47:36,280 --> 00:47:38,560
Speaker 1: I be sleep one sleep on me, one sleep in

982
00:47:38,640 --> 00:47:40,080
Speaker 1: front of me, and the other one's running ound.

983
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:41,080
Speaker 3: They ain't ever change on you.

984
00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:42,040
Speaker 1: Nope.

985
00:47:42,600 --> 00:47:47,560
Speaker 2: Humans, the humans is what I'm scared of. Yeah, I

986
00:47:47,719 --> 00:47:49,120
Speaker 2: was looking for the mall. I used to be scared

987
00:47:49,160 --> 00:47:50,880
Speaker 2: of the monsters under the bed and in the closet.

988
00:47:51,120 --> 00:47:54,640
Speaker 3: But the people was the monsters. Yes, the people was

989
00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:55,240
Speaker 3: the monsters.

990
00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:58,239
Speaker 2: We was always looking under the bed and looking in

991
00:47:58,320 --> 00:48:01,719
Speaker 2: the closet and on a dark you know what I'm saying.

992
00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:04,360
Speaker 2: But the people was the monsters in my life. And

993
00:48:04,480 --> 00:48:11,640
Speaker 2: it wasn't even dark, it was broad daylight. How do

994
00:48:11,719 --> 00:48:13,600
Speaker 2: we get better help in the black community?

995
00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:16,400
Speaker 3: Hold on, I gotta say this, say this.

996
00:48:16,719 --> 00:48:17,000
Speaker 1: Say it.

997
00:48:20,200 --> 00:48:22,279
Speaker 3: When you say you sleep with three dogs in a bed,

998
00:48:22,800 --> 00:48:30,239
Speaker 3: that I mean along that. So you like me? Then

999
00:48:31,320 --> 00:48:32,920
Speaker 3: I trust animals more than humans.

1000
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:34,320
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, for sure. Absolutely.

1001
00:48:35,280 --> 00:48:37,720
Speaker 2: Hey, I'm gonna say this. I know this off topic.

1002
00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:42,080
Speaker 2: I hate that you've been through what you've been through,

1003
00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:47,279
Speaker 2: and I love it. I appreciate that I appreciate that.

1004
00:48:47,760 --> 00:48:49,239
Speaker 2: You say, how we get help in the black Man?

1005
00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:49,560
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1006
00:48:50,560 --> 00:48:52,520
Speaker 1: How we eat? How do how do we? Because like

1007
00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:54,800
Speaker 1: a lot of like a lot of the stuff that

1008
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:56,520
Speaker 1: I ate when I was growing up, I don't have

1009
00:48:56,600 --> 00:48:58,440
Speaker 1: to eat now. God has blessed me, put me in

1010
00:48:58,520 --> 00:48:59,920
Speaker 1: a situation I don't have to eat.

1011
00:49:00,120 --> 00:49:03,239
Speaker 2: Can't say that. I can't say that. I can't say

1012
00:49:03,280 --> 00:49:05,520
Speaker 2: that about eating eating pork and all that. I can't

1013
00:49:05,560 --> 00:49:08,160
Speaker 2: say that I don't eat it now because I learned,

1014
00:49:08,719 --> 00:49:10,520
Speaker 2: but you used to eat it, right, I don't hate

1015
00:49:10,560 --> 00:49:13,040
Speaker 2: bacon before. I think, Yeah, I don't hate bacon before.

1016
00:49:13,360 --> 00:49:17,000
Speaker 2: But you gotta think. We are only the face of

1017
00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:22,800
Speaker 2: our circumstances. And we knew better, we'll do better. We

1018
00:49:22,840 --> 00:49:23,520
Speaker 2: ain't no better.

1019
00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:28,360
Speaker 3: We come from slavery. We come from we come from slavery.

1020
00:49:28,520 --> 00:49:30,920
Speaker 2: I'm talking about our mind to miss so up just

1021
00:49:31,280 --> 00:49:33,280
Speaker 2: through everything that we've been through as a people.

1022
00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:34,040
Speaker 1: Up.

1023
00:49:36,640 --> 00:49:40,719
Speaker 3: Up, you know what I'm saying. Up, you know what

1024
00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:43,719
Speaker 3: I'm saying. I know trust me.

1025
00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:48,839
Speaker 2: So I don't judge nobody for what they dietary issue

1026
00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:51,480
Speaker 2: is and nothing like that. And then when I have

1027
00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:54,520
Speaker 2: good good days or something, I go me and my

1028
00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:57,200
Speaker 2: wife we go bake cookies and shit, sometimes I do

1029
00:49:57,360 --> 00:49:59,839
Speaker 2: that along treat that we'll baked Pillsberry cookies. That's somebody

1030
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:02,640
Speaker 2: to eat as a child. So you know, you never know,

1031
00:50:02,760 --> 00:50:05,080
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, All that comes from you know,

1032
00:50:05,440 --> 00:50:07,879
Speaker 2: that's nostalgia to it where you was, what you grew

1033
00:50:07,960 --> 00:50:10,520
Speaker 2: up around, right, you know big mama cook all that

1034
00:50:10,719 --> 00:50:13,200
Speaker 2: at the You know what I'm saying. Yeah, you know,

1035
00:50:13,440 --> 00:50:15,920
Speaker 2: as you know, I just wanted better for myself and

1036
00:50:16,000 --> 00:50:18,120
Speaker 2: I noticed my body different. Now that I don't put,

1037
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:20,880
Speaker 2: you know, in perioders on my back, but I was

1038
00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:24,000
Speaker 2: just at at Naple. No, I don't drink, but I

1039
00:50:24,360 --> 00:50:29,719
Speaker 2: was at at Naple. Yeah, with my white voice and

1040
00:50:29,760 --> 00:50:35,000
Speaker 2: everything wine tasty. Oh yeah, they brought some aut parmesjan

1041
00:50:35,200 --> 00:50:39,280
Speaker 2: Yeah at the vineyard. Okay, you had that true reward

1042
00:50:39,320 --> 00:50:41,759
Speaker 2: and everything that always been That always been my dream.

1043
00:50:42,840 --> 00:50:45,520
Speaker 2: I was out the wine tasting me and my wife.

1044
00:50:46,840 --> 00:50:47,640
Speaker 3: That was my dream.

1045
00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:51,120
Speaker 2: I tell her thank you it probably two three times

1046
00:50:51,160 --> 00:50:53,240
Speaker 2: a day? How many times I tell you thank you baby?

1047
00:50:55,239 --> 00:50:58,920
Speaker 2: Every day or just some days. I just tell her

1048
00:50:59,000 --> 00:50:59,279
Speaker 2: thank you?

1049
00:51:00,120 --> 00:51:04,400
Speaker 3: Hm hmm. Ain't nobody never, ain't nobody never treat me

1050
00:51:04,520 --> 00:51:04,680
Speaker 3: like this?

1051
00:51:06,520 --> 00:51:08,200
Speaker 1: Have you ever treated anyone like you treat her.

1052
00:51:11,760 --> 00:51:16,000
Speaker 3: I hate to say what I'm about to say. I

1053
00:51:16,120 --> 00:51:21,120
Speaker 3: always gave my all. I always gave my all. I

1054
00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:23,719
Speaker 3: always got taken advantage of my heart.

1055
00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:29,040
Speaker 1: But you harbor no resentment for those that took advantage

1056
00:51:29,080 --> 00:51:29,200
Speaker 1: of you.

1057
00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:32,920
Speaker 2: No, no, no, I used to not no moto. I

1058
00:51:33,040 --> 00:51:37,759
Speaker 2: used to harbor resentment. But when I look at the

1059
00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:42,319
Speaker 2: conditions that they in now, it's sad. M I used

1060
00:51:42,320 --> 00:51:46,040
Speaker 2: to think, like, when I give my bread up, I'm

1061
00:51:46,080 --> 00:51:48,879
Speaker 2: gonna shiit on you. I'm gonna show you. But when

1062
00:51:48,960 --> 00:51:51,040
Speaker 2: I do run across people that I am there with

1063
00:51:51,040 --> 00:51:54,759
Speaker 2: in the past, it's sad. God ain't play with your

1064
00:51:54,880 --> 00:51:58,040
Speaker 2: Oh God, ain't play with your litle dirty, nasty puss heads.

1065
00:51:58,160 --> 00:52:01,760
Speaker 3: Oh Lord, you God, God then punished your little fun cas.

1066
00:52:02,360 --> 00:52:05,799
Speaker 2: It's so sad. Like I thought I wanted to see

1067
00:52:05,840 --> 00:52:08,840
Speaker 2: you like that, but I don't. My heart still love you.

1068
00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:11,359
Speaker 2: It's sad to see you like that. You ain't nothing

1069
00:52:11,440 --> 00:52:13,200
Speaker 2: like what you used to be. You washed up now,

1070
00:52:14,160 --> 00:52:18,200
Speaker 2: whole thing. Has there ever been a situation where and

1071
00:52:18,280 --> 00:52:20,560
Speaker 2: I don't want and I want to help, but I

1072
00:52:20,640 --> 00:52:22,560
Speaker 2: don't want to interfere with you with God doing in

1073
00:52:22,600 --> 00:52:22,920
Speaker 2: your life.

1074
00:52:22,960 --> 00:52:24,720
Speaker 1: God God, did God plan. I don't want to interfere

1075
00:52:24,760 --> 00:52:25,360
Speaker 1: with God planning.

1076
00:52:25,440 --> 00:52:29,759
Speaker 3: Your soul needs this, Your soul needs this right now.

1077
00:52:31,280 --> 00:52:32,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't want to. I don't want to interfere

1078
00:52:32,920 --> 00:52:36,320
Speaker 1: with God now. But a cat lip ask you this situation.

1079
00:52:36,680 --> 00:52:39,600
Speaker 1: You've met, You've been with someone and it didn't work out,

1080
00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:45,440
Speaker 1: and maybe you thought it should have worked out. Do

1081
00:52:45,560 --> 00:52:49,200
Speaker 1: you ever miss anybody from a past relationship? I got

1082
00:52:49,239 --> 00:52:53,600
Speaker 1: the puss that didn't get the pussy either one you

1083
00:52:53,760 --> 00:52:55,480
Speaker 1: had sex or you didn't have Okay, it.

1084
00:52:55,520 --> 00:52:59,560
Speaker 3: Was it like I was courting somebody and it didn't

1085
00:52:59,600 --> 00:52:59,920
Speaker 3: work out.

1086
00:53:00,080 --> 00:53:02,840
Speaker 1: So with you was with this person and maybe it

1087
00:53:02,960 --> 00:53:05,080
Speaker 1: didn't go to the maybe you you dated for a

1088
00:53:05,160 --> 00:53:07,760
Speaker 1: month or two, five, six months, But I got the pussy,

1089
00:53:08,960 --> 00:53:11,960
Speaker 1: Yes you had that got a lot to do with Okay, Yes, because.

1090
00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:14,720
Speaker 3: I haven't been in a relationship with this crazy.

1091
00:53:14,360 --> 00:53:18,960
Speaker 1: But this she got some good ass pussy, but this toxic. Okay. Yes,

1092
00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:23,520
Speaker 1: the sex, the sex was amazing. Okay, But you was

1093
00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:26,759
Speaker 1: with this person for a period of time, and you

1094
00:53:26,880 --> 00:53:30,279
Speaker 1: look back like, man, you know what now? Obviously you don't.

1095
00:53:30,400 --> 00:53:32,600
Speaker 1: Now I'm saying, before you met your wife, did you

1096
00:53:32,680 --> 00:53:34,920
Speaker 1: ever look back on a past relationship.

1097
00:53:34,880 --> 00:53:36,399
Speaker 3: With my wife or not my wife.

1098
00:53:36,800 --> 00:53:39,439
Speaker 1: Go ahead, yes, someone that you looked.

1099
00:53:40,360 --> 00:53:42,560
Speaker 2: It was a It was a woman that I really

1100
00:53:43,239 --> 00:53:46,600
Speaker 2: we had great chemistry and she's a great person. But

1101
00:53:46,760 --> 00:53:50,120
Speaker 2: I asked her one question, and I just wanted to

1102
00:53:50,120 --> 00:53:52,839
Speaker 2: see if she alled to me. And I never dealt

1103
00:53:52,880 --> 00:53:55,000
Speaker 2: with her. I never even called and talked to her again.

1104
00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:59,160
Speaker 2: Would you ask her just something? Because we we had

1105
00:53:59,239 --> 00:54:02,400
Speaker 2: we tell each other everything, and I just ain't want to.

1106
00:54:02,560 --> 00:54:04,480
Speaker 2: I just ain't want to put myself in that predictament.

1107
00:54:04,520 --> 00:54:06,319
Speaker 2: And I asked her, I say, hey, look, check this out.

1108
00:54:06,560 --> 00:54:09,719
Speaker 2: I got a question. She was like, no, I never,

1109
00:54:10,160 --> 00:54:14,600
Speaker 2: I ain't never, I ain't never, all right, I said,

1110
00:54:14,600 --> 00:54:16,200
Speaker 2: I just wanted to hear myself ask you that I

1111
00:54:16,280 --> 00:54:16,520
Speaker 2: love you.

1112
00:54:17,480 --> 00:54:18,640
Speaker 1: But you know she messed with it.

1113
00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:22,759
Speaker 3: I know for sure for a fact, he told you

1114
00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:24,280
Speaker 3: I really be the streets.

1115
00:54:27,120 --> 00:54:28,200
Speaker 1: Will you there to see him?

1116
00:54:28,680 --> 00:54:32,240
Speaker 3: I really be the streets. I managed by the facts.

1117
00:54:32,800 --> 00:54:34,400
Speaker 1: Why you care? That was before you?

1118
00:54:35,680 --> 00:54:35,839
Speaker 3: Nah?

1119
00:54:36,080 --> 00:54:41,560
Speaker 2: It is you still be wrong this person. It's like, yeah,

1120
00:54:41,640 --> 00:54:44,040
Speaker 2: it's still being wrong this person. And I ain't want

1121
00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:46,640
Speaker 2: to put myself in that predicament. Hand you know what

1122
00:54:46,680 --> 00:54:49,000
Speaker 2: I'm saying. And I ain't want to put myself in

1123
00:54:49,080 --> 00:54:51,759
Speaker 2: that situation and pull you away from that because you

1124
00:54:51,840 --> 00:54:56,480
Speaker 2: and this person do business together. Okay, that's like, if

1125
00:54:56,520 --> 00:54:58,799
Speaker 2: you could have told me the truth, then we could

1126
00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:01,200
Speaker 2: have figured a way that like, because if you'd have

1127
00:55:01,239 --> 00:55:04,440
Speaker 2: told me that, to see, the power is in the secret,

1128
00:55:06,320 --> 00:55:08,719
Speaker 2: The power is in the life. The truth ain't worth shit.

1129
00:55:08,920 --> 00:55:13,040
Speaker 2: Why you pay a lawyer to lie? You got something

1130
00:55:13,080 --> 00:55:15,759
Speaker 2: over my head. But see once I tell the truth

1131
00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:20,040
Speaker 2: that hey, no manipulation. That's why I said that in

1132
00:55:20,120 --> 00:55:25,919
Speaker 2: that song. We tell each other everything, no manipulation because

1133
00:55:25,960 --> 00:55:27,320
Speaker 2: I have been manipulated before.

1134
00:55:27,560 --> 00:55:28,959
Speaker 1: We all have, of course.

1135
00:55:30,120 --> 00:55:33,680
Speaker 2: So when you, when you and your when you live

1136
00:55:33,719 --> 00:55:36,800
Speaker 2: in your authenticity and you and your partner authentic with

1137
00:55:36,840 --> 00:55:39,839
Speaker 2: one another, y'all can recognize the spirit of manipulation when

1138
00:55:39,920 --> 00:55:43,799
Speaker 2: it comes around. You recognize it like that, No manipulation.

1139
00:55:44,800 --> 00:55:47,080
Speaker 2: Like we just had a situation where old girl had

1140
00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:48,879
Speaker 2: text me in our call and put on face time. Yeah,

1141
00:55:49,080 --> 00:55:50,960
Speaker 2: this is my wife right here. I just want a

1142
00:55:51,000 --> 00:55:53,640
Speaker 2: job to you know. Yeah, she know how you Yeah,

1143
00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:55,759
Speaker 2: she know how. Yeah the shit out you made you

1144
00:55:55,800 --> 00:55:58,400
Speaker 2: piss all on that, she know what's up. Ain't no

1145
00:55:58,520 --> 00:56:03,880
Speaker 2: secrets that kill all that that kill all that that

1146
00:56:04,040 --> 00:56:05,000
Speaker 2: kill all that plan.

1147
00:56:05,600 --> 00:56:07,120
Speaker 1: Your wife is a very strong woman.

1148
00:56:07,200 --> 00:56:09,960
Speaker 2: Ain't no very strong woman, ain't no very strong woman

1149
00:56:10,040 --> 00:56:11,560
Speaker 2: to do with it. It's the truth of the truth.

1150
00:56:12,520 --> 00:56:14,200
Speaker 2: It's the truth of the truth. I'm not about to

1151
00:56:14,280 --> 00:56:15,920
Speaker 2: never lie to my wife by now because it hurt

1152
00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:19,680
Speaker 2: me to a lot of that woman. It hurt me

1153
00:56:20,080 --> 00:56:25,840
Speaker 2: to tell that woman a lie. It's hard for me

1154
00:56:25,960 --> 00:56:26,560
Speaker 2: to believe here.

1155
00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:28,800
Speaker 1: Have you felt like this about any other woman, the

1156
00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:31,279
Speaker 1: way you feel about your what I give you all?

1157
00:56:31,760 --> 00:56:35,520
Speaker 2: Man, Hey, I know one thing that I do different

1158
00:56:35,560 --> 00:56:40,480
Speaker 2: in this relationship, what you do different. The finance is separate.

1159
00:56:43,160 --> 00:56:45,080
Speaker 2: So I've never been a relationship where a woman control

1160
00:56:45,120 --> 00:56:48,840
Speaker 2: all of the finances. I'm the sacrificial lamb who control everything.

1161
00:56:48,920 --> 00:56:50,600
Speaker 3: He'll just take it. I know you're gonna do the

1162
00:56:50,680 --> 00:56:51,080
Speaker 3: right thing.

1163
00:56:51,040 --> 00:56:53,440
Speaker 1: With but then they get mad and don't do the

1164
00:56:53,520 --> 00:56:53,799
Speaker 1: right thing.

1165
00:56:53,920 --> 00:56:55,279
Speaker 3: I don't want to get into all that.

1166
00:56:55,440 --> 00:56:59,440
Speaker 2: But I've committed They what did my business manager at

1167
00:56:59,480 --> 00:57:03,239
Speaker 2: the time, he said, this is financial suicide. I say, yeah,

1168
00:57:04,520 --> 00:57:07,759
Speaker 2: I didn't. I didn't committed financial suicide because it's like

1169
00:57:08,280 --> 00:57:10,280
Speaker 2: I come from that era where you in the streets

1170
00:57:10,520 --> 00:57:13,080
Speaker 2: and everything you're making in the streets, you're giving it,

1171
00:57:15,239 --> 00:57:19,000
Speaker 2: you know. And then I took that ghetto street mentality

1172
00:57:19,080 --> 00:57:23,520
Speaker 2: into the legitimate business. And you know, I woke once

1173
00:57:23,600 --> 00:57:25,320
Speaker 2: I woke up, you know, I got myself together, you

1174
00:57:25,400 --> 00:57:27,960
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. I started putting some safeguards in

1175
00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:33,840
Speaker 2: place once I woke up. But then once you put

1176
00:57:33,920 --> 00:57:39,880
Speaker 2: those safeguards in place, you started noticing the shifting the

1177
00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:41,000
Speaker 2: way people act.

1178
00:57:42,960 --> 00:57:45,720
Speaker 3: So was it me? Was it my when you gave

1179
00:57:45,760 --> 00:57:48,080
Speaker 3: me your intimate embrace? Was it my heart that you

1180
00:57:48,200 --> 00:57:53,400
Speaker 3: pulled close? Or was it my crown? I'm not trying

1181
00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:57,360
Speaker 3: to speak in parables, but you're picking up what I'm

1182
00:57:57,400 --> 00:57:57,880
Speaker 3: putting down.

1183
00:57:58,120 --> 00:58:01,600
Speaker 1: I am I picked it up. But I felt like

1184
00:58:01,680 --> 00:58:03,520
Speaker 1: that was how it was supposed to go right, you know.

1185
00:58:04,280 --> 00:58:06,320
Speaker 2: You know they make it feel like he's a great man,

1186
00:58:06,480 --> 00:58:08,480
Speaker 2: he's heroic in nature, and I was like, man, I'm

1187
00:58:08,480 --> 00:58:12,400
Speaker 2: a suckle. I'm so glad I woke up. God woke

1188
00:58:12,520 --> 00:58:15,040
Speaker 2: me up. World full of lollipops. I can't be just

1189
00:58:15,120 --> 00:58:18,000
Speaker 2: another suckle. But it's beautiful because players fuck up to

1190
00:58:20,440 --> 00:58:23,800
Speaker 2: players fuck up to That was a learning experience.

1191
00:58:24,160 --> 00:58:27,960
Speaker 1: You have to we have never again. I read that

1192
00:58:28,040 --> 00:58:30,360
Speaker 1: you were on drugs, really really bad. Oh god, Yes,

1193
00:58:30,720 --> 00:58:34,800
Speaker 1: did you feel I mean heavy drugs like coke, heroin, marijuana?

1194
00:58:34,840 --> 00:58:35,600
Speaker 1: What were your peels?

1195
00:58:36,640 --> 00:58:42,600
Speaker 2: That's h heroin. Yeah, I was sitting lean im smoking weed.

1196
00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:45,360
Speaker 2: Did you feel like you needed that to function? To

1197
00:58:45,400 --> 00:58:48,680
Speaker 2: do music? I mean, how did this? I was so depressed.

1198
00:58:48,760 --> 00:58:52,800
Speaker 2: I just needed something to coke. I ain't want to live.

1199
00:58:53,720 --> 00:58:55,800
Speaker 3: I don't gotta shot myself in the head before I

1200
00:58:55,840 --> 00:58:59,760
Speaker 3: got a bullet in my head on. I ain't want

1201
00:58:59,760 --> 00:59:02,800
Speaker 3: to live. I was suck up.

1202
00:59:04,920 --> 00:59:06,760
Speaker 2: I can show you a I showed it to my wife.

1203
00:59:07,160 --> 00:59:09,439
Speaker 2: I'm in my I'm at my I'm holding my baby,

1204
00:59:09,520 --> 00:59:12,160
Speaker 2: my child. She'll tell you, babe, what I was doing

1205
00:59:12,160 --> 00:59:17,360
Speaker 2: when I was holding my child. Tears coming down my face.

1206
00:59:17,400 --> 00:59:19,160
Speaker 2: I'm knowing I'm about to go push my shit out.

1207
00:59:20,320 --> 00:59:28,760
Speaker 2: I'm about to go push my shit out. Yeah, I'm

1208
00:59:28,760 --> 00:59:30,640
Speaker 2: about to push my shit. I ain't nobody gonna miss

1209
00:59:30,680 --> 00:59:37,200
Speaker 2: me anyway. That's how I felt. And that wasn't that

1210
00:59:37,280 --> 00:59:41,680
Speaker 2: long ago. Wow, that wasn't that long ago. That was

1211
00:59:41,720 --> 00:59:48,840
Speaker 2: what twenty twenty, Yeah, twenty twenty. I'm holding my child.

1212
00:59:48,880 --> 00:59:50,440
Speaker 2: I'm like, man, it's gonna be the last time they

1213
00:59:50,520 --> 00:59:52,680
Speaker 2: see me because I don't feel like it's real. When

1214
00:59:52,680 --> 00:59:55,120
Speaker 2: you I'm about to go kill myself. Nah, you supposed

1215
00:59:55,160 --> 00:59:56,960
Speaker 2: to just go do it. That's how you know what

1216
00:59:56,960 --> 01:00:01,640
Speaker 2: I'm saying. Right, y'all gonna find me stretched out somewhere stinking.

1217
01:00:02,800 --> 01:00:03,640
Speaker 3: I don't do all that.

1218
01:00:03,760 --> 01:00:05,920
Speaker 2: That's horse playing talking about I'm about to go kill

1219
01:00:05,960 --> 01:00:08,120
Speaker 2: me that you want attention. I'm about to push my

1220
01:00:08,200 --> 01:00:10,400
Speaker 2: shit out, and everybody that knows me, no one thing.

1221
01:00:10,640 --> 01:00:16,600
Speaker 2: I don't bluff. I don't do no bluffing. What I

1222
01:00:16,720 --> 01:00:21,360
Speaker 2: uttered with my mouth, my actions must prove. And that's

1223
01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:24,680
Speaker 2: what made me really start speaking up for men. I

1224
01:00:24,840 --> 01:00:30,640
Speaker 2: was suffering in silence. When you go back to jail,

1225
01:00:30,880 --> 01:00:38,560
Speaker 2: the only person gonna be there for you, Damn, Like,

1226
01:00:38,760 --> 01:00:41,000
Speaker 2: shit is nothing I do right.

1227
01:00:42,400 --> 01:00:44,120
Speaker 3: I can't do nothing right. So guess what.

1228
01:00:44,680 --> 01:00:47,560
Speaker 2: You know what, y'all could just have this shit. I

1229
01:00:47,800 --> 01:00:54,360
Speaker 2: push my shit out. I push my shit out. My

1230
01:00:54,480 --> 01:00:58,960
Speaker 2: baby's young to get over me. They'll get a new

1231
01:00:59,040 --> 01:00:59,560
Speaker 2: dad to somebody.

1232
01:00:59,600 --> 01:01:04,600
Speaker 3: That's great. That's that's that's greater than me. Cool. That's

1233
01:01:04,640 --> 01:01:05,440
Speaker 3: how I felt.

1234
01:01:08,800 --> 01:01:11,680
Speaker 2: Was that the drugs talking. I wasn't on drugs. Then

1235
01:01:12,080 --> 01:01:18,800
Speaker 2: in twenty twenty, Wow, I stopped doing drugs and I

1236
01:01:18,920 --> 01:01:21,360
Speaker 2: came home and once I got on my fitness journey,

1237
01:01:22,480 --> 01:01:26,440
Speaker 2: like twenty nights, I wasn't doing no drugs, and it's

1238
01:01:26,560 --> 01:01:28,400
Speaker 2: just like I'm doing all this working out and I

1239
01:01:28,440 --> 01:01:31,640
Speaker 2: got myself together. I'm doing all this and I'm still

1240
01:01:33,120 --> 01:01:35,760
Speaker 2: seeming like I'm just being tolerated. I ain't being celebrated

1241
01:01:36,680 --> 01:01:39,080
Speaker 2: like and the reality hit even harder when you ain't

1242
01:01:39,080 --> 01:01:44,280
Speaker 2: inoculating yourself, like damn, I'm just on this. Good is

1243
01:01:44,360 --> 01:01:47,760
Speaker 2: what I could provide. That's how I felt. I'm only

1244
01:01:47,760 --> 01:01:50,760
Speaker 2: as good as what I could do. You posted, you

1245
01:01:50,880 --> 01:01:55,560
Speaker 2: know you posted. I'm on stage every night an hour.

1246
01:01:57,200 --> 01:02:01,000
Speaker 2: I'm not even having enjoying the shit. I'm doing nothing.

1247
01:02:01,200 --> 01:02:08,920
Speaker 3: I'm just I'm living, but I'm not alive. That's how

1248
01:02:08,960 --> 01:02:09,360
Speaker 3: I felt.

1249
01:02:11,000 --> 01:02:13,560
Speaker 2: I'm going to the gym like I'm going to the

1250
01:02:13,600 --> 01:02:17,880
Speaker 2: gym working out, I'm taking all this pre workout ada

1251
01:02:17,960 --> 01:02:21,200
Speaker 2: rolls and everything, going to the gym two three times

1252
01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:25,680
Speaker 2: a day sometime killing myself like dang, can't nobody I'm

1253
01:02:25,720 --> 01:02:26,360
Speaker 2: crying for help?

1254
01:02:26,520 --> 01:02:31,320
Speaker 3: Can't nobody see nothing wrong? I guess I was tears silent.

1255
01:02:33,040 --> 01:02:36,240
Speaker 2: I cried now like I'm out cried out now though,

1256
01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:40,320
Speaker 2: but probably since twenty twenty when I really when I

1257
01:02:40,440 --> 01:02:42,000
Speaker 2: left and went to Puerto Rico, that's when of the

1258
01:02:42,040 --> 01:02:46,160
Speaker 2: true like releasing begin. I talked about them all that,

1259
01:02:46,400 --> 01:02:48,800
Speaker 2: you know, when I recorded the song, the fasts all that.

1260
01:02:49,560 --> 01:02:53,040
Speaker 2: That's when the releases begin and the rebuilding phase that

1261
01:02:53,320 --> 01:02:59,120
Speaker 2: got the happening. But before that, nah, I cried every

1262
01:02:59,200 --> 01:03:02,280
Speaker 2: day from like twenty twenty about every now and then

1263
01:03:02,360 --> 01:03:03,120
Speaker 2: until my father.

1264
01:03:03,160 --> 01:03:07,040
Speaker 3: But I'm all cried out now. I'm cried out now.

1265
01:03:08,320 --> 01:03:11,120
Speaker 2: But people need to notice though, because it's somebody out

1266
01:03:11,120 --> 01:03:13,959
Speaker 2: there watching this, a man that feel like he only

1267
01:03:14,080 --> 01:03:16,440
Speaker 2: is good as his ability to do, and he's suffering

1268
01:03:16,480 --> 01:03:17,040
Speaker 2: his silence.

1269
01:03:18,400 --> 01:03:21,360
Speaker 3: He don't feel appreciated. And when we don't feel appreciated,

1270
01:03:22,080 --> 01:03:23,200
Speaker 3: what's the point even living?

1271
01:03:25,720 --> 01:03:26,000
Speaker 1: Point?

1272
01:03:27,640 --> 01:03:29,560
Speaker 3: So now I got something. It's crazy.

1273
01:03:29,600 --> 01:03:32,520
Speaker 2: It's called couple's therapy where I go in the studio

1274
01:03:32,960 --> 01:03:36,000
Speaker 2: and I record, and my wife sit there and listen

1275
01:03:36,160 --> 01:03:38,920
Speaker 2: like a counselor. Like on the song Dangerous, she like,

1276
01:03:39,840 --> 01:03:41,720
Speaker 2: thank you for not giving up when it got hard,

1277
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:44,400
Speaker 2: that you got this. And then I come back on

1278
01:03:44,480 --> 01:03:47,040
Speaker 2: the song I'm elevated and ranked. They say I'm playing

1279
01:03:47,080 --> 01:03:49,960
Speaker 2: with paid and forces, you know, and it's just it's

1280
01:03:50,120 --> 01:03:54,000
Speaker 2: like it's a song of triumph. It's a song of triumph.

1281
01:03:55,920 --> 01:03:57,960
Speaker 2: I read that you had you suffer from ed at

1282
01:03:58,000 --> 01:04:01,200
Speaker 2: Davia twenty three because of drugs. What would you say,

1283
01:04:01,560 --> 01:04:04,360
Speaker 2: link Lian make your don't get hard?

1284
01:04:04,680 --> 01:04:06,520
Speaker 1: Really? Yes, why the hell would you do that?

1285
01:04:07,680 --> 01:04:09,840
Speaker 3: Because it was the feeling you'd be so in there.

1286
01:04:09,880 --> 01:04:11,160
Speaker 1: It ain't better than the other feeling.

1287
01:04:12,920 --> 01:04:15,439
Speaker 2: Man, when you when you were in that depressed lane

1288
01:04:15,480 --> 01:04:17,360
Speaker 2: and all that, And be honest, you don't be to

1289
01:04:17,440 --> 01:04:17,760
Speaker 2: be given.

1290
01:04:18,560 --> 01:04:25,040
Speaker 3: You just want to get loaded. M hm mm hmm.

1291
01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:29,800
Speaker 3: I just wanted to get loaded. Hm go to the studio,

1292
01:04:29,880 --> 01:04:30,480
Speaker 3: get loaded.

1293
01:04:31,960 --> 01:04:33,920
Speaker 1: Now you've been talking about for like an hour and

1294
01:04:33,960 --> 01:04:35,360
Speaker 1: a half, two hours. We've been talking about how you

1295
01:04:35,440 --> 01:04:37,080
Speaker 1: want like love piping people down.

1296
01:04:36,920 --> 01:04:39,320
Speaker 2: And now you I mean, I mean every now and

1297
01:04:39,440 --> 01:04:41,320
Speaker 2: then you might you know, but you gotta think I

1298
01:04:41,480 --> 01:04:43,600
Speaker 2: was couldn't really move like I wanted to, you know,

1299
01:04:43,640 --> 01:04:47,120
Speaker 2: I was in bondage then No, yeah, I wasn't in

1300
01:04:47,200 --> 01:04:49,360
Speaker 2: no happy situation the way I could have been doing

1301
01:04:49,480 --> 01:04:53,280
Speaker 2: all that. Come on, man, you speak about mental health.

1302
01:04:53,600 --> 01:04:56,520
Speaker 2: Why is mental health so important to you? Everything I

1303
01:04:56,720 --> 01:04:59,720
Speaker 2: just told you. One of the greatest artists in the

1304
01:04:59,760 --> 01:05:03,160
Speaker 2: world say he wanted to kill hisself. That's why mental

1305
01:05:03,200 --> 01:05:03,880
Speaker 2: health important.

1306
01:05:04,640 --> 01:05:07,160
Speaker 1: But you did you go to therapy? Did you go

1307
01:05:07,320 --> 01:05:09,400
Speaker 1: to seek to a counselor? Or you just figured this

1308
01:05:09,480 --> 01:05:11,160
Speaker 1: out on your own or you just sat down and

1309
01:05:11,240 --> 01:05:13,640
Speaker 1: had a conversation with Kevin Gates himself.

1310
01:05:14,400 --> 01:05:17,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, I did a lot of inner work. But you

1311
01:05:17,520 --> 01:05:20,360
Speaker 2: gotta want to change. Yes, you can't go off what

1312
01:05:20,480 --> 01:05:23,200
Speaker 2: people tell you about what you need to change. You

1313
01:05:23,320 --> 01:05:25,360
Speaker 2: need to have that on the conversation for yourself.

1314
01:05:25,560 --> 01:05:26,520
Speaker 1: Correct, what give me?

1315
01:05:26,640 --> 01:05:29,160
Speaker 3: Fulfill me? I know what give me fulfil me?

1316
01:05:30,480 --> 01:05:34,840
Speaker 1: What was it? What was what was your purpose? When

1317
01:05:35,000 --> 01:05:37,160
Speaker 1: Kevin Gates realized that he had a purpose. We all

1318
01:05:37,240 --> 01:05:37,840
Speaker 1: have a purpose.

1319
01:05:38,440 --> 01:05:43,720
Speaker 2: What I'm doing right now, I'm showing the world, but

1320
01:05:43,960 --> 01:05:47,880
Speaker 2: mostly men, how to turn their pain into passion. Turn

1321
01:05:47,960 --> 01:05:49,760
Speaker 2: your pain and tain it, take your pain and turn

1322
01:05:49,840 --> 01:05:52,560
Speaker 2: it into purpose. You don't know who you touching when

1323
01:05:52,560 --> 01:05:55,360
Speaker 2: you do this, right like, it's somebody gonna come to

1324
01:05:55,400 --> 01:05:57,400
Speaker 2: me and tell me thank you. Keep shining in your life.

1325
01:05:58,400 --> 01:06:00,520
Speaker 2: People see through the bullshit. That's just the Internet. They

1326
01:06:00,640 --> 01:06:03,080
Speaker 2: like to be miserable. When we get on that black top.

1327
01:06:03,440 --> 01:06:06,840
Speaker 2: I'm still hire. People walk up to me, children walking

1328
01:06:06,840 --> 01:06:07,000
Speaker 2: to me.

1329
01:06:07,080 --> 01:06:07,440
Speaker 1: Every day.

1330
01:06:08,120 --> 01:06:13,840
Speaker 2: Kevin I'm like Muhammad Ali. If I go running through

1331
01:06:13,880 --> 01:06:15,440
Speaker 2: one of these neighborhoods, they'll probably follow me.

1332
01:06:16,880 --> 01:06:17,000
Speaker 1: Bo.

1333
01:06:18,600 --> 01:06:21,640
Speaker 2: You probably ain't no telling because everybody just loved me

1334
01:06:22,760 --> 01:06:24,520
Speaker 2: because I put it all on the table. I put

1335
01:06:24,560 --> 01:06:26,440
Speaker 2: it all on the line every time. I don't got

1336
01:06:26,480 --> 01:06:29,080
Speaker 2: no skeletons. If I did it, I did it. If

1337
01:06:29,080 --> 01:06:31,400
Speaker 2: I didn't do it, I didn't do it. But if

1338
01:06:31,440 --> 01:06:32,800
Speaker 2: I did it, then you feel some kind of way

1339
01:06:32,840 --> 01:06:33,080
Speaker 2: bout it.

1340
01:06:34,760 --> 01:06:36,360
Speaker 3: I did it. I can't change it.

1341
01:06:37,040 --> 01:06:41,360
Speaker 2: I'm not sorry. I don't even tell nobody to apologize

1342
01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:42,439
Speaker 2: for what because they.

1343
01:06:42,400 --> 01:06:44,120
Speaker 1: Told me as a child, if you were sorry, you

1344
01:06:44,160 --> 01:06:47,800
Speaker 1: wouldn't have did it. So you're like, okay, I did it. Okay,

1345
01:06:47,880 --> 01:06:49,560
Speaker 1: And what I'm moving on, gotta.

1346
01:06:49,320 --> 01:06:51,720
Speaker 2: Take what will come behind it. It ain't gonna be

1347
01:06:51,760 --> 01:06:54,000
Speaker 2: easy just because you did it. You gotta you make

1348
01:06:54,080 --> 01:06:57,360
Speaker 2: sure you ready to accept what come behind what you're doing. Right,

1349
01:06:58,240 --> 01:06:59,960
Speaker 2: I accept it, I accept it how it comes.

1350
01:07:01,440 --> 01:07:03,200
Speaker 3: Now. Am I gonna be disappointed sometimes?

1351
01:07:03,320 --> 01:07:03,520
Speaker 1: Yep?

1352
01:07:04,000 --> 01:07:09,000
Speaker 2: Shit, damn there ninety nine point the time I'm gonna

1353
01:07:09,000 --> 01:07:12,800
Speaker 2: be disappointed, like, damn, oh, I shouldn't have did all that?

1354
01:07:12,960 --> 01:07:13,760
Speaker 3: Man, keep it going.

1355
01:07:15,000 --> 01:07:17,400
Speaker 1: You take you take a cleative of break from social media.

1356
01:07:17,680 --> 01:07:19,800
Speaker 1: Do you feel we become addicted to our phone in

1357
01:07:19,920 --> 01:07:20,520
Speaker 1: social media?

1358
01:07:21,720 --> 01:07:26,920
Speaker 3: I take a break every day when I go to

1359
01:07:27,040 --> 01:07:27,360
Speaker 3: the gym.

1360
01:07:27,720 --> 01:07:29,400
Speaker 2: Oh I got this one little bit of phone with

1361
01:07:29,480 --> 01:07:32,440
Speaker 2: no social media apps, just my music. It's it's more

1362
01:07:32,520 --> 01:07:35,240
Speaker 2: like an iPod. But my children could get in touch

1363
01:07:35,240 --> 01:07:39,320
Speaker 2: with if they need me, and I go on the

1364
01:07:39,400 --> 01:07:41,840
Speaker 2: gym and zone. That's my meat time, that's your time.

1365
01:07:42,000 --> 01:07:44,120
Speaker 2: If I don't have time for me, then I'm not

1366
01:07:44,200 --> 01:07:45,040
Speaker 2: gonna be productive.

1367
01:07:45,640 --> 01:07:47,479
Speaker 1: Give me your number one key for self love.

1368
01:07:49,440 --> 01:07:50,000
Speaker 3: Self love.

1369
01:07:51,120 --> 01:07:53,320
Speaker 2: We ain't talking about going get your hands and feet dead.

1370
01:07:53,800 --> 01:07:56,680
Speaker 2: Were talking about doing what serve you? What leave your

1371
01:07:56,800 --> 01:08:04,040
Speaker 2: soul feeling fulfilled. That's a question you got to answer me.

1372
01:08:04,240 --> 01:08:10,120
Speaker 2: Raising my frequency makes my soul feel fulfilled. Talking to

1373
01:08:10,200 --> 01:08:12,760
Speaker 2: you make my soul feel like like.

1374
01:08:12,800 --> 01:08:15,040
Speaker 3: This, this healing for me.

1375
01:08:16,320 --> 01:08:18,160
Speaker 1: Is it true? Man? You said you stopped getting sick

1376
01:08:18,200 --> 01:08:20,800
Speaker 1: after you stop lying. Here you don't get sick no more.

1377
01:08:22,320 --> 01:08:26,200
Speaker 3: Mm hmm. It wasn't that. It wasn't It wasn't that

1378
01:08:26,280 --> 01:08:28,439
Speaker 3: I was lying. I wouldn't speak my truth.

1379
01:08:29,000 --> 01:08:31,120
Speaker 2: And when I wouldn't speak, and when I wasn't speaking

1380
01:08:31,160 --> 01:08:35,200
Speaker 2: my truth, it would affect my throat chakra, your body.

1381
01:08:35,320 --> 01:08:36,439
Speaker 3: Know where you're lying.

1382
01:08:38,880 --> 01:08:45,840
Speaker 2: Your body, know everybody else know too, Bay, where you've been.

1383
01:08:47,760 --> 01:08:54,160
Speaker 2: You forgive me Huh, she already know women have intuition.

1384
01:08:54,960 --> 01:08:56,600
Speaker 2: You're just lying to yourself by where you've been.

1385
01:08:56,680 --> 01:09:01,320
Speaker 3: I was on the corner. Uh you called. But if

1386
01:09:01,360 --> 01:09:04,040
Speaker 3: you're street kind of babe, what you're doing? Man, babe,

1387
01:09:04,040 --> 01:09:05,280
Speaker 3: I'm a calle right back. I'm gambling.

1388
01:09:05,280 --> 01:09:08,320
Speaker 2: I'm shooting dice and I hang the phone up with me. No,

1389
01:09:08,400 --> 01:09:16,360
Speaker 2: I ain't shooting on that's I don't even gamp. I

1390
01:09:16,479 --> 01:09:19,040
Speaker 2: mean here slinging that. I'm talking about freestyling. What this

1391
01:09:19,160 --> 01:09:22,479
Speaker 2: dick man tripping? And I got a good woman at

1392
01:09:22,520 --> 01:09:26,800
Speaker 2: the house bussing this bit is giving it, blessing this

1393
01:09:26,880 --> 01:09:29,240
Speaker 2: whole for no reason. I ain't about to make my

1394
01:09:29,360 --> 01:09:32,120
Speaker 2: life better. I got a good woman at the.

1395
01:09:32,160 --> 01:09:35,720
Speaker 1: House, young lady. Ain't gonna help you out in no way.

1396
01:09:37,640 --> 01:09:38,160
Speaker 3: I mean she.

1397
01:09:39,840 --> 01:09:42,760
Speaker 1: She fulfilling your soul at that moment, fel feeling the knee.

1398
01:09:42,880 --> 01:09:47,240
Speaker 3: She's not fulfilling my soul. I'm just letting. I'm letting

1399
01:09:47,240 --> 01:09:51,960
Speaker 3: off prusher letting off prush and a lot.

1400
01:09:52,080 --> 01:09:55,120
Speaker 2: I think I think what came like when I had

1401
01:09:56,280 --> 01:10:00,200
Speaker 2: my seeming retention journey really showed me the power of

1402
01:10:00,600 --> 01:10:05,720
Speaker 2: not releasing seemen and how sacred I was and how

1403
01:10:05,840 --> 01:10:09,479
Speaker 2: valuable my life force was. My senior attention journey showed

1404
01:10:09,520 --> 01:10:11,720
Speaker 2: me that because the way I feel when you go

1405
01:10:12,000 --> 01:10:15,640
Speaker 2: like the longest period of time and you take your

1406
01:10:15,720 --> 01:10:19,760
Speaker 2: sexual energy and you transmutate, you transmute that sexual energy

1407
01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:22,960
Speaker 2: into your workhouse or your craft or whatever you focus on,

1408
01:10:24,160 --> 01:10:27,040
Speaker 2: you feel more fulfilled afterwards, right you start for you

1409
01:10:27,120 --> 01:10:29,120
Speaker 2: start feeling fulfilled after you accomplish.

1410
01:10:30,479 --> 01:10:33,320
Speaker 3: And then I noticed that, And then I noticed like.

1411
01:10:35,360 --> 01:10:37,160
Speaker 2: When I did try to go back and just fuck

1412
01:10:37,240 --> 01:10:40,360
Speaker 2: with something right quick, bought something up right quick, you

1413
01:10:40,479 --> 01:10:42,840
Speaker 2: be feeling empty like I ain't even have that to do.

1414
01:10:43,920 --> 01:10:49,439
Speaker 1: Wow, Cab, when you was when you was in the

1415
01:10:49,479 --> 01:10:50,599
Speaker 1: pand were you in G pop?

1416
01:10:51,320 --> 01:10:52,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, every time.

1417
01:10:53,800 --> 01:10:59,600
Speaker 1: You ain't want to be segregated. No, why for what?

1418
01:11:01,200 --> 01:11:03,719
Speaker 3: Now? I have been administrator that segregated at Florida.

1419
01:11:06,640 --> 01:11:07,080
Speaker 1: I tried.

1420
01:11:07,200 --> 01:11:08,879
Speaker 3: I tried everything they get in general.

1421
01:11:08,680 --> 01:11:14,320
Speaker 2: Population, but didn't put your gpopp in Florida Good dayn't

1422
01:11:14,320 --> 01:11:16,160
Speaker 2: want a lawsuits. They felt like I was gonna push

1423
01:11:16,200 --> 01:11:22,680
Speaker 2: that ink pen like press charges. But when I got

1424
01:11:22,720 --> 01:11:26,479
Speaker 2: to Illinois was in general population. You signed a waiver.

1425
01:11:27,600 --> 01:11:29,960
Speaker 2: Once you signed that waiver, you go straight to general population.

1426
01:11:31,640 --> 01:11:33,800
Speaker 2: But if you if you're a celebrity, you probably want

1427
01:11:33,800 --> 01:11:35,880
Speaker 2: to be in said no, you could sign a waiver.

1428
01:11:36,800 --> 01:11:38,280
Speaker 1: Why would you want to do that? They know who

1429
01:11:38,360 --> 01:11:39,960
Speaker 1: you are and what that means.

1430
01:11:41,960 --> 01:11:44,400
Speaker 3: Me and Greek men, me and respect men.

1431
01:11:47,520 --> 01:11:49,240
Speaker 1: So who would go to who would go to? Seve?

1432
01:11:50,520 --> 01:11:51,960
Speaker 3: Somebody who want to go to see.

1433
01:11:53,680 --> 01:11:54,519
Speaker 1: Somebody famous?

1434
01:11:54,560 --> 01:11:57,200
Speaker 2: Somebody that's I don't know, Like I don't want to

1435
01:11:57,200 --> 01:11:59,519
Speaker 2: speak on nobody else but me. Yeah, you signed, I

1436
01:11:59,600 --> 01:12:01,679
Speaker 2: signed a waiver. See, I don't want to be in sick.

1437
01:12:01,680 --> 01:12:03,080
Speaker 2: I want to be a jeep. I'm gonna walk the

1438
01:12:03,120 --> 01:12:08,920
Speaker 2: yard anywhere I land. That's where I'm a stand. Yes, sir, Wow,

1439
01:12:10,160 --> 01:12:11,400
Speaker 2: no surrender, no retreat.

1440
01:12:13,520 --> 01:12:17,880
Speaker 1: Let me make your question. Is it celebrated? Why? What

1441
01:12:19,280 --> 01:12:23,480
Speaker 1: is prison? Because it seemed like in the rap game prison.

1442
01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:25,479
Speaker 2: Saying the rap game, But in the in the in

1443
01:12:25,520 --> 01:12:27,840
Speaker 2: the private of the sugar community, it seemed like you

1444
01:12:27,960 --> 01:12:31,519
Speaker 2: celebrated when you came home. Yeah, so it was in

1445
01:12:31,640 --> 01:12:33,920
Speaker 2: turn like if you ever saw the movie three hundred

1446
01:12:34,000 --> 01:12:36,200
Speaker 2: with the Spartan, Yeah, how they sent the boys out

1447
01:12:36,240 --> 01:12:39,479
Speaker 2: in the wilderness. It was like a rite of passage,

1448
01:12:39,520 --> 01:12:42,680
Speaker 2: so to say. But it ain't gotta be the right

1449
01:12:42,840 --> 01:12:45,800
Speaker 2: pass The right of passage could be you taking your

1450
01:12:45,840 --> 01:12:48,559
Speaker 2: son hunting for the first time, taking them fishes and ship.

1451
01:12:48,400 --> 01:12:51,800
Speaker 1: I like to do right. I'm looking at you, little

1452
01:12:52,000 --> 01:12:56,880
Speaker 1: You're twenty fourteen double XLF freshman class dirt. I just

1453
01:12:56,960 --> 01:13:00,560
Speaker 1: had came home rich On the Kwan. I mean you

1454
01:13:00,600 --> 01:13:02,200
Speaker 1: got a class to be chanced to rap a big

1455
01:13:02,280 --> 01:13:05,639
Speaker 1: mens a little bit. God bless it did. Yeah, top

1456
01:13:05,680 --> 01:13:09,080
Speaker 1: dollar signed trou av John Cornege. Bro, you had a

1457
01:13:09,160 --> 01:13:09,960
Speaker 1: nice little group there.

1458
01:13:13,840 --> 01:13:19,280
Speaker 2: I've been doing a long time and we ain't even

1459
01:13:19,280 --> 01:13:24,360
Speaker 2: scratch the service shit you mentioned. Rich Onmi Kwan have

1460
01:13:24,520 --> 01:13:27,679
Speaker 2: suffered the backs of an overdose. When you hear stories

1461
01:13:27,760 --> 01:13:31,479
Speaker 2: like that, we'll go through your mind. Say that's somebody father,

1462
01:13:31,680 --> 01:13:36,400
Speaker 2: that's somebody child. Yeah, it's said, I hate that for him.

1463
01:13:40,960 --> 01:13:43,759
Speaker 2: Now there's this movement. We've had several movements. The movement

1464
01:13:43,840 --> 01:13:47,280
Speaker 2: is F the streets. You hear Savage a couple of

1465
01:13:47,320 --> 01:13:49,880
Speaker 2: other rappers say F the streets. But then you hear

1466
01:13:50,120 --> 01:13:52,599
Speaker 2: something like, hold on, wait a minute, but bro, that's

1467
01:13:52,640 --> 01:13:54,600
Speaker 2: how you that's what we know you for.

1468
01:13:54,840 --> 01:13:55,479
Speaker 1: That's what I due.

1469
01:13:55,520 --> 01:13:55,840
Speaker 3: Respect.

1470
01:13:56,040 --> 01:13:59,080
Speaker 2: Yeah to those other people, Yeah, they have the right

1471
01:13:59,120 --> 01:14:01,240
Speaker 2: to feel however they want the field right, I don't

1472
01:14:01,280 --> 01:14:04,000
Speaker 2: feel like that you on f the street. The streets

1473
01:14:04,040 --> 01:14:09,880
Speaker 2: made me. Streets made me. God bless the dead and

1474
01:14:09,920 --> 01:14:12,880
Speaker 2: all the junkets that took care of me. The guard

1475
01:14:13,000 --> 01:14:14,639
Speaker 2: know my heart. I got so much love to give.

1476
01:14:14,880 --> 01:14:16,800
Speaker 2: But he who tried got to die. Put on murder

1477
01:14:16,880 --> 01:14:23,120
Speaker 2: gloves for him. That's a rap song. Yeah, I figured

1478
01:14:23,360 --> 01:14:25,559
Speaker 2: I made that. I made that up.

1479
01:14:25,640 --> 01:14:25,800
Speaker 3: Gay.

1480
01:14:25,880 --> 01:14:28,000
Speaker 1: You've been You've been shot.

1481
01:14:30,200 --> 01:14:33,120
Speaker 2: I've been shot. I'm as stabbed had like cheap liquor.

1482
01:14:33,280 --> 01:14:35,160
Speaker 2: I'd of slipped and got back on my feet like

1483
01:14:35,240 --> 01:14:39,120
Speaker 2: see Billips. I'd have lost my money gambling, loved mouth, rambling,

1484
01:14:39,479 --> 01:14:41,640
Speaker 2: did a lot of lines till my women couldn't stand it.

1485
01:14:42,360 --> 01:14:44,200
Speaker 2: Killed my brother, so I took him from his family.

1486
01:14:44,479 --> 01:14:46,799
Speaker 2: Then I got some tears in my face. Now I'm branded.

1487
01:14:47,120 --> 01:14:50,320
Speaker 2: All ever wanted was some money, like Sandy Louis baton

1488
01:14:50,439 --> 01:14:53,360
Speaker 2: shades for my dang life. Fancy sweet face, but I

1489
01:14:53,439 --> 01:14:56,280
Speaker 2: even puss it like nasty. But I ain't like a boyfriend.

1490
01:14:56,360 --> 01:14:59,400
Speaker 2: If you was just asking, they might say I'm reckless

1491
01:14:59,479 --> 01:15:02,719
Speaker 2: when something but this was ever since you came around.

1492
01:15:03,040 --> 01:15:05,479
Speaker 2: I'm trying to keep my costs couple while of chips

1493
01:15:05,479 --> 01:15:07,280
Speaker 2: are dunting, hoping I could turn the game.

1494
01:15:07,360 --> 01:15:09,800
Speaker 3: Aron h.

1495
01:15:14,439 --> 01:15:17,720
Speaker 1: If you had not turned your life around? Am I

1496
01:15:17,800 --> 01:15:20,240
Speaker 1: sitting here having a conversation that was so flying that

1497
01:15:20,360 --> 01:15:24,679
Speaker 1: I just did? And I was a historical moment trying

1498
01:15:24,680 --> 01:15:26,680
Speaker 1: to figure out why why was that? Why was I

1499
01:15:26,760 --> 01:15:29,200
Speaker 1: mean you? I mean, that's right off the top of

1500
01:15:29,240 --> 01:15:29,599
Speaker 1: your head.

1501
01:15:29,880 --> 01:15:32,400
Speaker 2: No, that's no, that's that that come from Kevin Gates.

1502
01:15:32,439 --> 01:15:35,320
Speaker 2: That's the scripture, that's the law. Anything, any question you

1503
01:15:35,400 --> 01:15:37,400
Speaker 2: could ask me, I can answer it with a song.

1504
01:15:40,520 --> 01:15:41,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, this is that scripture.

1505
01:15:43,760 --> 01:15:49,000
Speaker 1: Scripture. Yes, lord, if you're not in the scripture, if

1506
01:15:49,120 --> 01:15:52,560
Speaker 1: Kevin Gates doesn't change, if he doesn't make like you

1507
01:15:52,680 --> 01:15:57,240
Speaker 1: said self, here, I'm having this conversation with Kevin Gates.

1508
01:15:58,240 --> 01:16:00,559
Speaker 1: So this is a this is a.

1509
01:16:02,320 --> 01:16:02,880
Speaker 3: This is in it.

1510
01:16:05,320 --> 01:16:08,320
Speaker 1: This is a major show of growth for me. Yeah,

1511
01:16:08,640 --> 01:16:13,640
Speaker 1: so thank you, because I couldn't. I mean, this was

1512
01:16:13,800 --> 01:16:16,559
Speaker 1: this was meant to happen. I'm gonna get you out here.

1513
01:16:16,600 --> 01:16:18,960
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get you out here. On your journey. You

1514
01:16:19,080 --> 01:16:23,240
Speaker 1: made a trip to Mecca, Yes, sir, how did that change?

1515
01:16:23,240 --> 01:16:26,880
Speaker 1: Your life. What was it about that trip? What did

1516
01:16:26,920 --> 01:16:31,519
Speaker 1: you see? What was the epiphany that was revealed to you?

1517
01:16:31,960 --> 01:16:32,320
Speaker 3: I didn't.

1518
01:16:32,400 --> 01:16:34,560
Speaker 2: I didn't have any epiphantis though I was so in

1519
01:16:34,680 --> 01:16:38,639
Speaker 2: the moment. The epiphan has came once I came back home, okay,

1520
01:16:40,240 --> 01:16:42,120
Speaker 2: and then like once I came home, I was like

1521
01:16:42,200 --> 01:16:43,240
Speaker 2: home a month and I went.

1522
01:16:43,160 --> 01:16:46,479
Speaker 3: Straight to jail. And when did the months? Thirty three months?

1523
01:16:48,400 --> 01:16:51,240
Speaker 1: So you went to Mecca before you did the bed. Yeah,

1524
01:16:52,760 --> 01:16:54,160
Speaker 1: that choice you like, I got it.

1525
01:16:55,400 --> 01:16:59,559
Speaker 2: No, I just went like that's as a Muslim, that's

1526
01:17:00,360 --> 01:17:02,840
Speaker 2: everybody like, that's your dream to go and I was

1527
01:17:02,920 --> 01:17:06,000
Speaker 2: blessed to be able to go, and I want to

1528
01:17:06,040 --> 01:17:07,719
Speaker 2: go again with my wife.

1529
01:17:08,760 --> 01:17:11,840
Speaker 3: I'm looking forward to going again with her. That's the

1530
01:17:11,960 --> 01:17:12,840
Speaker 3: most beautiful thing.

1531
01:17:13,040 --> 01:17:16,960
Speaker 2: Like you and your children, everybody, your relationship the center

1532
01:17:17,040 --> 01:17:19,240
Speaker 2: around God like this, I don't know.

1533
01:17:19,360 --> 01:17:20,280
Speaker 3: That's just beautiful to me.

1534
01:17:20,400 --> 01:17:23,160
Speaker 1: What's your kids relationship like with your wife? Not current wife?

1535
01:17:24,360 --> 01:17:24,920
Speaker 3: My children?

1536
01:17:25,000 --> 01:17:28,000
Speaker 2: Yes, they ain't mittle yet. Oh okay, they didn't. They

1537
01:17:28,040 --> 01:17:29,720
Speaker 2: didn't been on the phone when she was around with

1538
01:17:29,840 --> 01:17:36,519
Speaker 2: Dame Eel. They gonna heough they like because they young adults, right,

1539
01:17:37,040 --> 01:17:38,960
Speaker 2: Like I never David talk with my children.

1540
01:17:39,000 --> 01:17:42,919
Speaker 3: We talk regular like my thirteen year old daughter. Sometimes

1541
01:17:42,960 --> 01:17:43,960
Speaker 3: she beat my therapist.

1542
01:17:44,760 --> 01:17:48,360
Speaker 2: M hmm, I'll be I just talked to her about anything,

1543
01:17:48,800 --> 01:17:51,400
Speaker 2: Say yeah, baby, and then she told me something. One

1544
01:17:51,520 --> 01:17:54,799
Speaker 2: time she was sitting in the car and my partner

1545
01:17:54,920 --> 01:17:56,880
Speaker 2: was like, you just talked about everything. I say, yeah,

1546
01:17:57,560 --> 01:18:00,280
Speaker 2: and she was like, Dad, you know, I really see

1547
01:18:00,280 --> 01:18:02,240
Speaker 2: the importance of having a father figure.

1548
01:18:02,320 --> 01:18:03,160
Speaker 3: I said, why you say that?

1549
01:18:03,760 --> 01:18:06,880
Speaker 2: She said, because I got friends that because you know,

1550
01:18:06,920 --> 01:18:09,160
Speaker 2: I'm big on that. You got shots on up under there,

1551
01:18:09,720 --> 01:18:11,920
Speaker 2: you know, if somebody else always put pants on, you know,

1552
01:18:11,960 --> 01:18:14,360
Speaker 2: I'm big on that type of shit. So anyway, she

1553
01:18:14,520 --> 01:18:18,120
Speaker 2: was like, d you know, like my other friends, they

1554
01:18:18,240 --> 01:18:23,120
Speaker 2: dressed provocatively seeking me a validation, and I'm telling my friends, hey, dude,

1555
01:18:23,160 --> 01:18:26,360
Speaker 2: you're getting groomed. She was like, I see the importance

1556
01:18:26,400 --> 01:18:30,320
Speaker 2: of having a father figure. And they like, you don't

1557
01:18:30,360 --> 01:18:32,760
Speaker 2: think that they be listening, And you don't think that

1558
01:18:32,880 --> 01:18:35,240
Speaker 2: you mean that much. You don't think you that significant

1559
01:18:35,240 --> 01:18:38,320
Speaker 2: as a father because that's just Dad being dead. But

1560
01:18:38,479 --> 01:18:41,200
Speaker 2: then for to hear her say that, it's like if

1561
01:18:41,280 --> 01:18:43,599
Speaker 2: Danny made me want to cry, because I'm like, when

1562
01:18:43,640 --> 01:18:47,519
Speaker 2: she got up period, I cried, my baby that grew up. Man.

1563
01:18:48,560 --> 01:18:51,920
Speaker 2: And then when I seen the tampons in her room,

1564
01:18:52,000 --> 01:18:54,000
Speaker 2: I was gonna get somebody to take the trash out.

1565
01:18:54,680 --> 01:18:57,479
Speaker 3: I seen the tampons. Oh god, I broke down again.

1566
01:18:57,560 --> 01:18:58,519
Speaker 3: I cried. I was like.

1567
01:19:00,120 --> 01:19:03,680
Speaker 2: Baby grown man. They get big so fast, you know

1568
01:19:03,760 --> 01:19:07,800
Speaker 2: what I'm saying. And it's kind of uugh. Because she

1569
01:19:08,040 --> 01:19:09,760
Speaker 2: was a baby when I went to g I used

1570
01:19:09,760 --> 01:19:11,800
Speaker 2: to take baths and shit with and everything. And then

1571
01:19:11,880 --> 01:19:15,519
Speaker 2: when I went to jail, well, this was like one

1572
01:19:15,600 --> 01:19:19,280
Speaker 2: another time I went to jail. This was like when

1573
01:19:19,360 --> 01:19:21,200
Speaker 2: she was first born. She was an infant. She wasn't

1574
01:19:21,200 --> 01:19:23,760
Speaker 2: even walking. I used to having a tub baby and shit,

1575
01:19:24,479 --> 01:19:26,720
Speaker 2: you know, put her on the thing, and then it

1576
01:19:26,840 --> 01:19:29,600
Speaker 2: was like she had got older. And I'm like I

1577
01:19:29,760 --> 01:19:33,519
Speaker 2: never had the moments again, Like I never had the

1578
01:19:33,640 --> 01:19:37,559
Speaker 2: moments again. I don't get sad about I smiled. Man,

1579
01:19:37,560 --> 01:19:39,880
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do it with my new babies. All water burst.

1580
01:19:39,880 --> 01:19:40,040
Speaker 3: Shit.

1581
01:19:42,040 --> 01:19:45,160
Speaker 1: When you see people impersonate you on I g have

1582
01:19:45,280 --> 01:19:47,200
Speaker 1: you seen somebody get tell the people to be Yeah,

1583
01:19:48,280 --> 01:19:48,759
Speaker 1: you smile.

1584
01:19:49,680 --> 01:19:50,120
Speaker 3: I'm something.

1585
01:19:50,120 --> 01:19:54,200
Speaker 2: I'm something that won't be like. I'm something that won't

1586
01:19:54,240 --> 01:19:58,280
Speaker 2: be like. But I did see you a smack that

1587
01:19:58,400 --> 01:20:00,840
Speaker 2: pranks to though I never too. What's that, dude, You

1588
01:20:00,880 --> 01:20:03,720
Speaker 2: ain't here it? No, that was a sound effect. Oh,

1589
01:20:04,200 --> 01:20:05,760
Speaker 2: I never touched him talking about when I was with

1590
01:20:05,840 --> 01:20:12,000
Speaker 2: my oldest daughter. Hey, come on, man, I never touched him.

1591
01:20:13,160 --> 01:20:15,120
Speaker 2: I just told him, say, but stop playing with me.

1592
01:20:15,320 --> 01:20:17,880
Speaker 2: Find you somebody to play with. I ain't playing.

1593
01:20:19,240 --> 01:20:21,559
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get you out on this one. What are

1594
01:20:21,560 --> 01:20:26,760
Speaker 1: your goals for yourself mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally. What's what's kept?

1595
01:20:27,000 --> 01:20:29,840
Speaker 1: What five five years? When I come back and you

1596
01:20:29,920 --> 01:20:31,879
Speaker 1: sit down in that chair again, I have a conversation

1597
01:20:31,960 --> 01:20:34,200
Speaker 1: with Kevin Gates. What's he gonna tell me different this time?

1598
01:20:34,240 --> 01:20:36,479
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be I'm probably gonna just be telling you

1599
01:20:36,520 --> 01:20:40,040
Speaker 2: a bunch of experiences because I'm not gonna change who

1600
01:20:40,160 --> 01:20:44,439
Speaker 2: I am. But I'm gonna have different, greater experiences. Yeah,

1601
01:20:44,680 --> 01:20:46,479
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be a greater version of what I am

1602
01:20:46,600 --> 01:20:53,759
Speaker 2: right now. So whatever that entails a couple of kids, Lord, Willie,

1603
01:20:54,160 --> 01:20:55,720
Speaker 2: I don't want to do that right now. I'm still

1604
01:20:55,840 --> 01:20:59,920
Speaker 2: enjoying my wife like we enjoying each other. I don't

1605
01:21:00,040 --> 01:21:02,080
Speaker 2: want to just rush in the children right now. I'm

1606
01:21:02,080 --> 01:21:05,040
Speaker 2: gonna miss her because we already got a dog. We

1607
01:21:05,120 --> 01:21:07,600
Speaker 2: gotta live puppy, and she'd be buying them clothes and

1608
01:21:08,280 --> 01:21:11,759
Speaker 2: the dog in training school. Right now, she be calling somebody.

1609
01:21:11,760 --> 01:21:13,479
Speaker 2: I just mailed them some clothes. I don't want them

1610
01:21:13,520 --> 01:21:15,120
Speaker 2: to get cold. I say, babe, it's a dog. No,

1611
01:21:15,280 --> 01:21:15,920
Speaker 2: that's her son.

1612
01:21:16,680 --> 01:21:17,439
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my.

1613
01:21:19,360 --> 01:21:21,040
Speaker 3: God, I just know how you're gonna be with kids.

1614
01:21:21,120 --> 01:21:24,400
Speaker 1: So I know it makes you feel good, doesn't it.

1615
01:21:24,680 --> 01:21:25,559
Speaker 3: It makes me feel good.

1616
01:21:25,560 --> 01:21:27,519
Speaker 2: But then I'm gonna miss you because I'm gonna have

1617
01:21:27,600 --> 01:21:30,400
Speaker 2: to share you. Yeah, for sure, I'm gonna have to

1618
01:21:30,439 --> 01:21:32,400
Speaker 2: share you. So I don't want to have.

1619
01:21:32,520 --> 01:21:34,320
Speaker 3: Children with you. But I know we're gonna have some

1620
01:21:34,360 --> 01:21:36,160
Speaker 3: pretty baby, But I just don't want to share you

1621
01:21:36,360 --> 01:21:36,720
Speaker 3: just yet.

1622
01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:40,519
Speaker 1: Right, so you're holding off, you're for me. I just

1623
01:21:40,600 --> 01:21:45,920
Speaker 1: got you your mind on man, keV, thanks for stopping

1624
01:21:45,960 --> 01:21:48,280
Speaker 1: by club shap shot man. It's a long time we're

1625
01:21:48,320 --> 01:21:50,360
Speaker 1: meant to be appreciate you, hey, thank you for having

1626
01:21:50,520 --> 01:21:52,760
Speaker 1: no Thank you for I appreciate your man. Yes, Sir

1627
01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:53,719
Speaker 1: Kenvy gates.

1628
01:21:56,920 --> 01:22:00,880
Speaker 4: All my life, running all my life, sac right, hustle,

1629
01:22:00,920 --> 01:22:03,760
Speaker 4: pay the price, and want to slice, got to brow

1630
01:22:03,840 --> 01:22:06,240
Speaker 4: the dice. That's why all my life. I've been grinding

1631
01:22:06,320 --> 01:22:09,240
Speaker 4: all my life. Yeah, all my life, grinding.

1632
01:22:09,000 --> 01:22:09,519
Speaker 3: All my life.

1633
01:22:10,240 --> 01:22:14,040
Speaker 4: Sacrifice, hustle, pay the price, and want to slice. Got

1634
01:22:14,120 --> 01:22:16,519
Speaker 4: to brow the dice, wi, All my life, I've been

1635
01:22:16,560 --> 01:22:17,559
Speaker 4: grinding all my life.

1636
01:22:18,720 --> 01:22:21,400
Speaker 2: H m hmm