WEBVTT - Conversations with a Crip & Blood 0:00:00.800 --> 0:00:05.760 When I wrote y'all all across the USC conton Motts 0:00:06.400 --> 0:00:10.159 Day to l a from on the California count of 0:00:10.240 --> 0:00:13.920 the Valley. We represent that Kelly County. So if you're 0:00:13.960 --> 0:00:16.520 keeping it real on your side of your town, you 0:00:16.600 --> 0:00:22.160 tune into Gangster Chronicles Gangster Goals. He gonna tell you 0:00:22.200 --> 0:00:25.480 how we go. If I lie my nose a girl 0:00:25.560 --> 0:00:27.760 like Pinocchio, We're gonna tell you to choose in nothing 0:00:27.800 --> 0:00:31.720 but the truth Gangster Chronic Goals. This is not your 0:00:31.880 --> 0:00:36.360 average show. You're now tuned into the reil m c A, 0:00:36.560 --> 0:00:45.640 Bick James and bixtails the streets. Hello, where are you at? 0:00:46.320 --> 0:00:49.880 This is o G Gangster Granny and the Gangster Chronicles 0:00:49.960 --> 0:00:53.720 Podcast is back in effect. Get ready for some of 0:00:53.760 --> 0:00:58.200 that G ship and bleeds up some wannamt And we're 0:00:58.240 --> 0:01:01.880 back with a hundred episodes bracing the gainst the Chronicles Podcast. 0:01:02.280 --> 0:01:04.240 And this time, man, I got a really good friend 0:01:04.280 --> 0:01:05.759 of mine sitting there with us, A couple of good 0:01:05.800 --> 0:01:07.360 friends of mine set with us. I got my boy 0:01:07.360 --> 0:01:11.600 Glass Malone and Peter Bush and Big J Shay. You 0:01:11.680 --> 0:01:15.000 a part of the show Dog Native course, and I 0:01:15.080 --> 0:01:17.160 want to tell you, you know Glass Peter have a 0:01:17.160 --> 0:01:20.760 podcast right now, what's name of your podcast? This is 0:01:20.800 --> 0:01:23.960 the No Sellings podcast featuring against the Chromes. So we're 0:01:23.959 --> 0:01:25.560 gonna do it like that. So so we make two, 0:01:25.600 --> 0:01:27.160 we make a couple of us. This is No Sidings 0:01:27.200 --> 0:01:30.280 podcast chronicles. We're gonna keep the same and it that way, 0:01:30.280 --> 0:01:32.280 they'd be like, good niggas is crazy? Yeah, for sure, 0:01:32.360 --> 0:01:35.560 let's do it. Dog both what happened for shore? So 0:01:35.840 --> 0:01:37.720 and you have um happen to have a white guy 0:01:37.800 --> 0:01:45.240 with you, Peter, Peter, Peter, he's a white guy. That's introduction. Peter, 0:01:45.520 --> 0:01:49.000 are you white? He said? And you have a white guy? Really? Yes? 0:01:49.320 --> 0:01:53.000 Legally white? Yes, no, technically back that's inside show that 0:01:53.080 --> 0:01:54.840 me and Peter got, you know, the white man's opinion 0:01:54.880 --> 0:01:57.480 and everything. You know, we gotta things white man's opinion 0:01:58.000 --> 0:02:00.760 and so glasses. I'm gonna start off the rip man, 0:02:02.120 --> 0:02:05.120 whether it's on Instagram club, you know what, We're not 0:02:05.200 --> 0:02:08.280 even gonna do that. We're gonna do something better. Did 0:02:08.360 --> 0:02:09.760 you think you would make it to a hundred of 0:02:09.800 --> 0:02:12.639 episodes when you first came up with this man? I 0:02:12.720 --> 0:02:16.000 didn't know. I don't remember what was that talking about this? Yeah? 0:02:16.040 --> 0:02:17.519 I remember we were talking about. When we were first 0:02:17.520 --> 0:02:18.840 talking about it, I knew it was gonna be some 0:02:18.919 --> 0:02:21.040 cold ship. Do you remember the inspiration of why you 0:02:21.120 --> 0:02:23.600 start doing this? Yes? I do. You start trying to 0:02:23.680 --> 0:02:26.440 live vicariously through your son, And I was like, you 0:02:26.560 --> 0:02:30.320 got so much to offer the world, you shouldn't stop. Yeah, 0:02:30.360 --> 0:02:33.600 you didn't tell me that I can't do nothing. I'm like, 0:02:34.200 --> 0:02:37.040 you got a lot to offer the world, yes, And 0:02:37.080 --> 0:02:39.000 you just shot in the back down and next thing 0:02:39.040 --> 0:02:41.320 you know, now you gotta pie you on a hundred episodes. 0:02:43.000 --> 0:02:46.400 You you were trying to play football again. No, hell no, 0:02:47.960 --> 0:02:53.280 you trying to live through Chris was doing the same 0:02:54.040 --> 0:02:57.040 nothing culture. He was coach. I was going to the 0:02:57.080 --> 0:03:00.320 little league with the football you the fallballs on this 0:03:00.440 --> 0:03:05.639 ship they like this big of thirteen and ship like that. 0:03:05.760 --> 0:03:08.440 But when he was coming, I was coaching football and 0:03:08.480 --> 0:03:10.679 everything like that. He would only coach his son's team. 0:03:10.720 --> 0:03:12.960 I hate them kind of dad. Well, who the funk else? 0:03:14.000 --> 0:03:16.800 Was he a daddy waller? His sons coached? I can't 0:03:21.280 --> 0:03:25.040 I coached office. Christ played all the good positions, every 0:03:25.160 --> 0:03:26.480 one of them. He was the best player on the 0:03:26.520 --> 0:03:29.919 field though. I didn't coach him though, But but he 0:03:30.080 --> 0:03:33.120 never coached no other team. He was like he liked Snoop. 0:03:33.160 --> 0:03:37.800 He retired when the sun retired. No. I actually won 0:03:37.880 --> 0:03:40.760 two Super Bowls after that. After he left coach for 0:03:41.320 --> 0:03:43.760 I coached Parry mon im is the president of Paramounts organization. 0:03:43.840 --> 0:03:48.800 I coached paramount Um. What happened was I actually coached 0:03:48.800 --> 0:03:51.120 two years after Chris left because I coached all my 0:03:51.200 --> 0:03:52.880 kids up. You gotta remember I had all of them 0:03:52.920 --> 0:03:55.000 since they was eight years old, right, so I coached 0:03:55.080 --> 0:03:58.280 him of eight and fourteen. Who was the player you 0:03:58.400 --> 0:04:00.480 thought at one time, like the side Chris that you knew, 0:04:00.560 --> 0:04:03.960 like this guy special oh um, Kobe pepper Um, the 0:04:04.040 --> 0:04:06.280 defensive lineman up at USC right now. His dad brought 0:04:06.320 --> 0:04:08.920 him in from Long Peach Patriots, right he got cut 0:04:09.000 --> 0:04:11.040 from there. They told me he wasn't no good, and 0:04:11.120 --> 0:04:12.560 so I brought him up there, and I said, man, 0:04:12.600 --> 0:04:15.720 this dude could actually be a really good defensive linement. 0:04:15.760 --> 0:04:17.800 But his dad wanted to play linebacker, and tidy in. 0:04:17.920 --> 0:04:20.839 You know, the dad's come in with all these expectations. Yeah. 0:04:20.920 --> 0:04:23.560 So he was so much bigger and fast, and everybody 0:04:23.560 --> 0:04:26.160 a little played linebacker now yet USC, he actually got 0:04:26.200 --> 0:04:28.520 a lot of time as a freshman. We actually had 0:04:28.600 --> 0:04:31.719 thirteen kids from that team, my team, um that years 0:04:31.760 --> 0:04:34.160 playing colleague football. Right now, what was the saddest case 0:04:34.279 --> 0:04:36.160 that happened? Like out of all the kids that you 0:04:36.240 --> 0:04:37.920 felt like it was one kid could have been special, 0:04:38.000 --> 0:04:41.120 but like the streets kind of start doing a number on. Well, 0:04:41.160 --> 0:04:42.720 I had a kid on. I had a couple of 0:04:42.960 --> 0:04:45.600 mom I had one kid that came in. He was 0:04:45.680 --> 0:04:48.400 from Compton. I heard maybe a year and a half 0:04:48.440 --> 0:04:50.680 ago he got shot and killed. Um he started game 0:04:50.720 --> 0:04:53.640 bang and started claiming the neighborhood over there, and the 0:04:53.760 --> 0:04:55.440 dad had me talked to him a couple of times. 0:04:55.560 --> 0:04:57.840 Roum he wanted up getting killed. I had another kid. 0:04:57.880 --> 0:04:59.480 I don't I don't really want to put his name 0:04:59.520 --> 0:05:01.640 out there like ever had another Yeah, we used to 0:05:01.680 --> 0:05:03.520 call him Black Jesus. Remember the one kid I had 0:05:03.960 --> 0:05:05.800 There's Watts. I had to actually go to watch to 0:05:05.839 --> 0:05:08.840 the projects to get this kid on. We walk up 0:05:08.839 --> 0:05:11.560 in there. I'm walking into projects, man, like eight o'clock 0:05:11.600 --> 0:05:14.680 at night. And I don't know what his mama was 0:05:14.760 --> 0:05:16.440 doing there, but she was his mama rans ship in 0:05:16.480 --> 0:05:18.080 the projects though, And I went up there and they 0:05:18.160 --> 0:05:19.360 was like what the hell do you want me? Who 0:05:19.360 --> 0:05:20.320 are you up here looking for? And I was like, 0:05:20.360 --> 0:05:22.160 I'm looking at people. It was like Sean, Sean, it's 0:05:22.160 --> 0:05:23.800 a coach you're looking for you you know what I'm saying. 0:05:23.839 --> 0:05:25.880 So he came out and she said, the only way 0:05:25.880 --> 0:05:27.480 you can get him you come and pick him up everything. 0:05:27.520 --> 0:05:29.680 So we had somebody come pick him up everything practical. 0:05:29.720 --> 0:05:31.360 He wanted up standing over my house a lot with me. 0:05:31.839 --> 0:05:33.800 I had kids at one time living at my house. Jim, 0:05:34.839 --> 0:05:37.480 that's you all right, still man. Every time I you 0:05:37.560 --> 0:05:40.280 always surprised me with something new. So it wasn't just 0:05:40.480 --> 0:05:43.400 about Chris. Chris happened to be a product because I 0:05:43.600 --> 0:05:45.240 actually want to coach his first year. I gotta asked 0:05:45.279 --> 0:05:47.039 the coach the first year he did because they don't 0:05:47.040 --> 0:05:49.560 know that happen. I wanted to just watch. I really 0:05:49.600 --> 0:05:51.160 wanted to be a daddy ball and just watch my 0:05:51.240 --> 0:05:53.440 son playing this. They need to help. And that went 0:05:53.520 --> 0:05:55.320 from me doing that to seeing some ship that was 0:05:55.360 --> 0:05:58.520 wrong with the organization. That just being on the now. 0:05:58.600 --> 0:06:00.760 He was cussing the coach out. I never had to 0:06:01.080 --> 0:06:03.680 coach never, I'll be honest with you, man, my son, 0:06:04.000 --> 0:06:05.800 I never had to talk to no coaches about him. 0:06:05.800 --> 0:06:07.840 I just let him go play right and let him 0:06:07.839 --> 0:06:09.960 do his thing. You said, you're not like LaVar. No, 0:06:10.160 --> 0:06:13.800 hell no, nothing like that. I ain't. This is code 0:06:13.880 --> 0:06:16.039 right here and flipped around glasses interview on us. Now 0:06:16.200 --> 0:06:19.719 I'm not interviewing. I'm just talking to heisted your show 0:06:19.760 --> 0:06:23.880 and now it's our show. Yeah, I'm just come on 0:06:24.040 --> 0:06:26.360 with that. There's something different. No, I'm just talking. I'm 0:06:26.400 --> 0:06:31.560 just you don't like that ship he like you interviewing us? Now, well, 0:06:31.720 --> 0:06:34.840 it's all good. Put him in the other position, you know, 0:06:34.960 --> 0:06:37.560 it's all good. But I think the biggest thing, man, 0:06:37.600 --> 0:06:40.400 I fell in love with the kids, because you're figuring 0:06:40.440 --> 0:06:42.280 when I had them little dudes, they was all eight 0:06:42.400 --> 0:06:45.160 years old. I had a kid named Jerry that was 0:06:45.200 --> 0:06:47.360 too big to play on the upper level. He actually 0:06:47.480 --> 0:06:50.360 quit the first year. He got hit one time and said, 0:06:50.360 --> 0:06:52.400 I'm yeah, I know, I don't had a few. He 0:06:52.480 --> 0:06:55.160 got his spirit pack and was gone. You said he 0:06:55.240 --> 0:07:00.440 got his spirit pack. Guys love t shutting shorts. Cool, 0:07:00.560 --> 0:07:06.800 you have a minute the sports James, No, I say, 0:07:07.960 --> 0:07:11.560 I said. The streets was my support the NVPN. The 0:07:11.640 --> 0:07:15.000 street watched my nephew play and he got hidden. The 0:07:15.280 --> 0:07:19.360 last game, we'll get your ass out, and you're that 0:07:19.480 --> 0:07:21.520 damn last taking me a where I never want your 0:07:21.520 --> 0:07:31.040 another game coming. You took out that Ja was one 0:07:31.040 --> 0:07:37.200 of them when your head pick your pictures got broad 0:07:37.240 --> 0:07:44.560 collar bone on bro. By the time we left the 0:07:44.680 --> 0:07:47.240 stands and got to the hospital, was standing in the 0:07:47.360 --> 0:07:51.560 hallway ready to go. You know this motherfucker his whole 0:07:51.600 --> 0:07:54.720 fever broke like walking on and if he came on, 0:07:54.960 --> 0:07:58.760 he was broke. James said to the stands and didn't 0:07:58.800 --> 0:08:00.600 do that. He was like, hold up, when I schooled, 0:08:00.640 --> 0:08:08.200 you go to school. I went to I went to 0:08:08.240 --> 0:08:10.840 the menius got kicked out of themis the first day 0:08:10.840 --> 0:08:12.920 I went to the motherfucker's how the fun you kicked out? 0:08:12.960 --> 0:08:15.760 The first day I was getting checked in and I 0:08:15.920 --> 0:08:19.480 was fighting outside where I was getting checked in, and 0:08:20.280 --> 0:08:23.840 we don't there. Then I went to just turned right 0:08:23.920 --> 0:08:31.040 on over for my classes. I was like, oh no this, 0:08:31.160 --> 0:08:35.760 So I just went to school for lunch, stop funny, 0:08:36.200 --> 0:08:40.240 no ships. I went eat at the tin just for activities. 0:08:40.760 --> 0:08:43.560 I just went for lunch time, and that's where all 0:08:43.600 --> 0:08:46.000 the fightings started. So I just went to school for 0:08:46.120 --> 0:08:47.719 lunch and went not enough to go for so you 0:08:47.800 --> 0:08:49.640 just went to school for the fights, just to go 0:08:49.720 --> 0:08:53.240 over the fights. But who was fighting at the tin gangbangers? 0:08:54.080 --> 0:08:57.920 What the other at t I think this is the problem. 0:08:58.000 --> 0:09:00.640 I think, banger no, when you think about it, I 0:09:00.760 --> 0:09:03.560 think because when you grow up, like righting you your crip, 0:09:03.880 --> 0:09:06.040 you always think of the bloods like a bunch of 0:09:06.040 --> 0:09:08.960 people that's cool together. So when you're saying that the team, 0:09:09.040 --> 0:09:16.839 you're like, it's the same thing. When I was got 0:09:16.920 --> 0:09:21.200 into it as we did. I had a purpose when 0:09:21.240 --> 0:09:24.079 I was gang banging. My purpose was to fight and 0:09:24.400 --> 0:09:31.680 with niggas that wouldn't on my side. And what I'm saying, 0:09:32.120 --> 0:09:34.040 I mean, you know a lot of people don't look 0:09:34.080 --> 0:09:36.200 at gang banging like that. You should look at game banging. 0:09:36.240 --> 0:09:39.760 But back then it meant something to me and some 0:09:39.880 --> 0:09:42.400 of the other cats from where you're from. I had 0:09:42.480 --> 0:09:45.120 pride and where I was from and to be a 0:09:45.200 --> 0:09:48.800 gang member. These cats don't understand what the gang member is. 0:09:49.160 --> 0:09:52.599 I was active, so I believe then getting at the 0:09:52.679 --> 0:09:55.679 other side or the other side getting at me, you 0:09:55.800 --> 0:09:57.800 can't go home crying because you got your ass with 0:09:57.960 --> 0:10:01.200 by the crypts. Just like something just came cracking, they 0:10:01.280 --> 0:10:04.360 got the assoo my blood. So it was just part 0:10:04.440 --> 0:10:07.040 of the game. But when I was in the game, 0:10:07.360 --> 0:10:09.760 I believed in that. I believed in what I was. 0:10:10.200 --> 0:10:13.200 I believed in what I was doing. If you fold today, 0:10:13.280 --> 0:10:16.120 you're gonna fold tomorrow when you wasn't happening. When do 0:10:16.200 --> 0:10:18.719 you first time you remember, like like Poe Roules being 0:10:18.760 --> 0:10:24.199 against Poles, When do you actually remember that happening. This 0:10:24.320 --> 0:10:26.160 is a history everybody can say. If you've been in 0:10:26.200 --> 0:10:28.959 the hood a long time, more has been against each 0:10:28.960 --> 0:10:31.960 other from the beginning of the time. It's just ain't 0:10:32.040 --> 0:10:34.640 exposed like it is today. You know what I'm saying, 0:10:34.679 --> 0:10:37.079 You always have more fuckers that poared each other. But 0:10:37.240 --> 0:10:41.600 like with like with Poe Rouge and Comforton, you really 0:10:41.679 --> 0:10:46.280 didn't get that because we was already out number. You 0:10:46.320 --> 0:10:48.240 know what I'm saying, Whether you went to jail, whether 0:10:48.280 --> 0:10:52.000 you went to prison, the homies I didn't listen to. 0:10:52.160 --> 0:10:54.400 It is the ones that told me when you go 0:10:54.520 --> 0:10:57.599 to prison, when you hit woof the wolf sock, the 0:10:57.679 --> 0:11:02.000 guard hit somebody, it's too many hip soon go west, 0:11:02.480 --> 0:11:08.599 they're gonna kill you. Then with y'all folding up, you 0:11:08.679 --> 0:11:12.480 know what I'm saying, so I've learned. You know, we 0:11:12.679 --> 0:11:16.560 was always outnumbered. But you are who you are if 0:11:16.600 --> 0:11:19.360 you stand up to that. And you know, I was 0:11:19.559 --> 0:11:22.400 taught to be tough. I didn't have a choice. So 0:11:22.480 --> 0:11:24.400 if you're gonna with my ass, you're gonna with my ass. 0:11:24.720 --> 0:11:26.679 I had it. I had a saying like the real 0:11:26.920 --> 0:11:30.280 like real blood is like the Marines was like the smallest, 0:11:30.320 --> 0:11:31.880 but you got to be the most actor you had. 0:11:32.080 --> 0:11:35.040 My brother is from Pool, It's from fruit Town brand 0:11:35.120 --> 0:11:37.000 and he was always anywhere we would go, we would 0:11:37.000 --> 0:11:39.360 always get into it and I could imagine he always 0:11:39.400 --> 0:11:41.559 had to be overactive because everywhere he went it was 0:11:41.640 --> 0:11:46.439 just crimps everywhere. Yeah, the cold need to be. You 0:11:46.559 --> 0:11:49.319 have to. You have to, so, I mean, just living 0:11:49.360 --> 0:11:52.880 that life and then you have to. I haven't seeing 0:11:52.920 --> 0:11:56.200 a lot of cash folks. Just on where you from, homie, 0:11:57.160 --> 0:11:59.920 I ain't even know where I'm from, Mississippi, the fucking 0:12:01.400 --> 0:12:03.800 you know what I'm saying. So, but you get it 0:12:03.840 --> 0:12:13.440 on both shine everywhere you go. Yeah, everybody, that game 0:12:13.480 --> 0:12:17.959 bang ain't ain't built for that. Definitely not built for 0:12:17.960 --> 0:12:22.280 the infantry part. I always felt like, um, I would 0:12:22.360 --> 0:12:24.760 argue with my older homies. I felt like one of 0:12:24.800 --> 0:12:27.200 the mistakes was trying to turn everybody into the infantry, 0:12:27.760 --> 0:12:29.559 like it seemed like they could have more arms and 0:12:29.640 --> 0:12:32.439 more like our Certain homies I thought should have been 0:12:32.960 --> 0:12:34.959 we should have put them through college. Certain homies I 0:12:35.080 --> 0:12:37.800 thought should have we should have made them police. I 0:12:38.000 --> 0:12:39.960 was thinking just differently, and then Niggers would look at 0:12:40.000 --> 0:12:42.199 me like I have lost my mind. But I felt 0:12:42.240 --> 0:12:44.720 like it was a confusion that if everybody was infantry, 0:12:44.760 --> 0:12:46.280 they didn't belong And I thought that was one of 0:12:46.320 --> 0:12:48.800 the biggest mistakes. Well, I thought it could make some 0:12:48.880 --> 0:12:50.679 people to make money. It was certain homies I grew 0:12:50.720 --> 0:12:53.240 up with, like it didn't matter how much you would 0:12:53.240 --> 0:12:55.120 be willing to participate and do what you gotta do. 0:12:55.160 --> 0:12:58.600 It's certain people want from They love that. The infantry 0:12:58.679 --> 0:13:01.160 part of it is everything. They looking at the gun, 0:13:01.320 --> 0:13:03.439 staring at them. They one of my homies going to 0:13:03.440 --> 0:13:05.400 break down guns and clean them. That was his thing. 0:13:05.559 --> 0:13:08.360 He'd be the first one to get killed up. For sure, 0:13:08.679 --> 0:13:12.719 it can happen. That's why we created When when I 0:13:12.880 --> 0:13:15.960 was doing it, we had bust the week, and that's 0:13:16.000 --> 0:13:19.160 to eliminate the guys that just in the hood living 0:13:19.200 --> 0:13:22.679 off of the the big HOMEO this dude or that 0:13:22.840 --> 0:13:27.559 dude you can't wear a certain color and then go 0:13:27.720 --> 0:13:30.880 somewhere else and take it over. So that's what buster 0:13:30.960 --> 0:13:33.480 week was. We know you ain't with it. So that 0:13:33.679 --> 0:13:37.080 saved a lot of cats in the neighborhood life. Because 0:13:38.040 --> 0:13:40.040 once you get punk in front of your girl, what happens? 0:13:40.200 --> 0:13:42.160 You don't want to do this ship no more. Once 0:13:42.200 --> 0:13:45.679 you get beat up, you don't want What would y'all 0:13:45.720 --> 0:13:48.200 do on bus the week? Exactly? That sounds. We had 0:13:48.280 --> 0:13:54.640 a cruelified were big at a little gene. Yeah, and 0:13:55.080 --> 0:13:57.720 what we do was broke through the hood. It might 0:13:57.800 --> 0:14:01.360 be Friday or Saturday and we might see the homie 0:14:01.400 --> 0:14:03.600 over there standing over there and shutting this little rock 0:14:03.720 --> 0:14:06.679 or whatever you got him? Big al you want me 0:14:06.760 --> 0:14:09.720 to check it? No getting let's get it and Zike 0:14:09.840 --> 0:14:13.280 go over there, Nikki, you a bitch. Nif start whooping 0:14:13.320 --> 0:14:15.480 his ask if Nigga getting the best of ze. We 0:14:15.679 --> 0:14:17.319 jumped in and beat your shut out of get the 0:14:17.360 --> 0:14:19.280 funk out the hood, so nigga won't go We in 0:14:19.360 --> 0:14:26.560 no way now, No, you lost already declared how did you? 0:14:26.640 --> 0:14:28.640 How did you come up? Yeah? How did you go 0:14:29.000 --> 0:14:31.360 from how did you? How did you? Just like that's 0:14:31.400 --> 0:14:34.280 like we're all shitting at the house, at my house, 0:14:34.600 --> 0:14:38.480 and I just said, one day, you see, I get 0:14:38.840 --> 0:14:41.520 nigga is a fish. The other homies say, let's go 0:14:41.560 --> 0:14:45.560 whoop his ass, and that's how I started. Let me 0:14:45.640 --> 0:14:48.760 ask this itself in the situation. Let me ask you. 0:14:48.840 --> 0:14:50.640 This is milio. Let's say, y'all the win over the 0:14:50.680 --> 0:14:52.920 big al and the first one that ran upon on 0:14:53.040 --> 0:14:54.880 got knocked out and he was just serving niggas when 0:14:54.920 --> 0:14:57.480 y'all gave him some respected game of passing you he said, 0:14:57.520 --> 0:15:01.240 he just said at all, So he didn't get no 0:15:01.400 --> 0:15:06.560 love at all? Were they already decided before they went 0:15:06.640 --> 0:15:11.560 over there that day? They called their shelf killer Rob 0:15:11.920 --> 0:15:15.160 or killer Doubo or whatever. And I shouldn't have said 0:15:15.200 --> 0:15:19.200 them names, but it You ain't never killed ship to 0:15:19.240 --> 0:15:22.080 day in your life. Stop backing like that, and you know, 0:15:23.000 --> 0:15:25.280 just say, man, my brother in law, Nick James, don't 0:15:25.280 --> 0:15:28.440 get fun. That's why I told you to get this 0:15:28.600 --> 0:15:30.840 Nick on the podcast, No fuckers come to the next 0:15:31.400 --> 0:15:33.880 and motherfucker's act like they this and that, Okay, we're 0:15:33.920 --> 0:15:35.560 gonna put you to the tests on that just like 0:15:35.680 --> 0:15:38.080 going to jail. If you ever been in the module 0:15:38.520 --> 0:15:41.720 where in the blood module or whatever you got tested, 0:15:42.320 --> 0:15:45.120 you're gonna have some type of activity. You know what 0:15:45.160 --> 0:15:49.960 I'm saying. If you keep it, you got to get 0:15:50.000 --> 0:15:52.600 the funk out of here or you're gonna be sitting 0:15:52.600 --> 0:15:55.320 in the ceil. Ain't eight in three days because they're 0:15:55.320 --> 0:15:57.280 gonna make you stay in the cell. After your ship 0:15:57.600 --> 0:16:00.320 you're swelling go down, so nobody gets you. Yeah, So 0:16:01.800 --> 0:16:03.480 it's just certain things you had to do. If you 0:16:03.520 --> 0:16:06.040 wouldn't win it, you wouldn't win it, so they gotta 0:16:06.080 --> 0:16:09.320 waiting in it. They punking head go down. So back 0:16:09.360 --> 0:16:12.200 to the list. What if somebody just didn't like that 0:16:12.320 --> 0:16:14.240 person and put that person only he can't just be 0:16:14.320 --> 0:16:16.000 a mark, like what do he don't he had to 0:16:16.040 --> 0:16:19.400 do some more activities or something, or you just didn't 0:16:19.440 --> 0:16:23.080 like him. We looked at motherfucker's that just so dope 0:16:23.120 --> 0:16:25.240 in the hood and didn't do ship. We looked at 0:16:25.320 --> 0:16:28.880 motherfucker's that when we were fighting, where did this motherfucker 0:16:28.960 --> 0:16:32.320 go when the dust clear? You you funked up? So 0:16:32.800 --> 0:16:36.840 that we we got that ass. So we had a 0:16:36.920 --> 0:16:40.040 crew of we all if everybody kicking it. We know 0:16:40.200 --> 0:16:42.800 everybody just with it. If we get into it at 0:16:42.840 --> 0:16:46.160 the parade, we know ain't nobody running, you know what 0:16:46.240 --> 0:16:49.600 I'm saying. The weend niggers didn't hang out with us 0:16:50.400 --> 0:16:54.840 because they knew if if if James got drunk, even 0:16:54.920 --> 0:16:57.120 the trip on somebody, you know what I'm saying, And 0:16:57.200 --> 0:16:59.960 everybody in comes to know if that motherfucker started drank 0:17:00.000 --> 0:17:02.800 to get the funk on, that's you know what I'm saying. Yeah, 0:17:02.920 --> 0:17:05.920 So that's how it was. And I didn't need the 0:17:06.000 --> 0:17:09.120 big als and everybody else to come because I felt 0:17:09.160 --> 0:17:11.639 a certain kind of way, Like the first time I 0:17:11.720 --> 0:17:15.320 got shot, I didn't see hming but backs I didn't 0:17:15.320 --> 0:17:17.399 see mother Cookers trying to pick me the funk up 0:17:17.480 --> 0:17:25.920 and trying to car so and this was so this, 0:17:26.320 --> 0:17:30.440 So this is kind of a change, and I'm disrespecting. 0:17:30.480 --> 0:17:33.560 I tried my best to be disrespectful to people. I 0:17:33.680 --> 0:17:36.480 have to be disrespectful because you left me for dead. 0:17:37.040 --> 0:17:39.520 Has anybody you ever met like from around your way 0:17:39.560 --> 0:17:42.040 when you was in that time, somebody you thought wasn't 0:17:42.040 --> 0:17:45.040 sucking and then they end up being something special? Oh yeah, 0:17:45.359 --> 0:17:48.719 A whole bunch of them, A whole bunch of them. 0:17:48.960 --> 0:17:51.680 It's it's a lot of cats that's just quiet, and 0:17:52.040 --> 0:17:53.840 you know they just in the hood, like hid Dog 0:17:53.960 --> 0:17:56.600 Rest in peace. You know. He was real quid, but 0:17:56.720 --> 0:18:01.080 he had that Chicago mentality. He didn't talk and when 0:18:01.119 --> 0:18:03.760 it was signed for business, he just hummed a business. 0:18:04.400 --> 0:18:07.760 And when I first seen us get down, I was like, God, damn, 0:18:07.840 --> 0:18:16.280 I'm moving there in our house. So I mean the 0:18:16.440 --> 0:18:19.359 people and the homies that you funk with, you know 0:18:19.400 --> 0:18:21.239 what I'm saying. And then at the end of the day, 0:18:21.359 --> 0:18:25.080 some of them gonna are more dangerous than anything, you 0:18:25.160 --> 0:18:27.000 know what I'm saying, Like, well, we had on death row, 0:18:27.560 --> 0:18:30.000 you know you had, you had nothing but pet bulls 0:18:30.680 --> 0:18:32.639 number killers on the team. So at the end of 0:18:32.720 --> 0:18:35.840 the day, when it's time to eat, that motherfucker's gonna 0:18:35.880 --> 0:18:37.480 do what you gotta do to eat, you know what 0:18:37.560 --> 0:18:39.639 I'm saying. And then we find out we wind up 0:18:39.720 --> 0:18:42.080 killing each other, you know what I'm saying. And that's 0:18:42.119 --> 0:18:45.000 what that's that's what happens when you get people like 0:18:45.160 --> 0:18:47.880 that in the same circle, you know what I'm saying. 0:18:47.920 --> 0:18:51.680 But we used to didn't do that. Well, y'all grew 0:18:51.720 --> 0:18:54.200 up with each other. It was a different level running 0:18:54.320 --> 0:18:58.119 each other. Motherfucker's used to sleep into my house seven 0:18:58.200 --> 0:19:00.439 days a week and at the end that the day, 0:19:00.520 --> 0:19:03.200 the same motherfucking that ship shouting and shaved at my house, 0:19:03.800 --> 0:19:07.680 pull the trigger of my brother. Not shot him one time, 0:19:07.840 --> 0:19:13.280 but seven ten times. Come on, man, that if I 0:19:13.400 --> 0:19:17.199 shot you more than three times, I must have. If 0:19:17.240 --> 0:19:19.760 I shot you that many times, it was just I'm 0:19:19.840 --> 0:19:23.920 on some fucking you feel me? And these guys live 0:19:24.000 --> 0:19:29.239 with us, that's crazy. UM. When I used to UM, 0:19:29.960 --> 0:19:32.080 I used to always feel like the people like that 0:19:32.200 --> 0:19:33.720 was from the hood, that wouldn't go do nothing, that 0:19:33.800 --> 0:19:36.720 was making money. I felt like we should have imposed 0:19:36.760 --> 0:19:39.719 like a terraphone, And I don't feel like running them 0:19:39.760 --> 0:19:41.720 off always was the smartest thing. I would argue with 0:19:41.840 --> 0:19:43.840 my older Homi and I'd be like, we should make 0:19:43.880 --> 0:19:48.160 them pay like they they money earners. I feel like, yeah, 0:19:48.280 --> 0:19:52.600 because everybody got to control. My mentality became everybody got 0:19:52.720 --> 0:19:57.080 to contribute. So if you're not a soldier glasses at 0:19:57.119 --> 0:20:00.720 one time you from the hood, Yeah you started your ship. Yeah, 0:20:01.000 --> 0:20:05.240 y'all got like you said, y'all got earners. They wasn't taxed. 0:20:05.880 --> 0:20:09.800 Were you tap? Were you were you approached in that sense, 0:20:10.119 --> 0:20:13.000 not because I was contributing every way at that point, 0:20:13.040 --> 0:20:14.959 like I was already. So why you don't look at 0:20:15.000 --> 0:20:19.359 it like this, If it's fifty of y'all, you know 0:20:19.520 --> 0:20:22.440 twenty at least twenty gonna run, Why get rid of 0:20:22.520 --> 0:20:26.240 that twenty and fight straight thirty that you know it's solid. 0:20:26.320 --> 0:20:28.440 Ain't going to where get rid of that twenty because 0:20:28.440 --> 0:20:30.560 that twenty is a waste of time because I'm gonna 0:20:30.560 --> 0:20:34.520 try to help one of them motherfucker's that's running, lose 0:20:34.600 --> 0:20:38.080 my concentration, and now I didn't got got because I'm 0:20:38.119 --> 0:20:40.080 trying to have a motherfucker didn't win it. I definitely 0:20:40.119 --> 0:20:42.679 don't think that person should be like in the activities 0:20:42.800 --> 0:20:45.840 or why why you take his money? The money? I mean, 0:20:46.160 --> 0:20:49.320 you want solid motherfucker's, You don't want a game. A 0:20:49.400 --> 0:20:53.399 lot of motherfuckers for people that that they think because 0:20:53.440 --> 0:20:57.160 of numbers we got this. They think because it's nine 0:20:57.200 --> 0:21:01.080 niggers and five of us got guns, we can't get hurt. Well, ship, 0:21:01.160 --> 0:21:04.640 I see nia, But you don't think even with all 0:21:04.680 --> 0:21:06.440 of this stuff, like it made sense to have like 0:21:06.520 --> 0:21:09.919 a certain level of economics because it is everyday responsibilities 0:21:10.359 --> 0:21:13.280 versus a person like like I got certain homies right, 0:21:13.480 --> 0:21:15.640 and I know you you know, just this kind of person. 0:21:15.920 --> 0:21:18.199 They don't know how to hustle. All they know how 0:21:18.240 --> 0:21:21.400 to do is getting busy. But I could we could 0:21:21.440 --> 0:21:23.800