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Speaker 1: Hey guys, I'm Kaylie Shore, and this is too much

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Speaker 1: to say good asking questions. Turn it out you all right.

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Speaker 1: We are back after a little bit of a hiatus. Um,

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Speaker 1: I've had a very interesting into my year and some

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Speaker 1: transitional things going on, which ultimately in the long run

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Speaker 1: are good, but in the meantime are kind of a

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Speaker 1: pain in the ass. So, um, we're back. Happy New Year.

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Speaker 1: It felt like a good time to, uh just take

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Speaker 1: a little bit of time off. I know that holidays are.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I feel like I listen to more podcasts

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Speaker 1: around the holiday, so I'm sorry that I wasn't providing

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Speaker 1: with you all with content. But I also, as a

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Speaker 1: brain to have to make less things. And that's one

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Speaker 1: of my favorite things about the holidays. I get frustrated

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Speaker 1: because everything moves really slowly in the music industry, and like,

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Speaker 1: for the next three months you're gonna have people being like, sorry,

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Speaker 1: I'm just getting caught back up from the holidays, and

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Speaker 1: that's really irritating. But I was like, I'm gonna find

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Speaker 1: some peace in this time and whatever. So we're back.

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Speaker 1: We're banging it. It's gonna be great. Um so. On

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Speaker 1: this week's Things, Kaylee has too much to say about Uh.

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Speaker 1: I am dying at Landy Wilson going viral on TikTok

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Speaker 1: for because her music is so amazing. I've known Landy

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Speaker 1: for a really long time. I absolutely love her. Um

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Speaker 1: But I just like I was going through my forward

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Speaker 1: she might have like one of the best asses I've

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Speaker 1: ever seen in my life. Um but she's handling it

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Speaker 1: if you know, eleven million people probably more, but that's

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Speaker 1: just how many her most viewed video has. UM are

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Speaker 1: would we're talking about my body? I don't think I

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Speaker 1: do very well. Um but she's handling it with grace

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Speaker 1: and humor, and um I'm very proud of her in general.

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Speaker 1: Her her name album bo Bottom Country is really great.

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Speaker 1: I love her song heart like a track, And she's

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Speaker 1: playing Abby on Yellowstone, which is a very exciting thing.

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Speaker 1: Anytime you see a musician much less like a country

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Speaker 1: it's just like the next level thing and it's a

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Speaker 1: don't she deserves to be elevated. So on this week's episode,

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Speaker 1: I want to talk about New Year's resolutions, because that's

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Speaker 1: all everybody's talking about. Um. I was a little bit

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Speaker 1: of a basic bitches here. I was like New Year

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Speaker 1: knew me and went to hot yoga on New Year's

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Speaker 1: Day and it felt really good. I mean, I don't

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Speaker 1: and it feels good to to show up for yourself

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Speaker 1: be the kind of person who does more of that. Unfortunately,

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Speaker 1: and I'm also trying to be smart about that. Um

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Speaker 1: want to talk about some of my New Year's resolutions

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Speaker 1: mean I love New Year's Eve and and kissing at

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Speaker 1: the idea of like you're starting on a new page.

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Speaker 1: I love planners. I love all the stuff and the

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Speaker 1: but that's hard. And I really like going back and

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Speaker 1: it's I just don't know what reality is and that

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Speaker 1: guys on Twitter my handles at Kaylee Shore. You can

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Speaker 1: Happy New Year. I'm Kaylee Shore and this is too

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