1 00:00:16,120 --> 00:00:20,960 Speaker 1: Mother Teresa was always traveling, flying here, flying there. I 2 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:22,840 Speaker 1: tend to think of her as living as part in life, 3 00:00:22,840 --> 00:00:26,000 Speaker 1: but of course she took planes like anyone else. Mary 4 00:00:26,040 --> 00:00:29,040 Speaker 1: Johnson remembers this one time in particular, the two of 5 00:00:29,080 --> 00:00:32,240 Speaker 1: them flew from Rome to Sweden. Mary was Mother's traveling 6 00:00:32,240 --> 00:00:33,880 Speaker 1: companion and assistant for the trip. 7 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:37,480 Speaker 2: We were going there for an ecumenical conference where mother 8 00:00:37,640 --> 00:00:39,479 Speaker 2: was going to be honored and was going to give 9 00:00:39,479 --> 00:00:39,880 Speaker 2: a talk. 10 00:00:40,479 --> 00:00:42,640 Speaker 1: They boarded the plane in their blue and white sares. 11 00:00:43,080 --> 00:00:46,800 Speaker 1: Mary also packed two heavy boxes of miraculous metals, these 12 00:00:46,800 --> 00:00:49,680 Speaker 1: small religious tokens that Mother Teresa would kiss and hand 13 00:00:49,680 --> 00:00:53,279 Speaker 1: out to people. Mary and Mother Teresa settled into their 14 00:00:53,280 --> 00:00:56,520 Speaker 1: seats in first class. They booked economy, but Mary says 15 00:00:56,520 --> 00:00:58,320 Speaker 1: airlines always upgraded their tickets. 16 00:00:58,720 --> 00:01:01,560 Speaker 2: They're trying to avoid all that commotion that would happen 17 00:01:01,600 --> 00:01:04,560 Speaker 2: if people knew Mother Teresa was on the plane. 18 00:01:04,600 --> 00:01:06,720 Speaker 1: Mary says, Mother Teresa pulled on the sleeve of one 19 00:01:06,720 --> 00:01:08,320 Speaker 1: of the flight attendants and said. 20 00:01:08,319 --> 00:01:12,040 Speaker 2: All that extra food you know that people aren't eating, 21 00:01:12,160 --> 00:01:14,840 Speaker 2: that you're gonna have to throw away anyway, Could you 22 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:17,120 Speaker 2: give it to me and I will use it for 23 00:01:17,160 --> 00:01:17,640 Speaker 2: the poor. 24 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:21,840 Speaker 1: The flight attendant looked hesitant, awkward. She explained they had 25 00:01:21,880 --> 00:01:23,760 Speaker 1: to throw the food waste away. It was against the 26 00:01:23,840 --> 00:01:24,560 Speaker 1: rules to keep it. 27 00:01:24,920 --> 00:01:27,440 Speaker 2: And she said, oh no, just tell them Mother Teresa 28 00:01:27,560 --> 00:01:30,120 Speaker 2: needs it for the poor. They won't make any fuss 29 00:01:30,160 --> 00:01:35,240 Speaker 2: for you. And anyway, long story short, Eventually she went 30 00:01:35,280 --> 00:01:38,479 Speaker 2: around with a big black trash bag, collecting things from people, 31 00:01:38,520 --> 00:01:40,800 Speaker 2: and of course that's how people came to know that 32 00:01:40,880 --> 00:01:43,280 Speaker 2: Mother Teresa was on the plane. And then they all 33 00:01:43,319 --> 00:01:46,200 Speaker 2: started to come, one by one and standing next and 34 00:01:46,520 --> 00:01:49,080 Speaker 2: Mother would sign things for them and kiss the metal 35 00:01:49,120 --> 00:01:51,800 Speaker 2: and give it to them and pray with them and 36 00:01:51,880 --> 00:01:55,520 Speaker 2: all the rest of it. And when we finally landed 37 00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:58,920 Speaker 2: in Stockholm and we got out of the plane and 38 00:01:59,120 --> 00:02:03,720 Speaker 2: there was that the Catholic bishop and the Lutheran big 39 00:02:03,720 --> 00:02:06,960 Speaker 2: shot guy whoever he was in the Salvation Army general, 40 00:02:07,040 --> 00:02:09,200 Speaker 2: and they were all waiting for us there. 41 00:02:09,440 --> 00:02:12,160 Speaker 1: And his Mother Teresa met them. The flight attendant came out. 42 00:02:12,160 --> 00:02:16,320 Speaker 2: With these two huge trash bags full of sugar packets 43 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:20,919 Speaker 2: and ketchup packets and salt packets and little candy bars 44 00:02:21,040 --> 00:02:25,720 Speaker 2: and whatever else. And you've had these big trash bags. 45 00:02:26,200 --> 00:02:28,640 Speaker 2: And Mother Tessa saw it, and she turns to the 46 00:02:28,680 --> 00:02:32,240 Speaker 2: Salvation Army general, and she says, you work with the poor, 47 00:02:32,360 --> 00:02:34,800 Speaker 2: don't you? And she gives him the two trash bags 48 00:02:34,840 --> 00:02:38,360 Speaker 2: full of all of these little things from the airplane. 49 00:02:38,760 --> 00:02:51,160 Speaker 3: And I don't have any idea what he did with them. 50 00:02:51,440 --> 00:02:54,239 Speaker 1: Hearing this story made me wonder about Mother treesa the person, 51 00:02:54,960 --> 00:02:57,200 Speaker 1: The woman who loved to hand out miraculous metals so 52 00:02:57,280 --> 00:02:59,679 Speaker 1: much she ran out. The woman who do anything to 53 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:02,399 Speaker 1: save a few scraps of food, who was tough enough 54 00:03:02,400 --> 00:03:05,119 Speaker 1: to lead a worldwide organization until months before she died 55 00:03:05,160 --> 00:03:08,120 Speaker 1: at eighty seven. The woman who wrote she knew from 56 00:03:08,160 --> 00:03:10,639 Speaker 1: the beginning she was setting herself up for misery, all 57 00:03:10,639 --> 00:03:13,560 Speaker 1: in service to the poor. I wanted to know more. 58 00:03:14,360 --> 00:03:16,560 Speaker 1: She hadn't always been a living saint. She was young 59 00:03:16,600 --> 00:03:19,680 Speaker 1: once she had a whole interior life. How did Mother 60 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:24,520 Speaker 1: Teresa at the Person become Mother treesat the Icon? I 61 00:03:24,560 --> 00:03:27,160 Speaker 1: wanted to talk with sisters still in the order, but 62 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:29,360 Speaker 1: finding current sisters who would speak with us was not 63 00:03:29,480 --> 00:03:34,520 Speaker 1: easy to do. Gosh, I'm nervous, say my name's at 64 00:03:34,800 --> 00:03:40,760 Speaker 1: testing arenalist. Oh yes, my name is Erica Lance. 65 00:03:41,840 --> 00:03:44,040 Speaker 4: If you would be willing to chat with me for 66 00:03:44,080 --> 00:03:44,960 Speaker 4: a few minutes. 67 00:03:44,720 --> 00:03:48,160 Speaker 1: Or if there's somebody else, try next. A couple of 68 00:03:48,160 --> 00:03:50,960 Speaker 1: times a sister would answer a few questions as long 69 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:54,960 Speaker 1: as we didn't record. Okay, I totally understand. Oh, you'd 70 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:57,520 Speaker 1: need permission from the mother house. She said she couldn't 71 00:03:57,520 --> 00:04:00,000 Speaker 1: give me any I'm not I'm not interested in because 72 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:01,480 Speaker 1: his sister personally no. 73 00:04:01,840 --> 00:04:05,600 Speaker 4: Also ended the conversation with God bless sorry, God bless you. 74 00:04:05,640 --> 00:04:07,800 Speaker 1: I can't remember which. That was a really quick no. 75 00:04:08,360 --> 00:04:08,640 Speaker 5: Wow. 76 00:04:08,720 --> 00:04:10,400 Speaker 4: I guess that's the way they say goodbye. 77 00:04:10,960 --> 00:04:13,120 Speaker 1: Most of the time they wouldn't talk. I'm getting the 78 00:04:13,240 --> 00:04:15,760 Speaker 1: sound that's still ringing, all right. That time I got 79 00:04:15,760 --> 00:04:18,640 Speaker 1: the busy sogno. Instead, they directed me to a regional house. 80 00:04:19,320 --> 00:04:21,479 Speaker 1: The regional houses would direct me to the Bronx House, 81 00:04:21,960 --> 00:04:23,160 Speaker 1: the main house in the US. 82 00:04:23,400 --> 00:04:26,000 Speaker 4: Oh gosh, just imagine they're in grand silence and this 83 00:04:26,080 --> 00:04:27,760 Speaker 4: phone is ringing and wark stuff. 84 00:04:27,800 --> 00:04:29,760 Speaker 1: The Bronx House sent me to the Mother Teresa of 85 00:04:29,839 --> 00:04:32,640 Speaker 1: Calcutta Center, which has an amazing website. By the way, 86 00:04:32,800 --> 00:04:36,360 Speaker 1: when you open it you hear music and Mother Teresa's voice. Antz. 87 00:04:36,760 --> 00:04:39,040 Speaker 1: But they sent me to the top the mother House 88 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:43,000 Speaker 1: in Kolcutta and the Superior General sister Mary Prama Pierreic 89 00:04:48,279 --> 00:05:00,680 Speaker 1: Sister Prema declined to speak with me. In some respects, 90 00:05:00,720 --> 00:05:04,000 Speaker 1: the refusal to be interviewed makes sense. Mother Teresa wasn't 91 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:07,400 Speaker 1: always very open with journalists. She was careful about which 92 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:10,560 Speaker 1: writers and interviewers she talked to, so her followers don't 93 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:13,719 Speaker 1: like to talk to journalists either. The missionaries of charity 94 00:05:13,720 --> 00:05:17,560 Speaker 1: are very protective of Mother Teresa and the organization. Early on, 95 00:05:17,640 --> 00:05:19,840 Speaker 1: I was warned by multiple people, they're not going to 96 00:05:19,920 --> 00:05:24,720 Speaker 1: talk to you, but some former sisters would, sisters who 97 00:05:24,800 --> 00:05:28,600 Speaker 1: knew Mother Teresa, who worked with her directly, who have 98 00:05:28,640 --> 00:05:33,039 Speaker 1: stories they haven't shared publicly before. When I say mother Teresa, 99 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:35,479 Speaker 1: what comes to mind immediately for you? 100 00:05:36,160 --> 00:05:40,080 Speaker 5: Who she was? Because I know her, I know her well. 101 00:05:43,080 --> 00:05:46,240 Speaker 1: From Rococo Punch and iHeartMedia. This is the Turning I 102 00:05:46,320 --> 00:05:48,800 Speaker 1: America Lance, Part three. 103 00:05:49,160 --> 00:06:12,359 Speaker 5: Mother, I'm feeling I'm being much too open and not 104 00:06:12,640 --> 00:06:16,320 Speaker 5: guarded enough in a sense for something public. That's my fear. 105 00:06:16,680 --> 00:06:18,920 Speaker 5: I mean, I do he have some apprehension about this? 106 00:06:20,480 --> 00:06:23,080 Speaker 1: I don't think Sister Kathleen Hughes worried she'd tell me 107 00:06:23,160 --> 00:06:26,520 Speaker 1: something horrible or some major piece of dirt. I think 108 00:06:26,560 --> 00:06:29,040 Speaker 1: it's just that concern that any imperfect detail could take 109 00:06:29,080 --> 00:06:32,240 Speaker 1: away from all the good Mother Teresa did. In general. 110 00:06:32,279 --> 00:06:34,480 Speaker 1: One thing I've noticed is that part of Mother Teresa's 111 00:06:34,520 --> 00:06:37,839 Speaker 1: power is that she's a symbol. I think sometimes there's 112 00:06:37,880 --> 00:06:40,960 Speaker 1: a mindset that any blemish or misconstrule could take away 113 00:06:40,960 --> 00:06:43,800 Speaker 1: from that. And I mean think about it. As an MC, 114 00:06:43,960 --> 00:06:46,599 Speaker 1: you're essentially instructed not to talk much about your life 115 00:06:46,600 --> 00:06:49,400 Speaker 1: with the outside world, don't write about it in letters 116 00:06:49,400 --> 00:06:53,760 Speaker 1: to your family, don't discuss it with outsiders. So talking 117 00:06:53,760 --> 00:06:56,120 Speaker 1: to a journalist, I can see why that might feel 118 00:06:56,120 --> 00:07:00,520 Speaker 1: a little strange, even for exmc's. I can't speak for 119 00:07:00,560 --> 00:07:02,920 Speaker 1: Sister Kathleen, but it was clear she wasn't sure she 120 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:03,560 Speaker 1: wanted to talk. 121 00:07:04,200 --> 00:07:07,360 Speaker 5: It was a definite no from me, and I'm sure 122 00:07:07,400 --> 00:07:09,720 Speaker 5: you felt that it was going to be a definite no. 123 00:07:11,400 --> 00:07:14,320 Speaker 5: And then the Holy Spirit just I don't know how 124 00:07:14,320 --> 00:07:18,560 Speaker 5: I did it. He was like, no, you're going to 125 00:07:18,640 --> 00:07:21,760 Speaker 5: do it, and I said, oh, okay. 126 00:07:24,160 --> 00:07:26,280 Speaker 1: Let me introduce you to Sister Kathleen. 127 00:07:26,600 --> 00:07:30,640 Speaker 5: I was twenty nine years a missionary of charity with 128 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:35,600 Speaker 5: Mother Trece of Calcutta. I was our first American sister 129 00:07:35,720 --> 00:07:38,440 Speaker 5: to join from the United States. 130 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:42,240 Speaker 1: Even though Sister Kathleen is no longer an MC, Jesus 131 00:07:42,320 --> 00:07:43,160 Speaker 1: is still her spouse. 132 00:07:43,720 --> 00:07:47,160 Speaker 5: I've lived the last seventeen years as a consecrated woman, 133 00:07:47,240 --> 00:07:50,320 Speaker 5: a consecrated virgin here in the Archdiocese of Boston. 134 00:07:51,160 --> 00:07:54,320 Speaker 1: A consecrated virgin is basically a woman declared sacred by 135 00:07:54,320 --> 00:07:57,040 Speaker 1: the Catholic Church, committed to a life of virginity as 136 00:07:57,080 --> 00:08:00,280 Speaker 1: a bride of Christ. She's not a nun per se, 137 00:08:00,480 --> 00:08:03,720 Speaker 1: but Sister Kathleen attends Mass daily and continues her mission 138 00:08:03,720 --> 00:08:04,600 Speaker 1: work in the community. 139 00:08:04,920 --> 00:08:08,640 Speaker 5: I'm very grateful to God for all my years in 140 00:08:08,720 --> 00:08:11,680 Speaker 5: whichever path He's led me. If I may say that. 141 00:08:12,480 --> 00:08:14,640 Speaker 1: Sister Kathleen was drawn to join the MC's the way 142 00:08:14,680 --> 00:08:17,640 Speaker 1: a lot of women were by a British documentary filmed 143 00:08:17,640 --> 00:08:21,320 Speaker 1: in nineteen sixty nine and Kolcutta called Something Beautiful for God. 144 00:08:22,680 --> 00:08:25,120 Speaker 1: When she was twenty years old. Sister Kathleen wasn't a 145 00:08:25,120 --> 00:08:27,760 Speaker 1: sister yet. She was a college student in upstate New 146 00:08:27,800 --> 00:08:31,440 Speaker 1: York at Syracuse University. She heard that Something Beautiful for 147 00:08:31,520 --> 00:08:33,240 Speaker 1: God was going to be screened there. 148 00:08:33,640 --> 00:08:37,439 Speaker 5: And when I arrived, somehow I mixed up the time 149 00:08:37,640 --> 00:08:41,959 Speaker 5: or was delayed, and I missed the film, and something 150 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:46,000 Speaker 5: inside of me actually kind of gave a sigh of relief. 151 00:08:47,200 --> 00:08:49,840 Speaker 5: I don't know why, it was just instinctive, you know. 152 00:08:50,360 --> 00:08:54,040 Speaker 5: And I knew the guy who was the projectionist, and 153 00:08:54,080 --> 00:08:56,280 Speaker 5: he said, why don't you sit down? It's so good, 154 00:08:56,559 --> 00:09:00,000 Speaker 5: I'll just sit here and show it again just to you. 155 00:09:02,640 --> 00:09:06,520 Speaker 5: And I thought, oh, dear, I guess I'm going to 156 00:09:06,559 --> 00:09:10,680 Speaker 5: see this. 157 00:09:10,679 --> 00:09:12,480 Speaker 1: This film was a big deal because it showed a 158 00:09:12,480 --> 00:09:15,359 Speaker 1: lot of people who Mother Teresa was and it inspired 159 00:09:15,880 --> 00:09:18,120 Speaker 1: a lot of women to join her order, including a 160 00:09:18,200 --> 00:09:20,680 Speaker 1: number of the former sisters we spoke to. So I 161 00:09:20,720 --> 00:09:23,760 Speaker 1: wanted to watch it, and I watched it with Alan, 162 00:09:23,840 --> 00:09:25,840 Speaker 1: who's a producer on the show and also my sister. 163 00:09:26,520 --> 00:09:27,680 Speaker 1: So basically, there was this. 164 00:09:27,600 --> 00:09:31,400 Speaker 4: Guy, Malcolm Muggridge who was a TV commentator and filmmaker, 165 00:09:32,240 --> 00:09:35,920 Speaker 4: and he interviewed Mother Teresa in London for TV and 166 00:09:36,720 --> 00:09:38,679 Speaker 4: he honestly thought the interview wasn't very good. 167 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:41,040 Speaker 1: I think he called it barely usable. 168 00:09:41,520 --> 00:09:45,960 Speaker 4: Yeah, but they aired it anyway and it ended up 169 00:09:45,960 --> 00:09:50,520 Speaker 4: getting this huge response. So he decided to go to 170 00:09:50,600 --> 00:09:54,280 Speaker 4: Kolkata to make an entire film about her, and it's 171 00:09:54,400 --> 00:09:55,800 Speaker 4: this film something beautiful for. 172 00:09:55,880 --> 00:09:59,720 Speaker 1: God, It's an interesting film to watch. You see all 173 00:09:59,760 --> 00:10:02,680 Speaker 1: of these Indian locals who are in difficult situations. They're 174 00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:06,199 Speaker 1: sick or dying, they have leprosy. I doubt the film 175 00:10:06,240 --> 00:10:09,160 Speaker 1: crew ask their permission to film them. They don't talk 176 00:10:09,160 --> 00:10:12,360 Speaker 1: with them directly, they don't feature interviews with them. It's 177 00:10:12,400 --> 00:10:15,000 Speaker 1: like Muggrige is interested in what Mother Teresa is doing, 178 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:17,079 Speaker 1: but not so much in the people she's doing it for. 179 00:10:17,840 --> 00:10:22,240 Speaker 4: Yeah, And basically what happens is Mother Teresa shows Muggriage 180 00:10:22,240 --> 00:10:25,960 Speaker 4: around and at one point she comes up to these 181 00:10:26,080 --> 00:10:30,800 Speaker 4: cribs of babies just crammed in these cribs like sardines, 182 00:10:31,440 --> 00:10:36,480 Speaker 4: and she picks a baby up that's really a tiny baby, 183 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:38,560 Speaker 4: and she kind of holds it out for the camera 184 00:10:38,640 --> 00:10:42,520 Speaker 4: and strokes the baby's head, and the baby. 185 00:10:42,160 --> 00:10:45,960 Speaker 1: Looks very sick. I could see if you are watching 186 00:10:45,960 --> 00:10:47,600 Speaker 1: this and you wanted to help people in the world, 187 00:10:47,840 --> 00:10:50,040 Speaker 1: it's like, well, these people need help. They're right in 188 00:10:50,040 --> 00:10:50,520 Speaker 1: front of you. 189 00:10:51,240 --> 00:10:53,440 Speaker 4: And that becomes even more clear when they go to 190 00:10:53,480 --> 00:10:56,440 Speaker 4: the Home for the Dying, where there are just rows 191 00:10:56,520 --> 00:11:03,000 Speaker 4: of cots of very thin looking people, their hair cut short, 192 00:11:03,960 --> 00:11:06,600 Speaker 4: and Mother Teresa tells Margridge that they've cared for over 193 00:11:06,679 --> 00:11:08,199 Speaker 4: twenty three thousand people. 194 00:11:07,920 --> 00:11:11,160 Speaker 1: There that half of them have died, and Muggridge asks 195 00:11:11,160 --> 00:11:14,160 Speaker 1: this question. He basically says that some people might say, 196 00:11:14,200 --> 00:11:15,800 Speaker 1: why keep these people alive at all? 197 00:11:16,559 --> 00:11:19,000 Speaker 4: And Mother Teresa says that she wants to show them 198 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:23,800 Speaker 4: love before they die, and she quotes someone she says, 199 00:11:24,440 --> 00:11:28,920 Speaker 4: they live like animals, but now they die like angels. 200 00:11:29,520 --> 00:11:40,520 Speaker 1: Now they die like angels. Sister Kathleen watched all of 201 00:11:40,520 --> 00:11:43,559 Speaker 1: this alone in the auditorium in Upstate New York. In 202 00:11:43,640 --> 00:11:46,720 Speaker 1: nineteen seventy three, she joined the Missionaries of Charity, and 203 00:11:46,760 --> 00:11:49,040 Speaker 1: she remembers the first time she met Mother Teresa. 204 00:11:49,679 --> 00:11:55,240 Speaker 5: Somebody said Mother's here, and when I saw her something 205 00:11:55,640 --> 00:11:59,600 Speaker 5: struck me. I felt like I fell back a little bit. 206 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:05,280 Speaker 5: There was a force, a power, a presence that moved 207 00:12:05,360 --> 00:12:09,520 Speaker 5: me somehow, and she said, come, come, and that's how 208 00:12:09,559 --> 00:12:10,120 Speaker 5: I met her. 209 00:12:11,679 --> 00:12:14,280 Speaker 1: In the early nineteen seventies, Mother Teresa was just at 210 00:12:14,280 --> 00:12:16,720 Speaker 1: the start of her rise to fame, but over the 211 00:12:16,760 --> 00:12:19,960 Speaker 1: coming years she'd become an international figure, meeting with the 212 00:12:20,080 --> 00:12:23,760 Speaker 1: likes of Kofiannan, Nancy and Ronald Reagan, Queen Elizabeth the 213 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:27,760 Speaker 1: Dalai Lama. There were critiques of Mother Teresa, to be sure, 214 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:30,680 Speaker 1: and we'll get to those. But in the public eye, 215 00:12:30,800 --> 00:12:31,839 Speaker 1: she was a living saint. 216 00:12:32,480 --> 00:12:36,600 Speaker 5: She could look right through you. She would look right 217 00:12:36,840 --> 00:12:40,760 Speaker 5: into your soul, into the depths of your soul. 218 00:12:41,880 --> 00:12:45,600 Speaker 6: I loved her she was. I mean, people say, well, 219 00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:47,600 Speaker 6: she's just human and all of that. Yes she was, 220 00:12:47,720 --> 00:12:51,439 Speaker 6: but she was a little bit above humanity. 221 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,440 Speaker 1: Joan Worcester was a sister with the Missionaries of Charity 222 00:12:54,480 --> 00:12:56,920 Speaker 1: in the nineteen eighties, and she said the same type 223 00:12:56,960 --> 00:12:58,079 Speaker 1: of thing about Mother Teresa. 224 00:12:58,520 --> 00:13:00,800 Speaker 6: And when you talk to her, you could that because 225 00:13:00,800 --> 00:13:02,679 Speaker 6: when she talked to you, she wasn't looking at you 226 00:13:02,800 --> 00:13:04,640 Speaker 6: like we look at each other and we're talking. She 227 00:13:04,679 --> 00:13:05,920 Speaker 6: almost looks through. 228 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:08,920 Speaker 1: You, almost, Joan says, like she could see into your soul. 229 00:13:10,360 --> 00:13:38,400 Speaker 1: But what was in hers? It surprises me sometimes how 230 00:13:38,440 --> 00:13:41,560 Speaker 1: much is it known about Mother Teresa's life. The information 231 00:13:41,640 --> 00:13:44,640 Speaker 1: we do have is often clouded with inaccuracies, repeated over 232 00:13:44,679 --> 00:13:49,400 Speaker 1: and over. But here's what we do know. Mother Teresa 233 00:13:49,440 --> 00:13:51,960 Speaker 1: was born in nineteen ten in an Albanian family in 234 00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:55,720 Speaker 1: the city of Scorpia, now part of North Macedonia. Back 235 00:13:55,760 --> 00:14:00,520 Speaker 1: then her name was Anya s Gonya Boyaju. We think 236 00:14:00,559 --> 00:14:03,880 Speaker 1: of Mother Teresa as an impoverished figure, but her family 237 00:14:03,920 --> 00:14:06,400 Speaker 1: was pretty well off. When she was young, her father 238 00:14:06,480 --> 00:14:08,679 Speaker 1: was sort of a celebrity in their town. He was 239 00:14:08,720 --> 00:14:12,559 Speaker 1: a member of the town council, a businessman, and an activist. 240 00:14:13,240 --> 00:14:15,840 Speaker 1: But when she was around nine years old, her father died. 241 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:19,400 Speaker 1: He may have been murdered because of his political activism. 242 00:14:20,040 --> 00:14:23,160 Speaker 1: A few months after that, seven more close relatives died. 243 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:26,680 Speaker 1: It was the nineteen eighteen flu pandemic, and they'd gotten 244 00:14:26,720 --> 00:14:31,600 Speaker 1: the Spanish flu. Years later, when she was famous mother, 245 00:14:31,680 --> 00:14:35,280 Speaker 1: Teresa wouldn't publicly talk about her childhood much, but it 246 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:38,080 Speaker 1: seems her Catholic family became even more religious after her 247 00:14:38,080 --> 00:14:41,280 Speaker 1: father's death and the loss of her other family members. 248 00:14:42,320 --> 00:14:45,120 Speaker 1: As she told Malcolm Muggridge, she felt the religious call 249 00:14:45,200 --> 00:14:46,960 Speaker 1: when she was just twelve years old. 250 00:14:48,360 --> 00:14:51,360 Speaker 7: And since then this forty years, I've never doubt it 251 00:14:51,360 --> 00:14:54,120 Speaker 7: even for a second, that I've done the right thing. 252 00:14:54,320 --> 00:14:57,600 Speaker 5: It was the will of God, that was his choice, and. 253 00:14:57,520 --> 00:15:01,000 Speaker 2: That has given you complete serenity and peace. 254 00:15:00,720 --> 00:15:04,600 Speaker 7: And happiness, the happiness that no one can take from them, 255 00:15:05,760 --> 00:15:08,760 Speaker 7: and has never been a doubt or unhappiness. 256 00:15:10,440 --> 00:15:13,240 Speaker 1: When she was eighteen, she joined the Loretto Sisters a 257 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:16,720 Speaker 1: Roman Catholic order in Ireland known for its schools, and 258 00:15:16,760 --> 00:15:20,480 Speaker 1: so Anya's became Sister Mary Teresa. She chose the name 259 00:15:20,560 --> 00:15:23,960 Speaker 1: Teresa after Saint Terrez, a saint known for valuing simple 260 00:15:23,960 --> 00:15:28,960 Speaker 1: acts of kindness. The Loretto Sisters stationed Sister Teresa and Kolcutta, India, 261 00:15:29,520 --> 00:15:31,280 Speaker 1: the city she becomes synonymous with. 262 00:15:31,800 --> 00:15:35,800 Speaker 8: What happened was when Mother Teresa was here. You know, 263 00:15:35,920 --> 00:15:37,720 Speaker 8: she's saw white, a white run city. 264 00:15:38,520 --> 00:15:41,600 Speaker 1: This is Shantony Jacobardy. He's a history professor at the 265 00:15:41,720 --> 00:15:45,360 Speaker 1: University of Kolcutta and an expert on contemporary Indian history. 266 00:15:45,920 --> 00:15:48,760 Speaker 1: In the nineteen twenties and thirties, when Mother Teresa arrived, 267 00:15:49,240 --> 00:15:50,680 Speaker 1: India was under British rule. 268 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:54,960 Speaker 8: Of course, there was a lot of colonial exploitation. Indian 269 00:15:55,000 --> 00:15:59,320 Speaker 8: industrialization was hampered to a large extent. But you know, 270 00:15:59,560 --> 00:16:03,880 Speaker 8: colonial connection also linked up India globally. 271 00:16:04,200 --> 00:16:07,000 Speaker 1: People are moving to Kolkatta from all over. There is 272 00:16:07,040 --> 00:16:09,840 Speaker 1: a Buddhist revivalist movement, and in the thirties it was 273 00:16:09,880 --> 00:16:11,760 Speaker 1: an epicenter to the country's film industry. 274 00:16:12,320 --> 00:16:15,520 Speaker 8: All the major movie studios were located here. 275 00:16:15,840 --> 00:16:18,360 Speaker 1: With the Loretto Sisters, Mother Teresa Todd at a school 276 00:16:18,360 --> 00:16:21,840 Speaker 1: for girls and later became headmistress. In nineteen thirty seven, 277 00:16:21,920 --> 00:16:25,680 Speaker 1: she took her final vows and, following Loretto custom, became mother. 278 00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:30,840 Speaker 1: She was no longer Sister Teresa. She was now Mother Teresa. 279 00:16:32,360 --> 00:16:40,560 Speaker 1: Then came September nineteen forty six. Mother Teresa's thirty six 280 00:16:40,600 --> 00:16:42,800 Speaker 1: years old. She's on a train to a retreat in 281 00:16:42,800 --> 00:16:45,600 Speaker 1: the foothills of the Himalayas, and she hears a voice. 282 00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:49,560 Speaker 4: The voice, as she called it, it was very clear 283 00:16:49,600 --> 00:16:50,200 Speaker 4: and distinct. 284 00:16:51,120 --> 00:16:55,200 Speaker 1: That's Father Brian Koladaichik. He's an MC priest and Superior 285 00:16:55,240 --> 00:16:58,000 Speaker 1: General of the MC Fathers. The one person from the 286 00:16:58,040 --> 00:17:01,520 Speaker 1: Missionaries of Charity who agreed to record an interview. He 287 00:17:01,640 --> 00:17:04,639 Speaker 1: edited the book on Mother Teresa's divine calling, compiled her 288 00:17:04,680 --> 00:17:09,480 Speaker 1: personal letters, and studied her spirituality. Father Brian says Mother 289 00:17:09,560 --> 00:17:12,639 Speaker 1: Teresa knew that the voice was Jesus and that Jesus 290 00:17:12,680 --> 00:17:16,440 Speaker 1: told her to follow a new calling. He said to quote, 291 00:17:16,760 --> 00:17:19,520 Speaker 1: give up all and follow him to the slums to 292 00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:23,280 Speaker 1: serve him in the poorest of the poor. In a letter, 293 00:17:23,480 --> 00:17:27,000 Speaker 1: Mother Teresa writes that Jesus told her, quote little one, 294 00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:30,000 Speaker 1: give me souls, Give me the souls of the poor, 295 00:17:30,040 --> 00:17:35,120 Speaker 1: little street children. He said, I want Indian missionary sisters 296 00:17:35,119 --> 00:17:38,000 Speaker 1: of charity who would be my fire of love amongst 297 00:17:38,000 --> 00:17:41,520 Speaker 1: the very poor. The sisters that would offer their lives 298 00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:44,760 Speaker 1: as victims of my love, would bring these souls to me. 299 00:17:45,720 --> 00:17:48,520 Speaker 9: Jesus will say, speaking of the poor, they don't know me, 300 00:17:48,640 --> 00:17:58,360 Speaker 9: so they don't want me. You go and be my life. 301 00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:00,840 Speaker 1: Her call came at a pivotal time in come Cutta's history. 302 00:18:01,560 --> 00:18:05,400 Speaker 1: August sixteen to nineteen, nineteen forty six is known as 303 00:18:05,400 --> 00:18:09,280 Speaker 1: the Great Calcutta Killing in India. Mother Teresa was there. 304 00:18:10,040 --> 00:18:11,679 Speaker 1: Here's Shantony Chakabardi again. 305 00:18:12,320 --> 00:18:15,840 Speaker 8: In nineteen forty six, you had severe communal rats in 306 00:18:15,920 --> 00:18:19,080 Speaker 8: the cities between Hindus and Muslims, as a result of 307 00:18:19,119 --> 00:18:22,000 Speaker 8: which you know, you had dead bodies festering in the 308 00:18:22,080 --> 00:18:25,360 Speaker 8: drains for five to ten days, a lot of people, 309 00:18:25,640 --> 00:18:28,000 Speaker 8: you know, killed or maimed for life. 310 00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:31,880 Speaker 1: Somewhere between five and ten thousand people died. This all 311 00:18:31,920 --> 00:18:34,320 Speaker 1: happened just a month before Mother Teresa heard that voice 312 00:18:34,320 --> 00:18:38,320 Speaker 1: on the train. Then, in nineteen forty seven, India gained 313 00:18:38,359 --> 00:18:41,520 Speaker 1: independence from Britain from the country was partitioned into India 314 00:18:41,520 --> 00:18:44,560 Speaker 1: and Pakistan. Violence broke out near the border with what 315 00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:48,879 Speaker 1: is now Bangladesh. Fifteen million people were displaced from their homes. 316 00:18:49,480 --> 00:18:51,560 Speaker 1: Refugees flocked to Kolcutta. 317 00:18:51,760 --> 00:18:54,479 Speaker 8: And the first thing which must have struck her was 318 00:18:54,920 --> 00:18:58,080 Speaker 8: the huge number of people simply living on the streets, 319 00:18:58,240 --> 00:19:03,760 Speaker 8: and she started catering to them and perhaps to her. 320 00:19:04,359 --> 00:19:06,480 Speaker 8: This strengthened a sense of mission. 321 00:19:10,520 --> 00:19:13,800 Speaker 1: After Mother Teresa's calling on the train, she experienced visions 322 00:19:13,800 --> 00:19:17,119 Speaker 1: for months. Father Brian writes that during this time she 323 00:19:17,280 --> 00:19:20,439 Speaker 1: enjoyed an intense degree of union with our Lord. He 324 00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:25,080 Speaker 1: likens it to a kind of spiritual ecstasy. Mother Teresa wrote, 325 00:19:25,359 --> 00:19:28,040 Speaker 1: I have been longing to be all for Jesus, to 326 00:19:28,119 --> 00:19:31,680 Speaker 1: identify myself with Indian girls completely, and so love him 327 00:19:31,720 --> 00:19:35,239 Speaker 1: as he has never been loved before. I thought it 328 00:19:35,280 --> 00:19:45,959 Speaker 1: was one of my many mad desires. She tells her 329 00:19:45,960 --> 00:19:50,119 Speaker 1: confessor what Jesus said. Eventually she tells the archbishop too. 330 00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:53,199 Speaker 1: She wants to start a new congregation of religious sisters, 331 00:19:53,240 --> 00:19:57,000 Speaker 1: as Jesus instructed, but she's rebuffed. They want her to 332 00:19:57,000 --> 00:20:00,240 Speaker 1: slow down. They need prayer and reflection and timed see 333 00:20:00,240 --> 00:20:03,040 Speaker 1: if her call is true. At one point to even 334 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:06,920 Speaker 1: say she's not allowed to think about it anymore. Mother 335 00:20:07,000 --> 00:20:09,920 Speaker 1: Teresa obeys, but when they open the door, she goes 336 00:20:09,960 --> 00:20:13,200 Speaker 1: full force, writing letter after letter she needs to obey 337 00:20:13,280 --> 00:20:17,480 Speaker 1: Jesus's call too. Finally, after two years it pays off. 338 00:20:17,880 --> 00:20:20,240 Speaker 1: The Pope grants her permission to form a new congregation. 339 00:20:21,800 --> 00:20:25,359 Speaker 1: In nineteen fifty, Mother Teresa officially founds the Missionaries of 340 00:20:25,440 --> 00:20:30,680 Speaker 1: Charity under the Archdiocese of Kolkatta. By the way, what 341 00:20:30,720 --> 00:20:34,439 Speaker 1: she created was technically a religious institute, not a religious order, 342 00:20:34,880 --> 00:20:38,280 Speaker 1: and they're not actually nuns, they're religious sisters. Nuns live 343 00:20:38,359 --> 00:20:41,399 Speaker 1: contemplative lives, while religious sisters are active out in the world. 344 00:20:42,040 --> 00:20:44,679 Speaker 1: But these terms are used interchangeably all the time, and 345 00:20:44,760 --> 00:20:50,000 Speaker 1: even former MC sisters will call themselves nuns. The Missionaries 346 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:53,320 Speaker 1: of Charity started with just twelve sisters. At first, Mother 347 00:20:53,400 --> 00:20:55,800 Speaker 1: Teresa plans they'd live off of just rice and salt, 348 00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:58,320 Speaker 1: but she was advised that's not enough to survive on. 349 00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:02,320 Speaker 1: They were an inn Indian sorry is their habit. Mother 350 00:21:02,440 --> 00:21:05,520 Speaker 1: Teresa said. Jesus told her to quote, dress in simple 351 00:21:05,520 --> 00:21:09,320 Speaker 1: Indian clothes, or rather like my mother dressed simple and poor. 352 00:21:10,880 --> 00:21:13,200 Speaker 1: So Mother Teresa chose a sorry that resembled what women 353 00:21:13,240 --> 00:21:16,320 Speaker 1: who swept the street would wear the blue stripes and 354 00:21:16,320 --> 00:21:19,399 Speaker 1: the border would represent the virgin Mary and purity, and 355 00:21:19,440 --> 00:21:22,399 Speaker 1: their mission would be to serve the poor. But not 356 00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:27,399 Speaker 1: quite how most people understand it. I think Mother Teresa 357 00:21:27,480 --> 00:21:31,240 Speaker 1: often said that the Empces were not social workers because 358 00:21:31,280 --> 00:21:33,879 Speaker 1: for her, helping the poor was not an end in itself. 359 00:21:34,520 --> 00:21:37,080 Speaker 1: It was the means of expressing love for God. It 360 00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:41,439 Speaker 1: was all for God. Let me explain. In empty houses 361 00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:43,879 Speaker 1: around the world you'll find painted in big letters the 362 00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:47,320 Speaker 1: words I thirst. It comes from the Bible, the Gospel 363 00:21:47,359 --> 00:21:49,719 Speaker 1: of John, when Jesus is dying on the cross and 364 00:21:49,760 --> 00:21:54,399 Speaker 1: says I thirst. Mother Teresa interpreted his words metaphorically. She 365 00:21:54,440 --> 00:21:58,080 Speaker 1: said he thirsted not for water, but for love, for sacrifice. 366 00:21:58,600 --> 00:22:01,360 Speaker 1: She believed the MC mission was to satiate that thirst, 367 00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:03,800 Speaker 1: and the way to do it was to quote love, 368 00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:08,720 Speaker 1: suffer and save souls. Here's Mother Teresa addressing a group 369 00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:10,760 Speaker 1: of sisters before they take their vows. 370 00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:16,520 Speaker 10: We are fully consecrated to Jesus to serve the poorest 371 00:22:16,680 --> 00:22:20,159 Speaker 10: of the poor, and by so doing, to say she 372 00:22:20,280 --> 00:22:24,760 Speaker 10: it is tusts the tust of Jesus on the cross 373 00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:30,919 Speaker 10: for love for souls. By working at the salvation and 374 00:22:31,119 --> 00:22:34,320 Speaker 10: sanctification to the poorest of the poor. 375 00:22:35,640 --> 00:22:38,879 Speaker 1: In short, love the poor like you love Jesus and 376 00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:42,720 Speaker 1: bring souls to him. Or you could say conversion. Mother 377 00:22:42,800 --> 00:22:45,520 Speaker 1: Teresa knew this would be hard. Father Brian says, she 378 00:22:45,640 --> 00:22:46,640 Speaker 1: signed up for suffering. 379 00:22:47,359 --> 00:22:51,640 Speaker 9: Your vocation is to love and suffer and save. 380 00:22:51,440 --> 00:22:54,959 Speaker 1: Souls, to love, suffer and say and save souls. 381 00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:59,960 Speaker 9: Because she would say thirst, quench, say shiate Jesus, thirst 382 00:23:00,080 --> 00:23:01,479 Speaker 9: for love and souls. 383 00:23:04,840 --> 00:23:07,680 Speaker 1: And Mother Teresa did just that, even when her suffering 384 00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:11,800 Speaker 1: became great and she did suffer. This is how she 385 00:23:11,840 --> 00:23:14,359 Speaker 1: put it in her letters. In the work, there will 386 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:17,720 Speaker 1: be complete surrender of all I have and all I am. 387 00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:25,680 Speaker 1: There will be nothing absolutely left. Most of us have secrets, 388 00:23:25,920 --> 00:23:28,800 Speaker 1: parts of ourselves we try to hide, and Mother Teresa 389 00:23:28,880 --> 00:23:32,480 Speaker 1: wasn't any different. She labored with a deep darkness, a 390 00:23:32,560 --> 00:23:36,520 Speaker 1: spiritual darkness, but none of the sisters and the congregation knew. 391 00:23:37,119 --> 00:23:38,160 Speaker 1: She kept it to herself. 392 00:23:39,359 --> 00:23:42,280 Speaker 7: I've never doubt it even for a second that I've 393 00:23:42,280 --> 00:23:42,840 Speaker 7: done that right. 394 00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:44,600 Speaker 5: Think it was the will of God, that. 395 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:49,399 Speaker 2: Was his choice, that has given you complete serenity and 396 00:23:49,560 --> 00:23:51,679 Speaker 2: peace and happiness. 397 00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:55,440 Speaker 7: The happiness that no one can take from me. It 398 00:23:55,560 --> 00:24:01,840 Speaker 7: has never been a doubt or unhappiness in reality. 399 00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:05,720 Speaker 1: Almost immediately after she formed the MCS, the foundation of 400 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:09,600 Speaker 1: her life cracked. That Jesus, who'd been speaking to her 401 00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:15,360 Speaker 1: calling her, he went silent. She couldn't feel God's presence anymore. Instead, 402 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:19,960 Speaker 1: prayer felt dry. She wrote, there is such terrible darkness 403 00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:24,080 Speaker 1: within me, as if everything was dead, and it would 404 00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:47,040 Speaker 1: stay that way the rest of her life. Almost fifty years. 405 00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:51,479 Speaker 1: Mother Teresa's darkness was profound. She only told a handful 406 00:24:51,520 --> 00:24:54,879 Speaker 1: of people about it, her confessors and the Archbishop. She 407 00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:58,360 Speaker 1: wrote early on to him, your grace, there's so much 408 00:24:58,400 --> 00:25:01,879 Speaker 1: contradiction in my soul, such deep longing for God, so 409 00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:06,000 Speaker 1: deep that it is painful, a suffering continual no faith, 410 00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:11,080 Speaker 1: no love, no zeal. Souls hold no attraction. Heaven means 411 00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:16,080 Speaker 1: nothing to me. It looks like an empty place. But 412 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:24,400 Speaker 1: to the world she smiled. By the nineteen seventies, Mother 413 00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:28,360 Speaker 1: Teresa's Order was booming. They'd expanded through most of South America, 414 00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:31,840 Speaker 1: and after the success of the documentary Something Beautiful for God, 415 00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:34,960 Speaker 1: they just kept growing. It seemed like Mother Teresa was 416 00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:39,160 Speaker 1: everywhere at once. She received international awards, empcy houses opened 417 00:25:39,160 --> 00:25:41,679 Speaker 1: around the world, including the US with a continent in 418 00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:46,000 Speaker 1: the Bronx. Despite her unyielding schedule, she still spent time 419 00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:49,880 Speaker 1: with sisters like Kathleen. Sister Kathleen remembers what she calls 420 00:25:49,880 --> 00:25:52,639 Speaker 1: the early days when Mother Teresa would visit the Bronx 421 00:25:52,680 --> 00:25:53,199 Speaker 1: in the summer. 422 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:55,760 Speaker 5: She would come and the first thing we would do 423 00:25:55,960 --> 00:26:00,440 Speaker 5: was pack the van and go on the picnic with her. 424 00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:01,800 Speaker 5: It was so much fun. 425 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:05,840 Speaker 1: Sister Kathleen remembers one of these picnics, someone had donated 426 00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:07,840 Speaker 1: a tin of chocolate chip cookies. 427 00:26:07,760 --> 00:26:10,840 Speaker 5: Homemade, which we never got. And one of the sisters 428 00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:13,600 Speaker 5: knew I loved cookies. She used to call me cookie Monster, 429 00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:16,480 Speaker 5: even though we didn't have a lot of cookies around. 430 00:26:16,960 --> 00:26:20,080 Speaker 5: But she brought this tin over to me, and my 431 00:26:20,280 --> 00:26:24,399 Speaker 5: eyes popped open and I showed great delight, and I 432 00:26:24,520 --> 00:26:26,960 Speaker 5: looked over the front of the van and I saw 433 00:26:27,040 --> 00:26:30,840 Speaker 5: mother looking at me. Mother Teresa, and I felt so embarrassed, 434 00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:34,400 Speaker 5: and so I composed myself. And we never saw those 435 00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:37,720 Speaker 5: cookies during the picnic. And it was on the way home. 436 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:42,040 Speaker 5: I was driving the van and Mother Teresa got the 437 00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:45,000 Speaker 5: cookies and started breaking them up and was reaching from 438 00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:48,399 Speaker 5: behind me and putting them on my lap so I 439 00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:51,199 Speaker 5: could eat little pieces of cookies, and I think I 440 00:26:51,240 --> 00:26:55,360 Speaker 5: got more than anybody else too. She was so afraid 441 00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:58,480 Speaker 5: I would be left out, But that was her thoughtfulness. 442 00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:02,480 Speaker 5: She had that mother instinct with the sisters as well 443 00:27:02,520 --> 00:27:03,080 Speaker 5: as the poor. 444 00:27:03,160 --> 00:27:07,359 Speaker 1: Of course, Sister Kathleen has lots of fond memories of 445 00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:11,160 Speaker 1: Mother Teresa, like one groggy morning when she and Mother 446 00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:13,959 Speaker 1: arrived in Rome after being up all night in an 447 00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:15,080 Speaker 1: airport for a layover. 448 00:27:15,520 --> 00:27:18,600 Speaker 5: I was dead tired. I was ready to drop, and 449 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:21,800 Speaker 5: I said to the sister in charge there, please let 450 00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:22,720 Speaker 5: Mother go to bed. 451 00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:26,359 Speaker 1: Sister Kathleen insisted Mother get some rest. She hadn't had 452 00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:26,960 Speaker 1: any sleep. 453 00:27:27,359 --> 00:27:30,600 Speaker 5: Mother would not hear of it. Mother Teresa was not 454 00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:33,919 Speaker 5: going to bed, And I saw her go in and 455 00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:37,960 Speaker 5: sit down with these young postulants that were joining, and 456 00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:42,000 Speaker 5: her face became the face of an eighteen year old 457 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:47,080 Speaker 5: with rosy cheeks, and I couldn't believe it. She wanted 458 00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:51,800 Speaker 5: to inspire them in her own quiet way. And I 459 00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:52,760 Speaker 5: went off to bed. 460 00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:00,880 Speaker 1: After these touching moments with her sister, she'd be off. 461 00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:04,760 Speaker 1: She received more awards, including the Nobel Peace Prize. She 462 00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:08,199 Speaker 1: opened a contemplative branch resisters, another one for brothers. She 463 00:28:08,240 --> 00:28:09,000 Speaker 1: added priests. 464 00:28:09,359 --> 00:28:15,320 Speaker 5: The congregation grew really exponentially for a congregation within a 465 00:28:15,440 --> 00:28:17,040 Speaker 5: founder's lifetime. 466 00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:20,200 Speaker 1: With this growth meant Mother Teresa worked constantly. 467 00:28:20,840 --> 00:28:24,159 Speaker 5: Every time she opened a new foundation, a new house 468 00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:28,680 Speaker 5: of sisters, she always had something to suffer. One time 469 00:28:28,760 --> 00:28:31,679 Speaker 5: she got up during the night to go to the bathroom, 470 00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:35,000 Speaker 5: and instead of the bathroom door, it was the staircase 471 00:28:35,119 --> 00:28:38,400 Speaker 5: to the basement, and she fell down the basement stairs 472 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:43,760 Speaker 5: broke her arm. Another time she did something to her foot. 473 00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:47,240 Speaker 5: She said, every new foundation she had to suffer. She 474 00:28:47,280 --> 00:28:54,600 Speaker 5: had to make a sacrifice for it. It's mysterious, it's deadly, 475 00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:57,120 Speaker 5: and it's baffling medical science. 476 00:28:57,560 --> 00:28:59,880 Speaker 8: Acquired immune deficiency syndrol. 477 00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:03,240 Speaker 9: The gay plague, as AIDS has been called, is the 478 00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:05,240 Speaker 9: center of a political storm, the. 479 00:29:05,200 --> 00:29:09,200 Speaker 1: Moral majority claiming AIDS is God's punishment for the gay lifestyle. 480 00:29:10,520 --> 00:29:13,719 Speaker 1: On Christmas even nineteen eighty five, Mother Trees opened one 481 00:29:13,720 --> 00:29:16,240 Speaker 1: of the first AIDS hospice centers in the United States. 482 00:29:16,920 --> 00:29:19,520 Speaker 1: It was a fourteen bed guest house in Greenwich Village. 483 00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:22,760 Speaker 1: To our aviator sunglasses and a stony expression to the 484 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:26,280 Speaker 1: press conference, all business more lou reed than the Saint 485 00:29:26,320 --> 00:29:29,800 Speaker 1: of the Gutters. Sister Kathleen was an MC at the time. 486 00:29:30,520 --> 00:29:33,480 Speaker 5: We would take the people that really had no place 487 00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:37,360 Speaker 5: else to go. We didn't have televisions for them and 488 00:29:37,680 --> 00:29:41,200 Speaker 5: all the amenities. It was really bare bones. 489 00:29:41,760 --> 00:29:44,400 Speaker 1: After New York they opened eights hospices in other cities. 490 00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:48,560 Speaker 5: That was a very controversial move. There was a lot 491 00:29:48,600 --> 00:29:52,959 Speaker 5: of opposition from the neighbors, particularly in Washington, and they 492 00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:57,560 Speaker 5: would have meetings and they would present these hypotheses. If 493 00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:00,960 Speaker 5: somebody up at the aid's home blows their no or 494 00:30:01,080 --> 00:30:04,560 Speaker 5: bleeds into a Kleenex or something and drops it on 495 00:30:04,640 --> 00:30:07,840 Speaker 5: the ground, and then my dog grabs the kleenex and 496 00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:10,480 Speaker 5: brings it to my house, are we all going to 497 00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:14,320 Speaker 5: be contaminated. They did not want us in their neighborhood, 498 00:30:14,760 --> 00:30:16,080 Speaker 5: but Mother was determined. 499 00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:20,200 Speaker 1: Did you get a sense were any sisters scared when 500 00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:23,280 Speaker 1: opening these AIDS homes so early on? 501 00:30:23,840 --> 00:30:28,880 Speaker 5: None of us would ever express that, because it's like 502 00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:34,360 Speaker 5: being in the army, you're prepared for war. In a sense, 503 00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:38,520 Speaker 5: we were always in a war of good against evil. 504 00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:50,160 Speaker 1: In the nineteen nineties, Americans agreed Mother Teresa was the 505 00:30:50,200 --> 00:30:53,959 Speaker 1: most admired woman in the world. In an annual Gallupole twice. 506 00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:58,120 Speaker 2: Everybody in Rome knew who Mother Teresa was and she 507 00:30:58,160 --> 00:31:00,440 Speaker 2: would be accosted every. 508 00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:04,640 Speaker 1: Mary Johnson says Mother Teresa drew huge crowds, especially at 509 00:31:04,680 --> 00:31:07,880 Speaker 1: professions when new groups of sisters professed their vows. 510 00:31:08,240 --> 00:31:11,239 Speaker 2: People would fill the church every time, no matter how 511 00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:14,560 Speaker 2: big it was, and on the way from the church 512 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:17,920 Speaker 2: to the convent, we'd have to form like this kind 513 00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:18,880 Speaker 2: of honor guard. 514 00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:21,880 Speaker 1: The sisters surrounded Mother Teresa to hider when they walked 515 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:25,480 Speaker 1: in public, but the saris were a dead giveaway. Eventually 516 00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:28,000 Speaker 1: they came up with a new method using Vatican ushers. 517 00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:31,920 Speaker 2: These are big guys and they would come and form 518 00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:36,120 Speaker 2: like a circle around Mother Teresa walking from the church 519 00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:40,480 Speaker 2: to the convent, just so that people wouldn't wouldn't crush her, 520 00:31:40,600 --> 00:31:42,760 Speaker 2: literally crush her wanting to touch her. 521 00:31:43,920 --> 00:31:46,960 Speaker 1: Sister Kathleen says Mother Teresa didn't enjoy the attention. 522 00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:51,760 Speaker 5: Once we were in the airport with her and a 523 00:31:51,840 --> 00:31:55,200 Speaker 5: woman came up to her and said, oh, Mother Teresa, 524 00:31:55,240 --> 00:31:58,680 Speaker 5: I'm writing a book about you. I can't believe you're 525 00:31:58,720 --> 00:32:02,680 Speaker 5: here and to meet you. And Mother Teresa looked at 526 00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:08,840 Speaker 5: her as though she had two heads. So puzzled looking, 527 00:32:09,400 --> 00:32:12,280 Speaker 5: and she said to the woman, have you nothing better 528 00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:20,760 Speaker 5: to do? The last thing on Mother Teresa's mind. With 529 00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:26,480 Speaker 5: any notoriety publicity, she found it a terrible burden. 530 00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:29,760 Speaker 2: Actually, she hated to have her picture taken. She just 531 00:32:29,920 --> 00:32:31,320 Speaker 2: genuinely hated it. 532 00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:35,680 Speaker 5: So she said, I told the Lord for every photo, 533 00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:38,800 Speaker 5: I want a soul out of purgatory to go to heaven. 534 00:32:39,240 --> 00:32:42,479 Speaker 2: And that was the only reason that she would agree 535 00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:43,960 Speaker 2: to get her photo taken. 536 00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:47,040 Speaker 1: And there are a lot of photos taken of Mother Teresa. 537 00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:50,800 Speaker 2: Oh a gazillion Gazilian purgatory has to be empty. 538 00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:57,440 Speaker 1: Right close to it. At this point, people already saw 539 00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:00,719 Speaker 1: her as a saint. They're pretty sure she'd be can someday, 540 00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:03,160 Speaker 1: and Mother Teresa saw the possibility. 541 00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:06,640 Speaker 2: To one day. I remember so much. She had all 542 00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:10,440 Speaker 2: of us gathered around and she told us, you know, 543 00:33:11,600 --> 00:33:15,520 Speaker 2: I think all of you should hurry up and die, 544 00:33:15,720 --> 00:33:19,520 Speaker 2: and is what you should all hurry up and die, 545 00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:27,880 Speaker 2: because this pope is canonizing everybody WHOA completely WHOA. It 546 00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:31,160 Speaker 2: also didn't feel like her commanding us all to die. Okay, 547 00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:34,400 Speaker 2: let's be clear, but it confirmed to me something that 548 00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:39,520 Speaker 2: I had very long suspected, that being named a saint 549 00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:42,840 Speaker 2: was something very significant in Mother Teresa's eyes. 550 00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:48,640 Speaker 5: When I think of looking at Mother's face, I remember 551 00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:56,920 Speaker 5: it as tired and in later years like stretched, stretched, 552 00:33:57,440 --> 00:34:05,800 Speaker 5: with a kind of gravity of burden of labor. And 553 00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:09,640 Speaker 5: she asked Pope John Paul the Second, what am I 554 00:34:09,760 --> 00:34:14,120 Speaker 5: to do? I have all these invitations and at the 555 00:34:14,160 --> 00:34:18,440 Speaker 5: same time I have the responsibility for the congregation. And 556 00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:21,799 Speaker 5: he said, you give loving care to the people, and 557 00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:25,360 Speaker 5: then you give necessary attention to the sisters. 558 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:29,560 Speaker 2: Give necessary care to the sisters, but loving care to 559 00:34:29,640 --> 00:34:33,279 Speaker 2: all the people. And she took this to mean that 560 00:34:33,320 --> 00:34:37,279 Speaker 2: the Pope and therefore God wanted her to limit her 561 00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:40,880 Speaker 2: time with the sisters to what was only essential, and 562 00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:43,040 Speaker 2: to spend all the rest of it accepting all of 563 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:48,120 Speaker 2: these invitations. She was getting to give speeches, to receive doctorates, 564 00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:54,600 Speaker 2: to whatever, And this's not what she wanted. 565 00:34:56,040 --> 00:34:58,480 Speaker 1: At the risk of overstating it, Mother Teresa became a 566 00:34:58,560 --> 00:35:01,239 Speaker 1: victim of her own success, as she would put it, 567 00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:05,960 Speaker 1: a willing victim of Jesus's love. One expert told me 568 00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:10,319 Speaker 1: Mother Teresa was used by individuals, institutions, and countries for 569 00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:13,760 Speaker 1: their own purposes. But he said Mother Teresa was shrewd. 570 00:35:14,320 --> 00:35:16,359 Speaker 1: She had her own mission, and as he put it, 571 00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:30,160 Speaker 1: she used her users just as much. One of the 572 00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:32,719 Speaker 1: more unusual images of Mother Teresa was filmed on a 573 00:35:32,760 --> 00:35:36,520 Speaker 1: street in the Bronx in nineteen ninety seven, Mother Teresa 574 00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:40,880 Speaker 1: and Diana, Princess of Wales holding hands. Mother Teresa and 575 00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:49,480 Speaker 1: her sorry and Sandal's Princess Diana in a suit and heels. 576 00:35:49,520 --> 00:35:53,160 Speaker 1: In nineteen ninety seven, Mother Teresa was very ill. She'd 577 00:35:53,160 --> 00:35:56,440 Speaker 1: had three surgeries in the previous year. Her recurring hard 578 00:35:56,520 --> 00:36:00,000 Speaker 1: issues were getting worse. Plus, according to the Associated Press, 579 00:36:00,120 --> 00:36:03,160 Speaker 1: she had London kidney problems too. In just a couple 580 00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:07,160 Speaker 1: of months she would die. Princess Diana visited because of 581 00:36:07,200 --> 00:36:13,920 Speaker 1: Mother Teresa's poor condition. It wasn't the first time they met. 582 00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:17,200 Speaker 1: Mary Johnson remembers she was there in Rome a few 583 00:36:17,280 --> 00:36:19,239 Speaker 1: years earlier, in nineteen ninety two. 584 00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:24,280 Speaker 2: For me, Diana and Mother had so many things in common. 585 00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:26,160 Speaker 2: Was it was crazy. 586 00:36:26,520 --> 00:36:29,000 Speaker 1: It does seem crazy, given how differently they lived, the 587 00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:32,040 Speaker 1: class difference alone, but they were both icons in the 588 00:36:32,080 --> 00:36:35,440 Speaker 1: nineteen eighties and nineties, sort of symbols of love, promoting 589 00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:40,080 Speaker 1: humanitarian causes and advocating for the downtrodden. They both navigated 590 00:36:40,120 --> 00:36:43,720 Speaker 1: old institutions, won the Catholic Church, the other the British monarchy, 591 00:36:44,320 --> 00:36:45,000 Speaker 1: both of them. 592 00:36:44,880 --> 00:36:51,040 Speaker 2: Working within these very closed systems, these very demanding traditional 593 00:36:51,680 --> 00:36:53,799 Speaker 2: roles of one sort or another. 594 00:36:54,120 --> 00:36:56,760 Speaker 1: And both of them had internal suffering they tended to hide. 595 00:36:57,320 --> 00:37:01,000 Speaker 1: Princess Diana once said public side was different, obviously from 596 00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:01,920 Speaker 1: the private side. 597 00:37:02,520 --> 00:37:04,640 Speaker 3: Public side they wanted a pair of and set. 598 00:37:06,200 --> 00:37:08,920 Speaker 2: Touched them and everything returned to gold, and all they're worried, 599 00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:09,800 Speaker 2: we've forgotten. 600 00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:12,600 Speaker 7: Sure did they realize that the. 601 00:37:12,600 --> 00:37:15,760 Speaker 3: Individual was crucifying herself inside. 602 00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:20,320 Speaker 1: On the day of princes Diana's first visit, Mary Johnson 603 00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:22,480 Speaker 1: woke up at her usual four forty in the morning. 604 00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:27,320 Speaker 1: Paparazzi were already crowded around the convent. That afternoon, Diana 605 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:29,280 Speaker 1: arrived by limousine, and. 606 00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:31,960 Speaker 2: Mother told me, don't let anyone else in the chapel, 607 00:37:32,719 --> 00:37:36,080 Speaker 2: and just Mother and Diana for now, all right, And 608 00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:38,800 Speaker 2: so I kind of stood guard out there, not letting 609 00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:39,919 Speaker 2: anybody else in. 610 00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:43,600 Speaker 1: Mother Teresa removed her worn out sandals, and Diana took 611 00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:44,480 Speaker 1: off her shoes. 612 00:37:44,239 --> 00:37:47,640 Speaker 2: Too, and Diana these beautiful black pumps, and these two 613 00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:50,520 Speaker 2: shoes were the only ones right outside the chapel, and 614 00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:52,960 Speaker 2: you saw the shoes and these two women inside praying, 615 00:37:53,760 --> 00:37:55,200 Speaker 2: and it was beautiful. 616 00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:02,440 Speaker 1: Well Diana visited her again five years later in the Bronx. 617 00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:06,600 Speaker 1: Mother Teresa looked pale. After they both waved to the crowd. 618 00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:09,520 Speaker 1: Lady Died bent over to say goodbye to Mother Teresa 619 00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:11,799 Speaker 1: with a hug and a kiss, and then drove off. 620 00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:14,319 Speaker 1: It was the last time they would see each other. 621 00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:37,160 Speaker 1: Princess Diana died in a car crash six weeks later. 622 00:38:38,680 --> 00:38:42,120 Speaker 1: Mother Teresa died a week after that. She was eighty seven. 623 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:48,680 Speaker 1: According to testimony, On the day of her death, she 624 00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:50,800 Speaker 1: lay in her room at the mother House in Kolcutta. 625 00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:56,319 Speaker 1: Her breathing was labored, She complained of back pain, and 626 00:38:56,400 --> 00:39:02,400 Speaker 1: an hour and a half before she died, there is 627 00:39:02,440 --> 00:39:19,760 Speaker 1: a power outage. The lights went out in Kolkatta. During 628 00:39:19,760 --> 00:39:25,360 Speaker 1: her life, Mother Teresa had her critics, harsh critiques Behind 629 00:39:25,360 --> 00:39:27,960 Speaker 1: her simple message of love, they saw something else. 630 00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:34,680 Speaker 9: I would say that practically everything about Mother Teresa is 631 00:39:34,719 --> 00:39:40,359 Speaker 9: a result of myth, conscious lies and hyperbole. 632 00:39:43,080 --> 00:40:23,279 Speaker 1: Next time on the Turning. The Turning is written by 633 00:40:23,280 --> 00:40:26,399 Speaker 1: Allen Lance, Lester and me. Our producers are Allen Lance 634 00:40:26,480 --> 00:40:30,000 Speaker 1: Luster and Emily Foreman. Our editor is Rob Rosenthal. Andrea 635 00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:34,320 Speaker 1: Assuage is our digital producer. Fact checking by Andrea Lopez Crusado. 636 00:40:35,920 --> 00:40:39,439 Speaker 1: Special thanks to Amy Gaines, Sarah Ohlunder, Catherine Joyce, Beth 637 00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:44,080 Speaker 1: Ann Macaluso, Travis Dunlap, and consulting producer Mary Johnson. Her 638 00:40:44,120 --> 00:40:49,399 Speaker 1: memoir and Unquenchable Thirst provided inspiration for this series. Our 639 00:40:49,440 --> 00:40:52,640 Speaker 1: executive producers are Jessica Alpert and John Trati at Rococo 640 00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:56,480 Speaker 1: Punch and Katrina Norville at iHeartMedia. Our theme music is 641 00:40:56,480 --> 00:40:59,400 Speaker 1: by Matt Reid. For photos and more details on the series, 642 00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:02,399 Speaker 1: follow us on Instagram at Roccoa Punch. You can reach 643 00:41:02,440 --> 00:41:05,600 Speaker 1: out via email to the Turning at Rococo Punch dot 644 00:41:05,600 --> 00:42:06,880 Speaker 1: com I America. Lance, thanks for listening, Oh