WEBVTT - Meghan Linsey

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<v Speaker 1>Carola. She's a queen of talking. He was, so she's

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<v Speaker 1>on the yes, actually got the snoop on the on side.

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<v Speaker 1>No one can do within clie my Carola, Carola. No

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<v Speaker 1>one can do win quiet like Carol Carola. Hey, y'all,

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to Hyper Caroline Hobby. I am your host, Caroline Hobby.

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<v Speaker 1>I know music, I know people, and I know the

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<v Speaker 1>questions do you want to ask? So let's get hyper

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<v Speaker 1>heads up. These are adults having adult conversations, so there

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<v Speaker 1>could be adult content. I have the beautiful, talented, lovely

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<v Speaker 1>Megan Lindsay joining me this episode. We talk all about

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<v Speaker 1>her career in music and her life she believes in.

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<v Speaker 1>She came in freaking first place on can You Duet

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<v Speaker 1>with her former partner from Steel Magnolia on CMT. That's

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<v Speaker 1>how she kicked off her career in country music. She

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<v Speaker 1>got second place on the Voice. Blake Shelton was her

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<v Speaker 1>team captain. She is crushing it. Just releasing new music

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<v Speaker 1>that is so good, a new music video with a

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<v Speaker 1>very famous celebrity cameo. So you guys get excited and

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<v Speaker 1>welcome Megan Lindsay. Okay, Megan Lindsay and the busy you've

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<v Speaker 1>got some pink in your hair right now? I do.

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<v Speaker 1>I am purple. I don't know. I keep color under

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<v Speaker 1>my um my sink at home, just like color and

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<v Speaker 1>like what do you call it? Um? I can't think

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<v Speaker 1>my brain. Um what's it called? Hair dye? No color

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<v Speaker 1>and color? And to keep toner's under my sink. So

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<v Speaker 1>then I just put it in my conditioner and then

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<v Speaker 1>whatever it turns out, I just go with it. So

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<v Speaker 1>you have really really blonde hears it hard to keep

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<v Speaker 1>that up? How often do you have to do it?

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<v Speaker 1>Like every four weeks? It's awesome. It's your signature to

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<v Speaker 1>love it. I love it. I can't. Like I've tried

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<v Speaker 1>to go dark. It doesn't work. You're you're too bright

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<v Speaker 1>to be dark. Not that dark isn't beautiful, because beautiful

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<v Speaker 1>dark is beautiful, but you it works some people. But

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<v Speaker 1>this works for you because not everyone can do platinum. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess. Yeah, Okay, So I want to start off

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<v Speaker 1>with a few questions and then just tell me what

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<v Speaker 1>the first thing that comes to mind. Okay, if you

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<v Speaker 1>could come back as any artist in their heyday, any

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<v Speaker 1>time period, he would have been why oh man? Um,

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<v Speaker 1>probably Dolly does every girl say this. I bet every

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<v Speaker 1>girl no, haven't. This is only the second time I've

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<v Speaker 1>asked this question. That's you and Frankie Vaaler Okay, cool,

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<v Speaker 1>So he would probably wouldn't say, Um, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>think she just had such She had the career that

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<v Speaker 1>I dream of having. Okay, tell me why, because I

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<v Speaker 1>think she got to kind of really just ride that

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<v Speaker 1>line of the doing country music and doing pop music

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<v Speaker 1>and movies at movies and actors, like, she just did everything,

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<v Speaker 1>and she was such a smart businesswoman and um, she

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<v Speaker 1>just really knew what she wanted and she went for it. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's rad. It's totally rad. I love that. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because I think you should do acting. I'm working on that. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>you are details that I can give you a few details.

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<v Speaker 1>What are they? Because you're music video exs and friends? Wow? Hot,

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<v Speaker 1>hot hot, And I mean I feel like that's some

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<v Speaker 1>acting in there. We'll get to your cameo guests. It

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<v Speaker 1>was a bachelor, get to that later, But tell me

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<v Speaker 1>about the acting. It's fun. You know. I got offered

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<v Speaker 1>a part on Broadway and I started, um, did you

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<v Speaker 1>take it? Well, it's a long sworded tail, It's it's

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<v Speaker 1>we've moved on to another another thing. But um, I

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<v Speaker 1>started taking acting lessons like about a year ago and

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<v Speaker 1>with this coaching Bridget Burger, who actually ended up directing

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<v Speaker 1>my music video. But um, yeah, I don't know. I

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<v Speaker 1>like it. I really like it. I never thought about

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<v Speaker 1>doing it, and a bunch of people have always said, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>you should probably do some acting, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, but but I like it. I enjoy it.

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<v Speaker 1>So we'll see what happens. But I've got a few

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<v Speaker 1>few things cooking, some irons in the fire. Yeah, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I can see you having a career like Dolly. Seriously. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I hope. So I'm working on it. I'm not getting

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<v Speaker 1>any younger. Yeah, but you know, I really don't think

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<v Speaker 1>that matters. I don't either. Everyone always put this pressure

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<v Speaker 1>on age, and I used to think age was everything

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<v Speaker 1>when I first moved to town. I really don't believe that.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe your destiny is your destiny, and as long

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<v Speaker 1>as you keep doing it, it will happen how it's

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<v Speaker 1>supposed to. I think, So do you I do? I

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<v Speaker 1>really do, I really do. I got um. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>we all have our moments, I think, especially as women

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<v Speaker 1>in this town where you're like, oh god, I'm thirty

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm thirty one. Oh God, put so much pressure

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<v Speaker 1>on you though, But I yeah, I think that I'm

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<v Speaker 1>only getting better, and I agree. I feel like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>kind of at my best at this point. So and

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<v Speaker 1>everything mentally, physically, the whole thing, like you are just

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<v Speaker 1>radiating like you you and another thing. I'm just some

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<v Speaker 1>of the things I want to talk about. You have

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<v Speaker 1>been speaking your mind, like how you feel from your heart,

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<v Speaker 1>and I feel like a lot of people don't do that.

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<v Speaker 1>And you said, you said that. We are at a party,

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<v Speaker 1>and you finally like, I don't what did you say exactly?

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, how did you get to this place? I

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<v Speaker 1>think it just comes from well a growing up and

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<v Speaker 1>figure out who you are and what you believe and

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<v Speaker 1>what you want and what you don't like, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a lot that goes into it. But I think

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<v Speaker 1>ultimately for me, it's like being an independent artist, like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have anybody to answer to. I don't have

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<v Speaker 1>anything to lose, you know, And I think of liberating.

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<v Speaker 1>It's very liberating and it's very um I think when

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<v Speaker 1>you start to do that and you start to see

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<v Speaker 1>the effects of that of just being like completely authentic

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<v Speaker 1>and saying exactly what you want to say and just

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<v Speaker 1>being really honest. I think that you realize, oh, this

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<v Speaker 1>really resonates with people totally, and people are really into this.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's like then it's like almost like affirmation, like Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm doing the right thing, Like I need to stay

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<v Speaker 1>on this track because this is what's real. Yeah, because

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<v Speaker 1>it almost takes it falling apart and having to get

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<v Speaker 1>to that place where you are on your own because

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<v Speaker 1>you've had record deals, you've had hit singles, you've obviously

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<v Speaker 1>you were runner up on the Voice you won Can

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<v Speaker 1>you do it with your former duet partner back? And

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<v Speaker 1>Still Magnoia is so much stuff, but like and you've

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<v Speaker 1>always had a huge team of people probably telling you

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<v Speaker 1>how you need to be presented right right. Yeah, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like that, I think up until like when Still

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<v Speaker 1>Magnoia broke up, and um we actually continued to tour

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<v Speaker 1>after we left the record label for a couple of years,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was, um yeah, I was liberating not having

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<v Speaker 1>all of that and just all of those you know

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<v Speaker 1>demands and the you know telling me how to brush

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<v Speaker 1>my teeth, like what you know, whatever it was, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like it's like, oh wow, I can actually like

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<v Speaker 1>just be me. And so I think that being me

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<v Speaker 1>it really happened when I finally completely broke off from

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<v Speaker 1>the band and started doing my own thing. It really

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<v Speaker 1>allowed me to just, I don't know, just to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to explore and figure it out and like be like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>this is who I am. Because you have a monster voice.

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<v Speaker 1>Your voice is huge. It is like it's so soulful,

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<v Speaker 1>and then this range and rasp that is out of

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<v Speaker 1>this world. Like seriously, it is so soulful. How how

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<v Speaker 1>has this journey led you to your sound? Like, what

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<v Speaker 1>would you say being you is officially now that you've

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<v Speaker 1>had all of this exploration. Um, that's a good question.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh you know what. I think that a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>it is just has come with writing writing songs and

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<v Speaker 1>so just feeling like I can write about the things

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm passionate about and the things I want to

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<v Speaker 1>write about, and then and then just in the studio

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<v Speaker 1>just be able to let go and just really sing

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<v Speaker 1>because I feel like when you're in a duet, you're

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<v Speaker 1>always a duo. You're always you know, trying to accommodate

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<v Speaker 1>the other person and you're trying not to. I'm the

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<v Speaker 1>type of person that I'm always very careful, like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to overstep somebody, or I always want people

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<v Speaker 1>to feel like they're important, and like I just kind

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<v Speaker 1>of I'm like that in every situation in life, and

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<v Speaker 1>so when it comes to singing with another person, I'm like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to be too much. I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to be to this or to that. And it's like

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<v Speaker 1>when you finally just don't care and you're like, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just gonna be me. I'm just gonna let it out.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah yeah, right then you know, then it's like, wow, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>this is how I'm supposed to be singing. This is

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<v Speaker 1>like this is my voice. Yeah, and so I got

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<v Speaker 1>It's just been I don't know, it's been a journey

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<v Speaker 1>like figuring that out. But I feel like I'm finally, like,

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<v Speaker 1>especially with this new single and the new record that's

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<v Speaker 1>coming out, it's like, Okay, figure this is me, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like a film. So um, good about it. So I

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<v Speaker 1>love that. Thanks. So you're from New Orleans? Did that

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<v Speaker 1>play into your who you are as an artist? For sure? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I think, Um, For me, it was like I grew

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<v Speaker 1>up in bands, singing in bands, running bands from the

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<v Speaker 1>time I was like fourteen, and so, um, I was

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<v Speaker 1>always playing with guys that were like in their fifties

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<v Speaker 1>who have been playing in New Orleans for years. And

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<v Speaker 1>so I feel like I learned a lot through that.

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<v Speaker 1>And um, I played, you know, I played everything from

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<v Speaker 1>church to the bars at that age, and so that's

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<v Speaker 1>an education when you're fourteen, it is New Orleans to

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<v Speaker 1>learn a lot. I mean a lot, I'm sure, And

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<v Speaker 1>there's a lot, you know. It's it's interesting growing up

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<v Speaker 1>in a place that's so multicultural and there's just so

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<v Speaker 1>much um there's so much music, and it's just so

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<v Speaker 1>different from anything else in the world. And so I

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<v Speaker 1>think I learned a lot about singing from you know,

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<v Speaker 1>just soulful singing. Really And you said, like your inspirations

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<v Speaker 1>are Ritha Whitney the soul, Yeah, I think with some

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<v Speaker 1>dolly Yeah. I think it's a matter of like I

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<v Speaker 1>was always attracted to big voices obviously, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>voice or did you develop it? Um? I think I

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<v Speaker 1>think I was born with a lot of it. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's obviously developed over time. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I used to screech up in my room. She's trying

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<v Speaker 1>to hit notes. Yeah. My mom was like, um, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>that's good. So you would literally like practice hitting those

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<v Speaker 1>insane notes oh every day. Yeah. I'd come home and

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<v Speaker 1>from school and it's like the first thing I would

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<v Speaker 1>do really go up in my room and just sing

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<v Speaker 1>for like two hours or something. It was just all

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to do. Ever, But I, um my mom

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<v Speaker 1>bought me a karaoke machine and I was like ten,

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<v Speaker 1>And I think that that like really set it off.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, okay, cool, because I didn't. I didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't play an instrument. And I think a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of that probably has to do with growing up, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I just never had a good lesson and I was

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<v Speaker 1>just I was just frustrated with it. And I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I just don't think this is for me. I just

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to sing. Your instrument was your voice? Right? Yeah? Totally? Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>So you grew up in New Orleans. What was your upbringing? Like, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>was music a big part of your family? Are you

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<v Speaker 1>the only one that sings? Um? You know, my mom

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<v Speaker 1>sang when she was a kid, and like her and

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<v Speaker 1>her sister kind of had a duo and they did

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<v Speaker 1>more like gospel type music. She grew up in Kentucky.

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<v Speaker 1>My grandmother sang. My grandma was like kind of a

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<v Speaker 1>soul gospel singer. Um. So it kind of runs in

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<v Speaker 1>the family and pursued it. Nobody really pursued it. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>It's kind of a thing where my mom was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you want to sing, cool, let's do it, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and my parents were really supportive, and so that was nice.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have I do? I have a brother and

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<v Speaker 1>two sisters. Nice? Where are they? My brothers in New

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<v Speaker 1>Orleans and my two sisters are in Lafitte, just like

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<v Speaker 1>the Bayou. Nice. Everybody's down in the byre cajun all

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<v Speaker 1>over your blood. Yeah, you know what, It's funny because

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<v Speaker 1>it's uh, my parents both moved there from other places,

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<v Speaker 1>so I feel like it's just by association kind of

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<v Speaker 1>picked up some of that stuff. And do they sing?

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<v Speaker 1>Are they You're the only one? Um? No, they don't sing? Okay, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm kind of like the lone wolf here, I guess.

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<v Speaker 1>So you were playing shows doing all this. You even

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<v Speaker 1>opened for Lake Shelton, which I think is funny when

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<v Speaker 1>you're like four to yeah, when I was a kid.

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<v Speaker 1>That is really funny, your whole voice experience, which I

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<v Speaker 1>want to get to after we talk about can you

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<v Speaker 1>do it? It's crazy to me though, because Blake recognized

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<v Speaker 1>you when you auditioned for the voice, Like he turned around.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, oh my god, I know you. Isn't that funny? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so that's a real um yeah, and like I knew,

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<v Speaker 1>I knew he would recognize me when he turned around.

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<v Speaker 1>I was so nervous. I mean, I was like, I

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<v Speaker 1>think when you do something like that, it's nerve racking

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<v Speaker 1>under what Yeah, well the pressure of like what if

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<v Speaker 1>a chair doesn't turn around? That was terrifying. But all

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<v Speaker 1>of them turned around, but Blake, which he ended up

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<v Speaker 1>stealing you later, Yeah, which is the best. It's so funny. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>I just was terrified. So I don't know, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>really remember how I was feeling other than scared to death.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think it's worse when you've had a career

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<v Speaker 1>because you're like, yeah, it is, and it's and it's

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<v Speaker 1>also like you you feel like, oh god, people know

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<v Speaker 1>who I am and you've already had success, so it's like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know how you know how this play is out too,

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm like, I honestly felt in that moment, like,

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<v Speaker 1>if I don't get a chair, my career is over.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't even though it's probably you know, you can't

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<v Speaker 1>think like that, and I know it's not true. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just that's all I could think in that moment. I'm like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>they're not turning around because it took them forever to

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<v Speaker 1>turn around. They didn't turn around to very the worst

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<v Speaker 1>nerve racking. I think they do this on purpose. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know that drama. It's just well, I mean, obviously

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<v Speaker 1>they're gonna turn around your voice. You can't not turn

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<v Speaker 1>around for your voice. Well, but I feel like there's

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<v Speaker 1>so many good singers on there that don't get a chair.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm like, what if I'm not what they're looking

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<v Speaker 1>for today? You know, I don't know. You just never know.

0:13:30.960 --> 0:13:35.000
<v Speaker 1>It's all subjective. So I was scared, but I was

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<v Speaker 1>glad they turned around. And it's kind of cool because

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<v Speaker 1>you started off your career with can you do it?

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<v Speaker 1>But you're in a duet do it? So you had

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<v Speaker 1>like the support of someone else, right? Was that? Did

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<v Speaker 1>that make that competition easier to go through? Because you

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<v Speaker 1>had someone to lean on, Josh, who you met singing

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<v Speaker 1>karaoke in Nashville, which is awesome, so funny. Um, those

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<v Speaker 1>stories really do happen like it were funny. Yeah, because

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<v Speaker 1>it's like I grew well, it's like my mother bought

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<v Speaker 1>me a karaoke machine, which is kind of what started

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<v Speaker 1>this whole thing. And then it's like and then I

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<v Speaker 1>was in bands, and I moved to Nashville and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>like back to singing karaoke again as a job. You

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<v Speaker 1>know what money you finding your duo partner, right, which

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<v Speaker 1>leads to a record. It's just you know, like you

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<v Speaker 1>can't you can't go through life like being like, oh

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<v Speaker 1>this is how I'm going to do it, because it's

0:14:19.240 --> 0:14:24.920
<v Speaker 1>always so messed up. Yeah it's crazy. So um but yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so we did. We ended up. Um we got together

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<v Speaker 1>and um we decided to audition for the show called

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<v Speaker 1>Canny Duet which is on CMT, and um, we were like,

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<v Speaker 1>the thing was, we had just gotten back from London

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<v Speaker 1>record Like, we went to London and recorded and we

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<v Speaker 1>were like an indie rock band is what we considered ourselves.

0:14:42.320 --> 0:14:45.280
<v Speaker 1>So we were like we're indie rock duo, right, and

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<v Speaker 1>then we get this London. How London we had a manager.

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<v Speaker 1>This is we have a crazy story, but I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>We met this guy who was a manager. It was

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<v Speaker 1>from London, and um, he was like, I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>send you over there to do some recording. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>This guy was me a favor and we went. We

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<v Speaker 1>actually went to London with five dollars to our name,

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<v Speaker 1>which is insane when you go international travel, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>want to go with more than five dollars cash in

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<v Speaker 1>your pocket. Um, But we were like, you know, twenty

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<v Speaker 1>and didn't care. So we went over there and we

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<v Speaker 1>recorded with this guy, Fraser T. Smith, who actually has

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<v Speaker 1>won like Grammys for like the adult record and stuff

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<v Speaker 1>since then, which is hilarious. Um. So we recorded a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of sides with him and and just that was

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<v Speaker 1>kind of what we thought are thing was. Yeah, And

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<v Speaker 1>when we got back, it just didn't. It wasn't a

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<v Speaker 1>good situation with the manager, and so we parted ways.

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<v Speaker 1>And I mean literally, Josh was back to Valley parking cars.

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<v Speaker 1>I was back to the karaoke bar and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I just remember being so depressed and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, you know what I'm doing. I've been

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<v Speaker 1>here for five years. I got you know, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>what am I doing with my life? And then, um,

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<v Speaker 1>we got this call about the show and they're like

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<v Speaker 1>doing an audition, and we're like, well, it's country, but

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<v Speaker 1>we could probably put some fiddle on our songs, you

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<v Speaker 1>know whatever. Like we're like at this point, we're just

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<v Speaker 1>you know, heating our apartment with our oven, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So we're like a desperate and we're like, okay, we'll

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<v Speaker 1>do it, you know. And we got on and we

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<v Speaker 1>ended up winning the whole thing, winning the whole thing, right,

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<v Speaker 1>the whole thing. How on earth did that feel? It

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<v Speaker 1>was crazy? You know, that's a big deal, going from

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<v Speaker 1>seeing karaoke, just having a dream and knowing what you're

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<v Speaker 1>capable of actually materializing it on a TV show, landing

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<v Speaker 1>a major label, big machine, huge record label. How does

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<v Speaker 1>that feel when your dreams are starting to come true?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god. It was surreal at the time, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And I I'm always like, you know, I'm a firm

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<v Speaker 1>believer in affirmations and writing things down and really visualizing things.

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<v Speaker 1>And I mean, I remember that year I crossed off

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<v Speaker 1>everything on my list. So you had been making listens.

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<v Speaker 1>Then oh yeah, absolutely, yeah that was and that was

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<v Speaker 1>and that's the only thing that got me through, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>heating my apartment with my oven. So you really were,

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely yeah we were when no, it's not. We were

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<v Speaker 1>broke as a joke. Man. We couldn't get our we

0:17:03.320 --> 0:17:06.080
<v Speaker 1>couldn't get our gas turned on, and so we were like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess we'll just open the oven heat it up

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<v Speaker 1>for a while, you know, I mean ridiculous like us

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<v Speaker 1>and our two dogs and and this little tiny apartment. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was, you know, you do what you gotta do.

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<v Speaker 1>What are you glad for those memories? Though? Absolutely? Now

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<v Speaker 1>I think that it's trying to Tyler about this the

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<v Speaker 1>other day because I'm like, here's your boyfriend and producer. Right, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we're making great music. Thank you love it. But we

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<v Speaker 1>were talking about that, you know. I think that it's

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<v Speaker 1>almost I feel like when you come from nothing and

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<v Speaker 1>you have to make something, it's like you have more

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<v Speaker 1>drive and more purpose. So it actually probably made made

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<v Speaker 1>me a better artist, for sure, I believe. So you win,

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<v Speaker 1>can you do it? Yes? So we win and you

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<v Speaker 1>get a record? And how is Naomi Jedd? Because she

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<v Speaker 1>was one of the god. Well, she's become like a

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<v Speaker 1>like a fairy. I call her my fairy godmother because

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<v Speaker 1>we still were still very much in touch and I

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<v Speaker 1>just adore that woman. So she's been really a guiding

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<v Speaker 1>light in my life. Honestly, Yeah, what has she how?

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<v Speaker 1>So I feel like, well even with the voice, Like

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<v Speaker 1>when I went over to her place right before I

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<v Speaker 1>got the call to go on the voice and right

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<v Speaker 1>after I guess I got the call to go on

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<v Speaker 1>the voice, and she was like, well, you need to

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<v Speaker 1>go see this guy Ron Browning, his vocal coach. She's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I think he's really gonna help you. And she's like,

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<v Speaker 1>and I want to get you into therapy. And she's

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<v Speaker 1>just like thinking of all these things that she thought

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<v Speaker 1>I needed and she want to get you ready. She

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to get me ready like mentally and vocally and everything.

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<v Speaker 1>And so she was like and you know, and she

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<v Speaker 1>knows my in my situation with you know, being a

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<v Speaker 1>starving artist, and so she's like, let me pay for

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<v Speaker 1>your lessons, let me pay for therapy. So she's just

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<v Speaker 1>like and taking me shopping. I mean, she's just been

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<v Speaker 1>an amazing mentor. Yeah, because she didn't have to do that, Like, No,

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<v Speaker 1>she's just like an incredible human. She really is. She

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<v Speaker 1>really cares and I think she really wants to um

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<v Speaker 1>wants to help, and she likes to pour into young people.

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<v Speaker 1>So she's a she's a good human. That's amazing. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So what another gift to have gotten from? Can you

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<v Speaker 1>do it? Right? I know? Well even during the show,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, she would like I would get these like

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<v Speaker 1>a surprise gifts backstage and they'd be like, it's from

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<v Speaker 1>someone anonymous, and the producers are like super annoyed because

0:19:12.600 --> 0:19:15.480
<v Speaker 1>she's not supposed to be bringing gifts to contestants when

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<v Speaker 1>you're competing. So she had her favorite, I mean I

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<v Speaker 1>think so, but she did it with a few different people.

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<v Speaker 1>But I was like, oh my gosh. I would just

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<v Speaker 1>get like, you know, like random like a dress in

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<v Speaker 1>my dressing room and I'm like, who's this from? And

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<v Speaker 1>it would be like, you know, like I think I know,

0:19:30.359 --> 0:19:34.520
<v Speaker 1>but I love that just the sweetheart. So you win

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<v Speaker 1>that show, you go straight into having a major label

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<v Speaker 1>record deal, and then you release a song and it

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<v Speaker 1>goes to what like top five, top four, yet number three,

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<v Speaker 1>number three on the chart your first debut single, and

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<v Speaker 1>is the highest starting debut single from a male female

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<v Speaker 1>duet and like, is it of all times? I think yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think at the time, I don't know if anybody's

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<v Speaker 1>done it since, but yeah, aren't even any male female

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<v Speaker 1>duets right now, I don't think so was se it? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but not really. Yeah, it's crazy. So you'll have have

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<v Speaker 1>at one point probably still the highest charting debut single

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<v Speaker 1>from male single single male female duo of all times.

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<v Speaker 1>Yea that what? So you go from singing karaoke to

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<v Speaker 1>London to think your life is over to winning a

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<v Speaker 1>show and now having like one of the highest breaking

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<v Speaker 1>history and country music. Yeah, in a year, um yeah

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<v Speaker 1>or less than a year. It was like, yeah, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like nine months. So I mean that made you

0:20:30.720 --> 0:20:34.000
<v Speaker 1>feel good. Yeah, we felt you know what it was?

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<v Speaker 1>It was. So It's so funny because I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>we felt like such underdogs coming in and just like

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<v Speaker 1>we worked because we had worked so hard. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>we've been in town for so long. We're like, it's

0:20:47.200 --> 0:20:49.520
<v Speaker 1>whatever gonna happen, and then you know, and then to

0:20:49.560 --> 0:20:52.960
<v Speaker 1>finally see some something's happening. Yeah, I felt like we

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<v Speaker 1>just I don't know, we were kind of beside ourselves.

0:20:55.600 --> 0:20:58.639
<v Speaker 1>Really we were working so hard at that time. I

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<v Speaker 1>think we couldn't really appreciate it because when that happens,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like a rocket. Oh yeah. I mean, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just so much work and radio tour is so grueling,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, it's like we'd be out on the

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<v Speaker 1>road for forty some days at a time and then

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<v Speaker 1>we'd come home for a day and we'd sleep and

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<v Speaker 1>we'd go back out, and so we were just like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, it just didn't feel it almost didn't

0:21:19.560 --> 0:21:22.160
<v Speaker 1>feel real because it was like we were so sleep deprived.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like, oh, we are a dream. You know,

0:21:23.920 --> 0:21:26.639
<v Speaker 1>We're constantly walking in a dream, you know. So, but

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't it was. It was crazy, and you'll had

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of more radio singles and another top ten,

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<v Speaker 1>right or top fifteen, yeah something, and then like the

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<v Speaker 1>top twenty. So yeah, it was that's where you dressed

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<v Speaker 1>as Sandy Sandy from Greece, oh yeah, yeah. And last

0:21:41.440 --> 0:21:43.840
<v Speaker 1>night again. I love that video. I love that song.

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<v Speaker 1>We wrote that song, um like years and years before

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<v Speaker 1>when we were trying to do the the the thing

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<v Speaker 1>with the with the Andy rock things. A lot of

0:21:55.359 --> 0:21:57.600
<v Speaker 1>those songs were songs that we had. So it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I think we wrote all but three songs on our record.

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<v Speaker 1>That's amazing. Yeah, that was kind of cool that they

0:22:02.400 --> 0:22:05.000
<v Speaker 1>let us do that. I love that. Okay, So you

0:22:05.040 --> 0:22:08.640
<v Speaker 1>have some success, you're breaking records and country music, and then,

0:22:08.880 --> 0:22:11.600
<v Speaker 1>like every great story, there's always the highs and then

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<v Speaker 1>why is it right when the high happens? I feel

0:22:13.720 --> 0:22:15.960
<v Speaker 1>like there's always a wave and it hits a little

0:22:15.960 --> 0:22:18.040
<v Speaker 1>bit of a rough patch, it always comes back up.

0:22:18.119 --> 0:22:20.119
<v Speaker 1>But so you were on this high and then all

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<v Speaker 1>of a sudden, you guys kind of break up and

0:22:23.400 --> 0:22:25.720
<v Speaker 1>things sort of start falling apart, Like what happened there?

0:22:25.720 --> 0:22:29.239
<v Speaker 1>And how did you deal with that? The transition? It

0:22:29.320 --> 0:22:31.680
<v Speaker 1>was really hard, you know because Josh and I were

0:22:31.680 --> 0:22:34.879
<v Speaker 1>a couple obviously through all this. You're a couple musically

0:22:34.960 --> 0:22:38.560
<v Speaker 1>and personally. Yeah, yeah, we were. We were together, so,

0:22:39.160 --> 0:22:41.560
<v Speaker 1>um it was hard because we've been together for like

0:22:41.600 --> 0:22:44.400
<v Speaker 1>almost six years and then we were, you know, doing

0:22:44.400 --> 0:22:47.600
<v Speaker 1>this thing together and he had obviously his problems and

0:22:47.640 --> 0:22:50.320
<v Speaker 1>his demons, and I was just trying to hold the

0:22:50.320 --> 0:22:54.000
<v Speaker 1>ship together. So it was a lot, you know. Um,

0:22:54.040 --> 0:22:55.840
<v Speaker 1>it ended up we were supposed to go on the

0:22:55.840 --> 0:23:00.879
<v Speaker 1>rebotour and Yeah. We were going out with Reba at

0:23:00.880 --> 0:23:03.919
<v Speaker 1>the end of into two thousand eleven and Um Josh

0:23:04.320 --> 0:23:07.159
<v Speaker 1>ended up going to rehab like a week before we

0:23:07.160 --> 0:23:10.199
<v Speaker 1>were supposed to head out, and so UM, you know,

0:23:10.280 --> 0:23:12.359
<v Speaker 1>the label like came to me and they're like, do

0:23:12.359 --> 0:23:13.879
<v Speaker 1>you still want to do the tour. They're like, you're

0:23:13.920 --> 0:23:16.000
<v Speaker 1>still contracted, you know, we need you to go out,

0:23:16.040 --> 0:23:17.760
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, okay, well, I guess I'm doing this

0:23:17.800 --> 0:23:19.880
<v Speaker 1>by myself. I went out solo on the Reba tour.

0:23:20.040 --> 0:23:23.040
<v Speaker 1>I did. I called my friend James Otto to come

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<v Speaker 1>sing a couple of songs with me in the set

0:23:25.080 --> 0:23:27.560
<v Speaker 1>because I felt we felt you know, we all talked

0:23:27.560 --> 0:23:29.280
<v Speaker 1>about it with management in the label and we were like,

0:23:29.320 --> 0:23:31.840
<v Speaker 1>we should do something else just for the fans of

0:23:31.880 --> 0:23:33.320
<v Speaker 1>that is like you have to think fast on what

0:23:33.320 --> 0:23:35.400
<v Speaker 1>you're gonna do. It was like a couple of days

0:23:35.440 --> 0:23:38.200
<v Speaker 1>I put it together. Basically, UM went in and rehearsed

0:23:38.240 --> 0:23:41.200
<v Speaker 1>with the band the song solo, which I hadn't sang

0:23:41.359 --> 0:23:45.080
<v Speaker 1>by myself in a long time, especially duet songs. You know,

0:23:45.160 --> 0:23:47.440
<v Speaker 1>it's like it's kind of crazy and so and then

0:23:47.560 --> 0:23:50.359
<v Speaker 1>James came in and he sang UM keep On Loving

0:23:50.359 --> 0:23:52.199
<v Speaker 1>you with Me, which was our hit, and um, he

0:23:52.280 --> 0:23:53.920
<v Speaker 1>did a couple of his own songs that I sang

0:23:53.920 --> 0:23:56.879
<v Speaker 1>on with him on and then um, yeah, so we

0:23:57.000 --> 0:24:01.919
<v Speaker 1>just I went from you know, completely devastated and heartbroken

0:24:02.000 --> 0:24:03.639
<v Speaker 1>to you having to go straight back out on the

0:24:03.720 --> 0:24:06.440
<v Speaker 1>road because she didn't have much time to think about it.

0:24:06.000 --> 0:24:08.600
<v Speaker 1>It was nice I didn't, and I think it's better that.

0:24:08.680 --> 0:24:10.720
<v Speaker 1>I think it is better that way. It is. It is.

0:24:10.920 --> 0:24:13.720
<v Speaker 1>It's so hard, man. Sometimes you just don't know. I

0:24:13.720 --> 0:24:15.520
<v Speaker 1>think you don't know how strong you are until you

0:24:15.520 --> 0:24:17.560
<v Speaker 1>have to go through something like that and then you're like, Okay,

0:24:17.560 --> 0:24:21.160
<v Speaker 1>I can do anything. Did that kind of feel fearless? Yeah?

0:24:21.320 --> 0:24:24.320
<v Speaker 1>I think so. I think of your own strength personally,

0:24:24.400 --> 0:24:27.119
<v Speaker 1>like now you couldn't have Josh to rely on like

0:24:27.480 --> 0:24:30.240
<v Speaker 1>all you Yeah, it was, to be honest with you,

0:24:30.280 --> 0:24:33.320
<v Speaker 1>at that time, it was almost a little bit. Um,

0:24:33.640 --> 0:24:35.960
<v Speaker 1>I was a lot of a relief because I knew

0:24:35.960 --> 0:24:38.560
<v Speaker 1>exactly where he was. Yeah, like, okay, I know exactly

0:24:38.560 --> 0:24:40.520
<v Speaker 1>where you are, I know exactly what you're doing. I

0:24:40.520 --> 0:24:42.639
<v Speaker 1>don't have to worry about you, and I can just

0:24:42.680 --> 0:24:44.840
<v Speaker 1>do my thing and be me. And so that was

0:24:44.880 --> 0:24:48.040
<v Speaker 1>like my first taste of that and did you were

0:24:48.040 --> 0:24:50.520
<v Speaker 1>fine with it? Like, did you like it? I was?

0:24:50.680 --> 0:24:53.240
<v Speaker 1>I was fine with it. I was also you know, going, yeah,

0:24:53.280 --> 0:24:55.120
<v Speaker 1>I was. I was. I was crying myself to sleep

0:24:55.119 --> 0:24:57.320
<v Speaker 1>every night after the show. It's very much that, you know,

0:24:57.400 --> 0:25:01.880
<v Speaker 1>I felt like a real still Magnoia enough lived right

0:25:01.920 --> 0:25:04.440
<v Speaker 1>into it. I'm like, okay, you know, I do believe

0:25:04.480 --> 0:25:06.919
<v Speaker 1>people live into their names. I do too. I did too.

0:25:07.000 --> 0:25:10.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, why did I do this to myself? I

0:25:10.640 --> 0:25:13.240
<v Speaker 1>don't even think about that. Yeah, I mean because it's

0:25:13.280 --> 0:25:15.399
<v Speaker 1>like you're just you're just trying to hold it all

0:25:15.440 --> 0:25:18.120
<v Speaker 1>together in front of everybody. But at the same time,

0:25:18.119 --> 0:25:20.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, I had been doing that for years with

0:25:20.119 --> 0:25:22.920
<v Speaker 1>with the duo, so I felt, you know, it wasn't

0:25:22.960 --> 0:25:27.240
<v Speaker 1>anything new for me. Really. It finally just broke down. Yeah,

0:25:27.440 --> 0:25:30.239
<v Speaker 1>it kind of imploded. Really. So after that was that

0:25:30.280 --> 0:25:34.760
<v Speaker 1>when you're like, Okay, I am gonna go solo. I was.

0:25:35.320 --> 0:25:38.199
<v Speaker 1>And there was a six month period where we just

0:25:38.280 --> 0:25:42.400
<v Speaker 1>kind of didn't do anything, and um, you know, after

0:25:42.440 --> 0:25:43.959
<v Speaker 1>about six months, we were like and we got out

0:25:44.000 --> 0:25:46.120
<v Speaker 1>of our record deal, which was you know, a whole

0:25:46.200 --> 0:25:49.080
<v Speaker 1>process and which it's like those are that's always crazy

0:25:49.200 --> 0:25:51.480
<v Speaker 1>because you know you've wanted this record though forever, and

0:25:51.520 --> 0:25:54.240
<v Speaker 1>then they can get messy when stuff starts changing and

0:25:54.280 --> 0:25:57.439
<v Speaker 1>people are in it does. And we came off a

0:25:57.440 --> 0:26:00.520
<v Speaker 1>TV show, which is a really hard deal to get

0:26:00.520 --> 0:26:03.800
<v Speaker 1>out of. Um, so it was a lot, you know,

0:26:03.840 --> 0:26:05.680
<v Speaker 1>trying to get through that. And finally we got on

0:26:05.720 --> 0:26:07.640
<v Speaker 1>the other side of that. We were you know, after

0:26:07.680 --> 0:26:09.879
<v Speaker 1>paying attorneys and everything, We're like, we really need to

0:26:09.920 --> 0:26:12.480
<v Speaker 1>go back on the road together and makes some money.

0:26:13.000 --> 0:26:15.920
<v Speaker 1>So we started touring again and we toured for about

0:26:15.960 --> 0:26:20.480
<v Speaker 1>a year and a half together after we left the labels. So, um, yeah,

0:26:20.520 --> 0:26:24.359
<v Speaker 1>which was really hard because we weren't together personally and

0:26:24.400 --> 0:26:28.960
<v Speaker 1>we started dating other people. Oh gosh, maybe this is torture.

0:26:29.119 --> 0:26:30.560
<v Speaker 1>I know. I don't know why I did this to myself.

0:26:30.600 --> 0:26:33.439
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, were you dying? Yeah, a little, I

0:26:33.440 --> 0:26:35.399
<v Speaker 1>mean a little, And no, because I think at that

0:26:35.440 --> 0:26:37.240
<v Speaker 1>point it was like it played out for so long

0:26:37.280 --> 0:26:39.760
<v Speaker 1>that we were both so over it. Maybe it was

0:26:39.800 --> 0:26:41.800
<v Speaker 1>kind of nice to have the comfort of the friendship

0:26:41.840 --> 0:26:44.000
<v Speaker 1>to kind of wean yourself off of it. Yeah, I

0:26:44.040 --> 0:26:47.159
<v Speaker 1>think so, I think so. And and it, um, you know,

0:26:47.240 --> 0:26:49.800
<v Speaker 1>we were we were cool, you know, we were cool

0:26:49.840 --> 0:26:52.119
<v Speaker 1>with each other. You know, I started dating Tyler, he

0:26:52.160 --> 0:26:54.359
<v Speaker 1>started dating this other girl, and so they would come

0:26:54.359 --> 0:26:56.760
<v Speaker 1>out of the road sometimes. I mean we were total weirdos.

0:26:56.800 --> 0:26:59.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, are we like living a country music song

0:26:59.240 --> 0:27:01.960
<v Speaker 1>or what weird? Like you said you love the stories

0:27:02.000 --> 0:27:04.760
<v Speaker 1>of country music. I do you have lived into everything

0:27:04.800 --> 0:27:07.480
<v Speaker 1>you've loved about country music? You've actually lived it though, Yeah,

0:27:07.520 --> 0:27:12.639
<v Speaker 1>I've lived it the pain of it. Yeah, man, you

0:27:12.680 --> 0:27:15.760
<v Speaker 1>are Dolly. I'm crazy. No, you're Dolly. Yeah, I'm trying

0:27:15.800 --> 0:27:18.000
<v Speaker 1>to be well, you're you're living the life. Wait, hold

0:27:18.000 --> 0:27:23.600
<v Speaker 1>on one second, funny, Yeah, so you are actually living

0:27:23.640 --> 0:27:27.439
<v Speaker 1>your life like Dolly. Yeah, right, that you said you

0:27:27.440 --> 0:27:29.040
<v Speaker 1>wanted it, and look at your life. I mean, you've

0:27:29.040 --> 0:27:32.680
<v Speaker 1>not been on TV, you've had hit songs, You've gone

0:27:32.760 --> 0:27:36.240
<v Speaker 1>from a duo which she had like a trio one point,

0:27:36.400 --> 0:27:39.160
<v Speaker 1>and like you've changed your career, but you've always stayed

0:27:39.200 --> 0:27:42.320
<v Speaker 1>in it. And then so after this, okay, so you

0:27:42.440 --> 0:27:46.080
<v Speaker 1>kind of you're dating other people, living on the same bus,

0:27:46.880 --> 0:27:50.159
<v Speaker 1>doing the career, coming out of the record, major transition.

0:27:50.400 --> 0:27:54.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean, can you even process what's happening? No? I

0:27:55.000 --> 0:27:57.359
<v Speaker 1>think you just kind of you take it day by

0:27:57.400 --> 0:27:59.000
<v Speaker 1>day and you just have to live in the moment,

0:27:59.200 --> 0:28:00.879
<v Speaker 1>you know, and just do what you have to do.

0:28:01.200 --> 0:28:02.800
<v Speaker 1>Did you learn how to live in the moment really

0:28:02.840 --> 0:28:06.440
<v Speaker 1>in that time period? I think so I did, and

0:28:06.520 --> 0:28:09.200
<v Speaker 1>I didn't. I feel like, um, I learned more about

0:28:09.240 --> 0:28:12.760
<v Speaker 1>that through the voice process. Actually that's kind of when

0:28:12.760 --> 0:28:16.200
<v Speaker 1>I really started to catch onto that whole thing. But um,

0:28:16.240 --> 0:28:17.879
<v Speaker 1>maybe I knew more than I thought I knew. I

0:28:17.880 --> 0:28:20.000
<v Speaker 1>don't know, you know, you just kind of just kind

0:28:20.000 --> 0:28:21.399
<v Speaker 1>of go with it. I was kind of going with

0:28:21.440 --> 0:28:23.760
<v Speaker 1>the flow at that time. I feel like you have

0:28:23.840 --> 0:28:29.520
<v Speaker 1>a way about you to always be chill with stuff,

0:28:29.760 --> 0:28:32.880
<v Speaker 1>Like you have a way like I lose my mind

0:28:32.920 --> 0:28:35.000
<v Speaker 1>and like I sometimes like freak out, and like I

0:28:35.080 --> 0:28:38.320
<v Speaker 1>might even like react to intensely. I feel like you

0:28:38.360 --> 0:28:40.000
<v Speaker 1>can even if you're freaking out in your head, Like

0:28:40.200 --> 0:28:42.080
<v Speaker 1>you have a cool vibe about you all the time,

0:28:42.160 --> 0:28:45.040
<v Speaker 1>Like you keep your cool. I try. How do you

0:28:45.080 --> 0:28:47.960
<v Speaker 1>do that? I don't know. I do think that it's

0:28:49.120 --> 0:28:52.680
<v Speaker 1>it's It's served me for sure. Yeah, because going through

0:28:52.680 --> 0:28:54.760
<v Speaker 1>everything I've been through, I think it would have been

0:28:54.800 --> 0:28:57.800
<v Speaker 1>really hard if I wasn't that way. Um, But I

0:28:58.200 --> 0:29:00.960
<v Speaker 1>don't know, you know, and I did. I've definitely had

0:29:01.000 --> 0:29:03.800
<v Speaker 1>to take a lot on because of that, because it's like, oh,

0:29:03.840 --> 0:29:06.360
<v Speaker 1>she's the one that keeps it together, you can handle it.

0:29:06.680 --> 0:29:08.400
<v Speaker 1>She's the one that can handle it. She has to

0:29:08.440 --> 0:29:10.400
<v Speaker 1>be the one, you know, And so that's hard. It's

0:29:10.400 --> 0:29:13.200
<v Speaker 1>a lot of weight to carry. But at the same time,

0:29:13.240 --> 0:29:15.680
<v Speaker 1>I feel like, you know, if that's my gift and

0:29:15.720 --> 0:29:18.120
<v Speaker 1>that's what I'm supposed to be doing, then you know,

0:29:18.200 --> 0:29:21.720
<v Speaker 1>you just accept it. I don't know. So what happened

0:29:21.720 --> 0:29:24.320
<v Speaker 1>after you toured for a couple of years with Stillmagnoia

0:29:24.720 --> 0:29:27.600
<v Speaker 1>and now you just hit a point where you're like, Okay,

0:29:27.640 --> 0:29:31.000
<v Speaker 1>we've we've run this course. Yeah, I think two thirteen,

0:29:31.040 --> 0:29:33.000
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know what, I'm ready. I'm just like,

0:29:33.080 --> 0:29:35.400
<v Speaker 1>I want to make my own record. I wanna just

0:29:35.680 --> 0:29:37.640
<v Speaker 1>see if I can because it's really it was a

0:29:37.720 --> 0:29:40.040
<v Speaker 1>real risk for me, you know, because I knew. I

0:29:40.120 --> 0:29:43.640
<v Speaker 1>knew there was security in the stealma Agnoia brand and

0:29:43.640 --> 0:29:45.360
<v Speaker 1>what we had built, and I knew that I could

0:29:45.400 --> 0:29:48.400
<v Speaker 1>tour on that name, and you didn't starting over really

0:29:48.560 --> 0:29:50.960
<v Speaker 1>starting over. Yeah, it's it's really starting over. And I

0:29:51.000 --> 0:29:52.560
<v Speaker 1>was terrified and I was like, God, what if I

0:29:52.600 --> 0:29:55.560
<v Speaker 1>can't pay my rent? What if? You know? Um, it

0:29:55.640 --> 0:29:58.120
<v Speaker 1>was a big leap of faith for sure. But I know,

0:29:58.520 --> 0:30:00.320
<v Speaker 1>you know, I've also always been in blue. We're in

0:30:00.400 --> 0:30:03.680
<v Speaker 1>like things. Great things don't happen unless you take risk.

0:30:04.240 --> 0:30:07.280
<v Speaker 1>And so I was like, screw it, you know, I'm

0:30:07.320 --> 0:30:09.160
<v Speaker 1>just gonna go out in there and try to do

0:30:09.240 --> 0:30:11.800
<v Speaker 1>this thing on my own. And so UM Tyler and

0:30:11.800 --> 0:30:14.680
<v Speaker 1>I went in the studio and we um recorded the

0:30:14.680 --> 0:30:19.320
<v Speaker 1>CP and UM I started booking dates by myself, which

0:30:19.400 --> 0:30:22.440
<v Speaker 1>was kind of terrifying. And you were so in date

0:30:22.520 --> 0:30:24.800
<v Speaker 1>showed up and date showed up. Yeah. I think that

0:30:25.080 --> 0:30:29.520
<v Speaker 1>when you are fearless and you let things go and

0:30:29.600 --> 0:30:32.200
<v Speaker 1>you just kind of um, you have to let God work,

0:30:32.400 --> 0:30:35.600
<v Speaker 1>and so you do. You do have to be willing.

0:30:36.240 --> 0:30:38.680
<v Speaker 1>I have gotten to this point in my life too

0:30:38.880 --> 0:30:40.560
<v Speaker 1>where I almost feel like I want to scream it

0:30:40.600 --> 0:30:43.280
<v Speaker 1>from the rooftops. You have like it's not called a

0:30:43.320 --> 0:30:45.880
<v Speaker 1>leap of faith for nothing, Like you literally have to

0:30:45.920 --> 0:30:49.400
<v Speaker 1>dive into the black unknown, yeah, and pray to God

0:30:49.480 --> 0:30:52.239
<v Speaker 1>that you land on something right. No, it's and it's

0:30:52.320 --> 0:30:54.640
<v Speaker 1>terrifying because the reality is at the end of the day,

0:30:54.680 --> 0:30:57.320
<v Speaker 1>like we don't have control of any We really don't.

0:30:57.600 --> 0:30:59.520
<v Speaker 1>You can stay in your safe little world, but you

0:30:59.560 --> 0:31:02.120
<v Speaker 1>will never reap what was really meant for you. Yeah,

0:31:02.400 --> 0:31:04.840
<v Speaker 1>I agree. I then that's that's where I was. I

0:31:04.880 --> 0:31:07.760
<v Speaker 1>was like, you know what, I'm either gonna like I'm

0:31:07.800 --> 0:31:12.280
<v Speaker 1>not happy. Yeah, so what is the point? Totally? You

0:31:12.320 --> 0:31:14.719
<v Speaker 1>can pay your bills and not be happy, or you

0:31:14.760 --> 0:31:17.200
<v Speaker 1>can try something and see how it goes, you know.

0:31:17.200 --> 0:31:20.400
<v Speaker 1>And I truly believe that when you let go, and really,

0:31:20.600 --> 0:31:23.000
<v Speaker 1>I know this sounds cheesy, but let god, I agree,

0:31:23.680 --> 0:31:25.400
<v Speaker 1>it's it's a real thing, you know. And I think

0:31:25.400 --> 0:31:28.120
<v Speaker 1>he will start to work on your behalf when you're

0:31:28.520 --> 0:31:31.560
<v Speaker 1>when you let him. Okay, So dates started showing up,

0:31:31.640 --> 0:31:35.320
<v Speaker 1>you started playing on your own solo, you made your

0:31:35.320 --> 0:31:39.040
<v Speaker 1>own solo EP. Yeah, and this is when did you

0:31:39.040 --> 0:31:42.040
<v Speaker 1>start coming into who you were as an artist? Like, really,

0:31:42.320 --> 0:31:44.440
<v Speaker 1>it was the tip of the iceberg, I think, you know.

0:31:44.480 --> 0:31:47.160
<v Speaker 1>I know. Of course, as it was happening, I'm like, oh,

0:31:47.240 --> 0:31:50.080
<v Speaker 1>I totally know who I am now, you know. I'm like, oh,

0:31:50.080 --> 0:31:52.160
<v Speaker 1>I've got this all figured out. This is my sound.

0:31:52.280 --> 0:31:54.280
<v Speaker 1>And it's like and then I'm looking back and I'm like,

0:31:54.320 --> 0:31:56.600
<v Speaker 1>this is not my sound. But it was a start,

0:31:57.400 --> 0:31:59.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, And I think we all start somewhere and

0:31:59.480 --> 0:32:03.240
<v Speaker 1>you just keep keep growing. Um, but it you know,

0:32:03.280 --> 0:32:05.560
<v Speaker 1>it was a start and it got me um kind of.

0:32:06.240 --> 0:32:08.440
<v Speaker 1>It was a boost of confidence to realize, like, Okay,

0:32:08.480 --> 0:32:11.840
<v Speaker 1>I can do this, you know, and do it well

0:32:12.200 --> 0:32:14.840
<v Speaker 1>you know you can't. Like it was well received. It

0:32:14.880 --> 0:32:17.640
<v Speaker 1>was a great like great project. Like it was really

0:32:17.800 --> 0:32:19.239
<v Speaker 1>when it came out, when you came out doing your

0:32:19.280 --> 0:32:23.600
<v Speaker 1>solo stuff, I was like, all right, then this is great. Yeah,

0:32:23.640 --> 0:32:25.160
<v Speaker 1>I just you know, and we and we were doing

0:32:25.160 --> 0:32:27.480
<v Speaker 1>it all independently. That was the other thing. And it's like,

0:32:27.720 --> 0:32:30.760
<v Speaker 1>which is also terrifying, Um, well, isn't it, Especially when

0:32:30.760 --> 0:32:33.320
<v Speaker 1>you come from a big major label team with all

0:32:33.320 --> 0:32:36.360
<v Speaker 1>the money, all stuff and then like it's just back

0:32:36.360 --> 0:32:39.760
<v Speaker 1>to you. Yeah, it's pretty crazy. It's there's so much

0:32:40.000 --> 0:32:42.640
<v Speaker 1>goodness that comes with it, though, I think just as

0:32:42.640 --> 0:32:45.200
<v Speaker 1>far as um for me, it was like it was

0:32:45.440 --> 0:32:47.680
<v Speaker 1>very liberating because I was like, I'm just gonna do

0:32:47.720 --> 0:32:49.560
<v Speaker 1>what I want to do. I'm gonna wear what I

0:32:49.560 --> 0:32:51.640
<v Speaker 1>want to wear, i gonna make the record I want

0:32:51.640 --> 0:32:55.479
<v Speaker 1>to make. I'm gonna just be completely me, you know,

0:32:55.560 --> 0:32:57.200
<v Speaker 1>And that was that was kind of the thing. And

0:32:57.240 --> 0:32:59.480
<v Speaker 1>so even if I don't know what that is yet, Yeah,

0:33:00.080 --> 0:33:02.240
<v Speaker 1>like I'm just putting it out there, and so and

0:33:02.280 --> 0:33:04.240
<v Speaker 1>so we did, and and it was a great start,

0:33:04.400 --> 0:33:07.200
<v Speaker 1>I think. And your style, speaking of where what you

0:33:07.200 --> 0:33:10.200
<v Speaker 1>want to wear, You've always had such a style, thank you.

0:33:10.280 --> 0:33:13.360
<v Speaker 1>Like I love it. It's like crop tops, tight, like

0:33:13.480 --> 0:33:17.760
<v Speaker 1>spandex pants, but colorful, like your body is so beautiful,

0:33:17.840 --> 0:33:19.479
<v Speaker 1>and like, I just love the way you dress it.

0:33:20.160 --> 0:33:22.640
<v Speaker 1>I really do. Like you've always had your own style,

0:33:22.680 --> 0:33:25.080
<v Speaker 1>and I think of you. I definitely associate you with

0:33:25.160 --> 0:33:27.160
<v Speaker 1>clothes too, because it's so much of who you are.

0:33:27.560 --> 0:33:29.560
<v Speaker 1>I love clothes. I love anything that has to do

0:33:29.600 --> 0:33:33.480
<v Speaker 1>with clothes or makeup or hair or fashion expression. Yeah,

0:33:33.600 --> 0:33:35.440
<v Speaker 1>I do. I think it's I think it's important well.

0:33:35.440 --> 0:33:37.000
<v Speaker 1>And plus I feel like it's so much of who

0:33:37.080 --> 0:33:39.160
<v Speaker 1>you are as an artist. It's like you know, it's

0:33:39.240 --> 0:33:42.040
<v Speaker 1>it's you know, this is who I am. Here, that's

0:33:42.080 --> 0:33:44.520
<v Speaker 1>the first thing people see about you. So so then

0:33:44.560 --> 0:33:47.080
<v Speaker 1>you do this and now here you go on the voice?

0:33:47.400 --> 0:33:49.400
<v Speaker 1>Does the voice come next? Is that what happens next? Yeah,

0:33:49.400 --> 0:33:52.120
<v Speaker 1>that happens next. It was about a year before the

0:33:52.200 --> 0:33:55.160
<v Speaker 1>voice called UM, but I into two thousand and fourteen,

0:33:55.560 --> 0:33:58.840
<v Speaker 1>I um I got a call from a friend who

0:33:58.920 --> 0:34:02.800
<v Speaker 1>was working with um Audrey Morrisey, who's the executive producer

0:34:02.840 --> 0:34:05.440
<v Speaker 1>of the Voice, and he was like, I was just

0:34:05.600 --> 0:34:08.000
<v Speaker 1>playing like one of your songs in my office. He's

0:34:08.000 --> 0:34:09.920
<v Speaker 1>like an Audrey human. And she asked me if you

0:34:09.960 --> 0:34:12.560
<v Speaker 1>were somebody I was sending her to audition, and he

0:34:12.640 --> 0:34:14.960
<v Speaker 1>was like, are you interested in doing something like this?

0:34:15.040 --> 0:34:18.080
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, I didn't even think I qualified. I'm like, well,

0:34:18.080 --> 0:34:20.360
<v Speaker 1>I've had a career, you know. Do I even qualify

0:34:20.440 --> 0:34:23.240
<v Speaker 1>for something like that? You know? And I was actually

0:34:23.320 --> 0:34:27.759
<v Speaker 1>in line um at Panera Bread and I was like,

0:34:27.840 --> 0:34:29.839
<v Speaker 1>let me call you back. I want to think about this.

0:34:30.000 --> 0:34:32.799
<v Speaker 1>And I went to check out in my total was

0:34:32.880 --> 0:34:36.439
<v Speaker 1>eleven eleven, which is tattooed on the back of my neck,

0:34:36.520 --> 0:34:39.480
<v Speaker 1>which is the thing. So you felt like it was

0:34:39.520 --> 0:34:43.799
<v Speaker 1>like a little sign saying, well, anytime I have ever

0:34:43.840 --> 0:34:46.319
<v Speaker 1>seen that, it's always like, and I've seen it for

0:34:46.440 --> 0:34:48.399
<v Speaker 1>years now, it's like, I feel like that means I'm

0:34:48.400 --> 0:34:52.360
<v Speaker 1>on the right track. Full body chills. I love that.

0:34:52.360 --> 0:34:54.359
<v Speaker 1>That's your sign, that's my sign. So you didn't even

0:34:54.360 --> 0:34:55.879
<v Speaker 1>have to think about it. No, I was like, I'm

0:34:55.880 --> 0:34:59.200
<v Speaker 1>supposed to go. What a relief to have gotten that

0:34:59.239 --> 0:35:01.560
<v Speaker 1>sign that and how great that you're open to looking

0:35:01.600 --> 0:35:04.359
<v Speaker 1>for him. Yeah. I think that that was like the

0:35:04.400 --> 0:35:06.600
<v Speaker 1>defining moment. I was like I ended up calling the

0:35:06.640 --> 0:35:08.520
<v Speaker 1>casting people back and I'm like, yeah, I'll come out,

0:35:08.600 --> 0:35:10.359
<v Speaker 1>I'll do it. And so they were like, well, we

0:35:10.400 --> 0:35:12.640
<v Speaker 1>need you you know this date, and I'm like, of

0:35:12.800 --> 0:35:15.560
<v Speaker 1>this month, next week, and they're like, why is it

0:35:15.600 --> 0:35:17.799
<v Speaker 1>always so fast that stuff? It's like, can you tell

0:35:17.800 --> 0:35:19.600
<v Speaker 1>me by tomorrow? I'm great, we haven't you gonna fight

0:35:19.800 --> 0:35:21.839
<v Speaker 1>the in two days? Yeah? They're like next week, We're

0:35:21.840 --> 0:35:25.000
<v Speaker 1>flying into Los Angeles and so I packed my bag

0:35:25.040 --> 0:35:26.759
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like because I was at this point where

0:35:26.760 --> 0:35:28.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, what do I have to lose? What else

0:35:28.920 --> 0:35:31.080
<v Speaker 1>is next? I don't know. I'm just touring and putting

0:35:31.080 --> 0:35:32.680
<v Speaker 1>on this record and stuff on my own, and I

0:35:32.680 --> 0:35:35.480
<v Speaker 1>don't know what the next step is totally, so obviously

0:35:35.600 --> 0:35:38.600
<v Speaker 1>this is God and like, here's the next step. Freaking

0:35:38.760 --> 0:35:43.120
<v Speaker 1>love that. That's exactly what happened with me with Amazing Race,

0:35:43.200 --> 0:35:44.960
<v Speaker 1>dealing Angels in it, and we got a call to

0:35:45.000 --> 0:35:46.719
<v Speaker 1>do Amazing Race, and at that point I thought my

0:35:46.760 --> 0:35:49.640
<v Speaker 1>life was over, like I had no idea what to do,

0:35:50.080 --> 0:35:53.000
<v Speaker 1>and then it just appears. Yeah, it's amazing so you's

0:35:53.040 --> 0:35:57.200
<v Speaker 1>got crazy voice and you freaking get three chairs that

0:35:57.239 --> 0:36:01.960
<v Speaker 1>turn around Christina Farrell and at him an all yep.

0:36:03.360 --> 0:36:05.640
<v Speaker 1>Is he as amazing as he seems? Yeah, he just

0:36:05.760 --> 0:36:09.319
<v Speaker 1>radiates like his higher He's like on another level than

0:36:09.560 --> 0:36:12.920
<v Speaker 1>normal people. I don't know. I will say that when

0:36:12.920 --> 0:36:15.840
<v Speaker 1>we're talking earlier about living in the moment, like working

0:36:15.840 --> 0:36:19.839
<v Speaker 1>with him really elevated me to that. Tell me what

0:36:19.920 --> 0:36:23.240
<v Speaker 1>he taught you. It wasn't wasn't even anything he said.

0:36:23.320 --> 0:36:27.839
<v Speaker 1>It was just being around him, how he did his life. Well,

0:36:28.040 --> 0:36:31.439
<v Speaker 1>just seeing how he interacts with people, Like he's never

0:36:31.480 --> 0:36:33.759
<v Speaker 1>anywhere else. If you're talking to him, you have his

0:36:33.800 --> 0:36:36.759
<v Speaker 1>undivided attention. He's never looking at his phone, he's never

0:36:36.800 --> 0:36:39.799
<v Speaker 1>looking off into space, he's never worried about what's happening next.

0:36:39.840 --> 0:36:43.080
<v Speaker 1>He's always right here. Really. Yeah, it's incredible. It's kind

0:36:43.120 --> 0:36:45.960
<v Speaker 1>of intense actually, like he's with you, Oh he's with you.

0:36:46.920 --> 0:36:49.239
<v Speaker 1>Does he want to know about you? Yeah? I think

0:36:49.239 --> 0:36:51.840
<v Speaker 1>he cares a lot. I think that he is um

0:36:51.880 --> 0:36:54.799
<v Speaker 1>just one present all the time, which I don't know

0:36:54.840 --> 0:36:56.759
<v Speaker 1>how you get to that point, but i'd like to,

0:36:57.719 --> 0:37:00.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, I know that he brought in line Richie

0:37:00.600 --> 0:37:02.879
<v Speaker 1>to work with us one week and I was still

0:37:02.920 --> 0:37:04.640
<v Speaker 1>on his team at that time, and so I got

0:37:04.640 --> 0:37:08.680
<v Speaker 1>to work with Lionel Richie and the same thing. Really yeah,

0:37:08.719 --> 0:37:12.080
<v Speaker 1>they're almost the same person. It's really weird, really yeah.

0:37:12.080 --> 0:37:13.960
<v Speaker 1>And it's very intense to work with two people like

0:37:14.000 --> 0:37:15.640
<v Speaker 1>that at one time because I was like, oh God,

0:37:15.680 --> 0:37:17.560
<v Speaker 1>I think they can see into my soul like they

0:37:17.680 --> 0:37:20.240
<v Speaker 1>see they see me. I'm like, they're judging me totally

0:37:20.280 --> 0:37:23.000
<v Speaker 1>right now. They can see it all totally. That's how

0:37:23.000 --> 0:37:26.120
<v Speaker 1>you feel. And I was like, Okay, I've got to

0:37:26.160 --> 0:37:29.040
<v Speaker 1>get to that level because that is the difference between

0:37:29.680 --> 0:37:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I think being ultimately like really successful and staying in

0:37:34.480 --> 0:37:36.839
<v Speaker 1>this like mundane place because I feel like people who

0:37:36.840 --> 0:37:40.040
<v Speaker 1>are really that's a big revelation right there. Yeah it is.

0:37:40.160 --> 0:37:42.399
<v Speaker 1>And it was like a huge moment for me because

0:37:42.400 --> 0:37:45.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, oh, people who are really successful know how

0:37:45.200 --> 0:37:46.920
<v Speaker 1>to live in the moment, and they know how to

0:37:47.080 --> 0:37:49.840
<v Speaker 1>make people feel really important, and they know how to

0:37:49.920 --> 0:37:51.640
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. It's a very selfless way

0:37:51.680 --> 0:37:54.600
<v Speaker 1>to love. And even though they're a superstar and everyone's like, oh,

0:37:54.600 --> 0:37:56.520
<v Speaker 1>well there are superstar, it's easy for them. They have

0:37:56.560 --> 0:37:59.320
<v Speaker 1>all this money and fame, no way like being a superstar.

0:37:59.360 --> 0:38:01.560
<v Speaker 1>I think it's actually to get be a superstar and

0:38:01.600 --> 0:38:05.680
<v Speaker 1>have that awareness that is almost like a divine state

0:38:05.719 --> 0:38:09.480
<v Speaker 1>of being. Yeah, yeah it is, I think So I

0:38:09.520 --> 0:38:11.960
<v Speaker 1>think that. Um well, plus it's just I mean, being

0:38:12.000 --> 0:38:13.759
<v Speaker 1>a superstar is just so much. I don't know how

0:38:13.800 --> 0:38:16.520
<v Speaker 1>they do everything they do, Like their schedules are insane.

0:38:16.640 --> 0:38:19.600
<v Speaker 1>So to be that and that's the thing. You can

0:38:19.680 --> 0:38:22.319
<v Speaker 1>let it. You can let it ruin you and you

0:38:22.360 --> 0:38:25.080
<v Speaker 1>can let it make you crazy, or you can learn

0:38:25.160 --> 0:38:26.719
<v Speaker 1>to live in that place where you're just in the

0:38:26.760 --> 0:38:29.200
<v Speaker 1>moment all the time and then actually maybe you just

0:38:29.239 --> 0:38:32.399
<v Speaker 1>see like God and you see the truth all the time.

0:38:32.640 --> 0:38:34.400
<v Speaker 1>Maybe that's what it is. I don't know, but I

0:38:34.400 --> 0:38:36.640
<v Speaker 1>would like to figure out how to get there. Okay,

0:38:36.640 --> 0:38:38.960
<v Speaker 1>so you're saying that's when you really learned that skill

0:38:38.960 --> 0:38:41.920
<v Speaker 1>because you saw you witness that. Yeah, I just I

0:38:41.960 --> 0:38:44.600
<v Speaker 1>think just being around it was like it was like, okay,

0:38:44.640 --> 0:38:48.319
<v Speaker 1>this is another level of like living. I don't you know,

0:38:48.400 --> 0:38:52.399
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. To experience that, Yeah, it was crazy,

0:38:52.960 --> 0:38:55.480
<v Speaker 1>especially like to experience it with Brill and then for

0:38:55.560 --> 0:38:57.160
<v Speaker 1>Lionel Richard to come in and be the same way.

0:38:57.160 --> 0:38:59.240
<v Speaker 1>It was like a total revelation. I was like, Okay,

0:38:59.280 --> 0:39:02.680
<v Speaker 1>it was like another double weaving again. Yeah, like exactly,

0:39:02.800 --> 0:39:06.279
<v Speaker 1>it's like everything's happening in twos here, but it's um, yeah,

0:39:06.320 --> 0:39:08.960
<v Speaker 1>I learned a lot. So then you ended up getting

0:39:08.960 --> 0:39:12.120
<v Speaker 1>stolen by Blake? So how is that because you go

0:39:12.239 --> 0:39:16.040
<v Speaker 1>from Pharrell who's his own amazing thing to Blake, who

0:39:16.080 --> 0:39:18.560
<v Speaker 1>is his own amazing thing in a different way. Yeah.

0:39:18.600 --> 0:39:22.640
<v Speaker 1>I think the thing that the common thing about I mean,

0:39:22.680 --> 0:39:24.960
<v Speaker 1>I feel like anybody all the I mean everybody that

0:39:25.000 --> 0:39:27.680
<v Speaker 1>I've dealt with, I guess that's really successful is like

0:39:28.000 --> 0:39:31.080
<v Speaker 1>the way they give back to other people. I Mean

0:39:31.120 --> 0:39:33.359
<v Speaker 1>I feel like with Blake, it's like he's always like

0:39:33.480 --> 0:39:36.480
<v Speaker 1>he's just such a caring, kind human and like he

0:39:36.560 --> 0:39:39.759
<v Speaker 1>really cares about other people. And so I found that

0:39:39.840 --> 0:39:42.760
<v Speaker 1>really interesting, like especially with I guess with artists, probably

0:39:42.760 --> 0:39:44.680
<v Speaker 1>more so, because do you think you attract more of

0:39:44.719 --> 0:39:48.960
<v Speaker 1>what you are? So maybe that's why these people are

0:39:49.040 --> 0:39:51.640
<v Speaker 1>so loved And obviously they have the talent, but like

0:39:51.840 --> 0:39:55.440
<v Speaker 1>they're pouring that out too. Yeah I think so. Um,

0:39:55.480 --> 0:39:59.719
<v Speaker 1>you know Blake was I just adore him amazing. Yeah,

0:39:59.719 --> 0:40:03.960
<v Speaker 1>He's larious, charming, he's a good person, he cares adorable

0:40:04.040 --> 0:40:07.319
<v Speaker 1>and sassy. Yeah, he's very sassy. I love that about him.

0:40:07.400 --> 0:40:09.840
<v Speaker 1>He didn't care, No, he really doesn't. And that's that.

0:40:09.920 --> 0:40:12.279
<v Speaker 1>And that's another common thing, like they just when you

0:40:12.280 --> 0:40:14.839
<v Speaker 1>get to the point where you don't care. I think

0:40:14.880 --> 0:40:17.319
<v Speaker 1>it's like, I mean, obviously they care, but it's like

0:40:17.400 --> 0:40:20.640
<v Speaker 1>they just they're just authentically themselves. Do you think it's

0:40:20.680 --> 0:40:23.680
<v Speaker 1>because they've had so much success, so much failure by

0:40:23.680 --> 0:40:25.239
<v Speaker 1>the terms of failure, you like, once you get to

0:40:25.239 --> 0:40:27.560
<v Speaker 1>that point, like you know, the wave is the wave, Like,

0:40:27.920 --> 0:40:29.319
<v Speaker 1>do you think they just learned how to write it?

0:40:29.480 --> 0:40:31.920
<v Speaker 1>I think I think so. Yeah. I think you probably

0:40:31.920 --> 0:40:33.680
<v Speaker 1>get to a point where you're just like, you know

0:40:33.800 --> 0:40:36.640
<v Speaker 1>what you have. You realize you have no control, so

0:40:36.680 --> 0:40:38.879
<v Speaker 1>you're like, I'm just gonna be me and do my thing,

0:40:39.160 --> 0:40:43.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, so you can control. Yeah, okay, So then

0:40:43.160 --> 0:40:45.279
<v Speaker 1>you get on Blake's team. Did you love working with Blake?

0:40:45.440 --> 0:40:47.719
<v Speaker 1>I loved working with Blake. He was very cool and

0:40:47.719 --> 0:40:51.560
<v Speaker 1>that he really he knew me, so he knew like,

0:40:51.719 --> 0:40:54.399
<v Speaker 1>I know what you're capable, but I was capable of yeah,

0:40:54.440 --> 0:40:56.560
<v Speaker 1>and he trusted me, Like I was like, I want

0:40:56.560 --> 0:40:58.479
<v Speaker 1>to do a Beatles song this week. He's like Okay,

0:40:58.560 --> 0:41:00.960
<v Speaker 1>let's do it. I want to do my original song

0:41:01.000 --> 0:41:02.920
<v Speaker 1>and the finale He's like, I'll go to bat for

0:41:02.960 --> 0:41:04.880
<v Speaker 1>you for that, you know. And I got to do

0:41:04.960 --> 0:41:08.440
<v Speaker 1>those things because he really, I think, believed in me

0:41:08.480 --> 0:41:10.920
<v Speaker 1>and wanted to help me, you know, achieve that on

0:41:11.000 --> 0:41:15.440
<v Speaker 1>the show. So dang, that's cool. That's really cool show.

0:41:15.640 --> 0:41:18.520
<v Speaker 1>It's a cool show. The voice is cool. Yeah, I

0:41:18.560 --> 0:41:20.440
<v Speaker 1>got to do I mean, and it doesn't always work.

0:41:20.480 --> 0:41:22.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if it works out for everybody like

0:41:22.160 --> 0:41:24.840
<v Speaker 1>it worked out for me. But I was very blessed

0:41:24.840 --> 0:41:26.759
<v Speaker 1>in the way that I got to really sing the

0:41:26.800 --> 0:41:28.759
<v Speaker 1>songs I wanted to sing. And I would come in

0:41:28.840 --> 0:41:30.319
<v Speaker 1>you know, Tyler, and Tyler would come over to the

0:41:30.320 --> 0:41:33.000
<v Speaker 1>hotel when she wasn't supposed to um, and we would

0:41:33.000 --> 0:41:34.799
<v Speaker 1>work on arrangements. So I would come in with an

0:41:34.920 --> 0:41:38.880
<v Speaker 1>arrangement and a you know, a chords and you know,

0:41:39.400 --> 0:41:42.439
<v Speaker 1>everything charted out for the band, and it just, um,

0:41:42.480 --> 0:41:44.680
<v Speaker 1>I think they appreciated it. You know, they had a

0:41:44.680 --> 0:41:46.560
<v Speaker 1>lot to do, and so they were like, oh ship

0:41:46.640 --> 0:41:49.840
<v Speaker 1>she brought you know, um, it's ready, it's ready, she

0:41:49.880 --> 0:41:52.120
<v Speaker 1>brought an arrangement, it's ready to do. So we would

0:41:52.120 --> 0:41:53.279
<v Speaker 1>go I'd go in and be like I want to

0:41:53.280 --> 0:41:55.400
<v Speaker 1>do it this way right, that you knew how you

0:41:55.400 --> 0:41:56.640
<v Speaker 1>wanted to do it and you could take it so

0:41:56.719 --> 0:41:58.960
<v Speaker 1>seriously because you know, I feel like maybe that's the

0:41:59.000 --> 0:42:01.600
<v Speaker 1>experience that you had really could pay off in this

0:42:01.640 --> 0:42:03.680
<v Speaker 1>moment because you knew what needed to be done and

0:42:03.719 --> 0:42:05.600
<v Speaker 1>how to do it, because a lot of people who

0:42:05.640 --> 0:42:09.239
<v Speaker 1>are talented but haven't had the experience wouldn't know that. Yeah,

0:42:09.280 --> 0:42:11.319
<v Speaker 1>I think I was. I was ready. I mean, it

0:42:11.360 --> 0:42:14.200
<v Speaker 1>was my time for sure, Like I think it was

0:42:14.239 --> 0:42:16.200
<v Speaker 1>meant to be that I was on at that point

0:42:16.239 --> 0:42:18.680
<v Speaker 1>because it was like, Okay, I know, I know who

0:42:18.719 --> 0:42:20.880
<v Speaker 1>I am, I know what I want, and it was

0:42:21.000 --> 0:42:25.000
<v Speaker 1>an opportunity for me to really show America like Okay,

0:42:25.040 --> 0:42:28.359
<v Speaker 1>this is me. Now, this is like me minus still

0:42:28.400 --> 0:42:31.319
<v Speaker 1>Magnoia like on my own just like here I am.

0:42:31.880 --> 0:42:35.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to cry. I literally, it's so powerful, Like

0:42:35.440 --> 0:42:37.840
<v Speaker 1>it's so crazy, And I love how like connected and

0:42:37.880 --> 0:42:40.080
<v Speaker 1>aware you are to it all too, you know, and

0:42:40.160 --> 0:42:42.920
<v Speaker 1>like your whole journey it all makes sense, isn It

0:42:43.080 --> 0:42:45.560
<v Speaker 1>weird how it all makes sense, Like when you look

0:42:45.600 --> 0:42:47.960
<v Speaker 1>back on it, it starts to make sense, Like obviously

0:42:48.000 --> 0:42:49.920
<v Speaker 1>we have a long journey ahead, but it kind of

0:42:49.920 --> 0:42:52.640
<v Speaker 1>gets to that place where like, Okay, I get why

0:42:52.680 --> 0:42:55.280
<v Speaker 1>this ship show happened, or like why this great thing happened,

0:42:55.280 --> 0:42:58.120
<v Speaker 1>and then this didn't and then pieces well, it makes

0:42:58.120 --> 0:43:01.200
<v Speaker 1>it all really brings you to a point where it

0:43:01.280 --> 0:43:03.919
<v Speaker 1>makes you mean, it makes you who you are and

0:43:04.680 --> 0:43:06.960
<v Speaker 1>you have learned. So like I feel like even this

0:43:07.040 --> 0:43:09.480
<v Speaker 1>year especially has been such a learning year for me.

0:43:09.560 --> 0:43:11.319
<v Speaker 1>Like I feel like last year was such a year

0:43:11.360 --> 0:43:14.480
<v Speaker 1>of just like reaping, you know, and like Okay, this

0:43:14.560 --> 0:43:17.080
<v Speaker 1>is awesome. Like I'm on the voice and my EP

0:43:17.280 --> 0:43:19.319
<v Speaker 1>came out and it did really well, and like I

0:43:19.360 --> 0:43:21.080
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, this is awesome. And then this this

0:43:21.200 --> 0:43:24.319
<v Speaker 1>past year has just kind of been harder. This has

0:43:24.360 --> 0:43:27.120
<v Speaker 1>been has been a hard year. I think that a

0:43:27.239 --> 0:43:30.359
<v Speaker 1>lot of hard year. It has been a hard year.

0:43:30.560 --> 0:43:33.319
<v Speaker 1>I have felt it. Like a lot of people that

0:43:33.440 --> 0:43:35.480
<v Speaker 1>I know, it's been a like I don't know, like

0:43:35.520 --> 0:43:39.520
<v Speaker 1>a building year or like just a year. It's been

0:43:39.600 --> 0:43:42.080
<v Speaker 1>for me, it's definitely been a learning year. I don't

0:43:42.120 --> 0:43:44.840
<v Speaker 1>know how to explain it. It's like I've been what

0:43:44.880 --> 0:43:48.000
<v Speaker 1>have you learned? This year? Um? You know what? I

0:43:48.080 --> 0:43:50.799
<v Speaker 1>did a lot of stuff with um flood relief from

0:43:50.800 --> 0:43:53.799
<v Speaker 1>my hometown. Um, because I'm from Louisiana and there was

0:43:54.239 --> 0:43:57.120
<v Speaker 1>this terrible flood that just happened. It was like awful

0:43:57.200 --> 0:44:00.759
<v Speaker 1>and people everyone lost their homes and it was just devastating.

0:44:00.760 --> 0:44:04.560
<v Speaker 1>And so I put together, um a drive, I got

0:44:04.560 --> 0:44:06.839
<v Speaker 1>a U haul. I was like, I don't know, it's

0:44:06.880 --> 0:44:08.399
<v Speaker 1>just funny. I don't know. I just like, I don't

0:44:08.440 --> 0:44:10.880
<v Speaker 1>know how I'm gonna do this, but I'm gonna do it,

0:44:11.040 --> 0:44:12.839
<v Speaker 1>and I want to help. So I was like, I'm

0:44:12.840 --> 0:44:15.319
<v Speaker 1>just gonna start just do it, you know, And that

0:44:15.440 --> 0:44:17.760
<v Speaker 1>was kind of I think that that was a moment

0:44:17.800 --> 0:44:20.080
<v Speaker 1>this year where God was like, Okay, when I tell

0:44:20.120 --> 0:44:22.319
<v Speaker 1>you to do something, you just do it, and you

0:44:22.360 --> 0:44:24.239
<v Speaker 1>don't have to know how you're gonna do it. It's

0:44:24.239 --> 0:44:26.200
<v Speaker 1>just gonna it's gonna work itself out and you have

0:44:26.239 --> 0:44:28.800
<v Speaker 1>to trust me. And so I was like, okay, cool.

0:44:28.960 --> 0:44:30.719
<v Speaker 1>So I got this U haul and I started making

0:44:30.719 --> 0:44:33.080
<v Speaker 1>phone calls and I started gathering and it was like

0:44:33.160 --> 0:44:34.839
<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden, I had this full U haul

0:44:34.920 --> 0:44:36.840
<v Speaker 1>and I'm driving it down Louisiana and then I'm like

0:44:36.840 --> 0:44:38.640
<v Speaker 1>where am I going to distribute? And then this high

0:44:38.640 --> 0:44:40.960
<v Speaker 1>school comes along. It's like my high school that I

0:44:40.960 --> 0:44:42.879
<v Speaker 1>went to, and so we set everything up, we gave

0:44:42.880 --> 0:44:44.960
<v Speaker 1>this stuff out. Then I'm like, oh I started this

0:44:45.000 --> 0:44:47.759
<v Speaker 1>go fund me while I earned ten thousand dollars, I'm like, okay,

0:44:47.760 --> 0:44:49.560
<v Speaker 1>well now I have ten thousand dollars to spend. And

0:44:49.600 --> 0:44:52.560
<v Speaker 1>so I flew down Louisiana again. I got another U haul.

0:44:52.600 --> 0:44:54.160
<v Speaker 1>I went and I bought all of these things. I

0:44:54.200 --> 0:44:57.200
<v Speaker 1>brought them to these people and individually, it's like I

0:44:58.320 --> 0:45:00.440
<v Speaker 1>and honestly, I just met people a along the way

0:45:00.480 --> 0:45:03.680
<v Speaker 1>that helped me. They appeared and they just appeared. I

0:45:03.760 --> 0:45:05.919
<v Speaker 1>mean I literally met a woman in a parking lot

0:45:06.000 --> 0:45:09.520
<v Speaker 1>who was um part of a motorcycle group. And then

0:45:09.520 --> 0:45:12.200
<v Speaker 1>I ended up meeting all these like, um, these these

0:45:12.400 --> 0:45:15.439
<v Speaker 1>what do you call them, my bikers, that's the word. Um.

0:45:16.200 --> 0:45:18.719
<v Speaker 1>So I met all these bikers and they're like they

0:45:18.920 --> 0:45:21.359
<v Speaker 1>had all lost their homes and their businesses, but they

0:45:21.360 --> 0:45:23.600
<v Speaker 1>were like, well we have a parking lot. They're like, well,

0:45:23.760 --> 0:45:25.360
<v Speaker 1>I hope you set up tomorrow morning, and they were

0:45:25.400 --> 0:45:28.240
<v Speaker 1>like we know everybody, like we'll get people here because

0:45:28.239 --> 0:45:29.920
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people just couldn't get out of their

0:45:29.960 --> 0:45:34.120
<v Speaker 1>house to come get stuff. Um. So it was like

0:45:34.239 --> 0:45:37.759
<v Speaker 1>I think that that was one of the biggest learning

0:45:38.000 --> 0:45:40.880
<v Speaker 1>um events I guess in my life this year because

0:45:40.880 --> 0:45:43.759
<v Speaker 1>I was like, Okay, it made me realize like one

0:45:43.880 --> 0:45:48.520
<v Speaker 1>person can really do a lot if you really Yeah,

0:45:48.600 --> 0:45:50.600
<v Speaker 1>you have to allow it to happen and allow you

0:45:50.600 --> 0:45:54.000
<v Speaker 1>allow yourself to be used. And so I don't know

0:45:54.120 --> 0:45:56.000
<v Speaker 1>that was It takes a lot of effort too. It's

0:45:56.000 --> 0:45:58.200
<v Speaker 1>a lot of work. I was dead, I mean, I

0:45:58.280 --> 0:46:00.120
<v Speaker 1>was so tired by the end of it, except we

0:46:00.120 --> 0:46:02.000
<v Speaker 1>weren't sleeping and we drove. I mean I drove that

0:46:02.040 --> 0:46:04.400
<v Speaker 1>you haul all the way myself, you know, and um,

0:46:04.400 --> 0:46:06.200
<v Speaker 1>not crazy that you even thought to do that, because

0:46:06.360 --> 0:46:07.960
<v Speaker 1>so many people just see it on the news and

0:46:08.000 --> 0:46:10.959
<v Speaker 1>they don't even think about helping, even if they're from

0:46:11.160 --> 0:46:13.640
<v Speaker 1>the place. You know. Yeah, I think for me, it's

0:46:13.640 --> 0:46:15.600
<v Speaker 1>just and that's part of the learning too. It's like

0:46:15.760 --> 0:46:18.520
<v Speaker 1>I realized, like, Okay, yeah, I like to do music.

0:46:18.640 --> 0:46:21.120
<v Speaker 1>It's awesome. I love to perform. But at the end

0:46:21.120 --> 0:46:22.759
<v Speaker 1>of the day, like, what is the point in all this?

0:46:23.520 --> 0:46:25.560
<v Speaker 1>And so for me it's like, Okay, I have a name.

0:46:26.040 --> 0:46:28.399
<v Speaker 1>At this point, I've built up to having a name

0:46:28.440 --> 0:46:31.759
<v Speaker 1>to be able to call, you know, the Greater Good

0:46:31.800 --> 0:46:34.280
<v Speaker 1>dot org and get them to donate seven million pounds

0:46:34.320 --> 0:46:36.840
<v Speaker 1>of dog food or whatever it is, seven thousand pounds

0:46:36.880 --> 0:46:39.560
<v Speaker 1>sorry um or whatever it is. You know, it's like

0:46:39.640 --> 0:46:41.960
<v Speaker 1>I can do that because of who I am, and

0:46:42.000 --> 0:46:44.040
<v Speaker 1>so doors are open to me, and so why not

0:46:44.200 --> 0:46:46.120
<v Speaker 1>use it for good? Well that's I think that's the

0:46:46.120 --> 0:46:50.560
<v Speaker 1>whole point. Yeah, get that point. Yeah, well, and I

0:46:50.560 --> 0:46:53.120
<v Speaker 1>think that that's why. It's like, that's what I've learned

0:46:53.239 --> 0:46:55.359
<v Speaker 1>more than anything in the last couple of years. It's like, Okay,

0:46:55.400 --> 0:46:58.799
<v Speaker 1>I have to use this now because otherwise I'm just

0:46:59.280 --> 0:47:04.120
<v Speaker 1>it's going to wait east totally. You know. Gosh, Megan,

0:47:05.120 --> 0:47:08.680
<v Speaker 1>that's awesome. I mean, you are reaching for all status.

0:47:09.160 --> 0:47:11.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying. I'm trying to get there. We're just trying

0:47:11.760 --> 0:47:16.640
<v Speaker 1>to keep up. I love that. And so then so

0:47:16.760 --> 0:47:21.839
<v Speaker 1>this year has been okay reverse Actually, how do you

0:47:21.880 --> 0:47:26.240
<v Speaker 1>know the difference between wanting to do something like because

0:47:26.320 --> 0:47:28.120
<v Speaker 1>I have really been trying to tune in with my

0:47:28.160 --> 0:47:31.560
<v Speaker 1>gut and my calling and like answering the calls that

0:47:31.600 --> 0:47:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I do feel like are meant for me, as opposed

0:47:34.480 --> 0:47:37.120
<v Speaker 1>to to seeing something and feeling it but really not

0:47:37.200 --> 0:47:39.560
<v Speaker 1>feeling like that's the road I'm supposed to take. You know,

0:47:39.560 --> 0:47:41.479
<v Speaker 1>because we're not all supposed to do the same things,

0:47:41.520 --> 0:47:44.040
<v Speaker 1>but we are. How do you know when it is

0:47:44.200 --> 0:47:46.560
<v Speaker 1>the call you're supposed to answer from your higher source?

0:47:47.000 --> 0:47:49.680
<v Speaker 1>Oh god, how do you What are your checkpoints that

0:47:49.719 --> 0:47:52.680
<v Speaker 1>you check within yourself? Like, to be honest with you,

0:47:52.719 --> 0:47:55.120
<v Speaker 1>it's all gut like, but you know, sometimes you get

0:47:55.160 --> 0:47:58.080
<v Speaker 1>a gut feeling, but then there's like resistance. There's like resistance,

0:47:58.080 --> 0:48:00.400
<v Speaker 1>and then sometimes it's like yeah, but there's like this

0:48:00.440 --> 0:48:03.520
<v Speaker 1>whole butt category. Yeah, And at other times it's like, yeah,

0:48:03.560 --> 0:48:05.880
<v Speaker 1>it's gonna be freaking hard, but yeah, you know, like

0:48:05.920 --> 0:48:07.200
<v Speaker 1>do you you know what I'm talking about? Is this

0:48:07.280 --> 0:48:10.040
<v Speaker 1>like this makes sense? No, it totally makes sense. I think.

0:48:11.400 --> 0:48:13.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't you know, I don't know. I don't know

0:48:13.440 --> 0:48:16.920
<v Speaker 1>the complete answer. I know that when I think something

0:48:17.040 --> 0:48:21.400
<v Speaker 1>is wrong, it almost always is. And when I go

0:48:21.480 --> 0:48:24.800
<v Speaker 1>against what I know is right and I do something

0:48:24.880 --> 0:48:27.080
<v Speaker 1>anyways because I'm like, oh why not, let's try it

0:48:27.120 --> 0:48:29.480
<v Speaker 1>for a few months or whatever it is, it always

0:48:29.560 --> 0:48:33.799
<v Speaker 1>ends up. I knew, you knew. I knew. So now

0:48:33.880 --> 0:48:36.640
<v Speaker 1>you don't even have to like try it anymore. That

0:48:37.360 --> 0:48:41.680
<v Speaker 1>happening again, you know? Or um, yeah, this flood relief

0:48:41.719 --> 0:48:43.719
<v Speaker 1>stuff is terrifying to me. And I don't you know,

0:48:43.760 --> 0:48:45.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't know how I'm going to do it, but

0:48:46.239 --> 0:48:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I just know I need to do it. Like you

0:48:48.080 --> 0:48:50.160
<v Speaker 1>just felt it, Yeah, I just felt it. I was like,

0:48:50.200 --> 0:48:51.799
<v Speaker 1>I know God's gonna open the doors and I know

0:48:51.840 --> 0:48:54.600
<v Speaker 1>it's going to work out because it's it's just what

0:48:54.600 --> 0:48:56.759
<v Speaker 1>I'm supposed to do. It is all over you. This

0:48:56.880 --> 0:49:01.680
<v Speaker 1>is ann I think it comes with with um just

0:49:02.760 --> 0:49:06.160
<v Speaker 1>living and just doing things and you know, learning. I

0:49:06.200 --> 0:49:09.120
<v Speaker 1>don't know, how do you stay connected to your higher

0:49:09.160 --> 0:49:12.319
<v Speaker 1>thing whatever that is? Oh man, Um, you know, I

0:49:12.360 --> 0:49:14.520
<v Speaker 1>think it's a lot about I think you have to

0:49:14.640 --> 0:49:18.480
<v Speaker 1>live in a constant state of prayer. I know that

0:49:18.560 --> 0:49:22.800
<v Speaker 1>sounds strange, but I think, not no, forgive me for

0:49:22.920 --> 0:49:26.680
<v Speaker 1>my sins. And it's not that it's not that it's

0:49:26.719 --> 0:49:29.960
<v Speaker 1>a very it's very much like an every day seven

0:49:30.040 --> 0:49:33.960
<v Speaker 1>constant communication. And I think that that is the thing

0:49:34.040 --> 0:49:36.960
<v Speaker 1>that like learning to to be like for all and

0:49:37.000 --> 0:49:40.280
<v Speaker 1>living in the moment, that's what he's doing constantly. He's living,

0:49:40.360 --> 0:49:43.279
<v Speaker 1>He's living in that space. And so I think when

0:49:43.280 --> 0:49:47.040
<v Speaker 1>you're connected like that all the time, you know, and

0:49:47.040 --> 0:49:49.279
<v Speaker 1>and it's hard, it's not easy to be connected all

0:49:49.280 --> 0:49:53.920
<v Speaker 1>the time, things happen and you get disappointed, and you

0:49:53.960 --> 0:49:56.400
<v Speaker 1>know it's it's like you and you know, I struggle

0:49:56.400 --> 0:49:59.040
<v Speaker 1>with depression. So I go into these holds where I'm like,

0:49:59.040 --> 0:50:00.960
<v Speaker 1>oh god, you know, of the bottoms falling out, the

0:50:00.960 --> 0:50:04.040
<v Speaker 1>bottom is falling out. I mean, no, nothing's perfect for sure.

0:50:04.239 --> 0:50:06.080
<v Speaker 1>God I can do that too and be like, oh god,

0:50:06.160 --> 0:50:08.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm terrible. I have no talent. It's all sucking, like,

0:50:08.719 --> 0:50:10.719
<v Speaker 1>like what am I doing my life thover? Why am

0:50:10.719 --> 0:50:12.880
<v Speaker 1>I chick trying to do this at my age or whatever?

0:50:13.280 --> 0:50:15.879
<v Speaker 1>But it's you know, and that's all just those are

0:50:15.880 --> 0:50:17.480
<v Speaker 1>all lies, you know. I think you have to just

0:50:18.440 --> 0:50:20.600
<v Speaker 1>eventually you get back up and you get back you know,

0:50:20.840 --> 0:50:23.239
<v Speaker 1>you're never too far off course. I think you just

0:50:23.280 --> 0:50:26.040
<v Speaker 1>have to learn to get back into it and be like, Okay,

0:50:26.120 --> 0:50:31.040
<v Speaker 1>today's the new day. Ah, Megan, I freaking love it.

0:50:31.200 --> 0:50:33.759
<v Speaker 1>I love you. I knew you were like this, but

0:50:33.840 --> 0:50:36.239
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know you were like this like all the way.

0:50:36.840 --> 0:50:40.319
<v Speaker 1>I really didn't. This is amazing. I don't know. I

0:50:40.320 --> 0:50:43.200
<v Speaker 1>don't know how to be any other way anymore, because

0:50:43.239 --> 0:50:46.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm just tired of I don't want to live a lie. Yeah,

0:50:46.320 --> 0:50:48.319
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to pretend to be something i'm not.

0:50:48.840 --> 0:50:51.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to be dishonest about how I feel

0:50:51.160 --> 0:50:53.880
<v Speaker 1>about something because it's just it doesn't serve anybody, it

0:50:53.880 --> 0:50:55.880
<v Speaker 1>doesn't do any good. Do you think the thirties are

0:50:55.920 --> 0:50:59.480
<v Speaker 1>for that too? Like, yeah, that's why. It's like, because

0:50:59.480 --> 0:51:03.480
<v Speaker 1>I feel like the music business is so like everybody's

0:51:03.520 --> 0:51:06.319
<v Speaker 1>always like, oh, you're a woman, or you're you tell

0:51:06.360 --> 0:51:08.799
<v Speaker 1>everybody your twenty nine or whatever. You know. It's like,

0:51:09.160 --> 0:51:11.680
<v Speaker 1>I feel like there's this like stigma with being thirty

0:51:11.719 --> 0:51:15.839
<v Speaker 1>and being a woman that it's bad right there is.

0:51:16.000 --> 0:51:19.239
<v Speaker 1>I mean totally, it's crazy told if you haven't made

0:51:19.239 --> 0:51:21.440
<v Speaker 1>an in the industry by the time you're thirty, might

0:51:21.440 --> 0:51:23.920
<v Speaker 1>as well hanging up. Yeah, that is just not true.

0:51:24.040 --> 0:51:27.800
<v Speaker 1>It's not true. And it's God has plans that nobody

0:51:27.800 --> 0:51:30.200
<v Speaker 1>can define. Yeah, I think so. And I think that

0:51:30.880 --> 0:51:33.799
<v Speaker 1>getting into my thirties and being it's like, you know,

0:51:33.840 --> 0:51:36.879
<v Speaker 1>and I finally actually voted this year, and I haven't

0:51:36.960 --> 0:51:39.880
<v Speaker 1>voted ever since I was eighteen. But I told my

0:51:39.920 --> 0:51:41.560
<v Speaker 1>mom the other day, and I know that sounds terrible,

0:51:41.600 --> 0:51:42.840
<v Speaker 1>but I told my mom. I was like, you know what,

0:51:43.280 --> 0:51:46.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm glad I waited because it's I'm finally to a

0:51:46.600 --> 0:51:48.839
<v Speaker 1>point in my life where I'm like, I know exactly

0:51:48.840 --> 0:51:51.239
<v Speaker 1>how I feel about things, I know exactly what I want,

0:51:51.239 --> 0:51:53.759
<v Speaker 1>what I don't want. Like I just was like, you

0:51:53.760 --> 0:51:55.480
<v Speaker 1>know what, it was a good time for me to

0:51:56.040 --> 0:51:57.719
<v Speaker 1>do that, and so I don't know, I feel like

0:51:57.760 --> 0:51:59.840
<v Speaker 1>that with everything in life right now. I'm like, Okay,

0:51:59.840 --> 0:52:02.680
<v Speaker 1>I think that's what the thirties are for. Yeah, like

0:52:02.680 --> 0:52:06.000
<v Speaker 1>you're just walking into your own your authenticity. Yeah, it

0:52:06.040 --> 0:52:09.040
<v Speaker 1>feels good. It does. So what are you looking forward to?

0:52:10.880 --> 0:52:13.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm hoping it's going to be easier. But your video

0:52:13.280 --> 0:52:18.480
<v Speaker 1>really fast and Friends came out only Mushrooms. You are

0:52:18.520 --> 0:52:23.440
<v Speaker 1>a bomb shell bombshell. The song is so infectious. I

0:52:23.480 --> 0:52:26.920
<v Speaker 1>couldn't get enough of it, and you have a celebrity cameo.

0:52:27.120 --> 0:52:29.760
<v Speaker 1>So tell me about how that came about. Um, Well,

0:52:30.360 --> 0:52:33.400
<v Speaker 1>we had the song and um, I actually wrote it

0:52:33.440 --> 0:52:37.799
<v Speaker 1>with Tyler Tyler, my boyfriend Tyler, he's amazing, and my

0:52:37.880 --> 0:52:40.080
<v Speaker 1>best friend Julie more of a We wrote the song

0:52:40.080 --> 0:52:42.400
<v Speaker 1>and we were like, Okay, this really feels like a single,

0:52:42.440 --> 0:52:45.359
<v Speaker 1>and so, um we finished the song and I was like, Okay,

0:52:45.400 --> 0:52:46.959
<v Speaker 1>I really want to make a video for the song.

0:52:47.719 --> 0:52:50.440
<v Speaker 1>The video is awesome. It's so funny. Man. I So

0:52:50.520 --> 0:52:54.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to my friend's wedding, Jeremy Gavin. Jeremy does

0:52:54.400 --> 0:52:58.120
<v Speaker 1>all my photography, and um, I meet this guy on

0:52:58.200 --> 0:53:04.040
<v Speaker 1>the way up to the wedding, this guy Zach, and um,

0:53:04.040 --> 0:53:06.960
<v Speaker 1>he's like we we we kind of start talking and

0:53:07.040 --> 0:53:08.560
<v Speaker 1>I get up there and they're kind of wanting me

0:53:08.600 --> 0:53:10.680
<v Speaker 1>to sing for their wedding, and so I sing, and

0:53:10.680 --> 0:53:13.520
<v Speaker 1>then Zack's like, we have to make a video. And

0:53:13.640 --> 0:53:17.320
<v Speaker 1>Zach is working on he did Drunk History on Comedy Central.

0:53:18.160 --> 0:53:21.880
<v Speaker 1>He's working on Still the King and you know, on CMT.

0:53:22.040 --> 0:53:24.280
<v Speaker 1>And so he's like, he's like, this is what I do.

0:53:24.440 --> 0:53:27.360
<v Speaker 1>You know, of course, someone because you're you're walking in

0:53:27.400 --> 0:53:30.080
<v Speaker 1>such an unsuch your path now, well yeah, show up.

0:53:30.120 --> 0:53:31.239
<v Speaker 1>And that's the thing. I didn't know how I was

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<v Speaker 1>going to make this video because I'm like, I don't

0:53:32.920 --> 0:53:35.359
<v Speaker 1>have fifty dollars right now, you know, and and and

0:53:35.400 --> 0:53:37.279
<v Speaker 1>we always do, you know, we get creative because we

0:53:37.320 --> 0:53:39.240
<v Speaker 1>have to. When you're independent and you don't have a budget,

0:53:39.280 --> 0:53:41.520
<v Speaker 1>you have to be creative. So I meet this guy

0:53:41.680 --> 0:53:44.640
<v Speaker 1>and he's friends with my friend Bridget, who's my you know,

0:53:44.840 --> 0:53:48.120
<v Speaker 1>acting coach and so Um, We're like, well, let's just

0:53:48.200 --> 0:53:50.360
<v Speaker 1>do it, you know, Bridget. So Bridget and zach Um

0:53:50.480 --> 0:53:53.959
<v Speaker 1>directed and then they called Um. Bridget called some people

0:53:53.960 --> 0:53:57.239
<v Speaker 1>from the Nashville Show who were camera operators, so they

0:53:57.560 --> 0:54:01.640
<v Speaker 1>came um and donated their time and yeah, it just

0:54:01.719 --> 0:54:06.360
<v Speaker 1>kind of all worked itself out. And how did he

0:54:06.480 --> 0:54:08.520
<v Speaker 1>get in here? So funny. I was sitting there and

0:54:08.560 --> 0:54:11.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, okay, I know nothing about The Bachelor. He

0:54:11.840 --> 0:54:16.319
<v Speaker 1>was like the Latin lover. Oh my god. I didn't

0:54:16.360 --> 0:54:18.759
<v Speaker 1>know anything about The Bachelor. I don't even like I

0:54:18.840 --> 0:54:20.840
<v Speaker 1>just started watching it this past year. Me too with

0:54:20.880 --> 0:54:25.600
<v Speaker 1>The Bachelor. Actually think it was The Bachelor before that.

0:54:25.640 --> 0:54:27.360
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, but I watched I watched that one and

0:54:27.440 --> 0:54:31.920
<v Speaker 1>Jojo There's only I watched Ben. Okay, Like, so I

0:54:31.960 --> 0:54:34.760
<v Speaker 1>didn't know anything, but I knew the name one Pablo,

0:54:35.239 --> 0:54:38.600
<v Speaker 1>and I knew his reputation. So I was like, I

0:54:38.680 --> 0:54:41.839
<v Speaker 1>really want kind of a jerky guy to play the

0:54:42.000 --> 0:54:45.520
<v Speaker 1>role of my lover in this video. And I tell

0:54:45.560 --> 0:54:48.160
<v Speaker 1>my friend Michelle, I'm like, what about Wan Pablo? And

0:54:48.200 --> 0:54:49.640
<v Speaker 1>she knows a lot of people because she worked at

0:54:49.640 --> 0:54:51.560
<v Speaker 1>the news for ten years, and so she's like, I

0:54:51.560 --> 0:54:53.440
<v Speaker 1>know his manager let me reach out, and so she

0:54:53.560 --> 0:54:56.400
<v Speaker 1>just reached out and he we got on a skype

0:54:56.440 --> 0:55:00.600
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh, this guy seems really nice. Actually, shoot, um,

0:55:00.680 --> 0:55:02.879
<v Speaker 1>they can't help with that. All the ladies love them right,

0:55:03.000 --> 0:55:06.040
<v Speaker 1>and not his fault. It's totally not his fault. And

0:55:06.600 --> 0:55:08.160
<v Speaker 1>I didn't watch, so I don't know how it was

0:55:08.280 --> 0:55:11.160
<v Speaker 1>edited or anything like that, but I was like, always

0:55:11.200 --> 0:55:12.719
<v Speaker 1>so nice and he wanted to do it and so

0:55:12.840 --> 0:55:15.960
<v Speaker 1>he um, he came to town and played my played

0:55:16.000 --> 0:55:18.120
<v Speaker 1>my love interest in the video. It was awesome. Yeah,

0:55:18.160 --> 0:55:20.120
<v Speaker 1>he did a great job. He did a great job.

0:55:20.480 --> 0:55:22.200
<v Speaker 1>He was great and we went to we actually went

0:55:22.239 --> 0:55:24.680
<v Speaker 1>to the c m A Awards together that kind of

0:55:24.680 --> 0:55:28.680
<v Speaker 1>promote this, promote the video and so um it was cool.

0:55:29.040 --> 0:55:31.720
<v Speaker 1>Where was that room where you had like different color

0:55:31.840 --> 0:55:33.960
<v Speaker 1>outfits at the same outfit but they're different color and

0:55:33.960 --> 0:55:36.160
<v Speaker 1>you're like on the ground, it's the coolest room ever.

0:55:36.239 --> 0:55:39.520
<v Speaker 1>Where are you filming that? Um? My friend Jeremy who

0:55:39.560 --> 0:55:43.200
<v Speaker 1>does all my photography too, he um, he created it.

0:55:43.200 --> 0:55:46.799
<v Speaker 1>It was just like literally two panels and you know

0:55:46.840 --> 0:55:49.760
<v Speaker 1>what it was. It looks like it's padded, but it's actually, um,

0:55:49.800 --> 0:55:53.640
<v Speaker 1>one of those down comforters. We clipped it. He's genius.

0:55:53.840 --> 0:55:55.719
<v Speaker 1>And then I got I was on his page and

0:55:55.760 --> 0:55:57.360
<v Speaker 1>I saw where he had done a photoshoot in the

0:55:57.360 --> 0:55:58.719
<v Speaker 1>pad a room. I'm like, how did you do that?

0:55:58.719 --> 0:56:00.120
<v Speaker 1>Can you do that for me? He was like, I

0:56:00.160 --> 0:56:01.680
<v Speaker 1>still love the set figured out. He's like, I'll have

0:56:01.760 --> 0:56:05.760
<v Speaker 1>to just clip those things on instud. I'm like, okay, glad,

0:56:05.920 --> 0:56:09.120
<v Speaker 1>you're so creative. It costs nothing to do it. It

0:56:09.239 --> 0:56:12.000
<v Speaker 1>looks so expensive. That video to me, looks so expensive.

0:56:12.080 --> 0:56:16.280
<v Speaker 1>Thank you. Yeah, I mean literally so well done. It's crazy.

0:56:16.320 --> 0:56:19.359
<v Speaker 1>It's crazy how like, you know, we managed to get

0:56:19.360 --> 0:56:21.279
<v Speaker 1>all these people to kind of come together to make

0:56:21.320 --> 0:56:24.399
<v Speaker 1>it happen. And you know, it is hard. It is hard,

0:56:24.440 --> 0:56:26.520
<v Speaker 1>I will say, because I you know, I'm spending my

0:56:26.520 --> 0:56:28.880
<v Speaker 1>own money on everything right now. So I'm kind of

0:56:28.880 --> 0:56:30.919
<v Speaker 1>in this place where it's like, Okay, I'm making money,

0:56:30.960 --> 0:56:33.080
<v Speaker 1>but then I'm spending all of it. I know, it's

0:56:33.120 --> 0:56:36.160
<v Speaker 1>kind of terrifying. It's terrifying. Yeah, I'm still you just

0:56:36.280 --> 0:56:39.040
<v Speaker 1>you have to invest in yourself, and so that's what

0:56:39.040 --> 0:56:41.600
<v Speaker 1>I've been doing. But I'm also you know, self managing

0:56:42.040 --> 0:56:45.640
<v Speaker 1>putting this I released through tune Core. You know, independently,

0:56:45.760 --> 0:56:48.360
<v Speaker 1>and I have a we're a team of three people,

0:56:48.560 --> 0:56:51.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, just my best friend Julie and my friend Michelle,

0:56:51.800 --> 0:56:53.640
<v Speaker 1>and then you know, obviously Tyler helps me a lot,

0:56:53.719 --> 0:56:56.600
<v Speaker 1>my friend Christie helps a lot. But it's literally like

0:56:56.800 --> 0:57:00.600
<v Speaker 1>just everybody's just pouring into this thing, and none of

0:57:00.640 --> 0:57:03.799
<v Speaker 1>this is really making any money yet. So I love it.

0:57:04.120 --> 0:57:05.840
<v Speaker 1>I feel like that some stuff really takes off. I

0:57:05.960 --> 0:57:08.399
<v Speaker 1>really do. I do too, I think so, So tell

0:57:08.400 --> 0:57:10.799
<v Speaker 1>me what you're looking forward to and where can we

0:57:10.840 --> 0:57:15.560
<v Speaker 1>find your new stuff? Is up? It's all over you know,

0:57:15.600 --> 0:57:19.440
<v Speaker 1>anywhere you can get digital music, itube, and then the

0:57:19.520 --> 0:57:22.520
<v Speaker 1>YouTube is um got the video and then there's an

0:57:22.560 --> 0:57:24.760
<v Speaker 1>acoustic video I just put out of this song as well.

0:57:24.880 --> 0:57:27.600
<v Speaker 1>So um, there's a lot of stuff online. I'm really

0:57:27.600 --> 0:57:29.320
<v Speaker 1>excited I'm putting out. I'm gonna put out a new

0:57:29.360 --> 0:57:32.800
<v Speaker 1>record in the new year, so I'm thinking February and March,

0:57:33.040 --> 0:57:35.240
<v Speaker 1>trying to figure out when we can get it done. Um.

0:57:35.280 --> 0:57:39.080
<v Speaker 1>I just started a Patreon page. So Patreon is awesome.

0:57:39.120 --> 0:57:41.600
<v Speaker 1>It's a place where your fans can go. It's almost

0:57:41.600 --> 0:57:44.720
<v Speaker 1>like an exclusive club online, and so they can kind

0:57:44.720 --> 0:57:47.560
<v Speaker 1>of go and follow your journey and they can um

0:57:47.960 --> 0:57:52.800
<v Speaker 1>pledge towards your your journey, towards your record or whatever

0:57:52.840 --> 0:57:55.480
<v Speaker 1>it is. And so people can do a dollar a

0:57:55.480 --> 0:57:57.200
<v Speaker 1>month or they can do two dollars a month or

0:57:57.240 --> 0:57:59.760
<v Speaker 1>ten or twenty or whatever, and each thing has like

0:57:59.800 --> 0:58:02.560
<v Speaker 1>a different you know, like I'll do um, you know,

0:58:02.600 --> 0:58:05.560
<v Speaker 1>signed us, send out signed eight by tens I post

0:58:05.600 --> 0:58:08.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, exclusive content, that kind of thing. That's awesome.

0:58:08.160 --> 0:58:10.120
<v Speaker 1>So it's cool. It's kind of a cool, like a

0:58:10.200 --> 0:58:13.920
<v Speaker 1>secret backstage fan wait for them to be involved. Yeah,

0:58:14.040 --> 0:58:15.480
<v Speaker 1>and they can kind of you know, I'll do a

0:58:15.480 --> 0:58:17.800
<v Speaker 1>thing where I'll have them vote on the next single

0:58:17.960 --> 0:58:20.200
<v Speaker 1>like things like that. So it's kind of a cool.

0:58:20.240 --> 0:58:23.919
<v Speaker 1>Like it's almost like its own private Facebook page, I guess. Yeah. So,

0:58:24.040 --> 0:58:26.200
<v Speaker 1>um I started that to kind of help with the

0:58:26.240 --> 0:58:28.600
<v Speaker 1>new record and then, um, yeah, I just signed a

0:58:28.640 --> 0:58:32.200
<v Speaker 1>deal with Nutri System. What by the way, you have

0:58:32.440 --> 0:58:36.720
<v Speaker 1>thirty pounds I have since March? Yeah, holy cow, always

0:58:36.760 --> 0:58:40.160
<v Speaker 1>been stunning, but you are like amazing, like so spelt

0:58:40.880 --> 0:58:45.200
<v Speaker 1>like a vision hasn't been hard. It's really hard. Yeah,

0:58:45.240 --> 0:58:47.360
<v Speaker 1>it's hard to lose weight, but I do think that that,

0:58:47.640 --> 0:58:50.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, definitely Nutri System helped boost that and helped

0:58:50.480 --> 0:58:53.840
<v Speaker 1>me get on the right track and then um, you know,

0:58:53.920 --> 0:58:57.080
<v Speaker 1>just keeping it off is the thing so amazing, But

0:58:57.720 --> 0:59:00.320
<v Speaker 1>myself is different now. So what you have done with

0:59:00.400 --> 0:59:05.680
<v Speaker 1>your life, the whole journey, it's amazing. Thank you. So

0:59:05.680 --> 0:59:08.840
<v Speaker 1>I want to wrap with leave your light after all

0:59:08.880 --> 0:59:11.640
<v Speaker 1>of this that you've been through and all of like

0:59:11.760 --> 0:59:15.440
<v Speaker 1>the beautiful journey. What is your inspiration that you've gathered,

0:59:15.640 --> 0:59:18.200
<v Speaker 1>just gathered from people and that you want to share, Like,

0:59:18.240 --> 0:59:23.880
<v Speaker 1>what's your light that you want to spread? Oh man? Um,

0:59:23.920 --> 0:59:30.920
<v Speaker 1>I think ultimately it's really about giving back. I mean,

0:59:30.960 --> 0:59:32.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I don't know what else to say

0:59:32.440 --> 0:59:34.640
<v Speaker 1>other than I do think, like I think we do

0:59:34.680 --> 0:59:37.080
<v Speaker 1>all this and we're like people get especially in the

0:59:37.120 --> 0:59:39.520
<v Speaker 1>music business, we get so self involved and we get

0:59:39.560 --> 0:59:42.000
<v Speaker 1>so much like oh me me me, I I and

0:59:42.080 --> 0:59:44.120
<v Speaker 1>it's like this video and this thing, and it's like

0:59:44.160 --> 0:59:48.680
<v Speaker 1>you're so consumed with this the business part of the

0:59:48.760 --> 0:59:51.920
<v Speaker 1>music business. And I think really to just keep your

0:59:51.960 --> 0:59:55.800
<v Speaker 1>eyes open to other people and what's going on around you,

0:59:55.880 --> 0:59:59.320
<v Speaker 1>and um, just to to pour into other people and

0:59:59.360 --> 1:00:01.520
<v Speaker 1>give back. I mean, I think that that's when I'm

1:00:01.640 --> 1:00:05.120
<v Speaker 1>when I'm the happiest, you know, I think doing just

1:00:05.200 --> 1:00:07.840
<v Speaker 1>doing this flood relief stuff this past year and doing

1:00:07.840 --> 1:00:09.880
<v Speaker 1>this stuff I do with with the dogs. I do

1:00:09.920 --> 1:00:13.040
<v Speaker 1>a lot of rescue dog stuff. I love dogs so much.

1:00:13.640 --> 1:00:16.200
<v Speaker 1>Um And I do stuff with Biggle Freedom Project, and

1:00:16.440 --> 1:00:19.840
<v Speaker 1>I think that that is our purpose, you know, And

1:00:19.880 --> 1:00:23.280
<v Speaker 1>I think that that, um this that this past year,

1:00:23.360 --> 1:00:25.560
<v Speaker 1>the last two years has really really taught me that.

1:00:26.840 --> 1:00:30.880
<v Speaker 1>So I don't know. I love that It's worth You're

1:00:30.920 --> 1:00:41.440
<v Speaker 1>the best, You're the beg. She's I hope you loved

1:00:41.440 --> 1:00:43.920
<v Speaker 1>hearing from Megan. She's amazing. You'll be sure to get

1:00:43.920 --> 1:00:47.360
<v Speaker 1>her new music. It is off the chain. Next week.

1:00:47.400 --> 1:00:50.480
<v Speaker 1>I have one of my favorite singers ever. It's actually

1:00:50.600 --> 1:00:52.560
<v Speaker 1>amazing that I got to interview her because I was

1:00:52.680 --> 1:00:59.280
<v Speaker 1>such a fan, Jamie O'Neill. There is no Arizon. Okay,

1:00:59.320 --> 1:01:00.920
<v Speaker 1>that's not how she does it all, but you know

1:01:01.040 --> 1:01:03.440
<v Speaker 1>that song Holy Cow. She's joining me next week, so

1:01:03.520 --> 1:01:07.000
<v Speaker 1>y'all get excited and make sure you subscribe on iTunes

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<v Speaker 1>to hyper Carolin Hobby. See you next week. M