1 00:00:07,080 --> 00:00:11,240 Speaker 1: Hey, what welcome And I'm Doug Gottlieb. This is all ball, 2 00:00:11,520 --> 00:00:15,960 Speaker 1: all basketball, all the time. Although sometimes, as you know, 3 00:00:16,200 --> 00:00:19,640 Speaker 1: we devergd some right. We we want to just get 4 00:00:19,680 --> 00:00:22,080 Speaker 1: you great stories and if we can talk some hoop, 5 00:00:22,160 --> 00:00:25,720 Speaker 1: talk some hoop. My guest on this podcast, UM, you're 6 00:00:25,720 --> 00:00:27,440 Speaker 1: gonna be blown away by the story. His name is 7 00:00:27,520 --> 00:00:35,120 Speaker 1: Chase Freedman, and Um, Chase uh is in his mid 8 00:00:35,120 --> 00:00:41,120 Speaker 1: twenties and two years ago a New Year's Eve, he 9 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:45,680 Speaker 1: was paralyzed, they was he was told he never walk again. 10 00:00:46,640 --> 00:00:50,400 Speaker 1: He can run now. He'll tell you the whole story, 11 00:00:50,720 --> 00:00:53,599 Speaker 1: and you you just you do not want to miss it, 12 00:00:53,720 --> 00:00:56,200 Speaker 1: don't want to miss it at all. Um, let's get 13 00:00:56,240 --> 00:00:58,760 Speaker 1: to a couple of the stories of the week. I mean, 14 00:00:58,800 --> 00:01:02,840 Speaker 1: I do think that we're still kind of reeling from 15 00:01:02,880 --> 00:01:07,399 Speaker 1: the email Eudoka story. And I think it's interesting why 16 00:01:07,480 --> 00:01:12,840 Speaker 1: did Brad Stevens pass on hiring Damon Stodemeyer, who many 17 00:01:12,880 --> 00:01:14,920 Speaker 1: people thought was the number two assistant last year to 18 00:01:14,959 --> 00:01:17,760 Speaker 1: will Will Hardy was the number one assistant. Of course, 19 00:01:17,840 --> 00:01:20,080 Speaker 1: Damon Stoudemier was a star in the league. He's been 20 00:01:20,120 --> 00:01:22,440 Speaker 1: a head coach at the Universe Pacific. I think it's 21 00:01:22,440 --> 00:01:25,520 Speaker 1: interesting that he was bypassed. Man. Maybe he turned down 22 00:01:25,560 --> 00:01:28,200 Speaker 1: the opportunity out of his loyalty to email. I'm not 23 00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:31,640 Speaker 1: not I'm not sure, but what happens with the Celtics 24 00:01:32,640 --> 00:01:37,880 Speaker 1: is fascinating, really is fascinating. Um. I also thought that 25 00:01:38,240 --> 00:01:42,160 Speaker 1: Russell Wills, Russell Whistle, Russell Westbrook and his well, you know, 26 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:44,760 Speaker 1: I'm just gonna play hard even if they don't want 27 00:01:44,760 --> 00:01:47,760 Speaker 1: me here. Just don't be a martyr. Don't be a 28 00:01:47,840 --> 00:01:49,920 Speaker 1: victim in this thing. You didn't have a good year. 29 00:01:50,360 --> 00:01:52,960 Speaker 1: You didn't you didn't blend well. The only reason you're 30 00:01:52,960 --> 00:01:55,640 Speaker 1: there is because you have this gargantuan contract. Just be 31 00:01:55,720 --> 00:01:58,520 Speaker 1: a good employee. Hey man, whatever Darvin needs, I'm gonna do. 32 00:01:59,240 --> 00:02:03,800 Speaker 1: That's it. The last part is people are freaking out 33 00:02:03,840 --> 00:02:07,400 Speaker 1: over Steve Nash's hey Ben, Ben Simmons doesn't have to 34 00:02:07,400 --> 00:02:10,320 Speaker 1: shoot a shot to be great for us. And I 35 00:02:10,400 --> 00:02:13,519 Speaker 1: know what you're thinking. One if you're most people listen 36 00:02:13,520 --> 00:02:15,680 Speaker 1: to pot or basketball people, you're like, I kind of 37 00:02:15,720 --> 00:02:17,919 Speaker 1: get it right that you can dominate a game without 38 00:02:18,000 --> 00:02:20,640 Speaker 1: taking a shot or making a shot. I agree with that. 39 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:24,200 Speaker 1: Billy Donovan, of course, famously says the games play without 40 00:02:24,240 --> 00:02:27,840 Speaker 1: the basketball probably not as higher percentage nowadays is you 41 00:02:27,880 --> 00:02:30,640 Speaker 1: have dominant ball handlers. But the point is well taken. 42 00:02:30,880 --> 00:02:32,560 Speaker 1: There's so many things you can do to help your 43 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:36,000 Speaker 1: team win that don't revolve around shooting jump shots. But 44 00:02:36,080 --> 00:02:37,639 Speaker 1: if you don't see it, if you don't get the 45 00:02:37,680 --> 00:02:41,440 Speaker 1: subtle nuance to it, it's you're gonna it's just gonna 46 00:02:41,480 --> 00:02:45,320 Speaker 1: be lost to you, absolutely lost to you. So I 47 00:02:45,360 --> 00:02:48,160 Speaker 1: think I see it. I think I get it what 48 00:02:48,280 --> 00:02:52,239 Speaker 1: Nash is saying, which is, hey, whatever, we just Ben 49 00:02:52,280 --> 00:02:56,840 Speaker 1: Simmons just he plays defense and guard four or five positions. Offensively, 50 00:02:57,000 --> 00:02:58,359 Speaker 1: we can play him in the dunker, we can have 51 00:02:58,440 --> 00:02:59,920 Speaker 1: him as our point guard, we can have be as 52 00:03:00,040 --> 00:03:02,600 Speaker 1: power forward and a screener, maybe even a point center. 53 00:03:03,360 --> 00:03:05,840 Speaker 1: I do think though, that the and this is just 54 00:03:05,880 --> 00:03:09,079 Speaker 1: from personal experience, how to get him mass track because 55 00:03:09,160 --> 00:03:11,000 Speaker 1: most of you guys know his brother, Marco I think, 56 00:03:11,040 --> 00:03:14,120 Speaker 1: just retired at USC as their head coach after last season, 57 00:03:14,680 --> 00:03:17,240 Speaker 1: and mass has been he's been a coach Olliver. He 58 00:03:17,320 --> 00:03:18,799 Speaker 1: coached me in the A B A and he was 59 00:03:18,840 --> 00:03:22,200 Speaker 1: the one who kind of um and my dad did 60 00:03:22,200 --> 00:03:23,840 Speaker 1: this too, but it was it's hard and when it's 61 00:03:23,840 --> 00:03:27,000 Speaker 1: your dad it's different, but he was the one who 62 00:03:27,080 --> 00:03:30,440 Speaker 1: kind of figured me out. And I think this is 63 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:32,080 Speaker 1: what they need to do with Ben Simmons, which is, 64 00:03:32,880 --> 00:03:35,840 Speaker 1: if he turns down an open rhythm shot, that's his shot. 65 00:03:36,360 --> 00:03:38,800 Speaker 1: He needs to come out. Whereas most players, you take 66 00:03:38,880 --> 00:03:40,880 Speaker 1: him out when he started taking bad shots, you gotta 67 00:03:40,880 --> 00:03:43,120 Speaker 1: take Ben Simmons out when he turns down good shots. 68 00:03:44,200 --> 00:03:47,240 Speaker 1: Can you dominate a game without taking a shot? Absolutely, 69 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:50,360 Speaker 1: But in order for Brooklyn to get the best out 70 00:03:50,360 --> 00:03:53,680 Speaker 1: of Ben Simmons, to get the best out of uh 71 00:03:53,840 --> 00:03:56,880 Speaker 1: Kyrie Irving, to get the best out of Kevin Durant, 72 00:03:56,920 --> 00:03:59,320 Speaker 1: he's got to be willing to take. You can't even 73 00:03:59,320 --> 00:04:02,040 Speaker 1: make him if you're not willing to take him. And 74 00:04:02,080 --> 00:04:03,480 Speaker 1: I think the way to do that is to take 75 00:04:03,520 --> 00:04:06,560 Speaker 1: him out when he turns down open shots, wide open, 76 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:10,680 Speaker 1: his range, his rhythm. All right, let's get to this 77 00:04:11,120 --> 00:04:13,880 Speaker 1: is my This is me catching up with Chase Freedman 78 00:04:13,920 --> 00:04:16,960 Speaker 1: follow on social media has become TikTok famous as well. 79 00:04:18,040 --> 00:04:25,160 Speaker 1: Wait to hear the story, So, uh, Chase, I know 80 00:04:25,240 --> 00:04:29,159 Speaker 1: your story, or at least parts of your story, but 81 00:04:29,240 --> 00:04:34,080 Speaker 1: I don't know if especially America and my listeners know 82 00:04:34,160 --> 00:04:37,160 Speaker 1: your story. Okay, so when you had your accident, how 83 00:04:37,160 --> 00:04:43,920 Speaker 1: old are you? Years old? Where's you graduate college? I 84 00:04:44,560 --> 00:04:48,120 Speaker 1: went to Whitman College in Washington State. Okay, so you 85 00:04:48,160 --> 00:04:52,040 Speaker 1: go to Whitman College study what film and media studies 86 00:04:52,760 --> 00:04:56,160 Speaker 1: with the idea of doing what working in entertainment, which 87 00:04:56,200 --> 00:05:00,920 Speaker 1: is what I've been doing. So um, so you get that. 88 00:05:01,000 --> 00:05:04,960 Speaker 1: You graduate your twenty two twenty two when I graduate, yeah, 89 00:05:05,160 --> 00:05:07,520 Speaker 1: moved moved out to l A start working in Hollywood. 90 00:05:08,200 --> 00:05:10,840 Speaker 1: So you're living in Hollywood, you're twenty two years old. 91 00:05:10,920 --> 00:05:14,960 Speaker 1: Fast forward to your tent and you go out one night, 92 00:05:15,000 --> 00:05:18,000 Speaker 1: where did you guys go? Well, what what happened was? 93 00:05:18,360 --> 00:05:22,719 Speaker 1: It's it's COVID And I'm like in my apartment all 94 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:27,320 Speaker 1: year working Every assistant in the department got fired except me. 95 00:05:27,520 --> 00:05:30,080 Speaker 1: So I was working day in and day out for 96 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:34,080 Speaker 1: the entire department. And then my buddy in Philadelphia says, hey, 97 00:05:34,120 --> 00:05:38,760 Speaker 1: come fly out here, um, come fly out here for 98 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:41,160 Speaker 1: a New Year's party. And I was like, COVID. I 99 00:05:41,160 --> 00:05:42,960 Speaker 1: don't think it's a good idea. And he's like, oh, 100 00:05:43,000 --> 00:05:45,440 Speaker 1: we all just got over COVID, so you won't get it. 101 00:05:45,440 --> 00:05:47,000 Speaker 1: You should come. You deserve it. And I was like 102 00:05:47,120 --> 00:05:53,200 Speaker 1: this is Philadelphia? Okay, So Philly? Okay, So why who's this? 103 00:05:53,360 --> 00:05:56,200 Speaker 1: Who are these friends? Uh? He was on the tennis 104 00:05:56,200 --> 00:05:58,960 Speaker 1: team with me in college. We we we played tennis 105 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:03,240 Speaker 1: together there. And had you had you traveled during COVID 106 00:06:03,279 --> 00:06:07,279 Speaker 1: at all? Like is it your first time? Yeah? Okay, 107 00:06:07,839 --> 00:06:11,279 Speaker 1: So you you fly l A to Philadelphia? Okay, you 108 00:06:11,440 --> 00:06:14,640 Speaker 1: land What time of day is it? I I don't know. 109 00:06:14,720 --> 00:06:17,640 Speaker 1: I landed a couple of days before, just just spending 110 00:06:17,720 --> 00:06:20,880 Speaker 1: some time. Philadelphia was more open than l A. So 111 00:06:20,960 --> 00:06:24,159 Speaker 1: we could like go to restaurants outside. It was so nice. 112 00:06:25,320 --> 00:06:27,520 Speaker 1: And then uh, he has this big New Year's party 113 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:33,080 Speaker 1: and I meet a girl there and she invites me 114 00:06:33,120 --> 00:06:36,039 Speaker 1: back to her apartment and her friends came over to 115 00:06:37,920 --> 00:06:42,480 Speaker 1: um and then about like at seven am the next morning, 116 00:06:42,720 --> 00:06:45,200 Speaker 1: I just get up. Okay. So so so wait before 117 00:06:45,240 --> 00:06:47,279 Speaker 1: you get to that. Okay. I love the details of 118 00:06:47,320 --> 00:06:50,599 Speaker 1: the granular details of the story. Okay, So you go 119 00:06:50,640 --> 00:06:53,880 Speaker 1: back to this girl's place. Yeah, who you never met before? 120 00:06:53,920 --> 00:06:59,160 Speaker 1: What's her name? Uh? I'd rather not say because I'm 121 00:06:59,200 --> 00:07:03,279 Speaker 1: about to say some things about her. Okay, that's that's fun. Yeah, 122 00:07:03,480 --> 00:07:06,360 Speaker 1: So you go back to this girl's apartment. Friends there 123 00:07:06,640 --> 00:07:10,880 Speaker 1: you guys are drinking, right, we're drinking a bit. Yeah, okay, 124 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:16,320 Speaker 1: like how honestly, honestly, not that much. It was not 125 00:07:16,480 --> 00:07:19,680 Speaker 1: like an absurd amount of alcohol. It was just it 126 00:07:19,800 --> 00:07:22,200 Speaker 1: was just a good time. We were like doing dumb 127 00:07:22,240 --> 00:07:24,800 Speaker 1: stuff like we're playing Mario Kart, me and her friends. 128 00:07:24,880 --> 00:07:28,560 Speaker 1: Like we were just having some drinks. There was a 129 00:07:28,560 --> 00:07:32,920 Speaker 1: bit of weed it yeah, nothing like a chill New 130 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:38,360 Speaker 1: Year's Eve, right, Yeah, you shut it down? About what time? Late? Late? 131 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:41,720 Speaker 1: It was like two am. I ended up just crashing 132 00:07:41,760 --> 00:07:44,240 Speaker 1: on the couch there. Okay, so seven am. You get 133 00:07:44,320 --> 00:07:47,160 Speaker 1: up in the morning, right, kind of did you know 134 00:07:47,200 --> 00:07:50,120 Speaker 1: where you were? Yeah? I knew I was at this 135 00:07:50,200 --> 00:07:57,120 Speaker 1: person's before. You're like, yeahay, so then what happened? I 136 00:07:57,320 --> 00:07:59,920 Speaker 1: get up, I'm like half asleep. I just got it. 137 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:04,640 Speaker 1: He I walk over the bathroom. Next thing, you know, blackout. 138 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:09,880 Speaker 1: I wake up. What we think was like thirty seconds later. 139 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:14,280 Speaker 1: All the girls are around me, and uh, I don't 140 00:08:14,280 --> 00:08:15,880 Speaker 1: know who they are. I don't know where I am 141 00:08:15,920 --> 00:08:19,560 Speaker 1: at this point. They're just freaking out. And what happened 142 00:08:19,680 --> 00:08:24,360 Speaker 1: was I tripped my head hit the countertop of the sink, 143 00:08:24,920 --> 00:08:28,640 Speaker 1: and I had my head snapped back and when I 144 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:35,000 Speaker 1: woke up, I was paralyzed under my shoulders. Um, so 145 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:37,400 Speaker 1: so you said, but what you said your friends, these 146 00:08:37,400 --> 00:08:40,320 Speaker 1: these girls are freaking out. Okay, so and you said 147 00:08:40,360 --> 00:08:43,480 Speaker 1: it was thirty seconds, but obviously you lost track of time. Yeah, 148 00:08:44,520 --> 00:08:48,439 Speaker 1: so why were they freaking out? I hit my face. 149 00:08:48,520 --> 00:08:51,520 Speaker 1: My face was all cut up, there, blood coming down, 150 00:08:52,440 --> 00:08:55,199 Speaker 1: and I couldn't get up. Did you hear a track 151 00:08:55,320 --> 00:08:58,400 Speaker 1: or anything to hear like, no, because I I don't 152 00:08:58,440 --> 00:09:01,240 Speaker 1: remember actually making contact that I had a concussion. I 153 00:09:01,559 --> 00:09:05,800 Speaker 1: was knocked out. Um. And then I remember them saying like, 154 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:07,800 Speaker 1: you gotta get up, you gotta get up, and I'm like, 155 00:09:08,559 --> 00:09:13,200 Speaker 1: I'm trying. And then I feel like the slightest bit 156 00:09:13,720 --> 00:09:16,320 Speaker 1: of sensation in my leg and I'm like, are you 157 00:09:16,360 --> 00:09:18,840 Speaker 1: touching me? She's like yeah, I'm shaking your leg. Can 158 00:09:18,880 --> 00:09:21,319 Speaker 1: you not feel this? And that's when I realized like 159 00:09:21,559 --> 00:09:27,120 Speaker 1: something was very, very wrong. Um, I couldn't move, and 160 00:09:27,440 --> 00:09:30,240 Speaker 1: that that's where I'm about to talk bad about the girl. 161 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:33,480 Speaker 1: She Uh. The two friends said we need to call 162 00:09:33,520 --> 00:09:36,680 Speaker 1: an ambulance, and the girl whose place it was said, 163 00:09:36,720 --> 00:09:41,520 Speaker 1: we can't call an ambulance. Um, there's because there were 164 00:09:41,559 --> 00:09:45,400 Speaker 1: there were illegal substances at her apartment. She got drugs department, 165 00:09:45,440 --> 00:09:47,080 Speaker 1: but she's more concerned about the drugs and she has 166 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:49,800 Speaker 1: the fact that you're parrels. She said that she's an 167 00:09:49,840 --> 00:09:53,120 Speaker 1: attorney and that if they find it at herman, she'll 168 00:09:53,160 --> 00:09:55,160 Speaker 1: lose her license to be an attorney, which is like, 169 00:09:55,240 --> 00:09:58,560 Speaker 1: not even true. There's the angel guardian, Angel law or 170 00:09:58,559 --> 00:10:04,480 Speaker 1: whatever it's called. Um So, I'm just she's a terrible attorney, 171 00:10:04,720 --> 00:10:08,480 Speaker 1: the worst, the worst. She's an absolute Sorry, I'm not 172 00:10:08,520 --> 00:10:11,640 Speaker 1: I'm not laughing your story, please, I'm just know it's funny. 173 00:10:11,679 --> 00:10:14,800 Speaker 1: It's funny, how insane the whole thing is. Um So, 174 00:10:14,840 --> 00:10:17,760 Speaker 1: she wouldn't call an ambulance. Uh So, now her like 175 00:10:17,880 --> 00:10:20,400 Speaker 1: friends are coaching me through what I need to say 176 00:10:20,520 --> 00:10:23,960 Speaker 1: to them, and I'm just concust I'm confused. I don't 177 00:10:23,960 --> 00:10:26,800 Speaker 1: know what's going on. Eventually an ambulance does come and 178 00:10:26,840 --> 00:10:30,600 Speaker 1: when how long that When they asked how long I've 179 00:10:30,640 --> 00:10:34,160 Speaker 1: been there, they said forty five minutes. So it was 180 00:10:34,160 --> 00:10:36,360 Speaker 1: a very scary forty five minutes. It felt a lot 181 00:10:36,400 --> 00:10:40,679 Speaker 1: longer to me, but um Luckily, later on I asked 182 00:10:40,679 --> 00:10:43,120 Speaker 1: the doctor if if it would have made a difference 183 00:10:43,160 --> 00:10:45,440 Speaker 1: if it was called earlier and he said no, So 184 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:49,600 Speaker 1: that's that's how I get past this. Okay, So so 185 00:10:50,800 --> 00:10:53,640 Speaker 1: give me the real So, like all this is going on, 186 00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:57,520 Speaker 1: they put you on a gurney. M what do you think. 187 00:10:58,240 --> 00:11:02,400 Speaker 1: I'm just terrified because I have no knowledge of like 188 00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:07,160 Speaker 1: spinal cord injuries, being paralyzed. I I don't know anything 189 00:11:07,200 --> 00:11:09,280 Speaker 1: about it. I don't know if there's rehab, I don't 190 00:11:09,679 --> 00:11:11,319 Speaker 1: I don't know if I'm about to get better within 191 00:11:11,360 --> 00:11:14,240 Speaker 1: a couple of days. I'm I'm just clueless about what's 192 00:11:14,280 --> 00:11:18,200 Speaker 1: going on. Um and just and just frightened, Like the 193 00:11:18,240 --> 00:11:20,240 Speaker 1: thoughts are going in my head, like am I just 194 00:11:20,320 --> 00:11:24,120 Speaker 1: going to be ahead the rest of my life? Um? 195 00:11:24,160 --> 00:11:26,600 Speaker 1: So they wheel me in, they start doing tests like 196 00:11:26,640 --> 00:11:28,079 Speaker 1: the m r R. I was. The m r R 197 00:11:28,240 --> 00:11:31,760 Speaker 1: was one of the worst parts. It was two hours long. Wait, 198 00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:33,680 Speaker 1: wait before you before you get to that, you get 199 00:11:33,679 --> 00:11:37,559 Speaker 1: to the hospital, right to the hospital. Okay. And again 200 00:11:37,559 --> 00:11:39,680 Speaker 1: I've never been on a gurney, but I get them 201 00:11:39,679 --> 00:11:43,520 Speaker 1: just visualizing that. They got you in like a next thing, right, 202 00:11:44,120 --> 00:11:48,000 Speaker 1: And so you're scared. You're also in a place that 203 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:49,800 Speaker 1: you don't live. So some like to call your folks 204 00:11:49,840 --> 00:11:52,840 Speaker 1: to be like hey, come down, or you're like, friend, 205 00:11:52,880 --> 00:11:55,680 Speaker 1: what about your friends from your buddy who you went 206 00:11:55,760 --> 00:12:01,400 Speaker 1: to Whitman with? Yeah, um, so funny, funny thing. When 207 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:03,720 Speaker 1: they did check me in, they did a no swab 208 00:12:03,800 --> 00:12:08,199 Speaker 1: and they said, sir, you have COVID, so so now 209 00:12:08,240 --> 00:12:13,120 Speaker 1: I can't Now I can't even see anyone. Um. It 210 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:17,320 Speaker 1: was a it was a tough situation mentally, so so 211 00:12:17,360 --> 00:12:20,080 Speaker 1: you're you're wheeling down the hall. At some point like 212 00:12:20,080 --> 00:12:22,160 Speaker 1: a does a doctor say something to you? Do a 213 00:12:22,280 --> 00:12:24,640 Speaker 1: nurse like who's talking to you? And during this stuff. 214 00:12:24,679 --> 00:12:26,840 Speaker 1: So yeah, as they're wheeling me down, it actually felt 215 00:12:26,880 --> 00:12:28,360 Speaker 1: like you know in the movies when they do the 216 00:12:28,360 --> 00:12:30,079 Speaker 1: p O V. If someone can to wheel downy see 217 00:12:30,120 --> 00:12:32,760 Speaker 1: all the lights. Yeah, that's what that's That's what it 218 00:12:32,800 --> 00:12:34,640 Speaker 1: felt like. But it was a lot of the nurses 219 00:12:34,720 --> 00:12:38,000 Speaker 1: saying like, you're in good hands. Jefferson is one of 220 00:12:38,040 --> 00:12:42,320 Speaker 1: the best spinal cord hospitals in the country, which actually 221 00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:45,360 Speaker 1: did make me feel a bit a bit better about it. 222 00:12:45,520 --> 00:12:50,680 Speaker 1: And I got a great doctor. Um, so yeah, they 223 00:12:50,880 --> 00:12:53,280 Speaker 1: say we're gonna do these tests. Uh, and then the 224 00:12:53,360 --> 00:12:57,640 Speaker 1: following day they said, but you know, like again, I'm 225 00:12:57,679 --> 00:13:00,320 Speaker 1: afraid and I want to die. I Like, at this point, 226 00:13:00,360 --> 00:13:02,240 Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't think I want to live the 227 00:13:02,280 --> 00:13:04,240 Speaker 1: rest of my life, right nobody wants to live the 228 00:13:04,240 --> 00:13:06,160 Speaker 1: life the rest life in the wheelchair, somebody feeding them 229 00:13:06,160 --> 00:13:09,040 Speaker 1: with a spoon, right, Like that just doesn't feel like living, 230 00:13:09,280 --> 00:13:14,160 Speaker 1: you know exactly, So like is there one nurse because 231 00:13:14,160 --> 00:13:16,720 Speaker 1: I've always you talked about the point of view, Like 232 00:13:16,760 --> 00:13:19,560 Speaker 1: again you're looking up and and there's all these random faces, 233 00:13:19,559 --> 00:13:22,240 Speaker 1: so you're like, I just I just just one doctor 234 00:13:22,280 --> 00:13:24,960 Speaker 1: wants somebody who I can tell me your name? So 235 00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:27,880 Speaker 1: I like or or is it it was a bunch 236 00:13:27,920 --> 00:13:31,480 Speaker 1: of different people coming it had to be even scarier. 237 00:13:32,040 --> 00:13:34,720 Speaker 1: I wasn't even focused on that. I was just focused 238 00:13:34,760 --> 00:13:38,840 Speaker 1: on on me, like I want to die, Like I don't, 239 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:40,640 Speaker 1: I don't want to live. I've been an athlete my 240 00:13:40,679 --> 00:13:43,679 Speaker 1: whole life, you know. I played tennis from as young 241 00:13:43,720 --> 00:13:45,800 Speaker 1: as I can remember, and I ended up playing at 242 00:13:45,800 --> 00:13:48,000 Speaker 1: the college level and I still play, Like I can't. 243 00:13:48,679 --> 00:13:52,880 Speaker 1: I couldn't comprehend just spending the rest of my life 244 00:13:53,520 --> 00:13:56,200 Speaker 1: unable to move. So at what point was there a 245 00:13:56,200 --> 00:13:58,000 Speaker 1: prognosis you said the m R I was the worst. 246 00:13:58,040 --> 00:14:00,280 Speaker 1: They will you into the m R I m right. 247 00:14:01,080 --> 00:14:04,960 Speaker 1: And at what point was our prognosts? Um, I think 248 00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:06,920 Speaker 1: it was. It was after the m R I they said, 249 00:14:07,160 --> 00:14:09,680 Speaker 1: you know, you've injured your spinal cord from C four 250 00:14:09,760 --> 00:14:11,920 Speaker 1: to C seven, which is all stuff. I don't know 251 00:14:11,920 --> 00:14:15,920 Speaker 1: what this means. Um. They say that they're gonna have 252 00:14:16,000 --> 00:14:20,240 Speaker 1: to do surgery and put in some uh screws and 253 00:14:20,320 --> 00:14:25,240 Speaker 1: rods in my neck to stabilize it, and uh, they're 254 00:14:25,240 --> 00:14:27,040 Speaker 1: gonna do the surgery. And they didn't really say what 255 00:14:27,080 --> 00:14:29,160 Speaker 1: would happen to me at that point. It was just like, 256 00:14:29,280 --> 00:14:32,800 Speaker 1: we need to do the surgery. And when they wheeled 257 00:14:32,840 --> 00:14:36,040 Speaker 1: me in, one thing I remember was making eye contact 258 00:14:36,080 --> 00:14:40,160 Speaker 1: with the enthusiologists and just thinking to myself, I hope 259 00:14:40,200 --> 00:14:44,040 Speaker 1: you have no idea what you're doing. You mess up 260 00:14:44,080 --> 00:14:47,160 Speaker 1: and I never wake up from this, but um, but 261 00:14:47,280 --> 00:14:50,200 Speaker 1: I did wake up. And then I remember when they 262 00:14:50,200 --> 00:14:52,960 Speaker 1: were wheeling me out of it for the first time 263 00:14:53,040 --> 00:14:55,600 Speaker 1: because because my shoulders worked, they were like really weak, 264 00:14:55,640 --> 00:14:58,880 Speaker 1: but they worked. But if I had my arm parallel 265 00:14:58,920 --> 00:15:02,760 Speaker 1: with the ground, like bend my elbow just slightly, which 266 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:07,240 Speaker 1: means my b set was working just just a little bit. 267 00:15:07,440 --> 00:15:10,920 Speaker 1: So I was like, okay, something, something works. Something's changed. 268 00:15:11,280 --> 00:15:13,120 Speaker 1: And that's when they sat me down and they said, 269 00:15:13,720 --> 00:15:19,080 Speaker 1: you know, you're paralyzed. Um, we don't exactly know what's 270 00:15:19,080 --> 00:15:21,160 Speaker 1: going to happen. You're you're going to spend the rest 271 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:24,200 Speaker 1: of your life in a wheelchair, but we want to 272 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:26,920 Speaker 1: send you to rehab and there's a chance you can 273 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:31,400 Speaker 1: recover some of your movement. And the only thing I 274 00:15:31,440 --> 00:15:35,520 Speaker 1: heard at that point was you can recover. And I 275 00:15:35,600 --> 00:15:38,680 Speaker 1: was like, I'm going to make a full recovery. I'm 276 00:15:38,680 --> 00:15:40,840 Speaker 1: gonna be Michael. They told you or not. They told 277 00:15:40,840 --> 00:15:43,560 Speaker 1: you're gonna know. They said they said you could, they 278 00:15:43,560 --> 00:15:47,000 Speaker 1: said you could gain some movement back. But the only 279 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:50,120 Speaker 1: thing I heard was you can recover, and I was 280 00:15:50,160 --> 00:15:52,920 Speaker 1: just like, I'm going to do this. Fox Sports Radio 281 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:55,800 Speaker 1: has the best sports talk lineup in the nation. Catch 282 00:15:55,880 --> 00:15:59,240 Speaker 1: all of our shows at Fox Sports Radio dot com 283 00:15:59,280 --> 00:16:02,120 Speaker 1: and within the heart radio app search f s R 284 00:16:02,240 --> 00:16:07,880 Speaker 1: to listen live. This is January one, on the second. 285 00:16:07,880 --> 00:16:11,680 Speaker 1: Now they did the surgery the second day, so I mean, 286 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:15,080 Speaker 1: this is this is a question that I'm wondering. Did 287 00:16:15,120 --> 00:16:17,200 Speaker 1: you can you sleep? Like? What is it? I mean, 288 00:16:17,240 --> 00:16:20,160 Speaker 1: I guess there's probably medication or whatever, but I was 289 00:16:20,320 --> 00:16:23,640 Speaker 1: January one. You're in the hospital and you're going in 290 00:16:23,720 --> 00:16:26,440 Speaker 1: for surgery the next day on your neck, and you're 291 00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:29,920 Speaker 1: paralyzed and you think you'll never walk again. And you 292 00:16:30,040 --> 00:16:31,920 Speaker 1: have said you kind of at this point in the 293 00:16:31,960 --> 00:16:34,320 Speaker 1: scene before the surgery when he kind of wanted to 294 00:16:34,320 --> 00:16:38,480 Speaker 1: not wake up from the anesthesia, what what is that? 295 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:41,000 Speaker 1: What is it like to be in a hotel hospital 296 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:47,240 Speaker 1: room all alone with COVID with a broken neck and 297 00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:49,680 Speaker 1: all these things like what is what is that like? 298 00:16:50,240 --> 00:16:55,600 Speaker 1: It's absolutely terrifying, But not as terrifying as the calls 299 00:16:55,720 --> 00:16:59,800 Speaker 1: I had to make, Like I was laying there, and 300 00:16:59,800 --> 00:17:01,920 Speaker 1: then nurses would hold the phone as I am I 301 00:17:02,120 --> 00:17:08,600 Speaker 1: talking to my grandparents who and saying like look I 302 00:17:09,160 --> 00:17:11,399 Speaker 1: as soon as I called them, they answer the phone 303 00:17:11,440 --> 00:17:15,440 Speaker 1: together Happy New Year, wishing you a lovely new year. 304 00:17:15,480 --> 00:17:18,119 Speaker 1: And I'm just like, uh, before you get to that, 305 00:17:18,359 --> 00:17:21,920 Speaker 1: like can you sit down? I told everyone, like, please 306 00:17:21,960 --> 00:17:24,560 Speaker 1: sit down because I have some like tough news. And 307 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:27,480 Speaker 1: I almost cried, like telling you that I had to 308 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:29,879 Speaker 1: call my boss, I had to call my mom, I 309 00:17:29,880 --> 00:17:33,159 Speaker 1: had to call my friends, and who's your who's your 310 00:17:33,160 --> 00:17:37,679 Speaker 1: first call? The first call was my grandparents? Why them? First? 311 00:17:37,960 --> 00:17:42,200 Speaker 1: They they raised me. Uh them and my mom. Okay, 312 00:17:42,240 --> 00:17:45,040 Speaker 1: so you call your your grandparents, what do you call them? 313 00:17:45,280 --> 00:17:50,040 Speaker 1: Granny and grahams? What they say when you tell them? 314 00:17:50,080 --> 00:17:52,800 Speaker 1: I tried Immediately I was like, oh, like, it's gonna 315 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:55,680 Speaker 1: be Everything's gonna be fine. The first thing my grandpa 316 00:17:55,760 --> 00:18:01,600 Speaker 1: said was were you drinking? Uh I'm not. I'm not 317 00:18:01,640 --> 00:18:04,720 Speaker 1: the best comment to make. Uh well, I mean he 318 00:18:04,840 --> 00:18:07,359 Speaker 1: can't control, Like, you know, your grandpa, you know what 319 00:18:07,520 --> 00:18:15,680 Speaker 1: you drinking? Yeah? And I mean, god, that's just excruciating, Yeah, 320 00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:20,479 Speaker 1: excruciating what your mom saying. I don't even I was 321 00:18:20,520 --> 00:18:22,840 Speaker 1: like I was blanked out. I was in such like 322 00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:26,560 Speaker 1: shock and just being able to get the words out 323 00:18:26,560 --> 00:18:28,919 Speaker 1: of my mouth was it was a lot on me. 324 00:18:29,160 --> 00:18:31,000 Speaker 1: I don't even remember what they were saying. I was 325 00:18:31,080 --> 00:18:34,360 Speaker 1: just so mentally, like in a fog. Was there ever? 326 00:18:34,600 --> 00:18:37,440 Speaker 1: Was there somebody that you forgot to call that You're 327 00:18:37,480 --> 00:18:39,600 Speaker 1: like like a couple months later, like, oh, I forgot 328 00:18:39,640 --> 00:18:41,840 Speaker 1: to tell you? Un parallels I I told. I told 329 00:18:41,880 --> 00:18:44,399 Speaker 1: my mom, She's like, who should I call? Should I 330 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:47,040 Speaker 1: call this person? And that person? And I just I 331 00:18:47,400 --> 00:18:50,240 Speaker 1: had her do most of it because those calls were 332 00:18:50,240 --> 00:18:53,120 Speaker 1: one of the most difficult things for me to do. Oh, 333 00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:58,439 Speaker 1: I gotta be like impossible. I mean I can't get wretching. Um. Okay, 334 00:18:58,480 --> 00:19:01,200 Speaker 1: So you come out of surgery and you hear them 335 00:19:01,240 --> 00:19:07,160 Speaker 1: say you could recover, right, that's what? Um how long 336 00:19:07,200 --> 00:19:10,120 Speaker 1: did you remain in that hospital before you started doing 337 00:19:10,119 --> 00:19:13,199 Speaker 1: some rehab? I was there for just over two weeks. 338 00:19:14,560 --> 00:19:18,320 Speaker 1: And uh, me, your buddies, your buddy who you went 339 00:19:18,359 --> 00:19:20,960 Speaker 1: to college with, that he come to see you, what 340 00:19:21,040 --> 00:19:24,639 Speaker 1: was was his support? Like? So they couldn't because of 341 00:19:26,240 --> 00:19:28,040 Speaker 1: But I remember he told me he he had like 342 00:19:28,119 --> 00:19:31,760 Speaker 1: texted and called me and I wasn't responding, so he 343 00:19:31,840 --> 00:19:33,760 Speaker 1: thought I was mad at him. Like a lot of 344 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:36,040 Speaker 1: people were like, why isn't he responding? No, A lot 345 00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:40,280 Speaker 1: of people didn't understand the degree of my injury. Um, 346 00:19:40,320 --> 00:19:42,520 Speaker 1: Like once a day I would have the nurse hold 347 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:44,760 Speaker 1: my phone and I would go through text and try 348 00:19:44,760 --> 00:19:48,560 Speaker 1: to respond and try to call people. But my family 349 00:19:48,560 --> 00:19:50,840 Speaker 1: wanted to FaceTime me, but I wouldn't FaceTime them for 350 00:19:50,880 --> 00:19:55,080 Speaker 1: the first like week because my face was so cut up. Uh, 351 00:19:55,119 --> 00:19:58,119 Speaker 1: and it's swelling because I fell face down. I wanted 352 00:19:58,160 --> 00:20:00,280 Speaker 1: to let it heal a bit before they saw me too, 353 00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:07,640 Speaker 1: So they didn't freak out. Wow, um, your first rehab center? 354 00:20:07,680 --> 00:20:10,879 Speaker 1: Where'd you go? I went to McGhee in Philadelphia. I 355 00:20:10,920 --> 00:20:13,560 Speaker 1: was lucky that, you know, if if something bad like 356 00:20:13,600 --> 00:20:15,640 Speaker 1: this were to happen, it happened in the right place 357 00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:18,840 Speaker 1: because Jefferson was one of the best hospitals and McGhee 358 00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:22,800 Speaker 1: is one of the top spinal cord rehabilitation centers in 359 00:20:22,840 --> 00:20:26,159 Speaker 1: the country. So what when you get to McGhee, what 360 00:20:26,200 --> 00:20:29,280 Speaker 1: did they Because that because the doctors have experienced in it, 361 00:20:29,560 --> 00:20:32,040 Speaker 1: but the people McGhee have a ton of experience in it. 362 00:20:32,080 --> 00:20:36,200 Speaker 1: What they tell they didn't really say anything for sure. 363 00:20:36,280 --> 00:20:39,000 Speaker 1: They're like, what are your goals? And then I gave 364 00:20:39,080 --> 00:20:41,920 Speaker 1: them the most absurd goals they've ever heard. And they 365 00:20:41,920 --> 00:20:44,960 Speaker 1: looked at me like, okay, like let's let's try for it. 366 00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:50,000 Speaker 1: And uh, I really, I seriously became a crazy person. 367 00:20:50,240 --> 00:20:54,040 Speaker 1: And they were okay with it. They were like, let's 368 00:20:54,119 --> 00:20:56,159 Speaker 1: let's let's shoot for the moon. If he wants to 369 00:20:56,200 --> 00:21:00,919 Speaker 1: do it, let's do it. So you say, when you 370 00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:04,560 Speaker 1: say you became a crazy person, like you did rehab 371 00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:13,160 Speaker 1: how many times a day? Uh? Twice twice? Early early days? 372 00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:16,919 Speaker 1: What is that like? See the way I approached it was. 373 00:21:17,520 --> 00:21:19,879 Speaker 1: I approached it like it was any workout. You know, 374 00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:21,800 Speaker 1: I've done a million workouts. I was like, I was gonna, 375 00:21:21,840 --> 00:21:24,400 Speaker 1: I'm gonna get in here and I'm going to give 376 00:21:24,400 --> 00:21:29,119 Speaker 1: it absolutely everything. Is so if I finished rehab and 377 00:21:29,160 --> 00:21:32,040 Speaker 1: I was still like had energy and me, I'd be 378 00:21:32,160 --> 00:21:34,240 Speaker 1: upset that I didn't give it my all. So I 379 00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:37,680 Speaker 1: was like, I'm gonna give it absolutely everything. I'm gonna 380 00:21:37,960 --> 00:21:40,520 Speaker 1: stay as incredibly positive as I can and do everything 381 00:21:40,560 --> 00:21:45,840 Speaker 1: I can to recover from this. So so when they 382 00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:49,159 Speaker 1: say it so so okay, but you start with you 383 00:21:49,240 --> 00:21:53,080 Speaker 1: had a little in your biceps, right, h what was 384 00:21:53,119 --> 00:21:56,880 Speaker 1: the next sign of hope? So slowly in my bed 385 00:21:57,560 --> 00:22:02,080 Speaker 1: I was able to kind of x my quads just 386 00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:08,119 Speaker 1: it's it's hard to explain, like I couldn't feel if 387 00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:10,040 Speaker 1: you were like touching it, if someone were to squeeze 388 00:22:10,040 --> 00:22:13,399 Speaker 1: it really hard, I could feel, but I could feel 389 00:22:13,440 --> 00:22:16,000 Speaker 1: my muscle when I flexed it. That that slow that 390 00:22:16,040 --> 00:22:19,560 Speaker 1: sensation slowly started to come as I was able to 391 00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:22,720 Speaker 1: do it. I don't remember the exact day I felt 392 00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:25,720 Speaker 1: it the first time, but my leg muscles were the 393 00:22:25,720 --> 00:22:29,160 Speaker 1: first ones to come back, specifically my quads. So I'm 394 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:32,800 Speaker 1: in bed, moving, moving it around, trying to like get 395 00:22:32,840 --> 00:22:36,080 Speaker 1: any little bit of movement I can um. And because 396 00:22:36,119 --> 00:22:37,560 Speaker 1: I had COVID, I couldn't go into the gym in 397 00:22:37,640 --> 00:22:42,280 Speaker 1: the beginning. So help me out really quickly, okay, because 398 00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:46,000 Speaker 1: because again I can only visualize this. I can't and 399 00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:49,840 Speaker 1: I'm trying to. So I'm imagining you're sitting there like 400 00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:52,199 Speaker 1: it's like kind of trying to ever try to use 401 00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:55,400 Speaker 1: the flour stum on something right where nothing's happening. Yeah, 402 00:22:55,480 --> 00:22:57,560 Speaker 1: we're like we're just like staring at your legs and 403 00:22:57,560 --> 00:23:00,439 Speaker 1: trying to make them mentally, make them move, twitch or 404 00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:03,840 Speaker 1: do something, and nothing happens. Is that what it's like? Yes, okay, 405 00:23:03,880 --> 00:23:08,200 Speaker 1: so there's this there's this way to explain it. Um, 406 00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:12,880 Speaker 1: put your fist on the table like this and lift 407 00:23:12,880 --> 00:23:16,800 Speaker 1: your index finger right, it's lifting up. Now do it 408 00:23:16,840 --> 00:23:20,199 Speaker 1: with your middle finger. It's lifting. Now do it with 409 00:23:20,240 --> 00:23:25,640 Speaker 1: your ring finger. It's not lifting right. Yeah, it's like that. 410 00:23:26,359 --> 00:23:30,639 Speaker 1: So you can feel the muscle trying to do something. 411 00:23:30,720 --> 00:23:33,920 Speaker 1: In the beginning, I didn't even have that. Eventually, as 412 00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:37,240 Speaker 1: time goes on, you can kind of feel the muscle flexing, 413 00:23:37,560 --> 00:23:39,680 Speaker 1: but there's still just no movement because it's not even 414 00:23:39,680 --> 00:23:43,520 Speaker 1: strong enough. And eventually you can feel it and it moves. 415 00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:48,600 Speaker 1: What's that feeling like when it moves? Lists first time 416 00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:52,040 Speaker 1: something moves. So one of the scariest things for me 417 00:23:52,359 --> 00:23:56,000 Speaker 1: was all my muscles slowly started getting a little bit 418 00:23:56,040 --> 00:24:01,359 Speaker 1: of movement except my fingers. Um, so about two and 419 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:03,879 Speaker 1: a half three weeks in, my fingers were the only 420 00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:07,680 Speaker 1: things not moving. And that was my first big major 421 00:24:07,760 --> 00:24:10,760 Speaker 1: mental breakdown. I thought I'd never be able to feed myself, 422 00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:14,560 Speaker 1: never use a computer on my phone ever again. And 423 00:24:14,600 --> 00:24:17,320 Speaker 1: then um, the therapist came in and they're like, Okay, 424 00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:20,880 Speaker 1: calm down, let's let's go finger by finger and see 425 00:24:21,320 --> 00:24:23,840 Speaker 1: what can move. And the very last finger, my thumb 426 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:28,960 Speaker 1: moved like that, like less than a millimeter. And as 427 00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:31,720 Speaker 1: soon as I saw that, I was like, it moved. 428 00:24:31,840 --> 00:24:33,920 Speaker 1: That means it's gonna move more. That means the rest 429 00:24:33,920 --> 00:24:37,280 Speaker 1: of my fingers are going to move. And that's when 430 00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:39,520 Speaker 1: I like was stoked that I was going to be 431 00:24:39,560 --> 00:24:42,040 Speaker 1: able to do my first goal, which was to flip 432 00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:46,080 Speaker 1: everyone off. And I was like, I'm gonna do this. 433 00:24:46,280 --> 00:24:50,160 Speaker 1: And that's the thing about it. Every single time, whether 434 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:52,960 Speaker 1: it's a millimeter movement. You got to take every win. 435 00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:55,840 Speaker 1: You have to realize even though it's just a little bit, 436 00:24:55,880 --> 00:25:01,399 Speaker 1: it's a win, and a little bit means more can come. Um. Okay, 437 00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:04,080 Speaker 1: it's just kind of a personal question, like, you have 438 00:25:04,320 --> 00:25:07,040 Speaker 1: a catheter this whole time, At what point do you 439 00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:12,800 Speaker 1: were you able to feel there? So it actually I 440 00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:16,720 Speaker 1: think came a lot a lot earlier than most people. Um, 441 00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:19,879 Speaker 1: after about a month, like they left it in me, 442 00:25:19,960 --> 00:25:22,760 Speaker 1: but I was like, I feel like I'm pushing it 443 00:25:22,800 --> 00:25:25,600 Speaker 1: out on my own. Um, and they told me not to. 444 00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:28,120 Speaker 1: But I was like, can we just try taking it out? 445 00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:30,920 Speaker 1: And they said there was a test that they needed 446 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:32,320 Speaker 1: to do on me. They can only test me in 447 00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:34,360 Speaker 1: two weeks. I said no, I wanted out now, and 448 00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:38,640 Speaker 1: came out. And I had the opposite issue where I 449 00:25:38,680 --> 00:25:41,240 Speaker 1: was I was peeing every five minutes now and after 450 00:25:41,359 --> 00:25:43,800 Speaker 1: like a week it would go from five minutes to 451 00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:47,639 Speaker 1: like ten minutes to an hour and eventually it was fine. Um, 452 00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:50,320 Speaker 1: I'll tell you something, Switching out a catheter is the 453 00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:54,320 Speaker 1: most uncomfortable feeling in the world. Because I I by 454 00:25:54,359 --> 00:25:57,760 Speaker 1: that point, I had a bit of could you have 455 00:25:57,800 --> 00:26:02,480 Speaker 1: done this before? I had feeling I though we could. Yeah, yeah, 456 00:26:02,920 --> 00:26:05,760 Speaker 1: you mentioned your first mental breakdown. What was the second 457 00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:11,840 Speaker 1: big breakdown? I really was just one or actually no, 458 00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:17,320 Speaker 1: uh second mental breakdown was actually no, I was wrong. 459 00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:20,360 Speaker 1: That was my second mental breakdown. My first mental breakdown 460 00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:23,199 Speaker 1: was so after all this happened, even though I was 461 00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:27,720 Speaker 1: initially super depressed and scared, I never cried. And then 462 00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:30,840 Speaker 1: after they told me I could recover a little bit 463 00:26:30,880 --> 00:26:32,800 Speaker 1: and took it as I'm gonna make a full recovery, 464 00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:35,399 Speaker 1: I was super positive, but I never like let everything 465 00:26:35,440 --> 00:26:38,479 Speaker 1: out until about a weekend. I was watching Fast and 466 00:26:38,480 --> 00:26:43,240 Speaker 1: Furious seven, and most of the movie I'm laughing because 467 00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:46,720 Speaker 1: the rock is like falling three stories and he just 468 00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:48,399 Speaker 1: gets up and he's fine, and I'm like, I tripped 469 00:26:48,400 --> 00:26:50,199 Speaker 1: in the bathroom and here I am. But the end 470 00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:54,120 Speaker 1: of the movie there's a memorial for Paul Walker, and 471 00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:58,760 Speaker 1: I cried so hard I couldn't breathe. It was one 472 00:26:58,800 --> 00:27:00,840 Speaker 1: of those like I couldn't even breathe in and and for 473 00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:02,800 Speaker 1: the next couple of days, every time I thought about it, 474 00:27:03,800 --> 00:27:07,480 Speaker 1: I would start crying again. And it is very sad, 475 00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:09,880 Speaker 1: the Paul Walker thing. But I don't have any connection 476 00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:13,320 Speaker 1: to song though too that you know it's not the 477 00:27:13,359 --> 00:27:23,879 Speaker 1: song exactly exactly uth and whizz yeah, and uh, I 478 00:27:23,920 --> 00:27:26,280 Speaker 1: think it was just an outlet for me, you know, 479 00:27:26,680 --> 00:27:31,000 Speaker 1: and I just let everything out. So yeah, um, okay 480 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:35,480 Speaker 1: the walking, how how far in did you get to 481 00:27:35,520 --> 00:27:40,919 Speaker 1: where you thought? I can? I can walk again, I 482 00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:44,879 Speaker 1: can this can happen. Yeah. So so the very first 483 00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:49,680 Speaker 1: week before had like any movement, UM, I told them, 484 00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:53,040 Speaker 1: because I was in Philly, UM that when I left 485 00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:55,440 Speaker 1: the hospital, I was gonna walk up the rocky steps. 486 00:27:56,240 --> 00:27:58,239 Speaker 1: And that's when they looked at each other and then 487 00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:00,880 Speaker 1: they looked at me and they're like, you know, focus 488 00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:04,880 Speaker 1: on you know, moving your leg first or standing up first. 489 00:28:04,920 --> 00:28:06,680 Speaker 1: I was like, no, no, no, I'm I'm gonna walk 490 00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:09,760 Speaker 1: up the steps. So when I got to the the 491 00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:12,360 Speaker 1: REAP center and they asked me my goals, I said, 492 00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:14,360 Speaker 1: I want to walk up the steps. So from the day, 493 00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:18,760 Speaker 1: like day one, UM, I started practicing steps and even 494 00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:21,359 Speaker 1: though I couldn't move at that point, I would have 495 00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:24,119 Speaker 1: like one arm around one therapist one arm around the other, 496 00:28:24,400 --> 00:28:27,440 Speaker 1: and they'd move my legs for me up the steps. 497 00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:32,120 Speaker 1: And eventually we just kept working my quads, working my 498 00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:37,119 Speaker 1: hips and using help to get my legs moving. But 499 00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:41,520 Speaker 1: after practice and practice and practice, I started to get it. Um. 500 00:28:41,640 --> 00:28:44,719 Speaker 1: I think I took my first steps regular steps on 501 00:28:44,800 --> 00:28:49,160 Speaker 1: my own. Um. I think like halfway through February or 502 00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:55,920 Speaker 1: the end of February. So you were paralyzed in January 503 00:28:57,200 --> 00:28:59,520 Speaker 1: and you broke your neck, you had spine surgery, and 504 00:28:59,560 --> 00:29:01,920 Speaker 1: a month later you're and they told you you would 505 00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:06,400 Speaker 1: never walk again. And a month later, like a month 506 00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:09,080 Speaker 1: and a half. So what the first step step when 507 00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:11,200 Speaker 1: they're like holding you and you're like walking, or is 508 00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:14,400 Speaker 1: like a real first step at that point, by that 509 00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:17,920 Speaker 1: month and a half that was with a walker. It 510 00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:20,160 Speaker 1: was not a like a you know, normal step. It 511 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:23,800 Speaker 1: was but step trying not to fall, step, trying not 512 00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:26,440 Speaker 1: to follow, using my arms to hold hold my weight 513 00:29:26,520 --> 00:29:29,720 Speaker 1: up as well. But a month and a half, what's 514 00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:35,560 Speaker 1: that feeling? Like? Absolutely incredible? You know. I feel like 515 00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:37,680 Speaker 1: a lot of the reason I was able to do 516 00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:41,600 Speaker 1: it was I like proving people wrong and I was like, 517 00:29:41,640 --> 00:29:44,160 Speaker 1: I'm gonna show you, I'm gonna show everyone that that 518 00:29:44,320 --> 00:29:47,680 Speaker 1: I can do this. And uh, you know, I had 519 00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:50,640 Speaker 1: so much support from my friends and family all behind me, 520 00:29:50,680 --> 00:29:54,480 Speaker 1: and just proving to myself that I could do it 521 00:29:54,520 --> 00:29:58,000 Speaker 1: as well. It it. It was the greatest feeling ever. 522 00:29:58,600 --> 00:30:04,760 Speaker 1: And then how long do you walk up without a walker? UM? 523 00:30:04,800 --> 00:30:07,880 Speaker 1: I like I had the ability to do it soon after, 524 00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:10,120 Speaker 1: but I would always have a therapist there to make 525 00:30:10,120 --> 00:30:13,200 Speaker 1: sure I didn't fall. So I used a walker up 526 00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:17,840 Speaker 1: until about Up until April, I was using mostly a 527 00:30:17,840 --> 00:30:20,800 Speaker 1: wheelchair and I could get up in a walker. And 528 00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:24,000 Speaker 1: then I'd say in April, I switched from that to 529 00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:27,120 Speaker 1: a cane full time. And then I used a cane 530 00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:36,120 Speaker 1: until I'd say July, Um, July, July August, and then 531 00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:40,880 Speaker 1: I switched to walking on my own. Did you did 532 00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:43,640 Speaker 1: you do with the Rocky steps? I did? So I 533 00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:48,800 Speaker 1: got out of the rehab hospital on around mid March, 534 00:30:48,920 --> 00:30:51,959 Speaker 1: and then the weekend after that, UM, friends and family 535 00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:56,400 Speaker 1: flew out from California and watched me go up the 536 00:30:56,480 --> 00:30:59,320 Speaker 1: Rocky Steps. And at that point I had been viral 537 00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:04,520 Speaker 1: on TikTok uck, so hundreds of locals showed up to watch, 538 00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:08,280 Speaker 1: and Sylvester Stallone saw the video and he called me 539 00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:20,280 Speaker 1: the real life Rocky and uh, yeah, yeah, that that happened. 540 00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:23,200 Speaker 1: That's that's exactly how it went down, and that that 541 00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:27,160 Speaker 1: the Rocky Steps was was crazy because initially, like it 542 00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,280 Speaker 1: was me, my friends and family, and then I saw 543 00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:32,680 Speaker 1: like two or three people that were like looking at me, 544 00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:35,160 Speaker 1: and I could tell they were like locals had come. 545 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:38,480 Speaker 1: But when I went up, Um, So there's this thing 546 00:31:38,560 --> 00:31:42,520 Speaker 1: called appropriate reception, and it's basically like if you close 547 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:44,400 Speaker 1: your eyes and move your arm around, you still know 548 00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:46,640 Speaker 1: where your arm is, but I didn't know where my 549 00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:49,120 Speaker 1: legs were. When I, like I would move it, I 550 00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:53,000 Speaker 1: could feel the muscle working, but I didn't know if 551 00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:55,480 Speaker 1: it was going straight or straight to the right or 552 00:31:55,520 --> 00:31:57,760 Speaker 1: straight to the left unless I saw it. So I 553 00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:02,000 Speaker 1: started up these steps. I'm looking straight down. I'm super 554 00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,400 Speaker 1: in the zone. I go up the first flight, go 555 00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:07,840 Speaker 1: up the second flight, and I look up and there 556 00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:12,280 Speaker 1: are hundreds of people all they're just like cheering me on, 557 00:32:12,360 --> 00:32:15,160 Speaker 1: and I was like, holy sh it, Like actually, there 558 00:32:15,200 --> 00:32:18,480 Speaker 1: was a pretty big turnout for this and very overwhelming, 559 00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:20,960 Speaker 1: but like I also felt the support of people. And 560 00:32:22,080 --> 00:32:23,560 Speaker 1: I went all the way up to the top and 561 00:32:23,680 --> 00:32:25,560 Speaker 1: getting to the top and putting my arms up in 562 00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:30,120 Speaker 1: the air, and there was like straight performers there before 563 00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:32,000 Speaker 1: and they turned their music off. They were playing the 564 00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:34,800 Speaker 1: rocky theme. They were playing I the Tiger. When I 565 00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:37,040 Speaker 1: went up, it was like, so, what do you think. 566 00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:40,120 Speaker 1: You're up there and you're doing the rocky thing their 567 00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:45,520 Speaker 1: plan at the Tiger, and you did it right, I mean, grant, 568 00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:48,160 Speaker 1: there's still work to be done, and yeah, you did it. 569 00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:53,480 Speaker 1: If you can think what what actual thoughts were taking place? 570 00:32:56,080 --> 00:33:01,000 Speaker 1: It like pure bliss, Like like I was so happy 571 00:33:01,080 --> 00:33:03,480 Speaker 1: that not only I did it for myself, but I 572 00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:07,120 Speaker 1: proved everyone wrong. My my friends and family flew out 573 00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:11,760 Speaker 1: there also proud of me I've made My parents were there. Yeah, 574 00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:16,600 Speaker 1: and uh it it was like, honestly one of the 575 00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:21,600 Speaker 1: greatest moments of my entire life. Um, if you were too, 576 00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:24,200 Speaker 1: and I'm sure, like I'm sure some of these, all 577 00:33:24,240 --> 00:33:29,480 Speaker 1: these questions have been asked, but they're just fascinating me. Um, 578 00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:34,800 Speaker 1: what's the secret to getting past those moments of doubt? 579 00:33:35,560 --> 00:33:37,800 Speaker 1: Because a lot of us we have moments of doubt 580 00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:40,520 Speaker 1: that are not real moments of doubt, right, it's just 581 00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:45,320 Speaker 1: our own mind telling us. But you're fighting your body. Yeah, 582 00:33:45,320 --> 00:33:49,000 Speaker 1: you're fighting you know, you're the doctors are telling you like, 583 00:33:49,040 --> 00:33:52,600 Speaker 1: these are real things. But again it beats you up 584 00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:55,280 Speaker 1: there are betting debt, What what is this what is 585 00:33:55,320 --> 00:33:58,400 Speaker 1: your secret? Not every secrets saying what's your secret. So 586 00:33:58,600 --> 00:34:01,320 Speaker 1: this is the way I saw it, because you know, 587 00:34:01,360 --> 00:34:04,520 Speaker 1: when you're early days, when you're paralyzed, you can't move. 588 00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:08,160 Speaker 1: All you do is think about stuff and watched The Office. 589 00:34:08,200 --> 00:34:10,680 Speaker 1: I watched a lot of The Office. So the way 590 00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:13,520 Speaker 1: I saw it was the make it clear that the 591 00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:18,000 Speaker 1: first like six months is when the majority of the 592 00:34:18,040 --> 00:34:22,200 Speaker 1: recovery happens. They say of the recoveries in the first 593 00:34:22,239 --> 00:34:25,319 Speaker 1: six months, ten is in the next six months, and 594 00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:30,040 Speaker 1: then there's just slight changes from then on. I was like, 595 00:34:30,280 --> 00:34:32,600 Speaker 1: whether or not I like, I believe I'm going to 596 00:34:32,680 --> 00:34:36,960 Speaker 1: recover fully. But this, this is the most important six 597 00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:39,680 Speaker 1: months of my life. I need to push myself as 598 00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:42,080 Speaker 1: hard as I can because if I don't, I'll regret it, 599 00:34:42,320 --> 00:34:44,560 Speaker 1: regret it for the rest of my life. Even if 600 00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:47,560 Speaker 1: I don't fully recover, I want to be as best 601 00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:50,040 Speaker 1: the best I can possibly be so I can spend 602 00:34:50,239 --> 00:34:54,000 Speaker 1: the rest of my life living as able bodied as possible. 603 00:34:54,719 --> 00:34:58,279 Speaker 1: So every day it was work as hard as I can. 604 00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:02,160 Speaker 1: Every day it was funk with the nurses, crack a joke, 605 00:35:02,520 --> 00:35:05,640 Speaker 1: be grateful to be alive because the doctor did day 606 00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:08,080 Speaker 1: one tell me like, oh, if I was like a 607 00:35:08,080 --> 00:35:12,040 Speaker 1: couple of millimeters in another direction, I'd be dead. Just 608 00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:15,840 Speaker 1: find everything to stay positive, whether it's movies. I was 609 00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:20,520 Speaker 1: watching the Rocky movies, I was watching TV shows that 610 00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:23,200 Speaker 1: everything that inspired me. And one more thing I want 611 00:35:23,239 --> 00:35:25,560 Speaker 1: to mention is so so I told you after the 612 00:35:25,600 --> 00:35:28,360 Speaker 1: second day, I was super positive, and then about a 613 00:35:28,400 --> 00:35:32,720 Speaker 1: month in the doubts kind of started coming in and 614 00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:36,160 Speaker 1: I even though I worked just as hard and rehab 615 00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:41,080 Speaker 1: my mentality wasn't there. And I literally stopped recovering for 616 00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:47,239 Speaker 1: a week. Then um Bert Kreisher, he's this comedian who 617 00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:50,279 Speaker 1: I work with, got me in touch with an army 618 00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:53,959 Speaker 1: vet named Scott Flansbom who had been paralyzed necked down 619 00:35:54,160 --> 00:35:56,880 Speaker 1: and told he would never walk again. I spoke with 620 00:35:56,960 --> 00:36:00,680 Speaker 1: this guy and he fired me up, just you can 621 00:36:00,719 --> 00:36:03,600 Speaker 1: do it. Like they told me, I never walk again. 622 00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:06,120 Speaker 1: But here I am and he was just firing me up. 623 00:36:06,160 --> 00:36:08,080 Speaker 1: I was ready to jump out out of my wheelchair 624 00:36:08,120 --> 00:36:10,719 Speaker 1: and run through a wall. I got the mentality back, 625 00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:14,160 Speaker 1: and then my body just started recovering again. So there's 626 00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:17,839 Speaker 1: a there's that it goes hand in hand, right. Yeah. 627 00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:19,960 Speaker 1: Mine says that you can do it. If your mind 628 00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:24,280 Speaker 1: says you can't do it, it ain't happening. Exactly. Amazing, 629 00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:28,080 Speaker 1: that's that's that's amazing. It was weird because I'm like 630 00:36:28,160 --> 00:36:31,799 Speaker 1: a science guy. You do the work, this happens. I've 631 00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:34,759 Speaker 1: said I've never like shut down the mentality stuff, but 632 00:36:35,320 --> 00:36:37,960 Speaker 1: this proved it to me, just dead on that you 633 00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:41,160 Speaker 1: need to be there mentally for your body to respond 634 00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:44,160 Speaker 1: to it. Okay, now you've watched every out this episode, 635 00:36:44,200 --> 00:36:47,319 Speaker 1: I'm sure front and back. Pam's kind of a bit 636 00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,760 Speaker 1: I mean, let's just be honest. I mean, she's supposed 637 00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:52,680 Speaker 1: to be like America sweetheart, but there's a lot of 638 00:36:52,719 --> 00:37:00,239 Speaker 1: bad stuff there with Pam. She's uh, she's a little overrated. Um. 639 00:37:00,360 --> 00:37:03,520 Speaker 1: She she she's like shy and everyone loves her because 640 00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:06,840 Speaker 1: she's shy, but she's got she's got a little sas 641 00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:12,640 Speaker 1: to her that It is funny sometimes but sometimes you're like, really, yeah, 642 00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:16,279 Speaker 1: I kind of agree with you there. Okay, yeah, absolutely. 643 00:37:16,480 --> 00:37:19,239 Speaker 1: Did you watch the British version of the Office. I 644 00:37:19,320 --> 00:37:22,360 Speaker 1: did not, And so they put the TV on Comedy Central, 645 00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:26,799 Speaker 1: and I guess Comedy Central just runs The Office in 646 00:37:27,000 --> 00:37:29,719 Speaker 1: order from nine am to seven pm or at least 647 00:37:29,760 --> 00:37:32,600 Speaker 1: they did when I was in the hospital. Okay, I 648 00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:35,440 Speaker 1: would tell you should watch the British versions. Okay, I'll 649 00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:40,160 Speaker 1: check it out. Ricky Gervais basically, I mean he's ridiculous, 650 00:37:40,160 --> 00:37:44,440 Speaker 1: He's so good. Um, So, where are you now? Because 651 00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:48,759 Speaker 1: I've seen videos now of you hiking and running and 652 00:37:48,800 --> 00:37:52,000 Speaker 1: it's it's close, but you'd be honest, it's not completely 653 00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:58,440 Speaker 1: fluid yet. Where are you now in the in the process, so, um, 654 00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:02,840 Speaker 1: I'd say I'm like flat around. Um, it's pretty much 655 00:38:03,239 --> 00:38:06,279 Speaker 1: unnoticeable unless you know it's there, like i've for the 656 00:38:06,360 --> 00:38:09,640 Speaker 1: last couple of months. Whenever I meet people, nobody realizes 657 00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:11,920 Speaker 1: it until someone brings it up. Do you want to 658 00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:13,399 Speaker 1: go and bring it up? Or do you want people 659 00:38:13,440 --> 00:38:16,120 Speaker 1: to just treat you like you? I would rather people 660 00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:19,839 Speaker 1: not bring it up, because like that's the point, Like 661 00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:23,319 Speaker 1: I I'm not working this hard so I can talk 662 00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:25,040 Speaker 1: about it for the rest of my life. I'm working 663 00:38:25,080 --> 00:38:26,719 Speaker 1: this hard, so you just get back to my life 664 00:38:26,719 --> 00:38:31,600 Speaker 1: being normal. Um. But like on hills, it gets a 665 00:38:31,600 --> 00:38:34,400 Speaker 1: little tough. I'm going on hikes because of the uneven ground. 666 00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:36,680 Speaker 1: It's working the muscles in my legs that I'm not 667 00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:41,560 Speaker 1: used to um and going going up and downstairs. I'm 668 00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:44,279 Speaker 1: a little slower, but on flat ground, it's it's pretty 669 00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:51,080 Speaker 1: much unnoticeable. Mhm. Who's a person who's you weren't that 670 00:38:51,239 --> 00:38:55,879 Speaker 1: close to her as close to before? Who now you're 671 00:38:56,040 --> 00:38:59,520 Speaker 1: very close to maybe because of how they were with 672 00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:04,799 Speaker 1: you during this process. Not really any changes. I mean 673 00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:08,480 Speaker 1: everyone who's been really close with me and my family 674 00:39:08,600 --> 00:39:12,920 Speaker 1: and friends have stayed close. Did your family and friends 675 00:39:12,920 --> 00:39:14,359 Speaker 1: think you would walk in or do they think you're 676 00:39:14,719 --> 00:39:17,640 Speaker 1: crazy person? I think they all thought I was a 677 00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:20,400 Speaker 1: crazy person, but they were feeding into it, you know. 678 00:39:21,600 --> 00:39:25,920 Speaker 1: I think my grandparents believed because they're also crazy people. 679 00:39:26,400 --> 00:39:30,520 Speaker 1: And uh, but but my friends had well that that 680 00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:34,000 Speaker 1: is the reason why my third goal actually happened, which 681 00:39:34,040 --> 00:39:37,120 Speaker 1: is but the first week I was in the hospital, 682 00:39:37,680 --> 00:39:41,600 Speaker 1: my friends were all, you know, they're all degenerates, and 683 00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:46,080 Speaker 1: they text me saying, uh, Chase, get better when you 684 00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:48,200 Speaker 1: come back to California, I'll let you kick me in 685 00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:52,480 Speaker 1: the balls, so so recover so you can do that. 686 00:39:52,520 --> 00:39:57,720 Speaker 1: And I was like, I bet, and uh, I recovered 687 00:39:57,760 --> 00:40:01,280 Speaker 1: way better than anyone expected. So I made a video 688 00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:03,640 Speaker 1: about how I'm training, and I got the therapist to 689 00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:08,160 Speaker 1: like we were kicking soccer balls and kicking matts and 690 00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:11,600 Speaker 1: I when I got home, I I kicked him in 691 00:40:11,640 --> 00:40:16,319 Speaker 1: the nuts and it was glorious. It was glorious. He 692 00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:18,440 Speaker 1: was gonna wear a cup, but he forgot one and 693 00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:21,279 Speaker 1: he was like, whatever, let's do it. The first time 694 00:40:21,320 --> 00:40:23,200 Speaker 1: I kicked him, I accidentally missed him and hit him 695 00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:25,719 Speaker 1: in the thigh and he could have faked it. He 696 00:40:25,760 --> 00:40:27,960 Speaker 1: could have, but he was like, nope, you missed. Do 697 00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:33,319 Speaker 1: it again. And his name's Dan, Dan Cipher. Great guy, 698 00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:37,640 Speaker 1: great guy. And uh. It was weird because yeah, I'm 699 00:40:37,719 --> 00:40:40,320 Speaker 1: flipping pain into my friend, but you know, he was 700 00:40:40,360 --> 00:40:42,839 Speaker 1: in pain for like thirty seconds. And then he got 701 00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:45,080 Speaker 1: up and he says, like, Chase just kicked me in 702 00:40:45,120 --> 00:40:47,799 Speaker 1: the balls. And I feel so good because it was 703 00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:52,040 Speaker 1: it was this weird moment of I did it. Like 704 00:40:52,280 --> 00:40:54,640 Speaker 1: nobody believed I could kick him in the balls, but 705 00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:59,400 Speaker 1: here I am walking on two feet, no walker, no cane. Uh. 706 00:40:59,640 --> 00:41:03,719 Speaker 1: And it was hysterical, man, And it was in It 707 00:41:03,760 --> 00:41:06,560 Speaker 1: wasn't as crazy as the Rocky Steps in terms of 708 00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:08,759 Speaker 1: like feeling like I've achieved this insane goal, but but 709 00:41:08,840 --> 00:41:10,640 Speaker 1: it was a little lower than that. But I still 710 00:41:11,640 --> 00:41:15,359 Speaker 1: still a huge moment in my life. I'd say in 711 00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:20,160 Speaker 1: five years you'll be doing what. Well, Uh, there's been 712 00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:23,440 Speaker 1: some interest on a movie, so we'll see. Do you 713 00:41:23,440 --> 00:41:26,480 Speaker 1: want to start in your own movie? No? Who do 714 00:41:26,480 --> 00:41:31,480 Speaker 1: you want to have play you? Um? Well, my ex 715 00:41:31,680 --> 00:41:35,400 Speaker 1: who we broke up in November and then the injury 716 00:41:35,520 --> 00:41:39,080 Speaker 1: happened in January and then she didn't text or call 717 00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:42,880 Speaker 1: me until May. So she was obsessed with Timothy shallow 718 00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:46,040 Speaker 1: May so it would be nice if he played me 719 00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:50,560 Speaker 1: in a movie out of pettiness. When did she find 720 00:41:50,600 --> 00:41:53,360 Speaker 1: out about the injury? My mom called her on like 721 00:41:53,440 --> 00:41:56,120 Speaker 1: the second or third day, and she didn't contact you 722 00:41:56,160 --> 00:42:01,759 Speaker 1: to win may? Yeah. Uh, that's a that's a better 723 00:42:01,760 --> 00:42:06,000 Speaker 1: breakup right there. It's tough, tough. I liked I like 724 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:08,680 Speaker 1: the f you and and who you wanna? Who you 725 00:42:08,680 --> 00:42:10,880 Speaker 1: want to and you can pick out who plays her 726 00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:12,399 Speaker 1: because she could be part of it and you could 727 00:42:12,440 --> 00:42:14,960 Speaker 1: that would be great. She's not even in its not 728 00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:17,080 Speaker 1: even in it. She's not in it. It's gonna be 729 00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:18,839 Speaker 1: a book, right, you write a book. You a book 730 00:42:18,840 --> 00:42:24,320 Speaker 1: and the movie. Uh if the movie uh starts moving forward, 731 00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:27,600 Speaker 1: I'll work on a book too. I think you do 732 00:42:27,600 --> 00:42:31,880 Speaker 1: do both book to the book, just get a recorder 733 00:42:32,120 --> 00:42:36,239 Speaker 1: and and and and do it. Um. Do you want 734 00:42:36,239 --> 00:42:40,440 Speaker 1: to do the motivational speaker and tell the story or 735 00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:41,920 Speaker 1: do you want to get you said you want to 736 00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:43,399 Speaker 1: get back to your life? Do you want to get 737 00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:47,080 Speaker 1: back to working in movies and TV? Um? I mean 738 00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:50,680 Speaker 1: yes and no. I actually uh quit my job last month. 739 00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:56,879 Speaker 1: Um because for a couple of reasons. First of all, 740 00:42:56,920 --> 00:42:59,120 Speaker 1: I was at a point where I thought my recovery 741 00:42:59,200 --> 00:43:03,200 Speaker 1: was mostly done. Was limping a little bit, but um, 742 00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:04,560 Speaker 1: that was kind of it. And then I went to 743 00:43:04,560 --> 00:43:08,280 Speaker 1: Coachella where I walked twenty thousand steps a day, seven 744 00:43:08,320 --> 00:43:10,960 Speaker 1: miles a day. Then the week after that, I walked 745 00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:12,759 Speaker 1: better than I've ever walked, and I was like, oh, 746 00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:16,000 Speaker 1: I can still recover more than the week after that, 747 00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:18,600 Speaker 1: I regressed and got worse, and I was like, I 748 00:43:18,640 --> 00:43:22,520 Speaker 1: can't be sitting at a desk from nine am seven pm. 749 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:24,840 Speaker 1: Apart from that, the job, even even though it was 750 00:43:24,880 --> 00:43:28,799 Speaker 1: my dream job, the job is your life. There's no 751 00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:33,480 Speaker 1: work life balance. You're getting calls at all hours. And 752 00:43:33,600 --> 00:43:37,560 Speaker 1: after everything I went through and realizing how much family 753 00:43:37,560 --> 00:43:39,200 Speaker 1: and friends are important to me, like I want to 754 00:43:39,200 --> 00:43:41,000 Speaker 1: spend more time with them and not be married to 755 00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:44,919 Speaker 1: my job. So I left, and I'm interviewing for tech 756 00:43:44,960 --> 00:43:49,080 Speaker 1: sales jobs right now and living where and I was 757 00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:53,239 Speaker 1: still living in l A. Okay, yeah, you talked about 758 00:43:53,239 --> 00:43:56,600 Speaker 1: how like the time to think, what's the most bizarre 759 00:43:56,640 --> 00:43:59,279 Speaker 1: thought you remember having? Doesn't have to be about not 760 00:43:59,400 --> 00:44:01,840 Speaker 1: wanted to wake up? Then when i'd be about recovery, 761 00:44:02,120 --> 00:44:04,160 Speaker 1: there's just weird ship that goes in your mind when 762 00:44:04,160 --> 00:44:07,879 Speaker 1: you're left. I think, any anything come to mind. I'm 763 00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:09,400 Speaker 1: not sure if this is the answer you're looking for. 764 00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:12,560 Speaker 1: But since I had COVID and couldn't see anyone and 765 00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:15,239 Speaker 1: I wanted to talk to people, Um, I made a 766 00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:18,200 Speaker 1: Tinder account or I just posted photos of me in 767 00:44:18,280 --> 00:44:22,480 Speaker 1: the hospital, like put the neck brace and everything, and I, uh, 768 00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:26,640 Speaker 1: just to mess with people, and I my my about 769 00:44:26,760 --> 00:44:31,480 Speaker 1: my bio was recently paralyzed. My neck brace holds up 770 00:44:31,480 --> 00:44:33,640 Speaker 1: to a hundred fifty pounds. Come and take a seat, 771 00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:38,959 Speaker 1: em eman, Like did you get so many I got 772 00:44:39,040 --> 00:44:42,879 Speaker 1: so many matches. I had the best conversations. They'd be like, 773 00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:45,359 Speaker 1: what up. I'd be like, not me and my legs 774 00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:48,160 Speaker 1: don't work. They'd be like, you have beautiful eyes. I 775 00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:51,799 Speaker 1: don't like thanks the only working part of my body. Uh, 776 00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:55,040 Speaker 1: it's just messing with just having such a good time. 777 00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:56,919 Speaker 1: And the whole time I'm just like laying there using 778 00:44:57,000 --> 00:45:01,239 Speaker 1: voice command, so I'm saying all this out loud. O. Yeah. 779 00:45:01,239 --> 00:45:02,920 Speaker 1: I can't imagine if the nurse was sitting there having 780 00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:06,440 Speaker 1: to do the voicemaan thing for you right right. Sometimes 781 00:45:06,480 --> 00:45:08,520 Speaker 1: I would have sometimes I would have the nurses like 782 00:45:08,640 --> 00:45:11,359 Speaker 1: help me with it. They were so embarrassed it. It 783 00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:14,680 Speaker 1: was so funny and only Comedy Central. You didn't get, 784 00:45:14,719 --> 00:45:18,759 Speaker 1: did you West Sports at all? Yeah? Actually that was 785 00:45:18,880 --> 00:45:22,719 Speaker 1: during um the playoffs, and I remember I had my 786 00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:26,720 Speaker 1: buddy put in a parlay for me on Green Bay 787 00:45:26,920 --> 00:45:34,799 Speaker 1: beating the Rams at home and the Ravens, you know, 788 00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:37,640 Speaker 1: the Bills beating the Ravens, and so Green Bay one. 789 00:45:38,440 --> 00:45:44,000 Speaker 1: Then the Bills are up by one score. It's like 790 00:45:44,040 --> 00:45:45,919 Speaker 1: the end of close to the end of the fourth quarter. 791 00:45:45,960 --> 00:45:49,560 Speaker 1: The Ravens are slowly making it down and I'm like, ship, 792 00:45:49,640 --> 00:45:53,920 Speaker 1: they're gonna score. It's gonna go into overtime. Lamar throws 793 00:45:53,960 --> 00:45:58,920 Speaker 1: it into the end zone, Bills catches it pick six yards. 794 00:45:59,360 --> 00:46:02,000 Speaker 1: I was screen being so loud all the nurses ran 795 00:46:02,080 --> 00:46:03,960 Speaker 1: in like, what's wrong, what's wrong? What's I was like, 796 00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:09,200 Speaker 1: I'm rich, rich, great moment. I wish you win about 797 00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:11,799 Speaker 1: that much. I probably put like thirty bucks down. I 798 00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:15,799 Speaker 1: don't I don't bet that much. Random question. How much 799 00:46:15,800 --> 00:46:19,279 Speaker 1: did insurance cover of all this stuff? Luckily? Like the 800 00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:22,400 Speaker 1: entire thing, Um, I had to pay for like my 801 00:46:22,480 --> 00:46:27,839 Speaker 1: shower chair. Um, but the rehab center if I remember right, 802 00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:31,319 Speaker 1: Like it's actually like seven thousand dollars a day to 803 00:46:31,360 --> 00:46:34,759 Speaker 1: stay there. So luckily I had good insurance and they 804 00:46:34,800 --> 00:46:39,319 Speaker 1: covered the entire thing. It's amazing. Um, what's it like 805 00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:43,160 Speaker 1: when you see people that are still paralyzed? Because I 806 00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:45,960 Speaker 1: think part of your recovery was obviously your mentality and 807 00:46:46,000 --> 00:46:48,359 Speaker 1: your work ethic, but part of it's also like there's 808 00:46:48,400 --> 00:46:51,000 Speaker 1: just some injuries that people can't come back from for 809 00:46:51,080 --> 00:46:53,880 Speaker 1: somebody who has been in that position. Now you see 810 00:46:53,880 --> 00:46:56,239 Speaker 1: somebody who's in that position, what was it like for you? 811 00:46:57,480 --> 00:47:01,960 Speaker 1: It's so since of all this like on line presence 812 00:47:02,040 --> 00:47:04,320 Speaker 1: has been happening, Like I've had a lot of people 813 00:47:04,440 --> 00:47:08,080 Speaker 1: reach out to me for help and seeing like a 814 00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:12,239 Speaker 1: sixteen year old who just dove into shallow water and 815 00:47:13,160 --> 00:47:17,120 Speaker 1: it's it's so painful because I know what they're about 816 00:47:17,120 --> 00:47:20,560 Speaker 1: to go through, and as much as advice and help 817 00:47:20,640 --> 00:47:24,080 Speaker 1: I can give them, the likelihood of them recovering is 818 00:47:24,080 --> 00:47:27,120 Speaker 1: is really low. So what I try to do is 819 00:47:27,200 --> 00:47:31,040 Speaker 1: just tell them the mindset that I had, And because 820 00:47:31,040 --> 00:47:32,400 Speaker 1: I I don't I'm not a doctor, I don't know 821 00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:33,840 Speaker 1: if they were going to recover or not. But I 822 00:47:33,920 --> 00:47:38,160 Speaker 1: tell them what I did, and it usually does help 823 00:47:38,239 --> 00:47:41,279 Speaker 1: them mentally. The way I explained to you, like, no 824 00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:44,520 Speaker 1: matter how much you are going to recover, you want 825 00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:47,160 Speaker 1: to push yourself as hard as you can these next 826 00:47:47,200 --> 00:47:49,640 Speaker 1: six months because you want to get yourself as good 827 00:47:49,680 --> 00:47:51,840 Speaker 1: as you can possibly get for the rest of your life. 828 00:47:52,560 --> 00:47:55,479 Speaker 1: And you know, I try my best to help them, 829 00:47:55,560 --> 00:48:01,200 Speaker 1: but it is really difficult to do sometimes. Well have 830 00:48:01,440 --> 00:48:03,800 Speaker 1: you have you thought about do you need therapy for 831 00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:06,440 Speaker 1: because they're still like that would be like PTSD on 832 00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:11,439 Speaker 1: some level, right, Yeah. I actually had PTSD one time 833 00:48:11,640 --> 00:48:15,360 Speaker 1: during therapy when I was in the hospital, we practiced 834 00:48:15,400 --> 00:48:17,759 Speaker 1: getting up from the ground. So I lay on this 835 00:48:17,840 --> 00:48:19,799 Speaker 1: match and they're like trying to get up and it 836 00:48:19,880 --> 00:48:22,080 Speaker 1: was the exact same position I was in when I 837 00:48:22,120 --> 00:48:27,960 Speaker 1: initially fell, and I just started hyperventilating and it was 838 00:48:28,080 --> 00:48:30,880 Speaker 1: it was really scary and luckily that hasn't happened again. 839 00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:35,960 Speaker 1: But yeah, sorry, what was a question again? That's it? 840 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:38,080 Speaker 1: That's it. Well have you thought about that? Do you 841 00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:41,560 Speaker 1: need therapy for? Oh? Right, I I went part of 842 00:48:41,600 --> 00:48:43,960 Speaker 1: the rehab was I saw a therapist At that point, 843 00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:46,080 Speaker 1: I didn't really need one because I was so locked 844 00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:49,120 Speaker 1: in mentally, and when I came back, I didn't need one. 845 00:48:49,680 --> 00:48:52,080 Speaker 1: But right now I think I might go see someone 846 00:48:52,120 --> 00:48:54,720 Speaker 1: because it's I'm in a weird place right now because 847 00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:57,279 Speaker 1: the mentally I was, I was in you know, when 848 00:48:57,320 --> 00:48:59,560 Speaker 1: you play sport, you get in the zone. Sometimes I 849 00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:05,279 Speaker 1: was in the zone for like three months straight. Yeah exactly. 850 00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:08,360 Speaker 1: Now like my life has gone back to normal and 851 00:49:08,400 --> 00:49:10,399 Speaker 1: now I'm thinking about the things I went through and 852 00:49:10,760 --> 00:49:13,160 Speaker 1: the stuff I still have to deal with today, like 853 00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:15,840 Speaker 1: I'm not perfect, and yeah, I might I might go 854 00:49:15,880 --> 00:49:20,200 Speaker 1: see someone soon. See. I think I think your story 855 00:49:20,400 --> 00:49:24,960 Speaker 1: or your message is the take to take every win. Right, 856 00:49:25,719 --> 00:49:28,719 Speaker 1: That's an amazing thought, right that you just you just 857 00:49:28,719 --> 00:49:32,239 Speaker 1: wiggled your thumb just that much, and that's like that's 858 00:49:32,239 --> 00:49:34,319 Speaker 1: the mentality we should all have, Like we all get 859 00:49:34,320 --> 00:49:36,880 Speaker 1: caught up in the big winds, I don't know the 860 00:49:36,960 --> 00:49:40,440 Speaker 1: little winds, and you're stacking up little winds up and 861 00:49:40,480 --> 00:49:43,920 Speaker 1: then the big wins happen. That's an amazing, mental, amazing 862 00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:45,960 Speaker 1: way of looking at obviously the only way you could 863 00:49:46,000 --> 00:49:48,200 Speaker 1: look at it. It's a basically way of translating to 864 00:49:48,280 --> 00:49:52,520 Speaker 1: the rest of life. It does, and specifically in my situation, 865 00:49:52,719 --> 00:49:54,480 Speaker 1: it was so important to do that because if you 866 00:49:54,560 --> 00:49:57,760 Speaker 1: only wait for big wins, it's it's not gonna happen. 867 00:49:57,840 --> 00:50:00,360 Speaker 1: You need the little wind to fire you up, to 868 00:50:00,400 --> 00:50:02,239 Speaker 1: push it to the next one. You can't just say, 869 00:50:03,280 --> 00:50:05,480 Speaker 1: like there was someone in therapy that he would have 870 00:50:05,520 --> 00:50:07,399 Speaker 1: these little wins and we had the rest of us 871 00:50:07,400 --> 00:50:10,000 Speaker 1: had to like explain to him, like this is a 872 00:50:10,040 --> 00:50:12,839 Speaker 1: good thing. Every and everything was never good enough, and 873 00:50:13,000 --> 00:50:16,360 Speaker 1: his recovery was, you know, slower than most maybe because 874 00:50:16,360 --> 00:50:19,160 Speaker 1: of that case. I can't tell you how amazing your 875 00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:23,440 Speaker 1: stories to me, um just that like I remember this 876 00:50:23,520 --> 00:50:28,640 Speaker 1: is my my dad was a coach at Long Beach State, 877 00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:33,440 Speaker 1: and I remember distinctly like they played U. C. L 878 00:50:33,480 --> 00:50:34,880 Speaker 1: A and football. Long we State used to have a 879 00:50:34,880 --> 00:50:37,040 Speaker 1: football team to played U. C. L. A. And my 880 00:50:37,120 --> 00:50:39,279 Speaker 1: dad just kept become an assistant coach. We just moved 881 00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:41,200 Speaker 1: out to southern California. I was like six seven years old, 882 00:50:41,239 --> 00:50:43,919 Speaker 1: went to the Rose Bowl and the kid got paralyzed 883 00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:48,360 Speaker 1: and he's since died. There's like a school, there's elementary 884 00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:52,280 Speaker 1: school is named after him. Whatever. But like everybody remembers 885 00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:56,360 Speaker 1: that one moment or heck, we're watching tonight, you watched 886 00:50:56,360 --> 00:51:00,560 Speaker 1: to to go down, right, Yeah, that's not the moment. Yeah, 887 00:51:00,880 --> 00:51:03,160 Speaker 1: I was because I saw it. I saw his hands 888 00:51:03,520 --> 00:51:06,480 Speaker 1: and in the early days I when I would have 889 00:51:06,520 --> 00:51:08,560 Speaker 1: the muscle spasms in my hands, they would do the 890 00:51:08,600 --> 00:51:10,840 Speaker 1: same thing. So initially I was like, I hope he 891 00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:13,279 Speaker 1: doesn't have a spinal cord injury. They said, he's you know, 892 00:51:13,400 --> 00:51:17,600 Speaker 1: moving like all these extremities now. So luckily it seems 893 00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:19,359 Speaker 1: like it's not as bad as what I had. But 894 00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:23,040 Speaker 1: that was a very scary image for me. Yeah, yeah, 895 00:51:23,040 --> 00:51:26,160 Speaker 1: I know, I can I can only imagine. And you know, 896 00:51:26,239 --> 00:51:30,279 Speaker 1: everybody says they'll walk again, but you actually have and 897 00:51:31,160 --> 00:51:34,880 Speaker 1: the speed of your recovery was remarkable, and the use 898 00:51:34,960 --> 00:51:37,640 Speaker 1: of social media and the rocky steps and all that 899 00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:39,920 Speaker 1: stuff that you got a fan in me, and I'm 900 00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:43,399 Speaker 1: sure you can't fan anybody listens to it. Um, look, man, 901 00:51:43,480 --> 00:51:45,200 Speaker 1: do you ever want to just talk sports, You're welcome 902 00:51:45,640 --> 00:51:49,600 Speaker 1: on the on the live radio show. We can do that, uh, 903 00:51:49,640 --> 00:51:51,359 Speaker 1: because I know sometimes you get in a bad place 904 00:51:51,400 --> 00:51:54,200 Speaker 1: you just want to talk about something other than what 905 00:51:54,280 --> 00:51:57,640 Speaker 1: everybody wants to talk about. And so I do appreciate 906 00:51:57,719 --> 00:51:59,440 Speaker 1: you going back down this road for me. It really 907 00:52:00,040 --> 00:52:03,480 Speaker 1: really means a lot. I appreciate it. Thanks for having me, Chase. 908 00:52:03,520 --> 00:52:10,440 Speaker 1: It was awesome and we'll be in touch. Okay, great reminder. 909 00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:13,880 Speaker 1: You can check out the Doug Gottlieb Show UH podcast, 910 00:52:13,960 --> 00:52:17,040 Speaker 1: which is daily three to six Eastern twelve three Pacific. 911 00:52:17,800 --> 00:52:20,080 Speaker 1: Remember the last hour's pod only, so we take a 912 00:52:20,120 --> 00:52:22,520 Speaker 1: couple more chances, a little bit more fun. Language changes 913 00:52:22,560 --> 00:52:24,480 Speaker 1: a little bit as well. You can listen to the 914 00:52:24,520 --> 00:52:26,600 Speaker 1: Doug Otlip Show daily on Fox Sports Radio the I 915 00:52:26,640 --> 00:52:28,879 Speaker 1: Heart Radio app. I'm told at some point series sex 916 00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:31,120 Speaker 1: and we're coming back online there. I'll get you the 917 00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:33,960 Speaker 1: channel next time it's appropriate. But the meantime, thanks so 918 00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:36,080 Speaker 1: much to Chase Freeman for sharing his story. I hope 919 00:52:36,120 --> 00:52:39,600 Speaker 1: you took that nugget of just celebrate any little win 920 00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:42,520 Speaker 1: per day. I'm Doug Gottlieb. This is all ball,