1 00:00:01,840 --> 00:00:05,519 Speaker 1: Hey guys, and welcome back to another week of geodiaries. 2 00:00:06,320 --> 00:00:14,760 Speaker 1: Drummer please, I won Special Forces. So this has been 3 00:00:15,000 --> 00:00:17,320 Speaker 1: such a big secret that I have been keeping from 4 00:00:17,360 --> 00:00:21,360 Speaker 1: you guys, and I think now you understand why I said. 5 00:00:21,480 --> 00:00:25,440 Speaker 1: I am so proud of this show, and this show 6 00:00:25,600 --> 00:00:30,360 Speaker 1: was honestly one of my biggest achievements. Special Forces was 7 00:00:30,400 --> 00:00:33,400 Speaker 1: the hardest thing that I have ever done and probably 8 00:00:33,440 --> 00:00:36,519 Speaker 1: will ever do in my life. And the fact that 9 00:00:36,560 --> 00:00:41,000 Speaker 1: I won Special Forces with the amazing Sean Johnson was 10 00:00:42,240 --> 00:00:43,720 Speaker 1: honestly so surreal. 11 00:00:43,920 --> 00:00:45,239 Speaker 2: It was incredible. 12 00:00:45,479 --> 00:00:48,800 Speaker 1: I couldn't believe that I actually won. 13 00:00:49,680 --> 00:00:52,319 Speaker 2: And when you guys see me. 14 00:00:52,360 --> 00:00:57,560 Speaker 1: Win at the end of interrogation, we both smirked at 15 00:00:57,560 --> 00:01:01,080 Speaker 1: each other, but we were also so conf used. We 16 00:01:01,080 --> 00:01:05,200 Speaker 1: were like, is this real? We were the last two standing. 17 00:01:05,319 --> 00:01:10,160 Speaker 1: We were a little confused, obviously disoriented, so mentally dreamed. 18 00:01:10,800 --> 00:01:11,640 Speaker 2: We didn't know. 19 00:01:11,800 --> 00:01:16,840 Speaker 1: If we won or if there was more to come. 20 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:20,920 Speaker 1: But because the four ds were standing there, we kind 21 00:01:20,959 --> 00:01:22,720 Speaker 1: of had a feeling that. 22 00:01:22,760 --> 00:01:26,160 Speaker 2: It was just us left, and. 23 00:01:27,720 --> 00:01:32,039 Speaker 1: It was seriously the best feeling in the world. 24 00:01:32,080 --> 00:01:34,280 Speaker 2: Honestly, As each. 25 00:01:34,080 --> 00:01:38,360 Speaker 1: Day went on, throughout Special Forces and throughout Selection, I 26 00:01:38,520 --> 00:01:40,760 Speaker 1: just kept telling myself to keep going. 27 00:01:41,600 --> 00:01:42,600 Speaker 2: You made it this far. 28 00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:45,840 Speaker 1: You're at day two, you're at day three, you're at 29 00:01:45,920 --> 00:01:48,960 Speaker 1: day four, you're at day five, you're at day six. 30 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:52,560 Speaker 2: You're at day seven, you're at day eight. You have 31 00:01:52,640 --> 00:01:53,480 Speaker 2: one more day. 32 00:01:54,200 --> 00:01:59,920 Speaker 1: Just keep going. Interrogation was definitely the hardest day because 33 00:02:00,080 --> 00:02:04,920 Speaker 1: it was all mental. There was no physical aspect to it, 34 00:02:05,360 --> 00:02:10,399 Speaker 1: but you were being mentally drained and tortured. So day 35 00:02:10,480 --> 00:02:17,120 Speaker 1: eight was also extremely hard. But what was really fascinating 36 00:02:17,200 --> 00:02:23,120 Speaker 1: for me was throughout the course, I didn't start as 37 00:02:23,160 --> 00:02:28,200 Speaker 1: the strongest physically. Probably mentally, yes. 38 00:02:28,280 --> 00:02:29,600 Speaker 2: I have always. 39 00:02:29,680 --> 00:02:32,280 Speaker 1: I've been through a lot in my life, and I 40 00:02:32,280 --> 00:02:34,160 Speaker 1: would say the mental aspect of it. 41 00:02:34,160 --> 00:02:36,160 Speaker 2: Came pretty easy to me. 42 00:02:37,160 --> 00:02:44,639 Speaker 1: But physically I was struggling NFL athletes, NBA Olympic gymnasts, 43 00:02:45,360 --> 00:02:50,399 Speaker 1: World Cup soccer players, like there was high competition and 44 00:02:50,840 --> 00:02:55,560 Speaker 1: they were all more fit than me. Just endurance wise. 45 00:02:56,600 --> 00:03:00,240 Speaker 1: I could definitely handle more of the strength side when 46 00:03:00,240 --> 00:03:04,840 Speaker 1: it comes to physical activity, but running and cardio and 47 00:03:05,120 --> 00:03:10,519 Speaker 1: endurance is definitely my weakness. So within those first couple 48 00:03:10,560 --> 00:03:14,040 Speaker 1: of days, like we were running a lot, doing so 49 00:03:14,240 --> 00:03:16,640 Speaker 1: much and you guys only saw the half of it. 50 00:03:17,320 --> 00:03:21,359 Speaker 1: Like that's why I feel like these Special Forces episodes 51 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:24,960 Speaker 1: should really be two hours long, because you guys just 52 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:25,680 Speaker 1: got to see a. 53 00:03:25,680 --> 00:03:29,400 Speaker 2: Lick of it, Like there was just so much more 54 00:03:29,639 --> 00:03:30,880 Speaker 2: that took. 55 00:03:30,639 --> 00:03:38,160 Speaker 1: Place, and just really seeing the challenges through and through 56 00:03:38,480 --> 00:03:41,320 Speaker 1: I think would have been so cool, and to even 57 00:03:41,400 --> 00:03:46,720 Speaker 1: just see our banter more because we've really bonded so much. 58 00:03:48,920 --> 00:03:53,080 Speaker 1: But as each day went on, I got stronger physically. 59 00:03:53,840 --> 00:03:57,280 Speaker 1: So by day eight, when most of the people were 60 00:03:57,360 --> 00:04:02,560 Speaker 1: crashing and really like depleted and like we're so fatigued. 61 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:04,760 Speaker 2: I was at my strongest. 62 00:04:05,320 --> 00:04:09,600 Speaker 1: So day eight, we're basically going up this mountain that 63 00:04:09,600 --> 00:04:10,840 Speaker 1: looks like an ice cream cone. 64 00:04:11,400 --> 00:04:13,840 Speaker 2: Each layer of the cone we have to pick up 65 00:04:13,840 --> 00:04:16,000 Speaker 2: another piece of equipment to bring it to the top. 66 00:04:16,560 --> 00:04:17,200 Speaker 2: It was. 67 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:22,680 Speaker 1: The tires, then it was the ropes, then it was 68 00:04:22,760 --> 00:04:23,680 Speaker 1: the chains. 69 00:04:24,080 --> 00:04:26,200 Speaker 2: I might be missing one, but I think that was 70 00:04:26,360 --> 00:04:30,719 Speaker 2: pretty much it. So I finished that. 71 00:04:30,800 --> 00:04:34,320 Speaker 1: Challenge first out of the girls, and I was shocked 72 00:04:34,640 --> 00:04:40,719 Speaker 1: because Sean was a beast the entire time. She was 73 00:04:40,920 --> 00:04:43,279 Speaker 1: the person I looked up to. She was also the 74 00:04:43,320 --> 00:04:47,520 Speaker 1: person that motivated me a lot. She kept telling me 75 00:04:47,600 --> 00:04:50,960 Speaker 1: to keep going, to keep running. Her advice to me 76 00:04:51,240 --> 00:04:54,000 Speaker 1: was to go in the front of the line because 77 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:56,720 Speaker 1: I'll set the pace when the rest of the team 78 00:04:56,800 --> 00:04:57,400 Speaker 1: is jogging. 79 00:04:57,920 --> 00:05:00,000 Speaker 2: Because I was shorter. 80 00:04:59,800 --> 00:05:02,240 Speaker 1: And and I didn't like to run. I didn't have 81 00:05:02,279 --> 00:05:05,320 Speaker 1: the great I didn't have the best endurance. So she 82 00:05:05,480 --> 00:05:08,080 Speaker 1: gave me a lot, a lot of advice and she 83 00:05:08,279 --> 00:05:13,000 Speaker 1: is just the sweetest, sweetest person in the world. But 84 00:05:14,600 --> 00:05:17,120 Speaker 1: when we were completing this challenge on day eight, which 85 00:05:17,200 --> 00:05:22,160 Speaker 1: was right before we went into interrogation, I couldn't believe it. 86 00:05:22,760 --> 00:05:26,039 Speaker 1: She was breaking down and I was like, how am 87 00:05:26,120 --> 00:05:30,880 Speaker 1: I getting up this mountain before Sean right now? I 88 00:05:30,920 --> 00:05:33,640 Speaker 1: was like scared. I was like, there's no way, Like 89 00:05:34,160 --> 00:05:37,320 Speaker 1: Sean is a beast, she is the best. 90 00:05:38,040 --> 00:05:41,320 Speaker 2: And I made it up that mountain. 91 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:44,680 Speaker 1: I was the first girl out of me, Sean and Brie, 92 00:05:45,360 --> 00:05:47,479 Speaker 1: and that felt good. 93 00:05:47,960 --> 00:05:49,039 Speaker 2: So that's when I knew. 94 00:05:49,160 --> 00:05:53,240 Speaker 1: Each day throughout the course, I was getting stronger and stronger, 95 00:05:53,640 --> 00:05:59,240 Speaker 1: but my mental aspect was always there. I never really yes, 96 00:05:59,320 --> 00:06:01,440 Speaker 1: of course I thought about quitting, but I never was 97 00:06:01,440 --> 00:06:05,320 Speaker 1: gonna quit. Like I knew that I never was really 98 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:09,320 Speaker 1: gonna quit Special Forces unless they pulled me out or 99 00:06:09,400 --> 00:06:11,760 Speaker 1: unless I got medically withdrawn. 100 00:06:12,080 --> 00:06:14,760 Speaker 2: So then it's day eight. 101 00:06:15,000 --> 00:06:18,279 Speaker 1: That night we go into interrogation where we go on 102 00:06:18,320 --> 00:06:20,239 Speaker 1: our mission to find our safe house. 103 00:06:21,080 --> 00:06:23,080 Speaker 2: It's me Randall and Andrew. 104 00:06:23,760 --> 00:06:26,440 Speaker 1: Randall and Andrew were the two guys on the course 105 00:06:26,440 --> 00:06:31,000 Speaker 1: who I connected with the most. Randal, we just kind 106 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:34,159 Speaker 1: of like bonded from day one. He was just so sweet, 107 00:06:34,279 --> 00:06:38,599 Speaker 1: so nice. And then Andrew, who is Shawn's husband, You 108 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:43,279 Speaker 1: could only imagine like he is the nicest guy you 109 00:06:43,320 --> 00:06:44,799 Speaker 1: will ever meet in your life. 110 00:06:45,000 --> 00:06:49,239 Speaker 2: Just such a gentleman, so sweet, cares about everybody else. 111 00:06:49,720 --> 00:06:54,360 Speaker 1: Doesn't give himself nearly enough credit because he helped all 112 00:06:54,400 --> 00:06:54,800 Speaker 1: of us. 113 00:06:54,720 --> 00:06:55,719 Speaker 2: Get through this course. 114 00:06:56,279 --> 00:07:00,800 Speaker 1: Really they both did, but he just doesn't give himself 115 00:07:00,920 --> 00:07:12,920 Speaker 1: enough credit. So we're on our escape inn of Aid mission. 116 00:07:13,480 --> 00:07:16,640 Speaker 1: We know that this is obviously leading us into interrogation. 117 00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:19,239 Speaker 2: The goal was to make it to the safe house. 118 00:07:19,280 --> 00:07:22,680 Speaker 1: We had a map, we had to find certain clues. 119 00:07:23,080 --> 00:07:26,320 Speaker 1: There were so many things that happened, Like guys, we 120 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:32,720 Speaker 1: were walking and running for six hours. We got dropped 121 00:07:32,720 --> 00:07:35,120 Speaker 1: off in the middle of nowhere as like sun was 122 00:07:35,120 --> 00:07:38,280 Speaker 1: setting and we got taken. 123 00:07:38,160 --> 00:07:39,000 Speaker 2: At twelve am. 124 00:07:40,760 --> 00:07:47,400 Speaker 1: It was insane, like legs were shaking. By this point, 125 00:07:47,640 --> 00:07:52,320 Speaker 1: we were we were dead. During that we saw like 126 00:07:52,360 --> 00:07:56,680 Speaker 1: a dead fox in the desert, like like a dead. 127 00:07:56,480 --> 00:07:57,880 Speaker 2: Fox or a dead coyote. 128 00:07:57,920 --> 00:08:01,280 Speaker 1: Like there were just crazy things that happened during that 129 00:08:01,480 --> 00:08:04,800 Speaker 1: escape and of aide challenge. Then it kind of came 130 00:08:04,840 --> 00:08:07,760 Speaker 1: to the point where we were just like, okay, where's 131 00:08:07,760 --> 00:08:11,600 Speaker 1: the safe house. The producers then kind of, you know, 132 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:15,040 Speaker 1: told us, all right, guys, it's getting late. Like we 133 00:08:15,040 --> 00:08:17,320 Speaker 1: were in the middle of nowhere, like we could have 134 00:08:17,320 --> 00:08:19,040 Speaker 1: gone ian, Like we were literally in the middle of 135 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:22,960 Speaker 1: an nowhere at twelve o'clock at night, like anything really 136 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:24,600 Speaker 1: could have happened to us, Like we were in the 137 00:08:24,600 --> 00:08:27,440 Speaker 1: middle of a village and the we were in like 138 00:08:27,480 --> 00:08:30,640 Speaker 1: we were where civilians were, but we were in like 139 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:33,040 Speaker 1: the woods outside. 140 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:33,400 Speaker 2: Of the village now. 141 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:36,880 Speaker 1: And then the producers kind of said, or guys, like 142 00:08:37,640 --> 00:08:38,280 Speaker 1: it's happening. 143 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:39,560 Speaker 2: You're about to get captured. 144 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:44,560 Speaker 1: Even though we knew the capturing was coming, it was 145 00:08:44,800 --> 00:08:49,480 Speaker 1: still so scary, Like I see Billy straight ahead. Then 146 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:54,000 Speaker 1: I see all these random people with dogs and they 147 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:58,120 Speaker 1: were rough, like they put us to the ground. Then 148 00:08:58,240 --> 00:09:01,280 Speaker 1: they put these bags over our heads, and that's where 149 00:09:01,280 --> 00:09:02,520 Speaker 1: I heard Randall tap out. 150 00:09:03,320 --> 00:09:06,760 Speaker 2: I wanted to scream, like Randall no, and. 151 00:09:08,480 --> 00:09:11,400 Speaker 1: He left, And because it felt so real, like it 152 00:09:11,480 --> 00:09:14,480 Speaker 1: really felt like we were being taken. We get back 153 00:09:14,480 --> 00:09:16,320 Speaker 1: to base. We kind of knew we were in base. 154 00:09:16,920 --> 00:09:22,840 Speaker 1: What was not shown, Guys, we were listening. We got stripped, 155 00:09:22,840 --> 00:09:27,400 Speaker 1: had to put on these like hazmat suits. Basically, we 156 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:35,280 Speaker 1: were listening to horrible noises for twelve hours, stuck in 157 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:40,000 Speaker 1: stress positions. So hands up against the wall, standing crisscross. 158 00:09:40,000 --> 00:09:42,679 Speaker 1: Apple saw us sitting on the ground with your hands 159 00:09:42,760 --> 00:09:46,280 Speaker 1: on your head, like we were stuck in the worst 160 00:09:46,320 --> 00:09:52,679 Speaker 1: positions for twelve hours, with little breaks in between, like 161 00:09:52,800 --> 00:09:56,520 Speaker 1: when we got pulled with the interrogators for maybe ten minutes. 162 00:09:57,600 --> 00:10:00,520 Speaker 2: Made it seem like we were with the interrogators for while, 163 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:02,560 Speaker 2: but like we weren't. We were in. 164 00:10:02,520 --> 00:10:06,559 Speaker 1: Those rooms ninety percent of the in that room listening 165 00:10:06,559 --> 00:10:12,200 Speaker 1: to those noises ninety percent of the time, and the 166 00:10:12,280 --> 00:10:16,480 Speaker 1: noises were horrible nails on a chalkboard, babies crying, pigs 167 00:10:16,520 --> 00:10:18,719 Speaker 1: getting slaughtered like you name it. 168 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:23,199 Speaker 2: We had earphones on listening to these. 169 00:10:23,040 --> 00:10:26,280 Speaker 1: Noises with the black bags over our head and blackout 170 00:10:26,320 --> 00:10:30,559 Speaker 1: goggles for twelve hours. We could ask for water, we 171 00:10:30,600 --> 00:10:32,960 Speaker 1: could go to the bathroom. I was drinking so much 172 00:10:33,000 --> 00:10:34,960 Speaker 1: water so that we could get up and go to 173 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:38,360 Speaker 1: the bathroom. But it's not like the bags were not 174 00:10:38,480 --> 00:10:40,680 Speaker 1: on our heads. We had our hands like this, being 175 00:10:40,840 --> 00:10:44,880 Speaker 1: escorted to the bathroom like but it just felt good 176 00:10:44,880 --> 00:10:49,200 Speaker 1: to get up and walk and drink water like I 177 00:10:49,280 --> 00:10:50,480 Speaker 1: asked for it constantly. 178 00:10:51,679 --> 00:10:52,600 Speaker 2: But the noises. 179 00:10:53,440 --> 00:10:57,320 Speaker 1: It came to a point where I literally was falling 180 00:10:57,320 --> 00:11:01,360 Speaker 1: asleep listening to the noises because I was so delirious 181 00:11:01,440 --> 00:11:06,319 Speaker 1: at that point. So we got interrogated. There were things 182 00:11:06,320 --> 00:11:12,040 Speaker 1: that happened during interrogation. Me and Andrew's story was that 183 00:11:12,160 --> 00:11:16,360 Speaker 1: we came to Morocco to refurbish the soccer fields for 184 00:11:17,280 --> 00:11:21,559 Speaker 1: the children because Morocco was just it was so sad, 185 00:11:21,679 --> 00:11:27,719 Speaker 1: but they are just they're the countries in poverty, like 186 00:11:27,920 --> 00:11:30,640 Speaker 1: it was. It was just terrible to see. So that 187 00:11:30,800 --> 00:11:33,440 Speaker 1: was our story that we came from the US to 188 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:37,840 Speaker 1: refurbish the soccer fields and give these kids a better 189 00:11:37,920 --> 00:11:41,679 Speaker 1: place to play. So basically, like during the Escape and 190 00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:45,079 Speaker 1: of Aid challenge, we were captured because we were in 191 00:11:45,280 --> 00:11:50,160 Speaker 1: army clothes, so these interrogators were trying to crack us 192 00:11:50,240 --> 00:11:54,640 Speaker 1: on why we were in Morocco, and we could not 193 00:11:55,520 --> 00:11:59,360 Speaker 1: tell them that we were here getting paid by special Forces. 194 00:12:01,400 --> 00:12:04,040 Speaker 2: So we had to make up a story. Me, Randall 195 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:05,360 Speaker 2: and Andrew's story. 196 00:12:05,600 --> 00:12:09,440 Speaker 1: Was that we came to Morocco to refurbish the soccer 197 00:12:09,480 --> 00:12:13,040 Speaker 1: fields for the children in need. Now that Randall left, 198 00:12:13,520 --> 00:12:16,520 Speaker 1: this was me and Andrew's story. We could not let 199 00:12:16,640 --> 00:12:19,480 Speaker 1: up that we were getting paid by special Forces to 200 00:12:19,520 --> 00:12:24,800 Speaker 1: be here, so the interrogators were trying to get that 201 00:12:24,920 --> 00:12:25,480 Speaker 1: out of us. 202 00:12:25,760 --> 00:12:26,840 Speaker 2: Andrew was just. 203 00:12:26,760 --> 00:12:29,880 Speaker 1: A horrible liar, and I guess that's like the best thing. 204 00:12:30,200 --> 00:12:33,640 Speaker 1: He literally got kicked off the course because he couldn't lie, 205 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:36,840 Speaker 1: and they just try to get in your head. That's 206 00:12:36,840 --> 00:12:38,760 Speaker 1: why they were saying me and oh, so you and 207 00:12:38,760 --> 00:12:41,880 Speaker 1: Andrew were having an affair and all these crazy things 208 00:12:41,960 --> 00:12:47,079 Speaker 1: that it just obviously is not true. And then they 209 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:51,680 Speaker 1: made Andrew dunk me in Sean's head into the cold plunge, 210 00:12:51,720 --> 00:12:55,400 Speaker 1: which was lukewarm water, and the screams that they played 211 00:12:55,440 --> 00:12:59,280 Speaker 1: in the finale episode of Me and Sean Underwater that 212 00:12:59,360 --> 00:13:00,000 Speaker 1: never happened. 213 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:03,960 Speaker 2: And you guys saw me and Sean. There was no emotion. No, 214 00:13:05,040 --> 00:13:07,720 Speaker 2: we were dead, like like we were. 215 00:13:08,160 --> 00:13:11,960 Speaker 1: Just yeah, okay, And if anyone's gonna dunk us, we're 216 00:13:11,960 --> 00:13:13,120 Speaker 1: so glad it's Andrew. 217 00:13:13,640 --> 00:13:16,319 Speaker 2: Like we knew it was all a part of the game. 218 00:13:16,960 --> 00:13:19,840 Speaker 1: So then Andrew gets kicked off for not being a 219 00:13:19,840 --> 00:13:25,600 Speaker 1: good liar. Cody, you know, they wanted him because of 220 00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:31,560 Speaker 1: his story to save me, Brie and Sean, because of 221 00:13:31,640 --> 00:13:35,360 Speaker 1: obviously his story and he how he used to be 222 00:13:35,520 --> 00:13:39,560 Speaker 1: I'm a polygamist, but now he's a monogamist and just 223 00:13:39,679 --> 00:13:42,520 Speaker 1: kind of you know, the story that is behind Cody. 224 00:13:43,240 --> 00:13:46,160 Speaker 1: I think the you know, this was Fox's way of 225 00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:50,160 Speaker 1: trying to actually make Cody look good, and they were. 226 00:13:50,040 --> 00:13:51,880 Speaker 2: Like, what are you going to do to save these women? 227 00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:53,640 Speaker 2: What are you going to do for so these women 228 00:13:53,640 --> 00:13:57,760 Speaker 2: aren't tortured anymore, and he didn't know what to do. 229 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:01,160 Speaker 1: So he stayed silent and he failed. So that's why 230 00:14:01,200 --> 00:14:06,480 Speaker 1: he got kicked off. Brie I couldn't believe it because 231 00:14:06,520 --> 00:14:08,480 Speaker 1: she could have won with me and Sean, and you 232 00:14:08,559 --> 00:14:09,400 Speaker 1: know what she did. 233 00:14:09,600 --> 00:14:11,959 Speaker 2: She did win. She made it. 234 00:14:12,360 --> 00:14:18,320 Speaker 1: She literally left ten minutes before interrogation ended, and I 235 00:14:18,360 --> 00:14:20,880 Speaker 1: think at that point she was so delirious she didn't 236 00:14:20,920 --> 00:14:22,960 Speaker 1: know if she was if that was the time to 237 00:14:23,080 --> 00:14:26,320 Speaker 1: admit that she was in the Special Forces, or if 238 00:14:26,360 --> 00:14:30,360 Speaker 1: it wasn't. But we were informed this time it's different. 239 00:14:30,840 --> 00:14:33,760 Speaker 1: Do not admit that you are in the Special Forces. 240 00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:37,600 Speaker 1: We are going to come and save you. So then 241 00:14:37,720 --> 00:14:40,560 Speaker 1: Brie admitted that she was there with the Special Forces 242 00:14:41,840 --> 00:14:45,080 Speaker 1: and she left. Then it was me and Sean. 243 00:14:46,160 --> 00:14:48,200 Speaker 2: So me and. 244 00:14:48,120 --> 00:14:51,560 Speaker 1: Seawan never admitted that we were here with Special Forces. 245 00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:54,480 Speaker 1: We stuck to our story and we won. 246 00:14:54,520 --> 00:15:07,640 Speaker 2: Special Forces. You do not get a prize for winning. 247 00:15:08,480 --> 00:15:11,560 Speaker 1: We all got a set rate, so no matter what, 248 00:15:11,840 --> 00:15:15,080 Speaker 1: you get the same amount of money if you stay 249 00:15:15,120 --> 00:15:20,200 Speaker 1: for a day or stay the whole time, which I 250 00:15:20,200 --> 00:15:22,720 Speaker 1: don't love because I feel like if there was a 251 00:15:22,760 --> 00:15:26,120 Speaker 1: prize at the end, more people would fight longer to stay. 252 00:15:27,000 --> 00:15:31,680 Speaker 1: But when you're there and you want to stay, it's 253 00:15:31,720 --> 00:15:34,480 Speaker 1: like a self pride thing. Like I didn't even care 254 00:15:34,520 --> 00:15:36,720 Speaker 1: about the money at that point because no matter what, 255 00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:38,520 Speaker 1: you're going to get it, so it doesn't really matter. 256 00:15:39,200 --> 00:15:43,720 Speaker 1: But I wanted to win this course for myself and 257 00:15:43,880 --> 00:15:48,120 Speaker 1: prove it to myself, and it was the best thing. 258 00:15:48,040 --> 00:15:50,960 Speaker 2: I have ever done in my entire life. 259 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:56,200 Speaker 1: So we won, and we look like me and Sean 260 00:15:56,360 --> 00:16:00,520 Speaker 1: we were rolled around in the mud. We were They 261 00:16:00,600 --> 00:16:03,240 Speaker 1: made us do so many things, roll around in the mud, 262 00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:07,920 Speaker 1: roll around in the sand, like we looked horrible. Our 263 00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:13,240 Speaker 1: hair was matted in mud. After we won, we had. 264 00:16:13,080 --> 00:16:14,480 Speaker 2: To go to. 265 00:16:16,080 --> 00:16:19,320 Speaker 1: This little like area where we got on side by 266 00:16:19,400 --> 00:16:21,560 Speaker 1: sides at the DS's and that was kind of like 267 00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:24,480 Speaker 1: our outro to the to us winning. Me and Sean 268 00:16:24,520 --> 00:16:26,040 Speaker 1: on the back of the side by sides at the 269 00:16:26,120 --> 00:16:30,280 Speaker 1: DS's and they were awesome. We all cracked open a 270 00:16:30,320 --> 00:16:34,240 Speaker 1: beer together. But before we got there, DS Billy looked 271 00:16:34,240 --> 00:16:37,920 Speaker 1: at Me and Sean and goes, Jesus, you guys gotta 272 00:16:37,960 --> 00:16:40,760 Speaker 1: clean yourselves up, and we're. 273 00:16:40,560 --> 00:16:44,120 Speaker 2: Like, really, Billy, like what do you want us to do? 274 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:46,640 Speaker 1: All of our stuff was out of the barracks, like 275 00:16:46,680 --> 00:16:49,600 Speaker 1: we didn't have anything, so we're just like trying to 276 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:52,080 Speaker 1: wash our hair in the sink and like slick it 277 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:55,920 Speaker 1: back as best as we could. We looked horrible. We 278 00:16:55,960 --> 00:17:00,240 Speaker 1: looked like beaten down. Oh my god, so bad. We 279 00:17:00,280 --> 00:17:04,439 Speaker 1: had that outro scene. Before getting to that scene, we 280 00:17:04,520 --> 00:17:06,400 Speaker 1: had to speak with psychologists. 281 00:17:06,520 --> 00:17:09,560 Speaker 2: The psychologist on site. 282 00:17:08,760 --> 00:17:11,320 Speaker 1: And you know, they told us that they were going 283 00:17:11,400 --> 00:17:15,400 Speaker 1: to do, you know, a month check in, just check 284 00:17:15,480 --> 00:17:17,359 Speaker 1: in how we're check in on how we're doing. 285 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:20,359 Speaker 2: And Sean and I both kind of felt this way. 286 00:17:20,920 --> 00:17:24,680 Speaker 1: We were totally fine after Special Forces and I think 287 00:17:24,680 --> 00:17:28,080 Speaker 1: it was because we got that validation by the DS 288 00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:31,720 Speaker 1: like we made it. We made them proud we did this. 289 00:17:32,680 --> 00:17:36,280 Speaker 1: And I think for the people who leave early or 290 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:40,120 Speaker 1: don't finish the course, they regret it instantly. But because 291 00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:43,320 Speaker 1: Sean and I finished the course and got that validation 292 00:17:43,440 --> 00:17:48,080 Speaker 1: from the DS, I was perfectly fine. After Special Forces 293 00:17:48,800 --> 00:17:51,720 Speaker 1: had I've had a couple dreams that like I'm going 294 00:17:51,760 --> 00:17:56,080 Speaker 1: back into selection, but nothing that was like traumatic. After 295 00:17:56,119 --> 00:17:59,080 Speaker 1: the meeting with the psychologist, we went into the vehicles 296 00:17:59,119 --> 00:18:00,600 Speaker 1: to go to the site where we were doing our 297 00:18:00,640 --> 00:18:04,639 Speaker 1: outro for the show, and I got my phone. I 298 00:18:04,680 --> 00:18:07,600 Speaker 1: called my mom and dad, and I called my mom 299 00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:11,440 Speaker 1: first and I was like, I want Special Forces and 300 00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:17,680 Speaker 1: she was crying, screaming, saying how she knew it. Then 301 00:18:17,720 --> 00:18:21,000 Speaker 1: I called my dad, and then I called Christian and 302 00:18:21,280 --> 00:18:25,280 Speaker 1: everyone was just so fricking proud. 303 00:18:25,080 --> 00:18:29,520 Speaker 2: Of me, Like everyone couldn't believe it. 304 00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:33,240 Speaker 1: They like saw they saw me like I had a 305 00:18:33,359 --> 00:18:35,480 Speaker 1: cut on the top of my forehead. I think I 306 00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:37,160 Speaker 1: had a cut on the bottom of my chin. 307 00:18:37,640 --> 00:18:40,480 Speaker 2: Like it was the. 308 00:18:40,359 --> 00:18:43,439 Speaker 1: Best feeling of my entire life, and that has to 309 00:18:43,480 --> 00:18:44,600 Speaker 1: be my proudest moment. 310 00:18:45,440 --> 00:18:48,680 Speaker 2: So me and Sean did our outro video. 311 00:18:48,840 --> 00:18:51,760 Speaker 1: We felt like I felt like the coolest person ever, 312 00:18:52,520 --> 00:18:55,760 Speaker 1: and we rode off with the DS on the side 313 00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:56,359 Speaker 1: by sides. 314 00:18:56,480 --> 00:18:59,160 Speaker 2: We made our way back to the. 315 00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:02,199 Speaker 1: Hotel before heading to the airport. The next day, I 316 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:06,359 Speaker 1: took a two hour shower. The dirt and everything that 317 00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:08,560 Speaker 1: came off my body, Guys, you don't even want to know. 318 00:19:09,040 --> 00:19:11,679 Speaker 1: The whole shower floor was filled with dirt. Like, I 319 00:19:11,760 --> 00:19:15,000 Speaker 1: can't even talk about it. I showered for two hours, 320 00:19:15,480 --> 00:19:21,280 Speaker 1: and then we met up with everybody. Randall, Sean, Andrew, Brie, Cody, 321 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:24,600 Speaker 1: they all were at that hotel because they all had 322 00:19:24,760 --> 00:19:29,720 Speaker 1: left just you know, Randall left that night at twelve am, 323 00:19:29,840 --> 00:19:33,840 Speaker 1: and Brie, Cody, Andrew, they all left that same day. 324 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:36,679 Speaker 1: Me and Sean just made it the twelve hours through interrogation, 325 00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:38,920 Speaker 1: so we were able to see everybody at the hotel. 326 00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:43,600 Speaker 1: After we all had some wine and just talked and 327 00:19:44,080 --> 00:19:46,919 Speaker 1: it was awesome. Me and Brie were actually on the 328 00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:49,439 Speaker 1: same flight home, and we were so happy about it. 329 00:19:49,520 --> 00:19:52,680 Speaker 1: So we rode to the airport together. We're in the airport. 330 00:19:52,760 --> 00:19:55,919 Speaker 1: We both bought something because we were like, we deserve this. 331 00:19:56,640 --> 00:19:59,600 Speaker 1: We both bought sunglasses. I had my hand cream because 332 00:19:59,640 --> 00:20:02,000 Speaker 1: my looked disgusting. 333 00:20:02,080 --> 00:20:02,399 Speaker 2: Guys. 334 00:20:02,440 --> 00:20:06,200 Speaker 1: I can't wait to post my travel blog home from Morocco. 335 00:20:06,400 --> 00:20:07,719 Speaker 2: You guys will see my hands. 336 00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:11,160 Speaker 1: They looked like like worse than prunes, like dried up. 337 00:20:11,400 --> 00:20:13,680 Speaker 2: Like I can't I can't even tell you. 338 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:17,760 Speaker 1: But I made it home and I was so happy 339 00:20:17,760 --> 00:20:20,679 Speaker 1: I got to make it home with Brie and I 340 00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:24,000 Speaker 1: walked through my door and my mom had this huge 341 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:29,240 Speaker 1: banner that said Special Forces Winner with a bunch of 342 00:20:29,280 --> 00:20:32,600 Speaker 1: BA wounds and it was so cute. 343 00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:34,960 Speaker 2: It was amazing to be home. 344 00:20:35,440 --> 00:20:37,920 Speaker 1: But I just want to give a big shout out 345 00:20:37,920 --> 00:20:41,600 Speaker 1: to the DS again and everything and everything that they 346 00:20:41,600 --> 00:20:44,840 Speaker 1: did for me. You could tell during this show their 347 00:20:44,880 --> 00:20:48,800 Speaker 1: respect for me and their respect for me really grew, 348 00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:51,720 Speaker 1: and it was so nice to see that they actually 349 00:20:51,840 --> 00:20:56,920 Speaker 1: liked me. And I couldn't have done this course without 350 00:20:56,960 --> 00:20:59,720 Speaker 1: you guys, and without you guys pushing me and really 351 00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:04,960 Speaker 1: puts me every day. I really want to say thank 352 00:21:05,000 --> 00:21:08,720 Speaker 1: you so much to our US military. You guys are amazing, 353 00:21:08,760 --> 00:21:11,320 Speaker 1: and thank you for all that you do for our 354 00:21:11,359 --> 00:21:13,960 Speaker 1: country every single day and all that you sacrifice. 355 00:21:14,880 --> 00:21:16,160 Speaker 2: And I want to thank this. 356 00:21:16,160 --> 00:21:22,320 Speaker 1: Course for showing me that and showing me what our 357 00:21:22,359 --> 00:21:26,119 Speaker 1: country does for us every single day. Again, thank you 358 00:21:26,160 --> 00:21:28,919 Speaker 1: so much to the DS. You guys have seriously changed 359 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:31,520 Speaker 1: my life and it was an honor to do this course. 360 00:21:32,920 --> 00:21:35,560 Speaker 1: Thank you guys so much for watching me on Special Forces. 361 00:21:36,280 --> 00:21:45,160 Speaker 2: Love you guys. Bye,