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Speaker 1: I guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decisions.

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Speaker 1: Welcome y'all. It's all roble decisions. What's up this year?

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Speaker 1: Made to be hi. I'm weasing we have a special

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Speaker 1: guest today. I feel like this is probably one of

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Speaker 1: the coolest episodes we ever gonna have. Not to put

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Speaker 1: the pressure on you, because I don't want you to

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Speaker 1: mad pressure like he wasn't And you see she come

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Speaker 1: out the gate and pressure. Bro, you gotta ease people in.

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Speaker 1: But I'm so high. This is a lot of insight,

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Speaker 1: no pun you know what I'm saying, because I feel

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Speaker 1: like get I meant no, because um, he did a

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Speaker 1: consult with me for his new podcast blind but now

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Speaker 1: I see he was bugging on the first name. But

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Speaker 1: we got with But yeah, I really wanted to have

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Speaker 1: somebody on. And I feel like I can't use the

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Speaker 1: word disability, but you're visually impaired. And it's so interesting

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Speaker 1: to me to have this conversation because we hear so

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Speaker 1: many things about We just had a guest a few

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Speaker 1: weeks ago to talk about sensory deprivation and how she

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Speaker 1: was blindfolded and ship and how things are heightened and

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Speaker 1: I think it's gonna be so dope to just learn

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Speaker 1: about you your sexual experiences. I know you may not

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Speaker 1: talk about sex too much on your pod, but like anything,

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Speaker 1: but like, yeah, this is just really exciting for us. So, um,

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Speaker 1: can you introduce yourself, tell people what you do, and

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Speaker 1: just a little bit about your story on yeah, how

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Speaker 1: you lost your vision? Well, my name is c No.

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Speaker 1: I called myself blond Poppy, blond Poppy to her Ray

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Speaker 1: Charles like, I'm I'm a party promoter. So pretty much

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Speaker 1: nine years ago, I was shot three times being wrong

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Speaker 1: but they was trying to wrong me and shot me

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Speaker 1: three times, left me there to die. Pretty much seven

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Speaker 1: days in the hospital, four days I see you, three

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Speaker 1: days recovery. That's it. And I told my mother mouth

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Speaker 1: I got to get him to my son. Doctor said

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Speaker 1: he couldn't come up, that he was one years old.

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Speaker 1: Oh I thought your son. I have misunderstood when I

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Speaker 1: met you from of your son was not nine. Okay,

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Speaker 1: so you've seen your son, Yeah, I'm sure this first birthday.

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Speaker 1: Wow wow, So when when this happen survived you gotta

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Speaker 1: take away some sins. So okay, I totally misunderstood. So

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Speaker 1: you had your son you get out your blind I

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Speaker 1: know you told me a little bit briefly about how

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Speaker 1: you did anger management while blind, but just from a

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Speaker 1: sex perspective, like how long did you go before you

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Speaker 1: even want to have sex or could? Yeah? I came, Oh,

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Speaker 1: I wasn't even a hospital. I said worked. I strayed

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Speaker 1: up in that toil the doctor it ain't working. It

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Speaker 1: ain't even that's what you said. That's you were in

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Speaker 1: the hospital just from being shot, and your concern was

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Speaker 1: whether you would get hard again. And you took my eyes.

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Speaker 1: I don't want to know what else you took. That's

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Speaker 1: going ain't no use. What was the response, like, how

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Speaker 1: was I mean what the doctor's response when I said

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Speaker 1: doctors response to that? He was like, pretty much your

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Speaker 1: body going through trauma. Got to see a couple of

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Speaker 1: days and started moving. I'm like, I'm good to go. Wow,

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Speaker 1: I went home. That's extra first day, won't the first day?

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Speaker 1: You think it was sympathy pussy Yeah, I had a

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Speaker 1: whole lot of that. The whole lot of that sympathy

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Speaker 1: if you're not getting pussy shot everybody, Okay, I did

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Speaker 1: na that got shot. We know you like niggas asleep

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Speaker 1: with guns. And that I'm gonna him anyway. But I

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Speaker 1: was like, see him you hurt? So wait the sympathy

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Speaker 1: pussy that you were getting, was it girls who already

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Speaker 1: had sex with girls are sex with girls that dubbed

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Speaker 1: me before. But I wanted to see what it was about.

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Speaker 1: Huh they thought it changed, Like I hear the way

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Speaker 1: this question is, you know the whole lot, You still

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Speaker 1: confusing to the after? Then it's like, yeah, you do

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Speaker 1: know what you're doing. Stef pussy is not confusing though.

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Speaker 1: All you gotta do is the legs. That's it. But

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Speaker 1: I'm not but a new pussy the same anatomy brow

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Speaker 1: pussy be kind of different because I now it ain't hard.

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Speaker 1: I'd be hesitating. You can't see that ship, so it's

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Speaker 1: not like you don't know what the got bumped on

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Speaker 1: there was Oh my god, didn't be nervous. It's your

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Speaker 1: sense of smell like crazy now, yeah, the touching taste,

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Speaker 1: but like with pussy specifically, yeah, I could definitely smell

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Speaker 1: it if it ain't something guy ain't doing it, Damn

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Speaker 1: I keep spell us. Yeah, and I'm nervous. Was just look, look,

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Speaker 1: we just said the way the way we were sweating

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Speaker 1: last show, just white took some wet white, some unarmed,

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Speaker 1: so it was a little much. I do want to

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Speaker 1: start with some icebreakers, and one of the first ones

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Speaker 1: you almost told me saying wait till that was not

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Speaker 1: an icebreaker, bro. Hell no, that's how we jumped out

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Speaker 1: the gate. How long you've been listening to our shows?

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Speaker 1: You know, for a long time. Stay in the house

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Speaker 1: and just listen. So my first icebreaker question for you

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Speaker 1: is what do you think we look like? Tell me this,

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Speaker 1: I think you slim a caramel color. You're giving her

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Speaker 1: way too much melon at bit slim carmel color. I

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Speaker 1: like a little booty, very little accurate. It's a medium, Mandy.

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Speaker 1: I say, carmel kind of showing thick, kind of short

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Speaker 1: and think he had that right. Huh. Well, the anything

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Speaker 1: I'll tell you, I think that really might help you

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Speaker 1: think about what I look like. We always kind of

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Speaker 1: have the same Like I wear braids a lot. I

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Speaker 1: realized that how podcast. Listen to the podcast, I'll be

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Speaker 1: talking about them. You said there and said, braids is you?

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Speaker 1: That's true? Mandy? Who knows what? Nobody knows what? I'm

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Speaker 1: a look like when I come in, I ain't gonna

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Speaker 1: hold Sometimes you got a wig, sometimes you got short.

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Speaker 1: Oh that's right, I was talking about that different. See,

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Speaker 1: he'd be listening. Ladies. You may just need a block

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Speaker 1: because they listen. Damn, you you're a good true Do

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Speaker 1: you notice that with yourself? Do you feel like you're

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Speaker 1: like paying extra attention? I feel like way more attention now. Damn,

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Speaker 1: probably sniggers and lies all the time. Didn't you tell

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Speaker 1: me that all the time. That ship was two years ago.

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Speaker 1: I still remember what you said all the way. That's crazy,

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Speaker 1: like you can't write it down or you can't see

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Speaker 1: it to keep going over it. You play that in

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Speaker 1: your head over time. Yeah. I um. When we did

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Speaker 1: how annoying is this gonna be if he got played? Nah,

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Speaker 1: listen to it like times. Really they don't get annoying.

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Speaker 1: It's like a talking book. Honestly, I'm I'm really excited

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Speaker 1: to listen to your podcast because it's so interesting to me,

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Speaker 1: you know, like we were just saying when we spoke,

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Speaker 1: Maybe you'll come across them, but like, how many conversationally

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Speaker 1: And I mean it's just just it's different. So you

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Speaker 1: you don't like when you get a pt cruiser than

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Speaker 1: all you notice is it's not It's not like that

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Speaker 1: would be until like hearing I went to some blind

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Speaker 1: incot management that it was just straight blind people in there.

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Speaker 1: It was just like you didn't like No, I finished

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Speaker 1: the class. I had no choice. Why are you and

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Speaker 1: my cousin was not playing that? Yeah you want to

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Speaker 1: bug out, let's go. How long did it take you

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Speaker 1: to stop being angry? The first six years? I was angry? Wow?

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Speaker 1: First six years? Every night? And then you do something

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Speaker 1: I don't like. I would snap ship is like, treat

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Speaker 1: me like I'm I'm regular, So don't tippy toe around me,

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Speaker 1: don't lie, keep it round because I'm angry. I'm not

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Speaker 1: gonna beat you up. I'm gonna just distance myself from you.

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Speaker 1: What's crazy is everyone that I think we've even interviewed

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Speaker 1: the funk else. So that's why we talking that you

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Speaker 1: have fights. My mother still cursed me out. Ain't any

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Speaker 1: Pretty much? Right? Yeah? That's so let's talk about when

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Speaker 1: Sometimes it depends if I'm drunk, I don't care. I

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Speaker 1: What did you say? You ain't never met a real

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Speaker 1: probably like a personal Yeah. Do you feel like you've

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Speaker 1: the two weeks? Where are you dubbing bitches? And tell

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Speaker 1: me when you hit me with that? Send me a cat?

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Speaker 1: What cash apps? I can't do, cass. I like that

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Speaker 1: it like when dating though, like, what's just something common

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Speaker 1: almost like a fetish Do you feel like girls want

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Speaker 1: you're definitely like I see you more into it. You're

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Speaker 1: us your hands more. It's passion but it's really like,

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Speaker 1: I'm not trying to be passionate with you. You just

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Speaker 1: need to do this stuff. Just get it off and

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Speaker 1: I'm out. Have you ever had like a threesome or

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Speaker 1: sex with yes before? Have you had it before you

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Speaker 1: like he blind anymore. He gave let's just talk about

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Speaker 1: because I'm be read at you. Like for me in

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Speaker 1: a threesome, there's a lot of ship you gotta watch

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Speaker 1: out for, like his legs flying and ship like you're

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Speaker 1: telling you after that, I can have a foot hit

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Speaker 1: me in the face. You can't complain after that. I

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Speaker 1: also want to know, out of the two of us,

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Speaker 1: you've been listening for you said it basically since we

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Speaker 1: started right, So what guess did you think was the

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Speaker 1: sexiest based on listening? Oh, I ain't gonna live after

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Speaker 1: last week? What's that? The pussy poet? Poet? This is different?

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Speaker 1: damn man, and my nigga needs some pussy. Would you

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Speaker 1: like to fly? No? No, maybe she's mixed, she said, Dan,

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Speaker 1: That's why I said Steven So who we talked to?

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Speaker 1: sounds like you're being me. And she was like, I

424
00:23:37,240 --> 00:23:39,960
Speaker 1: was really tired of recording. We were doing it all day.

425
00:23:40,320 --> 00:23:42,080
Speaker 1: It's like a voiceover. She's like some of them may

426
00:23:42,080 --> 00:23:46,000
Speaker 1: who came off like that because she's like, we had

427
00:23:46,040 --> 00:23:48,040
Speaker 1: eight hour days because there's a lot of shows. She

428
00:23:48,119 --> 00:23:53,800
Speaker 1: was saying, we're like, okay, well, all right, that right,

429
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:56,000
Speaker 1: if it's been done. I wonder have you ever thought

430
00:23:56,040 --> 00:24:00,440
Speaker 1: about changing your series m accent nine you one time

431
00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:03,560
Speaker 1: they had a man voice. I at the man voice

432
00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:07,800
Speaker 1: manfore in the morning. If you're not doing that, you're

433
00:24:07,800 --> 00:24:11,120
Speaker 1: too close to it, all right? For our Jamaican accents

434
00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:17,879
Speaker 1: on the GPS literally like that's that's back when, like

435
00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:20,399
Speaker 1: our phones didn't have all of the things that asked

436
00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:22,280
Speaker 1: now and you had to buy a GPS to tell

437
00:24:22,320 --> 00:24:25,000
Speaker 1: you where to go. Yeah, man, I'm just driving. They

438
00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:27,360
Speaker 1: did offer me a GPS with my non license. Having asked,

439
00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:32,560
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm cool and um, here's our horror derb.

440
00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:35,439
Speaker 1: So this one is interesting, is fun because I've never

441
00:24:35,520 --> 00:24:38,200
Speaker 1: even heard of this ship. Really, try a nipple toy

442
00:24:38,320 --> 00:24:41,119
Speaker 1: that isn't just a nipple clamp. No shade to the clamps,

443
00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:47,760
Speaker 1: but there are tons of toys. Pause ice cubes. That's

444
00:24:47,800 --> 00:24:49,680
Speaker 1: the only thing I can think of that goes on

445
00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:53,640
Speaker 1: nipples for nipple play besides the nipple clamp. And see

446
00:24:53,720 --> 00:24:56,280
Speaker 1: note what what could you think of before you go

447
00:24:56,359 --> 00:24:57,919
Speaker 1: through the list? What could you think of it as

448
00:24:57,960 --> 00:25:00,000
Speaker 1: something to play with your nipples besides the nipple clay?

449
00:25:02,359 --> 00:25:05,320
Speaker 1: I used fruit? Yeah, I use fruit, like my mouth

450
00:25:05,440 --> 00:25:10,399
Speaker 1: fruit maybe like a chocolate or some ship you can

451
00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:12,720
Speaker 1: lick it off. I can see that food. Not fruit.

452
00:25:13,280 --> 00:25:15,000
Speaker 1: What fruit you're gonna put on the nipples? You though

453
00:25:15,320 --> 00:25:20,360
Speaker 1: you put the peach in your mouth? Your mouth waited?

454
00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:23,040
Speaker 1: Could you think of something for for nipples other than

455
00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:27,800
Speaker 1: a nipple clown? Gotta go bro? Alright, nigked what look

456
00:25:33,000 --> 00:25:37,280
Speaker 1: you to and you attach it to the nipple? Alright,

457
00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:49,440
Speaker 1: y'all are really this is random? But do you watch porn?

458
00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:52,680
Speaker 1: And if so, what like does he watch port? Well,

459
00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:56,720
Speaker 1: he says he's been saying, yeah, but like, what kind

460
00:25:56,760 --> 00:25:58,320
Speaker 1: of like ship do you need now do you have

461
00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:02,359
Speaker 1: like certain because it sounds so like what do you

462
00:26:02,400 --> 00:26:07,760
Speaker 1: find yourself typing in because you're not visually Like, sorry,

463
00:26:07,800 --> 00:26:09,720
Speaker 1: I was looking at you. You look up you look

464
00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:12,879
Speaker 1: up his porn for him? Oh no, I mean you right,

465
00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:16,120
Speaker 1: So you're watching porn still, so listen to it. Yeah,

466
00:26:16,240 --> 00:26:19,399
Speaker 1: so like what do you need to see? Like I

467
00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:21,720
Speaker 1: mean what, sorry, you know what I'm saying. I just

468
00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:26,720
Speaker 1: type in loud Cherokee because you remember he just still

469
00:26:26,840 --> 00:26:32,520
Speaker 1: Just that's the visualization because you know their voices. Even

470
00:26:32,560 --> 00:26:34,760
Speaker 1: you hit it, you hit them the climate hit that

471
00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:39,440
Speaker 1: you need to glas. That's mad funny to me. So

472
00:26:39,600 --> 00:26:46,359
Speaker 1: like even I don't like that this bitch like that

473
00:26:46,520 --> 00:26:49,520
Speaker 1: Megan it Starue. So I'm like, Dan, this ship remind

474
00:26:49,600 --> 00:26:52,000
Speaker 1: me of you know, you would love me if you

475
00:26:52,119 --> 00:26:56,520
Speaker 1: like Cherokee mag Way fun of me. She's like, you

476
00:26:56,600 --> 00:26:58,440
Speaker 1: know one of the things I said about her recently,

477
00:26:58,800 --> 00:27:00,480
Speaker 1: So a lot of like you, of the girls that

478
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:02,280
Speaker 1: we've seen on Instagram and ship like that today just

479
00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:06,280
Speaker 1: have such fake looking bodies. Not that they're not good,

480
00:27:06,400 --> 00:27:09,040
Speaker 1: but they're just too perfect. Like Meg don't have like

481
00:27:09,119 --> 00:27:10,920
Speaker 1: a but she just got a little bit like it's

482
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:13,639
Speaker 1: not a board flat stomach, which makes me feel like,

483
00:27:13,640 --> 00:27:15,520
Speaker 1: oh my gosh, she looks like she saw you know

484
00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:18,000
Speaker 1: what I mean. I think that ship is like super important.

485
00:27:18,119 --> 00:27:21,639
Speaker 1: Um so what is the nipple toys? Nipple suction toys,

486
00:27:22,119 --> 00:27:29,120
Speaker 1: nipple liquors, vibrators for nipples? Okay? Really now I could

487
00:27:29,119 --> 00:27:32,000
Speaker 1: see that maybe like a cockering like on your nipple picture,

488
00:27:32,040 --> 00:27:34,760
Speaker 1: like you just wrap it around right, wrapping around, No,

489
00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:37,440
Speaker 1: you wrapping around like a little suction tongue. And it

490
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:40,200
Speaker 1: liked it pretty much go up and down. Well, I

491
00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:43,440
Speaker 1: got that like my towels in the bathroom. Basically that

492
00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:44,960
Speaker 1: has like a little cup and then I hang this

493
00:27:45,040 --> 00:27:46,280
Speaker 1: towel on the cup so I could just take it

494
00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:48,119
Speaker 1: off and use it as a nipple thing, you know,

495
00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:51,280
Speaker 1: anything to save a little cash. And then it says

496
00:27:51,359 --> 00:27:54,720
Speaker 1: you could use massage, oil or lube, but the cup.

497
00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:56,920
Speaker 1: I am not mad at that ship dog like I

498
00:27:57,000 --> 00:28:02,280
Speaker 1: would use a suction cup. So we don't have a

499
00:28:02,359 --> 00:28:06,760
Speaker 1: black s excellence today. But I did want to honor

500
00:28:07,560 --> 00:28:12,679
Speaker 1: Michael B. The Jordan's Umil. Valentine's Day was a few

501
00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:15,040
Speaker 1: weeks ago. Yeah, he paraded around a black woman because

502
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:17,760
Speaker 1: we said that he date white women. But this I

503
00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:21,600
Speaker 1: set down those white women so fabulously. I'm only bringing

504
00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:23,360
Speaker 1: this up because I want to know a sea over two.

505
00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:29,639
Speaker 1: So Michael B. Jordan's he rented out an aquarium and

506
00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:35,000
Speaker 1: then eight then ate seafood. That is awful people in

507
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:38,280
Speaker 1: front of day cousins. Ro That is trifling if you

508
00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:40,240
Speaker 1: really think about it. But is it bit because I'm

509
00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:44,120
Speaker 1: telling you, like bro, you eat a seafood many so

510
00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:48,840
Speaker 1: you'll never go get seafood by the water when you

511
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:50,720
Speaker 1: at the beach. But I can't see the fish. The

512
00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:55,360
Speaker 1: fish is looking at me eat din. But you know,

513
00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:57,840
Speaker 1: thinking Michael B Jordan, Rachel I probably got you know,

514
00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:03,880
Speaker 1: some nice big sharks and shade. He probably has shrimp brands.

515
00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:07,200
Speaker 1: You know. Nah, we gotta make him the Black sex

516
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:10,280
Speaker 1: List because I know that every like every time I

517
00:29:10,320 --> 00:29:12,760
Speaker 1: see a picture of them, they look good as and

518
00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:15,160
Speaker 1: he got his bitch stocks, you know what I mean.

519
00:29:15,560 --> 00:29:17,840
Speaker 1: So if you could have an unlimited amount of money,

520
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:21,320
Speaker 1: because that's really what this nigga got, even though he's attractive,

521
00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:24,040
Speaker 1: it's really the money for me, what would you do?

522
00:29:24,120 --> 00:29:26,560
Speaker 1: What would be your Valentine surprise? Like? What do you

523
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:29,560
Speaker 1: think of how you go all out, but depends along

524
00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:33,520
Speaker 1: on widow. How long you gotta like start? Men definitely

525
00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:36,960
Speaker 1: care about that it's about, but it's might depend how

526
00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:40,360
Speaker 1: bad bitches too, definitely don't. It don't matter to him? Definitely.

527
00:29:40,480 --> 00:29:42,880
Speaker 1: I can't see this right. What's one who's one of

528
00:29:42,920 --> 00:29:45,080
Speaker 1: the most two or three months and it's like I'm

529
00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:47,040
Speaker 1: buying you stock and all that. Now I'm not doing that,

530
00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:48,840
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. But you but we ain't got

531
00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:51,360
Speaker 1: We can't talk like that because we ain't got unlimited money. Dog,

532
00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:53,800
Speaker 1: even if I do got it, I'm still not doing it.

533
00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:59,360
Speaker 1: You sing you what's the most guy? Lorie Harvey and

534
00:29:59,440 --> 00:30:03,600
Speaker 1: Michael b Jord. She just finished the Future? How do

535
00:30:03,680 --> 00:30:12,360
Speaker 1: you know that he likes? He like he'd be like,

536
00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:15,480
Speaker 1: hey man, what's going on on the shade wrong? Listen

537
00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:18,000
Speaker 1: to the Breakfast Club every morning. Breakfast Club is some

538
00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:21,080
Speaker 1: great report, Angelie. Let you know what's going on. I

539
00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:25,560
Speaker 1: ain't mad. I'm not doing that. Okay, how much money

540
00:30:25,560 --> 00:30:28,280
Speaker 1: I got? Now? You gotta work for this, honest, you

541
00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:31,360
Speaker 1: know you ain't seeing it doesn't matter. Who's the baddest

542
00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:36,720
Speaker 1: bitch that you've ever seen? Train Lisa Ray Lisa Ray

543
00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:40,880
Speaker 1: is definitely OK. Yeah, I'm like Triana is still a

544
00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:44,280
Speaker 1: bad bit she is. I've seen a couple. I had

545
00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:47,239
Speaker 1: a couple that do means ship. Though I work all

546
00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:49,800
Speaker 1: for this. He was not running me when I was

547
00:30:50,040 --> 00:30:54,640
Speaker 1: playing Get Them too Much Stocks two days stocks, you're tripping.

548
00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:56,600
Speaker 1: I'm just saying you wasn't with me in Black Panda.

549
00:30:58,120 --> 00:31:00,320
Speaker 1: I work on for that black pan to work with

550
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:05,440
Speaker 1: getting that money that easy. Um, I want to get

551
00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:09,040
Speaker 1: into the horrible decisions and start just like from the beginning.

552
00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:10,600
Speaker 1: So you said your son was one. I don't know

553
00:31:10,640 --> 00:31:14,560
Speaker 1: why I thought you hadn't seen your son. But tell us,

554
00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 1: like about your baby mother and how your relationship change

555
00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:21,520
Speaker 1: when you became blind, like the one cool she didn't

556
00:31:21,520 --> 00:31:23,560
Speaker 1: switch up on me when I got shot. She did,

557
00:31:23,760 --> 00:31:26,480
Speaker 1: That's great? She still was? She still there to this today?

558
00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:29,240
Speaker 1: Did you guys? Were you guys together when you got shot?

559
00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:34,720
Speaker 1: He was together? But that always changed it. Oh, so

560
00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:38,200
Speaker 1: many girls come to the hospital. That's my boyfriend. I

561
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:39,800
Speaker 1: don't know if like girls like to make bitch of

562
00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:43,320
Speaker 1: work reason or clean when they're getting jailed that they

563
00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:44,760
Speaker 1: I don't know what they get out of this ship.

564
00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:48,040
Speaker 1: But mad girls come this and just say you were cheating.

565
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:56,800
Speaker 1: You're putting this on women, not even that offbituaries or whatever.

566
00:31:56,920 --> 00:31:59,440
Speaker 1: But they they were showing up to my hospital bit

567
00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:04,720
Speaker 1: of night. Did you telling me it was girl that

568
00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:08,680
Speaker 1: was dubbing me a little bit? I'm in the hospital

569
00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:12,080
Speaker 1: bad because people love people once they're down there, they

570
00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:15,600
Speaker 1: love to attach themselves to you. So getting all attention

571
00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:18,680
Speaker 1: from the family, I'm I woke up on a perk.

572
00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:20,320
Speaker 1: My mother like, that's s such. I'm like, who that?

573
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:23,480
Speaker 1: She said, something'ing like, okay, it was a girl I

574
00:32:23,560 --> 00:32:25,320
Speaker 1: was talking to one tag never met in my life.

575
00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:29,120
Speaker 1: You don't know about bad bitch. I used to be

576
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:31,280
Speaker 1: on that like back in the day with like manday

577
00:32:31,880 --> 00:32:35,680
Speaker 1: and black planning. I was only a man. It was tagged.

578
00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:38,560
Speaker 1: So my sister, I'm like, who that? She said, Oh,

579
00:32:39,520 --> 00:32:42,000
Speaker 1: that's like ethnic from where she like she said a

580
00:32:42,080 --> 00:32:45,080
Speaker 1: tag like I've never met her before. From now. I'm like, yo,

581
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:46,360
Speaker 1: tell my mother, yea. They got to take them to

582
00:32:46,360 --> 00:32:49,520
Speaker 1: security because I don't know shot and people just coming

583
00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:52,360
Speaker 1: up here random. You don't know that, you only ten,

584
00:32:53,160 --> 00:32:55,040
Speaker 1: you don't know them. Don't let him in here. She

585
00:32:55,200 --> 00:32:56,920
Speaker 1: was like, I My sister like I got you. I'm

586
00:32:56,960 --> 00:32:59,400
Speaker 1: like tied to you know, what's up my little sister,

587
00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:02,040
Speaker 1: you know who Who's who dubbed it. She's like, I

588
00:33:02,040 --> 00:33:06,080
Speaker 1: ain't cool with with your son, like you know. I mean,

589
00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:07,880
Speaker 1: I'm sure that a lot of that made you angry,

590
00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:11,160
Speaker 1: But like, what do you feel like you're better at

591
00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:15,360
Speaker 1: as a dad now that you can't see? Mm hmmm,

592
00:33:16,520 --> 00:33:18,280
Speaker 1: I feel like I ain't bad at nothing because I

593
00:33:18,440 --> 00:33:21,160
Speaker 1: was doing the same thing when, Yeah, I could see

594
00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:24,200
Speaker 1: just more like I'm more hands on with him now. Yeah,

595
00:33:24,560 --> 00:33:26,760
Speaker 1: like I spend more time with him now. Before I

596
00:33:26,960 --> 00:33:29,320
Speaker 1: was running in the clubs, I was doing it all,

597
00:33:29,400 --> 00:33:32,120
Speaker 1: coming in at night. Yeah. Now I could skip the club,

598
00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:34,080
Speaker 1: chilling the house with my son. But you could skip

599
00:33:34,120 --> 00:33:41,120
Speaker 1: the club because of COVID, sir, Now, definitely. But before

600
00:33:43,240 --> 00:33:45,720
Speaker 1: when you were going to the club, I know your

601
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:48,040
Speaker 1: your your brother is here with you and you said

602
00:33:48,080 --> 00:33:52,600
Speaker 1: he's your eyes. But you're nineteen, right, so when you

603
00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:54,360
Speaker 1: was going to the club, you couldn't take your brother

604
00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:59,760
Speaker 1: like you mean, you go to you only like blond

605
00:33:59,800 --> 00:34:02,080
Speaker 1: I need him to go. You ain't gonna drink nothing

606
00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:05,440
Speaker 1: up now to the door. He'd be teed up in

607
00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:08,359
Speaker 1: the club more than me when someone come to the dog,

608
00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:12,080
Speaker 1: I see no, yeah, go through y'all good. I feel

609
00:34:12,120 --> 00:34:14,719
Speaker 1: like you wouldn't let anybody in. Who's when somebody's lying? No,

610
00:34:14,960 --> 00:34:18,600
Speaker 1: not even this is where the money come in. Like

611
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:20,960
Speaker 1: that's money right there. You're not gonna stop money from

612
00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:24,000
Speaker 1: coming into the club. That a man what you need?

613
00:34:24,280 --> 00:34:25,960
Speaker 1: All right? I could go outside and get somebody and

614
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:28,320
Speaker 1: bring him and that's money. Yeah. The club only go

615
00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:31,120
Speaker 1: like whatever he say goes. He paying this bill to night.

616
00:34:31,280 --> 00:34:33,399
Speaker 1: There were buying the bottles like crazy when you first

617
00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:36,719
Speaker 1: when I first got your shot, Yeah, I stayed out

618
00:34:36,760 --> 00:34:38,479
Speaker 1: the club for a minute. Then I went to the club.

619
00:34:38,560 --> 00:34:40,640
Speaker 1: Then it was like, yo, bro, come over, dance on

620
00:34:40,680 --> 00:34:42,440
Speaker 1: this one. Dance on this one. I say, Bro, I'm

621
00:34:42,440 --> 00:34:46,279
Speaker 1: not a charity cage. Then it's like girls rubbing on

622
00:34:46,360 --> 00:34:49,080
Speaker 1: your face and all that, like damn, Like I'm like, yeah,

623
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:52,120
Speaker 1: what are you telling these girls? Bro? We're in the

624
00:34:52,160 --> 00:34:53,600
Speaker 1: club to strip it Like, yeah, you mind if I

625
00:34:53,680 --> 00:34:55,560
Speaker 1: put my asking your face, I'm like, where the fund

626
00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:58,080
Speaker 1: did this come from? He's gonna whispen mine now, I

627
00:34:58,160 --> 00:35:01,880
Speaker 1: told you blind bro, that's sympathy. Hold it down. Stop.

628
00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:07,360
Speaker 1: So I want to talk about something controversial in my opinion.

629
00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:10,080
Speaker 1: We were talking about dating apps and you were talking

630
00:35:10,120 --> 00:35:13,800
Speaker 1: about how CJ helps you and I you said that

631
00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:16,399
Speaker 1: there's been times where you don't tell them you're blind, Like, yeah,

632
00:35:16,440 --> 00:35:20,279
Speaker 1: I don't why, Yeah, I don't know about that. No,

633
00:35:20,520 --> 00:35:22,600
Speaker 1: it's like, get to know who I am before you

634
00:35:22,680 --> 00:35:25,839
Speaker 1: found out when I'm blind. How long do you take

635
00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:28,640
Speaker 1: normally when when online dating do you take? Well? How

636
00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:31,840
Speaker 1: long do you take normally before you meet someone? Like?

637
00:35:31,920 --> 00:35:33,399
Speaker 1: How long are you talking to them before you meet

638
00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:39,360
Speaker 1: them first? I well, on Facebook, it would be until

639
00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,480
Speaker 1: we meet up with each other, until we're about to

640
00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:43,720
Speaker 1: meet up, and I'm like, yo, let you know I'm blind.

641
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:45,560
Speaker 1: By then you don't have a conversation on the phone

642
00:35:45,600 --> 00:35:47,919
Speaker 1: with me, you don't text, you don't said nasty ship.

643
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:50,640
Speaker 1: So it's no turning back now. If you turn them back,

644
00:35:50,719 --> 00:35:52,680
Speaker 1: then I'm definitely gonna put you on blast. I'm a

645
00:35:52,800 --> 00:35:54,720
Speaker 1: screenshot it and I'm gonna put that up on Facebook.

646
00:35:55,280 --> 00:35:58,000
Speaker 1: You're gonna do what, screenshot what you said and put

647
00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:00,960
Speaker 1: that on Facebook. You're not about to not be doing that.

648
00:36:01,280 --> 00:36:03,400
Speaker 1: You ain't gonna be screenshot I said, you're talking nasty,

649
00:36:03,520 --> 00:36:06,160
Speaker 1: But the whole change your heart. I'm gonna put that

650
00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:09,040
Speaker 1: on Facebook. This is what this is what she's about.

651
00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:13,520
Speaker 1: She's not real m M. Okay, so what if they

652
00:36:13,560 --> 00:36:16,920
Speaker 1: feel like you're not being real? Right? That's like okay,

653
00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:18,640
Speaker 1: So I don't know if you uh, there was a

654
00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:24,000
Speaker 1: there was a show on on Netflix, Love is Blind, ironically,

655
00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:27,160
Speaker 1: and they were meeting they had never met, and there

656
00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:30,279
Speaker 1: was someone on there who was bisexual. Now this goes

657
00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:34,960
Speaker 1: with with sexuality, but he was held this for I

658
00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:37,160
Speaker 1: don't know the first couple of weeks that they were

659
00:36:37,400 --> 00:36:39,440
Speaker 1: that they were dating, that they were getting so basically

660
00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:41,919
Speaker 1: they talked through a wall, right, So the person because

661
00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:43,640
Speaker 1: they want to know that you're meeting someone for their

662
00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:47,080
Speaker 1: true self, So you talked through the wall. They're like

663
00:36:47,200 --> 00:36:49,959
Speaker 1: talking for hours and hours and hours, days and days

664
00:36:50,040 --> 00:36:52,000
Speaker 1: and falling in love like that, right, like on some

665
00:36:52,239 --> 00:36:55,200
Speaker 1: party line type ship. So with the guy who was bisexual,

666
00:36:55,239 --> 00:36:57,480
Speaker 1: when he told the girl, she was really upset. He

667
00:36:57,600 --> 00:36:59,160
Speaker 1: got mad at her basically was calling her like a

668
00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:01,840
Speaker 1: homophobe and like that, and it was going, it's like

669
00:37:01,920 --> 00:37:03,520
Speaker 1: we all see both sides of the ship, right, because

670
00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:06,960
Speaker 1: she was like, damn, you could have told you could

671
00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:09,040
Speaker 1: have told me, Like why is this something that you

672
00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:11,400
Speaker 1: would hold for me, like she felt like, love me

673
00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:15,120
Speaker 1: for who you know me as But but shouldn't that

674
00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:17,839
Speaker 1: be everything about you? Like I'm not gonna lie even

675
00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:20,080
Speaker 1: when when I was dating the fact that I used

676
00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:24,680
Speaker 1: to withhold this podcast, They're like, it's unfair because I

677
00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:27,120
Speaker 1: feel like I'm telling you everything about me, but one

678
00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:30,320
Speaker 1: of the biggest parts about me I'm not sharing with you.

679
00:37:30,800 --> 00:37:32,560
Speaker 1: And you may have a problem with the fact that

680
00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:35,720
Speaker 1: I talked about sucking dick online. I think it depends

681
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:39,239
Speaker 1: how long. I mean, you know all of it. But

682
00:37:39,480 --> 00:37:41,120
Speaker 1: but but but I think that that's how long you're

683
00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:42,920
Speaker 1: talking to Yeah, but I say that to say no,

684
00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:45,440
Speaker 1: because if I'm what, if I am talking to you

685
00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:47,399
Speaker 1: day in and day out, I'm giving you this time,

686
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:51,160
Speaker 1: these hours and a part of you that you're just

687
00:37:51,360 --> 00:37:53,759
Speaker 1: not sharing with me. You're withholding now to be very

688
00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:56,120
Speaker 1: honest moving forward, I know you may feel like there's

689
00:37:56,160 --> 00:37:58,080
Speaker 1: a change of heart, but now I also may not

690
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:01,000
Speaker 1: know what more you're withholding. If you're a liar, if

691
00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:03,040
Speaker 1: you're not like so, I think that there is a

692
00:38:03,120 --> 00:38:05,440
Speaker 1: thing with telling people who you are, and that is

693
00:38:05,440 --> 00:38:07,880
Speaker 1: a big part of you. You know what I mean,

694
00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:11,840
Speaker 1: it's like maybe they're not comfortable turning right off the

695
00:38:11,880 --> 00:38:15,120
Speaker 1: gate because it's I had situations where girl sitting on

696
00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:17,920
Speaker 1: my lap, they're talking, Oh they see no about it.

697
00:38:17,960 --> 00:38:19,400
Speaker 1: They drank it this down the third and when I

698
00:38:19,440 --> 00:38:22,560
Speaker 1: get up, oh, he drunk, Like no, I can't see.

699
00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:24,960
Speaker 1: Then it's like you went from bouncing on my lap

700
00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:26,920
Speaker 1: till you want to be my best friend. We're not

701
00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:30,960
Speaker 1: doing that, shorty, because there it's like, don't have sympathy

702
00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:34,680
Speaker 1: for me to your best friend not not being doing that.

703
00:38:35,320 --> 00:38:37,400
Speaker 1: What do you think is the biggest challenge that you

704
00:38:37,440 --> 00:38:39,600
Speaker 1: would want women to know that they don't have to

705
00:38:39,680 --> 00:38:41,799
Speaker 1: worry about because you're blind. Do you feel like people

706
00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:43,520
Speaker 1: should You don't gotta do not for me? I do

707
00:38:43,560 --> 00:38:45,840
Speaker 1: it on my own. Yeah. So it's like if you

708
00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:48,680
Speaker 1: think I'm I'm looking for you for a hand thought,

709
00:38:48,719 --> 00:38:51,160
Speaker 1: it's definitely not. I'm looking for you for support. I

710
00:38:51,239 --> 00:38:54,840
Speaker 1: got enough of that. I get in cabbage by myself.

711
00:38:54,920 --> 00:38:56,720
Speaker 1: I cook my own food and I washed my own clothes,

712
00:38:57,160 --> 00:38:59,400
Speaker 1: A dressed myself. Girl, Like you need help washing up

713
00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:02,359
Speaker 1: for what? I still not a wash up? Like with that? Yeah,

714
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:03,840
Speaker 1: Like if now, if you want to get in the

715
00:39:03,880 --> 00:39:07,080
Speaker 1: shower with me. Then that's a different story. But we're

716
00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:11,320
Speaker 1: not doing that. Now. What's like, yeah, do you so

717
00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:14,680
Speaker 1: you go on dates? What's the thing? What's etiquette? And

718
00:39:14,680 --> 00:39:15,960
Speaker 1: I think this is really good for a lot of

719
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,759
Speaker 1: people to know. So, I mean, granted we never had

720
00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:22,160
Speaker 1: somebody blind on or anything like that, but it is

721
00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:26,080
Speaker 1: semi etiquette to being able to ask questions, I think

722
00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:30,239
Speaker 1: and not be rude. How does that work for you? Like?

723
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:33,959
Speaker 1: What questions are rude to you? That women asking nothing?

724
00:39:35,760 --> 00:39:38,560
Speaker 1: Ask any question? Where I didn't haggers saying tell me

725
00:39:39,280 --> 00:39:43,360
Speaker 1: they the shout commercial when they smelt the pond or

726
00:39:43,719 --> 00:39:46,040
Speaker 1: he jumped about the coma she told me how pussy

727
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:50,120
Speaker 1: like that said it is, you gotta work for it? Cool?

728
00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:52,759
Speaker 1: We laugh. I'm like, I got a good sister, Yeah,

729
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:55,960
Speaker 1: so littally ship. I got friends that be like, yo, bro,

730
00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:57,640
Speaker 1: I know you can't see, but come on, you reach

731
00:39:57,680 --> 00:40:00,839
Speaker 1: it too far if you don't ben nicky. He like, yo, bro,

732
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:02,480
Speaker 1: So I thought you were trying to grab my dick. Bro.

733
00:40:02,560 --> 00:40:06,120
Speaker 1: And I'm like what you all laugh like good? Since

734
00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:08,880
Speaker 1: you My mother jumped on me when she seen me,

735
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:11,799
Speaker 1: it's no difference. My son hit me and run like, yeah,

736
00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:15,040
Speaker 1: so I love is nothing different when um you're communicating

737
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:16,960
Speaker 1: at the app. So your brother helps you through that?

738
00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:21,240
Speaker 1: Like how long did it take you to feel comfortable?

739
00:40:21,239 --> 00:40:23,240
Speaker 1: Because I feel like you got to really let yourself

740
00:40:23,320 --> 00:40:27,239
Speaker 1: go to be that vulnerable. People know that I was blind. No,

741
00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:30,640
Speaker 1: just dating. You didn't have him talk through you. Oh

742
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:34,440
Speaker 1: it was dead. It comfortable And I looked at it

743
00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:36,319
Speaker 1: like when I came home, is like I was still

744
00:40:36,360 --> 00:40:38,439
Speaker 1: trying to be who I was before I got shot,

745
00:40:38,520 --> 00:40:40,680
Speaker 1: before I went blind. Yeah, so I'm still trying to

746
00:40:40,719 --> 00:40:42,960
Speaker 1: live that lifestyle. So it was not it was like

747
00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:46,560
Speaker 1: how she looked she bro hit up. You tell her that.

748
00:40:46,680 --> 00:40:48,600
Speaker 1: Tell her that he was young at the time, so

749
00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:51,000
Speaker 1: he was on something. You're sitting all heart, Bro, I'm

750
00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:54,200
Speaker 1: not doing that. That is he like. Now I'm telling you, Bro,

751
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:56,160
Speaker 1: you're sending this. It's gonna work. Now, it's gonna work

752
00:40:56,200 --> 00:40:59,920
Speaker 1: for y'all little kids. Me. Bro, I'm gonna ask you.

753
00:41:00,080 --> 00:41:01,560
Speaker 1: I know you're not on the mic so people may

754
00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:03,920
Speaker 1: not hear you, but have you ever lied when he

755
00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:05,719
Speaker 1: or he wanted to say something really mean, he was like,

756
00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:07,880
Speaker 1: not you trip and I can't see this up. No,

757
00:41:10,320 --> 00:41:12,080
Speaker 1: it's coming from my page, but I don't I don't

758
00:41:12,520 --> 00:41:15,759
Speaker 1: say that. I don't say nothing being though, Yeah, if

759
00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:19,040
Speaker 1: you can see, he would have been I don't bite

760
00:41:19,040 --> 00:41:20,560
Speaker 1: my tongue for nobody. And so I'm gonna tell you

761
00:41:20,560 --> 00:41:23,200
Speaker 1: how I fail. Do you like it or not? Let's

762
00:41:23,239 --> 00:41:26,840
Speaker 1: get back back into the sex. What's the best text?

763
00:41:27,400 --> 00:41:30,120
Speaker 1: What's the best thing sexually that's happened to you since

764
00:41:30,160 --> 00:41:31,600
Speaker 1: you've been blind? Like, do you think sex got a

765
00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:34,960
Speaker 1: little bit better? It's more feel into it, like you

766
00:41:35,239 --> 00:41:38,359
Speaker 1: concentrate more on it. Okay, so it's like you could

767
00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:45,720
Speaker 1: really you could really feel everything from the throat, from everything.

768
00:41:46,560 --> 00:41:49,680
Speaker 1: You can see everything before it's like you focusing when

769
00:41:49,719 --> 00:41:54,520
Speaker 1: you can see so much everything. It's so crazy to

770
00:41:54,560 --> 00:41:58,000
Speaker 1: me because there is so much visual simulation in sex

771
00:41:58,120 --> 00:42:01,160
Speaker 1: with me. Was it like that for you before and

772
00:42:01,239 --> 00:42:03,879
Speaker 1: you had to readjust the way that you even felt

773
00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:06,279
Speaker 1: pleasure or got turned on? Yeah? Before he was like

774
00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:07,680
Speaker 1: you hit it from the back, you see the as

775
00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:11,000
Speaker 1: more jiggle. You feel like that's the best thing. But

776
00:42:11,120 --> 00:42:14,040
Speaker 1: then now that you can't see it and you actually

777
00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:18,400
Speaker 1: just you're going off a feeling. You feel the tightness,

778
00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:21,080
Speaker 1: you feel every you can feel when she's coming you

779
00:42:21,120 --> 00:42:23,440
Speaker 1: can feel everything. Bro, I feel like I would not

780
00:42:23,520 --> 00:42:25,520
Speaker 1: be a blind n eggs dream like I feel like

781
00:42:25,560 --> 00:42:29,000
Speaker 1: I'm really cute, but like, if it don't clap, what

782
00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:31,719
Speaker 1: am I gonna do? I thought I thought it was

783
00:42:31,800 --> 00:42:35,400
Speaker 1: like that too, but it's definitely not because you appreciate

784
00:42:35,480 --> 00:42:38,960
Speaker 1: it more. Yeah, so you appreciate a little booties more

785
00:42:39,000 --> 00:42:48,239
Speaker 1: now for anybody knows there, anybody knows skinny girls was

786
00:42:48,680 --> 00:42:53,520
Speaker 1: never like my forte but now I don't discriminate they.

787
00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:57,399
Speaker 1: I don't discriminate. But you know what though, I could

788
00:42:57,440 --> 00:42:59,520
Speaker 1: see like even if you was into skinny chicks before,

789
00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:03,359
Speaker 1: how it'd be like nothing? Like I need a little

790
00:43:03,400 --> 00:43:07,239
Speaker 1: more too, baby right, I love my big girls, But

791
00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:13,080
Speaker 1: now I don't discriminate at all. Now, So for for yourself, like, um,

792
00:43:14,000 --> 00:43:15,800
Speaker 1: do you how do you see your life? Do you

793
00:43:15,880 --> 00:43:17,920
Speaker 1: want more kids? Like? Do you want marriage? Do you

794
00:43:18,040 --> 00:43:19,799
Speaker 1: like being single? What do you? What do you want

795
00:43:19,880 --> 00:43:23,160
Speaker 1: for yourself? More kids? I want one more. I don't

796
00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:27,560
Speaker 1: want my son to be by itself. Yeah, marriage, I

797
00:43:27,640 --> 00:43:31,080
Speaker 1: gotta really trust you for that, really really trust you

798
00:43:31,160 --> 00:43:34,800
Speaker 1: for that. You're like, it's not replacing CJ, but you

799
00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:37,600
Speaker 1: the next best thing to see J. Yeah, so I

800
00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:39,600
Speaker 1: really had to trust you for that. Do you ever

801
00:43:39,640 --> 00:43:41,879
Speaker 1: feel I feel like we're getting real doctor feeling deep here,

802
00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:46,120
Speaker 1: But it's cool. I'm not. I'm actually really curious because, um,

803
00:43:46,160 --> 00:43:47,600
Speaker 1: when I met you guys, your brother was here, and

804
00:43:47,640 --> 00:43:49,840
Speaker 1: you'll seem to have such a good relationship. Do you

805
00:43:49,920 --> 00:43:54,120
Speaker 1: ever feel guilty if like c J, how's a girlfriend?

806
00:43:54,160 --> 00:43:55,600
Speaker 1: And he gets busier? Like, how does that mean you

807
00:43:56,600 --> 00:44:00,720
Speaker 1: at all? Because it's always somebody else? They got, anybody

808
00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:03,319
Speaker 1: know my passwords? Anybody know my sign? Comes through your

809
00:44:03,360 --> 00:44:05,960
Speaker 1: tie to check this and it's no problem. That's good.

810
00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:08,480
Speaker 1: My cousin in the crib ship down to my son.

811
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:11,120
Speaker 1: Don't see they said, I mean send this for me.

812
00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:13,440
Speaker 1: So your ten year old son helps you? What kind

813
00:44:13,440 --> 00:44:15,919
Speaker 1: of stuff? Does he help you with? Everything? Anything but poe.

814
00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:18,520
Speaker 1: I ain't exposing that, even though I was exposed like

815
00:44:18,600 --> 00:44:22,080
Speaker 1: when I was seven to it. Wait, wait, anything but porn.

816
00:44:22,120 --> 00:44:24,759
Speaker 1: You're saying c J types in the porn. We'll see that,

817
00:44:24,880 --> 00:44:34,719
Speaker 1: nah series sexual theory. All right, Before we get out

818
00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:36,320
Speaker 1: of here, we're gonna do our whole mail, and I

819
00:44:36,440 --> 00:44:39,960
Speaker 1: want you to help us through it. For this person's question,

820
00:44:40,040 --> 00:44:43,839
Speaker 1: isn't a question or no? Yes? Uh? No? I think

821
00:44:43,920 --> 00:44:49,160
Speaker 1: it's Oh no, I think it's just a whole whole confession. Okay.

822
00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:52,480
Speaker 1: So um, and it is deep. So I do want

823
00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:57,279
Speaker 1: to give a a trigger warning because specifically to the

824
00:44:57,719 --> 00:45:02,120
Speaker 1: title says I was in Nile about being assaulted. I

825
00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:04,960
Speaker 1: confronted him today. Um, if you guys are interested in

826
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:07,640
Speaker 1: sending us a homemail, go on over and send it

827
00:45:07,680 --> 00:45:11,440
Speaker 1: to Horrible Decisions at gmail dot com. Uh, you may

828
00:45:11,719 --> 00:45:15,800
Speaker 1: hear your email here on the podcast. Also, just know,

829
00:45:16,080 --> 00:45:19,239
Speaker 1: all of our emails that we read are anonymous, so

830
00:45:19,280 --> 00:45:21,440
Speaker 1: a lot of you guys do say please keep anonymous.

831
00:45:21,719 --> 00:45:26,319
Speaker 1: We will never share your name. Uh. So here we go. Uh,

832
00:45:26,480 --> 00:45:28,279
Speaker 1: what does t W mean? By the way starts with

833
00:45:28,360 --> 00:45:30,759
Speaker 1: t W. I don't know what t W means. I

834
00:45:30,840 --> 00:45:32,520
Speaker 1: feel like I really am old. I don't be knowing

835
00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:37,480
Speaker 1: what the little kids, what t W semicolon t W

836
00:45:37,719 --> 00:45:42,520
Speaker 1: is how it starts. I don't know either. Okay to y'all,

837
00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:49,239
Speaker 1: too horrible, horrible? Maybe okay, damn, Okay. Today I confronted

838
00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:54,120
Speaker 1: someone who sexually assaulted me. I've been sexually assaulted before,

839
00:45:54,239 --> 00:45:56,439
Speaker 1: but this time I stood up for myself. I feel

840
00:45:56,480 --> 00:45:58,600
Speaker 1: so proud of myself and honestly credit this show for

841
00:45:58,680 --> 00:46:00,960
Speaker 1: empowering me to do so. I met up with a

842
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:03,560
Speaker 1: couple who had done a photo shoot for me and

843
00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:06,560
Speaker 1: wanted to shoot again. I knew they liked to have thirds,

844
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:09,120
Speaker 1: and they were also well aware of my Polly lifestyle

845
00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:12,360
Speaker 1: and the fact that I'm an online sex worker. The

846
00:46:12,440 --> 00:46:14,399
Speaker 1: second time I went to see them, I arrived late,

847
00:46:14,480 --> 00:46:16,319
Speaker 1: so we decided not to shoot and just hang out.

848
00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:20,160
Speaker 1: We listened to music, smoked, and drank, and I was

849
00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:23,759
Speaker 1: honestly having an amazing time. His girlfriend eventually came onto

850
00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:26,400
Speaker 1: me and we started kissing. He then joined in. At

851
00:46:26,440 --> 00:46:28,279
Speaker 1: that point, I made it clear I was on my

852
00:46:28,360 --> 00:46:31,040
Speaker 1: cycle and didn't want to have sex. Plus, regardless of that,

853
00:46:31,160 --> 00:46:34,040
Speaker 1: I wasn't interested in any penetration. I am simply not

854
00:46:34,200 --> 00:46:36,320
Speaker 1: sleeping with men right now. But I was down to

855
00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:41,040
Speaker 1: watch and mess around. After we started all making out

856
00:46:41,120 --> 00:46:43,960
Speaker 1: and touching, he crossed several boundaries and pinning me down

857
00:46:44,040 --> 00:46:50,240
Speaker 1: multiple times. I remember looking over at redacted multiple times,

858
00:46:50,400 --> 00:46:53,480
Speaker 1: wondering if she thought he was aggressive too, but she

859
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:55,600
Speaker 1: just watched like she was content with the way things

860
00:46:55,640 --> 00:46:58,040
Speaker 1: were going. He wanted my pants off, but I told

861
00:46:58,160 --> 00:47:00,480
Speaker 1: him I'm on my period, and he said it was okay,

862
00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:03,920
Speaker 1: because he wouldn't penetrate me. He was on top of me,

863
00:47:04,120 --> 00:47:06,479
Speaker 1: grinding on me like he had been when he pulled

864
00:47:06,520 --> 00:47:09,440
Speaker 1: my underweard to the side and penetrated me. I gasped

865
00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:11,719
Speaker 1: and just pushed away. It hurts so much, and I

866
00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:13,600
Speaker 1: put my clothes on and told them I was tired

867
00:47:13,880 --> 00:47:16,239
Speaker 1: because I was drunk and high, and I soon just

868
00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:20,000
Speaker 1: fell asleep in his arms. Truth is, I thought it

869
00:47:20,080 --> 00:47:22,160
Speaker 1: was small, something I shouldn't make a big deal of.

870
00:47:22,680 --> 00:47:24,800
Speaker 1: I was interested in them, after all, and maybe it

871
00:47:24,960 --> 00:47:27,400
Speaker 1: was an accident. I left after I woke up from

872
00:47:27,440 --> 00:47:30,000
Speaker 1: my nap and acted like everything was okay. The next day,

873
00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:32,000
Speaker 1: I was sore and sad, and I tried to engage

874
00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:34,120
Speaker 1: in sex with another partner a few days later and

875
00:47:34,239 --> 00:47:37,120
Speaker 1: found myself crying and uncomfortable because all I could think

876
00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:39,840
Speaker 1: about was this man shoving himself inside of me. I

877
00:47:39,920 --> 00:47:42,120
Speaker 1: didn't want to believe that this small thing could hurt

878
00:47:42,200 --> 00:47:44,279
Speaker 1: me so much, but it did. So today, after a

879
00:47:44,360 --> 00:47:47,320
Speaker 1: couple of weeks, I unblocked him and confronted him. She

880
00:47:47,440 --> 00:47:49,879
Speaker 1: sent what he said, Um, I'm not going to read

881
00:47:49,920 --> 00:47:51,560
Speaker 1: that part because I think that's a little too personal,

882
00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:53,960
Speaker 1: but she did say love you guys, thank you for listening.

883
00:47:54,520 --> 00:47:58,040
Speaker 1: Um and she pretty much wrote him. His response was,

884
00:47:58,160 --> 00:48:01,200
Speaker 1: I sincerely apologized. I appreciate you telling me this. I

885
00:48:01,200 --> 00:48:04,200
Speaker 1: will definitely take that into consideration, and in no way

886
00:48:04,480 --> 00:48:09,600
Speaker 1: disagreeing with you. I hope you enjoy response. I like

887
00:48:09,760 --> 00:48:12,600
Speaker 1: that he said, no way disagreeing with you. But I

888
00:48:12,719 --> 00:48:15,160
Speaker 1: think you know, men sometimes are ice cold when they

889
00:48:15,160 --> 00:48:20,160
Speaker 1: don't realize well, the fact that this has on, like

890
00:48:20,680 --> 00:48:23,239
Speaker 1: the fact that she couldn't even get through another act

891
00:48:23,320 --> 00:48:25,960
Speaker 1: with another partner because she cried, like, there's trauma in this,

892
00:48:26,400 --> 00:48:28,800
Speaker 1: and I do think a lot of men do just

893
00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:31,279
Speaker 1: oh my bad. I know you you should have told me,

894
00:48:31,520 --> 00:48:33,600
Speaker 1: like there's still almost blamed there that a lot of

895
00:48:33,640 --> 00:48:36,680
Speaker 1: men have in response to that. It's sucked up that, uh,

896
00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:39,680
Speaker 1: you know it happens to you. We're obviously all sor

897
00:48:39,719 --> 00:48:43,600
Speaker 1: I'd hear it. But I'm really glad that you shared

898
00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:46,840
Speaker 1: that you realized it after, because a lot of people

899
00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:49,080
Speaker 1: say to women like, well, why do you ain't say

900
00:48:49,160 --> 00:48:50,799
Speaker 1: nothing when it would happened? Well, why if you didn't

901
00:48:50,840 --> 00:48:52,319
Speaker 1: like it, you wouldn't stop? And I think a lot

902
00:48:52,320 --> 00:48:54,359
Speaker 1: of people don't really know what's going on. I mean

903
00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:56,879
Speaker 1: I could even say that for myself. It's it's a weird,

904
00:48:57,000 --> 00:49:00,040
Speaker 1: fucked up thing to say. But I mean, see, know,

905
00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:01,279
Speaker 1: I don't know if you've ever had a moment where

906
00:49:01,280 --> 00:49:03,920
Speaker 1: you were, like, um doing this, I don't really want to,

907
00:49:04,160 --> 00:49:07,640
Speaker 1: but like here I am. It sucks because, like I

908
00:49:07,719 --> 00:49:09,239
Speaker 1: don't know what makes us not say no? Is it

909
00:49:09,280 --> 00:49:11,480
Speaker 1: disappointing the first other person? Is it because we've already

910
00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:13,319
Speaker 1: gone too far and it's like I've wasted their time?

911
00:49:14,200 --> 00:49:15,880
Speaker 1: I think I think a lot of the problem is,

912
00:49:16,000 --> 00:49:19,160
Speaker 1: especially with women, and I talked about this recently to UM,

913
00:49:19,840 --> 00:49:22,680
Speaker 1: just been talking about what's been going on with the

914
00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:25,440
Speaker 1: Tia and tiny allegations. I think that we need to

915
00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:34,040
Speaker 1: normalize um removing ourselves from uncomfortable spaces. So there's this

916
00:49:34,239 --> 00:49:37,440
Speaker 1: constant dialogue with consent right now and saying no. But

917
00:49:37,719 --> 00:49:41,080
Speaker 1: as women, for whatever reason, we do a lot of

918
00:49:41,200 --> 00:49:45,200
Speaker 1: times put our comfortability levels behind because we are pleasers

919
00:49:45,600 --> 00:49:50,040
Speaker 1: and we do understand what it means to uh almost

920
00:49:50,080 --> 00:49:52,600
Speaker 1: stroke the ego of our partners. And I think that

921
00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:54,239
Speaker 1: we even talked about that a couple of weeks ago

922
00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:58,080
Speaker 1: with Tiana, where uh, you know, you just you have

923
00:49:58,200 --> 00:50:01,319
Speaker 1: to be empowered by also not caring about the other

924
00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:03,319
Speaker 1: person if they make you feel uncomfortable, if they don't

925
00:50:03,440 --> 00:50:05,200
Speaker 1: you know, if they do something you don't like being

926
00:50:05,239 --> 00:50:07,279
Speaker 1: able to vocalize that. We talked about that with bad sex,

927
00:50:07,719 --> 00:50:10,400
Speaker 1: someone's not doing something that's enjoyable for you. You have

928
00:50:10,520 --> 00:50:13,040
Speaker 1: to take take away how it's gonna make them feel,

929
00:50:13,360 --> 00:50:16,160
Speaker 1: because it's not making you feel good. Because nobody at

930
00:50:16,160 --> 00:50:18,040
Speaker 1: the end of the day, I feel like, wants to

931
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:20,480
Speaker 1: know after hours of sucking you that you hated it,

932
00:50:20,920 --> 00:50:22,920
Speaker 1: or that you hurt them or not hours sorry, I

933
00:50:23,000 --> 00:50:25,040
Speaker 1: men hours later, because normally we'll text you in the

934
00:50:25,120 --> 00:50:27,239
Speaker 1: morning and it's like, damn, I wish I could have

935
00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:30,760
Speaker 1: fixed it then, right. Yeah. I also think it's very important.

936
00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:32,960
Speaker 1: One of my one of my bits of advices to

937
00:50:33,120 --> 00:50:36,560
Speaker 1: that too, is to have these conversations out of the bedroom.

938
00:50:37,160 --> 00:50:39,239
Speaker 1: Um So, have it at dinner, have it in the

939
00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:41,440
Speaker 1: living room, have it when you're not having fun, and

940
00:50:41,560 --> 00:50:43,880
Speaker 1: just you know, just bring it up, because these types

941
00:50:43,960 --> 00:50:47,759
Speaker 1: of conversations can become tense and uncomfortable, especially if you're

942
00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:51,320
Speaker 1: laying in the bed with somebody. Uh, So, normalize talking

943
00:50:51,360 --> 00:50:54,000
Speaker 1: about sex out of the bedroom. I think that's kind

944
00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:55,160
Speaker 1: of what we do. And I think there is an

945
00:50:55,200 --> 00:50:58,040
Speaker 1: uncomfortable level to it, but I think that it makes

946
00:50:58,080 --> 00:51:01,320
Speaker 1: it that much easier to tell your partner when something

947
00:51:01,400 --> 00:51:03,759
Speaker 1: didn't feel good, or you were uncomfortable, or you weren't right.

948
00:51:04,040 --> 00:51:06,239
Speaker 1: Even in this the screenshot was a d M TAM

949
00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:10,800
Speaker 1: and even that is unfortunate that this level of trauma

950
00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:14,600
Speaker 1: you just experience you had to share and relive and

951
00:51:14,719 --> 00:51:18,520
Speaker 1: explain to this man via an Instagram DM, Like, yeah,

952
00:51:20,280 --> 00:51:22,320
Speaker 1: I I appreciate you for right and men and I

953
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:27,680
Speaker 1: want everybody elso to you know, check out some check

954
00:51:27,719 --> 00:51:30,239
Speaker 1: out some things online. I know it sounds weird, not

955
00:51:30,320 --> 00:51:32,799
Speaker 1: like a quiz, but like, if you're not really sure

956
00:51:32,920 --> 00:51:35,560
Speaker 1: what's been happening with consent or someone you're sucking with,

957
00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:37,920
Speaker 1: look that ship up. Read a little bit about it,

958
00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:40,320
Speaker 1: because I think there's a lot of blurred lines. And

959
00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:43,120
Speaker 1: we've only been having our quote unquote consent conversation for

960
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:44,880
Speaker 1: the last few years, even though we've been going on

961
00:51:44,960 --> 00:51:47,799
Speaker 1: for a long time. Like, and I hate when people

962
00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:49,920
Speaker 1: are trivial about the ship, Like, Okay, so if I

963
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:51,759
Speaker 1: want to kiss somebody, I gotta ask him for consent.

964
00:51:51,880 --> 00:51:56,200
Speaker 1: Dad da da da, Like look, sexual assault in kissing

965
00:51:56,280 --> 00:51:59,320
Speaker 1: me two different things. Yeah, like this is you know

966
00:51:59,440 --> 00:52:01,799
Speaker 1: something that it might sunk hurt for a while. So, um,

967
00:52:01,920 --> 00:52:03,719
Speaker 1: make sure you're letting your partners know, make sure that

968
00:52:03,840 --> 00:52:06,719
Speaker 1: you're keeping in mind, keeping confident, and I know some

969
00:52:06,800 --> 00:52:08,440
Speaker 1: people can't even say no because they're not in the

970
00:52:08,480 --> 00:52:11,839
Speaker 1: safe space. But yeah, man, no, it's no. Even when

971
00:52:11,880 --> 00:52:15,239
Speaker 1: we and like no, I stopped, you're looking at me

972
00:52:15,280 --> 00:52:17,479
Speaker 1: like why you stopped and you said no? I watched

973
00:52:17,560 --> 00:52:21,680
Speaker 1: enough flowing No, like I ain't. I think I ain't

974
00:52:21,719 --> 00:52:24,719
Speaker 1: trying to go down for nothing. I'm well see it

975
00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:26,919
Speaker 1: on a lighter note. You got your pod coming out.

976
00:52:27,080 --> 00:52:29,520
Speaker 1: People can check it out. Um, just tell us the

977
00:52:29,640 --> 00:52:31,279
Speaker 1: name of it and some of the stuff that we

978
00:52:31,320 --> 00:52:34,800
Speaker 1: can expect from your podcast. My podcast called Blind but

979
00:52:34,880 --> 00:52:39,120
Speaker 1: Now See pretty much coming from a perspective of everybody

980
00:52:39,239 --> 00:52:42,600
Speaker 1: been blind once upon in their life and it took

981
00:52:42,640 --> 00:52:44,279
Speaker 1: them time to see the light. And you ain't got

982
00:52:44,320 --> 00:52:48,600
Speaker 1: to be physically blind. You've been in I mean everybody

983
00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:51,160
Speaker 1: pretty much. I look at it like this. Every dark

984
00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:53,640
Speaker 1: room got a light switch, but some people just scared

985
00:52:53,680 --> 00:52:55,839
Speaker 1: to turn that light switch on to see the bread

986
00:52:55,880 --> 00:52:58,359
Speaker 1: of how I break that room could really be? Yeah,

987
00:52:59,800 --> 00:53:04,400
Speaker 1: really and ship. That's exactly in the sense of that like,

988
00:53:04,560 --> 00:53:07,160
Speaker 1: that's exactly you know, he didn't cheating on you, did

989
00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:09,560
Speaker 1: everything in front of you, but you just don't want

990
00:53:09,600 --> 00:53:12,719
Speaker 1: to turn that light on and see it. Man, stop reading.

991
00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,360
Speaker 1: It really is like what kind of guests can we

992
00:53:16,400 --> 00:53:22,320
Speaker 1: expect on your show? Uh? First, my first a couple episodes.

993
00:53:22,400 --> 00:53:25,239
Speaker 1: My son gonna be on there, my mother gonna be

994
00:53:25,800 --> 00:53:29,960
Speaker 1: on there pretty much. I'm explain my dark moments and

995
00:53:30,120 --> 00:53:32,759
Speaker 1: how that light came to me. Then we're gonna talk

996
00:53:32,840 --> 00:53:35,560
Speaker 1: from my mother point of view of being the one

997
00:53:35,600 --> 00:53:38,600
Speaker 1: on the side of that bed, her dark moments beyond it.

998
00:53:39,400 --> 00:53:44,640
Speaker 1: My son like the differences you face having a blind father. Me,

999
00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:50,000
Speaker 1: I was more like ancern and more pressure because I'm like, damn,

1000
00:53:50,040 --> 00:53:54,279
Speaker 1: my son got like it's farther different from everybody's. But

1001
00:53:54,360 --> 00:53:57,239
Speaker 1: it didn't matter to them though, Like I'm on he

1002
00:53:57,400 --> 00:53:59,600
Speaker 1: on live and he's like, oh, they were in a

1003
00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:02,239
Speaker 1: blind up. He just took the took it off. Me

1004
00:54:02,400 --> 00:54:04,800
Speaker 1: was like my father blind. The teacher like, no, you

1005
00:54:04,920 --> 00:54:06,479
Speaker 1: know your father now, I've seen your fam with plenty

1006
00:54:06,480 --> 00:54:08,400
Speaker 1: of time, and he's like, yes, he is he really blind?

1007
00:54:09,320 --> 00:54:11,319
Speaker 1: And she called me, she said, I May said you blind?

1008
00:54:11,360 --> 00:54:14,520
Speaker 1: I saw you. I'm blind, so you really blind? Him like, yeah,

1009
00:54:14,640 --> 00:54:16,120
Speaker 1: she said, but you don't look like it. I'm like,

1010
00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:18,239
Speaker 1: how do a blind person look? What's the hat man

1011
00:54:19,719 --> 00:54:22,320
Speaker 1: person look like? We think, y'all, I don't know what

1012
00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:26,640
Speaker 1: we think. Stevie, wonder where your glasses at? I ain't glasses.

1013
00:54:27,000 --> 00:54:29,680
Speaker 1: What makes you not want to wear glasses? Ain't great?

1014
00:54:30,360 --> 00:54:34,880
Speaker 1: That's true. I was that is that a lot of

1015
00:54:34,920 --> 00:54:38,080
Speaker 1: people that that be haven't glassed on their eyes is great.

1016
00:54:38,400 --> 00:54:41,160
Speaker 1: You know what's funny, it's more of ams. Someone has

1017
00:54:41,200 --> 00:54:42,920
Speaker 1: left a comment before this video has been over here,

1018
00:54:42,960 --> 00:54:47,279
Speaker 1: like yah, lookin Yeah, we're gonna read them to you.

1019
00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:50,880
Speaker 1: I'll leave you another voice on what I'm saying, and

1020
00:54:50,920 --> 00:54:54,560
Speaker 1: he's gonna be like, hey, Siris, like, you know, don't

1021
00:54:54,600 --> 00:54:56,759
Speaker 1: crise people. It's like there's a question. A lot of

1022
00:54:56,760 --> 00:54:59,200
Speaker 1: people just don't understand. I was one of those. I

1023
00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:01,840
Speaker 1: see something, Okay, blonde smiling, I'm like, what they're smiling for?

1024
00:55:01,920 --> 00:55:03,960
Speaker 1: They don't know what's in front of them. Me, my

1025
00:55:04,239 --> 00:55:08,640
Speaker 1: my fob is stepping in, doodle die why stepping dude?

1026
00:55:08,640 --> 00:55:10,920
Speaker 1: Don't leave in my sneakers dead? Oh my goodness, that's

1027
00:55:10,960 --> 00:55:13,600
Speaker 1: your fear. That's my biggest that's my biggest fit. You

1028
00:55:13,680 --> 00:55:15,879
Speaker 1: get it. It must be a god. That's my biggest fit.

1029
00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:19,440
Speaker 1: And your biggest fear is stepping in dogs, stepping stepping

1030
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:24,480
Speaker 1: in ships, relying, no dog, you don't wipe it off.

1031
00:55:26,120 --> 00:55:31,640
Speaker 1: You know your sneakers you're smelling. I'm leven, my speaker

1032
00:55:31,840 --> 00:55:34,320
Speaker 1: really smelling. Okay, that's what he's trying to tell you.

1033
00:55:35,080 --> 00:55:37,600
Speaker 1: Stepping ship. I'm leaving that ship there. I'm leaving my

1034
00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:43,680
Speaker 1: sneakers there barefoot, well barefoot, just all right. I gotta

1035
00:55:43,680 --> 00:55:46,080
Speaker 1: get in the cab and getting the cab barefoot. It

1036
00:55:46,280 --> 00:55:48,120
Speaker 1: is what it is. I'm leaving them ships right there.

1037
00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:52,359
Speaker 1: We CJ Now he definitely douse. Tell your bro, don't

1038
00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:55,719
Speaker 1: please look at the floor. Even with my son he

1039
00:55:55,880 --> 00:55:57,600
Speaker 1: talking to me, Is I mad made sure being stepping

1040
00:55:57,600 --> 00:56:02,400
Speaker 1: in dood bro? Ye? No. One time he walking to

1041
00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:04,359
Speaker 1: the barbershop, he's like, yo, it's mad dude on his block.

1042
00:56:04,960 --> 00:56:08,279
Speaker 1: So I woke back here taking a gap, bro, Yeah,

1043
00:56:11,640 --> 00:56:15,400
Speaker 1: oh and I gave one. I did give one. Damn. Okay,

1044
00:56:17,200 --> 00:56:20,280
Speaker 1: thank you for looking that up. So talking about too horrible,

1045
00:56:20,760 --> 00:56:28,440
Speaker 1: too wheezy bitch, like I ain't here this bitch. Trigger warning. Okay, okay,

1046
00:56:29,360 --> 00:56:32,520
Speaker 1: go cry. The acronyms be fucking me up. Words already

1047
00:56:32,560 --> 00:56:36,600
Speaker 1: sucked me up, but now I gotta figure out. Yo,

1048
00:56:39,040 --> 00:56:41,239
Speaker 1: see what the is this? Hen bro? This is this?

1049
00:56:41,360 --> 00:56:43,080
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm like, damn, I'm old, like I don't

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Speaker 1: want to stand. I saw me like all we had

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Speaker 1: to decipher was a slaver. You know, I want to

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Speaker 1: do it for facts sake, episode on acronyms and one

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Speaker 1: and the only reason what to do it is because

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Speaker 1: I looked up the other day po box. You'll know

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Speaker 1: what post office box? Yeah? Did you ain't noticed, y'all? Hortie,

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Speaker 1: you heard me. I'm over your teacher heard some ship.

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Speaker 1: I felt like it was post office pot with all that. No,

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Speaker 1: that's too simple like something as long as it ain't science. Alight, y'all,

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Speaker 1: Thank you all for listening to another episode. As always,

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Speaker 1: And again we're gonna leave you guys with a five

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Speaker 1: minute bonus clip. Thank you guys for tuning into Yeah

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Speaker 1: another episode of Horrible Decisions by hold on fruit roll

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Speaker 1: ups on the tip of the dick while you suck it. Okay,

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Speaker 1: First of all, bitch, whoa whoa whoa whoa? Like you

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Speaker 1: know what I'd be thinking about sometimes when people come

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Speaker 1: out with tips like this, like I feel like that

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Speaker 1: side bitch type of tips, like you gotta do some

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00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:18,160
Speaker 1: wild out the box ship like you're showing out type ship.

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Speaker 1: Like if I get cheated on and I find out

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Speaker 1: there was a fruit roll up on his stick, I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna be like, I understand because I wasn't gonna do it.

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Speaker 1: That is the most insane fucking ship. How old are

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Speaker 1: you and where are you even buying fruit roll ups

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00:58:31,680 --> 00:58:34,760
Speaker 1: from Crystal? Can you please unmute your mic because I

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00:58:34,920 --> 00:58:38,880
Speaker 1: also have a question um to what comes next? So

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00:58:39,480 --> 00:58:42,800
Speaker 1: crossoto Crystal with a cave If you can unmut your

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Speaker 1: mic and share this roll off. See Crystal like, oh,

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00:58:49,680 --> 00:58:51,720
Speaker 1: so when we talk about a fruit roll up on dick,

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Speaker 1: you don't want to have your video on that's what

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00:58:53,760 --> 00:58:58,600
Speaker 1: we do that okay? So, uh, you put the penis

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00:58:58,640 --> 00:59:02,280
Speaker 1: in the back or the microphone. It's a penis microphone.

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Speaker 1: You have a penis microphone that is a green screen.

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00:59:07,560 --> 00:59:10,840
Speaker 1: Can you act like you understand production with your TV?

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00:59:10,920 --> 00:59:19,800
Speaker 1: You have an asked real damn? So Crystal, here's my

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00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:24,720
Speaker 1: question because we do talk about pH and we had

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00:59:24,760 --> 00:59:28,680
Speaker 1: a guests who thought honey on the couci was okay,

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Speaker 1: So I'm gonna ask you before that dick gets inserted

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Speaker 1: into your vagina, do you wipe it off with a

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00:59:34,480 --> 00:59:36,920
Speaker 1: rag or do you really put fruit roll up dick

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00:59:36,960 --> 00:59:38,840
Speaker 1: in your pussy? She looked like she suck it off

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Speaker 1: and have green dischard like all off? No, I really

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Speaker 1: suck it all. I'll suck it all over, Crystal. What

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Speaker 1: are you Dominican? Puerto Rican? Puerto Rican? See, it's the

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00:59:53,120 --> 00:59:56,760
Speaker 1: what remember Penis came on talking about I used the

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00:59:56,800 --> 00:59:59,240
Speaker 1: honey pockets. It's always them, But I ain't doing all

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Speaker 1: of that. Yeah, that's a lot. That is a whole lot, Nicole.

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Speaker 1: What should be doing, They say, wife, girls give the

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Speaker 1: best head. I'm mute yourself. Tell us your chest, Nicole?

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Speaker 1: Can I also ask you if you've ever been offended

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01:00:10,280 --> 01:00:15,480
Speaker 1: if someone's called you Becky? Uh No, Karen's annoying. But

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Speaker 1: Karen is annoying. I can understand that, can I? But

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Speaker 1: I've never been called to Karen? What about? Well, I'm

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01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:26,520
Speaker 1: not with that shirt? You better not. When when the

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Speaker 1: song Becky came out? Did you take pride in that

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01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:34,320
Speaker 1: there's a song to Becky? Oh god, this is really

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01:00:34,640 --> 01:00:37,080
Speaker 1: not that you're really white? You're telling me? Are you

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Speaker 1: joking right now? Nicole? How old you? That's why you're

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01:00:42,520 --> 01:00:49,360
Speaker 1: telling me you have never heard the Negro spiritual? Maybe

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01:00:49,360 --> 01:00:56,440
Speaker 1: I'm I'm playing you. Alexa, connect the phone. We hear it.

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Speaker 1: You know you're sucking it up. Let me put it

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Speaker 1: on all right? Sorry, here we go, Aleta, volume tip

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Speaker 1: both you let me know. She was like, we know

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Speaker 1: from Florida, but calm the funk down. Oh wait, Rashida

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01:01:23,600 --> 01:01:25,680
Speaker 1: just said it's not an age thing. So is this

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Speaker 1: a location shame? She's trying to tell us we're hood rats.

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Speaker 1: But anyway, Nicole, do you have any no? Not u?

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Speaker 1: Nicole Rashida. Oh my god, wait, can you also look

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01:01:35,520 --> 01:01:38,040
Speaker 1: at the whole chat. There's quite a few people who

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Speaker 1: have never heard the Becky song. We'll put it in there.

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Speaker 1: We'll put it in the description of this episode. But Nicole,

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Speaker 1: tell us, do you have because they do say white

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Speaker 1: girls give the best blow jobs? Do you have a

1131
01:01:48,120 --> 01:01:50,480
Speaker 1: blowjob tip? Because we need to prove that this is

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01:01:50,760 --> 01:02:01,000
Speaker 1: a myth um. No, not really, she just sucks thick.

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Speaker 1: White girls are just I just suck it like yeah,

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Speaker 1: I just like use one hand and I stuck at

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Speaker 1: the same time and use my time like never had

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Speaker 1: any complaints. Well, good for you, thank you, thank you, Nicole.

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Speaker 1: Thanks We aren't getting these fruit roll ups out ship

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Speaker 1: I notice, right, Well, I guess let's get into our

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Speaker 1: hoary blade decision um. And as always for the town hall,

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Speaker 1: we kind of like to recap, allow you guys to

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01:02:35,680 --> 01:02:38,720
Speaker 1: give us some feedback or your thoughts on the episodes

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Speaker 1: that came out during the month of February. We don't

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Speaker 1: kind of like to recap. Do you'll notice that Mandy

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Speaker 1: does that? Everybody? Not? If you do, we're kind of

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Speaker 1: gonna get into it. No, we are getting into it.

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Speaker 1: You finished are you're done. It would be kind of

1147
01:02:53,840 --> 01:02:55,880
Speaker 1: because the way you be interrupted, I don't know we're

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Speaker 1: really gonna get through. What are not saying? You're the interrupter, bitch?

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Speaker 1: Are you kidding? You know what? All right? I was worse.

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Speaker 1: No no no no no no. We got interrupted, but

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Speaker 1: I was dead as giving shout out and you start

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Speaker 1: reading comments as if I'm not talking, like, look, I

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Speaker 1: see the nods going on. You know what I mean?

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Speaker 1: Fuck you. Sorry,