Speaker 1: I looked at my phone, Edgy him like, you know,
Speaker 1: Lebrun just posted the song.
Speaker 2: I'm like, what, Yeah, but it said he ain't no,
Speaker 2: not one word. But it didn't matter.
Speaker 1: I need watched Lebron rap songs and I know the
Speaker 1: words for real. He knew. Yeah. That was good for
Speaker 1: him because he don't be knowing songs for you.
Speaker 3: Come on, man, all my life, grinding all my life,
Speaker 3: sacrifice Hustle pet Price, one slice got the brother of Geist.
Speaker 2: To swap all my life.
Speaker 3: I've been grinding all my life, all my life, drowning
Speaker 3: all my life, sacrifice Hustle pet Price one Slice got
Speaker 3: the Broler Geist the.
Speaker 1: Swap all my life.
Speaker 3: I've been grinding all my life.
Speaker 2: Hello, Welcome to another episode of Club Shay Shay. I
Speaker 2: am your host, Shannon Sharp. I'm also the propriet of
Speaker 2: Club Shasha. The young lady that's stopping buy for conversation
Speaker 2: to drink today is a natural boring star. She's one
Speaker 2: of the most promising young voices in the rap. She's
Speaker 2: a Grammy nominated hit maker, a Golden Platinum selling a superstar,
Speaker 2: a member of twenty twenty three Double Excel Freshman Class,
Speaker 2: Queen of Anthem, Princess of Memphis, everyone's favorite new artist
Speaker 2: big Low. Yeah, here she is glow. Really, you know
Speaker 2: you are so good with introduced like you just might be.
Speaker 1: Remember who the fuck I am? You?
Speaker 2: You that dome you heard before we get started. This
Speaker 2: is my own personal conjact. You're gonna leave here with
Speaker 2: a bottle. Okay, so thank you so much for stopping
Speaker 2: by club chet Shap. All right, we're taking it to
Speaker 2: the dome.
Speaker 1: Were taken to the dome. I just got my tape
Speaker 1: of what we're going to the dome, all of this,
Speaker 1: all of it? What?
Speaker 2: Okay, there go.
Speaker 1: You gotta hold on. We got to tap the table
Speaker 1: with it.
Speaker 2: I might fall on the table if I take this one. Alright, madam,
Speaker 2: you more woman I ever be man doing all that?
Speaker 1: Woo, there's some ship right there?
Speaker 2: Were good. I mean, we got your own we got
Speaker 2: your own concoction.
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, so I'm gonna at these shots settling.
Speaker 2: Okay, you're gonna let that settle in and.
Speaker 1: Then we're gonna both poell right, Okay, Okay, what we're doing.
Speaker 2: I mean, pretty soon after this you might be interview
Speaker 2: with me to cut. Okay, let's let's talk about your
Speaker 2: new single, Yeah, Glow, it's going crazy in the streets
Speaker 2: on the internet. Tell me what's your thinking, what's your
Speaker 2: thought process and doing your glow.
Speaker 1: So basically, yell Glow is like me talking to myself,
Speaker 1: like there was a song actually me showing myself love
Speaker 1: and amping myself, you know what I'm saying. And because
Speaker 1: you know, like we all go through go through stuff
Speaker 1: and artists and stuff, and you know we just get too.
Speaker 1: We all got dark times and stuff. So yeh, Glow
Speaker 1: was like a hype song for myself, but it turned
Speaker 1: out to be a hype song for everybody. Everybody.
Speaker 2: Glow you feel, yeah, yeah, and so yeah, so did
Speaker 2: you did you forget who you were?
Speaker 1: I didn't forget who I was. It's just like, okay,
Speaker 1: so you know, like this shot kind of pulled up.
Speaker 2: That quick. Damn Okay.
Speaker 1: So I didn't forget who I was. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I forgot yo, who the fuck I am?
Speaker 1: Like sometimes some shit can get to you. Yeah, like
Speaker 1: we all go through this, Like I got tough skin
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, but she did get
Speaker 1: to you, man, So like I've got like bitch you
Speaker 1: gramming on Lady hole, you doing this like all that
Speaker 1: type shit. So it was just me hopping myself back
Speaker 1: up and let myself know I'm.
Speaker 2: The bitch because I think sometimes people look at us
Speaker 2: because we're entertainers where celebrities we make money. We do
Speaker 2: this where people know who we are, they forget that
Speaker 2: we're human. And after a while it starts coming with
Speaker 2: such with such an avalanche feel, it can start to
Speaker 2: wear on you and you like, hold on, man, damn this.
Speaker 2: I want to I want to say something back, or
Speaker 2: I want to get on get on somebody's platform and
Speaker 2: cut somebody out so I can understand what you're feeling.
Speaker 2: What you're talking about, is that the way you was
Speaker 2: kind of feeling?
Speaker 1: Yeah, And then you know me, I don't respond a
Speaker 1: lot on in it. So I just read to put
Speaker 1: it in my merrasy.
Speaker 2: Okay, And that was just it. What what you just say?
Speaker 2: What you're gonna put it in? What is music? That's right?
Speaker 1: What? It would take so much for me to say,
Speaker 1: to say it right, I know I can't say it right.
Speaker 1: Bill will take so much.
Speaker 2: So that's that's a Memphis state we put We.
Speaker 1: Tend to put ours out in words. They gat you
Speaker 1: in the middle oh m and cooing yep.
Speaker 2: So we so have you always been like that? So
Speaker 2: this has been this way since you were a little girl.
Speaker 1: How we talk? Go to Methius. You're gonna see everybody
Speaker 1: talk just like me.
Speaker 2: Wow. So that when you started, when you started in
Speaker 2: this business, did they try to get you to change,
Speaker 2: like how you talk? Because I mean, obviously, like different
Speaker 2: languages you can say and it sounds the same, but
Speaker 2: the way you talk and the way you sing and
Speaker 2: where it sounds is entirely How are you able to
Speaker 2: do that?
Speaker 1: So like you feel like I'm country here like a.
Speaker 2: Corn cob and but it's good. I'm from Rual, South Georgia,
Speaker 2: so I'm like that also. Yeah, And I went to
Speaker 2: like when I first got in television, I went to classes,
Speaker 2: I went to path speak pathologists, and I went to
Speaker 2: everybody trying to change. But at the end of the day,
Speaker 2: I was about to change. Who I am this country
Speaker 2: slang in which not slang, but the country countrysm in
Speaker 2: which I have this colloquial dialect. That's who I am,
Speaker 2: exactly you, that's who you are, That's what makes you glow.
Speaker 1: But like people weren't trying to give me the change,
Speaker 1: and like it was just really people me finding out
Speaker 1: that people love how manythas people talk because I had
Speaker 1: never knew we had an accident ever until like I
Speaker 1: blew up and started going into other cities. Yeah, like
Speaker 1: I never knew. I really thought we talking normal zale
Speaker 1: and so once I started doing invities when I first
Speaker 1: blew up and they aboudy like, oh my god, she's country,
Speaker 1: and like they got an accent, the accent so strong.
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn this, how this is every day? Talking
Speaker 1: like this? How we talk? Well?
Speaker 2: When you around everybody that sound like you, that's that's normal.
Speaker 2: Until you get outside You're like, well, damn what the
Speaker 2: are y'all taking badly?
Speaker 1: Making me feel like I speak like uh Spanish song?
Speaker 2: So the new album everything Everything, but it's everything everything
Speaker 2: or everything.
Speaker 1: Everything everything anything now No, not everything everything everything anything?
Speaker 2: So how did you come up with that title? Wait?
Speaker 1: You gotta see it first?
Speaker 2: Everything everything, everything, everything together everything everything? That's right? Hey glow,
Speaker 2: you're not fingna have me walking up out of here
Speaker 2: talking like this, okay, because I gotta I gotta go
Speaker 2: on TV for real. You know they like the accent.
Speaker 2: You might so you're gonna have me with like Madonna
Speaker 2: with that fake British accent. You're gonna have me talking
Speaker 2: be talking, fake Memphis.
Speaker 1: No, A' ain't gonna be faked though, because you're gonna
Speaker 1: get used to it.
Speaker 2: He ain't. So when you when you sit down there
Speaker 2: and you and you you're doing the album, tell me
Speaker 2: what's going through your mind when you want to do
Speaker 2: this album.
Speaker 1: Okay, so it's a project. It's not gonna be an album.
Speaker 1: It's gonna be a mixtape.
Speaker 2: Okay, a mixtape. And so.
Speaker 1: My thought process is not thinking too hard because last
Speaker 1: year I was thinking too hard because I was an
Speaker 1: album mode because I was gonna drop my first album initially,
Speaker 1: and so I went to thinking like, Okay, it gotta
Speaker 1: be big because I shot straight up and I would
Speaker 1: just be and so I was like, I was just
Speaker 1: thinking too hard about it. And so once I had
Speaker 1: told God, I'm like, I want to do a mix
Speaker 1: tape instead of album. I want to do an album.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do a mixtape first, and it's like the
Speaker 1: songs just start flowing out, Like every day I go
Speaker 1: to studio, I'm making something like and the day all
Speaker 1: sounded good and so it was because I got a
Speaker 1: mixtape mode, like I wasn't thinking too hard on it.
Speaker 2: And so, yeah, did you start to overthink things because
Speaker 2: like you said, you came out with an album and say, okay,
Speaker 2: obviously you blew up. And then is it a natural
Speaker 2: action or an instinct to try to come out with
Speaker 2: another album? What made you decide to go mixtape instead
Speaker 2: of album number two?
Speaker 1: See, my first one wasn't an album, it was the EP, okay,
Speaker 1: And so yeah, after my EP did well, I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: so if the EP did well, the album got to
Speaker 1: do way better than the EP because it's an album, right,
Speaker 1: And so it was just the pressure of the word album.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 1: I don't know what about that word give you so
Speaker 1: much pressure and made me overthink so hard, But this
Speaker 1: what it was.
Speaker 2: But you still get brother, it's a mixtape on an album,
Speaker 2: you're still EP. You still got to drop quality music
Speaker 2: and you have that ability. So why why why pressure yourself?
Speaker 2: Because you're adding undue pressure on yourself that doesn't need
Speaker 2: to be there.
Speaker 1: I don't know. That's why I told myself to stop overthinking,
Speaker 1: because like I said, I just want to go too big,
Speaker 1: like you know, what I'm saying, Like, I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go. I was just trying to stretch out right,
Speaker 1: But the whole time people just like I got big
Speaker 1: if be and me, So I had to tell you
Speaker 1: that down. Yeah, So I'm like, Okay, I don't need
Speaker 1: to try to be bigger than what I am, like people.
Speaker 2: Like me for me the label that you're on, Yo,
Speaker 2: got it and you got He's one of the biggest producers.
Speaker 2: He does what he does. What did he tell I mean,
Speaker 2: he's in your ear, he's telling you. Is he telling
Speaker 2: you not to overthink it?
Speaker 1: Of course he'd be like, got it? Like when I
Speaker 1: be rapping on the gangster shit like and I make
Speaker 1: a gangster song or some shit hard, he'd be loving it,
Speaker 1: like I ain't gonna lie, Like even when I make
Speaker 1: like songs like my liquor song songs, I'll be scared
Speaker 1: to let him hear it. He talks crazy on songs
Speaker 1: and shit. So yeah, he'd be like you hard, you
Speaker 1: just got to record, And he would like one thing
Speaker 1: about me, I don't record a lot, Like if I
Speaker 1: don't like a song, i'm'na scratchy like the moment I
Speaker 1: write it, and it's not good, I'm not gonna record
Speaker 1: it or nothing, and so like I could be in
Speaker 1: the studio for ten hours write two songs not like him,
Speaker 1: and I won't record. He just be telling me, like,
Speaker 1: record him every song it might end up being good,
Speaker 1: And I don't think it's good, right, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying? Every song you make not just gonna be
Speaker 1: like this, but just do it. You never know what
Speaker 1: the song gonna do, but.
Speaker 2: Could it possibly be? And he's trying to tell you,
Speaker 2: like what you thinking and then you put it like
Speaker 2: you hear it back for yourself. You're like, you know what, Yeah,
Speaker 2: as bad as I thought it was.
Speaker 1: It's like that a lot with me, like even yeah glow,
Speaker 1: Like when I first accorded it, it was hard. And
Speaker 1: so I guess I was listening to it too much.
Speaker 1: I was like, should I change this? I don't know,
Speaker 1: maybe they're not gonna like this, Like I start thinking
Speaker 1: too hard. I said, you know what, let me stop
Speaker 1: listening to the song, because everybody was telling me the
Speaker 1: song and sulf good. So I just said, I'll be
Speaker 1: over thinking.
Speaker 2: So did you always want to be a rapper? So
Speaker 2: what when when you were like, say, five, six, eight
Speaker 2: years old? What did you want to be?
Speaker 1: Should we pull up another other?
Speaker 2: God already? So I guess it's I guess this dot
Speaker 2: wore off. Go ahead, but no the kid lamar pull up,
Speaker 2: drink drink head shot drink.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do. You know what I'm saying? Okay, well, no,
Speaker 1: I didn't always think I was gonna be a rapper.
Speaker 1: It's how long you take wine. It's not a shot,
Speaker 1: you see thick.
Speaker 2: I ain't never had. This was my first time ever
Speaker 2: drinking wine.
Speaker 1: Seriously. Yeah, well you're gonna like this. You're gonna keep everybody.
Speaker 2: I put everybody on I hope not.
Speaker 1: No, It's not nasty or nothing like. It's juice.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Okay, So this is your first time drinking wine,
Speaker 2: first time you ever drinking wine.
Speaker 1: I feel good about it. You feel good shaw to
Speaker 1: drink wine for the first time. Let's get around of
Speaker 1: applause for this.
Speaker 2: So what I do is take itself grape juice, right, Yeah,
Speaker 2: that's like that, uh that Morgan David we used to
Speaker 2: drink in church? Yeah yeah, yeah, So can I call you?
Speaker 1: Of course?
Speaker 2: So is that what people call you? Did to call
Speaker 2: you the full glow? Real or did they just call
Speaker 2: you glow?
Speaker 1: Yeah? If we cool, glow.
Speaker 2: Okay, so we're cool, we go okay, Well let me
Speaker 2: take a little shot. Mm hm, I'm gonna I'm gonna
Speaker 2: feel some type of way after this. When you start
Speaker 2: to hear people say, man, glow fillan, she a one hit.
Speaker 2: Wonder what's going through your mind? Are you anxious to
Speaker 2: get back into the studio and prove them mofos wrong?
Speaker 2: Or you just like it is what it is.
Speaker 1: You know, it put me back in the mindset. It
Speaker 1: made me more hungry, Like it put me back in
Speaker 1: the mindset from it's the same pressure from when I
Speaker 1: first blew up and I was trying to get the
Speaker 1: heat that I had, like when I got f andl.
Speaker 1: It put me back in the mold, like, well, you
Speaker 1: don't get it. It's like you're hunger is like a
Speaker 1: hundred times more stronger. And so, you know, often we
Speaker 1: don't we get comfortable when we don't know, we get comfortable, right,
Speaker 1: and so, like, I feel good about myself, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I made it, I did this, I
Speaker 1: did thick And so once the negative shit started coming
Speaker 1: back in, he put me right back in. I'm back
Speaker 1: in grind mold. Okay, y'all thinking I can't do this.
Speaker 1: I did it the first time. Why the fuck y'all
Speaker 1: think I can't do it again? It won't look you
Speaker 1: feel me like it's talent. At the end of the day,
Speaker 1: it is God. It was God first, being blessed, and
Speaker 1: it's the hard work, like you feel me. Why the
Speaker 1: fuck what you think I could do it again? Bench
Speaker 1: I'm finna do it just like I did the first time,
Speaker 1: the second time, the third time. We're gonna do this
Speaker 1: shit again.
Speaker 2: So how do you block out the noise?
Speaker 1: I ain't talking to you, I'm talking about like people. No.
Speaker 2: I understand that. No, but I don't know. Nohe No,
Speaker 2: I understand, but I'm saying, how do you block out
Speaker 2: the noise? You say you're not on the internet, but
Speaker 2: you do hear. I mean, if you don't hear, you
Speaker 2: got people around you. You got your team to hear
Speaker 2: what they said, and they come back to glow.
Speaker 1: The thing with me is criticism.
Speaker 2: I like it.
Speaker 1: Like all my friends know when I talk to them,
Speaker 1: I'm the most blunt person they'll ever meet. Like if
Speaker 1: you my friend and she and you got a hole
Speaker 1: in your shirt, or like you got on an outfit.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm gonna tell you, I ain't gonna lie
Speaker 1: your outfit week is hell, but you know whatever, whatever,
Speaker 1: I'm so honest, and so I be telling them, I
Speaker 1: want you all to be dead honest with me, like,
Speaker 1: don't tell me everything good. I'm gonna feel like you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, right, Like, don't lie to me,
Speaker 1: Like tell me criticism because when I go out in
Speaker 1: the public, they gonna say it anyway. So it's certain
Speaker 1: shit that I take from criticism, like when people be
Speaker 1: talking she like, oh she did this, it's DC dead. Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm feel take heed to that.
Speaker 2: In phyx it, how did God tell you to handle
Speaker 2: the criticism?
Speaker 1: MA ain't got to be like beyonnescely to the bullshit
Speaker 1: like don't worry about it, like he just don't be
Speaker 1: on it.
Speaker 2: But you know what, people say that, but that is
Speaker 2: harder than it is because they ain't talking about him,
Speaker 2: they talking about you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, But like I said, I like it. I mean
Speaker 1: I don't. Sometimes, like I said, it will make you
Speaker 1: feel some type of way at the end of your day,
Speaker 1: and then it's like having confidence. Okay, you saying that
Speaker 1: but they don't mean it's true. All y'all saying these
Speaker 1: ain't good, that ain't good, it don't mean it's true.
Speaker 2: Right, did you feel you blew up too fast? Because
Speaker 2: you were like here one day and the next day
Speaker 2: you way up here.
Speaker 1: So with it, I ain't gonna say it's too fast.
Speaker 1: I feel like everything is perfect timing, you feel me,
Speaker 1: So it's like I blew up fast, so I didn't
Speaker 1: have the time to make mistakes. Like everybody, like the
Speaker 1: normal artists that gradually blow up, they have chance to
Speaker 1: make mistakes, and it's not just the public eye just
Speaker 1: not on them all the way. But since I went
Speaker 1: from zero to one hundred, it was like, damn, I
Speaker 1: ain't got like the time to go in between the twenties, forties, fifties,
Speaker 1: sixties and like make my little mistakes without the whole
Speaker 1: world just being on me so long. But even with
Speaker 1: like all the pressure, you really just still make you
Speaker 1: a stronger person.
Speaker 2: At the end of the day when you have a hit.
Speaker 2: How much pressure is it on you when you have
Speaker 2: a hit like that and you blow up to feel
Speaker 2: that everything that you gotta make after that got to
Speaker 2: be at that level.
Speaker 1: That's where I started overthinking it because my first three
Speaker 1: songs was big. My first three songs like it was
Speaker 1: dropped and so it was like when after I dropped
Speaker 1: my EP and it did good too, and I had
Speaker 1: sold out my first too in ed thing, it was like, Okay,
Speaker 1: I sold out my first tool with the small rooms,
Speaker 1: so now I gotta make bigger songs and get the
Speaker 1: bigger room right instead of I won't. It was it
Speaker 1: was pressure. I was just thinking, I gotta go so big.
Speaker 2: But you do realize, glow, you can make great music
Speaker 2: and it might not have the commercial success. And to
Speaker 2: use Michael Jackson as an example, like Thriller, it drove
Speaker 2: him crazy because every song that he made after Thriller,
Speaker 2: he thought it was going to be that that's an anomaly.
Speaker 2: That's a once in a lifetime thing. Same thing with
Speaker 2: Milkat Wall and everybody's like, man, you ain't gonna never
Speaker 2: get another cat. I understand that, but that doesn't mean
Speaker 2: I'm not going to do a quality conversation. So even
Speaker 2: if you don't have the commercial success as the first
Speaker 2: two or three, that doesn't mean you're not making great music.
Speaker 2: Do you understand that? I understand now, but it's still
Speaker 2: hard though, you still because that high of making that
Speaker 2: music and the way you feel and the city is buzzing.
Speaker 2: Blow that pool. Yeah, you know what you are. You
Speaker 2: want to feel that again. There's nothing like that initial high.
Speaker 2: There's nothing like that, and you chase it. It's just
Speaker 2: like a fiend, that first high. There's nothing like it,
Speaker 2: that first high you got when you made that first
Speaker 2: one and Memphis was buzzing, and then that thing went
Speaker 2: to Texas and then went to Georgia and went to
Speaker 2: New York into Cali. You crave it. You can't, you
Speaker 2: can't put it down, right.
Speaker 1: That was a great example. It was a great analogy.
Speaker 2: I ain't drinking no more. I'm drinking water.
Speaker 1: Wan.
Speaker 2: I w this water hard? So do you Is it
Speaker 2: harder now that you've done it? Because you I mean, like,
Speaker 2: I'm just how I feel if I do something once,
Speaker 2: I can do it again, right, So do you feel
Speaker 2: that same way? Do you feel like? Hell, I made
Speaker 2: a hip, I made two hits, I made three hits? Hell,
Speaker 2: why can I make four? Five? Six? Self? Make?
Speaker 1: Yeah? Like me, I'm I'm super big on God and
Speaker 1: so like like so my mama she'd be like, what
Speaker 1: can I do for you, like, because you know, I
Speaker 1: pay my mom bills, I pay my parents' bills. What
Speaker 1: can I do to help you? I'll be like, just
Speaker 1: pray for me, like and keep me in your prayers, right,
Speaker 1: And I just feel like this is gonna always longer.
Speaker 1: I got God on my side, so you know, she
Speaker 1: can seem slow at one point, but like they say,
Speaker 1: he may not come with you want when you want them,
Speaker 1: but he gonna always be there. So I just feel
Speaker 1: like long is I'm staying prayed up and I'm actually
Speaker 1: doing the work, and I'm actually speaking what I wanted
Speaker 1: to existence and actually going for it. It's nothing that
Speaker 1: can stop me.
Speaker 2: You do realize it's the prayers you didn't even know
Speaker 2: your mom was praying.
Speaker 1: They got you this far exactly.
Speaker 2: So how how hard is it when you hear people
Speaker 2: I'm look people that you don't know. I mean, it
Speaker 2: doesn't bother you nearly as much as the criticism from
Speaker 2: someone you do know, like like DJ Academics says some things,
Speaker 2: can Sanat says some things even you even blocked them.
Speaker 2: Did you unblock them?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: That was a whole joke.
Speaker 2: That was a joke.
Speaker 1: That was that one serious, like and That's another thing.
Speaker 1: People don't understand that I play too much. And I
Speaker 1: don't understand that people don't know me and don't know
Speaker 1: that I play too They don't exactly, And I hate
Speaker 1: to realize that because all my people, they didn't even
Speaker 1: call me, wh stay siwed me charling. They didn't even
Speaker 1: call me like, oh my god, I was going up.
Speaker 1: They know I play like these I just played too much, right, yeah,
Speaker 1: just be playing.
Speaker 2: So that's what that's what you Okay, So I'm I'm
Speaker 2: glad to hear that you're playing. But when you hear
Speaker 2: Lebron James saying yeah, glow and you know who Lebron is,
Speaker 2: I don't need awf without any further explanation. When you
Speaker 2: hear someone like that jam it rocking out to yours,
Speaker 2: how does that make you feel?
Speaker 1: Like? That was a feel like that was a half
Speaker 1: because like I was getting a massage. I was out
Speaker 1: here right yeah. So I was getting a massage and
Speaker 1: I'm hearing my phone blow up on the little massage table.
Speaker 1: I'm like, whatever it is, I'm get.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they disturbing your peace right now?
Speaker 1: I was doing it right, So I looked at my
Speaker 1: phone ed call him like you know, Lebron just posted
Speaker 1: your song. I'm like, what, so I actually go reposting
Speaker 1: me and stuff. Then I was talking to I was
Speaker 1: talking to Rick, my manager. He was like, uh, I
Speaker 1: think you should go to the game. I said, hey, yeah,
Speaker 1: I want to go to the game. They got a
Speaker 1: game tonight. I'm fn pull up to that. I went
Speaker 1: straight to rodale Jo. I got me some the word.
Speaker 1: Me and my friend we've been to go to the game.
Speaker 1: I'm been to get over with le Brun, like, this
Speaker 1: is one of the biggest, one of the best. This
Speaker 1: is the best player in the league right now. Covid
Speaker 1: my favorite player, okay, Kobe, then Lebron after him, okay,
Speaker 1: and so like that was something like.
Speaker 2: Oh I heard Lebron is yeah, but it said he
Speaker 2: ain't no, not one word. But it didn't matter.
Speaker 1: I can't watch Lebron rap songs and I know the
Speaker 1: words for real. He knew yeah glow. He probably ain't
Speaker 1: say like certain words. That was good for him because
Speaker 1: he don't be knowing songs for.
Speaker 2: Man exactly.
Speaker 1: He knew more worse than the usual when he was
Speaker 1: singing yeah glow. I feel like I feel crazy.
Speaker 2: So when you when someone likes that someone of his caliber,
Speaker 2: like you said, he's universally known, sings your song. Obviously
Speaker 2: it brings attention. So what are those closest to you?
Speaker 2: Like Glow, you know, Broun he be liking you like
Speaker 2: that because he don't be. He don't be. He don't
Speaker 2: be rapping everybody's stuff. It's just the heavyweights Drake, k Kendred,
Speaker 2: Lamar and Glow.
Speaker 1: Like I said, I didn't know how they feel about
Speaker 1: that then, Like my brothers, my my whole family. They
Speaker 1: big on sports, like my dad and them, my brothers,
Speaker 1: and so we felt like a family trophy to me
Speaker 1: cause I'm like, cause they love it. She like they
Speaker 1: watched the shit all day and so all them was like,
Speaker 1: you got Lebrun singing your song and that felt that
Speaker 1: was like that made me happy because like I said,
Speaker 1: I grew up in a sports they little sports in
Speaker 1: my house. So I'm like, yeah, nigga Lebrun singing my song?
Speaker 1: What like, what's u ya?
Speaker 2: So they couldn't tell you nothing, huh.
Speaker 1: They could tell any ship like nobody could tell you.
Speaker 1: I got Lebrun co Lebrun, he does it, he does
Speaker 1: so and I got signing to me too.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, you boy on you. I'm on y'all. I
Speaker 2: elf with you, I with you, feel me. Yeah. So
Speaker 2: let me ask you this. When people like myself that
Speaker 2: have platforms and other people that have platforms like mine
Speaker 2: and they're critical of your song, that's like, oh, she's
Speaker 2: not this, she's not that. Do you believe they sway
Speaker 2: public opinion to how they feel about you.
Speaker 1: You're talking about like when one person said like it
Speaker 1: make everybody else say the same shit. Yeah, yeah, I
Speaker 1: feel like this's a big thing. Like I feel like
Speaker 1: if social.
Speaker 2: Media didn't exist, just let's just say, Okay, me and
Speaker 2: Glow we having a conversation and it's two thousand and okay,
Speaker 2: we're nineteen ninety eight. It ain't no social media. Could
Speaker 2: you have blown up like you did?
Speaker 1: I mean, social media is like less than a curse exactly,
Speaker 1: Like social media helped out a lot. But at the
Speaker 1: same time, like people are very follow the leader saying,
Speaker 1: so it's like, if you want on social media, they
Speaker 1: can't see nobody talking about it. So they just heard
Speaker 1: it on the radio and it's just a song and
Speaker 1: it's not a bad song. Actually, Like some people will
Speaker 1: only not like a song because everybody else said it,
Speaker 1: and the song can be a good song. I didn't
Speaker 1: seen it in a lot of cases. So if you
Speaker 1: just hear a song on the radio and you don't
Speaker 1: got social media for to see nobody else talk about,
Speaker 1: you just don't like the song song just it's a
Speaker 1: good song. So yeah, I feel like people I follow
Speaker 1: the leader when it comes to serame sheep and.
Speaker 2: Then once especially if somebody if it can start traction,
Speaker 2: if it gets traction, then everybody else like that. Yeah
Speaker 2: that's some bullgi. You were just rocking the song just
Speaker 2: five minutes ago. Now I have some bullgi be cause
Speaker 2: you heard somebody that has a platform say that was exactly.
Speaker 1: And if that same person, another person with a bigger
Speaker 1: platform say they like it, Okay, we're gonna go with Tyne.
Speaker 1: We like it.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 1: How was it?
Speaker 2: How was it meeting Lebron in person?
Speaker 1: He's so nice and cool, like I like, I never
Speaker 1: I ain't never in my life thought I was gonna
Speaker 1: be Lebron James like, but he's just so nice and
Speaker 1: cool and tall as hell, like I'm like, damn, Like
Speaker 1: on the picture I'm looking at him like this like damn.
Speaker 1: But he was just super cool. Like I was like
Speaker 1: in the highway wanting to seem and shit and I
Speaker 1: ain't even know he was coming. He just bust out
Speaker 1: yeah glow then walked up for me shit and he
Speaker 1: was telling me. He was like, I didn't even know
Speaker 1: he was out here or none of that. I was like, shit,
Speaker 1: I ain't know you're gonna supposed to be there to
Speaker 1: my song Hill, but I pulled up. You hear me.
Speaker 1: He's just a cool person. I suck with him. That's
Speaker 1: my favorite baseball player.
Speaker 2: So okay, favorite. Now give me your favorite, your five,
Speaker 2: your five favorite basketball players. We know Lebron is number.
Speaker 1: One right now, we're talking about right now all the time, all.
Speaker 2: Time, Give me all, give me all time. List.
Speaker 1: Kobe is the ether number one, Kobe number one, COVID
Speaker 1: number one, Lebron number two. Okay, I'm saying I was
Speaker 1: a big Derrick Rose fan.
Speaker 4: We he played for Memphis, Okay, okay, okay, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 4: yeah the Tigers.
Speaker 1: Yes, yes, I ain't gonna lie. I used to oh
Speaker 1: step carry step carry okay, And it was so crazy
Speaker 1: when I finish save with Dwight Howe. I used to
Speaker 1: love Dwight Howe for the magic.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I believe you you shots like Steph Curry because
Speaker 2: you shot one from the raft. Just talk the hey,
Speaker 2: who is right here? I don't even get I don't
Speaker 2: I don't even care because you can't whip me. So
Speaker 2: you what you said. I know what you said, but
Speaker 2: I can't say that. I can't say that glow. I mean,
Speaker 2: but you shot with a more Steph Curry shot.
Speaker 1: Did it go in to have court shot?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: You know at the end of the day, the day
Speaker 1: gonna end.
Speaker 2: Okay, I would leave it at that because he said
Speaker 2: no comment. You said, hey, at the end.
Speaker 1: Of the day, the end of the day, at the
Speaker 1: end of the day that day going in it went in.
Speaker 2: Let me ask you this, who's your go Who's your
Speaker 2: greatest basketball player?
Speaker 1: In glows mind, Koby, I would have said that, I'm
Speaker 1: a big Kobe fan.
Speaker 2: Why why do you like Kobe so much? What is
Speaker 2: it about Kobe?
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't know. I just liked I
Speaker 1: love Washington him playing when I was a kid growing up, right,
Speaker 1: I was a Lakers fan all the way until Kobe
Speaker 1: started playing for him. I'm a Lakers fan again though.
Speaker 2: Become Lebron there Yeah, okay, Bam said, hey, Bam, like
Speaker 2: he ain't get no picture with you at Dollstar game.
Speaker 2: You was at the All Star game? You like basketball
Speaker 2: like that?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: So what's your favorite sports? Basketball? Or football? Football? Well, damn,
Speaker 2: you ain't show up at no football games.
Speaker 1: I went to the Super Bowl.
Speaker 2: Where are you at?
Speaker 1: He said? Where am at?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Where were you at? Who sweet? Were you in? Uh?
Speaker 1: Live National Week?
Speaker 2: Oh? Okay?
Speaker 1: IM was up third. I was actually two old boxing
Speaker 1: down from Taylor Swool.
Speaker 2: Really you should have went on Dinast said, hey, hey, Taylor,
Speaker 2: what's up? Got you a pitch? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I was there. I love football like I bet it
Speaker 1: on that game like I had never been it on
Speaker 1: nothing in my damn. Yeah, I ain't got that money
Speaker 1: on you like?
Speaker 2: So you you like sports?
Speaker 1: I love football? Oh? Do you?
Speaker 2: Who is your favorite team?
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Speaker 1: Because you know where you play.
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Speaker 1: Yeah?
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Speaker 2: Sulabanski is okay dating. We're the nice place a young
Speaker 2: man can take glow on the first date.
Speaker 1: You know what's so crazy? Like, I want to know
Speaker 1: where the hell up? Somebody pull take me because I
Speaker 1: don't like fans and restaurants. You don't the food be nasty.
Speaker 1: I went to I think that was Mastrostro Mastro Yeah.
Speaker 1: I hate my lowryes up in it be like no
Speaker 1: this she net like, hold on.
Speaker 2: You bring your seat, you bring your season in your purse.
Speaker 1: My seasons, I'll hit its own seat. I hit it
Speaker 1: in his own seats.
Speaker 3: Oh.
Speaker 1: One of the ways She's walked up to me and like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, who got Larry's I just looked you like,
Speaker 1: I'm from there. I didn't know there was a city
Speaker 1: or no. She like whatever she saw about the seasons
Speaker 1: how she said she's from real the seasons off from okay,
Speaker 1: And so I thought she was gonna tell me to
Speaker 1: take it out, but she was actually happy because that
Speaker 1: was her hometown. I was like, oh, yeah, my little date.
Speaker 2: So you so you like so a cheesecake factory you
Speaker 2: don't want to be I never ate ch you have
Speaker 2: a so what what's your what's your place?
Speaker 3: What?
Speaker 1: What?
Speaker 2: What's a good place? Okay, you say you don't really
Speaker 2: care about the fancy stuff, so middle tier red lobster good?
Speaker 2: You have acing a red lobster?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I ate the red lost.
Speaker 2: So you're a Memphis you gotta love barbecue.
Speaker 1: Right yeah?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 1: So uh what Like I don't eat a lot of
Speaker 1: barbecue now because I don't eat pore most barbecuous.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I messed with Pope Pop.
Speaker 1: But it's like, see, I don't know, that's what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like that's why I don't go out, Like because no,
Speaker 1: I can't go to the regular places and shit because
Speaker 1: of who I am. But at the same time, I
Speaker 1: don't like them places like when I I first blew up,
Speaker 1: and god, he's always beat them fancy as restaurants. He's
Speaker 1: being some goddamn strawberry chicken and I'm like, what the
Speaker 1: fuck is you eating? Like? And that shit's so nasty.
Speaker 1: I can do the fancy restaurant.
Speaker 2: Okay. So what about fifty fifty dating? Okay, so the
Speaker 2: man paid for the whole thing or you got half
Speaker 2: on it. You're running half on a date?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I ain't running half now this we're talking about date?
Speaker 1: Like why would I split the bell with you? Why
Speaker 1: would I do this?
Speaker 2: Would you ever? Would you ever? Would you take him out? Okay?
Speaker 2: He's like, hey, hey, bro, I got you.
Speaker 1: If it's my man, if it's somebody I messed with,
Speaker 1: yeah yeah, it ain't no wrong with that. If it's
Speaker 1: a date and we still talk, I'm not gonna do that.
Speaker 2: But you wouldn't feel bad. I'm I guess I'm old fashioned,
Speaker 2: cause he like every time for the when I go out,
Speaker 2: I got the bill, I got this.
Speaker 1: No, like if we cool, like if we like go together, Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know it's okay to sometime be like, Okay, you know, babe,
Speaker 1: it's my tree tonight, I'm gonna do it like it's
Speaker 1: okay to do that.
Speaker 2: I want to ask you this, Do you get concerned
Speaker 2: about guys trying to trap you? Cause guys always always
Speaker 2: wonder about you, know, specially once you become somebody, you
Speaker 2: always got to worry about the pitfalls or you know,
Speaker 2: a trying to are you. Do you worry about stuff
Speaker 2: like that? Do you do? Do Females that are like
Speaker 2: here like you are, do they worry about the same
Speaker 2: things like men worry that are here?
Speaker 1: How we can get trapiled? How can girls get tripped?
Speaker 2: Know how?
Speaker 1: I just I got a membership with.
Speaker 2: Damn.
Speaker 1: I don't play like that.
Speaker 2: I don't play like that, Okay, am, I don't even know.
Speaker 2: I gotta I gotta, I gotta shake that one. I'm damn.
Speaker 2: You saw p s a talxic behavior. You say women
Speaker 2: in the twenty ship display talxic behavior and level up delusion?
Speaker 2: What do you mean by that?
Speaker 1: Okay? Like I really like people. Just what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: People tell me what you seriously?
Speaker 2: Yeah, you ain't no no jazz min Sullivan bull jib
Speaker 2: are you bust the windows I your car.
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm pretty sure everybody that went through.
Speaker 2: Something through that glow.
Speaker 1: Everybody, No, I don't know you never got your windows,
Speaker 1: but out I have.
Speaker 2: But I'm just said, how did you. I ain't never
Speaker 2: done that to somebody saying.
Speaker 1: It's a female. A lot of females have been through
Speaker 1: that situation, like they have been too in love and
Speaker 1: they didn't got say hard.
Speaker 2: Bro, that's what y'all call that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, don't love me that feelings be hurt. You can't
Speaker 1: hurt no female feelings, like females feelings is stronger than men,
Speaker 1: like like safe answer, Like in the Cheane situation, if
Speaker 1: you go cheat, you ain't evenna fall in love with
Speaker 1: a bit a female go cheat. They really were not me,
Speaker 1: but regular females when they if they going to stand
Speaker 1: over you and they go out, Yeah, they really it's
Speaker 1: something about that nigga they like for real, you might
Speaker 1: not like to be you. Just niggas just do that.
Speaker 1: That's what y'all do.
Speaker 2: But ain't know what y'all. I don't know know y'all.
Speaker 1: Y'all, But at the end of the day, that's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like y'all, feelings don't be too deep into
Speaker 1: shit like their males, and so females de reacting out
Speaker 1: they feelings. Sometimes most females, I'm gonna say eighty percent
Speaker 1: of females have been through some shit like that. They
Speaker 1: destroyed your property because they feelings was hurt.
Speaker 2: You ever had your heartbroken one time?
Speaker 1: And that's why I am how I am today.
Speaker 2: I mean, damn, you ain't really give nobody else said
Speaker 2: a chance?
Speaker 1: Mm because everybody. I just feel like everybody like that,
Speaker 1: because at the end of everybody like what I got.
Speaker 1: I got six brothers, I got a lot of friends,
Speaker 1: I got best friends, I got cousins, and I see
Speaker 1: how dudes act right and like all of them got
Speaker 1: to like it's a common denominator, like they ain't shit.
Speaker 2: Come on, glow, come on now. I'm not gonna let
Speaker 2: you sit up here and do this. That's what it is.
Speaker 2: It ain't not ain't nothing. What it is though, it
Speaker 2: ain't not hell? Now that what about if you're talking
Speaker 2: about all females ate.
Speaker 1: That that's your opinion. You don't have been through something
Speaker 1: that made you feel.
Speaker 2: Like this, No, that's what that's hold on. You can't
Speaker 2: judge everybody about because you don't have a bad chapter
Speaker 2: in the book. The rest of the books might.
Speaker 1: Be to judge everybody about it.
Speaker 2: But it's like you ain't met the right one yet.
Speaker 1: There might be what it is, but it's just like
Speaker 1: my perception, like that one ship. Now that one thing
Speaker 1: can chine your perception on everything. Yeah, I had one time,
Speaker 1: guy had one time teach me a listen.
Speaker 2: That might have just like you know he was listening,
Speaker 2: he might not have been right for you at that moment.
Speaker 1: Everybody like y'all. It's something that keep saying y'all, okay,
Speaker 1: not you me Some about y'all that just don't click.
Speaker 1: Like in my head, I feel like every man don't cheat.
Speaker 1: I don't feel like it's a man that don't cheat
Speaker 1: on his earth. I unseen my heart feel like that.
Speaker 2: What about women? You think they cheat? They on the
Speaker 2: upper But for sure men, what you mean for shaw,
Speaker 2: it's some man out there that don't do that.
Speaker 1: It's a man out there probably that don't do that.
Speaker 2: You just ain't met him at huh.
Speaker 1: I ain't ran across nothing like that because everybody I
Speaker 1: know that's a male, well like my friends and like
Speaker 1: I said, my brothers, now my cousin. I see them
Speaker 1: do these shit. That's how I am how I am
Speaker 1: because I was raised mostly around dude.
Speaker 2: Right, So I just know how who you adopted that mentality,
Speaker 2: so you gotta due mentality is right now you need
Speaker 2: a lady lady out.
Speaker 1: But that's that's like escaping reality. Though.
Speaker 2: Oh my cud I read you had some famous cousin
Speaker 2: lul Uzi and Cart. Are they your real cousin or
Speaker 2: they do black people.
Speaker 1: Cousin using my cousin and Cart and my cousin.
Speaker 2: Real cousin of black people cousin because you know that's
Speaker 2: my cousin and we ain't really related.
Speaker 1: At the end of the day that they gonna end.
Speaker 1: Look it up. We got the same last night, me
Speaker 1: and Uzzi. What family tree? You gotta look up the
Speaker 1: family tree?
Speaker 2: I mean what I mean. I'm sure there's the white
Speaker 2: people out there that got sharp as the last name,
Speaker 2: but I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't know we you know, I gotta look at
Speaker 1: the tiger woods too.
Speaker 6: Huh.
Speaker 1: Yeah, tiger Woods might be my cousin too.
Speaker 2: Ain't claiming people left it right?
Speaker 1: No? Because actually you want to tell your funny story. Now,
Speaker 1: when I was young, my Daddy used to tell me
Speaker 1: what was related to Tiger Woods, but he was just
Speaker 1: playing though. But we had the same last name, and
Speaker 1: so I really believed like Tiger Woods was related to
Speaker 1: me my whole life.
Speaker 2: Well, keep running with that story. So how did you
Speaker 2: feel when Cardi hopped on Tomorrow the remix?
Speaker 1: Uh, it was cool because Cardi. It was great. Actually,
Speaker 1: Cardi was like one of the female rappers that I
Speaker 1: loved before I blew up and so on, and they're
Speaker 1: looking to God to me on the crossed my legs
Speaker 1: like I'm.
Speaker 2: No, that ain't no no nothing out that little one
Speaker 2: shot that ain't do nothing, that ain't down, that ain't
Speaker 2: even do nothing to you. I could see if you
Speaker 2: had a couple of but you ain't had but one.
Speaker 2: It's that TP I know what it is.
Speaker 1: But yeah, Cardi on, like I said, they really tried
Speaker 1: to have it from me. Like, because I was in
Speaker 1: the studio one day and I was playing this other
Speaker 1: song and I was like, humm, heard Cardy on her
Speaker 1: and so I DM her because I didn't have a
Speaker 1: numby I DM to her. I was like, I got
Speaker 1: the song, I want your own, and she was like,
Speaker 1: oh girl, I already did I just did one of
Speaker 1: those songs. I'm like, when were and so she had
Speaker 1: sent me she had screen recorded and sending it sent
Speaker 1: it to me in a DM, like two different videos
Speaker 1: of her birth. I was like, and so, I like,
Speaker 1: my whole team was in the studio to day. I said, so,
Speaker 1: when would y'all go tell me card to.
Speaker 2: Did the song?
Speaker 1: And I was just so happy. I was so geeked
Speaker 1: because when I heard it, when she sent it to me, like,
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, this is so good. Right,
Speaker 1: So y'all was geeked aback there, And.
Speaker 2: As a token of your appreciation, you bought up Protect
Speaker 2: some band cleeve.
Speaker 1: So is it protect or Patty?
Speaker 2: It's pronounced protect okay. So, but but we say it
Speaker 2: the same reason we say maybox. I may it's my
Speaker 2: bo okay as you boy got it? You tell you how.
Speaker 1: Okay?
Speaker 2: So, and so I mean you that type.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I appreciate.
Speaker 2: So you're a gift giver. Always have been oh no,
Speaker 2: oh you just got like there you got some bread. Huh,
Speaker 2: But yob, you'll sure before you got bread. You do
Speaker 2: little things like.
Speaker 1: See, I'm the type of person I'm not super thoughtful,
Speaker 1: So I'm learning how to be thoughtful now okay, but
Speaker 1: back in the day, like I didn't used to know
Speaker 1: what to give people for Christmas. Money this year, like
Speaker 1: I just cash up any better? Yeah, see that, you're
Speaker 1: gonna like some money at the end of the day.
Speaker 1: So here goes some money because I can't put too
Speaker 1: much thought. It's too many people to think about. I
Speaker 1: ain't a thoughtful of a person, but I'm learning how
Speaker 1: to do that. I got bettle with it.
Speaker 2: See that money. You can't go wrong with money for
Speaker 2: a gift. It's the right color and it always fit exactly.
Speaker 1: Good time, good time.
Speaker 2: But there was a pastor that was reciting one of
Speaker 2: your boys, your versus. You're like, hold on now, hold on,
Speaker 2: did you did you like read well like old let
Speaker 2: me go back, because this ain't no way this man man.
Speaker 1: You know actually something opastor and did it before when
Speaker 1: I first dropt for tomorrow, I think probably two passes
Speaker 1: head caught it there in nice service. And so when
Speaker 1: I saw that again and when he said, yeah, glow,
Speaker 1: that's what held me tripping. Okay, but I feel like
Speaker 1: it wasn't nothing wrong with it, Like he was relaying
Speaker 1: the message you was trying to relate. But you know, carsially,
Speaker 1: that's my song is pop right now. So he mixed
Speaker 1: it in, but he didn't say nothing bad, like.
Speaker 2: If it's gonna get the congregation to listen, and the
Speaker 2: follow Hello, your actual real name is Gloria Hollelujah Woods.
Speaker 1: My hell los.
Speaker 2: I was looking at it. I'm like, why she got
Speaker 2: I mean, you got big glow. I mean you iced
Speaker 2: to f out, you ice over her little little old
Speaker 2: sup right here.
Speaker 1: Nah, I got the star playing.
Speaker 2: I mean you got the ice.
Speaker 1: Out yep particular.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, how did your parents come up with
Speaker 2: that name?
Speaker 1: So I got my grandma daddy's side name, not the
Speaker 1: middle Night, but she died before I was born, so
Speaker 1: I never met her, but that's her name. And you know,
Speaker 1: my mama never really explained to me where holly Lujah
Speaker 1: came from. She just I guess you were feeling blissed.
Speaker 1: And I was an eight child, She said, eight is
Speaker 1: a what kind of number is eight? Eight? Some type
Speaker 1: of number? And because all my sisters, my mom got
Speaker 1: ten kids, all the boys, well, okay, so the oldest
Speaker 1: three got their young daddy, right, and then the rest
Speaker 1: of the seven we got the same dads.
Speaker 2: And so all my dad.
Speaker 1: Yeah, my mom got ten kids.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean please tell me, like one of them
Speaker 2: like fifty and the other like they k't be dorstep.
Speaker 1: It's like that, you go from my youngest brother is
Speaker 1: twenty one and my oldest brother is thirty. Yeah yeah,
Speaker 1: but all they all my brothers, like they got the
Speaker 1: same middle name, and all my sisters got the same
Speaker 1: middle name. Like all my brothers got my dad in
Speaker 1: middle name, which is Carlmichael. All my sister's middle name.
Speaker 1: In the cold, I'm the only one who middle name
Speaker 1: is Sarly Lewis.
Speaker 2: Yeah, well you you different, you special heart. So you're
Speaker 2: that choldern whate you was that cholder one?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: So what was it like growing up in a household
Speaker 2: with ten brothers and sisters?
Speaker 1: We used to be jacking? Yup, you know what Jackie mean. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: we used to be jacking. That's what a lot of
Speaker 1: people in one hair is gonna do.
Speaker 2: Though, no, not necessarily close. Let you talk about that's
Speaker 2: like that's you get only God I got a brother
Speaker 2: and my sister.
Speaker 1: Just imagine, it was a lot of us. So we
Speaker 1: used to get on each other nerve right and pick
Speaker 1: on each other and fight, but we love each at
Speaker 1: the end of the day though.
Speaker 2: Yeah, ten brothers and sisters. So what was a typical
Speaker 2: day like for you? Cause I, okay, you homeschool until
Speaker 2: you what the fifth grade, right, and then one of
Speaker 2: I guess one of the older sisters called CPS and
Speaker 2: then CPS intervened and your mom had to enroll you
Speaker 2: guys in traditional school.
Speaker 1: Yeah. So the sister that's right on top of me,
Speaker 1: she was like, it's always a problem child. Yeah, in
Speaker 1: every child group. And so yeah, we used to get whoopings,
Speaker 1: like like every child get woopings, but my sister didn't
Speaker 1: like get whooping so she used to call DCS on
Speaker 1: my mama and she was like they beat My mom
Speaker 1: used to beat on us and then we want learning
Speaker 1: nothing in homeschool and all this stuff, and so my
Speaker 1: mama had to put us in school after that. So
Speaker 1: like they it was like she was forced because she
Speaker 1: didn't want us. I think like my mama didn't want
Speaker 1: us to know, like like my mom is super sanct
Speaker 1: the fat and she always says certain stuff, this is
Speaker 1: of the world. She used to say. She didn't want
Speaker 1: us to be of the world, like she didn't want
Speaker 1: to expose us to all the outside world, and so
Speaker 1: she only place we went was home in church. We
Speaker 1: didn't go nowhere. And so yeah, by the time I
Speaker 1: got in school, I was ten, I was in fiefth grade.
Speaker 2: You was glad to go to school.
Speaker 1: I was happy to go to school because we stayed
Speaker 1: seven houses down from the school. And so every day
Speaker 1: after school, we seeing the kids come.
Speaker 2: Down, oh man in school, Yeah, looking like they.
Speaker 1: Got friends, like they having fun. And I used to
Speaker 1: like every time at two fifteen, I used to look
Speaker 1: out the window if the kids walking home from school,
Speaker 1: and they just used to be so happy having fun.
Speaker 1: So I used to want to go to school so bad.
Speaker 1: I was so happy when we finally had to go
Speaker 1: to school.
Speaker 2: Like, so, what was the relationship, like your relationship like
Speaker 2: with your mother? You said, ten kids. It's hard. It's
Speaker 2: hard to divvy up attention and affection for ten kids.
Speaker 2: Now that's a lot.
Speaker 1: It's just like, so I'm the third youngest, so I'm
Speaker 1: number eight out of ten kids. Yeah, but I never
Speaker 1: was treated like I was a young child. Like once
Speaker 1: my oldest sister was grown and left the house, my
Speaker 1: mama had me like the child that was next to her,
Speaker 1: Like I used to have to put all my mam
Speaker 1: and receiasts together so keep up with her money. I
Speaker 1: used to have to remember all her passwords to her stuff.
Speaker 1: So I never would treat it like My mama never
Speaker 1: handicapped me like she never I never was in a
Speaker 1: group with the young kids, so like she always had
Speaker 1: me by her, so like I was always more advanced
Speaker 1: than everybody, right, because she always had me like hers
Speaker 1: ceasing right.
Speaker 2: Help me understand your mom was like pagan?
Speaker 1: What's pagan?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 2: There's two forms. There's one that doesn't believe in religions,
Speaker 2: like they don't go to church, they don't go to mosque,
Speaker 2: they don't go to synagogues. And then there's one that
Speaker 2: believed that there are many gods.
Speaker 1: No, MoMA ain't one of them. My mama just believe
Speaker 1: in God.
Speaker 2: And she believed in God.
Speaker 1: And she don't believe in holidays like she don't believe
Speaker 1: in Christmas. She don't believe in Halloween, like we didn't
Speaker 1: celebrate a lot of holidays coming up.
Speaker 2: Well, does she believe like nature?
Speaker 1: Like isn't what it's like like.
Speaker 2: Polytheism, which is mini. So I'm trying to get a
Speaker 2: sense of like your mom, if you didn't go to
Speaker 2: you didn't go to church. You didn't go to Sena Goods.
Speaker 2: You went to church. Yeah, so you grew up in
Speaker 2: the church.
Speaker 1: I grew up in church.
Speaker 2: I'm confused what you conferged to that. Oh, there's that,
Speaker 2: there's that are you? There's there's that you? Okay, so
Speaker 2: you grew up in the church. That's a lot of
Speaker 2: people to hall the church. Y'all have a bus, but
Speaker 2: y'all have a little minibus.
Speaker 1: My daddy, Uh, I remember this white man. My dad
Speaker 1: always said that we had to ride because it was
Speaker 1: ten of us. And then when the oldest three got grown,
Speaker 1: we used to be in this like uh, kiss sodonna.
Speaker 2: That's still a lot of people. That's note, that's nine
Speaker 2: people like.
Speaker 1: We was also little like we all little like me. Yeah,
Speaker 1: all my daddy kids little like these. So we used
Speaker 1: to like church seats with each other. So we all
Speaker 1: matter of fact, my dad had an afford mercury and
Speaker 1: all seven of us used to feed in a one
Speaker 1: back seat. My mom was in the front seat, my
Speaker 1: dad was in the seven seven kids we used to all.
Speaker 2: She didn't got that much room.
Speaker 1: Now I saw the guy. I was a full mercury.
Speaker 1: I never it's a great four mercury. My daddy he
Speaker 1: had got and we all seven of us used to
Speaker 1: be in their back seat.
Speaker 2: Grew up in the church. Did you sleep? Were you
Speaker 2: in the choir? So you grew up in the church.
Speaker 2: And I read that Kurt Franklin and Donnie Mclerkin and
Speaker 2: some of those were like your favorite that's what you
Speaker 2: guys listened to, right, Yeah, So growing up in the
Speaker 2: church singing in the choir, did being a gospel singer
Speaker 2: ever across your mind?
Speaker 1: That's what I thought I was gonna be. Well, my
Speaker 1: mama used to make me feel like I was gonna
Speaker 1: be a big gospel singer because when we were young,
Speaker 1: I used to sing in the choir. And then like
Speaker 1: my mama was a CNA and so like she was
Speaker 1: always working. She always worked in nursing homes my whole life,
Speaker 1: and so she used to have us like every it'll
Speaker 1: be once a week we would have to go to
Speaker 1: the nursing homes and sing to the older people. Okay,
Speaker 1: and I used to get all the solos because I
Speaker 1: really could sing. And yeah, you think I was gonna
Speaker 1: be a gospel singer. And then I couldn't sing no
Speaker 1: more out of nowhere. I don't know. I think it
Speaker 1: was because I started smoking weed, but I don't know.
Speaker 1: I probably just never could sing, and I grew up
Speaker 1: and realized it. I don't know what it was. Back
Speaker 1: in the day, I could sing, and I just couldn't
Speaker 1: do it no more.
Speaker 2: Okay, tell me this. When the church three times a
Speaker 2: week and you're a member of the worship team, what's
Speaker 2: the what's the worship team? I understand, like a dance
Speaker 2: team or you know, so what's the worship team in church?
Speaker 1: I said worship team before?
Speaker 2: Yeah, so what was your role? What was your role
Speaker 2: other than in the choir? What was what was your role.
Speaker 1: In church?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Well you an usher?
Speaker 1: Now, my mama was a usher. I ain't do nothing,
Speaker 1: but I was on the dance team in church urgical.
Speaker 1: It was called of turgical. It's called of turgical dancing
Speaker 1: in church. You know when the girls had on the
Speaker 1: lone white dresses, they become it all the way up
Speaker 1: and they just be doing a little dancing. I used
Speaker 1: to do that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, before I had left.
Speaker 1: I was that's always been in church though, No, not
Speaker 1: like that.
Speaker 2: Not like that.
Speaker 1: But yeah, it's like gospel. It's like it's called liturgical dancer.
Speaker 2: So let me ask you a question. You said your
Speaker 2: mom didn't believe it like Christmas and Thanksgiving and no Thanksgiving.
Speaker 2: We did Thanksgiving?
Speaker 6: You did?
Speaker 7: Okay, So no Christmas, no Christmas, no Easter, no Easter,
Speaker 7: no no Valentine, no Valentine, Halloween, no Halloween, Saint Patrick's Day.
Speaker 7: I mean, she never cared about the holiday, like is
Speaker 7: that it holiday?
Speaker 1: A better really be carying about they be getting told
Speaker 1: up because they be pinching you. We got on grade.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was not that it's a big Irish holiday.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's what I'm saying, Like it's not. None of
Speaker 1: you just celebrate like how Christmas and Thanksgiving?
Speaker 2: So how were you when you got your first gift?
Speaker 2: Because if you didn't celebrate, what are my birthdays?
Speaker 1: Birthdays?
Speaker 2: So you got gifts for birthdays?
Speaker 1: It was really basically it was Christmas and Easter because
Speaker 1: my mama said that those are pagan holidays. So she
Speaker 1: was like Christmas is it's somewhere in the babble, like
Speaker 1: my mama knows about from the top to bottom. If
Speaker 1: somewhere in there where Christmas, like Jesus, I'm born on
Speaker 1: December twenty field is made up and it's something the
Speaker 1: people just made up to talk about Jesus and Resurrection
Speaker 1: Day just not the day he got rolls on in
Speaker 1: real life. But it's just something. Those holidays are man made, okay,
Speaker 1: and it's some it's against the battle against it somehow
Speaker 1: somewhere it's Peggan holidays.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so we can't celebrate thing.
Speaker 2: So help me understand this. How did your mom dad
Speaker 2: eat ten kids? They got to have some good jobs
Speaker 2: because you know, kids eat a lot.
Speaker 1: Well, we used to get food stamps, you know the
Speaker 1: food Sam's good.
Speaker 2: You got ten kids, so they didn't have Did they
Speaker 2: have the car? Did y'all have the books? Sixty five
Speaker 2: dollars books? You know, they had books backing.
Speaker 1: By the time I knew what food stamps was, we
Speaker 1: was using the car. But before then, like it's something
Speaker 1: called the commodity that has that was in Memphis, I
Speaker 1: don't know, I think it was in North Memphilds something
Speaker 1: like that. It was a commodity the house though, and
Speaker 1: they used to go and get like these blocks of cheese.
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, you were They make the best.
Speaker 1: Sad what they make rice and cheese with the jumps easy.
Speaker 2: But you had to get up on that fail yeah,
Speaker 2: and it breaks off. It never came off exactly. So
Speaker 2: they used to get like that.
Speaker 1: And I just remember always going to the Commodity Has,
Speaker 1: like a similar stuff like that, like all the broceers
Speaker 1: we got from there. And I really don't know because
Speaker 1: I stayed in the same hass room when I was
Speaker 1: born until I was fifteen years old, I stayed in
Speaker 1: the same has.
Speaker 2: How many people slept in the bed? How many sisters
Speaker 2: do how many people slept in the bed because.
Speaker 1: It's all four wards slept Okay. I never had a
Speaker 1: real bed in my whole life until okay, so from
Speaker 1: when I was born I was fifteen, I had never
Speaker 1: slept in a real bed like we. I thought everybody
Speaker 1: slept on air messages. I never knew people had real beds.
Speaker 1: So like when growing up, it was a lot of us.
Speaker 1: The girls had one room, the boys had one room. Well,
Speaker 1: my two oldest brothers they used to sleep in like
Speaker 1: the attic upstairs, damn, so they had their own room.
Speaker 1: It want the attic. It was like a rumor cross
Speaker 1: from the attic but and so the boys had one
Speaker 1: room and the girls had one room, and we all
Speaker 1: slept on one queen's size air mattress, and y'all was
Speaker 1: like that my whole life, and I never knew, Like,
Speaker 1: I used to think my MoMA was being mean to
Speaker 1: us because she used to let people come over our
Speaker 1: has and stuff, because you know, I grew up we
Speaker 1: had reds and roasters, and and I'd used to be
Speaker 1: like when I used to go to school and the
Speaker 1: kids be talking about, yeah, we gonna go, oh, what's
Speaker 1: name house or what's name house? I used to be like, damgn,
Speaker 1: can't nobody come over my hasse? But I just thought
Speaker 1: my mom was being mean the whole time. I would
Speaker 1: have been embarrassed because they would have been like, you
Speaker 1: don't got no bad ye sleep on air mattress.
Speaker 2: Your back should be messed up sleeping on the floor.
Speaker 1: Yeah, And we used to sleep on floores too, like
Speaker 1: cause you know, one little thing can put a hole
Speaker 1: in the airth mattress. And like my daddy used to
Speaker 1: always go get the patches for the air mattress and
Speaker 1: you bleue it on her and patch the hold up
Speaker 1: on the earth mattress and until they got the money
Speaker 1: to go get buy the passages. We'll sleep on the
Speaker 1: floor until the air mattress to get back patched up.
Speaker 1: And when I turned fifteen, I moved to my daddy
Speaker 1: and my dadd was staying in the hotel and that
Speaker 1: was the first bed I it was still being in
Speaker 1: my whole life.
Speaker 2: So was your mom strict?
Speaker 3: Mom?
Speaker 1: She was super strict, Like we used to have to
Speaker 1: sneak out the hast because she ain't let us. She
Speaker 1: my mama, she didn't want us exposed to the world. Right,
Speaker 1: but when we got in school, we was automatically exposed
Speaker 1: to the world.
Speaker 2: Like we around all these Yeah they're doing sneakish.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and so as kids, you want to do what
Speaker 1: other kids doing, right, Yeah, we'd sneak out the past.
Speaker 2: It's either sneak out cod you got ten it's hard
Speaker 2: to keep out on all ten of them.
Speaker 1: Well, by the time I started sneaking out the cast,
Speaker 1: the oldestreet was gone.
Speaker 2: Okay, so that's still selling. That's a lot to keep out.
Speaker 1: And so yeah, we used to be like sneaking out
Speaker 1: and my mom used to go to work overnight, like
Speaker 1: living in seven right, Yeah.
Speaker 2: So you went you grew up in the church. So
Speaker 2: when did you, like, did you ever was there ever
Speaker 2: time that you like, do you still go to church?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 2: I don't go to church now, So how were you
Speaker 2: when you kind of like stopped going? I mean because
Speaker 2: I read that you went like three four times a
Speaker 2: week and then probably went down to like one to
Speaker 2: two times a week and then probably no times a week.
Speaker 1: You'll probably like when I turned like thirty, seen, I
Speaker 1: had we had stopped going to church. It was a
Speaker 1: weed or you the whole If my mama went to church,
Speaker 1: I was going to church.
Speaker 2: Okay, while she stopped, I don't know.
Speaker 1: I guess because we used to change church churches a lot,
Speaker 1: and so I don't know. I guess you she wanted
Speaker 1: with the church nomost right, but she she will still
Speaker 1: have baptister with us at home, right. But yeah, we
Speaker 1: had stoped. I stopped going to church at like twelve
Speaker 1: or thirteen. Right.
Speaker 2: Okay, you got a job. You're working at checkers, right,
Speaker 2: So what was that experience? So, so what made you
Speaker 2: decide to get a job. You're like, you know what,
Speaker 2: I need me some money. I'm tired of this, you know,
Speaker 2: waiting on my parents to hand me some money. I'm
Speaker 2: gonna go get me a job at Checkers. Watch Checkers,
Speaker 2: because like I used to clearly, you ain't eat none
Speaker 2: of them burgers.
Speaker 1: I used to eat them all the time til I
Speaker 1: got tied on. When you work somewhere, you start hating
Speaker 1: the food because you eat it every day. But it
Speaker 1: was just like I was in eleven grade. Well it
Speaker 1: was the summer after eleventh grade, so right before I
Speaker 1: got into my senior year there, somebody here got a
Speaker 1: job and I was just tired of not being able
Speaker 1: to because I never had no Jay's or nothing in school.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm child of not being able to word
Speaker 1: the shoes, like I got a really ug glass shoes,
Speaker 1: and my dad about me because my dad ain't just
Speaker 1: gat it like this to buy Jay's for seven kids
Speaker 1: or like five kids, Like could Jay's be high?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: And so like I'm like, damn, okay, I'm just gonna
Speaker 1: go man my own money and shit. And so the
Speaker 1: summer before before my last year in high school, I
Speaker 1: had started working there, and I worked there my whole
Speaker 1: twelfth grade. Y'ar in like two years after that, right, Uh,
Speaker 1: but you was on the internet.
Speaker 2: I what you mean you thought you were at working.
Speaker 2: I mean you was at work, but you on the internet.
Speaker 1: Because you get slow. You know, fast food restaurants good.
Speaker 1: And I had on costs something to get on my phone.
Speaker 2: How you how you at work and on your phone?
Speaker 1: It's easy to do that. I don't.
Speaker 2: It's so so what did your supervisor say? What did
Speaker 2: the manager say?
Speaker 1: They used to be on their phone too? Thank you
Speaker 1: to me, I'm like my own tools.
Speaker 2: So is there any of what other jobs you had?
Speaker 2: You worked at Checkers? So what any other fast food
Speaker 2: restaurants you worked at? Any of the jobs that you
Speaker 2: had before you blew up?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I ain't gonna I used to work a lot
Speaker 1: because like I didn't, I didn't know what I wanted
Speaker 1: to be, Like, I ain't never want to sell no
Speaker 1: clothes or nothing like this. So I just had to
Speaker 1: work jobs because like I tried to, I tried to,
Speaker 1: like see a weed before, but it ain't work out.
Speaker 2: Why it didn't work out? What somebody in the jack
Speaker 2: you took your wied?
Speaker 1: No, it was just like you want no money?
Speaker 2: What you mean ain't no money?
Speaker 1: I just feel like if you ain't got pounds or
Speaker 1: weed to say, he ain't no money like I used to,
Speaker 1: like I was starting little, like I used to see
Speaker 1: Nickel died. Yeah, like I used to work in Nike,
Speaker 1: like Nika was my first job after Chickens Mabe and
Speaker 1: so I used to be there, like you know, everybody
Speaker 1: want weed, don't break And my brother used to have weed.
Speaker 1: But my brother ain't used to have no pounds. So
Speaker 1: I may work trying to sell the shit. Shit just
Speaker 1: ain't no money because at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: I gotta go bat it, spend it the same money
Speaker 1: and bad again. So I'm like, what money coming at this?
Speaker 1: I'm just doing the legal shit for I reason.
Speaker 2: So I just stopped. I like, are you supposed to
Speaker 2: break it down? You know what I'm saying. If you
Speaker 2: buy it for this, you got to sell it for
Speaker 2: that to make money.
Speaker 1: Noah, Cause it's like then the weed off said it
Speaker 1: want just the best weed. You Memphis don't be having
Speaker 1: good weeds, oh okay, yeah, And so like indeed Memphis
Speaker 1: people cheap, like at one point it was twenty dollars
Speaker 1: for a ground and then it's just like out of nowhere,
Speaker 1: grounds was ten dollars. Yeah, and so like everybody like
Speaker 1: I ain't paying no ten dollars on a ground?
Speaker 2: What you on?
Speaker 1: Fifteen? On? You texting this too? Extra five dollars? So
Speaker 1: I just said this ain't for what I do. I said,
Speaker 1: fuck this shit. So I just I just worked jobs
Speaker 1: my whole life, right, And then yeah, I can't say
Speaker 1: the other shit.
Speaker 2: Yeah I know you you because you already told me
Speaker 2: you was on some Jack Moved stuff. Yeah you said that.
Speaker 2: DOT think I forgot what you said.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So it was like I had stopped working two
Speaker 1: years before I blew up, because it was at one
Speaker 1: point in Memphis I had got known because me and
Speaker 1: my friends we had I had been rapping. I wasn't
Speaker 1: just known like that, but they just knew me a
Speaker 1: tabby like maybe a friend of people. Me and my
Speaker 1: friends all made the song. Then when it got big
Speaker 1: in Memphis, so it was like everybody knew us in Memphis,
Speaker 1: like we was Memphis now. And so I ain't want
Speaker 1: to just go to work no more and people see
Speaker 1: me like, I don't want y'all to like have access
Speaker 1: to me. And I used to kind of be in
Speaker 1: too with people all the time too, and so like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you at work, you can't do nothing to nobody. You
Speaker 1: see them at work. They don't know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So like I ain't want to work no more. I'm like,
Speaker 1: uh uh, because I had got to a point where
Speaker 1: I used to be in too people. I'm like, you
Speaker 1: mind you at work, motherfucker cos there while y'all getting off,
Speaker 1: Like hold on.
Speaker 2: So you get into it, you so wether it people
Speaker 2: would that work with you or people that would come
Speaker 2: into the store.
Speaker 1: No, I worked after that one job. I never worked
Speaker 1: at a job like that again. I was always Memphis
Speaker 1: got a lot of like we're has like that's big
Speaker 1: in Memphis. Like everybody work at tim Services and we'rehouse jobs.
Speaker 1: And I had a lot of warehouse jobs and I
Speaker 1: work in there and you know you bound to see
Speaker 1: anybody in her because everybody worked there, like Amazon, Nike.
Speaker 2: Yeah, there's them jobs.
Speaker 1: Big in Memphis. And so yeah, I just I used
Speaker 1: to be in two people and shitting.
Speaker 2: And so why you got into it with people?
Speaker 1: Don't glow because bu just behave.
Speaker 2: No you gotta do they hate? What did you ever hate?
Speaker 1: I ain't never hated it on nobody for real.
Speaker 2: I tell people a lot of times as a kid
Speaker 2: growing up, work a lot of jobs because it'll let
Speaker 2: you know what you don't want to do when you
Speaker 2: get older. Exactly, you had a lot of jobs. You
Speaker 2: worked in fast food, you worked at selling sneakers, you
Speaker 2: worked in warehouses. When did the buck? When did you like?
Speaker 2: And you said you had you and your your friends
Speaker 2: you have you know you wrapped it was big and memphers.
Speaker 2: So when did the rap bug bite you and you
Speaker 2: say it's okay? I found my calling.
Speaker 1: I started rapping right when the year after I got
Speaker 1: out of high school. I was playing with it in
Speaker 1: high school and when people was telling me I should
Speaker 1: take it serious. The whole time I was working I
Speaker 1: was rapping. I was just like I was basically going
Speaker 1: to work to fund my rap career. Right, I gotta
Speaker 1: go to work. Let me see I'm make You know,
Speaker 1: we get paid a week. So when I was working
Speaker 1: at work, it has it was like ten dollars a hours.
Speaker 1: My cheek probably four hundreds on them every week A right,
Speaker 1: I could put two hundred. The videos are cheap, I
Speaker 1: could put two hundreds half with the video. I ain't
Speaker 1: have no bills. I was still stay on my daddy, right,
Speaker 1: so I was just putting all my money into making videos.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Of course, when I first
Speaker 1: saw my videos, weren't doing nothing, but I was still
Speaker 1: doing them, like right, constantly going up. So basically, yeah,
Speaker 1: when I worked, I was paying bills once I started
Speaker 1: leaving on my own and just funding my wrap card.
Speaker 2: Right, So the message to go back when you were
Speaker 2: at checkers, did you have any did you ever get
Speaker 2: into it with the customers? You had any crazy customers? Store?
Speaker 2: Hold on, you ain't throwing no drinks or nobody.
Speaker 1: You never did nothing like that. I used to talk
Speaker 1: if they talked, she to me, I'm gonna talk to
Speaker 1: you back.
Speaker 2: I mean okay, they say, okay, what if you got
Speaker 2: the order on? What if it's your fault?
Speaker 1: I ain't. Never used to do that. I was like
Speaker 1: a vet, like I could probably if I was to
Speaker 1: go to a fast food restaurant, a restaurant and works
Speaker 1: through today, I would have a down packed like. I
Speaker 1: knew the men you like without having to click the screen.
Speaker 1: I knew the mean you. I knew how much to
Speaker 1: tell them, like if they come and say I want
Speaker 1: a number saving spikes the chicken saund all right, seven
Speaker 1: thirty one. The price it was back then, right, seven
Speaker 1: thirty one. Oh add the sweet tea. It's like a
Speaker 1: dollar and ten cent. I ed it up in my
Speaker 1: head and before I even go ring it up, I
Speaker 1: knew it, like I never missed nohe ugh because I
Speaker 1: just I worked there for like three four years and
Speaker 1: I and.
Speaker 2: You knew all the prices instuff back of your hand. Yeah,
Speaker 2: but you didn't like the fact that somebody come in
Speaker 2: there and get smart with you. Huh.
Speaker 1: Yeah, like they just used to be kind of slow
Speaker 1: like people. You will never appreciate fast food workers until
Speaker 1: you then worked in the fast roof fast food restaurants
Speaker 1: because it's take a lot of patience to work there
Speaker 1: because people come there.
Speaker 2: Oh then like you on a town Oh yeah, yeah, okay.
Speaker 2: You you hate when they like look at the menu
Speaker 2: while you back behind two or three people and don't
Speaker 2: wait till you get up there and talk about uh
Speaker 2: let me get a number four? Yeah, like no pickle,
Speaker 2: no onion? Uh uh your rings.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like as a cash shirt, you got a
Speaker 1: time like you cain't like once the time go up
Speaker 1: too high, you're gonna get in trouble, like because it's
Speaker 1: like probably was twelve fifteen check or restaurants and mentors. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and you know we used to rank off which one
Speaker 1: hit the best time the most call. So there's a cashier,
Speaker 1: we got to move the carse like we on the town.
Speaker 1: And so when they get back their acting slow. So
Speaker 1: what come on the hamburger? Bitch? Do you about burger?
Speaker 1: Right there?
Speaker 2: Look, you don't think that's a little aggressive, but in
Speaker 2: my head.
Speaker 1: That's like used to be thinking. And so like they'll
Speaker 1: just get back there taking our day. You know. Sometimes
Speaker 1: there's a casheer would be like okay, anything else, and
Speaker 1: they'll take that defensive like hold on, let me let
Speaker 1: me look, And so they'll just get to talk and
Speaker 1: she then talking smartest and that's what you are. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Or they'll say something like I got this creepoint and
Speaker 1: it's too old, like they should have say twenty seventeen
Speaker 1: and it's twenty nineteen. Bitch, you can't use tea and
Speaker 1: they get something. Let me talk to your manager, I'm saying.
Speaker 1: She gonna tell you the same thing. And they'll just
Speaker 1: catch attitudes, bitch, I'll catch you outside of works like
Speaker 1: what people in drive thoos be talking crazy. That's why
Speaker 1: I said I never worked a little fast food job
Speaker 1: after them, right.
Speaker 2: Okay, So now you start to struggle. You got your
Speaker 2: car repossessed, you're sleeping on your friend's couch, and they
Speaker 2: about to get a victor or they got evicted. So
Speaker 2: now what's the lowest point that you say, damn, I
Speaker 2: got to make something happen.
Speaker 1: It's all crazy. I was probably my lowest right before
Speaker 1: I blew up, Like right before I blew up, like
Speaker 1: the I'm gonna say the seven months before I blew up,
Speaker 1: I was at my lowest. So I always was at
Speaker 1: all my friends. I always had my own apartment, I
Speaker 1: always had my own car, and it was just like
Speaker 1: I'm say one was a bad year once like after
Speaker 1: my birthday, and it was it was just like everything
Speaker 1: went down heel and shit. But the whole time, I'm
Speaker 1: still having faith. I'm like, okay, like I was, I
Speaker 1: have zero dollars. My manager he's he's still with me,
Speaker 1: he nin' mark, and so like I have zero dollars,
Speaker 1: I'd be like, I ain't gonna lit the mark. Let
Speaker 1: me like, let me borrow four hundred dollars real week.
Speaker 1: So I shoot this video and our problems. When I
Speaker 1: blew up, I got you like I used to I
Speaker 1: got text message on my phone and I used to
Speaker 1: always tell him me and like I just have nothing
Speaker 1: and still want to go shoot the video or want
Speaker 1: to go to the studio. Shit. And so yeah, he
Speaker 1: had got to a point. I had never stayed with
Speaker 1: one of my friends. I always had my own sit
Speaker 1: and so that was like a prid thing because I
Speaker 1: never hit to ask nobody with them. And so I
Speaker 1: started staying with my friend Gloss right she was going
Speaker 1: through she at the same time. She was pregnant with
Speaker 1: her sickond baby at this time, so like she going
Speaker 1: through shit too, she gotta go stay with another motherfuck
Speaker 1: And so I'm like, damn, where the pook I'm fin
Speaker 1: to go. So it was at a point I was
Speaker 1: like I could have stayed with my mama, but I
Speaker 1: didn't want to stay with my mom. You've grown now,
Speaker 1: you like I like my mama wanted them like she's
Speaker 1: still streaked, like how it was when I was sitting. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: you come in my hasse pats eleven o'clock. I can't
Speaker 1: stay with you because I know I'm coming your hosepet.
Speaker 1: So I couldn't stayed with my mom and my daddy
Speaker 1: my daddy just had like a swamp pass at the time,
Speaker 1: like it's just somewhere you don't want to live, right,
Speaker 1: it's a girl anyway, And so like it was at
Speaker 1: a time like I just be out all day because
Speaker 1: I didn't have nowhere to go, Like I just go
Speaker 1: to everybody house because I don't got nowhere to go.
Speaker 1: And then after I just swallowed my pride and I
Speaker 1: just started living with my friend Tee because I just
Speaker 1: never used to want to ask nobody to stay with them,
Speaker 1: because I always was the one everybody came to to
Speaker 1: asks for she. So imagine you always asks me for she.
Speaker 1: Then I just got to come back and ask you.
Speaker 1: He just beat my like my pride. Yeah, and then
Speaker 1: it was just right after that I had blue throat.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean you got your car repossessed, and yeah,
Speaker 2: why didn't you give up? Because there there are times
Speaker 2: that I mean, I'm probably sure that you felt like
Speaker 2: you're like, damn, I ain't got no really no place
Speaker 2: to stay out of lost my car, I ain't got
Speaker 2: no money in my account. Yeah, what kept you going?
Speaker 1: Because my music could still be going viral on like
Speaker 1: like when I post my music, it is still be
Speaker 1: doing good and people you're making money off that. I
Speaker 1: won't making money.
Speaker 2: So what the hell virus got to do it? They
Speaker 2: got no money pocket?
Speaker 1: I was like, he's against somewhere.
Speaker 2: Okay, they knowing me.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm not making no money
Speaker 1: like I was. I'll pay to go get on the show.
Speaker 1: Like if somebody find to come to the city, like
Speaker 1: a big artist or an artist is kind of good,
Speaker 1: I'll pay to get on the show to perform.
Speaker 2: You paying them to get on DJ? Yeah, is that normal?
Speaker 1: Well, if you upcoming artists and you want to be known,
Speaker 1: like you gotta pay it for this shit, Like you
Speaker 1: ain't just gonna don't nobody know who you is. Ain't
Speaker 1: nobody just gonna pay you to get on no show.
Speaker 1: They don't know who you is? Right, So like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you got is an upcom artist. You gotta pay to
Speaker 1: do this shit like and so yeah, my car had
Speaker 1: got repexisted like probably two weeks. I had made the
Speaker 1: song fnl il ready right, and I hadn't paid my
Speaker 1: like call in like three months. I was like, fuck
Speaker 1: this shit and so on?
Speaker 2: So how you hired it out because you know they
Speaker 2: coming to get it three months they coming to get it.
Speaker 1: I used to park behind my friend car.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, so they they couldn't get how.
Speaker 1: They couldn't eat it. I used to park it behind
Speaker 1: my friend car. But you know what it was that
Speaker 1: whole time though, I had just like the twenty twenty
Speaker 1: one year was the year I had that one heartbreak
Speaker 1: I told you about. I was going through it at
Speaker 1: the same time, so it was like everything was downhill
Speaker 1: that year and so on. But my Mrmusic, my music
Speaker 1: were doing good, but I wasn't getting paid off food,
Speaker 1: so we didin't lie like my Maory's doing good. I
Speaker 1: still got no money. So I had went on this.
Speaker 1: I said, Okay, I'm going to see today past because
Speaker 1: some gotta change. Me and my friend my sister tease
Speaker 1: when twenty twenty two kinds we had said. We sat down,
Speaker 1: we was in her living room, and we were like,
Speaker 1: some gotta change this year, Like we gotta do something
Speaker 1: different that we've been doing for all these other years.
Speaker 1: And so we were like, all right, we got a
Speaker 1: no niggas, no liquor, we ain't going out.
Speaker 2: None of that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So we were like, we're gonna do this and
Speaker 1: then see what their hip out like because we constantly
Speaker 1: like in the same predictament. It's something that gotta change
Speaker 1: to stop the repetities. So I stopped talking to all
Speaker 1: the niggas and shit, I stopped the little I stopped
Speaker 1: drinking because I had got on this shit real bad.
Speaker 1: Like I got on this shit real bad, and like
Speaker 1: I had just I was on the too bad and
Speaker 1: I won't going out. And then we had started doing it.
Speaker 1: We ain't have no being to doing to get some money. Irry,
Speaker 1: I blew up right after this though, so like that
Speaker 1: sixty days we had started in March, so like we
Speaker 1: got the rest of the bulls shit out of our
Speaker 1: season for the rest of the Jeni year figures. March
Speaker 1: came around, we said, all right, so I made the
Speaker 1: first something shit needs to be in a change. My
Speaker 1: my friend caught her job because she was working as
Speaker 1: a security guard and liking and she had That's when
Speaker 1: I blew up after them sixty days because I made
Speaker 1: the song April twenty first, and the song came out
Speaker 1: April twenty ninth, which means by made the first that
Speaker 1: was the seat today.
Speaker 2: The song blew up? How did it blow up so big?
Speaker 2: Did somebody big repost it. I mean, how did it
Speaker 2: get traction and just take off like it did?
Speaker 1: So I used to make trillers out of time, so
Speaker 1: like that's what Upcoll my artists do from Memphis for show.
Speaker 1: We do a song then like make a triller to it,
Speaker 1: like a kind of like a tea top, and I
Speaker 1: posted it and it just would start going up like
Speaker 1: people like we liked the song, and I had songs
Speaker 1: before that they did there too, Like that's why I said,
Speaker 1: like the whole the whole year, my attraction was building
Speaker 1: slowly in the city and surround the areas. And so
Speaker 1: the first person they had reposted the song was damn,
Speaker 1: who's the first person? Shit? Oh damn. I couldn't even know.
Speaker 1: It was a DJ why I can't think of her
Speaker 1: name right now, I'm off. The tailor for it was
Speaker 1: a DJ French Mon Channel DJ what's her name? What's
Speaker 1: French Mon channel? DJ nine, the girl Duffy DJ Duffey. Okay,
Speaker 1: I couldn't think of it because I'm about djud for
Speaker 1: the first one. They made a video to it, and
Speaker 1: then everybody else he just started going crazy everywhere and
Speaker 1: they blew up.
Speaker 2: I mean, but you see Cardi b Sweetie Lotto. They
Speaker 2: coat sat there like, okay you that? So how did
Speaker 2: that make you feel? When artists that's already on and
Speaker 2: everybody knows who they are give you the hall pass
Speaker 2: and say you you next?
Speaker 1: It feel a super good because these people I listened
Speaker 1: to and like, I watched Cardhole come up, like when
Speaker 1: she first blew up, I went back and watched Home
Speaker 1: on Love and hib hop and listened to her all
Speaker 1: music and shit, and I just I liked her story.
Speaker 1: And so it says, you know, once you want the's
Speaker 1: people you watch say something good about you, it just
Speaker 1: make you feel good. Damn. I okay, I like you.
Speaker 1: I look up to you. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: But you know, sometimes it's hard for women to support
Speaker 2: other women. Sometimes it's hard for black to support other blacks.
Speaker 2: Why is that? I mean cause, I mean they make
Speaker 2: it seem like if I support you, if I say
Speaker 2: something good about you, that's gonna impact my money, Like
Speaker 2: they ain't enough money out there. I mean, once I
Speaker 2: saw the pandemic and I saw American the government start
Speaker 2: printing money, I was like, man, I'm good, They'll never
Speaker 2: run out of money, so I ain't well, I've never
Speaker 2: interfere with anybody else trying to make their paper. But
Speaker 2: I mean, I ain't never been like that. Why why
Speaker 2: is it like that? Why do why is it so
Speaker 2: hard for women to support other women in our community,
Speaker 2: to support our own community.
Speaker 1: I just feel like women are naturally competitive.
Speaker 2: Shit, we all competitive women.
Speaker 1: I think we like more competitive. Really, yeah, I don't
Speaker 1: think it'd be like such a hate thing. I just
Speaker 1: feel like, you know, women are competitive.
Speaker 2: Uh, now, mention you? I mean you, I mean you
Speaker 2: got them, you got them heavyweights, saying they glow that
Speaker 2: in you know I Bragg difference.
Speaker 1: You feel me.
Speaker 2: So it's a Memphis thing.
Speaker 1: Huh yep.
Speaker 2: So so how did you get did labels start reaching
Speaker 2: out when they so? How did how did this now
Speaker 2: all of a sudden, how did glow realer tie sid?
Speaker 1: So after my song was going viral or all the
Speaker 1: labels was calling me like I had a label me
Speaker 1: when they're almost every label this a label. So it
Speaker 1: was like I was in calls back to back to back.
Speaker 1: I was going to label me, not the label mean,
Speaker 1: not the label mean. When she when I had finally
Speaker 1: went with my decision and she, you know, in the
Speaker 1: midst of that, everybody was like seeing me blow up
Speaker 1: and everybody was just showing little what was it about?
Speaker 2: Got It?
Speaker 1: It was so crazy. I'd be telling I'll be telling
Speaker 1: them this like I actually was scared to me we
Speaker 1: got it, like cause it's really every Memphis person dream
Speaker 1: is to like, well upcoming rapper, they want to sign
Speaker 1: a god like got It. CMG like the biggest label
Speaker 1: in Memphis, and so I was just going to all
Speaker 1: the label means, you know, I didn't feel like no,
Speaker 1: no one really believed in me, like they was thinking.
Speaker 1: I was a moment like when I was talking to everybody,
Speaker 1: like they was coming off is. I was a moment
Speaker 1: like they'll be like, Okay, let's hear your other music,
Speaker 1: and they just wanted I was playing tomorrow, I playing
Speaker 1: every song, you know what I'm saying for them, and
Speaker 1: they just they worried about FNL and FNL was like
Speaker 1: the producer song at the time, and so like it's
Speaker 1: like they couldn't do nothing off their song. And so
Speaker 1: when I talked to god It, he was like, I
Speaker 1: don't even want to talk about I want to hear
Speaker 1: of other music. What else you got? Like I don't
Speaker 1: even that's cool, that's big. Yeah, but let me hear
Speaker 1: what else you got? Nobody here, nobody to mean, was
Speaker 1: just too much current about it, like they was everybody
Speaker 1: focus was this song because they saw how fast it
Speaker 1: was moving up. And yeah, then like a lot of
Speaker 1: them like they weren't really they off it was on
Speaker 1: tonge by nothing And like I said, I could just
Speaker 1: tell I would have just been moved to the side
Speaker 1: if it was up to them. But yeah, when I
Speaker 1: talk to God, he just it's like he just had bigger,
Speaker 1: a bigger vision.
Speaker 2: So you're on a yacht. Now you get with God
Speaker 2: and you're on the private jet. You signed the contract
Speaker 2: at that moment? What's going through your mind?
Speaker 1: So I had sound got it before that? Okay, Yeah,
Speaker 1: And so when I had first sign this ship, like
Speaker 1: ain't gonna I was having it, spoke like I don't
Speaker 1: wanna tell nobody because I know my friend's gonna be
Speaker 1: too excited and go telling it about it, right, But
Speaker 1: you know, I got my sister. I tell my sister
Speaker 1: head thing tees and she we was just talking about it.
Speaker 1: And he's a big ass fan of guy like teasers,
Speaker 1: like a gotty fan. So like we were just talking
Speaker 1: about it, and like I was talking to her about
Speaker 1: all the politics. I was talking to her manager about it,
Speaker 1: and I was just excited about it. Like I don't know,
Speaker 1: I don't know if I showed him I was excited
Speaker 1: about it.
Speaker 2: What I was just you trying to hold it in.
Speaker 2: You didn't want to see twist.
Speaker 1: I was too excited about it, and she is so
Speaker 1: edything just ended up being anything.
Speaker 2: So when you got to check, what was one of
Speaker 2: the first things you bought.
Speaker 1: I had got my teeth done. Oh yeah, I had
Speaker 1: some choppers in my mouth. Uh huh, I had some chop.
Speaker 1: My real teeth is like baby shark. So I got
Speaker 1: my nerves. Oh you have some shark te baby shark.
Speaker 2: Oh bad. Oh you got to look at that. Look
Speaker 2: at that. The parent of white guy. Well did you
Speaker 2: always coume like I always remember, Like when I was
Speaker 2: growing up, always said, if I ever got some money,
Speaker 2: the first thing I'm doing, I'm going to the dentist.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna get these things because I mean, I'm in
Speaker 2: people face too much.
Speaker 1: Exactly, Like, well, your teeth is a big party.
Speaker 2: You're never gonna call me cabin the creek. Ah No,
Speaker 2: So I mean I'm talking about I talk about people,
Speaker 2: and you know how you go talk about people and
Speaker 2: you got a ragging the mouth because that's the you talking.
Speaker 2: People see your mouth. So I gotta get that.
Speaker 1: Like your teeth is like probably the biggest part of
Speaker 1: your parents.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's smile. And you know our people smile some
Speaker 2: time of the club. I already know you smile smiling. Starting.
Speaker 1: I used to like talk with my mouth clothes like
Speaker 1: I still kind of I'm I'm just now getting out
Speaker 1: of it because I got pretty teeth now. But like
Speaker 1: I used to talk about mouth clothes like I used
Speaker 1: to be like hell, like I don't want people to
Speaker 1: see my teeth.
Speaker 2: So what is it like? So obviously he got your
Speaker 2: money bag yo, eesg forty two?
Speaker 1: So what is it? What?
Speaker 2: What's so special? What is it about Gotti that you like? You? Oh,
Speaker 2: you made the right decision. But what is it about him?
Speaker 1: What you mean about me? Sign? No?
Speaker 2: You know what makes him special?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I got it like he like he
Speaker 1: from Memphis, so he gets you know, yeah, he get it,
Speaker 1: you hear me? And so like, I don't feel like
Speaker 1: if I would have just like signed to other people,
Speaker 1: they are like understand like where I be coming from
Speaker 1: a lot, like even in the studio, gotta be understanding
Speaker 1: me and where I be coming from, like cause you know,
Speaker 1: people be failing to understand me a lot of times. Right,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And so he's smart, he's
Speaker 1: super smart.
Speaker 2: He is. And then right you go hard? Though, does
Speaker 2: they ever say, hey, you got to pull back on
Speaker 2: this now? Like what you mean you go hard?
Speaker 3: Look?
Speaker 2: You know might be I mean look at your songs
Speaker 2: that you got F and L and the way you
Speaker 2: and the way you go about it. I mean there's
Speaker 2: something about there's something about Memphis.
Speaker 1: You're talking about go hard, Like what type of you
Speaker 1: you're talking about?
Speaker 2: Like a good thing or good thing? It's a good thing.
Speaker 1: Always hear me. I'll be hard.
Speaker 2: Here's a good thing.
Speaker 1: I thought you saying, like, like go hard, like going
Speaker 1: do ham doing some she ain't got no beating.
Speaker 2: No no no no no no no no no. But
Speaker 2: I mean obviously, I mean what you're doing is working. Yeah,
Speaker 2: So I mean, why why would you train what's working?
Speaker 1: That's why I said, he knows me if it's sound.
Speaker 1: So that's why that's another reason I was glad I'm
Speaker 1: glad that I work with him because he know the
Speaker 1: sound right, and so I'll he'd be like, like, when
Speaker 1: I make a song, a song can be this way.
Speaker 1: Got it gonna go change like the whole sequence of
Speaker 1: the shep and make it the song? Did it ill?
Speaker 6: Like?
Speaker 2: She like?
Speaker 1: He'd be like really, he'd be really producing and she so.
Speaker 2: Did you get it? Okay, you got your te done.
Speaker 2: You ain't gonna get a wheel I had.
Speaker 1: Got a wheeled last year because I'm not a driver.
Speaker 2: You can't drive.
Speaker 1: I got kind of lifessele. I got my life when
Speaker 1: I was eighteen. But I just don't like driving.
Speaker 2: So you like you like being driven exactly, so you're
Speaker 2: hoping the passage. You seet like it ain't nothing.
Speaker 1: I hop in a bag seat like it ain't. She
Speaker 1: I hopping the trunk for all the drivers, Like I
Speaker 1: hate driving?
Speaker 2: Like, why you got a car? You ain't gonna do driving.
Speaker 1: I ain't finna be calling hubers all day this shit
Speaker 1: haph but you ain't driving, So why you capt because
Speaker 1: somebody else? My brother gonna drive from me and the
Speaker 1: cars be hurt.
Speaker 2: Boy, she is to be cute, huh. So you get
Speaker 2: a car based on the cuteness of it. You ain't
Speaker 2: behind the wheel, so they don't know.
Speaker 1: I do be behind the wheel sometimes though, cause I
Speaker 1: don't be having people to drive me sometimes, and I'll
Speaker 1: be behind the wheel.
Speaker 2: Did you did when you came into it and you
Speaker 2: got some money? Did it? Was it a situation where
Speaker 2: people all of a sudden come out to wood work
Speaker 2: for a low break it? Break break your girl, I'll
Speaker 2: break your boy off.
Speaker 1: Yeah that was bad. But I shipshit down quick, like
Speaker 1: people know, like I'm people less option now that come
Speaker 1: ask me. See, don't come asking me for shit just
Speaker 1: because you know I get it, like and I make
Speaker 1: sure people know that like my mom and my daddy
Speaker 1: they sit straight everybody else because I fuck with people anyway,
Speaker 1: like I randomly just you need these I just fuckle
Speaker 1: people anyway. So just because you know I got it,
Speaker 1: because at the end of the day, I got bills
Speaker 1: pay too. I don't only pay my bills, I pay
Speaker 1: the bill too. So right, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4: So even though not to come to me asking me,
Speaker 4: if you do, realize once you say no, it gets
Speaker 4: easier to say though.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. And like I said, I'm blunt even when
Speaker 1: I do it, like if it's like down, if it's
Speaker 1: crunch time and they come to me, I ain't never
Speaker 1: gonna leave them behind and dry.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do it.
Speaker 1: But you're gonna get that fifteen hour speech about it
Speaker 1: while you bushing and why you gotta get your shit together.
Speaker 1: I'm I'm gonna lay this whole she's down. Let me
Speaker 1: tell you something. You doing this and that's why you're
Speaker 1: sucking up because you shouldn't have to ask me for
Speaker 1: this when you got this nigga right here, Like I'm
Speaker 1: gonna give a whole speech about it.
Speaker 2: Oh you you you putting on blast, Like I'm gonna
Speaker 2: give a.
Speaker 1: Whole speech about it. But I'm gonna help you. But
Speaker 1: if I feel like you like Bush and I'm gonna tell.
Speaker 3: You you.
Speaker 2: You I meant you mentioned that you a DM Cardi
Speaker 2: B and you DM Beyonce. I mean you were you
Speaker 2: nervous when you dim celebs.
Speaker 1: I'm not nervous about them and Beyonce because I be
Speaker 1: talking to myself Beyonce DM. I don't even think she'd
Speaker 1: be on Instagram for real. But I'm just like a
Speaker 1: big Beyonce fan, so like, yeah, I'm just losionbout Beyonce,
Speaker 1: But no, when I DMN Cardi B she had already
Speaker 1: d on me first and was like telling me she
Speaker 1: proud of me and stuff like that when I hear
Speaker 1: personally work.
Speaker 2: So, how did that make you feel? Like?
Speaker 1: I feel good? Because I love Cardis right?
Speaker 2: You kind of remind me of Cardy with the y'all swag,
Speaker 2: y'all swag similar Oh we hood bitches. If you could
Speaker 2: collab with anybody, give me like five people. You like
Speaker 2: to collab with?
Speaker 1: Five people? Did I want to collab with that? Heaven?
Speaker 1: Collab with? Okay, number one Beyonce? Okay, number two would
Speaker 1: be mmmm uh hold on everything she is? Okay, we
Speaker 1: got Beyonce, Drake and Luaye. I love him.
Speaker 2: You got them heavyweights. You got them heavyhelders.
Speaker 1: And key Okay yeah.
Speaker 2: What what is it about their sound? What is it
Speaker 2: about them? Take take the name recognition of side, put
Speaker 2: that to the side. We know who and what they represent?
Speaker 2: What is it about their style?
Speaker 1: I like that all of them as artists, like Beyonce.
Speaker 1: I grew up on Beyonce. She forever gonna be my
Speaker 1: favorite artists of all time. Lwayne and Drake, they just
Speaker 1: like lyrical beasts. I love they swagging, they approach to
Speaker 1: to songs and how they come on the beats and ship.
Speaker 1: She keep just with junk and turned like he was
Speaker 1: the first young turnt rapper I ever knew about. Like
Speaker 1: he was just well, he want the first that I
Speaker 1: knew about. But I just loved he swagged with it
Speaker 1: like he didn't give a fuck, Like he made being
Speaker 1: h grunchy, a grunchy ass nigga from the hood that
Speaker 1: didn't give a fuck cool. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: He started a whole way and uh he was just
Speaker 1: like I said, he was turning and give a fuck?
Speaker 1: Who else? I say, firtu firnture just to go, So.
Speaker 2: Give give it, I'll tell you. Okay, give me give
Speaker 2: me my rush Moore, you only get four give me
Speaker 2: my rushmore rappers. You can go back far you want
Speaker 2: to go, or you can go right now. Give me
Speaker 2: your four best rappers of all time.
Speaker 1: Okay. So I'm only twenty four, So like I can't
Speaker 1: say rappers the wire before me because I don't know
Speaker 1: they music. So i'ma say lo Wayne. I feel like
Speaker 1: low Wayne one of the best rappers in the whole world.
Speaker 1: About rappers. Yeah, okay, rappers Lea Lwayne.
Speaker 2: Drake, you're going Drake or you just said that under
Speaker 2: your breath, because I mean you decided convinced. I mean
Speaker 2: you you blurted out wheezy.
Speaker 1: Let me let me make sure hold on low Wayne
Speaker 1: cheek key, because you know, I'm trying to make sure
Speaker 1: this is the right line up. So you who I
Speaker 1: think the best? Because my favorite I don't think the best.
Speaker 2: Okay, that's okay, that we're going the best.
Speaker 1: We're going, we're going the best, not my favorite.
Speaker 2: We go on Mount Rushmore.
Speaker 1: Okay, so we're going who I think the best and
Speaker 1: not my favorite? Like, yeah, okay, I'm gonna say Lee,
Speaker 1: Wayne Drake, eminem and JC.
Speaker 2: Yeah damn you got some heavyweights on them. Yeah, y'all.
Speaker 2: Sanna ask you this, Before you got your rapping voice,
Speaker 2: what was your voice? Like? Like, what you mean before
Speaker 2: my you have a heavy voice?
Speaker 1: What do you I always feel like I heard a
Speaker 1: heavy voice that was squeaky at the same time. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like I ain't never just had no soft girls sounding
Speaker 1: voice you have. When I first started rapping, I try
Speaker 1: to make myself sound like a girl because I always
Speaker 1: feel like I hear a deeper voice.
Speaker 2: High social media on a woman.
Speaker 1: They be hard on this social media to be way
Speaker 1: odd on females than men.
Speaker 2: You think so.
Speaker 1: Because a nigga can be ugly as hell, but if
Speaker 1: he bumping, they don't give a fuck. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: we love you. If if they don't like it, uh
Speaker 1: certain part of your body, they think you're too skinny,
Speaker 1: they think of your feet too big, anything. They just
Speaker 1: gonna talk about you all the time, like they were like, Oh,
Speaker 1: you're female, You're supposed to be perfect. Like down, look
Speaker 1: down hold men to the being perfect? Down? Did they
Speaker 1: hold women to this? So?
Speaker 2: How does that impact you? The body shaming to talk
Speaker 2: about your feet big or you're skinny? You this?
Speaker 1: You?
Speaker 2: That does that impact you? That that make you feel
Speaker 2: a certain type of way about yourself?
Speaker 1: It don't make me feel a certain type of waight
Speaker 1: Like whatever I think about myself is what I think
Speaker 1: about myself. Like if I think I'm too skinny, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go to the gym and games. A wait if
Speaker 1: I think that not because they see the though whatever
Speaker 1: I do is because what my thought came is never
Speaker 1: when nobody will see if I whatever I do is
Speaker 1: something I want to do. It's never nothing nobody else
Speaker 1: made me do.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, that's what's up. So let me ask you this.
Speaker 2: You're twenty four, you're twenty four, right, go back. What
Speaker 2: would twenty four year old Glow tell eighteen year old Glow?
Speaker 1: I would tell myself to keep the focus right, to
Speaker 1: keep going, and to put in the work right.
Speaker 2: How have been a star? Being who you are right now?
Speaker 2: How that changed you?
Speaker 1: You know? You just made me look at a lot
Speaker 1: of shit from certain different perspectives. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: from a high perspective and shit, But I Nene grew
Speaker 1: and the matured a lot from it, you know, and
Speaker 1: being able to see different shit. Because before I blew up,
Speaker 1: I didn't see a lot of sheep. Now I'm able
Speaker 1: to see different shit, So I the matured a lot.
Speaker 1: I Nene learned a lot of most sheep.
Speaker 2: If I sit down with you, say five years from today,
Speaker 2: let's do it on your thirty you're thirty, what you're
Speaker 2: gonna be able to tell me what's your music career
Speaker 2: gonna look like at thirty? How different will it be
Speaker 2: from twenty four?
Speaker 1: Uh? I might not talk about the exact same ship.
Speaker 6: But I'm still be there, bitch, little rella. Ladies and gentlemen,
Speaker 6: thanks for Jordan, Thank you.
Speaker 3: All my life, grinding, all my life, sacrifice, hustle pay
Speaker 3: the price. Wanta slice got to brow the dice, the
Speaker 3: swap all my life. I'd be grinding all my life. Yeah,
Speaker 3: all my life, grinding, all my.
Speaker 1: Life, sacrifice, hustle, pay the price. One slice, got to
Speaker 1: brow the dice, the swap all my life.
Speaker 3: I've been grinding all my life.