WEBVTT - Prison Is Big Business

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<v Speaker 1>Remember an aggravated battery. I with a hand in the

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<v Speaker 1>leg like being related. I can't attack the money broad

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<v Speaker 1>face the line from the Los Angeles Get the Gangster

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<v Speaker 1>chronic post Sos McDonald race you right, Junior and Alex

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<v Speaker 1>lns on the digital soap us Let work. So what's

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<v Speaker 1>happening with your big James? Ain't nothing much, man, Glad

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<v Speaker 1>to be back at work. Bro. I love being up here. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I might not go home tonight. Just something to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Get out the damn house. I'm trying to the house. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>about time I got tired over the course. This is

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<v Speaker 1>another episode of a gainst the chronicles. I'm sitting in.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm norm Steel. You may have saw me on the

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<v Speaker 1>first two episodes, first two or three episodes, wasn't it?

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<v Speaker 1>First three, first three episodes. Now I'm back in the

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<v Speaker 1>saddle again with my man, James, holding on to my man.

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<v Speaker 1>Regy right, the third reg right, the second return by

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<v Speaker 1>Regie right, second returns home. So what's been going on

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<v Speaker 1>with you James? When this quarantine? Man? Oh not man

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<v Speaker 1>standing out to win everybody and and I'm doing my

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<v Speaker 1>part to to stay alive for sure, and we are

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<v Speaker 1>practicing social distance people. I actually just had a big

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<v Speaker 1>dart batter mask on and take it off to get

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<v Speaker 1>you guys this amazing content. Um, I didn't quite sign

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<v Speaker 1>right with that, and I was trying to make it work,

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<v Speaker 1>but it didn't work, so they had had me take

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<v Speaker 1>that off. So now we're back. Um, it's been a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of stuff going on. We just had an amazing

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<v Speaker 1>interview last week with Warring g Oh. Yeah, I dig

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<v Speaker 1>that man. That dude. He he enlightened me on a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of ship I didn't know. You know. Uh, it's

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<v Speaker 1>just crazy how they come up starting from nothing and

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<v Speaker 1>then they get to the point where where you at now,

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<v Speaker 1>but then not without help, you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>And then just to make through that, and then you

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<v Speaker 1>had all of these people around you that I could

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<v Speaker 1>have had you where you was at, where you wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to be, way ahead of time exactly. It didn't happen

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<v Speaker 1>that way. I bet you should really trip that on

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<v Speaker 1>not getting that dude though. Man, that was a big

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<v Speaker 1>loss for death Row for a lot of a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of people that the right artists that wanted to come

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<v Speaker 1>to death Row didn't come. Sug had a certain ear

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<v Speaker 1>and knew what he wanted, and he turned down a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of money. He turned down a lot of people

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<v Speaker 1>that was gonna make money. Well, man, yeah, he turned

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<v Speaker 1>out a whole lot of stuff. Man, But you know

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<v Speaker 1>what the warrings, he probably wound up in the best sixtuations.

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<v Speaker 1>He went on the deaf jam and went on to

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<v Speaker 1>do some amazing things. Um, I was looking the other day, man,

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't know how we missed this man. Gentlemen

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<v Speaker 1>by the name of Matthew Charles. Man Matthew Charles was

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<v Speaker 1>a longtime drug dealer from North Carolina. Charles was convicted

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<v Speaker 1>of selling grahams of crack and illegally possessing the gun.

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<v Speaker 1>Labeled a career offender because of previous conventions evolving drugs, weapons,

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<v Speaker 1>domestic violence, breaking the homes, assault, kidnapping, and larceny, he

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<v Speaker 1>was sentenced to thirty five years in prison. Charles turned

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<v Speaker 1>out to be a model inminate. Authority said he organized

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<v Speaker 1>the Bible study, mentored other prisoners, and took college courses

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<v Speaker 1>to become a law clerk. Charles applied for early release

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<v Speaker 1>several times, and the federal judge granted it to him

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<v Speaker 1>in two thousand and sixteen. Once started prison, Charles continued

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<v Speaker 1>his mission to turn his life around. He moved to Nashville,

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<v Speaker 1>got a job as a driver, and volunteered as a

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<v Speaker 1>food at a food pantry. He also started dating again

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<v Speaker 1>and reconnected with his family, but federal persecutors fought the

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<v Speaker 1>jay Is ruling an appeals court degree that Charles did

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<v Speaker 1>not qualify for release because he was a repeat criminal

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<v Speaker 1>offender and ordered him back to prisoner, serving estimated nine

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<v Speaker 1>more years. He surrendered to a prisoner Kentucky last May.

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<v Speaker 1>At the two years of freedom, he said he refused

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<v Speaker 1>to be bitter. You know. Eventually they went and gave

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<v Speaker 1>the guy's freedom again. Um, they let him back out,

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<v Speaker 1>and think January I from not mistaken. They let him

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<v Speaker 1>back out of jail aft to put another appeal in.

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<v Speaker 1>But just imagine what an incredible mind funk that would

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<v Speaker 1>be for you to be in prison. You already got

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<v Speaker 1>your mind set to do these thirty six years, right,

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<v Speaker 1>they left you all after twenty and you go home

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<v Speaker 1>and this man will third him of life. He got

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<v Speaker 1>him a girlfriend, got him a job, He volunteering some places.

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<v Speaker 1>Looks like the looks like he was really back on point,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean? Well, after two years. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he got his ship together and then they got to

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<v Speaker 1>look at it. If he ain't committed a crime within

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<v Speaker 1>that time to violate at least violate and then put

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<v Speaker 1>him back in there, then that's like some double jeopardy

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<v Speaker 1>ship that it don't make no sense to leave him

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<v Speaker 1>on the street for two years and then say you

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<v Speaker 1>don't you don't qualify, You don't qualify for something. Why

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<v Speaker 1>are they working with him? He looked like an older dude,

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<v Speaker 1>so it don't make no sense. And then he did

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<v Speaker 1>another nine years. Yeah he didn't. Well, actually he was

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<v Speaker 1>in there. I think he did another not quite nine years,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think he did another five years and they

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<v Speaker 1>let him back out again. Um, it's like a thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I would think that he was entitled to some kind

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<v Speaker 1>of because they let him back out this past January.

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<v Speaker 1>You would think that he would be entitled to some

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<v Speaker 1>kind of settlement or something like that if he didn't sue.

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<v Speaker 1>The shot of them man something trying to do that. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>it would take them take him a minute to sue

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<v Speaker 1>and go through all the all the bullshit. But I

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<v Speaker 1>would have did something because you just can't play with

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<v Speaker 1>my life like that. I mean after doing twenty You

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<v Speaker 1>gotta think it's hard getting out of prison and then

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<v Speaker 1>coming back into society after twenty years, a whole lot

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<v Speaker 1>of ship change, and you're stretching your head trying to

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<v Speaker 1>figure out how I'm gonna get it because everything is

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<v Speaker 1>against you. You can't go and get a job because

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<v Speaker 1>after that ninety day background check come, they're gonna fire you,

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<v Speaker 1>so you can't and keep a job. Then you you're

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<v Speaker 1>looking at how people has changed. Some sh it. You

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<v Speaker 1>can't tyler ate some shit. You just gotta you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>deal with it. The way people is so just that

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<v Speaker 1>in itself. Man, it's hard. It's hard. But then they

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<v Speaker 1>put you in jail and they said they're gonna rehabilitate you.

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<v Speaker 1>You let me out and I do good for two years.

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<v Speaker 1>But you're saying I didn't deserve that. He already showed

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<v Speaker 1>you two years I didn't change, So he should have

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<v Speaker 1>got a pass on that. Let him continue doing If

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<v Speaker 1>you put an ankle brisont on him, let him keep

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<v Speaker 1>doing what he's doing. Why take him back out of

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<v Speaker 1>society and then giving five more years that would have

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<v Speaker 1>broken me to would have pitched me to funk off. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know actually if I you know, I know

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people, I wouldn't want to turn myself

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<v Speaker 1>back in. But then you're running for the rest of

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<v Speaker 1>your life, so you gotta worry about that. I can't

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<v Speaker 1>use my name, I can't go here, I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to get caught out. I can drive because if I

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<v Speaker 1>get pulled over, then them fucked. Yeah, you just think

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<v Speaker 1>about though, the actual people, man, like when it happens

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<v Speaker 1>to you. Because I don't know what I would have did.

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<v Speaker 1>It's easy to say, me sitting up here today, what

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<v Speaker 1>I would have done it, what I wouldn't have done,

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<v Speaker 1>But it would have been hard for me to just

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<v Speaker 1>voluntarily go turn myself in after these people have set

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<v Speaker 1>me free. You gotta think about this dude's mindset because

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if you ever get used to the idea,

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<v Speaker 1>man of doing that much time, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>You're sitting up there in jail, man, and you don't

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<v Speaker 1>kind of just got a custom to what's going on.

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<v Speaker 1>Then somebody gives you your freedom right, they say you're free,

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<v Speaker 1>You're free to go, So you leave. You go out there, man,

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<v Speaker 1>you meet you somebody that you like, You start your

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<v Speaker 1>life all over again, man, and then they come back

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<v Speaker 1>and get you. I would at least think, man, that

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<v Speaker 1>he was do some kind of settlement. I would think

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<v Speaker 1>that they settled some kind of way with this man

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<v Speaker 1>after taking him on that journey. You would think they

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<v Speaker 1>would think it's only right to do it. But they

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<v Speaker 1>don't see nothing wrong in it because they wanted came

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<v Speaker 1>and got him. He did five more years, so they

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<v Speaker 1>don't think they did nothing wrong. They think they within

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<v Speaker 1>the law to do you like that, and it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>just it's just a funked up the way the system

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<v Speaker 1>treat you, you know what I'm saying. So to get

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<v Speaker 1>a taste of his freedom and then get put back

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<v Speaker 1>in the cage, that's that's the killer part. Yeah, exactly, man.

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<v Speaker 1>You know the thing he was, man, and they said that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it was a big outrage over the case. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>They called for President Trump to grant you know, Charles clemency.

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<v Speaker 1>At the same time, the lawmakers and justice reform advocates

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<v Speaker 1>were pushing a rewrite of local drug laws. The result

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<v Speaker 1>was the first step back, which made retroactive for two

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<v Speaker 1>thousand teen law easy mandatory minimum minimum sentences for crack offenses.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, Charles public defenders Mariah Wootten and Michael Holly

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<v Speaker 1>agreed in December twenty seven court filing that the provision

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<v Speaker 1>applied to Charles. Prosecutors didn't fight the motion and on

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<v Speaker 1>January three day rude Charles was entitled to the media release.

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<v Speaker 1>So they went back and they did right at the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the thing. But you just got it. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>that takes us back to those cracking laws anyway. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it's a lot of brothers man that it

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't just him. It's a lot of people, man that

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<v Speaker 1>sat down because you think about the whole premise, is

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<v Speaker 1>just Craig who was selling crack at the time. That

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<v Speaker 1>was young black males, right, wasn't too many people in Hollywood,

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<v Speaker 1>and barely he was selling crack at the time. So

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<v Speaker 1>you would have dudes, man going to prison for twenty

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<v Speaker 1>and thirty years just for eight or fifty you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. A zone. It was going to you know,

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<v Speaker 1>jail for a long time just for a zone. But

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<v Speaker 1>you would get a guy caught with some powder. You

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<v Speaker 1>can't get caught with two officers of powder and do

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<v Speaker 1>way less time. Don't you think it was kind of

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<v Speaker 1>racially motivating at the beginning. Yeah, I think everybody, everybody,

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<v Speaker 1>white boys, Michigan's everybody was getting caught with that ship. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>everybody started going out of town back in the days

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<v Speaker 1>when you was going out of town and set up

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<v Speaker 1>shopping whatever. I don't look at it like that. Everybody,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't give a what race she was was was

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<v Speaker 1>was selling the dope. If you don't think the crack

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<v Speaker 1>was in Beverly, Here's that's where it was right here.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just coming into our neighborhoods. But but all

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<v Speaker 1>the let's say politics, all the rich cats was on it.

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<v Speaker 1>But a lot of them was just doing the powder,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. And then when they got

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<v Speaker 1>to the to the rock ship, the rock just blew

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<v Speaker 1>everybody fucking mind. And that's when you start seeing the

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<v Speaker 1>crackheads and ship. But a lot of people out this

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<v Speaker 1>way and the good areas was doing blow. Yeah, well

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<v Speaker 1>that's what I'm seeing. It's like I think that the

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<v Speaker 1>correct you know, Craig hit the black community way harder.

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<v Speaker 1>James the black community way harder. You know. And don't

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<v Speaker 1>get me wrong, you had white boys hustling, you had

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<v Speaker 1>Mexican people hustling. Everybody was getting the hustle on, but

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<v Speaker 1>the majority of times with some crack came up. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>it was affecting the brothers a lot. It was just effect.

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<v Speaker 1>It was hitting us different. Were the ones getting caught

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<v Speaker 1>with a little bit of ship. They wouldn't sending Kingopians

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<v Speaker 1>the prisoner Kingpians. Wasn't the ones getting the fifteen or

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<v Speaker 1>twenty years sentences. It was the lower level catch that

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<v Speaker 1>was on the corner. Yeah, it was. It was the

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<v Speaker 1>ones that was like, like us just just got uh

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<v Speaker 1>introduced to the ship, and then now we're on the block.

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<v Speaker 1>We're selling cocaine, we're game banging, we're doing everything on

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<v Speaker 1>the block with cocaine. So it made it even even

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<v Speaker 1>harder for us because now they're hiring all these different

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<v Speaker 1>new cops, these different task forces to try to control it,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. So in between all of

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<v Speaker 1>that ship, Motherfucker's was going to jail but for murder

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<v Speaker 1>because nigger started killing Motherfucker's for it. The paper Motherfucker's

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<v Speaker 1>was making money and was getting killed for it. So

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<v Speaker 1>it changed our ship big time. They time. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it hit us hard because so much came with it

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<v Speaker 1>so much. So much change came with the cocaine. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>homies stopped being homies to respect the loyalty, the friendship,

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<v Speaker 1>and all that ship went away because now everybody is

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<v Speaker 1>out for themself and they see how easy it is

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<v Speaker 1>getting that money. You know, some some of us had

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<v Speaker 1>to dish in ourselves from the homies because the homies

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<v Speaker 1>then't like yes anyway, and you knew you was a

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<v Speaker 1>target because you're making money, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>So it was it was, yeah, it hit us, It

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<v Speaker 1>hit hard. Yeah, you know that the particular thing. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>I just remember about the crack eraor man, I remember

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm really from Cleveland, Ohio, and I remember going

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<v Speaker 1>back to the house. Man, just going back. Um, you

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<v Speaker 1>know you used to see the guys. Man that was

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<v Speaker 1>rolling hard. They had to do some the quarters on

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<v Speaker 1>datings and stuff like that, and you went back. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, dudes, Man, you see them do as they

0:13:00.640 --> 0:13:03.640
<v Speaker 1>walk in the streets. They're looking like hoboes, now you

0:13:03.720 --> 0:13:06.280
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. Only only because you know they

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<v Speaker 1>used to say, don't test your own product. And some

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<v Speaker 1>of them when when harder the pain when they first

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<v Speaker 1>got it, it was easy money. And then you get

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<v Speaker 1>with a certain chick that probably doesn't smoked on that

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<v Speaker 1>ship before, now you on it, and everybody couldn't smoke

0:13:24.080 --> 0:13:29.000
<v Speaker 1>that ship and be cool. Yeah, for real, man, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know too many people. I don't think I knew

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<v Speaker 1>anybody they could try, correct, man, and just come up

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<v Speaker 1>off of it just like that. I'm pretty sure with

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<v Speaker 1>somebody somewhere that experimented with it, man and came back.

0:13:38.920 --> 0:13:40.640
<v Speaker 1>But it was a whole lot of us. Man, They

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<v Speaker 1>pretty turned motherfucker's in the zombies. Let me tell you, man,

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<v Speaker 1>when in in eighty eight one rocking and ship and

0:13:48.679 --> 0:13:51.920
<v Speaker 1>and I'm gonna tell your story, man, we was in

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<v Speaker 1>our garage rocking ship big as mine, age jar one

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<v Speaker 1>of the Homeboys rest in peace, swirling the motherfucker thing

0:14:02.120 --> 0:14:06.640
<v Speaker 1>blew up. Pop. We got cocaine all on the motherfucking

0:14:06.640 --> 0:14:10.280
<v Speaker 1>panels in the garage, on the walls. And this is

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<v Speaker 1>the first time I've ever seen them straight that the

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<v Speaker 1>ship off the wall, crunched it up and a primo

0:14:17.400 --> 0:14:23.440
<v Speaker 1>they called it. Back in the days, everybody tried to promo.

0:14:23.600 --> 0:14:27.840
<v Speaker 1>Everybody was with smoking on prerolls, drinking their photies and

0:14:27.920 --> 0:14:31.600
<v Speaker 1>quotes or whatever superstar going jen doing a damn thing,

0:14:32.200 --> 0:14:35.600
<v Speaker 1>but was able to function and party. And it was

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<v Speaker 1>good when they started stepping on the ship and started

0:14:39.680 --> 0:14:42.040
<v Speaker 1>putting and doing all different types of shipped to it.

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<v Speaker 1>That's when you're seeing the demons and seeing when they

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<v Speaker 1>started smoking and ship the jaws and ships sucking in

0:14:49.000 --> 0:14:52.840
<v Speaker 1>so from the beginning, and then you start seeing that

0:14:52.960 --> 0:14:56.760
<v Speaker 1>cocaine change being stepped on so many times. That's when

0:14:56.760 --> 0:15:01.360
<v Speaker 1>you see that people just start reacting to different into it. Man.

0:15:01.720 --> 0:15:05.880
<v Speaker 1>And you know, I don't seen the Mama's, the unchanged,

0:15:05.960 --> 0:15:10.680
<v Speaker 1>the sisters, brother everybody. So it didn't it didn't have

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<v Speaker 1>a a favorite that was anybody. And after let's say eighties, six,

0:15:17.960 --> 0:15:23.200
<v Speaker 1>eighty seven, eighty five on up that people just wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>the same and people the affected to on people was

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<v Speaker 1>just like crazy. You were feeding for the ship instead

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<v Speaker 1>of being high and ship and just you know, being

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<v Speaker 1>able to keep back and relate to what was going on.

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<v Speaker 1>And when that changed, everybody started looking and and doing whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>Coin man, Yeah, you had people, man, People's appearances would change. Man.

0:15:49.320 --> 0:15:52.400
<v Speaker 1>You had keys start being left body self with the creb. Man,

0:15:52.560 --> 0:15:56.040
<v Speaker 1>it just got real real ugly during a certain time, man,

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, and I even bringing that to you

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<v Speaker 1>know today. Man, the crack eventually played out. You still

0:16:02.720 --> 0:16:05.200
<v Speaker 1>got a few people around the hood. They're still smoking crack,

0:16:05.240 --> 0:16:06.720
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. But for now, man, the

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<v Speaker 1>biggest thing I see now with these kids, these peels, man,

0:16:10.080 --> 0:16:12.960
<v Speaker 1>these um you know, they start off with the vicatins, man,

0:16:13.040 --> 0:16:15.560
<v Speaker 1>the percocets and all this other stuff. So we're kind

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<v Speaker 1>of seeing it like the correct This is known as

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<v Speaker 1>I guess the Opius generation. Man. We was more like

0:16:22.360 --> 0:16:24.760
<v Speaker 1>the Craig generation. This would be the Opious generation. Man,

0:16:24.800 --> 0:16:27.480
<v Speaker 1>because you got these guys man that I think hip

0:16:27.480 --> 0:16:30.800
<v Speaker 1>hop made that drinking that surup and all that stuff.

0:16:30.840 --> 0:16:33.320
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't blame drinking serve on hip hop. They was

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<v Speaker 1>doing that ship back. He's these cats out here was

0:16:36.680 --> 0:16:38.440
<v Speaker 1>going out there. They got the win of that ship

0:16:38.480 --> 0:16:41.120
<v Speaker 1>and they started doing that ship out here. And now

0:16:41.200 --> 0:16:43.800
<v Speaker 1>there's just the thing to do. I don't think rapping

0:16:43.840 --> 0:16:47.640
<v Speaker 1>introduced them to it. Motherfucker's was getting down like that already.

0:16:47.720 --> 0:16:49.800
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, they was. But you know what, though, Man,

0:16:51.360 --> 0:16:53.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm a product hip hop. I love rapping. I can't

0:16:53.800 --> 0:16:56.480
<v Speaker 1>blame rapping. I'm not necessarily blame rap man. But way

0:16:56.480 --> 0:16:59.440
<v Speaker 1>anet walking around in the double cup. Damn it didn't

0:16:59.480 --> 0:17:01.360
<v Speaker 1>make a lot of people that didn't know nothing about

0:17:01.400 --> 0:17:05.240
<v Speaker 1>that start thinking that was cool. Man. I wouldn't even

0:17:05.240 --> 0:17:09.560
<v Speaker 1>say people was was doing that ship sipping on the scissor.

0:17:09.760 --> 0:17:14.000
<v Speaker 1>But on that ship before little Wayne, Little Wayne saw

0:17:14.080 --> 0:17:16.600
<v Speaker 1>somebody do it. Now he started doing it, and it

0:17:16.760 --> 0:17:21.080
<v Speaker 1>took effect to him totally different how it do other motherfuckers.

0:17:21.280 --> 0:17:24.680
<v Speaker 1>Some motherfuckers can do that ship all day and and

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<v Speaker 1>and be cool. Some cats just take it and be

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<v Speaker 1>how to their mind with it funked up every every

0:17:34.040 --> 0:17:37.399
<v Speaker 1>every drug that they got out there. Some people can coach,

0:17:37.600 --> 0:17:41.920
<v Speaker 1>some people can't. Some people got the tolerance, some people don't. Yes,

0:17:42.040 --> 0:17:44.119
<v Speaker 1>what is for the most part, man, because all of

0:17:44.200 --> 0:17:46.960
<v Speaker 1>that stuff is really like when you start getting the

0:17:46.960 --> 0:17:50.200
<v Speaker 1>opius and stuff is really heroin. Man. It's all come

0:17:50.280 --> 0:17:52.200
<v Speaker 1>down to man. You know here when it's a hard

0:17:52.320 --> 0:17:54.920
<v Speaker 1>rug to kick, man was crazy though. The only thing

0:17:55.040 --> 0:17:58.640
<v Speaker 1>hard to kick than hero when the cigarettes. I think

0:17:58.680 --> 0:18:02.639
<v Speaker 1>cigarettes is hard. I ain't never no, but there is

0:18:02.680 --> 0:18:05.040
<v Speaker 1>the most the second hardest thing the most get. But

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<v Speaker 1>let's you know, let's go back to this guy, man,

0:18:06.880 --> 0:18:09.520
<v Speaker 1>So you figure it was some people that didn't want

0:18:09.600 --> 0:18:12.720
<v Speaker 1>him by the jail man. They figured he shouldn't be

0:18:12.840 --> 0:18:14.680
<v Speaker 1>back on the streets. So that's how he wind back

0:18:14.760 --> 0:18:16.880
<v Speaker 1>up in jail man. And you know, when you think

0:18:16.920 --> 0:18:20.560
<v Speaker 1>about it, man, I think in this particular taste, that

0:18:20.600 --> 0:18:24.119
<v Speaker 1>guy did deserve a second chance. Manswer the question I

0:18:24.160 --> 0:18:26.840
<v Speaker 1>asked Man, Me and you both come from cities that

0:18:26.960 --> 0:18:29.760
<v Speaker 1>were ravaged by drugs used by the drug trade. Right,

0:18:29.840 --> 0:18:31.800
<v Speaker 1>the violence. It wasn't just the things, it was the

0:18:31.920 --> 0:18:35.040
<v Speaker 1>violence because you figure once cast start making that money,

0:18:35.119 --> 0:18:38.040
<v Speaker 1>now you got brother against brother, Homie against homie, and

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<v Speaker 1>everything is this. Should they let a lot of them

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<v Speaker 1>cats back on the streets. Do you think a lot

0:18:42.680 --> 0:18:47.320
<v Speaker 1>of them people deserve get clemency? Well, man, I say

0:18:47.400 --> 0:18:50.919
<v Speaker 1>the majority of all of them should get it, because

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<v Speaker 1>I think that a lot of us are are being

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<v Speaker 1>over shins. But I'm gonna go back, and I'm like this,

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<v Speaker 1>if I did my time, If you give me fifteen years,

0:19:04.720 --> 0:19:07.400
<v Speaker 1>I did thirteen and a half. When I get out,

0:19:07.440 --> 0:19:10.480
<v Speaker 1>I should be good. I paid my debt, I paid

0:19:10.560 --> 0:19:14.680
<v Speaker 1>my debt to society. I shouldn't have this problem. I

0:19:14.720 --> 0:19:18.200
<v Speaker 1>shouldn't have this problem. But I don't care what black man,

0:19:18.240 --> 0:19:21.359
<v Speaker 1>go to jail and get out of the federal penitentiary,

0:19:21.480 --> 0:19:25.520
<v Speaker 1>or just stay. You're gonna have a problem this ship. Finally,

0:19:25.640 --> 0:19:28.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm fifty five years old and still still ain't voted,

0:19:29.800 --> 0:19:34.399
<v Speaker 1>and I've been out of prisoner from from being released

0:19:34.400 --> 0:19:37.679
<v Speaker 1>from prison, I couldn't do nothing but be a security guard.

0:19:38.520 --> 0:19:41.320
<v Speaker 1>And every ninety days they knocked my ass back and

0:19:41.359 --> 0:19:44.760
<v Speaker 1>you fired. So whether you lie on that on that

0:19:44.800 --> 0:19:47.000
<v Speaker 1>apvocation or you tell them the truth. If you tell

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<v Speaker 1>them the truth, uh, we don't need you. Wow. So

0:19:54.040 --> 0:19:56.879
<v Speaker 1>you you you locked up when you come home. You

0:19:57.160 --> 0:20:00.760
<v Speaker 1>blocked out a society in a sense, you can't do nothing.

0:20:01.640 --> 0:20:04.080
<v Speaker 1>So let me ask you what do we do if

0:20:04.119 --> 0:20:05.960
<v Speaker 1>if you don't want you don't want me to work.

0:20:06.680 --> 0:20:09.400
<v Speaker 1>I got a kid down the baby mama filed child

0:20:09.440 --> 0:20:11.600
<v Speaker 1>support on me. How the hell I'm gonna pay child

0:20:11.720 --> 0:20:15.080
<v Speaker 1>support by the time I do get a job, which

0:20:15.119 --> 0:20:19.080
<v Speaker 1>my kid is thirteen, fourteen years old. Now I'm holding

0:20:19.960 --> 0:20:25.000
<v Speaker 1>sixty seventy dollars to child support. So I go to work.

0:20:25.520 --> 0:20:29.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm able to file chexes. Now now they're taking my money.

0:20:29.600 --> 0:20:32.359
<v Speaker 1>Now I'm I'm feeling way worser and lesser than the

0:20:32.440 --> 0:20:36.880
<v Speaker 1>motherucking man, because I can't eat because I'm paying all

0:20:36.880 --> 0:20:41.879
<v Speaker 1>of this I'm doing, I'm doing everything. I'm paying society

0:20:42.080 --> 0:20:45.600
<v Speaker 1>still and I didn't. I didn't pay you all for

0:20:45.680 --> 0:20:49.199
<v Speaker 1>my time, for my mistake, but you still pay for

0:20:49.280 --> 0:20:52.360
<v Speaker 1>it when you when you release, when you get out.

0:20:53.440 --> 0:20:57.440
<v Speaker 1>So it's just the system is just so fucked up

0:20:57.680 --> 0:21:00.840
<v Speaker 1>and it don't help us at all. So don't tell

0:21:00.880 --> 0:21:04.720
<v Speaker 1>me you put me in jail to to rehabilitate me,

0:21:05.119 --> 0:21:07.479
<v Speaker 1>because when I get out, you ain't helping me, and

0:21:07.520 --> 0:21:09.760
<v Speaker 1>then you want to put me back in there. That's

0:21:09.760 --> 0:21:12.879
<v Speaker 1>what parole is for. If you if I'm living above

0:21:12.960 --> 0:21:15.800
<v Speaker 1>my means, if if I get a car, where you

0:21:15.840 --> 0:21:18.600
<v Speaker 1>get this mother phone? You ain't been at longer enough.

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<v Speaker 1>It's eighty eight and you got a motherucking uh uh

0:21:23.400 --> 0:21:27.400
<v Speaker 1>A ninety two A ninety No, you you can't have that.

0:21:27.760 --> 0:21:30.760
<v Speaker 1>You're living above your means. You can't be in a

0:21:30.800 --> 0:21:33.840
<v Speaker 1>certain place. You can't go and live in a certain place.

0:21:34.240 --> 0:21:36.800
<v Speaker 1>So you can't hang around certain people because it ain't

0:21:36.840 --> 0:21:38.400
<v Speaker 1>there the part when you first get out, you can't

0:21:38.400 --> 0:21:41.120
<v Speaker 1>hang around the feelings well gang of Felling yeah, no

0:21:41.160 --> 0:21:43.679
<v Speaker 1>fellas at all. So but when I when I got

0:21:43.720 --> 0:21:47.440
<v Speaker 1>out of out of the state. One of my conditions

0:21:47.480 --> 0:21:51.280
<v Speaker 1>was I couldn't get caught with game members. I couldn't well,

0:21:51.320 --> 0:21:53.840
<v Speaker 1>goddamn my brothers and game members. I can't get caught

0:21:53.880 --> 0:21:56.840
<v Speaker 1>in the car with them. You know what I'm saying, Cousins,

0:21:56.880 --> 0:22:00.600
<v Speaker 1>you can't. They got a chill on you. They pretty

0:22:00.640 --> 0:22:03.560
<v Speaker 1>much got a hold on you. And that's why a

0:22:03.600 --> 0:22:07.040
<v Speaker 1>lot of cats go back and forth from violations because

0:22:07.040 --> 0:22:09.960
<v Speaker 1>you can't beat them. Oh man, the probation thing is

0:22:10.000 --> 0:22:12.320
<v Speaker 1>the biggest trick bag in the world. Man, man, how

0:22:12.320 --> 0:22:16.240
<v Speaker 1>are you gonna tell me not to be around gang bangers?

0:22:16.280 --> 0:22:18.960
<v Speaker 1>But on this side of me and on that side

0:22:18.960 --> 0:22:21.600
<v Speaker 1>of me and the street of gang members. I grew

0:22:21.640 --> 0:22:25.160
<v Speaker 1>up with these people here and you ray, you come

0:22:25.200 --> 0:22:28.040
<v Speaker 1>in my house to check and see if if I

0:22:28.320 --> 0:22:31.159
<v Speaker 1>got guns or whatever in here in my bedroom. But

0:22:31.280 --> 0:22:35.040
<v Speaker 1>then my cousin on the couch where you from, I'm

0:22:35.040 --> 0:22:37.680
<v Speaker 1>from whoo to whoo oh, you got a game bang

0:22:37.720 --> 0:22:39.480
<v Speaker 1>in here. You're gonna get covered, and they take you

0:22:39.520 --> 0:22:43.000
<v Speaker 1>to jail just to be shitty, Just to be shitty.

0:22:43.359 --> 0:22:45.480
<v Speaker 1>It's hard to beat them. And that's why a lot

0:22:45.520 --> 0:22:48.560
<v Speaker 1>of cats keep going back and forth to prison, because

0:22:49.880 --> 0:22:52.720
<v Speaker 1>once you go to prison. You kind of fucked when

0:22:52.760 --> 0:22:54.960
<v Speaker 1>you come home because you don't have you don't know

0:22:55.000 --> 0:22:57.640
<v Speaker 1>what to expect. They stay going back and forth. Man,

0:22:57.720 --> 0:23:00.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, like the thing is, man, that's the biggest

0:23:00.040 --> 0:23:02.600
<v Speaker 1>thing that you bring a point to the thing just

0:23:02.720 --> 0:23:05.240
<v Speaker 1>about not being around the fellers. What about if your

0:23:05.280 --> 0:23:08.000
<v Speaker 1>mama game bang, your daddy a gag banging, your brother,

0:23:08.200 --> 0:23:11.359
<v Speaker 1>gang banger, everybody pretty much in your house half the

0:23:11.400 --> 0:23:14.520
<v Speaker 1>time as feelings. And that's what they call self parole.

0:23:14.680 --> 0:23:17.480
<v Speaker 1>You gotta self parole. Don't parole when you get out.

0:23:17.560 --> 0:23:21.040
<v Speaker 1>Don't have an address, you know what I'm saying. Uh,

0:23:21.320 --> 0:23:23.240
<v Speaker 1>They expect you to go out there and get some

0:23:23.359 --> 0:23:26.360
<v Speaker 1>type of general relief. They want you to go get

0:23:26.400 --> 0:23:29.119
<v Speaker 1>some food stamps to something else. They won't let you

0:23:29.240 --> 0:23:31.560
<v Speaker 1>be a man. They won't let you build your character,

0:23:32.320 --> 0:23:38.399
<v Speaker 1>you know. Um. And what what's good with me was

0:23:38.920 --> 0:23:42.119
<v Speaker 1>Shill Night came to my rescue, and I had a

0:23:42.200 --> 0:23:45.240
<v Speaker 1>good ass baby mama. I had a straight ride of

0:23:45.280 --> 0:23:48.760
<v Speaker 1>dive baby mama. My son Mama was at every prison

0:23:49.000 --> 0:23:52.040
<v Speaker 1>I got rolled up to and and she was there

0:23:52.080 --> 0:23:55.600
<v Speaker 1>to pick me up. She had her own ship. She

0:23:55.840 --> 0:23:58.520
<v Speaker 1>never did no county, and I didn't have to worry

0:23:58.520 --> 0:24:01.920
<v Speaker 1>about paying the county back. Real good show. If Nick

0:24:01.960 --> 0:24:04.800
<v Speaker 1>ain't got a straight backbone when you come home, you

0:24:04.880 --> 0:24:07.800
<v Speaker 1>out there by yourself. Yeah, let me ask you this, James.

0:24:07.800 --> 0:24:09.359
<v Speaker 1>When you was in prison, how long did you do?

0:24:09.720 --> 0:24:13.439
<v Speaker 1>I did two years and three months. Two years and

0:24:13.440 --> 0:24:15.679
<v Speaker 1>three months. So she came straight to your rescue. He

0:24:15.680 --> 0:24:17.240
<v Speaker 1>came to you, of course, and the rest is history.

0:24:17.320 --> 0:24:20.480
<v Speaker 1>Came to you saying he needed you. Yeah, and that's

0:24:20.480 --> 0:24:23.680
<v Speaker 1>when y'all kind of got your thing going, because without you,

0:24:23.800 --> 0:24:24.960
<v Speaker 1>he wouldn't have been able to make some of the

0:24:25.000 --> 0:24:29.800
<v Speaker 1>moves he made. I think, and I still say this,

0:24:31.320 --> 0:24:34.199
<v Speaker 1>when she came to me, she'll had a purpose. I

0:24:34.200 --> 0:24:36.720
<v Speaker 1>didn't know what it was at the time. I was

0:24:37.119 --> 0:24:40.280
<v Speaker 1>and and I don't have no more grapes. I was

0:24:40.440 --> 0:24:44.240
<v Speaker 1>enjoying my freedom and the ship that he introduced me to.

0:24:44.680 --> 0:24:48.800
<v Speaker 1>I was loving it. I'm fresh out, I'm good. You

0:24:48.840 --> 0:24:52.360
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. And you know, if she would

0:24:52.400 --> 0:24:54.080
<v Speaker 1>have just left me alone, and I'd have probably been

0:24:54.119 --> 0:24:58.520
<v Speaker 1>bad married to my first time mother, I probably would.

0:24:58.520 --> 0:25:01.399
<v Speaker 1>It would have just had the weather the storm, because

0:25:01.440 --> 0:25:04.240
<v Speaker 1>she had no you ain't gonna do this, We ain't

0:25:04.240 --> 0:25:07.560
<v Speaker 1>gonna We're gonna do this. But you know that penitentiary

0:25:07.720 --> 0:25:11.120
<v Speaker 1>propaganda bullshit. You oh baby, we're going to church, we

0:25:11.160 --> 0:25:14.720
<v Speaker 1>will will. Didn't happen that way. As soon as I

0:25:14.760 --> 0:25:17.320
<v Speaker 1>stepped foot out, that motherfucker. It was only cracking. The

0:25:17.400 --> 0:25:19.200
<v Speaker 1>first thing you want to do. You want to get

0:25:19.240 --> 0:25:22.680
<v Speaker 1>something to drink. You wanna fuck, and you want to

0:25:22.720 --> 0:25:24.560
<v Speaker 1>go see what the homers doing. I don't care what

0:25:24.600 --> 0:25:27.439
<v Speaker 1>you're talking about in prison. And I said, I'm not

0:25:27.520 --> 0:25:30.639
<v Speaker 1>doing none of that, and you can't. Soon as you

0:25:30.680 --> 0:25:32.520
<v Speaker 1>came back, he was just right back on the blade.

0:25:32.560 --> 0:25:35.600
<v Speaker 1>Then that the knock on the door. You know, I'm

0:25:35.720 --> 0:25:39.400
<v Speaker 1>I make it to the house that night, I said

0:25:39.400 --> 0:25:42.920
<v Speaker 1>about that morning before for I even at breakfast, ship

0:25:43.000 --> 0:25:48.440
<v Speaker 1>was at the door, and uh he asked me what

0:25:48.520 --> 0:25:52.240
<v Speaker 1>was going on? Ship nicking fresh out and what's happening?

0:25:53.680 --> 0:25:56.600
<v Speaker 1>He looked out for me, okay, told me he was

0:25:56.640 --> 0:26:00.480
<v Speaker 1>gonna come back this one he was going and forth

0:26:00.560 --> 0:26:03.480
<v Speaker 1>to Vegas. Came and got me to a rod to

0:26:03.600 --> 0:26:07.480
<v Speaker 1>Vegas with him, like fucking let's roll me and me

0:26:07.560 --> 0:26:10.080
<v Speaker 1>and a homeboy time time when he kicked with him.

0:26:10.440 --> 0:26:12.879
<v Speaker 1>Next thing you know, it was on. It was just

0:26:12.960 --> 0:26:15.600
<v Speaker 1>on from there, man, like really man so and we

0:26:15.640 --> 0:26:17.359
<v Speaker 1>didn't gonna turn this back into these things. But I

0:26:17.400 --> 0:26:21.040
<v Speaker 1>don't think a lot of people know, man, as a

0:26:21.119 --> 0:26:23.680
<v Speaker 1>guy that did at that time. Man, do you think

0:26:23.680 --> 0:26:25.359
<v Speaker 1>that it should wouldn't have came and got you? You You

0:26:25.440 --> 0:26:28.840
<v Speaker 1>think you would eventually wound up going back in. To

0:26:28.920 --> 0:26:31.119
<v Speaker 1>be honest, I think I probably would have had a problem.

0:26:31.160 --> 0:26:34.320
<v Speaker 1>But and then on the other hand, I really don't know, because,

0:26:34.840 --> 0:26:37.480
<v Speaker 1>like I said, my baby mama she was she was strong,

0:26:37.560 --> 0:26:42.240
<v Speaker 1>she was solid, and she had me. But how long

0:26:42.320 --> 0:26:45.119
<v Speaker 1>am I gonna be able to ride her? You know

0:26:45.119 --> 0:26:48.640
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, Because all of these things I said

0:26:48.680 --> 0:26:51.080
<v Speaker 1>I want to do and I gotta do and and

0:26:51.119 --> 0:26:54.120
<v Speaker 1>be good to her and and and love my son

0:26:54.240 --> 0:26:58.840
<v Speaker 1>and provide. I can't get it out there with her

0:26:58.960 --> 0:27:00.840
<v Speaker 1>job and her trying to take care of me. What

0:27:00.960 --> 0:27:03.679
<v Speaker 1>that made me look like? So that was like a

0:27:03.760 --> 0:27:06.760
<v Speaker 1>no no. That was like a no no. But then

0:27:06.800 --> 0:27:10.159
<v Speaker 1>when I got to taste that that that freedom was

0:27:10.240 --> 0:27:15.720
<v Speaker 1>should Man, I sucked up my relationship, put my baby

0:27:15.760 --> 0:27:19.240
<v Speaker 1>mama just out there on some other ship, and then

0:27:20.520 --> 0:27:24.440
<v Speaker 1>I went to I think North Carolina was the first

0:27:24.480 --> 0:27:27.560
<v Speaker 1>place we went to when I got out, and it

0:27:27.680 --> 0:27:30.280
<v Speaker 1>was it was just over I was. I was like

0:27:30.359 --> 0:27:35.440
<v Speaker 1>old boy on Harlem nights. Uh tell your MoMA coming

0:27:35.480 --> 0:27:39.640
<v Speaker 1>home no more. I was straight in the streets. So

0:27:39.800 --> 0:27:42.840
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I made mistakes along the way and and

0:27:42.840 --> 0:27:44.480
<v Speaker 1>and funked it up. But me and her are real

0:27:44.560 --> 0:27:49.199
<v Speaker 1>cool now, you know what I'm saying. But you know,

0:27:49.359 --> 0:27:51.200
<v Speaker 1>she would played a big part in it. I don't

0:27:51.200 --> 0:27:54.560
<v Speaker 1>know if it would have been well, I do know

0:27:54.640 --> 0:27:56.399
<v Speaker 1>it would have been different. It would have been totally

0:27:56.480 --> 0:27:59.080
<v Speaker 1>different because I would have had to I would have

0:27:59.160 --> 0:28:04.200
<v Speaker 1>had to live like a regular motherfucker. But at that time,

0:28:04.240 --> 0:28:08.680
<v Speaker 1>I still had the the gang mentality. I still wanted

0:28:08.760 --> 0:28:11.199
<v Speaker 1>to be I still wanted to be morm James, and

0:28:11.240 --> 0:28:17.720
<v Speaker 1>I was still out there like that. And the way

0:28:17.760 --> 0:28:20.040
<v Speaker 1>the homies was, and the way my brother's and then was,

0:28:20.200 --> 0:28:22.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, my brother Country was going back and forth

0:28:22.440 --> 0:28:27.560
<v Speaker 1>to prison, and you know that part of the life.

0:28:27.560 --> 0:28:30.280
<v Speaker 1>I don't think I was ready to let that go.

0:28:30.680 --> 0:28:34.199
<v Speaker 1>Just just chunk the hood out and just you know,

0:28:34.280 --> 0:28:37.919
<v Speaker 1>now I'm cutting grass and you know, and trying to

0:28:37.960 --> 0:28:41.720
<v Speaker 1>pay bills, yeah, exactly, and they make it to wear

0:28:41.800 --> 0:28:45.240
<v Speaker 1>man like I don't know, no man man that wants

0:28:45.280 --> 0:28:47.240
<v Speaker 1>to live on general relief? What was General releaf like

0:28:47.240 --> 0:28:50.240
<v Speaker 1>two hun month month something like that. A lot of

0:28:50.400 --> 0:28:55.440
<v Speaker 1>a lot of cats get content and they're cool with that. Yeah,

0:28:55.600 --> 0:28:57.520
<v Speaker 1>I mean yeah, I ain't gotta do ship with sit

0:28:57.640 --> 0:29:00.800
<v Speaker 1>back and smoke weed. It's out there every day and

0:29:00.840 --> 0:29:04.640
<v Speaker 1>everybody out there that's listening. No, I ain't bullshit. It's

0:29:04.760 --> 0:29:08.200
<v Speaker 1>it's just like catch moving in with a chick and

0:29:08.240 --> 0:29:13.920
<v Speaker 1>she got get foods down and stuff. And you know

0:29:13.920 --> 0:29:16.160
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, And she don't want you to do ship.

0:29:16.760 --> 0:29:19.440
<v Speaker 1>You feel me, I got this. As soon as she

0:29:19.520 --> 0:29:22.840
<v Speaker 1>can't pay that bill, she's gonna be like, babe, we

0:29:22.960 --> 0:29:25.120
<v Speaker 1>need to pay the light bill. And you like what

0:29:25.440 --> 0:29:27.800
<v Speaker 1>you're telling me for you don't want you know, I

0:29:27.880 --> 0:29:31.600
<v Speaker 1>ain't got it. You gotta get your sorry ass out.

0:29:31.920 --> 0:29:35.760
<v Speaker 1>Now she's bringing you down. So now that's you gotta

0:29:35.720 --> 0:29:40.000
<v Speaker 1>attack because you know what I'm saying, You gotta be aggressive.

0:29:40.360 --> 0:29:43.720
<v Speaker 1>So now I'm arguing with you. Now you're telling me

0:29:43.760 --> 0:29:48.440
<v Speaker 1>to get out your till. But he me, don't realize

0:29:48.480 --> 0:29:51.200
<v Speaker 1>that the longer you lay up in her ship and

0:29:51.240 --> 0:29:53.760
<v Speaker 1>be content, that's what you're gonna be. When she put

0:29:53.800 --> 0:29:55.680
<v Speaker 1>you out, you ain't gonna want to get up and

0:29:55.680 --> 0:29:58.640
<v Speaker 1>do it. And a lot of us have have fell

0:29:58.680 --> 0:30:02.720
<v Speaker 1>into that that. Yeah, it's the biggest trap in the world, man,

0:30:02.760 --> 0:30:04.280
<v Speaker 1>But that's what I'm saying, you know, So you get

0:30:04.320 --> 0:30:07.000
<v Speaker 1>out to you on parole, man, you can't hanging around

0:30:07.000 --> 0:30:09.400
<v Speaker 1>with no homies. You can't go get a job nowhere

0:30:09.400 --> 0:30:11.920
<v Speaker 1>because they tell you got a record. Now you're on

0:30:12.080 --> 0:30:14.640
<v Speaker 1>general relief and you're pretty much living with some chicken.

0:30:14.680 --> 0:30:17.440
<v Speaker 1>This is the same scenario. I see a dude moves

0:30:17.480 --> 0:30:20.600
<v Speaker 1>in with a bro. She got her section, they crib.

0:30:20.680 --> 0:30:23.000
<v Speaker 1>She paying, you know, fifty dollars a month or whatever

0:30:23.040 --> 0:30:25.400
<v Speaker 1>it was section they give you. Right, she got two

0:30:25.480 --> 0:30:28.400
<v Speaker 1>or three kids, she's getting a couple hundred dollars for

0:30:28.440 --> 0:30:31.120
<v Speaker 1>each kid, right, So it's chicken in the pot every night.

0:30:31.120 --> 0:30:32.760
<v Speaker 1>He get this three hundred dollars a month. He's sitting

0:30:32.800 --> 0:30:36.520
<v Speaker 1>around smoking weed all day and watching cable TV. And

0:30:36.880 --> 0:30:39.400
<v Speaker 1>he gets accustomed to that, Like you said, the next

0:30:39.400 --> 0:30:41.480
<v Speaker 1>when the time comes when they need that bill pay.

0:30:41.760 --> 0:30:43.600
<v Speaker 1>How can you live in the house with a woman?

0:30:44.240 --> 0:30:47.120
<v Speaker 1>And then she regulating ship because she paying all the ship.

0:30:48.240 --> 0:30:50.120
<v Speaker 1>You you gotta come in, so long as you don't

0:30:50.160 --> 0:30:54.000
<v Speaker 1>come in at a certain time. Now, no argument ship starts,

0:30:54.560 --> 0:30:56.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, what I'm saying. So she paying all the

0:30:57.000 --> 0:30:59.800
<v Speaker 1>vills and you're just sitting there chilling some cash. Are

0:31:00.000 --> 0:31:03.440
<v Speaker 1>intent like that? But a real nigga that want to

0:31:03.440 --> 0:31:06.200
<v Speaker 1>get his own ship and have his own ship, letting

0:31:06.200 --> 0:31:08.640
<v Speaker 1>the homies pick me up and all this other bullshit

0:31:10.000 --> 0:31:13.520
<v Speaker 1>ain't having it. But we we just get lazy and comfortable.

0:31:13.920 --> 0:31:17.720
<v Speaker 1>But I'm not gonna depend on this female to take

0:31:17.760 --> 0:31:21.840
<v Speaker 1>care of me. I can't. And you know there's a

0:31:21.840 --> 0:31:24.000
<v Speaker 1>lot of women out there say they'd rather have a

0:31:24.080 --> 0:31:26.440
<v Speaker 1>half a man than a real man. She lost her

0:31:26.480 --> 0:31:29.920
<v Speaker 1>motherfucking mind. You don't want the real nig You ain

0:31:30.040 --> 0:31:32.280
<v Speaker 1>a real bit, you know what I'm saying. So I

0:31:32.280 --> 0:31:34.920
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't want to be with her anyway, fun taking care

0:31:34.920 --> 0:31:36.440
<v Speaker 1>of me. I gotta get out here and get my

0:31:36.480 --> 0:31:38.680
<v Speaker 1>own Now. If you tell me to put that back

0:31:38.720 --> 0:31:41.360
<v Speaker 1>in your pocket, I'm gonna put it back in my pocket.

0:31:41.880 --> 0:31:44.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah see see you know what I think happens, though, Man,

0:31:45.600 --> 0:31:49.959
<v Speaker 1>it's a really big trick bag man with just us

0:31:49.960 --> 0:31:54.480
<v Speaker 1>as black man, because the separation of the family don't

0:31:54.520 --> 0:31:56.960
<v Speaker 1>been going on for so long, man, because they tell

0:31:57.040 --> 0:31:59.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, even when the women are on Section eight,

0:31:59.560 --> 0:32:01.560
<v Speaker 1>they get told they're not allowed to have nobody in

0:32:01.560 --> 0:32:03.880
<v Speaker 1>the house but them and their kids. A man is

0:32:03.880 --> 0:32:06.520
<v Speaker 1>technically not supposed to be around for the first time. Yeah,

0:32:06.840 --> 0:32:09.120
<v Speaker 1>the first time you piss her off, all she gotta

0:32:09.120 --> 0:32:10.720
<v Speaker 1>do is make a phone call. This dude is in

0:32:10.760 --> 0:32:13.560
<v Speaker 1>here and he won't leave. You're going to getting as leaves.

0:32:13.600 --> 0:32:16.240
<v Speaker 1>So what they're pretty much telling that woman you could

0:32:16.280 --> 0:32:18.720
<v Speaker 1>push out as many babies as you want to and

0:32:18.880 --> 0:32:20.920
<v Speaker 1>we go get you. I don't. I don't know whether

0:32:20.960 --> 0:32:22.520
<v Speaker 1>he knows, so people don't don't. I don't want to

0:32:22.520 --> 0:32:23.680
<v Speaker 1>see it in the comments, and I I don't know what

0:32:23.720 --> 0:32:26.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm talking about. Is it three to five hundred dollars

0:32:26.280 --> 0:32:28.880
<v Speaker 1>a baby or something they have? So you figured woman

0:32:28.920 --> 0:32:32.560
<v Speaker 1>got three kids in the house. That's plus she's getting

0:32:32.600 --> 0:32:35.000
<v Speaker 1>food stamps and all that kind of other stuff, and

0:32:35.040 --> 0:32:37.160
<v Speaker 1>she probably I think, on the um, what is it

0:32:37.200 --> 0:32:39.200
<v Speaker 1>on the section, Nate, But they're paying a couple of

0:32:39.200 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 1>dollars a month and they create the Yeah, exactly, So

0:32:46.240 --> 0:32:48.360
<v Speaker 1>she's getting tailored from them. So you got it in

0:32:48.480 --> 0:32:50.560
<v Speaker 1>that bros here from the time she little where her

0:32:50.600 --> 0:32:53.240
<v Speaker 1>mama telling her all them news ain't ship. They this

0:32:53.480 --> 0:32:55.600
<v Speaker 1>ain't ship. So she don't really need a man in

0:32:55.600 --> 0:32:58.000
<v Speaker 1>her mind, so the first time she gets one, she's

0:32:58.040 --> 0:33:01.880
<v Speaker 1>in the position to control almost that kind of you

0:33:01.960 --> 0:33:07.120
<v Speaker 1>kind of went from from the mama. Now everything is

0:33:07.160 --> 0:33:11.000
<v Speaker 1>a system norm and you see it every day. The

0:33:11.040 --> 0:33:14.040
<v Speaker 1>home girl. The home girl got section eight. She got

0:33:14.160 --> 0:33:17.760
<v Speaker 1>a dude stand with her. But they don't want nobody,

0:33:18.000 --> 0:33:22.680
<v Speaker 1>no male figure in the house. Why why why this

0:33:22.880 --> 0:33:27.400
<v Speaker 1>my just my boyfriend because he should be able to provide, right, Okay,

0:33:27.520 --> 0:33:30.480
<v Speaker 1>but it's a little deeper than that. What happens when

0:33:30.520 --> 0:33:34.440
<v Speaker 1>you got the mom and daddy living together and raising

0:33:34.480 --> 0:33:38.240
<v Speaker 1>their kids. Oh, everything go trying to be righteous? Yeah,

0:33:38.280 --> 0:33:41.720
<v Speaker 1>you got a strong foundation. You well, now I'm gonna say, Sean,

0:33:41.800 --> 0:33:45.520
<v Speaker 1>but you have a foundation with without both hairs. You

0:33:45.600 --> 0:33:48.400
<v Speaker 1>just got the mama trying to raise knuckle heads such

0:33:48.480 --> 0:33:52.600
<v Speaker 1>as myself. What you have exactly what they want you

0:33:52.640 --> 0:33:55.800
<v Speaker 1>to have. We I can't keep my job if I

0:33:55.840 --> 0:33:59.720
<v Speaker 1>don't have nobody to put in jail. If they patrolled

0:33:59.720 --> 0:34:03.640
<v Speaker 1>the good and what do they see? They see us?

0:34:04.880 --> 0:34:07.400
<v Speaker 1>That's why you get some kinds that don't get a column.

0:34:07.520 --> 0:34:10.359
<v Speaker 1>They block your gass up, put dope on you and

0:34:10.400 --> 0:34:13.520
<v Speaker 1>all the other ship. I'm going I'm going like like

0:34:13.600 --> 0:34:18.399
<v Speaker 1>losing myself. But it's everything is a is designed for

0:34:18.480 --> 0:34:22.040
<v Speaker 1>us to lose, you know, and it's a thing we

0:34:22.120 --> 0:34:26.040
<v Speaker 1>don't see it. When we see it, it's too late.

0:34:26.520 --> 0:34:29.319
<v Speaker 1>When we don't understand it, it's too late. I was

0:34:29.440 --> 0:34:34.920
<v Speaker 1>I was reading, uh this guy somebody uh a text

0:34:35.600 --> 0:34:38.520
<v Speaker 1>and I was reading and you know, just listening, and

0:34:38.600 --> 0:34:41.919
<v Speaker 1>half of the ship that they you know, people say

0:34:42.400 --> 0:34:47.160
<v Speaker 1>it's crazy. M hmm. Every baby in mama had was

0:34:48.040 --> 0:34:55.880
<v Speaker 1>none of them was ever on the county, none of them. Um,

0:34:56.239 --> 0:35:01.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't have nobody to blame pretty much but myself

0:35:00.800 --> 0:35:03.320
<v Speaker 1>for half of the ship that I did. You know

0:35:03.400 --> 0:35:09.440
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, Because I accepted cocaine over my baby mama.

0:35:09.440 --> 0:35:14.080
<v Speaker 1>I accepted gang banion over my baby mama's. You know,

0:35:14.200 --> 0:35:16.760
<v Speaker 1>if I had got my motherfucking mind right at the beginning,

0:35:16.800 --> 0:35:20.359
<v Speaker 1>when I first had my first son, then I think

0:35:20.400 --> 0:35:22.760
<v Speaker 1>I would have been cool. I wouldn't have went to prison.

0:35:22.800 --> 0:35:26.600
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't have did this. And and you know, having

0:35:26.640 --> 0:35:29.240
<v Speaker 1>my son come to prison and see me in prison

0:35:29.920 --> 0:35:32.359
<v Speaker 1>was the worstest fucking feeling, but it was a good

0:35:32.360 --> 0:35:34.399
<v Speaker 1>feeling at the same time. I was able to sing,

0:35:35.040 --> 0:35:37.680
<v Speaker 1>I was able to pick him up and hug him

0:35:37.680 --> 0:35:42.960
<v Speaker 1>and watch him running around that goddamn up visiting room,

0:35:42.960 --> 0:35:45.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, pointing people and tell him that's my daddy,

0:35:45.080 --> 0:35:49.520
<v Speaker 1>that's my daddy. And it was a good thing. But

0:35:49.719 --> 0:35:54.319
<v Speaker 1>just to watch them leave it was another thing. You know.

0:35:55.239 --> 0:35:58.680
<v Speaker 1>It's it's crazy, man. Yeah, well you know what I think, man,

0:35:58.760 --> 0:36:01.439
<v Speaker 1>I got the biggest behind that. That's why I brought

0:36:01.520 --> 0:36:03.480
<v Speaker 1>up this guy in the beginning, man, because it seemed

0:36:03.520 --> 0:36:06.040
<v Speaker 1>like they wanted them back there so bad. I think

0:36:06.120 --> 0:36:08.720
<v Speaker 1>prison has turned into a gold mine for these people.

0:36:09.440 --> 0:36:11.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm looking at this. You know, they're talking about the

0:36:11.719 --> 0:36:15.560
<v Speaker 1>prison phone industry, and that's a market dominated by several

0:36:15.640 --> 0:36:18.239
<v Speaker 1>large five the Hill firms that earned an estimated at

0:36:18.239 --> 0:36:21.200
<v Speaker 1>one point to billion dollars a year. They make one

0:36:21.239 --> 0:36:23.520
<v Speaker 1>point two billion dollars years just from Nikka's call at

0:36:23.560 --> 0:36:27.880
<v Speaker 1>home and and the phone because the phone is different.

0:36:27.920 --> 0:36:29.799
<v Speaker 1>You gotta put the ship on the car now you

0:36:29.840 --> 0:36:35.040
<v Speaker 1>can't call collect exactly. And then uh Sherman Sherman Block

0:36:35.320 --> 0:36:39.440
<v Speaker 1>daughter runs the canteen in the county jail. She she

0:36:39.680 --> 0:36:43.520
<v Speaker 1>making millions of dollars. She she breaking it up. So yeah,

0:36:43.600 --> 0:36:46.040
<v Speaker 1>they swished it for them to make money. And then

0:36:46.160 --> 0:36:49.200
<v Speaker 1>look at what they're doing right now. They have removed

0:36:49.239 --> 0:36:51.960
<v Speaker 1>the in person family vegetation room to make way for

0:36:52.120 --> 0:36:55.920
<v Speaker 1>video vigitation terminals, and those are provided by private firms

0:36:55.960 --> 0:36:58.480
<v Speaker 1>to wishing charges as much as thirty dollars for forty

0:36:58.480 --> 0:37:02.600
<v Speaker 1>minutes of screen time. One prison phone company, Securious Technology,

0:37:02.719 --> 0:37:04.880
<v Speaker 1>says in the marketing materials that this is paid up

0:37:04.960 --> 0:37:08.080
<v Speaker 1>one point three billion dollars and commissions over the past

0:37:08.080 --> 0:37:10.799
<v Speaker 1>teen years. So that makes me think, you go back

0:37:10.840 --> 0:37:13.800
<v Speaker 1>to this Charles guy, right, they let him out of jail,

0:37:13.880 --> 0:37:17.239
<v Speaker 1>then somebody looks up and says, you messed with my money,

0:37:17.239 --> 0:37:19.560
<v Speaker 1>and I'll bring that niggas ass back to jail. I don't.

0:37:19.880 --> 0:37:21.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean, what if he wouldn't getting visits? What if

0:37:21.960 --> 0:37:28.520
<v Speaker 1>he wouldn't uh, let's say a productive inmate like that. So,

0:37:29.160 --> 0:37:31.839
<v Speaker 1>I mean, that wouldn't make no sense to holding back

0:37:31.880 --> 0:37:34.160
<v Speaker 1>in jail. They had a reason to go you know what.

0:37:34.320 --> 0:37:35.880
<v Speaker 1>But but they had a reason to go back and

0:37:35.920 --> 0:37:38.319
<v Speaker 1>get him. But but that's the thing though, It's like

0:37:38.440 --> 0:37:41.840
<v Speaker 1>we're more valuable inside man than we are out, you

0:37:41.840 --> 0:37:44.719
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. Yeah, because it's let's say, it's

0:37:44.800 --> 0:37:49.880
<v Speaker 1>profitable to have you and and and incrocerated in the

0:37:49.920 --> 0:37:54.600
<v Speaker 1>county jail, in any any prison, because they found a

0:37:54.680 --> 0:37:59.600
<v Speaker 1>way to break your family, to work your family out

0:37:59.600 --> 0:38:03.520
<v Speaker 1>of money, just like selling drugs. Put that money fifty

0:38:03.640 --> 0:38:06.440
<v Speaker 1>seventy dollars on the card and that should go like this.

0:38:06.960 --> 0:38:09.080
<v Speaker 1>You don't control the minutes or none of that ship,

0:38:10.040 --> 0:38:15.279
<v Speaker 1>then the the food. You can't send the package like that.

0:38:15.360 --> 0:38:18.160
<v Speaker 1>Like out of TVs, everything is through a catalog. Now

0:38:19.000 --> 0:38:24.720
<v Speaker 1>whoever control that catalog is making a lot of goddamn money. Okay,

0:38:24.840 --> 0:38:29.000
<v Speaker 1>check this out. The commissary in prison earned one point

0:38:29.080 --> 0:38:33.160
<v Speaker 1>six billion dollars last year. So that same dude you're saying, yeah,

0:38:33.160 --> 0:38:34.680
<v Speaker 1>he might not have got no phone calls, but that

0:38:34.760 --> 0:38:38.640
<v Speaker 1>motherfucker eat and he works in there. Everybody you're working for.

0:38:39.520 --> 0:38:41.560
<v Speaker 1>But that's what I'm saying, saying, That's what I'm saying.

0:38:41.600 --> 0:38:43.319
<v Speaker 1>Them things that they built, and you think they're not

0:38:43.440 --> 0:38:47.400
<v Speaker 1>making the profit off of them, They the police is

0:38:47.480 --> 0:38:51.319
<v Speaker 1>making profits. But you ain't gotta pay number in there

0:38:51.360 --> 0:38:55.280
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0:38:55.280 --> 0:38:58.440
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<v Speaker 1>and this ship on your your envelotion and ship like that.

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<v Speaker 1>If you don't know how to make frames, if you

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, if you don't have a hustler in there,

0:40:47.200 --> 0:40:54.799
<v Speaker 1>your asses out living, just think you gotta wump with

0:40:54.880 --> 0:40:58.279
<v Speaker 1>the motherfucker's on every day. Think about its ninety five

0:40:58.680 --> 0:41:01.279
<v Speaker 1>degrees out of here. How to degree ease. But if

0:41:01.360 --> 0:41:03.480
<v Speaker 1>I want to go outside, I got to wear these boots.

0:41:05.360 --> 0:41:08.759
<v Speaker 1>Yeah that's real talk. So if if you gotta live

0:41:08.800 --> 0:41:12.080
<v Speaker 1>in that station ship everything every time you walk, it's

0:41:12.080 --> 0:41:14.879
<v Speaker 1>gonna remind you where you at. But you got cash

0:41:14.920 --> 0:41:17.960
<v Speaker 1>out there living and got their own motherfucking me. I

0:41:18.040 --> 0:41:22.080
<v Speaker 1>had my own shoes, my my own ship, you know

0:41:22.160 --> 0:41:26.360
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. But it's rough. But they're making a

0:41:26.400 --> 0:41:28.440
<v Speaker 1>lot of money off of it because they figured the

0:41:28.560 --> 0:41:32.160
<v Speaker 1>way out. They got a plan. So everything you're doing there,

0:41:32.760 --> 0:41:35.719
<v Speaker 1>whatever you're doing there, is making them money. Yeah. That's

0:41:35.719 --> 0:41:37.880
<v Speaker 1>the thing, man. That's why I tell my kids, I

0:41:37.960 --> 0:41:40.680
<v Speaker 1>tell all my nephews and stuff. Man, if you can

0:41:40.719 --> 0:41:42.560
<v Speaker 1>stay out that system, stay out of this this, don't

0:41:42.560 --> 0:41:44.640
<v Speaker 1>even get started in there, because the thing is, it's

0:41:44.680 --> 0:41:47.960
<v Speaker 1>almost like they're waiting to trap you know, once they

0:41:48.000 --> 0:41:50.279
<v Speaker 1>get ahold of you, they got you forever. Almost have

0:41:50.320 --> 0:41:54.560
<v Speaker 1>seemed like, you know, you've been very fortunate, James, you know,

0:41:54.719 --> 0:41:56.320
<v Speaker 1>just you know, some of the stuff that has happened

0:41:56.360 --> 0:41:57.799
<v Speaker 1>in your life, man, just to be able to make

0:41:57.840 --> 0:42:00.439
<v Speaker 1>that transit and I speaking to that, so you wanna

0:42:00.440 --> 0:42:06.759
<v Speaker 1>flay it again when you do that right before the

0:42:06.800 --> 0:42:13.040
<v Speaker 1>going oh yeah, and in between the quarantine, yeah yeah, flatished.

0:42:13.040 --> 0:42:18.280
<v Speaker 1>Me and Black became really cool, um, you know, conversation wise,

0:42:19.000 --> 0:42:21.879
<v Speaker 1>and I mean, you know, we we don't hang out

0:42:21.960 --> 0:42:26.360
<v Speaker 1>or nothing like that. Um, you know, father conversation. You know,

0:42:27.120 --> 0:42:29.520
<v Speaker 1>hearing like me on a lot of ship ship that

0:42:29.560 --> 0:42:32.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, you know, And I was gonna say

0:42:32.640 --> 0:42:35.560
<v Speaker 1>that earlier. People say you need to do this, and

0:42:35.600 --> 0:42:37.920
<v Speaker 1>you need to that. You man, read some books. I

0:42:37.960 --> 0:42:44.160
<v Speaker 1>started reading books. I started paying attention more like Black

0:42:44.320 --> 0:42:48.200
<v Speaker 1>was saying. Um, a lot of a lot of stuff

0:42:48.280 --> 0:42:51.839
<v Speaker 1>people say about Black. I listen, But then I don't

0:42:51.880 --> 0:42:54.200
<v Speaker 1>see that in him. Well, you know the thing he

0:42:54.360 --> 0:42:55.799
<v Speaker 1>was man, and I ain't gonna get into a big

0:42:55.840 --> 0:42:58.880
<v Speaker 1>conversation about Lad. Lad is not Lad is not a

0:42:58.880 --> 0:43:02.239
<v Speaker 1>bad dude to me. Lad promotes the show constantly. I

0:43:02.239 --> 0:43:04.160
<v Speaker 1>don't have nothing bad to say about the man. First

0:43:04.200 --> 0:43:05.960
<v Speaker 1>of all, I don't know him like that like him,

0:43:05.960 --> 0:43:08.640
<v Speaker 1>but all my interactions with him has been pretty positive.

0:43:09.239 --> 0:43:11.480
<v Speaker 1>It's one question he asked, though. He asked about the

0:43:11.560 --> 0:43:14.520
<v Speaker 1>KEYPD thing we were doing. That is going to happen,

0:43:14.680 --> 0:43:17.120
<v Speaker 1>But so for your information, we are going to do that.

0:43:17.640 --> 0:43:19.640
<v Speaker 1>You know, let's go do it, but it has to

0:43:19.719 --> 0:43:22.239
<v Speaker 1>be at the right time. We are in the middle

0:43:22.239 --> 0:43:24.759
<v Speaker 1>of a quarantine and we did try to set that

0:43:24.840 --> 0:43:27.240
<v Speaker 1>meeting up with Keifi a few times before it happening.

0:43:27.280 --> 0:43:29.920
<v Speaker 1>And he was taking this time getting by it. So

0:43:30.200 --> 0:43:31.880
<v Speaker 1>it ain't just like it was just on me and

0:43:31.960 --> 0:43:33.799
<v Speaker 1>James to make that happen. But that is something that's

0:43:33.800 --> 0:43:37.680
<v Speaker 1>gonna happen, um. And you know, I think, like I

0:43:37.760 --> 0:43:40.160
<v Speaker 1>told you before, I try to make moves without rushing

0:43:40.200 --> 0:43:42.560
<v Speaker 1>into things. You know what I'm saying. It has to

0:43:42.560 --> 0:43:44.960
<v Speaker 1>be right. We're gonna do it. We're gonna do I'm

0:43:45.040 --> 0:43:50.680
<v Speaker 1>learning I had no patience whatsoever, and I'm I'm learning that.

0:43:51.320 --> 0:43:54.480
<v Speaker 1>And I know it's a lot of brothers out there

0:43:54.560 --> 0:43:58.759
<v Speaker 1>like me that that lives that life and want to

0:43:58.880 --> 0:44:03.760
<v Speaker 1>change it. And the beginning of it. The whole recipe

0:44:03.920 --> 0:44:08.440
<v Speaker 1>is you gotta have patience. Sh It ain't gonna change

0:44:08.480 --> 0:44:13.200
<v Speaker 1>for for us overnight because we still gotta battle out

0:44:13.239 --> 0:44:17.399
<v Speaker 1>here and then we gotta deal with ourselves. This right

0:44:17.440 --> 0:44:21.520
<v Speaker 1>here was the worstest part fighting myself, you know what

0:44:21.600 --> 0:44:23.879
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. So it's it's a lot of guys out there,

0:44:24.719 --> 0:44:28.800
<v Speaker 1>and and I get it in my comments Facebook all that,

0:44:28.800 --> 0:44:32.120
<v Speaker 1>that's that's man trying to find that way out. But

0:44:32.640 --> 0:44:35.120
<v Speaker 1>it's hard as your motherfucker. Your way out might not

0:44:35.239 --> 0:44:41.160
<v Speaker 1>be the same way my way out. It's not hard.

0:44:41.640 --> 0:44:44.960
<v Speaker 1>You just gotta really like say funk that this is

0:44:45.040 --> 0:44:47.319
<v Speaker 1>the way for me. I gotta do it. I don't

0:44:47.320 --> 0:44:50.120
<v Speaker 1>give a funk if he thinking it's fucked up hard,

0:44:50.280 --> 0:44:54.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm turning into a pussy. Show me. I'm a pussy,

0:44:54.520 --> 0:44:57.600
<v Speaker 1>y'all to know what you're that's what you have to

0:44:57.600 --> 0:45:00.480
<v Speaker 1>find your own way because you know we us are you.

0:45:00.800 --> 0:45:03.520
<v Speaker 1>I get like at least maybe ten fifteen brothers a

0:45:03.520 --> 0:45:06.000
<v Speaker 1>week hitting me, man, I got a story? Can I

0:45:06.120 --> 0:45:08.120
<v Speaker 1>do a podcast? And it's just like I tell him,

0:45:08.160 --> 0:45:11.399
<v Speaker 1>I say, whatever was James the way yours? Maybe something

0:45:11.440 --> 0:45:13.680
<v Speaker 1>else different, bro, But everybody just can't go get a

0:45:13.719 --> 0:45:15.680
<v Speaker 1>podcast and crack off like that. This is a lot

0:45:15.680 --> 0:45:18.040
<v Speaker 1>of work too. It's a lot of time that goes

0:45:18.080 --> 0:45:19.759
<v Speaker 1>into it. It It ain't just like we just come in

0:45:19.800 --> 0:45:21.640
<v Speaker 1>here and just six we just go in and talk.

0:45:21.880 --> 0:45:24.399
<v Speaker 1>If it was up to me, I would have told him, hell, yeah,

0:45:24.440 --> 0:45:26.200
<v Speaker 1>you can do a podcast. You you want to come

0:45:26.200 --> 0:45:28.600
<v Speaker 1>in and shoot in on the podcast, or you want

0:45:28.640 --> 0:45:32.360
<v Speaker 1>to just talk about your story, because I guarantee you

0:45:32.640 --> 0:45:35.359
<v Speaker 1>this is what helped, This is what helps Yeah for sure.

0:45:35.400 --> 0:45:37.200
<v Speaker 1>Now if they want to come in and be a guest,

0:45:37.600 --> 0:45:39.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm more than willing to do that. But what I

0:45:39.360 --> 0:45:41.840
<v Speaker 1>always like being I always like to help people manage

0:45:41.880 --> 0:45:44.719
<v Speaker 1>the expectations, right the first step, come in and talk

0:45:44.800 --> 0:45:48.080
<v Speaker 1>to us. Tell your story if it's something that because

0:45:48.200 --> 0:45:50.920
<v Speaker 1>right I don't decide who gets a podcast to people do.

0:45:51.000 --> 0:45:53.400
<v Speaker 1>If we have a guest and somebody is writing in

0:45:53.400 --> 0:45:55.520
<v Speaker 1>the meet like man, have him on there again, have

0:45:55.680 --> 0:45:57.319
<v Speaker 1>him on it, then that's when I have to literally say,

0:45:57.360 --> 0:45:59.640
<v Speaker 1>you know what, maybe it is to make an evest.

0:46:00.040 --> 0:46:02.200
<v Speaker 1>It's worth the investment to do it. Because the thing

0:46:02.280 --> 0:46:04.319
<v Speaker 1>he was like, you know, going back to the Kifie thing.

0:46:06.640 --> 0:46:08.960
<v Speaker 1>You just told me about that situation with him. How

0:46:08.960 --> 0:46:11.480
<v Speaker 1>many months before we actually met, maybe two months to

0:46:11.680 --> 0:46:15.200
<v Speaker 1>three meetings, you know. So the thing it was after

0:46:15.280 --> 0:46:18.640
<v Speaker 1>while I had to think about as a businessman, think, okay,

0:46:18.920 --> 0:46:21.640
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna do this thing now if I get this

0:46:21.760 --> 0:46:23.600
<v Speaker 1>cat some money, is he gonna run off? Is he

0:46:23.680 --> 0:46:25.640
<v Speaker 1>gonna trail over? You know? How can we do it

0:46:25.680 --> 0:46:28.319
<v Speaker 1>to where? Don't is? I'm not an lose either. And

0:46:28.440 --> 0:46:31.520
<v Speaker 1>one thing about it is um like a lot of

0:46:31.520 --> 0:46:33.919
<v Speaker 1>people don't know. We're don't talk about the business too much.

0:46:34.000 --> 0:46:36.160
<v Speaker 1>But James own is a part of against the chronicles.

0:46:36.600 --> 0:46:41.279
<v Speaker 1>It's not you know, you know, I'm just being real

0:46:41.400 --> 0:46:43.560
<v Speaker 1>now because we have to start doing stuff. What I

0:46:43.640 --> 0:46:47.480
<v Speaker 1>really want brothers to start doing is it's okay to

0:46:47.560 --> 0:46:50.279
<v Speaker 1>go to different people and do interviews and stuff like that,

0:46:50.640 --> 0:46:54.320
<v Speaker 1>but learn how learn how to own your own stuff

0:46:54.880 --> 0:46:59.919
<v Speaker 1>well and and and that's hard to do because I've

0:47:00.200 --> 0:47:03.000
<v Speaker 1>never thought that I would be in a position. And

0:47:03.040 --> 0:47:05.520
<v Speaker 1>that's one thing. We got to stop selling ourselves short.

0:47:05.800 --> 0:47:07.920
<v Speaker 1>But I never thought i'd be in a position to

0:47:08.000 --> 0:47:11.839
<v Speaker 1>say I want a part of anything. So everybody is

0:47:11.920 --> 0:47:15.680
<v Speaker 1>not can't get that break, but the beginning of it,

0:47:15.760 --> 0:47:18.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean, everybody got their own way and the way

0:47:18.560 --> 0:47:24.360
<v Speaker 1>it is right there. Chalk about your situation because everybody

0:47:24.480 --> 0:47:28.040
<v Speaker 1>out there doesn't live this life. The majority of the people.

0:47:28.360 --> 0:47:31.839
<v Speaker 1>Everybody can't say they pretty much did it rough like that,

0:47:31.960 --> 0:47:35.719
<v Speaker 1>or or they can't believe that you know, cats live

0:47:35.840 --> 0:47:40.279
<v Speaker 1>like that. But we all lived a ship and everybody's

0:47:40.320 --> 0:47:44.680
<v Speaker 1>story is different, you know what I'm saying. But not

0:47:44.719 --> 0:47:47.840
<v Speaker 1>to just let everybody know your business or this and that.

0:47:48.400 --> 0:47:51.240
<v Speaker 1>Like even even the podcast, the first thing I asked,

0:47:51.440 --> 0:47:53.440
<v Speaker 1>what you want to talk about? What you don't want

0:47:53.480 --> 0:47:56.640
<v Speaker 1>to talk about? Because I don't want to put you

0:47:56.680 --> 0:47:58.960
<v Speaker 1>out there and and and put you on the spot.

0:47:59.080 --> 0:48:00.919
<v Speaker 1>Me and Blair talked to about that type of ship.

0:48:01.440 --> 0:48:03.840
<v Speaker 1>It's up to me to shay and speak on what

0:48:03.840 --> 0:48:06.000
<v Speaker 1>what I speak on. If I don't want to talk

0:48:06.040 --> 0:48:09.120
<v Speaker 1>about it, I'm not scared of nobody. I'm not scared

0:48:09.120 --> 0:48:11.840
<v Speaker 1>of Lad. I'll just shut the funk up. So we

0:48:12.200 --> 0:48:17.319
<v Speaker 1>all have. I ain't even got the right word for it,

0:48:17.360 --> 0:48:21.680
<v Speaker 1>but we all. I'll make up my own mind exactly,

0:48:22.280 --> 0:48:24.400
<v Speaker 1>and I and I know how far I'm gonna go,

0:48:25.160 --> 0:48:29.239
<v Speaker 1>and and and to each his own. Everybody got their

0:48:29.239 --> 0:48:31.719
<v Speaker 1>own way. And that's the thing. Man. Like I said

0:48:31.800 --> 0:48:33.880
<v Speaker 1>before and before I say what I'm gonna say, I

0:48:33.880 --> 0:48:37.640
<v Speaker 1>don't have no problem with Lad. Lad has promoted this show,

0:48:37.760 --> 0:48:40.480
<v Speaker 1>He promotes stuff. Lad treats me with utmost respect every

0:48:40.480 --> 0:48:43.080
<v Speaker 1>time we talked. As far as I'm concerning, Vlad is

0:48:43.120 --> 0:48:44.759
<v Speaker 1>a good brother. I'm gonna tell you one thing that

0:48:44.800 --> 0:48:47.319
<v Speaker 1>I didn't like that M and Adam tween two did.

0:48:48.320 --> 0:48:51.439
<v Speaker 1>I admit Damon Dash could be an asshole. I think

0:48:51.520 --> 0:48:55.000
<v Speaker 1>Damon Dash is arrogant. I think cocky sometimes, you know.

0:48:55.040 --> 0:48:58.560
<v Speaker 1>I think he just kind of overtalks itself so much

0:48:58.600 --> 0:49:01.160
<v Speaker 1>with leads with which may lead the people who want

0:49:01.200 --> 0:49:03.840
<v Speaker 1>to see him lose. But I didn't like and it

0:49:03.920 --> 0:49:05.839
<v Speaker 1>wasn't so much just Lad. I don't like the way

0:49:05.880 --> 0:49:07.759
<v Speaker 1>Adam twenty two and them put him out there about

0:49:07.760 --> 0:49:11.160
<v Speaker 1>the fives. I thought that was kind of like, you know,

0:49:11.320 --> 0:49:13.680
<v Speaker 1>just kind of like it's almost like they got hard on.

0:49:13.719 --> 0:49:15.360
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what daming him dead to him, but

0:49:15.400 --> 0:49:16.960
<v Speaker 1>I didn't like that because it kind of made him

0:49:17.000 --> 0:49:19.000
<v Speaker 1>look a little you know, at the end of the day,

0:49:19.040 --> 0:49:22.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm always right with my brothers, you know. I didn't

0:49:22.360 --> 0:49:23.879
<v Speaker 1>like that. I don't know if that was so much

0:49:24.040 --> 0:49:26.400
<v Speaker 1>Lad as it was versus Adam, but then Adam have

0:49:26.480 --> 0:49:29.319
<v Speaker 1>been up there. I don't have personal problems with these

0:49:29.320 --> 0:49:31.520
<v Speaker 1>guys though, so when people hit us up in the comments,

0:49:31.520 --> 0:49:34.279
<v Speaker 1>I look at people sometimes it's not saying what the

0:49:34.280 --> 0:49:37.040
<v Speaker 1>hell is Vlad done to you for you to feel

0:49:37.080 --> 0:49:39.880
<v Speaker 1>that way about him? You feel what I mean because

0:49:39.960 --> 0:49:43.000
<v Speaker 1>the old on, because these brothers have a choice of

0:49:43.000 --> 0:49:44.839
<v Speaker 1>answering these questions when they go up there. I don't

0:49:44.840 --> 0:49:47.920
<v Speaker 1>see Vlad with no gun and nobody's head making somebody

0:49:48.000 --> 0:49:54.759
<v Speaker 1>answer some ship. Well, I'm on the same side, okay.

0:49:54.960 --> 0:49:57.239
<v Speaker 1>On this side of the table is black. On this

0:49:57.280 --> 0:50:01.879
<v Speaker 1>side of the table. It's it's me. M Blad has

0:50:02.120 --> 0:50:05.360
<v Speaker 1>got a platform. Blad want to speak on things and

0:50:05.400 --> 0:50:08.960
<v Speaker 1>get you to say things. That's gonna boost the views

0:50:09.000 --> 0:50:12.719
<v Speaker 1>on this show. Yeah. Sure. So if he didn't do that,

0:50:13.440 --> 0:50:17.120
<v Speaker 1>then how good is this show gonna be? And how

0:50:17.160 --> 0:50:20.200
<v Speaker 1>many people are gonna view it to say oh that's

0:50:20.320 --> 0:50:23.360
<v Speaker 1>that's or to see the next clip or whatever. And

0:50:23.360 --> 0:50:25.640
<v Speaker 1>it ain't gonna happen if you don't get no juices ship.

0:50:25.880 --> 0:50:29.280
<v Speaker 1>Yeah exactly, you know what I'm saying. So he's doing

0:50:29.320 --> 0:50:32.960
<v Speaker 1>what he has to do. It's up to me being

0:50:33.080 --> 0:50:36.600
<v Speaker 1>to say, Man, I'm not gonna answering that ship. Why

0:50:36.600 --> 0:50:38.759
<v Speaker 1>are you asking me that it's being good? Because you

0:50:38.800 --> 0:50:41.279
<v Speaker 1>know all of that mac teen? Right? Um, Me and

0:50:41.320 --> 0:50:44.040
<v Speaker 1>mac teen was talking another day and he hit me

0:50:44.040 --> 0:50:45.920
<v Speaker 1>and it was kind of tripped me out because I

0:50:45.920 --> 0:50:47.520
<v Speaker 1>ain't talking to Mack in a minute. He hit me.

0:50:47.520 --> 0:50:49.480
<v Speaker 1>It was like, still you see the Lad interview we

0:50:49.520 --> 0:50:51.880
<v Speaker 1>did And I said, yeah, looked at it a little bit.

0:50:51.920 --> 0:50:53.600
<v Speaker 1>He was like, man, I wasn't about the answer of

0:50:53.640 --> 0:50:55.920
<v Speaker 1>that stuff, and that was his choice. He did this

0:50:56.080 --> 0:50:58.160
<v Speaker 1>move as hell. You know, Lad asked something, He's like,

0:50:58.680 --> 0:51:00.840
<v Speaker 1>what did you think? Do you know you know what

0:51:00.880 --> 0:51:03.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean. So I think it's everybody's choice, and I

0:51:03.600 --> 0:51:06.040
<v Speaker 1>think lad is pretty much doing his job. He got

0:51:06.040 --> 0:51:09.440
<v Speaker 1>a platform. If he was on there talking about with everybody,

0:51:09.440 --> 0:51:12.960
<v Speaker 1>would nobody be looking at that ship? Exactly? So who

0:51:12.960 --> 0:51:15.480
<v Speaker 1>do you blame when when if I asked you a

0:51:15.560 --> 0:51:18.520
<v Speaker 1>question and you answer it, that's my fault because I

0:51:18.560 --> 0:51:21.680
<v Speaker 1>answered that ship. You know what I'm saying, So however

0:51:21.920 --> 0:51:25.439
<v Speaker 1>came out of me. That's that's the same perception people

0:51:25.560 --> 0:51:30.080
<v Speaker 1>gonna get. Yeah, exactly. And that's and that's the thing, man,

0:51:30.680 --> 0:51:32.399
<v Speaker 1>you know, just going back to all this, I look

0:51:32.440 --> 0:51:34.080
<v Speaker 1>at this guy, you know, going back to him that

0:51:34.280 --> 0:51:37.200
<v Speaker 1>we started off talking about now, brought him up just

0:51:37.239 --> 0:51:39.400
<v Speaker 1>to go back to the point about the prison industrial

0:51:39.480 --> 0:51:42.359
<v Speaker 1>system about how they like to keep brothers locked up.

0:51:42.400 --> 0:51:44.399
<v Speaker 1>You know. You know who came to his rescue, right,

0:51:45.560 --> 0:51:50.440
<v Speaker 1>Kim Kardashian. Why well, she's the one that brought it

0:51:50.520 --> 0:51:52.280
<v Speaker 1>up about when they want to put him back in jail.

0:51:52.719 --> 0:51:54.920
<v Speaker 1>She started advocating for him. And you know, I guess

0:51:54.960 --> 0:51:58.280
<v Speaker 1>this relationship that that that that um that the wests

0:51:58.320 --> 0:52:00.799
<v Speaker 1>have with our president is pretty strong, because you know,

0:52:00.880 --> 0:52:05.120
<v Speaker 1>Trump maybe to where he got to jail after five

0:52:05.200 --> 0:52:07.400
<v Speaker 1>more years. You know what, I don't know if it

0:52:07.440 --> 0:52:09.040
<v Speaker 1>was five more years he did. I got to go

0:52:09.080 --> 0:52:11.120
<v Speaker 1>back and do the research. Maybe we had to bring

0:52:11.160 --> 0:52:13.680
<v Speaker 1>the fact check back. Yes, we got research that. I

0:52:13.680 --> 0:52:15.200
<v Speaker 1>don't know if he did five more years, but he

0:52:15.239 --> 0:52:17.480
<v Speaker 1>definitely went back to sailing. Did some time. If it

0:52:17.560 --> 0:52:19.200
<v Speaker 1>was a month, it was too much, you know, it

0:52:19.280 --> 0:52:22.040
<v Speaker 1>was a month too much, you know, because they just

0:52:22.120 --> 0:52:24.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, they let their brothers, gave his freedom and

0:52:24.120 --> 0:52:25.920
<v Speaker 1>then want to drop him back in jail, you know

0:52:25.960 --> 0:52:28.879
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. Like I said, every time we put

0:52:28.880 --> 0:52:31.480
<v Speaker 1>our pants on and walk out the door and getting

0:52:31.480 --> 0:52:35.520
<v Speaker 1>board and some ship's double jeoparty, we we wake up

0:52:35.840 --> 0:52:38.880
<v Speaker 1>taking a chance. We wake up in the middle of

0:52:39.000 --> 0:52:43.719
<v Speaker 1>some ship. You think we have We think we have opportunity.

0:52:43.800 --> 0:52:47.040
<v Speaker 1>We think today're gonna be better. But as soon as

0:52:47.040 --> 0:52:49.799
<v Speaker 1>you walk out that door, all the bushes started hitting you.

0:52:51.280 --> 0:52:54.600
<v Speaker 1>Living is not designed for us, I mean to be comfortable.

0:52:54.840 --> 0:52:58.160
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I ain't saying we can't be productive, because

0:52:58.200 --> 0:53:00.640
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of black people out there that's doing

0:53:00.680 --> 0:53:07.640
<v Speaker 1>a thing. But to come from where we come from,

0:53:07.680 --> 0:53:10.560
<v Speaker 1>just being in the hood and and and living the

0:53:10.680 --> 0:53:13.320
<v Speaker 1>body life and all of the other bullshit in prison,

0:53:13.960 --> 0:53:17.799
<v Speaker 1>it's totally different. The odds are against us, it's against you.

0:53:17.880 --> 0:53:19.319
<v Speaker 1>I don't give a funk how do you do it?

0:53:19.920 --> 0:53:27.640
<v Speaker 1>And it's it's just totally different. It's you know, our

0:53:27.719 --> 0:53:32.799
<v Speaker 1>our sisters out there ain't um like they used to be.

0:53:33.960 --> 0:53:36.160
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. It's some good ass black

0:53:36.160 --> 0:53:39.240
<v Speaker 1>women out there, no doubt, you know what I'm saying.

0:53:39.680 --> 0:53:44.680
<v Speaker 1>But the ones that that was that was stick by

0:53:44.719 --> 0:53:49.440
<v Speaker 1>their dude. You know what I'm saying. When man, I

0:53:49.440 --> 0:53:51.480
<v Speaker 1>don't want to get all of my personal business, but

0:53:53.440 --> 0:53:55.759
<v Speaker 1>every every woman I had in my life, all my

0:53:55.800 --> 0:53:59.440
<v Speaker 1>baby mama's had good jobs. You know what I'm saying,

0:53:59.719 --> 0:54:05.120
<v Speaker 1>They just fucking with the wrong dude me because I couldn't.

0:54:05.120 --> 0:54:10.280
<v Speaker 1>I my weird life and my way of thinking wasn't

0:54:11.280 --> 0:54:13.000
<v Speaker 1>getting the funk up and going to work and then

0:54:13.400 --> 0:54:16.600
<v Speaker 1>coming home and bringing a woman my money. Being in

0:54:16.640 --> 0:54:19.240
<v Speaker 1>the hood and hanging with the home girls and drinking

0:54:19.280 --> 0:54:23.719
<v Speaker 1>and and and everything else was was my thing. I

0:54:23.800 --> 0:54:27.680
<v Speaker 1>was more comfortable living like that. So that's why I say,

0:54:27.800 --> 0:54:30.480
<v Speaker 1>we can't blame nobody for our get down. This is

0:54:30.520 --> 0:54:33.399
<v Speaker 1>what I chose to do. At the end of the day,

0:54:33.920 --> 0:54:37.960
<v Speaker 1>you got to learn how to appreciate what you can

0:54:38.040 --> 0:54:41.080
<v Speaker 1>do and where you had at that point, because then

0:54:41.280 --> 0:54:44.759
<v Speaker 1>I lost a lot of good friends. You know what

0:54:44.800 --> 0:54:47.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying that. You know, when they died, they didn't

0:54:48.000 --> 0:54:51.160
<v Speaker 1>have that, you know, their son to carry on and

0:54:51.200 --> 0:54:55.279
<v Speaker 1>they didn't have nothing. We just just young niggas and

0:54:55.320 --> 0:54:58.360
<v Speaker 1>they're gone, you know what I'm saying. So, Man, I

0:54:58.440 --> 0:55:02.319
<v Speaker 1>appreciate everything every day every morning. Oh for sure, you

0:55:02.400 --> 0:55:05.359
<v Speaker 1>have to, man. And you know as far as that go, man,

0:55:05.600 --> 0:55:10.399
<v Speaker 1>I think that, Um, we all have a we all

0:55:10.440 --> 0:55:13.080
<v Speaker 1>have a major part to play in our own life, man,

0:55:13.320 --> 0:55:17.360
<v Speaker 1>and we can pretty much. I never talked about my

0:55:17.440 --> 0:55:20.200
<v Speaker 1>story too much. Man. I came out to California, man

0:55:20.280 --> 0:55:23.640
<v Speaker 1>in and when I say, you know how they talked

0:55:23.640 --> 0:55:25.960
<v Speaker 1>about the story of carrying the stick. You know, you

0:55:26.000 --> 0:55:27.560
<v Speaker 1>see the little things back in the day with the

0:55:27.600 --> 0:55:30.360
<v Speaker 1>guy with the kid carrying the stick with the little

0:55:30.480 --> 0:55:33.160
<v Speaker 1>um tied tied up with his belongings in it on

0:55:33.200 --> 0:55:35.640
<v Speaker 1>the tip of the stick. That was literally me. Man.

0:55:35.680 --> 0:55:38.200
<v Speaker 1>I came out here from Cleveland, Ohio, man with um,

0:55:38.239 --> 0:55:41.160
<v Speaker 1>I think maybe seenti five dollars in my pocket right

0:55:42.400 --> 0:55:44.319
<v Speaker 1>and um, back in the day, they used to have

0:55:44.360 --> 0:55:45.920
<v Speaker 1>them vultures that used to getting the back of the

0:55:45.920 --> 0:55:49.000
<v Speaker 1>newspaper buy tickets anywhere in the country for two hundred dollars. Right.

0:55:49.560 --> 0:55:51.319
<v Speaker 1>They didn't have no tickets to go to l A.

0:55:51.360 --> 0:55:54.560
<v Speaker 1>They had tickets to go to Vegas. And so that's

0:55:54.600 --> 0:55:56.799
<v Speaker 1>back then we had the maps. Right. I looked, I said,

0:55:56.840 --> 0:55:58.879
<v Speaker 1>what Vegas ain't That was before the internet. It wasn't

0:55:58.880 --> 0:56:01.000
<v Speaker 1>the internet to go on and got no stuff. Right,

0:56:01.480 --> 0:56:03.680
<v Speaker 1>So I said, what man, Vegas ain't too far away

0:56:03.719 --> 0:56:07.600
<v Speaker 1>from Los Angeles, right, So I coordinated it. Man, where

0:56:07.719 --> 0:56:10.359
<v Speaker 1>you figured? I was seventeen eighteen years old at the time.

0:56:10.400 --> 0:56:14.040
<v Speaker 1>I caughta um the playing out the Vegas Man got

0:56:14.120 --> 0:56:16.239
<v Speaker 1>in the Vegas like a twelve thirty at night. Man,

0:56:17.560 --> 0:56:19.759
<v Speaker 1>got to the Greyhound station. Don't remember how I got there.

0:56:19.760 --> 0:56:23.359
<v Speaker 1>I might have very well walked right went over there.

0:56:23.360 --> 0:56:26.640
<v Speaker 1>Man went to call my mama. Man turned around, somebody

0:56:26.640 --> 0:56:31.200
<v Speaker 1>on stole my luggage. Luckily I have my UM. Luckily

0:56:31.200 --> 0:56:33.960
<v Speaker 1>I have my bus ticket in my thing. Man. So

0:56:34.600 --> 0:56:37.480
<v Speaker 1>I caught a great hound man from Vegas and the

0:56:37.600 --> 0:56:43.040
<v Speaker 1>Long Beach, California man and winning setting the bus um

0:56:43.239 --> 0:56:45.760
<v Speaker 1>winning setting the studs man at Long Beach City College.

0:56:45.800 --> 0:56:48.919
<v Speaker 1>Because I was out there to play football. I got

0:56:48.920 --> 0:56:51.279
<v Speaker 1>the Long Beach City College man, maybe at four in

0:56:51.320 --> 0:56:53.640
<v Speaker 1>the morning and setting the steps of the football office

0:56:54.040 --> 0:56:56.239
<v Speaker 1>and just smiled and watched the sun rise. A lot

0:56:56.280 --> 0:56:57.799
<v Speaker 1>of people might have been like, Man, I would have

0:56:57.840 --> 0:57:00.400
<v Speaker 1>been panicking, But no, you figured I can't. Why well,

0:57:00.440 --> 0:57:01.920
<v Speaker 1>how I wasn't shi out there for me? Man? If

0:57:01.960 --> 0:57:03.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to stay, you know how I wound

0:57:03.440 --> 0:57:06.239
<v Speaker 1>up there in prison somewhere. It was just was nothing

0:57:06.280 --> 0:57:07.680
<v Speaker 1>from me out there. I had to get it from

0:57:07.680 --> 0:57:10.359
<v Speaker 1>out there. So I say that to say this, man,

0:57:10.360 --> 0:57:12.440
<v Speaker 1>I came out here man, selling the steps. Man. The

0:57:12.520 --> 0:57:15.719
<v Speaker 1>coach came over the morning, said are you okay? Like

0:57:16.160 --> 0:57:18.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm just a young dude sitting on the steps,

0:57:18.280 --> 0:57:20.640
<v Speaker 1>and I'll say, I'm Norman Steel. I'm here to play football,

0:57:20.680 --> 0:57:22.800
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. And so they took care

0:57:22.800 --> 0:57:25.080
<v Speaker 1>of me. Man. I've been going strong ever since. Man.

0:57:25.160 --> 0:57:29.160
<v Speaker 1>But you know, um, everything in life, man is up.

0:57:30.040 --> 0:57:33.000
<v Speaker 1>We we determined how successful we are, man, and we

0:57:33.080 --> 0:57:35.480
<v Speaker 1>really have to believe in ourselves, man, to the point

0:57:35.880 --> 0:57:37.480
<v Speaker 1>to where we're willing to go put some skin in

0:57:37.520 --> 0:57:39.920
<v Speaker 1>the game. I got up off my ass left Ohio,

0:57:40.560 --> 0:57:42.840
<v Speaker 1>came out west and when I came out here doing

0:57:42.880 --> 0:57:44.400
<v Speaker 1>a D eight James. You know, it was on a

0:57:44.440 --> 0:57:47.479
<v Speaker 1>cracking out here. It wasn't an easy place to live.

0:57:47.560 --> 0:57:49.120
<v Speaker 1>You know. You just couldn't up and say you just

0:57:49.120 --> 0:57:52.600
<v Speaker 1>gonna move from the Midwest to California and just not

0:57:53.200 --> 0:57:55.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, it was banging was on at the fullest back.

0:57:55.920 --> 0:57:59.640
<v Speaker 1>But you had to figure it out and at every

0:57:59.720 --> 0:58:02.720
<v Speaker 1>we all got options. You can either go this way

0:58:02.880 --> 0:58:06.840
<v Speaker 1>and get involved in this football shaped over with, or

0:58:06.960 --> 0:58:10.000
<v Speaker 1>stick with it. You know what I'm saying. It's hard

0:58:10.040 --> 0:58:14.000
<v Speaker 1>to stick with something positive when everything around you as negative.

0:58:14.680 --> 0:58:17.120
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. Because you started you don't

0:58:17.160 --> 0:58:21.480
<v Speaker 1>know nobody out here. I gotta eat, but how how

0:58:21.640 --> 0:58:25.520
<v Speaker 1>am I going to eat? So you gotta sit here

0:58:25.520 --> 0:58:28.439
<v Speaker 1>and figure out a way how to eat. So it's

0:58:28.600 --> 0:58:34.440
<v Speaker 1>it's just it's crazy, but you was one of the

0:58:34.520 --> 0:58:39.160
<v Speaker 1>lucky ones. Everybody don't got it right here like that,

0:58:39.720 --> 0:58:42.680
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. That's one of our biggest problems.

0:58:42.960 --> 0:58:46.600
<v Speaker 1>We all ain't strong like that, you know what I'm saying.

0:58:46.640 --> 0:58:49.840
<v Speaker 1>And that's that's the demise of the majority of us,

0:58:50.320 --> 0:58:53.960
<v Speaker 1>because we don't see nothing else but the hood. My

0:58:54.160 --> 0:58:59.920
<v Speaker 1>vision was only comforting my vision was only the hood.

0:59:01.160 --> 0:59:04.600
<v Speaker 1>My vision where where I'm gonna be at by six

0:59:04.640 --> 0:59:07.760
<v Speaker 1>o'clock tonight, I'm gonna be on Pine Street getting drunk

0:59:07.800 --> 0:59:10.640
<v Speaker 1>and motherfucker, I don't want to hear nothing now and

0:59:10.680 --> 0:59:14.800
<v Speaker 1>after that smoking a fucking premo. Let's let's go roll

0:59:14.920 --> 0:59:17.000
<v Speaker 1>trying to go to work. You know what I'm saying.

0:59:17.280 --> 0:59:20.400
<v Speaker 1>That type of ship my vision was was short. I

0:59:20.440 --> 0:59:24.560
<v Speaker 1>didn't have no nothing where. Okay, it's gonna take me

0:59:24.640 --> 0:59:30.320
<v Speaker 1>here until after prison. Getting out of prison. Now getting

0:59:30.320 --> 0:59:33.840
<v Speaker 1>out of prison, now you're back involved in and the

0:59:33.880 --> 0:59:36.800
<v Speaker 1>ship that shunned you back to prison. So how do

0:59:36.880 --> 0:59:41.440
<v Speaker 1>you work both of these to stay out of prison? Okay?

0:59:42.840 --> 0:59:46.000
<v Speaker 1>One thing when you talk to police, police right to

0:59:46.040 --> 0:59:49.160
<v Speaker 1>ship down, police put it in the computer. Now they

0:59:49.280 --> 0:59:51.960
<v Speaker 1>got something. They know who you is the whole nine.

0:59:52.800 --> 0:59:56.880
<v Speaker 1>We can't function doing what we're doing, and then everybody

0:59:56.920 --> 0:59:59.080
<v Speaker 1>know who the funk we is. We've been a good

0:59:59.120 --> 1:00:02.959
<v Speaker 1>caught up. So now you gotta figure out to slow

1:00:03.000 --> 1:00:06.960
<v Speaker 1>your role. Are you just continued running reckless? No, I

1:00:07.160 --> 1:00:10.920
<v Speaker 1>ain't nothing, pression you know, ain't nothing, ain't nothing at all.

1:00:11.280 --> 1:00:14.240
<v Speaker 1>So I mean, we just gotta understand our surrounded and

1:00:14.320 --> 1:00:16.480
<v Speaker 1>what the fun is going on and where we're at

1:00:16.520 --> 1:00:20.400
<v Speaker 1>at the time. Yeah, I just think, man, that um

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<v Speaker 1>us as black man, and um I think the biggest

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<v Speaker 1>thing we gotta stop doing. Man, it's just imagined, like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, because I hear people always talk about the man, right,

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<v Speaker 1>like the white man, this the white man, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think we give that too much power roll sometimes, Manah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know that they have a certain amount of power.

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<v Speaker 1>But this also was up to man to get up

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<v Speaker 1>off our tail feathers and go do something. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's it's like the thing is, man. When I first

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<v Speaker 1>started this network, Man, it almost started by accident, right,

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<v Speaker 1>But I never looked for that nobody, you know. For

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<v Speaker 1>the first thing we have to do is get out

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<v Speaker 1>the thing that somebody owes or something. Right, don't nobody

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<v Speaker 1>owe us the damn thing. We owe it to ourselves, man,

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<v Speaker 1>to really do as much as we can. Man. And

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<v Speaker 1>if we're doing what we're supposed to do. Man, I

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<v Speaker 1>tell people all the time, Man, if you keep swinging

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<v Speaker 1>the X, man, and you keep swinging the hammer, events

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<v Speaker 1>you to tree go fall. It might take a little

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<v Speaker 1>longer than than it would it be if you had

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<v Speaker 1>to change so or something like that. But you keep

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<v Speaker 1>swinging the X man, eventually that tree go go and

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<v Speaker 1>fall down, you know what I mean. So we really

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<v Speaker 1>have to really, man, just still on our peas and queues, man,

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<v Speaker 1>and stop being so damn lazy and look for the

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<v Speaker 1>hook up all the time. We just gotta start believing

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<v Speaker 1>in ourselves, come being and doing the streets. Man. We

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<v Speaker 1>gotta start paying attention. The police job is to lock

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<v Speaker 1>you up to say whatever they gotta say to get

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<v Speaker 1>you to say what they want you to say, period, period.

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<v Speaker 1>Stop hating your your your brother, let it ride until

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<v Speaker 1>you see otherwise. The only way, motherfucker I can prove

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<v Speaker 1>to a motherfucker that that motherfucker telling on me if

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<v Speaker 1>he's sitting in that chair and he pointed at me.

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<v Speaker 1>These guys ain't gotta don't have to happen like that

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<v Speaker 1>no more, because as soon as the police say y'ada, y'ada,

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna went down, you feel me, we gotta start

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<v Speaker 1>believing in our in our motherfucking's self. And some of

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<v Speaker 1>the homeboys and everybody ain't like that, But the police

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<v Speaker 1>create the ship, and we're so easy to let other

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<v Speaker 1>people put it in our fucking mind to where we

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<v Speaker 1>believe it, and then we go nuttie on the ship

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<v Speaker 1>not knowing the truth. And that's because the majority of

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<v Speaker 1>us are aren't uneducated, and and we have that fuck

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<v Speaker 1>the mentality where I'm not listening to ship, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to hear ship. We gotta change that with us.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what's gonna better. We have to really change that, man,

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<v Speaker 1>because I look at so many man of us, like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna tell you what the biggest opportunity it is

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<v Speaker 1>man for us as a people in the last twenty years,

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<v Speaker 1>Man is really on our own content. We have the

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<v Speaker 1>talent to sing, We got telling you know music, you know, rappings, music,

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<v Speaker 1>just all around entertainment. Man. It's stuff that we're doing

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<v Speaker 1>right now for example. Man, we have the opportunity now

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<v Speaker 1>more than every man. I tell people all the time

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<v Speaker 1>when they you know, I used to work in the

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<v Speaker 1>music industry. People ask me all the time, how could

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<v Speaker 1>I get on to do this and do that? I

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<v Speaker 1>should tell them, man, I always tell them, stop waiting

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<v Speaker 1>for somebody to give you something. You can do your own.

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<v Speaker 1>Ship are rappers of California. Are not the a cons

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<v Speaker 1>of Africa. The money that they're putting out there and

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<v Speaker 1>building schools and all of this other ship. We're not

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<v Speaker 1>doing that with ourselves out here. We're not taking a

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<v Speaker 1>building and opening that building and putting the ship that's

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<v Speaker 1>constructive to teach our little homies, our youngsters that y'all

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<v Speaker 1>can meet in the middle. You in this class, y'all

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<v Speaker 1>doing this and you you're learning the trade. We're not

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<v Speaker 1>opening the building. You know, these guys can come together

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<v Speaker 1>and put their money together, because the first time of

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<v Speaker 1>two black niggers put their money together, the first thing

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<v Speaker 1>come out of their mouth that they can cheating me,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, he coming up on me? Or why you

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<v Speaker 1>getting more money than me? And and and we divide

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<v Speaker 1>ourselves from that. We ain't no good together. Yeah, we

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<v Speaker 1>really got to change that narrative, because you look at us,

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<v Speaker 1>we do good business together everybody. I don't have no

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<v Speaker 1>problems with nobody on the networking. And I think, man,

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<v Speaker 1>we really have to change that narrative among us and

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<v Speaker 1>start really just thinking that everybody to come with us

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<v Speaker 1>as enemies and the part of that same this communication too.

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<v Speaker 1>It's hard for us and I'm gonna use Games of

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<v Speaker 1>Chronicles as an example. It's hard for for for brothers

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<v Speaker 1>to be together and be successful and see each other

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<v Speaker 1>come up, not watch you come up? Are you come up?

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<v Speaker 1>And my whole concept since I start doing this is

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<v Speaker 1>a we week is I want to see us come up.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't funk the fame aspect of it or this

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<v Speaker 1>other bullshit that that all these other cats, I won't mind.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't give a funk about them. That's where is

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<v Speaker 1>the money ain't no good. You're gonna do what you

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<v Speaker 1>do with it. But it is as you build, you're

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<v Speaker 1>creating enemies. You're creating that. To me, everybody is stagnated.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody you're not getting nowhere because you're hating on him

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<v Speaker 1>and he hating on you and you hate on him.

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<v Speaker 1>Now with us, I think if we're all on the

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<v Speaker 1>same page, we're all good. But something that somebody's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>fall off. You can't get fire motherfucking niggas together, black

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<v Speaker 1>men together and everybody thinking be on the same page.

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<v Speaker 1>It's hard. It's very hard. It is not just hard,

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<v Speaker 1>it's almost impossible because I think the big elephant in

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<v Speaker 1>the know, even with us, what we're talking about, the

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<v Speaker 1>gangster chronic goes on. I think people have noticed that

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<v Speaker 1>Alex hasn't been on the show, probably like the past

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<v Speaker 1>three episodes. Right, Well, I'm gonna say this, and and

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<v Speaker 1>I've been getting a lot of that with the things

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<v Speaker 1>that Alex has got going on. That Alex handah was business.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh once again, James gonna try to hold this ship down.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, we gotta wait on Reggie. And then here

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<v Speaker 1>comes the creator of the Gangs to Chronicles. Had to

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<v Speaker 1>come in and sit down because you know, my two

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<v Speaker 1>hosts had gone, My my my brothers is gone. You

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. And I didn't ask for this ship.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't I don't know how to do this, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. So here you are, and I

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<v Speaker 1>know people are gonna ask questions. Everybody knows where Reggie at.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, can't wait till you get

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<v Speaker 1>his ass home. Well, me and Reggie gonna have a

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<v Speaker 1>fight in June. Then we're gonna have a drink and

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<v Speaker 1>then we're gonna come to work. That's how I see it.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, sure, So get that ship out of the way.

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<v Speaker 1>And and you know the craziest shit about it is

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm gonna tell you that's how we're so fucked up.

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<v Speaker 1>The people are Reggie sitting to jail. Let Reggie do

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<v Speaker 1>is goddamn time and jail. Reggie don't need to know

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<v Speaker 1>what the fund is really going on on the street.

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<v Speaker 1>But people are are are getting that Reggie and talking

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<v Speaker 1>to Reggie. That makes his time harder. You might not

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<v Speaker 1>understand that, and people don't get it, you know, just

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<v Speaker 1>sitting in jail to knowing what's going on on the streets.

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<v Speaker 1>You want to be there, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>You want to be there, um and and and and

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<v Speaker 1>Reggie's living like that, Reggie and jail, knowing the whole

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<v Speaker 1>everything what's going on, and and that Reggie do his time.

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<v Speaker 1>That that's gonna make his time harder at the end

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<v Speaker 1>of it, because now that you know he's gonna come

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<v Speaker 1>home and just people need to stop talking to him

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<v Speaker 1>and being in his ear and let Reggie do his time.

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<v Speaker 1>When Reggie come home, Reggie gonna be ready to go

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<v Speaker 1>to work, ready to do his thing and just get

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<v Speaker 1>back into it, especially getting that them with some negative ship,

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<v Speaker 1>because you know that's what both But I here all

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<v Speaker 1>the time. You know, well I heard that y'all did

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<v Speaker 1>this and that, and you know half the ship. Don't

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<v Speaker 1>be true, like where you get that from every once again,

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<v Speaker 1>a man got a man gonna make up his mind.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't react to react off of some bullshit that you

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<v Speaker 1>don't even know is right or wrong. Because I can

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<v Speaker 1>make a phone call, I can get in touch with you.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's one of our biggest problems. We don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to look at each other in the eye. And had

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<v Speaker 1>that conversation. We don't want to be one hunt with

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<v Speaker 1>each other. But we say one hunt every day, but

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<v Speaker 1>we don't want to keep it one hunted. So a

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<v Speaker 1>motherfucker gonna shot away. But when this cat right here

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<v Speaker 1>trying to be one huney with you, he on some

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<v Speaker 1>bullshit or he this, and that the story gets turned around. Yeah, exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm pretty sure that e Gene deal interview we

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<v Speaker 1>did a few weeks ago. I'm pretty sure somebody that

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<v Speaker 1>went back until Reggyo. They Haggene on the show when

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<v Speaker 1>he said this net butine did he apologize to that

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<v Speaker 1>man on the show. And it was the beat and

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<v Speaker 1>it was letting noon that we ride with racing. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>everybody out there, No, I'm a Robert Reggie. The only

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<v Speaker 1>problem I got it, and what we don't have a

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<v Speaker 1>day with each other's loyalty and and I think every

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<v Speaker 1>since I started this, since Reggie introduced me to and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm and I'm saying this and I ain't gonna say

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<v Speaker 1>no more introduced me to the the the interviews and

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<v Speaker 1>the in the gamest chronicles and all that I thought

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<v Speaker 1>coming in with him, I'm doing. We're good, So showing

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<v Speaker 1>my loyalty to you, Alex Brian, the whole nine. And

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<v Speaker 1>that's always been my biggest slogan. If something happened while

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<v Speaker 1>we're all here together and the motherfucker come tripping, I'm tripping.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just it ain't just your fight is our fight.

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<v Speaker 1>If you take anything outside of that and go next

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<v Speaker 1>door and and switching around, that's on you. That's on you.

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<v Speaker 1>My loyalty having having changed, it's not gonna change. So

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<v Speaker 1>when you get to talking and saying it about me, Nick,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think I ain't gonna bite back you bark

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<v Speaker 1>at me. I'm gonna bark at you. You know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. But I gotta I gotta right to you

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<v Speaker 1>feel me. And I'm not trying to bring up the

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<v Speaker 1>other ship, but we shouldn't if we're rocking together like

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<v Speaker 1>that I ain't got nothing bad to say. I ain't

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<v Speaker 1>gonna say nothing about you or no other motherfucker can

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<v Speaker 1>sit in my presence and talk about you. That's just

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<v Speaker 1>my loyalty to money. Yeah, exactly. And I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>how it should be, man. And uh, you know the

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<v Speaker 1>thing is, man of us, I go go back to

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<v Speaker 1>it again. It's communication. Man. Like you said, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>we have a problem with looking each other in the

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<v Speaker 1>eye and telling each other what it is that we

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<v Speaker 1>got on our minds. You know what I mean. Some

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<v Speaker 1>of us was taught that back in our days, that

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<v Speaker 1>when you look at him man, looking him in his

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<v Speaker 1>eyes and talk to him, you know, don't don't talk

1:11:06.720 --> 1:11:10.680
<v Speaker 1>to me with your head down. Catch these days, they

1:11:10.680 --> 1:11:13.760
<v Speaker 1>ain't getting that. The younger generation ain't getting that. And

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<v Speaker 1>I think, how do we put that back? You need

1:11:19.400 --> 1:11:22.519
<v Speaker 1>we got boys, everybody that have kids. We need to

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<v Speaker 1>instill that in them, you know what I'm saying, Our nephews,

1:11:25.640 --> 1:11:29.639
<v Speaker 1>our cousins, and then they let other motherfuckers know. This

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<v Speaker 1>is how men talk. You know what I'm saying, This

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<v Speaker 1>is how we're supposed to be. If you got something

1:11:35.560 --> 1:11:40.080
<v Speaker 1>to say to me, said, well, I'm offended or not.

1:11:41.320 --> 1:11:43.599
<v Speaker 1>If it's wrong, I'm gonna tell you why it's wrong.

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<v Speaker 1>But if it's the truth, I can't say, ship, you

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<v Speaker 1>can't do nothing about that. It is what it is.

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<v Speaker 1>But we don't accept that. We just want to get

1:11:50.920 --> 1:11:53.439
<v Speaker 1>mad and we want to be violent. We are not

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<v Speaker 1>just yeah we are. We were violing creatures, we somewhe

1:11:58.160 --> 1:12:01.280
<v Speaker 1>but I mean, it's it's it's so easy for us

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<v Speaker 1>to change who we are and what we want to be.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's just stop blaming every motherfucking body for for our problems.

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<v Speaker 1>Because ain't no motherfucker on the TV told me to

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<v Speaker 1>get my gun and go shoot this motherfucker. Ain't nobody

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<v Speaker 1>on TV told me I need to drib somebody to

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<v Speaker 1>eat that. I know this, I know what I'm doing.

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<v Speaker 1>It ain't your fault, it ain't your fault. We let's

1:12:26.040 --> 1:12:29.880
<v Speaker 1>stop blaming everybody for our ship. Let's get our ship right.

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<v Speaker 1>I swear the guy when I get good and and

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<v Speaker 1>then and ready, then I'll be able to show instead

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<v Speaker 1>of talk that ship, I'll be able to walk that walk.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. Because I've always preached that

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<v Speaker 1>I need a house for for for boys to get

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<v Speaker 1>him in there and then to show them like my

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<v Speaker 1>grandson so much practice. I'm rubbing him at three years old. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>and and and I feel good because I didn't use

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<v Speaker 1>that formula on my two sons. Us they they they

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<v Speaker 1>my voice straighten them niggers out. I didn't have to

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<v Speaker 1>whoop my sons. I went by the older son one time,

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<v Speaker 1>my youngest son. As soon as I got aggressive, he

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<v Speaker 1>put up the prayer of hands okay, dad, please please please.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying my my grandson, it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>like hands on when he when he when he sucking up,

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<v Speaker 1>stand right here and he no, no, and start doing this.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to laugh at him, but I got him

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<v Speaker 1>right here and he put his head down and do this,

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<v Speaker 1>lift your head out, talk to Papa, look at me

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<v Speaker 1>and and and he sit there and he looked at

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<v Speaker 1>me like this, and he said no or whatever for

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<v Speaker 1>going on. The situation might be. He don't put his

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<v Speaker 1>head back down no more. And he talked to me.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to teach him not to be scared of me. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I understand me, but we get it twisted when we

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<v Speaker 1>don't understand that. And you know, some cats and you

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<v Speaker 1>know when I see him jerkob pull away or don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to come close to me. Don't be afraid of me.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm your papa. I got you. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>And everything I do, he's attached to it. And he

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<v Speaker 1>started doing this ship I do. So he getting it

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<v Speaker 1>and he understanding. And I wanted to rub off on

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<v Speaker 1>him because the way I feel now and about myself,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just wrapped up in so much good ship. I'm cool, Yeah, exactly,

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<v Speaker 1>because there's a lot of positive stuff going on. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not angry whatsoever, no more. Yeah, man, And that's

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<v Speaker 1>good because you've been able to use this as a

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<v Speaker 1>platform to heal man. You know when I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>what it is about. You know, the thing is, man,

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of us need therapy. Man, a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>us we don't need. Can't nobody sitting me in the

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<v Speaker 1>chair and talk to me and tell me about me?

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<v Speaker 1>And I and I made that quite clear in the

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<v Speaker 1>fourth grade with a with a psychiatrist. That psychiatrist don't

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<v Speaker 1>know jack shit about me. You can't tell me what

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<v Speaker 1>I am today. You can't tell me. Take that pencil

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<v Speaker 1>and draw all of those those squares and triangles and

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<v Speaker 1>and make that start right there. Okay, I'll do that.

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<v Speaker 1>I sat there with the pencil. That motherfucker walked out

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<v Speaker 1>the dough, I put the put the the circle on

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<v Speaker 1>the paper, and I traced that motherfucker and and and

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<v Speaker 1>I did all of them. The butterfly, all that ship.

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<v Speaker 1>I traced it and and put the pilce down and

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<v Speaker 1>left it right there. Just say he ain't crazy for real,

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<v Speaker 1>real talking, I'm not finn. I'm not gonna play that game.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna I'm gonna figure the easy way out. So

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<v Speaker 1>it's that. I don't think it's nothing room with therapy, though, James,

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<v Speaker 1>you know some people, some people need it, man, you

1:15:58.160 --> 1:16:01.519
<v Speaker 1>know some people. You think about it. You got fortunate,

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<v Speaker 1>man that she was able to go out and talking,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, able to get it all like your system

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<v Speaker 1>with this. Everybody don't have that though, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean. This didn't this, this, this was the better

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<v Speaker 1>part of it. I had to get to understand where

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to go and with the fun what I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to do no more, what I was uncomfortable

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<v Speaker 1>with doing. I didn't want to carry my pistol on

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<v Speaker 1>the daily. I don't want to go out there and

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<v Speaker 1>shoot at a brother that that this should have don't

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<v Speaker 1>mean nothing. It don't mean nothing. Game banging was was

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<v Speaker 1>senseless at this point to me, Why continue to destroy

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<v Speaker 1>when you could be a total different way? Why, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>just just just going to sleep, just the nightmares, just

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<v Speaker 1>to think in the way I was thinking looking out

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<v Speaker 1>the fucking windows. Think. I mean, it's so much ship,

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<v Speaker 1>come with this. It ain't just you game banging and

1:17:00.720 --> 1:17:04.360
<v Speaker 1>you're just living that life and everything is is easy. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I had to find a way, liquor, what's my way

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<v Speaker 1>to cope with a lot of this ship. I had

1:17:12.360 --> 1:17:16.040
<v Speaker 1>to get fucked up drunk, pissy drunk, not to even

1:17:16.040 --> 1:17:19.240
<v Speaker 1>worry about that type of ship. So man, it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's a it's a process. Here's a big learning process.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you're not ready to go through that, then

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<v Speaker 1>it's not gonna happen. You're just gonna be where you at.

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<v Speaker 1>So every man, that just every individual has to figure

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<v Speaker 1>out a way and what's the best way for me

1:17:38.280 --> 1:17:43.479
<v Speaker 1>to change get my ship together? And and that's where

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<v Speaker 1>it all starts. Once you figure that out, and and

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<v Speaker 1>and and learn how to respect your homeboys, and learn

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<v Speaker 1>how to respect your mama. Learn how to respect your sisters,

1:17:56.360 --> 1:17:58.639
<v Speaker 1>because if you don't respect your mama and your sisters,

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<v Speaker 1>you ain't gonna respect nowatire on the street. But on

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<v Speaker 1>that note, I mean, you know, we got great stuff coming.

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<v Speaker 1>We got uh Willie D coming, Yeah, we got Willie

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<v Speaker 1>D coming up. If that brother every hits me back again,

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<v Speaker 1>we got mac ten coming up. We got a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of incredible stuff coming. Man. We want to thank you

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<v Speaker 1>all man for sitting here with us today on another

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<v Speaker 1>episode of the Gains the Chronicles. Make sure now we

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<v Speaker 1>got something that's real special for y'all. We have an

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<v Speaker 1>something that don't nobody else see, man, something nobody else see.

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<v Speaker 1>You'll get to see my man right here, James go Live.

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<v Speaker 1>We have some stuff from James coming up on there

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<v Speaker 1>for you. But and it's not that expensive. Man. We're

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<v Speaker 1>talking about from a dog nine nine or four nine

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<v Speaker 1>nine a month. So if you want to take advantage

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<v Speaker 1>of that, man, hit the joint button right now. All right,

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<v Speaker 1>we see you all at minute. I got one more thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Um my boy, Nino Capaccino. I got to give a

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<v Speaker 1>shout out to him, and I think it's only right.

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<v Speaker 1>That's just my boy. Uh, he got his podcast, ain't

1:19:07.000 --> 1:19:11.360
<v Speaker 1>going rules of engagement check him out. He owned some

1:19:11.439 --> 1:19:16.200
<v Speaker 1>positive ship. He's trying and I'm with the uplift. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to support my brother because he's doing his ship

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<v Speaker 1>on his own. One hunter to you, rules of engagement,

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<v Speaker 1>check him out, Nino Brown. I mean, where's where's ninos?

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<v Speaker 1>Some podcasts? That is everywhere I've listened on Spotify And

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<v Speaker 1>what I do is I get a link for you

1:19:34.960 --> 1:19:36.360
<v Speaker 1>and I put it in our things so we can

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<v Speaker 1>get their brothers subscribed. But shut off the Nino cappuccino

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<v Speaker 1>all the time. One we're out