WEBVTT - Double Your Fun with Nikki and Brie Garcia 0:00:01.920 --> 0:00:05.399 Wind down with Janet Kramer, an I'm Heeart radio podcast. 0:00:07.280 --> 0:00:10.840 Hey girl, Hey hi girl, Hey hey girl. 0:00:10.840 --> 0:00:11.639 How you doing girl? 0:00:13.640 --> 0:00:15.760 Tell me how you're really doing well. 0:00:16.320 --> 0:00:18.920 It's interesting because I feel like it's a day by day. 0:00:18.960 --> 0:00:22.360 It's like a minute by minute, hour by hour, day 0:00:22.360 --> 0:00:22.759 by day. 0:00:23.040 --> 0:00:24.040 You feel that thing. 0:00:25.320 --> 0:00:27.920 Yesterday, I loaded three children to go to a postop 0:00:27.960 --> 0:00:32.680 appointment for the babies orald Tie release and the guru 0:00:32.720 --> 0:00:34.840 here in Nashville is an hour away from my home, 0:00:35.680 --> 0:00:38.199 and so I loaded all three and I made the 0:00:38.280 --> 0:00:43.360 voyage Oregon trail style and I got there five minutes early. Success, 0:00:44.280 --> 0:00:45.800 And the appointment was. 0:00:45.760 --> 0:00:51.120 Actually for today. So I passed everybody. No, no, they 0:00:51.120 --> 0:00:52.320 wouldn't let you. 0:00:52.400 --> 0:00:55.240 They the person that was supposed to the person that 0:00:55.280 --> 0:00:57.920 could have seen me actually had a family emergency, was 0:00:57.960 --> 0:00:58.400 not there. 0:00:58.760 --> 0:00:59.120 No. 0:00:59.520 --> 0:01:03.280 So an hour hour back we go and that's that. 0:01:03.920 --> 0:01:06.720 And so we've moved it. But just to reiterate your 0:01:06.760 --> 0:01:08.959 hour by hour, I consider myself to be an a type. 0:01:09.680 --> 0:01:15.720 So these third baby moments are super sobering. This is 0:01:15.760 --> 0:01:21.360 interesting because I'm listening to this piece and then also 0:01:21.640 --> 0:01:25.040 last week you had something happen I'm sure I did 0:01:25.400 --> 0:01:30.240 with your podcast. Oh yeah, my podcast I have. I 0:01:30.280 --> 0:01:32.039 took a time out and went to a studio and 0:01:32.080 --> 0:01:35.200 did two full episodes and I sent them over to 0:01:35.240 --> 0:01:37.839 the producer who does mine. She's amazing and she was like, hey, girl, 0:01:38.080 --> 0:01:39.760 so there's no audio on these. I can see that 0:01:39.800 --> 0:01:42.160 there's forty minutes or forty five minutes of content, but 0:01:42.200 --> 0:01:47.320 there's no audio. Devastation, So I feel like, what is 0:01:47.480 --> 0:01:50.760 the universe telling you right now? Because you've got I 0:01:50.840 --> 0:01:54.880 don't know, tell me. I always am like, okay, what's 0:01:54.960 --> 0:01:58.320 the I know, I will say this. I decided, tell 0:01:58.320 --> 0:02:01.000 me if this feels like fair closure for the lost episodes, 0:02:01.040 --> 0:02:03.920 because I really mourned it, and in fact, Easton, your producer, 0:02:04.640 --> 0:02:06.240 was like, I reached out to him because I thought 0:02:06.280 --> 0:02:08.280 he's a guru, so if there's anyone that can go 0:02:08.360 --> 0:02:12.880 in and find and he could not. I decided that 0:02:13.040 --> 0:02:15.480 those were two conversations I needed to have with God. 0:02:16.800 --> 0:02:19.320 And I told you even in one of them, I 0:02:19.360 --> 0:02:21.840 felt so plugged in that it felt so special that 0:02:21.880 --> 0:02:24.560 there was no way I could recreate it. And I thought, well, 0:02:24.560 --> 0:02:27.280 maybe it was just supposed to be those conversations were 0:02:27.440 --> 0:02:30.120 Those conversations were just me and God. So that's where 0:02:30.160 --> 0:02:34.600 I've landed with that, and probably a really good lesson 0:02:34.680 --> 0:02:36.480 on making sure that I'm recording the. 0:02:36.520 --> 0:02:38.840 Right way, which I used to do radio. 0:02:38.880 --> 0:02:42.000 So I sometimes like think I'm doing okay, yeah, and 0:02:42.000 --> 0:02:45.200 I'm not. But well, I'm always just like, what is it? 0:02:45.240 --> 0:02:48.400 Is it writing us to slow down? Is it? Yeah? 0:02:48.440 --> 0:02:50.920 I thought the drive yesterday was, you know, about a 0:02:50.960 --> 0:02:54.480 little over two hours round trip, and I thought, why why? 0:02:55.040 --> 0:02:57.360 But we went in a non traffic time. We saw 0:02:57.360 --> 0:02:59.320 the big beautiful city my kids called Nashville the big 0:02:59.320 --> 0:03:03.040 beautiful city. The water was twinkly, and I thought, maybe 0:03:03.080 --> 0:03:06.639 we're just supposed to be reminded. I'm trying grammer. I'm 0:03:06.639 --> 0:03:11.120 really stretching by the way I always go with when 0:03:11.160 --> 0:03:14.480 I'm on an airplane and even I mean, we had 0:03:14.880 --> 0:03:18.800 one of these days when I was like twenty oh. 0:03:18.840 --> 0:03:20.200 We were coming back from Utah. 0:03:21.080 --> 0:03:25.720 We were eleven hours delayed, and we got to the 0:03:25.720 --> 0:03:29.280 airport at four in the morning for an early flight, 0:03:30.600 --> 0:03:33.480 and instead of going to the oh, this is so frustrating, 0:03:33.520 --> 0:03:35.560 and I'm so angry and I just want to go home. Yes, 0:03:35.640 --> 0:03:38.200 all of those things, but I'm like, whether it's that 0:03:38.400 --> 0:03:41.680 or traffic or a re route. I go, this is 0:03:41.720 --> 0:03:44.200 just God's way, because maybe something would have happened God 0:03:44.360 --> 0:03:47.400 Sea Tour. Yes, well God's Sea Tour where it's like, okay, 0:03:47.680 --> 0:03:51.560 I've changed my frame going that plane might not have 0:03:51.640 --> 0:03:54.320 just worked for us, right, and I'm thankful that we 0:03:54.360 --> 0:03:56.120 are going to wait to the right one. Well and 0:03:56.280 --> 0:03:58.120 even today so like I wouldn't have been able to 0:03:58.160 --> 0:04:00.000 make to day's appointment, which is why why did I 0:04:00.040 --> 0:04:04.000 even schedule it on a Wednesday. I don't know, but 0:04:04.120 --> 0:04:06.560 it was I thought, Okay, well, maybe it's that I'm 0:04:06.600 --> 0:04:09.160 not supposed to be on the road today, and now 0:04:09.280 --> 0:04:11.360 that sweet woman at the office doesn't want to make 0:04:11.400 --> 0:04:13.840 me do the drive twice, so she's coming. 0:04:13.560 --> 0:04:15.080 To us this week. 0:04:15.360 --> 0:04:18.240 Wow, which I thought, maybe we're being protected, you know, 0:04:18.320 --> 0:04:21.560 like you just gotta go everything for a reason. The 0:04:21.600 --> 0:04:25.520 woman at the front desk, though, oh no, I had 0:04:25.560 --> 0:04:27.479 a moment and then I even had to find the 0:04:27.520 --> 0:04:29.760 grace because I wanted to cry, like I didn't say 0:04:29.760 --> 0:04:31.679 to her, I just drove over an hour. I didn't 0:04:31.760 --> 0:04:35.000 say like is there anyone here? That I just was like, okay, 0:04:35.200 --> 0:04:37.080 got it. And meanwhile, Love and Legend are like making 0:04:37.120 --> 0:04:39.160 themselves at home reading a magazine already, like they moved 0:04:39.200 --> 0:04:42.200 right in and I'm and so and then they're like confused, 0:04:42.200 --> 0:04:46.000 why are we leaving? And she just was not super cozym. 0:04:47.040 --> 0:04:48.599 But then I got in the car and I was driving, 0:04:48.600 --> 0:04:50.320 and I wanted to cry. I couldn't even call Preston 0:04:50.320 --> 0:04:52.080 because I thought if I if I do call him, 0:04:52.080 --> 0:04:53.680 I'm just gonna cry, and then the kids are gonna 0:04:53.680 --> 0:04:56.400 want you know, it's not worth it. So I I 0:04:56.440 --> 0:04:57.880 did have a moment where I thought, you know, what 0:04:57.960 --> 0:04:59.400 her day was, probably. 0:04:59.080 --> 0:05:01.720 Really maybe she was going through something. 0:05:01.880 --> 0:05:04.440 Yeah, like she's now dealing with the cancelations of the 0:05:04.440 --> 0:05:07.000 family emergency and she doesn't you know, And I just 0:05:07.920 --> 0:05:10.919 just grace right, like we're all in it. Yes, and 0:05:11.040 --> 0:05:13.880 every day is a little different, especially when you have 0:05:13.960 --> 0:05:17.040 a third and it's a newborn. Yeah, it's you can't 0:05:17.040 --> 0:05:20.400 get a pattern. No, well, that's Alan had asked me some. 0:05:20.560 --> 0:05:23.280 I think it was last night. I was the night before. 0:05:23.320 --> 0:05:25.960 I mean just he's really dealing with like some gas 0:05:25.960 --> 0:05:31.679 and fussiness and so the baby, yes, the baby noting which, 0:05:31.760 --> 0:05:33.480 by the way, I have a really funny story with 0:05:33.520 --> 0:05:36.400 my ex because he came to pick up the kids 0:05:37.480 --> 0:05:40.600 the other the other day, and I said, he so, 0:05:40.680 --> 0:05:42.760 we're really going to have to keep an eye on him, 0:05:42.839 --> 0:05:46.480 because you know, he's just having like some crying fits 0:05:46.520 --> 0:05:50.040 and just being like really you know, sensitive, And he's 0:05:50.080 --> 0:05:51.039 like Alan. 0:05:51.240 --> 0:05:55.239 Like, oh, Jayce, Mike is really all in on Alan. 0:05:56.360 --> 0:05:58.640 Really. I was like, no, Jayce, He's like, oh, I 0:05:58.680 --> 0:06:00.400 thought you were talking about because I guess I was 0:06:00.440 --> 0:06:03.880 just talking about Alan. So he's like, so, I think 0:06:03.880 --> 0:06:05.280 a couple of days ago he texted me, He's like, 0:06:05.320 --> 0:06:06.400 how's Alan's crying fits? 0:06:06.920 --> 0:06:08.719 Alan feeling less gassy? Good for Allan? 0:06:10.000 --> 0:06:14.479 But anyways, so he had asked me. So obviously, with 0:06:14.600 --> 0:06:16.960 a newborn in two and a half weeks or whatever, 0:06:17.040 --> 0:06:20.200 it's just a couple hours you get to sleep. And 0:06:20.640 --> 0:06:26.640 Alan has been incredible, like he's taken the most middle 0:06:26.640 --> 0:06:29.320 of the night feeds just to let me sleep and recover. 0:06:29.480 --> 0:06:31.640 And I'm like, all right, babe, I'm now past like 0:06:31.720 --> 0:06:34.120 two weeks sea section, like I got I got this. 0:06:34.240 --> 0:06:35.559 And he's like no, no, I'm like sleep. 0:06:35.800 --> 0:06:40.159 He's a like a dream, so supportive, so sweet, but 0:06:40.279 --> 0:06:43.599 also this it's a yes, they're sleeping, but you're also awake. 0:06:43.640 --> 0:06:47.360 You hear the crying and so it's very sleepless. Oh yeah, 0:06:47.400 --> 0:06:49.479 and even if he didn't wake up, by the way, 0:06:49.520 --> 0:06:51.200 even if the baby didn't wake up, you would still 0:06:51.200 --> 0:06:55.800 be waking up, right. And so I just was out 0:06:55.839 --> 0:06:58.359 of it yesterday and just tired, and you when things 0:06:58.440 --> 0:07:00.680 just start to pile up in the two list and 0:07:00.720 --> 0:07:02.560 getting back to work, and I got an audition and 0:07:02.560 --> 0:07:06.160 I'm like okay, like trying to like study lines, and 0:07:06.200 --> 0:07:07.400 you know, Alan was like, so, how you doing? 0:07:07.440 --> 0:07:09.920 And I was like emotionally, mentally. 0:07:09.560 --> 0:07:14.160 Physically, like we got to today last last minute hour, 0:07:14.360 --> 0:07:18.080 which one you said ten thirty or currently something expected 0:07:18.120 --> 0:07:19.960 that response back and you kind of looked at me like, 0:07:20.040 --> 0:07:23.240 oh god, what did I walk myself into? But yeah, no, 0:07:23.360 --> 0:07:25.040 that's just where I'm kind of at is just like 0:07:25.120 --> 0:07:30.400 the minute, because today I'm good, but also I feel 0:07:30.400 --> 0:07:32.000 like I could cry at the drop of a hat. 0:07:32.040 --> 0:07:35.920 Oh same today. Let's not yesterday, yesterday, same day before. 0:07:36.120 --> 0:07:36.200 No. 0:07:36.640 --> 0:07:39.040 So when I was doing my postpartum check, when I 0:07:39.080 --> 0:07:41.920 went for my two week check up, I really had 0:07:41.960 --> 0:07:45.480 to take the question seriously because I'm like, well, sometimes 0:07:46.600 --> 0:07:49.160 yesterday the other day before that. No, you know, I 0:07:49.160 --> 0:07:50.760 remember asking them like, do you want me to fill 0:07:50.760 --> 0:07:52.960 this out like based on like the last several days 0:07:53.040 --> 0:07:56.480 overall feeling or just the last hour, because I do 0:07:56.520 --> 0:07:59.520 feel really like hopeful most of the time, but then 0:07:59.520 --> 0:08:02.040 there's time where I'm like, ooh, this is the depression piece, 0:08:02.120 --> 0:08:05.160 like sneaky. Yeah, I've dealt with the depression piece a 0:08:05.200 --> 0:08:09.320 lot this time around, but it looks different, I think 0:08:09.320 --> 0:08:14.280 because I know a lot more and I know myself. 0:08:14.600 --> 0:08:17.000 I'm more in tune with myself, but the depression piece 0:08:17.080 --> 0:08:19.240 is extra sneaky this time. 0:08:19.400 --> 0:08:19.760 Yeah. 0:08:20.360 --> 0:08:24.000 And I'm trying really hard to like this podcast helps me. 0:08:25.000 --> 0:08:28.520 My podcast, like even just getting going somewhere, getting dressed, 0:08:28.560 --> 0:08:30.640 even though I don't want to, like I have to. 0:08:31.120 --> 0:08:34.000 It almost feels like a foggy depression it is, and 0:08:34.040 --> 0:08:36.720 where it's like it clears and then it comes back. 0:08:37.160 --> 0:08:39.679 That's kind of how I've was trying to describe it 0:08:39.720 --> 0:08:42.920 to my therapist. And I think what women, especially like 0:08:42.960 --> 0:08:44.960 you and I, what we usually use as tools to 0:08:45.000 --> 0:08:48.880 like get us motivated or like we both like to exercise. Well, 0:08:48.880 --> 0:08:51.400 and that's that was the piece I was It's hard. Well, 0:08:51.440 --> 0:08:53.079 what I said to when I went for my two 0:08:53.080 --> 0:08:54.760 week I'm like, all right, doc, Like when can I 0:08:54.960 --> 0:08:58.040 get back to working out because I went for a 0:08:58.040 --> 0:08:59.120 few walks around the neighborhood. 0:08:59.120 --> 0:08:59.559 I feel great. 0:08:59.600 --> 0:09:02.800 I'm still sore in my ribs and obviously over my scar. 0:09:02.880 --> 0:09:06.080 I'm like, isn't normal to have that stabbing pain where? 0:09:06.120 --> 0:09:08.360 And she's like, oh yeah, She's like, that's where you know. 0:09:08.400 --> 0:09:11.800 I tied you up. And she goes and unfortunately, she's like, 0:09:11.880 --> 0:09:14.760 I can't clear you to you know. She's like, most 0:09:14.760 --> 0:09:16.800 people can start working out at six weeks. She's like, 0:09:16.840 --> 0:09:19.600 but she's like, your abs on the left side were 0:09:19.679 --> 0:09:25.240 so detached. She's like, I tried to fix Them's like, 0:09:25.240 --> 0:09:28.000 but that's not my area of expertise. And she's like, 0:09:28.840 --> 0:09:32.760 you cannot work out until you see a public floor therapist. 0:09:32.840 --> 0:09:35.240 And she's like, because you'll get a hernia. And I'm 0:09:35.280 --> 0:09:38.080 just like, wait a minute, So wait what, like so 0:09:38.120 --> 0:09:40.480 I can't can I do squats or because it's just 0:09:40.520 --> 0:09:44.520 something because I want to feel not just I want 0:09:44.559 --> 0:09:46.600 to get back in shape. That's fine, but I like 0:09:46.679 --> 0:09:49.080 to for what it does for my endorphins and just 0:09:49.080 --> 0:09:53.440 my overall energy and to feel like myself and to 0:09:53.480 --> 0:09:55.559 get back to myself again. I don't care that I've 0:09:55.600 --> 0:09:59.319 got you know, the it's most part and body. 0:09:59.360 --> 0:09:59.959 It's fine. 0:10:00.440 --> 0:10:02.600 I just want to feel like I am actively doing 0:10:02.600 --> 0:10:06.040 something for my brain and endorphins and doing something. And 0:10:06.080 --> 0:10:10.040 she's just like no, like until you talk to someone. 0:10:10.040 --> 0:10:13.480 And I reached out to a pet pelvic person and 0:10:13.640 --> 0:10:15.640 was like, hey, so she wants me to do core 0:10:15.880 --> 0:10:18.280 and scar stuff and like, well, we usually wait till 0:10:18.280 --> 0:10:20.440 eight weeks, and I was like, nope, can we start 0:10:20.520 --> 0:10:25.280 now please? Because I for my mental fog depression, I 0:10:25.360 --> 0:10:27.360 need this. That's where I've been stuck. And I had 0:10:27.400 --> 0:10:29.320 the baby in such a hot time that I couldn't 0:10:29.320 --> 0:10:32.240 even go take walks, and then she sprained my tailbone 0:10:32.320 --> 0:10:35.839 and delivery. So I'm just being like, I'm like, what 0:10:35.960 --> 0:10:38.800 lesson am I supposed to learn in this waiting? 0:10:39.679 --> 0:10:39.839 Right? 0:10:40.000 --> 0:10:42.440 So much waiting and what I would normally, I'm like, gosh, 0:10:42.480 --> 0:10:44.640 I'm not even like dependent on wine this time, you know, 0:10:44.679 --> 0:10:47.000 Like I'm actually like I want to go move my 0:10:47.040 --> 0:10:49.280 body and that's how I feel best and I can't 0:10:49.280 --> 0:10:52.240 do that, so I'm just right here. Yeah, Alan had 0:10:52.240 --> 0:10:54.840 said the other day, you know, do I want some wine? 0:10:54.840 --> 0:10:57.000 I was like no, I'm just I'm too tired. I 0:10:57.640 --> 0:11:00.400 had my first glass of red wine though on our 0:11:01.720 --> 0:11:06.440 on our year anniversary, and I got like a splitting 0:11:06.480 --> 0:11:08.200 headache just because I wasn't used to it. I mean 0:11:08.200 --> 0:11:10.440 I only had a half of a glass and it 0:11:10.480 --> 0:11:13.520 was just like boom. But since then, normally I would 0:11:13.640 --> 0:11:16.400 maybe go back into the routine of having a glass, 0:11:16.600 --> 0:11:19.280 you know, every other day or whatever. And now I'm 0:11:19.360 --> 0:11:21.720 just like, no, I'm good. It doesn't even taste the same, 0:11:21.760 --> 0:11:25.160 which is weird. I tried to have an alcohol Yeah, weird. Yeah, 0:11:25.400 --> 0:11:29.319 I'm sure I'll I will, I'll like get I go 0:11:29.480 --> 0:11:31.520 back on the road again. But I don't think i'll 0:11:31.559 --> 0:11:34.440 do go back to what I used to do. No, 0:11:34.679 --> 0:11:37.560 because the more I listened to podcast like Doctor Raymond 0:11:37.640 --> 0:11:40.360 and yeah, I also just think there's this is not 0:11:40.800 --> 0:11:43.400 it's weird. Yeah, I think it's getting are we getting mature? 0:11:44.240 --> 0:11:47.280 I think it's just I don't I think I needed 0:11:47.440 --> 0:11:51.160 wine when I went through my divorce. I drank myself 0:11:51.160 --> 0:11:54.439 through miscarriage. Yeah, and now I'm like, I don't need 0:11:54.480 --> 0:11:57.400 it every day. I don't need to. And again I still, 0:11:57.480 --> 0:11:59.240 you know, have my wine business that we're trying to 0:11:59.240 --> 0:12:01.520 reboot and with an new company, and that's you know 0:12:01.600 --> 0:12:04.480 again I love wine. I will always love wine, but 0:12:04.600 --> 0:12:07.400 I don't need it every night anymore. It's not something 0:12:07.440 --> 0:12:10.640 that I think it's served the purpose for when I 0:12:10.679 --> 0:12:13.240 needed it, and now I'm like, I want to enjoy 0:12:13.280 --> 0:12:16.920 it occasionally. Yeah, Like we had a date night last night. 0:12:16.920 --> 0:12:18.880 I had a little sip and thought I didn't even 0:12:18.880 --> 0:12:20.600 finish the glass, and I was like this, actually just 0:12:20.679 --> 0:12:22.880 it's like good with a meal, and I'm good. 0:12:23.040 --> 0:12:25.400 Yeah. I just would always rather pick sleep. 0:12:26.600 --> 0:12:28.280 Right, And that's why I also think, Yeah, we're in 0:12:28.280 --> 0:12:31.760 that state where it's like I'd like some tea please, Yeah, 0:12:31.760 --> 0:12:34.040 I would love Oh, a warm detox to you would 0:12:34.040 --> 0:12:38.120 be awesome. But I am excited about today's podcast because 0:12:38.640 --> 0:12:42.160 so we've got Nicki and Brie Garcia coming on. 0:12:42.280 --> 0:12:44.640 Do you know about them? This is a guilty little 0:12:44.679 --> 0:12:45.640 pleasure I had. 0:12:45.960 --> 0:12:50.040 Which one the w ww WWE when I almost could 0:12:50.080 --> 0:12:50.760 see you doing that? 0:12:52.200 --> 0:12:54.520 Liking it or doing it. It's two different things. Oh 0:12:54.840 --> 0:12:56.280 actually yeah, I don't know. 0:12:56.360 --> 0:12:59.679 I could see in the cute little expandex thanks Cramer. 0:13:00.040 --> 0:13:01.800 Yeah I didn't see that coming. 0:13:02.000 --> 0:13:05.960 No, I think you and then just like raw, that's 0:13:05.960 --> 0:13:10.199 on brand. I followed them back at w w E 0:13:10.400 --> 0:13:12.199 when they did the show and they were the Bella Twins. 0:13:12.240 --> 0:13:13.520 Yeah, the Bella Twins. Yeah. 0:13:13.559 --> 0:13:16.600 And then I also kind of followed along with Nikki 0:13:16.640 --> 0:13:21.480 because she was with John Cena. Uh and now she's 0:13:21.520 --> 0:13:25.280 married to Artam and I loved them on Dancing with Stars, 0:13:25.400 --> 0:13:27.640 Like I just think that's so cute. Yeah, so loved 0:13:27.679 --> 0:13:29.880 them and they have they have a kid together, and 0:13:29.920 --> 0:13:33.280 then Bree, I mean I just think they're They're beautiful, 0:13:33.280 --> 0:13:35.240 and they have a new show called twin Love, and 0:13:35.320 --> 0:13:41.480 we're just gonna talk all things twin and I'm fascinated 0:13:41.480 --> 0:13:44.280 with twins. So this is all just too fun for me. Okay, fabulous, 0:13:44.280 --> 0:13:46.240 So let's get them on. Do you want to sit here? 0:13:46.679 --> 0:14:04.280 Kind of okay? Yeah? Got awkward? Hey girls, Hey, hey girls? 0:14:04.920 --> 0:14:13.040 Nay so pretty just stunning yes names Oh, I mean 0:14:13.280 --> 0:14:15.880 like I can't it's not even real life, but it is. 0:14:17.960 --> 0:14:21.080 I am a confession about how long I have known 0:14:21.120 --> 0:14:24.080 of you, because it's not like me to like reality 0:14:24.080 --> 0:14:26.320 TV at all. Did a short because I did a 0:14:26.360 --> 0:14:29.200 reality show short stint on road Rules ruined me forever. 0:14:30.880 --> 0:14:33.680 Yeah right, we all feel it. But I did follow 0:14:33.760 --> 0:14:37.040 you when you were part of the WWE show because 0:14:37.280 --> 0:14:40.160 I felt like in our world, it was the first 0:14:40.200 --> 0:14:44.120 time there was a show about being strong and less 0:14:44.200 --> 0:14:48.480 about being skinny little women that were just up to 0:14:48.560 --> 0:14:51.720 something like it was more about being powerful and empowered. 0:14:51.800 --> 0:14:55.600 And for some reason, you two split eggs sucked me 0:14:55.680 --> 0:15:00.720 right in. I love it so Total Divas Divas was 0:15:00.760 --> 0:15:01.320 my jam. 0:15:02.240 --> 0:15:04.520 I like that, that's you know, I had to say, 0:15:04.560 --> 0:15:08.680 That's what I loved so much about Diva Total Divas 0:15:09.480 --> 0:15:11.200 was that it was like the first three you had 0:15:11.360 --> 0:15:14.960 badass women like showing what they can do inside and 0:15:15.040 --> 0:15:17.200 outside of the ring, Like how as women we can 0:15:17.240 --> 0:15:20.520 balance this male dominated industry, but go home and have 0:15:20.560 --> 0:15:23.840 to take care of shit too. And that's why I 0:15:23.920 --> 0:15:25.960 like when we got into When Bri and I left 0:15:26.000 --> 0:15:28.920 after season nine, we were like, you're losing what made 0:15:29.000 --> 0:15:31.880 this special because then I feel like after it goes 0:15:31.960 --> 0:15:34.160 on for so many seasons, everyone's just. 0:15:34.080 --> 0:15:36.880 Like they want more drama. You need to be more 0:15:36.920 --> 0:15:39.160 cat you guys and Brien I were like, we're out 0:15:39.200 --> 0:15:39.880 for this, Like. 0:15:39.960 --> 0:15:44.160 We're here to like create empower women and empower and 0:15:44.200 --> 0:15:45.120 break barriers. 0:15:45.200 --> 0:15:47.160 And you want to know a funny backstory. 0:15:47.320 --> 0:15:49.720 When we were filming the pilot, I mean, this was 0:15:49.760 --> 0:15:53.200 over ten years ago, all of us girls were like, 0:15:53.240 --> 0:15:55.080 I don't know, is the world really going to care 0:15:55.120 --> 0:15:58.680 about female wrestlers, Like for some reason, we had this 0:15:58.720 --> 0:16:02.040 feeling like no one would care. So it was amazing 0:16:02.080 --> 0:16:04.960 to see the support, Like people loved seeing what female 0:16:04.960 --> 0:16:07.960 wrestlers r up to and what we were doing was badass. 0:16:07.960 --> 0:16:09.160 It might us all feel good. 0:16:09.240 --> 0:16:10.720 Like, I know you're new to me, but like if 0:16:10.760 --> 0:16:13.560 you could know my character, this is the most opposite thing. Oh, 0:16:13.720 --> 0:16:16.560 from any time we ever have like a housewife on 0:16:16.960 --> 0:16:20.480 or I mean just anybody from bachelor to bachelor, she's just. 0:16:20.520 --> 0:16:22.120 Like she's always like I don't have any question. 0:16:22.720 --> 0:16:25.960 I don't know, but I was so all in for 0:16:26.040 --> 0:16:29.240 your empowerment and your badass noess and just like you 0:16:29.240 --> 0:16:32.280 were just strong and sturdy in business savvy, and I 0:16:32.320 --> 0:16:34.800 was like, yes, and I love twins because we also 0:16:34.840 --> 0:16:38.920 grew up in the air of Hulkogan. Though maybe maybe 0:16:39.000 --> 0:16:42.560 it teed it up, but it was really like unexpected. 0:16:42.800 --> 0:16:44.920 It became more than I thought it would be, and 0:16:44.920 --> 0:16:46.920 then I found myself like really tuning in and then 0:16:46.960 --> 0:16:48.560 I just wanted to follow along your lives because I 0:16:48.560 --> 0:16:49.880 thought you were just special humans. 0:16:49.960 --> 0:16:53.080 So oh that means a lot. Thank you so much. 0:16:53.440 --> 0:16:54.200 You have no idea. 0:16:54.440 --> 0:16:57.440 I'm forty one, I have no business following along with 0:16:57.840 --> 0:16:59.800 WWE stars and I was like, I'm all. 0:16:59.680 --> 0:17:03.280 In, what are those twins? What are those twins doing? 0:17:05.720 --> 0:17:05.800 Well? 0:17:05.840 --> 0:17:08.960 Okay, so now you guys have twin Love. So how 0:17:09.000 --> 0:17:09.679 fun has that been? 0:17:10.480 --> 0:17:12.000 Oh? 0:17:12.080 --> 0:17:19.119 You guys are just the twins right, Yeah, it's actually 0:17:19.200 --> 0:17:22.600 been really incredible. I mean, for myself, this is the 0:17:22.600 --> 0:17:26.240 first big show I've hosted. Nikki you know, she's hosted Barmageddon, 0:17:26.359 --> 0:17:28.440 so she got her feet wet in the hosting world. 0:17:29.040 --> 0:17:31.560 But for me, like, I feel lucky that I get 0:17:31.560 --> 0:17:34.560 to do these big gigs with my twin, like my sidekick. 0:17:34.920 --> 0:17:37.159 But I think the greater part about Twin Love was 0:17:37.200 --> 0:17:40.359 I got to see all these other twins be a 0:17:40.480 --> 0:17:43.000 breed and Nicki. It was so wild to me to 0:17:43.040 --> 0:17:45.080 meet them because I was like, oh my gosh, you're 0:17:45.080 --> 0:17:48.439 the sassier one, you're the sweeter one, Like you're the nicky, 0:17:48.480 --> 0:17:51.679 you're the breed. Yeah, and so but it was, gosh, 0:17:51.680 --> 0:17:53.720 what it was a fun journey. 0:17:53.880 --> 0:17:55.480 Yeah, it was, it was really neat. 0:17:55.560 --> 0:17:59.160 I am a huge Love Island fan, like especially Love 0:17:59.160 --> 0:18:02.960 Island UK, so having the producers and the creators come 0:18:03.000 --> 0:18:06.400 to us from ITV and Love Island and be like, look, 0:18:06.400 --> 0:18:08.639 we have the show and we're interested in you to hosting. 0:18:08.760 --> 0:18:10.520 I was already like, okay, I'm in. I mean, I 0:18:10.680 --> 0:18:11.720 just you guys. 0:18:12.200 --> 0:18:14.080 So to get to be hands on and come in 0:18:14.080 --> 0:18:15.960 every day and be like what happened in the night, 0:18:16.160 --> 0:18:17.280 like who looked up? 0:18:18.080 --> 0:18:19.480 But like to have that world. 0:18:19.520 --> 0:18:22.399 But then also the science part of like twins and 0:18:22.480 --> 0:18:26.040 identical twins, especially in that bond and how we act 0:18:26.080 --> 0:18:28.119 and if you split us up, like are we going 0:18:28.200 --> 0:18:30.920 to see the same things? Because having these two identical 0:18:30.960 --> 0:18:34.119 houses with identical cast, it was just it took it 0:18:34.160 --> 0:18:36.680 to a whole nother level. I was just like, I'm 0:18:36.680 --> 0:18:39.040 already obsessed with this kind of dating show, and this 0:18:39.200 --> 0:18:40.679 was just a step up. 0:18:40.720 --> 0:18:43.800 You realize twins are freaks. Yeah, we're in like a 0:18:43.840 --> 0:18:45.960 good way, in a good way, like we belong in 0:18:46.000 --> 0:18:48.120 the circus, like in a good way. 0:18:48.240 --> 0:18:50.440 And you did put yourself in a ring at one point, 0:18:50.520 --> 0:18:53.359 so that makes a little more sense. So for people 0:18:53.440 --> 0:18:55.280 that don't know the premise of the show, it's a 0:18:55.359 --> 0:18:59.119 dating show and it's twins and twins, is that the idea. 0:18:59.200 --> 0:19:03.879 It's a dating reality dating show experiment. 0:19:04.280 --> 0:19:07.560 And so we have ten identical twins and when they 0:19:07.600 --> 0:19:10.240 come to Nicky and I, we split them up into 0:19:10.280 --> 0:19:13.480 two separate houses. So one twin goes into Nicky's house, 0:19:13.560 --> 0:19:15.080 the other twin goes into a breeze house. 0:19:15.119 --> 0:19:18.120 And I'll say Niki got the feisty ones. I got 0:19:18.119 --> 0:19:19.480 the very sweet leathers. 0:19:20.280 --> 0:19:23.320 And what's incredible is that, you know, the one thing 0:19:23.359 --> 0:19:26.000 with twins is that we always go through life, as 0:19:26.119 --> 0:19:29.240 you have seen through our careers, just doing everything together. 0:19:29.560 --> 0:19:32.560 You're born with the soulmate, you do everything. And we 0:19:32.680 --> 0:19:35.800 wanted these twins not only to find love, but personal 0:19:35.880 --> 0:19:38.560 growth on your own. And I think that's really scary 0:19:38.640 --> 0:19:41.280 for twins to be what we call a singular for 0:19:41.320 --> 0:19:45.399 a moment, and so we split them up, which was 0:19:45.560 --> 0:19:46.400