Speaker 1: A company called Bangbros. Wants to shoot you in Florida,
Speaker 1: and I was like, okay, well, I'd only work with you.
Speaker 1: So I went to Florida and I shot three scenes
Speaker 1: with him, and I loved everything from how they'd treated
Speaker 1: us and took care of us. It was like really
Speaker 1: like a production and it was safe. We got tested.
Speaker 1: We had like you know, rules and things that what
Speaker 1: we wanted to do, what we didn't wanted to do.
Speaker 1: So for me being the young dem and full come,
Speaker 1: you know, a girl being twenty one and wanted to
Speaker 1: experience our experiment too, it was for me like a
Speaker 1: safe space that I could do that and do it
Speaker 1: with the right people. So I went back to Texas
Speaker 1: and moved to LA a week later and I've been
Speaker 1: here ever since since. My motto was go big or
Speaker 1: go home, and missed Texas and never went home. I see,
Speaker 1: did you tell your parents immediately? Not immediately? I told
Speaker 1: my father first, because I knew my dad watched porn.
Speaker 1: Welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices. I'm Erica and
Speaker 1: I'm Meela.
Speaker 2: Hi.
Speaker 1: Hi, this bitch is high. Okay, Hi, this bitch is high.
Speaker 2: We have to start twice.
Speaker 3: I'm in deep I was in deep thought and she
Speaker 3: was was basically my turn to speak, and I was
Speaker 3: thinking about our guest right now we have here, and
Speaker 3: I was deeply thinking about Like I was.
Speaker 2: Like, what is my favorite scene of hers?
Speaker 3: Because I've watched a lot of her I know, yeah,
Speaker 3: you talked about this on her on her podcast, and
Speaker 3: I was like, I'm like meeting like someone it's like
Speaker 3: done a lot for me. She doesn't even know how
Speaker 3: much she's done for me in pleasure and masturbation.
Speaker 2: Anyway, That's what I was thinking, you must know. So Hi,
Speaker 2: Happy Wednesday.
Speaker 1: Happy Wednesday. You guys, It's September and we are talking
Speaker 1: all things sexual wellness September. So I think, without further
Speaker 1: Ado Erica cannot wait introduce you to our guest today.
Speaker 1: She has been on We've been on her podcast. She
Speaker 1: has the World's Best Big Booty, and she's also from
Speaker 1: the hit podcast White Girl Politicking.
Speaker 2: Hey Alexis Texas.
Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, thank you for having me. It's funny because
Speaker 1: I kind of figured that it was something to do
Speaker 1: with one of my scenes. Is what was lost in
Speaker 1: your thoughts? I was gonna say it, but I was like,
Speaker 1: let me not say it. First, but I was like,
Speaker 1: is she going down like the checklist of which one
Speaker 1: she's masturbated to or trying to become like the top three?
Speaker 1: And did you research before I came here?
Speaker 2: I did not.
Speaker 1: No, I did it, well, playback, not research, but playback
Speaker 1: your top favorites.
Speaker 2: I did it reach.
Speaker 3: I did zero research before coming here because I like,
Speaker 3: I know her, this is my homegirl.
Speaker 2: We're just going on top.
Speaker 3: But then I thought, wait, she is my homegirl, but
Speaker 3: I have also masturbated to her.
Speaker 1: I love that things. But I really want you guys
Speaker 1: to know that. I looked over at her and she
Speaker 1: was like it was me. She was like body rolling,
Speaker 1: So I thought maybe that she was ready to go.
Speaker 1: But so when I started and she completely nothing, I
Speaker 1: was really confused about what you possibly could be like
Speaker 1: body rolling and thinking about at the same I didn't
Speaker 1: maybe that's one of my moves and you were watching
Speaker 1: You're back then that's familiar to you. I know, maybe
Speaker 1: somebody you're rolling on, which you know body weight, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna have I need those moves. I don't know if
Speaker 1: I'm tutorials.
Speaker 2: It was just took me back.
Speaker 3: It took me back to the real quick in my mind,
Speaker 3: I forgot you guys were here for a second.
Speaker 1: I saw, I saw, I we're here. The girl, you
Speaker 1: can you pinched me? I'm actually here. Not in your screen, girl,
Speaker 1: or your phone or however you watch porn. I don't
Speaker 1: know how you take because I knew it. Do you
Speaker 1: watch porn on your phone or on your computer at both?
Speaker 2: I never watched porn on my phone until maybe last year.
Speaker 2: Once I'm like my computer.
Speaker 3: Was like I didn't have a choice, and so I
Speaker 3: was like, I thought it was weird too. I was like,
Speaker 3: this is not.
Speaker 1: Going to be enjoyable, too small, and but it worked.
Speaker 3: And now what I do actually is I always look
Speaker 3: forward on my phone and then if I'm home, I
Speaker 3: bluetooth it to my TV.
Speaker 2: So it's big. I did that last night. Yep, I
Speaker 2: did that last night.
Speaker 3: Go for it nice with the the suckable dick that's
Speaker 3: I gave us, Remember the one that sticks to the silicon.
Speaker 1: It was like suckable dick.
Speaker 2: I think, and my magic wand I got a new vibrator.
Speaker 1: Oh she did the penetration plus the wand on the top.
Speaker 2: You know the dick that sticks to the wall. It
Speaker 2: always falls off and I.
Speaker 1: Think it has to be like on a like like
Speaker 1: a like a mirrored closet, like a kind of it's
Speaker 1: really good, you know from expert. You know, like if
Speaker 1: you have a glass shower type thing, because it has
Speaker 1: like it's more of a section, you've got to really
Speaker 1: like k like maneuver it on there.
Speaker 2: And then he goes to the break the shower.
Speaker 1: No loss to be you know, maybe the tile, go
Speaker 1: to the tile, the tile. Try still you can still
Speaker 1: move it, so you can't, you know, but I didn't
Speaker 1: feel like then I can't watch TV. Put it like
Speaker 1: you know they have those phone things you know in
Speaker 1: the shower you just for.
Speaker 3: Masturbation, like I've already I'm trying to help you how
Speaker 3: such I'm all about I invest in my sexual pleasure.
Speaker 3: I've I've spent a lot of money for my pleasure.
Speaker 3: My man also is very very highly invested in our pleasure.
Speaker 3: And so I'm down. But the TV is non negotiable.
Speaker 3: But I don't know if I'm gonna be able to
Speaker 3: also bring a full size or a good sized television
Speaker 3: in my shower just for porn for.
Speaker 1: Me that she's just gonna figure you put your computer out.
Speaker 1: That's good abou an iPad porn addiction.
Speaker 2: You may or may not have that.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I think you're almost on your way. I
Speaker 1: don't know many women who have like a favorite porn
Speaker 1: like star person. Like the first time we want on
Speaker 1: Alexis Show, She's like, I can't wait. I was like,
Speaker 1: what She's like, I don't know if I should tell her,
Speaker 1: but I've come to a lot of her videos. I
Speaker 1: was like, you're actually strange.
Speaker 3: It was like as we were walking up to her apartment,
Speaker 3: she was so she was so happy.
Speaker 1: I was like, whoa, I love to it. You never
Speaker 1: really hear that from a lot of women, So I
Speaker 1: always feel like it's much more appreciated from a woman
Speaker 1: because I feel like it's just a different kind of
Speaker 1: like you're hot and like you're good at what you do.
Speaker 1: So it's like it's you know, I like it. I
Speaker 1: like hearing it from women more. And I even sent
Speaker 1: Shawhama toys you know how I still have it.
Speaker 2: Actually, I saw it stronger than a motherfucker. I was
Speaker 2: looking for my section, Dick. I also saw.
Speaker 1: This big, huge hammer ship laying it down. Everything's bigger
Speaker 1: in Texas. We don't mess around and.
Speaker 3: It's huge that gets Texas huge.
Speaker 1: It's not even you know, it's just like it's like
Speaker 1: it's giving me this bitch, don't even have a low.
Speaker 1: This is the low. You know, there's levels of this ship.
Speaker 1: That's where you know. You're at the high. You're a
Speaker 1: high level. You're at the high level. Okay, high level,
Speaker 1: high level. Only high level hoes around.
Speaker 2: Here be high level.
Speaker 1: So I mean, what other kind of hell are you
Speaker 1: going to be.
Speaker 2: From?
Speaker 1: From a home myself, I am a high level home.
Speaker 1: When we went on Alexis Show, we said we're gonna
Speaker 1: do a collab and we kept trying to make it happen.
Speaker 1: Then we did it, and then we just went to
Speaker 1: Miami and we're at the pool at the W and
Speaker 1: I was like, is that our friend Alexas just yes,
Speaker 1: And I was like, this is so funny. We frolicked
Speaker 1: around at the pool together and at the W in Miami,
Speaker 1: and it's like it's meant to be. So I felt
Speaker 1: the same. I was like, you know, we keep saying
Speaker 1: it and like schedules are always crazy. I was like,
Speaker 1: but this is like a sign and I'm believing the
Speaker 1: energies and signs. So I was like I have to
Speaker 1: make this happen, and you know, it's just how it
Speaker 1: works out, especially when we live up the stream. We
Speaker 1: never see each other in l A. I know, like
Speaker 1: that always happens. I feel like a lot of people
Speaker 1: like from LA always see people more from out of town.
Speaker 3: When you're out of town together because you're in you're
Speaker 3: getting your zone at home. It's true, you know, like
Speaker 3: you're not to get out of the zone. It's it's difficult,
Speaker 3: Like I'm the I'll make plans and I'll be like,
Speaker 3: oh no, this interrupts my zone or that. I don't
Speaker 3: know what I was thinking about. I need to cancel this.
Speaker 3: I want to be alone.
Speaker 1: My porn.
Speaker 2: Living room on the TV. TV's green.
Speaker 1: Jesus, you know what's going on the Eric is count
Speaker 1: you like a candle.
Speaker 2: It's a vibe.
Speaker 1: Vibes are good, libs are good.
Speaker 3: Alexis also saved my life in Miami because we have
Speaker 3: a little incident the pool. I don't know I was
Speaker 3: being I guess I was being a little bitch and
Speaker 3: I said something rude and untasteful to one of my friends.
Speaker 2: And she started crying, and I was not prepared. I
Speaker 2: didn't know what to do.
Speaker 3: It happened in like a split second, like I said
Speaker 3: something and then it was like immediate tears.
Speaker 1: I didn't really hear what you said, but you said
Speaker 1: it and it was like a conversation that seemed like
Speaker 1: it was meaningful. And then she you were like you
Speaker 1: said it and then she cried and I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: I think this landed very well. I was like, hey,
Speaker 1: everybody want to see something fun? And I just started
Speaker 1: shaking my butt because you know, how can you deny
Speaker 1: a big booty like you know you can't. Nobody wants
Speaker 1: to cry in Miami at the pool. You're gonna shake
Speaker 1: it up a little with your big boody.
Speaker 2: Oh.
Speaker 3: I knew that my my dream porn star would also
Speaker 3: save my life.
Speaker 1: I've seen I've shaved her life multipla.
Speaker 2: My life multiple times.
Speaker 3: She just started shaking as immediately in my friend's face,
Speaker 3: and she immediately forgot I forgot about it, and I
Speaker 3: was like, thank you.
Speaker 1: Did she have does she would have time to say
Speaker 1: any words? She like, she's just tears, but.
Speaker 3: Just then came over and shook asked and she was like, yeah,
Speaker 3: not that was me.
Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, I don't know what was mean.
Speaker 1: But I think that it was because you were like
Speaker 1: just owning what you said. You're just being like kind
Speaker 1: of funny but snarky, and I don't know what the
Speaker 1: context was.
Speaker 2: It was not even That's why I was.
Speaker 3: The conversation was just it was not a mean conversation.
Speaker 3: And then I said something snarky and then it was
Speaker 3: personal for her and it just did something hit.
Speaker 1: It hit a trigger. Yeah, and the booty to save
Speaker 1: the day, you know, the trigger saver.
Speaker 2: So thank you, thank you.
Speaker 3: Any time my booty is around, I could have Alexis
Speaker 3: texts is asked just.
Speaker 1: To all like ring a bell, like I think I
Speaker 1: sucked fairy. That's a fact. I like that. Maybe that's
Speaker 1: something the episode with the booty fairy. Booty Fairy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: Alexis Texas the booty Fairy. I like that.
Speaker 2: Oh well, Alexis. I mean we don't.
Speaker 3: I don't actually know that much about your like history
Speaker 3: into you know, your industry, what we do.
Speaker 2: I'm assuming you're.
Speaker 1: From Texas, you know, I'm actually I was You're not
Speaker 1: from Texas. I mean I was born in Texas.
Speaker 2: No, you grew up there, you spent consider bottom I was.
Speaker 1: Raised in Texas. Yeah, so I'm a military brat. I
Speaker 1: was born in Panama and then I was I've been
Speaker 1: in Texas from three to twenty one, and then when
Speaker 1: I turned twenty one, I went to LA. Not exactly
Speaker 1: like that, but from twenty one to current, i've been
Speaker 1: in LA. You're from Texas, Okay, exactly the San Antonio area,
Speaker 1: a small town outside San Antonio. Yeah, it's very interesting,
Speaker 1: small small town, well one stop, but I think there's
Speaker 1: like two nowadays, but you know it's definitely grown since
Speaker 1: I left. Your family's still there. My mom is still there,
Speaker 1: My dad is in Florida, and then my sisters and
Speaker 1: brothers and they are kind of like all scattered out
Speaker 1: from Texas to Baltimore.
Speaker 2: Are you the youngest, oldest, middle?
Speaker 1: I am the youngest girl from my mother and father's relationship,
Speaker 1: and then my parents both remarried, so they have I
Speaker 1: have a half brother who's younger than I am, and
Speaker 1: then I have stepbrothers and sisters. When you moved to
Speaker 1: LA at twenty one, were you like going to go
Speaker 1: like become a Hollywood star? What were you like? No?
Speaker 1: And that's why it was like kind of different. So
Speaker 1: I didn't come out here to like be this star whatever.
Speaker 1: I kind of gotten too porn. Whenever porn was a
Speaker 1: reality based type thing, It's reality porn was really new
Speaker 1: and a company called Shane's World was doing a line
Speaker 1: called College Amateur Tour. So I was a bartender in
Speaker 1: San Marcos, Texas at Texas State and they kind of
Speaker 1: these guys approached me, and I thought that because a
Speaker 1: week before I was approached by the Eliminate people, the
Speaker 1: casting people, So it was kind of like that because
Speaker 1: they were always trying to get college people to be
Speaker 1: in what they were doing their production. So I thought
Speaker 1: it was them again. So I was like, if you
Speaker 1: want to talk to me, you have to come in
Speaker 1: by a drink from the bar, like you know, I'm
Speaker 1: about to go to work, blah blah blah. So they
Speaker 1: told me their whole spiel. They're like, look, you know,
Speaker 1: we're from LA We're doing a line to College Amateur Tour.
Speaker 1: We're trying to get girls in college that have never
Speaker 1: done porn before to do a scene on camera with
Speaker 1: this guy. And I'm like, okay, cool. So they were like,
Speaker 1: we're going to Austin and I never heard from them,
Speaker 1: like they were like, went to Austin which is the
Speaker 1: town next over to us, which is like a big town,
Speaker 1: party town, and they're like, we'll call you later. Well
Speaker 1: they never called, so me being like not liking rejection.
Speaker 1: Next I was like, well, I guess you really don't
Speaker 1: want me to be in your movie anyways. So immediately
Speaker 1: they called me and they're like, we didn't think you
Speaker 1: would want to be in it. And they were like
Speaker 1: on their way to Houston for a flight back to
Speaker 1: LA so they're like, we'll turn right back around, like
Speaker 1: right now. So they kept me on the phone because
Speaker 1: I didn't say yes, but I was like provoking a conversation.
Speaker 1: So they're like, well, basically putting on the phone to
Speaker 1: convince me to like do what I was gonna do.
Speaker 1: So for me, I was young, dumb and full of
Speaker 1: come and I was like, I can make a lot
Speaker 1: of money.
Speaker 2: That's pretty bold, a bold choice to make.
Speaker 1: Well at that time too, I feel like porn wasn't
Speaker 1: is it is what it is today, Like I said,
Speaker 1: it was the first kind of new internet type based porn,
Speaker 1: so before it's like and they even said they were like,
Speaker 1: if you do this porn, it's like finding a needle
Speaker 1: in a haystack. Not at everybody's gonna find it because
Speaker 1: there's so much porn out there on DVD, and DVD
Speaker 1: takes a long time time replicate and YadA YadA.
Speaker 3: But that's what they tell people so that they feel
Speaker 3: more comfortable.
Speaker 1: Well at that time, it was true because it was
Speaker 1: like two thousand and six, so this was like back
Speaker 1: back before you know all those I think Blu Ray
Speaker 1: came around and all that stuff like that. So internet
Speaker 1: porn dating myself. So yeah, So that happened, and then
Speaker 1: I ended up doing the scene with the guy because
Speaker 1: I was like I would have had sex with him anyways.
Speaker 1: So I was like, fuck it. Never thought anything about
Speaker 1: what would come of it. I didn't think I would
Speaker 1: do poorn anymore. So we kept in contact and he
Speaker 1: was like a company called Bangbros. Wants to shoot you
Speaker 1: in Florida. And I was like, okay, well I'd only
Speaker 1: work with you. So I went to Florida and I
Speaker 1: shot three scenes with him, and I loved everything from
Speaker 1: how they'd treated us and took care of us. It
Speaker 1: was like really like a production and it was safe.
Speaker 1: We got tested. We had like you know, rules and
Speaker 1: things that what we wanted to do, what we didn't
Speaker 1: wanted to do. So for me being the young dem
Speaker 1: and full come, you know a girl in being twenty
Speaker 1: one and wanted to experience our experiment too, it was
Speaker 1: for me like a safe space that I could do
Speaker 1: that and do it with right people. So I went
Speaker 1: back to Texas and moved to LA a week later
Speaker 1: and I've been here ever since since. My motto was
Speaker 1: go bigg or go home and missed Texas. Never went home.
Speaker 1: See did you tell your parents immediately? Not immediately. I
Speaker 1: told my father first because I knew my dad watched
Speaker 1: porn and my stepmother looks like our body types are
Speaker 1: very similar, so I didn't want to like scar my father.
Speaker 1: So I was just like, I have to tell you something.
Speaker 1: And I was like, I'm a Puerto Rican and it's
Speaker 1: your thoughts. I'm a sex drive like a man and
Speaker 1: I did porn. And he was like, because he's Puerto Rican,
Speaker 1: I'm Puerto Rican. So they say, like Puerto Ricans have
Speaker 1: really high sex drives, So you're Puerto Rican. I'm Puertorican, German, Norwegian?
Speaker 2: Okay, nice little is not cool?
Speaker 1: Yes? So he I just kind of like pushed it
Speaker 1: out there like that, and he was just like, are
Speaker 1: you serious.
Speaker 2: No blaming Puerto Rico.
Speaker 1: In the name of Puerto Rico, thanking Puerto Rico camera, Well,
Speaker 1: it's yeah, you know, we are just highly sexual. You know,
Speaker 1: Puerto Ricans are just highly sexual. Which even when I
Speaker 1: had a civilian job in this nursing home, this lady,
Speaker 1: she was a perto Rican lady. She was like, don't
Speaker 1: open your legs to any Puerto ricanmand She's like, they're
Speaker 1: all cheaters. She's like, they fuck everything. I was like, okay, man,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, yeah, cheated on so so do I exactly.
Speaker 1: I'm like, this is a calling for me. So I
Speaker 1: just kind of like preface it that way. And he's like, well,
Speaker 1: is this something that you want to do? And I
Speaker 1: was like for me, I do as like nobody's forcing me.
Speaker 1: Everybody's their biggest thing was that I was my decision
Speaker 1: and no one was forcing me to do something. I
Speaker 1: was like, I'm not on drugs. I'm not you know,
Speaker 1: it's a conscious decision. I'm just a highly sexual person.
Speaker 1: And that's how I expressed myself, like my art and
Speaker 1: it's my art. So he was like, I support you
Speaker 1: whatever you want to do, Like that's what you want
Speaker 1: to do so yeah. So he was kind of I
Speaker 1: wouldn't say like on board, but he was supportive as
Speaker 1: much as he could be. I would say, like, you know,
Speaker 1: it's not something that I think parents ideally want their
Speaker 1: kids to grow up and be, but it's like, for me,
Speaker 1: it was more about the support and just having like
Speaker 1: you don't have to obviously say hi to be a
Speaker 1: cheerleader or whatever, but you know, for me, like, let
Speaker 1: me be me and figure out what that means for
Speaker 1: myself and still be a loving person or a parent
Speaker 1: for me. So I was fortunate to have that. My mom,
Speaker 1: I told later on, because she was more reserved, more
Speaker 1: like very Republican, and I knew that she wouldn't watch
Speaker 1: it or wouldn't come across those things. But she got
Speaker 1: told by someone on her side of that family popped
Speaker 1: up on like a back in the day was my
Speaker 1: Space ads I think, so it was an Adam and
Speaker 1: Eve ad and then like my cousin found out told
Speaker 1: my whole family and it was the whole thing. So
Speaker 1: that was interesting. But the same with her, and again
Speaker 1: it wasn't something she ideally was like, Oh my god,
Speaker 1: good for you. I'm so happy for you, but she
Speaker 1: was like, if this is what you want to do, like,
Speaker 1: I support you. I just wish you would have told
Speaker 1: me like sooner. And I was just like, that's not
Speaker 1: really a conversation that knew how to bring up. And
Speaker 1: I thought that I would be disowned and have people
Speaker 1: like use it against me. So again, I was very
Speaker 1: fortunate that that wasn't my case, and I was very
Speaker 1: supported from my family and moving forward, especially my immediate family,
Speaker 1: which was the most important part. Now you're fucking star dad.
Speaker 2: Literally did your dad have a roll across?
Speaker 1: You know, did you ever consider that you might have
Speaker 1: ruined your dad's relations He did. Now he has to
Speaker 1: only go on the DVDs, So before it was our thing,
Speaker 1: I was like, I definitely ruined porn from my dad
Speaker 1: because he was like, I just didn't never want to,
Speaker 1: like accidentally even come anything across. So our biggest thing
Speaker 1: back then was because he was a big fan of
Speaker 1: Howard Stern. But I could never go on Howard Stern's
Speaker 1: show because he was like, if you go on that
Speaker 1: and mess that up for me, He's like, I won't
Speaker 1: like him because how he speaks to women, and YadA, YadA, yadas.
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, fine, it's done. You have So
Speaker 1: when I was contract with that Adam and Eve, which
Speaker 1: is a host or a sponsor of that show, I
Speaker 1: was supposed to on it, I had to put in
Speaker 1: my contract that I would not go on there. I
Speaker 1: think he found out at one point and put like
Speaker 1: some kind of like teaser thing on his commercial of
Speaker 1: like my sex noises or something like that to be
Speaker 1: like caddy or funny about it, but because he knew.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I was like, fee only it's nothing against you.
Speaker 1: It's just I'm trying not to root everything for my father.
Speaker 1: He's a dad dick. He's he's famous for being a dick. Yeah,
Speaker 1: well that was the thing in My dad was like,
Speaker 1: if he talks to use her in a way, He's like,
Speaker 1: I just don't know if I would ever like, you know,
Speaker 1: watch him or whatever. I was like all right, And
Speaker 1: then years later he's like, I don't mind anymore if
Speaker 1: you go, And I was like, it's that ship's sale.
Speaker 1: I'm not going back. I catch on my face, Howard
Speaker 1: it to me. I'm ready to have me. Did all
Speaker 1: dads love Howard Stern? I grew up listening to so
Speaker 1: much fucking Howard Stern. It was just like the most
Speaker 1: raunchiest thing that was allowed to be Like it was
Speaker 1: again that's the taboo thing, but it was still allowed
Speaker 1: to be on the radio. But you didn't have to
Speaker 1: like go watch some knaughty channel that you were and
Speaker 1: so I had some fuzzy stuff in the background, you know.
Speaker 1: So I feel like everybody cos explored, which I was like,
Speaker 1: it's just it's human nature. Like the more we communicate
Speaker 1: and talk about sexual things and you know, obviously the
Speaker 1: different ways of doing it and like you know, presenting it,
Speaker 1: but it's common. So it's like the more we educate,
Speaker 1: the better I think that it is.
Speaker 2: It's human I.
Speaker 1: Think that's I think that's probably part of the reason
Speaker 1: you're so successful too, Like obviously you're fine a selling,
Speaker 1: you have a fat, beautiful as and you know, all
Speaker 1: those great things, but also like when you have when
Speaker 1: you know you're supported in what you're doing and you
Speaker 1: don't feel like guilt or shame or like that you're
Speaker 1: hiding and whatever it is that you do, you can
Speaker 1: do it. You can explore it, you can feel around
Speaker 1: and look around and like make the decision for yourself.
Speaker 1: What if you're like experiencing like oh no, like my
Speaker 1: parents may not you know, love or support me, or
Speaker 1: you know, like the people who are your core support systems.
Speaker 1: It's literally like safety. If you feel safe enough to
Speaker 1: explore in anything that you decide, then it's probably easier
Speaker 1: to like get success because you're not worried about those
Speaker 1: like you know, you're just for sure. I definitely think
Speaker 1: it had to part in the play and of why
Speaker 1: I was. I think I've always been confident. I think
Speaker 1: we just being confident with my sexuality because I feel
Speaker 1: like as much as I was, you know, a promiscuous
Speaker 1: to a point in my previous life before porn, I
Speaker 1: learned way more things through porn and I feel like
Speaker 1: it kind of allowed me to explore my sexuality and
Speaker 1: find out what I liked as a woman and attaining
Speaker 1: different partners that I I wouldn't have necessarily would have
Speaker 1: been the outside world, but unlocked so many things about
Speaker 1: me that I don't think that I would have achieved
Speaker 1: if I hadn't been in the business.
Speaker 3: Well, I mean, we were just talking about this and
Speaker 3: talking about how pleasure and sex. If you feel confident
Speaker 3: in those spaces, it inevitably trickles down to other areas
Speaker 3: of your life, like if you feel empowered in your
Speaker 3: sexual energy as a woman, like you feel like you
Speaker 3: can walk into a room and you're the shit, or
Speaker 3: you feel like you can ask for things, Yes, because
Speaker 3: you're actively exploring those things, and especially in porn, like
Speaker 3: you are obviously trying a bunch of different things and
Speaker 3: also having to say no, having to have boundaries. Yeah, hopefully,
Speaker 3: And maybe that's that's the lesson. Maybe you learned long
Speaker 3: as you went on to be able to really advocate
Speaker 3: and have like ownership over autonomy of your body and
Speaker 3: your needs and your desires.
Speaker 1: And that's when I think about when you know, poorn,
Speaker 1: I feel like it gets such a bad name from
Speaker 1: a lot of people where it's like is there certain
Speaker 1: things out there for some people?
Speaker 2: Sure?
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I feel like, you know, there's so much
Speaker 1: more good that you know, can come out of it
Speaker 1: than people like put on it. And I feel like
Speaker 1: it's not for everybody. Well then it's people don't need
Speaker 1: to critique it, which just like git what you want
Speaker 1: out of it and move on. And I think that
Speaker 1: you know, it's definitely about exploring and learning about like
Speaker 1: what really works for you and in like the safe
Speaker 1: spaces and really enjoying what those things are, not feeling
Speaker 1: any guilt about it, and not feeling like shame about
Speaker 1: it from your peers or anything. For me, this shame
Speaker 1: came later on from partners trying to change what that
Speaker 1: was and what that looked like for them, which kind
Speaker 1: of shadowed on myself, and then to the words like
Speaker 1: where do these disconnect and where do you kind of begin?
Speaker 1: And that came later on in life. But I feel
Speaker 1: like it's again, I feel like I had a great
Speaker 1: career thus far, like where it's kind of just made
Speaker 1: me elevated as a female and made me feel empowered
Speaker 1: about my sexuality and who I am and who I
Speaker 1: can become.
Speaker 3: Do you feel or I'm curious to know. Like you
Speaker 3: said that, you know you were somewhat permissed you whatever.
Speaker 3: You know, people take that with a great assault because
Speaker 3: that's different for everyone before porn, But like, what what
Speaker 3: was your introduction into sex like?
Speaker 2: And did you have parents?
Speaker 3: I mean they seemed very I know that was probably
Speaker 3: a process of acceptance, but they seem pretty acceptance because
Speaker 3: a lot of parents would be like flip, you know
Speaker 3: what I mean? Yeah, did you have a space with
Speaker 3: your parents that you could talk to them about sex,
Speaker 3: Like when you lost your virginity, your parents someone that
Speaker 3: you would ever have shared that thing.
Speaker 1: Absolutely not. I think that my parents were good at guiding.
Speaker 1: I always say, you know, as you get older, you know,
Speaker 1: you do work and you figure things out. Where it's
Speaker 1: like they were good at giving me the frame of
Speaker 1: the home, but they weren't giving me like the insights
Speaker 1: of what that home what will look like as far
Speaker 1: as emotional aspects and things like that. So for me,
Speaker 1: as far as the safety of asking what sex was
Speaker 1: or what the right proper ways to do with them
Speaker 1: in that level at that point, no, I wasn't there.
Speaker 1: I think at that point it was more learning from
Speaker 1: your peers, and which is kind of very toxic because
Speaker 1: it's like you don't know what's right or wrong and
Speaker 1: who they heard that from if it's from their older
Speaker 1: so where they heard something on TV or whatever it is.
Speaker 1: So for me, it was more exploring on myself, like
Speaker 1: by myself. I was always like like a nomad, like
Speaker 1: I wanted just to learn, Like I had all my
Speaker 1: guy friends. I was like, show me what your dick's
Speaker 1: looked like. Lash I had to take a broth with
Speaker 1: one hand. But I didn't care what their dicks looked
Speaker 1: like sexually. I just was curious of what for dicks
Speaker 1: looked like. So it was just like always that, Like
Speaker 1: that's why my friends weren't really surprised. But they were
Speaker 1: surprised because noone had ever been like friends or had
Speaker 1: somebody that they known'd been a porn star. But I
Speaker 1: was always like sexual, Like I would always flash my tits.
Speaker 1: I was always very like open with those things. So
Speaker 1: for me, it was just I can't say natural, but
Speaker 1: I just felt like I knew that I knew what
Speaker 1: my body could obtain, and I knew what that meant.
Speaker 1: And in a lot of ways it was how to
Speaker 1: dictate attention from men and validation and like what that
Speaker 1: seeking stuff was too. But it was more for myself,
Speaker 1: not really from them, but I use them to channel that,
Speaker 1: if that kind of makes sense. I think like at
Speaker 1: that age, if I think like about like sixteen fifteen,
Speaker 1: when you start to like come into puberty and you
Speaker 1: start to explore yourself and like your sexuality, Like I
Speaker 1: feel like being promiscuous at that age is like a
Speaker 1: norm because it's like you start to become curious and
Speaker 1: if you allow yourself to kind of like scratch that itch.
Speaker 1: I think that's like the natural evolution of like being
Speaker 1: a woman and tapping into like not necessarily your sensuality,
Speaker 1: but your sexuality because I think I do think women
Speaker 1: are sexual in a different way than men are. You know,
Speaker 1: like just like like even hearing Erica, you know, love
Speaker 1: your porn, it's not that like it's a different level
Speaker 1: of like oh so you see me, because you know,
Speaker 1: men who just want to like can just jerk off
Speaker 1: and get off, but like women, we have a more
Speaker 1: like creative imagination when it comes to sex. And I think,
Speaker 1: like I mean, innately we're women, you know, it's like
Speaker 1: the divine feminine, but at like that's the time where
Speaker 1: it starts to kind of like come out. The phoenix
Speaker 1: starts to come out, the sexual phoenix of women, your womanhood.
Speaker 1: And like a lot of times it feels like I
Speaker 1: always say, like my vampire fangs came in because I
Speaker 1: remember there's like you know, I like immediately I was
Speaker 1: like awakened and it was like whoa bitch? Like if
Speaker 1: my mom or anyone could have really just been like
Speaker 1: let's talk about this, and I know The funny thing
Speaker 1: is because it's like the more in those you know
Speaker 1: at that time, it's like people don't know how and
Speaker 1: have the tools to kind of like speak about themselves themselves,
Speaker 1: either it's because of their past or whatever it is,
Speaker 1: where it's like sometimes because we don't talk about it,
Speaker 1: then we go into difficult situations because we don't know
Speaker 1: what is accurate or we don't know what it is.
Speaker 1: So it's like the middle ground of over talking it
Speaker 1: and not delivering and not giving any information and like
Speaker 1: letting them kind of figure it themselves out. Where it's
Speaker 1: like me is I didn't know? So I explored and
Speaker 1: I had it like I just did it with the
Speaker 1: friend because I was like, yeah, it's like let's just
Speaker 1: try it out. But it wasn't anything intimate. It wasn't
Speaker 1: anything that was like we weren't boyfriend and girlfriend. It
Speaker 1: was just like we were at a party, we were bored.
Speaker 1: We're like, let's do it. Everyone else has done it,
Speaker 1: and I mean, I don't regret it, but it's also
Speaker 1: one of those things that I didn't know what I
Speaker 1: was doing in that situation. It was like if I
Speaker 1: would have maybe had someone sit you down other than
Speaker 1: like your school counselor like the whole like nobody wants
Speaker 1: to hear like the whole sex education thing. But in
Speaker 1: the in the way that you could kind of interpret it,
Speaker 1: I probably would have made a better decisions. But yeah,
Speaker 1: you mean you just don't ever know. I guess really
Speaker 1: it's true, because there's all there is like a level
Speaker 1: of power that comes from like I remember being like
Speaker 1: a teenager and like discovering my sexuality and like being
Speaker 1: like feeling empowered or ways or like I.
Speaker 2: Don't know, like you knowing you could get things.
Speaker 3: Yeah, like how they like you could get that could
Speaker 3: be attention, that could be usually it's attention at first. Yeah,
Speaker 3: there's a power and then it becomes objects, money, other
Speaker 3: types of things, even sex. Yeah, like just the validation
Speaker 3: of having sex, Like you're feeling like you're giving something
Speaker 3: to someone and then you're in exchange getting this level
Speaker 3: of what could.
Speaker 1: Feel like love or attention. Like you said, but I agree,
Speaker 1: Like imagine when like our daughters get to like there,
Speaker 1: I mean, you know we're talking abot not sex, but
Speaker 1: like are their bodies and all these things all the time.
Speaker 1: But like that excites me because inevitably, like our little
Speaker 1: like our girls are going to have sex and they're
Speaker 1: gonna be women, And like, I just think it's such
Speaker 1: a powerful like it's such as you're in such a
Speaker 1: powerful position as a parent to kind of like give
Speaker 1: them like the game, but in a way that's not
Speaker 1: like scary, like don't get pregnant. It's so special, like
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, you know, like they like
Speaker 1: acknowledge is power, and that's way It's like if you
Speaker 1: give it and deliver it the right way, then it
Speaker 1: could be you know, delivered in a beautiful way where
Speaker 1: they don't either make your mistakes or do it in
Speaker 1: a way that works for them where it's like I've
Speaker 1: had friends before in the past where that were so
Speaker 1: strict that they did the complete opposite just because they could.
Speaker 1: And then I've had people that were super crazy hippies
Speaker 1: that did all kinds of crazy stuff in front of them.
Speaker 1: And my friend was a complete opposite because she knew
Speaker 1: and saw what that did and it wasn't for her,
Speaker 1: but she you know, respected her parents because he did
Speaker 1: that stuff. But it's like, again, knowledge is powers. Like
Speaker 1: if we make something bad, the people think that it's
Speaker 1: bad for no reason. So it's like, tell me why
Speaker 1: sex is bad. Tell me why you know, because it's
Speaker 1: not bad in certain levels, but it's bad at certain
Speaker 1: times for instances.
Speaker 3: If you could tell like if you could like tell
Speaker 3: yourself anything as you were as you entered into this
Speaker 3: industry and who you are now, Like what would be
Speaker 3: the advice that you would give.
Speaker 1: That twenty one year old version of a lessons just
Speaker 1: take your time and that you know, And I feel
Speaker 1: like I kind of really did those things where it's
Speaker 1: like I never did anything for anybody else but myself.
Speaker 1: So don't do things that other people want you to
Speaker 1: do them. Do them because it feels good for you,
Speaker 1: and you know, as long as you could sleep a
Speaker 1: night every night and you have feel comfortable doing what
Speaker 1: you did that day, then to each his own.
Speaker 3: I would like, just like I think about porn sometimes
Speaker 3: because I actually don't know like how often people shoot
Speaker 3: scenes or like if you're under a contract and then
Speaker 3: you have a certain amount of scenes you're supposed to
Speaker 3: do within that contract. But I think about like even
Speaker 3: just work in general, Like sometimes you go to the
Speaker 3: office and you just don't fucking feel like it. You're like,
Speaker 3: I don't really feel like it, but I'm here, like,
Speaker 3: how do you How have you been able to kind
Speaker 3: of I don't know, like be able to tap into
Speaker 3: your pleasure because one thing I will say is when
Speaker 3: I watch you, I think one of the reasons, because
Speaker 3: that's also what I was thinking about, was like, what
Speaker 3: is it that like, obviously you're beautiful and I love
Speaker 3: big booties, but like, what is it about alexis that
Speaker 3: like stuck with me in those videos that kept me
Speaker 3: going to search her? And it was your casual confidence
Speaker 3: because there's you know, every porn star or person who's
Speaker 3: doing porn has they have there a certain roles that
Speaker 3: they play, you know, like there's the one who's like
Speaker 3: always like she's like more of like the submissive one.
Speaker 2: There's just one bitch. Fuck her fucking voice irritates me
Speaker 2: so much. Her sex sounds like certain people's sex sounds.
Speaker 3: I was like, you are really trying to pull through
Speaker 3: for this one today, but like, yeah, how as being
Speaker 3: in an industry, in this being your job, how have
Speaker 3: you had to kind of move through those moments?
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 1: It's it's funny because it's like everyone's like everyone always
Speaker 1: is like, oh, I want to be a porn star.
Speaker 1: I want to be porn star, Like, yeah, everybody ultimately does,
Speaker 1: but they forget that it is a job. So it's
Speaker 1: like for me, I say, like, we're sexual athletes. So
Speaker 1: there's times that I'm not going to work for the
Speaker 1: fact of I'm gonna I'm not going there and attentions
Speaker 1: of like that's my man or that's my boyfriend or
Speaker 1: that's whatever. For me, it's like I'm going there to
Speaker 1: fuck and that's what I'm there going there to do.
Speaker 1: And for me, I have a job.
Speaker 3: So for me, do you like hype yourself up before,
Speaker 3: Like do you like get into well sexual energy before.
Speaker 1: Does it just kind of happen when it's in I
Speaker 1: think at the time, like cause It's been five plus
Speaker 1: years since I've done porn other than like with myself,
Speaker 1: but you know, back then, it used to be I
Speaker 1: used to go get very cheesy, but I'd get a
Speaker 1: red bull, a slim gym and I'd listen to Biggie
Speaker 1: because it was just like very okay, because it was
Speaker 1: just very like inspiring and spoke to me and it
Speaker 1: just felt like that's just what my game face was.
Speaker 1: And so I just walked into every experiences that I
Speaker 1: knew I was going to own it. And for me,
Speaker 1: it was just like I own my sexuality. And that's
Speaker 1: I think with part that kind of makes me different
Speaker 1: from otherbody else is that I just own it. And
Speaker 1: at the time, it's like at that time when I
Speaker 1: got in the business, most my body type wasn't the norm,
Speaker 1: so I got called fat, I got called all these
Speaker 1: things and body shame. But I was like, but I'm
Speaker 1: also coming to work and I'm naked, so how do
Speaker 1: you make those two fit? And I'm just like, for me,
Speaker 1: I loved my body. I'm from Texas, I'm Southern, I
Speaker 1: don't you know. So I always to make jokes with
Speaker 1: like I'm the girl that could eat on set because
Speaker 1: people would make you know all those things. But I
Speaker 1: never felt inferior to those girls. It's just like we're
Speaker 1: all the same. So I never felt that kind of thing.
Speaker 1: But they try to pin you and body shame on
Speaker 1: those levels that I just walked in there and it
Speaker 1: didn't matter if you were who you were. I just
Speaker 1: was going to do my job and do it well.
Speaker 1: And I also feel like my eyes speak to people's souls.
Speaker 2: So.
Speaker 1: Not intense at all to myself, I can look right
Speaker 1: through you give you what you want. Have you had
Speaker 1: like a lot of relationships that like the men have
Speaker 1: obviously dated you, knowing with like what the deal is,
Speaker 1: and then later try to like use it against you.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, all of them. I like, it's always like
Speaker 1: not a problem till it's a problem unless and usually
Speaker 1: it's because it's a selfish thing for them to like
Speaker 1: throw it back because they have done something like people
Speaker 1: like I haven't been in that very many, very very
Speaker 1: many relationships. But as far as we like, like there
Speaker 1: was in the past that we I was shooting scenes.
Speaker 1: He was, He knew that, but I was contracted, so
Speaker 1: I did less of scenes. But our relationship was so
Speaker 1: I was like, if you wanted to in the beginning,
Speaker 1: I was like, if you wanted to be an open relationship, like,
Speaker 1: let's set these boundaries now. He didn't want that, and
Speaker 1: he agreed with what I did. So later on he
Speaker 1: ended up cheating on me and was like, well you
Speaker 1: did scenes, and I was like, okay, but that wasn't
Speaker 1: the deal. So if you tried it, you had you know,
Speaker 1: if you wanted that life, you should have done in
Speaker 1: the beginning. But knowing that there was other things gonna
Speaker 1: happen with that. So I feel like in those instances,
Speaker 1: you know definitely will be like, oh but you did that,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, but you've known that, like there
Speaker 1: wasn't a secret, and that's me. I made that scene
Speaker 1: from something it's convenient for them exactly. And then the past,
Speaker 1: I've had people that who chose if we were going
Speaker 1: to be in an intimate relationship that they didn't want
Speaker 1: me to work anymore. So it's like, for me, was
Speaker 1: I only actively chose to do that in one relationship
Speaker 1: because for me, I was just in a place where
Speaker 1: I wasn't shooting stuff, so it didn't really matter to
Speaker 1: me to walk away. But yeah, most times it's I
Speaker 1: feel like it's always cool until it's not. They want
Speaker 1: to fuck Alexis Texas, but they don't want to get
Speaker 1: to know Alexis. So for me, dating in this world
Speaker 1: is kind of tricky because it's like I am both people,
Speaker 1: but I am one more than the other, obviously Alexis.
Speaker 1: That's true. I know people would love to make it
Speaker 1: the other way. I know I'd love to think that
Speaker 1: this is not always Alexis Texas. But when she comes
Speaker 1: out to play, do you desire to be like an
Speaker 1: monogamous relationship, or like be married, or like, wait, is
Speaker 1: that a desire for you? I think so for sure.
Speaker 1: I think that when the right person comes along. I've
Speaker 1: done a lot of personal growth the last two years
Speaker 1: where it's like I wanted relationships before, but I don't
Speaker 1: think I really knew what I needed from a relationship
Speaker 1: or what those standards look like for me. So I
Speaker 1: was kind of more in a sense just picking the
Speaker 1: wrong people because it was in front of my face, unfortunately,
Speaker 1: and not what was serving for me. Uh So, for me,
Speaker 1: it definitely would like to have a monogaous relationship. For me,
Speaker 1: I don't know what that really looks like. I'm open
Speaker 1: to a relationship of any sorts. I don't know what
Speaker 1: that would bring, but I'm open to it. Do you
Speaker 1: like women? I do like women. Do you like brown sugar?
Speaker 3: I do like.
Speaker 2: I not brown sugar?
Speaker 1: You like that brown? Take my bitch, you know, try
Speaker 1: to pimp out or both. You know, me and Erica
Speaker 1: we never fight in less and until it comes to
Speaker 1: our lesbian side, and then we get caddy as fuck.
Speaker 1: It's literally we're best for fucking wives until there's a
Speaker 1: little bit, and I'm like, you like her me too?
Speaker 1: Caring is Carrie. I can only think on like five
Speaker 1: occasions where we might have bickered about a bitch. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and that's mostly the only time it comes out. Well,
Speaker 1: are you like, do you like women just like when
Speaker 1: you're drinking tequila or just all the time in a
Speaker 1: relationship with the women? You know? I did that.
Speaker 2: She has a lot of questions.
Speaker 1: You like that back when?
Speaker 2: So do I need to get you drunk?
Speaker 1: Or what do you need to do after this? You
Speaker 1: have an appointment? But I do Unfortunately, so for me,
Speaker 1: I don't know if I technically, which I like to
Speaker 1: never say never, I don't know if I could be
Speaker 1: in a room full blown relationship with the female. But
Speaker 1: I do like being with a female, and I feel
Speaker 1: like I don't have to be drunk to be with
Speaker 1: the female. I feel like, but I also like a
Speaker 1: female that likes a female, And that's just one sided
Speaker 1: where I feel like I've been with people in the past,
Speaker 1: women that were like so excited to fuck alects of sexes,
Speaker 1: and then they were like not really only wanted me
Speaker 1: to do things to them. I'm like, what is my turn?
Speaker 1: This is what is this for me? I think it's
Speaker 1: an equal opportunity type of situation, especially in like lesbian
Speaker 1: like sex is because one can't just get off without
Speaker 1: doing the other, like you know, just give and take,
Speaker 1: gotta do both. So yeah, I don't know about the
Speaker 1: relationship hard. But again I never say never. What are
Speaker 1: some things that like now that you've done you know,
Speaker 1: some growing and some evaluating that Alexis would like, like,
Speaker 1: what would you? What are some things you need to
Speaker 1: have in a partner. I'd need to have a partner.
Speaker 1: I need someone who's confident. I need someone who allows
Speaker 1: me to be me without having to like step on
Speaker 1: me and me and off a female that I am.
Speaker 1: I need someone who's supportive. I need somebody that can communicate,
Speaker 1: who's a leader, who's respectful, who has integrity, who can
Speaker 1: make me laugh. Yeah, it doesn't take life too seriously, Yeah,
Speaker 1: but just serious enough. It's just so serious on the
Speaker 1: very edge, just serious enough that we get all the
Speaker 1: good things done, but we're still like, you know, have
Speaker 1: fun and we're playful about it, you know, someone to
Speaker 1: enjoy life with. I feel like life is you know,
Speaker 1: it's I've had a really great career, you know, life
Speaker 1: ing thing, and I feel like I'm at this point
Speaker 1: where I just want to share it with somebody, So
Speaker 1: whoever that may be, come on over.
Speaker 2: I see that for you.
Speaker 1: I wish that for you love can be like love
Speaker 1: should be fun and playful or else, like what the
Speaker 1: fuck is the point exactly? And that's why I feel
Speaker 1: like after the relationships I have been in and being
Speaker 1: divorced and you know, having relationships that were not fitting,
Speaker 1: I feel like I've definitely have realized what works for
Speaker 1: me and what doesn't. And it's like when you force
Speaker 1: something it's never going to work out. Where it's just
Speaker 1: like it just needs to be a free flowing thing
Speaker 1: where it's like if it's meant to be, it'll meant
Speaker 1: to be. Where it's like at this stage, it's like
Speaker 1: all those little sayings, it's like cliche, but they're all
Speaker 1: really fucking true. I always say that, like I think
Speaker 1: when you find your person it's easy. Yeah, Like when
Speaker 1: you really find your person, it really is mostly easy,
Speaker 1: you know, like if it's a lot of struggle, it's
Speaker 1: probably not your person.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And not to say like relationships aren't hard, but I
Speaker 1: really feel like relationships are are difficult because you have
Speaker 1: to face yourself in different ways. It's not they shouldn't
Speaker 1: be difficult because you're constantly clashing with another person, But
Speaker 1: it's more about like a relationship is generally easy and
Speaker 1: the like the obstacle comes from oh, like damn, this
Speaker 1: is a diff Like well, the mirroring that happens, Yeah,
Speaker 1: like do I need to be better in this area?
Speaker 2: Like is it me?
Speaker 1: Like the self evaluation that happens. It's not like you
Speaker 1: did this and you did that, and like even with me,
Speaker 1: I sometimes find myself wanting to do that, you know,
Speaker 1: but it's really like what is that that makes you
Speaker 1: want to?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: But I think that's also like growth within time and relationships.
Speaker 1: I think that you know, everyone's nobody's perfect, but if
Speaker 1: we're willing to grow with each other and like work
Speaker 1: on that, then that speaks volumes for them, just like
Speaker 1: throwing things away like people. I feel like people sometimes
Speaker 1: easily jump ship and don't want to that, but it's
Speaker 1: true telling of like really focusing on when those pink
Speaker 1: flags are pink and they're really you know, they're really red,
Speaker 1: but we know we try to disguide them and try
Speaker 1: to be like, no, they don't mean that we're just
Speaker 1: this or that where it's like sometimes it's all about
Speaker 1: like just recognizing what people are showing you in front
Speaker 1: of them and not what we want to see. No,
Speaker 1: I definitely agree.
Speaker 3: Well, I know I gotta get out of here soon,
Speaker 3: but I wanted to play a little game with you. Well,
Speaker 3: we have a few things we need to do before
Speaker 3: we get out of here. But one of the things
Speaker 3: is we play a game with our guest. It's called Trigger, okay,
Speaker 3: And what we do is we just say a word
Speaker 3: and you say the first thing.
Speaker 2: That comes to mind. So you ready to play trigger?
Speaker 2: All right? This is Trigger with Alexis Texas. Y'all love.
Speaker 1: Hearts, hearts the first thing that comes up? Okay? Yeah, Yeah.
Speaker 2: I get a question her marriage tragic?
Speaker 1: Would you get married again?
Speaker 2: I would?
Speaker 1: I was just married to the wrong person.
Speaker 3: Today I learned Alexis got married on Catalina Island reception Catalina.
Speaker 3: I associate that with my grandfather. We do that like
Speaker 3: so it just reminds me of like little kids. So
Speaker 3: it's almost like Disneyland to me.
Speaker 1: There's they're upgraded. They have a beach club over there. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we want to take little boat.
Speaker 2: Try and I was there.
Speaker 1: My reception was behind it.
Speaker 2: But she's like, that's my spot.
Speaker 1: There used to be any new memories from it. It's
Speaker 1: been quite a long time. So let's go. Let's have
Speaker 1: a girls trip. Oh my god, that would be so fun.
Speaker 1: I'm down for that. You take a helicopter what okay? Texas? Okay?
Speaker 1: Five minutes one helicoptery?
Speaker 2: Okay? Oh my god. Favorite porn category.
Speaker 1: I'm boring when it comes to that because I just
Speaker 1: fucked in them. I don't really watch that. What's your
Speaker 1: favorite porn category that you're always listened in?
Speaker 2: Like the scene? What's your favorite scene, the type of
Speaker 2: scene that you would like that you liked.
Speaker 1: I just like just the threesome really a two or
Speaker 1: a guy and a girl. I'm well, not two guys, that's.
Speaker 2: Too much for me. Into double penetration.
Speaker 1: You don't like the MSM. I just like I just
Speaker 1: I feel asso many things going on and I can't
Speaker 1: enjoy it myself. So if it's like a guy and
Speaker 1: a girl, I could get the best of both worlds.
Speaker 1: So it's like more of selfish reasons, like to time
Speaker 1: my cake and eat it too. But I'm not a
Speaker 1: big porn watcher. I think if anything, i'd have to
Speaker 1: watch like I'd either watched lesbian porn or I'd watch
Speaker 1: this basic boy girl sex.
Speaker 2: No. I like that.
Speaker 1: I could come. I could come to a commercial like
Speaker 1: I have a vivid imagination. I don't really need that.
Speaker 2: But do you masturbate a lot? I do masturbate it
Speaker 2: with or without porn?
Speaker 1: With that sounds like with that, it's there from sex,
Speaker 1: like actual sex, things I've done, or what I want
Speaker 1: to do, or like those. Yeah, I've got a lot
Speaker 1: of things up here, erotic novels. You should write some
Speaker 1: erotic novels that might be your next I know I
Speaker 1: would love to hear your erotic novel. And I have
Speaker 1: story time with this Texas because you know I have
Speaker 1: that phone sex operator voice and I make y'all all wet.
Speaker 1: Doesn't may to be an audio, it's going be at all.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 3: That just made me think of our show in October,
Speaker 3: Confessions of a Good Mom, Like do we need a lexis?
Speaker 1: Do think actually while she's here to shoot a scene
Speaker 1: after this and I hold up and let me so
Speaker 1: a Lexus, I don't want to put you on the spot,
Speaker 1: but my boyfriends in the other room, meet Erica and
Speaker 1: you right after this, where's everybody's test from you? I
Speaker 1: just want to the doctor. May that doesn't kind of importance.
Speaker 1: Protocol gotta have a seven day test. Okay, we're depending
Speaker 1: on who you work with. The three day test nowadays, Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's more accurate because it takes twenty four hours to
Speaker 1: come back. So why do not get a clean test
Speaker 1: for your partner? Okay, next time you're we're like noted.
Speaker 1: We took these this morning.
Speaker 3: Okay, red flag men, all of them. Pregnancy not for me. No,
Speaker 3: no children for you on the horizon right now.
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm not if it happens. It happens, but
Speaker 1: I feel like I don't really need a child to
Speaker 1: like make me feel fulfilled in life if I was
Speaker 1: in the right situation, which no situation I think is right.
Speaker 2: But no, no religion, interesting, only fans, a.
Speaker 1: Lot of money, financial independence.
Speaker 2: Yes, most pain you've been in that wasn't physical?
Speaker 1: M A heart, I mean a heart a heartbreak, heart, yes,
Speaker 1: but I guess it felt physical.
Speaker 2: But yeah, I got physical that we've been there before.
Speaker 1: Trigger warning, I'm divorced.
Speaker 2: God, I'm sorry that happened. Favorite trait about yourself.
Speaker 1: I'm honest, just unapologetically myself.
Speaker 2: Cannabis.
Speaker 1: Great time.
Speaker 2: Where's the backwood? Do we've smoked the whole thing?
Speaker 1: Hey, girl, the backwood is strong. I've put it out, bitch,
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get okay, I'll roll another one. I
Speaker 1: haven't nail the backwoods. I'm gonna roll another one.
Speaker 2: Perfect Harry pussy not for me? No, are you all
Speaker 2: your fully?
Speaker 1: I like theirs smullet party on top, business on the bottom.
Speaker 2: Okay, harcause.
Speaker 1: Back in the day, like I used to have like
Speaker 1: a little patch on the top so I could pull
Speaker 1: it when I would like orgasm. But the bottom of
Speaker 1: everything that someone's gonna eat and enjoy is all clean,
Speaker 1: you know, So business is clean. I never tried pulling
Speaker 1: the pubes that it just felt great. I don't know,
Speaker 1: I just need an extra I don't know.
Speaker 2: Wow, this is We need to do sex tips with Alexis.
Speaker 1: That's what we're gonna do for Patreons.
Speaker 3: Actually, we're going to just keep you for two minutes
Speaker 3: and give us some sex tips because I don't know
Speaker 3: she has one of tips. It might be twenty Join
Speaker 3: Patreon and her Alexiss Alexis Texas Sex Tips because I
Speaker 3: have questions already about pulling pussy for pulling.
Speaker 1: Girl, got you, I'll save your life again.
Speaker 2: Yes, I love language.
Speaker 3: Oh, physical touch, pet Peeve Liars favorite position, doggie, her phase?
Speaker 1: College? Oh is that really count?
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 1: Porn in college?
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 1: I'm like it was the I don't know. I guess
Speaker 1: college kind of warmed up my hoe face and then
Speaker 1: she blossomed into the greatest being of all the greatest, greatest,
Speaker 1: greatest of all time.
Speaker 2: Celebrity girl crush.
Speaker 1: Oh, Jennifer Lawrence, Oh, Hunger Games.
Speaker 2: There's something sexy about her.
Speaker 3: I feel like she's She's like that mysterious energy and
Speaker 3: like almost like Scarlet Johannson.
Speaker 2: There's a mix scorpios. Speaking for myself, I feel like
Speaker 2: her just like me. There's just so mysterious as sexual.
Speaker 2: Celebrity guy crush, Oh.
Speaker 1: David Beckham. I just saw I'm on the internet yesterday.
Speaker 1: He's still sin definitely ride his face.
Speaker 2: Yeah, he's got lots of lines than his.
Speaker 1: His wife could watch if she needed to should be down.
Speaker 2: I feel like she just liked you.
Speaker 1: Tire up in the chair, make her a cuckle. Then
Speaker 1: she doesn't need to be maybe.
Speaker 2: It would be sexy. She's like a I could see
Speaker 2: hers like a dominator.
Speaker 1: Yeah, boss me around, what to do to her husband?
Speaker 2: Oh my god, an English accident.
Speaker 1: Sit down, Okay, I can see her wearing your pants
Speaker 1: and doing that's okay, right, yes, ma'am.
Speaker 3: I oh, I just had a vision of their sex life.
Speaker 3: It's probably pretty sexy to watch, although she's a little
Speaker 3: bony for me.
Speaker 2: No offense. You got cursed.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I don't know his name. The guy that
Speaker 1: was in that the show on Netflix that was like
Speaker 1: the sex life that was Oh that show sex Life, yea,
Speaker 1: the main character. Yeah, he was very hot. I don't
Speaker 1: know it was just because all the sex scenes they
Speaker 1: did in there, but it definitely I asked readed to
Speaker 1: that a couple of times.
Speaker 3: You said, I already asked your favorite position tonight. Most
Speaker 3: toxic trait, Oh, that I can get what I want.
Speaker 1: All women.
Speaker 2: I always win. Monogamy, tricky therapy, great idea for everyone,
Speaker 2: giver or receiver.
Speaker 1: I'm more of a giver.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And last question, biggest regret.
Speaker 1: Biggest regret. I regret getting married for sure. I definitely
Speaker 1: had a split decision, but being on Catalina island. There
Speaker 1: was no fairy going back, and so I was stuck
Speaker 1: there with all my family, and I knew it was
Speaker 1: a bad decision, but I still lived with the man,
Speaker 1: so I had to go home with him one way
Speaker 1: or another.
Speaker 2: And so you actually felt the regret on your wedding day.
Speaker 1: Yeah, mirror broke. Like I got really high, Like they
Speaker 1: playing my music. They didn't think I was going to
Speaker 1: come out, but I didn't hear it. Like there was
Speaker 1: a lot of bad signs not start playing my music,
Speaker 1: but I was so high. They're like, my girlfriend came,
Speaker 1: She's like, are you okay? And I'm like what, No
Speaker 1: one came and got me. I'm like, no one, Like
Speaker 1: that's when they thought I wasn't gonna come out. The
Speaker 1: first thing signed for me really was the mirror. The
Speaker 1: wind broke, the like brew the mirror down. I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: this is gonna be a bad day. So then I
Speaker 1: got I drank champagne and fine. God divorced three years later,
Speaker 1: but you know, I mean it was it was. It
Speaker 1: was a good try, I guess, but yeah, that was
Speaker 1: probably the only regret that I have. Sometimes I say,
Speaker 1: I don't like to regret anything. You gotta try things once, Yeah,
Speaker 1: what's your favorite twice? My favorite drug weed, Weed is
Speaker 1: definitely like I feel like it's like my medicine. I say,
Speaker 1: I'm very like I have high anxiety, so I feel
Speaker 1: like I don't not a pill person. I like to
Speaker 1: smoke myself into my sanity and not want to kill people.
Speaker 1: And then I have micro doosed here and there, which
Speaker 1: I kind of been entertaining with that the last year.
Speaker 2: The oh my god, that's what I Have you ever
Speaker 2: had a Nila Backwood before? Yeah, they're good.
Speaker 3: I recently started micro dosing too, because I always like
Speaker 3: go hard or go home kind of mushroom pills.
Speaker 2: I've just been eating the chocolate.
Speaker 3: Okay, I probably need to have like a more regulated process,
Speaker 3: but I literally just take behalf a bite of the chocolate.
Speaker 1: I was always like a hypochondriapac to anything like new
Speaker 1: and so I was like, oh, I don't want to
Speaker 1: like trip because I've never fully had a trip. But
Speaker 1: these ones I took where these were pills, But that
Speaker 1: showed you what a microdose was and what you would
Speaker 1: do if you or how many would take to be
Speaker 1: in a full like state.
Speaker 3: Of like, yeah, these ones do that too, But everyone's
Speaker 3: body tie, everyone's the way people break down and metabolize shit.
Speaker 2: Everything hits.
Speaker 1: It's like edibles. Yeah, you never, I never. It's always tricky.
Speaker 1: I always get high like way after a kind of experiment.
Speaker 1: But definitely, I feel like a lot of people, I
Speaker 1: feel like it helps. I feel like micro dosing definitely
Speaker 1: like research your mind of like what the world should
Speaker 1: look like in a sense, and not that it's like
Speaker 1: butterflies and rainbows, but it's like just like everything's not
Speaker 1: so bad and just like show spread love and just
Speaker 1: be kind and just like you could get a lot
Speaker 1: further in life just being angry. So for me, it's
Speaker 1: just my feel like we've released a lot of things
Speaker 1: where I'm just like, why want to.
Speaker 2: Cut me off?
Speaker 1: Go ahead?
Speaker 3: You know, if you think about it, like plant medicine
Speaker 3: in general, that's that's what it does. It plants you,
Speaker 3: It grounds you, It makes you feel like even connectedness.
Speaker 3: I think that's probably why a lot of people smoke
Speaker 3: weed too, because it helps just bring you back down
Speaker 3: and it doesn't even when you think about it.
Speaker 1: It calms your nerves. Yeah, like it kind of makes
Speaker 1: you just normal. I feel because I'm out sometimes I'm
Speaker 1: very anxious, so that's why anything up or for me.
Speaker 1: You could definitely tell them like too many red bulls.
Speaker 1: I'm like, like my first season of my podcast, you
Speaker 1: could definitely tell that I took a lot of red
Speaker 1: Maybe I can only have one a day. Everything just
Speaker 1: a lot because I talk a lot. So just then
Speaker 1: I start to talk faster, so we just is mellow,
Speaker 1: slow it down. Mushroom too, I think mushrooms. It makes
Speaker 1: you like see things clear, like I'm slowing down your life.
Speaker 2: Like I'm like, oh, appreciate.
Speaker 1: There's a flower on the thing, and I'm like, I
Speaker 1: don't think I ever looked at that, and I walk
Speaker 1: here a hundred times kind of thing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I start to appreciate what's around you. You'd be
Speaker 2: more present, for.
Speaker 1: Sure, caring about the things that actually matter, very true,
Speaker 1: not some shit outside of you.
Speaker 2: What is an affirmation that you can share with our
Speaker 2: our tribe today.
Speaker 1: My affirmation is which I used to have in front
Speaker 1: of my door, which you guys probably sawid uh work towers.
Speaker 1: It's love yourself first, love yourself. How you on the airplane,
Speaker 1: like you know, when you're going down, you have to
Speaker 1: put your oxygen on yourself first before you can help
Speaker 1: anybody else, because if we don't love ourselves first and
Speaker 1: pour back into ourselves, and we can't correctly pour back
Speaker 1: into others. Do you have like a pleasural pleasure ritual,
Speaker 1: like if you're going to masturbate, or like, what's your
Speaker 1: pleasure ritual? A pleasure ritual? Normally? I don't. I'm just
Speaker 1: normally I feel like I go, like I masturbate usually
Speaker 1: before bed because I'm usually extra horny at night, so
Speaker 1: I always have candle sits. I'm always like a mood
Speaker 1: person or like sense and things like that, and I
Speaker 1: have like ambiance like whiting, But I feel like that's
Speaker 1: an every day if I'm masturbating or not. But yeah,
Speaker 1: I think it's just the mindset of just like me time.
Speaker 2: And sorry, am I, I just got really high. You're
Speaker 2: right back when Thanks?
Speaker 1: Thanks?
Speaker 2: And mind?
Speaker 3: Oh wait, we pulled a card, so let's do our
Speaker 3: tarot real quick.
Speaker 2: And I like to see what the cards have to say.
Speaker 1: The cards have to say, alexis, what did you pull
Speaker 1: pacles in?
Speaker 2: Okay? Wait then I started looking at oh here it is.
Speaker 3: Okay, Well we can talk about it upright or reverse?
Speaker 2: Do you want to do that reverse reverse. Okay, let's
Speaker 2: go for it. Then you're ready. I'm ready.
Speaker 3: The King of Pinnacles financially inept obsessed with wealth and status,
Speaker 3: stubborn is that you.
Speaker 1: Bitch, bitch hell problem. As long as you can have
Speaker 1: a helicopter, take us a Catalina Island, I say, keep going,
Speaker 1: and Daddy Texas. That's what that's my like my dominame,
Speaker 1: Daddy Mila.
Speaker 2: I like it upright. It means wealth, business, leadership, discipline,
Speaker 2: and abundance. So we can take both.
Speaker 1: But if we're going reverse, because I'm a Gemini, so
Speaker 1: you know it's the best of both.
Speaker 3: Okay, And I was gonna say, and reverse always has
Speaker 3: a lesson, it's never, it's not usually always just overarching negative.
Speaker 3: So the King of Pentacles reverse asks you to look
Speaker 3: at your relationship with money and wealth. On the one hand,
Speaker 3: you may not be managing your wealth well. You may
Speaker 3: attract large sums of money through your business enterprises or
Speaker 3: a high flying career, but as soon as cash hits
Speaker 3: your bank account, it's on the way out again. As
Speaker 3: you splurge on expensive items like helicopter rides to Catalina
Speaker 3: or invest in high risk opportunities. You are not treating
Speaker 3: your money with respect and instead need to draw upon
Speaker 3: yourself discipline and control so you can save for the
Speaker 3: future while still enjoying the fruits of your labor. On
Speaker 3: the other hand, you may be putting money before anything else,
Speaker 3: negatively impacting your relationship and well being. You may be
Speaker 3: a workaholic, overinvesting in wealth creation and neglecting your loved ones.
Speaker 3: You may do anything for an extra buck, even if
Speaker 3: it means selling your soul and integrity. You may be
Speaker 3: so immersed impressed by other people's status and social position
Speaker 3: that you not know that you coowtow to anyone above
Speaker 3: you while dismissing anyone below you. At times, the reversed
Speaker 3: King of Pinnacles represents someone who is very stubborn and
Speaker 3: rigid in his approach. When this king shows up in
Speaker 3: a reading, look at your life? Are you feeling stuck
Speaker 3: in a rut? Has life become so predictable and routine
Speaker 3: that it is completely dull and lifeless? This does not
Speaker 3: sound like you, bitch, This is why I want to move. Okay,
Speaker 3: well maybe so. Yes, being grounded is a good thing,
Speaker 3: but give yourself permission every now and then to break
Speaker 3: free or do something different.
Speaker 2: You don't have to be so serious all the time.
Speaker 1: Received So just do it, Yes, go for it, for it?
Speaker 1: You know what do it?
Speaker 2: You have? Like you have no children. I always tet.
Speaker 4: People tell you it's run goat, spread yours everything, everyone
Speaker 4: that I talk to, Because this is like the last
Speaker 4: six months type of thing where it's like I've been
Speaker 4: feeling like I'm not sure like where I want to be,
Speaker 4: and I've been here for sixteen years, so it's like
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 1: I feel creatively I've done what I've needed to do here,
Speaker 1: but I feel like my wings are ready to go
Speaker 1: somewhere else. Well, wherever you go New York or Miami,
Speaker 1: we'll come visit you.
Speaker 2: We'll come visit you. We'll be there, We'll be there.
Speaker 1: We'll have to do another podcast for sure. I have
Speaker 1: to do another Girl's Night. You know, actually eight girls time.
Speaker 1: We haven't had one yet. I'm presumptioning this thing since Catalina.
Speaker 1: You know, even though it said I can't give a helicopter,
Speaker 1: we're still getting a helicopter.
Speaker 3: We're getting No it's you worked really hard to get
Speaker 3: you can get at It worked really hard to get.
Speaker 2: Us hell, I like it.
Speaker 1: We'll pay for We'll pay for the beach club when
Speaker 1: we get there.
Speaker 2: I want to enjoy the fruits of your only fans labor.
Speaker 1: Come on, be your sugar mama. You really, sugar baby?
Speaker 2: What do you want? Let me take election? What do
Speaker 2: you need from me? And I don't really listen very well?
Speaker 2: I'll try for you.
Speaker 1: I like that trying is the first first step.
Speaker 2: God. Okay, I am a submissive for Matt, usually not
Speaker 2: for a woman, but I can work on it.
Speaker 1: Statty Texas likes to be submissive sometimes.
Speaker 2: Okay, well that it works out.
Speaker 1: Now you're suddenly a switch. She's planning her seat. She's like,
Speaker 1: I'm going to make.
Speaker 2: This happen anyway. Thank you for coming on the show.
Speaker 1: Thank you for having me wonder. Yes, I've loved the conversation.
Speaker 1: It's great getting to like know you guys too. Within
Speaker 1: my sexuality and business like the questions I think are
Speaker 1: really great coming from women. I think that, you know,
Speaker 1: sometimes I feel like, again, the horn gets kind of
Speaker 1: a taboo type thing, but I think again, it's a
Speaker 1: more educational and like experience base and it's like it
Speaker 1: should just be fun. A man, just a job, awareness.
Speaker 1: You know, that's all this month's about.
Speaker 2: Right for you?
Speaker 3: Listen, sex, you can't make put rules around how you
Speaker 3: want to explore your sexual pleasure.
Speaker 2: People monetize for horrible things.
Speaker 3: Why can't we monetize our sexual pleasure exactly us having
Speaker 3: autonomy over our bodies and feeling empowered by that.
Speaker 2: So shout out to Can you tell the people where
Speaker 2: they can find you?
Speaker 1: You can check out my podcast Private Talk with the
Speaker 1: Lexus Texas. You could follow me on my Instagram White
Speaker 1: Girl Politicking with the g Yeah, that's one of my
Speaker 1: only fans of Alexis Underscore Texas. That's where all the
Speaker 1: naughty things go.
Speaker 2: And that's not all.
Speaker 1: And if you're a patron, we are going to have
Speaker 1: a little after dark with Alexis so she can give
Speaker 1: us those sexy tips. See you guys next time. You
Speaker 1: guys know where to find us Good Mom's Underscore, Bad
Speaker 1: Choices on Instagram. We are also going on tour. Our
Speaker 1: first stop is La on October twenty first come see
Speaker 1: you girls.
Speaker 2: And we also just announced new dates for Costa Rica.
Speaker 3: We are our first dates sold out so quick we
Speaker 3: had to add some new dates and so we are
Speaker 3: going to be in Costa Rica for the good vibeer
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Speaker 3: and August eighth through the thirteenth. You don't want to
Speaker 3: miss this. You've been hearing us talk about it forever.
Speaker 3: You keep saying you're gonna come. You have plenty of time,
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Speaker 3: I don't want to hear your excuses, bitch, because now
Speaker 3: you got almost one year to.
Speaker 2: Figure the fuck out.
Speaker 1: Love yourself first, Love yourself first, bitch.
Speaker 3: Anyway, I didn't mean to yell at you like that.
Speaker 3: I do love you, but make sure you click the
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Speaker 2: Love you, bye bye
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