WEBVTT - Daddy I’m A Pornstar 0:00:00.120 --> 0:00:02.560 A company called Bangbros. Wants to shoot you in Florida, 0:00:02.680 --> 0:00:05.320 and I was like, okay, well, I'd only work with you. 0:00:06.040 --> 0:00:08.840 So I went to Florida and I shot three scenes 0:00:08.880 --> 0:00:11.879 with him, and I loved everything from how they'd treated 0:00:11.920 --> 0:00:13.399 us and took care of us. It was like really 0:00:13.480 --> 0:00:16.000 like a production and it was safe. We got tested. 0:00:16.040 --> 0:00:17.840 We had like you know, rules and things that what 0:00:17.880 --> 0:00:19.320 we wanted to do, what we didn't wanted to do. 0:00:19.440 --> 0:00:22.400 So for me being the young dem and full come, 0:00:22.520 --> 0:00:24.360 you know, a girl being twenty one and wanted to 0:00:24.400 --> 0:00:27.200 experience our experiment too, it was for me like a 0:00:27.240 --> 0:00:29.080 safe space that I could do that and do it 0:00:29.120 --> 0:00:32.400 with the right people. So I went back to Texas 0:00:32.440 --> 0:00:34.400 and moved to LA a week later and I've been 0:00:34.440 --> 0:00:36.440 here ever since since. My motto was go big or 0:00:36.520 --> 0:00:40.080 go home, and missed Texas and never went home. I see, 0:00:40.320 --> 0:00:44.080 did you tell your parents immediately? Not immediately? I told 0:00:44.080 --> 0:00:46.520 my father first, because I knew my dad watched porn. 0:01:09.200 --> 0:01:11.840 Welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices. I'm Erica and 0:01:11.880 --> 0:01:12.400 I'm Meela. 0:01:13.680 --> 0:01:13.840 Hi. 0:01:14.160 --> 0:01:17.480 Hi, this bitch is high. Okay, Hi, this bitch is high. 0:01:17.480 --> 0:01:18.800 We have to start twice. 0:01:19.120 --> 0:01:21.160 I'm in deep I was in deep thought and she 0:01:21.240 --> 0:01:23.600 was was basically my turn to speak, and I was 0:01:23.640 --> 0:01:25.960 thinking about our guest right now we have here, and 0:01:26.000 --> 0:01:27.880 I was deeply thinking about Like I was. 0:01:27.880 --> 0:01:29.520 Like, what is my favorite scene of hers? 0:01:30.000 --> 0:01:32.160 Because I've watched a lot of her I know, yeah, 0:01:32.400 --> 0:01:34.480 you talked about this on her on her podcast, and 0:01:34.480 --> 0:01:37.679 I was like, I'm like meeting like someone it's like 0:01:37.720 --> 0:01:40.480 done a lot for me. She doesn't even know how 0:01:40.520 --> 0:01:44.080 much she's done for me in pleasure and masturbation. 0:01:45.319 --> 0:01:48.080 Anyway, That's what I was thinking, you must know. So Hi, 0:01:48.200 --> 0:01:48.960 Happy Wednesday. 0:01:49.040 --> 0:01:52.960 Happy Wednesday. You guys, It's September and we are talking 0:01:53.080 --> 0:01:57.880 all things sexual wellness September. So I think, without further 0:01:57.920 --> 0:02:02.960 Ado Erica cannot wait introduce you to our guest today. 0:02:03.240 --> 0:02:06.120 She has been on We've been on her podcast. She 0:02:06.480 --> 0:02:10.440 has the World's Best Big Booty, and she's also from 0:02:10.880 --> 0:02:12.800 the hit podcast White Girl Politicking. 0:02:13.120 --> 0:02:15.440 Hey Alexis Texas. 0:02:15.120 --> 0:02:18.400 Hello, Hello, thank you for having me. It's funny because 0:02:18.440 --> 0:02:20.000 I kind of figured that it was something to do 0:02:20.040 --> 0:02:21.640 with one of my scenes. Is what was lost in 0:02:21.680 --> 0:02:23.960 your thoughts? I was gonna say it, but I was like, 0:02:24.040 --> 0:02:25.720 let me not say it. First, but I was like, 0:02:25.800 --> 0:02:27.960 is she going down like the checklist of which one 0:02:28.040 --> 0:02:30.840 she's masturbated to or trying to become like the top three? 0:02:31.200 --> 0:02:33.040 And did you research before I came here? 0:02:33.120 --> 0:02:33.480 I did not. 0:02:34.160 --> 0:02:36.600 No, I did it, well, playback, not research, but playback 0:02:36.720 --> 0:02:37.760 your top favorites. 0:02:37.840 --> 0:02:38.440 I did it reach. 0:02:38.520 --> 0:02:40.800 I did zero research before coming here because I like, 0:02:40.840 --> 0:02:42.519 I know her, this is my homegirl. 0:02:42.600 --> 0:02:43.360 We're just going on top. 0:02:43.600 --> 0:02:46.880 But then I thought, wait, she is my homegirl, but 0:02:46.960 --> 0:02:48.400 I have also masturbated to her. 0:02:49.600 --> 0:02:51.640 I love that things. But I really want you guys 0:02:51.639 --> 0:02:52.960 to know that. I looked over at her and she 0:02:53.080 --> 0:02:55.880 was like it was me. She was like body rolling, 0:02:55.919 --> 0:02:57.639 So I thought maybe that she was ready to go. 0:02:58.000 --> 0:03:01.119 But so when I started and she completely nothing, I 0:03:01.160 --> 0:03:03.840 was really confused about what you possibly could be like 0:03:04.080 --> 0:03:06.480 body rolling and thinking about at the same I didn't 0:03:06.680 --> 0:03:08.639 maybe that's one of my moves and you were watching 0:03:08.960 --> 0:03:11.040 You're back then that's familiar to you. I know, maybe 0:03:11.520 --> 0:03:14.560 somebody you're rolling on, which you know body weight, I'm 0:03:14.560 --> 0:03:17.080 gonna have I need those moves. I don't know if 0:03:17.120 --> 0:03:19.000 I'm tutorials. 0:03:19.120 --> 0:03:20.200 It was just took me back. 0:03:20.240 --> 0:03:22.240 It took me back to the real quick in my mind, 0:03:22.360 --> 0:03:23.799 I forgot you guys were here for a second. 0:03:23.840 --> 0:03:27.160 I saw, I saw, I we're here. The girl, you 0:03:27.160 --> 0:03:29.799 can you pinched me? I'm actually here. Not in your screen, girl, 0:03:29.880 --> 0:03:31.639 or your phone or however you watch porn. I don't 0:03:31.639 --> 0:03:34.440 know how you take because I knew it. Do you 0:03:34.440 --> 0:03:36.880 watch porn on your phone or on your computer at both? 0:03:36.920 --> 0:03:39.440 I never watched porn on my phone until maybe last year. 0:03:39.960 --> 0:03:41.560 Once I'm like my computer. 0:03:41.320 --> 0:03:42.680 Was like I didn't have a choice, and so I 0:03:42.760 --> 0:03:44.520 was like, I thought it was weird too. I was like, 0:03:44.720 --> 0:03:45.320 this is not. 0:03:45.240 --> 0:03:47.880 Going to be enjoyable, too small, and but it worked. 0:03:48.080 --> 0:03:51.480 And now what I do actually is I always look 0:03:51.520 --> 0:03:53.520 forward on my phone and then if I'm home, I 0:03:53.560 --> 0:03:54.640 bluetooth it to my TV. 0:03:56.080 --> 0:03:58.960 So it's big. I did that last night. Yep, I 0:03:59.040 --> 0:03:59.720 did that last night. 0:04:00.080 --> 0:04:05.160 Go for it nice with the the suckable dick that's 0:04:05.360 --> 0:04:08.080 I gave us, Remember the one that sticks to the silicon. 0:04:08.920 --> 0:04:10.400 It was like suckable dick. 0:04:10.440 --> 0:04:13.880 I think, and my magic wand I got a new vibrator. 0:04:14.000 --> 0:04:16.320 Oh she did the penetration plus the wand on the top. 0:04:17.200 --> 0:04:18.800 You know the dick that sticks to the wall. It 0:04:18.800 --> 0:04:20.359 always falls off and I. 0:04:20.360 --> 0:04:22.279 Think it has to be like on a like like 0:04:22.320 --> 0:04:25.720 a like a mirrored closet, like a kind of it's 0:04:25.760 --> 0:04:28.000 really good, you know from expert. You know, like if 0:04:28.000 --> 0:04:29.920 you have a glass shower type thing, because it has 0:04:29.960 --> 0:04:31.960 like it's more of a section, you've got to really 0:04:32.000 --> 0:04:33.720 like k like maneuver it on there. 0:04:34.400 --> 0:04:36.240 And then he goes to the break the shower. 0:04:36.560 --> 0:04:39.640 No loss to be you know, maybe the tile, go 0:04:39.680 --> 0:04:43.679 to the tile, the tile. Try still you can still 0:04:43.760 --> 0:04:45.479 move it, so you can't, you know, but I didn't 0:04:45.480 --> 0:04:48.039 feel like then I can't watch TV. Put it like 0:04:48.080 --> 0:04:49.560 you know they have those phone things you know in 0:04:49.600 --> 0:04:50.839 the shower you just for. 0:04:50.920 --> 0:04:53.040 Masturbation, like I've already I'm trying to help you how 0:04:53.120 --> 0:04:55.840 such I'm all about I invest in my sexual pleasure. 0:04:55.960 --> 0:04:58.560 I've I've spent a lot of money for my pleasure. 0:04:58.920 --> 0:05:02.039 My man also is very very highly invested in our pleasure. 0:05:02.160 --> 0:05:05.720 And so I'm down. But the TV is non negotiable. 0:05:05.760 --> 0:05:07.320 But I don't know if I'm gonna be able to 0:05:07.480 --> 0:05:10.400 also bring a full size or a good sized television 0:05:10.480 --> 0:05:12.760 in my shower just for porn for. 0:05:12.760 --> 0:05:15.240 Me that she's just gonna figure you put your computer out. 0:05:15.360 --> 0:05:17.520 That's good abou an iPad porn addiction. 0:05:18.760 --> 0:05:20.240 You may or may not have that. 0:05:20.839 --> 0:05:26.080 I'm like, I think you're almost on your way. I 0:05:27.000 --> 0:05:30.279 don't know many women who have like a favorite porn 0:05:30.560 --> 0:05:32.760 like star person. Like the first time we want on 0:05:32.800 --> 0:05:36.880 Alexis Show, She's like, I can't wait. I was like, 0:05:36.920 --> 0:05:38.880 what She's like, I don't know if I should tell her, 0:05:38.880 --> 0:05:40.839 but I've come to a lot of her videos. I 0:05:40.839 --> 0:05:42.320 was like, you're actually strange. 0:05:42.760 --> 0:05:44.440 It was like as we were walking up to her apartment, 0:05:44.480 --> 0:05:47.040 she was so she was so happy. 0:05:47.120 --> 0:05:49.120 I was like, whoa, I love to it. You never 0:05:49.120 --> 0:05:50.480 really hear that from a lot of women, So I 0:05:50.480 --> 0:05:52.840 always feel like it's much more appreciated from a woman 0:05:52.920 --> 0:05:54.800 because I feel like it's just a different kind of 0:05:54.880 --> 0:05:57.320 like you're hot and like you're good at what you do. 0:05:57.440 --> 0:05:58.719 So it's like it's you know, I like it. I 0:05:58.800 --> 0:06:00.560 like hearing it from women more. And I even sent 0:06:00.600 --> 0:06:02.880 Shawhama toys you know how I still have it. 0:06:02.920 --> 0:06:05.760 Actually, I saw it stronger than a motherfucker. I was 0:06:05.760 --> 0:06:08.200 looking for my section, Dick. I also saw. 0:06:08.080 --> 0:06:12.400 This big, huge hammer ship laying it down. Everything's bigger 0:06:12.440 --> 0:06:13.880 in Texas. We don't mess around and. 0:06:14.040 --> 0:06:17.000 It's huge that gets Texas huge. 0:06:17.040 --> 0:06:20.760 It's not even you know, it's just like it's like 0:06:20.800 --> 0:06:23.960 it's giving me this bitch, don't even have a low. 0:06:24.040 --> 0:06:27.159 This is the low. You know, there's levels of this ship. 0:06:27.200 --> 0:06:28.960 That's where you know. You're at the high. You're a 0:06:29.040 --> 0:06:31.520 high level. You're at the high level. Okay, high level, 0:06:31.839 --> 0:06:34.040 high level. Only high level hoes around. 0:06:33.800 --> 0:06:35.520 Here be high level. 0:06:35.560 --> 0:06:39.080 So I mean, what other kind of hell are you 0:06:39.120 --> 0:06:39.640 going to be. 0:06:41.080 --> 0:06:41.240 From? 0:06:41.360 --> 0:06:44.680 From a home myself, I am a high level home. 0:06:47.240 --> 0:06:49.320 When we went on Alexis Show, we said we're gonna 0:06:49.320 --> 0:06:50.880 do a collab and we kept trying to make it happen. 0:06:50.920 --> 0:06:52.960 Then we did it, and then we just went to 0:06:53.000 --> 0:06:55.400 Miami and we're at the pool at the W and 0:06:55.440 --> 0:06:59.320 I was like, is that our friend Alexas just yes, 0:06:59.400 --> 0:07:01.919 And I was like, this is so funny. We frolicked 0:07:01.920 --> 0:07:04.120 around at the pool together and at the W in Miami, 0:07:04.160 --> 0:07:06.760 and it's like it's meant to be. So I felt 0:07:06.800 --> 0:07:08.400 the same. I was like, you know, we keep saying 0:07:08.440 --> 0:07:10.080 it and like schedules are always crazy. I was like, 0:07:10.120 --> 0:07:12.040 but this is like a sign and I'm believing the 0:07:12.120 --> 0:07:13.720 energies and signs. So I was like I have to 0:07:13.720 --> 0:07:16.280 make this happen, and you know, it's just how it 0:07:16.320 --> 0:07:18.280 works out, especially when we live up the stream. We 0:07:18.320 --> 0:07:20.640 never see each other in l A. I know, like 0:07:20.680 --> 0:07:22.520 that always happens. I feel like a lot of people 0:07:22.560 --> 0:07:24.760 like from LA always see people more from out of town. 0:07:24.880 --> 0:07:26.480 When you're out of town together because you're in you're 0:07:26.480 --> 0:07:28.760 getting your zone at home. It's true, you know, like 0:07:28.800 --> 0:07:31.440 you're not to get out of the zone. It's it's difficult, 0:07:31.520 --> 0:07:33.680 Like I'm the I'll make plans and I'll be like, 0:07:33.720 --> 0:07:36.120 oh no, this interrupts my zone or that. I don't 0:07:36.120 --> 0:07:38.000 know what I was thinking about. I need to cancel this. 0:07:38.240 --> 0:07:39.480 I want to be alone. 0:07:41.440 --> 0:07:42.200 My porn. 0:07:45.360 --> 0:07:47.559 Living room on the TV. TV's green. 0:07:48.800 --> 0:07:51.000 Jesus, you know what's going on the Eric is count 0:07:51.200 --> 0:07:51.880 you like a candle. 0:07:51.880 --> 0:07:52.440 It's a vibe. 0:07:53.600 --> 0:07:54.800 Vibes are good, libs are good. 0:07:56.480 --> 0:07:59.360 Alexis also saved my life in Miami because we have 0:07:59.400 --> 0:08:03.080 a little incident the pool. I don't know I was 0:08:03.120 --> 0:08:04.840 being I guess I was being a little bitch and 0:08:04.880 --> 0:08:09.520 I said something rude and untasteful to one of my friends. 0:08:09.320 --> 0:08:12.000 And she started crying, and I was not prepared. I 0:08:12.000 --> 0:08:12.880 didn't know what to do. 0:08:13.160 --> 0:08:15.400 It happened in like a split second, like I said 0:08:15.440 --> 0:08:17.840 something and then it was like immediate tears. 0:08:18.040 --> 0:08:20.640 I didn't really hear what you said, but you said 0:08:20.640 --> 0:08:22.560 it and it was like a conversation that seemed like 0:08:22.560 --> 0:08:25.040 it was meaningful. And then she you were like you 0:08:25.080 --> 0:08:26.880 said it and then she cried and I was like, oh, 0:08:27.120 --> 0:08:29.480 I think this landed very well. I was like, hey, 0:08:29.480 --> 0:08:31.760 everybody want to see something fun? And I just started 0:08:31.760 --> 0:08:34.160 shaking my butt because you know, how can you deny 0:08:34.200 --> 0:08:36.520 a big booty like you know you can't. Nobody wants 0:08:36.559 --> 0:08:38.600 to cry in Miami at the pool. You're gonna shake 0:08:38.600 --> 0:08:39.680 it up a little with your big boody. 0:08:39.720 --> 0:08:39.920 Oh. 0:08:39.960 --> 0:08:43.080 I knew that my my dream porn star would also 0:08:43.160 --> 0:08:43.880 save my life. 0:08:44.679 --> 0:08:46.920 I've seen I've shaved her life multipla. 0:08:46.640 --> 0:08:48.000 My life multiple times. 0:08:48.160 --> 0:08:50.640 She just started shaking as immediately in my friend's face, 0:08:50.679 --> 0:08:52.680 and she immediately forgot I forgot about it, and I 0:08:52.720 --> 0:08:54.040 was like, thank you. 0:08:54.120 --> 0:08:55.760 Did she have does she would have time to say 0:08:55.760 --> 0:08:58.520 any words? She like, she's just tears, but. 0:08:58.720 --> 0:09:03.480 Just then came over and shook asked and she was like, yeah, 0:09:03.960 --> 0:09:04.960 not that was me. 0:09:05.480 --> 0:09:09.160 And I was like, oh, I don't know what was mean. 0:09:09.200 --> 0:09:11.080 But I think that it was because you were like 0:09:11.200 --> 0:09:13.800 just owning what you said. You're just being like kind 0:09:13.800 --> 0:09:15.600 of funny but snarky, and I don't know what the 0:09:15.600 --> 0:09:16.160 context was. 0:09:16.200 --> 0:09:17.679 It was not even That's why I was. 0:09:18.640 --> 0:09:22.079 The conversation was just it was not a mean conversation. 0:09:22.200 --> 0:09:24.400 And then I said something snarky and then it was 0:09:24.480 --> 0:09:27.160 personal for her and it just did something hit. 0:09:27.200 --> 0:09:30.400 It hit a trigger. Yeah, and the booty to save 0:09:30.480 --> 0:09:32.680 the day, you know, the trigger saver. 0:09:34.000 --> 0:09:34.800 So thank you, thank you. 0:09:35.559 --> 0:09:38.079 Any time my booty is around, I could have Alexis 0:09:38.080 --> 0:09:39.520 texts is asked just. 0:09:39.440 --> 0:09:43.120 To all like ring a bell, like I think I 0:09:43.160 --> 0:09:48.920 sucked fairy. That's a fact. I like that. Maybe that's 0:09:49.720 --> 0:09:53.680 something the episode with the booty fairy. Booty Fairy. Yeah, 0:09:53.760 --> 0:09:55.920 Alexis Texas the booty Fairy. I like that. 0:09:56.880 --> 0:09:59.880 Oh well, Alexis. I mean we don't. 0:10:00.040 --> 0:10:02.920 I don't actually know that much about your like history 0:10:02.960 --> 0:10:04.679 into you know, your industry, what we do. 0:10:05.000 --> 0:10:05.840 I'm assuming you're. 0:10:05.720 --> 0:10:10.560 From Texas, you know, I'm actually I was You're not 0:10:10.559 --> 0:10:13.600 from Texas. I mean I was born in Texas. 0:10:13.760 --> 0:10:17.240 No, you grew up there, you spent consider bottom I was. 0:10:17.280 --> 0:10:20.120 Raised in Texas. Yeah, so I'm a military brat. I 0:10:20.160 --> 0:10:21.880 was born in Panama and then I was I've been 0:10:21.920 --> 0:10:24.439 in Texas from three to twenty one, and then when 0:10:24.440 --> 0:10:27.800 I turned twenty one, I went to LA. Not exactly 0:10:27.880 --> 0:10:29.960 like that, but from twenty one to current, i've been 0:10:30.000 --> 0:10:33.560 in LA. You're from Texas, Okay, exactly the San Antonio area, 0:10:33.559 --> 0:10:37.880 a small town outside San Antonio. Yeah, it's very interesting, 0:10:38.520 --> 0:10:41.160 small small town, well one stop, but I think there's 0:10:41.160 --> 0:10:43.360 like two nowadays, but you know it's definitely grown since 0:10:43.400 --> 0:10:47.720 I left. Your family's still there. My mom is still there, 0:10:48.040 --> 0:10:50.920 My dad is in Florida, and then my sisters and 0:10:51.000 --> 0:10:52.600 brothers and they are kind of like all scattered out 0:10:52.640 --> 0:10:55.280 from Texas to Baltimore. 0:10:55.760 --> 0:10:57.280 Are you the youngest, oldest, middle? 0:10:57.559 --> 0:11:01.080 I am the youngest girl from my mother and father's relationship, 0:11:01.160 --> 0:11:04.320 and then my parents both remarried, so they have I 0:11:04.360 --> 0:11:06.400 have a half brother who's younger than I am, and 0:11:06.440 --> 0:11:09.240 then I have stepbrothers and sisters. When you moved to 0:11:09.400 --> 0:11:11.520 LA at twenty one, were you like going to go 0:11:11.600 --> 0:11:13.840 like become a Hollywood star? What were you like? No? 0:11:13.960 --> 0:11:15.360 And that's why it was like kind of different. So 0:11:15.520 --> 0:11:17.880 I didn't come out here to like be this star whatever. 0:11:18.000 --> 0:11:20.520 I kind of gotten too porn. Whenever porn was a 0:11:20.559 --> 0:11:22.960 reality based type thing, It's reality porn was really new 0:11:23.240 --> 0:11:25.160 and a company called Shane's World was doing a line 0:11:25.200 --> 0:11:27.920 called College Amateur Tour. So I was a bartender in 0:11:28.000 --> 0:11:31.320 San Marcos, Texas at Texas State and they kind of 0:11:31.880 --> 0:11:34.640 these guys approached me, and I thought that because a 0:11:34.679 --> 0:11:37.880 week before I was approached by the Eliminate people, the 0:11:37.920 --> 0:11:39.680 casting people, So it was kind of like that because 0:11:39.679 --> 0:11:41.280 they were always trying to get college people to be 0:11:41.400 --> 0:11:43.720 in what they were doing their production. So I thought 0:11:43.760 --> 0:11:46.280 it was them again. So I was like, if you 0:11:46.280 --> 0:11:47.360 want to talk to me, you have to come in 0:11:47.400 --> 0:11:48.880 by a drink from the bar, like you know, I'm 0:11:48.920 --> 0:11:50.880 about to go to work, blah blah blah. So they 0:11:50.920 --> 0:11:52.600 told me their whole spiel. They're like, look, you know, 0:11:52.640 --> 0:11:55.120 we're from LA We're doing a line to College Amateur Tour. 0:11:55.120 --> 0:11:56.679 We're trying to get girls in college that have never 0:11:56.720 --> 0:11:59.440 done porn before to do a scene on camera with 0:11:59.679 --> 0:12:02.840 this guy. And I'm like, okay, cool. So they were like, 0:12:02.880 --> 0:12:04.920 we're going to Austin and I never heard from them, 0:12:05.040 --> 0:12:06.560 like they were like, went to Austin which is the 0:12:06.600 --> 0:12:08.920 town next over to us, which is like a big town, 0:12:08.960 --> 0:12:11.480 party town, and they're like, we'll call you later. Well 0:12:11.480 --> 0:12:14.280 they never called, so me being like not liking rejection. 0:12:14.320 --> 0:12:15.600 Next I was like, well, I guess you really don't 0:12:15.600 --> 0:12:17.960 want me to be in your movie anyways. So immediately 0:12:17.960 --> 0:12:19.400 they called me and they're like, we didn't think you 0:12:19.440 --> 0:12:20.720 would want to be in it. And they were like 0:12:20.760 --> 0:12:23.000 on their way to Houston for a flight back to 0:12:23.080 --> 0:12:25.240 LA so they're like, we'll turn right back around, like 0:12:25.320 --> 0:12:27.160 right now. So they kept me on the phone because 0:12:27.200 --> 0:12:30.520 I didn't say yes, but I was like provoking a conversation. 0:12:30.720 --> 0:12:33.240 So they're like, well, basically putting on the phone to 0:12:33.360 --> 0:12:35.360 convince me to like do what I was gonna do. 0:12:35.800 --> 0:12:38.040 So for me, I was young, dumb and full of 0:12:38.120 --> 0:12:40.680 come and I was like, I can make a lot 0:12:40.679 --> 0:12:41.200 of money. 0:12:41.360 --> 0:12:43.720 That's pretty bold, a bold choice to make. 0:12:43.880 --> 0:12:45.800 Well at that time too, I feel like porn wasn't 0:12:45.840 --> 0:12:47.560 is it is what it is today, Like I said, 0:12:47.679 --> 0:12:50.520 it was the first kind of new internet type based porn, 0:12:50.600 --> 0:12:52.600 so before it's like and they even said they were like, 0:12:52.800 --> 0:12:54.440 if you do this porn, it's like finding a needle 0:12:54.440 --> 0:12:56.800 in a haystack. Not at everybody's gonna find it because 0:12:56.840 --> 0:12:59.040 there's so much porn out there on DVD, and DVD 0:12:59.200 --> 0:13:02.600 takes a long time time replicate and YadA YadA. 0:13:02.679 --> 0:13:05.280 But that's what they tell people so that they feel 0:13:05.280 --> 0:13:05.880 more comfortable. 0:13:05.880 --> 0:13:07.840 Well at that time, it was true because it was 0:13:07.840 --> 0:13:10.280 like two thousand and six, so this was like back 0:13:10.400 --> 0:13:12.920 back before you know all those I think Blu Ray 0:13:12.960 --> 0:13:15.439 came around and all that stuff like that. So internet 0:13:15.520 --> 0:13:19.680 porn dating myself. So yeah, So that happened, and then 0:13:19.880 --> 0:13:21.840 I ended up doing the scene with the guy because 0:13:21.840 --> 0:13:23.520 I was like I would have had sex with him anyways. 0:13:23.600 --> 0:13:26.040 So I was like, fuck it. Never thought anything about 0:13:26.120 --> 0:13:27.560 what would come of it. I didn't think I would 0:13:27.559 --> 0:13:29.760 do poorn anymore. So we kept in contact and he 0:13:29.960 --> 0:13:32.760 was like a company called Bangbros. Wants to shoot you 0:13:32.800 --> 0:13:35.480 in Florida. And I was like, okay, well I'd only 0:13:35.480 --> 0:13:38.679 work with you. So I went to Florida and I 0:13:38.720 --> 0:13:41.400 shot three scenes with him, and I loved everything from 0:13:41.800 --> 0:13:43.600 how they'd treated us and took care of us. It 0:13:43.679 --> 0:13:45.920 was like really like a production and it was safe. 0:13:45.960 --> 0:13:47.920 We got tested. We had like you know, rules and 0:13:47.960 --> 0:13:49.600 things that what we wanted to do, what we didn't 0:13:49.600 --> 0:13:52.480 wanted to do. So for me being the young dem 0:13:52.480 --> 0:13:54.440 and full come, you know a girl in being twenty 0:13:54.440 --> 0:13:57.240 one and wanted to experience our experiment too, it was 0:13:57.280 --> 0:13:59.080 for me like a safe space that I could do 0:13:59.160 --> 0:14:02.360 that and do it with right people. So I went 0:14:02.400 --> 0:14:04.400 back to Texas and moved to LA a week later 0:14:04.520 --> 0:14:06.679 and I've been here ever since since. My motto was 0:14:06.760 --> 0:14:09.120 go bigg or go home and missed Texas. Never went home. 0:14:10.320 --> 0:14:14.520 See did you tell your parents immediately? Not immediately. I 0:14:14.559 --> 0:14:16.920 told my father first because I knew my dad watched 0:14:16.960 --> 0:14:20.240 porn and my stepmother looks like our body types are 0:14:20.360 --> 0:14:23.800 very similar, so I didn't want to like scar my father. 0:14:24.560 --> 0:14:27.320 So I was just like, I have to tell you something. 0:14:27.400 --> 0:14:29.960 And I was like, I'm a Puerto Rican and it's 0:14:30.000 --> 0:14:31.840 your thoughts. I'm a sex drive like a man and 0:14:32.280 --> 0:14:35.760 I did porn. And he was like, because he's Puerto Rican, 0:14:35.920 --> 0:14:38.920 I'm Puerto Rican. So they say, like Puerto Ricans have 0:14:39.000 --> 0:14:42.760 really high sex drives, So you're Puerto Rican. I'm Puertorican, German, Norwegian? 0:14:42.920 --> 0:14:45.000 Okay, nice little is not cool? 0:14:45.280 --> 0:14:48.400 Yes? So he I just kind of like pushed it 0:14:48.480 --> 0:14:49.960 out there like that, and he was just like, are 0:14:50.040 --> 0:14:50.800 you serious. 0:14:50.560 --> 0:14:52.040 No blaming Puerto Rico. 0:14:53.840 --> 0:15:00.440 In the name of Puerto Rico, thanking Puerto Rico camera, Well, 0:15:00.640 --> 0:15:03.480 it's yeah, you know, we are just highly sexual. You know, 0:15:03.640 --> 0:15:05.840 Puerto Ricans are just highly sexual. Which even when I 0:15:05.880 --> 0:15:09.280 had a civilian job in this nursing home, this lady, 0:15:09.400 --> 0:15:10.840 she was a perto Rican lady. She was like, don't 0:15:10.880 --> 0:15:13.200 open your legs to any Puerto ricanmand She's like, they're 0:15:13.200 --> 0:15:16.240 all cheaters. She's like, they fuck everything. I was like, okay, man, 0:15:16.280 --> 0:15:20.520 I'm sorry, yeah, cheated on so so do I exactly. 0:15:20.600 --> 0:15:23.080 I'm like, this is a calling for me. So I 0:15:23.200 --> 0:15:25.080 just kind of like preface it that way. And he's like, well, 0:15:25.280 --> 0:15:26.800 is this something that you want to do? And I 0:15:26.920 --> 0:15:28.760 was like for me, I do as like nobody's forcing me. 0:15:28.800 --> 0:15:31.080 Everybody's their biggest thing was that I was my decision 0:15:31.080 --> 0:15:32.640 and no one was forcing me to do something. I 0:15:32.720 --> 0:15:34.360 was like, I'm not on drugs. I'm not you know, 0:15:34.400 --> 0:15:37.280 it's a conscious decision. I'm just a highly sexual person. 0:15:37.360 --> 0:15:39.320 And that's how I expressed myself, like my art and 0:15:39.360 --> 0:15:42.200 it's my art. So he was like, I support you 0:15:42.280 --> 0:15:43.600 whatever you want to do, Like that's what you want 0:15:43.600 --> 0:15:46.400 to do so yeah. So he was kind of I 0:15:46.480 --> 0:15:49.000 wouldn't say like on board, but he was supportive as 0:15:49.080 --> 0:15:51.160 much as he could be. I would say, like, you know, 0:15:51.200 --> 0:15:53.400 it's not something that I think parents ideally want their 0:15:53.480 --> 0:15:55.320 kids to grow up and be, but it's like, for me, 0:15:55.400 --> 0:15:57.440 it was more about the support and just having like 0:15:57.560 --> 0:15:59.080 you don't have to obviously say hi to be a 0:15:59.160 --> 0:16:01.160 cheerleader or whatever, but you know, for me, like, let 0:16:01.240 --> 0:16:03.200 me be me and figure out what that means for 0:16:03.320 --> 0:16:05.840 myself and still be a loving person or a parent 0:16:05.920 --> 0:16:08.720 for me. So I was fortunate to have that. My mom, 0:16:08.760 --> 0:16:11.400 I told later on, because she was more reserved, more 0:16:11.520 --> 0:16:14.880 like very Republican, and I knew that she wouldn't watch 0:16:14.880 --> 0:16:18.360 it or wouldn't come across those things. But she got 0:16:18.480 --> 0:16:21.760 told by someone on her side of that family popped 0:16:21.840 --> 0:16:23.720 up on like a back in the day was my 0:16:23.800 --> 0:16:25.720 Space ads I think, so it was an Adam and 0:16:25.760 --> 0:16:27.920 Eve ad and then like my cousin found out told 0:16:28.160 --> 0:16:30.560 my whole family and it was the whole thing. So 0:16:31.360 --> 0:16:33.440 that was interesting. But the same with her, and again 0:16:33.480 --> 0:16:35.640 it wasn't something she ideally was like, Oh my god, 0:16:35.720 --> 0:16:37.800 good for you. I'm so happy for you, but she 0:16:38.000 --> 0:16:39.560 was like, if this is what you want to do, like, 0:16:39.640 --> 0:16:42.080 I support you. I just wish you would have told 0:16:42.120 --> 0:16:43.600 me like sooner. And I was just like, that's not 0:16:43.680 --> 0:16:45.520 really a conversation that knew how to bring up. And 0:16:45.600 --> 0:16:47.680 I thought that I would be disowned and have people 0:16:47.800 --> 0:16:50.520 like use it against me. So again, I was very 0:16:50.560 --> 0:16:52.680 fortunate that that wasn't my case, and I was very 0:16:52.840 --> 0:16:56.680 supported from my family and moving forward, especially my immediate family, 0:16:56.680 --> 0:17:01.280 which was the most important part. Now you're fucking star dad. 0:17:01.320 --> 0:17:02.760 Literally did your dad have a roll across? 0:17:02.800 --> 0:17:06.320 You know, did you ever consider that you might have 0:17:06.440 --> 0:17:10.080 ruined your dad's relations He did. Now he has to 0:17:10.359 --> 0:17:13.840 only go on the DVDs, So before it was our thing, 0:17:14.240 --> 0:17:16.000 I was like, I definitely ruined porn from my dad 0:17:16.000 --> 0:17:17.359 because he was like, I just didn't never want to, 0:17:17.440 --> 0:17:20.720 like accidentally even come anything across. So our biggest thing 0:17:20.840 --> 0:17:22.720 back then was because he was a big fan of 0:17:22.840 --> 0:17:25.760 Howard Stern. But I could never go on Howard Stern's 0:17:25.760 --> 0:17:27.560 show because he was like, if you go on that 0:17:27.600 --> 0:17:29.160 and mess that up for me, He's like, I won't 0:17:29.240 --> 0:17:32.080 like him because how he speaks to women, and YadA, YadA, yadas. 0:17:32.119 --> 0:17:34.000 I was like, okay, fine, it's done. You have So 0:17:34.080 --> 0:17:35.960 when I was contract with that Adam and Eve, which 0:17:36.040 --> 0:17:38.119 is a host or a sponsor of that show, I 0:17:38.240 --> 0:17:39.320 was supposed to on it, I had to put in 0:17:39.400 --> 0:17:41.080 my contract that I would not go on there. I 0:17:41.119 --> 0:17:43.000 think he found out at one point and put like 0:17:43.080 --> 0:17:45.840 some kind of like teaser thing on his commercial of 0:17:45.920 --> 0:17:47.800 like my sex noises or something like that to be 0:17:47.920 --> 0:17:50.000 like caddy or funny about it, but because he knew. 0:17:50.119 --> 0:17:52.480 But yeah, I was like, fee only it's nothing against you. 0:17:52.560 --> 0:17:54.720 It's just I'm trying not to root everything for my father. 0:17:55.960 --> 0:18:00.000 He's a dad dick. He's he's famous for being a dick. Yeah, 0:18:00.000 --> 0:18:01.040 well that was the thing in My dad was like, 0:18:01.080 --> 0:18:02.520 if he talks to use her in a way, He's like, 0:18:02.560 --> 0:18:04.159 I just don't know if I would ever like, you know, 0:18:04.200 --> 0:18:05.600 watch him or whatever. I was like all right, And 0:18:05.640 --> 0:18:07.720 then years later he's like, I don't mind anymore if 0:18:07.720 --> 0:18:09.399 you go, And I was like, it's that ship's sale. 0:18:09.600 --> 0:18:12.919 I'm not going back. I catch on my face, Howard 0:18:12.960 --> 0:18:19.119 it to me. I'm ready to have me. Did all 0:18:19.200 --> 0:18:21.680 dads love Howard Stern? I grew up listening to so 0:18:21.760 --> 0:18:23.800 much fucking Howard Stern. It was just like the most 0:18:23.920 --> 0:18:27.000 raunchiest thing that was allowed to be Like it was 0:18:27.160 --> 0:18:29.320 again that's the taboo thing, but it was still allowed 0:18:29.359 --> 0:18:30.879 to be on the radio. But you didn't have to 0:18:31.000 --> 0:18:32.920 like go watch some knaughty channel that you were and 0:18:33.000 --> 0:18:34.879 so I had some fuzzy stuff in the background, you know. 0:18:35.000 --> 0:18:36.920 So I feel like everybody cos explored, which I was like, 0:18:37.000 --> 0:18:40.760 it's just it's human nature. Like the more we communicate 0:18:40.800 --> 0:18:43.000 and talk about sexual things and you know, obviously the 0:18:43.600 --> 0:18:46.280 different ways of doing it and like you know, presenting it, 0:18:46.440 --> 0:18:48.920 but it's common. So it's like the more we educate, 0:18:49.000 --> 0:18:49.960 the better I think that it is. 0:18:50.800 --> 0:18:52.480 It's human I. 0:18:52.520 --> 0:18:55.920 Think that's I think that's probably part of the reason 0:18:56.000 --> 0:18:58.520 you're so successful too, Like obviously you're fine a selling, 0:18:58.560 --> 0:19:01.720 you have a fat, beautiful as and you know, all 0:19:01.760 --> 0:19:03.720 those great things, but also like when you have when 0:19:03.760 --> 0:19:05.720 you know you're supported in what you're doing and you 0:19:05.760 --> 0:19:07.960 don't feel like guilt or shame or like that you're 0:19:08.040 --> 0:19:10.280 hiding and whatever it is that you do, you can 0:19:10.359 --> 0:19:12.160 do it. You can explore it, you can feel around 0:19:12.160 --> 0:19:14.440 and look around and like make the decision for yourself. 0:19:14.800 --> 0:19:16.960 What if you're like experiencing like oh no, like my 0:19:17.080 --> 0:19:19.320 parents may not you know, love or support me, or 0:19:19.400 --> 0:19:21.600 you know, like the people who are your core support systems. 0:19:21.920 --> 0:19:24.280 It's literally like safety. If you feel safe enough to 0:19:24.359 --> 0:19:28.520 explore in anything that you decide, then it's probably easier 0:19:28.600 --> 0:19:32.440 to like get success because you're not worried about those 0:19:32.600 --> 0:19:34.560 like you know, you're just for sure. I definitely think 0:19:34.600 --> 0:19:36.480 it had to part in the play and of why 0:19:36.920 --> 0:19:39.600 I was. I think I've always been confident. I think 0:19:39.640 --> 0:19:43.040 we just being confident with my sexuality because I feel 0:19:43.119 --> 0:19:46.160 like as much as I was, you know, a promiscuous 0:19:46.560 --> 0:19:50.159 to a point in my previous life before porn, I 0:19:50.320 --> 0:19:53.080 learned way more things through porn and I feel like 0:19:53.119 --> 0:19:55.960 it kind of allowed me to explore my sexuality and 0:19:56.040 --> 0:19:59.159 find out what I liked as a woman and attaining 0:19:59.160 --> 0:20:01.520 different partners that I I wouldn't have necessarily would have 0:20:01.560 --> 0:20:04.840 been the outside world, but unlocked so many things about 0:20:04.920 --> 0:20:06.240 me that I don't think that I would have achieved 0:20:06.280 --> 0:20:07.600 if I hadn't been in the business. 0:20:08.119 --> 0:20:10.320 Well, I mean, we were just talking about this and 0:20:10.680 --> 0:20:13.840 talking about how pleasure and sex. If you feel confident 0:20:13.920 --> 0:20:17.480 in those spaces, it inevitably trickles down to other areas 0:20:17.560 --> 0:20:20.600 of your life, like if you feel empowered in your 0:20:20.640 --> 0:20:23.840 sexual energy as a woman, like you feel like you 0:20:23.920 --> 0:20:27.320 can walk into a room and you're the shit, or 0:20:27.359 --> 0:20:29.680 you feel like you can ask for things, Yes, because 0:20:29.720 --> 0:20:32.480 you're actively exploring those things, and especially in porn, like 0:20:32.520 --> 0:20:34.840 you are obviously trying a bunch of different things and 0:20:34.920 --> 0:20:38.840 also having to say no, having to have boundaries. Yeah, hopefully, 0:20:39.000 --> 0:20:41.240 And maybe that's that's the lesson. Maybe you learned long 0:20:41.720 --> 0:20:45.399 as you went on to be able to really advocate 0:20:45.680 --> 0:20:51.240 and have like ownership over autonomy of your body and 0:20:51.320 --> 0:20:52.720 your needs and your desires. 0:20:53.080 --> 0:20:55.280 And that's when I think about when you know, poorn, 0:20:55.320 --> 0:20:57.160 I feel like it gets such a bad name from 0:20:57.200 --> 0:20:59.840 a lot of people where it's like is there certain 0:21:00.240 --> 0:21:01.160 things out there for some people? 0:21:01.280 --> 0:21:01.480 Sure? 0:21:01.600 --> 0:21:03.360 Yeah, but I feel like, you know, there's so much 0:21:03.440 --> 0:21:05.119 more good that you know, can come out of it 0:21:05.240 --> 0:21:06.600 than people like put on it. And I feel like 0:21:06.640 --> 0:21:08.320 it's not for everybody. Well then it's people don't need 0:21:08.359 --> 0:21:10.200 to critique it, which just like git what you want 0:21:10.280 --> 0:21:12.280 out of it and move on. And I think that 0:21:12.440 --> 0:21:15.800 you know, it's definitely about exploring and learning about like 0:21:15.920 --> 0:21:18.359 what really works for you and in like the safe 0:21:18.400 --> 0:21:21.119 spaces and really enjoying what those things are, not feeling 0:21:21.119 --> 0:21:23.520 any guilt about it, and not feeling like shame about 0:21:23.560 --> 0:21:26.240 it from your peers or anything. For me, this shame 0:21:26.359 --> 0:21:29.440 came later on from partners trying to change what that 0:21:29.680 --> 0:21:31.840 was and what that looked like for them, which kind 0:21:31.840 --> 0:21:34.480 of shadowed on myself, and then to the words like 0:21:34.560 --> 0:21:36.840 where do these disconnect and where do you kind of begin? 0:21:36.960 --> 0:21:39.600 And that came later on in life. But I feel 0:21:39.680 --> 0:21:43.640 like it's again, I feel like I had a great 0:21:43.720 --> 0:21:45.800 career thus far, like where it's kind of just made 0:21:45.800 --> 0:21:48.200 me elevated as a female and made me feel empowered 0:21:48.240 --> 0:21:51.399 about my sexuality and who I am and who I 0:21:51.520 --> 0:21:52.040 can become. 0:21:53.960 --> 0:21:57.080 Do you feel or I'm curious to know. Like you 0:21:57.160 --> 0:22:00.480 said that, you know you were somewhat permissed you whatever. 0:22:00.720 --> 0:22:02.600 You know, people take that with a great assault because 0:22:02.600 --> 0:22:05.800 that's different for everyone before porn, But like, what what 0:22:06.000 --> 0:22:07.600 was your introduction into sex like? 0:22:08.040 --> 0:22:09.399 And did you have parents? 0:22:09.480 --> 0:22:11.520 I mean they seemed very I know that was probably 0:22:11.560 --> 0:22:13.800 a process of acceptance, but they seem pretty acceptance because 0:22:13.800 --> 0:22:15.560 a lot of parents would be like flip, you know 0:22:15.560 --> 0:22:17.680 what I mean? Yeah, did you have a space with 0:22:17.760 --> 0:22:19.960 your parents that you could talk to them about sex, 0:22:20.040 --> 0:22:23.720 Like when you lost your virginity, your parents someone that 0:22:23.800 --> 0:22:25.080 you would ever have shared that thing. 0:22:25.480 --> 0:22:29.160 Absolutely not. I think that my parents were good at guiding. 0:22:29.280 --> 0:22:32.200 I always say, you know, as you get older, you know, 0:22:32.240 --> 0:22:33.880 you do work and you figure things out. Where it's 0:22:33.920 --> 0:22:35.879 like they were good at giving me the frame of 0:22:35.960 --> 0:22:38.160 the home, but they weren't giving me like the insights 0:22:38.200 --> 0:22:40.320 of what that home what will look like as far 0:22:40.359 --> 0:22:42.520 as emotional aspects and things like that. So for me, 0:22:42.600 --> 0:22:46.000 as far as the safety of asking what sex was 0:22:46.160 --> 0:22:48.000 or what the right proper ways to do with them 0:22:48.080 --> 0:22:50.240 in that level at that point, no, I wasn't there. 0:22:50.640 --> 0:22:52.719 I think at that point it was more learning from 0:22:52.760 --> 0:22:55.480 your peers, and which is kind of very toxic because 0:22:55.600 --> 0:22:58.080 it's like you don't know what's right or wrong and 0:22:58.160 --> 0:22:59.760 who they heard that from if it's from their older 0:22:59.800 --> 0:23:02.440 so where they heard something on TV or whatever it is. 0:23:03.680 --> 0:23:05.840 So for me, it was more exploring on myself, like 0:23:05.920 --> 0:23:09.440 by myself. I was always like like a nomad, like 0:23:09.480 --> 0:23:10.960 I wanted just to learn, Like I had all my 0:23:11.040 --> 0:23:12.760 guy friends. I was like, show me what your dick's 0:23:12.800 --> 0:23:14.159 looked like. Lash I had to take a broth with 0:23:14.200 --> 0:23:16.160 one hand. But I didn't care what their dicks looked 0:23:16.240 --> 0:23:18.879 like sexually. I just was curious of what for dicks 0:23:18.920 --> 0:23:21.760 looked like. So it was just like always that, Like 0:23:21.880 --> 0:23:24.719 that's why my friends weren't really surprised. But they were 0:23:24.720 --> 0:23:27.040 surprised because noone had ever been like friends or had 0:23:27.080 --> 0:23:28.960 somebody that they known'd been a porn star. But I 0:23:29.080 --> 0:23:31.800 was always like sexual, Like I would always flash my tits. 0:23:31.840 --> 0:23:35.800 I was always very like open with those things. So 0:23:35.920 --> 0:23:38.320 for me, it was just I can't say natural, but 0:23:38.400 --> 0:23:41.639 I just felt like I knew that I knew what 0:23:41.760 --> 0:23:44.320 my body could obtain, and I knew what that meant. 0:23:44.400 --> 0:23:48.200 And in a lot of ways it was how to 0:23:48.320 --> 0:23:50.960 dictate attention from men and validation and like what that 0:23:51.080 --> 0:23:53.360 seeking stuff was too. But it was more for myself, 0:23:53.520 --> 0:23:56.119 not really from them, but I use them to channel that, 0:23:56.320 --> 0:24:00.239 if that kind of makes sense. I think like at 0:24:00.320 --> 0:24:03.520 that age, if I think like about like sixteen fifteen, 0:24:03.560 --> 0:24:05.040 when you start to like come into puberty and you 0:24:05.040 --> 0:24:07.720 start to explore yourself and like your sexuality, Like I 0:24:07.760 --> 0:24:10.879 feel like being promiscuous at that age is like a 0:24:11.000 --> 0:24:14.040 norm because it's like you start to become curious and 0:24:14.119 --> 0:24:16.960 if you allow yourself to kind of like scratch that itch. 0:24:17.119 --> 0:24:19.880 I think that's like the natural evolution of like being 0:24:19.920 --> 0:24:22.720 a woman and tapping into like not necessarily your sensuality, 0:24:22.760 --> 0:24:25.560 but your sexuality because I think I do think women 0:24:25.800 --> 0:24:28.680 are sexual in a different way than men are. You know, 0:24:28.880 --> 0:24:33.160 like just like like even hearing Erica, you know, love 0:24:33.240 --> 0:24:35.840 your porn, it's not that like it's a different level 0:24:35.880 --> 0:24:37.560 of like oh so you see me, because you know, 0:24:37.640 --> 0:24:39.640 men who just want to like can just jerk off 0:24:39.680 --> 0:24:41.600 and get off, but like women, we have a more 0:24:41.720 --> 0:24:46.520 like creative imagination when it comes to sex. And I think, 0:24:46.600 --> 0:24:48.480 like I mean, innately we're women, you know, it's like 0:24:48.520 --> 0:24:52.200 the divine feminine, but at like that's the time where 0:24:52.240 --> 0:24:54.399 it starts to kind of like come out. The phoenix 0:24:54.440 --> 0:24:57.560 starts to come out, the sexual phoenix of women, your womanhood. 0:24:57.760 --> 0:24:58.960 And like a lot of times it feels like I 0:24:59.000 --> 0:25:01.960 always say, like my vampire fangs came in because I 0:25:02.000 --> 0:25:06.080 remember there's like you know, I like immediately I was 0:25:06.200 --> 0:25:09.760 like awakened and it was like whoa bitch? Like if 0:25:09.920 --> 0:25:12.119 my mom or anyone could have really just been like 0:25:12.280 --> 0:25:14.320 let's talk about this, and I know The funny thing 0:25:14.400 --> 0:25:16.080 is because it's like the more in those you know 0:25:16.320 --> 0:25:17.960 at that time, it's like people don't know how and 0:25:18.080 --> 0:25:20.440 have the tools to kind of like speak about themselves themselves, 0:25:20.520 --> 0:25:22.560 either it's because of their past or whatever it is, 0:25:22.600 --> 0:25:25.720 where it's like sometimes because we don't talk about it, 0:25:25.880 --> 0:25:28.359 then we go into difficult situations because we don't know 0:25:28.600 --> 0:25:30.480 what is accurate or we don't know what it is. 0:25:30.480 --> 0:25:33.000 So it's like the middle ground of over talking it 0:25:33.359 --> 0:25:35.560 and not delivering and not giving any information and like 0:25:35.680 --> 0:25:38.000 letting them kind of figure it themselves out. Where it's 0:25:38.040 --> 0:25:40.040 like me is I didn't know? So I explored and 0:25:40.560 --> 0:25:42.200 I had it like I just did it with the 0:25:42.280 --> 0:25:44.200 friend because I was like, yeah, it's like let's just 0:25:44.280 --> 0:25:46.520 try it out. But it wasn't anything intimate. It wasn't 0:25:46.520 --> 0:25:49.480 anything that was like we weren't boyfriend and girlfriend. It 0:25:49.600 --> 0:25:51.359 was just like we were at a party, we were bored. 0:25:51.440 --> 0:25:53.040 We're like, let's do it. Everyone else has done it, 0:25:53.520 --> 0:25:56.960 and I mean, I don't regret it, but it's also 0:25:56.960 --> 0:25:58.440 one of those things that I didn't know what I 0:25:58.600 --> 0:26:00.680 was doing in that situation. It was like if I 0:26:00.720 --> 0:26:04.160 would have maybe had someone sit you down other than 0:26:04.240 --> 0:26:06.360 like your school counselor like the whole like nobody wants 0:26:06.400 --> 0:26:08.040 to hear like the whole sex education thing. But in 0:26:08.160 --> 0:26:10.600 the in the way that you could kind of interpret it, 0:26:10.680 --> 0:26:14.520 I probably would have made a better decisions. But yeah, 0:26:14.640 --> 0:26:16.640 you mean you just don't ever know. I guess really 0:26:17.720 --> 0:26:20.000 it's true, because there's all there is like a level 0:26:20.160 --> 0:26:23.440 of power that comes from like I remember being like 0:26:23.480 --> 0:26:26.480 a teenager and like discovering my sexuality and like being 0:26:26.600 --> 0:26:29.199 like feeling empowered or ways or like I. 0:26:29.200 --> 0:26:30.960 Don't know, like you knowing you could get things. 0:26:31.160 --> 0:26:34.440 Yeah, like how they like you could get that could 0:26:34.440 --> 0:26:38.520 be attention, that could be usually it's attention at first. Yeah, 0:26:38.800 --> 0:26:42.400 there's a power and then it becomes objects, money, other 0:26:42.760 --> 0:26:46.200 types of things, even sex. Yeah, like just the validation 0:26:46.400 --> 0:26:49.399 of having sex, Like you're feeling like you're giving something 0:26:49.480 --> 0:26:51.800 to someone and then you're in exchange getting this level 0:26:51.840 --> 0:26:52.679 of what could. 0:26:52.560 --> 0:26:56.119 Feel like love or attention. Like you said, but I agree, 0:26:56.240 --> 0:26:59.159 Like imagine when like our daughters get to like there, 0:26:59.200 --> 0:27:01.000 I mean, you know we're talking abot not sex, but 0:27:01.160 --> 0:27:03.040 like are their bodies and all these things all the time. 0:27:03.119 --> 0:27:08.440 But like that excites me because inevitably, like our little 0:27:08.560 --> 0:27:09.960 like our girls are going to have sex and they're 0:27:09.960 --> 0:27:11.840 gonna be women, And like, I just think it's such 0:27:11.880 --> 0:27:15.080 a powerful like it's such as you're in such a 0:27:15.240 --> 0:27:18.800 powerful position as a parent to kind of like give 0:27:18.840 --> 0:27:20.920 them like the game, but in a way that's not 0:27:21.040 --> 0:27:23.680 like scary, like don't get pregnant. It's so special, like 0:27:23.760 --> 0:27:24.879 you know what I mean, you know, like they like 0:27:24.920 --> 0:27:26.560 acknowledge is power, and that's way It's like if you 0:27:26.600 --> 0:27:28.200 give it and deliver it the right way, then it 0:27:28.280 --> 0:27:30.920 could be you know, delivered in a beautiful way where 0:27:30.920 --> 0:27:33.040 they don't either make your mistakes or do it in 0:27:33.119 --> 0:27:34.840 a way that works for them where it's like I've 0:27:34.840 --> 0:27:36.800 had friends before in the past where that were so 0:27:36.960 --> 0:27:39.440 strict that they did the complete opposite just because they could. 0:27:39.720 --> 0:27:42.600 And then I've had people that were super crazy hippies 0:27:42.640 --> 0:27:44.199 that did all kinds of crazy stuff in front of them. 0:27:44.240 --> 0:27:46.640 And my friend was a complete opposite because she knew 0:27:46.680 --> 0:27:48.679 and saw what that did and it wasn't for her, 0:27:48.760 --> 0:27:50.719 but she you know, respected her parents because he did 0:27:50.800 --> 0:27:53.359 that stuff. But it's like, again, knowledge is powers. Like 0:27:53.440 --> 0:27:55.760 if we make something bad, the people think that it's 0:27:55.800 --> 0:27:57.600 bad for no reason. So it's like, tell me why 0:27:57.760 --> 0:27:59.720 sex is bad. Tell me why you know, because it's 0:27:59.760 --> 0:28:02.280 not bad in certain levels, but it's bad at certain 0:28:02.359 --> 0:28:05.320 times for instances. 0:28:05.800 --> 0:28:07.960 If you could tell like if you could like tell 0:28:08.680 --> 0:28:11.480 yourself anything as you were as you entered into this 0:28:11.600 --> 0:28:14.879 industry and who you are now, Like what would be 0:28:14.960 --> 0:28:16.200 the advice that you would give. 0:28:16.320 --> 0:28:20.639 That twenty one year old version of a lessons just 0:28:20.760 --> 0:28:22.800 take your time and that you know, And I feel 0:28:22.840 --> 0:28:24.920 like I kind of really did those things where it's 0:28:25.000 --> 0:28:27.840 like I never did anything for anybody else but myself. 0:28:28.240 --> 0:28:30.159 So don't do things that other people want you to 0:28:30.240 --> 0:28:31.760 do them. Do them because it feels good for you, 0:28:32.040 --> 0:28:33.920 and you know, as long as you could sleep a 0:28:34.000 --> 0:28:35.879 night every night and you have feel comfortable doing what 0:28:35.960 --> 0:28:38.080 you did that day, then to each his own. 0:28:38.880 --> 0:28:41.000 I would like, just like I think about porn sometimes 0:28:41.040 --> 0:28:45.000 because I actually don't know like how often people shoot 0:28:45.080 --> 0:28:48.360 scenes or like if you're under a contract and then 0:28:48.400 --> 0:28:50.840 you have a certain amount of scenes you're supposed to 0:28:51.040 --> 0:28:53.800 do within that contract. But I think about like even 0:28:53.960 --> 0:28:56.200 just work in general, Like sometimes you go to the 0:28:56.240 --> 0:28:58.320 office and you just don't fucking feel like it. You're like, 0:28:58.400 --> 0:29:00.720 I don't really feel like it, but I'm here, like, 0:29:00.840 --> 0:29:02.960 how do you How have you been able to kind 0:29:03.000 --> 0:29:05.080 of I don't know, like be able to tap into 0:29:05.080 --> 0:29:07.320 your pleasure because one thing I will say is when 0:29:07.360 --> 0:29:08.920 I watch you, I think one of the reasons, because 0:29:08.920 --> 0:29:10.560 that's also what I was thinking about, was like, what 0:29:11.120 --> 0:29:13.400 is it that like, obviously you're beautiful and I love 0:29:13.440 --> 0:29:16.080 big booties, but like, what is it about alexis that 0:29:17.360 --> 0:29:18.880 like stuck with me in those videos that kept me 0:29:18.920 --> 0:29:22.280 going to search her? And it was your casual confidence 0:29:22.760 --> 0:29:26.640 because there's you know, every porn star or person who's 0:29:26.640 --> 0:29:29.600 doing porn has they have there a certain roles that 0:29:29.640 --> 0:29:32.160 they play, you know, like there's the one who's like 0:29:32.360 --> 0:29:35.800 always like she's like more of like the submissive one. 0:29:36.440 --> 0:29:38.920 There's just one bitch. Fuck her fucking voice irritates me 0:29:39.040 --> 0:29:45.040 so much. Her sex sounds like certain people's sex sounds. 0:29:45.120 --> 0:29:47.160 I was like, you are really trying to pull through 0:29:47.200 --> 0:29:51.480 for this one today, but like, yeah, how as being 0:29:51.520 --> 0:29:54.560 in an industry, in this being your job, how have 0:29:54.720 --> 0:29:57.800 you had to kind of move through those moments? 0:29:58.360 --> 0:29:58.480 You know? 0:29:58.720 --> 0:30:01.760 It's it's funny because it's like everyone's like everyone always 0:30:02.120 --> 0:30:03.360 is like, oh, I want to be a porn star. 0:30:03.480 --> 0:30:05.600 I want to be porn star, Like, yeah, everybody ultimately does, 0:30:05.680 --> 0:30:07.360 but they forget that it is a job. So it's 0:30:07.400 --> 0:30:09.200 like for me, I say, like, we're sexual athletes. So 0:30:09.240 --> 0:30:11.840 there's times that I'm not going to work for the 0:30:11.920 --> 0:30:14.400 fact of I'm gonna I'm not going there and attentions 0:30:14.440 --> 0:30:16.320 of like that's my man or that's my boyfriend or 0:30:16.360 --> 0:30:18.480 that's whatever. For me, it's like I'm going there to 0:30:18.560 --> 0:30:20.160 fuck and that's what I'm there going there to do. 0:30:20.320 --> 0:30:21.280 And for me, I have a job. 0:30:21.400 --> 0:30:24.040 So for me, do you like hype yourself up before, 0:30:24.200 --> 0:30:26.960 Like do you like get into well sexual energy before. 0:30:26.800 --> 0:30:29.280 Does it just kind of happen when it's in I 0:30:29.400 --> 0:30:32.480 think at the time, like cause It's been five plus 0:30:32.640 --> 0:30:36.080 years since I've done porn other than like with myself, 0:30:36.280 --> 0:30:39.080 but you know, back then, it used to be I 0:30:39.240 --> 0:30:41.680 used to go get very cheesy, but I'd get a 0:30:41.760 --> 0:30:44.200 red bull, a slim gym and I'd listen to Biggie 0:30:44.280 --> 0:30:48.480 because it was just like very okay, because it was 0:30:48.600 --> 0:30:51.240 just very like inspiring and spoke to me and it 0:30:51.360 --> 0:30:54.120 just felt like that's just what my game face was. 0:30:54.240 --> 0:30:56.840 And so I just walked into every experiences that I 0:30:56.920 --> 0:30:58.120 knew I was going to own it. And for me, 0:30:58.200 --> 0:30:59.920 it was just like I own my sexuality. And that's 0:31:00.000 --> 0:31:01.920 I think with part that kind of makes me different 0:31:01.960 --> 0:31:04.480 from otherbody else is that I just own it. And 0:31:04.880 --> 0:31:07.200 at the time, it's like at that time when I 0:31:07.240 --> 0:31:10.280 got in the business, most my body type wasn't the norm, 0:31:10.560 --> 0:31:12.600 so I got called fat, I got called all these 0:31:12.640 --> 0:31:14.040 things and body shame. But I was like, but I'm 0:31:14.040 --> 0:31:16.360 also coming to work and I'm naked, so how do 0:31:16.440 --> 0:31:17.960 you make those two fit? And I'm just like, for me, 0:31:18.080 --> 0:31:21.040 I loved my body. I'm from Texas, I'm Southern, I 0:31:21.120 --> 0:31:22.560 don't you know. So I always to make jokes with 0:31:22.640 --> 0:31:24.120 like I'm the girl that could eat on set because 0:31:24.120 --> 0:31:25.840 people would make you know all those things. But I 0:31:26.000 --> 0:31:28.800 never felt inferior to those girls. It's just like we're 0:31:28.800 --> 0:31:31.040 all the same. So I never felt that kind of thing. 0:31:31.120 --> 0:31:32.960 But they try to pin you and body shame on 0:31:33.040 --> 0:31:35.120 those levels that I just walked in there and it 0:31:35.120 --> 0:31:37.880 didn't matter if you were who you were. I just 0:31:38.040 --> 0:31:39.600 was going to do my job and do it well. 0:31:39.760 --> 0:31:42.360 And I also feel like my eyes speak to people's souls. 0:31:42.160 --> 0:31:42.240 So. 0:31:44.000 --> 0:31:47.320 Not intense at all to myself, I can look right 0:31:47.440 --> 0:31:50.720 through you give you what you want. Have you had 0:31:50.920 --> 0:31:53.760 like a lot of relationships that like the men have 0:31:53.920 --> 0:31:56.280 obviously dated you, knowing with like what the deal is, 0:31:56.320 --> 0:31:58.120 and then later try to like use it against you. 0:31:58.800 --> 0:32:01.800 Oh yeah, all of them. I like, it's always like 0:32:01.920 --> 0:32:04.320 not a problem till it's a problem unless and usually 0:32:04.360 --> 0:32:06.080 it's because it's a selfish thing for them to like 0:32:06.160 --> 0:32:08.520 throw it back because they have done something like people 0:32:08.600 --> 0:32:12.160 like I haven't been in that very many, very very 0:32:12.240 --> 0:32:16.640 many relationships. But as far as we like, like there 0:32:16.760 --> 0:32:19.720 was in the past that we I was shooting scenes. 0:32:20.080 --> 0:32:22.680 He was, He knew that, but I was contracted, so 0:32:22.720 --> 0:32:25.800 I did less of scenes. But our relationship was so 0:32:25.840 --> 0:32:27.160 I was like, if you wanted to in the beginning, 0:32:27.160 --> 0:32:29.000 I was like, if you wanted to be an open relationship, like, 0:32:29.080 --> 0:32:32.040 let's set these boundaries now. He didn't want that, and 0:32:32.280 --> 0:32:34.880 he agreed with what I did. So later on he 0:32:35.000 --> 0:32:36.560 ended up cheating on me and was like, well you 0:32:36.600 --> 0:32:38.240 did scenes, and I was like, okay, but that wasn't 0:32:38.280 --> 0:32:41.400 the deal. So if you tried it, you had you know, 0:32:41.720 --> 0:32:43.360 if you wanted that life, you should have done in 0:32:43.440 --> 0:32:45.600 the beginning. But knowing that there was other things gonna 0:32:45.640 --> 0:32:48.200 happen with that. So I feel like in those instances, 0:32:49.480 --> 0:32:51.600 you know definitely will be like, oh but you did that, 0:32:51.800 --> 0:32:53.760 and I'm like, okay, but you've known that, like there 0:32:53.880 --> 0:32:56.400 wasn't a secret, and that's me. I made that scene 0:32:56.600 --> 0:33:00.680 from something it's convenient for them exactly. And then the past, 0:33:00.680 --> 0:33:02.520 I've had people that who chose if we were going 0:33:02.560 --> 0:33:04.200 to be in an intimate relationship that they didn't want 0:33:04.200 --> 0:33:06.280 me to work anymore. So it's like, for me, was 0:33:07.480 --> 0:33:09.800 I only actively chose to do that in one relationship 0:33:09.800 --> 0:33:11.400 because for me, I was just in a place where 0:33:11.400 --> 0:33:13.320 I wasn't shooting stuff, so it didn't really matter to 0:33:13.400 --> 0:33:16.920 me to walk away. But yeah, most times it's I 0:33:17.000 --> 0:33:19.600 feel like it's always cool until it's not. They want 0:33:19.600 --> 0:33:21.520 to fuck Alexis Texas, but they don't want to get 0:33:21.520 --> 0:33:24.120 to know Alexis. So for me, dating in this world 0:33:24.280 --> 0:33:27.640 is kind of tricky because it's like I am both people, 0:33:28.120 --> 0:33:31.480 but I am one more than the other, obviously Alexis. 0:33:31.720 --> 0:33:33.840 That's true. I know people would love to make it 0:33:33.920 --> 0:33:35.440 the other way. I know I'd love to think that 0:33:35.600 --> 0:33:38.160 this is not always Alexis Texas. But when she comes 0:33:38.200 --> 0:33:41.360 out to play, do you desire to be like an 0:33:41.360 --> 0:33:44.520 monogamous relationship, or like be married, or like, wait, is 0:33:44.560 --> 0:33:47.120 that a desire for you? I think so for sure. 0:33:47.240 --> 0:33:49.160 I think that when the right person comes along. I've 0:33:49.200 --> 0:33:51.160 done a lot of personal growth the last two years 0:33:51.200 --> 0:33:54.640 where it's like I wanted relationships before, but I don't 0:33:54.640 --> 0:33:56.760 think I really knew what I needed from a relationship 0:33:56.880 --> 0:33:58.800 or what those standards look like for me. So I 0:33:58.920 --> 0:34:03.480 was kind of more in a sense just picking the 0:34:03.520 --> 0:34:06.040 wrong people because it was in front of my face, unfortunately, 0:34:06.120 --> 0:34:08.640 and not what was serving for me. Uh So, for me, 0:34:08.760 --> 0:34:11.719 it definitely would like to have a monogaous relationship. For me, 0:34:11.760 --> 0:34:14.240 I don't know what that really looks like. I'm open 0:34:14.440 --> 0:34:17.360 to a relationship of any sorts. I don't know what 0:34:17.520 --> 0:34:21.160 that would bring, but I'm open to it. Do you 0:34:21.280 --> 0:34:24.480 like women? I do like women. Do you like brown sugar? 0:34:24.719 --> 0:34:25.160 I do like. 0:34:29.719 --> 0:34:31.200 I not brown sugar? 0:34:32.840 --> 0:34:37.920 You like that brown? Take my bitch, you know, try 0:34:37.960 --> 0:34:41.560 to pimp out or both. You know, me and Erica 0:34:41.680 --> 0:34:43.320 we never fight in less and until it comes to 0:34:43.400 --> 0:34:46.359 our lesbian side, and then we get caddy as fuck. 0:34:47.640 --> 0:34:50.239 It's literally we're best for fucking wives until there's a 0:34:50.320 --> 0:34:52.080 little bit, and I'm like, you like her me too? 0:34:53.880 --> 0:34:56.080 Caring is Carrie. I can only think on like five 0:34:56.160 --> 0:35:00.759 occasions where we might have bickered about a bitch. Yeah, 0:35:01.280 --> 0:35:06.759 and that's mostly the only time it comes out. Well, 0:35:07.400 --> 0:35:09.440 are you like, do you like women just like when 0:35:09.480 --> 0:35:11.880 you're drinking tequila or just all the time in a 0:35:11.920 --> 0:35:14.759 relationship with the women? You know? I did that. 0:35:14.880 --> 0:35:15.920 She has a lot of questions. 0:35:16.080 --> 0:35:16.960 You like that back when? 0:35:17.280 --> 0:35:18.600 So do I need to get you drunk? 0:35:18.960 --> 0:35:21.120 Or what do you need to do after this? You 0:35:21.160 --> 0:35:24.840 have an appointment? But I do Unfortunately, so for me, 0:35:25.400 --> 0:35:27.640 I don't know if I technically, which I like to 0:35:27.719 --> 0:35:28.960 never say never, I don't know if I could be 0:35:29.000 --> 0:35:31.279 in a room full blown relationship with the female. But 0:35:31.560 --> 0:35:34.920 I do like being with a female, and I feel 0:35:34.960 --> 0:35:36.840 like I don't have to be drunk to be with 0:35:36.920 --> 0:35:38.880 the female. I feel like, but I also like a 0:35:38.920 --> 0:35:41.160 female that likes a female, And that's just one sided 0:35:41.440 --> 0:35:43.080 where I feel like I've been with people in the past, 0:35:43.640 --> 0:35:45.920 women that were like so excited to fuck alects of sexes, 0:35:45.920 --> 0:35:47.600 and then they were like not really only wanted me 0:35:47.680 --> 0:35:49.680 to do things to them. I'm like, what is my turn? 0:35:49.840 --> 0:35:52.160 This is what is this for me? I think it's 0:35:52.160 --> 0:35:55.040 an equal opportunity type of situation, especially in like lesbian 0:35:55.960 --> 0:35:58.839 like sex is because one can't just get off without 0:35:58.840 --> 0:36:00.879 doing the other, like you know, just give and take, 0:36:00.960 --> 0:36:03.400 gotta do both. So yeah, I don't know about the 0:36:03.440 --> 0:36:07.000 relationship hard. But again I never say never. What are 0:36:07.080 --> 0:36:09.440 some things that like now that you've done you know, 0:36:09.520 --> 0:36:12.560 some growing and some evaluating that Alexis would like, like, 0:36:12.760 --> 0:36:14.560 what would you? What are some things you need to 0:36:14.600 --> 0:36:17.040 have in a partner. I'd need to have a partner. 0:36:18.200 --> 0:36:21.440 I need someone who's confident. I need someone who allows 0:36:21.560 --> 0:36:24.960 me to be me without having to like step on 0:36:25.120 --> 0:36:26.640 me and me and off a female that I am. 0:36:27.360 --> 0:36:30.680 I need someone who's supportive. I need somebody that can communicate, 0:36:30.760 --> 0:36:37.120 who's a leader, who's respectful, who has integrity, who can 0:36:37.200 --> 0:36:43.439 make me laugh. Yeah, it doesn't take life too seriously, Yeah, 0:36:43.680 --> 0:36:46.640 but just serious enough. It's just so serious on the 0:36:46.840 --> 0:36:49.120 very edge, just serious enough that we get all the 0:36:49.200 --> 0:36:50.840 good things done, but we're still like, you know, have 0:36:50.960 --> 0:36:52.800 fun and we're playful about it, you know, someone to 0:36:52.960 --> 0:36:55.759 enjoy life with. I feel like life is you know, 0:36:56.200 --> 0:36:59.439 it's I've had a really great career, you know, life 0:36:59.600 --> 0:37:01.200 ing thing, and I feel like I'm at this point 0:37:01.200 --> 0:37:03.239 where I just want to share it with somebody, So 0:37:03.560 --> 0:37:06.080 whoever that may be, come on over. 0:37:07.680 --> 0:37:08.719 I see that for you. 0:37:08.880 --> 0:37:12.359 I wish that for you love can be like love 0:37:12.680 --> 0:37:15.200 should be fun and playful or else, like what the 0:37:15.280 --> 0:37:17.919 fuck is the point exactly? And that's why I feel 0:37:17.960 --> 0:37:20.759 like after the relationships I have been in and being 0:37:20.840 --> 0:37:25.200 divorced and you know, having relationships that were not fitting, 0:37:25.320 --> 0:37:28.680 I feel like I've definitely have realized what works for 0:37:28.760 --> 0:37:30.480 me and what doesn't. And it's like when you force 0:37:30.560 --> 0:37:32.200 something it's never going to work out. Where it's just 0:37:32.239 --> 0:37:33.799 like it just needs to be a free flowing thing 0:37:33.840 --> 0:37:35.640 where it's like if it's meant to be, it'll meant 0:37:35.680 --> 0:37:37.440 to be. Where it's like at this stage, it's like 0:37:37.800 --> 0:37:40.799 all those little sayings, it's like cliche, but they're all 0:37:40.840 --> 0:37:44.160 really fucking true. I always say that, like I think 0:37:44.160 --> 0:37:46.960 when you find your person it's easy. Yeah, Like when 0:37:47.000 --> 0:37:49.680 you really find your person, it really is mostly easy, 0:37:49.920 --> 0:37:51.480 you know, like if it's a lot of struggle, it's 0:37:51.480 --> 0:37:52.319 probably not your person. 0:37:52.480 --> 0:37:52.640 Yeah. 0:37:52.680 --> 0:37:54.719 And not to say like relationships aren't hard, but I 0:37:54.800 --> 0:37:59.640 really feel like relationships are are difficult because you have 0:37:59.840 --> 0:38:02.760 to face yourself in different ways. It's not they shouldn't 0:38:02.760 --> 0:38:05.320 be difficult because you're constantly clashing with another person, But 0:38:05.719 --> 0:38:08.440 it's more about like a relationship is generally easy and 0:38:08.800 --> 0:38:11.680 the like the obstacle comes from oh, like damn, this 0:38:11.760 --> 0:38:13.640 is a diff Like well, the mirroring that happens, Yeah, 0:38:13.640 --> 0:38:14.960 like do I need to be better in this area? 0:38:15.040 --> 0:38:15.440 Like is it me? 0:38:15.600 --> 0:38:17.920 Like the self evaluation that happens. It's not like you 0:38:18.120 --> 0:38:20.040 did this and you did that, and like even with me, 0:38:20.120 --> 0:38:22.160 I sometimes find myself wanting to do that, you know, 0:38:22.600 --> 0:38:24.840 but it's really like what is that that makes you 0:38:24.920 --> 0:38:25.120 want to? 0:38:25.200 --> 0:38:25.239 Like? 0:38:25.719 --> 0:38:28.440 But I think that's also like growth within time and relationships. 0:38:28.480 --> 0:38:30.680 I think that you know, everyone's nobody's perfect, but if 0:38:30.680 --> 0:38:32.799 we're willing to grow with each other and like work 0:38:32.840 --> 0:38:35.080 on that, then that speaks volumes for them, just like 0:38:35.160 --> 0:38:37.680 throwing things away like people. I feel like people sometimes 0:38:37.719 --> 0:38:39.600 easily jump ship and don't want to that, but it's 0:38:39.600 --> 0:38:43.040 true telling of like really focusing on when those pink 0:38:43.080 --> 0:38:45.200 flags are pink and they're really you know, they're really red, 0:38:45.239 --> 0:38:47.359 but we know we try to disguide them and try 0:38:47.400 --> 0:38:49.040 to be like, no, they don't mean that we're just 0:38:49.239 --> 0:38:51.799 this or that where it's like sometimes it's all about 0:38:51.880 --> 0:38:54.600 like just recognizing what people are showing you in front 0:38:54.600 --> 0:38:56.719 of them and not what we want to see. No, 0:38:56.920 --> 0:38:58.040 I definitely agree. 0:39:00.040 --> 0:39:01.239 Well, I know I gotta get out of here soon, 0:39:02.320 --> 0:39:04.719 but I wanted to play a little game with you. Well, 0:39:04.719 --> 0:39:06.040 we have a few things we need to do before 0:39:06.040 --> 0:39:07.520 we get out of here. But one of the things 0:39:07.880 --> 0:39:10.560 is we play a game with our guest. It's called Trigger, okay, 0:39:11.040 --> 0:39:13.120 And what we do is we just say a word 0:39:13.640 --> 0:39:14.600 and you say the first thing. 0:39:14.520 --> 0:39:17.560 That comes to mind. So you ready to play trigger? 0:39:18.440 --> 0:39:22.520 All right? This is Trigger with Alexis Texas. Y'all love. 0:39:24.320 --> 0:39:27.799 Hearts, hearts the first thing that comes up? Okay? Yeah, Yeah. 0:39:29.480 --> 0:39:33.280 I get a question her marriage tragic? 0:39:34.719 --> 0:39:35.640 Would you get married again? 0:39:36.160 --> 0:39:36.560 I would? 0:39:36.640 --> 0:39:37.959 I was just married to the wrong person. 0:39:39.239 --> 0:39:46.760 Today I learned Alexis got married on Catalina Island reception Catalina. 0:39:46.840 --> 0:39:49.320 I associate that with my grandfather. We do that like 0:39:49.480 --> 0:39:51.960 so it just reminds me of like little kids. So 0:39:52.000 --> 0:39:53.239 it's almost like Disneyland to me. 0:39:54.040 --> 0:39:56.600 There's they're upgraded. They have a beach club over there. Yeah, 0:39:56.600 --> 0:39:57.600 we want to take little boat. 0:39:57.440 --> 0:39:59.480 Try and I was there. 0:40:00.480 --> 0:40:01.600 My reception was behind it. 0:40:02.080 --> 0:40:03.480 But she's like, that's my spot. 0:40:03.680 --> 0:40:05.759 There used to be any new memories from it. It's 0:40:05.760 --> 0:40:07.480 been quite a long time. So let's go. Let's have 0:40:07.600 --> 0:40:10.040 a girls trip. Oh my god, that would be so fun. 0:40:10.400 --> 0:40:17.200 I'm down for that. You take a helicopter what okay? Texas? Okay? 0:40:19.160 --> 0:40:20.800 Five minutes one helicoptery? 0:40:23.120 --> 0:40:28.360 Okay? Oh my god. Favorite porn category. 0:40:30.360 --> 0:40:32.000 I'm boring when it comes to that because I just 0:40:32.160 --> 0:40:34.239 fucked in them. I don't really watch that. What's your 0:40:34.280 --> 0:40:36.239 favorite porn category that you're always listened in? 0:40:38.360 --> 0:40:40.400 Like the scene? What's your favorite scene, the type of 0:40:40.440 --> 0:40:41.680 scene that you would like that you liked. 0:40:44.360 --> 0:40:48.920 I just like just the threesome really a two or 0:40:48.960 --> 0:40:50.879 a guy and a girl. I'm well, not two guys, that's. 0:40:50.800 --> 0:40:52.840 Too much for me. Into double penetration. 0:40:52.920 --> 0:40:55.520 You don't like the MSM. I just like I just 0:40:55.719 --> 0:40:57.200 I feel asso many things going on and I can't 0:40:57.280 --> 0:40:58.759 enjoy it myself. So if it's like a guy and 0:40:58.840 --> 0:41:00.720 a girl, I could get the best of both worlds. 0:41:00.800 --> 0:41:02.680 So it's like more of selfish reasons, like to time 0:41:02.719 --> 0:41:04.239 my cake and eat it too. But I'm not a 0:41:04.280 --> 0:41:06.400 big porn watcher. I think if anything, i'd have to 0:41:06.480 --> 0:41:08.680 watch like I'd either watched lesbian porn or I'd watch 0:41:08.760 --> 0:41:10.319 this basic boy girl sex. 0:41:11.960 --> 0:41:12.480 No. I like that. 0:41:12.560 --> 0:41:14.239 I could come. I could come to a commercial like 0:41:14.320 --> 0:41:16.400 I have a vivid imagination. I don't really need that. 0:41:16.640 --> 0:41:19.200 But do you masturbate a lot? I do masturbate it 0:41:19.320 --> 0:41:20.319 with or without porn? 0:41:20.760 --> 0:41:23.200 With that sounds like with that, it's there from sex, 0:41:23.360 --> 0:41:25.319 like actual sex, things I've done, or what I want 0:41:25.360 --> 0:41:27.520 to do, or like those. Yeah, I've got a lot 0:41:27.560 --> 0:41:30.800 of things up here, erotic novels. You should write some 0:41:30.880 --> 0:41:33.759 erotic novels that might be your next I know I 0:41:33.800 --> 0:41:36.200 would love to hear your erotic novel. And I have 0:41:36.320 --> 0:41:38.080 story time with this Texas because you know I have 0:41:38.160 --> 0:41:40.600 that phone sex operator voice and I make y'all all wet. 0:41:42.160 --> 0:41:44.560 Doesn't may to be an audio, it's going be at all. 0:41:44.800 --> 0:41:44.960 You know. 0:41:47.560 --> 0:41:50.760 That just made me think of our show in October, 0:41:50.880 --> 0:41:52.640 Confessions of a Good Mom, Like do we need a lexis? 0:41:52.880 --> 0:41:56.399 Do think actually while she's here to shoot a scene 0:41:56.440 --> 0:42:01.719 after this and I hold up and let me so 0:42:01.880 --> 0:42:03.279 a Lexus, I don't want to put you on the spot, 0:42:03.320 --> 0:42:05.160 but my boyfriends in the other room, meet Erica and 0:42:05.280 --> 0:42:11.160 you right after this, where's everybody's test from you? I 0:42:11.239 --> 0:42:14.600 just want to the doctor. May that doesn't kind of importance. 0:42:14.719 --> 0:42:19.200 Protocol gotta have a seven day test. Okay, we're depending 0:42:19.239 --> 0:42:21.319 on who you work with. The three day test nowadays, Yeah, 0:42:21.880 --> 0:42:24.160 that's more accurate because it takes twenty four hours to 0:42:24.239 --> 0:42:25.719 come back. So why do not get a clean test 0:42:25.800 --> 0:42:30.120 for your partner? Okay, next time you're we're like noted. 0:42:31.800 --> 0:42:32.960 We took these this morning. 0:42:36.040 --> 0:42:50.200 Okay, red flag men, all of them. Pregnancy not for me. No, 0:42:50.440 --> 0:42:52.759 no children for you on the horizon right now. 0:42:52.840 --> 0:42:55.080 I mean, I'm not if it happens. It happens, but 0:42:55.160 --> 0:42:57.680 I feel like I don't really need a child to 0:42:57.880 --> 0:43:00.440 like make me feel fulfilled in life if I was 0:43:00.480 --> 0:43:02.960 in the right situation, which no situation I think is right. 0:43:03.040 --> 0:43:11.120 But no, no religion, interesting, only fans, a. 0:43:11.200 --> 0:43:16.160 Lot of money, financial independence. 0:43:16.360 --> 0:43:21.200 Yes, most pain you've been in that wasn't physical? 0:43:23.080 --> 0:43:27.400 M A heart, I mean a heart a heartbreak, heart, yes, 0:43:27.480 --> 0:43:28.720 but I guess it felt physical. 0:43:28.880 --> 0:43:31.959 But yeah, I got physical that we've been there before. 0:43:32.360 --> 0:43:35.760 Trigger warning, I'm divorced. 0:43:37.400 --> 0:43:41.319 God, I'm sorry that happened. Favorite trait about yourself. 0:43:42.360 --> 0:43:45.480 I'm honest, just unapologetically myself. 0:43:46.719 --> 0:43:47.160 Cannabis. 0:43:48.400 --> 0:43:48.879 Great time. 0:43:49.120 --> 0:43:50.960 Where's the backwood? Do we've smoked the whole thing? 0:43:51.080 --> 0:43:53.799 Hey, girl, the backwood is strong. I've put it out, bitch, 0:43:53.840 --> 0:43:56.840 I'm trying to get okay, I'll roll another one. I 0:43:56.880 --> 0:43:58.759 haven't nail the backwoods. I'm gonna roll another one. 0:43:58.840 --> 0:44:05.680 Perfect Harry pussy not for me? No, are you all 0:44:05.800 --> 0:44:06.680 your fully? 0:44:07.080 --> 0:44:10.600 I like theirs smullet party on top, business on the bottom. 0:44:12.040 --> 0:44:15.680 Okay, harcause. 0:44:16.400 --> 0:44:17.680 Back in the day, like I used to have like 0:44:17.719 --> 0:44:19.480 a little patch on the top so I could pull 0:44:19.520 --> 0:44:21.600 it when I would like orgasm. But the bottom of 0:44:21.640 --> 0:44:24.160 everything that someone's gonna eat and enjoy is all clean, 0:44:24.320 --> 0:44:26.840 you know, So business is clean. I never tried pulling 0:44:26.880 --> 0:44:31.120 the pubes that it just felt great. I don't know, 0:44:31.160 --> 0:44:32.840 I just need an extra I don't know. 0:44:33.080 --> 0:44:35.840 Wow, this is We need to do sex tips with Alexis. 0:44:36.680 --> 0:44:38.440 That's what we're gonna do for Patreons. 0:44:38.480 --> 0:44:40.120 Actually, we're going to just keep you for two minutes 0:44:40.160 --> 0:44:42.120 and give us some sex tips because I don't know 0:44:42.239 --> 0:44:44.160 she has one of tips. It might be twenty Join 0:44:44.239 --> 0:44:47.719 Patreon and her Alexiss Alexis Texas Sex Tips because I 0:44:47.840 --> 0:44:51.240 have questions already about pulling pussy for pulling. 0:44:52.360 --> 0:44:54.319 Girl, got you, I'll save your life again. 0:44:55.239 --> 0:44:58.800 Yes, I love language. 0:44:59.560 --> 0:45:06.920 Oh, physical touch, pet Peeve Liars favorite position, doggie, her phase? 0:45:08.840 --> 0:45:10.800 College? Oh is that really count? 0:45:11.160 --> 0:45:11.560 I don't know. 0:45:12.000 --> 0:45:12.840 Porn in college? 0:45:13.320 --> 0:45:13.719 I don't know. 0:45:17.840 --> 0:45:19.759 I'm like it was the I don't know. I guess 0:45:20.320 --> 0:45:23.359 college kind of warmed up my hoe face and then 0:45:23.440 --> 0:45:27.960 she blossomed into the greatest being of all the greatest, greatest, 0:45:28.239 --> 0:45:30.600 greatest of all time. 0:45:30.760 --> 0:45:32.040 Celebrity girl crush. 0:45:32.480 --> 0:45:37.359 Oh, Jennifer Lawrence, Oh, Hunger Games. 0:45:37.960 --> 0:45:39.000 There's something sexy about her. 0:45:39.040 --> 0:45:41.040 I feel like she's She's like that mysterious energy and 0:45:41.840 --> 0:45:43.640 like almost like Scarlet Johannson. 0:45:44.160 --> 0:45:49.600 There's a mix scorpios. Speaking for myself, I feel like 0:45:49.640 --> 0:45:51.720 her just like me. There's just so mysterious as sexual. 0:45:54.600 --> 0:45:56.560 Celebrity guy crush, Oh. 0:45:58.000 --> 0:46:00.920 David Beckham. I just saw I'm on the internet yesterday. 0:46:00.960 --> 0:46:03.759 He's still sin definitely ride his face. 0:46:03.960 --> 0:46:05.680 Yeah, he's got lots of lines than his. 0:46:06.200 --> 0:46:09.520 His wife could watch if she needed to should be down. 0:46:09.520 --> 0:46:11.960 I feel like she just liked you. 0:46:12.080 --> 0:46:13.960 Tire up in the chair, make her a cuckle. Then 0:46:14.000 --> 0:46:15.240 she doesn't need to be maybe. 0:46:15.080 --> 0:46:16.640 It would be sexy. She's like a I could see 0:46:16.640 --> 0:46:17.400 hers like a dominator. 0:46:17.760 --> 0:46:20.080 Yeah, boss me around, what to do to her husband? 0:46:20.160 --> 0:46:21.440 Oh my god, an English accident. 0:46:21.520 --> 0:46:23.600 Sit down, Okay, I can see her wearing your pants 0:46:23.600 --> 0:46:26.279 and doing that's okay, right, yes, ma'am. 0:46:28.040 --> 0:46:29.680 I oh, I just had a vision of their sex life. 0:46:29.680 --> 0:46:32.000 It's probably pretty sexy to watch, although she's a little 0:46:32.040 --> 0:46:32.520 bony for me. 0:46:32.800 --> 0:46:34.360 No offense. You got cursed. 0:46:34.640 --> 0:46:37.160 Yeah, but I don't know his name. The guy that 0:46:37.320 --> 0:46:39.320 was in that the show on Netflix that was like 0:46:39.440 --> 0:46:42.920 the sex life that was Oh that show sex Life, yea, 0:46:43.600 --> 0:46:45.600 the main character. Yeah, he was very hot. I don't 0:46:45.600 --> 0:46:47.000 know it was just because all the sex scenes they 0:46:47.000 --> 0:46:48.719 did in there, but it definitely I asked readed to 0:46:48.760 --> 0:46:49.479 that a couple of times. 0:46:50.480 --> 0:46:54.879 You said, I already asked your favorite position tonight. Most 0:46:54.920 --> 0:46:59.320 toxic trait, Oh, that I can get what I want. 0:47:01.800 --> 0:47:02.279 All women. 0:47:02.400 --> 0:47:13.720 I always win. Monogamy, tricky therapy, great idea for everyone, 0:47:14.400 --> 0:47:15.280 giver or receiver. 0:47:17.680 --> 0:47:18.560 I'm more of a giver. 0:47:19.440 --> 0:47:23.120 Yeah, And last question, biggest regret. 0:47:23.960 --> 0:47:28.040 Biggest regret. I regret getting married for sure. I definitely 0:47:28.920 --> 0:47:31.239 had a split decision, but being on Catalina island. There 0:47:31.280 --> 0:47:33.640 was no fairy going back, and so I was stuck 0:47:33.680 --> 0:47:35.480 there with all my family, and I knew it was 0:47:35.480 --> 0:47:38.880 a bad decision, but I still lived with the man, 0:47:38.960 --> 0:47:40.200 so I had to go home with him one way 0:47:40.239 --> 0:47:40.520 or another. 0:47:40.600 --> 0:47:43.600 And so you actually felt the regret on your wedding day. 0:47:43.719 --> 0:47:46.239 Yeah, mirror broke. Like I got really high, Like they 0:47:46.600 --> 0:47:48.120 playing my music. They didn't think I was going to 0:47:48.160 --> 0:47:49.600 come out, but I didn't hear it. Like there was 0:47:49.640 --> 0:47:52.560 a lot of bad signs not start playing my music, 0:47:52.600 --> 0:47:56.759 but I was so high. They're like, my girlfriend came, 0:47:56.800 --> 0:47:58.600 She's like, are you okay? And I'm like what, No 0:47:58.680 --> 0:48:03.320 one came and got me. I'm like, no one, Like 0:48:03.520 --> 0:48:05.440 that's when they thought I wasn't gonna come out. The 0:48:05.880 --> 0:48:07.719 first thing signed for me really was the mirror. The 0:48:07.800 --> 0:48:10.040 wind broke, the like brew the mirror down. I was like, oh, 0:48:10.200 --> 0:48:11.920 this is gonna be a bad day. So then I 0:48:12.000 --> 0:48:17.759 got I drank champagne and fine. God divorced three years later, 0:48:17.880 --> 0:48:19.239 but you know, I mean it was it was. It 0:48:19.360 --> 0:48:21.920 was a good try, I guess, but yeah, that was 0:48:22.000 --> 0:48:24.239 probably the only regret that I have. Sometimes I say, 0:48:24.239 --> 0:48:27.040 I don't like to regret anything. You gotta try things once, Yeah, 0:48:27.400 --> 0:48:30.920 what's your favorite twice? My favorite drug weed, Weed is 0:48:31.000 --> 0:48:34.040 definitely like I feel like it's like my medicine. I say, 0:48:34.120 --> 0:48:36.239 I'm very like I have high anxiety, so I feel 0:48:36.239 --> 0:48:38.040 like I don't not a pill person. I like to 0:48:38.200 --> 0:48:42.399 smoke myself into my sanity and not want to kill people. 0:48:44.040 --> 0:48:45.919 And then I have micro doosed here and there, which 0:48:45.920 --> 0:48:47.839 I kind of been entertaining with that the last year. 0:48:48.160 --> 0:48:50.640 The oh my god, that's what I Have you ever 0:48:50.680 --> 0:48:53.359 had a Nila Backwood before? Yeah, they're good. 0:48:54.600 --> 0:48:58.279 I recently started micro dosing too, because I always like 0:48:58.400 --> 0:49:00.279 go hard or go home kind of mushroom pills. 0:49:01.719 --> 0:49:02.920 I've just been eating the chocolate. 0:49:03.040 --> 0:49:06.120 Okay, I probably need to have like a more regulated process, 0:49:06.239 --> 0:49:08.320 but I literally just take behalf a bite of the chocolate. 0:49:09.960 --> 0:49:12.520 I was always like a hypochondriapac to anything like new 0:49:12.800 --> 0:49:14.120 and so I was like, oh, I don't want to 0:49:14.200 --> 0:49:15.840 like trip because I've never fully had a trip. But 0:49:16.000 --> 0:49:18.120 these ones I took where these were pills, But that 0:49:18.160 --> 0:49:20.160 showed you what a microdose was and what you would 0:49:20.160 --> 0:49:21.800 do if you or how many would take to be 0:49:22.000 --> 0:49:23.880 in a full like state. 0:49:23.680 --> 0:49:26.080 Of like, yeah, these ones do that too, But everyone's 0:49:26.120 --> 0:49:29.359 body tie, everyone's the way people break down and metabolize shit. 0:49:29.440 --> 0:49:29.960 Everything hits. 0:49:30.200 --> 0:49:33.200 It's like edibles. Yeah, you never, I never. It's always tricky. 0:49:33.239 --> 0:49:35.920 I always get high like way after a kind of experiment. 0:49:36.760 --> 0:49:38.200 But definitely, I feel like a lot of people, I 0:49:38.280 --> 0:49:40.480 feel like it helps. I feel like micro dosing definitely 0:49:40.520 --> 0:49:43.840 like research your mind of like what the world should 0:49:43.920 --> 0:49:45.640 look like in a sense, and not that it's like 0:49:45.719 --> 0:49:48.680 butterflies and rainbows, but it's like just like everything's not 0:49:48.840 --> 0:49:51.080 so bad and just like show spread love and just 0:49:51.200 --> 0:49:53.200 be kind and just like you could get a lot 0:49:53.239 --> 0:49:55.480 further in life just being angry. So for me, it's 0:49:55.560 --> 0:49:57.120 just my feel like we've released a lot of things 0:49:57.160 --> 0:49:59.080 where I'm just like, why want to. 0:49:59.080 --> 0:49:59.480 Cut me off? 0:49:59.560 --> 0:49:59.960 Go ahead? 0:50:00.360 --> 0:50:02.200 You know, if you think about it, like plant medicine 0:50:02.239 --> 0:50:04.560 in general, that's that's what it does. It plants you, 0:50:04.680 --> 0:50:07.040 It grounds you, It makes you feel like even connectedness. 0:50:07.040 --> 0:50:09.480 I think that's probably why a lot of people smoke 0:50:09.520 --> 0:50:13.120 weed too, because it helps just bring you back down 0:50:13.239 --> 0:50:14.880 and it doesn't even when you think about it. 0:50:14.920 --> 0:50:16.879 It calms your nerves. Yeah, like it kind of makes 0:50:16.920 --> 0:50:18.920 you just normal. I feel because I'm out sometimes I'm 0:50:19.000 --> 0:50:21.239 very anxious, so that's why anything up or for me. 0:50:21.320 --> 0:50:23.560 You could definitely tell them like too many red bulls. 0:50:23.600 --> 0:50:26.680 I'm like, like my first season of my podcast, you 0:50:26.719 --> 0:50:28.640 could definitely tell that I took a lot of red 0:50:30.320 --> 0:50:33.600 Maybe I can only have one a day. Everything just 0:50:34.239 --> 0:50:36.440 a lot because I talk a lot. So just then 0:50:36.480 --> 0:50:39.280 I start to talk faster, so we just is mellow, 0:50:39.719 --> 0:50:41.879 slow it down. Mushroom too, I think mushrooms. It makes 0:50:41.920 --> 0:50:45.080 you like see things clear, like I'm slowing down your life. 0:50:45.160 --> 0:50:48.000 Like I'm like, oh, appreciate. 0:50:47.640 --> 0:50:49.120 There's a flower on the thing, and I'm like, I 0:50:49.160 --> 0:50:50.399 don't think I ever looked at that, and I walk 0:50:50.440 --> 0:50:51.839 here a hundred times kind of thing. 0:50:52.000 --> 0:50:53.680 Yeah, I start to appreciate what's around you. You'd be 0:50:53.760 --> 0:50:54.480 more present, for. 0:50:54.560 --> 0:50:57.960 Sure, caring about the things that actually matter, very true, 0:50:58.200 --> 0:50:59.360 not some shit outside of you. 0:51:00.120 --> 0:51:02.799 What is an affirmation that you can share with our 0:51:03.400 --> 0:51:04.280 our tribe today. 0:51:04.640 --> 0:51:06.960 My affirmation is which I used to have in front 0:51:07.000 --> 0:51:10.080 of my door, which you guys probably sawid uh work towers. 0:51:10.200 --> 0:51:15.640 It's love yourself first, love yourself. How you on the airplane, 0:51:15.719 --> 0:51:17.080 like you know, when you're going down, you have to 0:51:17.120 --> 0:51:19.120 put your oxygen on yourself first before you can help 0:51:19.120 --> 0:51:21.320 anybody else, because if we don't love ourselves first and 0:51:21.400 --> 0:51:23.879 pour back into ourselves, and we can't correctly pour back 0:51:23.880 --> 0:51:28.080 into others. Do you have like a pleasural pleasure ritual, 0:51:28.280 --> 0:51:30.000 like if you're going to masturbate, or like, what's your 0:51:30.080 --> 0:51:37.920 pleasure ritual? A pleasure ritual? Normally? I don't. I'm just 0:51:38.120 --> 0:51:40.600 normally I feel like I go, like I masturbate usually 0:51:40.640 --> 0:51:44.239 before bed because I'm usually extra horny at night, so 0:51:44.920 --> 0:51:46.879 I always have candle sits. I'm always like a mood 0:51:46.920 --> 0:51:48.719 person or like sense and things like that, and I 0:51:48.800 --> 0:51:51.560 have like ambiance like whiting, But I feel like that's 0:51:51.600 --> 0:51:55.040 an every day if I'm masturbating or not. But yeah, 0:51:55.160 --> 0:51:58.800 I think it's just the mindset of just like me time. 0:52:02.120 --> 0:52:04.799 And sorry, am I, I just got really high. You're 0:52:04.840 --> 0:52:07.440 right back when Thanks? 0:52:07.800 --> 0:52:08.040 Thanks? 0:52:08.080 --> 0:52:08.399 And mind? 0:52:08.480 --> 0:52:11.719 Oh wait, we pulled a card, so let's do our 0:52:11.760 --> 0:52:12.560 tarot real quick. 0:52:12.800 --> 0:52:15.560 And I like to see what the cards have to say. 0:52:15.960 --> 0:52:18.080 The cards have to say, alexis, what did you pull 0:52:20.000 --> 0:52:20.600 pacles in? 0:52:22.120 --> 0:52:24.840 Okay? Wait then I started looking at oh here it is. 0:52:26.000 --> 0:52:30.280 Okay, Well we can talk about it upright or reverse? 0:52:30.320 --> 0:52:32.520 Do you want to do that reverse reverse. Okay, let's 0:52:32.560 --> 0:52:34.560 go for it. Then you're ready. I'm ready. 0:52:35.520 --> 0:52:40.200 The King of Pinnacles financially inept obsessed with wealth and status, 0:52:40.719 --> 0:52:42.400 stubborn is that you. 0:52:42.480 --> 0:52:49.160 Bitch, bitch hell problem. As long as you can have 0:52:49.160 --> 0:52:51.879 a helicopter, take us a Catalina Island, I say, keep going, 0:52:52.960 --> 0:52:56.200 and Daddy Texas. That's what that's my like my dominame, 0:52:56.360 --> 0:52:56.960 Daddy Mila. 0:52:57.320 --> 0:53:01.160 I like it upright. It means wealth, business, leadership, discipline, 0:53:01.200 --> 0:53:03.160 and abundance. So we can take both. 0:53:03.280 --> 0:53:05.680 But if we're going reverse, because I'm a Gemini, so 0:53:05.760 --> 0:53:06.600 you know it's the best of both. 0:53:06.760 --> 0:53:08.400 Okay, And I was gonna say, and reverse always has 0:53:08.400 --> 0:53:11.320 a lesson, it's never, it's not usually always just overarching negative. 0:53:11.800 --> 0:53:13.759 So the King of Pentacles reverse asks you to look 0:53:13.800 --> 0:53:16.239 at your relationship with money and wealth. On the one hand, 0:53:16.320 --> 0:53:18.560 you may not be managing your wealth well. You may 0:53:18.560 --> 0:53:21.400 attract large sums of money through your business enterprises or 0:53:21.400 --> 0:53:24.120 a high flying career, but as soon as cash hits 0:53:24.160 --> 0:53:26.040 your bank account, it's on the way out again. As 0:53:26.080 --> 0:53:29.480 you splurge on expensive items like helicopter rides to Catalina 0:53:29.960 --> 0:53:33.600 or invest in high risk opportunities. You are not treating 0:53:33.640 --> 0:53:35.759 your money with respect and instead need to draw upon 0:53:35.840 --> 0:53:38.160 yourself discipline and control so you can save for the 0:53:38.200 --> 0:53:41.120 future while still enjoying the fruits of your labor. On 0:53:41.200 --> 0:53:44.120 the other hand, you may be putting money before anything else, 0:53:44.360 --> 0:53:47.400 negatively impacting your relationship and well being. You may be 0:53:47.480 --> 0:53:51.120 a workaholic, overinvesting in wealth creation and neglecting your loved ones. 0:53:51.400 --> 0:53:53.640 You may do anything for an extra buck, even if 0:53:53.680 --> 0:53:56.080 it means selling your soul and integrity. You may be 0:53:56.160 --> 0:53:59.080 so immersed impressed by other people's status and social position 0:53:59.400 --> 0:54:02.920 that you not know that you coowtow to anyone above 0:54:03.000 --> 0:54:07.360 you while dismissing anyone below you. At times, the reversed 0:54:07.480 --> 0:54:10.279 King of Pinnacles represents someone who is very stubborn and 0:54:10.400 --> 0:54:12.840 rigid in his approach. When this king shows up in 0:54:12.880 --> 0:54:15.080 a reading, look at your life? Are you feeling stuck 0:54:15.120 --> 0:54:18.280 in a rut? Has life become so predictable and routine 0:54:18.320 --> 0:54:20.279 that it is completely dull and lifeless? This does not 0:54:20.360 --> 0:54:22.760 sound like you, bitch, This is why I want to move. Okay, 0:54:22.800 --> 0:54:25.719 well maybe so. Yes, being grounded is a good thing, 0:54:26.000 --> 0:54:28.759 but give yourself permission every now and then to break 0:54:28.840 --> 0:54:30.280 free or do something different. 0:54:30.360 --> 0:54:32.359 You don't have to be so serious all the time. 0:54:32.719 --> 0:54:36.640 Received So just do it, Yes, go for it, for it? 0:54:36.880 --> 0:54:37.840 You know what do it? 0:54:38.080 --> 0:54:42.480 You have? Like you have no children. I always tet. 0:54:42.520 --> 0:54:46.600 People tell you it's run goat, spread yours everything, everyone 0:54:46.680 --> 0:54:49.000 that I talk to, Because this is like the last 0:54:49.040 --> 0:54:50.719 six months type of thing where it's like I've been 0:54:50.800 --> 0:54:54.320 feeling like I'm not sure like where I want to be, 0:54:54.440 --> 0:54:56.520 and I've been here for sixteen years, so it's like 0:54:57.080 --> 0:54:57.360 I don't know. 0:54:57.400 --> 0:54:59.480 I feel creatively I've done what I've needed to do here, 0:54:59.560 --> 0:55:01.120 but I feel like my wings are ready to go 0:55:01.239 --> 0:55:05.280 somewhere else. Well, wherever you go New York or Miami, 0:55:05.440 --> 0:55:06.160 we'll come visit you. 0:55:06.280 --> 0:55:08.839 We'll come visit you. We'll be there, We'll be there. 0:55:08.960 --> 0:55:11.719 We'll have to do another podcast for sure. I have 0:55:11.800 --> 0:55:14.600 to do another Girl's Night. You know, actually eight girls time. 0:55:14.640 --> 0:55:17.600 We haven't had one yet. I'm presumptioning this thing since Catalina. 0:55:17.680 --> 0:55:19.840 You know, even though it said I can't give a helicopter, 0:55:19.880 --> 0:55:20.840 we're still getting a helicopter. 0:55:20.920 --> 0:55:24.040 We're getting No it's you worked really hard to get 0:55:24.160 --> 0:55:26.040 you can get at It worked really hard to get. 0:55:26.000 --> 0:55:27.880 Us hell, I like it. 0:55:28.080 --> 0:55:30.160 We'll pay for We'll pay for the beach club when 0:55:30.160 --> 0:55:30.560 we get there. 0:55:31.400 --> 0:55:33.319 I want to enjoy the fruits of your only fans labor. 0:55:34.320 --> 0:55:37.799 Come on, be your sugar mama. You really, sugar baby? 0:55:38.080 --> 0:55:39.719 What do you want? Let me take election? What do 0:55:39.760 --> 0:55:42.160 you need from me? And I don't really listen very well? 0:55:42.320 --> 0:55:43.040 I'll try for you. 0:55:44.120 --> 0:55:45.879 I like that trying is the first first step. 0:55:46.239 --> 0:55:48.279 God. Okay, I am a submissive for Matt, usually not 0:55:48.360 --> 0:55:49.680 for a woman, but I can work on it. 0:55:50.080 --> 0:55:52.240 Statty Texas likes to be submissive sometimes. 0:55:52.600 --> 0:55:53.839 Okay, well that it works out. 0:55:56.400 --> 0:56:02.040 Now you're suddenly a switch. She's planning her seat. She's like, 0:56:02.120 --> 0:56:02.919 I'm going to make. 0:56:02.880 --> 0:56:05.839 This happen anyway. Thank you for coming on the show. 0:56:06.080 --> 0:56:09.120 Thank you for having me wonder. Yes, I've loved the conversation. 0:56:09.400 --> 0:56:11.560 It's great getting to like know you guys too. Within 0:56:11.719 --> 0:56:14.319 my sexuality and business like the questions I think are 0:56:14.360 --> 0:56:16.719 really great coming from women. I think that, you know, 0:56:16.800 --> 0:56:19.040 sometimes I feel like, again, the horn gets kind of 0:56:19.120 --> 0:56:21.279 a taboo type thing, but I think again, it's a 0:56:21.320 --> 0:56:24.000 more educational and like experience base and it's like it 0:56:24.000 --> 0:56:27.880 should just be fun. A man, just a job, awareness. 0:56:28.080 --> 0:56:29.359 You know, that's all this month's about. 0:56:29.440 --> 0:56:29.800 Right for you? 0:56:30.160 --> 0:56:34.160 Listen, sex, you can't make put rules around how you 0:56:34.200 --> 0:56:35.520 want to explore your sexual pleasure. 0:56:35.880 --> 0:56:38.760 People monetize for horrible things. 0:56:39.280 --> 0:56:43.200 Why can't we monetize our sexual pleasure exactly us having 0:56:43.239 --> 0:56:46.360 autonomy over our bodies and feeling empowered by that. 0:56:46.600 --> 0:56:50.319 So shout out to Can you tell the people where 0:56:50.520 --> 0:56:51.120 they can find you? 0:56:51.920 --> 0:56:53.880 You can check out my podcast Private Talk with the 0:56:53.960 --> 0:56:57.200 Lexus Texas. You could follow me on my Instagram White 0:56:57.280 --> 0:57:02.120 Girl Politicking with the g Yeah, that's one of my 0:57:02.200 --> 0:57:04.520 only fans of Alexis Underscore Texas. That's where all the 0:57:04.600 --> 0:57:05.239 naughty things go. 0:57:05.480 --> 0:57:07.160 And that's not all. 0:57:07.719 --> 0:57:10.000 And if you're a patron, we are going to have 0:57:10.040 --> 0:57:12.160 a little after dark with Alexis so she can give 0:57:12.239 --> 0:57:15.680 us those sexy tips. See you guys next time. You 0:57:15.719 --> 0:57:18.520 guys know where to find us Good Mom's Underscore, Bad 0:57:18.600 --> 0:57:22.680 Choices on Instagram. We are also going on tour. Our 0:57:22.800 --> 0:57:26.080 first stop is La on October twenty first come see 0:57:26.120 --> 0:57:26.640 you girls. 0:57:27.360 --> 0:57:30.880 And we also just announced new dates for Costa Rica. 0:57:31.360 --> 0:57:33.600 We are our first dates sold out so quick we 0:57:34.040 --> 0:57:36.320 had to add some new dates and so we are 0:57:36.400 --> 0:57:38.400 going to be in Costa Rica for the good vibeer 0:57:38.480 --> 0:57:41.880 tread August I'm sorry July thirty first through August sixth, 0:57:42.080 --> 0:57:45.520 and August eighth through the thirteenth. You don't want to 0:57:45.600 --> 0:57:48.000 miss this. You've been hearing us talk about it forever. 0:57:48.280 --> 0:57:50.920 You keep saying you're gonna come. You have plenty of time, 0:57:51.440 --> 0:57:55.080 payment plans available, low deposit. Don't make no more excuses. 0:57:55.080 --> 0:57:57.160 I don't want to hear your excuses, bitch, because now 0:57:57.280 --> 0:57:58.840 you got almost one year to. 0:57:58.880 --> 0:57:59.760 Figure the fuck out. 0:58:00.080 --> 0:58:02.840 Love yourself first, Love yourself first, bitch. 0:58:03.120 --> 0:58:04.320 Anyway, I didn't mean to yell at you like that. 0:58:04.360 --> 0:58:06.480 I do love you, but make sure you click the 0:58:06.520 --> 0:58:09.280 link of this episode description. Please go subscribe to our 0:58:09.320 --> 0:58:11.880 YouTube channel, rate and review this episode, and we'll see 0:58:11.880 --> 0:58:12.440 you next week. 0:58:12.640 --> 0:58:13.760 Love you, bye bye 0:58:48.440 --> 0:58:48.480 M