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Speaker 1: Welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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Speaker 1: I'm Meela.

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Speaker 2: Hi.

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Speaker 1: Hi, this bitch is high. Okay, Hi, this bitch is high.

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Speaker 2: We have to start twice.

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Speaker 3: I'm in deep I was in deep thought and she

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Speaker 3: Because I've watched a lot of her I know, yeah,

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Speaker 2: Happy Wednesday.

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Speaker 1: Happy Wednesday. You guys, It's September and we are talking

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Speaker 1: Ado Erica cannot wait introduce you to our guest today.

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Speaker 1: She has been on We've been on her podcast. She

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Speaker 2: Hey Alexis Texas.

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Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, thank you for having me. It's funny because

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Speaker 1: And did you research before I came here?

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Speaker 3: I did zero research before coming here because I like,

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Speaker 1: This big, huge hammer ship laying it down. Everything's bigger

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Speaker 1: It's just I'm trying not to root everything for my father.

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Speaker 1: raunchiest thing that was allowed to be Like it was

436
00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:29,320
Speaker 1: again that's the taboo thing, but it was still allowed

437
00:18:29,359 --> 00:18:30,879
Speaker 1: to be on the radio. But you didn't have to

438
00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:32,920
Speaker 1: like go watch some knaughty channel that you were and

439
00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:34,879
Speaker 1: so I had some fuzzy stuff in the background, you know.

440
00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:36,920
Speaker 1: So I feel like everybody cos explored, which I was like,

441
00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:40,760
Speaker 1: it's just it's human nature. Like the more we communicate

442
00:18:40,800 --> 00:18:43,000
Speaker 1: and talk about sexual things and you know, obviously the

443
00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:46,280
Speaker 1: different ways of doing it and like you know, presenting it,

444
00:18:46,440 --> 00:18:48,920
Speaker 1: but it's common. So it's like the more we educate,

445
00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:49,960
Speaker 1: the better I think that it is.

446
00:18:50,800 --> 00:18:52,480
Speaker 2: It's human I.

447
00:18:52,520 --> 00:18:55,920
Speaker 1: Think that's I think that's probably part of the reason

448
00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:58,520
Speaker 1: you're so successful too, Like obviously you're fine a selling,

449
00:18:58,560 --> 00:19:01,720
Speaker 1: you have a fat, beautiful as and you know, all

450
00:19:01,760 --> 00:19:03,720
Speaker 1: those great things, but also like when you have when

451
00:19:03,760 --> 00:19:05,720
Speaker 1: you know you're supported in what you're doing and you

452
00:19:05,760 --> 00:19:07,960
Speaker 1: don't feel like guilt or shame or like that you're

453
00:19:08,040 --> 00:19:10,280
Speaker 1: hiding and whatever it is that you do, you can

454
00:19:10,359 --> 00:19:12,160
Speaker 1: do it. You can explore it, you can feel around

455
00:19:12,160 --> 00:19:14,440
Speaker 1: and look around and like make the decision for yourself.

456
00:19:14,800 --> 00:19:16,960
Speaker 1: What if you're like experiencing like oh no, like my

457
00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:19,320
Speaker 1: parents may not you know, love or support me, or

458
00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:21,600
Speaker 1: you know, like the people who are your core support systems.

459
00:19:21,920 --> 00:19:24,280
Speaker 1: It's literally like safety. If you feel safe enough to

460
00:19:24,359 --> 00:19:28,520
Speaker 1: explore in anything that you decide, then it's probably easier

461
00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:32,440
Speaker 1: to like get success because you're not worried about those

462
00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:34,560
Speaker 1: like you know, you're just for sure. I definitely think

463
00:19:34,600 --> 00:19:36,480
Speaker 1: it had to part in the play and of why

464
00:19:36,920 --> 00:19:39,600
Speaker 1: I was. I think I've always been confident. I think

465
00:19:39,640 --> 00:19:43,040
Speaker 1: we just being confident with my sexuality because I feel

466
00:19:43,119 --> 00:19:46,160
Speaker 1: like as much as I was, you know, a promiscuous

467
00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:50,159
Speaker 1: to a point in my previous life before porn, I

468
00:19:50,320 --> 00:19:53,080
Speaker 1: learned way more things through porn and I feel like

469
00:19:53,119 --> 00:19:55,960
Speaker 1: it kind of allowed me to explore my sexuality and

470
00:19:56,040 --> 00:19:59,159
Speaker 1: find out what I liked as a woman and attaining

471
00:19:59,160 --> 00:20:01,520
Speaker 1: different partners that I I wouldn't have necessarily would have

472
00:20:01,560 --> 00:20:04,840
Speaker 1: been the outside world, but unlocked so many things about

473
00:20:04,920 --> 00:20:06,240
Speaker 1: me that I don't think that I would have achieved

474
00:20:06,280 --> 00:20:07,600
Speaker 1: if I hadn't been in the business.

475
00:20:08,119 --> 00:20:10,320
Speaker 3: Well, I mean, we were just talking about this and

476
00:20:10,680 --> 00:20:13,840
Speaker 3: talking about how pleasure and sex. If you feel confident

477
00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:17,480
Speaker 3: in those spaces, it inevitably trickles down to other areas

478
00:20:17,560 --> 00:20:20,600
Speaker 3: of your life, like if you feel empowered in your

479
00:20:20,640 --> 00:20:23,840
Speaker 3: sexual energy as a woman, like you feel like you

480
00:20:23,920 --> 00:20:27,320
Speaker 3: can walk into a room and you're the shit, or

481
00:20:27,359 --> 00:20:29,680
Speaker 3: you feel like you can ask for things, Yes, because

482
00:20:29,720 --> 00:20:32,480
Speaker 3: you're actively exploring those things, and especially in porn, like

483
00:20:32,520 --> 00:20:34,840
Speaker 3: you are obviously trying a bunch of different things and

484
00:20:34,920 --> 00:20:38,840
Speaker 3: also having to say no, having to have boundaries. Yeah, hopefully,

485
00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:41,240
Speaker 3: And maybe that's that's the lesson. Maybe you learned long

486
00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:45,399
Speaker 3: as you went on to be able to really advocate

487
00:20:45,680 --> 00:20:51,240
Speaker 3: and have like ownership over autonomy of your body and

488
00:20:51,320 --> 00:20:52,720
Speaker 3: your needs and your desires.

489
00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:55,280
Speaker 1: And that's when I think about when you know, poorn,

490
00:20:55,320 --> 00:20:57,160
Speaker 1: I feel like it gets such a bad name from

491
00:20:57,200 --> 00:20:59,840
Speaker 1: a lot of people where it's like is there certain

492
00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:01,160
Speaker 1: things out there for some people?

493
00:21:01,280 --> 00:21:01,480
Speaker 2: Sure?

494
00:21:01,600 --> 00:21:03,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I feel like, you know, there's so much

495
00:21:03,440 --> 00:21:05,119
Speaker 1: more good that you know, can come out of it

496
00:21:05,240 --> 00:21:06,600
Speaker 1: than people like put on it. And I feel like

497
00:21:06,640 --> 00:21:08,320
Speaker 1: it's not for everybody. Well then it's people don't need

498
00:21:08,359 --> 00:21:10,200
Speaker 1: to critique it, which just like git what you want

499
00:21:10,280 --> 00:21:12,280
Speaker 1: out of it and move on. And I think that

500
00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:15,800
Speaker 1: you know, it's definitely about exploring and learning about like

501
00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:18,359
Speaker 1: what really works for you and in like the safe

502
00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:21,119
Speaker 1: spaces and really enjoying what those things are, not feeling

503
00:21:21,119 --> 00:21:23,520
Speaker 1: any guilt about it, and not feeling like shame about

504
00:21:23,560 --> 00:21:26,240
Speaker 1: it from your peers or anything. For me, this shame

505
00:21:26,359 --> 00:21:29,440
Speaker 1: came later on from partners trying to change what that

506
00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:31,840
Speaker 1: was and what that looked like for them, which kind

507
00:21:31,840 --> 00:21:34,480
Speaker 1: of shadowed on myself, and then to the words like

508
00:21:34,560 --> 00:21:36,840
Speaker 1: where do these disconnect and where do you kind of begin?

509
00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:39,600
Speaker 1: And that came later on in life. But I feel

510
00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:43,640
Speaker 1: like it's again, I feel like I had a great

511
00:21:43,720 --> 00:21:45,800
Speaker 1: career thus far, like where it's kind of just made

512
00:21:45,800 --> 00:21:48,200
Speaker 1: me elevated as a female and made me feel empowered

513
00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:51,399
Speaker 1: about my sexuality and who I am and who I

514
00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:52,040
Speaker 1: can become.

515
00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:57,080
Speaker 3: Do you feel or I'm curious to know. Like you

516
00:21:57,160 --> 00:22:00,480
Speaker 3: said that, you know you were somewhat permissed you whatever.

517
00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:02,600
Speaker 3: You know, people take that with a great assault because

518
00:22:02,600 --> 00:22:05,800
Speaker 3: that's different for everyone before porn, But like, what what

519
00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:07,600
Speaker 3: was your introduction into sex like?

520
00:22:08,040 --> 00:22:09,399
Speaker 2: And did you have parents?

521
00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:11,520
Speaker 3: I mean they seemed very I know that was probably

522
00:22:11,560 --> 00:22:13,800
Speaker 3: a process of acceptance, but they seem pretty acceptance because

523
00:22:13,800 --> 00:22:15,560
Speaker 3: a lot of parents would be like flip, you know

524
00:22:15,560 --> 00:22:17,680
Speaker 3: what I mean? Yeah, did you have a space with

525
00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:19,960
Speaker 3: your parents that you could talk to them about sex,

526
00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:23,720
Speaker 3: Like when you lost your virginity, your parents someone that

527
00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:25,080
Speaker 3: you would ever have shared that thing.

528
00:22:25,480 --> 00:22:29,160
Speaker 1: Absolutely not. I think that my parents were good at guiding.

529
00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:32,200
Speaker 1: I always say, you know, as you get older, you know,

530
00:22:32,240 --> 00:22:33,880
Speaker 1: you do work and you figure things out. Where it's

531
00:22:33,920 --> 00:22:35,879
Speaker 1: like they were good at giving me the frame of

532
00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:38,160
Speaker 1: the home, but they weren't giving me like the insights

533
00:22:38,200 --> 00:22:40,320
Speaker 1: of what that home what will look like as far

534
00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:42,520
Speaker 1: as emotional aspects and things like that. So for me,

535
00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:46,000
Speaker 1: as far as the safety of asking what sex was

536
00:22:46,160 --> 00:22:48,000
Speaker 1: or what the right proper ways to do with them

537
00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:50,240
Speaker 1: in that level at that point, no, I wasn't there.

538
00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:52,719
Speaker 1: I think at that point it was more learning from

539
00:22:52,760 --> 00:22:55,480
Speaker 1: your peers, and which is kind of very toxic because

540
00:22:55,600 --> 00:22:58,080
Speaker 1: it's like you don't know what's right or wrong and

541
00:22:58,160 --> 00:22:59,760
Speaker 1: who they heard that from if it's from their older

542
00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:02,440
Speaker 1: so where they heard something on TV or whatever it is.

543
00:23:03,680 --> 00:23:05,840
Speaker 1: So for me, it was more exploring on myself, like

544
00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:09,440
Speaker 1: by myself. I was always like like a nomad, like

545
00:23:09,480 --> 00:23:10,960
Speaker 1: I wanted just to learn, Like I had all my

546
00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:12,760
Speaker 1: guy friends. I was like, show me what your dick's

547
00:23:12,800 --> 00:23:14,159
Speaker 1: looked like. Lash I had to take a broth with

548
00:23:14,200 --> 00:23:16,160
Speaker 1: one hand. But I didn't care what their dicks looked

549
00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:18,879
Speaker 1: like sexually. I just was curious of what for dicks

550
00:23:18,920 --> 00:23:21,760
Speaker 1: looked like. So it was just like always that, Like

551
00:23:21,880 --> 00:23:24,719
Speaker 1: that's why my friends weren't really surprised. But they were

552
00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:27,040
Speaker 1: surprised because noone had ever been like friends or had

553
00:23:27,080 --> 00:23:28,960
Speaker 1: somebody that they known'd been a porn star. But I

554
00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:31,800
Speaker 1: was always like sexual, Like I would always flash my tits.

555
00:23:31,840 --> 00:23:35,800
Speaker 1: I was always very like open with those things. So

556
00:23:35,920 --> 00:23:38,320
Speaker 1: for me, it was just I can't say natural, but

557
00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:41,639
Speaker 1: I just felt like I knew that I knew what

558
00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:44,320
Speaker 1: my body could obtain, and I knew what that meant.

559
00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:48,200
Speaker 1: And in a lot of ways it was how to

560
00:23:48,320 --> 00:23:50,960
Speaker 1: dictate attention from men and validation and like what that

561
00:23:51,080 --> 00:23:53,360
Speaker 1: seeking stuff was too. But it was more for myself,

562
00:23:53,520 --> 00:23:56,119
Speaker 1: not really from them, but I use them to channel that,

563
00:23:56,320 --> 00:24:00,239
Speaker 1: if that kind of makes sense. I think like at

564
00:24:00,320 --> 00:24:03,520
Speaker 1: that age, if I think like about like sixteen fifteen,

565
00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:05,040
Speaker 1: when you start to like come into puberty and you

566
00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:07,720
Speaker 1: start to explore yourself and like your sexuality, Like I

567
00:24:07,760 --> 00:24:10,879
Speaker 1: feel like being promiscuous at that age is like a

568
00:24:11,000 --> 00:24:14,040
Speaker 1: norm because it's like you start to become curious and

569
00:24:14,119 --> 00:24:16,960
Speaker 1: if you allow yourself to kind of like scratch that itch.

570
00:24:17,119 --> 00:24:19,880
Speaker 1: I think that's like the natural evolution of like being

571
00:24:19,920 --> 00:24:22,720
Speaker 1: a woman and tapping into like not necessarily your sensuality,

572
00:24:22,760 --> 00:24:25,560
Speaker 1: but your sexuality because I think I do think women

573
00:24:25,800 --> 00:24:28,680
Speaker 1: are sexual in a different way than men are. You know,

574
00:24:28,880 --> 00:24:33,160
Speaker 1: like just like like even hearing Erica, you know, love

575
00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:35,840
Speaker 1: your porn, it's not that like it's a different level

576
00:24:35,880 --> 00:24:37,560
Speaker 1: of like oh so you see me, because you know,

577
00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:39,640
Speaker 1: men who just want to like can just jerk off

578
00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:41,600
Speaker 1: and get off, but like women, we have a more

579
00:24:41,720 --> 00:24:46,520
Speaker 1: like creative imagination when it comes to sex. And I think,

580
00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:48,480
Speaker 1: like I mean, innately we're women, you know, it's like

581
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:52,200
Speaker 1: the divine feminine, but at like that's the time where

582
00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:54,399
Speaker 1: it starts to kind of like come out. The phoenix

583
00:24:54,440 --> 00:24:57,560
Speaker 1: starts to come out, the sexual phoenix of women, your womanhood.

584
00:24:57,760 --> 00:24:58,960
Speaker 1: And like a lot of times it feels like I

585
00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,960
Speaker 1: always say, like my vampire fangs came in because I

586
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:06,080
Speaker 1: remember there's like you know, I like immediately I was

587
00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:09,760
Speaker 1: like awakened and it was like whoa bitch? Like if

588
00:25:09,920 --> 00:25:12,119
Speaker 1: my mom or anyone could have really just been like

589
00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:14,320
Speaker 1: let's talk about this, and I know The funny thing

590
00:25:14,400 --> 00:25:16,080
Speaker 1: is because it's like the more in those you know

591
00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:17,960
Speaker 1: at that time, it's like people don't know how and

592
00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:20,440
Speaker 1: have the tools to kind of like speak about themselves themselves,

593
00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:22,560
Speaker 1: either it's because of their past or whatever it is,

594
00:25:22,600 --> 00:25:25,720
Speaker 1: where it's like sometimes because we don't talk about it,

595
00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:28,359
Speaker 1: then we go into difficult situations because we don't know

596
00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:30,480
Speaker 1: what is accurate or we don't know what it is.

597
00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:33,000
Speaker 1: So it's like the middle ground of over talking it

598
00:25:33,359 --> 00:25:35,560
Speaker 1: and not delivering and not giving any information and like

599
00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:38,000
Speaker 1: letting them kind of figure it themselves out. Where it's

600
00:25:38,040 --> 00:25:40,040
Speaker 1: like me is I didn't know? So I explored and

601
00:25:40,560 --> 00:25:42,200
Speaker 1: I had it like I just did it with the

602
00:25:42,280 --> 00:25:44,200
Speaker 1: friend because I was like, yeah, it's like let's just

603
00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:46,520
Speaker 1: try it out. But it wasn't anything intimate. It wasn't

604
00:25:46,520 --> 00:25:49,480
Speaker 1: anything that was like we weren't boyfriend and girlfriend. It

605
00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:51,359
Speaker 1: was just like we were at a party, we were bored.

606
00:25:51,440 --> 00:25:53,040
Speaker 1: We're like, let's do it. Everyone else has done it,

607
00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:56,960
Speaker 1: and I mean, I don't regret it, but it's also

608
00:25:56,960 --> 00:25:58,440
Speaker 1: one of those things that I didn't know what I

609
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:00,680
Speaker 1: was doing in that situation. It was like if I

610
00:26:00,720 --> 00:26:04,160
Speaker 1: would have maybe had someone sit you down other than

611
00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:06,360
Speaker 1: like your school counselor like the whole like nobody wants

612
00:26:06,400 --> 00:26:08,040
Speaker 1: to hear like the whole sex education thing. But in

613
00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,600
Speaker 1: the in the way that you could kind of interpret it,

614
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:14,520
Speaker 1: I probably would have made a better decisions. But yeah,

615
00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:16,640
Speaker 1: you mean you just don't ever know. I guess really

616
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:20,000
Speaker 1: it's true, because there's all there is like a level

617
00:26:20,160 --> 00:26:23,440
Speaker 1: of power that comes from like I remember being like

618
00:26:23,480 --> 00:26:26,480
Speaker 1: a teenager and like discovering my sexuality and like being

619
00:26:26,600 --> 00:26:29,199
Speaker 1: like feeling empowered or ways or like I.

620
00:26:29,200 --> 00:26:30,960
Speaker 2: Don't know, like you knowing you could get things.

621
00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:34,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, like how they like you could get that could

622
00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:38,520
Speaker 3: be attention, that could be usually it's attention at first. Yeah,

623
00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:42,400
Speaker 3: there's a power and then it becomes objects, money, other

624
00:26:42,760 --> 00:26:46,200
Speaker 3: types of things, even sex. Yeah, like just the validation

625
00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:49,399
Speaker 3: of having sex, Like you're feeling like you're giving something

626
00:26:49,480 --> 00:26:51,800
Speaker 3: to someone and then you're in exchange getting this level

627
00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:52,679
Speaker 3: of what could.

628
00:26:52,560 --> 00:26:56,119
Speaker 1: Feel like love or attention. Like you said, but I agree,

629
00:26:56,240 --> 00:26:59,159
Speaker 1: Like imagine when like our daughters get to like there,

630
00:26:59,200 --> 00:27:01,000
Speaker 1: I mean, you know we're talking abot not sex, but

631
00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:03,040
Speaker 1: like are their bodies and all these things all the time.

632
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:08,440
Speaker 1: But like that excites me because inevitably, like our little

633
00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:09,960
Speaker 1: like our girls are going to have sex and they're

634
00:27:09,960 --> 00:27:11,840
Speaker 1: gonna be women, And like, I just think it's such

635
00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:15,080
Speaker 1: a powerful like it's such as you're in such a

636
00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:18,800
Speaker 1: powerful position as a parent to kind of like give

637
00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:20,920
Speaker 1: them like the game, but in a way that's not

638
00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:23,680
Speaker 1: like scary, like don't get pregnant. It's so special, like

639
00:27:23,760 --> 00:27:24,879
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, you know, like they like

640
00:27:24,920 --> 00:27:26,560
Speaker 1: acknowledge is power, and that's way It's like if you

641
00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:28,200
Speaker 1: give it and deliver it the right way, then it

642
00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:30,920
Speaker 1: could be you know, delivered in a beautiful way where

643
00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:33,040
Speaker 1: they don't either make your mistakes or do it in

644
00:27:33,119 --> 00:27:34,840
Speaker 1: a way that works for them where it's like I've

645
00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:36,800
Speaker 1: had friends before in the past where that were so

646
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:39,440
Speaker 1: strict that they did the complete opposite just because they could.

647
00:27:39,720 --> 00:27:42,600
Speaker 1: And then I've had people that were super crazy hippies

648
00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:44,199
Speaker 1: that did all kinds of crazy stuff in front of them.

649
00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:46,640
Speaker 1: And my friend was a complete opposite because she knew

650
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:48,679
Speaker 1: and saw what that did and it wasn't for her,

651
00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:50,719
Speaker 1: but she you know, respected her parents because he did

652
00:27:50,800 --> 00:27:53,359
Speaker 1: that stuff. But it's like, again, knowledge is powers. Like

653
00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:55,760
Speaker 1: if we make something bad, the people think that it's

654
00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:57,600
Speaker 1: bad for no reason. So it's like, tell me why

655
00:27:57,760 --> 00:27:59,720
Speaker 1: sex is bad. Tell me why you know, because it's

656
00:27:59,760 --> 00:28:02,280
Speaker 1: not bad in certain levels, but it's bad at certain

657
00:28:02,359 --> 00:28:05,320
Speaker 1: times for instances.

658
00:28:05,800 --> 00:28:07,960
Speaker 3: If you could tell like if you could like tell

659
00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:11,480
Speaker 3: yourself anything as you were as you entered into this

660
00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:14,879
Speaker 3: industry and who you are now, Like what would be

661
00:28:14,960 --> 00:28:16,200
Speaker 3: the advice that you would give.

662
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:20,639
Speaker 1: That twenty one year old version of a lessons just

663
00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:22,800
Speaker 1: take your time and that you know, And I feel

664
00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:24,920
Speaker 1: like I kind of really did those things where it's

665
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:27,840
Speaker 1: like I never did anything for anybody else but myself.

666
00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:30,159
Speaker 1: So don't do things that other people want you to

667
00:28:30,240 --> 00:28:31,760
Speaker 1: do them. Do them because it feels good for you,

668
00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:33,920
Speaker 1: and you know, as long as you could sleep a

669
00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:35,879
Speaker 1: night every night and you have feel comfortable doing what

670
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:38,080
Speaker 1: you did that day, then to each his own.

671
00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:41,000
Speaker 3: I would like, just like I think about porn sometimes

672
00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:45,000
Speaker 3: because I actually don't know like how often people shoot

673
00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:48,360
Speaker 3: scenes or like if you're under a contract and then

674
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:50,840
Speaker 3: you have a certain amount of scenes you're supposed to

675
00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:53,800
Speaker 3: do within that contract. But I think about like even

676
00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:56,200
Speaker 3: just work in general, Like sometimes you go to the

677
00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:58,320
Speaker 3: office and you just don't fucking feel like it. You're like,

678
00:28:58,400 --> 00:29:00,720
Speaker 3: I don't really feel like it, but I'm here, like,

679
00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:02,960
Speaker 3: how do you How have you been able to kind

680
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:05,080
Speaker 3: of I don't know, like be able to tap into

681
00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:07,320
Speaker 3: your pleasure because one thing I will say is when

682
00:29:07,360 --> 00:29:08,920
Speaker 3: I watch you, I think one of the reasons, because

683
00:29:08,920 --> 00:29:10,560
Speaker 3: that's also what I was thinking about, was like, what

684
00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:13,400
Speaker 3: is it that like, obviously you're beautiful and I love

685
00:29:13,440 --> 00:29:16,080
Speaker 3: big booties, but like, what is it about alexis that

686
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:18,880
Speaker 3: like stuck with me in those videos that kept me

687
00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:22,280
Speaker 3: going to search her? And it was your casual confidence

688
00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:26,640
Speaker 3: because there's you know, every porn star or person who's

689
00:29:26,640 --> 00:29:29,600
Speaker 3: doing porn has they have there a certain roles that

690
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:32,160
Speaker 3: they play, you know, like there's the one who's like

691
00:29:32,360 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 3: always like she's like more of like the submissive one.

692
00:29:36,440 --> 00:29:38,920
Speaker 2: There's just one bitch. Fuck her fucking voice irritates me

693
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:45,040
Speaker 2: so much. Her sex sounds like certain people's sex sounds.

694
00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:47,160
Speaker 3: I was like, you are really trying to pull through

695
00:29:47,200 --> 00:29:51,480
Speaker 3: for this one today, but like, yeah, how as being

696
00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:54,560
Speaker 3: in an industry, in this being your job, how have

697
00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:57,800
Speaker 3: you had to kind of move through those moments?

698
00:29:58,360 --> 00:29:58,480
Speaker 2: You know?

699
00:29:58,720 --> 00:30:01,760
Speaker 1: It's it's funny because it's like everyone's like everyone always

700
00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:03,360
Speaker 1: is like, oh, I want to be a porn star.

701
00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:05,600
Speaker 1: I want to be porn star, Like, yeah, everybody ultimately does,

702
00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:07,360
Speaker 1: but they forget that it is a job. So it's

703
00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:09,200
Speaker 1: like for me, I say, like, we're sexual athletes. So

704
00:30:09,240 --> 00:30:11,840
Speaker 1: there's times that I'm not going to work for the

705
00:30:11,920 --> 00:30:14,400
Speaker 1: fact of I'm gonna I'm not going there and attentions

706
00:30:14,440 --> 00:30:16,320
Speaker 1: of like that's my man or that's my boyfriend or

707
00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:18,480
Speaker 1: that's whatever. For me, it's like I'm going there to

708
00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:20,160
Speaker 1: fuck and that's what I'm there going there to do.

709
00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:21,280
Speaker 1: And for me, I have a job.

710
00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:24,040
Speaker 3: So for me, do you like hype yourself up before,

711
00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:26,960
Speaker 3: Like do you like get into well sexual energy before.

712
00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:29,280
Speaker 1: Does it just kind of happen when it's in I

713
00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:32,480
Speaker 1: think at the time, like cause It's been five plus

714
00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:36,080
Speaker 1: years since I've done porn other than like with myself,

715
00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:39,080
Speaker 1: but you know, back then, it used to be I

716
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:41,680
Speaker 1: used to go get very cheesy, but I'd get a

717
00:30:41,760 --> 00:30:44,200
Speaker 1: red bull, a slim gym and I'd listen to Biggie

718
00:30:44,280 --> 00:30:48,480
Speaker 1: because it was just like very okay, because it was

719
00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:51,240
Speaker 1: just very like inspiring and spoke to me and it

720
00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:54,120
Speaker 1: just felt like that's just what my game face was.

721
00:30:54,240 --> 00:30:56,840
Speaker 1: And so I just walked into every experiences that I

722
00:30:56,920 --> 00:30:58,120
Speaker 1: knew I was going to own it. And for me,

723
00:30:58,200 --> 00:30:59,920
Speaker 1: it was just like I own my sexuality. And that's

724
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:01,920
Speaker 1: I think with part that kind of makes me different

725
00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:04,480
Speaker 1: from otherbody else is that I just own it. And

726
00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:07,200
Speaker 1: at the time, it's like at that time when I

727
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:10,280
Speaker 1: got in the business, most my body type wasn't the norm,

728
00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:12,600
Speaker 1: so I got called fat, I got called all these

729
00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:14,040
Speaker 1: things and body shame. But I was like, but I'm

730
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,360
Speaker 1: also coming to work and I'm naked, so how do

731
00:31:16,440 --> 00:31:17,960
Speaker 1: you make those two fit? And I'm just like, for me,

732
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:21,040
Speaker 1: I loved my body. I'm from Texas, I'm Southern, I

733
00:31:21,120 --> 00:31:22,560
Speaker 1: don't you know. So I always to make jokes with

734
00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:24,120
Speaker 1: like I'm the girl that could eat on set because

735
00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:25,840
Speaker 1: people would make you know all those things. But I

736
00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:28,800
Speaker 1: never felt inferior to those girls. It's just like we're

737
00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:31,040
Speaker 1: all the same. So I never felt that kind of thing.

738
00:31:31,120 --> 00:31:32,960
Speaker 1: But they try to pin you and body shame on

739
00:31:33,040 --> 00:31:35,120
Speaker 1: those levels that I just walked in there and it

740
00:31:35,120 --> 00:31:37,880
Speaker 1: didn't matter if you were who you were. I just

741
00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:39,600
Speaker 1: was going to do my job and do it well.

742
00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:42,360
Speaker 1: And I also feel like my eyes speak to people's souls.

743
00:31:42,160 --> 00:31:42,240
Speaker 2: So.

744
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:47,320
Speaker 1: Not intense at all to myself, I can look right

745
00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:50,720
Speaker 1: through you give you what you want. Have you had

746
00:31:50,920 --> 00:31:53,760
Speaker 1: like a lot of relationships that like the men have

747
00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:56,280
Speaker 1: obviously dated you, knowing with like what the deal is,

748
00:31:56,320 --> 00:31:58,120
Speaker 1: and then later try to like use it against you.

749
00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:01,800
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, all of them. I like, it's always like

750
00:32:01,920 --> 00:32:04,320
Speaker 1: not a problem till it's a problem unless and usually

751
00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:06,080
Speaker 1: it's because it's a selfish thing for them to like

752
00:32:06,160 --> 00:32:08,520
Speaker 1: throw it back because they have done something like people

753
00:32:08,600 --> 00:32:12,160
Speaker 1: like I haven't been in that very many, very very

754
00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:16,640
Speaker 1: many relationships. But as far as we like, like there

755
00:32:16,760 --> 00:32:19,720
Speaker 1: was in the past that we I was shooting scenes.

756
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:22,680
Speaker 1: He was, He knew that, but I was contracted, so

757
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:25,800
Speaker 1: I did less of scenes. But our relationship was so

758
00:32:25,840 --> 00:32:27,160
Speaker 1: I was like, if you wanted to in the beginning,

759
00:32:27,160 --> 00:32:29,000
Speaker 1: I was like, if you wanted to be an open relationship, like,

760
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:32,040
Speaker 1: let's set these boundaries now. He didn't want that, and

761
00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:34,880
Speaker 1: he agreed with what I did. So later on he

762
00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:36,560
Speaker 1: ended up cheating on me and was like, well you

763
00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:38,240
Speaker 1: did scenes, and I was like, okay, but that wasn't

764
00:32:38,280 --> 00:32:41,400
Speaker 1: the deal. So if you tried it, you had you know,

765
00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:43,360
Speaker 1: if you wanted that life, you should have done in

766
00:32:43,440 --> 00:32:45,600
Speaker 1: the beginning. But knowing that there was other things gonna

767
00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:48,200
Speaker 1: happen with that. So I feel like in those instances,

768
00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:51,600
Speaker 1: you know definitely will be like, oh but you did that,

769
00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:53,760
Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, but you've known that, like there

770
00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:56,400
Speaker 1: wasn't a secret, and that's me. I made that scene

771
00:32:56,600 --> 00:33:00,680
Speaker 1: from something it's convenient for them exactly. And then the past,

772
00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:02,520
Speaker 1: I've had people that who chose if we were going

773
00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:04,200
Speaker 1: to be in an intimate relationship that they didn't want

774
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:06,280
Speaker 1: me to work anymore. So it's like, for me, was

775
00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:09,800
Speaker 1: I only actively chose to do that in one relationship

776
00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:11,400
Speaker 1: because for me, I was just in a place where

777
00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:13,320
Speaker 1: I wasn't shooting stuff, so it didn't really matter to

778
00:33:13,400 --> 00:33:16,920
Speaker 1: me to walk away. But yeah, most times it's I

779
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:19,600
Speaker 1: feel like it's always cool until it's not. They want

780
00:33:19,600 --> 00:33:21,520
Speaker 1: to fuck Alexis Texas, but they don't want to get

781
00:33:21,520 --> 00:33:24,120
Speaker 1: to know Alexis. So for me, dating in this world

782
00:33:24,280 --> 00:33:27,640
Speaker 1: is kind of tricky because it's like I am both people,

783
00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:31,480
Speaker 1: but I am one more than the other, obviously Alexis.

784
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:33,840
Speaker 1: That's true. I know people would love to make it

785
00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:35,440
Speaker 1: the other way. I know I'd love to think that

786
00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:38,160
Speaker 1: this is not always Alexis Texas. But when she comes

787
00:33:38,200 --> 00:33:41,360
Speaker 1: out to play, do you desire to be like an

788
00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:44,520
Speaker 1: monogamous relationship, or like be married, or like, wait, is

789
00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:47,120
Speaker 1: that a desire for you? I think so for sure.

790
00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:49,160
Speaker 1: I think that when the right person comes along. I've

791
00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:51,160
Speaker 1: done a lot of personal growth the last two years

792
00:33:51,200 --> 00:33:54,640
Speaker 1: where it's like I wanted relationships before, but I don't

793
00:33:54,640 --> 00:33:56,760
Speaker 1: think I really knew what I needed from a relationship

794
00:33:56,880 --> 00:33:58,800
Speaker 1: or what those standards look like for me. So I

795
00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:03,480
Speaker 1: was kind of more in a sense just picking the

796
00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:06,040
Speaker 1: wrong people because it was in front of my face, unfortunately,

797
00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:08,640
Speaker 1: and not what was serving for me. Uh So, for me,

798
00:34:08,760 --> 00:34:11,719
Speaker 1: it definitely would like to have a monogaous relationship. For me,

799
00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:14,240
Speaker 1: I don't know what that really looks like. I'm open

800
00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:17,360
Speaker 1: to a relationship of any sorts. I don't know what

801
00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:21,160
Speaker 1: that would bring, but I'm open to it. Do you

802
00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:24,480
Speaker 1: like women? I do like women. Do you like brown sugar?

803
00:34:24,719 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 3: I do like.

804
00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:31,200
Speaker 2: I not brown sugar?

805
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:37,920
Speaker 1: You like that brown? Take my bitch, you know, try

806
00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:41,560
Speaker 1: to pimp out or both. You know, me and Erica

807
00:34:41,680 --> 00:34:43,320
Speaker 1: we never fight in less and until it comes to

808
00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:46,359
Speaker 1: our lesbian side, and then we get caddy as fuck.

809
00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:50,239
Speaker 1: It's literally we're best for fucking wives until there's a

810
00:34:50,320 --> 00:34:52,080
Speaker 1: little bit, and I'm like, you like her me too?

811
00:34:53,880 --> 00:34:56,080
Speaker 1: Caring is Carrie. I can only think on like five

812
00:34:56,160 --> 00:35:00,759
Speaker 1: occasions where we might have bickered about a bitch. Yeah,

813
00:35:01,280 --> 00:35:06,759
Speaker 1: and that's mostly the only time it comes out. Well,

814
00:35:07,400 --> 00:35:09,440
Speaker 1: are you like, do you like women just like when

815
00:35:09,480 --> 00:35:11,880
Speaker 1: you're drinking tequila or just all the time in a

816
00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:14,759
Speaker 1: relationship with the women? You know? I did that.

817
00:35:14,880 --> 00:35:15,920
Speaker 2: She has a lot of questions.

818
00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:16,960
Speaker 1: You like that back when?

819
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:18,600
Speaker 2: So do I need to get you drunk?

820
00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:21,120
Speaker 1: Or what do you need to do after this? You

821
00:35:21,160 --> 00:35:24,840
Speaker 1: have an appointment? But I do Unfortunately, so for me,

822
00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:27,640
Speaker 1: I don't know if I technically, which I like to

823
00:35:27,719 --> 00:35:28,960
Speaker 1: never say never, I don't know if I could be

824
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:31,279
Speaker 1: in a room full blown relationship with the female. But

825
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:34,920
Speaker 1: I do like being with a female, and I feel

826
00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:36,840
Speaker 1: like I don't have to be drunk to be with

827
00:35:36,920 --> 00:35:38,880
Speaker 1: the female. I feel like, but I also like a

828
00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:41,160
Speaker 1: female that likes a female, And that's just one sided

829
00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:43,080
Speaker 1: where I feel like I've been with people in the past,

830
00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:45,920
Speaker 1: women that were like so excited to fuck alects of sexes,

831
00:35:45,920 --> 00:35:47,600
Speaker 1: and then they were like not really only wanted me

832
00:35:47,680 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 1: to do things to them. I'm like, what is my turn?

833
00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:52,160
Speaker 1: This is what is this for me? I think it's

834
00:35:52,160 --> 00:35:55,040
Speaker 1: an equal opportunity type of situation, especially in like lesbian

835
00:35:55,960 --> 00:35:58,839
Speaker 1: like sex is because one can't just get off without

836
00:35:58,840 --> 00:36:00,879
Speaker 1: doing the other, like you know, just give and take,

837
00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:03,400
Speaker 1: gotta do both. So yeah, I don't know about the

838
00:36:03,440 --> 00:36:07,000
Speaker 1: relationship hard. But again I never say never. What are

839
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:09,440
Speaker 1: some things that like now that you've done you know,

840
00:36:09,520 --> 00:36:12,560
Speaker 1: some growing and some evaluating that Alexis would like, like,

841
00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:14,560
Speaker 1: what would you? What are some things you need to

842
00:36:14,600 --> 00:36:17,040
Speaker 1: have in a partner. I'd need to have a partner.

843
00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:21,440
Speaker 1: I need someone who's confident. I need someone who allows

844
00:36:21,560 --> 00:36:24,960
Speaker 1: me to be me without having to like step on

845
00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:26,640
Speaker 1: me and me and off a female that I am.

846
00:36:27,360 --> 00:36:30,680
Speaker 1: I need someone who's supportive. I need somebody that can communicate,

847
00:36:30,760 --> 00:36:37,120
Speaker 1: who's a leader, who's respectful, who has integrity, who can

848
00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:43,439
Speaker 1: make me laugh. Yeah, it doesn't take life too seriously, Yeah,

849
00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:46,640
Speaker 1: but just serious enough. It's just so serious on the

850
00:36:46,840 --> 00:36:49,120
Speaker 1: very edge, just serious enough that we get all the

851
00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:50,840
Speaker 1: good things done, but we're still like, you know, have

852
00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:52,800
Speaker 1: fun and we're playful about it, you know, someone to

853
00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:55,759
Speaker 1: enjoy life with. I feel like life is you know,

854
00:36:56,200 --> 00:36:59,439
Speaker 1: it's I've had a really great career, you know, life

855
00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:01,200
Speaker 1: ing thing, and I feel like I'm at this point

856
00:37:01,200 --> 00:37:03,239
Speaker 1: where I just want to share it with somebody, So

857
00:37:03,560 --> 00:37:06,080
Speaker 1: whoever that may be, come on over.

858
00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:08,719
Speaker 2: I see that for you.

859
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:12,359
Speaker 1: I wish that for you love can be like love

860
00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:15,200
Speaker 1: should be fun and playful or else, like what the

861
00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:17,919
Speaker 1: fuck is the point exactly? And that's why I feel

862
00:37:17,960 --> 00:37:20,759
Speaker 1: like after the relationships I have been in and being

863
00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:25,200
Speaker 1: divorced and you know, having relationships that were not fitting,

864
00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:28,680
Speaker 1: I feel like I've definitely have realized what works for

865
00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:30,480
Speaker 1: me and what doesn't. And it's like when you force

866
00:37:30,560 --> 00:37:32,200
Speaker 1: something it's never going to work out. Where it's just

867
00:37:32,239 --> 00:37:33,799
Speaker 1: like it just needs to be a free flowing thing

868
00:37:33,840 --> 00:37:35,640
Speaker 1: where it's like if it's meant to be, it'll meant

869
00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:37,440
Speaker 1: to be. Where it's like at this stage, it's like

870
00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:40,799
Speaker 1: all those little sayings, it's like cliche, but they're all

871
00:37:40,840 --> 00:37:44,160
Speaker 1: really fucking true. I always say that, like I think

872
00:37:44,160 --> 00:37:46,960
Speaker 1: when you find your person it's easy. Yeah, Like when

873
00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:49,680
Speaker 1: you really find your person, it really is mostly easy,

874
00:37:49,920 --> 00:37:51,480
Speaker 1: you know, like if it's a lot of struggle, it's

875
00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:52,319
Speaker 1: probably not your person.

876
00:37:52,480 --> 00:37:52,640
Speaker 2: Yeah.

877
00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 1: And not to say like relationships aren't hard, but I

878
00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:59,640
Speaker 1: really feel like relationships are are difficult because you have

879
00:37:59,840 --> 00:38:02,760
Speaker 1: to face yourself in different ways. It's not they shouldn't

880
00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:05,320
Speaker 1: be difficult because you're constantly clashing with another person, But

881
00:38:05,719 --> 00:38:08,440
Speaker 1: it's more about like a relationship is generally easy and

882
00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:11,680
Speaker 1: the like the obstacle comes from oh, like damn, this

883
00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:13,640
Speaker 1: is a diff Like well, the mirroring that happens, Yeah,

884
00:38:13,640 --> 00:38:14,960
Speaker 1: like do I need to be better in this area?

885
00:38:15,040 --> 00:38:15,440
Speaker 2: Like is it me?

886
00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:17,920
Speaker 1: Like the self evaluation that happens. It's not like you

887
00:38:18,120 --> 00:38:20,040
Speaker 1: did this and you did that, and like even with me,

888
00:38:20,120 --> 00:38:22,160
Speaker 1: I sometimes find myself wanting to do that, you know,

889
00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:24,840
Speaker 1: but it's really like what is that that makes you

890
00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:25,120
Speaker 1: want to?

891
00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:25,239
Speaker 2: Like?

892
00:38:25,719 --> 00:38:28,440
Speaker 1: But I think that's also like growth within time and relationships.

893
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:30,680
Speaker 1: I think that you know, everyone's nobody's perfect, but if

894
00:38:30,680 --> 00:38:32,799
Speaker 1: we're willing to grow with each other and like work

895
00:38:32,840 --> 00:38:35,080
Speaker 1: on that, then that speaks volumes for them, just like

896
00:38:35,160 --> 00:38:37,680
Speaker 1: throwing things away like people. I feel like people sometimes

897
00:38:37,719 --> 00:38:39,600
Speaker 1: easily jump ship and don't want to that, but it's

898
00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:43,040
Speaker 1: true telling of like really focusing on when those pink

899
00:38:43,080 --> 00:38:45,200
Speaker 1: flags are pink and they're really you know, they're really red,

900
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:47,359
Speaker 1: but we know we try to disguide them and try

901
00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:49,040
Speaker 1: to be like, no, they don't mean that we're just

902
00:38:49,239 --> 00:38:51,799
Speaker 1: this or that where it's like sometimes it's all about

903
00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:54,600
Speaker 1: like just recognizing what people are showing you in front

904
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:56,719
Speaker 1: of them and not what we want to see. No,

905
00:38:56,920 --> 00:38:58,040
Speaker 1: I definitely agree.

906
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:01,239
Speaker 3: Well, I know I gotta get out of here soon,

907
00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:04,719
Speaker 3: but I wanted to play a little game with you. Well,

908
00:39:04,719 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 3: we have a few things we need to do before

909
00:39:06,040 --> 00:39:07,520
Speaker 3: we get out of here. But one of the things

910
00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:10,560
Speaker 3: is we play a game with our guest. It's called Trigger, okay,

911
00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:13,120
Speaker 3: And what we do is we just say a word

912
00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:14,600
Speaker 3: and you say the first thing.

913
00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:17,560
Speaker 2: That comes to mind. So you ready to play trigger?

914
00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:22,520
Speaker 2: All right? This is Trigger with Alexis Texas. Y'all love.

915
00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:27,799
Speaker 1: Hearts, hearts the first thing that comes up? Okay? Yeah, Yeah.

916
00:39:29,480 --> 00:39:33,280
Speaker 2: I get a question her marriage tragic?

917
00:39:34,719 --> 00:39:35,640
Speaker 1: Would you get married again?

918
00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:36,560
Speaker 2: I would?

919
00:39:36,640 --> 00:39:37,959
Speaker 1: I was just married to the wrong person.

920
00:39:39,239 --> 00:39:46,760
Speaker 3: Today I learned Alexis got married on Catalina Island reception Catalina.

921
00:39:46,840 --> 00:39:49,320
Speaker 3: I associate that with my grandfather. We do that like

922
00:39:49,480 --> 00:39:51,960
Speaker 3: so it just reminds me of like little kids. So

923
00:39:52,000 --> 00:39:53,239
Speaker 3: it's almost like Disneyland to me.

924
00:39:54,040 --> 00:39:56,600
Speaker 1: There's they're upgraded. They have a beach club over there. Yeah,

925
00:39:56,600 --> 00:39:57,600
Speaker 1: we want to take little boat.

926
00:39:57,440 --> 00:39:59,480
Speaker 2: Try and I was there.

927
00:40:00,480 --> 00:40:01,600
Speaker 1: My reception was behind it.

928
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:03,480
Speaker 2: But she's like, that's my spot.

929
00:40:03,680 --> 00:40:05,759
Speaker 1: There used to be any new memories from it. It's

930
00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:07,480
Speaker 1: been quite a long time. So let's go. Let's have

931
00:40:07,600 --> 00:40:10,040
Speaker 1: a girls trip. Oh my god, that would be so fun.

932
00:40:10,400 --> 00:40:17,200
Speaker 1: I'm down for that. You take a helicopter what okay? Texas? Okay?

933
00:40:19,160 --> 00:40:20,800
Speaker 1: Five minutes one helicoptery?

934
00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:28,360
Speaker 2: Okay? Oh my god. Favorite porn category.

935
00:40:30,360 --> 00:40:32,000
Speaker 1: I'm boring when it comes to that because I just

936
00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:34,239
Speaker 1: fucked in them. I don't really watch that. What's your

937
00:40:34,280 --> 00:40:36,239
Speaker 1: favorite porn category that you're always listened in?

938
00:40:38,360 --> 00:40:40,400
Speaker 2: Like the scene? What's your favorite scene, the type of

939
00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:41,680
Speaker 2: scene that you would like that you liked.

940
00:40:44,360 --> 00:40:48,920
Speaker 1: I just like just the threesome really a two or

941
00:40:48,960 --> 00:40:50,879
Speaker 1: a guy and a girl. I'm well, not two guys, that's.

942
00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:52,840
Speaker 2: Too much for me. Into double penetration.

943
00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:55,520
Speaker 1: You don't like the MSM. I just like I just

944
00:40:55,719 --> 00:40:57,200
Speaker 1: I feel asso many things going on and I can't

945
00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:58,759
Speaker 1: enjoy it myself. So if it's like a guy and

946
00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:00,720
Speaker 1: a girl, I could get the best of both worlds.

947
00:41:00,800 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 1: So it's like more of selfish reasons, like to time

948
00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:04,239
Speaker 1: my cake and eat it too. But I'm not a

949
00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:06,400
Speaker 1: big porn watcher. I think if anything, i'd have to

950
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:08,680
Speaker 1: watch like I'd either watched lesbian porn or I'd watch

951
00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:10,319
Speaker 1: this basic boy girl sex.

952
00:41:11,960 --> 00:41:12,480
Speaker 2: No. I like that.

953
00:41:12,560 --> 00:41:14,239
Speaker 1: I could come. I could come to a commercial like

954
00:41:14,320 --> 00:41:16,400
Speaker 1: I have a vivid imagination. I don't really need that.

955
00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:19,200
Speaker 2: But do you masturbate a lot? I do masturbate it

956
00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:20,319
Speaker 2: with or without porn?

957
00:41:20,760 --> 00:41:23,200
Speaker 1: With that sounds like with that, it's there from sex,

958
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:25,319
Speaker 1: like actual sex, things I've done, or what I want

959
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:27,520
Speaker 1: to do, or like those. Yeah, I've got a lot

960
00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:30,800
Speaker 1: of things up here, erotic novels. You should write some

961
00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:33,759
Speaker 1: erotic novels that might be your next I know I

962
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:36,200
Speaker 1: would love to hear your erotic novel. And I have

963
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:38,080
Speaker 1: story time with this Texas because you know I have

964
00:41:38,160 --> 00:41:40,600
Speaker 1: that phone sex operator voice and I make y'all all wet.

965
00:41:42,160 --> 00:41:44,560
Speaker 1: Doesn't may to be an audio, it's going be at all.

966
00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:44,960
Speaker 2: You know.

967
00:41:47,560 --> 00:41:50,760
Speaker 3: That just made me think of our show in October,

968
00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:52,640
Speaker 3: Confessions of a Good Mom, Like do we need a lexis?

969
00:41:52,880 --> 00:41:56,399
Speaker 1: Do think actually while she's here to shoot a scene

970
00:41:56,440 --> 00:42:01,719
Speaker 1: after this and I hold up and let me so

971
00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:03,279
Speaker 1: a Lexus, I don't want to put you on the spot,

972
00:42:03,320 --> 00:42:05,160
Speaker 1: but my boyfriends in the other room, meet Erica and

973
00:42:05,280 --> 00:42:11,160
Speaker 1: you right after this, where's everybody's test from you? I

974
00:42:11,239 --> 00:42:14,600
Speaker 1: just want to the doctor. May that doesn't kind of importance.

975
00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:19,200
Speaker 1: Protocol gotta have a seven day test. Okay, we're depending

976
00:42:19,239 --> 00:42:21,319
Speaker 1: on who you work with. The three day test nowadays, Yeah,

977
00:42:21,880 --> 00:42:24,160
Speaker 1: that's more accurate because it takes twenty four hours to

978
00:42:24,239 --> 00:42:25,719
Speaker 1: come back. So why do not get a clean test

979
00:42:25,800 --> 00:42:30,120
Speaker 1: for your partner? Okay, next time you're we're like noted.

980
00:42:31,800 --> 00:42:32,960
Speaker 1: We took these this morning.

981
00:42:36,040 --> 00:42:50,200
Speaker 3: Okay, red flag men, all of them. Pregnancy not for me. No,

982
00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:52,759
Speaker 3: no children for you on the horizon right now.

983
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:55,080
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm not if it happens. It happens, but

984
00:42:55,160 --> 00:42:57,680
Speaker 1: I feel like I don't really need a child to

985
00:42:57,880 --> 00:43:00,440
Speaker 1: like make me feel fulfilled in life if I was

986
00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:02,960
Speaker 1: in the right situation, which no situation I think is right.

987
00:43:03,040 --> 00:43:11,120
Speaker 2: But no, no religion, interesting, only fans, a.

988
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:16,160
Speaker 1: Lot of money, financial independence.

989
00:43:16,360 --> 00:43:21,200
Speaker 2: Yes, most pain you've been in that wasn't physical?

990
00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:27,400
Speaker 1: M A heart, I mean a heart a heartbreak, heart, yes,

991
00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:28,720
Speaker 1: but I guess it felt physical.

992
00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:31,959
Speaker 2: But yeah, I got physical that we've been there before.

993
00:43:32,360 --> 00:43:35,760
Speaker 1: Trigger warning, I'm divorced.

994
00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:41,319
Speaker 2: God, I'm sorry that happened. Favorite trait about yourself.

995
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:45,480
Speaker 1: I'm honest, just unapologetically myself.

996
00:43:46,719 --> 00:43:47,160
Speaker 2: Cannabis.

997
00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:48,879
Speaker 1: Great time.

998
00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:50,960
Speaker 2: Where's the backwood? Do we've smoked the whole thing?

999
00:43:51,080 --> 00:43:53,799
Speaker 1: Hey, girl, the backwood is strong. I've put it out, bitch,

1000
00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:56,840
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get okay, I'll roll another one. I

1001
00:43:56,880 --> 00:43:58,759
Speaker 1: haven't nail the backwoods. I'm gonna roll another one.

1002
00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:05,680
Speaker 2: Perfect Harry pussy not for me? No, are you all

1003
00:44:05,800 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 2: your fully?

1004
00:44:07,080 --> 00:44:10,600
Speaker 1: I like theirs smullet party on top, business on the bottom.

1005
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:15,680
Speaker 2: Okay, harcause.

1006
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:17,680
Speaker 1: Back in the day, like I used to have like

1007
00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:19,480
Speaker 1: a little patch on the top so I could pull

1008
00:44:19,520 --> 00:44:21,600
Speaker 1: it when I would like orgasm. But the bottom of

1009
00:44:21,640 --> 00:44:24,160
Speaker 1: everything that someone's gonna eat and enjoy is all clean,

1010
00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:26,840
Speaker 1: you know, So business is clean. I never tried pulling

1011
00:44:26,880 --> 00:44:31,120
Speaker 1: the pubes that it just felt great. I don't know,

1012
00:44:31,160 --> 00:44:32,840
Speaker 1: I just need an extra I don't know.

1013
00:44:33,080 --> 00:44:35,840
Speaker 2: Wow, this is We need to do sex tips with Alexis.

1014
00:44:36,680 --> 00:44:38,440
Speaker 1: That's what we're gonna do for Patreons.

1015
00:44:38,480 --> 00:44:40,120
Speaker 3: Actually, we're going to just keep you for two minutes

1016
00:44:40,160 --> 00:44:42,120
Speaker 3: and give us some sex tips because I don't know

1017
00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:44,160
Speaker 3: she has one of tips. It might be twenty Join

1018
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:47,719
Speaker 3: Patreon and her Alexiss Alexis Texas Sex Tips because I

1019
00:44:47,840 --> 00:44:51,240
Speaker 3: have questions already about pulling pussy for pulling.

1020
00:44:52,360 --> 00:44:54,319
Speaker 1: Girl, got you, I'll save your life again.

1021
00:44:55,239 --> 00:44:58,800
Speaker 2: Yes, I love language.

1022
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:06,920
Speaker 3: Oh, physical touch, pet Peeve Liars favorite position, doggie, her phase?

1023
00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:10,800
Speaker 1: College? Oh is that really count?

1024
00:45:11,160 --> 00:45:11,560
Speaker 2: I don't know.

1025
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:12,840
Speaker 1: Porn in college?

1026
00:45:13,320 --> 00:45:13,719
Speaker 2: I don't know.

1027
00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:19,759
Speaker 1: I'm like it was the I don't know. I guess

1028
00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:23,359
Speaker 1: college kind of warmed up my hoe face and then

1029
00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:27,960
Speaker 1: she blossomed into the greatest being of all the greatest, greatest,

1030
00:45:28,239 --> 00:45:30,600
Speaker 1: greatest of all time.

1031
00:45:30,760 --> 00:45:32,040
Speaker 2: Celebrity girl crush.

1032
00:45:32,480 --> 00:45:37,359
Speaker 1: Oh, Jennifer Lawrence, Oh, Hunger Games.

1033
00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:39,000
Speaker 2: There's something sexy about her.

1034
00:45:39,040 --> 00:45:41,040
Speaker 3: I feel like she's She's like that mysterious energy and

1035
00:45:41,840 --> 00:45:43,640
Speaker 3: like almost like Scarlet Johannson.

1036
00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:49,600
Speaker 2: There's a mix scorpios. Speaking for myself, I feel like

1037
00:45:49,640 --> 00:45:51,720
Speaker 2: her just like me. There's just so mysterious as sexual.

1038
00:45:54,600 --> 00:45:56,560
Speaker 2: Celebrity guy crush, Oh.

1039
00:45:58,000 --> 00:46:00,920
Speaker 1: David Beckham. I just saw I'm on the internet yesterday.

1040
00:46:00,960 --> 00:46:03,759
Speaker 1: He's still sin definitely ride his face.

1041
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:05,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, he's got lots of lines than his.

1042
00:46:06,200 --> 00:46:09,520
Speaker 1: His wife could watch if she needed to should be down.

1043
00:46:09,520 --> 00:46:11,960
Speaker 2: I feel like she just liked you.

1044
00:46:12,080 --> 00:46:13,960
Speaker 1: Tire up in the chair, make her a cuckle. Then

1045
00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:15,240
Speaker 1: she doesn't need to be maybe.

1046
00:46:15,080 --> 00:46:16,640
Speaker 2: It would be sexy. She's like a I could see

1047
00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:17,400
Speaker 2: hers like a dominator.

1048
00:46:17,760 --> 00:46:20,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, boss me around, what to do to her husband?

1049
00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:21,440
Speaker 2: Oh my god, an English accident.

1050
00:46:21,520 --> 00:46:23,600
Speaker 1: Sit down, Okay, I can see her wearing your pants

1051
00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:26,279
Speaker 1: and doing that's okay, right, yes, ma'am.

1052
00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:29,680
Speaker 3: I oh, I just had a vision of their sex life.

1053
00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:32,000
Speaker 3: It's probably pretty sexy to watch, although she's a little

1054
00:46:32,040 --> 00:46:32,520
Speaker 3: bony for me.

1055
00:46:32,800 --> 00:46:34,360
Speaker 2: No offense. You got cursed.

1056
00:46:34,640 --> 00:46:37,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I don't know his name. The guy that

1057
00:46:37,320 --> 00:46:39,320
Speaker 1: was in that the show on Netflix that was like

1058
00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:42,920
Speaker 1: the sex life that was Oh that show sex Life, yea,

1059
00:46:43,600 --> 00:46:45,600
Speaker 1: the main character. Yeah, he was very hot. I don't

1060
00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:47,000
Speaker 1: know it was just because all the sex scenes they

1061
00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:48,719
Speaker 1: did in there, but it definitely I asked readed to

1062
00:46:48,760 --> 00:46:49,479
Speaker 1: that a couple of times.

1063
00:46:50,480 --> 00:46:54,879
Speaker 3: You said, I already asked your favorite position tonight. Most

1064
00:46:54,920 --> 00:46:59,320
Speaker 3: toxic trait, Oh, that I can get what I want.

1065
00:47:01,800 --> 00:47:02,279
Speaker 1: All women.

1066
00:47:02,400 --> 00:47:13,720
Speaker 2: I always win. Monogamy, tricky therapy, great idea for everyone,

1067
00:47:14,400 --> 00:47:15,280
Speaker 2: giver or receiver.

1068
00:47:17,680 --> 00:47:18,560
Speaker 1: I'm more of a giver.

1069
00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:23,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, And last question, biggest regret.

1070
00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:28,040
Speaker 1: Biggest regret. I regret getting married for sure. I definitely

1071
00:47:28,920 --> 00:47:31,239
Speaker 1: had a split decision, but being on Catalina island. There

1072
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:33,640
Speaker 1: was no fairy going back, and so I was stuck

1073
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:35,480
Speaker 1: there with all my family, and I knew it was

1074
00:47:35,480 --> 00:47:38,880
Speaker 1: a bad decision, but I still lived with the man,

1075
00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:40,200
Speaker 1: so I had to go home with him one way

1076
00:47:40,239 --> 00:47:40,520
Speaker 1: or another.

1077
00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:43,600
Speaker 2: And so you actually felt the regret on your wedding day.

1078
00:47:43,719 --> 00:47:46,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, mirror broke. Like I got really high, Like they

1079
00:47:46,600 --> 00:47:48,120
Speaker 1: playing my music. They didn't think I was going to

1080
00:47:48,160 --> 00:47:49,600
Speaker 1: come out, but I didn't hear it. Like there was

1081
00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:52,560
Speaker 1: a lot of bad signs not start playing my music,

1082
00:47:52,600 --> 00:47:56,759
Speaker 1: but I was so high. They're like, my girlfriend came,

1083
00:47:56,800 --> 00:47:58,600
Speaker 1: She's like, are you okay? And I'm like what, No

1084
00:47:58,680 --> 00:48:03,320
Speaker 1: one came and got me. I'm like, no one, Like

1085
00:48:03,520 --> 00:48:05,440
Speaker 1: that's when they thought I wasn't gonna come out. The

1086
00:48:05,880 --> 00:48:07,719
Speaker 1: first thing signed for me really was the mirror. The

1087
00:48:07,800 --> 00:48:10,040
Speaker 1: wind broke, the like brew the mirror down. I was like, oh,

1088
00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:11,920
Speaker 1: this is gonna be a bad day. So then I

1089
00:48:12,000 --> 00:48:17,759
Speaker 1: got I drank champagne and fine. God divorced three years later,

1090
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:19,239
Speaker 1: but you know, I mean it was it was. It

1091
00:48:19,360 --> 00:48:21,920
Speaker 1: was a good try, I guess, but yeah, that was

1092
00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:24,239
Speaker 1: probably the only regret that I have. Sometimes I say,

1093
00:48:24,239 --> 00:48:27,040
Speaker 1: I don't like to regret anything. You gotta try things once, Yeah,

1094
00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:30,920
Speaker 1: what's your favorite twice? My favorite drug weed, Weed is

1095
00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:34,040
Speaker 1: definitely like I feel like it's like my medicine. I say,

1096
00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:36,239
Speaker 1: I'm very like I have high anxiety, so I feel

1097
00:48:36,239 --> 00:48:38,040
Speaker 1: like I don't not a pill person. I like to

1098
00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:42,399
Speaker 1: smoke myself into my sanity and not want to kill people.

1099
00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:45,919
Speaker 1: And then I have micro doosed here and there, which

1100
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:47,839
Speaker 1: I kind of been entertaining with that the last year.

1101
00:48:48,160 --> 00:48:50,640
Speaker 2: The oh my god, that's what I Have you ever

1102
00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:53,359
Speaker 2: had a Nila Backwood before? Yeah, they're good.

1103
00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:58,279
Speaker 3: I recently started micro dosing too, because I always like

1104
00:48:58,400 --> 00:49:00,279
Speaker 3: go hard or go home kind of mushroom pills.

1105
00:49:01,719 --> 00:49:02,920
Speaker 2: I've just been eating the chocolate.

1106
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:06,120
Speaker 3: Okay, I probably need to have like a more regulated process,

1107
00:49:06,239 --> 00:49:08,320
Speaker 3: but I literally just take behalf a bite of the chocolate.

1108
00:49:09,960 --> 00:49:12,520
Speaker 1: I was always like a hypochondriapac to anything like new

1109
00:49:12,800 --> 00:49:14,120
Speaker 1: and so I was like, oh, I don't want to

1110
00:49:14,200 --> 00:49:15,840
Speaker 1: like trip because I've never fully had a trip. But

1111
00:49:16,000 --> 00:49:18,120
Speaker 1: these ones I took where these were pills, But that

1112
00:49:18,160 --> 00:49:20,160
Speaker 1: showed you what a microdose was and what you would

1113
00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:21,800
Speaker 1: do if you or how many would take to be

1114
00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:23,880
Speaker 1: in a full like state.

1115
00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:26,080
Speaker 3: Of like, yeah, these ones do that too, But everyone's

1116
00:49:26,120 --> 00:49:29,359
Speaker 3: body tie, everyone's the way people break down and metabolize shit.

1117
00:49:29,440 --> 00:49:29,960
Speaker 2: Everything hits.

1118
00:49:30,200 --> 00:49:33,200
Speaker 1: It's like edibles. Yeah, you never, I never. It's always tricky.

1119
00:49:33,239 --> 00:49:35,920
Speaker 1: I always get high like way after a kind of experiment.

1120
00:49:36,760 --> 00:49:38,200
Speaker 1: But definitely, I feel like a lot of people, I

1121
00:49:38,280 --> 00:49:40,480
Speaker 1: feel like it helps. I feel like micro dosing definitely

1122
00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:43,840
Speaker 1: like research your mind of like what the world should

1123
00:49:43,920 --> 00:49:45,640
Speaker 1: look like in a sense, and not that it's like

1124
00:49:45,719 --> 00:49:48,680
Speaker 1: butterflies and rainbows, but it's like just like everything's not

1125
00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:51,080
Speaker 1: so bad and just like show spread love and just

1126
00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:53,200
Speaker 1: be kind and just like you could get a lot

1127
00:49:53,239 --> 00:49:55,480
Speaker 1: further in life just being angry. So for me, it's

1128
00:49:55,560 --> 00:49:57,120
Speaker 1: just my feel like we've released a lot of things

1129
00:49:57,160 --> 00:49:59,080
Speaker 1: where I'm just like, why want to.

1130
00:49:59,080 --> 00:49:59,480
Speaker 2: Cut me off?

1131
00:49:59,560 --> 00:49:59,960
Speaker 1: Go ahead?

1132
00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:02,200
Speaker 3: You know, if you think about it, like plant medicine

1133
00:50:02,239 --> 00:50:04,560
Speaker 3: in general, that's that's what it does. It plants you,

1134
00:50:04,680 --> 00:50:07,040
Speaker 3: It grounds you, It makes you feel like even connectedness.

1135
00:50:07,040 --> 00:50:09,480
Speaker 3: I think that's probably why a lot of people smoke

1136
00:50:09,520 --> 00:50:13,120
Speaker 3: weed too, because it helps just bring you back down

1137
00:50:13,239 --> 00:50:14,880
Speaker 3: and it doesn't even when you think about it.

1138
00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:16,879
Speaker 1: It calms your nerves. Yeah, like it kind of makes

1139
00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:18,920
Speaker 1: you just normal. I feel because I'm out sometimes I'm

1140
00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:21,239
Speaker 1: very anxious, so that's why anything up or for me.

1141
00:50:21,320 --> 00:50:23,560
Speaker 1: You could definitely tell them like too many red bulls.

1142
00:50:23,600 --> 00:50:26,680
Speaker 1: I'm like, like my first season of my podcast, you

1143
00:50:26,719 --> 00:50:28,640
Speaker 1: could definitely tell that I took a lot of red

1144
00:50:30,320 --> 00:50:33,600
Speaker 1: Maybe I can only have one a day. Everything just

1145
00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:36,440
Speaker 1: a lot because I talk a lot. So just then

1146
00:50:36,480 --> 00:50:39,280
Speaker 1: I start to talk faster, so we just is mellow,

1147
00:50:39,719 --> 00:50:41,879
Speaker 1: slow it down. Mushroom too, I think mushrooms. It makes

1148
00:50:41,920 --> 00:50:45,080
Speaker 1: you like see things clear, like I'm slowing down your life.

1149
00:50:45,160 --> 00:50:48,000
Speaker 2: Like I'm like, oh, appreciate.

1150
00:50:47,640 --> 00:50:49,120
Speaker 1: There's a flower on the thing, and I'm like, I

1151
00:50:49,160 --> 00:50:50,399
Speaker 1: don't think I ever looked at that, and I walk

1152
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:51,839
Speaker 1: here a hundred times kind of thing.

1153
00:50:52,000 --> 00:50:53,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, I start to appreciate what's around you. You'd be

1154
00:50:53,760 --> 00:50:54,480
Speaker 2: more present, for.

1155
00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:57,960
Speaker 1: Sure, caring about the things that actually matter, very true,

1156
00:50:58,200 --> 00:50:59,360
Speaker 1: not some shit outside of you.

1157
00:51:00,120 --> 00:51:02,799
Speaker 2: What is an affirmation that you can share with our

1158
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:04,280
Speaker 2: our tribe today.

1159
00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:06,960
Speaker 1: My affirmation is which I used to have in front

1160
00:51:07,000 --> 00:51:10,080
Speaker 1: of my door, which you guys probably sawid uh work towers.

1161
00:51:10,200 --> 00:51:15,640
Speaker 1: It's love yourself first, love yourself. How you on the airplane,

1162
00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:17,080
Speaker 1: like you know, when you're going down, you have to

1163
00:51:17,120 --> 00:51:19,120
Speaker 1: put your oxygen on yourself first before you can help

1164
00:51:19,120 --> 00:51:21,320
Speaker 1: anybody else, because if we don't love ourselves first and

1165
00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:23,879
Speaker 1: pour back into ourselves, and we can't correctly pour back

1166
00:51:23,880 --> 00:51:28,080
Speaker 1: into others. Do you have like a pleasural pleasure ritual,

1167
00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:30,000
Speaker 1: like if you're going to masturbate, or like, what's your

1168
00:51:30,080 --> 00:51:37,920
Speaker 1: pleasure ritual? A pleasure ritual? Normally? I don't. I'm just

1169
00:51:38,120 --> 00:51:40,600
Speaker 1: normally I feel like I go, like I masturbate usually

1170
00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:44,239
Speaker 1: before bed because I'm usually extra horny at night, so

1171
00:51:44,920 --> 00:51:46,879
Speaker 1: I always have candle sits. I'm always like a mood

1172
00:51:46,920 --> 00:51:48,719
Speaker 1: person or like sense and things like that, and I

1173
00:51:48,800 --> 00:51:51,560
Speaker 1: have like ambiance like whiting, But I feel like that's

1174
00:51:51,600 --> 00:51:55,040
Speaker 1: an every day if I'm masturbating or not. But yeah,

1175
00:51:55,160 --> 00:51:58,800
Speaker 1: I think it's just the mindset of just like me time.

1176
00:52:02,120 --> 00:52:04,799
Speaker 2: And sorry, am I, I just got really high. You're

1177
00:52:04,840 --> 00:52:07,440
Speaker 2: right back when Thanks?

1178
00:52:07,800 --> 00:52:08,040
Speaker 1: Thanks?

1179
00:52:08,080 --> 00:52:08,399
Speaker 2: And mind?

1180
00:52:08,480 --> 00:52:11,719
Speaker 3: Oh wait, we pulled a card, so let's do our

1181
00:52:11,760 --> 00:52:12,560
Speaker 3: tarot real quick.

1182
00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:15,560
Speaker 2: And I like to see what the cards have to say.

1183
00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:18,080
Speaker 1: The cards have to say, alexis, what did you pull

1184
00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:20,600
Speaker 1: pacles in?

1185
00:52:22,120 --> 00:52:24,840
Speaker 2: Okay? Wait then I started looking at oh here it is.

1186
00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:30,280
Speaker 3: Okay, Well we can talk about it upright or reverse?

1187
00:52:30,320 --> 00:52:32,520
Speaker 2: Do you want to do that reverse reverse. Okay, let's

1188
00:52:32,560 --> 00:52:34,560
Speaker 2: go for it. Then you're ready. I'm ready.

1189
00:52:35,520 --> 00:52:40,200
Speaker 3: The King of Pinnacles financially inept obsessed with wealth and status,

1190
00:52:40,719 --> 00:52:42,400
Speaker 3: stubborn is that you.

1191
00:52:42,480 --> 00:52:49,160
Speaker 1: Bitch, bitch hell problem. As long as you can have

1192
00:52:49,160 --> 00:52:51,879
Speaker 1: a helicopter, take us a Catalina Island, I say, keep going,

1193
00:52:52,960 --> 00:52:56,200
Speaker 1: and Daddy Texas. That's what that's my like my dominame,

1194
00:52:56,360 --> 00:52:56,960
Speaker 1: Daddy Mila.

1195
00:52:57,320 --> 00:53:01,160
Speaker 2: I like it upright. It means wealth, business, leadership, discipline,

1196
00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:03,160
Speaker 2: and abundance. So we can take both.

1197
00:53:03,280 --> 00:53:05,680
Speaker 1: But if we're going reverse, because I'm a Gemini, so

1198
00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:06,600
Speaker 1: you know it's the best of both.

1199
00:53:06,760 --> 00:53:08,400
Speaker 3: Okay, And I was gonna say, and reverse always has

1200
00:53:08,400 --> 00:53:11,320
Speaker 3: a lesson, it's never, it's not usually always just overarching negative.

1201
00:53:11,800 --> 00:53:13,759
Speaker 3: So the King of Pentacles reverse asks you to look

1202
00:53:13,800 --> 00:53:16,239
Speaker 3: at your relationship with money and wealth. On the one hand,

1203
00:53:16,320 --> 00:53:18,560
Speaker 3: you may not be managing your wealth well. You may

1204
00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:21,400
Speaker 3: attract large sums of money through your business enterprises or

1205
00:53:21,400 --> 00:53:24,120
Speaker 3: a high flying career, but as soon as cash hits

1206
00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:26,040
Speaker 3: your bank account, it's on the way out again. As

1207
00:53:26,080 --> 00:53:29,480
Speaker 3: you splurge on expensive items like helicopter rides to Catalina

1208
00:53:29,960 --> 00:53:33,600
Speaker 3: or invest in high risk opportunities. You are not treating

1209
00:53:33,640 --> 00:53:35,759
Speaker 3: your money with respect and instead need to draw upon

1210
00:53:35,840 --> 00:53:38,160
Speaker 3: yourself discipline and control so you can save for the

1211
00:53:38,200 --> 00:53:41,120
Speaker 3: future while still enjoying the fruits of your labor. On

1212
00:53:41,200 --> 00:53:44,120
Speaker 3: the other hand, you may be putting money before anything else,

1213
00:53:44,360 --> 00:53:47,400
Speaker 3: negatively impacting your relationship and well being. You may be

1214
00:53:47,480 --> 00:53:51,120
Speaker 3: a workaholic, overinvesting in wealth creation and neglecting your loved ones.

1215
00:53:51,400 --> 00:53:53,640
Speaker 3: You may do anything for an extra buck, even if

1216
00:53:53,680 --> 00:53:56,080
Speaker 3: it means selling your soul and integrity. You may be

1217
00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:59,080
Speaker 3: so immersed impressed by other people's status and social position

1218
00:53:59,400 --> 00:54:02,920
Speaker 3: that you not know that you coowtow to anyone above

1219
00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:07,360
Speaker 3: you while dismissing anyone below you. At times, the reversed

1220
00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:10,279
Speaker 3: King of Pinnacles represents someone who is very stubborn and

1221
00:54:10,400 --> 00:54:12,840
Speaker 3: rigid in his approach. When this king shows up in

1222
00:54:12,880 --> 00:54:15,080
Speaker 3: a reading, look at your life? Are you feeling stuck

1223
00:54:15,120 --> 00:54:18,280
Speaker 3: in a rut? Has life become so predictable and routine

1224
00:54:18,320 --> 00:54:20,279
Speaker 3: that it is completely dull and lifeless? This does not

1225
00:54:20,360 --> 00:54:22,760
Speaker 3: sound like you, bitch, This is why I want to move. Okay,

1226
00:54:22,800 --> 00:54:25,719
Speaker 3: well maybe so. Yes, being grounded is a good thing,

1227
00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:28,759
Speaker 3: but give yourself permission every now and then to break

1228
00:54:28,840 --> 00:54:30,280
Speaker 3: free or do something different.

1229
00:54:30,360 --> 00:54:32,359
Speaker 2: You don't have to be so serious all the time.

1230
00:54:32,719 --> 00:54:36,640
Speaker 1: Received So just do it, Yes, go for it, for it?

1231
00:54:36,880 --> 00:54:37,840
Speaker 1: You know what do it?

1232
00:54:38,080 --> 00:54:42,480
Speaker 2: You have? Like you have no children. I always tet.

1233
00:54:42,520 --> 00:54:46,600
Speaker 4: People tell you it's run goat, spread yours everything, everyone

1234
00:54:46,680 --> 00:54:49,000
Speaker 4: that I talk to, Because this is like the last

1235
00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:50,719
Speaker 4: six months type of thing where it's like I've been

1236
00:54:50,800 --> 00:54:54,320
Speaker 4: feeling like I'm not sure like where I want to be,

1237
00:54:54,440 --> 00:54:56,520
Speaker 4: and I've been here for sixteen years, so it's like

1238
00:54:57,080 --> 00:54:57,360
Speaker 4: I don't know.

1239
00:54:57,400 --> 00:54:59,480
Speaker 1: I feel creatively I've done what I've needed to do here,

1240
00:54:59,560 --> 00:55:01,120
Speaker 1: but I feel like my wings are ready to go

1241
00:55:01,239 --> 00:55:05,280
Speaker 1: somewhere else. Well, wherever you go New York or Miami,

1242
00:55:05,440 --> 00:55:06,160
Speaker 1: we'll come visit you.

1243
00:55:06,280 --> 00:55:08,839
Speaker 2: We'll come visit you. We'll be there, We'll be there.

1244
00:55:08,960 --> 00:55:11,719
Speaker 1: We'll have to do another podcast for sure. I have

1245
00:55:11,800 --> 00:55:14,600
Speaker 1: to do another Girl's Night. You know, actually eight girls time.

1246
00:55:14,640 --> 00:55:17,600
Speaker 1: We haven't had one yet. I'm presumptioning this thing since Catalina.

1247
00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:19,840
Speaker 1: You know, even though it said I can't give a helicopter,

1248
00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:20,840
Speaker 1: we're still getting a helicopter.

1249
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:24,040
Speaker 3: We're getting No it's you worked really hard to get

1250
00:55:24,160 --> 00:55:26,040
Speaker 3: you can get at It worked really hard to get.

1251
00:55:26,000 --> 00:55:27,880
Speaker 2: Us hell, I like it.

1252
00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:30,160
Speaker 1: We'll pay for We'll pay for the beach club when

1253
00:55:30,160 --> 00:55:30,560
Speaker 1: we get there.

1254
00:55:31,400 --> 00:55:33,319
Speaker 2: I want to enjoy the fruits of your only fans labor.

1255
00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:37,799
Speaker 1: Come on, be your sugar mama. You really, sugar baby?

1256
00:55:38,080 --> 00:55:39,719
Speaker 2: What do you want? Let me take election? What do

1257
00:55:39,760 --> 00:55:42,160
Speaker 2: you need from me? And I don't really listen very well?

1258
00:55:42,320 --> 00:55:43,040
Speaker 2: I'll try for you.

1259
00:55:44,120 --> 00:55:45,879
Speaker 1: I like that trying is the first first step.

1260
00:55:46,239 --> 00:55:48,279
Speaker 2: God. Okay, I am a submissive for Matt, usually not

1261
00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:49,680
Speaker 2: for a woman, but I can work on it.

1262
00:55:50,080 --> 00:55:52,240
Speaker 1: Statty Texas likes to be submissive sometimes.

1263
00:55:52,600 --> 00:55:53,839
Speaker 2: Okay, well that it works out.

1264
00:55:56,400 --> 00:56:02,040
Speaker 1: Now you're suddenly a switch. She's planning her seat. She's like,

1265
00:56:02,120 --> 00:56:02,919
Speaker 1: I'm going to make.

1266
00:56:02,880 --> 00:56:05,839
Speaker 2: This happen anyway. Thank you for coming on the show.

1267
00:56:06,080 --> 00:56:09,120
Speaker 1: Thank you for having me wonder. Yes, I've loved the conversation.

1268
00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:11,560
Speaker 1: It's great getting to like know you guys too. Within

1269
00:56:11,719 --> 00:56:14,319
Speaker 1: my sexuality and business like the questions I think are

1270
00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:16,719
Speaker 1: really great coming from women. I think that, you know,

1271
00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:19,040
Speaker 1: sometimes I feel like, again, the horn gets kind of

1272
00:56:19,120 --> 00:56:21,279
Speaker 1: a taboo type thing, but I think again, it's a

1273
00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:24,000
Speaker 1: more educational and like experience base and it's like it

1274
00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:27,880
Speaker 1: should just be fun. A man, just a job, awareness.

1275
00:56:28,080 --> 00:56:29,359
Speaker 1: You know, that's all this month's about.

1276
00:56:29,440 --> 00:56:29,800
Speaker 2: Right for you?

1277
00:56:30,160 --> 00:56:34,160
Speaker 3: Listen, sex, you can't make put rules around how you

1278
00:56:34,200 --> 00:56:35,520
Speaker 3: want to explore your sexual pleasure.

1279
00:56:35,880 --> 00:56:38,760
Speaker 2: People monetize for horrible things.

1280
00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:43,200
Speaker 3: Why can't we monetize our sexual pleasure exactly us having

1281
00:56:43,239 --> 00:56:46,360
Speaker 3: autonomy over our bodies and feeling empowered by that.

1282
00:56:46,600 --> 00:56:50,319
Speaker 2: So shout out to Can you tell the people where

1283
00:56:50,520 --> 00:56:51,120
Speaker 2: they can find you?

1284
00:56:51,920 --> 00:56:53,880
Speaker 1: You can check out my podcast Private Talk with the

1285
00:56:53,960 --> 00:56:57,200
Speaker 1: Lexus Texas. You could follow me on my Instagram White

1286
00:56:57,280 --> 00:57:02,120
Speaker 1: Girl Politicking with the g Yeah, that's one of my

1287
00:57:02,200 --> 00:57:04,520
Speaker 1: only fans of Alexis Underscore Texas. That's where all the

1288
00:57:04,600 --> 00:57:05,239
Speaker 1: naughty things go.

1289
00:57:05,480 --> 00:57:07,160
Speaker 2: And that's not all.

1290
00:57:07,719 --> 00:57:10,000
Speaker 1: And if you're a patron, we are going to have

1291
00:57:10,040 --> 00:57:12,160
Speaker 1: a little after dark with Alexis so she can give

1292
00:57:12,239 --> 00:57:15,680
Speaker 1: us those sexy tips. See you guys next time. You

1293
00:57:15,719 --> 00:57:18,520
Speaker 1: guys know where to find us Good Mom's Underscore, Bad

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Speaker 1: Choices on Instagram. We are also going on tour. Our

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Speaker 1: first stop is La on October twenty first come see

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Speaker 1: you girls.

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Speaker 2: And we also just announced new dates for Costa Rica.

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Speaker 3: We are our first dates sold out so quick we

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Speaker 3: had to add some new dates and so we are

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Speaker 3: going to be in Costa Rica for the good vibeer

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Speaker 3: tread August I'm sorry July thirty first through August sixth,

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Speaker 3: and August eighth through the thirteenth. You don't want to

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Speaker 3: miss this. You've been hearing us talk about it forever.

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Speaker 3: You keep saying you're gonna come. You have plenty of time,

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Speaker 3: payment plans available, low deposit. Don't make no more excuses.

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Speaker 3: I don't want to hear your excuses, bitch, because now

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Speaker 3: you got almost one year to.

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Speaker 2: Figure the fuck out.

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Speaker 1: Love yourself first, Love yourself first, bitch.

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Speaker 3: Anyway, I didn't mean to yell at you like that.

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Speaker 3: I do love you, but make sure you click the

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Speaker 3: link of this episode description. Please go subscribe to our

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Speaker 3: YouTube channel, rate and review this episode, and we'll see

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Speaker 3: you next week.

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Speaker 2: Love you, bye bye

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