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Speaker 1: Yo, yo yo.

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Speaker 2: Welcome to another episode of It's Up That Podcast. I

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Speaker 2: am your active and attractive host Big Loan for another

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Speaker 2: episode up the fastest growing podcast on the market right now.

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Speaker 2: I want to thank everybody man for being here. It's

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Speaker 2: an important time, man. It's important time in history, the

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Speaker 2: Great Divide. It's important time for us. It's content creators,

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Speaker 2: it's an important time for us as business owners. It's

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Speaker 2: black people, as men, as humans. It's just an important

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Speaker 2: time all around for us to be in disposition and

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Speaker 2: be lucky enough to be alive at this time. I

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Speaker 2: want to thank God. I want to thank y'all for

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Speaker 2: being here. We got a lowed I want to talk

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Speaker 2: about today. Man, I ain't spoke to y'all in a minute.

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Speaker 2: I miss y'all. Let me start there, I miss y'all.

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Speaker 2: It's definitely start there. My Patreon people that's holding on

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Speaker 2: over there, like, thank y'all so much as we've been

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Speaker 2: we've been rolling. We're gonna get y'all served twice a month. No,

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Speaker 2: we're gonna get y'all served four extra times month. That

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Speaker 2: content won't go nowhere else, So y'all stay there. Definitely

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Speaker 2: gonna take good care of y'all. I appreciate y'all loving

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Speaker 2: on me as I build this thing up. I'm no

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Speaker 2: longer like you know, podcasts for me serve so many

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Speaker 2: purposes therapy, it's a job for me. It's lucrative for me,

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Speaker 2: it's information for me, and on top of it being

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Speaker 2: informative for me, it's helping me evolve as just a

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Speaker 2: human being. Like podcasting for me has now became the

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Speaker 2: catalyst of my growth. Picture that when I was headed

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Speaker 2: on this journey, I never even knew you need a catalyst.

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Speaker 2: I keep telling people, Man, it's a thing, right, So

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Speaker 2: you know you need to grow, but you need to

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Speaker 2: know how to grow.

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Speaker 1: It's a two step process.

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Speaker 2: Knowing that you need to grow a step one, but

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Speaker 2: you also need to know how to grow.

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Speaker 1: You hear old.

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Speaker 2: People say direct is more important to speed and certain

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Speaker 2: things like that, and what they're trying to nail to

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Speaker 2: the ground is.

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Speaker 1: You need to know how to grow.

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Speaker 2: We take time out to iron our clothes, We take

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Speaker 2: time out to take shy was to take care of

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Speaker 2: our personal hygiene. Some people wash their car once a week.

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Speaker 2: Some people tie their shoes up so neat man, you

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Speaker 2: will think, man, this dude had to spend twenty five

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Speaker 2: minutes time in shoes. You asked some of these people

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Speaker 2: what is the last book they read? When the last

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Speaker 2: time they fed their soul? And the Church tricked us

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Speaker 2: to thinking good deeds is feeding your soul. And since

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Speaker 2: sometimes we'll get money and do a lot of good

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Speaker 2: deeds and forget to feed our soul, and wonder how

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Speaker 2: we wind up a bad person?

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Speaker 1: See that formula.

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Speaker 2: The Church has tricked you that all you got to

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Speaker 2: do is give, and that's enough to get you through

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Speaker 2: the gate. We have to understand that personal development has

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Speaker 2: to be top notch, top tier, top of priority. You

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Speaker 2: gotta put personal development on the aid block of the agenda.

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Speaker 2: A lot of you is holding personal development off for

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Speaker 2: the tail end of the career. And when I say

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Speaker 2: feed your soul, I mean you gotta ask for direction.

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Speaker 2: Bro as you break barriers. Right, we all gonna smile

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Speaker 2: when the camera come on. We all gonna look around

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Speaker 2: and say I got this family, because everybody's saying you

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Speaker 2: got it. They telling you you got it, But I'm

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Speaker 2: talking about you. Better make sure you have it. So

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Speaker 2: you gotta feed your soul. You gotta feed your mentality.

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Speaker 2: You gotta feed everything that's driving this vehicle that done

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Speaker 2: became so important that everybody's following you. I like to

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Speaker 2: see the young that know this just come with the position,

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Speaker 2: like people just don't this, just come with it. My

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Speaker 2: my real home is like people. I know, everybody want

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Speaker 2: to come to the show. Everybody want to with me,

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Speaker 2: like it's part of it. Like me, I'm still trying

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Speaker 2: to figure out, like cause I'm coming from their stab here.

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Speaker 1: But let me get back to what I was saying.

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Speaker 1: You have to feed your soul.

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Speaker 2: As you break barriers, you run into confusion, new levels,

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Speaker 2: new devils, new standards, new requirements. You get so big

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Speaker 2: And this is my message to the youngsters. I took

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Speaker 2: the long route. I let the game pass me by.

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Speaker 2: I never stole nothing. One of my homeboards had five bricks.

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Speaker 2: At my house, I might have five thousand dollars to

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Speaker 2: I never did nothe flow in my life. I've been

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Speaker 2: placed in situation well, I could have traded a little

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Speaker 2: I could have traded this imaginary, real shit that they

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Speaker 2: know that's the last of the dying breathe. So many

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Speaker 2: people are going the other way. And that's pressure that

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Speaker 2: I haven't felt, that people have felt and stood up under.

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Speaker 2: And so I understand it. And more and more I

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Speaker 2: get more and more money I get. I said, I

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Speaker 2: gotta get more information. They running game up here, they

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Speaker 2: running game up here. I'm loyal, man, I'm loyal like

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Speaker 2: and in this industry, Lord Till really don't get you

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Speaker 2: much because people gonna say, I ain't asked you to

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Speaker 2: be lawyer. This is the trick bag. Nah, I ain't

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Speaker 2: ask you now, I ain't really tell you to come

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Speaker 2: with no Lord. I wasn't even looking for Lord Till,

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Speaker 2: none of that. I wasn't trying to Nah. Yeah, I

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Speaker 2: interviewed that Nigga said like about you, like like, I

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Speaker 2: wasn't telling you to be lawyer. To me though, I

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Speaker 2: was just like it'd be some weird energy in his industry.

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Speaker 2: And because I keep game, they say I'm running game.

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Speaker 2: But those of you that really been around me, no,

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Speaker 2: I don't do no running game on the people I love.

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Speaker 2: I'm sitting around really trying to feed nigga's information. I

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Speaker 2: ain't the guy that's like asking nobody for nothing. I've

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Speaker 2: speak to the niggas, the ball players, anybody it's even

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Speaker 2: trying to get out. If you got out, if you're

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Speaker 2: on the highest level. I want you to know, Homie,

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Speaker 2: you ain't the first one to get no money on.

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Speaker 2: They've been doing this here for one hundred years and

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Speaker 2: they made it business off passing the game down.

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Speaker 1: So the game is in the books, homie, Now hit

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Speaker 1: me tell you this.

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Speaker 2: I'm the guy I gotta call out more time in

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Speaker 2: my life and make it sexy for me to sit

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Speaker 2: down and read more. Because consumption for me has to

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Speaker 2: be done in a certain environment for it to really

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Speaker 2: a sin like mold. But we gotta learn how to

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Speaker 2: feed our soul. We gotta know that you can't playing

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Speaker 2: man shuffle, you can't freestyle up here. It's too much

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Speaker 2: passed down. We just gotta go get it. Even with me,

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Speaker 2: I know it's bad to trust people with this kind

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Speaker 2: act like I'm pitching me.

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Speaker 1: Nigh and da da da dah.

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Speaker 2: But once I give it to somebody, I don't know

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Speaker 2: that I'm really on them like I should be seeing

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Speaker 1: Trust that I shouldn't have.

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Speaker 2: In this space because I've seen it happen time and

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Speaker 2: time again, and I'm hoping to touch somebody out there.

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Speaker 2: Tell I'm trying to get you to understand to go

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Speaker 2: and get some information that on that next level feed

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Speaker 2: your soul. We grew up in a time where the

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Speaker 2: preacher come out and say, no matter if he's saying,

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Speaker 2: he would tell me, I remember, and I give you

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Speaker 2: this quick story. And now I won't even give you

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Speaker 2: that because I don't even want the preacher to look

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Speaker 2: a certain way. But they would defend the dope boys

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Speaker 2: because they knew that we no matter what we was

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Speaker 2: the church man, like that's how we're trying to talk

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Speaker 2: to God and repent some kind of way, like the

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Speaker 2: church can depend on some of these dope boys. I

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Speaker 2: don't know where y'all from or how y'all come up,

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Speaker 2: but in my neighborhood, some of these churches really running

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Speaker 2: off the dope boys. They coming in there and they

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Speaker 2: handing that they handing the church a certain amount of

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Speaker 2: money every week they done, they been doing good, and

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Speaker 2: so sometime the preacher will defend the dope boy. So

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Speaker 2: what I'm saying is in the pool pit, there's been

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Speaker 2: a lot of justification, So they'll justify. If you just give,

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Speaker 2: they get you closer to God, if you just give

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Speaker 2: God a polling to you do believe in giving. And

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Speaker 2: I also believe that if you don't feed your soul,

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Speaker 2: you're still gonna get lost. It's so easy to lose

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Speaker 2: yourself on this role. It's so many people been down

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Speaker 2: this road. Like when I go to some of these

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Speaker 2: I'm by myself. I'm from the South, like I'm now,

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Speaker 2: I know, I know why I'm at and I know

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Speaker 2: what's going on. I know how to get you dig

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Speaker 2: What I'm saying, the worst place you can be in

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Speaker 2: that high level and not knowing what's dictating the movement,

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Speaker 2: not knowing what's moving and who's dictating what and what's happening.

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Speaker 2: You just know it's moving. Fans, this is the tornado

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Speaker 2: they put you in. Something else I picked up on

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Speaker 2: along my journey that I'm noticing when you really get rich,

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Speaker 2: everybody stopped fake balling, you know, all that fake ball

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Speaker 2: and they doing when they thank you, competition with them

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Speaker 2: like they you know, they holding strong over there, like

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: But boy, when you really get rich or they you

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Speaker 2: dig what I'm saying, everybody stop fake ball and they

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Speaker 2: come on out. Hey man, you know I got this business. Hey,

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Speaker 2: I got this right here going on. Boy, I've been saying, Boy,

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Speaker 2: I thought you were getting it well. Now, when we

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Speaker 2: were both in the street, Boy used to talk like

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Speaker 2: you did. You was a five million dollar nigga from

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Speaker 2: the hip nigga. I'm thinking you pimp me from the

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Speaker 2: hips nigga. How you used to be talking. You see

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Speaker 2: what I'm saying now, Okay, So that was part of

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Speaker 2: them teammate. The further you go in life. The more

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Speaker 2: information you get, you gotta keep your eyes open and

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Speaker 2: you will start learning and stuff like. Oh, that was

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Speaker 2: a trick they ran on me.

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Speaker 1: Up.

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Speaker 2: There was a nudding up, there's a nudding you know.

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Speaker 2: I remember the talk game coming up in the neighborhood.

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Speaker 2: Niggas had mean talk game nigga. They would scare me

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Speaker 2: half to death with each two nigga, I'm gonna catch Loan,

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna grab him, I'm gonna duck him down and

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Speaker 2: hit him in the head with something stomping mind And

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Speaker 2: I said, oh, that's when I just heard what he said.

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Speaker 2: He Oh, damn lord, they don't let people know how

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Speaker 2: to stomp fall god this See then I figured out, Oh, man,

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Speaker 2: them niggas ain't the only people know how to stomp. See,

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Speaker 2: when you get you a stump off on you, you

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Speaker 2: you catch you a nigga.

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Speaker 1: Found on him?

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Speaker 2: You said, oh, well, we both know how to catch

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Speaker 2: what I'm saying. The human species connection the money man,

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Speaker 2: They've ten x the price on them. They're only what

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Speaker 2: Very seldom those ideas lay at the feet of the

431
00:23:42,080 --> 00:23:43,280
Speaker 2: people that benefit the.

432
00:23:43,240 --> 00:23:44,679
Speaker 1: Most off those companies.

433
00:23:44,760 --> 00:23:49,600
Speaker 2: Man, this is business, not bullshit, and so when we

434
00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:53,359
Speaker 2: can't benefit from it. I as I get older, and

435
00:23:53,400 --> 00:23:55,760
Speaker 2: as I get more information, and as I get closer

436
00:23:55,760 --> 00:24:01,800
Speaker 2: to what I see as being a complete man. Because

437
00:24:01,840 --> 00:24:04,359
Speaker 2: if I'm being honest with y'all, they got me doing

438
00:24:04,400 --> 00:24:08,760
Speaker 2: too much talking. But it's necessary for me to over communicate.

439
00:24:08,800 --> 00:24:10,920
Speaker 2: But don't take this for granted because this won't be

440
00:24:11,000 --> 00:24:13,960
Speaker 2: here long. We're gonna move the bigger and better things.

441
00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:17,720
Speaker 2: But I don't feel the connection. I remember just the

442
00:24:17,760 --> 00:24:20,960
Speaker 2: other day they had a video going viral about some

443
00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:26,560
Speaker 2: dudes in the club they pouring the bottles out, and

444
00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:28,920
Speaker 2: you know the right thing to say on social media, man,

445
00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:29,680
Speaker 2: that nigga done.

446
00:24:29,680 --> 00:24:30,800
Speaker 1: Won't do shit like that.

447
00:24:30,920 --> 00:24:33,560
Speaker 2: But if I'm being all way one thousand with you,

448
00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:35,760
Speaker 2: you catch me in that element and you start acting

449
00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:38,040
Speaker 2: like that, I'm gonna show you you a little boy

450
00:24:39,440 --> 00:24:41,960
Speaker 2: like I gotta be conscious not to do that. It's

451
00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:45,480
Speaker 2: like the Bravado kick in, bro. Don't think listen, my nigga.

452
00:24:45,560 --> 00:24:48,240
Speaker 2: The club scene, this environment has been here for a

453
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:51,600
Speaker 2: hundred years. Man, this is psychology at this point. They

454
00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:54,760
Speaker 2: got the way it's crafted. This shit is down to

455
00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:58,000
Speaker 2: a science, homie. They know how to invoke a certain emotion.

456
00:24:58,160 --> 00:25:00,840
Speaker 2: They know that bring the lights over here when yeah

457
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:03,840
Speaker 2: ball about. They know that attention like this shit is

458
00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:07,480
Speaker 2: down to a science. And don't get me wrong, I

459
00:25:07,600 --> 00:25:11,120
Speaker 2: fuck with the club. I want to decompressed. I gotta decompressed.

460
00:25:11,200 --> 00:25:13,760
Speaker 2: That's my environment. I love to go in there and

461
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:17,719
Speaker 2: spend some money, get in that environment and bless these ladies.

462
00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:19,280
Speaker 1: But I want to bless people.

463
00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:23,600
Speaker 2: I ain't so far gone and so far in the

464
00:25:23,800 --> 00:25:26,320
Speaker 2: folk trick bagg and then it's maid. When I'm buying

465
00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:28,840
Speaker 2: some shit, they done tend next to pull on the ground.

466
00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:31,640
Speaker 1: Y'all. Don't put me in the trick bag like this here.

467
00:25:34,320 --> 00:25:37,200
Speaker 2: But again, if they hit the lights and it's some niggas,

468
00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:39,320
Speaker 2: they say, Yo, there's some such and such niggas over

469
00:25:39,359 --> 00:25:41,280
Speaker 2: there doing that. Man, them nigga trying to show out,

470
00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:44,840
Speaker 2: say trying to do what? Hey, load us up, man,

471
00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:47,639
Speaker 2: what devol on? Hey shout it, Hey get every right,

472
00:25:47,720 --> 00:25:49,800
Speaker 2: Hey shout and load us up. Bring us some more girl?

473
00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:52,480
Speaker 2: What they doing man? That little money? Then folk got man.

474
00:25:52,680 --> 00:25:57,920
Speaker 2: You know, the Bravado kicks in. The Bravado kicks in

475
00:25:58,680 --> 00:26:04,480
Speaker 2: and you go super slam eee what I'm saying That

476
00:26:04,600 --> 00:26:10,280
Speaker 2: Bravado kick in, you go super super consumer. They I'm

477
00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:12,320
Speaker 2: buying some shit pouring in on the ground, So I

478
00:26:12,359 --> 00:26:14,760
Speaker 2: can't even I can't even put that on the Strip

479
00:26:14,760 --> 00:26:17,400
Speaker 2: club because we blessing human beings. See when you look

480
00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:20,960
Speaker 2: at the club and it looked like that. Sometimes you

481
00:26:21,040 --> 00:26:23,680
Speaker 2: caught in that maize. You go to some of these establishments.

482
00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:27,520
Speaker 2: You look around the club. It's a big crown, but

483
00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:30,679
Speaker 2: it ain't one human being in this motherfucker. Everybody in

484
00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:39,080
Speaker 2: the maid, everybody in the maize in this motherfucker. You know,

485
00:26:39,119 --> 00:26:41,040
Speaker 2: when I go to the strip club, right, it's a

486
00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:44,280
Speaker 2: service for a service, it's a fee for the service.

487
00:26:44,359 --> 00:26:46,720
Speaker 2: It's a thing happening, and shoty, you get to live

488
00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:50,440
Speaker 2: like yeah, And if my business structure right, I'm operating

489
00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:53,240
Speaker 2: as an LLC and you dragging a wagon.

490
00:26:53,400 --> 00:26:53,760
Speaker 1: You dig?

491
00:26:53,800 --> 00:26:55,760
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, We might be able to Yeah,

492
00:26:59,240 --> 00:27:02,040
Speaker 2: but I just could from being in the club doing that.

493
00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:05,160
Speaker 2: At least I have from the outside again. Once I'm

494
00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:07,840
Speaker 2: in that element, me and my guys, and we done

495
00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:10,840
Speaker 2: had a good month. Nigga, We done raked up one

496
00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:13,359
Speaker 2: of the homeboys. He been running around get a million

497
00:27:13,400 --> 00:27:16,959
Speaker 2: dollars a night on you fuck, nigga. You dig When

498
00:27:17,040 --> 00:27:20,560
Speaker 2: I'm saying, yeah, we piped up around here feeling lovely.

499
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:23,359
Speaker 1: We ain't never win out bad bout nothing.

500
00:27:24,160 --> 00:27:24,400
Speaker 2: Man.

501
00:27:24,680 --> 00:27:25,720
Speaker 1: What they talking about?

502
00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:29,320
Speaker 2: Man, they you see, but it's it's a trick bag.

503
00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:32,320
Speaker 2: But those memories all Sometimes this money is for the

504
00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:37,320
Speaker 2: memories the dog, not that though. Create real memories, little homie,

505
00:27:38,560 --> 00:27:41,240
Speaker 2: travel with your people. Go spend that money on traveling.

506
00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:43,360
Speaker 2: Take you and your people over in and really turn

507
00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:46,640
Speaker 2: up over there, you know. But again, sometimes you want

508
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:49,040
Speaker 2: to just go to the strip club. I cannot, I

509
00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:51,960
Speaker 2: cannot deny that that's part of it. Sometimes you just

510
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:55,680
Speaker 2: want to, Yo, I'm going to bless the girls, but boy,

511
00:27:55,760 --> 00:27:56,840
Speaker 2: for y'all to have our.

512
00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:59,359
Speaker 1: Niggas in here and now I'm spending man.

513
00:27:59,560 --> 00:28:01,520
Speaker 2: No, man, I probably would have been in there even

514
00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:03,639
Speaker 2: if they caught me a little bit halfway through that,

515
00:28:03,720 --> 00:28:12,120
Speaker 2: I'd have said, hey, hold up, man, damn at least

516
00:28:12,119 --> 00:28:14,440
Speaker 2: I wish from the outside this one I'm saying. I'm

517
00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:17,600
Speaker 2: wishing that. I'm wishing, I I wish something in me

518
00:28:17,760 --> 00:28:20,159
Speaker 2: click on like yo. But I'm telling you also, like

519
00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:23,119
Speaker 2: that club environment, it'll put you in a trick bag.

520
00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:25,639
Speaker 2: Like a lot of them niggas probably waking up today

521
00:28:25,880 --> 00:28:27,920
Speaker 2: the next day like man, what the fuck was that?

522
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:29,639
Speaker 1: Nigga?

523
00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:31,919
Speaker 2: Will pouring that shit out but they feel like they

524
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:35,280
Speaker 2: stunting on a nigga. Sometimes stunting on a nigga is priceless, though,

525
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:39,360
Speaker 2: let's keep it a brick. Sometimes stunting on one of

526
00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:42,280
Speaker 2: these suckers is priceless. Coming through like yeah, on one

527
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:46,440
Speaker 2: these little boy is priceless. Sometimes these women know, nah,

528
00:28:46,440 --> 00:28:48,760
Speaker 2: he really got it, got it, got it, got it

529
00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:52,080
Speaker 2: like that be priceless if we really gonna keep it

530
00:28:52,120 --> 00:28:54,440
Speaker 2: a brick, though, But dudes will trying to act like that.

531
00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:57,120
Speaker 2: They man, all you niggas buying everything. That's what we're

532
00:28:57,200 --> 00:29:01,600
Speaker 2: doing it for. If we being naha somewhat down the road.

533
00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:05,560
Speaker 2: That's on the list, man, the mama, the money, the kids.

534
00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:08,120
Speaker 2: All that's on the list. Get some money. But somewhere

535
00:29:08,160 --> 00:29:10,480
Speaker 2: down the line, y'all niggas kind of me out man,

536
00:29:10,520 --> 00:29:13,600
Speaker 2: and I'm on you niggas. Hey, that's on the list somewhere. Man,

537
00:29:14,160 --> 00:29:16,600
Speaker 2: niggas done turned me to a monster. Man, they donna

538
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:21,360
Speaker 2: turn my hustle up. That's on the list somewhere, Man, Man,

539
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:23,840
Speaker 2: I turn my hustle up. They donet turned they hating

540
00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:27,600
Speaker 2: down e since I turned my hustle up, they turned

541
00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:32,040
Speaker 2: they man. Some man that's on the list somewhere and

542
00:29:32,080 --> 00:29:36,640
Speaker 2: they gotta respect the honorary. You dig what I'm saying,

543
00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:40,520
Speaker 2: the honorable Yeah, man, Now we hustling like and they

544
00:29:40,560 --> 00:29:42,560
Speaker 2: got and they know that. You also get on this

545
00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:45,160
Speaker 2: level and be like, yo, love is so hard to find.

546
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:50,080
Speaker 2: Women ain't hard to find. Puss ain't nothing. Just like

547
00:29:50,160 --> 00:29:51,840
Speaker 2: the women be like, yo, they can get fucked. They

548
00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:54,440
Speaker 2: can get some money now some nigga. But we talking

549
00:29:54,440 --> 00:29:57,560
Speaker 2: about right, somebody really like loving on you, like really

550
00:29:57,640 --> 00:30:00,480
Speaker 2: caring about you, man, Like, it gets so hard to

551
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:05,440
Speaker 2: find when you get up on these levels. Man, Sometimes

552
00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:08,200
Speaker 2: it's self inflicted because in your mind it's like, yo, man,

553
00:30:08,280 --> 00:30:11,160
Speaker 2: they ain't gonna they playing on me. I don't work

554
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:13,360
Speaker 2: too hard to let anybody play on me like it

555
00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:16,360
Speaker 2: be self inflicted. Sometimes people want to love you, but

556
00:30:16,400 --> 00:30:20,440
Speaker 2: it's easy to love me now. It's easy loving on

557
00:30:20,520 --> 00:30:24,040
Speaker 2: me now, though you dig what I'm saying. Did I

558
00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:26,600
Speaker 2: do everybody else wrong? It's easy to love me now.

559
00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:29,480
Speaker 2: I done evolved, and shit, I'm reading books. They got

560
00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:32,280
Speaker 2: me speaking, and you know I'm no longer the little

561
00:30:32,360 --> 00:30:34,840
Speaker 2: dude that were running around with that other shit.

562
00:30:34,920 --> 00:30:35,440
Speaker 1: Do you dig?

563
00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:42,480
Speaker 2: It's easy to love on me now. I never go back.

564
00:30:42,520 --> 00:30:44,840
Speaker 2: I can't go back, so I never know. But boy,

565
00:30:44,880 --> 00:30:48,120
Speaker 2: you love me. Man, Damn, it's easy to be under

566
00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:51,280
Speaker 2: me now we know everything paid for. Man, it was

567
00:30:51,280 --> 00:30:54,640
Speaker 2: some people under me when the bills would do. It

568
00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:57,080
Speaker 2: was some people under me when the bill would pass do.

569
00:30:58,160 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 2: It was some people under me when we took a

570
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:01,840
Speaker 2: law coming through the such and such and set and

571
00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 2: it was a thousands or that. Like it's been people

572
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:06,840
Speaker 2: around me and under me when I've been in the

573
00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:11,160
Speaker 2: most unfortunate of circumstances. And no, I don't owe him anything,

574
00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:14,320
Speaker 2: but I owe myself the justification. Why do I let

575
00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:21,200
Speaker 2: the next person get close when it's easy now? And

576
00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:24,240
Speaker 2: not to mention. I know when you plant to see

577
00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:26,240
Speaker 2: it ain't much. And when the treat get big and

578
00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:29,880
Speaker 2: attract the win. I know when the treat get big,

579
00:31:29,920 --> 00:31:32,160
Speaker 2: get attract the win. When you get up, you're gonna

580
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:32,560
Speaker 2: track it.

581
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:32,920
Speaker 1: Yeah.

582
00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:36,040
Speaker 2: I know how these work. We know how this moves

583
00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:38,880
Speaker 2: and how they complement one another, make it easy for

584
00:31:38,960 --> 00:31:42,920
Speaker 2: one to attract the other. It's just a thing. And

585
00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:45,840
Speaker 2: not to mention. On top of that, I'm also in

586
00:31:45,880 --> 00:31:52,240
Speaker 2: a game where people from your past want or so

587
00:31:52,440 --> 00:31:58,080
Speaker 2: season a doubt whether that be ex girlfriends, ex associates.

588
00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:01,920
Speaker 2: You know, people from your past would love to create

589
00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:05,000
Speaker 2: some sort of doubt in your mind that everything you

590
00:32:05,120 --> 00:32:09,000
Speaker 2: involved with now at your height, at your very heightened level,

591
00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:14,920
Speaker 2: and your quest for something new in your life, it's

592
00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:17,240
Speaker 2: that all of that is dangerous. And they don't love

593
00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:19,240
Speaker 2: you and they don't care about you because they don't

594
00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:21,680
Speaker 2: know you. And there is some truth in that, but

595
00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:25,080
Speaker 2: they're playing on your paranoia. They're playing on your upbringing.

596
00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:28,280
Speaker 2: They understand that you may not understand that you're damaged

597
00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:32,000
Speaker 2: and you're carrying something that you can't get rid of

598
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:35,920
Speaker 2: until you unpack it. And you don't know what unpack

599
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,960
Speaker 2: it because nobody's familiar with the things that's in this

600
00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:43,480
Speaker 2: bag right here. You know, everybody has a bag on,

601
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:47,280
Speaker 2: but this particular things. It's a certain class of people

602
00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:50,320
Speaker 2: that got this things in their bag. And so when

603
00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:52,320
Speaker 2: I come and talk to you about it, that this

604
00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:59,360
Speaker 2: connection is, it's just so evident, it's so visible. And

605
00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:02,959
Speaker 2: so how do I unpack some of these things? And

606
00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:07,160
Speaker 2: where do I unpack them? Because even those that came

607
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:10,000
Speaker 2: from these things, the farther they go up, it seems

608
00:33:10,040 --> 00:33:14,160
Speaker 2: like they're disconnecting from it. They forgot about the discovery

609
00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:16,560
Speaker 2: process and what it takes and what it took, and

610
00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:18,920
Speaker 2: how to get out of something they've been on for

611
00:33:19,000 --> 00:33:22,120
Speaker 2: too long. They no longer remember. I've been lucky enough

612
00:33:22,120 --> 00:33:25,560
Speaker 2: to document the process. So even if I'm disconnected five

613
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:28,520
Speaker 2: years from now, maybe they applaud me because of how

614
00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:32,800
Speaker 2: connected I was as I traveled through it and I

615
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:35,640
Speaker 2: spoke on it as I was going, because I think

616
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:39,320
Speaker 2: the process change again allows for you to disconnect from

617
00:33:39,360 --> 00:33:41,600
Speaker 2: some of what we've been through to get to that

618
00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:44,800
Speaker 2: next level. They call it trauma. You must unpack it,

619
00:33:44,880 --> 00:33:52,800
Speaker 2: But where and how and who had to adjust? Does

620
00:33:52,840 --> 00:33:55,280
Speaker 2: the therapist need to adjust their intake? Or do I

621
00:33:55,320 --> 00:33:58,520
Speaker 2: need to adjust my output? Do I need to learn

622
00:33:58,520 --> 00:34:01,160
Speaker 2: how to explain this different? Do they need to understand

623
00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:03,920
Speaker 2: what I'm trying to It's just so many questions that

624
00:34:03,960 --> 00:34:06,480
Speaker 2: we have, and then I'm unpacking some things to you

625
00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:10,319
Speaker 2: that I don't even understand. It's layers upon layers of

626
00:34:10,400 --> 00:34:12,480
Speaker 2: things of why I think the way I think and

627
00:34:12,520 --> 00:34:15,280
Speaker 2: how I yo. It's people that I know care about

628
00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:19,640
Speaker 2: me hurt it when I text them. It puts me

629
00:34:19,680 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 2: in a bad situation for some reason. When I text

630
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:25,120
Speaker 2: people that I don't even care about me and I

631
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:28,120
Speaker 2: care about them. I just don't like to be vulnerable

632
00:34:28,200 --> 00:34:32,279
Speaker 2: with people because people have hurt me so much. Like Yo,

633
00:34:32,680 --> 00:34:35,239
Speaker 2: I'm really cool with certain people, but I really I

634
00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:38,080
Speaker 2: be afraid to just put it all on the line

635
00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:39,399
Speaker 2: because of what I've been through.

636
00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:41,239
Speaker 1: And it's like, Yo, I know I'll be all right

637
00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:41,960
Speaker 1: by myself.

638
00:34:42,040 --> 00:34:49,319
Speaker 2: Just stay by yourself, have no expectations, stay by yourself.

639
00:34:55,040 --> 00:34:56,399
Speaker 1: Even think y'all so much