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Speaker 1: and today we have fred o'bang. Question what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: guests A Big Facts. What's up? My brother? Appreciate you
Speaker 1: finally being able to pull up. You know I wouldn't late.
Speaker 1: Was that you good? Your point? Your point? Your point?
Speaker 1: What you've been on work? I'm trying to stay consistent. Okay,
Speaker 1: I guess I guess the starting point for this conversation is, uh,
Speaker 1: you know the influence of what creational music? You know,
Speaker 1: your music delivers a lot of pain. And you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, it's like real life ship that you're
Speaker 1: going through. Why did you choose to go that route
Speaker 1: as opposed to maybe like a more party dancy route
Speaker 1: or some other type of sound. Uh, what I know,
Speaker 1: I don't really know how to do the little port
Speaker 1: of stuff like that, you know what I mean to students?
Speaker 1: Sometimes I try, but I just don't be sounding good
Speaker 1: to me. Yea I stake to whatout though? Yeah, but really,
Speaker 1: you know I just when I played the beat, I
Speaker 1: just I just write what come to me? You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Yeah, is that you think that's a
Speaker 1: common theme or just mindset coming out of Batton Rules,
Speaker 1: Because a lot of people's music out of Batton Rugs
Speaker 1: kind of expresses their pain and what they're going through.
Speaker 1: I think it's a certain sound, even though your ship
Speaker 1: is different. But I'm saying you think it's I guess
Speaker 1: we've got a lot of depression people always. So at
Speaker 1: one point it used to be like when you like,
Speaker 1: oh five for and all that, it used to be
Speaker 1: you need to make a need to make a gangster song,
Speaker 1: You need to make a fight song or a club
Speaker 1: song or piopopping song, because you know he's called jigging
Speaker 1: cit Ni's more. You know what's in the art street
Speaker 1: is more elevated. No, mm hmm. Absolutely. And then Boots
Speaker 1: is your actual like cousin, cousin cousin, like blood relative. Yeah, Like, well,
Speaker 1: y'all was a kids, y'all Nah, not that okay. Now,
Speaker 1: when I was a little my mama stole me from
Speaker 1: my dad, and so I don't really know that I
Speaker 1: ain't really know this side of my Franma. He cheated
Speaker 1: on her. She cheated on Hill and then one night
Speaker 1: she can't hold late. He changed the locks on every
Speaker 1: so she had to act like I had it to
Speaker 1: a cousin birthday parter and straight something me out of
Speaker 1: town like money to uh the the Mississippi, Greensburg, Mississippi.
Speaker 1: Eventually the normal you're right there with you people. Well, no,
Speaker 1: she like my mama hold Richard. I guess that where
Speaker 1: I get it from. Yeah, so she and she used
Speaker 1: to let him see me or talk to me. So
Speaker 1: what he used to do when I was going to school,
Speaker 1: He'll walk all the way, like I'll walk just to
Speaker 1: see me in school because he had a car. So
Speaker 1: you ain't never blame. He used to come like every
Speaker 1: once a week. You know what I'm saying. He just
Speaker 1: pop up in class tripping bush. Uh. So I talked
Speaker 1: about a little bit about I think, I think correct
Speaker 1: me if I'm wrong. In one of your lyrious or
Speaker 1: some of your lyrious like you might kind of just
Speaker 1: put out there like just life done. You haven't been
Speaker 1: through some ship in life, and you might be a
Speaker 1: little depressed sometimes, and that type of ships to be
Speaker 1: the pressing lite. I don't. Man. Sometimes I'll be lonely.
Speaker 1: Then I'd be like that here, and then the next
Speaker 1: day I'll be I ain't I want to be at
Speaker 1: in life? Then next day would be like fucking what
Speaker 1: you're doing comparing yourself. If you an't when you want
Speaker 1: to be at, then I mean you could and yourself something.
Speaker 1: I'll just be wanting more and more out myself. But
Speaker 1: you you got more than you had got them. I
Speaker 1: got a problem, like I got a problem with being content.
Speaker 1: I think when I was in school I learned the
Speaker 1: world content right, like contends where you when you're happy,
Speaker 1: where you at. And so for some reason that we're
Speaker 1: stuck with me. You feel me like when I got
Speaker 1: my first car. While I'm getting the car and pull
Speaker 1: it off, I'm thinking about getting the new car, that
Speaker 1: next car. What I'm saying, I'm always I got my
Speaker 1: gold plaque. I'm ready for a platinum plaque. You feel me,
Speaker 1: I'm always it's a it's a it's a blessing and
Speaker 1: occurcy you knowing that with your mental though, Yeah, so
Speaker 1: this she keep making you stress, but to keep pushing
Speaker 1: me though. So that's why I say it's a blessing.
Speaker 1: The curage. You gotta know how to channel. You got
Speaker 1: to try to figure out how to channe. I don't
Speaker 1: say you know how because I go through something, but
Speaker 1: you gotta figure out how to try to motivation some
Speaker 1: days and depression some days. Or you think all the
Speaker 1: pressure because some of its sound like motivation to it's
Speaker 1: always stress, but sometimes it's depression sometimes. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'd be happy to do my thing, but
Speaker 1: I would like as soon as I do what I
Speaker 1: said to do, I'm ready to do something else. You
Speaker 1: see what I'm saying. So let me let me ask
Speaker 1: you this, since we're talking about stress and depression and
Speaker 1: mental health and all of that. UM, a while back,
Speaker 1: you lost one of your very close friends, g Money,
Speaker 1: and when that happened to him, how did that affect
Speaker 1: your mental as well as how did that affect your music?
Speaker 1: While I was in jail, I happened happened down like
Speaker 1: probably a year in two months or something like that.
Speaker 1: At that point, I ain't give a fun about nothing.
Speaker 1: I don't like man, I don't care about call my home.
Speaker 1: I don't care about music because music was always playing
Speaker 1: for me and him, And I've never been that type
Speaker 1: of person like if I said a goal with this person,
Speaker 1: I'm never thinking about doing nothing myself. You feel me?
Speaker 1: So at that point, I don't really know how to
Speaker 1: make a song with um, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So did you have could like a case of survivor's remorse?
Speaker 1: You think, I don't know, I don't really know the
Speaker 1: definition of that. Did you feel gifted that it happened
Speaker 1: to him and instead of you've been there happening both
Speaker 1: of y'all? Definitely, because everybody who knew me like we
Speaker 1: were like Sunday night for me, he was the approachable
Speaker 1: person I don't know who. I wouldn't even speak to
Speaker 1: nobody like you know what I'm I was anti soldiers, motherfucker.
Speaker 1: But how it happened with him leaving outside the studio,
Speaker 1: I would never let him go out of the studio, right, So, Beau,
Speaker 1: we always be on each other trail. You know how
Speaker 1: you got that part um trying to dip off when
Speaker 1: you're going you grab me something too or something, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So i'd be I would have
Speaker 1: been on this trail basically like you love she basing,
Speaker 1: like you love him so much that you blame yourself,
Speaker 1: like I could have fixed it if And on top
Speaker 1: of that, he was he was still in the city
Speaker 1: because he wait on me I Puss to come home
Speaker 1: that week. Crazy what you're doing, what you're doing to
Speaker 1: move forward, to stay out of the bullshit like moving
Speaker 1: ford or like to stay out of all bullshit, like
Speaker 1: what you do? I just work and I try. I
Speaker 1: try not to get caught up in the social media
Speaker 1: know and idea. We see something that pistols off and
Speaker 1: striking nerv and you know, we're giving a response. But
Speaker 1: and I'll be having to check myself right now, I'm tripping.
Speaker 1: You feel me like it's really a trap. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Social media uhould be funny, won't pumping eyes?
Speaker 1: It's it's a whole another level you get off if
Speaker 1: you could, like if it kind of your career, you
Speaker 1: kind of got to promote your albums or promote what
Speaker 1: you had going on, would you completely stay off on
Speaker 1: social media at Yeah, it takes it, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I just I just feel like so many
Speaker 1: people got there on the p and these days it's
Speaker 1: just like you know what I'm saying, Just it's annoying,
Speaker 1: like people can lead your mind into whatever they wanted
Speaker 1: to into. You know what I'm saying about putting the
Speaker 1: bullshit up on your ship, and then you can act
Speaker 1: like I ain't standing the ship. It's just like people
Speaker 1: with charges right, people forgetting innocent to proving guilty. You
Speaker 1: fear me. I hold it heavy because you never know
Speaker 1: what somebody what situation really going on. So as soon
Speaker 1: as something pop pop off, they gave somebody to ham
Speaker 1: already on the comments already like you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: theyn't want to turn around. Everybody quiet? You feel me? Right? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Fact my business my only live on. Fact. You ever
Speaker 1: the day when you woke up and they were trying
Speaker 1: to cancel you mm hmmm, I would just really say cancer. Uh,
Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know. I get hay there
Speaker 1: dates already be it made no difference. I didn't learned
Speaker 1: how to laugh at the stuff, you know, like people,
Speaker 1: I don't know sometimes a lot of times to just
Speaker 1: be people want your reaction, you know what I'm I
Speaker 1: had a bunch of like because when I when I
Speaker 1: was like when I first came home from jail and
Speaker 1: brether folks, I had the phone before I came from jail,
Speaker 1: so I used to you know what I'm saying. My
Speaker 1: pinder died, so we got real trollers on that. I
Speaker 1: ain't no control like this before you fear me. Oh
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I'm talking to him like man,
Speaker 1: I'm just I'm ten years old. I just wanted response
Speaker 1: you one of my favorite apples, like how you feel It?
Speaker 1: So it's just it was just different from me, just
Speaker 1: trying to adapt to that. You fear me. What's the
Speaker 1: best in the worse thing to come with? This rat ship?
Speaker 1: The best thing I can pay my bills? You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I could, I could, I could put
Speaker 1: my voice on, you know, use my voice and go
Speaker 1: make some quick money. You see what I'm saying. Uh, worse,
Speaker 1: um distress, Uh, not finding genuine relationships and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: You feel me for sure? You you stay in Miami now, Yeah,
Speaker 1: you like it you're feeling. But legally I'm still a
Speaker 1: Louisiana residence. Shout out to my peer you. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't want to pass. Yeah, yeah, what you like about? No,
Speaker 1: I actually want that because the production company I work
Speaker 1: outside of Death Jam is based out there. So they
Speaker 1: used to pick pick up my chicks and pull up
Speaker 1: if I have a problem. Yeah, I'm pull out so much.
Speaker 1: They got a new office. I'm trying to find out
Speaker 1: that you know, like you know, I had to learn
Speaker 1: the game so like a lot of times, you know,
Speaker 1: I had learned that flights come out my chick, this
Speaker 1: come out my check. You feel what I'm saying, you know,
Speaker 1: I see what good is. It's like this ain't my
Speaker 1: show even pull it up? Just growing up? Me? Got
Speaker 1: kids not yet? Yeah, I love kids on the perfect
Speaker 1: step dadda. You know they called they called me be
Speaker 1: okay baby mom will kill Yeah, yeah a little kid.
Speaker 1: You got a girl though? Nah? Any prospects Nah, living life,
Speaker 1: I'll be working so much like at like I'd be
Speaker 1: scared to put like even getting in a relationship because
Speaker 1: I know when I put first, I work. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So I know I'm not gonna get
Speaker 1: somebody at the time. Yeah, how you are? You are
Speaker 1: you like determine who you do music with? Like is
Speaker 1: it is it just based off of who jamming or
Speaker 1: can it be like like if it's somebody who ain't
Speaker 1: rapping what they live in and there's certain things that
Speaker 1: you're like, I'm not gonna do music with them because
Speaker 1: I go I go uh off of the song. If
Speaker 1: I have something that's opened I feel like needs a
Speaker 1: little I just think about who I can get in
Speaker 1: touch with that can compliment what I'm saying. But of
Speaker 1: course if I can get a big feature, you know,
Speaker 1: I try to go through my my opens and see
Speaker 1: if I can you know what I'm saying. But other
Speaker 1: than that, I go off the song because you know,
Speaker 1: you'll catch somebody Like two of my projects got two
Speaker 1: bounce rappers that you know still you know local, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And Rode for nine here upcoming orders.
Speaker 1: He just he just had that big song with baby,
Speaker 1: but I stapped song with him before he all we
Speaker 1: got you know what I'm saying, Got this reddor so?
Speaker 1: Who your who? Your dream feature? Like, damn, I want
Speaker 1: to get it, uh Drake Future the Adam Like, wow,
Speaker 1: that was a left, that was a curvebo the left.
Speaker 1: That's all I got all the time of music I got.
Speaker 1: What's the best advice you got from like another artist
Speaker 1: or rapper in the game that might have chopped it
Speaker 1: up with you in the studio on the phone or whatever.
Speaker 1: H Gates told me one time, you can't help it
Speaker 1: by it. You gotta hip yourself first. Yeah, um that
Speaker 1: listen starting to apply right now, right now. Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: just it's that time. Well, I feel like a lot
Speaker 1: of people, Um, they want to benefit off of your
Speaker 1: your working, your your blessings. You feel me and I'm
Speaker 1: a giving person, so it's hard for me. It's been
Speaker 1: hard for me to say no. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But at some point it's like when you get to
Speaker 1: going through your taxes and you gotta see what you
Speaker 1: saw that person already you know what I'm saying. How
Speaker 1: do you deal? How do you deal with the people
Speaker 1: that you have to tell no but they can't accept it.
Speaker 1: Now I'm still dealing with I'm still trying to. Like
Speaker 1: it's people out a little to death from from the
Speaker 1: mud that you know what I'm saying. Like it was
Speaker 1: to the point where I'm doing shows. You first out
Speaker 1: on my jail, I throw you someb outther show. You
Speaker 1: feel me whatever I'm wearing blurred bear. You're wearing blurred bear.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. But I'm just I just
Speaker 1: I can't see myself completely taking care of somebody else.
Speaker 1: You feel what I'm saying, like I do stuff for you,
Speaker 1: but with a game playing that you fear me. Teach
Speaker 1: a man how to fish mentality, Teach a man how
Speaker 1: to fish. He can like it's to the point, like
Speaker 1: even when when they got wrap dreams like a like
Speaker 1: listening wrap calls. So if you music off, I'm not ill.
Speaker 1: I love my brother to death, but I told Hi,
Speaker 1: I say food. If the song ain't hitting, the song
Speaker 1: ain't hitting, fear me if it's bullshit, I'm not getting
Speaker 1: my hot straight up. No, he did a couple of songs.
Speaker 1: I put it through my channel phone. You donna get
Speaker 1: some views. I hook you up with the distro you're
Speaker 1: collecting off of you gotta now, you got all you
Speaker 1: gotta do, stay consistent. You can use my channel whenever.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, They don't be won't work. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's twenty five. How the video I got you the
Speaker 1: first poor five videos? But you know you should have
Speaker 1: some fun to Yeah, but it's just it's just be
Speaker 1: hard to explain to them that because it and yeah,
Speaker 1: and then like let's be honest, and you know everybody
Speaker 1: got music in the industry, we will everybody looked richer
Speaker 1: than what it is. But I ain't got it to
Speaker 1: what I could completely pay for you for someone to
Speaker 1: keep everyone, Yeah, everything on me. I can't keep doing that, man,
Speaker 1: very misch. It impossible. We're not getting big. So you
Speaker 1: think on the other side of that, if you're not
Speaker 1: able to do that time or that one time or
Speaker 1: whatever time, that if that person just kind of go
Speaker 1: roll on you, that's fake love anyway. Yeah, but they
Speaker 1: didn't come to twist thing. It is. How do you
Speaker 1: cut up, like, stop loving somebody you got you feel me,
Speaker 1: even if the lowest fake How do I stopped loving?
Speaker 1: Because you know they always say like once you once
Speaker 1: you start loving somebody, or once you have real love
Speaker 1: for a person, you can't ever just completely and totally
Speaker 1: unloved them, you know what I mean, Like, I guess
Speaker 1: I gotta switch. Just show me what it is if
Speaker 1: it comes in drastic to do something to threaten my
Speaker 1: life or something that's different. But as far as we
Speaker 1: just get into it and okay, damn you did some
Speaker 1: faith ship, you know what I'm saying? How do I
Speaker 1: just completely turn my back from you and never had
Speaker 1: like you feel me. I gets it to the point
Speaker 1: with me. If you show me that you'll do that
Speaker 1: to me, I'm gonna do it to you. But you
Speaker 1: showed me you'll turn your back. You show me you'll
Speaker 1: turn your back on me. I could just turn because
Speaker 1: I can't. You know what I'm saying. It ain't gonna
Speaker 1: do them but escalate to some bullshit if I already
Speaker 1: see it. If you ask me for something you know
Speaker 1: I've been doing the whole time, forgotten them, years and
Speaker 1: years and years, I'd be like, Bro, this ship ain't sane.
Speaker 1: This ain't street money. She's coming up like this, go on,
Speaker 1: i'me that. Yeah, you're acting like it's something else, and
Speaker 1: you in your feeling that means something else. But that
Speaker 1: means something else. Man, How you don't understand this ship?
Speaker 1: It's crazy and it ain't just that. It's family members,
Speaker 1: especially family especially might have had an ex told me like,
Speaker 1: you got a little deal of life. You know, I
Speaker 1: love her deal. She helped me down through a joke.
Speaker 1: So you know, any time I look as much I can,
Speaker 1: motherfucker told me, uh, I'm stealing bad and rode. If
Speaker 1: you really love me, whoo the woo oh fuck, No,
Speaker 1: gotta go get him. I gotta get him. You just
Speaker 1: said you love, Yeah, don't. I don't love, you know,
Speaker 1: to get you a spot to live in with another
Speaker 1: this you got a man, got a bad man? Yeah
Speaker 1: I did. We just said, so you're gonna put hunt
Speaker 1: and we're gonna need that. We're gonna New York people.
Speaker 1: So because we really care about the artists. Yere bro, Like,
Speaker 1: how do you deal with it all? You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, the trauma that you've had, losing people prison,
Speaker 1: you know, well, this checking, the you know the pressure
Speaker 1: of everybody on social media and then your media life,
Speaker 1: Like how do you got got bad to one one
Speaker 1: point when I tried medicine actually ain't do nothing. I
Speaker 1: don't know. I forgot a name was prescribed. I'll subscribe
Speaker 1: it some another people they were doing nothing. Um and
Speaker 1: then like I had started getting insomnia and ship like that.
Speaker 1: But I do not I go play basketball. That'd be
Speaker 1: like my little good away. Yeah, of to day trying
Speaker 1: to I was helping happy with myself too, because I
Speaker 1: never had weight before, you know, coming out with Joe's
Speaker 1: had a slumming of all that. I ain't never had
Speaker 1: that ship so I was just I was just completely
Speaker 1: unhappy with myself all the way around. If you have
Speaker 1: no self esteem? Have you ever going to talk to
Speaker 1: a therapist? Nah? Would you ever consider it? Not? Really?
Speaker 1: Because why I feel like it's it's hard to give
Speaker 1: me advice if you ain't really seen everything on the
Speaker 1: scene with my eyes and been through what I've been
Speaker 1: through and felt what I felt. All I could do
Speaker 1: is express it to a certain level. I can't really
Speaker 1: give you the real details. You know, the picture of
Speaker 1: what I've seen. You feel me and you fear me.
Speaker 1: That's like if a woman is to lose a child
Speaker 1: at birth or something. You can't explain that to me.
Speaker 1: I don't know nothing about that. You see what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But the first that to went through that, could they
Speaker 1: know that feeling? You fear me? But other than that,
Speaker 1: I just I watched my little anime. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. What's that adult Japanese cartoons? You like? It
Speaker 1: might be your grandma? But I worked, I record and
Speaker 1: work and just stay busy. Man. I know that's bad.
Speaker 1: It's a trauma response, but I don't work, man. Yeah, yeah, not.
Speaker 1: The truth is what the truth is? What it is.
Speaker 1: I just feel like it should be so much to do.
Speaker 1: Then the debathe and that depression and stuff like I'm
Speaker 1: of course is on me, but I'm working right now.
Speaker 1: I did with it later you think were trying to
Speaker 1: work through it making music better to the well, they
Speaker 1: ain't even know bullshit because when you push you out
Speaker 1: that ship, when that ship that she didn't you gonna
Speaker 1: do them but push you out some bullshit. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It could be hard, but then she
Speaker 1: ain't gonna be there but some bullshit though, because that
Speaker 1: was your needs going through like you said, you was
Speaker 1: just completely happen. How that music war then just straight far.
Speaker 1: I went back to jail. When I just got out
Speaker 1: of jail, just did this whole last project, blocked it out.
Speaker 1: It was flooring that was already flooring. What's next for you?
Speaker 1: Um Man? I got Deluxe coming. I'm changing my cover
Speaker 1: purple for mental health awareness, but I'm probably gonna make
Speaker 1: it in ma um I really did that because it
Speaker 1: got a girl who committed suicide and Louisiana a couple
Speaker 1: of weeks ago. You know what I'm saying, she is
Speaker 1: kind of you know, hit me in a little spot
Speaker 1: you feel me so uh the that more visuals, trying
Speaker 1: and push you out two more projects. It's just you know,
Speaker 1: trying to stay consistent. That top record, man, that's that's
Speaker 1: a record where you're still kind of giving your your
Speaker 1: life and your pain. But it ended up going hard
Speaker 1: in the club. So how that feel that? Just know
Speaker 1: you were just doing you put Homie on it and
Speaker 1: then it was unexpected? How did that Dirt feature come about?
Speaker 1: The Dirt features? Man? Man Dirt been talking about working. Um,
Speaker 1: he came to Miami, had the show, told me pull up, um,
Speaker 1: you know, like you got a studio shot, you got
Speaker 1: the studio, pulled up to the studio. Apter was he
Speaker 1: had a flight in like three hours. Uh he man,
Speaker 1: what you want me on play the sur records? I'm
Speaker 1: like this one right y'all. I was already looking for
Speaker 1: a feature and he got something to talk about, you know,
Speaker 1: because because I passed up a couple of features because
Speaker 1: I didn't want to take the esstance of the song
Speaker 1: and what it meant away. You know, I'm just throwing
Speaker 1: anybody I don't know. So you know, he had, you know,
Speaker 1: the situation going on like this right here. Yeah. So yeah,
Speaker 1: that's what it is. What you think you've got something
Speaker 1: on this the lust you think might be just as
Speaker 1: big as that or something that this kind of stick
Speaker 1: out everyone should be looking at. I don't know, because uh,
Speaker 1: it isn't something the records I don't put out. I
Speaker 1: think i'd be thinking about, this is gonna be the
Speaker 1: one like that. I'm trying not to give my holes up.
Speaker 1: I just yeah, I'll be having to retail. Like, just
Speaker 1: tell myself, man, just put that out and just keep working.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. But what rapper you was
Speaker 1: influence by the most Kevin Gates, Like I said, Kevin Gates,
Speaker 1: he made it cool for everybody in Louisiana start trying
Speaker 1: to sing and harmonize on songs. For I didn't know
Speaker 1: abody was doing it, like I said, they were doing
Speaker 1: either dance song, pio popa song, or some games about it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: what's one of your favorite cities outside the amy when
Speaker 1: you like moving around? My bid I like to be
Speaker 1: a big time I didn't know how they say the
Speaker 1: tongue powerful, right, yeah, so maw thefore I went back
Speaker 1: to jail last year, right, I was in the mirror
Speaker 1: and I was like man, I'm tied, and then then
Speaker 1: I'm next week or two I'm in jail. So I
Speaker 1: sat of moving around, like what's some what's some ship
Speaker 1: that you like to do, or like some hobbies or
Speaker 1: activities that you have that you like to do to
Speaker 1: kind of have fun and like release your mind from
Speaker 1: all the stress of like the industry. I've been playing
Speaker 1: basketball the day I even joined the little league in
Speaker 1: my am. And two you can for real, I just
Speaker 1: like going out there making people think they're good. Okay, bad,
Speaker 1: I got that shoot your eyes out over there. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you think you're harder than some of the other rappers.
Speaker 1: Will be playing back, you know, they'll be having the
Speaker 1: rappers shoot it out. Probably not, probably not, but I'm
Speaker 1: gonna do. They're gonna come out there, and you think
Speaker 1: people gonna gonna you know what I'm saying, what, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna suck up by the time you try, I don't
Speaker 1: want to already. Yeah, and I'll get to talk my ship. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's what it is. What's one what's one of fred
Speaker 1: o'bain's favorite movies all time? Movies? The Notebook? Nope, nope Book. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm a real movie person. To me up with that, Bro,
Speaker 1: I would have never That's probably the only movie that
Speaker 1: maybe a lot of I would not think fred o'bain
Speaker 1: favorite movie would be the probably only move that maybe
Speaker 1: chill explain that that was a deep story, that old
Speaker 1: time stories that he was giving them. They ain't up
Speaker 1: being them then they end up dying together. That's what
Speaker 1: I was real. It was a masterpiece that it was. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that ship was deep. Yeah, who was not like especially
Speaker 1: lad three or four years bro ain't being hard appreciation.
Speaker 1: They've been horrible. M Yeah. The plots have been like
Speaker 1: subpard to say you move, Nah, I ain't do wait,
Speaker 1: let make you saying that I can't stay serious. I can't.
Speaker 1: I can't get into no like even with rapping, I
Speaker 1: can't get into no character. Like you know, there's a
Speaker 1: lot of rappings. They got an actual character, but like
Speaker 1: they got a real person, realtive for being an artist,
Speaker 1: like like you know what I'm saying. They can really true.
Speaker 1: They do know they could do some stuff for attention,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But I'm like, I'm like
Speaker 1: even want music videos like I tell the direction. Man,
Speaker 1: don't have me doing the act. I can't. It ain't
Speaker 1: me just some things I can't do now, you know,
Speaker 1: as far as a movie, they come around with the
Speaker 1: right ticket. I try, That's what I was about to say.
Speaker 1: I tried, and it had to be something that come
Speaker 1: out from my character. How do you feel about quote
Speaker 1: unquote like studio rappers or studio games that have images
Speaker 1: to make songs and ship They haven't done that in
Speaker 1: real life. I don't know. I'm out the streets to
Speaker 1: just like that right there? Uh, the streets, real man.
Speaker 1: Everybody can't survive out there. Better stay in the studio. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you want to get in the rap game as possible,
Speaker 1: Just donna sell your soul. Just be you. A lot
Speaker 1: of the people, man, they do some ficient things for
Speaker 1: some money, do someficier things ron days, like just dealing
Speaker 1: with the industry and dealing with a whole complete way
Speaker 1: of life that you just be like this ship. Mm hmmm.
Speaker 1: Um All at the end of the day, I've been
Speaker 1: paying bills. I'll be happy with it. You know, I
Speaker 1: can't for fifty dollar shows. I gots how did you
Speaker 1: get there? I was young, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: We used to be you know, we used to be
Speaker 1: wrapping that little team parties and stuff like money man,
Speaker 1: Me and you got our first four hundred dollar show.
Speaker 1: When I say, we sat in the car and like
Speaker 1: really just talked about it and was so happy we
Speaker 1: could do this ship. Yeah about four hundreds. So when
Speaker 1: I think about stuff like that, I'll be happy coming
Speaker 1: free shows for real. Yeah you know what I'm saying. Yeah,
Speaker 1: any money? So when you pick when you said yourself up,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, I'm afraid, oh bad, I could do this ship.
Speaker 1: Probably at the top came out o that, like, you know,
Speaker 1: I make money out of her. But as far as
Speaker 1: like just going there, like I had to see their
Speaker 1: placutic for to really believe it. So now I'm just
Speaker 1: trying to do it again. You know what you're gonna
Speaker 1: do it. I appreciated that. Yeah, what's what's what's coming up?
Speaker 1: The rest of you said the de luxe? What about tours?
Speaker 1: You any tours coming up? I'm trying to try to it.
Speaker 1: But but all the tours that came in the past
Speaker 1: either something to have it when they get canceled, Like
Speaker 1: I posted on to a bed twice. One was the
Speaker 1: pandemic and then the other time I went back to jail. Uh.
Speaker 1: Other than that, they'd be off what they'd be offering. Bro,
Speaker 1: I made that one show. You gotta take a little
Speaker 1: bit less on them to it. Yeah, yeah, but I'll
Speaker 1: be like, I'll be booked up to it. I do
Speaker 1: six seven shows. Was there you know about at the
Speaker 1: party though, I've been having them to the party from
Speaker 1: But still just the signs though, Bro, No, literally I
Speaker 1: understand though, And you sent me down and told me
Speaker 1: about it. I'm like, I'm gonna ahead try it, bro.
Speaker 1: But it's like, if I can make thirty grande one show,
Speaker 1: why would I take with a thousand people in there? Cool?
Speaker 1: All right, that's the thing. I'll be happy. I ain't.
Speaker 1: It'd be fine. People were getting different, Yeah, and you're
Speaker 1: spreading who you are and you spreading your music all right, right,
Speaker 1: So that's the thing. I still I'm still upcoming arts
Speaker 1: to me. This ain't problems, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But now I'm I'm trying to try the hip but
Speaker 1: I'm really uh, I really want I don't know if
Speaker 1: I want to go on my own or I want
Speaker 1: to go under somebody and get a feel for it.
Speaker 1: Stay stay, start under somebody to get that feel for
Speaker 1: But but I ain't going on anybody though, anybody. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel that how you feel? What's what's the state
Speaker 1: of just like the city of Baton Rouge, Like there's
Speaker 1: there some healing going on in Baton Rouge. You think
Speaker 1: is getting better? What's going on at home? Oh? You know?
Speaker 1: I honestly, I'll be trying to disconnect myself mentally from
Speaker 1: it because my name gets tied to stuff. I don't,
Speaker 1: you know what the hell going on? It's just be better.
Speaker 1: I just try to stay out of I am trying
Speaker 1: to put a nonprofit organization together about mental health. So
Speaker 1: I'm just trying to see how I'm I'm approaching it.
Speaker 1: And because if I'm do something like that, I want
Speaker 1: something that actually help people and not just talk. What
Speaker 1: do you think triggers mental health from the hood, Like
Speaker 1: when I need from the or PTSD or you know
Speaker 1: some ship like that, just hearing a gunshot just you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Just it's all type of stuff though,
Speaker 1: car Rix, It's all type of stuff. Man. The biggest
Speaker 1: thing I always I feel like it's jail though people, Um,
Speaker 1: people don't know how traumatizing jail can be, especially solitary
Speaker 1: from Yeah, I actually almost went crazy. I was in
Speaker 1: I was in there just two weeks. I couldn't tell
Speaker 1: my dreams. Uh, yeah, I got I'm DNC. I want
Speaker 1: to deal. I'm actually it made right now. I'm just
Speaker 1: on the streets. I'm about five, gonna be my fifth year. Uh.
Speaker 1: I couldn't tell my dreams for my reality. I'll wake
Speaker 1: up and uh, I'm thinking. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: without I dream about them, because I, like I said,
Speaker 1: I usually have a phone something to guarden. When came
Speaker 1: pass me my phone. We feel me that I left
Speaker 1: in the dome when I got hit. This is damn tripping.
Speaker 1: You feel like that's scared. I'll be doing this. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know it's when you're in there, a's a war zone.
Speaker 1: You gotta be on your your p's and ques every
Speaker 1: single second. Like one time, one time come to jail.
Speaker 1: I think I slept with my shoes on for like
Speaker 1: four days, just because you gotta be on that type.
Speaker 1: You gotta be on that type of time. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You want like I feel back here.
Speaker 1: Eight people back here from the hood that I know
Speaker 1: don't like me and I the bus one of their
Speaker 1: partners up. If I know, I gotta get it, I
Speaker 1: gotta get on. But it's just it's crazy, bro, and
Speaker 1: I feel like some people be so some people do
Speaker 1: lose a my all the way. A lot of people
Speaker 1: thinking that's just mojo or which I said cay nine,
Speaker 1: they'd be thinking of that would sometimes just be from jail. Sunlight.
Speaker 1: You're supposed to go outside and nothing. You mean there's sunlight.
Speaker 1: I don't let I'm saying that solitary confinement used to
Speaker 1: the first YE didn't have half my jokes. I used
Speaker 1: to stay inside. I wouldn't even want to walk outside.
Speaker 1: I used to make me sad to go outside and
Speaker 1: see and see that fence and all that people walking.
Speaker 1: I don't want to see this ship. Yeah, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So did you realize how valuable your
Speaker 1: freedom was being left up? And then yeah, that's why
Speaker 1: I appreciate staying at home in my bid, my TV.
Speaker 1: You see this dot care about going club at night?
Speaker 1: Now it's I've been saying. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Especially with parole, you know, I'll be having to think
Speaker 1: twice about my actions. You know what I'm saying. Crazy fans,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Like motherfucker pissing me off
Speaker 1: for something. I got to think about how to re
Speaker 1: one false movement. I'm back in jail, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So damn when I get big, we're your
Speaker 1: biggest regret on your journey so far, biggest regret mm
Speaker 1: hm oh some in the industry, life, something personal life,
Speaker 1: something somebody might have piste off you wish you could
Speaker 1: men with or whatever. Uh. I had to be honest
Speaker 1: anybody I piste off. I feel like it was genuine
Speaker 1: an accident. And uh, and I know I'm in a
Speaker 1: wrong I know how to buy my head and apologize
Speaker 1: and if you don't take it, then you're just on
Speaker 1: some other ship. So I had that. I had a
Speaker 1: situation like that happened with a I had put a
Speaker 1: female or his name and song. Uh, and she married
Speaker 1: to somebody from Atlanta. You know what I'm saying. It
Speaker 1: was just weird ship. Uh. Other than that, I feel
Speaker 1: like being more knowledgeable about certain things contracts. I don't
Speaker 1: really have an aggress on my contract because I got
Speaker 1: I got a good contract, but just being more knowledgeable
Speaker 1: all around about stuff, because you know, it would be
Speaker 1: a little stuff like a certain l O D S
Speaker 1: or something that you have left out that you and
Speaker 1: your head with the head that she signed already or something,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Stuff like that. So you've
Speaker 1: been getting on top of your business and really understanding
Speaker 1: this ship. There's a lot to take in coming fresh
Speaker 1: home from jail and you don't know you know, streaming
Speaker 1: what you mean? When did you? You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So just learning all that stuff that you came back
Speaker 1: to a whole new world, just little I think I
Speaker 1: told and stuff. What's a win for you at the
Speaker 1: end of the ship. I don't know because I don't
Speaker 1: know what I'm gonna be satisfied. So it's good, I
Speaker 1: mean right now, right yeah, But he's saying, what's gonna
Speaker 1: make you feel like that you're uh when you have
Speaker 1: your kids or whatever? Like this is what I'm most
Speaker 1: proud of about this ship. I had no idea. Actually,
Speaker 1: I'll be wanting so much more, if ever, I want more.
Speaker 1: I want more. Yeah, I want to do better, and
Speaker 1: you should want more. But you gotta be grateful, especially
Speaker 1: to ship. You telling us, bro, you gotta be grateful
Speaker 1: for everything You'll definitely do. I'd be reflecting on we
Speaker 1: reflecting on stuff all the time. That's my personal DJ
Speaker 1: right there. You know what I'm saying. He started off
Speaker 1: me paying them a hundred dollars for each, so you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Now, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: He feels good and I'll be happy like like my
Speaker 1: producer right um my joint. When when I came home
Speaker 1: from jail, he was cool. He was made his money
Speaker 1: off his own studio and stuff like that. And I
Speaker 1: used to beg him like, bro, come on with my
Speaker 1: Miami with me and lock all the way in. And
Speaker 1: one day he was like, no, I'm gonna take a chance.
Speaker 1: Is he getting in the car? We had two cars
Speaker 1: pulling up, put all that stuff in that one in
Speaker 1: the van. One of the regular car got in the van.
Speaker 1: The police are pulling up to hit the studio acting
Speaker 1: where he was at mm hmm. Literally they walked past him.
Speaker 1: You feel me? So it's like uh to for me
Speaker 1: to say I helped him get out of that situation
Speaker 1: and he's making more legal money. And you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like I had a when I impact people
Speaker 1: life like that, if you're happy about it, Yeah, how
Speaker 1: you deal with the female attention M the d M.
Speaker 1: The I got a problem with replying. I gotta stop that.
Speaker 1: Oh you do be replying. I don't be really going
Speaker 1: on my mood. I don't went through that fan in
Speaker 1: the fan phase and stuff about the Blue checks. Uh,
Speaker 1: that's what we're talking about. We get that the van's
Speaker 1: gonna covered with the Blue Chicks. You're applying to them too. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I've even playing, but I don't you know, I don't
Speaker 1: always bite. You know what I'm saying. I don't know. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'll just be enjoying myself sometimes. Yeah, I'll be chilling
Speaker 1: though it's entertaining to you. Yeah, chilling. Yeah, what's something
Speaker 1: you would want to know? Like people to know about
Speaker 1: you that they may not know it fans, just people
Speaker 1: that's watching you for the first time in the conversation,
Speaker 1: like what some people want. I don't know. People be
Speaker 1: thinking I'm something like some asshole ofs some I'm a
Speaker 1: humble person. You were antisocial. That was a long time ago.
Speaker 1: That was tripping back there. I was, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I was. Now you've changed. I was. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I was on drinking, you know, the drinking, shouting my
Speaker 1: girlfriend and on the drink back then, like I was tripping.
Speaker 1: I was like my mind, yeah, yeah, yeah, what was
Speaker 1: that to try to heal that depression? That's why he
Speaker 1: was doing the different your selbstance was it was that
Speaker 1: easy to pain? Yeah. I mean as far as drugs,
Speaker 1: I feel like we get we get caught up in
Speaker 1: drugs because like we just be trying to feel that
Speaker 1: disconnect from the world sometimes, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I don't know, just falling a little, that feeling chasing it.
Speaker 1: But I never had been dependent on drugs. Like whenever
Speaker 1: I felt like I was just on it too long,
Speaker 1: detox get off three days. You know what I'm saying
Speaker 1: right back, you stopped cold Turkey. I want to jail,
Speaker 1: And I came home from jail right not deal lest something,
Speaker 1: but to be left alone. There's too much fake stuff
Speaker 1: out here. They still drinking that ship. Yeah. I had
Speaker 1: a couple of bad experiences and stuff I ain't know.
Speaker 1: Then I'm dubles mad. I try to elver. I came
Speaker 1: three hundred middle ground. I went straight to the hospital. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I had I had an edible experience here. It was
Speaker 1: it was not good. I had to get an I
Speaker 1: v the shape back. Yeah, man, I've seen all types
Speaker 1: of stuff edible. I took a three hundred mill of glad.
Speaker 1: I was on the perch. I was just on orange juice.
Speaker 1: Everybody looked like demons to me. And then I like
Speaker 1: black out and then I hear what's laughing deep, like
Speaker 1: hey my son or something like that. I explained it
Speaker 1: to you. I don't really it's crazy. Ship to nah.
Speaker 1: I was strinking the pers uh pers adderall drink. I
Speaker 1: ain't never liked me. That's just like people brothly stinker
Speaker 1: and ship like that. It ain't never been my vibe,
Speaker 1: you know. I was saying, plus not bad. I can breathe.
Speaker 1: They do that. I used to have a thing for
Speaker 1: female smoker. I couldn't stand a female, big turn off.
Speaker 1: But you did try the edible. It's like, yeah, right, okay, damn,
Speaker 1: I guess just because what edibles don't think? I mean,
Speaker 1: I was just trying to see how I wasn't. I
Speaker 1: just took too much. So now you want just all
Speaker 1: that ship right straight? Hold? Do you do certain like meditate,
Speaker 1: pray a lot or what did should do for you?
Speaker 1: I have like my own type of ship with the
Speaker 1: drink you did for your music and do different. I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't really know. I feel like I
Speaker 1: was on drink. I don't know. I don't feel like
Speaker 1: I would make my best music back. Man, I don't
Speaker 1: never for me. Yeah, just have me piste off so
Speaker 1: you don't miss none of that ship. Nah. Yeah. So
Speaker 1: you're happy and you're new space and where you're at now,
Speaker 1: and you're happy even though we know you have dealt
Speaker 1: with depression. This is another way in the chap. I'm
Speaker 1: chasing happiness. You chasing happiness. Okay, okay, but you're a
Speaker 1: happier definitely for sure. Wait wait wait wait wait, gonna happy?
Speaker 1: Oh most stressed out, but I'd rather be stressing and broke.
Speaker 1: Good's bringing on the additional stressing work that's music and
Speaker 1: that's just stressed for hel Yeah you know what I'm saying. Like,
Speaker 1: I like all the paper you are cleanses you gotta
Speaker 1: get when it comes to just dropping one song, like
Speaker 1: you should be so many orders to be happy when
Speaker 1: they find the Driping project. You got a team to
Speaker 1: do that though, right, I'm hands on, So I'll be
Speaker 1: like I hate when people ain't know my time, all
Speaker 1: my time that's why I fire manager. I come across
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, you need your hat. They'd
Speaker 1: be jumping niggers there through lukes for them, clearance on
Speaker 1: them beats and then the feature. Then you be some
Speaker 1: d that is had ache. Yeah, ship different here? Do
Speaker 1: you do? You? Do you? Does that make you when
Speaker 1: like somebody, uh, somebody gets a feature from you? Does
Speaker 1: that make you kind of be more stiff on them?
Speaker 1: Or you try to make it simple so you're like,
Speaker 1: I did this ship are now my carment is gonna
Speaker 1: come back and when it's time for me to get
Speaker 1: my clearances from whoever, then I'll have a smooth process.
Speaker 1: I'm be cleaning stuff. The problem is I got the
Speaker 1: production company and the labor so they got to clear
Speaker 1: to feel me, and that's what it because they be
Speaker 1: later response the dude to get the text of me.
Speaker 1: As soon as you say anything crazy to me, I'll
Speaker 1: be like you feel me, don't you know what I'm
Speaker 1: I'm talking to you with respect and I'm gonna let
Speaker 1: you know what's going on. I'm on a few ordiers
Speaker 1: who gonna pick the phone up for you feel me?
Speaker 1: And I ain't hard to get in touch like you call,
Speaker 1: you're paying me. I'm hopping on the rocket. You feel me.
Speaker 1: So it's just it's just a it's just a lot,
Speaker 1: has a lot. It's a lot to that ship. But
Speaker 1: you are enjoying it. Yeah, yeah, sure, you always be better.
Speaker 1: It could always be. So you had trade the ship
Speaker 1: of your old life. Huh retrade the ship of your
Speaker 1: old life when I trade this for my old regal ship. No,
Speaker 1: that's why I said, all the ship back for them,
Speaker 1: my partners. I give it a phone conners. M that's real.
Speaker 1: That's shot a fradom baby. Man, what's the what's the
Speaker 1: what's the words you want to say to the big
Speaker 1: fact supporters and everybody? Then you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: There's some games, some gaming, some motivations for them coming
Speaker 1: rappers and the people who might have been where you
Speaker 1: at was some years ago. Be yourself, be yourself trying
Speaker 1: to be somebody else. You're gonna find you're gonna find
Speaker 1: yourself in the place that you don't want to be in.
Speaker 1: And what if somebody loses to theirselves trying to be
Speaker 1: somebody else, how you feel like they can bring it
Speaker 1: back back to themselves at that possible Hopefully you learn
Speaker 1: before you bump your head, or you're gonna have to
Speaker 1: just take in what you get after you pump your head.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Like I was telling people,
Speaker 1: especially with men, I feel like we don't learn until
Speaker 1: we bump our head. It took me going to jail
Speaker 1: and stuff to give my ship together. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. It really grow up a lot of people say, mate,
Speaker 1: like that trip to jailman to say that, like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I probably same. Sure, that's what it is. Big salute
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Speaker 1: the de luxe about when the lux you're just still
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