1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:05,720 Speaker 1: Big Man and DJ Scream bring you Bigodcast in the street. 2 00:00:06,120 --> 00:00:10,440 Speaker 1: Visit the new website today www dot Big factspot dot com. 3 00:00:10,560 --> 00:00:12,440 Speaker 1: A lot of first class sounds. You know who it is, 4 00:00:12,520 --> 00:00:15,680 Speaker 1: DJ Scream, Big Bank, Baby j. This is Big Facts 5 00:00:15,680 --> 00:00:20,360 Speaker 1: and today we have fred o'bang. Question what I'm saying, 6 00:00:20,400 --> 00:00:23,759 Speaker 1: guests A Big Facts. What's up? My brother? Appreciate you 7 00:00:24,000 --> 00:00:27,560 Speaker 1: finally being able to pull up. You know I wouldn't late. 8 00:00:27,640 --> 00:00:32,080 Speaker 1: Was that you good? Your point? Your point? Your point? 9 00:00:32,280 --> 00:00:36,320 Speaker 1: What you've been on work? I'm trying to stay consistent. Okay, 10 00:00:36,920 --> 00:00:39,599 Speaker 1: I guess I guess the starting point for this conversation is, uh, 11 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:43,120 Speaker 1: you know the influence of what creational music? You know, 12 00:00:43,159 --> 00:00:45,120 Speaker 1: your music delivers a lot of pain. And you know 13 00:00:45,159 --> 00:00:46,800 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, it's like real life ship that you're 14 00:00:46,840 --> 00:00:49,680 Speaker 1: going through. Why did you choose to go that route 15 00:00:49,720 --> 00:00:53,120 Speaker 1: as opposed to maybe like a more party dancy route 16 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:56,160 Speaker 1: or some other type of sound. Uh, what I know, 17 00:00:56,400 --> 00:00:59,360 Speaker 1: I don't really know how to do the little port 18 00:00:59,360 --> 00:01:01,360 Speaker 1: of stuff like that, you know what I mean to students? 19 00:01:01,400 --> 00:01:03,880 Speaker 1: Sometimes I try, but I just don't be sounding good 20 00:01:03,920 --> 00:01:09,000 Speaker 1: to me. Yea I stake to whatout though? Yeah, but really, 21 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:10,760 Speaker 1: you know I just when I played the beat, I 22 00:01:10,880 --> 00:01:13,320 Speaker 1: just I just write what come to me? You know 23 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:16,080 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Yeah, is that you think that's a 24 00:01:16,080 --> 00:01:18,800 Speaker 1: common theme or just mindset coming out of Batton Rules, 25 00:01:18,840 --> 00:01:20,679 Speaker 1: Because a lot of people's music out of Batton Rugs 26 00:01:20,760 --> 00:01:23,560 Speaker 1: kind of expresses their pain and what they're going through. 27 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:27,479 Speaker 1: I think it's a certain sound, even though your ship 28 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:30,600 Speaker 1: is different. But I'm saying you think it's I guess 29 00:01:30,600 --> 00:01:36,720 Speaker 1: we've got a lot of depression people always. So at 30 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:39,000 Speaker 1: one point it used to be like when you like, 31 00:01:39,000 --> 00:01:41,000 Speaker 1: oh five for and all that, it used to be 32 00:01:41,480 --> 00:01:43,560 Speaker 1: you need to make a need to make a gangster song, 33 00:01:43,959 --> 00:01:46,840 Speaker 1: You need to make a fight song or a club 34 00:01:46,959 --> 00:01:50,400 Speaker 1: song or piopopping song, because you know he's called jigging 35 00:01:50,440 --> 00:01:54,919 Speaker 1: cit Ni's more. You know what's in the art street 36 00:01:54,920 --> 00:02:00,880 Speaker 1: is more elevated. No, mm hmm. Absolutely. And then Boots 37 00:02:01,120 --> 00:02:07,880 Speaker 1: is your actual like cousin, cousin cousin, like blood relative. Yeah, Like, well, 38 00:02:07,960 --> 00:02:11,080 Speaker 1: y'all was a kids, y'all Nah, not that okay. Now, 39 00:02:12,200 --> 00:02:14,720 Speaker 1: when I was a little my mama stole me from 40 00:02:14,760 --> 00:02:16,280 Speaker 1: my dad, and so I don't really know that I 41 00:02:16,320 --> 00:02:22,080 Speaker 1: ain't really know this side of my Franma. He cheated 42 00:02:22,120 --> 00:02:26,040 Speaker 1: on her. She cheated on Hill and then one night 43 00:02:26,560 --> 00:02:29,760 Speaker 1: she can't hold late. He changed the locks on every 44 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:32,239 Speaker 1: so she had to act like I had it to 45 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:35,440 Speaker 1: a cousin birthday parter and straight something me out of 46 00:02:35,520 --> 00:02:46,640 Speaker 1: town like money to uh the the Mississippi, Greensburg, Mississippi. 47 00:02:51,240 --> 00:02:55,679 Speaker 1: Eventually the normal you're right there with you people. Well, no, 48 00:02:56,800 --> 00:02:59,359 Speaker 1: she like my mama hold Richard. I guess that where 49 00:02:59,360 --> 00:03:01,960 Speaker 1: I get it from. Yeah, so she and she used 50 00:03:01,960 --> 00:03:03,359 Speaker 1: to let him see me or talk to me. So 51 00:03:03,440 --> 00:03:05,440 Speaker 1: what he used to do when I was going to school, 52 00:03:05,840 --> 00:03:09,560 Speaker 1: He'll walk all the way, like I'll walk just to 53 00:03:09,560 --> 00:03:11,480 Speaker 1: see me in school because he had a car. So 54 00:03:11,639 --> 00:03:15,040 Speaker 1: you ain't never blame. He used to come like every 55 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:16,760 Speaker 1: once a week. You know what I'm saying. He just 56 00:03:16,800 --> 00:03:28,079 Speaker 1: pop up in class tripping bush. Uh. So I talked 57 00:03:28,080 --> 00:03:30,480 Speaker 1: about a little bit about I think, I think correct 58 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:32,239 Speaker 1: me if I'm wrong. In one of your lyrious or 59 00:03:32,280 --> 00:03:33,799 Speaker 1: some of your lyrious like you might kind of just 60 00:03:34,280 --> 00:03:37,400 Speaker 1: put out there like just life done. You haven't been 61 00:03:37,400 --> 00:03:38,840 Speaker 1: through some ship in life, and you might be a 62 00:03:38,880 --> 00:03:42,640 Speaker 1: little depressed sometimes, and that type of ships to be 63 00:03:42,720 --> 00:03:47,760 Speaker 1: the pressing lite. I don't. Man. Sometimes I'll be lonely. 64 00:03:48,920 --> 00:03:51,720 Speaker 1: Then I'd be like that here, and then the next 65 00:03:51,800 --> 00:03:54,440 Speaker 1: day I'll be I ain't I want to be at 66 00:03:54,480 --> 00:03:56,880 Speaker 1: in life? Then next day would be like fucking what 67 00:03:56,960 --> 00:03:59,120 Speaker 1: you're doing comparing yourself. If you an't when you want 68 00:03:59,160 --> 00:04:00,800 Speaker 1: to be at, then I mean you could and yourself something. 69 00:04:00,880 --> 00:04:03,840 Speaker 1: I'll just be wanting more and more out myself. But 70 00:04:03,920 --> 00:04:07,040 Speaker 1: you you got more than you had got them. I 71 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:10,520 Speaker 1: got a problem, like I got a problem with being content. 72 00:04:11,480 --> 00:04:13,000 Speaker 1: I think when I was in school I learned the 73 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:16,559 Speaker 1: world content right, like contends where you when you're happy, 74 00:04:16,640 --> 00:04:19,600 Speaker 1: where you at. And so for some reason that we're 75 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:21,840 Speaker 1: stuck with me. You feel me like when I got 76 00:04:21,920 --> 00:04:24,200 Speaker 1: my first car. While I'm getting the car and pull 77 00:04:24,279 --> 00:04:26,120 Speaker 1: it off, I'm thinking about getting the new car, that 78 00:04:26,200 --> 00:04:29,640 Speaker 1: next car. What I'm saying, I'm always I got my 79 00:04:29,760 --> 00:04:32,120 Speaker 1: gold plaque. I'm ready for a platinum plaque. You feel me, 80 00:04:32,279 --> 00:04:35,160 Speaker 1: I'm always it's a it's a it's a blessing and 81 00:04:35,279 --> 00:04:40,360 Speaker 1: occurcy you knowing that with your mental though, Yeah, so 82 00:04:40,560 --> 00:04:42,799 Speaker 1: this she keep making you stress, but to keep pushing 83 00:04:42,880 --> 00:04:45,200 Speaker 1: me though. So that's why I say it's a blessing. 84 00:04:45,240 --> 00:04:46,560 Speaker 1: The curage. You gotta know how to channel. You got 85 00:04:46,640 --> 00:04:47,920 Speaker 1: to try to figure out how to channe. I don't 86 00:04:47,920 --> 00:04:49,600 Speaker 1: say you know how because I go through something, but 87 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:54,840 Speaker 1: you gotta figure out how to try to motivation some 88 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:57,400 Speaker 1: days and depression some days. Or you think all the 89 00:04:57,440 --> 00:05:00,640 Speaker 1: pressure because some of its sound like motivation to it's 90 00:05:00,680 --> 00:05:04,760 Speaker 1: always stress, but sometimes it's depression sometimes. You know what 91 00:05:04,839 --> 00:05:07,080 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'd be happy to do my thing, but 92 00:05:07,200 --> 00:05:09,400 Speaker 1: I would like as soon as I do what I 93 00:05:09,480 --> 00:05:11,360 Speaker 1: said to do, I'm ready to do something else. You 94 00:05:11,400 --> 00:05:13,760 Speaker 1: see what I'm saying. So let me let me ask 95 00:05:13,760 --> 00:05:16,440 Speaker 1: you this, since we're talking about stress and depression and 96 00:05:16,560 --> 00:05:20,000 Speaker 1: mental health and all of that. UM, a while back, 97 00:05:20,440 --> 00:05:23,160 Speaker 1: you lost one of your very close friends, g Money, 98 00:05:23,960 --> 00:05:29,320 Speaker 1: and when that happened to him, how did that affect 99 00:05:29,360 --> 00:05:32,000 Speaker 1: your mental as well as how did that affect your music? 100 00:05:33,160 --> 00:05:35,960 Speaker 1: While I was in jail, I happened happened down like 101 00:05:36,360 --> 00:05:38,200 Speaker 1: probably a year in two months or something like that. 102 00:05:39,720 --> 00:05:41,320 Speaker 1: At that point, I ain't give a fun about nothing. 103 00:05:41,400 --> 00:05:43,520 Speaker 1: I don't like man, I don't care about call my home. 104 00:05:43,640 --> 00:05:47,000 Speaker 1: I don't care about music because music was always playing 105 00:05:47,040 --> 00:05:49,560 Speaker 1: for me and him, And I've never been that type 106 00:05:49,560 --> 00:05:52,320 Speaker 1: of person like if I said a goal with this person, 107 00:05:52,720 --> 00:05:55,040 Speaker 1: I'm never thinking about doing nothing myself. You feel me? 108 00:05:55,160 --> 00:05:57,440 Speaker 1: So at that point, I don't really know how to 109 00:05:57,480 --> 00:05:58,960 Speaker 1: make a song with um, you know what I'm saying. 110 00:05:59,279 --> 00:06:02,679 Speaker 1: So did you have could like a case of survivor's remorse? 111 00:06:03,640 --> 00:06:05,560 Speaker 1: You think, I don't know, I don't really know the 112 00:06:05,680 --> 00:06:08,640 Speaker 1: definition of that. Did you feel gifted that it happened 113 00:06:08,680 --> 00:06:10,720 Speaker 1: to him and instead of you've been there happening both 114 00:06:10,720 --> 00:06:15,200 Speaker 1: of y'all? Definitely, because everybody who knew me like we 115 00:06:15,279 --> 00:06:17,600 Speaker 1: were like Sunday night for me, he was the approachable 116 00:06:17,680 --> 00:06:19,880 Speaker 1: person I don't know who. I wouldn't even speak to 117 00:06:19,960 --> 00:06:22,920 Speaker 1: nobody like you know what I'm I was anti soldiers, motherfucker. 118 00:06:23,480 --> 00:06:27,400 Speaker 1: But how it happened with him leaving outside the studio, 119 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:31,800 Speaker 1: I would never let him go out of the studio, right, So, Beau, 120 00:06:31,880 --> 00:06:33,520 Speaker 1: we always be on each other trail. You know how 121 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:36,919 Speaker 1: you got that part um trying to dip off when 122 00:06:36,920 --> 00:06:39,080 Speaker 1: you're going you grab me something too or something, you 123 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:40,360 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So i'd be I would have 124 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:43,799 Speaker 1: been on this trail basically like you love she basing, 125 00:06:43,839 --> 00:06:45,560 Speaker 1: like you love him so much that you blame yourself, 126 00:06:45,640 --> 00:06:48,240 Speaker 1: like I could have fixed it if And on top 127 00:06:48,279 --> 00:06:49,839 Speaker 1: of that, he was he was still in the city 128 00:06:49,920 --> 00:06:51,520 Speaker 1: because he wait on me I Puss to come home 129 00:06:51,600 --> 00:06:57,600 Speaker 1: that week. Crazy what you're doing, what you're doing to 130 00:06:57,720 --> 00:06:59,800 Speaker 1: move forward, to stay out of the bullshit like moving 131 00:06:59,839 --> 00:07:01,760 Speaker 1: ford or like to stay out of all bullshit, like 132 00:07:01,880 --> 00:07:04,400 Speaker 1: what you do? I just work and I try. I 133 00:07:04,480 --> 00:07:07,000 Speaker 1: try not to get caught up in the social media 134 00:07:07,080 --> 00:07:09,560 Speaker 1: know and idea. We see something that pistols off and 135 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:12,120 Speaker 1: striking nerv and you know, we're giving a response. But 136 00:07:12,560 --> 00:07:14,720 Speaker 1: and I'll be having to check myself right now, I'm tripping. 137 00:07:14,800 --> 00:07:18,440 Speaker 1: You feel me like it's really a trap. You know 138 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:21,080 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Social media uhould be funny, won't pumping eyes? 139 00:07:21,880 --> 00:07:24,640 Speaker 1: It's it's a whole another level you get off if 140 00:07:24,680 --> 00:07:27,840 Speaker 1: you could, like if it kind of your career, you 141 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:30,680 Speaker 1: kind of got to promote your albums or promote what 142 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:32,760 Speaker 1: you had going on, would you completely stay off on 143 00:07:32,840 --> 00:07:39,720 Speaker 1: social media at Yeah, it takes it, you know what 144 00:07:39,760 --> 00:07:42,160 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I just I just feel like so many 145 00:07:42,240 --> 00:07:44,520 Speaker 1: people got there on the p and these days it's 146 00:07:44,640 --> 00:07:48,120 Speaker 1: just like you know what I'm saying, Just it's annoying, 147 00:07:48,720 --> 00:07:51,160 Speaker 1: like people can lead your mind into whatever they wanted 148 00:07:51,200 --> 00:07:52,720 Speaker 1: to into. You know what I'm saying about putting the 149 00:07:52,760 --> 00:07:55,160 Speaker 1: bullshit up on your ship, and then you can act 150 00:07:55,240 --> 00:07:58,240 Speaker 1: like I ain't standing the ship. It's just like people 151 00:07:58,280 --> 00:08:02,160 Speaker 1: with charges right, people forgetting innocent to proving guilty. You 152 00:08:02,200 --> 00:08:04,720 Speaker 1: fear me. I hold it heavy because you never know 153 00:08:05,280 --> 00:08:08,440 Speaker 1: what somebody what situation really going on. So as soon 154 00:08:08,480 --> 00:08:11,840 Speaker 1: as something pop pop off, they gave somebody to ham 155 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:14,440 Speaker 1: already on the comments already like you know what I'm saying, 156 00:08:14,520 --> 00:08:18,880 Speaker 1: theyn't want to turn around. Everybody quiet? You feel me? Right? Yeah? 157 00:08:19,240 --> 00:08:23,880 Speaker 1: Fact my business my only live on. Fact. You ever 158 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:25,160 Speaker 1: the day when you woke up and they were trying 159 00:08:25,200 --> 00:08:30,000 Speaker 1: to cancel you mm hmmm, I would just really say cancer. Uh, 160 00:08:31,840 --> 00:08:34,559 Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know. I get hay there 161 00:08:34,720 --> 00:08:39,720 Speaker 1: dates already be it made no difference. I didn't learned 162 00:08:39,720 --> 00:08:42,679 Speaker 1: how to laugh at the stuff, you know, like people, 163 00:08:45,800 --> 00:08:49,439 Speaker 1: I don't know sometimes a lot of times to just 164 00:08:49,559 --> 00:08:51,559 Speaker 1: be people want your reaction, you know what I'm I 165 00:08:51,840 --> 00:08:53,719 Speaker 1: had a bunch of like because when I when I 166 00:08:53,800 --> 00:08:55,559 Speaker 1: was like when I first came home from jail and 167 00:08:55,679 --> 00:08:57,960 Speaker 1: brether folks, I had the phone before I came from jail, 168 00:08:58,400 --> 00:08:59,920 Speaker 1: so I used to you know what I'm saying. My 169 00:09:00,320 --> 00:09:02,439 Speaker 1: pinder died, so we got real trollers on that. I 170 00:09:02,440 --> 00:09:05,360 Speaker 1: ain't no control like this before you fear me. Oh 171 00:09:07,320 --> 00:09:09,080 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I'm talking to him like man, 172 00:09:09,080 --> 00:09:11,520 Speaker 1: I'm just I'm ten years old. I just wanted response 173 00:09:11,600 --> 00:09:14,920 Speaker 1: you one of my favorite apples, like how you feel It? 174 00:09:15,040 --> 00:09:17,280 Speaker 1: So it's just it was just different from me, just 175 00:09:17,440 --> 00:09:20,800 Speaker 1: trying to adapt to that. You fear me. What's the 176 00:09:20,880 --> 00:09:23,000 Speaker 1: best in the worse thing to come with? This rat ship? 177 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:26,520 Speaker 1: The best thing I can pay my bills? You know 178 00:09:26,559 --> 00:09:28,720 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I could, I could, I could put 179 00:09:28,760 --> 00:09:30,599 Speaker 1: my voice on, you know, use my voice and go 180 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:34,720 Speaker 1: make some quick money. You see what I'm saying. Uh, worse, 181 00:09:35,600 --> 00:09:43,079 Speaker 1: um distress, Uh, not finding genuine relationships and stuff like that. 182 00:09:43,440 --> 00:09:49,440 Speaker 1: You feel me for sure? You you stay in Miami now, Yeah, 183 00:09:50,080 --> 00:09:53,360 Speaker 1: you like it you're feeling. But legally I'm still a 184 00:09:53,440 --> 00:10:02,000 Speaker 1: Louisiana residence. Shout out to my peer you. Yeah, I 185 00:10:02,040 --> 00:10:07,199 Speaker 1: don't want to pass. Yeah, yeah, what you like about? No, 186 00:10:07,400 --> 00:10:10,560 Speaker 1: I actually want that because the production company I work 187 00:10:10,600 --> 00:10:12,960 Speaker 1: outside of Death Jam is based out there. So they 188 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:15,240 Speaker 1: used to pick pick up my chicks and pull up 189 00:10:15,240 --> 00:10:19,800 Speaker 1: if I have a problem. Yeah, I'm pull out so much. 190 00:10:19,840 --> 00:10:22,559 Speaker 1: They got a new office. I'm trying to find out 191 00:10:25,760 --> 00:10:28,600 Speaker 1: that you know, like you know, I had to learn 192 00:10:28,679 --> 00:10:30,719 Speaker 1: the game so like a lot of times, you know, 193 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:33,360 Speaker 1: I had learned that flights come out my chick, this 194 00:10:33,520 --> 00:10:35,959 Speaker 1: come out my check. You feel what I'm saying, you know, 195 00:10:36,280 --> 00:10:38,839 Speaker 1: I see what good is. It's like this ain't my 196 00:10:38,920 --> 00:10:44,800 Speaker 1: show even pull it up? Just growing up? Me? Got 197 00:10:44,920 --> 00:10:49,800 Speaker 1: kids not yet? Yeah, I love kids on the perfect 198 00:10:49,800 --> 00:10:55,360 Speaker 1: step dadda. You know they called they called me be 199 00:10:55,480 --> 00:11:06,160 Speaker 1: okay baby mom will kill Yeah, yeah a little kid. 200 00:11:06,679 --> 00:11:14,520 Speaker 1: You got a girl though? Nah? Any prospects Nah, living life, 201 00:11:16,880 --> 00:11:21,360 Speaker 1: I'll be working so much like at like I'd be 202 00:11:21,480 --> 00:11:24,280 Speaker 1: scared to put like even getting in a relationship because 203 00:11:24,320 --> 00:11:26,760 Speaker 1: I know when I put first, I work. You know 204 00:11:26,800 --> 00:11:28,319 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So I know I'm not gonna get 205 00:11:28,360 --> 00:11:32,760 Speaker 1: somebody at the time. Yeah, how you are? You are 206 00:11:32,840 --> 00:11:35,240 Speaker 1: you like determine who you do music with? Like is 207 00:11:35,280 --> 00:11:38,679 Speaker 1: it is it just based off of who jamming or 208 00:11:39,080 --> 00:11:42,120 Speaker 1: can it be like like if it's somebody who ain't 209 00:11:42,160 --> 00:11:44,000 Speaker 1: rapping what they live in and there's certain things that 210 00:11:44,080 --> 00:11:45,880 Speaker 1: you're like, I'm not gonna do music with them because 211 00:11:46,720 --> 00:11:51,400 Speaker 1: I go I go uh off of the song. If 212 00:11:51,440 --> 00:11:54,040 Speaker 1: I have something that's opened I feel like needs a 213 00:11:54,120 --> 00:11:57,439 Speaker 1: little I just think about who I can get in 214 00:11:57,559 --> 00:12:02,599 Speaker 1: touch with that can compliment what I'm saying. But of 215 00:12:02,679 --> 00:12:04,120 Speaker 1: course if I can get a big feature, you know, 216 00:12:04,160 --> 00:12:06,600 Speaker 1: I try to go through my my opens and see 217 00:12:06,640 --> 00:12:08,040 Speaker 1: if I can you know what I'm saying. But other 218 00:12:08,040 --> 00:12:10,319 Speaker 1: than that, I go off the song because you know, 219 00:12:10,400 --> 00:12:13,040 Speaker 1: you'll catch somebody Like two of my projects got two 220 00:12:13,040 --> 00:12:16,839 Speaker 1: bounce rappers that you know still you know local, you 221 00:12:16,880 --> 00:12:20,360 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And Rode for nine here upcoming orders. 222 00:12:20,440 --> 00:12:22,559 Speaker 1: He just he just had that big song with baby, 223 00:12:23,040 --> 00:12:26,719 Speaker 1: but I stapped song with him before he all we 224 00:12:26,840 --> 00:12:29,480 Speaker 1: got you know what I'm saying, Got this reddor so? 225 00:12:29,559 --> 00:12:31,719 Speaker 1: Who your who? Your dream feature? Like, damn, I want 226 00:12:31,800 --> 00:12:41,760 Speaker 1: to get it, uh Drake Future the Adam Like, wow, 227 00:12:42,040 --> 00:12:44,080 Speaker 1: that was a left, that was a curvebo the left. 228 00:12:44,440 --> 00:12:46,640 Speaker 1: That's all I got all the time of music I got. 229 00:12:49,559 --> 00:12:51,760 Speaker 1: What's the best advice you got from like another artist 230 00:12:51,880 --> 00:12:53,599 Speaker 1: or rapper in the game that might have chopped it 231 00:12:53,679 --> 00:12:56,000 Speaker 1: up with you in the studio on the phone or whatever. 232 00:12:56,640 --> 00:12:59,800 Speaker 1: H Gates told me one time, you can't help it 233 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:05,439 Speaker 1: by it. You gotta hip yourself first. Yeah, um that 234 00:13:05,600 --> 00:13:09,120 Speaker 1: listen starting to apply right now, right now. Yeah, it's 235 00:13:09,160 --> 00:13:12,720 Speaker 1: just it's that time. Well, I feel like a lot 236 00:13:12,760 --> 00:13:16,000 Speaker 1: of people, Um, they want to benefit off of your 237 00:13:16,240 --> 00:13:18,679 Speaker 1: your working, your your blessings. You feel me and I'm 238 00:13:18,760 --> 00:13:21,640 Speaker 1: a giving person, so it's hard for me. It's been 239 00:13:21,679 --> 00:13:23,360 Speaker 1: hard for me to say no. You know what I'm saying. 240 00:13:23,880 --> 00:13:26,920 Speaker 1: But at some point it's like when you get to 241 00:13:27,160 --> 00:13:29,480 Speaker 1: going through your taxes and you gotta see what you 242 00:13:29,559 --> 00:13:35,560 Speaker 1: saw that person already you know what I'm saying. How 243 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:37,480 Speaker 1: do you deal? How do you deal with the people 244 00:13:37,880 --> 00:13:40,160 Speaker 1: that you have to tell no but they can't accept it. 245 00:13:42,080 --> 00:13:44,319 Speaker 1: Now I'm still dealing with I'm still trying to. Like 246 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:46,559 Speaker 1: it's people out a little to death from from the 247 00:13:46,679 --> 00:13:48,959 Speaker 1: mud that you know what I'm saying. Like it was 248 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:51,240 Speaker 1: to the point where I'm doing shows. You first out 249 00:13:51,280 --> 00:13:53,599 Speaker 1: on my jail, I throw you someb outther show. You 250 00:13:53,679 --> 00:13:56,679 Speaker 1: feel me whatever I'm wearing blurred bear. You're wearing blurred bear. 251 00:13:56,760 --> 00:14:01,120 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. But I'm just I just 252 00:14:01,559 --> 00:14:05,960 Speaker 1: I can't see myself completely taking care of somebody else. 253 00:14:06,040 --> 00:14:09,040 Speaker 1: You feel what I'm saying, like I do stuff for you, 254 00:14:09,840 --> 00:14:12,200 Speaker 1: but with a game playing that you fear me. Teach 255 00:14:12,200 --> 00:14:15,160 Speaker 1: a man how to fish mentality, Teach a man how 256 00:14:15,200 --> 00:14:17,160 Speaker 1: to fish. He can like it's to the point, like 257 00:14:18,000 --> 00:14:20,640 Speaker 1: even when when they got wrap dreams like a like 258 00:14:20,760 --> 00:14:25,680 Speaker 1: listening wrap calls. So if you music off, I'm not ill. 259 00:14:26,360 --> 00:14:28,040 Speaker 1: I love my brother to death, but I told Hi, 260 00:14:28,080 --> 00:14:30,320 Speaker 1: I say food. If the song ain't hitting, the song 261 00:14:30,360 --> 00:14:32,880 Speaker 1: ain't hitting, fear me if it's bullshit, I'm not getting 262 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:35,400 Speaker 1: my hot straight up. No, he did a couple of songs. 263 00:14:35,400 --> 00:14:37,800 Speaker 1: I put it through my channel phone. You donna get 264 00:14:37,840 --> 00:14:40,960 Speaker 1: some views. I hook you up with the distro you're 265 00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:43,040 Speaker 1: collecting off of you gotta now, you got all you 266 00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:45,080 Speaker 1: gotta do, stay consistent. You can use my channel whenever. 267 00:14:45,520 --> 00:14:50,720 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, They don't be won't work. Yeah, 268 00:14:51,240 --> 00:14:53,280 Speaker 1: it's twenty five. How the video I got you the 269 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:56,840 Speaker 1: first poor five videos? But you know you should have 270 00:14:57,000 --> 00:15:03,600 Speaker 1: some fun to Yeah, but it's just it's just be 271 00:15:03,680 --> 00:15:08,160 Speaker 1: hard to explain to them that because it and yeah, 272 00:15:08,200 --> 00:15:10,840 Speaker 1: and then like let's be honest, and you know everybody 273 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:14,200 Speaker 1: got music in the industry, we will everybody looked richer 274 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:19,520 Speaker 1: than what it is. But I ain't got it to 275 00:15:19,600 --> 00:15:21,920 Speaker 1: what I could completely pay for you for someone to 276 00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:27,960 Speaker 1: keep everyone, Yeah, everything on me. I can't keep doing that, man, 277 00:15:30,640 --> 00:15:39,280 Speaker 1: very misch. It impossible. We're not getting big. So you 278 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:41,120 Speaker 1: think on the other side of that, if you're not 279 00:15:41,320 --> 00:15:44,080 Speaker 1: able to do that time or that one time or 280 00:15:44,120 --> 00:15:46,400 Speaker 1: whatever time, that if that person just kind of go 281 00:15:46,800 --> 00:15:51,240 Speaker 1: roll on you, that's fake love anyway. Yeah, but they 282 00:15:51,240 --> 00:15:53,320 Speaker 1: didn't come to twist thing. It is. How do you 283 00:15:53,440 --> 00:15:58,480 Speaker 1: cut up, like, stop loving somebody you got you feel me, 284 00:15:58,640 --> 00:16:00,640 Speaker 1: even if the lowest fake How do I stopped loving? 285 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:04,160 Speaker 1: Because you know they always say like once you once 286 00:16:04,200 --> 00:16:06,640 Speaker 1: you start loving somebody, or once you have real love 287 00:16:06,720 --> 00:16:09,800 Speaker 1: for a person, you can't ever just completely and totally 288 00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:14,360 Speaker 1: unloved them, you know what I mean, Like, I guess 289 00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:18,040 Speaker 1: I gotta switch. Just show me what it is if 290 00:16:18,080 --> 00:16:22,000 Speaker 1: it comes in drastic to do something to threaten my 291 00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:24,480 Speaker 1: life or something that's different. But as far as we 292 00:16:24,640 --> 00:16:27,440 Speaker 1: just get into it and okay, damn you did some 293 00:16:27,560 --> 00:16:29,480 Speaker 1: faith ship, you know what I'm saying? How do I 294 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:32,600 Speaker 1: just completely turn my back from you and never had 295 00:16:32,720 --> 00:16:34,680 Speaker 1: like you feel me. I gets it to the point 296 00:16:34,760 --> 00:16:36,600 Speaker 1: with me. If you show me that you'll do that 297 00:16:36,760 --> 00:16:39,680 Speaker 1: to me, I'm gonna do it to you. But you 298 00:16:39,760 --> 00:16:42,240 Speaker 1: showed me you'll turn your back. You show me you'll 299 00:16:42,320 --> 00:16:44,720 Speaker 1: turn your back on me. I could just turn because 300 00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:46,320 Speaker 1: I can't. You know what I'm saying. It ain't gonna 301 00:16:46,360 --> 00:16:49,320 Speaker 1: do them but escalate to some bullshit if I already 302 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:51,560 Speaker 1: see it. If you ask me for something you know 303 00:16:51,600 --> 00:16:53,760 Speaker 1: I've been doing the whole time, forgotten them, years and 304 00:16:53,880 --> 00:16:56,040 Speaker 1: years and years, I'd be like, Bro, this ship ain't sane. 305 00:16:56,320 --> 00:16:59,840 Speaker 1: This ain't street money. She's coming up like this, go on, 306 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:06,920 Speaker 1: i'me that. Yeah, you're acting like it's something else, and 307 00:17:07,000 --> 00:17:10,920 Speaker 1: you in your feeling that means something else. But that 308 00:17:11,040 --> 00:17:14,760 Speaker 1: means something else. Man, How you don't understand this ship? 309 00:17:15,400 --> 00:17:19,320 Speaker 1: It's crazy and it ain't just that. It's family members, 310 00:17:19,760 --> 00:17:22,600 Speaker 1: especially family especially might have had an ex told me like, 311 00:17:22,680 --> 00:17:25,240 Speaker 1: you got a little deal of life. You know, I 312 00:17:25,400 --> 00:17:27,400 Speaker 1: love her deal. She helped me down through a joke. 313 00:17:27,600 --> 00:17:29,760 Speaker 1: So you know, any time I look as much I can, 314 00:17:30,240 --> 00:17:35,359 Speaker 1: motherfucker told me, uh, I'm stealing bad and rode. If 315 00:17:35,400 --> 00:17:38,359 Speaker 1: you really love me, whoo the woo oh fuck, No, 316 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:42,480 Speaker 1: gotta go get him. I gotta get him. You just 317 00:17:42,560 --> 00:17:46,320 Speaker 1: said you love, Yeah, don't. I don't love, you know, 318 00:17:46,440 --> 00:17:48,520 Speaker 1: to get you a spot to live in with another 319 00:17:48,640 --> 00:18:04,520 Speaker 1: this you got a man, got a bad man? Yeah 320 00:18:04,560 --> 00:18:08,000 Speaker 1: I did. We just said, so you're gonna put hunt 321 00:18:08,240 --> 00:18:14,000 Speaker 1: and we're gonna need that. We're gonna New York people. 322 00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:16,840 Speaker 1: So because we really care about the artists. Yere bro, Like, 323 00:18:17,640 --> 00:18:18,960 Speaker 1: how do you deal with it all? You know what 324 00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:21,639 Speaker 1: I'm saying, the trauma that you've had, losing people prison, 325 00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:25,200 Speaker 1: you know, well, this checking, the you know the pressure 326 00:18:25,240 --> 00:18:27,840 Speaker 1: of everybody on social media and then your media life, 327 00:18:27,920 --> 00:18:30,320 Speaker 1: Like how do you got got bad to one one 328 00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:34,200 Speaker 1: point when I tried medicine actually ain't do nothing. I 329 00:18:34,240 --> 00:18:37,960 Speaker 1: don't know. I forgot a name was prescribed. I'll subscribe 330 00:18:37,960 --> 00:18:43,760 Speaker 1: it some another people they were doing nothing. Um and 331 00:18:43,920 --> 00:18:47,040 Speaker 1: then like I had started getting insomnia and ship like that. 332 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:50,800 Speaker 1: But I do not I go play basketball. That'd be 333 00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:52,760 Speaker 1: like my little good away. Yeah, of to day trying 334 00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:55,359 Speaker 1: to I was helping happy with myself too, because I 335 00:18:55,440 --> 00:18:57,680 Speaker 1: never had weight before, you know, coming out with Joe's 336 00:18:57,920 --> 00:18:59,520 Speaker 1: had a slumming of all that. I ain't never had 337 00:18:59,560 --> 00:19:02,120 Speaker 1: that ship so I was just I was just completely 338 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,600 Speaker 1: unhappy with myself all the way around. If you have 339 00:19:04,720 --> 00:19:08,119 Speaker 1: no self esteem? Have you ever going to talk to 340 00:19:08,160 --> 00:19:13,000 Speaker 1: a therapist? Nah? Would you ever consider it? Not? Really? 341 00:19:13,080 --> 00:19:17,480 Speaker 1: Because why I feel like it's it's hard to give 342 00:19:17,520 --> 00:19:21,119 Speaker 1: me advice if you ain't really seen everything on the 343 00:19:21,200 --> 00:19:23,600 Speaker 1: scene with my eyes and been through what I've been 344 00:19:23,640 --> 00:19:25,040 Speaker 1: through and felt what I felt. All I could do 345 00:19:25,119 --> 00:19:27,640 Speaker 1: is express it to a certain level. I can't really 346 00:19:27,720 --> 00:19:31,280 Speaker 1: give you the real details. You know, the picture of 347 00:19:31,359 --> 00:19:33,399 Speaker 1: what I've seen. You feel me and you fear me. 348 00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:37,080 Speaker 1: That's like if a woman is to lose a child 349 00:19:37,600 --> 00:19:39,720 Speaker 1: at birth or something. You can't explain that to me. 350 00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:41,280 Speaker 1: I don't know nothing about that. You see what I'm saying. 351 00:19:42,080 --> 00:19:44,159 Speaker 1: But the first that to went through that, could they 352 00:19:44,240 --> 00:19:48,119 Speaker 1: know that feeling? You fear me? But other than that, 353 00:19:48,320 --> 00:19:52,000 Speaker 1: I just I watched my little anime. You know what 354 00:19:52,080 --> 00:20:01,200 Speaker 1: I'm saying. What's that adult Japanese cartoons? You like? It 355 00:20:01,280 --> 00:20:06,840 Speaker 1: might be your grandma? But I worked, I record and 356 00:20:06,920 --> 00:20:09,640 Speaker 1: work and just stay busy. Man. I know that's bad. 357 00:20:09,720 --> 00:20:14,560 Speaker 1: It's a trauma response, but I don't work, man. Yeah, yeah, not. 358 00:20:14,720 --> 00:20:16,200 Speaker 1: The truth is what the truth is? What it is. 359 00:20:16,359 --> 00:20:17,840 Speaker 1: I just feel like it should be so much to do. 360 00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:21,720 Speaker 1: Then the debathe and that depression and stuff like I'm 361 00:20:22,160 --> 00:20:25,359 Speaker 1: of course is on me, but I'm working right now. 362 00:20:25,440 --> 00:20:28,040 Speaker 1: I did with it later you think were trying to 363 00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:30,359 Speaker 1: work through it making music better to the well, they 364 00:20:30,480 --> 00:20:34,560 Speaker 1: ain't even know bullshit because when you push you out 365 00:20:34,680 --> 00:20:36,840 Speaker 1: that ship, when that ship that she didn't you gonna 366 00:20:36,840 --> 00:20:39,639 Speaker 1: do them but push you out some bullshit. You know 367 00:20:39,680 --> 00:20:41,520 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It could be hard, but then she 368 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:44,159 Speaker 1: ain't gonna be there but some bullshit though, because that 369 00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:45,720 Speaker 1: was your needs going through like you said, you was 370 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:48,920 Speaker 1: just completely happen. How that music war then just straight far. 371 00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:52,320 Speaker 1: I went back to jail. When I just got out 372 00:20:52,320 --> 00:20:54,760 Speaker 1: of jail, just did this whole last project, blocked it out. 373 00:20:55,560 --> 00:21:01,200 Speaker 1: It was flooring that was already flooring. What's next for you? 374 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,560 Speaker 1: Um Man? I got Deluxe coming. I'm changing my cover 375 00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:08,359 Speaker 1: purple for mental health awareness, but I'm probably gonna make 376 00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:12,159 Speaker 1: it in ma um I really did that because it 377 00:21:12,240 --> 00:21:15,040 Speaker 1: got a girl who committed suicide and Louisiana a couple 378 00:21:15,080 --> 00:21:16,800 Speaker 1: of weeks ago. You know what I'm saying, she is 379 00:21:17,080 --> 00:21:19,960 Speaker 1: kind of you know, hit me in a little spot 380 00:21:20,040 --> 00:21:24,800 Speaker 1: you feel me so uh the that more visuals, trying 381 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:26,800 Speaker 1: and push you out two more projects. It's just you know, 382 00:21:27,040 --> 00:21:31,000 Speaker 1: trying to stay consistent. That top record, man, that's that's 383 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:32,960 Speaker 1: a record where you're still kind of giving your your 384 00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:34,840 Speaker 1: life and your pain. But it ended up going hard 385 00:21:34,880 --> 00:21:36,440 Speaker 1: in the club. So how that feel that? Just know 386 00:21:36,600 --> 00:21:38,840 Speaker 1: you were just doing you put Homie on it and 387 00:21:38,960 --> 00:21:43,160 Speaker 1: then it was unexpected? How did that Dirt feature come about? 388 00:21:43,760 --> 00:21:48,359 Speaker 1: The Dirt features? Man? Man Dirt been talking about working. Um, 389 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:52,520 Speaker 1: he came to Miami, had the show, told me pull up, um, 390 00:21:52,760 --> 00:21:54,880 Speaker 1: you know, like you got a studio shot, you got 391 00:21:54,960 --> 00:21:56,960 Speaker 1: the studio, pulled up to the studio. Apter was he 392 00:21:57,000 --> 00:22:00,239 Speaker 1: had a flight in like three hours. Uh he man, 393 00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:02,040 Speaker 1: what you want me on play the sur records? I'm 394 00:22:02,080 --> 00:22:05,040 Speaker 1: like this one right y'all. I was already looking for 395 00:22:05,119 --> 00:22:07,720 Speaker 1: a feature and he got something to talk about, you know, 396 00:22:08,119 --> 00:22:10,800 Speaker 1: because because I passed up a couple of features because 397 00:22:10,800 --> 00:22:12,360 Speaker 1: I didn't want to take the esstance of the song 398 00:22:12,440 --> 00:22:14,400 Speaker 1: and what it meant away. You know, I'm just throwing 399 00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:17,080 Speaker 1: anybody I don't know. So you know, he had, you know, 400 00:22:17,160 --> 00:22:22,840 Speaker 1: the situation going on like this right here. Yeah. So yeah, 401 00:22:23,160 --> 00:22:25,200 Speaker 1: that's what it is. What you think you've got something 402 00:22:25,240 --> 00:22:26,879 Speaker 1: on this the lust you think might be just as 403 00:22:26,920 --> 00:22:28,720 Speaker 1: big as that or something that this kind of stick 404 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:32,359 Speaker 1: out everyone should be looking at. I don't know, because uh, 405 00:22:32,560 --> 00:22:34,119 Speaker 1: it isn't something the records I don't put out. I 406 00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:35,680 Speaker 1: think i'd be thinking about, this is gonna be the 407 00:22:35,720 --> 00:22:37,879 Speaker 1: one like that. I'm trying not to give my holes up. 408 00:22:39,119 --> 00:22:42,200 Speaker 1: I just yeah, I'll be having to retail. Like, just 409 00:22:42,280 --> 00:22:45,520 Speaker 1: tell myself, man, just put that out and just keep working. 410 00:22:45,720 --> 00:22:48,560 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. But what rapper you was 411 00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:54,680 Speaker 1: influence by the most Kevin Gates, Like I said, Kevin Gates, 412 00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:57,320 Speaker 1: he made it cool for everybody in Louisiana start trying 413 00:22:57,320 --> 00:23:00,399 Speaker 1: to sing and harmonize on songs. For I didn't know 414 00:23:00,400 --> 00:23:01,760 Speaker 1: abody was doing it, like I said, they were doing 415 00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:06,480 Speaker 1: either dance song, pio popa song, or some games about it. Yeah, 416 00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:09,800 Speaker 1: what's one of your favorite cities outside the amy when 417 00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:15,600 Speaker 1: you like moving around? My bid I like to be 418 00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:21,600 Speaker 1: a big time I didn't know how they say the 419 00:23:22,240 --> 00:23:25,360 Speaker 1: tongue powerful, right, yeah, so maw thefore I went back 420 00:23:25,359 --> 00:23:28,399 Speaker 1: to jail last year, right, I was in the mirror 421 00:23:28,440 --> 00:23:32,200 Speaker 1: and I was like man, I'm tied, and then then 422 00:23:32,240 --> 00:23:40,840 Speaker 1: I'm next week or two I'm in jail. So I 423 00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:43,200 Speaker 1: sat of moving around, like what's some what's some ship 424 00:23:43,320 --> 00:23:45,280 Speaker 1: that you like to do, or like some hobbies or 425 00:23:45,280 --> 00:23:47,720 Speaker 1: activities that you have that you like to do to 426 00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:50,679 Speaker 1: kind of have fun and like release your mind from 427 00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:53,240 Speaker 1: all the stress of like the industry. I've been playing 428 00:23:53,280 --> 00:23:56,879 Speaker 1: basketball the day I even joined the little league in 429 00:23:56,920 --> 00:23:59,639 Speaker 1: my am. And two you can for real, I just 430 00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:03,720 Speaker 1: like going out there making people think they're good. Okay, bad, 431 00:24:05,640 --> 00:24:07,960 Speaker 1: I got that shoot your eyes out over there. Yeah, 432 00:24:08,320 --> 00:24:10,040 Speaker 1: you think you're harder than some of the other rappers. 433 00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:11,639 Speaker 1: Will be playing back, you know, they'll be having the 434 00:24:11,720 --> 00:24:14,360 Speaker 1: rappers shoot it out. Probably not, probably not, but I'm 435 00:24:14,359 --> 00:24:16,119 Speaker 1: gonna do. They're gonna come out there, and you think 436 00:24:16,359 --> 00:24:21,080 Speaker 1: people gonna gonna you know what I'm saying, what, I'm 437 00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:23,880 Speaker 1: gonna suck up by the time you try, I don't 438 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:27,520 Speaker 1: want to already. Yeah, and I'll get to talk my ship. Yeah, 439 00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:30,560 Speaker 1: that's what it is. What's one what's one of fred 440 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:37,320 Speaker 1: o'bain's favorite movies all time? Movies? The Notebook? Nope, nope Book. Yeah, 441 00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:39,879 Speaker 1: I'm a real movie person. To me up with that, Bro, 442 00:24:40,200 --> 00:24:42,200 Speaker 1: I would have never That's probably the only movie that 443 00:24:42,320 --> 00:24:45,360 Speaker 1: maybe a lot of I would not think fred o'bain 444 00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:50,160 Speaker 1: favorite movie would be the probably only move that maybe 445 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:55,639 Speaker 1: chill explain that that was a deep story, that old 446 00:24:55,720 --> 00:24:59,040 Speaker 1: time stories that he was giving them. They ain't up 447 00:24:59,080 --> 00:25:01,280 Speaker 1: being them then they end up dying together. That's what 448 00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:04,520 Speaker 1: I was real. It was a masterpiece that it was. Yeah, 449 00:25:04,560 --> 00:25:08,280 Speaker 1: that ship was deep. Yeah, who was not like especially 450 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:11,520 Speaker 1: lad three or four years bro ain't being hard appreciation. 451 00:25:12,160 --> 00:25:16,960 Speaker 1: They've been horrible. M Yeah. The plots have been like 452 00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:23,600 Speaker 1: subpard to say you move, Nah, I ain't do wait, 453 00:25:23,720 --> 00:25:26,760 Speaker 1: let make you saying that I can't stay serious. I can't. 454 00:25:26,920 --> 00:25:30,280 Speaker 1: I can't get into no like even with rapping, I 455 00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:33,680 Speaker 1: can't get into no character. Like you know, there's a 456 00:25:33,720 --> 00:25:39,320 Speaker 1: lot of rappings. They got an actual character, but like 457 00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:42,119 Speaker 1: they got a real person, realtive for being an artist, 458 00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:48,240 Speaker 1: like like you know what I'm saying. They can really true. 459 00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:54,080 Speaker 1: They do know they could do some stuff for attention, 460 00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:56,119 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But I'm like, I'm like 461 00:25:56,320 --> 00:25:59,040 Speaker 1: even want music videos like I tell the direction. Man, 462 00:25:59,080 --> 00:26:01,320 Speaker 1: don't have me doing the act. I can't. It ain't 463 00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:04,920 Speaker 1: me just some things I can't do now, you know, 464 00:26:05,760 --> 00:26:07,200 Speaker 1: as far as a movie, they come around with the 465 00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:09,040 Speaker 1: right ticket. I try, That's what I was about to say. 466 00:26:09,280 --> 00:26:12,719 Speaker 1: I tried, and it had to be something that come 467 00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:18,320 Speaker 1: out from my character. How do you feel about quote 468 00:26:18,359 --> 00:26:21,240 Speaker 1: unquote like studio rappers or studio games that have images 469 00:26:21,359 --> 00:26:23,879 Speaker 1: to make songs and ship They haven't done that in 470 00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:29,159 Speaker 1: real life. I don't know. I'm out the streets to 471 00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:36,360 Speaker 1: just like that right there? Uh, the streets, real man. 472 00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:41,920 Speaker 1: Everybody can't survive out there. Better stay in the studio. Yeah, 473 00:26:42,280 --> 00:26:48,120 Speaker 1: you want to get in the rap game as possible, 474 00:26:48,359 --> 00:26:51,639 Speaker 1: Just donna sell your soul. Just be you. A lot 475 00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:55,200 Speaker 1: of the people, man, they do some ficient things for 476 00:26:56,160 --> 00:27:02,400 Speaker 1: some money, do someficier things ron days, like just dealing 477 00:27:02,440 --> 00:27:05,400 Speaker 1: with the industry and dealing with a whole complete way 478 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:09,400 Speaker 1: of life that you just be like this ship. Mm hmmm. 479 00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:14,439 Speaker 1: Um All at the end of the day, I've been 480 00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:17,840 Speaker 1: paying bills. I'll be happy with it. You know, I 481 00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:23,920 Speaker 1: can't for fifty dollar shows. I gots how did you 482 00:27:24,040 --> 00:27:26,960 Speaker 1: get there? I was young, you know what I'm saying. 483 00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:28,920 Speaker 1: We used to be you know, we used to be 484 00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:35,160 Speaker 1: wrapping that little team parties and stuff like money man, 485 00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:38,120 Speaker 1: Me and you got our first four hundred dollar show. 486 00:27:38,680 --> 00:27:40,359 Speaker 1: When I say, we sat in the car and like 487 00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,879 Speaker 1: really just talked about it and was so happy we 488 00:27:42,920 --> 00:27:46,159 Speaker 1: could do this ship. Yeah about four hundreds. So when 489 00:27:46,160 --> 00:27:49,280 Speaker 1: I think about stuff like that, I'll be happy coming 490 00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:53,560 Speaker 1: free shows for real. Yeah you know what I'm saying. Yeah, 491 00:27:55,560 --> 00:28:00,159 Speaker 1: any money? So when you pick when you said yourself up, 492 00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:02,280 Speaker 1: oh yeah, I'm afraid, oh bad, I could do this ship. 493 00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:10,440 Speaker 1: Probably at the top came out o that, like, you know, 494 00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:12,320 Speaker 1: I make money out of her. But as far as 495 00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:15,199 Speaker 1: like just going there, like I had to see their 496 00:28:15,240 --> 00:28:18,440 Speaker 1: placutic for to really believe it. So now I'm just 497 00:28:18,440 --> 00:28:21,000 Speaker 1: trying to do it again. You know what you're gonna 498 00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:25,520 Speaker 1: do it. I appreciated that. Yeah, what's what's what's coming up? 499 00:28:25,560 --> 00:28:28,399 Speaker 1: The rest of you said the de luxe? What about tours? 500 00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:31,879 Speaker 1: You any tours coming up? I'm trying to try to it. 501 00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:36,800 Speaker 1: But but all the tours that came in the past 502 00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:39,360 Speaker 1: either something to have it when they get canceled, Like 503 00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:42,200 Speaker 1: I posted on to a bed twice. One was the 504 00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:45,680 Speaker 1: pandemic and then the other time I went back to jail. Uh. 505 00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:49,640 Speaker 1: Other than that, they'd be off what they'd be offering. Bro, 506 00:28:49,800 --> 00:28:53,920 Speaker 1: I made that one show. You gotta take a little 507 00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:56,120 Speaker 1: bit less on them to it. Yeah, yeah, but I'll 508 00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:58,280 Speaker 1: be like, I'll be booked up to it. I do 509 00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:02,160 Speaker 1: six seven shows. Was there you know about at the 510 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:05,880 Speaker 1: party though, I've been having them to the party from 511 00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:10,880 Speaker 1: But still just the signs though, Bro, No, literally I 512 00:29:11,080 --> 00:29:13,840 Speaker 1: understand though, And you sent me down and told me 513 00:29:13,840 --> 00:29:15,600 Speaker 1: about it. I'm like, I'm gonna ahead try it, bro. 514 00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:20,680 Speaker 1: But it's like, if I can make thirty grande one show, 515 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:25,560 Speaker 1: why would I take with a thousand people in there? Cool? 516 00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:28,080 Speaker 1: All right, that's the thing. I'll be happy. I ain't. 517 00:29:28,360 --> 00:29:35,400 Speaker 1: It'd be fine. People were getting different, Yeah, and you're 518 00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:38,920 Speaker 1: spreading who you are and you spreading your music all right, right, 519 00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:41,680 Speaker 1: So that's the thing. I still I'm still upcoming arts 520 00:29:42,240 --> 00:29:49,200 Speaker 1: to me. This ain't problems, you know what I'm saying. 521 00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:51,280 Speaker 1: But now I'm I'm trying to try the hip but 522 00:29:51,400 --> 00:29:53,920 Speaker 1: I'm really uh, I really want I don't know if 523 00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:56,120 Speaker 1: I want to go on my own or I want 524 00:29:56,120 --> 00:29:58,160 Speaker 1: to go under somebody and get a feel for it. 525 00:29:58,760 --> 00:30:01,120 Speaker 1: Stay stay, start under somebody to get that feel for 526 00:30:01,280 --> 00:30:10,360 Speaker 1: But but I ain't going on anybody though, anybody. Yeah, 527 00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:14,560 Speaker 1: I feel that how you feel? What's what's the state 528 00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:18,400 Speaker 1: of just like the city of Baton Rouge, Like there's 529 00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:20,560 Speaker 1: there some healing going on in Baton Rouge. You think 530 00:30:20,880 --> 00:30:24,320 Speaker 1: is getting better? What's going on at home? Oh? You know? 531 00:30:24,680 --> 00:30:29,080 Speaker 1: I honestly, I'll be trying to disconnect myself mentally from 532 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:33,080 Speaker 1: it because my name gets tied to stuff. I don't, 533 00:30:33,160 --> 00:30:35,720 Speaker 1: you know what the hell going on? It's just be better. 534 00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:37,720 Speaker 1: I just try to stay out of I am trying 535 00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:42,040 Speaker 1: to put a nonprofit organization together about mental health. So 536 00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:44,920 Speaker 1: I'm just trying to see how I'm I'm approaching it. 537 00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:47,680 Speaker 1: And because if I'm do something like that, I want 538 00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:51,000 Speaker 1: something that actually help people and not just talk. What 539 00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:53,360 Speaker 1: do you think triggers mental health from the hood, Like 540 00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:56,320 Speaker 1: when I need from the or PTSD or you know 541 00:30:56,520 --> 00:31:00,920 Speaker 1: some ship like that, just hearing a gunshot just you 542 00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:03,520 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Just it's all type of stuff though, 543 00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:08,920 Speaker 1: car Rix, It's all type of stuff. Man. The biggest 544 00:31:08,960 --> 00:31:13,360 Speaker 1: thing I always I feel like it's jail though people, Um, 545 00:31:13,600 --> 00:31:17,400 Speaker 1: people don't know how traumatizing jail can be, especially solitary 546 00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:23,120 Speaker 1: from Yeah, I actually almost went crazy. I was in 547 00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:25,959 Speaker 1: I was in there just two weeks. I couldn't tell 548 00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:31,520 Speaker 1: my dreams. Uh, yeah, I got I'm DNC. I want 549 00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:33,920 Speaker 1: to deal. I'm actually it made right now. I'm just 550 00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:39,880 Speaker 1: on the streets. I'm about five, gonna be my fifth year. Uh. 551 00:31:41,240 --> 00:31:45,080 Speaker 1: I couldn't tell my dreams for my reality. I'll wake 552 00:31:45,200 --> 00:31:47,760 Speaker 1: up and uh, I'm thinking. You know what I'm saying, 553 00:31:47,760 --> 00:31:49,840 Speaker 1: without I dream about them, because I, like I said, 554 00:31:49,840 --> 00:31:52,200 Speaker 1: I usually have a phone something to guarden. When came 555 00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:53,920 Speaker 1: pass me my phone. We feel me that I left 556 00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:58,959 Speaker 1: in the dome when I got hit. This is damn tripping. 557 00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:08,600 Speaker 1: You feel like that's scared. I'll be doing this. Yeah, 558 00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:12,320 Speaker 1: you know it's when you're in there, a's a war zone. 559 00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:15,360 Speaker 1: You gotta be on your your p's and ques every 560 00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:19,160 Speaker 1: single second. Like one time, one time come to jail. 561 00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:21,520 Speaker 1: I think I slept with my shoes on for like 562 00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:25,480 Speaker 1: four days, just because you gotta be on that type. 563 00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:27,680 Speaker 1: You gotta be on that type of time. You know 564 00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:29,720 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You want like I feel back here. 565 00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:31,920 Speaker 1: Eight people back here from the hood that I know 566 00:32:32,040 --> 00:32:33,800 Speaker 1: don't like me and I the bus one of their 567 00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:36,240 Speaker 1: partners up. If I know, I gotta get it, I 568 00:32:36,280 --> 00:32:41,360 Speaker 1: gotta get on. But it's just it's crazy, bro, and 569 00:32:41,440 --> 00:32:43,440 Speaker 1: I feel like some people be so some people do 570 00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:46,680 Speaker 1: lose a my all the way. A lot of people 571 00:32:46,760 --> 00:32:49,360 Speaker 1: thinking that's just mojo or which I said cay nine, 572 00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:54,880 Speaker 1: they'd be thinking of that would sometimes just be from jail. Sunlight. 573 00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:59,840 Speaker 1: You're supposed to go outside and nothing. You mean there's sunlight. 574 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:04,520 Speaker 1: I don't let I'm saying that solitary confinement used to 575 00:33:05,280 --> 00:33:06,840 Speaker 1: the first YE didn't have half my jokes. I used 576 00:33:06,840 --> 00:33:08,720 Speaker 1: to stay inside. I wouldn't even want to walk outside. 577 00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:10,200 Speaker 1: I used to make me sad to go outside and 578 00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:13,480 Speaker 1: see and see that fence and all that people walking. 579 00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:16,280 Speaker 1: I don't want to see this ship. Yeah, you know 580 00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:18,760 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So did you realize how valuable your 581 00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:21,480 Speaker 1: freedom was being left up? And then yeah, that's why 582 00:33:21,520 --> 00:33:25,720 Speaker 1: I appreciate staying at home in my bid, my TV. 583 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:28,920 Speaker 1: You see this dot care about going club at night? 584 00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:33,840 Speaker 1: Now it's I've been saying. You know what I'm saying, 585 00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:36,680 Speaker 1: Especially with parole, you know, I'll be having to think 586 00:33:36,720 --> 00:33:41,800 Speaker 1: twice about my actions. You know what I'm saying. Crazy fans, 587 00:33:41,880 --> 00:33:44,560 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Like motherfucker pissing me off 588 00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:46,480 Speaker 1: for something. I got to think about how to re 589 00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:49,480 Speaker 1: one false movement. I'm back in jail, you know what 590 00:33:49,520 --> 00:34:00,120 Speaker 1: I'm saying. So damn when I get big, we're your 591 00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:05,560 Speaker 1: biggest regret on your journey so far, biggest regret mm 592 00:34:05,640 --> 00:34:14,839 Speaker 1: hm oh some in the industry, life, something personal life, 593 00:34:14,920 --> 00:34:18,120 Speaker 1: something somebody might have piste off you wish you could 594 00:34:19,040 --> 00:34:24,439 Speaker 1: men with or whatever. Uh. I had to be honest 595 00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:28,240 Speaker 1: anybody I piste off. I feel like it was genuine 596 00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:33,160 Speaker 1: an accident. And uh, and I know I'm in a 597 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:37,600 Speaker 1: wrong I know how to buy my head and apologize 598 00:34:37,760 --> 00:34:39,400 Speaker 1: and if you don't take it, then you're just on 599 00:34:39,520 --> 00:34:42,000 Speaker 1: some other ship. So I had that. I had a 600 00:34:42,040 --> 00:34:44,640 Speaker 1: situation like that happened with a I had put a 601 00:34:44,680 --> 00:34:48,400 Speaker 1: female or his name and song. Uh, and she married 602 00:34:48,440 --> 00:34:51,640 Speaker 1: to somebody from Atlanta. You know what I'm saying. It 603 00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:56,879 Speaker 1: was just weird ship. Uh. Other than that, I feel 604 00:34:56,920 --> 00:35:00,960 Speaker 1: like being more knowledgeable about certain things contracts. I don't 605 00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:02,799 Speaker 1: really have an aggress on my contract because I got 606 00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:06,759 Speaker 1: I got a good contract, but just being more knowledgeable 607 00:35:06,880 --> 00:35:09,239 Speaker 1: all around about stuff, because you know, it would be 608 00:35:09,239 --> 00:35:11,279 Speaker 1: a little stuff like a certain l O D S 609 00:35:11,360 --> 00:35:13,719 Speaker 1: or something that you have left out that you and 610 00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:16,640 Speaker 1: your head with the head that she signed already or something, 611 00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:19,200 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Stuff like that. So you've 612 00:35:19,239 --> 00:35:21,160 Speaker 1: been getting on top of your business and really understanding 613 00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:24,319 Speaker 1: this ship. There's a lot to take in coming fresh 614 00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:26,320 Speaker 1: home from jail and you don't know you know, streaming 615 00:35:26,320 --> 00:35:29,040 Speaker 1: what you mean? When did you? You know what I'm saying. 616 00:35:29,080 --> 00:35:31,600 Speaker 1: So just learning all that stuff that you came back 617 00:35:31,600 --> 00:35:34,360 Speaker 1: to a whole new world, just little I think I 618 00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:38,560 Speaker 1: told and stuff. What's a win for you at the 619 00:35:38,640 --> 00:35:44,879 Speaker 1: end of the ship. I don't know because I don't 620 00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:49,239 Speaker 1: know what I'm gonna be satisfied. So it's good, I 621 00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:56,399 Speaker 1: mean right now, right yeah, But he's saying, what's gonna 622 00:35:56,440 --> 00:36:01,200 Speaker 1: make you feel like that you're uh when you have 623 00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:03,200 Speaker 1: your kids or whatever? Like this is what I'm most 624 00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:08,560 Speaker 1: proud of about this ship. I had no idea. Actually, 625 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:14,200 Speaker 1: I'll be wanting so much more, if ever, I want more. 626 00:36:14,280 --> 00:36:16,719 Speaker 1: I want more. Yeah, I want to do better, and 627 00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:20,360 Speaker 1: you should want more. But you gotta be grateful, especially 628 00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:22,400 Speaker 1: to ship. You telling us, bro, you gotta be grateful 629 00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:25,600 Speaker 1: for everything You'll definitely do. I'd be reflecting on we 630 00:36:25,760 --> 00:36:28,200 Speaker 1: reflecting on stuff all the time. That's my personal DJ 631 00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:30,560 Speaker 1: right there. You know what I'm saying. He started off 632 00:36:30,640 --> 00:36:33,160 Speaker 1: me paying them a hundred dollars for each, so you 633 00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:35,640 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Now, you know what I'm saying. 634 00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:41,719 Speaker 1: He feels good and I'll be happy like like my 635 00:36:41,880 --> 00:36:45,960 Speaker 1: producer right um my joint. When when I came home 636 00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:48,080 Speaker 1: from jail, he was cool. He was made his money 637 00:36:48,120 --> 00:36:50,239 Speaker 1: off his own studio and stuff like that. And I 638 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:51,880 Speaker 1: used to beg him like, bro, come on with my 639 00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:55,040 Speaker 1: Miami with me and lock all the way in. And 640 00:36:55,440 --> 00:36:57,440 Speaker 1: one day he was like, no, I'm gonna take a chance. 641 00:36:58,120 --> 00:37:00,640 Speaker 1: Is he getting in the car? We had two cars 642 00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:03,480 Speaker 1: pulling up, put all that stuff in that one in 643 00:37:03,560 --> 00:37:05,919 Speaker 1: the van. One of the regular car got in the van. 644 00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:10,720 Speaker 1: The police are pulling up to hit the studio acting 645 00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:14,920 Speaker 1: where he was at mm hmm. Literally they walked past him. 646 00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:18,759 Speaker 1: You feel me? So it's like uh to for me 647 00:37:18,880 --> 00:37:21,600 Speaker 1: to say I helped him get out of that situation 648 00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:25,600 Speaker 1: and he's making more legal money. And you know what 649 00:37:25,640 --> 00:37:28,239 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like I had a when I impact people 650 00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:32,400 Speaker 1: life like that, if you're happy about it, Yeah, how 651 00:37:32,480 --> 00:37:36,600 Speaker 1: you deal with the female attention M the d M. 652 00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:42,400 Speaker 1: The I got a problem with replying. I gotta stop that. 653 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:46,680 Speaker 1: Oh you do be replying. I don't be really going 654 00:37:46,680 --> 00:37:49,840 Speaker 1: on my mood. I don't went through that fan in 655 00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:53,040 Speaker 1: the fan phase and stuff about the Blue checks. Uh, 656 00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:55,879 Speaker 1: that's what we're talking about. We get that the van's 657 00:37:55,920 --> 00:38:02,359 Speaker 1: gonna covered with the Blue Chicks. You're applying to them too. Yeah, 658 00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:04,279 Speaker 1: I've even playing, but I don't you know, I don't 659 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:07,960 Speaker 1: always bite. You know what I'm saying. I don't know. Yeah, 660 00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:11,879 Speaker 1: I'll just be enjoying myself sometimes. Yeah, I'll be chilling 661 00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:15,759 Speaker 1: though it's entertaining to you. Yeah, chilling. Yeah, what's something 662 00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:18,520 Speaker 1: you would want to know? Like people to know about 663 00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:21,560 Speaker 1: you that they may not know it fans, just people 664 00:38:21,640 --> 00:38:24,920 Speaker 1: that's watching you for the first time in the conversation, 665 00:38:25,080 --> 00:38:26,800 Speaker 1: like what some people want. I don't know. People be 666 00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:30,960 Speaker 1: thinking I'm something like some asshole ofs some I'm a 667 00:38:31,040 --> 00:38:34,719 Speaker 1: humble person. You were antisocial. That was a long time ago. 668 00:38:34,840 --> 00:38:37,520 Speaker 1: That was tripping back there. I was, you know what 669 00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:40,080 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I was. Now you've changed. I was. Yeah, 670 00:38:40,080 --> 00:38:44,800 Speaker 1: I was on drinking, you know, the drinking, shouting my 671 00:38:44,880 --> 00:38:47,320 Speaker 1: girlfriend and on the drink back then, like I was tripping. 672 00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:56,520 Speaker 1: I was like my mind, yeah, yeah, yeah, what was 673 00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:59,040 Speaker 1: that to try to heal that depression? That's why he 674 00:38:59,160 --> 00:39:01,239 Speaker 1: was doing the different your selbstance was it was that 675 00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:04,920 Speaker 1: easy to pain? Yeah. I mean as far as drugs, 676 00:39:04,960 --> 00:39:06,640 Speaker 1: I feel like we get we get caught up in 677 00:39:06,719 --> 00:39:08,920 Speaker 1: drugs because like we just be trying to feel that 678 00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:11,120 Speaker 1: disconnect from the world sometimes, you know what I'm saying, 679 00:39:13,680 --> 00:39:16,680 Speaker 1: I don't know, just falling a little, that feeling chasing it. 680 00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:20,960 Speaker 1: But I never had been dependent on drugs. Like whenever 681 00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:23,319 Speaker 1: I felt like I was just on it too long, 682 00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:27,040 Speaker 1: detox get off three days. You know what I'm saying 683 00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:31,839 Speaker 1: right back, you stopped cold Turkey. I want to jail, 684 00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:35,560 Speaker 1: And I came home from jail right not deal lest something, 685 00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:38,640 Speaker 1: but to be left alone. There's too much fake stuff 686 00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:43,000 Speaker 1: out here. They still drinking that ship. Yeah. I had 687 00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:45,000 Speaker 1: a couple of bad experiences and stuff I ain't know. 688 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:48,000 Speaker 1: Then I'm dubles mad. I try to elver. I came 689 00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:56,040 Speaker 1: three hundred middle ground. I went straight to the hospital. Yeah, yeah, 690 00:39:56,080 --> 00:39:58,880 Speaker 1: I had I had an edible experience here. It was 691 00:39:59,120 --> 00:40:00,680 Speaker 1: it was not good. I had to get an I 692 00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:07,399 Speaker 1: v the shape back. Yeah, man, I've seen all types 693 00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:11,479 Speaker 1: of stuff edible. I took a three hundred mill of glad. 694 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:15,960 Speaker 1: I was on the perch. I was just on orange juice. 695 00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:22,680 Speaker 1: Everybody looked like demons to me. And then I like 696 00:40:23,280 --> 00:40:26,400 Speaker 1: black out and then I hear what's laughing deep, like 697 00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:32,040 Speaker 1: hey my son or something like that. I explained it 698 00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:38,799 Speaker 1: to you. I don't really it's crazy. Ship to nah. 699 00:40:39,840 --> 00:40:47,600 Speaker 1: I was strinking the pers uh pers adderall drink. I 700 00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:51,280 Speaker 1: ain't never liked me. That's just like people brothly stinker 701 00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:54,560 Speaker 1: and ship like that. It ain't never been my vibe, 702 00:40:54,600 --> 00:40:56,360 Speaker 1: you know. I was saying, plus not bad. I can breathe. 703 00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:06,239 Speaker 1: They do that. I used to have a thing for 704 00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:11,520 Speaker 1: female smoker. I couldn't stand a female, big turn off. 705 00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:18,200 Speaker 1: But you did try the edible. It's like, yeah, right, okay, damn, 706 00:41:19,239 --> 00:41:23,560 Speaker 1: I guess just because what edibles don't think? I mean, 707 00:41:23,600 --> 00:41:27,640 Speaker 1: I was just trying to see how I wasn't. I 708 00:41:27,719 --> 00:41:32,040 Speaker 1: just took too much. So now you want just all 709 00:41:32,080 --> 00:41:35,600 Speaker 1: that ship right straight? Hold? Do you do certain like meditate, 710 00:41:35,840 --> 00:41:40,880 Speaker 1: pray a lot or what did should do for you? 711 00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:45,600 Speaker 1: I have like my own type of ship with the 712 00:41:45,680 --> 00:41:51,359 Speaker 1: drink you did for your music and do different. I don't. 713 00:41:51,560 --> 00:41:53,040 Speaker 1: I don't. I don't really know. I feel like I 714 00:41:53,200 --> 00:41:54,759 Speaker 1: was on drink. I don't know. I don't feel like 715 00:41:54,760 --> 00:41:59,719 Speaker 1: I would make my best music back. Man, I don't 716 00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:04,200 Speaker 1: never for me. Yeah, just have me piste off so 717 00:42:04,280 --> 00:42:07,279 Speaker 1: you don't miss none of that ship. Nah. Yeah. So 718 00:42:07,400 --> 00:42:09,960 Speaker 1: you're happy and you're new space and where you're at now, 719 00:42:10,840 --> 00:42:14,680 Speaker 1: and you're happy even though we know you have dealt 720 00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:17,480 Speaker 1: with depression. This is another way in the chap. I'm 721 00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:21,920 Speaker 1: chasing happiness. You chasing happiness. Okay, okay, but you're a 722 00:42:21,960 --> 00:42:26,440 Speaker 1: happier definitely for sure. Wait wait wait wait wait, gonna happy? 723 00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:31,799 Speaker 1: Oh most stressed out, but I'd rather be stressing and broke. 724 00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:35,480 Speaker 1: Good's bringing on the additional stressing work that's music and 725 00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:38,960 Speaker 1: that's just stressed for hel Yeah you know what I'm saying. Like, 726 00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:43,239 Speaker 1: I like all the paper you are cleanses you gotta 727 00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:45,400 Speaker 1: get when it comes to just dropping one song, like 728 00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:48,160 Speaker 1: you should be so many orders to be happy when 729 00:42:48,160 --> 00:42:50,000 Speaker 1: they find the Driping project. You got a team to 730 00:42:50,080 --> 00:42:54,400 Speaker 1: do that though, right, I'm hands on, So I'll be 731 00:42:55,120 --> 00:42:56,960 Speaker 1: like I hate when people ain't know my time, all 732 00:42:57,000 --> 00:42:59,360 Speaker 1: my time that's why I fire manager. I come across 733 00:43:00,040 --> 00:43:11,000 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, you need your hat. They'd 734 00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:13,880 Speaker 1: be jumping niggers there through lukes for them, clearance on 735 00:43:13,920 --> 00:43:16,120 Speaker 1: them beats and then the feature. Then you be some 736 00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:23,200 Speaker 1: d that is had ache. Yeah, ship different here? Do 737 00:43:23,360 --> 00:43:25,239 Speaker 1: you do? You? Do you? Does that make you when 738 00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:29,160 Speaker 1: like somebody, uh, somebody gets a feature from you? Does 739 00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:30,920 Speaker 1: that make you kind of be more stiff on them? 740 00:43:31,040 --> 00:43:32,440 Speaker 1: Or you try to make it simple so you're like, 741 00:43:32,560 --> 00:43:35,239 Speaker 1: I did this ship are now my carment is gonna 742 00:43:35,239 --> 00:43:36,879 Speaker 1: come back and when it's time for me to get 743 00:43:36,920 --> 00:43:39,880 Speaker 1: my clearances from whoever, then I'll have a smooth process. 744 00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:44,640 Speaker 1: I'm be cleaning stuff. The problem is I got the 745 00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:47,600 Speaker 1: production company and the labor so they got to clear 746 00:43:47,680 --> 00:43:50,239 Speaker 1: to feel me, and that's what it because they be 747 00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:52,880 Speaker 1: later response the dude to get the text of me. 748 00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:55,919 Speaker 1: As soon as you say anything crazy to me, I'll 749 00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:58,680 Speaker 1: be like you feel me, don't you know what I'm 750 00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:00,520 Speaker 1: I'm talking to you with respect and I'm gonna let 751 00:44:00,560 --> 00:44:02,239 Speaker 1: you know what's going on. I'm on a few ordiers 752 00:44:02,239 --> 00:44:04,320 Speaker 1: who gonna pick the phone up for you feel me? 753 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:06,719 Speaker 1: And I ain't hard to get in touch like you call, 754 00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:08,920 Speaker 1: you're paying me. I'm hopping on the rocket. You feel me. 755 00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:13,399 Speaker 1: So it's just it's just a it's just a lot, 756 00:44:14,080 --> 00:44:16,920 Speaker 1: has a lot. It's a lot to that ship. But 757 00:44:17,120 --> 00:44:21,359 Speaker 1: you are enjoying it. Yeah, yeah, sure, you always be better. 758 00:44:21,600 --> 00:44:25,520 Speaker 1: It could always be. So you had trade the ship 759 00:44:25,560 --> 00:44:28,000 Speaker 1: of your old life. Huh retrade the ship of your 760 00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:32,360 Speaker 1: old life when I trade this for my old regal ship. No, 761 00:44:36,080 --> 00:44:38,120 Speaker 1: that's why I said, all the ship back for them, 762 00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:47,120 Speaker 1: my partners. I give it a phone conners. M that's real. 763 00:44:47,280 --> 00:44:49,160 Speaker 1: That's shot a fradom baby. Man, what's the what's the 764 00:44:49,239 --> 00:44:51,640 Speaker 1: what's the words you want to say to the big 765 00:44:51,719 --> 00:44:54,319 Speaker 1: fact supporters and everybody? Then you know what I'm saying. 766 00:44:54,680 --> 00:44:57,839 Speaker 1: There's some games, some gaming, some motivations for them coming 767 00:44:57,920 --> 00:44:59,400 Speaker 1: rappers and the people who might have been where you 768 00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:05,680 Speaker 1: at was some years ago. Be yourself, be yourself trying 769 00:45:05,680 --> 00:45:07,520 Speaker 1: to be somebody else. You're gonna find you're gonna find 770 00:45:07,560 --> 00:45:09,440 Speaker 1: yourself in the place that you don't want to be in. 771 00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:13,480 Speaker 1: And what if somebody loses to theirselves trying to be 772 00:45:13,719 --> 00:45:16,160 Speaker 1: somebody else, how you feel like they can bring it 773 00:45:16,239 --> 00:45:20,399 Speaker 1: back back to themselves at that possible Hopefully you learn 774 00:45:20,480 --> 00:45:22,640 Speaker 1: before you bump your head, or you're gonna have to 775 00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:25,359 Speaker 1: just take in what you get after you pump your head. 776 00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:28,120 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Like I was telling people, 777 00:45:28,360 --> 00:45:31,000 Speaker 1: especially with men, I feel like we don't learn until 778 00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:33,439 Speaker 1: we bump our head. It took me going to jail 779 00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:35,480 Speaker 1: and stuff to give my ship together. You know what 780 00:45:35,520 --> 00:45:37,919 Speaker 1: I'm saying. It really grow up a lot of people say, mate, 781 00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:40,279 Speaker 1: like that trip to jailman to say that, like, yeah, 782 00:45:40,520 --> 00:45:45,240 Speaker 1: I probably same. Sure, that's what it is. Big salute 783 00:45:45,239 --> 00:45:49,000 Speaker 1: to you. Appreciate you pulling up the big facts when 784 00:45:49,040 --> 00:45:50,879 Speaker 1: the de luxe about when the lux you're just still 785 00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:57,640 Speaker 1: cooking it up. It's coming paperwork, paperworking, clear, I got 786 00:45:57,719 --> 00:46:00,640 Speaker 1: even probably popping up right now. Look ye all right, 787 00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:04,400 Speaker 1: oh well now we can't wait to hear. 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