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Speaker 1: Hi everyone, and welcome back to the Spirit Daughter podcast.

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Speaker 1: I'm Jill Winteresting and today I have a guest who

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Speaker 1: I think you're going to be very excited about, Selena Ayanna.

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Speaker 1: She is the author of Becoming the One and she

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Speaker 1: is the founder of Rising Woman. You probably know her

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Speaker 1: from Instagram or from her work, and I can't wait

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Speaker 1: for you to hear this conversation where we dig deep

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Speaker 1: into her chart and uncover some of her potential this lifetime.

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Speaker 1: Welcome Salina, Welcome to the podcast. Thanks so happy to

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Speaker 1: have you here. I feel like our work overlaps so

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Speaker 1: much and like the best way possible, and looking at

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Speaker 1: your chart is interesting. You have a lot of the

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Speaker 1: same placements as me, so I was like.

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Speaker 2: Heh.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, your chart starts at twenty three degrees libra. Mine

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Speaker 1: starts at twenty two degrees libra. Interesting. Yeah, It's like

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Speaker 1: there's there's some interesting parallels and overlaps. But found it.

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Speaker 1: I found it fun. I'm not a sun an Aquarius though,

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Speaker 1: I'm a Leo, so I'm like the opposite side of

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Speaker 1: the wheel. Yeah, but we'll get into your chart. We'll

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Speaker 1: get into you know what you do, Rising Woman. It's

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Speaker 1: all written here so it's always nice. Like when I

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Speaker 1: look at a chart, most of the charts I look at,

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I can see what you do written in

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Speaker 1: your chart. It's nice. Glad astrology works out like that

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Speaker 1: makes my job easy. I don't have to force anything

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Speaker 1: or start any thing. But okay, how much I know

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Speaker 1: you know a lot about your chart, But how much

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Speaker 1: do you know about your chart? That's what I always ask.

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Speaker 2: I mean, I always love just kind of starting fresh

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Speaker 2: and hearing it from a different perspective. I mean, you know,

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Speaker 2: rising Woman, we had a big astrology branch for a

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Speaker 2: long time. We load astrology courses, we have a we

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Speaker 2: have an astrology app called mystic App. So I've been

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Speaker 2: down the arabbit hole with my chart quite a lot.

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Speaker 2: But you know, the different systems, there's slightly different placements.

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Speaker 2: Like in all signs, I have my moon in the

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Speaker 2: first house, and then in other charts, in.

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Speaker 1: Especially Invade, it's in the twelfth house. So m hmm, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I use placidus interpretation, right, And so I just found

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Speaker 1: because I look at them a lot in whole sign

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Speaker 1: and we actually have an astrologer who works with spirit

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Speaker 1: chatter who uses whole sign and so I have really

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Speaker 1: fun debates with her versus whole sign versus. This is

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Speaker 1: what astrologers do for fun, and which interpretation are you using?

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Speaker 1: I just find that Placidus for my chart, and for

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Speaker 1: a lot of the charts I've looked at is like

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Speaker 1: just hits the nail on the head, and so the

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Speaker 1: whole sign I feel like, is great. It's like neat

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Speaker 1: and clean for like horoscopes, and when like I'm writing

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Speaker 1: the horoscopes and the moon work books and things like that,

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Speaker 1: when we're doing like Instagram posts, like we go off

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Speaker 1: a rising sign and we do whole house interpretation for those.

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Speaker 1: But for the most part, when I'm like digging in

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Speaker 1: and to you know, personal astrology and like chart readings,

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Speaker 1: they use placidus. And I also just like to look at,

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Speaker 1: you know, every degree of the chart. So I'm not

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Speaker 1: one of those people that is like, oh, you know,

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Speaker 1: you're a Libra rising so your chart starts with twenty

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Speaker 1: three years Libra and Libra rules your entire first house.

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Speaker 1: It's like nope, you've got Scorpio in there, and you

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Speaker 1: actually have Pluto in your first house in Scorpio, which

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Speaker 1: of sense, so it's really helpful to what I know

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Speaker 1: the person or I'm getting to know the person, and

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Speaker 1: I'm like, yes, it's like reinforcement that, like Placidus is

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Speaker 1: the one for me. I've always really liked the blend,

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Speaker 2: Most fascinating astrology readings that I've had, and like the

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Speaker 2: deep dives that I've had are kind of like a blend,

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Speaker 2: you know. I don't really subscribe to like one system

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Speaker 2: as being the best system. What I learned is that

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Speaker 2: each system is sort of good for what it's good for,

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Speaker 2: you know, and like you've kind of figured out what

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Speaker 2: It's such a fascinating path and I think you can

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Speaker 2: pull something from all of them. But I do tend

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Speaker 2: to resonate more when people say, you know, your moon

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Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly, And I like to really look at it too,

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Speaker 1: were talking earlier about your career, and your jubiter is

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Speaker 1: going to enter Leo one twenty ninth, and your mid

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Speaker 1: heaven and Placidus is at zero degrees Leo, and so

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Speaker 1: that is your career. That is the point of your chart.

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Speaker 1: That's the highest that everybody sees, and it starts to

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Speaker 1: write at zero degrees Leo. So you're an initiator in

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Speaker 1: anything you would do, whether it was writing or anything else,

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Speaker 1: you're an initiator because you have that zero degrees right

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Speaker 1: at the mid heaven. And I think that really, like again,

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Speaker 1: just hits the nail on the head for you. And

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Speaker 1: Jupiter is going to cross that immediately as soon as

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Speaker 1: it enters Leo and it's going to light up your

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Speaker 1: tenth house. And so Jupiter will transit your tenth house

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Speaker 1: all of next year, and so it should be one

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Speaker 1: of the most abundant and beneficial and expansive times for

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Speaker 1: you in your career. It's something to get really excited about.

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Speaker 1: And like I said, we have very similar placements, and

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Speaker 1: so Jupiter is also going to be transitting my tenth

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Speaker 1: house and I'm like very excited, and so you should

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Speaker 1: get very excited about that. How long is that happening

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Speaker 1: for it will be the entire year, So it will

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Speaker 1: go from June twenty ninth when Jupiter enters Leo, which

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Speaker 1: on your time zone, and then it lasts until July

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Speaker 1: end of July twenty twenty seven, thirteen months. So it's

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Speaker 1: thirteen months. And I was actually talking to somebody else,

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Speaker 1: a good friend of mine who has Jupiter and Leo,

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Speaker 1: and he's like, so you're telling me this is like

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Speaker 1: everything's aligned and teed up for me and if I like,

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Speaker 1: don't step into this like opportunities. He has a big

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Speaker 1: opportunity in front of him. He's like, I just, you know,

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Speaker 1: You are like all teed up, like everything has been

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Speaker 1: a ligning for you career wise. If you have you know,

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Speaker 1: Everything's been like lining up for you for years because

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Speaker 1: in every twelve year transit, you know, it takes Jupiter

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Speaker 1: like you've been setting up for it consciously, subconsciously, energetically. However,

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Speaker 1: we want to roll that dice, you know, for years.

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Speaker 1: So you know, I hope you feel that and take

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Speaker 1: that opportunity and seize it because Jupiter only transits your

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Speaker 2: I have a book launch in August, and then I

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Speaker 2: have another book launch in February twenty twenty seven, and

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Speaker 1: So it's all perfect, very good, very good. Yeah. I

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Speaker 1: and I was like, maybe I should have waited until

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Speaker 1: Jupiter if I did that, But no, it all, it

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Speaker 1: all happens. Another one just write another one. Yeah. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: we'll see what happens. That book's evolving into its own

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Speaker 1: you know, Jupiter's and Leo in my tenth House with

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Speaker 2: I mean, Grating Sweetgrass is one of my favorite books.

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Speaker 2: I don't know if you've ever read Braiding Sweet Grass

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Speaker 2: by Robin Wallkimmer and her book. I think it was

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Speaker 1: Wow, So you just never know, you know.

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Speaker 2: That's the cool thing about books is that they have

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Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly. Or I think Wild was. It was out

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Speaker 1: how these things take a life of their own. But

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Speaker 1: I'm excited for you. So you have three launches happening

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Speaker 2: So I got a book deal for those two children's

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Speaker 1: Long process. So they take longer than kind of just

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Speaker 2: there's the illustrations. Yeah, the illustrator, and then that takes time.

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Speaker 2: has to be very intentionally sourced because kids.

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Speaker 1: Like my books. Oh yeah, my kids in the regulation. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: like not all on them, and they're not all on everything,

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Speaker 1: those children, so exactly. Okay, so let's look at your

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Speaker 1: chart here. We already established Leo Libra rising. So you

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Speaker 1: have Libra rising, you have your Moon and Libra and

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Speaker 1: the twelve, which I again I think tracks for you

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Speaker 1: better than you know your first house. You have Pluto

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Speaker 1: how the world meets us. And people immediately meet that

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Speaker 1: if you've probably heard many times in your life that

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Speaker 1: you're balanced. You come off as a very balanced person.

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Speaker 1: That doesn't mean that you are a balance person if

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Speaker 1: my husband would have disay about that, But that's how

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Speaker 1: you appear to everyone else upon first meeting. Or your voice,

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Speaker 1: like I hear that a lot. People love my voice.

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Speaker 1: That's why I have the meditation app because people are like,

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Speaker 1: I just want to listen to your voice while I'm meditating,

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Speaker 1: And that's a very libre rising thing. Like you have

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Speaker 1: I mean, I know they do, but from your perspective,

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Speaker 2: And even just the way that we live as a

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Speaker 2: You know, where are you living based on how you

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Speaker 1: Yes, yes, yeah, spoken like a true son and Aquarius. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: It's pretty fun sometimes it's definitely wacky. And I think

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Speaker 1: and they're going to be my greatest expansion because that's Jupiter.

430
00:23:14,680 --> 00:23:17,440
Speaker 1: They're going to bring me the greatest expansion, and they're

431
00:23:17,440 --> 00:23:20,720
Speaker 1: also going to hold space for my fire. They're going

432
00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:23,840
Speaker 1: to support my fire. They're going to support me in

433
00:23:23,920 --> 00:23:26,760
Speaker 1: being quote unquote too much and taking up the space

434
00:23:26,920 --> 00:23:30,600
Speaker 1: I deserve. And I know you talk so much about

435
00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:33,760
Speaker 1: your conscious relationship, and so how would you think that

436
00:23:33,840 --> 00:23:40,680
Speaker 1: like feeds into that. I think all of my relationships

437
00:23:40,800 --> 00:23:42,800
Speaker 1: up until this point have been major teachers for me,

438
00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:48,560
Speaker 1: and even you know, beyond the romantic relationships, even familial relationships,

439
00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:53,720
Speaker 1: it's all centered around learning through those experiences rather than being.

440
00:23:53,520 --> 00:23:56,240
Speaker 2: A victim to those experiences. So it's very much felt

441
00:23:56,240 --> 00:23:59,240
Speaker 2: like life school. My mother is obviously one of my

442
00:23:59,280 --> 00:24:02,239
Speaker 2: most complex relationships where I'm more of the mother and

443
00:24:02,280 --> 00:24:05,520
Speaker 2: she's more of the daughter. And yet I feel as

444
00:24:05,560 --> 00:24:08,200
Speaker 2: though that's exactly what my soul came here for. It's

445
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:13,280
Speaker 2: exactly what I came here to learn, and it's what's

446
00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:17,040
Speaker 2: shaped me to be able to do this work. And

447
00:24:17,119 --> 00:24:20,720
Speaker 2: on the romantic level, I mean, it's just ever evolving always.

448
00:24:21,800 --> 00:24:26,200
Speaker 2: There's just every every day, every year there's a new level.

449
00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:28,280
Speaker 2: You know, my partner and my husband and I we've

450
00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:30,320
Speaker 2: been together for about eleven years.

451
00:24:30,080 --> 00:24:33,840
Speaker 1: Now, and it just we just keep learning through each other.

452
00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:38,200
Speaker 2: And we're both very similar, so a lot of times

453
00:24:38,280 --> 00:24:42,399
Speaker 2: partners have some like opposition going on, and we do

454
00:24:42,480 --> 00:24:44,679
Speaker 2: have that in terms of our nervous system and our

455
00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:47,959
Speaker 2: way of being, Like I'm much more of a feeler

456
00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:50,960
Speaker 2: and he's much more of a thinker. But yeah, we're

457
00:24:51,080 --> 00:24:55,360
Speaker 2: very similar. We're both very stubborn, so it can get annoying.

458
00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:05,280
Speaker 1: Tell me how you really feel, but you're learning and

459
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:07,399
Speaker 1: growing and it's so wonderful.

460
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:09,240
Speaker 2: I know.

461
00:25:09,359 --> 00:25:11,480
Speaker 1: Sometimes I'm like one of those memes where I just

462
00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:13,120
Speaker 1: want to call it the universe and be like I'd

463
00:25:13,160 --> 00:25:17,040
Speaker 1: like the not learning menu right now. Yeah, I have

464
00:25:17,320 --> 00:25:19,200
Speaker 1: I have like a r alter ego.

465
00:25:19,080 --> 00:25:21,080
Speaker 2: Named Hagrid, and I'm like, I'm just gonna go be

466
00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:24,880
Speaker 2: Hagrid and just live in the woods, like tits out, barefooted,

467
00:25:25,040 --> 00:25:26,359
Speaker 2: just everything alone.

468
00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:31,159
Speaker 1: This is my life now, you know. I'm done. I'm done.

469
00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:35,000
Speaker 1: It's funny because that's that I always say. That's kind

470
00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:38,440
Speaker 1: of like the shadow side of Aquarius is that they

471
00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:41,040
Speaker 1: can just like give society the middle finger and be like,

472
00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:42,679
Speaker 1: I'm just want to go live in the woods, and

473
00:25:42,760 --> 00:25:45,160
Speaker 1: you guys figure it out, like I actually have all

474
00:25:45,160 --> 00:25:46,800
Speaker 1: the answers, but you don't want to listen to me,

475
00:25:46,880 --> 00:25:49,480
Speaker 1: so af you I'm going to live in the woods

476
00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:53,640
Speaker 1: by myself. How funny. You know. That's totally always been

477
00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:54,160
Speaker 1: my thing.

478
00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:57,959
Speaker 2: My my thing is whenever I get frustrated or overwhelmed

479
00:25:58,000 --> 00:26:00,320
Speaker 2: to the point where I'm just I'm just at it.

480
00:26:01,200 --> 00:26:03,880
Speaker 2: My first thought is like just disappear into the woods,

481
00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:05,879
Speaker 2: you know, And we do. We live in the forest.

482
00:26:05,880 --> 00:26:07,399
Speaker 2: We live on ten acres in the woods, but I

483
00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:09,760
Speaker 2: live with my family. And I'll say having since having

484
00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:13,000
Speaker 2: a daughter, that mindset has changed, because it's like one

485
00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:14,920
Speaker 2: thing to be like leaving your husband in the dust.

486
00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:17,359
Speaker 1: You know, it's kind.

487
00:26:17,560 --> 00:26:19,600
Speaker 2: Sometimes when you're really in your shadow, like you can

488
00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:22,680
Speaker 2: kind of comprehend that. But now that I have a daughter,

489
00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:24,840
Speaker 2: it's like my mind doesn't really go there anymore.

490
00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:29,399
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know. I'm a Leo's son and

491
00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:36,000
Speaker 1: I'm married to a Leo man, so I understand. And

492
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:39,800
Speaker 1: sometimes I'm like, I'm just better on my own, but

493
00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:43,280
Speaker 1: I have two kids, and I'm like, I guess I can.

494
00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:49,240
Speaker 1: I can't, you know, but your chart you're here to learn,

495
00:26:49,359 --> 00:26:51,960
Speaker 1: you know, you're very You're here to learn and expand.

496
00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:54,000
Speaker 1: And I think that's like the key is like you're

497
00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:55,920
Speaker 1: here to expand through partnerships. And I think it's so

498
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:58,160
Speaker 1: important what you said about your mother. I think it's

499
00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:01,280
Speaker 1: so freeing when you do you have a complex mother

500
00:27:01,840 --> 00:27:05,000
Speaker 1: to say, while my soul chose this on some level,

501
00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:07,280
Speaker 1: I chose this for my growth, I chose this for

502
00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:10,680
Speaker 1: my evolution. I'm not a victim. You know. I can

503
00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:14,119
Speaker 1: leave therapy now, or at least stop saying like, at

504
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:16,960
Speaker 1: least stop blaming my mother for everything in the entire world,

505
00:27:17,119 --> 00:27:20,400
Speaker 1: you know, and really kind of just like own that decision,

506
00:27:20,480 --> 00:27:23,240
Speaker 1: which came on an energetic level and can be really

507
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:25,840
Speaker 1: hard to wrap our heads around, but it's so freeing

508
00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:28,680
Speaker 1: when we really can understand that and just be like, Wow,

509
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:32,040
Speaker 1: as hard as this was, and how I may have

510
00:27:32,119 --> 00:27:35,320
Speaker 1: wanted something different, like I chose this on a soul

511
00:27:35,440 --> 00:27:38,720
Speaker 1: level because this is what my soul ultimately needed this lifetime.

512
00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:43,240
Speaker 1: And maybe I'll choose something differently next lifetime, but until then,

513
00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:45,880
Speaker 1: I'm going to, you know, work with my choices at

514
00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:50,320
Speaker 1: this level. Yeah. Absolutely, And so I do think it

515
00:27:50,359 --> 00:27:54,680
Speaker 1: is freeing. And then looking at your fifth house because

516
00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:56,960
Speaker 1: we talked a little b about that, so house of creativity.

517
00:27:57,040 --> 00:27:59,400
Speaker 1: You have your North node and Pisces there, and your

518
00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:01,719
Speaker 1: Venus in Pisces as well, and so this is a

519
00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:06,119
Speaker 1: really nice placement. Having Venus in your fifth house in

520
00:28:06,240 --> 00:28:10,560
Speaker 1: Pisces just gives you the poet write that poet energy.

521
00:28:10,680 --> 00:28:12,760
Speaker 1: And this is probably where a lot of your writing

522
00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:15,959
Speaker 1: comes from, is that you're connected to your heart, to

523
00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:18,880
Speaker 1: what you love, to what you find beautiful. And then

524
00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:22,840
Speaker 1: you pair that or theme it with Pisces, which allows

525
00:28:22,880 --> 00:28:25,040
Speaker 1: you to kind of connect with the universe on a

526
00:28:25,040 --> 00:28:27,960
Speaker 1: deeper level and allows you to connect with your spirituality.

527
00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:30,240
Speaker 1: And then you put it in your fifth house, and

528
00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:33,000
Speaker 1: now we have your creative expression. And so when I

529
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:35,240
Speaker 1: think about your writing, guess all these you know, the

530
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:40,080
Speaker 1: teachers there, the rule breaker, the pattern disruptor, you know,

531
00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:43,400
Speaker 1: the sun and Aquarius making people think all the box,

532
00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:45,640
Speaker 1: or at least encouraging them to. But then when I

533
00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:47,520
Speaker 1: really get to the heart of your writing, I'm like, oh,

534
00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:49,760
Speaker 1: there it is that Venus and Pisces in the fifth

535
00:28:49,800 --> 00:28:53,760
Speaker 1: house is where the beauty comes from that you create

536
00:28:53,840 --> 00:28:57,240
Speaker 1: and you put out into the world. And so that's

537
00:28:57,280 --> 00:29:00,640
Speaker 1: a really lovely placement. And then paired with the North node,

538
00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:03,880
Speaker 1: that's what you're ultimately here to learn to step into

539
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:08,240
Speaker 1: and to grow into and to leave behind the lower

540
00:29:08,360 --> 00:29:13,360
Speaker 1: energies of the self. Note in Virgo, which is about perfectionism,

541
00:29:13,360 --> 00:29:16,240
Speaker 1: which is about control, which is about you know, when

542
00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:19,680
Speaker 1: we're in a creative process, like we have to surrender

543
00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:23,760
Speaker 1: on a certain level, we can't control the outcome. Do

544
00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:25,360
Speaker 1: you find there was like a point in your life

545
00:29:25,400 --> 00:29:28,760
Speaker 1: where that kind of Virgo energy took over from your

546
00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:33,080
Speaker 1: self node where you grew a little controlling or a

547
00:29:33,120 --> 00:29:35,880
Speaker 1: bit of a perfectionist or try to you know, do

548
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:40,040
Speaker 1: the details and define things a little too much. Oh yeah,

549
00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:40,520
Speaker 1: I mean.

550
00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:43,960
Speaker 2: Especially before having a child, Like my whole house had

551
00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:47,240
Speaker 2: to be you know, perfect, and you know, I wouldn't

552
00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:50,080
Speaker 2: let people come over for dinner unless everything was just so.

553
00:29:50,640 --> 00:29:52,800
Speaker 2: And I mean even you know, in the early days

554
00:29:52,800 --> 00:29:55,080
Speaker 2: of Rising Women, I had all of these rules for

555
00:29:55,800 --> 00:29:58,640
Speaker 2: color palettes and like I would never post certain colors,

556
00:29:58,720 --> 00:30:00,760
Speaker 2: like even if it was just like an accent in

557
00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:04,760
Speaker 2: the photo wasn't allowed, and you know, it was really tight.

558
00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:07,840
Speaker 2: And that's loosened up in a big way, you know.

559
00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:10,280
Speaker 2: And I think it's just part of that is maturity

560
00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:13,080
Speaker 2: and age and then also motherhood just you just don't

561
00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:18,240
Speaker 2: have the capacity to anymore. You're like just yeah, shit's everywhere,

562
00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:20,160
Speaker 2: come on over, this is life.

563
00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:24,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, especially the house with motherhood, it's like, yeah,

564
00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:27,160
Speaker 1: it'll be like pristinely clean. And then my kids. I

565
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:29,600
Speaker 1: have two boys, so it takes them all about two

566
00:30:29,640 --> 00:30:32,000
Speaker 1: minutes to like wreck the entire place. And I'm like

567
00:30:33,120 --> 00:30:39,280
Speaker 1: to do that so quickly and efficiently. You know, now

568
00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:47,440
Speaker 1: you're wrestling on the table. Great another it's another life

569
00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:50,719
Speaker 1: with the two boys. It's yeah, I can only imagine.

570
00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:53,440
Speaker 1: I know. I always say, I'm like, this is really

571
00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:56,080
Speaker 1: because I did so much work in the spiritual realm

572
00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:59,520
Speaker 1: and meditation and breath work, and I was a yoga teacher,

573
00:30:59,560 --> 00:31:02,680
Speaker 1: and I was like, I've done so much spiritual work

574
00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:06,040
Speaker 1: and I'm like nothing has tested me like having two

575
00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:11,160
Speaker 1: boys and like having to keep my center and calmness

576
00:31:11,440 --> 00:31:16,520
Speaker 1: and regulation and it's it's it's challenging. Kids are challenging,

577
00:31:16,600 --> 00:31:19,160
Speaker 1: but they are also mirrors and also help you grow

578
00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:22,560
Speaker 1: and trigger you in ways that they no one else will.

579
00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:25,480
Speaker 2: So yeah, that my daughter has been my greatest spiritual

580
00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:28,000
Speaker 2: teacher so far, right, in so many ways.

581
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:31,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, And it'll just keep going. I'll

582
00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:36,680
Speaker 1: just keep going. So but yeah, geming back to your

583
00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:39,400
Speaker 1: fifth house. Did you know you're in a nodal return

584
00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:42,320
Speaker 1: You're about to complete it? Do you know that? Is no,

585
00:31:42,440 --> 00:31:46,080
Speaker 1: I didn't know that. Okay, So the current nodes they're

586
00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:48,360
Speaker 1: about to shift, will shift the end of July into

587
00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:52,200
Speaker 1: Leon Aquarius, but the currently the time is recording anyway. Uh,

588
00:31:52,320 --> 00:31:54,880
Speaker 1: the north note is in Pisces, where your north note is,

589
00:31:54,960 --> 00:31:57,440
Speaker 1: and the south note is in Vigo, where your self

590
00:31:57,560 --> 00:32:01,120
Speaker 1: note is. So you're in no return, which happens every

591
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:04,000
Speaker 1: like eighteen to nineteen years, and so this is pretty

592
00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:07,400
Speaker 1: important transit and it's the time to make like huge

593
00:32:07,520 --> 00:32:10,720
Speaker 1: leaps on your noble paths. So we're always walking from

594
00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:13,520
Speaker 1: south node to north node, which for you is giving

595
00:32:13,600 --> 00:32:17,280
Speaker 1: up control and surrendering to the process, giving up some

596
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:24,080
Speaker 1: perfectionism and really embracing your true identity within your creative expression,

597
00:32:24,280 --> 00:32:28,360
Speaker 1: which is themed by Pisces. And so this last you know, year,

598
00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:30,960
Speaker 1: year and a half has been about that journey and

599
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:35,200
Speaker 1: making a huge leap on that journey into your creative

600
00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:39,240
Speaker 1: expression and into understanding that you don't need to control everything.

601
00:32:39,320 --> 00:32:41,240
Speaker 1: You don't need to control all the out you know,

602
00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:43,560
Speaker 1: all the outcomes and you don't need to ask an

603
00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:48,120
Speaker 1: outside authority either, right, everything comes from within that direct

604
00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:51,880
Speaker 1: connection to you. And now a quick word from our

605
00:32:51,920 --> 00:33:00,280
Speaker 1: wonderful sponsors. So how has that gone for? I mean,

606
00:33:00,320 --> 00:33:01,920
Speaker 1: it sounds like you've done a lot of projects in

607
00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:05,240
Speaker 1: the last year, set some things up, So yeah, you

608
00:33:05,240 --> 00:33:07,200
Speaker 1: think it was like part of that notal return or

609
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:08,920
Speaker 1: have there been other things?

610
00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:13,520
Speaker 2: I mean, I think I've always been very creative, That's

611
00:33:13,840 --> 00:33:17,480
Speaker 2: been a part of my life forever. But stepping into

612
00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:22,240
Speaker 2: writing the children's books has felt like a big homecoming

613
00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:26,320
Speaker 2: within myself. It's been something that I wanted to do

614
00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:31,240
Speaker 2: since I was little, and so there does seem to

615
00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:37,280
Speaker 2: be a sense of resting in my essence with these

616
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:40,600
Speaker 2: where I'm like, oh, it's finally happening and it's all

617
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:42,880
Speaker 2: just coming to fruition and.

618
00:33:44,880 --> 00:33:49,600
Speaker 1: Children too, so that yes aligned, yeah, yeah, children.

619
00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:53,320
Speaker 2: You know, And I think I had an astrologer once

620
00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:55,880
Speaker 2: say to me, like, you have so much energy, creative

621
00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:58,560
Speaker 2: energy in your chart that you'll either have ten kids

622
00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:03,480
Speaker 2: or you need to just keep working, because yeah, like

623
00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:06,120
Speaker 2: there's just a lot of creativity there, and that feels

624
00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:07,920
Speaker 2: correct for me. You know, I only have one child.

625
00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:11,040
Speaker 2: I'm only planning on having one child, and all of

626
00:34:11,080 --> 00:34:11,520
Speaker 2: my other.

627
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:12,320
Speaker 1: Babies are my books.

628
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:15,440
Speaker 2: And yeah, that's what I want to dedicate my life too,

629
00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:18,800
Speaker 2: is you know, my daughter and my family and my books.

630
00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:22,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, no, that's great. And I think that you know,

631
00:34:22,239 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 1: it really does speak to that fifth house and the

632
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:28,000
Speaker 1: creative expression is in children's books. I mean we're like

633
00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:28,799
Speaker 1: on the nose here.

634
00:34:30,280 --> 00:34:30,440
Speaker 2: Yea.

635
00:34:30,920 --> 00:34:33,480
Speaker 1: I love it. And you know, you've been setting this

636
00:34:33,640 --> 00:34:36,959
Speaker 1: up for a while, probably during your Nodle return, and

637
00:34:37,040 --> 00:34:41,600
Speaker 1: it's a way to really like step into one of

638
00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:45,480
Speaker 1: your highest expressions, one of your highest creative expressions through

639
00:34:45,840 --> 00:34:48,759
Speaker 1: through writing. There is a ton of creativity. There's a

640
00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:52,080
Speaker 1: ton of writing here, a ton of voice here in

641
00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:55,279
Speaker 1: your chart, and a ton of teaching. And there's also

642
00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:58,880
Speaker 1: a wound around the voice with your Chiron in Gemini

643
00:34:58,920 --> 00:35:01,720
Speaker 1: in the eighth House. And so Chiron is the deepest

644
00:35:01,719 --> 00:35:05,400
Speaker 1: wound in our chart. It often comes through childhood or

645
00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:08,239
Speaker 1: we can bring it in from previous lifetimes. And with

646
00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:11,240
Speaker 1: Chiron and Gemini, this is a wound around the voice.

647
00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:14,920
Speaker 1: This is a wound around using your voice, especially as

648
00:35:14,960 --> 00:35:17,600
Speaker 1: a kid, kind of being told you were too much,

649
00:35:17,719 --> 00:35:20,239
Speaker 1: or even being dismissed. I've talked to some people with

650
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:24,160
Speaker 1: Chiron in Gemini where they were just not they weren't understood,

651
00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:27,319
Speaker 1: or they said something and they weren't heard correctly, or

652
00:35:27,360 --> 00:35:31,160
Speaker 1: they were just ignored. And so it creates this wound

653
00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:34,920
Speaker 1: around the voice and using your voice. And now this

654
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:38,080
Speaker 1: is in the eighth House, which is a very deep house.

655
00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:40,480
Speaker 1: This is the house of transformation, the house of personal

656
00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:43,760
Speaker 1: and growth. And so this is a rather deep wound

657
00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:47,120
Speaker 1: that actually can sit at the base and the foundation

658
00:35:47,280 --> 00:35:50,560
Speaker 1: of all your transformation. And so when I look at Chyon,

659
00:35:50,640 --> 00:35:53,200
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, there's the wound, but there's also the medicine,

660
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:56,600
Speaker 1: and there's also the teaching, and so in a lot

661
00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:59,920
Speaker 1: of ways, you know, I think your work is about tea,

662
00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:03,719
Speaker 1: teaching particularly women how to use their voice in spaces.

663
00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:07,160
Speaker 1: They've never used them before because eight house kind of

664
00:36:07,200 --> 00:36:10,560
Speaker 1: speaks to these types of spaces, these intimate spaces in

665
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:16,600
Speaker 1: very intimate partnerships, intimate relationships even with themselves, and the

666
00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:21,399
Speaker 1: growth aspect, and so really teaching others how to use

667
00:36:21,440 --> 00:36:24,719
Speaker 1: their voice in a way that it's healing to them.

668
00:36:25,040 --> 00:36:28,720
Speaker 1: But then as you teach, you also heal your own wound.

669
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:32,319
Speaker 1: So that's the gift Hiron. And so you know, do

670
00:36:32,360 --> 00:36:35,359
Speaker 1: you feel like that's like really shown up throughout your

671
00:36:35,480 --> 00:36:39,000
Speaker 1: early childhood and through like when you were younger before

672
00:36:39,040 --> 00:36:41,680
Speaker 1: you started writing, Like, did you feel that wound and

673
00:36:41,760 --> 00:36:44,720
Speaker 1: did you understand that there was medicine in that pain?

674
00:36:45,800 --> 00:36:47,960
Speaker 2: I mean when I was really really young, I don't

675
00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:49,680
Speaker 2: think I understood that yet.

676
00:36:50,560 --> 00:36:50,799
Speaker 1: You know.

677
00:36:50,880 --> 00:36:52,360
Speaker 2: I don't know if you know much of my story,

678
00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:54,560
Speaker 2: but I grew up in and out of foster homes,

679
00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:56,680
Speaker 2: and I was out on my own at sixteen. Like

680
00:36:56,680 --> 00:36:58,799
Speaker 2: by the time I was twelve, I was, you know,

681
00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:01,760
Speaker 2: word of the government, and sixteen I was just fully

682
00:37:01,800 --> 00:37:04,600
Speaker 2: out on my own. So there was for sure a

683
00:37:04,760 --> 00:37:08,560
Speaker 2: feeling of being out on my own and kind of

684
00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:12,160
Speaker 2: cast away, and there was a dismissive quality to my

685
00:37:12,320 --> 00:37:14,960
Speaker 2: interactions with a lot of adults and teachers, of course,

686
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:18,520
Speaker 2: because especially back in that time, you know, in like

687
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:21,000
Speaker 2: the nineties in the early two thousands, like there was

688
00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:23,719
Speaker 2: a lot of judgment toward you know, kids who were

689
00:37:23,719 --> 00:37:26,279
Speaker 2: in foster care. It was just apparently their fault, you know,

690
00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:29,840
Speaker 2: they never questioned like what the parents' involvement was.

691
00:37:29,880 --> 00:37:31,720
Speaker 1: It was like, oh, well, you must be a bad kid.

692
00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:34,840
Speaker 2: And so that was sort of the judgment that was

693
00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:37,879
Speaker 2: cast upon me throughout my early years when I would

694
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:41,320
Speaker 2: be interacting, you know, at school or whatever.

695
00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:46,640
Speaker 1: So I definitely felt that for sure. And when did

696
00:37:46,680 --> 00:37:50,880
Speaker 1: you realize that, you know, healing, can this voice wound

697
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:54,239
Speaker 1: could actually become your medicine for others?

698
00:37:55,040 --> 00:37:58,200
Speaker 2: You know, I started writing in my early twenties. I

699
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:00,920
Speaker 2: started writing in my early I mean I was before that,

700
00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:03,880
Speaker 2: but really sharing it with the internet that happened in

701
00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:07,960
Speaker 2: my early twenties. Yeah, And at that point I was

702
00:38:08,040 --> 00:38:13,880
Speaker 2: probably like twenty one when I started writing, And it

703
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:17,239
Speaker 2: was around then where I really started to feel that

704
00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:21,279
Speaker 2: pulse of aliveness as I would share and feel the

705
00:38:21,400 --> 00:38:25,880
Speaker 2: calling to put my work out. And you know, of

706
00:38:25,920 --> 00:38:28,320
Speaker 2: course in my early twenties, it was like very fiery

707
00:38:28,360 --> 00:38:32,600
Speaker 2: and rebellious and just you know that energy. And you know,

708
00:38:32,640 --> 00:38:35,640
Speaker 2: as I've gotten older, it's shifted and become more gentle.

709
00:38:35,760 --> 00:38:42,319
Speaker 2: But it's been an evolution. Yeah, yeah, it seems. I mean,

710
00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:43,879
Speaker 2: this is something you'll evolve with.

711
00:38:44,080 --> 00:38:48,440
Speaker 1: Eighth House is transformation evolution, and with Chiron, we just

712
00:38:48,480 --> 00:38:51,799
Speaker 1: evolved with it throughout our entire lives. It's not like

713
00:38:51,840 --> 00:38:55,120
Speaker 1: we ever get rid of the wound. We just evolve it.

714
00:38:55,719 --> 00:38:57,520
Speaker 1: And you know that's the story of Chiron, like the

715
00:38:57,520 --> 00:39:00,880
Speaker 1: wounded healer could never heal, so it became a because

716
00:39:00,960 --> 00:39:04,120
Speaker 1: he understood pain so much, and so he turned his

717
00:39:04,200 --> 00:39:08,239
Speaker 1: suffering into medicine for others. And so that really shows,

718
00:39:08,440 --> 00:39:11,920
Speaker 1: you know, something in our chirun placement, which is like, Okay,

719
00:39:11,960 --> 00:39:15,560
Speaker 1: this is the wound, and we may always have it,

720
00:39:15,640 --> 00:39:18,520
Speaker 1: we may always carry, but we don't have to suffer

721
00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:23,320
Speaker 1: because of it, and we actually can heal in process

722
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:25,600
Speaker 1: while we're healing others, so we don't have to be

723
00:39:25,719 --> 00:39:28,239
Speaker 1: we don't have to heal the voice wound in order

724
00:39:28,280 --> 00:39:33,680
Speaker 1: to provide healing for others with their voice. So you know,

725
00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:35,919
Speaker 1: and it's interesting because I look at your chart and yes,

726
00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:38,120
Speaker 1: I see a lot of creativity, but I see this

727
00:39:38,239 --> 00:39:43,480
Speaker 1: teacher and this voice signature coming through really loud and clear,

728
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:46,760
Speaker 1: and that you're a teacher. Yes, you're a creative teacher.

729
00:39:46,880 --> 00:39:49,960
Speaker 1: Yes you're connected to Pisces. Yes you have a lot

730
00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:52,760
Speaker 1: of intuition, you've got your moon in your twelve house.

731
00:39:52,840 --> 00:39:56,600
Speaker 1: But at the very heart of your chart, you are

732
00:39:56,640 --> 00:39:59,959
Speaker 1: a teacher, and you do it in a very creative way.

733
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:02,600
Speaker 1: You're a teacher. And yes, that Son and Aquarius is

734
00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:05,600
Speaker 1: going to say, let's leave it all for you know this,

735
00:40:05,719 --> 00:40:09,240
Speaker 1: that other thing. But you know, I think you'll continually

736
00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:12,440
Speaker 1: choose to keep showing up for the collective, which is

737
00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:16,040
Speaker 1: the true mission of the Son and Aquarius, right, people

738
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:18,799
Speaker 1: with their Son Aquarius is their mission to be the

739
00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:22,959
Speaker 1: thought leaders of this planet of society and to keep

740
00:40:23,040 --> 00:40:25,840
Speaker 1: showing up even though they're like, I have it, I

741
00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:28,399
Speaker 1: have the puzzle figured out, guys, and you know you're

742
00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:33,000
Speaker 1: not listening because in a lot of ways, you know,

743
00:40:33,080 --> 00:40:35,520
Speaker 1: the people with their Son and Aquarius are the first, right,

744
00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:37,479
Speaker 1: they're the first to figure things out. They're the first

745
00:40:37,520 --> 00:40:39,879
Speaker 1: to see the future, that they shape the future, they

746
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:43,600
Speaker 1: invent the future, and so they're very misunderstood. But they

747
00:40:43,640 --> 00:40:47,000
Speaker 1: need to continually keep showing up to teach, to teach

748
00:40:47,040 --> 00:40:51,120
Speaker 1: others their visions and so like that's really what I

749
00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:54,200
Speaker 1: see here is this mark of a teacher with these

750
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:57,880
Speaker 1: you have three placements and sad you have three placements

751
00:40:57,880 --> 00:41:01,600
Speaker 1: in the third house. You have this Chiron and Gemini

752
00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:05,160
Speaker 1: in the eighth house, and so you're very much a teacher.

753
00:41:05,239 --> 00:41:08,440
Speaker 1: You have your Mars in Sagittarius in the second house.

754
00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:10,960
Speaker 1: So that makes you an honest teacher, which is great

755
00:41:13,360 --> 00:41:16,480
Speaker 1: because you know Mars, Mars and Sagittarius in the second

756
00:41:16,480 --> 00:41:20,280
Speaker 1: house is like, oh, you have to actually live your values.

757
00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:22,680
Speaker 2: You have to walk your talk right or else it's

758
00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:24,879
Speaker 2: not going to work at all. No, I can't even

759
00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:29,160
Speaker 2: write if I'm not feeling aligned. Yeah, it has to be.

760
00:41:29,200 --> 00:41:32,040
Speaker 2: I have to feel in alignment and integrity with what

761
00:41:32,080 --> 00:41:33,640
Speaker 2: I'm what I'm sharing.

762
00:41:33,680 --> 00:41:35,200
Speaker 1: And it's not that.

763
00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:39,040
Speaker 2: I have to be at that stage of what I'm

764
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:41,640
Speaker 2: writing about, but I have to feel that it's truly integrated.

765
00:41:41,680 --> 00:41:44,840
Speaker 2: And you know, I use the example of you know,

766
00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:46,879
Speaker 2: you just you have a breakthrough and then the next

767
00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:48,880
Speaker 2: moment you're on Instagram sharing the breakthrough.

768
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:50,840
Speaker 1: That for me is not the way.

769
00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:54,480
Speaker 2: It's definitely like there's there's an alchemical process that needs

770
00:41:54,520 --> 00:41:58,160
Speaker 2: to occur before I feel right about transmitting anything.

771
00:41:58,880 --> 00:42:02,160
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, you have to be aligned to feel motivated

772
00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:04,880
Speaker 1: and to teach. And the second house of the house

773
00:42:05,360 --> 00:42:08,120
Speaker 1: a value is also finance and abundance, So like your

774
00:42:08,160 --> 00:42:11,960
Speaker 1: abundance is actually tied to your integrity here where you

775
00:42:12,080 --> 00:42:15,680
Speaker 1: have to be you know, live your truth. Right. Sagittarius

776
00:42:15,760 --> 00:42:19,360
Speaker 1: is the truth giver, right, That's part of that teaching

777
00:42:19,440 --> 00:42:23,200
Speaker 1: element of Sagittarius. You have to really live your truth

778
00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:27,160
Speaker 1: and your values to feel motivated to share them and

779
00:42:27,239 --> 00:42:30,439
Speaker 1: to actually get paid for sharing them. And so there's

780
00:42:30,520 --> 00:42:34,719
Speaker 1: like a financial obligation here as well to actually to

781
00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:37,640
Speaker 1: being true and real to who you are. It's very

782
00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:41,200
Speaker 1: important for your chart with this placement. Yeah.

783
00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:43,400
Speaker 2: I sometimes look at people who are like getting paid

784
00:42:43,440 --> 00:42:45,960
Speaker 2: to like eat food and leave reviews or like they're

785
00:42:45,960 --> 00:42:48,360
Speaker 2: making millions of dollars doing the most random stuff, and

786
00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:51,920
Speaker 2: I'm like, wow, it looks nice sometimes because like in

787
00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:55,520
Speaker 2: order for me to thrive, there's so much work that

788
00:42:55,640 --> 00:42:57,440
Speaker 2: has to be done, like so much intention.

789
00:42:58,280 --> 00:43:01,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just it's different for yeah. Yeah, there's like

790
00:43:01,920 --> 00:43:05,440
Speaker 1: a level you're not living on the surface. Yeah, and

791
00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:08,239
Speaker 1: you and not that you would never, but you're not

792
00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:11,120
Speaker 1: getting paid to live on the surface either, like your work,

793
00:43:11,400 --> 00:43:14,839
Speaker 1: your abundance, your finances that you call in, you know,

794
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:17,279
Speaker 1: they don't come by you living on the surface and

795
00:43:17,320 --> 00:43:20,480
Speaker 1: you're doing surface level things. They come from you going

796
00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:25,520
Speaker 1: deep and you know, connecting with spiritual realms in the

797
00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:29,920
Speaker 1: universe and transmitting that information. Like that's what's important in

798
00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:33,360
Speaker 1: your chart at least. Let's also look at some upcomings.

799
00:43:33,400 --> 00:43:35,440
Speaker 1: We already talked about Jupiter and Leo, So that's a

800
00:43:35,520 --> 00:43:38,440
Speaker 1: really important one for you because that is transitting your

801
00:43:38,440 --> 00:43:41,560
Speaker 1: tenth house for the rest of this year and the

802
00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:44,360
Speaker 1: first half of twenty twenty seven. And so that's just

803
00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:46,439
Speaker 1: going to light up your tenth house. And you don't

804
00:43:46,440 --> 00:43:48,799
Speaker 1: have any other planets in your tenth house but for

805
00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:51,680
Speaker 1: Jupiter to conjunct or touch in any way. But Jupiter

806
00:43:51,719 --> 00:43:53,719
Speaker 1: will just be activating your tenth house. So it's going

807
00:43:53,760 --> 00:43:56,719
Speaker 1: to be a very career focused time for you, and

808
00:43:56,760 --> 00:43:59,760
Speaker 1: you'll feel very expanded. Now you will have to figure

809
00:43:59,760 --> 00:44:03,520
Speaker 1: out how to kind of balance, like create some balance

810
00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:08,480
Speaker 1: in your life. And then Jupiter will oppose your Mercury

811
00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:12,240
Speaker 1: and your son in Aquarius, and that will happen probably

812
00:44:12,280 --> 00:44:15,440
Speaker 1: the top of twenty twenty seven, and so there will

813
00:44:15,480 --> 00:44:18,400
Speaker 1: be kind of that point where you're like, Okay, is

814
00:44:18,440 --> 00:44:20,279
Speaker 1: this what I really want to do? There will be

815
00:44:20,320 --> 00:44:23,560
Speaker 1: a question mark around your life's work and you will

816
00:44:23,560 --> 00:44:27,040
Speaker 1: be working a lot, and so it might come from like, oh,

817
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:30,040
Speaker 1: this is disrupting the balance of my home or my family.

818
00:44:30,560 --> 00:44:32,480
Speaker 1: Is this what I really want to do? Do I

819
00:44:32,520 --> 00:44:35,520
Speaker 1: want to keep showing up for this? Let me think

820
00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:38,360
Speaker 1: about this some more that Mercury will take over, especially

821
00:44:38,400 --> 00:44:41,520
Speaker 1: when Jupiter opposes it and says, okay, let me really

822
00:44:41,520 --> 00:44:44,200
Speaker 1: think about how this is impacting my home because it's

823
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:46,920
Speaker 1: going to oppose these planets in the fourth house, the

824
00:44:46,960 --> 00:44:49,600
Speaker 1: house the home for you, and so you know, I

825
00:44:49,640 --> 00:44:53,200
Speaker 1: would say even start now right preparing for this, because

826
00:44:53,239 --> 00:44:56,480
Speaker 1: this is going to happen, you know, January, February March,

827
00:44:56,640 --> 00:44:59,160
Speaker 1: you know, kind of around even around launchtime for you,

828
00:45:00,160 --> 00:45:02,839
Speaker 1: because you're launching in February, right, so that it's going

829
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:06,000
Speaker 1: to happen around around that time. So I would even

830
00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:08,480
Speaker 1: start planning now, like how am I going to create

831
00:45:08,600 --> 00:45:11,799
Speaker 1: balance between my work and my home so that I

832
00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:15,640
Speaker 1: don't feel guilty or I don't know, if you ever

833
00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:18,040
Speaker 1: feel guilty, but I don't feel like, you know, I'm

834
00:45:18,080 --> 00:45:21,880
Speaker 1: working too much and not you know, upholding my commitments

835
00:45:21,920 --> 00:45:23,640
Speaker 1: to my child or my partner.

836
00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:27,920
Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, it's just like my constant juggle, right

837
00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:31,719
Speaker 2: And I think I'm in that process already evaluating that,

838
00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:35,320
Speaker 2: and yeah, I just have to also remind myself sometimes

839
00:45:35,560 --> 00:45:38,080
Speaker 2: she's little now, and she's also going to grow, and

840
00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:40,440
Speaker 2: so there's like a pacing that has to happen where

841
00:45:40,719 --> 00:45:44,120
Speaker 2: I get to show up all the way now and

842
00:45:44,239 --> 00:45:48,319
Speaker 2: know that, you know, as she is growing, there's going

843
00:45:48,400 --> 00:45:51,680
Speaker 2: to be some individuation and some letting go. And so

844
00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:54,880
Speaker 2: it's it's more about pacing than it is about you know,

845
00:45:55,160 --> 00:45:56,839
Speaker 2: racing to the finish line for me.

846
00:45:57,520 --> 00:46:01,319
Speaker 1: Right right. Somebody once said to me, motherhood is just

847
00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:04,600
Speaker 1: this continual expression of your child getting further and further

848
00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:08,160
Speaker 1: away from you. And I found that so sad. But

849
00:46:08,239 --> 00:46:12,360
Speaker 1: I'm also like it's so true because they become you know,

850
00:46:12,360 --> 00:46:14,560
Speaker 1: their first like in your body, and then they're like

851
00:46:14,640 --> 00:46:17,240
Speaker 1: sleeping next to you, and then they're in their own crib,

852
00:46:17,360 --> 00:46:19,359
Speaker 1: and then they're in their own room, and then they're

853
00:46:19,360 --> 00:46:22,360
Speaker 1: like going to school every day and like eventually like

854
00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:26,239
Speaker 1: have a sleepover, you know, And so it is that,

855
00:46:26,320 --> 00:46:30,840
Speaker 1: you know, it's bittersweet, but it's also the way it evolves,

856
00:46:30,920 --> 00:46:33,359
Speaker 1: right the way we wanted to evolve. We want our

857
00:46:33,440 --> 00:46:36,359
Speaker 1: children to be increasingly more and more independent from us

858
00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:39,360
Speaker 1: because that means, you know, they're healthy and it's a

859
00:46:39,400 --> 00:46:43,560
Speaker 1: healthy partnership in the parenting realm. But I do see,

860
00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:47,600
Speaker 1: you know, Jupiter expanding your tenth thousand, expanding your career.

861
00:46:47,960 --> 00:46:50,120
Speaker 1: The question mark is going to come from the fourth house,

862
00:46:50,280 --> 00:46:52,799
Speaker 1: like how am I going to balance this? How am

863
00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:55,160
Speaker 1: I going to stay true to my son?

864
00:46:55,400 --> 00:46:55,520
Speaker 2: Right?

865
00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:58,279
Speaker 1: My son and Aquarius the center of me? You know?

866
00:46:58,320 --> 00:47:00,520
Speaker 1: And how am I going to stay true to the

867
00:47:00,560 --> 00:47:04,200
Speaker 1: family that I am creating and the and inventing and

868
00:47:04,239 --> 00:47:08,399
Speaker 1: innovating in a lot of ways. So that will come up.

869
00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:11,160
Speaker 1: And so that's just something to know and plan for

870
00:47:11,360 --> 00:47:15,440
Speaker 1: and and you know, have have a strategy. We'll be

871
00:47:15,560 --> 00:47:23,680
Speaker 1: right back after a quick break. Mm hmmm. It's so

872
00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:25,719
Speaker 1: tough to have strategies until you're there too.

873
00:47:25,760 --> 00:47:28,440
Speaker 2: Sometimes just like you don't know what it's going to

874
00:47:28,480 --> 00:47:30,800
Speaker 2: feel like and what's going to be the challenge.

875
00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:32,000
Speaker 1: And yeah, it's.

876
00:47:31,920 --> 00:47:34,600
Speaker 2: Just it's always it's always a process.

877
00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:37,080
Speaker 1: I mean, my daughter and I. We still sleep together,

878
00:47:37,239 --> 00:47:38,160
Speaker 1: she's still nursing.

879
00:47:38,560 --> 00:47:42,160
Speaker 2: We're gonna we're gonna cut that ribbon pretty soon here,

880
00:47:42,360 --> 00:47:44,840
Speaker 2: like by the fourth birthday. But we've had a very

881
00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:50,040
Speaker 2: slow process of individuation, and like you know, she still

882
00:47:50,080 --> 00:47:52,520
Speaker 2: travels everywhere with me. So it has been limiting in

883
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:55,879
Speaker 2: that way because like if I get invited to do

884
00:47:55,960 --> 00:47:58,560
Speaker 2: something like a big career opportunity, it's like either I'm

885
00:47:58,560 --> 00:48:01,160
Speaker 2: flying my entire family there, I'm not doing it. So

886
00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:04,520
Speaker 2: like this summer, I'm literally flying my husband and my

887
00:48:05,239 --> 00:48:08,200
Speaker 2: almost four year old all the way to Europe so

888
00:48:08,239 --> 00:48:12,239
Speaker 2: that I can speak and you know, we're going to

889
00:48:12,280 --> 00:48:13,000
Speaker 2: make a trip out of it.

890
00:48:13,000 --> 00:48:13,719
Speaker 1: It's going to be fun.

891
00:48:13,760 --> 00:48:17,280
Speaker 2: But it's also you know, it is definitely a factor

892
00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:20,480
Speaker 2: where things are slowing me down because I'm not willing

893
00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:24,520
Speaker 2: to cut that ribbon just yet. And you know, I

894
00:48:24,520 --> 00:48:26,799
Speaker 2: think we're just finding our way and I'm finding my

895
00:48:26,920 --> 00:48:27,959
Speaker 2: way in all of.

896
00:48:27,880 --> 00:48:32,120
Speaker 1: That as well. Yeah, yeah, yeah, and you will. You'll

897
00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:34,200
Speaker 1: find your way and you'll make it your own. You

898
00:48:34,239 --> 00:48:36,640
Speaker 1: know all this, You know, Aquarius, in your fourth house,

899
00:48:36,680 --> 00:48:39,479
Speaker 1: you're definitely going to make your family your own and

900
00:48:39,520 --> 00:48:41,960
Speaker 1: you're going to invent the ways and innovate the ways

901
00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:45,200
Speaker 1: that you have a family and the family dynamics. So

902
00:48:45,239 --> 00:48:47,439
Speaker 1: you will figure it out. But yeah, I feel that

903
00:48:47,520 --> 00:48:51,680
Speaker 1: the family and career can be a really hard scale

904
00:48:51,680 --> 00:48:55,120
Speaker 1: to balance, for sure, especially for women.

905
00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:57,400
Speaker 2: And you know, I'm the primary earner in my family

906
00:48:58,160 --> 00:49:01,359
Speaker 2: and it's a lot. It's a lot because the way

907
00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:05,040
Speaker 2: that I want to mother and then the career that

908
00:49:05,080 --> 00:49:11,879
Speaker 2: I want to have, it's like two full time jobs. Yeah,

909
00:49:12,040 --> 00:49:13,920
Speaker 2: so my business has taken a back seat. I mean,

910
00:49:13,960 --> 00:49:15,600
Speaker 2: I've been writing a lot and I'm creating a lot,

911
00:49:15,640 --> 00:49:17,359
Speaker 2: but in terms of you know, it's not like I'm

912
00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:20,160
Speaker 2: showing up on social media every day or doing the

913
00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:22,239
Speaker 2: things that I did pre motherhood because I just can't

914
00:49:22,239 --> 00:49:24,400
Speaker 2: do it all right now. Yeah, if I want to

915
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:27,640
Speaker 2: do it authentically you know, right, Yeah, Yeah, it can

916
00:49:27,680 --> 00:49:31,000
Speaker 2: be hard. It can be hard to do it. It

917
00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:32,080
Speaker 2: can be hard to do it all.

918
00:49:32,520 --> 00:49:35,120
Speaker 1: And then, like you said, when you have a plan

919
00:49:35,200 --> 00:49:37,920
Speaker 1: and it can like fall apart, like the amount of

920
00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:40,600
Speaker 1: nanny's that have like left or I'm like I'm like

921
00:49:40,600 --> 00:49:43,280
Speaker 1: we've had the perfect nanny, Like I can I can work,

922
00:49:43,680 --> 00:49:46,120
Speaker 1: and then like the nanny like suddenly leaves and you're

923
00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:49,600
Speaker 1: like Okay, I can't work anymore. Yeah, or I can

924
00:49:49,640 --> 00:49:51,920
Speaker 1: work at like eight o'clock at night after I go

925
00:49:52,000 --> 00:49:54,040
Speaker 1: to bed, you know, and then I'm like working from

926
00:49:54,080 --> 00:49:58,480
Speaker 1: like eight to midnight. Yeah, I feel you. And so yeah,

927
00:49:58,520 --> 00:50:01,520
Speaker 1: we can have these plans and these strategies, and the

928
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:04,120
Speaker 1: kids are you know, they get sick, they do this,

929
00:50:04,280 --> 00:50:07,560
Speaker 1: they get do that. You know, everything it's like unexpected.

930
00:50:08,040 --> 00:50:10,239
Speaker 1: So we just have to kind of roll with it

931
00:50:10,280 --> 00:50:12,759
Speaker 1: in some ways and let go of that control, uh,

932
00:50:12,960 --> 00:50:15,440
Speaker 1: letting go of that like virgo side and like letting

933
00:50:15,440 --> 00:50:18,640
Speaker 1: go of that control and just surrendering to the process.

934
00:50:18,719 --> 00:50:23,040
Speaker 1: And I've always found with motherhood, like every stage I'm like, oh,

935
00:50:23,080 --> 00:50:25,080
Speaker 1: I figured it out, I got it, and then it changes.

936
00:50:25,560 --> 00:50:29,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like starting. Yeah, sometimes you catch the waves.

937
00:50:29,520 --> 00:50:32,120
Speaker 2: Sometimes it just absolutely trashes you, but you just.

938
00:50:32,120 --> 00:50:35,960
Speaker 1: Can't cod back on. Yeah, yeah exactly. And then let's

939
00:50:36,000 --> 00:50:40,080
Speaker 1: look at Gemini for you, because Uranus is just moving

940
00:50:40,160 --> 00:50:44,239
Speaker 1: into Gemini, and so that's going to be important. That's

941
00:50:44,280 --> 00:50:48,200
Speaker 1: your eighth house, and so it'll slowly move towards your

942
00:50:48,239 --> 00:50:50,799
Speaker 1: Chiron almost years to get towards at your Chiron because

943
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:53,920
Speaker 1: your kiron's at twenty three degrees. But right now Uranus

944
00:50:54,040 --> 00:50:56,480
Speaker 1: is really shaking up the eighth house, which is transformation,

945
00:50:56,520 --> 00:51:00,160
Speaker 1: which is personal growth, which is cycles, which is ending.

946
00:51:00,200 --> 00:51:04,640
Speaker 1: So you may actually feel pieces ending. And maybe it's

947
00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:07,320
Speaker 1: you know, this thread you're talking about with your daughter,

948
00:51:08,160 --> 00:51:10,520
Speaker 1: or transforming or changing in some way, or maybe it's

949
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:15,080
Speaker 1: another area of growth. But there might be some unexpected

950
00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:18,359
Speaker 1: growth of transformation in your life. Here with your honor

951
00:51:18,400 --> 00:51:22,720
Speaker 1: is transiting your eighth House, which I think you'll take well,

952
00:51:22,960 --> 00:51:25,799
Speaker 1: you know, and we'll do do well. Like I'm I'm

953
00:51:25,800 --> 00:51:28,480
Speaker 1: not some people. I look at their chart and I'm like, oh,

954
00:51:28,560 --> 00:51:30,879
Speaker 1: your honest is transfer your eighth house, Like buckle up.

955
00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:35,400
Speaker 1: It's gonna be a wild one. But you know, you

956
00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:39,040
Speaker 1: live your life for transformation, I feel, and you're used

957
00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:42,360
Speaker 1: to it and so but you know, just kind of

958
00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:48,439
Speaker 1: expect the unexpected in that realm of personal growth and transformation.

959
00:51:48,880 --> 00:51:51,400
Speaker 1: And even I find the eighth House is so interesting

960
00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:54,759
Speaker 1: because it also rules shared resources and like taxes and

961
00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:58,160
Speaker 1: inheritance and like other people's money, you know, so there

962
00:51:58,200 --> 00:52:00,720
Speaker 1: might be some unexpected things that happen in that area

963
00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:04,560
Speaker 1: as well. Uranus transitting in the eighth House, but that's

964
00:52:04,600 --> 00:52:07,160
Speaker 1: an important one obviously. The summer, and that's a seven

965
00:52:07,200 --> 00:52:10,360
Speaker 1: year transit, so that's going to be occurring for quite

966
00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:15,080
Speaker 1: some time for you. And then we will have that

967
00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:21,279
Speaker 1: notal shift in July with the north node entering Aquarius,

968
00:52:21,320 --> 00:52:24,200
Speaker 1: which it will eventually make its way to your Sun

969
00:52:24,239 --> 00:52:28,600
Speaker 1: and Aquarius, and so that won't happen for quite some time.

970
00:52:28,719 --> 00:52:34,360
Speaker 1: It'll probably be you know, end of spring like May

971
00:52:34,880 --> 00:52:37,680
Speaker 1: and next year that it will hit your Sun and

972
00:52:37,680 --> 00:52:42,200
Speaker 1: then eventually you know, it will hit your mercury as

973
00:52:42,239 --> 00:52:44,520
Speaker 1: well too, that north node, and so that will really

974
00:52:44,600 --> 00:52:47,280
Speaker 1: kind of like light up your purpose and so you'll

975
00:52:47,360 --> 00:52:51,760
Speaker 1: feel your purpose this lifetime like really illuminated on display.

976
00:52:51,840 --> 00:52:54,400
Speaker 1: You might even learn things you haven't thought before. You

977
00:52:54,480 --> 00:52:58,799
Speaker 1: might even think kind of freely or like progressively or

978
00:52:58,840 --> 00:53:02,279
Speaker 1: into the future or from you might evolve right your

979
00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:06,160
Speaker 1: purpose in some way around that time. So that what

980
00:53:06,280 --> 00:53:09,239
Speaker 1: time is that? Did you say? It'll probably get there

981
00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:14,120
Speaker 1: eighteen degrees It moves backwards, so about nine months from

982
00:53:14,239 --> 00:53:17,000
Speaker 1: the time it enters, so I would say the spring

983
00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:19,640
Speaker 1: of next year. Okay, Yeah, that's interesting.

984
00:53:19,719 --> 00:53:23,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, because I've been making some new decisions around career

985
00:53:23,840 --> 00:53:28,800
Speaker 2: path and education that are like really really long long

986
00:53:28,840 --> 00:53:32,600
Speaker 2: on ramps and around the same timing, so it'll be interesting.

987
00:53:32,640 --> 00:53:33,080
Speaker 1: Yeah.

988
00:53:33,160 --> 00:53:35,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, are you do you have schools that are you

989
00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:38,319
Speaker 2: going homeschool in your child? Yeah, I mean we're kind

990
00:53:38,320 --> 00:53:39,960
Speaker 2: of going to do like a little bit of a hybrid.

991
00:53:40,200 --> 00:53:43,080
Speaker 2: So there's there's alternative schools here that are like a

992
00:53:43,200 --> 00:53:46,560
Speaker 2: bridge between Waldorf and nature schools, and then you know,

993
00:53:46,600 --> 00:53:49,120
Speaker 2: you homeschool as well, so they get like both.

994
00:53:49,440 --> 00:53:51,879
Speaker 1: It's a very tight knit small community here.

995
00:53:51,920 --> 00:53:55,000
Speaker 2: A lot of people have land with like multiple families

996
00:53:55,040 --> 00:53:58,080
Speaker 2: living on them or their families like all living together

997
00:53:58,120 --> 00:54:00,480
Speaker 2: on the same land, and lots.

998
00:53:59,920 --> 00:54:03,600
Speaker 1: Of like yurts and things like that for kids. So

999
00:54:03,840 --> 00:54:06,440
Speaker 1: we'll probably do that because we also really love to travel.

1000
00:54:06,480 --> 00:54:09,080
Speaker 1: And yeah, I can't see her.

1001
00:54:09,840 --> 00:54:12,080
Speaker 2: She's not the kind of kid that could just go

1002
00:54:12,120 --> 00:54:14,920
Speaker 2: to public school, Like she's scary.

1003
00:54:15,440 --> 00:54:19,360
Speaker 1: It's not going to work for her. Yeah. Yeah, she's

1004
00:54:19,400 --> 00:54:22,279
Speaker 1: a Libra Aquarius spoon so.

1005
00:54:22,480 --> 00:54:28,520
Speaker 2: Ah okay, yeah, Capricorn rising so yeah, yeah, very on

1006
00:54:28,560 --> 00:54:30,759
Speaker 2: her own path, very on her own path.

1007
00:54:30,840 --> 00:54:32,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, it may not work for her. It doesn't. My

1008
00:54:33,080 --> 00:54:36,480
Speaker 1: oldest school doesn't really work for him, so he's home school.

1009
00:54:37,120 --> 00:54:42,160
Speaker 1: But we tried to try. It just didn't work. So

1010
00:54:42,760 --> 00:54:45,000
Speaker 1: I feel like you have to let them show you too.

1011
00:54:45,200 --> 00:54:47,680
Speaker 2: Like people are asking what the plan is, and you know,

1012
00:54:47,719 --> 00:54:50,200
Speaker 2: I have a starting point, but really my plan is

1013
00:54:50,239 --> 00:54:52,440
Speaker 2: to observe and listen to her and let her guide

1014
00:54:52,480 --> 00:54:55,359
Speaker 2: that with us of course as the adults. Yeah, because

1015
00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:57,560
Speaker 2: you just never know, like what is this person going

1016
00:54:57,640 --> 00:55:01,680
Speaker 2: to be into and what aspect of their spirit you

1017
00:55:01,719 --> 00:55:03,640
Speaker 2: need to nurture the most, you know, like are they

1018
00:55:03,680 --> 00:55:06,800
Speaker 2: just so obviously an artist or are they so obviously

1019
00:55:06,840 --> 00:55:09,839
Speaker 2: an engineer? Brain, Like you can tell pretty early on

1020
00:55:09,920 --> 00:55:12,680
Speaker 2: how a person's works, yeah, and then you kind of

1021
00:55:12,719 --> 00:55:16,319
Speaker 2: have to just follow that. So I, you know, I

1022
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:19,960
Speaker 2: don't know. Yeah, yeah, I have an inkling. There's a

1023
00:55:20,000 --> 00:55:22,839
Speaker 2: lot of strong artist placements in her chart, but she's

1024
00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:25,400
Speaker 2: also very detail oriented, so we'll see.

1025
00:55:25,960 --> 00:55:29,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, you'll start to see it. I think my oldest son,

1026
00:55:29,600 --> 00:55:31,319
Speaker 1: he is five, and we were like, yeah, he's an

1027
00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:35,239
Speaker 1: engineer and you can just see it. And all he

1028
00:55:35,280 --> 00:55:37,759
Speaker 1: wants to do is sit around and play with a

1029
00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:42,040
Speaker 1: three D printer and he's like it's and build like

1030
00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:45,120
Speaker 1: Lego robotics. Like he's not even seven and he's fully

1031
00:55:45,480 --> 00:55:51,239
Speaker 1: programming like Lego robotics. It's just like, you know, like

1032
00:55:51,360 --> 00:55:54,279
Speaker 1: you can't you can't like force him to just like

1033
00:55:54,440 --> 00:55:57,480
Speaker 1: sit and do reading, you know, over hours on end,

1034
00:55:57,520 --> 00:55:59,839
Speaker 1: because he's just like, no, I just want to build things,

1035
00:55:59,840 --> 00:56:02,399
Speaker 1: Like I'll read if it helps me build. Yeah.

1036
00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:05,480
Speaker 2: They are who they are and they are people. Ask me,

1037
00:56:05,520 --> 00:56:08,279
Speaker 2: you know what's motherhood like? And I say, it's like

1038
00:56:08,360 --> 00:56:10,360
Speaker 2: domesticating a wild animal.

1039
00:56:10,280 --> 00:56:12,640
Speaker 1: But trying not to kill their spirit.

1040
00:56:12,800 --> 00:56:15,920
Speaker 2: You know, it's like that essence alive, Like I'm not

1041
00:56:16,080 --> 00:56:18,440
Speaker 2: shaping her into who she's meant to be, Like she

1042
00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:21,840
Speaker 2: is already here, she's meant to be, and I'm just

1043
00:56:21,880 --> 00:56:26,760
Speaker 2: trying to like keep her essence and her spirit free.

1044
00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:29,879
Speaker 1: That's it. Yeah, Yeah, no, I feel the same way.

1045
00:56:29,880 --> 00:56:32,319
Speaker 1: I also feel like sometimes it's just like providing a

1046
00:56:32,360 --> 00:56:34,360
Speaker 1: safe container for monkeys on acid.

1047
00:56:34,760 --> 00:56:40,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's totally true.

1048
00:56:40,960 --> 00:56:43,160
Speaker 1: My two boys, like my husband and I always like,

1049
00:56:43,440 --> 00:56:45,359
Speaker 1: we like, she need a padded room and that would

1050
00:56:45,400 --> 00:56:49,920
Speaker 1: make girl total. We have a version of that, Like

1051
00:56:49,960 --> 00:56:51,040
Speaker 1: the room just next to me.

1052
00:56:51,160 --> 00:56:52,879
Speaker 2: I'm in my office right now and the room next

1053
00:56:52,960 --> 00:56:56,680
Speaker 2: to us is we have like little nugget mats everywhere

1054
00:56:56,800 --> 00:57:00,960
Speaker 2: with rings hanging from the ceiling yoga swing Like it's

1055
00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:02,080
Speaker 2: really helpful to have that.

1056
00:57:02,600 --> 00:57:07,120
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, I love the nugget mats. They're great. We

1057
00:57:07,160 --> 00:57:10,400
Speaker 1: have monkey bars, like we have trampoline. The trampoline has

1058
00:57:10,440 --> 00:57:13,080
Speaker 1: been like the best thing for nervous regulation for my

1059
00:57:13,200 --> 00:57:16,480
Speaker 1: kids totally. I thought it was really like a OT

1060
00:57:16,720 --> 00:57:18,640
Speaker 1: told me that, and I was like, really, trampoline, And

1061
00:57:18,640 --> 00:57:20,800
Speaker 1: then we started using it. I was like, oh my gosh,

1062
00:57:20,840 --> 00:57:25,680
Speaker 1: this is like the answer. It's amazing. Yeah, trampoline every

1063
00:57:25,760 --> 00:57:31,480
Speaker 1: day for everyone. All right, well, let's we'll finish up here.

1064
00:57:31,560 --> 00:57:34,240
Speaker 1: Are there any questions that you have about your chart

1065
00:57:34,360 --> 00:57:40,840
Speaker 1: that you want to know? Hmmm, uh sure.

1066
00:57:41,000 --> 00:57:44,720
Speaker 2: Let's let's look at the success as a children's author.

1067
00:57:48,080 --> 00:57:49,520
Speaker 1: Well, like I said, I think you have a really

1068
00:57:49,520 --> 00:57:52,280
Speaker 1: strong placement as a teacher. I think there could be

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Speaker 1: a lot of success as a children's author because of

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Speaker 1: this north node and this venus in Pisces in your

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Speaker 1: fifth house, and so that like speaks directly to that

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Speaker 1: which is kids. And a lot of times when I

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Speaker 1: see strong placements in the fifth house, people are doing

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Speaker 1: something with children, like writing children's books or like I

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Speaker 1: had somebody talk to me about like creating you know,

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Speaker 1: all programming for kids or you know, it comes up

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Speaker 1: a lot with the fifth House. But I think because

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Speaker 1: it's a north note. It's like this is where you're

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Speaker 1: headn't and this is like a soul, this is what

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Speaker 1: you're here to do this lifetime. And then Venus is

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Speaker 1: love heart is like touching your heart space and so

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Speaker 1: and then the Pisces is like we can bring in

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Speaker 1: that element of fantasy with Pisces as well, which feeds

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Speaker 1: into the kid's book because there is that like element

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Speaker 1: of fantasy within children's books or at least be kind

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Speaker 1: of one, a little bit of that like whimsy in there,

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Speaker 1: and so that Pisces can bring that in there. So

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Speaker 1: I think I think signs point to yes. But I

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Speaker 1: think all in all, it's like you you never need

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Speaker 1: to forget, which I don't thank you that. You know

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Speaker 1: you're a teacher, so even through children's books, you're teaching,

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Speaker 1: and so everything you do is just going to be

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Speaker 1: a different vehicle to teach. I love that. Thanks. Yeah, well,

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Speaker 1: it was wonderful chatting with you. I feel like I

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Speaker 1: know you so much deeper now looking at your chart

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Speaker 1: and everything you do with rising Women and even the

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Speaker 1: kids books like make make total sense. And so I'm

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Speaker 1: excited you'll have to send me a children's book when

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Speaker 1: it comes out, or well, yeah, you read it to

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Speaker 1: my boys. They love they love being read too. Nice,

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Speaker 1: So well, we do a lot of reading. But it

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Speaker 1: was so nice talking to you today and connecting with

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Speaker 1: you and let people know where to find you.

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Speaker 2: Uh at Rising Women on YouTube and Instagram and risingwoman

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Speaker 2: dot com is a great place you can get on

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Speaker 2: my email list. There's a bunch of free meditations and

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Speaker 2: things like that, and you can.

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Speaker 1: Learn more about what I'm doing over there.

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Speaker 2: And all my books are obviously in bookstores and on Amazon,

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Speaker 2: which is unfortunately where most books are sold these days.

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Speaker 1: And yeah, thanks for that.

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Speaker 2: Though you're great at reading charts. It was a really

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Speaker 2: enlightening reading and I always love experiencing new astrologers in

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Speaker 2: the way that they look at a chart. Yeah, I've

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Speaker 2: been told I'm very practical.

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Speaker 1: I love that that works for my brain too, so yeah,

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Speaker 1: I bring that. Well. Thank you so much, and we'll

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Speaker 1: put all of your links in the show notes as

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Speaker 1: well so people can find them. Okay, thanks to you, Thank you,

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Speaker 1: thank you so much for listening today. I hope this

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Speaker 1: episode sparks something within you, maybe a new way of

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Speaker 1: seeing yourself or a question Worth's sitting with or maybe

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Speaker 1: it just helped you remember your power. And if this

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Speaker 1: a friend who might need to hear it too. And

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Speaker 1: Instagram at spirit Daughter for weekly astro insights and behind

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Speaker 1: the scenes moments, and if you want to dive even deeper,

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Speaker 1: show notes and resources are available at spirit daughter dot com.

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Speaker 1: Until next time, trust your timing, trust yourself, honor your path,

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Speaker 1: and remember the stars don't dictate your future, they illuminate it.

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Speaker 1: See you soon,