WEBVTT - #054 Jason Flom with Rodney Robert

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<v Speaker 1>America has two point two million people in prison. If

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<v Speaker 1>just one percent is wrong, that's twenty two thousand people.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a lot of people's lives destroyed.

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<v Speaker 2>If the system want to take you out of society,

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<v Speaker 2>they will do it no matter what laws they have

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<v Speaker 2>to break, saying that they are enforcing the laws, but

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<v Speaker 2>they're breaking the lord.

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<v Speaker 1>Having to hear those people say that I was guilty

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<v Speaker 1>of a crime that I did not commit, and then

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<v Speaker 1>hear my family break down behind me and not be

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<v Speaker 1>able to do anything about it. I can't describe the

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<v Speaker 1>crushing weight that was.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not anti police, I'm just anti corruption.

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<v Speaker 2>A lot of times we look and we see something

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<v Speaker 2>happen to somebody, and that's the first thing we said.

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<v Speaker 3>That could never happen to me, but they can.

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<v Speaker 4>This is wrongful conviction.

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<v Speaker 5>Welcome back to Wrongful Conviction with Jason Flahm. Today's guest

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<v Speaker 5>is the one and only Rodney Roberts.

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<v Speaker 6>Rodney Roberts was held for seventeen years for the crime

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<v Speaker 6>of raping a seventeen year old girl he had never met.

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<v Speaker 6>Rodney was advised by his public defender to plead guilty.

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<v Speaker 6>He was told that the seventeen year old girl who

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<v Speaker 6>was right outside the courtroom had identified him, and if

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<v Speaker 6>he did not plead guilty, he was going to spend

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<v Speaker 6>the rest of his life in jail.

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<v Speaker 7>Rodney Roberts story a guilty plead, born a fear, a

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<v Speaker 7>maxed out sentence of seven years, and on the day

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<v Speaker 7>of release, not a ride home, but a surprise transfer

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<v Speaker 7>to civil commitment. It's a kind of imprisonment reserved for

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<v Speaker 7>just one type of offender. It has no set sentence,

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<v Speaker 7>no guarantee of release because the state deems them too

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<v Speaker 7>dangerous to release. And the state says it's a treatment program,

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<v Speaker 7>but the residents call it prison. He would be held

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<v Speaker 7>there as an encouragible violent sex offender for a full decade,

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<v Speaker 7>although it would later be proven that he had been

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<v Speaker 7>innocent from the start.

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<v Speaker 6>Rodney was finally released after seventeen years because he got

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<v Speaker 6>a lawyer who had DNA evidence.

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<v Speaker 4>Rodney, Welcome to the show. I'm glad you're here, Thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm glad to be here.

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<v Speaker 5>So Rodney, this whole crazy saga of your life started

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<v Speaker 5>when you were seventeen, really right, yes, And up until

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<v Speaker 5>then your life had been what she's full, good, troubled,

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<v Speaker 5>what was your background.

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<v Speaker 3>Actually up into them. My life was very well. I

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<v Speaker 3>had both parents, mother and father, and the household work.

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<v Speaker 3>My mother she was hands on. She has a master's

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<v Speaker 3>degree in education. She believed in education in US learning.

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<v Speaker 3>I have six sisters and four brothers, so we had

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<v Speaker 3>a house that's a whole football team. I mean, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I was never alone. I was always well supervised. I

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<v Speaker 3>had no trouble as juvenile, no juvenile castration, or no

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<v Speaker 3>trouble in that level. I was a very good student.

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<v Speaker 3>You know. We went to private school from first to

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<v Speaker 3>eighth grade. So my life then was very positive, very

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<v Speaker 3>If I was poor, I didn't have no I wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>even aware of it because I was so well cared

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<v Speaker 3>for by my parents and my older brothers and sisters,

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<v Speaker 3>and my aunts and my uncles and the people in

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<v Speaker 3>the community. You know back then at that time, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>you had like five six mothers in the neighborhood. You

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<v Speaker 3>were watched by so many others that you could be

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<v Speaker 3>disciplined by the lady down the street and and she'd

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<v Speaker 3>bring you to your mother and you and then get

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<v Speaker 3>disciplined right in front of her and by your mother.

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<v Speaker 3>So it was a different time than us, and the

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<v Speaker 3>love in the community and the household was very strong.

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<v Speaker 4>And which neighborhood was this well.

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<v Speaker 3>Originally we grew up in the Project area on Montgomery Street,

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<v Speaker 3>which again was different at that time. And then we

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<v Speaker 3>moved to a one family house up in the Wellsburg

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<v Speaker 3>area that's in North New Jersey, right across the street

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<v Speaker 3>from Valsburg Park. So I can run off my front

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<v Speaker 3>porch right into a park.

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<v Speaker 4>Up in Newark, New Jersey.

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<v Speaker 5>And it sounds really very sort of beautiful in a

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<v Speaker 5>certain way, very community oriented, nice, Like you said, a

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<v Speaker 5>huge family, had a huge extended family. And this is

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<v Speaker 5>why when I tell people, if you don't think this

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<v Speaker 5>can happen to you, this can happen to you, because

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<v Speaker 5>you didn't just paint a likely scenario for someone who's

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<v Speaker 5>going to end up really getting wrongly convicted twice and

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<v Speaker 5>serving over two decades in prison for crimes you didn't commit.

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<v Speaker 5>So let's get into that part of the story. Because

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<v Speaker 5>when you were a kid, you were kind of hanging

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<v Speaker 5>out with older guys, right, and then you kind of

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<v Speaker 5>got blindsided because you weren't really aware of what these

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<v Speaker 5>guys were up to.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, the blind side particularly came from the fact

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<v Speaker 3>that I grew up in so much of a people

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<v Speaker 3>calling out a sheltered household sheltered life, that a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of things go on the streets I really wasn't exposed to,

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<v Speaker 3>so me growing up, I would have to come in

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<v Speaker 3>the house early and things that natures. I thought I

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<v Speaker 3>was missing out on a lot of things. So I

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<v Speaker 3>would find little ways to sneak out the house, not

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<v Speaker 3>really knowing what I would getting myself into. And because

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<v Speaker 3>of that, I wasn't aware of what was out there.

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<v Speaker 3>I was more easy to be manipulated in that environment.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm smart, but I was stupid at the same time.

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<v Speaker 8>Well, I wouldn't say stupid, naive that's a good word.

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<v Speaker 8>Naive is a much better word. I like that word

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<v Speaker 8>better than stupid too. So like the older guys in

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<v Speaker 8>the community who so much like see young guys, they

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<v Speaker 8>see potentially in but they seen the potential in a

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<v Speaker 8>different way. They seen a potential in like a more

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<v Speaker 8>negative way. How could I sharpen this guy to help

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<v Speaker 8>me commit my crimes and help me get over And

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<v Speaker 8>I became under that radar.

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<v Speaker 3>And when they approached me that they approached me like hey, man,

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<v Speaker 3>we like the where you're.

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<v Speaker 4>Blend right in.

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<v Speaker 3>We just want you to do this. Just look be

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<v Speaker 3>a scout, be a lookout, just do this and do

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<v Speaker 3>minimum things things that I thought was really cool. You know, hey,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm in now, you know I'm part of the streets now,

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<v Speaker 3>thinking that I was going to earn the street cred.

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<v Speaker 3>All the time I was being played because of my naiveness,

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<v Speaker 3>of my naivete, I wasn't able to see what was

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<v Speaker 3>really going on with me.

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<v Speaker 5>But when you're a kid with that kind of flattery,

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<v Speaker 5>when an older person shows your respect and treats you

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<v Speaker 5>as they're equal, that can be very intoxicating and can

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<v Speaker 5>lead you down the road that you don't really know

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<v Speaker 5>you're going because you're blinded, right because you're thinking that

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<v Speaker 5>you're in with the cool squad or whatever.

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<v Speaker 3>So what happened, Well, what happened was, first I hid

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<v Speaker 3>this from my family. I wanted to add that part.

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<v Speaker 3>They didn't know what was going on. So I separated

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<v Speaker 3>myself from my protection and that was a key point.

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<v Speaker 3>And that point where this particular day, they we were

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<v Speaker 3>out and they were saying, well, what was going on

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<v Speaker 3>out here on the avenue, which just Hakwon's avenue was

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<v Speaker 3>a busy street, very crime orientated, and I came back

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<v Speaker 3>and said, well, this person's doing this, and this person's

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<v Speaker 3>doing that, and that person is stopping picking up this,

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<v Speaker 3>and so in that course, they took action from there

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<v Speaker 3>and they went into and committed the crimes that they

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<v Speaker 3>committed in detail, which was robbery's, chicknapped, and sexual related offenses.

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<v Speaker 3>And me, because I played my role, I was charged

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<v Speaker 3>as a conspirator, not that I committed any defenses, but

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<v Speaker 3>because I acted in the capacity to acting at that age,

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<v Speaker 3>I was also charged. I went to trial with these

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<v Speaker 3>individuals and was found guilty with these individuals and had

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<v Speaker 3>to serve five years alongside these individuals as a conspirator,

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<v Speaker 3>and my record reflected the same as this, even though

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<v Speaker 3>I did not participate, but as a conspirator, I was

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<v Speaker 3>charged the same way, and in that five years, because

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<v Speaker 3>of my age, I was sent to like a youth facility,

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<v Speaker 3>which is board in town at that time, and once

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<v Speaker 3>I got a certain size and they transferred me to

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<v Speaker 3>a larger facility, which was always the prison, who in

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<v Speaker 3>turn released me. Once they released me in the early

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<v Speaker 3>nineties ninety three, I was home at that point in

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<v Speaker 3>my life. I had decided that my whole life was changed.

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<v Speaker 3>I was never going back. I had got a good job.

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<v Speaker 3>I was working at Quellsmen's war up in Woolbrook Mall.

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<v Speaker 3>I was excellent salesman for them, paying me pretty good money.

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<v Speaker 3>Got a nice apartment up in Mount Clear, New Jersey.

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<v Speaker 3>Got custody of my son, who I felt was the

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<v Speaker 3>change in my life as well, who had left before

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<v Speaker 3>I was inconcentrated. His mother was pregnant, so I wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>even there to witness his birth. So that was a

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<v Speaker 3>big part of me coming home as a change man

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<v Speaker 3>to take responsibility of my son. Got me a nice

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<v Speaker 3>car and everything, and I was doing pretty well. And

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<v Speaker 3>as a result of doing that, I was picked up

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<v Speaker 3>and identified as someone who committed another offense, saying I

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<v Speaker 3>was a warrant was out for my arrest, saying that

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<v Speaker 3>you've been identified as a person who committed a sexual

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<v Speaker 3>related offense and a kidnapped and against my adamant de

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<v Speaker 3>not like, listen, it's not me. I didn't do this.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm I didn't even do that before, but now they

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<v Speaker 3>had me custody. Whilst they arrested me and put me

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<v Speaker 3>in custody. The threat we can hold you and keep

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<v Speaker 3>you here for the rest of your life was real

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<v Speaker 3>to me. They had showed me that they had the

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<v Speaker 3>power to do that already.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh yeah, you were in a very precarious situation. I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>seven years had gone by, your life was, as you said,

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<v Speaker 5>your life was on track. Things are looking good, and

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<v Speaker 5>then this crazy thing happens. And then a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>a lot of weird stuff goes on, I mean, a

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<v Speaker 5>lot of lying, a lot of cheating the system because

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<v Speaker 5>they really wanted to convict you. In your case, it

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<v Speaker 5>doesn't seem like they were really that interested in finding

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<v Speaker 5>out who raped this woman. They were interested in pending

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<v Speaker 5>it on you, right, just because they had you And

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<v Speaker 5>we've seen that part of this scenario happened before. That's

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<v Speaker 5>not the craziest thing about your story is crazy because

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<v Speaker 5>it happened to you, But it's not uncommon, unfortunately, Right,

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<v Speaker 5>But things get really crazy as we go along.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, we'll take us through this, right.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, once I was in custody, it was really my

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<v Speaker 3>public defender, as they say in jail house turn my

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<v Speaker 3>public pretender who came and said to me in this

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<v Speaker 3>theatrical way that he had convinced me that the state

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<v Speaker 3>had this over whom evidence, that the witness was outside

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<v Speaker 3>by the way, this is my third at turned public

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<v Speaker 3>defender within a four month period, and that the witness

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<v Speaker 3>seen my photo and start crying uncontrollably, and they had

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<v Speaker 3>pinpointed me in that if I was gonna go to

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<v Speaker 3>trial and be in jail for the rest of my life.

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<v Speaker 3>Now at that point, I felt so overwhelmed backtracking, which

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<v Speaker 3>just happened to me earlier at seventeen. They said that, well,

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<v Speaker 3>look and we offer you a plea agreement. We're gonna

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<v Speaker 3>give you a seven year term and you're gonna do

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<v Speaker 3>two years and you'll come home. If you just plead guilty,

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<v Speaker 3>we're gonna dismiss the sexual lated defense and you were

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<v Speaker 3>downgrade the kidnapped a second degree and put on a record.

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<v Speaker 3>No one got hurt, And so in my mind I

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<v Speaker 3>thought I would saving my life because I had just

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<v Speaker 3>left my son out there and I didn't know what

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<v Speaker 3>was going on. I was separated from my family. So

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<v Speaker 3>I took the plea agreement and I answered a plea

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<v Speaker 3>to a crime I didn't commit, and doing that, I

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<v Speaker 3>felt like I portrayed myself in a way that it

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<v Speaker 3>took me years to get over. And the process of that,

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<v Speaker 3>I was sent down to state prison to do the

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<v Speaker 3>seven year term because I went to parole, and parole

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<v Speaker 3>actually was saying that, oh, listen, you're here not just

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<v Speaker 3>for the kidnap, but we're here for what the police

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<v Speaker 3>reports are saying, for the sexual offense. And I'm like, no,

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't do any of that. I actually I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>do any of it. At this point, I'm like, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't do any I just played guilty, thinking trying

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<v Speaker 3>to save my life. Well, that sent them in a

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<v Speaker 3>spiral like I was in denial, and then I showed

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<v Speaker 3>no remorse, which you know, I could show remorse for

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<v Speaker 3>something I said not do, and that's what I was

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<v Speaker 3>trying to explain to them. But as a result of that,

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<v Speaker 3>I was denied parole maybe three times, and then I

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<v Speaker 3>was maxed out. And in being maxed out at me,

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<v Speaker 3>I served a full seven year terms as opposed to

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<v Speaker 3>two year term. But before you are released from prison,

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<v Speaker 3>you were sent to these parole classes. So I went

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<v Speaker 3>to the parole classes and the pre release classes, which

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<v Speaker 3>I was did stellar and because I'm thinking I'm going home,

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<v Speaker 3>and so on the day of my release, I was

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<v Speaker 3>brought out to the front like every other prisoner who

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<v Speaker 3>was schedul to be released that day lined up, but

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<v Speaker 3>instead when they called everyone name, they didn't call minds.

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<v Speaker 3>So they had released all of them and left me

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<v Speaker 3>standing there in the day of the day, I had

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<v Speaker 3>maxed out, means that I had no more time left

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<v Speaker 3>to do.

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<v Speaker 4>But so you're there.

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<v Speaker 5>You have your possessions, whatever your possessions were that you

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<v Speaker 5>had in prison, whether you had them with you, right,

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<v Speaker 5>You're ready to go home, start your life again, see

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<v Speaker 5>your son, re establish your relationships with your family, the

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<v Speaker 5>whole thing.

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<v Speaker 3>They were actually in the parking lot waiting to take

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<v Speaker 3>me home and go get something.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, we had all.

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<v Speaker 3>Arranged, and I mean I had, you know, grown until

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<v Speaker 3>more after seven years from this experience in a degree

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<v Speaker 3>where I felt like, now my life is really going

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<v Speaker 3>to be taken throl of my life and really do

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<v Speaker 3>it right. But as opposed to being released, I was

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<v Speaker 3>held and transferred to with New Jersey call to a

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<v Speaker 3>special treatment on this because I refused to pleat acknowledgeable

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<v Speaker 3>guilty or admit my role in the sexual related offense.

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<v Speaker 3>New Jersey had passed a law called the Sexual Fund

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<v Speaker 3>Predat Act, which said that if they felt like a

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<v Speaker 3>person was still dangerous, that they could not be released.

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<v Speaker 3>So they civilly committed me under that pretense. So I

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<v Speaker 3>was taken to a facility civil commitment facility, which is

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<v Speaker 3>like a civil commitment like traditional However, this was like

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<v Speaker 3>a new hybrid facility that New Jersey had came up

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<v Speaker 3>with where they combined the Apartment Correction and Department Human

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<v Speaker 3>Service to their department who service there would provide treatment

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<v Speaker 3>to those that were committed. And I was held there

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<v Speaker 3>for ten years.

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<v Speaker 4>It's not real. I mean ten years on top. It's

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<v Speaker 4>like it.

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<v Speaker 5>I think most people are listening and going, wait, wait,

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<v Speaker 5>but that doesn't make sense. You can't serve your sentence

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<v Speaker 5>and then serve another sentence that you didn't even have,

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<v Speaker 5>which is longer a by fifty percent than your original

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<v Speaker 5>sentence was in the first place. And you know it's

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<v Speaker 5>so crazy, right, you plead innocent, they send you to prison,

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<v Speaker 5>and you played guilty to send you home.

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<v Speaker 4>It's so backwards.

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<v Speaker 5>It's like Alice in Wonderland, but in your case, that's

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<v Speaker 5>literally what happened. They wanted you to acknowledge your guilt.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, they pulled the rug out from under you

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<v Speaker 5>so many different times, in so many different ways. By

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<v Speaker 5>now right, they had lied to you about the witness

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<v Speaker 5>who actually had not identified you and never did identify you, right,

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<v Speaker 5>and they told you that she did. You know, when

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<v Speaker 5>you talk about three public defenders in four months, I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>it's not hard for anyone to imagine how little your

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<v Speaker 5>public defender must have known about your case when they

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<v Speaker 5>keep switching them out like this. I mean, there's just

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<v Speaker 5>not that much time to get to understand what's going on.

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<v Speaker 5>And to be fair, these people are, even the best

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<v Speaker 5>ones of them, are juggling a lot of cases because

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<v Speaker 5>that's just the way the system works. He or she

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<v Speaker 5>might be working one hundred cases at that time.

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<v Speaker 3>And that came out that down the line to try

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<v Speaker 3>and admit it that when he had like forty cases

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<v Speaker 3>of clients in a bullpen, which is the holding area

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<v Speaker 3>for prison, he had an old woman case a little

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<v Speaker 3>and like forty were there, and by the time he

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<v Speaker 3>got the he was in a cilly lawn mode. But

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<v Speaker 3>in the process of being civilly committed that that whole

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<v Speaker 3>experience within itself was a crazy experience because it is

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<v Speaker 3>experience that you could be civilly committed without a conviction.

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<v Speaker 3>Now you're not convicted. Everything is done through medical terms.

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<v Speaker 3>What I'm saying, you have a psychiatrist and a psychologist

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<v Speaker 3>who come in and say I read the record and

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<v Speaker 3>we think his person is guilty, and you know, and

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<v Speaker 3>then that becomes you're guilty, and that becomes the reason

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<v Speaker 3>they hold you. There's no justice there whatsoever. There's no trial,

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<v Speaker 3>there's no way they give you a hearing that the

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<v Speaker 3>attorney general totally dictates, So there's no way to challenge

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<v Speaker 3>the whole process of it. Because the psychiatrists work for

0:15:39.560 --> 0:15:42.040
<v Speaker 3>the state. They come in and write whatever the attorney

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<v Speaker 3>general wants them to say. In my particular case, that

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<v Speaker 3>was one beneficial point feature that I always like to

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<v Speaker 3>add was the state centers psychiatrists and to interview me.

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<v Speaker 3>And as a result of his interview, he changed his mind,

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<v Speaker 3>became my witness and testified that I should have been released.

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<v Speaker 3>As a result, they diminished him. He was later released,

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<v Speaker 3>but he jumped ship. But in that process where they

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<v Speaker 3>still saw me. An attorney for another public defender named

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<v Speaker 3>John Dewar, who I aw utmost respectful in their office,

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<v Speaker 3>and I explained to him, I said, listen. This was

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<v Speaker 3>in two thousand and four. I said, listen, I played

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<v Speaker 3>guilty to a crime I commit. I listen, I shouldn't

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<v Speaker 3>be here. And I explained to him what happened. I said, listen,

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<v Speaker 3>I played guilty because I was my life's been addressed,

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<v Speaker 3>my life in jail. I wanted to be home with

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<v Speaker 3>my family. He said, listen, I'm gonna take a chance

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<v Speaker 3>with you. So what he did was him and investigator

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<v Speaker 3>they went and found the victim, and they went interviewed her,

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<v Speaker 3>and they showed her my photo and she asked, well,

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<v Speaker 3>did you know this guy. I've never seen this guy

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<v Speaker 3>dire in my life. They were like, wait a minute,

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<v Speaker 3>this guy's locked up for a crime against you. She

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<v Speaker 3>didn't even know anyone was locked up, particularly me. She said,

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't never identify him. That sent my CASI to

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<v Speaker 3>a spiral. As a result of that, she gave a

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<v Speaker 3>sworn statement. We thought that that was going to be

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<v Speaker 3>enough to have me released from civil.

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<v Speaker 5>It would seem like that would be a novel. I'm

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<v Speaker 5>sure again everyone listening is going, okay, well that's it,

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<v Speaker 5>Go home. You're done now, But that's not the way

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<v Speaker 5>it works. But I want to make one more point

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<v Speaker 5>before we get into the next part of the story,

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<v Speaker 5>which is that ninety five percent of state felony convictions

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<v Speaker 5>are a result of guilty. Please right, because almost anyone

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<v Speaker 5>faced with your situation, especially someone who'd already had experience

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<v Speaker 5>of how heavy the criminal justice system can come down

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<v Speaker 5>on you, given a choice between what they were telling

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<v Speaker 5>you was going to be two years or twenty eight

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<v Speaker 5>months or whatever it was, or the rest of your life.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, try to walk a mile of those shoes, right.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, that's a horrible statistic.

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<v Speaker 5>It's a horrible statistic. And like I said, it may

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<v Speaker 5>not seem like it affects you, but someday it could.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, it could affect you or someone you love.

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<v Speaker 5>Anyone who's listening right now, you know your chance with

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<v Speaker 5>the public defender who I mean, the ODJIT two stacked.

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<v Speaker 3>They formed would be a trifecta judge to prosecuted and

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<v Speaker 3>public defender. In my mind, a collaboration to to hurse

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<v Speaker 3>me into this plea agreement to make it as if

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<v Speaker 3>that was my only result to save my life.

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<v Speaker 5>But here's what's so crazy about your case, Rannie, is

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<v Speaker 5>that first of all, start with you were innocent. Second

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<v Speaker 5>of all, the idea that your own attorney says, we're

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<v Speaker 5>going to get two years, but you end up getting

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<v Speaker 5>seven years, but then they turned that into seventeen years.

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<v Speaker 5>How can that be that your own people let you

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<v Speaker 5>down to that extent. The system too, but your own people.

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<v Speaker 5>And then the other thing, like I said that, I

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<v Speaker 5>really want to highlight because we haven't covered this on

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<v Speaker 5>the show yet, but it's a reality, and it's a

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<v Speaker 5>crazy reality that most people don't focus on. It's this

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<v Speaker 5>idea of civil commitment and that sounds civil commitment, sounds

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<v Speaker 5>like a relatively benign term.

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<v Speaker 4>But it was hell in there, and I heard you

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<v Speaker 4>talk about it. It was horrible in it.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean it was horrible in the fact that I

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<v Speaker 3>was exposed to an element that I had never had

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<v Speaker 3>been exposed to before. A mindset. The danger is real.

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<v Speaker 3>There's a need to protect the most warmable members of

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<v Speaker 3>our society. That's real. However, the process of selection is flawed.

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<v Speaker 3>Now when I say the flaw, if they see that

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<v Speaker 3>you don't fit that criteria, you don't have what they

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<v Speaker 3>call a present danger. You don't have the mental incapacity

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<v Speaker 3>or the repetitive or compulsive personality, you should not be

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<v Speaker 3>there now in that environment, you hear things that stories

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<v Speaker 3>is so hard. What that makes you like? I used

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<v Speaker 3>to cry in some of the groups because I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>fit in any mold. I had no diagnosis because I

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<v Speaker 3>wasn't able to be put in the group. So I

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<v Speaker 3>was separated from the population and put in isolation. I

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<v Speaker 3>spent most of my time, maybe nine years in isolation,

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<v Speaker 3>away from population. But the big part of that case

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<v Speaker 3>was for years we asked to state for the particular

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<v Speaker 3>the kits what they said that they had to show

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<v Speaker 3>the d evidence. So they said they lost.

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<v Speaker 4>It and let's go back to that.

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<v Speaker 5>And before we even do, I want to make that

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<v Speaker 5>point too, because I think you and I are on

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<v Speaker 5>the same page, because I often say that I'm not

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<v Speaker 5>soft on crime, I'm tough on injustice right and I

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<v Speaker 5>think too anybody who you know who hurts another human being,

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<v Speaker 5>we have to have a society of laws, we have

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<v Speaker 5>to protect the general population. I do believe that Brian

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<v Speaker 5>Stevenson says, which is that everybody's better than the worst

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<v Speaker 5>thing they've ever done. But that being said, we have

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<v Speaker 5>to hold people accountable, we have to be safe as

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<v Speaker 5>a society, but we also have to be fair. And

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<v Speaker 5>everyone's entitled to a fair shake and to a fair trial,

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<v Speaker 5>and to fair treatment by the system. And you are

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<v Speaker 5>the poster the poster child, for lack of a better word,

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<v Speaker 5>of everything that's wrong, everything that can go wrong. And

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<v Speaker 5>I want to get back to the rape kits because,

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<v Speaker 5>as you said, as your lawyers were trying to get

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<v Speaker 5>the rape kits, they were saying, and we've seen this.

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<v Speaker 4>Before, that they lost them.

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<v Speaker 5>They didn't lose them, but they said they lost them

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<v Speaker 5>either they were too lazy to look for him, whether

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<v Speaker 5>they didn't look very hard or whatever it was, whether

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<v Speaker 5>they were hiding them.

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<v Speaker 4>Who knows.

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<v Speaker 5>But one way another, that's one of the things that

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<v Speaker 5>kept you in as long as it did, because if

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<v Speaker 5>they found those rape kits, you would have been freed

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<v Speaker 5>because it would have proven that you could not have

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<v Speaker 5>been the source of the semen that was found right

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<v Speaker 5>inside this woman. But talk a little bit about this isolation, right,

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<v Speaker 5>What was that like? The isolation? I mean, does that

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<v Speaker 5>mean you were in like solitary confinement type of sound.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I was in. It had a special unit called

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<v Speaker 3>a B unit, where these particular individuals either they were

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<v Speaker 3>treatment refused, either they refused to even participate in any programming,

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<v Speaker 3>or like myself, had no diagnosis. And one other feature

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<v Speaker 3>was they felt that I had too much influence on

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<v Speaker 3>their population. And in regards to my legal skill, my

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<v Speaker 3>ability to advocate. When I was standing up and say

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<v Speaker 3>this is injustice, this is not right, I had no

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<v Speaker 3>idea how many people was behind me saying yeah, well

0:21:46.840 --> 0:21:49.800
<v Speaker 3>he said so. I was always looked at as someone's

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<v Speaker 3>citing rise or creating gatherings because all I was doing

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<v Speaker 3>was standing up for what I thought was my rights.

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<v Speaker 3>So as a result, the administration decided to isolate me

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<v Speaker 3>and put me in isolation so I could not I

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<v Speaker 3>was only able to go to visits with the rest

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<v Speaker 3>of populais. I wasn't able to go grooves programs events,

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<v Speaker 3>I couldn't participate in anything because of my stance and

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<v Speaker 3>because I would not admit guilt. At this point, I

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<v Speaker 3>stood firmly that I'm innocent, and that also set me

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<v Speaker 3>apart from the population because the only way you could

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<v Speaker 3>get therapy and treatment you have to admit guilt. And

0:22:22.920 --> 0:22:25.679
<v Speaker 3>in this isolation, you'll put on this unit. And this

0:22:25.920 --> 0:22:28.719
<v Speaker 3>unit is I mean, one of the most miserable places

0:22:28.720 --> 0:22:31.439
<v Speaker 3>you could be because there's a unit of hopelessness. You

0:22:31.440 --> 0:22:34.720
<v Speaker 3>feel like you forgot about left there. You feel like

0:22:35.040 --> 0:22:37.920
<v Speaker 3>everything at this point in your life is over, that

0:22:37.960 --> 0:22:40.439
<v Speaker 3>no one believes you, and that the fight is so

0:22:40.680 --> 0:22:44.840
<v Speaker 3>uphill it's like ice skating uphill. I mean, And in

0:22:44.880 --> 0:22:48.080
<v Speaker 3>that moment, you know, I grew to a point where

0:22:48.119 --> 0:22:51.560
<v Speaker 3>was though, I said to myself, because they would constantly say,

0:22:52.560 --> 0:22:55.840
<v Speaker 3>fortunately had SiO. They had correction officers there, and they

0:22:55.880 --> 0:22:58.720
<v Speaker 3>have correction officer there, who who's you know. He was

0:22:59.280 --> 0:23:02.960
<v Speaker 3>very underst so he would say lock in, you know,

0:23:02.960 --> 0:23:04.879
<v Speaker 3>you gotta lock in yourself, which no one wants to

0:23:04.880 --> 0:23:07.920
<v Speaker 3>go lock be locked in themself. But he was cordial

0:23:07.920 --> 0:23:10.560
<v Speaker 3>about it, and he did his job, but he wasn't really

0:23:10.680 --> 0:23:13.399
<v Speaker 3>arrogant about or aggressive. He would say lock in, guys,

0:23:14.000 --> 0:23:17.760
<v Speaker 3>so everybody would feel more easy about doing it. But

0:23:17.920 --> 0:23:21.000
<v Speaker 3>this particular day he wasn't there and they had this

0:23:21.480 --> 0:23:25.320
<v Speaker 3>also on and he was just being extra unnecessary that day,

0:23:25.640 --> 0:23:29.000
<v Speaker 3>all that day, and so when time came for us

0:23:29.040 --> 0:23:33.439
<v Speaker 3>a locking, he said lock in, And the way he

0:23:33.680 --> 0:23:39.720
<v Speaker 3>said it resonated in me so deeply. He said, lock in.

0:23:40.040 --> 0:23:43.639
<v Speaker 3>I said to myself, no, no, I'm not locking it.

0:23:43.920 --> 0:23:46.440
<v Speaker 3>No I'm not I'm innocent. I'm not going in her room.

0:23:46.640 --> 0:23:48.919
<v Speaker 3>I'm not supposed to be here today. So he says,

0:23:49.119 --> 0:23:51.080
<v Speaker 3>if you don't lock in, I'm gonna have to call

0:23:51.119 --> 0:23:53.800
<v Speaker 3>the boys. It's gonna be trouble. I said, it's gonna

0:23:53.800 --> 0:23:56.320
<v Speaker 3>be some trouble today. The day is that day. We're

0:23:56.320 --> 0:23:58.600
<v Speaker 3>gonna have some trouble up here. It's gonna be some trouble.

0:23:58.920 --> 0:24:01.160
<v Speaker 3>So he called the boy. So I'm up there, back

0:24:01.200 --> 0:24:04.000
<v Speaker 3>and forth. I'm ready. I'm positioning to myself, yes, going

0:24:04.000 --> 0:24:06.399
<v Speaker 3>down today. I'm tired of this. I'm not locking in

0:24:06.400 --> 0:24:09.119
<v Speaker 3>no more time. I'm innocent. So they ran up the

0:24:09.119 --> 0:24:11.240
<v Speaker 3>stairs and I'm ready for them. They come running like

0:24:11.280 --> 0:24:14.359
<v Speaker 3>eight nine up. They really get me. So when they

0:24:14.359 --> 0:24:16.520
<v Speaker 3>got to the top of the stairs, I rushed them.

0:24:17.040 --> 0:24:21.040
<v Speaker 3>I grabbed them, and like for three seconds, I was

0:24:21.080 --> 0:24:25.639
<v Speaker 3>the mad three seconds, I was that guy. After that

0:24:25.680 --> 0:24:28.320
<v Speaker 3>three seconds, I felt my feet come off the ground,

0:24:28.560 --> 0:24:31.200
<v Speaker 3>I felt my arm being pulled back around me. But

0:24:31.520 --> 0:24:33.520
<v Speaker 3>then they felt they threw me, grabbed me and threw

0:24:33.560 --> 0:24:34.320
<v Speaker 3>me in myself.

0:24:34.520 --> 0:24:35.960
<v Speaker 4>For you what I was in my cell.

0:24:36.200 --> 0:24:38.720
<v Speaker 3>I was standing in my cl I freshed myself off,

0:24:38.760 --> 0:24:41.920
<v Speaker 3>and I was like, yeah, yeah, yeah, at least I

0:24:41.960 --> 0:24:44.440
<v Speaker 3>stood up for three seconds. And I lived in that

0:24:44.480 --> 0:24:48.879
<v Speaker 3>three second moment for years. But as a result of

0:24:48.960 --> 0:24:52.000
<v Speaker 3>standing up and feeling that in that three seconds, they

0:24:52.040 --> 0:24:54.120
<v Speaker 3>looked at me different in the population. They said, well,

0:24:54.280 --> 0:24:56.800
<v Speaker 3>why was someone put theyself through that? Why was someone's

0:24:56.840 --> 0:24:59.840
<v Speaker 3>stand up against eight nine different people just to say

0:24:59.840 --> 0:25:02.200
<v Speaker 3>they innocent? And that's made him take a step back

0:25:02.240 --> 0:25:05.280
<v Speaker 3>and say, let's look at this guy again. And as

0:25:05.280 --> 0:25:08.000
<v Speaker 3>a result, they became more leaning against me. Allowed me

0:25:08.040 --> 0:25:10.919
<v Speaker 3>to more access to the law library, allowed me to

0:25:10.920 --> 0:25:14.080
<v Speaker 3>move around a little bit more quietly. They would say, listen,

0:25:14.160 --> 0:25:16.480
<v Speaker 3>we like you, we like how you move, but don't

0:25:16.760 --> 0:25:19.360
<v Speaker 3>make us choose you and our job. Because I'm gonna

0:25:19.400 --> 0:25:21.280
<v Speaker 3>choose my job, and if I gotta knock your head,

0:25:21.520 --> 0:25:23.680
<v Speaker 3>I'm knocking your head. So I had to learn how

0:25:23.680 --> 0:25:26.840
<v Speaker 3>to maneuver within in that philosophy, and that gave me

0:25:26.880 --> 0:25:30.879
<v Speaker 3>the room I needed to litigate harder, fight harder for

0:25:31.000 --> 0:25:33.960
<v Speaker 3>my freedom, and that three seconds. I live in this

0:25:34.640 --> 0:25:37.040
<v Speaker 3>very moment because and that three seconds, I was the champion.

0:25:37.200 --> 0:25:39.560
<v Speaker 3>I needed to be it liberated me. It was only

0:25:39.600 --> 0:25:42.240
<v Speaker 3>three seconds that took him for my whole life in

0:25:42.280 --> 0:25:44.320
<v Speaker 3>that moment to liberate me to be the man I

0:25:44.359 --> 0:25:47.199
<v Speaker 3>am today and grow and feel strong. Now I had

0:25:47.200 --> 0:25:49.240
<v Speaker 3>the rest of my life. Three seconds turned into the

0:25:49.240 --> 0:25:51.800
<v Speaker 3>rest of my life. Then that changed everything for me.

0:25:52.119 --> 0:25:54.639
<v Speaker 5>You literally risk your life and here comes these guys

0:25:54.640 --> 0:26:01.200
<v Speaker 5>with the shields and the helmets, and they.

0:25:58.800 --> 0:26:00.320
<v Speaker 4>Might have killed you, and nobody would have.

0:26:00.280 --> 0:26:02.240
<v Speaker 5>Prosecuted him if they did exactly they would have said,

0:26:02.320 --> 0:26:06.399
<v Speaker 5>he rushed us, it was dangerous slave, blah blah blah.

0:26:06.440 --> 0:26:09.280
<v Speaker 5>So you became the man in that moment, which was

0:26:09.320 --> 0:26:12.040
<v Speaker 5>really a spontaneous reaction, right because for.

0:26:12.080 --> 0:26:15.199
<v Speaker 3>Me, that moment right there reflected in my mind I

0:26:15.200 --> 0:26:15.720
<v Speaker 3>had enough.

0:26:15.880 --> 0:26:17.800
<v Speaker 5>Well, because the thing is that I keep coming back

0:26:17.800 --> 0:26:21.439
<v Speaker 5>to this right on top of the wrongful conviction, on

0:26:21.520 --> 0:26:23.720
<v Speaker 5>top of the rug being pulled out from under you,

0:26:23.880 --> 0:26:25.720
<v Speaker 5>with the two years, you know what you had to

0:26:25.720 --> 0:26:28.080
<v Speaker 5>pleat gill you something you didn't do, then the seven years,

0:26:28.320 --> 0:26:31.240
<v Speaker 5>and then really the terrifying idea of you not being

0:26:31.240 --> 0:26:33.879
<v Speaker 5>able to go home and everybody else going home, and

0:26:33.960 --> 0:26:36.160
<v Speaker 5>then the idea that you're in there for ten years

0:26:36.160 --> 0:26:39.160
<v Speaker 5>and it's an indefinite sentence. It's not even like if

0:26:39.200 --> 0:26:40.679
<v Speaker 5>they sentenced you, well, we're going to put you in

0:26:40.720 --> 0:26:43.600
<v Speaker 5>this confinement thing for ten years, at least you would

0:26:43.640 --> 0:26:45.040
<v Speaker 5>know at the end of ten years you're going. But

0:26:45.080 --> 0:26:47.240
<v Speaker 5>you had no idea what they could have kept you

0:26:47.280 --> 0:26:47.640
<v Speaker 5>there forever.

0:26:47.720 --> 0:26:51.120
<v Speaker 3>And because I was saying I'm innocent, that totally took

0:26:51.200 --> 0:26:54.440
<v Speaker 3>me out to run it. That made me did disqualify

0:26:54.560 --> 0:26:56.679
<v Speaker 3>any opportunity for my release. If it wasn't for the

0:26:56.760 --> 0:27:00.320
<v Speaker 3>fact that do your coelor court finally got tired reverse

0:27:00.400 --> 0:27:02.360
<v Speaker 3>in my case three times and a third time they

0:27:02.480 --> 0:27:05.920
<v Speaker 3>finally was so frustrated they assigned me a new attorney,

0:27:05.960 --> 0:27:09.800
<v Speaker 3>a new judge, and then mysteriously the evidence that we

0:27:09.800 --> 0:27:11.680
<v Speaker 3>were looking for up here is that we were asking

0:27:11.720 --> 0:27:14.600
<v Speaker 3>for maybe ten years and nine to half ten years.

0:27:14.760 --> 0:27:17.760
<v Speaker 3>They say with los pops, I don't know what we mislabeled.

0:27:17.760 --> 0:27:19.040
<v Speaker 3>Here we go, and it was.

0:27:20.560 --> 0:27:22.080
<v Speaker 4>Mislabeled this exactly.

0:27:23.320 --> 0:27:27.199
<v Speaker 5>But this is another thing that's it still strikes me

0:27:27.320 --> 0:27:31.560
<v Speaker 5>as naughty. That and that's not strong enough word. The

0:27:31.640 --> 0:27:35.879
<v Speaker 5>idea that your conviction was overturned three times, right, and

0:27:35.920 --> 0:27:38.040
<v Speaker 5>these are pro say emotions that you were filing in

0:27:38.080 --> 0:27:39.879
<v Speaker 5>a pro say, motion for people who haven't heard that

0:27:40.040 --> 0:27:43.159
<v Speaker 5>term before, means emotion filed by an inmate on their

0:27:43.200 --> 0:27:45.920
<v Speaker 5>own behalf, without the benefit of a lawyer. So how

0:27:45.920 --> 0:27:48.399
<v Speaker 5>does it happen that you get these convictions? And it

0:27:48.440 --> 0:27:50.640
<v Speaker 5>could again talk about more rugs being pulled out from

0:27:50.680 --> 0:27:52.920
<v Speaker 5>under you? Right here you are like they're going dangling

0:27:52.960 --> 0:27:55.600
<v Speaker 5>you like around like a marionette. Right so you're you

0:27:55.680 --> 0:27:58.080
<v Speaker 5>get this overturned and then they don't free you anyway,

0:27:58.160 --> 0:27:59.600
<v Speaker 5>and then they do it again, and then they don't

0:27:59.640 --> 0:28:01.920
<v Speaker 5>fore you anyway, and then finally it takes a judge

0:28:01.920 --> 0:28:04.840
<v Speaker 5>to go, I'm tired of this shit, right.

0:28:04.359 --> 0:28:06.520
<v Speaker 4>I'm tired. He was tired. Imagine how tired you must

0:28:06.560 --> 0:28:08.119
<v Speaker 4>to be. See people, I'm tired for listen to the

0:28:08.160 --> 0:28:08.680
<v Speaker 4>damn story.

0:28:09.040 --> 0:28:11.280
<v Speaker 3>And you know a lot of people don't really take

0:28:11.320 --> 0:28:16.199
<v Speaker 3>into account how something this match affects so especially I

0:28:16.240 --> 0:28:18.760
<v Speaker 3>mean personally for me, how much all of this, even

0:28:18.840 --> 0:28:21.760
<v Speaker 3>from seventeen all the way up to this point, on

0:28:21.880 --> 0:28:24.320
<v Speaker 3>what I had to deal with as a person, as

0:28:24.320 --> 0:28:27.320
<v Speaker 3>a as a young man, and to deal with this

0:28:27.480 --> 0:28:30.760
<v Speaker 3>environment and to deal with the pain and separation and

0:28:30.800 --> 0:28:33.800
<v Speaker 3>on that was separate from my family and had the

0:28:33.800 --> 0:28:37.159
<v Speaker 3>hostility and environment had to survive and and keep my

0:28:37.240 --> 0:28:41.160
<v Speaker 3>head together and hold on to hope, because you know

0:28:41.320 --> 0:28:42.800
<v Speaker 3>that was you know, it was times I had to

0:28:42.800 --> 0:28:45.240
<v Speaker 3>do a lot of depression. It was are the times

0:28:45.240 --> 0:28:47.120
<v Speaker 3>I had to fight off, you know, saying a feeling

0:28:47.120 --> 0:28:49.719
<v Speaker 3>that this was never going to end. I was always

0:28:49.720 --> 0:28:51.880
<v Speaker 3>going to be in this situation that I was never

0:28:51.920 --> 0:28:54.440
<v Speaker 3>going to be able to prove to anyone that I'm

0:28:54.480 --> 0:28:58.200
<v Speaker 3>worthy or value someone to value me. I mean, it

0:28:58.240 --> 0:29:01.440
<v Speaker 3>was so hard, you know what I'm saying, and dealing

0:29:01.480 --> 0:29:05.040
<v Speaker 3>with disappointment over and over again too. I used to

0:29:05.040 --> 0:29:08.720
<v Speaker 3>ask myself, am I addicted to disappointment? Because it started

0:29:08.760 --> 0:29:11.800
<v Speaker 3>becoming to the point where I've started becoming desensitized, like

0:29:12.400 --> 0:29:15.000
<v Speaker 3>I expected to be let down. It affected me in

0:29:15.000 --> 0:29:18.880
<v Speaker 3>a way whereas though I know I felt that God

0:29:19.360 --> 0:29:22.040
<v Speaker 3>has to be watching over me because the fact that

0:29:22.120 --> 0:29:25.560
<v Speaker 3>you know, I'm not crazy at this point, because of

0:29:25.880 --> 0:29:29.640
<v Speaker 3>the experience of having to fight off all these emotions

0:29:29.680 --> 0:29:35.920
<v Speaker 3>of loneliness, the emotion of feeling powerless and just disenfranchised,

0:29:35.960 --> 0:29:39.560
<v Speaker 3>and all these feelings you live with live with for years.

0:29:54.880 --> 0:29:57.080
<v Speaker 5>Can you just give us some insight into what was

0:29:57.160 --> 0:29:59.880
<v Speaker 5>the worst and the best experience you had during your

0:30:00.000 --> 0:30:03.600
<v Speaker 5>seventeen years locked up in the miserable conditions that you

0:30:03.640 --> 0:30:03.960
<v Speaker 5>were in.

0:30:06.680 --> 0:30:11.440
<v Speaker 3>The worst experience was being placed in a position to

0:30:11.760 --> 0:30:14.040
<v Speaker 3>have to plead guilty to a crime I didn't commit,

0:30:14.880 --> 0:30:19.240
<v Speaker 3>along with being civilly committed in the facility where the

0:30:19.280 --> 0:30:23.560
<v Speaker 3>stigma was horrible, and have to live under the stigma

0:30:23.760 --> 0:30:27.920
<v Speaker 3>of in that environment and survived, and that such hard

0:30:28.000 --> 0:30:32.520
<v Speaker 3>stigma being looked at and as someone who has those

0:30:32.600 --> 0:30:37.479
<v Speaker 3>characteristics even though I didn't. The happiest moment that I

0:30:37.560 --> 0:30:40.960
<v Speaker 3>had that kind of nullified kind of took takes and

0:30:41.000 --> 0:30:44.440
<v Speaker 3>put her all that in this perspective was in the

0:30:44.480 --> 0:30:49.480
<v Speaker 3>courtroom when the judge finally judged Sherry hutchs Henderson, when

0:30:49.520 --> 0:30:52.480
<v Speaker 3>she finally got the DNA evident she needed from the

0:30:52.520 --> 0:30:57.920
<v Speaker 3>state lab and she said to me, mister Robertson, she's apologized.

0:30:58.160 --> 0:31:01.680
<v Speaker 3>Her apology was so heart felt of how she felt

0:31:01.680 --> 0:31:04.000
<v Speaker 3>so bad that this happened to me. But when she

0:31:04.160 --> 0:31:08.240
<v Speaker 3>said I'm reversing your conviction, my support so so it

0:31:08.360 --> 0:31:12.400
<v Speaker 3>was like maybe thirteen people, my niece, my sister, a lady,

0:31:12.520 --> 0:31:16.800
<v Speaker 3>my mother, and my friends. They bust out and like jubilate. Nah,

0:31:18.600 --> 0:31:20.680
<v Speaker 3>it was so loud in the courtroom. You know, they

0:31:20.720 --> 0:31:22.280
<v Speaker 3>was out there like they was having the Holy goes

0:31:22.320 --> 0:31:24.840
<v Speaker 3>back there, like church was going on. And a judge

0:31:25.240 --> 0:31:27.400
<v Speaker 3>she loud them to have that moment because that was

0:31:27.680 --> 0:31:30.160
<v Speaker 3>their moment of vindication as well as mine, because they

0:31:30.280 --> 0:31:32.280
<v Speaker 3>believe me, they still by all those years and they

0:31:32.720 --> 0:31:34.719
<v Speaker 3>we knew it. And you know, I expected to turn

0:31:34.760 --> 0:31:37.240
<v Speaker 3>around and see them road on the floor. But in

0:31:37.360 --> 0:31:43.040
<v Speaker 3>that moment, I cried, I felt vindicated. I felt now

0:31:43.320 --> 0:31:45.720
<v Speaker 3>you know, I was happy. I felt like something in

0:31:45.760 --> 0:31:49.760
<v Speaker 3>my life just turned around. And in that moment, you know,

0:31:50.080 --> 0:31:53.560
<v Speaker 3>hearing them cheering and empowered me. And I think, I

0:31:53.760 --> 0:31:57.040
<v Speaker 3>know changed my whole walk at that point because I

0:31:57.120 --> 0:31:59.080
<v Speaker 3>went back and because I had to go back to

0:31:59.080 --> 0:32:01.880
<v Speaker 3>the civil commitments be released from there. But I had

0:32:01.880 --> 0:32:05.840
<v Speaker 3>that George Jefferson walk. You know what I'm saying, I'm

0:32:05.880 --> 0:32:11.120
<v Speaker 3>walking on like George Jefferson. Now, you know. So I

0:32:11.160 --> 0:32:14.880
<v Speaker 3>was so that I made that experience right there. It

0:32:14.920 --> 0:32:16.680
<v Speaker 3>was the happiest moment in my life. You know, I'm

0:32:16.760 --> 0:32:20.000
<v Speaker 3>that courtroom experience. I just cannot ever erase that from

0:32:20.000 --> 0:32:23.240
<v Speaker 3>my mind and heart. How wrong that made me feel

0:32:23.480 --> 0:32:25.840
<v Speaker 3>doing A judge said that and hear my family and

0:32:25.880 --> 0:32:29.480
<v Speaker 3>everyone that loved me just so happy to hear it

0:32:29.520 --> 0:32:31.360
<v Speaker 3>and know they was right because they went through a

0:32:31.400 --> 0:32:35.680
<v Speaker 3>lot of turmoil and kind of visit and being discriminated

0:32:35.720 --> 0:32:38.760
<v Speaker 3>against and coming inside and look down upon, like you

0:32:38.920 --> 0:32:41.280
<v Speaker 3>supporting this guy and this kind of with this kind

0:32:41.320 --> 0:32:43.480
<v Speaker 3>of person, with this kind of charge, and they had

0:32:43.480 --> 0:32:46.240
<v Speaker 3>to go through all that and and do it and

0:32:46.280 --> 0:32:48.200
<v Speaker 3>now to find and see that they were right and

0:32:48.280 --> 0:32:51.400
<v Speaker 3>had that moment where they were like elate and such.

0:32:51.560 --> 0:32:55.440
<v Speaker 3>That moment, like I said, gave me that George Jefferson consence.

0:32:55.480 --> 0:32:57.160
<v Speaker 3>I was walking back, everybody looking at him like I

0:32:57.240 --> 0:32:59.080
<v Speaker 3>was a new guy, Like look at this guy, who

0:32:59.120 --> 0:32:59.800
<v Speaker 3>is this guy here?

0:33:00.120 --> 0:33:02.400
<v Speaker 4>So yeah, that's amazing.

0:33:02.440 --> 0:33:05.680
<v Speaker 5>And obviously no one can understand that feeling that hasn't

0:33:05.680 --> 0:33:08.040
<v Speaker 5>been through it, but you're painting a very vivid picture

0:33:08.680 --> 0:33:11.440
<v Speaker 5>and making I'm sure everyone that's listening feel that the

0:33:11.480 --> 0:33:13.600
<v Speaker 5>little piece of that joy that you had and that

0:33:13.720 --> 0:33:18.320
<v Speaker 5>indication and that feeling when you were enduring. And it's

0:33:18.320 --> 0:33:20.280
<v Speaker 5>so crazy. I was just thinking about the timeline of

0:33:20.280 --> 0:33:23.840
<v Speaker 5>your life, right, seventeen years, then five years in prison,

0:33:24.360 --> 0:33:28.240
<v Speaker 5>then seven years out, then seventeen years. It's really a

0:33:28.600 --> 0:33:32.600
<v Speaker 5>crazy roller coaster ride that's impossible for anyone to understand

0:33:32.640 --> 0:33:34.480
<v Speaker 5>who hasn't lived it. And it's sort of a miracle

0:33:34.520 --> 0:33:36.640
<v Speaker 5>that you're here, and it's really inspiring just to hear

0:33:36.680 --> 0:33:39.560
<v Speaker 5>you talk and see the way you are. So I

0:33:39.440 --> 0:33:41.080
<v Speaker 5>I want to ask you when you were when you

0:33:41.120 --> 0:33:45.280
<v Speaker 5>were locked up, was there any particular person that gave

0:33:45.320 --> 0:33:46.800
<v Speaker 5>you hope, that gave you strength.

0:33:47.000 --> 0:33:50.120
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, at that time I had a support system. Her

0:33:50.240 --> 0:33:52.880
<v Speaker 3>name was Linda, Linda Roberts. At this point, she was

0:33:52.960 --> 0:33:55.400
<v Speaker 3>very strong in my life. Then I have a strong

0:33:55.440 --> 0:33:59.400
<v Speaker 3>support system analysis hopen home with. Her name is Tulita James,

0:33:59.440 --> 0:34:03.120
<v Speaker 3>we call her. So there was an adjustment process. But

0:34:03.160 --> 0:34:07.400
<v Speaker 3>the one person who kept me moving when I was seventeen,

0:34:07.480 --> 0:34:09.680
<v Speaker 3>the judge asked me, and this is the orange record,

0:34:09.960 --> 0:34:12.719
<v Speaker 3>the judge said before he sentenced me, because I was

0:34:12.920 --> 0:34:15.600
<v Speaker 3>schedule to be sentence so higher sentence. But he asked me, said,

0:34:15.719 --> 0:34:16.799
<v Speaker 3>is there anything you want to say?

0:34:16.880 --> 0:34:17.359
<v Speaker 4>Young man?

0:34:18.160 --> 0:34:20.960
<v Speaker 3>So I turned to my mother, who was crying and

0:34:21.040 --> 0:34:23.800
<v Speaker 3>who I was hurting so bad because I'm her youngest son,

0:34:24.040 --> 0:34:26.040
<v Speaker 3>and she just knew that this was wrong. And I

0:34:26.080 --> 0:34:29.680
<v Speaker 3>said to my mother, no matter what, I'm not gonna

0:34:29.719 --> 0:34:32.720
<v Speaker 3>let this destroy me. I'm gonna do the best I could.

0:34:33.040 --> 0:34:36.520
<v Speaker 3>I'm sorry, and that I'm gonna hold on. And I

0:34:36.560 --> 0:34:38.880
<v Speaker 3>talked to my mother in the courtroom, and everyone was

0:34:39.239 --> 0:34:41.600
<v Speaker 3>amazed to see me and my mother at this time

0:34:41.640 --> 0:34:44.080
<v Speaker 3>having this back and forth discussion because she was saying,

0:34:44.280 --> 0:34:47.960
<v Speaker 3>hold on, I'm just keep in prayer and in the courtroom,

0:34:48.239 --> 0:34:52.839
<v Speaker 3>and that conversation has been my mantra for all these

0:34:52.920 --> 0:34:55.799
<v Speaker 3>years to tell her, let my mother know that no

0:34:55.840 --> 0:34:58.919
<v Speaker 3>matter what what she instilled in me as her son

0:34:59.000 --> 0:35:00.840
<v Speaker 3>and my father, but my mother, what she put in

0:35:00.880 --> 0:35:03.680
<v Speaker 3>me was nothing was never going to tear that down

0:35:04.200 --> 0:35:07.200
<v Speaker 3>and moral compass that she instilled in me to find

0:35:07.200 --> 0:35:10.560
<v Speaker 3>my way back to right. It's never going to be

0:35:10.880 --> 0:35:15.000
<v Speaker 3>taken out. And that has been my rock. My mother,

0:35:15.120 --> 0:35:17.600
<v Speaker 3>She's my she and she continues to be and she

0:35:17.640 --> 0:35:21.200
<v Speaker 3>will always be that my moral conference. She is my

0:35:21.320 --> 0:35:21.839
<v Speaker 3>north star.

0:35:22.360 --> 0:35:23.799
<v Speaker 4>She sounds like an extraordinary.

0:35:23.920 --> 0:35:28.480
<v Speaker 3>She's eighty five and she can't tell her she's not fifty.

0:35:28.719 --> 0:35:31.680
<v Speaker 3>And I love her. She's my strength, and she knows

0:35:31.719 --> 0:35:34.640
<v Speaker 3>what she is and I just cannot get enough of her.

0:35:34.680 --> 0:35:36.759
<v Speaker 3>So I adore her and she knows it, you know.

0:35:36.840 --> 0:35:39.600
<v Speaker 5>So it's so important and you just heard from Rodney

0:35:40.080 --> 0:35:43.640
<v Speaker 5>that that connection remains intact between families, so between loved

0:35:43.680 --> 0:35:46.440
<v Speaker 5>ones and people who are incarcerated. And you know, in

0:35:46.480 --> 0:35:50.320
<v Speaker 5>this country we have such a crazy system where inmates

0:35:50.360 --> 0:35:53.920
<v Speaker 5>are charged. Incarcerated people are charged five to ten times

0:35:53.920 --> 0:35:57.040
<v Speaker 5>as much for collect calls, which is insane.

0:35:57.120 --> 0:35:58.800
<v Speaker 4>Now they're moving away from in.

0:35:58.680 --> 0:36:01.080
<v Speaker 5>Person visits and certain st where they're changing it to

0:36:01.080 --> 0:36:02.759
<v Speaker 5>where you're going to get an iPad and you get

0:36:02.800 --> 0:36:05.600
<v Speaker 5>to talk to your family members on the iPad, and

0:36:05.680 --> 0:36:08.000
<v Speaker 5>it's like, I mean, we're just we're going in the

0:36:08.400 --> 0:36:09.040
<v Speaker 5>wrong direction.

0:36:09.120 --> 0:36:09.560
<v Speaker 4>In a lot of ways.

0:36:09.640 --> 0:36:12.120
<v Speaker 5>Criminal justice system is being reformed in good ways now,

0:36:12.160 --> 0:36:14.439
<v Speaker 5>but in that way, it just doesn't make any sense

0:36:14.440 --> 0:36:16.160
<v Speaker 5>because we just heard it directly from you. It's so

0:36:16.239 --> 0:36:19.640
<v Speaker 5>important to maintain that to keep that hope alive and

0:36:19.680 --> 0:36:21.520
<v Speaker 5>to keep that connection strong, not just for you, but

0:36:21.640 --> 0:36:24.719
<v Speaker 5>for your children or your mother or whatever relatives are

0:36:24.719 --> 0:36:26.480
<v Speaker 5>on the outside that I love you and care about you.

0:36:26.640 --> 0:36:29.759
<v Speaker 5>So while you were locked up the second time, were

0:36:29.760 --> 0:36:31.920
<v Speaker 5>you able to maintain a relationship with your son?

0:36:32.560 --> 0:36:33.760
<v Speaker 4>And how is that now?

0:36:34.160 --> 0:36:37.120
<v Speaker 3>Well, my son is an amazing young man. Even what

0:36:37.760 --> 0:36:40.920
<v Speaker 3>he's been doing with me out his life, he's growing

0:36:40.960 --> 0:36:44.480
<v Speaker 3>to be a very strong young man. He's maybe six five,

0:36:44.640 --> 0:36:47.920
<v Speaker 3>maybe two ninety. You know, he's a big guy, you

0:36:47.920 --> 0:36:51.040
<v Speaker 3>know what I'm saying, very mild man, a very religious,

0:36:52.360 --> 0:36:54.600
<v Speaker 3>never been involved in the law. You know. It doesn't

0:36:54.760 --> 0:36:58.319
<v Speaker 3>drink or hang out anything, works, goes to church. I

0:36:58.360 --> 0:37:01.560
<v Speaker 3>love who he's become all my time his absence. One

0:37:01.800 --> 0:37:04.239
<v Speaker 3>thing that we always had that kept us together was

0:37:04.560 --> 0:37:07.600
<v Speaker 3>we had a passion for reading. I told him how

0:37:07.640 --> 0:37:10.000
<v Speaker 3>to read, basically, and he would get on the phone

0:37:10.040 --> 0:37:13.719
<v Speaker 3>and he would read to me and actually, freaking we

0:37:13.840 --> 0:37:16.000
<v Speaker 3>learned how to read together, do comic books. I would

0:37:16.000 --> 0:37:18.200
<v Speaker 3>buy comic books and I would buy him one. I'd

0:37:18.200 --> 0:37:20.359
<v Speaker 3>buy me one and I would reading and he would

0:37:20.360 --> 0:37:22.800
<v Speaker 3>read it, and we would talk about the comic books.

0:37:23.200 --> 0:37:26.360
<v Speaker 3>And that's how we develop our relationship to reading. And

0:37:27.040 --> 0:37:29.359
<v Speaker 3>to this day we still talk about comic books. Even

0:37:29.920 --> 0:37:32.600
<v Speaker 3>we're both so amazed at the new Marvel movies. We

0:37:32.920 --> 0:37:35.200
<v Speaker 3>run to see him together because we read about him

0:37:35.440 --> 0:37:36.959
<v Speaker 3>all his life and me all my life.

0:37:36.960 --> 0:37:39.480
<v Speaker 4>Really, and you have a lady in your life now, yes, I.

0:37:39.400 --> 0:37:42.480
<v Speaker 3>Do, a beautiful young lady who has been patient with

0:37:42.520 --> 0:37:46.760
<v Speaker 3>me even all my adjustment and Talada James Della James,

0:37:46.760 --> 0:37:49.800
<v Speaker 3>who has dealt with ups and downs with myself and herself,

0:37:49.800 --> 0:37:53.560
<v Speaker 3>and we struggled together, and I appreciate everything she's done

0:37:53.600 --> 0:37:56.680
<v Speaker 3>for me and with me and to me. It helped

0:37:56.719 --> 0:37:59.480
<v Speaker 3>me become a stronger man in my adjustment process.

0:37:59.480 --> 0:38:02.640
<v Speaker 5>Friday's sharp dress guy was complimenting him before on his shoes.

0:38:02.680 --> 0:38:04.719
<v Speaker 5>He's got a nice, beautiful Chris White shirt. And he

0:38:04.800 --> 0:38:06.799
<v Speaker 5>told me, actually the credible laws to her.

0:38:06.880 --> 0:38:09.880
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, I mean, I don't even pick my own clothes.

0:38:10.000 --> 0:38:11.680
<v Speaker 3>I go in the store and I picked something up

0:38:11.719 --> 0:38:15.560
<v Speaker 3>and she ignores it. So then what you know, she

0:38:15.960 --> 0:38:18.760
<v Speaker 3>even because I came home I was like two ninety

0:38:18.840 --> 0:38:22.320
<v Speaker 3>myself and wait, she helped me even in my healthier eating,

0:38:22.719 --> 0:38:25.480
<v Speaker 3>you know, working out. I mean, there has been an

0:38:25.480 --> 0:38:28.560
<v Speaker 3>adjustment process with her there in my life, and I

0:38:28.600 --> 0:38:31.919
<v Speaker 3>only pray that I contributed something strong to her life

0:38:31.920 --> 0:38:34.319
<v Speaker 3>through my strength frame to her that makes her know

0:38:34.400 --> 0:38:38.160
<v Speaker 3>that there's always in resilience and we could come back

0:38:38.200 --> 0:38:41.560
<v Speaker 3>from anything, you know, saying nothing this overwhelming in life

0:38:41.640 --> 0:38:44.200
<v Speaker 3>that you can't start all over and be strong through.

0:38:44.440 --> 0:38:47.560
<v Speaker 3>So I'm hoping that my experiences and hussying me what

0:38:47.600 --> 0:38:50.759
<v Speaker 3>I've been through and still being strong enough man to

0:38:50.760 --> 0:38:53.120
<v Speaker 3>make her want to love me has contributed to her

0:38:53.160 --> 0:38:55.600
<v Speaker 3>life as well. And with that, you know, I have

0:38:55.719 --> 0:38:59.080
<v Speaker 3>six sisters to one path away, my younger sister sharing.

0:38:59.160 --> 0:39:02.960
<v Speaker 3>But there's oh and they they're like parole officers, you know.

0:39:03.080 --> 0:39:05.080
<v Speaker 3>They I have checking with them, and if I was

0:39:05.120 --> 0:39:09.799
<v Speaker 3>checking with them, there's a so yeah. So I I

0:39:09.840 --> 0:39:13.520
<v Speaker 3>have some strong, beautiful women in my life that really

0:39:14.239 --> 0:39:16.480
<v Speaker 3>supervised me, so to speak, and take care of me

0:39:16.520 --> 0:39:18.480
<v Speaker 3>and help me along the way. And I think this

0:39:18.640 --> 0:39:21.799
<v Speaker 3>made me a much stronger man and much confident man

0:39:21.880 --> 0:39:24.680
<v Speaker 3>as well. I came home this time, and I was

0:39:24.719 --> 0:39:27.240
<v Speaker 3>blessed to come home this time, and I say to myself,

0:39:27.680 --> 0:39:30.799
<v Speaker 3>I'm able to talk about these feelings, but feeling them

0:39:30.840 --> 0:39:34.279
<v Speaker 3>at the moment was was like so sad for me.

0:39:34.320 --> 0:39:36.600
<v Speaker 3>I used to have moments where I would be sad

0:39:36.680 --> 0:39:39.799
<v Speaker 3>for like days and I'd be like, pull myself. I

0:39:39.920 --> 0:39:41.800
<v Speaker 3>we gonna come on, you gotta pull yourself out of this.

0:39:41.920 --> 0:39:44.880
<v Speaker 3>I used to have to coach myself and give myself

0:39:45.000 --> 0:39:48.320
<v Speaker 3>pep talk sober and come on, man, you people like

0:39:48.320 --> 0:39:50.520
<v Speaker 3>you over there talking to yourself again. I'm like, listen,

0:39:50.719 --> 0:39:53.360
<v Speaker 3>this is the best conversation I've had all day and

0:39:53.560 --> 0:39:56.000
<v Speaker 3>you know, you pulled myself out of stage of what

0:39:56.120 --> 0:39:59.279
<v Speaker 3>I just felt like. It was so much overwhelming. You know,

0:40:00.000 --> 0:40:04.000
<v Speaker 3>really can't begin to tell all the years because we're

0:40:04.000 --> 0:40:09.239
<v Speaker 3>talking about since seventeen and then now and how much

0:40:09.760 --> 0:40:11.799
<v Speaker 3>suffering it felt like. I mean, I feel And that's

0:40:11.840 --> 0:40:16.320
<v Speaker 3>why today I advocate because I can identify with suffering.

0:40:16.400 --> 0:40:20.040
<v Speaker 3>You know, I don't like to see anything suffering, and

0:40:20.120 --> 0:40:23.640
<v Speaker 3>that's from animals to people, to the plans to anything,

0:40:23.920 --> 0:40:26.200
<v Speaker 3>because I know what it feels like to suffer. I

0:40:26.200 --> 0:40:27.680
<v Speaker 3>know it feels like to be put in a position

0:40:28.400 --> 0:40:32.400
<v Speaker 3>that you know, where you're just hurting inside emotionally and psychologically,

0:40:32.440 --> 0:40:35.480
<v Speaker 3>that you just want some help from somewhere, you know.

0:40:36.000 --> 0:40:39.040
<v Speaker 3>And that's why I stand today, because I just want

0:40:39.040 --> 0:40:42.200
<v Speaker 3>to be that for someone who may feel hopeless and

0:40:42.360 --> 0:40:44.520
<v Speaker 3>feel like there's knowing. The Navy they see me and

0:40:44.520 --> 0:40:47.000
<v Speaker 3>they say, you know, this guy, you know's just just

0:40:47.120 --> 0:40:50.239
<v Speaker 3>someone out there that understands and cares because I felt

0:40:50.280 --> 0:40:53.360
<v Speaker 3>there was knowing. As a result. Now I just started

0:40:53.360 --> 0:40:54.640
<v Speaker 3>the Rodney Robbers Foundation.

0:40:54.800 --> 0:40:55.879
<v Speaker 4>Oh tell me about that.

0:40:56.280 --> 0:40:59.840
<v Speaker 3>What I offer is the one thing that most in

0:40:59.840 --> 0:41:02.160
<v Speaker 3>the viduals who have been wrong for convicted and not

0:41:02.200 --> 0:41:05.320
<v Speaker 3>just wrong for convicted, but particularly the wrong for convicted,

0:41:05.400 --> 0:41:08.960
<v Speaker 3>but individuals who've come home and feel as there's no

0:41:09.000 --> 0:41:11.080
<v Speaker 3>one to connect with because in the wrong for convision

0:41:11.120 --> 0:41:14.680
<v Speaker 3>community the one thing we don't have. No state has

0:41:14.760 --> 0:41:20.919
<v Speaker 3>an agency that provides housing, work assistance, counseling. No state

0:41:21.000 --> 0:41:23.319
<v Speaker 3>has that. So you would let come home and there's

0:41:23.320 --> 0:41:25.759
<v Speaker 3>no way for you to turn because some states made

0:41:25.760 --> 0:41:27.760
<v Speaker 3>me feel they don't make that answer. You have nowhere

0:41:27.800 --> 0:41:31.600
<v Speaker 3>to go to, so you have no opportunities there. Myself,

0:41:31.840 --> 0:41:34.239
<v Speaker 3>when I came home, I had to compete with my

0:41:34.320 --> 0:41:38.000
<v Speaker 3>counterparts with gods on parole, probation for jobs and training

0:41:38.000 --> 0:41:40.640
<v Speaker 3>and treatment. And I'm going in and saying, look, I'm innocent.

0:41:40.680 --> 0:41:43.680
<v Speaker 3>I was just exonerated, and employees like, listen, hey man,

0:41:43.719 --> 0:41:45.960
<v Speaker 3>that's a great story. We think, but we're in the

0:41:46.000 --> 0:41:48.319
<v Speaker 3>money making business, and we would rather hire a god

0:41:48.320 --> 0:41:52.160
<v Speaker 3>on parole because we could tax deductions for them. Hey.

0:41:52.560 --> 0:41:54.399
<v Speaker 3>One playee told me, he's like, well, I could tax

0:41:54.400 --> 0:41:56.279
<v Speaker 3>the duction behind guys and parole. He was like, you

0:41:56.320 --> 0:41:58.239
<v Speaker 3>a great guy. I'm sorry what happened to you, but

0:41:58.280 --> 0:42:00.160
<v Speaker 3>I had to hire this guy. Plus you can on

0:42:00.320 --> 0:42:02.799
<v Speaker 3>seventeen years, so we don't know, so I was left

0:42:02.800 --> 0:42:06.040
<v Speaker 3>in a void, and so I had to literally create

0:42:06.080 --> 0:42:08.399
<v Speaker 3>a job for myself. I had to literally create an

0:42:08.400 --> 0:42:13.640
<v Speaker 3>opportunity for myself by taking that frustration that of being denied,

0:42:13.840 --> 0:42:17.160
<v Speaker 3>have no place to fit in, and taking the passion

0:42:17.200 --> 0:42:21.439
<v Speaker 3>that I have to advocate against this injustice, prosecutory misconduct

0:42:22.040 --> 0:42:26.480
<v Speaker 3>and inefectious accounts of course play agreements. And I started

0:42:26.520 --> 0:42:29.840
<v Speaker 3>talking about it on a basis where people started listening

0:42:29.840 --> 0:42:32.080
<v Speaker 3>and saying, you know what, we like what he's saying

0:42:32.120 --> 0:42:35.440
<v Speaker 3>because he's is relevant, it's right on time, and we

0:42:35.520 --> 0:42:38.279
<v Speaker 3>think there needs to be heard. And I was brought

0:42:38.280 --> 0:42:41.279
<v Speaker 3>into like a organization like the Innocent Project, who will

0:42:41.360 --> 0:42:44.279
<v Speaker 3>give me assignments and say, Ronnie Gore, who you work

0:42:44.360 --> 0:42:46.759
<v Speaker 3>with us and speak here. We can help you with

0:42:47.160 --> 0:42:51.440
<v Speaker 3>a little conversation here. And that grew into me working

0:42:51.440 --> 0:42:54.920
<v Speaker 3>closely with them, and me making the commercials with them,

0:42:54.960 --> 0:42:58.560
<v Speaker 3>and me doing other work with them. And Jeffrey Desker

0:42:58.800 --> 0:43:02.480
<v Speaker 3>had the Jeffrey Desker found brought me in and helped

0:43:02.520 --> 0:43:04.680
<v Speaker 3>me school me in a way with you know, this

0:43:04.719 --> 0:43:06.480
<v Speaker 3>is what you need to be saying, and this is

0:43:06.520 --> 0:43:08.719
<v Speaker 3>how you should present and this is we're gonna give

0:43:08.719 --> 0:43:12.920
<v Speaker 3>you this little space here. So the Rodney Roberts Foundation

0:43:13.440 --> 0:43:16.600
<v Speaker 3>is a representation of all that experience. What I want

0:43:16.600 --> 0:43:18.799
<v Speaker 3>to do is I want to give an opportunity for

0:43:18.880 --> 0:43:21.160
<v Speaker 3>those who have been wrong, for the convicted to be

0:43:21.200 --> 0:43:24.959
<v Speaker 3>able to reach out that's currently incarcerated to reach out,

0:43:25.160 --> 0:43:28.160
<v Speaker 3>so in New Jersey because New Jersey is far behind

0:43:28.160 --> 0:43:31.839
<v Speaker 3>and everything what comes wrong for convicted, even currently saying

0:43:31.920 --> 0:43:34.719
<v Speaker 3>legislation is being challenged now. But I want to be

0:43:34.880 --> 0:43:39.439
<v Speaker 3>that help with with job placement, help fund housing, help

0:43:39.719 --> 0:43:43.440
<v Speaker 3>with counseling, which is most important, which even myself after

0:43:43.600 --> 0:43:46.920
<v Speaker 3>all these years, is an important feature, even for myself,

0:43:47.239 --> 0:43:50.520
<v Speaker 3>to help with counseling, to help with reconnecting those with

0:43:50.600 --> 0:43:54.400
<v Speaker 3>their families, because the one group that suffers the most

0:43:54.440 --> 0:43:57.920
<v Speaker 3>and most is the family. They see the person locked up,

0:43:57.960 --> 0:44:00.799
<v Speaker 3>but once a family members locked up, the whole family

0:44:00.880 --> 0:44:03.040
<v Speaker 3>is basically locked up and so a degree because they

0:44:03.160 --> 0:44:06.399
<v Speaker 3>can't stop being connected with their love one, so they

0:44:06.440 --> 0:44:09.280
<v Speaker 3>suffer as well. And they the families have to also

0:44:09.440 --> 0:44:13.799
<v Speaker 3>be educated on what's necessary to help this person reintegrate

0:44:13.840 --> 0:44:16.680
<v Speaker 3>and what's to look for and what characteristics to look

0:44:16.719 --> 0:44:20.800
<v Speaker 3>for when you see a person slipping leaves the recidivism

0:44:21.120 --> 0:44:24.480
<v Speaker 3>and when you see signs of depression or feeling and hopeless.

0:44:24.800 --> 0:44:29.160
<v Speaker 3>So the Rodney Robins Foundation has multifacts in that level

0:44:29.200 --> 0:44:33.000
<v Speaker 3>and also with the public speaking aspect as well. Right now,

0:44:33.200 --> 0:44:35.480
<v Speaker 3>I have the Rodney Roys Foundation, I have what I'm doing.

0:44:35.560 --> 0:44:37.839
<v Speaker 3>I have a go fund account that I'm trying to

0:44:38.040 --> 0:44:41.280
<v Speaker 3>raise money now to create a platform to bring people

0:44:41.320 --> 0:44:43.799
<v Speaker 3>in like get a staff. That's my goal is to

0:44:43.880 --> 0:44:46.480
<v Speaker 3>have a staff and a permanent location and office in

0:44:46.480 --> 0:44:49.279
<v Speaker 3>New Jersey where and I'm growing from there and have

0:44:49.360 --> 0:44:52.960
<v Speaker 3>my email set up Rodney Roberts Foundation ninety six at

0:44:52.960 --> 0:44:56.000
<v Speaker 3>gmail dot com and also the Rodney Robins Foundation. What

0:44:56.000 --> 0:44:59.200
<v Speaker 3>we're gonna do also, we're gonna collaborate with other organizations

0:44:59.200 --> 0:45:03.880
<v Speaker 3>to fight against wrong who Convictions, Prosecutorium's conduct Ineffectual Accouncil.

0:45:04.200 --> 0:45:06.960
<v Speaker 3>We're gonna try to grow in that degree. Right now,

0:45:07.160 --> 0:45:08.879
<v Speaker 3>I don't want to put the bugget before the horse

0:45:08.920 --> 0:45:11.680
<v Speaker 3>because I'm not elevated to that level. You have to

0:45:11.680 --> 0:45:14.319
<v Speaker 3>be as prestigious as some of the organizations that they're

0:45:14.400 --> 0:45:18.720
<v Speaker 3>book cold on because I'm on my way. I'm headed

0:45:18.719 --> 0:45:21.560
<v Speaker 3>in the right direction and with the passion and ideas

0:45:21.600 --> 0:45:26.560
<v Speaker 3>and energy and I'm headed there and I'm gonna build

0:45:26.640 --> 0:45:29.560
<v Speaker 3>and have someone so when everyone New Jersey and worldwide

0:45:30.040 --> 0:45:31.320
<v Speaker 3>can connect to also.

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<v Speaker 5>And that's really exciting that you're doing that. I think

0:45:33.640 --> 0:45:34.920
<v Speaker 5>we're gonna make a big difference in a lot of

0:45:34.960 --> 0:45:39.359
<v Speaker 5>people's lives. What can people do? Obviously, I hope people

0:45:39.400 --> 0:45:41.400
<v Speaker 5>will support join me and support it, because I'm going

0:45:41.440 --> 0:45:44.399
<v Speaker 5>to support you in the Roddy Roberts Foundation. But what

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<v Speaker 5>else can people do?

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<v Speaker 3>Well? I think particularly their loved one isn't gold how

0:45:49.920 --> 0:45:52.040
<v Speaker 3>close they are. If it's a family member that you're

0:45:52.040 --> 0:45:55.080
<v Speaker 3>directly related to close with the first thing you need

0:45:55.080 --> 0:45:58.000
<v Speaker 3>to reach out to their attorney, find out who the

0:45:58.120 --> 0:46:02.759
<v Speaker 3>attorney is, who's representing them, and get their discoveries, get

0:46:02.840 --> 0:46:06.279
<v Speaker 3>whatever paperwork or those documents they have. Get familiar with

0:46:06.320 --> 0:46:09.960
<v Speaker 3>what the record says yourself and try to understand that

0:46:10.320 --> 0:46:13.040
<v Speaker 3>because the first thing you had to do is educate yourself,

0:46:13.080 --> 0:46:18.000
<v Speaker 3>because most time we rely on hearsay what this attorney

0:46:18.040 --> 0:46:21.400
<v Speaker 3>says or this person says, and that could be misleading.

0:46:21.560 --> 0:46:24.160
<v Speaker 3>If you are in a position to find out yourself,

0:46:24.160 --> 0:46:28.200
<v Speaker 3>you could read through their paperwork, their discoveries and decipher

0:46:28.239 --> 0:46:31.239
<v Speaker 3>what's being said or do not help the family member

0:46:31.320 --> 0:46:36.840
<v Speaker 3>understand exactly what's being charged and how to approach the situation. Secondly,

0:46:37.239 --> 0:46:42.040
<v Speaker 3>just a visit, a card, a letter. At some point,

0:46:42.400 --> 0:46:45.399
<v Speaker 3>take some time out to show that person that they're

0:46:45.440 --> 0:46:48.040
<v Speaker 3>not forgotten and that strength is the person. You don't

0:46:48.080 --> 0:46:51.279
<v Speaker 3>know how much it feels good to sit there and

0:46:51.280 --> 0:46:53.520
<v Speaker 3>then hear when they do a mail call and you're

0:46:53.560 --> 0:46:56.200
<v Speaker 3>waiting and you hear everybody else's name call, and your

0:46:56.280 --> 0:46:58.279
<v Speaker 3>name and not call over and over. Then one day

0:46:58.280 --> 0:47:01.640
<v Speaker 3>you hear your name. Oh if you run to get

0:47:01.640 --> 0:47:04.799
<v Speaker 3>this letter, because now you know someone out there has

0:47:04.840 --> 0:47:08.040
<v Speaker 3>reached back inside. So even that something as simple as

0:47:08.120 --> 0:47:11.160
<v Speaker 3>that is major or something. And understand that when a

0:47:11.200 --> 0:47:13.879
<v Speaker 3>person is released and they come home, they're going through

0:47:14.040 --> 0:47:17.160
<v Speaker 3>a sort of a culture shock or a reverse culture shock.

0:47:17.200 --> 0:47:19.080
<v Speaker 3>They're going through a process where they released from one

0:47:19.160 --> 0:47:23.960
<v Speaker 3>environment to another, and this change they have to unlearn

0:47:24.040 --> 0:47:26.880
<v Speaker 3>what they just learned, you know, and to relearn what

0:47:26.920 --> 0:47:29.759
<v Speaker 3>they already knew about how the interact and society. You're

0:47:29.800 --> 0:47:32.560
<v Speaker 3>talking about people who are a person who just went

0:47:32.600 --> 0:47:35.399
<v Speaker 3>through a prison experience and where they had to begin

0:47:35.480 --> 0:47:38.759
<v Speaker 3>a controlled environment where they had to stand in line

0:47:38.800 --> 0:47:41.359
<v Speaker 3>and eat and had eaten a certain period of time,

0:47:41.480 --> 0:47:43.640
<v Speaker 3>and you know, these things are built into you when

0:47:43.680 --> 0:47:46.000
<v Speaker 3>they do the same repetitive thing over and over again.

0:47:46.040 --> 0:47:49.160
<v Speaker 3>Become institutionalized. Now you have to come home into a

0:47:49.239 --> 0:47:52.000
<v Speaker 3>new environment and the shock of that, which is you know,

0:47:52.200 --> 0:47:56.080
<v Speaker 3>just culture shock because you really unlearn all this and

0:47:56.120 --> 0:48:01.080
<v Speaker 3>then to readjust yourself back to being free. I understand

0:48:01.080 --> 0:48:03.400
<v Speaker 3>that that process is not it's easy, even if the

0:48:03.440 --> 0:48:06.960
<v Speaker 3>person makes it look easy. It's not easy. There. There's

0:48:07.000 --> 0:48:10.560
<v Speaker 3>a pretend there because this affects anyone that's been locked

0:48:10.640 --> 0:48:12.560
<v Speaker 3>up in a long period of time. So make sure

0:48:12.560 --> 0:48:15.040
<v Speaker 3>to give them enough cushions so that they can have

0:48:15.239 --> 0:48:19.400
<v Speaker 3>those moments. Well, but you may see, like like myself,

0:48:19.560 --> 0:48:22.439
<v Speaker 3>you know, when I first came home, you know, because

0:48:22.480 --> 0:48:24.839
<v Speaker 3>in the prison, you go to take a shower, you

0:48:24.920 --> 0:48:27.600
<v Speaker 3>take a shower, you're underwear, and you watch it. When

0:48:27.640 --> 0:48:29.439
<v Speaker 3>I went home, came home, I went to shot money

0:48:29.480 --> 0:48:33.000
<v Speaker 3>and the lady like, what are you doing so? And

0:48:33.120 --> 0:48:35.080
<v Speaker 3>I was like, I don't want to watch you like listen,

0:48:35.120 --> 0:48:37.600
<v Speaker 3>you're not there, and so you know, so I know,

0:48:37.920 --> 0:48:40.520
<v Speaker 3>So you look for little sounds like that where they're

0:48:40.520 --> 0:48:42.759
<v Speaker 3>sitting at the table and they take this poon and

0:48:42.840 --> 0:48:44.960
<v Speaker 3>put it inside the cup and you're You're like, what

0:48:44.960 --> 0:48:47.279
<v Speaker 3>are you doing? You know, it's a little jail house

0:48:47.320 --> 0:48:51.880
<v Speaker 3>things that people have to shed and little psychological things

0:48:51.880 --> 0:48:55.319
<v Speaker 3>that people may do. Have a little more patience with

0:48:55.480 --> 0:48:55.960
<v Speaker 3>the love one.

0:48:56.239 --> 0:48:58.319
<v Speaker 5>I want to I want to reinforce one point that

0:48:58.360 --> 0:49:00.360
<v Speaker 5>you made which is so powerful and I'm glad said it,

0:49:00.400 --> 0:49:04.520
<v Speaker 5>which is that it's so important that people understand that

0:49:04.840 --> 0:49:07.880
<v Speaker 5>just because your loved one or even you have a lawyer,

0:49:08.080 --> 0:49:11.279
<v Speaker 5>doesn't mean that lawyer is doing a great job. Even

0:49:11.320 --> 0:49:13.600
<v Speaker 5>the best intentions. Sometimes in the court system, which we

0:49:13.640 --> 0:49:15.960
<v Speaker 5>know is not always the best attention, but mistakes are made.

0:49:16.239 --> 0:49:18.120
<v Speaker 5>So even if you have a good defense lawyer, they

0:49:18.200 --> 0:49:20.160
<v Speaker 5>might be going through something in their life. They might

0:49:20.239 --> 0:49:23.200
<v Speaker 5>miss a detail. So if you have that opportunity to

0:49:23.200 --> 0:49:25.560
<v Speaker 5>be able to read those papers and those transcripts, you

0:49:25.640 --> 0:49:28.480
<v Speaker 5>might be able to find that piece of evidence or

0:49:28.480 --> 0:49:31.960
<v Speaker 5>that legal principle that might help yourself or your loved one,

0:49:32.360 --> 0:49:34.560
<v Speaker 5>and you can present that to your lawyer and they

0:49:34.560 --> 0:49:36.680
<v Speaker 5>may have missed it. And so that's such a great

0:49:36.680 --> 0:49:38.719
<v Speaker 5>point that you brought up. And now, Ronnie, we have

0:49:38.760 --> 0:49:42.799
<v Speaker 5>a tradition on wrongful conviction, which is that I like

0:49:42.920 --> 0:49:46.000
<v Speaker 5>to just sit here and listen and let you talk

0:49:46.040 --> 0:49:48.680
<v Speaker 5>about anything you think you may have left out. You know,

0:49:48.920 --> 0:49:51.080
<v Speaker 5>you got so much, so much knowledge. It's so much

0:49:51.080 --> 0:49:52.520
<v Speaker 5>hard and so much to share. So I just want

0:49:52.560 --> 0:49:55.560
<v Speaker 5>to give you a chance to just say anything at

0:49:55.600 --> 0:49:56.239
<v Speaker 5>all that you want.

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<v Speaker 3>Wow, ain't you know, even given that opportunity, I once

0:50:03.560 --> 0:50:07.520
<v Speaker 3>read that it says that ammire a person who's been

0:50:07.560 --> 0:50:11.120
<v Speaker 3>through hell and came out, but takes buckets of water

0:50:11.239 --> 0:50:14.560
<v Speaker 3>back to those who are there. And even this moment,

0:50:14.719 --> 0:50:18.440
<v Speaker 3>I still want to hold dear to my passion to

0:50:18.480 --> 0:50:22.560
<v Speaker 3>try to reach out to others as well. And at

0:50:22.560 --> 0:50:25.600
<v Speaker 3>this point, through the Rodney Roberts Foundation, I'm just trying

0:50:25.600 --> 0:50:27.480
<v Speaker 3>to buy a bigger bucket because I went back, I

0:50:27.520 --> 0:50:29.719
<v Speaker 3>took buckets there, and I found out that my buckets

0:50:29.800 --> 0:50:32.560
<v Speaker 3>need to be a little bit bigger to provide more

0:50:32.600 --> 0:50:36.279
<v Speaker 3>service to a larger group of people. And just that,

0:50:36.560 --> 0:50:39.920
<v Speaker 3>just you know, I want to continue to stay close

0:50:40.000 --> 0:50:44.600
<v Speaker 3>to the front line and stay close to you know,

0:50:45.000 --> 0:50:50.360
<v Speaker 3>fighting alongside the champions such as yourself and others, and

0:50:50.480 --> 0:50:53.920
<v Speaker 3>trying to expose something in this country that has becoming

0:50:53.920 --> 0:50:57.200
<v Speaker 3>a phenomenon now is why it's wrong for convision and

0:50:57.280 --> 0:51:01.680
<v Speaker 3>prostitutory in WISCONDA and ineffects us AC counsels and continue

0:51:01.719 --> 0:51:04.560
<v Speaker 3>to be on a positive path and a productive path.

0:51:04.640 --> 0:51:07.880
<v Speaker 3>And I can make myself and my mother and my

0:51:08.160 --> 0:51:11.520
<v Speaker 3>loved ones proud to proud of me and proud to

0:51:11.560 --> 0:51:13.960
<v Speaker 3>be associated with me. So that's it for me.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, for anyone who's listening, you've now heard the extraordinary

0:51:18.040 --> 0:51:22.080
<v Speaker 5>saga and the equally extraordinary spirit of Rodney Roberts. I

0:51:22.080 --> 0:51:25.839
<v Speaker 5>hope you'll consider donating to the Rodney Roberts Foundation. For

0:51:25.920 --> 0:51:29.560
<v Speaker 5>every dollar that anyone donates myself and Wrongful Conviction, we

0:51:29.600 --> 0:51:32.920
<v Speaker 5>will match up to ten thousand dollars, so we'll get

0:51:33.000 --> 0:51:35.719
<v Speaker 5>you off to a good start there, and we'll be

0:51:35.840 --> 0:51:38.000
<v Speaker 5>very proud to continue to support you as you do

0:51:38.080 --> 0:51:42.120
<v Speaker 5>this amazing life saving work. And I'm just really, I'm

0:51:42.200 --> 0:51:44.080
<v Speaker 5>just proud to know you and happy to call you

0:51:44.120 --> 0:51:47.000
<v Speaker 5>a friend. And I appreciate you coming on and sharing

0:51:47.040 --> 0:51:51.600
<v Speaker 5>your experience, strength and wisdom with our audience. And I

0:51:51.640 --> 0:51:54.280
<v Speaker 5>want to thank you again, Rodney, and you've been listening

0:51:54.320 --> 0:51:59.280
<v Speaker 5>to a very unique and tremendous episode of wrongful Conviction.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you, Thank you.

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