WEBVTT - INTERVIEW: Drew Sidora Talks RHOA, Split From Ralph Pittman, Drama With Porsha Williams, Dennis McKinley + More 0:00:00.400 --> 0:00:05.280 Wake that ass up in the morning. The Breakfast Club Morning. 0:00:05.320 --> 0:00:09.360 Everybody is DJ Envy just hilarious, Charlamage the guy we 0:00:09.400 --> 0:00:10.320 are the Breakfast Club. 0:00:10.400 --> 0:00:11.680 Laila Roses here as. 0:00:11.480 --> 0:00:13.200 Well, and we got a special guest. 0:00:13.080 --> 0:00:13.640 In the building. 0:00:13.760 --> 0:00:15.360 Yes, indeed you know her from. 0:00:15.280 --> 0:00:18.200 Real Housewives of Atlanta, Ladies and Gentlemen, Drusidora. 0:00:18.320 --> 0:00:23.360 Welcome SNA Morning, y'all. I'm good. I'm good. 0:00:23.400 --> 0:00:24.840 I actually have been in New York for a couple 0:00:24.880 --> 0:00:26.880 of days, so the city's been showing me love. 0:00:26.960 --> 0:00:29.720 I'm not tired, I'm awake. I'm here with y'all. 0:00:30.240 --> 0:00:30.880 How's your energy? 0:00:30.920 --> 0:00:32.600 How's my energy is better? 0:00:32.840 --> 0:00:34.640 You know, I've been going through a lot, but I 0:00:34.640 --> 0:00:37.240 feel like where y'all have seen me for the past 0:00:37.280 --> 0:00:41.200 what two years, I'm definitely in a more heeled place. 0:00:41.440 --> 0:00:43.120 Yeah, when did you get to that place? 0:00:44.520 --> 0:00:49.080 Honestly, honestly, working on my album was like my therapy. 0:00:49.479 --> 0:00:51.360 So I think that just being able to get all 0:00:51.360 --> 0:00:55.160 of those emotions out and just do something productive and 0:00:55.400 --> 0:00:57.640 put it all on paper and leave it there, that 0:00:57.800 --> 0:01:02.279 was a big part of, you know, my healing journey for. 0:01:02.200 --> 0:01:04.360 Breaking down for people that don't know what you're talking about, 0:01:04.360 --> 0:01:07.120 because lot of people might not watch the Housewives of Atlanta. Yeah, 0:01:07.520 --> 0:01:10.920 she was on Housewives Atlanta. You got a divorce of separation. 0:01:10.680 --> 0:01:13.360 It's not official yet, separation going through through the bust, 0:01:13.440 --> 0:01:14.400 which is a weird. 0:01:14.200 --> 0:01:16.440 Separation because he lives in the basement. Yes, and you 0:01:16.480 --> 0:01:18.759 live upstairs. Yes, and you're not allowed downstairs. 0:01:18.840 --> 0:01:19.040 Yes. 0:01:19.080 --> 0:01:20.000 And he's been there first. 0:01:20.040 --> 0:01:21.680 Yeah, and he's not allowed to come upstairs unless like 0:01:21.680 --> 0:01:24.080 grandom access. It's just like, I've never heard of this, 0:01:24.400 --> 0:01:26.000 Like I don't know anybody else that I can say, 0:01:26.160 --> 0:01:28.399 how did you deal with this? You know, I've never 0:01:28.440 --> 0:01:29.600 heard of this, and I did not know that would 0:01:29.640 --> 0:01:31.880 ever be something the judge would rule on. So it 0:01:31.920 --> 0:01:34.679 makes it extra complicated. It's already hard enough. Divorce is 0:01:34.680 --> 0:01:37.120 already tough enough, but you know, to run into each 0:01:37.120 --> 0:01:39.800 other in the driveway or you know what I mean, 0:01:39.920 --> 0:01:42.360 Like it's a lot you have no idea. Well, how 0:01:42.360 --> 0:01:44.240 did it even come to that point that who said 0:01:44.240 --> 0:01:46.280 that this how it should be? Like, because we I've 0:01:46.280 --> 0:01:49.480 never heard of that. Did he say I want to 0:01:49.520 --> 0:01:52.000 live and I want to remain in the house, and like, 0:01:52.080 --> 0:01:54.040 how did that happen? He was basically like, I'm not 0:01:54.160 --> 0:01:57.160 leaving the kid's attorneys were like, yeah, he's not going 0:01:57.200 --> 0:01:59.280 to leave the premises, and so have you seen that 0:01:59.320 --> 0:02:00.120 movie War of. 0:02:00.680 --> 0:02:02.680 The World, Thank you? 0:02:02.720 --> 0:02:05.320 Yeah, right, it's like that in real life, you know, 0:02:05.440 --> 0:02:07.200 where it's it's the asset in the marriage. 0:02:07.200 --> 0:02:08.760 And so what I've been learning through this. 0:02:08.680 --> 0:02:10.520 Process is like, you know, it's love and it's like 0:02:10.639 --> 0:02:13.320 pure bliss, and we built this beautiful family and we're 0:02:13.320 --> 0:02:16.040 building legacy, and then all of a sudden we're going 0:02:16.080 --> 0:02:18.359 through a divorce and now it's all business. 0:02:18.720 --> 0:02:19.520 It's like, you know, a. 0:02:19.560 --> 0:02:22.280 Negotiation of so the asset being the house, it's a 0:02:22.280 --> 0:02:25.080 big deal, you know, and so I would love to 0:02:25.080 --> 0:02:27.639 just split everything like a fifty to fifty, keep it 0:02:27.720 --> 0:02:29.600 simple and we can be done. But he's like, I 0:02:29.680 --> 0:02:32.640 want everything. I want the house, I want forty percent 0:02:32.639 --> 0:02:35.320 of your business that I've had since two thousand and 0:02:35.320 --> 0:02:38.040 five's my company, you know, and he's coming for that. 0:02:38.200 --> 0:02:39.440 And it's it's just how. 0:02:39.320 --> 0:02:42.000 Did y'all get there? What started the separation? 0:02:42.040 --> 0:02:44.160 People assumed it was cheating, people assumed it was so 0:02:44.160 --> 0:02:44.760 many different things. 0:02:44.800 --> 0:02:48.519 How did y'all get there? Let's go, girl, I just show. 0:02:50.400 --> 0:02:55.880 House when. 0:02:57.680 --> 0:03:00.760 Yes, okay, so you know everything, so you watched it 0:03:01.040 --> 0:03:05.600 like people, right, So a lot. So we lived in 0:03:05.680 --> 0:03:09.760 Chicago and from Chicago originally born to raise and we 0:03:09.800 --> 0:03:10.960 lived there for some time. 0:03:11.080 --> 0:03:13.560 And it was a lot of women. You know, it 0:03:13.639 --> 0:03:14.160 was a lot of. 0:03:14.080 --> 0:03:16.480 Women, you know, the whole finding things in your phone 0:03:16.560 --> 0:03:20.200 or I got family, like it's family. Everybody knows we 0:03:20.280 --> 0:03:23.560 live here. People seeing you out, sir at dinner with women. 0:03:23.639 --> 0:03:24.560 So it was a lot of that. 0:03:26.080 --> 0:03:26.840 I did at one. 0:03:26.680 --> 0:03:30.840 Point, excuse me, why can't you let him and his 0:03:30.919 --> 0:03:34.760 women be wow. 0:03:39.800 --> 0:03:40.320 Questions? 0:03:40.840 --> 0:03:42.560 You know what A first I thought it was because 0:03:42.560 --> 0:03:44.040 he just don't watch the show. And I'm like, oh, no, 0:03:44.080 --> 0:03:46.840 he's trying to get her. Aren't you from South Carolina? 0:03:48.200 --> 0:03:48.640 Cousins? 0:03:48.960 --> 0:03:49.200 Really? 0:03:49.840 --> 0:03:49.960 Oh? 0:03:50.080 --> 0:03:58.120 He I think from oh yeah, going Oh, but you know, 0:03:58.200 --> 0:03:59.800 he got a lot of cousins, you remember, because of 0:03:59.840 --> 0:04:00.920 who on the show? 0:04:01.160 --> 0:04:02.680 Oh yeah, don't you don't know? 0:04:03.600 --> 0:04:06.360 Oh you did see that was the. 0:04:06.440 --> 0:04:08.240 Chicago you found up. But then you moved to Atlanta 0:04:08.280 --> 0:04:09.560 and gave them. 0:04:09.840 --> 0:04:12.200 I did you know, because let me tell you. So, 0:04:13.040 --> 0:04:14.800 my parents were married for sixty years till my dad 0:04:14.800 --> 0:04:17.039 passed away. So I grew up in a household you 0:04:17.080 --> 0:04:19.440 know where I saw people choose each other every day 0:04:19.839 --> 0:04:21.040 fight make up. 0:04:21.279 --> 0:04:21.479 You know. 0:04:21.640 --> 0:04:23.279 That was just what I saw. So that's what I 0:04:23.320 --> 0:04:25.640 wanted for myself. So when I got married, it was like, 0:04:25.680 --> 0:04:27.120 this is what we go through. We're going to talk 0:04:27.160 --> 0:04:29.280 about it, communicate and move forward. So yes, I did 0:04:29.320 --> 0:04:33.000 forgive him. We moved to Atlanta and he left and 0:04:33.000 --> 0:04:34.480 went to Tampa for three days. 0:04:34.520 --> 0:04:36.080 Everyone saw that on national TV. 0:04:36.440 --> 0:04:38.560 But it was it was embarrassing, you know what I mean, 0:04:38.680 --> 0:04:41.000 like you leave your family and you don't tell us 0:04:41.000 --> 0:04:43.400 where you went. And it was more so because it 0:04:43.440 --> 0:04:47.719 was public, you know, and and humiliation and embarrassment. 0:04:47.440 --> 0:04:50.600 And I think that was tough, was it for you? 0:04:50.960 --> 0:04:52.080 I mean, it was that. And it was just a. 0:04:52.080 --> 0:04:55.280 Continuous, you know, continuous behavior of like dealing with other 0:04:55.360 --> 0:04:58.200 women and then coming on the show, and then there 0:04:58.240 --> 0:05:00.400 was women saying, oh they were pregnant. It was a 0:05:00.400 --> 0:05:02.640 particular woman who reached out and said she was pregnant 0:05:02.640 --> 0:05:05.400 with his baby, and that was a big That was 0:05:05.400 --> 0:05:08.240 a big thing. That was probably one of the biggest straws. 0:05:08.360 --> 0:05:11.880 And then it was the disrespect of my mom, you know, 0:05:12.000 --> 0:05:16.480 of my family, the disrespect of my son, Jojo, my 0:05:16.560 --> 0:05:19.600 fourteen year old. So it was just very layered, and 0:05:19.680 --> 0:05:22.920 finally he moved out of the bedroom. So we separated. 0:05:23.080 --> 0:05:25.760 And we were separated at the time, so it was 0:05:25.760 --> 0:05:28.080 a huge separation. We were trying to repair things, but 0:05:28.160 --> 0:05:29.680 ultimately it just wasn't able. 0:05:29.480 --> 0:05:30.120 To be repaired. 0:05:30.520 --> 0:05:31.279 I thought you cheated. 0:05:32.000 --> 0:05:33.799 Well that's that's what he says. 0:05:34.680 --> 0:05:34.880 You know. 0:05:34.960 --> 0:05:38.039 It was almost like, oh, she's hanging out and having fun. Oh, 0:05:38.080 --> 0:05:40.159 this is my moment, you know, and now it flipped 0:05:40.200 --> 0:05:43.520 to like a victim mentality when that really wasn't what 0:05:43.560 --> 0:05:45.120 it was. 0:05:45.000 --> 0:05:45.520 It was a girl. 0:05:45.680 --> 0:05:48.000 Oh well they thought that before this month. 0:05:48.520 --> 0:05:51.359 Oh yeah, but I heard you talk about it on 0:05:51.400 --> 0:05:53.960 Carlos King and that was my first time actually hearing 0:05:54.000 --> 0:05:54.760 you explain. 0:05:54.480 --> 0:05:55.120 It the way you did. 0:05:55.240 --> 0:05:58.119 So he had alleged that you were dating a woman 0:05:58.240 --> 0:05:59.520 at the time and that's who you were cheating, and 0:05:59.600 --> 0:06:01.919 you said at the time you were going through so 0:06:02.040 --> 0:06:04.080 much with him that you would have taken attention from 0:06:04.080 --> 0:06:09.080 a Carborard box that please talk about. 0:06:09.800 --> 0:06:15.520 What is the matter with you, girl? Lloyd? Just the 0:06:15.560 --> 0:06:18.520 comic relief of the situation that you need. 0:06:20.279 --> 0:06:22.880 I mean, you know, I wouldn't I wouldn't say there 0:06:22.920 --> 0:06:26.279 was eating you know, we we were hanging out that's 0:06:26.320 --> 0:06:27.920 that's still my girl to this day. 0:06:27.920 --> 0:06:30.119 Like we're still friends. But I think it was extra 0:06:30.160 --> 0:06:31.160 sauce placed on it. 0:06:31.440 --> 0:06:34.599 I will say, Okay, flirting, yeah, like I'll be honest 0:06:34.640 --> 0:06:37.880 about that, a little nibbled on some food we went 0:06:37.920 --> 0:06:40.159 to dinner. We was eating at the dinner table. But 0:06:40.440 --> 0:06:42.080 all of the extra stuff. I mean, you have to 0:06:42.120 --> 0:06:44.160 really watch the show and know. 0:06:44.080 --> 0:06:44.840 Who Ralph is. 0:06:45.200 --> 0:06:48.400 He is very much a narcissist and that's who I married, 0:06:48.680 --> 0:06:50.359 That's who I chose to love. But at the end 0:06:50.400 --> 0:06:53.640 of the day, what happened happened. People have actually witnessed it. 0:06:54.080 --> 0:06:56.600 The disrespect so to say, Okay, I'm hanging with this 0:06:56.640 --> 0:06:59.160 woman and now it's a relationship that just came out 0:06:59.160 --> 0:07:01.680 of nowhere. There was never any evidence, where's a receipt. Like, 0:07:01.760 --> 0:07:04.120 you know, people can say things, doesn't make it true. 0:07:04.240 --> 0:07:07.000 People say things about you. You know, is everything true? 0:07:07.480 --> 0:07:08.880 Not everything everything? 0:07:10.120 --> 0:07:13.480 But listen, how do you balance healing in private when 0:07:13.520 --> 0:07:15.640 your pain is being monetized on reality TV? 0:07:16.920 --> 0:07:19.760 Honestly, you know, that time that we did not come 0:07:19.840 --> 0:07:22.640 right back on the show, I was actually grateful because 0:07:22.640 --> 0:07:24.800 that was the time I took just to self, Like 0:07:24.880 --> 0:07:27.840 I spent my time alone. You know, I just completely 0:07:27.840 --> 0:07:30.640 shut down and I did a lot of praying, and 0:07:30.680 --> 0:07:33.240 like I said, honestly, people may not have understood why 0:07:33.240 --> 0:07:35.040 I said Dennis was my angel on Earth. 0:07:35.080 --> 0:07:36.120 But really it was. 0:07:36.120 --> 0:07:38.120 I was very grateful because it was a blessing at 0:07:38.120 --> 0:07:40.200 that time to have somewhere to go a lot of 0:07:40.240 --> 0:07:41.640 times like I didn't want to wake up out and 0:07:41.720 --> 0:07:44.320 get out the bed. It's like you just don't feel productive, 0:07:44.400 --> 0:07:50.040 like overwhelmed. Depression is real. So it was just knowing 0:07:50.040 --> 0:07:52.480 that I have people supporting me, believing in me, and 0:07:52.560 --> 0:07:54.000 a rooting for me, and I had to. 0:07:54.000 --> 0:07:55.160 Show up, you know, for that. 0:07:55.480 --> 0:07:57.360 And when I got to the studios like okay, I 0:07:57.400 --> 0:08:00.400 made it, you know, and then being able to compile 0:08:00.560 --> 0:08:03.600 all this this body of work and have a productive outlet, 0:08:03.640 --> 0:08:05.960 like I said, it was exactly what I needed to 0:08:05.960 --> 0:08:07.120 get me to the other side where I. 0:08:07.040 --> 0:08:09.240 Am now looking back, because your project is here, the 0:08:09.320 --> 0:08:10.880 music is here. But looking back on it, you brought 0:08:10.920 --> 0:08:14.120 up the Dennist Angel on Earth comment and that the 0:08:14.120 --> 0:08:15.720 people had conversations about that for a while. 0:08:16.400 --> 0:08:17.640 I know, it's. 0:08:17.520 --> 0:08:19.560 Crazy, Grimy, I'm not gonna lie. 0:08:19.600 --> 0:08:20.280 You look shady. 0:08:20.280 --> 0:08:22.880 When when it first came out because it came out 0:08:22.960 --> 0:08:27.440 that you were working with Porsches porschess Yes, what out. 0:08:27.320 --> 0:08:31.200 A didentist is out here? Yes, the shock for me, 0:08:31.280 --> 0:08:34.840 it's the conversation. 0:08:36.000 --> 0:08:39.000 Now this is and it wass soon. You did it 0:08:39.080 --> 0:08:41.600 behind Porsches back, without having without talking. 0:08:42.280 --> 0:08:44.679 But that wasn't it happened like that. See there we go. 0:08:44.720 --> 0:08:47.480 See we gotta talk about it. That's not how it happened. 0:08:47.520 --> 0:08:51.120 So actually, you know this is during the time Porsche 0:08:51.160 --> 0:08:52.680 was living her African princess life. 0:08:53.559 --> 0:08:55.800 Saw what she was. She was in Nigeria. 0:08:56.080 --> 0:08:58.600 She wasn't checking for her girls. You know, I was 0:08:58.640 --> 0:09:00.720 calling her. So on the record, I called Porscha a 0:09:00.720 --> 0:09:04.400 bunch of times. Work with Dennis, Yes, Like why wouldn't 0:09:04.440 --> 0:09:07.360 I Dennis had been reaching out for years, like come 0:09:07.400 --> 0:09:08.480 be an ambassador for Naya. 0:09:08.600 --> 0:09:09.080 Let's you know. 0:09:09.320 --> 0:09:11.400 It was like no, no, no, But because of what 0:09:11.520 --> 0:09:14.760 I was going through, this is my selfish season, okay. 0:09:14.800 --> 0:09:17.080 And the music was good because I was like Dennis 0:09:17.600 --> 0:09:20.959 I talks music like I was confused like everybody else, 0:09:21.040 --> 0:09:23.680 right I was, But when he sent my team the music, 0:09:23.720 --> 0:09:25.920 it was like this is really good, Like I. 0:09:26.080 --> 0:09:29.320 Need to do this music. That's how it felt for me. 0:09:29.720 --> 0:09:32.280 So when I was calling her and I was texting her, 0:09:32.280 --> 0:09:35.800 I have the receipts, show them a reunion. I was like, girl, 0:09:35.840 --> 0:09:37.840 I need to talk to you like it's really really important. 0:09:37.920 --> 0:09:39.880 Bunch of techs. She wanted responding to you, girl, like 0:09:39.960 --> 0:09:41.160 at all crickets. 0:09:41.559 --> 0:09:43.959 So when she did come back and we did talk, 0:09:44.120 --> 0:09:45.920 we were in the studio Dennis. We'll be talking to 0:09:45.960 --> 0:09:48.760 her and she's like, send me some songs. She's like, oh, 0:09:48.840 --> 0:09:50.600 this is my favorite song. This is my favorite song. 0:09:50.640 --> 0:09:52.560 So I'm like, okay, Porsche. He told me he had 0:09:52.559 --> 0:09:55.400 a conversation, so she's cool. We talked two weeks before 0:09:55.400 --> 0:09:57.920 we started filming and she was like, yes, girl, I 0:09:58.000 --> 0:10:00.840 know we're going through our divorces, need to get together. 0:10:01.120 --> 0:10:01.840 I love the music. 0:10:01.880 --> 0:10:03.880 I was like okay, because you know, I wanted to 0:10:03.920 --> 0:10:06.840 make sure like we're all family. It's all yes, girl, 0:10:06.880 --> 0:10:09.080 I know, like it's all good. Let's hang out a 0:10:09.120 --> 0:10:10.720 week before we film. Oh sorry, didn't come to your 0:10:10.760 --> 0:10:12.920 birthday party, girl, but let's turn up tonight. You, me 0:10:12.960 --> 0:10:15.520 and Yandy, let's go out for that was the energy. 0:10:15.559 --> 0:10:17.559 So we go to Shamia's birthday party. That's why I 0:10:17.679 --> 0:10:19.439 was so libergasted. 0:10:21.120 --> 0:10:22.680 He said it was a different story. 0:10:23.559 --> 0:10:23.920 What's that? 0:10:24.040 --> 0:10:24.960 So when the cameras came on. 0:10:25.200 --> 0:10:26.880 A different it was like a light switch. 0:10:27.360 --> 0:10:30.600 It was like, why didn't Dennis tell her that he 0:10:30.640 --> 0:10:33.920 did it? Because she knew and she never denied it. 0:10:34.000 --> 0:10:35.880 But if you notice, when we were at Shamia's party, 0:10:35.920 --> 0:10:37.720 it was like, I'm mad at you because you're working 0:10:37.720 --> 0:10:39.760 with Dennis. Then it switched to well, you're filming with Dennis, 0:10:39.800 --> 0:10:41.760 and then it was like a go naked thing. So 0:10:41.920 --> 0:10:44.600 I was not clear on why she was upset and 0:10:44.640 --> 0:10:47.400 what the real beef was. But as you've seen the season, 0:10:47.440 --> 0:10:49.680 I just see, you know, the fans are smart, like 0:10:49.720 --> 0:10:52.280 shout out to the fans because they're seeing like, no, 0:10:52.960 --> 0:10:54.680 you know, we kind of catching her up in some 0:10:54.760 --> 0:10:57.520 lives here, that's not actually how it happened. And it's 0:10:57.520 --> 0:11:00.640 seeming more like deflection because you can't talk about a 0:11:00.679 --> 0:11:03.080 certain person. So she chose to talk about me, you know, 0:11:03.440 --> 0:11:05.600 because she couldn't, and she said that she couldn't talk. 0:11:05.920 --> 0:11:06.800 She did it for the cameras. 0:11:07.960 --> 0:11:10.120 You need story, but I mean you need to have 0:11:10.160 --> 0:11:12.480 things going on in your personal life, Like why is 0:11:12.480 --> 0:11:13.199 everything about what. 0:11:13.160 --> 0:11:13.760 I got going on? 0:11:13.880 --> 0:11:16.600 I don't understand on this It's hard to watch sometimes 0:11:16.640 --> 0:11:18.840 because you don't know if it's real shade, if it's 0:11:18.840 --> 0:11:20.560 real smoke, or if it's just a storyline. 0:11:20.720 --> 0:11:22.240 No, everything I do is real. 0:11:22.480 --> 0:11:24.440 I came on the show and an achilles rupture boot 0:11:24.440 --> 0:11:26.760 Like I came on the show limping, like, that's not 0:11:26.800 --> 0:11:28.160 how I want to come on. I want to come 0:11:28.200 --> 0:11:30.240 in with my like a little bittons, you know, and 0:11:30.240 --> 0:11:32.640 be fabulous. And I wanted to show black love and 0:11:32.679 --> 0:11:34.400 marriage and all the beauty and all that that's I 0:11:34.400 --> 0:11:36.920 didn't want to show this. So everything that I've shown 0:11:36.920 --> 0:11:39.360 has just been my real life. I've not ever produced 0:11:39.400 --> 0:11:41.959 anything or tried to give a storyline because like I've 0:11:41.960 --> 0:11:43.240 been working since I was eight years old. 0:11:43.280 --> 0:11:45.160 I don't need to put on for cameras. That's not me. 0:11:45.600 --> 0:11:48.839 Some people may like, that's what some people may do. 0:11:49.080 --> 0:11:51.800 And I feel like in this situation, instead of Porsche 0:11:51.800 --> 0:11:55.680 opening up about like her real feelings without talking about 0:11:55.840 --> 0:11:58.960 that particular person, she didn't need to deflect it and 0:11:58.960 --> 0:12:00.959 make me her punging back. I think that was probably 0:12:01.200 --> 0:12:03.680 the most hurtful part, because like, I'm going through a 0:12:03.720 --> 0:12:04.120 lot too. 0:12:04.280 --> 0:12:06.080 The Juy have in a real conversation because it made 0:12:06.080 --> 0:12:08.160 you look crazy to the public at first when she 0:12:08.160 --> 0:12:10.240 got on there and says, you're supposed to be my friend, 0:12:10.280 --> 0:12:12.000 but you work on my ex and I had no idea. 0:12:12.080 --> 0:12:13.600 Did you have a conversation? After that? 0:12:14.400 --> 0:12:16.280 We did, We had to sit down. It didn't go 0:12:16.400 --> 0:12:18.640 very well. Which one are you talking about? 0:12:18.679 --> 0:12:21.160 Because the NATA well to sit down when she walked 0:12:21.160 --> 0:12:24.240 out when we were drinking tea, it escalated, So it 0:12:24.280 --> 0:12:28.120 wasn't really like true resolve. But yeah, no, it's it's 0:12:28.120 --> 0:12:30.400 like Porscha is not the person as you have seen 0:12:30.440 --> 0:12:33.199 that will communicate. You know, she's going to get up 0:12:33.200 --> 0:12:35.319 and walk away. She's going to cover with all of 0:12:35.360 --> 0:12:37.720 this happiness like she got it and that's not real. 0:12:37.760 --> 0:12:40.200 And I just I think everyone was anticipating her to 0:12:40.240 --> 0:12:42.920 come back this season and was excited, but ultimately she 0:12:42.920 --> 0:12:45.640 couldn't deliver on the story that we thought we were getting, 0:12:45.720 --> 0:12:48.040 you know, we thought we were getting Miscawadia and she 0:12:48.080 --> 0:12:48.640 couldn't bring that. 0:12:48.720 --> 0:12:50.480 Oh so you don't think PA's been delivering this season? 0:12:51.280 --> 0:12:53.840 I mean, that's just what I feel, you know, that's 0:12:53.840 --> 0:12:56.680 my personal opinion is that this wasn't a real beef. 0:12:56.800 --> 0:12:58.600 So then what are we talking about. Let's talk about 0:12:58.640 --> 0:12:59.920 something real, you get. 0:13:00.160 --> 0:13:02.520 You know, two women together who are strong, who are 0:13:02.520 --> 0:13:04.720 bosses in their own right, have a conversation. We're not 0:13:04.720 --> 0:13:06.280 going to agree on everything, but we don't need to 0:13:06.280 --> 0:13:07.840 make this the whole thing. We're talking about for the 0:13:07.840 --> 0:13:10.080 whole season, me and Dennis the whole season. 0:13:11.000 --> 0:13:14.480 That That's why, in a lot of ways, I hate 0:13:14.520 --> 0:13:18.120 reality because they will monetize your trauma for pain, like 0:13:18.160 --> 0:13:19.880 what you might be going through with your divorce or 0:13:19.880 --> 0:13:22.640 what emoture might be going through. It's just like damn. 0:13:22.679 --> 0:13:23.800 And then if they can't get that, they just want 0:13:23.840 --> 0:13:24.719 to pitch y'all against each other. 0:13:24.720 --> 0:13:25.280 I don't like it. 0:13:25.280 --> 0:13:26.080 What's the point of doing? 0:13:26.760 --> 0:13:28.600 That's how I feel like we're both going through a divorce. 0:13:28.640 --> 0:13:30.959 We could be talking about that, you know what I mean? 0:13:31.000 --> 0:13:31.480 It really comes. 0:13:31.559 --> 0:13:33.840 Everything doesn't have to be like a moment. And I 0:13:33.840 --> 0:13:35.720 think you know, you see some girls that come on 0:13:35.760 --> 0:13:37.080 the show and it's just like I need a moment, 0:13:37.160 --> 0:13:39.840 let me just say something to go viral or whatever, 0:13:39.920 --> 0:13:42.240 and it's like, no, just be yourself. And I think 0:13:42.240 --> 0:13:44.480 that's also how I've been able to be on now 0:13:44.720 --> 0:13:47.439 for four seasons and that's just what I've learned because 0:13:47.440 --> 0:13:49.880 there's been a lot of cash shakeups. Like I don't 0:13:49.920 --> 0:13:52.040 even know how I'm still here because it's been people 0:13:52.080 --> 0:13:54.319 that are that we're here, been here for a long 0:13:54.320 --> 0:13:56.560 time in or no longer here. But what I've learned 0:13:56.600 --> 0:13:58.400 from the ogs that have poured into me is just 0:13:58.440 --> 0:14:01.520 be yourself, you know, and the story will tell itself. 0:14:02.240 --> 0:14:03.680 So I just want tother question. So you're not with 0:14:03.720 --> 0:14:04.560 her go naked hairline? 0:14:04.559 --> 0:14:06.040 I literally was about to ask, so that's not go 0:14:06.160 --> 0:14:09.559 naked hair this right now? Yes? No, this looks good. 0:14:10.080 --> 0:14:10.760 The hair that. 0:14:10.720 --> 0:14:13.000 I was wearing in the sit down where you saw 0:14:13.000 --> 0:14:15.760 the bangs, that that that's I warren in real time 0:14:15.800 --> 0:14:18.400 because when you put it through a one two edit, 0:14:18.800 --> 0:14:21.040 how I made it look it looked great. But in 0:14:21.040 --> 0:14:23.160 person y'all saw it, right, That's how that was go 0:14:23.240 --> 0:14:23.760 naked there? 0:14:23.880 --> 0:14:25.880 So are you an ambassador forked? 0:14:26.880 --> 0:14:26.920 No? 0:14:27.200 --> 0:14:28.880 No, no, no no no no. I have a great vendor. 0:14:28.960 --> 0:14:30.520 She's melted. We're good. 0:14:31.040 --> 0:14:32.800 So you don't like go naked head, is what you're saying. 0:14:33.360 --> 0:14:34.880 I mean it just didn't work for me. Per se. 0:14:34.880 --> 0:14:37.480 When you go to bleach blonded, it just it did 0:14:37.520 --> 0:14:39.120 something that wasn't right. 0:14:39.160 --> 0:14:41.960 Would you have said that prior to all this dinnist stuff, 0:14:42.000 --> 0:14:42.760 because I thought you. 0:14:42.680 --> 0:14:44.560 Were so it was it was like a good partnership. 0:14:44.600 --> 0:14:46.240 It was in the beginning of the season you said 0:14:46.240 --> 0:14:47.840 you thought you were doing numbers for Go Naked. 0:14:47.920 --> 0:14:50.920 I did do numbers. I did do numbers. That's why. 0:14:52.560 --> 0:14:55.240 Well, I just believe like as black women, we support 0:14:55.280 --> 0:14:57.680 each other. Right, If you're my girl, I'm gonna support you. 0:14:57.800 --> 0:14:59.720 We have a great working relationship. It was fun, you know, 0:15:00.040 --> 0:15:02.160 fun to work with her at that time. And if 0:15:02.200 --> 0:15:04.400 that's your friend, you're gonna hold your friend down. But 0:15:04.480 --> 0:15:06.280 it was just when all of this started to happen, 0:15:06.640 --> 0:15:09.160 it just became corny to me, you know. So I'm like, okay, well, 0:15:09.160 --> 0:15:11.520 now since we're gonna you're gonna drag me, Well, I'm 0:15:11.560 --> 0:15:14.280 gonna speak my truth then, because the truth is like 0:15:14.360 --> 0:15:16.080 I had your back, but if you don't have my back, 0:15:16.160 --> 0:15:17.000 now it's fair game. 0:15:17.640 --> 0:15:19.280 You think the show? 0:15:19.080 --> 0:15:21.200 You said, all right, let me be honest about this. Yeah, 0:15:21.200 --> 0:15:24.240 I'll be honest. Now, Okay, I would rather goneck get 0:15:24.240 --> 0:15:24.840 than to wear that hair. 0:15:24.880 --> 0:15:27.040 Game. You think the show would still be interesting if 0:15:27.240 --> 0:15:29.640 if you a portion weren't beefing or like tension just 0:15:29.680 --> 0:15:30.960 part of the paycheck. Now. 0:15:32.000 --> 0:15:33.960 I mean I came on the show. 0:15:34.040 --> 0:15:35.680 Let me make it clear, because I've been an actress 0:15:36.440 --> 0:15:37.640 since I was literally like in. 0:15:37.520 --> 0:15:38.400 Grade school, right. 0:15:38.880 --> 0:15:41.400 So I made a decision because I was like, you 0:15:41.400 --> 0:15:42.840 know what, people know me from this role. 0:15:42.840 --> 0:15:45.200 They may not like me from this role or that 0:15:45.280 --> 0:15:48.160 role or that movie or whatever. I fell going through COVID. 0:15:48.480 --> 0:15:50.320 It was just an opportunity to be more vulnerable and 0:15:50.400 --> 0:15:52.680 let the fans really get to know me and see 0:15:52.720 --> 0:15:55.200