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Speaker 1: The other day. It was just a classic example. I'll

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Speaker 1: tell everybody out there right now. I flew to l A.

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Speaker 1: I've been gone all week. I talked my wife into

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Speaker 1: staying home because I was coming out and coming right back.

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Speaker 1: I moved into a new hotel where you are. So

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Speaker 1: I traveled all week. I was tired. I flew to

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Speaker 1: l A. People were, you know, jumping all of me

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Speaker 1: for pictures and autographs. And I got to the hotel

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Speaker 1: and then I saw you that night at the hotel

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Speaker 1: and UH with Howie, and my mind was, my mind

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Speaker 1: was just like this. And when I got back, you know,

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Speaker 1: it was you know, it was a bad day and

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Speaker 1: I didn't sleep good. It's just a bad times like that.

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Speaker 1: You're just completely out of your When we get out

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Speaker 1: of our rhythm, right we had, we get out of

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Speaker 1: what makes us comfortable. When we get out of those rocks,

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Speaker 1: right that the things that we know where our pillars

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Speaker 1: to help us through it when they're not there, we spiral. Right.

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Speaker 1: But now, like I said, now you've got a teammate

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Speaker 1: you can turn into and be like, hey man, I

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Speaker 1: had a bad day. We're needed. One of us had

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Speaker 1: that years ago. Dude, didn't have that. You and I

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Speaker 1: aren't looking at each other going oh, just sucking up.

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Speaker 1: We're like, hey, we got your back. I got your back.

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Speaker 1: That the dude's got to realize that's the reaction. I

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Speaker 1: got your back, and listen, I don't tell you something.

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Speaker 1: I was having a moment on during an interview with

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Speaker 1: Bryant Gumble, and uh it was a real downer interview.

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Speaker 1: It was an appropriate interview. It was a good interview,

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Speaker 1: but it was a really low interview for me. And

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Speaker 1: as the interview went on, I got deeper and deeper

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Speaker 1: and deeper to a point where I broke down on

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Speaker 1: the air and I went embarrassed at all. You know,

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Speaker 1: I knew where I was going, and I was fighting

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Speaker 1: it off. Okay, Now I didn't have My only support

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Speaker 1: group is my doctor, and uh I passed him off

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Speaker 1: to my wife and uh my wife. Now was I

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Speaker 1: picked the phone up and go hey, and she's Tammy.

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Speaker 1: You know, Tammy man, She's awesome. And I had this

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Speaker 1: breakdown on the spiel things with Brian Gumble, and one

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Speaker 1: of our good friends made fun of me when he

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Speaker 1: saw it anyway, and I told him years later, I said, uh,

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Speaker 1: that hurt. That hurt because I was hurting and that hurt,

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Speaker 1: and he deeply apologized for that. But see, there's why

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Speaker 1: men don't talk about it because mother. Men who don't

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Speaker 1: deal with this don't understand. It's like they don't understand.

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Speaker 1: But now if you picked the phone up and say TV,

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Speaker 1: I'm having a rough god man, okay, let's talk about it,

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Speaker 1: you know, let's get off this cliff together, you know,

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Speaker 1: or the vice versa. One I told you. All I

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Speaker 1: wanted from you was I just wanted to tell you

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Speaker 1: I had a rough day, and I knew you would understand.

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Speaker 1: It meant the world to me.