WEBVTT - A Reading With Jonathan Mark 0:00:00.960 --> 0:00:04.240 This is He Said a Yadiho with Eric Winter and 0:00:04.320 --> 0:00:05.320 Rosalind Fantaz. 0:00:09.000 --> 0:00:11.240 All right, everybody, welcome back to another episode of He 0:00:11.320 --> 0:00:14.480 Said Aado. We are continuing our conversation this week with 0:00:14.560 --> 0:00:17.880 Jonathan Mark. Last week we talked about his medium work 0:00:18.239 --> 0:00:20.919 in law enforcement, and today we're going to talk to 0:00:21.040 --> 0:00:23.120 him about doing my reading. 0:00:23.320 --> 0:00:23.760 Henna. 0:00:23.800 --> 0:00:26.480 He's gonna actually dive in and give me a reading, 0:00:26.640 --> 0:00:31.440 and let's see who shows up. Welcome back, Jonathan Mark. Okay, Jonathan, 0:00:31.520 --> 0:00:34.640 So you just blew my mind on all the stuff 0:00:34.680 --> 0:00:38.120 you've done working with law enforcement. Again, I could have 0:00:38.120 --> 0:00:42.159 talked about that for hours. Producers wanted you to, I 0:00:42.200 --> 0:00:44.640 guess talk with me a little bit about something on 0:00:44.680 --> 0:00:47.239 my end. I don't even know how we start with 0:00:47.280 --> 0:00:49.440 something like that. I don't know where to begin. Like 0:00:49.479 --> 0:00:51.279 I said, I've had this, you know, I've gone through 0:00:51.320 --> 0:00:53.599 this a couple of times with people. I'll just give 0:00:53.600 --> 0:00:56.400 you free rain go. You tell me a little more 0:00:56.480 --> 0:00:58.080 detail and I come on your podcast. But I guess 0:00:58.160 --> 0:01:00.760 tell me so, I'll I'll explain to. 0:01:00.720 --> 0:01:02.400 You very quickly how I do it, so you're not like, 0:01:02.480 --> 0:01:06.400 what the heck is this kid doing? But basically, I 0:01:06.440 --> 0:01:08.639 always look off to the side when I do stuff, 0:01:08.720 --> 0:01:10.280 and the reason is to blank. 0:01:10.000 --> 0:01:11.480 My mind out when I do it. 0:01:11.520 --> 0:01:14.080 But like a pretty big key factors like I don't 0:01:14.080 --> 0:01:17.360 like going off with people's reactions to anything. So there 0:01:17.400 --> 0:01:19.920 will be times I'll take a drink of like my Gatorade, 0:01:19.959 --> 0:01:22.039 and I'll obviously talk to you and stuff like I'm 0:01:22.040 --> 0:01:25.240 not gonna just like drink and look away. But but 0:01:25.920 --> 0:01:28.720 but basically like I'll be, you know, pulling in friends, family, 0:01:28.720 --> 0:01:32.280 people that passed away, and so I'll be saying like 0:01:32.319 --> 0:01:35.200 their names, like you know things about them, and you know, 0:01:35.319 --> 0:01:38.880 if like if it gets too intimate, like let me know, 0:01:39.200 --> 0:01:42.800 because I've done this before with people and their shows 0:01:42.840 --> 0:01:45.240 and it's gotten way too intimate and they didn't even 0:01:45.680 --> 0:01:47.960 like want it to be on there and they didn't 0:01:48.000 --> 0:01:51.480 air it. So I just want, like, stop me if 0:01:51.520 --> 0:01:53.440 it gets that way in any way. 0:01:54.080 --> 0:01:56.240 And basically what I typically. 0:01:55.800 --> 0:01:58.920 Do with like readings and law enforcement stuff is I 0:01:58.960 --> 0:02:01.000 always flip I do a three sixty views just to 0:02:01.040 --> 0:02:03.120 show them Like when I stare off, I'm literally, like 0:02:03.160 --> 0:02:05.640 I've said to you before, like earlier on is staring 0:02:05.680 --> 0:02:06.200 at a wall. 0:02:06.640 --> 0:02:08.440 So I'll do that quickly. 0:02:08.480 --> 0:02:10.560 Don't judge me about the pillows that my mom's I'm 0:02:10.560 --> 0:02:13.440 at her house. So that's basically what I look at, 0:02:14.040 --> 0:02:16.840 you know, but I do that because people are always like, 0:02:16.880 --> 0:02:19.359 what the heck are you looking at? Trying to eliminate 0:02:19.400 --> 0:02:20.280 that for people and. 0:02:20.240 --> 0:02:22.520 No harm, no foul, if nothing happens exciting, it's okay. 0:02:22.600 --> 0:02:24.600 I mean I've I've done the one time I did 0:02:24.600 --> 0:02:26.880 this and I said this on on earlier in the introduction, 0:02:27.000 --> 0:02:29.560 I had nobody showed up, like the medium came is like, 0:02:29.840 --> 0:02:31.360 now many people want to talk to you. There's like 0:02:31.520 --> 0:02:34.079 I was shocked and recently finally came in. 0:02:34.320 --> 0:02:36.440 Yeah, don't tell me about who I won't. 0:02:36.000 --> 0:02:36.840 Want to say something. 0:02:36.960 --> 0:02:39.519 And then but they did predict some things down the 0:02:39.600 --> 0:02:42.560 road that ended up playing out cool, which is interesting. 0:02:42.919 --> 0:02:44.120 Yeah, So like I'll go on. 0:02:44.280 --> 0:02:46.880 If you you know, have a question or whatever, just 0:02:46.880 --> 0:02:47.640 tell me to shut up. 0:02:47.680 --> 0:02:50.200 I will shut up because no good from New York. 0:02:50.240 --> 0:02:52.200 I feel like I could talk forever, so like, just 0:02:52.320 --> 0:02:57.280 tell me to shut up, but I will start. I 0:02:57.280 --> 0:02:59.000 don't stay like that because I would be also really 0:02:59.000 --> 0:03:03.440 weird too. Uh so you spoke to me him and 0:03:03.480 --> 0:03:04.919 they said no one came through. 0:03:05.200 --> 0:03:06.760 Okay, Yeah, that was once. 0:03:08.880 --> 0:03:12.120 I mean, you definitely have like a you definitely have someone, 0:03:13.760 --> 0:03:15.760 you have someone with like a W name that keeps 0:03:15.840 --> 0:03:21.840 popping in pretty hard. I mean, so typically how energy 0:03:21.840 --> 0:03:25.640 lines up for me, I go by family tree and stuff. 0:03:27.120 --> 0:03:29.880 When someone's over someone's shoulder, typically it's a parental type 0:03:29.919 --> 0:03:35.480 of energy. So I'm assuming, yeah, you have a W name. 0:03:35.920 --> 0:03:40.040 I don't know William Wayne Walter. You have a W name. 0:03:42.600 --> 0:03:44.040 Am I supposed to give you anything back? 0:03:44.400 --> 0:03:46.200 No, I'll go and then you can find I just 0:03:46.240 --> 0:03:47.720 wanted to be authentic for you, So I don't want 0:03:47.720 --> 0:03:48.680 you to tell me too much. 0:03:50.960 --> 0:03:51.480 Oh I can't. 0:03:51.560 --> 0:03:53.360 I mean this, this looks like your father, if I'm 0:03:53.360 --> 0:03:55.640 being honest with you, the way that he's kind of 0:03:55.680 --> 0:03:57.280 coming through or like a father figure. 0:03:57.920 --> 0:04:02.280 But when someone keeps. 0:04:02.160 --> 0:04:04.520 So when I bring up a date, I don't bring 0:04:04.600 --> 0:04:08.080 up like an exact date, So don't like I'm not 0:04:08.160 --> 0:04:11.840 that good, So don't uh think that. But you know, 0:04:12.120 --> 0:04:14.720 but it's typically an important date, whether it's someone's birthday 0:04:14.840 --> 0:04:18.800 or like anniversary of something. When they show me, it's 0:04:18.800 --> 0:04:22.599 like February March time, like at the beginning, like like 0:04:22.680 --> 0:04:25.440 it's like the winter into spring. I guess it's typically 0:04:25.440 --> 0:04:28.000 a significance of a birthday or anniversary of sorts. 0:04:28.279 --> 0:04:33.520 Also too, I gotta ask you this, because. 0:04:33.279 --> 0:04:37.040 This person's doing this, it's not weird or anything. 0:04:36.880 --> 0:04:40.400 Huh, But my grandfather used to have fake teeth, and 0:04:40.440 --> 0:04:43.680 he used to have like this fake teeth, and he 0:04:43.839 --> 0:04:46.760 looked a little fake, maybe because he was older back 0:04:46.800 --> 0:04:49.760 in the day. But now obviously teeth can look not fake. 0:04:49.960 --> 0:04:53.240 I guess because this, I'm assuming it's. 0:04:53.080 --> 0:04:54.360 Your father or father figure. 0:04:54.440 --> 0:04:56.280 Like I said, he keeps taking teeth and he keeps 0:04:56.279 --> 0:04:59.000 like chomping and joking around about it, saying like his 0:04:59.080 --> 0:05:03.560 teeth were so big and like white and like perfect 0:05:03.760 --> 0:05:07.280 as he got older, like they looked like beautiful teeth, 0:05:07.400 --> 0:05:12.320 like teeth and not like my small chick lit teeth. 0:05:12.360 --> 0:05:17.560 And like also too, I mean, this is also quite impressive. 0:05:18.640 --> 0:05:19.840 It looks like he passed away when he was a 0:05:19.839 --> 0:05:21.960 little bit older. But like also too, he keeps playing 0:05:22.000 --> 0:05:25.360 with his hair, talking about like hair and how important 0:05:26.160 --> 0:05:28.559 because he keeps smiling, saying he was a good looking 0:05:28.600 --> 0:05:30.719 guy when he was younger, with a full head of hair. 0:05:30.800 --> 0:05:34.839 But then he keeps reverting back to like I mean, 0:05:35.040 --> 0:05:37.120 this is why I'm saying it's impressive. It's because it 0:05:37.160 --> 0:05:39.000 seems like he kept a majority of his hair for 0:05:39.040 --> 0:05:41.760 a pretty long time, a lot longer than other men do, 0:05:41.920 --> 0:05:48.159 if I'm being honest. This is also funny through my 0:05:48.240 --> 0:05:51.760 grandfather used to have these big freaking glasses. Man. I mean, 0:05:51.839 --> 0:05:54.400 like I used to tell my you know, like the 0:05:54.440 --> 0:05:56.240 Jeffrey Dahmer. I know, it's like really choice to say, 0:05:56.279 --> 0:05:59.719 but the Jeffrey Dahmer glasses. Yeah, And I just watched that, so, like, 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:01.520 I know, I'm late to the party and stuff. 0:06:01.560 --> 0:06:05.640 But because he keeps like, he keeps showing to me that. 0:06:07.920 --> 0:06:14.440 Oh wow, he was also really smart too. This is interesting. 0:06:15.000 --> 0:06:21.120 He's actually really it's really smart. 0:06:19.240 --> 0:06:21.400 Because he keeps talking to me the importance of like, 0:06:21.920 --> 0:06:23.359 do you know people that have like the old school 0:06:23.800 --> 0:06:26.440 traditional values of like my grandfather used to tell me this. 0:06:26.520 --> 0:06:29.520 It's like go to school, get a job and all 0:06:29.600 --> 0:06:33.000 that stuff, like very traditional. Because what he's smiling about is, 0:06:33.040 --> 0:06:35.240 I guess you were on a traditional path, and you 0:06:35.600 --> 0:06:36.440 obviously took. 0:06:36.240 --> 0:06:37.560 On the entertainment path. 0:06:37.640 --> 0:06:39.880 But he's saying you were on a very traditional path 0:06:40.080 --> 0:06:42.520 because he's clapping for you, and then he's smiling and 0:06:42.560 --> 0:06:45.600 saying because he keeps talking and this is why I'm 0:06:45.600 --> 0:06:48.480 talking about his looks, because he keeps saying, like you 0:06:48.480 --> 0:06:51.080 were smart and like very good looking, and it just 0:06:51.279 --> 0:06:53.839 melted together, it's what he's saying, because he's saying, always 0:06:53.920 --> 0:06:56.440 use your brain, like do things once and you don't 0:06:56.440 --> 0:06:58.960 have to do things twice. But he's really talking to 0:06:59.000 --> 0:07:01.720 me about Also. 0:07:03.680 --> 0:07:07.400 His style is also like pretty impeccable too. I wanted 0:07:07.440 --> 0:07:07.840 to ask you. 0:07:07.880 --> 0:07:09.359 I know this is gonna be like a little creepy 0:07:09.360 --> 0:07:11.760 and weird, but that's not creeping weird. 0:07:11.800 --> 0:07:12.960 I don't like to keep saying that, but. 0:07:14.720 --> 0:07:16.520 It's kind of like his style of sorts, like was 0:07:16.560 --> 0:07:19.320 he a very well dressed man when he was when 0:07:19.360 --> 0:07:21.560 you were growing up with him? Because he keeps smiling 0:07:22.200 --> 0:07:24.400 and he's making a joke saying he was very thin 0:07:24.560 --> 0:07:28.800 and then he kind of like let himself go a 0:07:28.840 --> 0:07:31.040 little bit, is what he's saying, but not in a 0:07:31.040 --> 0:07:33.800 bad way. Just you age and things happen, you know, 0:07:34.080 --> 0:07:36.320 but like with him in particular, what he's talking to 0:07:36.360 --> 0:07:42.240 me about is, oh, well, this has to be your father, 0:07:42.240 --> 0:07:43.840 because he's talking about how you take care of your 0:07:43.880 --> 0:07:47.360 siblings and stuff. Keeps talking about how you've become like this, 0:07:49.720 --> 0:07:52.640 I'm saying matriarch, not in like, you know, any type 0:07:52.680 --> 0:07:54.679 of way. But he's saying you've become like this person. 0:07:54.720 --> 0:07:56.760 But he's really talking about how proud he is of 0:07:56.800 --> 0:07:59.000 you being a father as well too, because he keeps 0:07:59.240 --> 0:08:03.880 leaning into he keeps saying that he felt like he 0:08:03.920 --> 0:08:06.080 was such a huge part of your childhood and you're 0:08:06.080 --> 0:08:08.280 growing up in anything you were doing, because he keeps 0:08:08.280 --> 0:08:11.640 clapping his hand saying like he was. I'm not saying 0:08:11.640 --> 0:08:13.320 he was a cheerleader, That's not what I'm saying, but 0:08:13.360 --> 0:08:15.440 someone who was very supportive of anything that you were 0:08:15.480 --> 0:08:17.360 to do. And what he's saying is you're doing the 0:08:17.440 --> 0:08:20.640 same exact thing. What he's also smiling about too, is 0:08:21.480 --> 0:08:23.400 and he's making a joke, which is why I wanted 0:08:23.440 --> 0:08:27.120 to ask you this. He's saying, your hair will will 0:08:27.160 --> 0:08:29.040 never be as good as his hair, is what he 0:08:29.120 --> 0:08:34.200 keeps talking about, like he keeps playing with his hair 0:08:34.240 --> 0:08:36.040 and keep playing with yours, and he keeps smiling and 0:08:36.040 --> 0:08:39.120 tapping his head saying like his was always really Well, 0:08:41.720 --> 0:08:44.760 who's the g name who's living around you? Who's like 0:08:45.160 --> 0:08:51.400 Gina Gwen? Yeah, that's you can tell you, Yeah, Because 0:08:51.400 --> 0:08:52.600 he's he wants to say something. 0:08:53.040 --> 0:08:55.360 Okay, that's my mom. That's what is my dad? 0:08:55.440 --> 0:08:56.280 That's what you're talking about. 0:08:56.480 --> 0:08:58.120 Yeah, Gwen is my mom. You said that name, and 0:08:58.160 --> 0:08:59.880 you also said my dad's name, which was Wayne. 0:09:00.440 --> 0:09:01.319 Oh, his name is Wayney. 0:09:01.360 --> 0:09:01.679 I didn't know. 0:09:01.800 --> 0:09:04.400 So I just rattle off names when I see an initial, 0:09:04.720 --> 0:09:07.360 so it sparks people. I probably said, like William, that's 0:09:07.360 --> 0:09:10.319 my first w name I always go to, honestly, but. 0:09:10.400 --> 0:09:12.400 I'm surprised you said Wayne because that's a that's that's 0:09:12.400 --> 0:09:13.880 a not as common. 0:09:13.920 --> 0:09:17.920 But no, I've been reading people recently with like Walter 0:09:18.000 --> 0:09:18.400 and Wayne. 0:09:18.400 --> 0:09:19.760 Where are two very big names. 0:09:20.080 --> 0:09:23.000 Yeah, it's really Yeah, that's why I've been I said 0:09:23.000 --> 0:09:25.800 those two names because recently those two names came up 0:09:25.840 --> 0:09:26.840 in the last couple of weeks. 0:09:35.240 --> 0:09:35.640 It's okay. 0:09:35.640 --> 0:09:37.800 With about the passing, I don't want to like say. 0:09:37.600 --> 0:09:38.559 Anything that you can. 0:09:39.559 --> 0:09:40.680 He said, there's something you want to say to my 0:09:40.720 --> 0:09:41.440 mom too, So I'm. 0:09:41.320 --> 0:09:44.320 Curious about Well, it's it's revolving around the past. Okay, Yeah, 0:09:44.320 --> 0:09:46.680 that's why I didn't. I don't know if you want 0:09:46.679 --> 0:09:50.760 me to say anything. Okay, that's want to be respectful, 0:09:50.800 --> 0:09:51.080 that's all. 0:09:53.400 --> 0:09:54.760 So I want to ask you too, because he's. 0:09:54.640 --> 0:09:57.920 Saying, was there an age gap with your parents? Yes, 0:09:58.360 --> 0:10:02.319 because he keeps making a joke saying that he was 0:10:02.360 --> 0:10:03.880 a little bit older than your mom. 0:10:04.200 --> 0:10:05.600 It seems. 0:10:06.559 --> 0:10:07.600 Almost ten years. 0:10:08.240 --> 0:10:11.080 Yeah, he's just making a joke saying that, you know, 0:10:11.240 --> 0:10:13.240 there's like a bit of an age gap, so I 0:10:13.280 --> 0:10:17.120 didn't want to kind of assume. But he's also smiling though, 0:10:17.160 --> 0:10:21.880 really about this is the biggest thing that without getting 0:10:21.920 --> 0:10:24.319 to like personal or like anything, because I try to 0:10:24.360 --> 0:10:26.360 protect people, like that's just what I do, and I 0:10:26.400 --> 0:10:29.040 go on shows if I'm being honest, but for lack 0:10:29.040 --> 0:10:32.439 of better words, really seems like your mom was a 0:10:33.800 --> 0:10:36.160 big advocate of helping out. Is really what I want to, 0:10:36.240 --> 0:10:38.880 like without saying too much, because what he's talking to 0:10:38.920 --> 0:10:42.720 me about is circle of life and how like it 0:10:42.760 --> 0:10:45.480 became very difficult to do simple tasks is what he's 0:10:45.480 --> 0:10:47.920 trying to get into certain things with me, so standing up, 0:10:48.000 --> 0:10:50.280 using the restroom, things like that, like you have to 0:10:50.320 --> 0:10:52.520 literally take care of someone to do something at times, 0:10:52.559 --> 0:10:54.960 and it becomes like a very caretaker type of role 0:10:55.280 --> 0:10:58.480 that people step into just in general speaking, and he 0:10:58.600 --> 0:11:03.360 keeps saying that when things go very fast and things 0:11:03.400 --> 0:11:07.359 start to decline very fast. It's very hard to navigate 0:11:07.920 --> 0:11:12.000 to really expect what's going to happen. But then also 0:11:12.080 --> 0:11:15.040 see someone who was always taking care of people or 0:11:15.080 --> 0:11:17.720 trying their best to take care of people to being 0:11:18.000 --> 0:11:19.600 very dependent on others. 0:11:19.920 --> 0:11:22.600 Is what he keeps saying to me. Because what he keeps. 0:11:22.440 --> 0:11:26.560 Saying, why I'm saying this is because you could be 0:11:26.559 --> 0:11:28.400 a man or woman, it doesn't matter, but someone who's 0:11:28.400 --> 0:11:31.120 always there for someone and like always being the protector 0:11:31.160 --> 0:11:33.439 and stuff he's saying as he got older, as much 0:11:33.440 --> 0:11:35.959 as he tried to keep I'm not saying he was 0:11:36.040 --> 0:11:37.480 running a five k every day. 0:11:37.640 --> 0:11:39.120 It's not what I'm saying, but. 0:11:39.040 --> 0:11:42.920 It seemed because he keeps snapping his fingers at me, saying, 0:11:42.920 --> 0:11:45.680 like things seem to have turned pretty quick and fast 0:11:46.080 --> 0:11:50.240 with him. It wasn't a like ten year progression slow 0:11:50.520 --> 0:11:52.679 of something. Because he keeps going like this, saying like 0:11:52.720 --> 0:11:55.640 things seem to have moved at a pretty quick pace. 0:11:55.640 --> 0:11:59.439 And what he's also saying to is he never wanted 0:11:59.480 --> 0:12:01.400 to be a bob, is what I'm trying to say, 0:12:01.520 --> 0:12:04.040 Like he never wanted to be like, you have your 0:12:04.040 --> 0:12:05.840 own life going on, you don't have to drop what 0:12:05.840 --> 0:12:08.640 you're doing to be a part of something. Because your dad, 0:12:08.760 --> 0:12:12.440 from my perspective, how he's coming through, he's an amazing guy, 0:12:12.600 --> 0:12:15.280 but he's also very independent. I can see like he 0:12:15.320 --> 0:12:18.320 would want to help you or help someone else versus 0:12:18.600 --> 0:12:21.360 him being helped, if I'm being honest, because he's saying 0:12:21.360 --> 0:12:23.199 it was just a very different take on. 0:12:24.640 --> 0:12:25.680 I think life for him. 0:12:25.679 --> 0:12:27.880 But he's also saying and he's smiling too, And this 0:12:27.920 --> 0:12:29.880 is why I'm saying, he's making a joke because your 0:12:29.960 --> 0:12:32.920 dad also too. I don't know, this is how he was. 0:12:33.200 --> 0:12:35.440 He's being serious and he's making a joke. So he's 0:12:35.440 --> 0:12:37.400 like kind of like lessening because he doesn't want it 0:12:37.440 --> 0:12:40.200 to be so heavy the entire time. And he's just 0:12:40.240 --> 0:12:42.880 saying and like why he's saying all this too, It's 0:12:42.960 --> 0:12:45.840 really just because like he keeps talking to me about 0:12:46.360 --> 0:12:49.120 like the age difference and how like he's making a joke. 0:12:49.200 --> 0:12:51.080 It's like you know when you date someone with an 0:12:51.120 --> 0:12:53.440 age gap, you know the stuff that you're kind of 0:12:53.480 --> 0:12:56.000 going into, and he's just laughing at it. 0:12:56.040 --> 0:12:58.160 He's like being completely like joking about it. 0:12:58.640 --> 0:13:02.560 Buda, It's interesting, I know want it. There's two g 0:13:02.760 --> 0:13:05.880 names my mom being one, but they're divorced that were 0:13:06.720 --> 0:13:09.840 very involved when he was passing. When he was going 0:13:09.840 --> 0:13:16.320 through his troubles, my mom was still an incredible woman 0:13:16.679 --> 0:13:18.760 that supported him and was always there for him. Even 0:13:18.760 --> 0:13:21.640 though they divorced when I was seven, they always maintained 0:13:21.679 --> 0:13:23.880 a really great relationship and towards the end she would 0:13:23.880 --> 0:13:24.560 see him a lot. 0:13:25.280 --> 0:13:28.000 Yeah, because he's he only has And again that's something 0:13:28.040 --> 0:13:29.960 I don't know if you want me to bring up, 0:13:30.520 --> 0:13:34.080 Like people get very sensitive about like divorces and stuff 0:13:34.120 --> 0:13:37.360 like that. That's just like just something I've learned and 0:13:37.400 --> 0:13:39.400 I got yelled at before, so I don't do it 0:13:39.440 --> 0:13:43.160 anymore honestly. But yeah, he was saying, your mom has 0:13:43.200 --> 0:13:46.959 always been it's like a wife without being a wife, 0:13:47.000 --> 0:13:49.880 if that makes sense. It's what he's saying, because he's 0:13:49.880 --> 0:13:52.199 saying he and this is why I said to you 0:13:52.240 --> 0:13:54.960 in the beginning, How personal do you want me to get? 0:13:55.280 --> 0:13:58.080 Because your dad keeps talking about there's a lot of 0:13:58.160 --> 0:14:00.679 like we all have d I don't. 0:14:00.520 --> 0:14:03.480 Care who you are as a person. He keeps saying he. 0:14:03.440 --> 0:14:05.800 Had to fight through some things that were very intense 0:14:05.920 --> 0:14:11.560 for him, is what he's saying, Like personally, but that's 0:14:11.600 --> 0:14:13.200 why I don't know if you want me to get into. 0:14:13.000 --> 0:14:14.120 That, Yeah you can. 0:14:14.320 --> 0:14:17.040 I mean I'm curious. And I'm also curious because, like 0:14:17.080 --> 0:14:19.640 I said, the other person that he was with for 0:14:19.680 --> 0:14:21.960 a long time when he passed, who I don't necessarily 0:14:22.000 --> 0:14:25.760 have the best relationship with, but she also was a 0:14:25.800 --> 0:14:28.320 genium and she would also take care of him while 0:14:28.320 --> 0:14:30.400 he was passing. It was in the house taking you know, 0:14:30.600 --> 0:14:32.760 taking care of him. That was like his girlfriend a partner. 0:14:32.800 --> 0:14:34.800 Well, like that's what I figured if he was saying, 0:14:34.840 --> 0:14:37.280 like it's like the circle of life of like you 0:14:37.320 --> 0:14:39.280 take care of someone like he wasn't showing that he 0:14:39.920 --> 0:14:43.160 was in a hospital or like a nursing home or something. 0:14:43.320 --> 0:14:46.240 No, and it was mainly his girlfriend that was taking 0:14:46.280 --> 0:14:49.200 care of him primarily when he was passing. Yeah, going 0:14:49.240 --> 0:14:53.280 through that process. But my mom was also very active, 0:14:53.320 --> 0:14:55.360 seeing him as much as she could and spending time 0:14:55.400 --> 0:14:57.960 with him and trying to help wherever she could as well, 0:14:58.840 --> 0:14:59.920 even though she had no reason. 0:15:00.080 --> 0:15:01.560 You know too, they were divorced, and. 0:15:02.120 --> 0:15:04.680 Well, who was like a drinker or someone like that. 0:15:05.360 --> 0:15:08.360 A drinker, well, like someone who did things successively, whether 0:15:08.360 --> 0:15:11.000 it was drinking or something excessively. 0:15:11.120 --> 0:15:12.280 I don't. I mean my dad. 0:15:12.440 --> 0:15:14.560 My mom didn't drink at all. My dad drank a 0:15:14.560 --> 0:15:17.480 little bit. I don't think he'd drank excessively, but he 0:15:18.880 --> 0:15:20.480 was more of a drinker than my mom. 0:15:21.080 --> 0:15:23.040 No, it would be someone who did something, whether it's 0:15:23.080 --> 0:15:26.000 drinking or something. Doesn't have to be drinking, just something excessive. 0:15:28.000 --> 0:15:29.480 I would have to have been my dad when he 0:15:29.520 --> 0:15:30.040 was younger. 0:15:30.640 --> 0:15:32.440 Well, your dad seems like a fun person. I just 0:15:32.520 --> 0:15:33.800 kind of assumed. 0:15:41.760 --> 0:15:44.320 I want to ask you too, because he's talking about 0:15:44.320 --> 0:15:48.480 his passing about I'm using this as an example. 0:15:48.520 --> 0:15:49.880 I'm not saying this is what it is. 0:15:49.960 --> 0:15:52.600 I'm using this as an example when someone kidney's like 0:15:52.720 --> 0:15:55.920 fail and stuff, or when they're going through like something 0:15:55.960 --> 0:15:59.040 like that where it's like your body can't take medicine. 0:15:59.080 --> 0:16:02.840 It's like recting medicine and rejecting things. Because what he 0:16:03.040 --> 0:16:05.840 keeps talking to me about is what he went through 0:16:05.880 --> 0:16:08.480 and how intense, like at times, how intense it was. 0:16:08.520 --> 0:16:12.200 And I'm not talking about like when people get sick 0:16:12.240 --> 0:16:15.200 and stuff. It's intense wholeheartedly. I don't like whatever it 0:16:15.240 --> 0:16:17.640 is he keeps saying there were certain times, in certain 0:16:17.640 --> 0:16:20.760 aspects where he's saying again, it's not exactly that. It's 0:16:20.760 --> 0:16:23.720 like a similarity of like when your body's rejecting something 0:16:24.000 --> 0:16:26.640 and your body's going through something, it's a little bit 0:16:26.640 --> 0:16:30.480 more intense than when your body's accepting like anything. And 0:16:30.520 --> 0:16:33.680 he's saying that he went through what he keeps showing 0:16:33.720 --> 0:16:38.440 to me about the intensity of his passing, like the 0:16:38.440 --> 0:16:40.480 intensity of like a kind of like what he went 0:16:40.520 --> 0:16:43.320 through and to when he passed. And then also like 0:16:44.280 --> 0:16:46.640 because what he keeps saying to me is and this 0:16:46.800 --> 0:16:49.040 is just like the honest truth of it. It's like 0:16:49.520 --> 0:16:53.520 him fighting and trying to, you know, fight to stay here, 0:16:53.960 --> 0:16:56.320 but it was so intense, Like he's saying that it 0:16:56.440 --> 0:16:59.880 was just like not a it wasn't a smooth ride, 0:17:00.080 --> 0:17:01.000 is what he keeps saying. 0:17:01.440 --> 0:17:04.440 But he's saying that this is also something too. 0:17:04.480 --> 0:17:07.000 It's like certain people don't complain about things, and they 0:17:07.000 --> 0:17:10.600 don't share the full extent of what's going on. Like 0:17:10.640 --> 0:17:13.399 they may share thirty forty percent of how they're feeling, 0:17:13.400 --> 0:17:15.639 but then there's a whole sixty percent that they're really 0:17:15.720 --> 0:17:19.879 not talking about. Because he's saying that at times, I'm 0:17:19.880 --> 0:17:22.399 sure he would say he was uncomfortable or maybe not 0:17:22.720 --> 0:17:24.840 feeling great, but he's saying he wasn't sharing the full 0:17:24.920 --> 0:17:27.400 extent of how his body was. Because what he keeps 0:17:27.440 --> 0:17:29.760 also showing to me too and like explaining to me, 0:17:29.800 --> 0:17:32.640 he's like, imagine if things just start going like failing, 0:17:33.000 --> 0:17:35.760 like in your body, like you start like certain organs 0:17:35.800 --> 0:17:36.920 and stuff start failing. 0:17:37.000 --> 0:17:38.480 And he's like. 0:17:39.000 --> 0:17:42.000 He's like it all he's making a comparison is like 0:17:42.000 --> 0:17:44.679 when the ball goes rolling, it picks up steam, it 0:17:44.680 --> 0:17:47.399 doesn't slow down. And that's kind of what he's like 0:17:47.640 --> 0:17:49.680 explaining to me that it was like one thing after 0:17:49.720 --> 0:17:53.439 another after another, but it was pretty serious stuff. It 0:17:53.480 --> 0:17:56.000 wasn't small things. But he is also saying to me too, 0:17:56.440 --> 0:17:58.600 and he's pointing at you and smiling at this is 0:17:58.960 --> 0:18:00.000 there's some people that. 0:18:01.119 --> 0:18:02.320 I mean, I'll use my grandfather. 0:18:02.359 --> 0:18:05.000 My grandfather never took care of his health, like never, 0:18:05.200 --> 0:18:07.000 like he would be like throw dirt on it. 0:18:07.200 --> 0:18:08.679 I'm all good whatever. 0:18:08.720 --> 0:18:10.560 And I'm not saying your dad was like that. But 0:18:10.600 --> 0:18:14.560 what I'm saying is your dad keeps saying that, you know, 0:18:14.600 --> 0:18:16.800 people have like nine lives, like they make jokes, but 0:18:16.920 --> 0:18:19.680 people have like nine lives and stuff. He keeps saying, 0:18:19.720 --> 0:18:22.240 like what he went through was so intense that he 0:18:22.280 --> 0:18:24.439 felt like he went through like nine lives because it 0:18:24.520 --> 0:18:25.960 was just an intensive passing. 0:18:26.720 --> 0:18:28.560 It's very possible. Yeah, I can tell you I can 0:18:28.600 --> 0:18:31.719 shed a little light on this as well, you know. 0:18:31.800 --> 0:18:34.920 He I remember I was doing a movie in Vancouver 0:18:35.080 --> 0:18:37.040 and my dad didn't want to bother me, and I 0:18:37.080 --> 0:18:39.480 came back home and he basically told me, look, I 0:18:39.520 --> 0:18:40.320 have cancer. 0:18:40.359 --> 0:18:43.000 I have a type of lung cancer. That's how it started. 0:18:43.800 --> 0:18:48.320 And he always had phenomenal hair, like I was like, 0:18:48.480 --> 0:18:52.280 my dad was like Tom Selleck, magnum p I mustache hair. 0:18:52.880 --> 0:18:54.400 I could never as a kid, I could never mess 0:18:54.440 --> 0:18:56.639 with his hair. It was always a big joke between 0:18:56.640 --> 0:18:58.080