Speaker 1: What's up? What's up? Is lip service at me intil Ye.
Speaker 1: I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm and I'm Sara Rucy. Sara Rucy.
Speaker 1: Welcome to the show. We thought that you and Mason
Speaker 1: were going to be here, but you got sick. He
Speaker 1: got sick. Yeah, okay, So you guys are good. We're good,
Speaker 1: We're okay, good, are okay? Okay? Two different things. He's okay,
Speaker 1: We're okay, We're okay, Okay. I just want to make sure.
Speaker 1: So let's talk about who you are and what why
Speaker 1: we all know who you are because Mason's your boyfriend.
Speaker 1: And how old are you now? He's fifty four okay,
Speaker 1: and that's a lot older than you and you've you've
Speaker 1: gotten some criticism for that, but you're in love. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So how did you guys meet? So we actually met
Speaker 1: at a convention in New Jersey. It was called Chiller
Speaker 1: Theater and I was actually there with another actors ship
Speaker 1: Get scooped up. He plays Flick in a Christmas story
Speaker 1: and um, Mason just sat down next to me and
Speaker 1: started talking to me, and from there it was like
Speaker 1: we just clicked. Was your date jealous? Oh yeah? He
Speaker 1: saw us kiss at the end of the night. Okay, Sarah,
Speaker 1: you gotta back up for a second. You went on
Speaker 1: a date with somebody else, sat next to some sat
Speaker 1: next to Mason, and you kissed him even though you
Speaker 1: were with somebody else. Yeah. Like, we went to the
Speaker 1: after party together. I dished the other guy even though
Speaker 1: we had like matching Halloween costume, came dressed the like. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we dressed up for the party and I just dished
Speaker 1: him completely. How long were you with the other person?
Speaker 1: We weren't really together. We were just talking on the
Speaker 1: phone like a month before and then that was the
Speaker 1: first time we met. Okay, did he hate you after it? No,
Speaker 1: he's still comments on my photos. Okay, so he's a
Speaker 1: cool person. Yeah, it gets it this Mason. Now, how
Speaker 1: does that make Mason feel? Mason doesn't care because Mason
Speaker 1: already knew him. They were already kind of friends. That's
Speaker 1: how did you say about that? Um, it doesn't bother
Speaker 1: me that with their friends. I mean they're not really
Speaker 1: close friends. They don't hang out or anything their acquaintances.
Speaker 1: Was Mason dating anybody at the time, No, he wasn't. Well,
Speaker 1: I think he was like dating some girls, but he
Speaker 1: gave him up for me. I heard that you actually
Speaker 1: wanted to hiller at him first, Mason, Yeah, instead of
Speaker 1: the other guy, Like you were the one that kind
Speaker 1: of initiated things with Mason. Well, I found him a
Speaker 1: Facebook firm across because a friend of mine was telling
Speaker 1: me about him and I didn't know who he was.
Speaker 1: What was she saying about him? She was like saying
Speaker 1: that she met him before and that he was like
Speaker 1: trying to get at her. Then that's a good question
Speaker 1: because if a guy is trying to talk to one
Speaker 1: of your home girls, would you feel awkward talking to
Speaker 1: him after that? Even if they never hooked up or anything? Right?
Speaker 1: Is it weird? Like Lourial, Stephanie or Avian If a
Speaker 1: guy is trying to talk to me and you know
Speaker 1: it right and then you meet him, would you feel
Speaker 1: weird talking to him? Yeah? I Yah, definitely sure, only
Speaker 1: because I would feel like, what it depends how close
Speaker 1: I am with the friend. If it's you, absolutely yeah,
Speaker 1: because it's like I'm what you're going to be around
Speaker 1: me and you and then he's gonna be we never talked, Yeah,
Speaker 1: but that means he just goes from a friend of friend, right,
Speaker 1: So it's like for me, it's an acquaintance of me.
Speaker 1: I think for me, it's like if I know that
Speaker 1: he tried to get one of my friends, then like,
Speaker 1: I'm good on put her onto him. Like this is
Speaker 1: that in the third session? I like him? She ya,
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, if the friend is kind of like you,
Speaker 1: I never met her in person, she's oh my god,
Speaker 1: it's social media friends differences, fend. That's but like if
Speaker 1: it's a real friend, like if I know you and
Speaker 1: I knew you were dating this guy or that he
Speaker 1: tried to get with you know, if it's something online ship,
Speaker 1: I might marry that nigger. It does not matter because
Speaker 1: I don't even know, right, especially she was the one
Speaker 1: telling you, like, hey, there's this guy. He's lit. Yeah. Now,
Speaker 1: what didn' chanse me the most is that you were
Speaker 1: a sugar baby. So explain what a sugar baby is
Speaker 1: for everybody, and tell me how this works, because I've
Speaker 1: never been has anybody in here ever been a sugar baby?
Speaker 1: Sugar officially, not officially, not officially, unofficially, all right, So
Speaker 1: to me, it's more of a legalized version of escorting. Okay,
Speaker 1: so break it down. So I would just meet up
Speaker 1: with a guy, like once a month, he'd give me
Speaker 1: an allowance. How much is an allowance on average? And
Speaker 1: that's for like a thousand? How many guys are you
Speaker 1: sugar babies for at a time that you're getting like
Speaker 1: a thousand from all these different people? About a few
Speaker 1: guys I was seeing? And what did you have to
Speaker 1: do as a sugar baby? Like? What is the requirements?
Speaker 1: I went all the way? Okay? So you and how
Speaker 1: old are they? Because when I think sugar baby, I
Speaker 1: think old old man, like old guys fifties? Right? How
Speaker 1: is it? How easy is it for you to go
Speaker 1: all the way with them? Because for me, sometimes I
Speaker 1: need to be attracted to the person. I have to
Speaker 1: be a little bit attracted to them, just a little bit.
Speaker 1: But there's been guys where they just paid me to
Speaker 1: go on dinner dates with them. But what's more attracting
Speaker 1: to you? Is it the money or the person? Because
Speaker 1: for me, money is great, right, But like if I
Speaker 1: have no type of attraction, she's harder for me. I
Speaker 1: can't messing him. But I think it's a can you
Speaker 1: mess with somebody with no money? I can't mess with
Speaker 1: somebody if he looks good and I like him, and
Speaker 1: you might try to Dick's because I don't need him
Speaker 1: for money. So I think that's why I like, I
Speaker 1: don't want to just find a bump and be like,
Speaker 1: all right, where's the bump? Right? Like you you're great? No,
Speaker 1: But I think that if he was like struggling and
Speaker 1: fell on hard times and I like them like, no,
Speaker 1: you met him and he ain't had no money, he
Speaker 1: lived with his mama, that's because you gotta be able
Speaker 1: to match at least at the very last. Yeah, it
Speaker 1: just depends on his circumstances. What is he doing with
Speaker 1: his life? You know, as he like on to come up?
Speaker 1: Is he really working hard for struggling poet? I don't
Speaker 1: know what. How do you guys live with their mom?
Speaker 1: How do you feel about that? Actually dated someone like
Speaker 1: that a few years? Like they're giving you a thousand
Speaker 1: dollars every time you see? He couldn't get his own place,
Speaker 1: like I was about twenty two. I was still living
Speaker 1: at home at the time, and this guy was thirty
Speaker 1: and still living at home. But I don't know, not
Speaker 1: for like two months. What was his reasoning? I don't
Speaker 1: even going on. He thought he was a fashion designer,
Speaker 1: So how did you become a sugar baby for people
Speaker 1: that are interested. How can I get into that? I've
Speaker 1: always been intrigued by it. I just wanted to make
Speaker 1: money and date older guys. So you've always been into
Speaker 1: older guys. Yeah, so it's easier. I like them in
Speaker 1: their fifties and kind of sixties. Is it like a
Speaker 1: website you can go to to hook up? Yeah, you see,
Speaker 1: seeking a rangement and what's your price? What's your price is?
Speaker 1: Like they um, they bid on you? So hundred always
Speaker 1: for a day, two hundred for a day. What's the
Speaker 1: best day you've ever been on? There was this one
Speaker 1: guy who was really nice. He took me to Morimoto
Speaker 1: and he gave me like three hundred dollars. I said,
Speaker 1: I get to eat ago, like just to dinner. Yeah,
Speaker 1: just to go in to dinner. I didn't even kiss him. Damn. Now,
Speaker 1: what about sexually, right, because you said you'll go all
Speaker 1: the way if it comes to that. So have you
Speaker 1: had any bad sexual experiences? I think every time they
Speaker 1: paid for it, it was bad. Like what makes it bad?
Speaker 1: It's just boring. I'm not really attractive to them because
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be doing it if they weren't paying me,
Speaker 1: But you like Alderman? I do, but I'm very picky.
Speaker 1: So what's exciting about order men? Because I feel like
Speaker 1: once they reached a certain age, some of them might
Speaker 1: be boring. So what do you look for? Like, what's
Speaker 1: the ideal with it to your sixty year old? For you,
Speaker 1: that's not boring? Um, I'm kind of boring myself. I
Speaker 1: don't go out partying every night. I like to drink
Speaker 1: sometimes not today. But do you still do that? Like,
Speaker 1: do you still go on your dates and stuff like that? No,
Speaker 1: he wouldn't let me do that. Don with other guys
Speaker 1: though they don't. My boyfriend bring that money home? Baby?
Speaker 1: So does he give you an allowance to like replace
Speaker 1: that giving me an allowance? But he spoils me though
Speaker 1: He's got me nice gifts and he takes me out
Speaker 1: to nice dinners? Does his family like you? I never
Speaker 1: met his mom? What? I don't think his brother likes me?
Speaker 1: I don't know. Wait, hold on, back it up. You've
Speaker 1: been together for almost a year, yeah, like seven months?
Speaker 1: Seven months? You haven't met his mom? Why is that? Well,
Speaker 1: she's ninety four and I guess she's not up for meeting.
Speaker 1: Do I want to meet her. Did you tell her
Speaker 1: about you? Oh? Yeah, they talk about me? So you
Speaker 1: amazing supposed to come together? Are you guys on good terms?
Speaker 1: Kind of? Be honest, Sarah. He doesn't want to be
Speaker 1: in the spotlight anymore. Why, I don't know. I really
Speaker 1: don't know. He doesn't like the attention. Do want to
Speaker 1: have a private life? Do you get more attention than him? More?
Speaker 1: I would say I do? I have more followers on
Speaker 1: out of like ad and eight thousand, he's six thousand.
Speaker 1: You also do camming though, Yeah? So you still do
Speaker 1: that now? Right? You have? He's okay with that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: he's okay with that. He knew when he first met
Speaker 1: me that I was doing that. Do you watch Euphoria? Yes?
Speaker 1: I feel like you need to be on that show.
Speaker 1: I never day is on it. It's a good show.
Speaker 1: But anyway, yes, it's one of the girls ended up.
Speaker 1: She's just started doing camming. So how do you get
Speaker 1: into camming? How lucrative is that? Is that like webcam?
Speaker 1: It really depends on the day or what, um how
Speaker 1: lucrative it is. But I started out by doing photo
Speaker 1: shoots and modeling. Like a lot of photo shoots I
Speaker 1: was doing. We're just guys with cell phones who would
Speaker 1: pay me to take my clothes off? Really, like, how
Speaker 1: much do you get paid to take your clothes off?
Speaker 1: That you'll be like all right, I say okay, and
Speaker 1: just take your clothes off and they're not allowed to
Speaker 1: touch though, right No, yeah, yeah, that's more like I'm
Speaker 1: her manage. I'm like, that's more. You should be asked
Speaker 1: for more than a thousand let's start there. What's exciting
Speaker 1: about all of that to you? Is it the money
Speaker 1: or is it just meeting new people really power new people?
Speaker 1: But I like the money too. I mean it's the
Speaker 1: easiest job. Is it the power that you have? Also
Speaker 1: that people are like actually paying you money to take
Speaker 1: your clothes off, I like that. It's so easy. It's
Speaker 1: just I mean, one guy just dropped me for twenty
Speaker 1: minutes when he paid me like one So what's the
Speaker 1: creepiest thing that has happened? Though? Because I'm also sure
Speaker 1: that sometimes it has to be situations where you feel uncomfortable,
Speaker 1: There's been so many creepy situations. There was one guy
Speaker 1: when I was nineteen who grabbed my boob. Wasn't a
Speaker 1: page shoot like back then, it was like I was
Speaker 1: just trying to build up my portfolio. So what do
Speaker 1: you How do you react in a situation like that?
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you have control? I was so nervous.
Speaker 1: I was like, I can't do this anymore. You know,
Speaker 1: when I was nineteen, I felt like I was like
Speaker 1: just a little girl, just I didn't know what to expect.
Speaker 1: You went by yourself. Yeah, so what about now? You
Speaker 1: don't do things about yourself now though you know I do?
Speaker 1: You do? I don't always have friends to go with me.
Speaker 1: That's a very vulnerable situation to being. Though well, like
Speaker 1: I understand how it can be powerful, it also would
Speaker 1: make somebody feel vulnerable because you don't know what somebody
Speaker 1: else might do. I mean sometimes I'm going to their
Speaker 1: house and I don't even know the person. You got
Speaker 1: to bring somebody with you, Sarah, I try sometime I
Speaker 1: don't want like a guy coming with me. My friends
Speaker 1: are guys that they're gonna have to deal with it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I have him wait outside in the car something like.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had somebody that pay you? No, I've
Speaker 1: never had that happen. I'm au the pay. I feel
Speaker 1: like people are so creepy and scary nowadays, and they
Speaker 1: are actually harming, like physically, Like I don't want to
Speaker 1: say the words, but killing, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Like I always run background checks on them before I
Speaker 1: go to their house. They're not criminals. Okay, Now, what
Speaker 1: if Mason was like, I don't want you to do
Speaker 1: any of this anymore? Would you stop? No? I don't
Speaker 1: think I would stop because that's not fairer. So if
Speaker 1: you had to choose between him and camming, you would
Speaker 1: choose camming. I would have to What else am I
Speaker 1: gonna do? I don't want to work like a nine
Speaker 1: to five. But you say that's not fair to you?
Speaker 1: And why it's not fair because he already knew what
Speaker 1: I did when he first met me, and he was
Speaker 1: fine with it. So do you guys have an open relationship? No?
Speaker 1: So fast? No? What was it like the first time
Speaker 1: you guys have sex? I blew his mind? You there's
Speaker 1: there's such a thing is good pussy energy, Like there's
Speaker 1: big dig energy. There's good pussy energy. So you blow
Speaker 1: his mind because your sex good. So it's not at
Speaker 1: the scenario for us. And how it went down like
Speaker 1: the first time and the first time, what was that like?
Speaker 1: What happened? How did that even come about. So I
Speaker 1: actually live in Pittsburgh and he invited me out to
Speaker 1: New York. After we met. We were like on the
Speaker 1: phone for the month before I actually got down to
Speaker 1: see him. So, um, I go down there and we
Speaker 1: just we plan out dinner and after dinner we just
Speaker 1: that Sacks, How did you initiate it? I would say
Speaker 1: we were just making out in between that, like when
Speaker 1: I first got there, we were making out and at
Speaker 1: the rest dinner, Okay, it's the dinner, and you know
Speaker 1: it was expected. I felt like it was expected because
Speaker 1: you came in Pittsburgh. I mean because you get in
Speaker 1: New Year to see him. So you know what, am
Speaker 1: I gonna stay there for about a week? All right?
Speaker 1: We get to my question, Oh my god, did your
Speaker 1: dad he's in the sixties. Okay, they're the same day.
Speaker 1: They're about this age. How does he have any kids?
Speaker 1: But maybe know does he want any No, he doesn't
Speaker 1: want any age. I don't want any either. You don't
Speaker 1: want any kids? Okay, but like you never look at
Speaker 1: him and be kind of feeling like this is my dad,
Speaker 1: like like my dad like not like I don't know
Speaker 1: because I feel like Daddy, do you call him daddy.
Speaker 1: What else? I've never really dated guys in my own age.
Speaker 1: They've always been a little bit older at least. And
Speaker 1: that's what I wanted to ask you. What's what's the
Speaker 1: one thing that really attracted you to him? Especially like
Speaker 1: the night that you guys first had sex. What was
Speaker 1: it that you were like, Oh, no, like I'm gonna like,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna blow his mind. Right? I thought he was
Speaker 1: so cute. I actually like his height. I find him
Speaker 1: like adorable and like sometimes I like to pet his hair.
Speaker 1: He's like my feet. This is a pet. Yeah, he's
Speaker 1: really Yeah, see I pictured that. I don't know. Why
Speaker 1: would you marry a big guy? Yeah, I've talked about
Speaker 1: it with him, but he doesn't want to get married.
Speaker 1: He doesn't want to get married to you know, he
Speaker 1: doesn't want to get mary. What's his reasoning? Um, he's
Speaker 1: never once to get married, but he told me after
Speaker 1: a few years that he would do it if we're
Speaker 1: still together. Okay, when you lash your virginity was to
Speaker 1: a this guy, old man, like a person, a person.
Speaker 1: I lost my virginity It was with a guy who
Speaker 1: was twenty five and I was seventeen, and also his
Speaker 1: friend his friend was like thirty five. Wait it was
Speaker 1: him and his friend was like he had the reason yeah, virginity. Yeah,
Speaker 1: he did not play a kind of guy. Happened because
Speaker 1: I was into him and his friend and we would
Speaker 1: all hang out together. Why was it thirty five year
Speaker 1: old hanging out with a year because he wanted to
Speaker 1: have sex with a seventeen year old? I know it's
Speaker 1: really messed up, Like looking back on it so gross? Yeah,
Speaker 1: but then so why you don't feel like that now?
Speaker 1: Oh no, I don't think like him, Like his age
Speaker 1: is gross. I think that like if I'm seventeen, Yes,
Speaker 1: seventeen is really but he's like thirty Yeah, no, it's different.
Speaker 1: She's of age now, she's a lot, but she's seventeen.
Speaker 1: Is like I was still in high school at seven
Speaker 1: and she told me she was seventeen right now, I
Speaker 1: will believe her young high school. I looked like I
Speaker 1: was turn right, that's even younger. You have sex with
Speaker 1: both to them at the same time or one after
Speaker 1: the other, like they took turn? Did I like that
Speaker 1: guy was too big? It was kind of painful? Okay,
Speaker 1: which one was big? Did they take it easy because
Speaker 1: they knew that it was like your virginity. Did you
Speaker 1: believe like we got something? Questions? Did? She's like, yeah,
Speaker 1: he had to take it easy on me because I
Speaker 1: couldn't even get it in all the way. While guy
Speaker 1: I didn't even know it was and I asked him.
Speaker 1: And yet so one was small, one was big? Yeah,
Speaker 1: you really had The older one was smaller, the older
Speaker 1: one was bigger. Kind of injury. Did you did you
Speaker 1: look up with either one of them after? What did
Speaker 1: you look up with either one of them after? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I actually dated the friend after we broke up. Did
Speaker 1: you enjoy it then? Well, the bigger one, um, you
Speaker 1: said the friends? So the friend was more demanding and
Speaker 1: bed did he wanted me to be Smiths because he
Speaker 1: was older? You know, he averybody had more brands. Do
Speaker 1: you remember your first orgasm? I think I was like
Speaker 1: twenty three, so it took me a while. I was
Speaker 1: doing it myself. Your first orgasm was a masturbation? Yeah,
Speaker 1: like the attache. That was what I was using, because
Speaker 1: just because you have sex doesn't mean this orgasm. Like
Speaker 1: a lot of men don't know how I hit this spot,
Speaker 1: So just make it make you come eating. Yeah, when
Speaker 1: he goes down on me. But that's the only way
Speaker 1: I can come. I've never came through sucks. So you
Speaker 1: never squirted? No, I'm not a squirt a creamer okay, okay,
Speaker 1: she looked up, like you ever do you ever go
Speaker 1: in like cream on on the camp? It's not like
Speaker 1: like sometimes I don't, like nothing comes out. But I
Speaker 1: want to learn how to squirt because I think that
Speaker 1: these sacks here, somebody here can teach you. I can
Speaker 1: sew something. Yes, it is, there's there's certain things that
Speaker 1: it's it's it's gonna happen. It's this vibrator. It's called
Speaker 1: I Vibe. It's a little one. Did you try it?
Speaker 1: I can't. I can't even take it, and it gets
Speaker 1: me so upset every time I use it. It It makes
Speaker 1: me squirt every single time, even on the lower speed.
Speaker 1: I'm like, but I think, yeah, I think it also
Speaker 1: depends on people's bodies, like people's bodies are different. No,
Speaker 1: it's gonna make you squirt. This is a gallante need.
Speaker 1: So what you just put it on your clip. The vibrator.
Speaker 1: We just got that vibrator we just got. It's called Vibe.
Speaker 1: It has this thing, it has like a hook. This
Speaker 1: hook you put through your finger, because if you put
Speaker 1: it too close to you, you're probably gonna burn your
Speaker 1: clip right off. I don't want to buy my clip up.
Speaker 1: I swear like you gotta hold it like you gotta
Speaker 1: talking to Mike's sorry, how sorry? Hold it like you
Speaker 1: gotta hold it like you have to put the ring
Speaker 1: here right and then let it hang and just like
Speaker 1: hold it there and like why are we all looking
Speaker 1: and going like what's going on? But I got to
Speaker 1: listen to me even when I don't like if I
Speaker 1: put it close, it makes it the squirre come out,
Speaker 1: like don't let it if you let it touch just
Speaker 1: a little. To do we have any toys in here
Speaker 1: for sale? We gotta get Sarah. Do you guys use toys?
Speaker 1: You and Mason he doesn't like to use toys. The
Speaker 1: one to make me come? How big is his dick? Honestly? Medium? Science? Ohoy?
Speaker 1: Why is good? Though? Like you should talk about your
Speaker 1: boyfriend's dick? Why not? Medium is good? But it's not
Speaker 1: about the dick size to me. And it's the motion
Speaker 1: in the ocean. Yeah, she's like tiny? Medium is what's
Speaker 1: his motion? Like I'm always one on top, sometimes I'm
Speaker 1: on the edge. Of the bed and he's like moving
Speaker 1: like because he came. He shorted in her. Is there
Speaker 1: anything that you guys haven't tried that you want to try.
Speaker 1: Don't try doggy style? You haven't tried dog. He hasn't
Speaker 1: good dog that's like regular. He likes it. I don't
Speaker 1: know why when he like that, He asked him why, Um,
Speaker 1: I think it's hard for him, Like he is disabled.
Speaker 1: So I was like, like, damn baby, and but he
Speaker 1: can stand yeah, um to be to do it? To
Speaker 1: let him you from the back. You could go to
Speaker 1: the corner or the edge of the bed and he's
Speaker 1: standing on purch it out a little bit, got you,
Speaker 1: I'll tell him that. Yeah, like you can like be
Speaker 1: on you could like you know, get feel like you
Speaker 1: can be like you can be on the edge of
Speaker 1: the bed on all fours and he can just be
Speaker 1: standing at the edge, like he can literally stand still
Speaker 1: and you can just like pop it back him. Or
Speaker 1: he could be there like he doesn't have to be
Speaker 1: on the bed on his knees. He can be standing.
Speaker 1: Will he watch you have sex with somebody else? Does
Speaker 1: he let me have sex with anybody? Like you think
Speaker 1: he would watch you have sex with somebody else. No,
Speaker 1: he would not like that at all. I don't want
Speaker 1: to talk anybody else crazy, why because I'm jallous. So
Speaker 1: how about how about you having a threesome with him
Speaker 1: and another man? No, I wouldn't do it. What about
Speaker 1: what another girl? No? I wouldn't us. I'm jealous. You
Speaker 1: never seen amazing. You know he's a celebrity, and you
Speaker 1: know some people thought that, like you liked him because
Speaker 1: he was famous and data dada. How do you respond
Speaker 1: to that? Well, I've already had guys who were famous before.
Speaker 1: I'm not after that, and I get more attention than
Speaker 1: he does, to be honest, because I'm always putting myself
Speaker 1: out there, like Laney helps me out with that that.
Speaker 1: I haven't seen this. Oh, they all in obliged. Where
Speaker 1: have I been? We just did a reality show called Love.
Speaker 1: Don't judge. I mean, I'm just gon because you know
Speaker 1: what it is. I live in d C. Now, I'm
Speaker 1: back and forth. I'm doing a lot. I know you're
Speaker 1: not mix anything. I live in Connecticut. I don't know anything.
Speaker 1: I'm not in a mix. Which picture are you showing him? Oh?
Speaker 1: So um? He was like a kid. I saw him
Speaker 1: on YouTube and I was like, he's so adorable, all
Speaker 1: oh okay, and totally not what I expected. What did
Speaker 1: you expect expecting like a short guy with muscles. I
Speaker 1: don't know why. Whenever I think of men, I think
Speaker 1: of muscles. Who was that attraction? Because and he says,
Speaker 1: he's not your sugar dad. I'm not trying to because
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to. He's cute, he's not you know,
Speaker 1: like he's not jacked up, but you don't. I don't
Speaker 1: really care about the guy even like muscles at all.
Speaker 1: Someone like, yeah, I'm gonna I'm gonna be honest. I'll
Speaker 1: you guys are cute together. I'm gonna be honest on
Speaker 1: my explore page. I don't know why there's a lot
Speaker 1: of like fashion over man models coming up on my
Speaker 1: ship and a lot of like heavy muscle guys. I'm
Speaker 1: not a fan of that. I feel like I enjoy
Speaker 1: you being at the gym. I enjoyed the muscles. I
Speaker 1: enjoying the fit thing. But there's some guys that are
Speaker 1: just overly muscular. That is not how are you doing
Speaker 1: with this man? I'm just going he's so cute, Like
Speaker 1: he's cute. He doesn't even look like that anymore, Like
Speaker 1: he lost a lot of weight since then. That was
Speaker 1: an old photo because I'm loving, but I'm not laughing.
Speaker 1: I'm not like and I'm trying to be nice. Does
Speaker 1: your family like him? Yeah? He came to my family's
Speaker 1: house on Christmas and they really liked him. You're you're
Speaker 1: a pretty girl, and you're young. I'm crying literally, but
Speaker 1: you know some some women have funny taste to mend.
Speaker 1: He's shoot and he has a great personality. He's really funny. Okay,
Speaker 1: what do you like? He is funny? I think we
Speaker 1: have things in common, like he we like to play
Speaker 1: pool together. We like to go to nice restaurant. So
Speaker 1: that's all over amazing. She's like, I don't want to
Speaker 1: laugh you all right, So let me ask you this back.
Speaker 1: More money, more money, more problems and two or false,
Speaker 1: more money, more problems. People always say the more money
Speaker 1: you have, the more problems you have. Do you think
Speaker 1: that's two or you think that's a myth? I think
Speaker 1: that's a math. I always want more money. How could
Speaker 1: that bring me a problems? So it makes it was broke?
Speaker 1: Would you be with him? Well? I don't think that'd
Speaker 1: be like fair because I'd be the one making all
Speaker 1: the money. You guys who I mean? I dated that
Speaker 1: guy who lived at his parents house. That sucks. He
Speaker 1: had to sneak me into like sleep over his house
Speaker 1: because his mom would be like, no sex during the days.
Speaker 1: She would just be like, no sex. You better not
Speaker 1: be having sex with her. And he was thirty he
Speaker 1: probably was. But the thing is the reason why I
Speaker 1: liked him was because we knew each other back in
Speaker 1: high school. Like I was too young at the time.
Speaker 1: I was fifteen. He was like twenty one. But I
Speaker 1: had already liked him back then. But we didn't do anything.
Speaker 1: We just re met as you got older, and you
Speaker 1: were like, this is creepy. You knew me when I
Speaker 1: was fifth seen, So what's the difference. I was curious
Speaker 1: about him. But what's different about Mason than the other
Speaker 1: guys that you've dated? That sugar daddies that made you
Speaker 1: want to marry him? Um? I would say, he's very
Speaker 1: understanding of my needs, Like he gets me what do
Speaker 1: you need so like sexually or just generally, so like
Speaker 1: I have like anxiety and like depression, He understanding understand it.
Speaker 1: He wants to help me. Yo, what the fuck? What's
Speaker 1: calling on Lorio? What's calling on Loreo? I'll be honest,
Speaker 1: this is real. Yeah, it's if he was just my
Speaker 1: sugar daddy, I wouldn't be exclusive with time. I really
Speaker 1: like him, but it hasn't. So do you see you
Speaker 1: guys together for the long holow because he's not here today.
Speaker 1: He was supposed to come. You guys you said, are okay,
Speaker 1: but you didn't say great. But yeah, I want to,
Speaker 1: but we don't get along very well. Why so why
Speaker 1: don't you get along? Well? Well, um, I'm kind of
Speaker 1: the puble a city. Or he doesn't want any attention
Speaker 1: and that's kind of caused like a rep in our
Speaker 1: relationship after the show aired. So do you anticipate you
Speaker 1: guys getting a television show together or something like that?
Speaker 1: But he wouldn't want to. Somebody contacted us after we
Speaker 1: did that YouTube show and they wanted to pitch us
Speaker 1: to like telc we TV, and he just doesn't want to.
Speaker 1: Do you think you can kind of tone down like
Speaker 1: the attention seeking that you enjoy to be with him
Speaker 1: or is that something like a part of your personality
Speaker 1: that you can't change. I can do all the radio
Speaker 1: shows by myself, like that's not a problem. I would
Speaker 1: love to do like a reality show with him again,
Speaker 1: but I don't think that's gonna happen. But if he
Speaker 1: wants to tell you, like hey, in order for me
Speaker 1: to be with you in the long run and get married,
Speaker 1: like you guys have spoken about would you like that out?
Speaker 1: Would you? Um? Probably not? So what is it about
Speaker 1: that that you enjoy? Because that's a you thing, um,
Speaker 1: Because I've always just wanted to be like in the Spotlight,
Speaker 1: to be on us that I want to make money
Speaker 1: off of that, and you have been m And you
Speaker 1: know what else I would say is a great thing
Speaker 1: is that you have an altered your body in any
Speaker 1: way I want to though I want to get fake boobs,
Speaker 1: you want to get well. You don't think that people
Speaker 1: like that about you. I don't think so. I think
Speaker 1: people would prefer if I had fake boobs, so with people?
Speaker 1: Would he pay with Mason pay for that? No, he
Speaker 1: doesn't like fake boobs. I don't know if you guys
Speaker 1: are meant to be together because you like the Spotlight.
Speaker 1: He doesn't. You want to get surgery. He doesn't want
Speaker 1: you to. Maybe y'all are meant to be together. That's
Speaker 1: very possible. I mean it's been toxic lately. What's toxic
Speaker 1: about it? Just what I just said, Like he doesn't
Speaker 1: want to be in the spotlight anymore. What is that
Speaker 1: toxic though? I mean, if it's it's because if guys,
Speaker 1: we're very different, so toxic in the sense of like
Speaker 1: you're different and it affects your relationship. Yeah, I think
Speaker 1: like someone not. Yeah, but I feel like so when
Speaker 1: not wanting to be in the limelight is not necessarily toxic.
Speaker 1: I think that's just their preference and your preference. But
Speaker 1: within the difference of preference, you guys have issues which
Speaker 1: make it toxic, you know. Yeah. I mean there's some
Speaker 1: times where we've got on radio shows and he doesn't
Speaker 1: like what I say, Like what like what might you
Speaker 1: say that he doesn't like if I give away too
Speaker 1: many personal details and something like that. How big is
Speaker 1: his dick? A medium? But like how many inches? Like medium?
Speaker 1: Like twenty iNeST what that's like taller than him? He's
Speaker 1: being a good girlfriend. Do you enjoy sex with Yeah?
Speaker 1: I do. He fire sex drive though, so he went
Speaker 1: to funk all the time and you like relax, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean he probably want to do it twice a day.
Speaker 1: That's not bad today. Oh god, I'm such a savage.
Speaker 1: My man is like drain, he's spent. He's like that.
Speaker 1: I would do it three times a day and play
Speaker 1: two other times, not be wanting to have mad sex.
Speaker 1: Like in the morning, I want to have sex, but
Speaker 1: the middle of the day, I want to have sex. Man,
Speaker 1: it comes back from the gym, and I want to
Speaker 1: have sex right before I take a shower in the
Speaker 1: night time. Three times a day is not that. But
Speaker 1: I don't get that all the time. I only get that, Like,
Speaker 1: and I'm telling you he's rented. After that last one,
Speaker 1: he's like, oh my god, you gotta think about it.
Speaker 1: There's twenty four hours and that like maybe once a week.
Speaker 1: So let me ask you this, right, if you're with
Speaker 1: a guy, say you guys with Mason, does he have
Speaker 1: to delete all his exces off his Instagram page? Mason
Speaker 1: still ask this X on this Instagram what they doesn't about?
Speaker 1: You know? It doesn't bother me. They're just old photos.
Speaker 1: But he's not keeping them up there to look at them.
Speaker 1: He barely uses Instagram anyway. What about you? Did you
Speaker 1: delete your do you delete your exs off Instagram? Yeah.
Speaker 1: I mean I like to just put myself on Instagram.
Speaker 1: I don't want any other guy with me on there.
Speaker 1: But I did post a few photos of Mason. Um,
Speaker 1: how much many do you make up a cam? Would
Speaker 1: you say? Um? After they show aired, I'd say only fans.
Speaker 1: I made about five thousand dollars that month. That's good.
Speaker 1: So it's like a month. Do you get that every month?
Speaker 1: Or it's just like abstraction site that I use, but
Speaker 1: I also use like my free cam and I use
Speaker 1: like a sexting site called sex Canther. How much at
Speaker 1: that time? How much of your time does it occupy though?
Speaker 1: Like is it extract I would say it's easy. Is
Speaker 1: it a distraction though, like in a relationship, because like
Speaker 1: I gotta work, Yeah, because I want to just go
Speaker 1: in the other room and cam. But I feel weird
Speaker 1: just leaving him in the other world relationship. But how
Speaker 1: does he feel about that? Like that might be why
Speaker 1: you don't like sex as much as he does, because
Speaker 1: you know majority at the time, but most of the
Speaker 1: time I use only fans now, like I kind of
Speaker 1: took a break from the live camming just because only
Speaker 1: fans is like Instagram, right, Like it's like, so, how
Speaker 1: is that? Though? Like for your relationship with him? Does
Speaker 1: he get frustrated when you're like, Okay, I'm going to
Speaker 1: the other room, got a cam He's complained about me
Speaker 1: doing it too late. He's like, why are you starting
Speaker 1: so late? We've gonta do a fight over that. What's late? Though?
Speaker 1: Isn't that the right time to do it? At night? Nine?
Speaker 1: It's not late? Did he say I wanted us? Time subscribed?
Speaker 1: Do you have any plans to have kids in your mind? Sorry?
Speaker 1: As far as quality time, do you guys spend enough
Speaker 1: time together where you're like, all right between nine and tent,
Speaker 1: I'm going to do Yeah, we basically lived together. I mean,
Speaker 1: I've been spending a lot of time in his apartment.
Speaker 1: So maybe he just really likes you and he's kind
Speaker 1: of just getting over the fact that you're camming and
Speaker 1: sexing me. But I don't really like it that month.
Speaker 1: But I feel you because when he met you, that's
Speaker 1: what you were doing. Who I am now? You want
Speaker 1: me to change? But maybe he haven't been with anybody
Speaker 1: like me before, But maybe he also thought it was temporary. Right.
Speaker 1: Sometimes you feel like something is just for the moment,
Speaker 1: or you can change somebody's just that's not ideal, right,
Speaker 1: thinking you could change somebody. But I wouldn't know what
Speaker 1: you mean by he's never been with somebody like you
Speaker 1: before because all the women he's dated or his age
Speaker 1: and they don't do porn, right, Okay, have you ever
Speaker 1: done like a porner? Like we could see you on
Speaker 1: X videos or porn? Hun I have solo stuff on Google.
Speaker 1: If you google my name and type in nude, I'm
Speaker 1: sure you'll find anything. And it looks like did you
Speaker 1: ever ask him to participate in your video? No, he
Speaker 1: won't do that, No, not at all. Wait, I've seen
Speaker 1: him before, but like he's been a commercial. Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: what I figured out. He has commercials back in the seventies.
Speaker 1: Well then I didn't see him. Maybe on the show
Speaker 1: maybe he saw us there. It's like a bar show,
Speaker 1: you know, the show Extreme Love, Extreme Love. Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: like the show that shows like odd couples, but it's
Speaker 1: like an internet show. We did like a spin off
Speaker 1: of that. Okay, yeah, seeing the show that you did,
Speaker 1: so people call you an odd couple. That doesn't make
Speaker 1: you feel it's you doin it? Is this you doing? Rough?
Speaker 1: Extreme choking German brutal an, I thought that shows up.
Speaker 1: That's not me. I'm leaving under my name, but me,
Speaker 1: I've never done. Like, what are some things that you
Speaker 1: wouldn't do that you haven't done, like without Mason, or
Speaker 1: you haven't done with Mason that you're not willing to do.
Speaker 1: I don't do anything, no, not on camera. I've done
Speaker 1: in my personal life to enjoy it. It's okay, I
Speaker 1: still haven't done an and my boyfriend's very much like,
Speaker 1: let's try it, you would enjoy it, And I just
Speaker 1: feel like a news. I feel like a news more
Speaker 1: for men. If he's saying you would enjoy some women
Speaker 1: love you know, some women you never know if you
Speaker 1: like it, that might you might enjoy it, And I'm like,
Speaker 1: I feel like that's more for men. Men are very like,
Speaker 1: let's try everything. Let's try you know, like you because
Speaker 1: they ain't got to take the dick exactly, like, how
Speaker 1: was your first time doing you? No? Like when the
Speaker 1: high wronk? Yeah it did that make it easier? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I think it was easier. Do you a Mason? Do
Speaker 1: you know? No? He wants to, but not really that much.
Speaker 1: He brought it up. I don't know, I don't really
Speaker 1: like it that much. I feel that, but you're doing
Speaker 1: what other people you're not gonna do with your man.
Speaker 1: I only did it with one other guy, Okay that
Speaker 1: much to feel that you wanted to do it again. Yeah,
Speaker 1: look it says here. Also when I googled your name
Speaker 1: that you guys might do a sex tape together. He
Speaker 1: he doesn't want me to talk about that. That's like
Speaker 1: I can't say anything, but maybe no, that would you'll
Speaker 1: pay I would see that. I just felt like, if
Speaker 1: she's with Laney, is coming, like I don't know, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like it's coming. So when did the sex
Speaker 1: tape come out? Did y'all feelm it already? Know it's
Speaker 1: a sex tape? You don't have like it? Just reagul okay,
Speaker 1: not a sex date, but like things you all have
Speaker 1: filmed together, just pleasure. Who initiates the sex? Usually? He
Speaker 1: usually does, like, yeah, he's hard. What's his favorite position?
Speaker 1: Me on top? Probably? Okay, I can see there anything
Speaker 1: anything going down? Have you caught any girl women um
Speaker 1: sliding in his d M s or like on his
Speaker 1: phone because you're very jealous. I've seen some groupies trying
Speaker 1: to hit him up. That makes you feel. Um, there
Speaker 1: was one girl who was saying that girls like me
Speaker 1: or a diame a dozen and this is a girl
Speaker 1: that he was kind of like friendly with, like that
Speaker 1: it wasn't like a like a dating thing because they
Speaker 1: just met like at some event. And um, yeah, just
Speaker 1: like really upset me to see that she was writing
Speaker 1: that about me on his phone. He can't be friends
Speaker 1: with her anymore? Right, Oh? I told her not to
Speaker 1: text him anymore, texted her and so yeah, I've told
Speaker 1: you girls, Manta nothing anymore. And is he respecting it? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I hope he is. All right, So let me see
Speaker 1: this bitter swallow swallow Okay, yeah, sucker fit lucky Mason,
Speaker 1: sucker fuck fuck Okay. Is he good at eating your pussy? Yeah,
Speaker 1: he's really good. Okay. Well look she's a happy girl. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and that's how the Sarah, if you're happy, we're happy
Speaker 1: for you. Thank you girl, get you a different boy.
Speaker 1: Have you Has your family met him? The family met
Speaker 1: him on Christmas? How was that? It was fine? They
Speaker 1: liked him, like, my dad recognized him from back in
Speaker 1: the day. And what did your dad say? He's like,
Speaker 1: are you an actor? I recognize you? And he didn't
Speaker 1: want to kill him. They just trying to be Facebook
Speaker 1: friends with him. About you dating older men or just
Speaker 1: like the work you do. They know the exact work
Speaker 1: that you're involved in or I don't know to what
Speaker 1: extent they know. They know that I model, and I
Speaker 1: don't know how they fail about me danting older guys,
Speaker 1: but I know they don't like what I do because
Speaker 1: then my dad's like a minister. I can see that.
Speaker 1: But they accept you for who you are. Yeah, they
Speaker 1: didn't disown me yet yet. What you're about to do
Speaker 1: girl right exactly coming exect stage once they see that.
Speaker 1: So where do you see yourself like five years from now?
Speaker 1: If I'm not with Mason, I'd probably do boy girl porn. Okay,
Speaker 1: what's your favorite porn site? Porn of? I think that
Speaker 1: everybody want push yours and um, I don't know it varies.
Speaker 1: You're seeing like you gotta sneaky one. That's better because
Speaker 1: when we all say it's a poor help. He was like,
Speaker 1: ain't bros and my friends on Twitter? Thing? Bro? You
Speaker 1: know those are people as my dad. I gave him
Speaker 1: a bang Bus shirt. I like bras. I never checked
Speaker 1: it out, but they have it on porn hubs, So
Speaker 1: that's the only reason for me. I think X and
Speaker 1: XX is good. I think for me this video it
Speaker 1: looks like world Star of Porn. Yeah, it's perfect. I
Speaker 1: think for me, I barely watched, Like I go off
Speaker 1: of visuals like I can play with my pussy and
Speaker 1: envision me having sex with my man or so creative,
Speaker 1: super creative. But if I do want to watch porn,
Speaker 1: like I just go to porn hub and then after
Speaker 1: I just feel like a bad person. Why do you
Speaker 1: feel like a bad after orgasm? I'm like, what are
Speaker 1: you doing? Your search history? Get out there in let's life.
Speaker 1: I'm clear your search history. So you think if you
Speaker 1: stay with Mason, you can't do porn. He wouldn't want
Speaker 1: me doing porn girl porn, porn. He doesn't even want
Speaker 1: me doing girl girl porn. But I would still do it.
Speaker 1: But damn, you don't give a fun he wants. It's
Speaker 1: not even a big deal because it's another girl. It's
Speaker 1: not I'm gonna just leave him for girls. Another girl. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you don't think another girl's shooting. I think it's just
Speaker 1: work because it's not like a private thing. It's just
Speaker 1: for work, So it kind of sounds like Mason has
Speaker 1: more feelings for you now that you have you together,
Speaker 1: and you have feelings for him, but you're also still
Speaker 1: more so focused on your career and he's kind of
Speaker 1: like not interested in you have his age. She doesn't
Speaker 1: even know she's going to change in a year. But
Speaker 1: I'm saying, basically, it sounds like you're not stopping your
Speaker 1: career regardless of being with him or how he not right,
Speaker 1: don't so is this something you see yourself doing well?
Speaker 1: How that relationships are compromised? But this is this saying
Speaker 1: it to me. I'm just saying, maybe still work in
Speaker 1: the industry for like another ten years. I don't want
Speaker 1: to want to do after that. They're clearly not still together.
Speaker 1: They don't have nothing in common. Forget the fact that
Speaker 1: he's but like, we have things that we like to do,
Speaker 1: but he's trying to limit what you even to do
Speaker 1: for yourself. And it doesn't matter what it is you
Speaker 1: want to do for yourself, because I might want to
Speaker 1: something else and goals in my mind, but whatever your
Speaker 1: goals is in your mind, if somebody's blocking that, that's
Speaker 1: gonna be a problem. It doesn't matter whether it's a friend,
Speaker 1: a boyfriend, So I'm saying that's the compatibility that I
Speaker 1: mean is like not working, not even just I'm not
Speaker 1: even talking about physical because that's something totally different. But
Speaker 1: I think if you're you like to do something and
Speaker 1: you keep saying like this makes me happy, this is
Speaker 1: what I want to do, but he says I can't
Speaker 1: do it, but he doesn't like it. So you'd rather
Speaker 1: be unhappy to be with him, or you rather be happy.
Speaker 1: And I'm not trying to break you all up or
Speaker 1: convince you to leave you now, because I think that
Speaker 1: she needs to, she's a young woman. But if he
Speaker 1: financially really took care of you though, like it really
Speaker 1: doesn't an allowance, but if he give you ten thousand
Speaker 1: dollars a month and was like, I don't want you
Speaker 1: to do this anymore, that's definite money. That's definitely give
Speaker 1: it up. If he paid any up, So I sell
Speaker 1: you about the money, but give it up. What is
Speaker 1: he doing for his financials like benefit or lifestyle to
Speaker 1: keep himself going, like being that he doesn't like the limelight,
Speaker 1: like you're restaurant mis retired now, but he still has equity.
Speaker 1: But that's not fair. He got enough money to retire. Meanwhile,
Speaker 1: you haven't even done what you need to do for
Speaker 1: yourself yet. So he's comfortable. You get what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: He lives his life. It's how I had to live
Speaker 1: her life. But what if he but so what if
Speaker 1: he was like, what if you could make money doing
Speaker 1: something else? And he was fine with that? Is it
Speaker 1: just this that he doesn't want you to do or
Speaker 1: does he not want you to work at all? He
Speaker 1: wants me to work, but he wants me to get
Speaker 1: like a regular job. He doesn't want to do that.
Speaker 1: She made that clear unless he paid. He's differently. I
Speaker 1: know somebody who makes almost thirty thousand on only fans
Speaker 1: every month, and I'm not like mainly on followers though,
Speaker 1: and she has almost three million. Better blow you up.
Speaker 1: You make money like this is but he don't even
Speaker 1: want her to do that. That to do that, and
Speaker 1: he got a problem with that. Other interests and hobbies
Speaker 1: do you have aside from this that are not like
Speaker 1: sex related? That's what I like to do my free time. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like just other hobbies that you enjoy that might not
Speaker 1: have to do with sex or camming or anything. I
Speaker 1: like to drink, I like to play pool. That's the
Speaker 1: way to how hard, she told us beginning the dates
Speaker 1: play pool shot up. But for you gotta be you
Speaker 1: and you can't just she's too young, that has somebody
Speaker 1: limit her being her. And if he wants to be
Speaker 1: more more into whatever you want to do, then that's different.
Speaker 1: But I feel like you gotta be yourself. You have right,
Speaker 1: that's fine, And that's the older man that probably will
Speaker 1: let you. Their compromises you're willing to make to be like,
Speaker 1: what like not having sex with other guys? So do
Speaker 1: you have sex? No, do compromise? She's saying she compromised
Speaker 1: going on dates for money. So how do your friends
Speaker 1: feel about it? That has this like ruined them relationship
Speaker 1: friend wise for you? Or No, she doesn't have friends
Speaker 1: because they won't come with her when she has to
Speaker 1: go to these these people's houses. Okay, that's true. It's
Speaker 1: a guy friend. You need a manager. My friends don't
Speaker 1: care what I do. M hmm. They don't have a
Speaker 1: problem with But your friends at your age, I date
Speaker 1: dating people that are older as well, or how does
Speaker 1: that work out? A lot of my guy friends are
Speaker 1: also older. They're dating young girls. Also, most of your
Speaker 1: friends are men. Yeah, okay, anybody that you used to
Speaker 1: mess with you said be friends with. No, just Manden
Speaker 1: that was just friends with. When did you realize that
Speaker 1: you like older men? Like? When did that come into class?
Speaker 1: She was young? I just like what you know what
Speaker 1: I mean with the big dick. That was when I
Speaker 1: got intrigued by the whole sugar daddy thing. So what
Speaker 1: if it's a young guy that's spending the same amount
Speaker 1: of money, No, I wouldn't be as attracted to. Why
Speaker 1: is there about an older guy that turns you on?
Speaker 1: I think they're smarter and more mature. A lot of
Speaker 1: young guys they're just like, what's your snack? I could
Speaker 1: I forget that. I feel like a lot of younger
Speaker 1: guys have a lot of maturing to do, right, But
Speaker 1: especially then, you know people saying that like men mature
Speaker 1: slower than women. I could understand that, but I don't know.
Speaker 1: I feel like like older men, like fifty sixties, just
Speaker 1: there's just something about them that just doesn't turn me on. Person.
Speaker 1: Back in the days when I was like eighteen years old,
Speaker 1: eighteen nineteen years old, when I was working at a
Speaker 1: strip club, I um, I was working with one of
Speaker 1: the owners, and he was older. He was like probably
Speaker 1: sixty years old. He was older, and he was fine.
Speaker 1: I was like nineteen, but he was fine. He had muscles,
Speaker 1: he had a nice stomach, and he was like real funny,
Speaker 1: and he was the boss and he was mind and everything.
Speaker 1: So so you're saying when you were in nineteen, I mean,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know, but I mean that's
Speaker 1: the only older guy that I've ever been with. But
Speaker 1: I do like guys like and when I was in
Speaker 1: my twenties, I did day guys that were forty How
Speaker 1: about right now, would you date a sixty five year
Speaker 1: old the last now, my current boyfriend is thirty nine,
Speaker 1: and the woman I was with before that, I was
Speaker 1: twenty nine. So you know, that's all I date in
Speaker 1: my age. I feel like I date in my age
Speaker 1: for sure, Like I wouldn't date a guy that's sixty
Speaker 1: even fifty. Like I have a ton of guys always
Speaker 1: hitting on me at older ages, and I'm kind of like,
Speaker 1: and what's the oldest man you ever dated from your age?
Speaker 1: Probably somebody he was like fourteen years older than me.
Speaker 1: I never had a man that was that much older
Speaker 1: than man. But I feel like if you're like eighteen
Speaker 1: dating a like sixty year old, there's a huge difference there.
Speaker 1: As soon as they try to talk to me, I
Speaker 1: get the creeps no, because I'm like, yeah, I know
Speaker 1: you have a daughter or a granddaughter of mine. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think it's weird for somebody could have a child
Speaker 1: your age that they do, or since daughter's frame you
Speaker 1: like did like Diddy and Laurie Harvey. I look at
Speaker 1: that like Steve Harvey is more Diddy's age than Lourie Harvey.
Speaker 1: So when I see because she's like twenty two and
Speaker 1: Puff is like fifty, So I just think that I
Speaker 1: can you think that's she's like, what's wrong with that?
Speaker 1: Sounds like I know them? That doesn't my friends doubles age.
Speaker 1: You think somebody could steal you away from Mason, like
Speaker 1: another guy could swoop in. I like Mason's adorable nous.
Speaker 1: All the guys are adorable like that. And I think
Speaker 1: also to the fact that he can help you with
Speaker 1: your depression and anxiety in what you feel for him,
Speaker 1: like it's different, you know, It's like when it's different
Speaker 1: when you have a sexual attraction with someone than you're
Speaker 1: do an emotional attraction, like when someone understands you are,
Speaker 1: like helps you with your struggles like depression and anxiety.
Speaker 1: That's a huge role. So that might be hard for
Speaker 1: you to like shift away from the relationship with him.
Speaker 1: Does he like being called adorable as opposed to like handsome?
Speaker 1: And what is who was your boyfriend before him? What
Speaker 1: was your longest relationship before him? Probably a year? I
Speaker 1: want the longest. She's having fun. I just want to
Speaker 1: know what does he look like? Um, my last boyfriend
Speaker 1: he adorable to No, it was taller. What was the
Speaker 1: last vacation you and Mason went on. We just got
Speaker 1: back from Delray Beach. Where's that al right? Outside? That's fun?
Speaker 1: But I left early because we're fighting. How do you
Speaker 1: deal with that? Either it's your fault that you guys fight,
Speaker 1: more your fault or more his fault. I think it's
Speaker 1: his fault because he doesn't accept you for who you are,
Speaker 1: and like he's more the one who, like you know,
Speaker 1: wants to be like aggressive and we're fighting, like not physically,
Speaker 1: but I mean, you know, yeah, I'm saying what I think.
Speaker 1: It's difficult in those situations because he probably like really
Speaker 1: admires you and loves you for like other things other
Speaker 1: than the sexual and you still have this kind of
Speaker 1: like at ration for your career as doing camming and sexting,
Speaker 1: So like for him, he likes who you are deep
Speaker 1: down inside versus like the career, and you still want
Speaker 1: to stick to that. So that kind of like it's
Speaker 1: probably what makes a relationship toxic. You know, it's like
Speaker 1: you still want to do what you want to do,
Speaker 1: what you have been doing. But for him, it's like
Speaker 1: he's jealous. We've developed something and I like that. He
Speaker 1: probably scared you're gonna leave him, maybe a little bit
Speaker 1: scared you're gonna find something better. Seven months, Yeah, seven months,
Speaker 1: that's a short time, very short. Yeah, yeah, that's a
Speaker 1: new relationship. That's a short time. He probably like, she's
Speaker 1: gonna find something better. She needs to stop doing all
Speaker 1: that ship and he wants you to be in the house,
Speaker 1: don't go out there and be around all these other men. Right,
Speaker 1: and you're jealous too and that alright, Well, Saray tell
Speaker 1: everybody where they can find you, because we want to
Speaker 1: make sure we blow up. Yeah yeah, fans pages get
Speaker 1: you more like Jona Sha making that the all follow
Speaker 1: me on Sarah Underscore, Ruthie on Instagram and then Twitter,
Speaker 1: Stara Rusie. You could just search me on all social
Speaker 1: media Stara Rusie and you'll find me. Okay, so you're
Speaker 1: not gonna give it up, right, you're not gonna give up.
Speaker 1: I can't find my name used my real name. The
Speaker 1: only fans might links in my bio on Twitter and stuff.
Speaker 1: So what if you had like a really attractive guy
Speaker 1: at your age with a huge dick and a lot
Speaker 1: of money. I don't really care about the dick. That's
Speaker 1: really important to me. Get that cash, baby, but the
Speaker 1: money on my own age, like, I don't think I
Speaker 1: would date some of my own age. Just reminds me
Speaker 1: of this show that I'm watching on Lifetime. It's called
Speaker 1: Married to Millions. Have you guys heard of it? I'm
Speaker 1: a square. I watched a Lifetime all the time. I'm
Speaker 1: so boring. But anyway, my bad. So anyway, Um, there's
Speaker 1: this one couple and the girls twenty one and the
Speaker 1: guy is older than your Boyfrid Ring. He's like fifty seven.
Speaker 1: Everybody goes nuts over this couple, but they seem to
Speaker 1: be really they really love each other. His ex wife
Speaker 1: had a meeting with her. She said, oh no, it's
Speaker 1: never gonna work. You're a child. It's so good. I
Speaker 1: love it. This is what that's But Sarah, we can't
Speaker 1: wait to see what happens, and you gotta come update us.
Speaker 1: Thank you. I'd love to come back. Okay, love that extime.
Speaker 1: You got to drink no more cold. I got to
Speaker 1: take breaks sometimes because like it's hard for me to
Speaker 1: breathe because I'm just getting over the cold. Bring your
Speaker 1: new boyfriend when you come back. Negative List Service