WEBVTT - Episode 207: Sugar Baby (Feat. Sarah Russi) 0:00:01.600 --> 0:00:03.480 What's up? What's up? Is lip service at me intil Ye. 0:00:03.720 --> 0:00:08.799 I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm and I'm Sara Rucy. Sara Rucy. 0:00:08.920 --> 0:00:11.719 Welcome to the show. We thought that you and Mason 0:00:11.800 --> 0:00:14.079 were going to be here, but you got sick. He 0:00:14.160 --> 0:00:17.200 got sick. Yeah, okay, So you guys are good. We're good, 0:00:17.280 --> 0:00:21.759 We're okay, good, are okay? Okay? Two different things. He's okay, 0:00:22.440 --> 0:00:25.239 We're okay, We're okay, Okay. I just want to make sure. 0:00:25.640 --> 0:00:28.280 So let's talk about who you are and what why 0:00:28.400 --> 0:00:31.000 we all know who you are because Mason's your boyfriend. 0:00:31.840 --> 0:00:37.920 And how old are you now? He's fifty four okay, 0:00:38.080 --> 0:00:40.040 and that's a lot older than you and you've you've 0:00:40.080 --> 0:00:43.320 gotten some criticism for that, but you're in love. Yeah, 0:00:43.720 --> 0:00:46.280 So how did you guys meet? So we actually met 0:00:46.320 --> 0:00:49.680 at a convention in New Jersey. It was called Chiller 0:00:49.800 --> 0:00:54.080 Theater and I was actually there with another actors ship 0:00:55.920 --> 0:00:59.040 Get scooped up. He plays Flick in a Christmas story 0:01:00.080 --> 0:01:02.840 and um, Mason just sat down next to me and 0:01:02.840 --> 0:01:06.119 started talking to me, and from there it was like 0:01:06.480 --> 0:01:10.039 we just clicked. Was your date jealous? Oh yeah? He 0:01:10.080 --> 0:01:13.880 saw us kiss at the end of the night. Okay, Sarah, 0:01:13.920 --> 0:01:16.319 you gotta back up for a second. You went on 0:01:16.360 --> 0:01:18.959 a date with somebody else, sat next to some sat 0:01:19.000 --> 0:01:21.400 next to Mason, and you kissed him even though you 0:01:21.440 --> 0:01:23.880 were with somebody else. Yeah. Like, we went to the 0:01:23.920 --> 0:01:26.959 after party together. I dished the other guy even though 0:01:26.959 --> 0:01:31.640 we had like matching Halloween costume, came dressed the like. Yeah, 0:01:31.720 --> 0:01:34.199 we dressed up for the party and I just dished 0:01:34.280 --> 0:01:37.160 him completely. How long were you with the other person? 0:01:37.640 --> 0:01:39.520 We weren't really together. We were just talking on the 0:01:39.520 --> 0:01:41.480 phone like a month before and then that was the 0:01:41.520 --> 0:01:47.080 first time we met. Okay, did he hate you after it? No, 0:01:47.200 --> 0:01:49.800 he's still comments on my photos. Okay, so he's a 0:01:49.840 --> 0:01:53.800 cool person. Yeah, it gets it this Mason. Now, how 0:01:53.840 --> 0:01:56.480 does that make Mason feel? Mason doesn't care because Mason 0:01:56.480 --> 0:02:00.960 already knew him. They were already kind of friends. That's 0:02:00.960 --> 0:02:05.240 how did you say about that? Um, it doesn't bother 0:02:05.360 --> 0:02:07.160 me that with their friends. I mean they're not really 0:02:07.160 --> 0:02:10.120 close friends. They don't hang out or anything their acquaintances. 0:02:11.120 --> 0:02:14.160 Was Mason dating anybody at the time, No, he wasn't. Well, 0:02:14.160 --> 0:02:16.320 I think he was like dating some girls, but he 0:02:16.400 --> 0:02:19.959 gave him up for me. I heard that you actually 0:02:20.000 --> 0:02:23.720 wanted to hiller at him first, Mason, Yeah, instead of 0:02:23.760 --> 0:02:25.560 the other guy, Like you were the one that kind 0:02:25.560 --> 0:02:27.720 of initiated things with Mason. Well, I found him a 0:02:27.720 --> 0:02:30.040 Facebook firm across because a friend of mine was telling 0:02:30.080 --> 0:02:32.200 me about him and I didn't know who he was. 0:02:32.560 --> 0:02:34.880 What was she saying about him? She was like saying 0:02:34.960 --> 0:02:38.200 that she met him before and that he was like 0:02:38.200 --> 0:02:41.960 trying to get at her. Then that's a good question 0:02:42.480 --> 0:02:44.920 because if a guy is trying to talk to one 0:02:44.960 --> 0:02:47.760 of your home girls, would you feel awkward talking to 0:02:47.840 --> 0:02:51.080 him after that? Even if they never hooked up or anything? Right? 0:02:51.440 --> 0:02:54.800 Is it weird? Like Lourial, Stephanie or Avian If a 0:02:54.800 --> 0:02:56.120 guy is trying to talk to me and you know 0:02:56.200 --> 0:02:59.360 it right and then you meet him, would you feel 0:02:59.400 --> 0:03:04.080 weird talking to him? Yeah? I Yah, definitely sure, only 0:03:04.120 --> 0:03:06.840 because I would feel like, what it depends how close 0:03:06.880 --> 0:03:10.560 I am with the friend. If it's you, absolutely yeah, 0:03:10.639 --> 0:03:12.840 because it's like I'm what you're going to be around 0:03:12.840 --> 0:03:16.640 me and you and then he's gonna be we never talked, Yeah, 0:03:17.240 --> 0:03:20.440 but that means he just goes from a friend of friend, right, 0:03:20.520 --> 0:03:22.840 So it's like for me, it's an acquaintance of me. 0:03:25.200 --> 0:03:27.320 I think for me, it's like if I know that 0:03:27.400 --> 0:03:29.360 he tried to get one of my friends, then like, 0:03:30.160 --> 0:03:34.800 I'm good on put her onto him. Like this is 0:03:34.800 --> 0:03:37.520 that in the third session? I like him? She ya, 0:03:37.640 --> 0:03:41.360 I'm like, yeah, if the friend is kind of like you, 0:03:43.800 --> 0:03:46.680 I never met her in person, she's oh my god, 0:03:46.800 --> 0:03:51.640 it's social media friends differences, fend. That's but like if 0:03:51.680 --> 0:03:53.840 it's a real friend, like if I know you and 0:03:53.880 --> 0:03:55.960 I knew you were dating this guy or that he 0:03:56.080 --> 0:03:59.520 tried to get with you know, if it's something online ship, 0:03:59.600 --> 0:04:01.960 I might marry that nigger. It does not matter because 0:04:02.000 --> 0:04:08.000 I don't even know, right, especially she was the one 0:04:08.040 --> 0:04:13.880 telling you, like, hey, there's this guy. He's lit. Yeah. Now, 0:04:13.880 --> 0:04:15.400 what didn' chanse me the most is that you were 0:04:15.440 --> 0:04:19.000 a sugar baby. So explain what a sugar baby is 0:04:19.080 --> 0:04:21.920 for everybody, and tell me how this works, because I've 0:04:21.960 --> 0:04:24.160 never been has anybody in here ever been a sugar baby? 0:04:24.200 --> 0:04:30.360 Sugar officially, not officially, not officially, unofficially, all right, So 0:04:31.600 --> 0:04:36.520 to me, it's more of a legalized version of escorting. Okay, 0:04:36.600 --> 0:04:39.080 so break it down. So I would just meet up 0:04:39.080 --> 0:04:41.760 with a guy, like once a month, he'd give me 0:04:41.760 --> 0:04:45.280 an allowance. How much is an allowance on average? And 0:04:45.360 --> 0:04:48.200 that's for like a thousand? How many guys are you 0:04:48.240 --> 0:04:50.159 sugar babies for at a time that you're getting like 0:04:50.160 --> 0:04:52.680 a thousand from all these different people? About a few 0:04:52.680 --> 0:04:55.520 guys I was seeing? And what did you have to 0:04:55.560 --> 0:04:58.039 do as a sugar baby? Like? What is the requirements? 0:04:58.560 --> 0:05:01.560 I went all the way? Okay? So you and how 0:05:01.560 --> 0:05:03.240 old are they? Because when I think sugar baby, I 0:05:03.240 --> 0:05:08.760 think old old man, like old guys fifties? Right? How 0:05:08.880 --> 0:05:10.640 is it? How easy is it for you to go 0:05:10.680 --> 0:05:12.599 all the way with them? Because for me, sometimes I 0:05:12.600 --> 0:05:17.039 need to be attracted to the person. I have to 0:05:17.120 --> 0:05:19.440 be a little bit attracted to them, just a little bit. 0:05:19.640 --> 0:05:21.560 But there's been guys where they just paid me to 0:05:21.560 --> 0:05:24.400 go on dinner dates with them. But what's more attracting 0:05:24.600 --> 0:05:28.279 to you? Is it the money or the person? Because 0:05:28.279 --> 0:05:30.280 for me, money is great, right, But like if I 0:05:30.320 --> 0:05:33.039 have no type of attraction, she's harder for me. I 0:05:33.080 --> 0:05:36.320 can't messing him. But I think it's a can you 0:05:36.320 --> 0:05:38.680 mess with somebody with no money? I can't mess with 0:05:38.680 --> 0:05:40.880 somebody if he looks good and I like him, and 0:05:41.000 --> 0:05:44.640 you might try to Dick's because I don't need him 0:05:44.680 --> 0:05:46.880 for money. So I think that's why I like, I 0:05:46.920 --> 0:05:48.640 don't want to just find a bump and be like, 0:05:48.680 --> 0:05:51.839 all right, where's the bump? Right? Like you you're great? No, 0:05:52.120 --> 0:05:54.440 But I think that if he was like struggling and 0:05:54.480 --> 0:05:56.520 fell on hard times and I like them like, no, 0:05:56.640 --> 0:05:58.240 you met him and he ain't had no money, he 0:05:58.320 --> 0:06:01.880 lived with his mama, that's because you gotta be able 0:06:01.920 --> 0:06:05.760 to match at least at the very last. Yeah, it 0:06:05.880 --> 0:06:09.080 just depends on his circumstances. What is he doing with 0:06:09.160 --> 0:06:11.320 his life? You know, as he like on to come up? 0:06:11.440 --> 0:06:14.320 Is he really working hard for struggling poet? I don't 0:06:14.320 --> 0:06:16.120 know what. How do you guys live with their mom? 0:06:16.200 --> 0:06:18.680 How do you feel about that? Actually dated someone like 0:06:18.720 --> 0:06:21.120 that a few years? Like they're giving you a thousand 0:06:21.120 --> 0:06:23.840 dollars every time you see? He couldn't get his own place, 0:06:24.400 --> 0:06:26.440 like I was about twenty two. I was still living 0:06:26.440 --> 0:06:29.200 at home at the time, and this guy was thirty 0:06:29.240 --> 0:06:32.520 and still living at home. But I don't know, not 0:06:32.600 --> 0:06:35.240 for like two months. What was his reasoning? I don't 0:06:35.279 --> 0:06:39.680 even going on. He thought he was a fashion designer, 0:06:40.240 --> 0:06:42.160 So how did you become a sugar baby for people 0:06:42.200 --> 0:06:44.440 that are interested. How can I get into that? I've 0:06:44.440 --> 0:06:46.920 always been intrigued by it. I just wanted to make 0:06:46.960 --> 0:06:50.640 money and date older guys. So you've always been into 0:06:50.720 --> 0:06:53.680 older guys. Yeah, so it's easier. I like them in 0:06:53.720 --> 0:06:56.599 their fifties and kind of sixties. Is it like a 0:06:56.640 --> 0:06:59.360 website you can go to to hook up? Yeah, you see, 0:06:59.520 --> 0:07:01.960 seeking a rangement and what's your price? What's your price is? 0:07:02.040 --> 0:07:06.640 Like they um, they bid on you? So hundred always 0:07:06.640 --> 0:07:09.120 for a day, two hundred for a day. What's the 0:07:09.160 --> 0:07:11.760 best day you've ever been on? There was this one 0:07:11.760 --> 0:07:14.160 guy who was really nice. He took me to Morimoto 0:07:14.440 --> 0:07:17.000 and he gave me like three hundred dollars. I said, 0:07:17.000 --> 0:07:20.000 I get to eat ago, like just to dinner. Yeah, 0:07:20.200 --> 0:07:23.640 just to go in to dinner. I didn't even kiss him. Damn. Now, 0:07:23.720 --> 0:07:26.080 what about sexually, right, because you said you'll go all 0:07:26.120 --> 0:07:29.160 the way if it comes to that. So have you 0:07:29.200 --> 0:07:33.760 had any bad sexual experiences? I think every time they 0:07:33.800 --> 0:07:37.600 paid for it, it was bad. Like what makes it bad? 0:07:38.800 --> 0:07:42.000 It's just boring. I'm not really attractive to them because 0:07:42.120 --> 0:07:44.720 I wouldn't be doing it if they weren't paying me, 0:07:45.920 --> 0:07:49.840 But you like Alderman? I do, but I'm very picky. 0:07:51.600 --> 0:07:53.880 So what's exciting about order men? Because I feel like 0:07:53.960 --> 0:07:56.120 once they reached a certain age, some of them might 0:07:56.240 --> 0:07:58.960 be boring. So what do you look for? Like, what's 0:07:59.000 --> 0:08:01.160 the ideal with it to your sixty year old? For you, 0:08:01.240 --> 0:08:06.000 that's not boring? Um, I'm kind of boring myself. I 0:08:06.000 --> 0:08:08.360 don't go out partying every night. I like to drink 0:08:08.400 --> 0:08:15.600 sometimes not today. But do you still do that? Like, 0:08:15.720 --> 0:08:18.120 do you still go on your dates and stuff like that? No, 0:08:18.280 --> 0:08:21.080 he wouldn't let me do that. Don with other guys 0:08:21.120 --> 0:08:23.800 though they don't. My boyfriend bring that money home? Baby? 0:08:24.040 --> 0:08:26.520 So does he give you an allowance to like replace 0:08:26.720 --> 0:08:30.800 that giving me an allowance? But he spoils me though 0:08:30.840 --> 0:08:32.680 He's got me nice gifts and he takes me out 0:08:32.679 --> 0:08:36.199 to nice dinners? Does his family like you? I never 0:08:36.240 --> 0:08:39.560 met his mom? What? I don't think his brother likes me? 0:08:39.600 --> 0:08:41.800 I don't know. Wait, hold on, back it up. You've 0:08:41.840 --> 0:08:45.640 been together for almost a year, yeah, like seven months? 0:08:45.760 --> 0:08:48.880 Seven months? You haven't met his mom? Why is that? Well, 0:08:48.880 --> 0:08:52.600 she's ninety four and I guess she's not up for meeting. 0:08:54.320 --> 0:08:55.880 Do I want to meet her. Did you tell her 0:08:55.920 --> 0:08:59.440 about you? Oh? Yeah, they talk about me? So you 0:08:59.520 --> 0:09:02.800 amazing supposed to come together? Are you guys on good terms? 0:09:03.480 --> 0:09:06.040 Kind of? Be honest, Sarah. He doesn't want to be 0:09:06.040 --> 0:09:10.160 in the spotlight anymore. Why, I don't know. I really 0:09:10.160 --> 0:09:13.559 don't know. He doesn't like the attention. Do want to 0:09:13.600 --> 0:09:16.520 have a private life? Do you get more attention than him? More? 0:09:17.000 --> 0:09:19.360 I would say I do? I have more followers on 0:09:19.480 --> 0:09:22.040 out of like ad and eight thousand, he's six thousand. 0:09:23.559 --> 0:09:26.320 You also do camming though, Yeah? So you still do 0:09:26.400 --> 0:09:28.800 that now? Right? You have? He's okay with that. Yeah, 0:09:28.840 --> 0:09:30.680 he's okay with that. He knew when he first met 0:09:30.679 --> 0:09:33.360 me that I was doing that. Do you watch Euphoria? Yes? 0:09:34.040 --> 0:09:35.839 I feel like you need to be on that show. 0:09:36.640 --> 0:09:40.520 I never day is on it. It's a good show. 0:09:40.559 --> 0:09:43.000 But anyway, yes, it's one of the girls ended up. 0:09:43.320 --> 0:09:45.360 She's just started doing camming. So how do you get 0:09:45.360 --> 0:09:49.720 into camming? How lucrative is that? Is that like webcam? 0:09:49.840 --> 0:09:52.080 It really depends on the day or what, um how 0:09:52.160 --> 0:09:55.600 lucrative it is. But I started out by doing photo 0:09:55.640 --> 0:09:59.320 shoots and modeling. Like a lot of photo shoots I 0:09:59.360 --> 0:10:01.240 was doing. We're just guys with cell phones who would 0:10:01.240 --> 0:10:04.160 pay me to take my clothes off? Really, like, how 0:10:04.240 --> 0:10:05.719 much do you get paid to take your clothes off? 0:10:05.720 --> 0:10:10.400 That you'll be like all right, I say okay, and 0:10:10.440 --> 0:10:12.320 just take your clothes off and they're not allowed to 0:10:12.320 --> 0:10:16.679 touch though, right No, yeah, yeah, that's more like I'm 0:10:16.720 --> 0:10:20.559 her manage. I'm like, that's more. You should be asked 0:10:20.600 --> 0:10:24.000 for more than a thousand let's start there. What's exciting 0:10:24.040 --> 0:10:26.160 about all of that to you? Is it the money 0:10:26.320 --> 0:10:30.560 or is it just meeting new people really power new people? 0:10:30.640 --> 0:10:32.960 But I like the money too. I mean it's the 0:10:32.960 --> 0:10:36.839 easiest job. Is it the power that you have? Also 0:10:36.960 --> 0:10:38.880 that people are like actually paying you money to take 0:10:38.920 --> 0:10:42.360 your clothes off, I like that. It's so easy. It's 0:10:42.400 --> 0:10:44.360 just I mean, one guy just dropped me for twenty 0:10:44.360 --> 0:10:47.720 minutes when he paid me like one So what's the 0:10:47.720 --> 0:10:50.080 creepiest thing that has happened? Though? Because I'm also sure 0:10:50.120 --> 0:10:53.240 that sometimes it has to be situations where you feel uncomfortable, 0:10:53.679 --> 0:10:56.559 There's been so many creepy situations. There was one guy 0:10:56.600 --> 0:11:00.320 when I was nineteen who grabbed my boob. Wasn't a 0:11:00.320 --> 0:11:03.720 page shoot like back then, it was like I was 0:11:03.760 --> 0:11:06.960 just trying to build up my portfolio. So what do 0:11:07.000 --> 0:11:08.760 you How do you react in a situation like that? 0:11:08.840 --> 0:11:12.080 Do you feel like you have control? I was so nervous. 0:11:12.280 --> 0:11:14.880 I was like, I can't do this anymore. You know, 0:11:14.880 --> 0:11:16.440 when I was nineteen, I felt like I was like 0:11:16.559 --> 0:11:18.880 just a little girl, just I didn't know what to expect. 0:11:19.080 --> 0:11:22.120 You went by yourself. Yeah, so what about now? You 0:11:22.160 --> 0:11:24.840 don't do things about yourself now though you know I do? 0:11:24.880 --> 0:11:27.120 You do? I don't always have friends to go with me. 0:11:28.320 --> 0:11:31.160 That's a very vulnerable situation to being. Though well, like 0:11:31.280 --> 0:11:33.559 I understand how it can be powerful, it also would 0:11:33.559 --> 0:11:36.400 make somebody feel vulnerable because you don't know what somebody 0:11:36.520 --> 0:11:41.199 else might do. I mean sometimes I'm going to their 0:11:41.240 --> 0:11:43.480 house and I don't even know the person. You got 0:11:43.480 --> 0:11:46.679 to bring somebody with you, Sarah, I try sometime I 0:11:46.760 --> 0:11:49.400 don't want like a guy coming with me. My friends 0:11:49.400 --> 0:11:53.200 are guys that they're gonna have to deal with it. Yeah, 0:11:53.240 --> 0:11:55.840 I have him wait outside in the car something like. 0:11:55.960 --> 0:11:58.439 Have you ever had somebody that pay you? No, I've 0:11:58.480 --> 0:12:01.240 never had that happen. I'm au the pay. I feel 0:12:01.280 --> 0:12:04.079 like people are so creepy and scary nowadays, and they 0:12:04.120 --> 0:12:08.200 are actually harming, like physically, Like I don't want to 0:12:08.200 --> 0:12:11.240 say the words, but killing, you know what I mean? 0:12:11.320 --> 0:12:13.680 Like I always run background checks on them before I 0:12:13.679 --> 0:12:18.360 go to their house. They're not criminals. Okay, Now, what 0:12:18.440 --> 0:12:19.719 if Mason was like, I don't want you to do 0:12:19.760 --> 0:12:22.760 any of this anymore? Would you stop? No? I don't 0:12:22.760 --> 0:12:25.600 think I would stop because that's not fairer. So if 0:12:25.600 --> 0:12:27.520 you had to choose between him and camming, you would 0:12:27.559 --> 0:12:29.880 choose camming. I would have to What else am I 0:12:29.880 --> 0:12:31.760 gonna do? I don't want to work like a nine 0:12:31.840 --> 0:12:35.320 to five. But you say that's not fair to you? 0:12:35.800 --> 0:12:38.320 And why it's not fair because he already knew what 0:12:38.360 --> 0:12:39.920 I did when he first met me, and he was 0:12:39.960 --> 0:12:45.520 fine with it. So do you guys have an open relationship? No? 0:12:46.840 --> 0:12:51.160 So fast? No? What was it like the first time 0:12:51.200 --> 0:12:57.920 you guys have sex? I blew his mind? You there's 0:12:59.080 --> 0:13:02.000 there's such a thing is good pussy energy, Like there's 0:13:02.040 --> 0:13:05.240 big dig energy. There's good pussy energy. So you blow 0:13:05.280 --> 0:13:08.400 his mind because your sex good. So it's not at 0:13:08.440 --> 0:13:11.760 the scenario for us. And how it went down like 0:13:12.280 --> 0:13:14.400 the first time and the first time, what was that like? 0:13:14.480 --> 0:13:16.840 What happened? How did that even come about. So I 0:13:16.840 --> 0:13:19.200 actually live in Pittsburgh and he invited me out to 0:13:19.280 --> 0:13:22.200 New York. After we met. We were like on the 0:13:22.240 --> 0:13:24.440 phone for the month before I actually got down to 0:13:24.480 --> 0:13:28.719 see him. So, um, I go down there and we 0:13:28.880 --> 0:13:32.200 just we plan out dinner and after dinner we just 0:13:32.600 --> 0:13:39.760 that Sacks, How did you initiate it? I would say 0:13:39.760 --> 0:13:41.560 we were just making out in between that, like when 0:13:41.559 --> 0:13:44.160 I first got there, we were making out and at 0:13:44.160 --> 0:13:48.000 the rest dinner, Okay, it's the dinner, and you know 0:13:48.040 --> 0:13:50.520 it was expected. I felt like it was expected because 0:13:50.559 --> 0:13:52.120 you came in Pittsburgh. I mean because you get in 0:13:52.160 --> 0:13:53.679 New Year to see him. So you know what, am 0:13:53.679 --> 0:13:56.640 I gonna stay there for about a week? All right? 0:13:56.679 --> 0:14:00.120 We get to my question, Oh my god, did your 0:14:00.200 --> 0:14:03.600 dad he's in the sixties. Okay, they're the same day. 0:14:03.640 --> 0:14:07.040 They're about this age. How does he have any kids? 0:14:08.160 --> 0:14:12.120 But maybe know does he want any No, he doesn't 0:14:12.120 --> 0:14:13.959 want any age. I don't want any either. You don't 0:14:13.960 --> 0:14:18.400 want any kids? Okay, but like you never look at 0:14:18.440 --> 0:14:21.080 him and be kind of feeling like this is my dad, 0:14:21.320 --> 0:14:25.280 like like my dad like not like I don't know 0:14:25.320 --> 0:14:33.120 because I feel like Daddy, do you call him daddy. 0:14:33.800 --> 0:14:37.920 What else? I've never really dated guys in my own age. 0:14:37.920 --> 0:14:40.200 They've always been a little bit older at least. And 0:14:40.240 --> 0:14:42.560 that's what I wanted to ask you. What's what's the 0:14:42.600 --> 0:14:45.560 one thing that really attracted you to him? Especially like 0:14:45.600 --> 0:14:47.720 the night that you guys first had sex. What was 0:14:47.760 --> 0:14:50.680 it that you were like, Oh, no, like I'm gonna like, 0:14:51.280 --> 0:14:53.800 I'm gonna blow his mind. Right? I thought he was 0:14:53.840 --> 0:14:56.760 so cute. I actually like his height. I find him 0:14:56.800 --> 0:14:59.120 like adorable and like sometimes I like to pet his hair. 0:15:00.560 --> 0:15:04.880 He's like my feet. This is a pet. Yeah, he's 0:15:04.920 --> 0:15:10.200 really Yeah, see I pictured that. I don't know. Why 0:15:11.960 --> 0:15:14.680 would you marry a big guy? Yeah, I've talked about 0:15:14.680 --> 0:15:16.760 it with him, but he doesn't want to get married. 0:15:17.040 --> 0:15:19.280 He doesn't want to get married to you know, he 0:15:19.320 --> 0:15:23.520 doesn't want to get mary. What's his reasoning? Um, he's 0:15:23.560 --> 0:15:26.040 never once to get married, but he told me after 0:15:26.120 --> 0:15:28.440 a few years that he would do it if we're 0:15:28.440 --> 0:15:32.280 still together. Okay, when you lash your virginity was to 0:15:32.440 --> 0:15:38.080 a this guy, old man, like a person, a person. 0:15:38.600 --> 0:15:40.880 I lost my virginity It was with a guy who 0:15:40.920 --> 0:15:43.920 was twenty five and I was seventeen, and also his 0:15:44.000 --> 0:15:47.680 friend his friend was like thirty five. Wait it was 0:15:47.760 --> 0:15:52.960 him and his friend was like he had the reason yeah, virginity. Yeah, 0:15:52.960 --> 0:15:58.800 he did not play a kind of guy. Happened because 0:15:58.800 --> 0:16:00.680 I was into him and his friend and we would 0:16:00.720 --> 0:16:03.760 all hang out together. Why was it thirty five year 0:16:03.760 --> 0:16:05.800 old hanging out with a year because he wanted to 0:16:05.800 --> 0:16:08.760 have sex with a seventeen year old? I know it's 0:16:08.800 --> 0:16:12.560 really messed up, Like looking back on it so gross? Yeah, 0:16:12.640 --> 0:16:14.680 but then so why you don't feel like that now? 0:16:15.680 --> 0:16:19.200 Oh no, I don't think like him, Like his age 0:16:19.200 --> 0:16:22.200 is gross. I think that like if I'm seventeen, Yes, 0:16:22.280 --> 0:16:26.880 seventeen is really but he's like thirty Yeah, no, it's different. 0:16:26.920 --> 0:16:30.119 She's of age now, she's a lot, but she's seventeen. 0:16:30.200 --> 0:16:32.720 Is like I was still in high school at seven 0:16:32.800 --> 0:16:34.520 and she told me she was seventeen right now, I 0:16:34.560 --> 0:16:37.800 will believe her young high school. I looked like I 0:16:37.920 --> 0:16:41.320 was turn right, that's even younger. You have sex with 0:16:41.320 --> 0:16:42.920 both to them at the same time or one after 0:16:42.960 --> 0:16:49.280 the other, like they took turn? Did I like that 0:16:49.440 --> 0:16:51.440 guy was too big? It was kind of painful? Okay, 0:16:51.520 --> 0:16:54.560 which one was big? Did they take it easy because 0:16:54.600 --> 0:16:56.600 they knew that it was like your virginity. Did you 0:16:56.680 --> 0:17:03.560 believe like we got something? Questions? Did? She's like, yeah, 0:17:03.600 --> 0:17:05.639 he had to take it easy on me because I 0:17:05.680 --> 0:17:08.240 couldn't even get it in all the way. While guy 0:17:08.280 --> 0:17:09.959 I didn't even know it was and I asked him. 0:17:10.280 --> 0:17:12.720 And yet so one was small, one was big? Yeah, 0:17:13.840 --> 0:17:17.640 you really had The older one was smaller, the older 0:17:17.640 --> 0:17:21.639 one was bigger. Kind of injury. Did you did you 0:17:21.680 --> 0:17:24.159 look up with either one of them after? What did 0:17:24.200 --> 0:17:26.240 you look up with either one of them after? Yeah? 0:17:26.240 --> 0:17:29.840 I actually dated the friend after we broke up. Did 0:17:29.880 --> 0:17:33.720 you enjoy it then? Well, the bigger one, um, you 0:17:33.760 --> 0:17:36.960 said the friends? So the friend was more demanding and 0:17:37.080 --> 0:17:39.399 bed did he wanted me to be Smiths because he 0:17:39.480 --> 0:17:42.480 was older? You know, he averybody had more brands. Do 0:17:42.520 --> 0:17:45.439 you remember your first orgasm? I think I was like 0:17:45.440 --> 0:17:48.439 twenty three, so it took me a while. I was 0:17:48.440 --> 0:17:52.359 doing it myself. Your first orgasm was a masturbation? Yeah, 0:17:52.760 --> 0:17:55.520 like the attache. That was what I was using, because 0:17:55.600 --> 0:17:58.680 just because you have sex doesn't mean this orgasm. Like 0:17:58.720 --> 0:18:00.359 a lot of men don't know how I hit this spot, 0:18:00.480 --> 0:18:03.320 So just make it make you come eating. Yeah, when 0:18:03.320 --> 0:18:04.840 he goes down on me. But that's the only way 0:18:04.840 --> 0:18:08.399 I can come. I've never came through sucks. So you 0:18:08.480 --> 0:18:13.400 never squirted? No, I'm not a squirt a creamer okay, okay, 0:18:13.960 --> 0:18:19.000 she looked up, like you ever do you ever go 0:18:19.080 --> 0:18:22.879 in like cream on on the camp? It's not like 0:18:22.880 --> 0:18:25.520 like sometimes I don't, like nothing comes out. But I 0:18:25.560 --> 0:18:27.159 want to learn how to squirt because I think that 0:18:27.359 --> 0:18:30.440 these sacks here, somebody here can teach you. I can 0:18:30.560 --> 0:18:34.560 sew something. Yes, it is, there's there's certain things that 0:18:35.400 --> 0:18:39.159 it's it's it's gonna happen. It's this vibrator. It's called 0:18:39.160 --> 0:18:43.159 I Vibe. It's a little one. Did you try it? 0:18:43.320 --> 0:18:45.639 I can't. I can't even take it, and it gets 0:18:45.640 --> 0:18:47.720 me so upset every time I use it. It It makes 0:18:47.760 --> 0:18:51.199 me squirt every single time, even on the lower speed. 0:18:51.280 --> 0:18:54.840 I'm like, but I think, yeah, I think it also 0:18:54.920 --> 0:18:58.000 depends on people's bodies, like people's bodies are different. No, 0:18:58.160 --> 0:19:00.200 it's gonna make you squirt. This is a gallante need. 0:19:00.960 --> 0:19:03.840 So what you just put it on your clip. The vibrator. 0:19:03.880 --> 0:19:07.200 We just got that vibrator we just got. It's called Vibe. 0:19:08.320 --> 0:19:11.160 It has this thing, it has like a hook. This 0:19:11.200 --> 0:19:13.640 hook you put through your finger, because if you put 0:19:13.680 --> 0:19:16.440 it too close to you, you're probably gonna burn your 0:19:16.440 --> 0:19:19.280 clip right off. I don't want to buy my clip up. 0:19:20.200 --> 0:19:23.920 I swear like you gotta hold it like you gotta 0:19:24.000 --> 0:19:29.080 talking to Mike's sorry, how sorry? Hold it like you 0:19:29.160 --> 0:19:31.680 gotta hold it like you have to put the ring 0:19:31.800 --> 0:19:34.119 here right and then let it hang and just like 0:19:34.560 --> 0:19:36.879 hold it there and like why are we all looking 0:19:36.920 --> 0:19:40.280 and going like what's going on? But I got to 0:19:40.880 --> 0:19:42.760 listen to me even when I don't like if I 0:19:42.800 --> 0:19:45.360 put it close, it makes it the squirre come out, 0:19:45.400 --> 0:19:48.760 like don't let it if you let it touch just 0:19:48.800 --> 0:19:50.880 a little. To do we have any toys in here 0:19:50.880 --> 0:19:55.320 for sale? We gotta get Sarah. Do you guys use toys? 0:19:55.359 --> 0:19:58.440 You and Mason he doesn't like to use toys. The 0:19:58.520 --> 0:20:03.440 one to make me come? How big is his dick? Honestly? Medium? Science? Ohoy? 0:20:07.600 --> 0:20:10.520 Why is good? Though? Like you should talk about your 0:20:10.520 --> 0:20:13.679 boyfriend's dick? Why not? Medium is good? But it's not 0:20:13.800 --> 0:20:16.119 about the dick size to me. And it's the motion 0:20:16.160 --> 0:20:21.400 in the ocean. Yeah, she's like tiny? Medium is what's 0:20:21.400 --> 0:20:25.000 his motion? Like I'm always one on top, sometimes I'm 0:20:25.040 --> 0:20:27.520 on the edge. Of the bed and he's like moving 0:20:27.720 --> 0:20:32.080 like because he came. He shorted in her. Is there 0:20:32.119 --> 0:20:34.760 anything that you guys haven't tried that you want to try. 0:20:36.040 --> 0:20:39.000 Don't try doggy style? You haven't tried dog. He hasn't 0:20:39.000 --> 0:20:42.400 good dog that's like regular. He likes it. I don't 0:20:42.400 --> 0:20:46.600 know why when he like that, He asked him why, Um, 0:20:47.040 --> 0:20:49.719 I think it's hard for him, Like he is disabled. 0:20:49.840 --> 0:20:59.239 So I was like, like, damn baby, and but he 0:20:59.280 --> 0:21:07.800 can stand yeah, um to be to do it? To 0:21:07.880 --> 0:21:09.960 let him you from the back. You could go to 0:21:10.040 --> 0:21:12.280 the corner or the edge of the bed and he's 0:21:12.320 --> 0:21:15.720 standing on purch it out a little bit, got you, 0:21:16.040 --> 0:21:18.600 I'll tell him that. Yeah, like you can like be 0:21:18.680 --> 0:21:26.439 on you could like you know, get feel like you 0:21:26.480 --> 0:21:29.359 can be like you can be on the edge of 0:21:29.359 --> 0:21:31.240 the bed on all fours and he can just be 0:21:31.359 --> 0:21:33.600 standing at the edge, like he can literally stand still 0:21:33.640 --> 0:21:35.840 and you can just like pop it back him. Or 0:21:35.920 --> 0:21:38.240 he could be there like he doesn't have to be 0:21:38.359 --> 0:21:40.480 on the bed on his knees. He can be standing. 0:21:40.560 --> 0:21:43.280 Will he watch you have sex with somebody else? Does 0:21:43.320 --> 0:21:45.160 he let me have sex with anybody? Like you think 0:21:45.160 --> 0:21:47.320