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Speaker 1: What's up his lift service? I'm ante lagee Gg MacGuire.

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Speaker 2: Jordie geord.

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Speaker 3: My name is my name, wreaking a menace.

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Speaker 2: Welcome to lift service and welcome back.

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Speaker 1: Oh wait, hold on, Christian, you're not. I gotta have

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Speaker 1: you spit out your gum. Oh yeah, because you know,

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Speaker 1: there you go, you you man, listen.

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Speaker 2: I'm so glad.

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Speaker 4: I'm nervous. I'm always nervous.

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Speaker 1: Are you really always nervous? You seem so confident, confident.

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Speaker 4: But like sometimes that's like nervousness.

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Speaker 1: But you got good things to talk about, so okay, cool,

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Speaker 1: You guys are good positive things.

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Speaker 2: Man.

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Speaker 1: We were looking at those videos that went viral of

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Speaker 1: you in church. Oh yeah, so how talk to me

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Speaker 1: about that? Because I know that this has been a

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Speaker 1: journey that you've been on.

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Speaker 2: I know that you.

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Speaker 1: I said, when Templand remix you just talking about like

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Speaker 1: your music and everything, and he felt inspired enough to

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Speaker 1: actually do an AI remix of your voice? What did

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Speaker 1: you think about? And did y'all connect after that?

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Speaker 4: Like we connected afterwards? We still what we do is

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Speaker 3: We be like he called me or he texted me

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Speaker 3: nowhere near my phone? I text him I'm guessing he's

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Speaker 3: nowhere in his phone. He missing each other, but he

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Speaker 3: just hit me back up recently. I want to finish my.

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Speaker 4: My tapeway.

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Speaker 3: And I started that, did that with passing Mike, Todd,

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Speaker 3: Josiah and this boy named Tay, and then like Grayson

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Speaker 3: and all the people that was at the Transformation Church

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Speaker 3: help me pull it together because you know, I was

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Speaker 3: stuck in Oklahoma for a little minute, right like out

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Speaker 3: on bail, trying to figure out my case.

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Speaker 1: Okay, where are you at now? Is everything okay delivered?

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Speaker 2: Period? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: And then of course it's nice to have the support

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Speaker 1: of friends. So talk to me about each other and

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Speaker 1: your relationships with each other.

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Speaker 3: Like we got we got a lot of home from Baltimore. Okay,

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Speaker 3: we got pregnant around the same time. By around the

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Speaker 3: same time.

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Speaker 4: Okay, that's nice. She gets money, I'll get money. It's

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Speaker 4: just like.

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Speaker 2: And the babies are friends. Then, yeah, they love each other.

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Speaker 4: I do a love baby like.

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Speaker 2: That's cute, man, And I know it's been like a refro.

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Speaker 1: But one thing I will say, you love your baby

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Speaker 1: more than anything, baby, Kashan, Yeah.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, go ahead.

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Speaker 2: I like the fact that.

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Speaker 3: Because I love hard so the fact that I can

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Speaker 3: pour that love into my son.

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Speaker 2: Is somebody you created. Man, It's crazy.

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Speaker 5: Motherhood is a different type of and you don't really

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Speaker 5: know until you experience.

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Speaker 4: That's the best your first day.

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Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, I'm in love. Yeah someone else I'm impressed.

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Speaker 4: She go all out process.

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Speaker 2: I love it. How was given birth for you? Both

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Speaker 2: of you?

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Speaker 3: Like?

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Speaker 2: How long was it? How long?

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Speaker 4: It was quick? It was right online for like twenty

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Speaker 4: five minutes.

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Speaker 2: What did you have?

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Speaker 6: Pain killer?

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Speaker 4: Let me let me be completely clear.

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Speaker 3: Okay, So I was in LA and I was having

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Speaker 3: like these weird constructions. I kept pooping pe like I

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Speaker 3: go down to the hospital. They don't check and see

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Speaker 3: from dilator or anything. They just put that strap on thing.

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Speaker 3: They did like mouth contractions. No, they did like mouth

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Speaker 2: Yeah, So I didn't think much of it.

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Speaker 3: Then Gloss was performing in Baltimore, I guess, with Gluerrilla

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Speaker 3: a flood to Baltimore. So then I flew to Baltimore.

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Speaker 2: That same day. I went in labor though, like the.

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Speaker 3: Next day and then I turned out and like I

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Speaker 3: then they're like, I think you've been in labor for

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Speaker 3: like maybe a day or so, Yes, that's wild. And

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Speaker 3: I was so happy I was at all.

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Speaker 4: Because this family.

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Speaker 3: That took took me in during college my college years,

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Speaker 4: Yeah, something like that.

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Speaker 2: And then it was perfect.

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Speaker 4: That's good.

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Speaker 2: So in God's time, yeah, like.

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Speaker 4: I was covered. And then like it's funny because everybody,

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Speaker 4: my sister was calling me, Terene, she was calling me

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Speaker 4: like on the phone, like.

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Speaker 2: You need to come home about how was that flight

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Speaker 2: for you?

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Speaker 5: If you felt like you could have possibly for six

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Speaker 5: hours from coast? What's goes to the East.

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Speaker 4: Coast I'm gonna be honest. So when my seat was wet,

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Speaker 4: but I just thought, like.

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Speaker 2: You think that's what?

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Speaker 3: Yes, my god, Wow, maybe I was trying to fit

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Speaker 3: dang y'all.

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Speaker 1: Know, because I was just thinking about who had to

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Speaker 5: Well it wasn't Wow, that's a blessing, but the fact

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Speaker 5: that you were able to get on a plane.

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Speaker 2: I did it.

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Speaker 4: It was kind of like because not like that, but

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Speaker 4: you know, sneeze your little pee like these people on

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Speaker 4: myself on this plane.

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Speaker 2: No, that's crazy that she didn't feel it, because.

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Speaker 7: Like I got into l but like I'm telling you,

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Speaker 7: like right after it was like a whole bunch of cramping,

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Speaker 7: like he's sleeping and I'm just like, hold on my

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Speaker 7: stomach hurt.

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Speaker 2: That's not the fact that you didn't feel nothing.

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Speaker 4: I'm like, how you ain't.

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Speaker 3: That's crazy when somebody keep telling you bread and six.

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Speaker 2: I kept put it in the back many. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Then I got to a point when like the next

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Speaker 3: I'm like, Okay, that's gonna go aw's gonna go away.

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Speaker 1: Then I'm like girl was I was like, but you know,

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Speaker 1: what she never had a baby before.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's the.

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Speaker 3: It's painful even when you're not in labors, very uncomfortable.

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Speaker 5: So the actual okay, let's push. What was that like

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Speaker 2: Was it? You said it was easy?

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Speaker 4: Okay? So my first push, I held back because I'm like,

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Speaker 4: I feels like I'm about to poop. Yeah, like it said,

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Speaker 4: I pop on this table?

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Speaker 2: For real? So then yeah, I went live. Man, it

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Speaker 2: was yeah you did.

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Speaker 1: Did you know that we're gonna name your baby Chrishian

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Speaker 1: that whole time?

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Speaker 2: Or when did you say? No?

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Speaker 3: It came to me when I seen him, because I

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Speaker 3: was going the name of matter his father, and then.

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Speaker 4: I was like, there's me right here.

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Speaker 2: To be cool handle. I was like I don't know,

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Speaker 4: And then the room was like filled with praises.

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Speaker 3: My sister was praising God the whole time, so all

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Speaker 4: I feel God. And then when I see him, I'm

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Speaker 4: like it was real, Like I didn't even.

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Speaker 2: It hit you in that moment.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, Like I was scared to hold them because I'm like,

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Speaker 4: oh my god, I can imagine it was crazy. Okay, look,

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Speaker 4: I love that for you.

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Speaker 1: But you also got baptized, So what was that experience

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Speaker 3: So I feel like when I was attending Past the

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Speaker 3: Mike Todd Church in Oklahoma, like because there was nothing

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Speaker 2: Was born out there.

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Speaker 3: But I was driven to the church because I used

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Speaker 3: to watch when I was back in college, like online

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Speaker 3: and I was getting my hair done and I was.

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Speaker 2: Like, which what you suggest?

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Speaker 3: So these suggestions too, the Transformation Church Transformation out in Oklahoma.

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Speaker 3: I thought that was a ram the church or something

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Speaker 3: like it give me like a big city church.

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Speaker 4: It was like a mega church.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but I'm like, that's up the street, okay. So

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Speaker 3: I started attending. They embraced me a little bit, not

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Speaker 2: Bit, a lot. There's so much love there.

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Speaker 4: It feels like what he's doing.

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Speaker 3: Over there is phenomenal with the music, Like it's like

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Speaker 3: a space where you could serve God through your talent.

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Speaker 3: And it was like a direction I was trying to

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Speaker 1: Fit in at because being there matter you never would

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Speaker 1: have thought that, Like being in Oklahoma, I'm sure.

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Speaker 2: At first she was like, oh man, I got ready.

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Speaker 4: To get out right, I was, I was I was

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Speaker 4: personal God.

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Speaker 2: No, I was happy. Yeah, that's anywhere.

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Speaker 1: Before you found the church, because sometimes that's hard to

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Speaker 1: and who knows what would have happened If that wouldn't

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Speaker 4: I would have just.

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Speaker 3: Been in my my hotel room just praying. It still

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Speaker 3: would have been church with me. But sometimes you have

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Speaker 3: a lot of times where we enter like rooms where

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Speaker 3: God is with you, but that isn't the presence of

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Speaker 3: God is not there.

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Speaker 4: So but it was like it was, It's very feeling.

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Speaker 1: And you are Kashian still, so going there in Oklahoma.

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Speaker 1: But so going to Oklahoma and going to this church,

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Speaker 1: how do people treat Krashan Because I'm sure it's like

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Speaker 1: it's celebrity in the church too.

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Speaker 4: Pictures yeah, mm hmmm, yeah for.

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Speaker 3: Sure, but still the feeling of love and I went

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Speaker 3: to the cardival got kicked out because it was too many.

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Speaker 4: It was too much, and I guess kids was getting

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Speaker 4: trampled over each other because they was.

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Speaker 2: Like trying to get to you. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Wow, And I embraced the man no security, right, that

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Speaker 4: It was cool.

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Speaker 2: You know what went viral of you a little while ago.

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Speaker 4: No, okay, that was because I was president of God

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Speaker 4: that which is so fun. But you could be yourself

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Speaker 1: But I was going to say the ultimate tag that

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Speaker 1: Sometimes it's hard because you be wanting to it, but

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Speaker 4: And you're really pretty not aging. Oh well, thank you either.

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Speaker 3: I started. Well, I always was giving God glory always,

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Speaker 3: I was making things seem okay and I wasn't okay

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Speaker 4: And I'm forgetting.

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Speaker 3: Because because honestly, guy, too much self ambitions is just

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Speaker 2: That's why I came to understanding of so.

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Speaker 1: And you feel like you're in a good place now,

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Speaker 2: This is cool.

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Speaker 4: Because it's.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I understand, so, man, I was talking, we got discaraged. Girl.

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Speaker 4: I don't know. I just can't explain it.

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Speaker 1: Like the only failure is not even trying, Yeah, to

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Speaker 7: And that's why my friendship so much because I was discouraged,

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Speaker 7: Like she really came and was like like like.

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Speaker 4: We went to the studio four in the morning.

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Speaker 2: Last night. We didn't have no sleep. We didn't sleep

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Speaker 4: I'm like, she's telling me things and then on experience

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Speaker 2: Ain't no time?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and you see you do one thing. It went

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Speaker 4: Yeah, like I really feel like that the harvest that.

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Speaker 3: I'm reaping from it, It's kind of like, Okay, it's

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Speaker 6: Yeah, And you don't know who it'll touch, you know

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Speaker 3: We always hung out, but we never broadcasted it right,

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Speaker 7: We don't be doing TikTok's all day like wait together,

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Speaker 2: But like we really.

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Speaker 5: Stomachs, Like it's not.

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Speaker 2: Peo, it's not for the show. It's not what people

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Speaker 5: It is a real true friendship in the sisterhood and

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Speaker 1: And it's not about the spotlight and it's not about

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Speaker 2: It's about each other down and being shown the numbers back.

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Speaker 1: So talk to me about the new project, because you

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Speaker 1: guys have been working and like, tell me what's going

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Speaker 1: on with that and how far along?

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Speaker 7: Okay, So I feel like when I got signed to

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Speaker 7: So I had a lot of music that was just

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Speaker 7: and she like, like I got a song called Let's

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Speaker 7: Clean it up.

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Speaker 7: It's called Gad's Child and it's basically just it's not

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00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:10,520
Speaker 7: just that though, Like it's just like saying everything like

452
00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:13,800
Speaker 7: how I just overcame everything, Like I'm still here for

453
00:23:13,800 --> 00:23:14,160
Speaker 7: a reason.

454
00:23:14,200 --> 00:23:15,240
Speaker 4: I have been through so much.

455
00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:17,200
Speaker 7: And it's like that's the type of music I want

456
00:23:17,240 --> 00:23:19,520
Speaker 7: to put out there. I'm not interested, especially because I'm

457
00:23:19,520 --> 00:23:21,119
Speaker 7: not signed to nobody no more so. It's like I

458
00:23:21,119 --> 00:23:25,520
Speaker 7: don't want to put out music that's to please that's

459
00:23:25,760 --> 00:23:27,840
Speaker 7: like the real devil. Like they're like they're like, Okay,

460
00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:30,199
Speaker 7: that's cool, let's put out this type of music. And

461
00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:32,080
Speaker 7: it's like, you know what I'm saying, that's not what's

462
00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:32,280
Speaker 7: in me.

463
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:36,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, so so we're gonna do this, okay, So what

464
00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:37,479
Speaker 1: about you guys together?

465
00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:38,840
Speaker 2: Is that okay?

466
00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:41,000
Speaker 7: And then I'm talking with things that's so crazy. I

467
00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:43,919
Speaker 7: made that song gros Child when I was nineteen. I

468
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:45,920
Speaker 7: never put it like I got all that music from

469
00:23:45,920 --> 00:23:47,680
Speaker 7: when I was so I just feel like it's time

470
00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:49,280
Speaker 7: for me to just you know, redo it and just

471
00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:49,720
Speaker 7: put it out.

472
00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:53,520
Speaker 1: Yeah you shouldn't, especially if it's timeless like that too.

473
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:55,840
Speaker 1: And I feel like sometimes it stuff you don't want

474
00:23:55,840 --> 00:23:57,000
Speaker 1: to put out as it stuff that.

475
00:23:57,040 --> 00:24:00,160
Speaker 2: People need to hear, because like what she like, girl.

476
00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:02,000
Speaker 4: I said, I don't like the other stuff about like this.

477
00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:05,760
Speaker 5: Probably so many people who can relate and who can

478
00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:11,280
Speaker 5: feel like they're heard or feel like somebody can can

479
00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:13,560
Speaker 5: attest to what they've been through in that testimony.

480
00:24:13,840 --> 00:24:16,439
Speaker 2: It can change somebody else's lives that you should put

481
00:24:16,440 --> 00:24:16,720
Speaker 2: it out.

482
00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:19,720
Speaker 3: The one thing I did learn, like, Okay, so while

483
00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:22,080
Speaker 3: my walk up change of life, like I gave up

484
00:24:22,119 --> 00:24:24,800
Speaker 3: a lot, and I don't expect people around me to

485
00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:27,199
Speaker 3: do the same. But if I can encourage you to

486
00:24:27,359 --> 00:24:29,280
Speaker 3: just come over just a little bit, you will see

487
00:24:29,320 --> 00:24:31,760
Speaker 3: how how great it is refreshing.

488
00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:35,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, so I was baby stepping your word like.

489
00:24:36,080 --> 00:24:39,160
Speaker 3: She's like, yeah, so I got this hard song, Like okay,

490
00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:44,080
Speaker 3: all right, I just listen and I'll pray and pray.

491
00:24:44,440 --> 00:24:47,359
Speaker 4: Then out of nowhere she played this, I'm like, dang,

492
00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:48,720
Speaker 4: what I prayed for?

493
00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:56,720
Speaker 2: But it just was making it. I don't know. Click

494
00:24:58,720 --> 00:25:00,320
Speaker 2: can be a.

495
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:06,440
Speaker 5: What kind of like a push for other female rappers

496
00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:08,760
Speaker 5: to realize that there's more than just pussy rap.

497
00:25:09,040 --> 00:25:10,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then there's more than.

498
00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:12,320
Speaker 5: Just I got good pussy, I got money I'm gonna

499
00:25:12,320 --> 00:25:14,640
Speaker 5: take your nigga. I'm and then like there's so many

500
00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:16,399
Speaker 5: other things that we can talk about as women.

501
00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:21,040
Speaker 2: I feel like it's Yeah, I think it's like it's.

502
00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:23,879
Speaker 4: Spiritual, it's a it's a principality. Yeah, that's all.

503
00:25:23,920 --> 00:25:27,440
Speaker 3: Like it's a it's a it's a principality. Like don't

504
00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:30,840
Speaker 3: it's a deception. And everybody suffered from me and then

505
00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:36,720
Speaker 3: I mean I suffer from it for a long time.

506
00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:41,639
Speaker 5: But the women are so categorized of what we talk about. Well,

507
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:43,600
Speaker 5: I mean, I'm not a rapper, but the women talk

508
00:25:43,640 --> 00:25:46,560
Speaker 5: about you know, they're so criticized and they only talk

509
00:25:46,560 --> 00:25:48,720
Speaker 5: about this, and it's just so many it's such a

510
00:25:48,760 --> 00:25:49,800
Speaker 5: broad aspect of.

511
00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:50,800
Speaker 4: Because we normally.

512
00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:54,480
Speaker 1: Want to say that women do talk about more than that.

513
00:25:54,560 --> 00:25:56,560
Speaker 1: It's just what people gravitate to right.

514
00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:58,600
Speaker 5: Now, That's what I'm saying. So you show them the light,

515
00:25:58,920 --> 00:26:00,680
Speaker 5: then they will see the lights, is what I'm trying.

516
00:26:01,480 --> 00:26:04,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean his song is a hit song. But yeah,

517
00:26:05,119 --> 00:26:07,920
Speaker 1: I think the problem is because women do do all.

518
00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,520
Speaker 1: I will say, like it can be very like, you know,

519
00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:12,440
Speaker 1: just like men, because I feel like men sometimes talk

520
00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:16,359
Speaker 1: about the same shit. Yeah, and that's okay, you know,

521
00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:19,000
Speaker 1: and they talk about things they never do, you know

522
00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:21,520
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. We look at that like society things,

523
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:23,840
Speaker 1: and women get overly criticized.

524
00:26:24,480 --> 00:26:26,680
Speaker 5: It's okay when men do it, but when women do it,

525
00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:28,840
Speaker 5: they get criticized overly for doing the same.

526
00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:29,280
Speaker 2: Thing that the men do.

527
00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:33,000
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, so but all right, so let's talk about

528
00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:36,479
Speaker 1: these projects. So what about Christian? What's going on with yours?

529
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:39,080
Speaker 1: Like how far along are you? And I'm sure people

530
00:26:39,080 --> 00:26:40,120
Speaker 1: have been reaching out to you?

531
00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:43,800
Speaker 4: So yeah, but I just I just want to jump

532
00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:44,560
Speaker 4: mm hmm.

533
00:26:45,359 --> 00:26:48,160
Speaker 5: Do you feel like you have to hoot up more

534
00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:51,959
Speaker 5: of like a guard or like extra filter the communication

535
00:26:52,080 --> 00:26:54,520
Speaker 5: that you have with other people now because you're on

536
00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:55,480
Speaker 5: a different journey.

537
00:26:55,240 --> 00:26:58,120
Speaker 3: Because I really feel like, no, you come as you are,

538
00:26:58,400 --> 00:27:01,159
Speaker 3: you know, And we tried it so hard to like

539
00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:03,240
Speaker 3: clean the outside of the cup when God is just

540
00:27:03,280 --> 00:27:07,200
Speaker 3: working it inside, so eventually he'll catch on from Yeah.

541
00:27:07,760 --> 00:27:10,720
Speaker 3: So it's like you turn into what you tune into,

542
00:27:11,040 --> 00:27:16,800
Speaker 3: so listening to the stuff that we like, and it's

543
00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:20,119
Speaker 3: not good for our souls, right, that's all.

544
00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:24,239
Speaker 1: Now, how do you deal with Krishan's father? Now? Like,

545
00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:26,240
Speaker 1: as far as you guys are I know that you've been,

546
00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:29,040
Speaker 1: you know, on this spiritual journey, and you're like, you

547
00:27:29,080 --> 00:27:31,560
Speaker 1: have to leave some things behind. So how are you

548
00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:33,560
Speaker 1: now with that? Are you guys on good terms?

549
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:38,720
Speaker 3: Than I don't know how to answer that. I got peace,

550
00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:43,480
Speaker 3: Whereas though I'm so wrapped in what God is dropping

551
00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:47,000
Speaker 3: in my spirit, I kind of like tune out the noise,

552
00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:49,600
Speaker 3: like I was giving him the benefit of a doubt

553
00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:50,879
Speaker 3: because of the circumstances.

554
00:27:52,119 --> 00:27:56,320
Speaker 4: But when it's time to go, it's time to go

555
00:27:56,520 --> 00:27:58,440
Speaker 4: for you, for good.

556
00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:01,679
Speaker 2: For God. I love how you just put out in

557
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:05,040
Speaker 2: front of everything. It's been fresh. It's inspiring for real.

558
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:06,920
Speaker 2: What kept you there?

559
00:28:07,280 --> 00:28:07,399
Speaker 3: Like?

560
00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:08,639
Speaker 2: What kept you feeling? Like?

561
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:14,040
Speaker 3: Okay, it's crazy because you asking questions. I let people

562
00:28:14,119 --> 00:28:19,640
Speaker 3: ask me, but I feel safe. It's all that like saying.

563
00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:21,760
Speaker 1: It right, okay, not because I'm happy for you, and

564
00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:24,359
Speaker 1: I like, genuinely you know, I didn't know what this

565
00:28:24,520 --> 00:28:25,719
Speaker 1: was going to be like today.

566
00:28:25,880 --> 00:28:27,119
Speaker 2: We didn't. Yeah, we didn't.

567
00:28:27,119 --> 00:28:29,840
Speaker 1: We didn't know, but it does feel and your skin

568
00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:32,040
Speaker 1: looks amazing, Like, yeah.

569
00:28:32,320 --> 00:28:35,119
Speaker 3: I feel like when you lead by example, everything follows

570
00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:38,400
Speaker 3: you and if you stay consistent, you get the harvest

571
00:28:38,480 --> 00:28:38,760
Speaker 3: of it.

572
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:44,600
Speaker 1: But what was the question because now we were talking

573
00:28:44,600 --> 00:28:47,200
Speaker 1: about what kept you there, and then when did you say, Okay,

574
00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:51,520
Speaker 1: this isn't serving me anymore, like for you to have

575
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:52,680
Speaker 1: things serving God?

576
00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:57,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, and that's pretty much it because I didn't

577
00:28:57,200 --> 00:28:59,800
Speaker 3: get it. I didn't care about being served or anything

578
00:29:00,160 --> 00:29:00,600
Speaker 3: more like.

579
00:29:02,640 --> 00:29:05,720
Speaker 2: Purpose. Okay, So like.

580
00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:10,240
Speaker 3: There was an opportunity I could have dealt with the

581
00:29:10,280 --> 00:29:14,920
Speaker 3: opportunity more professional, more like I can only talk about

582
00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:17,680
Speaker 3: what I did wrong. I can't even talk about what

583
00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:24,960
Speaker 3: he did wrong, right right, So mm hmm, the mare.

584
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:29,880
Speaker 3: I start checking myself and start checking itself like I

585
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:37,920
Speaker 3: check out okay, but okay, like boundaries, that's when I'm learning.

586
00:29:38,760 --> 00:29:45,440
Speaker 3: So it was fun. But I was also like deleted

587
00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:47,040
Speaker 3: all the time. I don't know about you, but I

588
00:29:47,040 --> 00:29:56,080
Speaker 3: was always drunk smoking, I mean, like, okay, so I

589
00:29:56,240 --> 00:29:58,760
Speaker 3: call it saying a good time, right, so because good

590
00:29:58,760 --> 00:29:59,640
Speaker 3: time is the last forever.

591
00:30:00,680 --> 00:30:03,080
Speaker 2: So that good time was like.

592
00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:09,160
Speaker 3: I guess, a test one for me, and then the

593
00:30:09,240 --> 00:30:13,760
Speaker 3: consequences from the good time, it's not worth it.

594
00:30:14,840 --> 00:30:19,160
Speaker 4: So I think it's all about maturing, evolving.

595
00:30:19,840 --> 00:30:21,960
Speaker 5: Yeah, and that's one thing I could see in you

596
00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:23,640
Speaker 5: right now was growth from the first time I met

597
00:30:23,680 --> 00:30:26,320
Speaker 5: you till today, and I just want to tell you

598
00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:27,360
Speaker 5: that I'm proud of you.

599
00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:29,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, we are.

600
00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:34,440
Speaker 2: We are very viable, Yeah, emotional. I'm so proud of you.

601
00:30:34,560 --> 00:30:36,560
Speaker 5: And because again what Angela said, we really didn't know

602
00:30:36,560 --> 00:30:38,320
Speaker 5: what to expect today, but I want to.

603
00:30:38,360 --> 00:30:39,920
Speaker 1: I can see it on you though, because when you

604
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:43,680
Speaker 1: were here before, it was a different vibe and even

605
00:30:43,840 --> 00:30:47,280
Speaker 1: just like everything about you was it just like today because.

606
00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:47,880
Speaker 2: That was very submissive.

607
00:30:51,280 --> 00:30:54,600
Speaker 5: It's more of you standing on your own and being

608
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:57,720
Speaker 5: in your walking in your own light right now than

609
00:30:57,760 --> 00:31:00,000
Speaker 5: it was before, which is great for you.

610
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:02,680
Speaker 1: And sometimes that is also like you're forced to be

611
00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:05,080
Speaker 1: in that position. But maybe that's there's a reason for that.

612
00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:09,720
Speaker 4: Hm, you know, eate like because you said it, but

613
00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:10,640
Speaker 4: I want to hear more.

614
00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:18,040
Speaker 1: Sometimes the things that happen can feel like it's devastating,

615
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:22,440
Speaker 1: but if it wouldn't happen, you wouldn't be doing what

616
00:31:22,480 --> 00:31:25,440
Speaker 1: you're doing and where you are right now today, because

617
00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:28,200
Speaker 1: it could it could ended up having been a cycle

618
00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:30,520
Speaker 1: that just kept on going and kept on going. And

619
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:32,800
Speaker 1: it's hard to break free from certain things when they're

620
00:31:32,880 --> 00:31:35,920
Speaker 1: right there in front of you.

621
00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:41,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, I really feel like is it based on like

622
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:42,280
Speaker 4: what you allow.

623
00:31:43,480 --> 00:31:45,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah it is so.

624
00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:50,400
Speaker 4: It wouldn't we all them accountable all day long, but

625
00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:52,000
Speaker 4: follow myself accountable?

626
00:31:52,080 --> 00:31:54,440
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, I.

627
00:31:54,360 --> 00:31:57,680
Speaker 3: Could have prevented all of that. Honestly, I still got

628
00:31:57,680 --> 00:32:03,840
Speaker 3: the money. I just didn't have like self discipline. I

629
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:07,400
Speaker 3: didn't have boundaries like I was, and I didn't really

630
00:32:07,400 --> 00:32:10,520
Speaker 3: follow the word like like I was just having having

631
00:32:10,560 --> 00:32:12,200
Speaker 3: too much fun like he was in a moment.

632
00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:15,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, and more so like not in the word.

633
00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:18,840
Speaker 1: So sometimes people also praise those things too, like the

634
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:21,720
Speaker 1: audience and recognition.

635
00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:24,960
Speaker 3: Me, I was praising God the whole time, but kind

636
00:32:25,000 --> 00:32:28,320
Speaker 3: of like I don't know, it's like you could like

637
00:32:28,440 --> 00:32:32,360
Speaker 3: how okay, basically I met him was during a TV show.

638
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:35,880
Speaker 3: I'm in college, you feel me, I'm at like two

639
00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:39,480
Speaker 3: hundred thousand followers, Okay, it do stuff whatever I was

640
00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:45,600
Speaker 3: trying to go after, Okay, cool. Where I did was I.

641
00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:48,120
Speaker 4: I didn't set these boundaries to keep it corrected and

642
00:32:48,320 --> 00:32:49,080
Speaker 4: kind of like.

643
00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:57,520
Speaker 3: Turned in whatever he was not necessarily like it's wrong

644
00:32:57,560 --> 00:32:59,840
Speaker 3: for him to, but for me it was wrong for me.

645
00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:02,760
Speaker 3: It was wrong for me like I was supposed to.

646
00:33:04,840 --> 00:33:07,600
Speaker 3: I can't even say how I heard in my head, but.

647
00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:10,120
Speaker 1: Tell me how your family is reacting with all of

648
00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:17,520
Speaker 1: this now with you because you come from a big family.

649
00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:21,680
Speaker 2: They knew like it was gonna click. They knew that,

650
00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:26,080
Speaker 2: like when they seem like m M.

651
00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:33,160
Speaker 3: Like the greatness and stuff like that and they see me,

652
00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:38,360
Speaker 3: oh top athlete this and this and that to taking disrespect.

653
00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:41,880
Speaker 3: But I'm telling you, it's it's all what you allow.

654
00:33:42,040 --> 00:33:45,000
Speaker 3: Like I was alone with disrespect. That's me disrespecting myself

655
00:33:45,040 --> 00:33:48,040
Speaker 3: before you feel me. So it was one of those.

656
00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:51,120
Speaker 2: And I'm a Llowyer person.

657
00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:56,320
Speaker 3: If you changed my life, I don't know how to like, yeah,

658
00:33:56,760 --> 00:34:00,040
Speaker 3: I'm gonna remember what you did for me. Like, so

659
00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:06,320
Speaker 3: I had to separate maturity with the truth with It's

660
00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:07,800
Speaker 3: a lot of dissecting.

661
00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:11,359
Speaker 1: Right and also being accountable for what you allow gives

662
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:15,160
Speaker 1: you more control over yourself to know that you can't

663
00:34:15,200 --> 00:34:19,400
Speaker 1: control what happens.

664
00:34:17,719 --> 00:34:20,600
Speaker 3: Like it's your fault this happens. Yeah, Like, don't ever

665
00:34:20,680 --> 00:34:22,440
Speaker 3: try to victimize upon your finger.

666
00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:27,120
Speaker 4: I used to do that because you expect something better,

667
00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:30,600
Speaker 4: and it's like you can't expect nothing, you know what

668
00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:33,799
Speaker 4: I'm saying, You gotta I'm telling you, I don't know.

669
00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:38,600
Speaker 4: It's like I can't even like my appetite different like

670
00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:39,440
Speaker 4: I don't know.

671
00:34:39,560 --> 00:34:43,000
Speaker 3: So's when you're exposed to something that's fine and it

672
00:34:43,120 --> 00:34:47,160
Speaker 3: gives you like this general adrenaline rush, it's kind of like.

673
00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:51,160
Speaker 2: You have to put that in check too, Like there

674
00:34:51,239 --> 00:34:53,600
Speaker 2: was a lot of things I have to do with and.

675
00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:56,440
Speaker 3: Then I really feel like where I am today, the

676
00:34:56,600 --> 00:34:59,640
Speaker 3: enemy was trying to keep me from this full circle

677
00:34:59,719 --> 00:35:02,640
Speaker 3: moment recognizing.

678
00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:08,240
Speaker 2: God. First, what is Krishan want? Now?

679
00:35:09,000 --> 00:35:11,960
Speaker 1: If you had an ideal situation, like what is it

680
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:15,240
Speaker 1: that you feel like? This is what I am putting

681
00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:16,480
Speaker 1: in the atmosphere for me.

682
00:35:17,239 --> 00:35:18,400
Speaker 4: I don't really want nothing.

683
00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:25,640
Speaker 3: I never did, like all right, for example, say I

684
00:35:25,719 --> 00:35:29,600
Speaker 3: never signed no paperwork with blue Like I'm like, whatever

685
00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:32,560
Speaker 3: I make is yours straight up. Then when I seen disrespect,

686
00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:34,920
Speaker 3: I started splitting the checks like oh yeah.

687
00:35:34,880 --> 00:35:35,960
Speaker 2: That's not all we're going to.

688
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:38,640
Speaker 4: You don't know, I'm about to get this cript oh yeah,

689
00:35:38,840 --> 00:35:39,359
Speaker 4: oh yeah.

690
00:35:39,400 --> 00:35:40,120
Speaker 2: And then it was like.

691
00:35:41,760 --> 00:35:45,560
Speaker 3: It was kind of like, but that's me been from

692
00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:50,359
Speaker 3: twelve siblings, like oh yeah, you can like a lot

693
00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:52,520
Speaker 3: of girls want like friends, like oh, we're doing an

694
00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:55,160
Speaker 3: interview and I see my friend trying to get somewhere,

695
00:35:55,200 --> 00:35:57,280
Speaker 3: Like I'm like I want.

696
00:35:57,120 --> 00:35:58,960
Speaker 4: Her to support me, but I can't really pour back

697
00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:00,319
Speaker 4: into her. I think that's weird, Like.

698
00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:09,279
Speaker 2: I share. Yeah, like that's what you come from. Share.

699
00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:13,879
Speaker 3: We look out and it's not if it didn't work out,

700
00:36:14,360 --> 00:36:18,520
Speaker 3: No love, This was just something I had to learn and.

701
00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:21,319
Speaker 5: I know about experiences. Life is about the lessons that

702
00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:21,719
Speaker 5: we learned.

703
00:36:22,719 --> 00:36:27,480
Speaker 3: Christ of course, absolutely, okay, cool, Yeah, because we talk

704
00:36:27,520 --> 00:36:30,440
Speaker 3: about Oh my gosh, I know I.

705
00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:32,000
Speaker 1: Wouldn't be right where I'm at right now if it

706
00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:33,879
Speaker 1: was Yeah, so.

707
00:36:35,280 --> 00:36:37,400
Speaker 2: You breakfast Cluff? What what is that you was in

708
00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:39,840
Speaker 2: Breakfast Cluss? I was I left to start my own show.

709
00:36:40,520 --> 00:36:42,120
Speaker 4: Yeah that was okay, Yeah.

710
00:36:42,360 --> 00:36:45,839
Speaker 1: You know syndicated fifty five markets right after the two

711
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:49,000
Speaker 1: years anniversary. Yeah, it's been two years. Two years, so

712
00:36:49,080 --> 00:36:50,759
Speaker 1: that is that was great for me to be able

713
00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:53,239
Speaker 1: to do that. No love lost there at all, but

714
00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:56,760
Speaker 1: we all want our own again, Yeah.

715
00:36:56,640 --> 00:36:58,520
Speaker 4: Because you start recognizing your value.

716
00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:01,000
Speaker 1: And then also I want to really have a platform

717
00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:03,359
Speaker 1: it's called Way Up where I really bring people on,

718
00:37:03,719 --> 00:37:06,200
Speaker 1: not just celebrities, but people are doing things in the community,

719
00:37:07,120 --> 00:37:09,480
Speaker 1: you know, things like that that I felt like we're important.

720
00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:12,200
Speaker 1: We do a wealth Wednesdays talking about finances every week.

721
00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,600
Speaker 1: Those are things that I felt like we really needed

722
00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:17,080
Speaker 1: that I wanted to bring the last time.

723
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:23,799
Speaker 5: Yeah, okay, it was somebody else though, yeah, Stephanie here.

724
00:37:23,800 --> 00:37:26,640
Speaker 5: It was either Stephanie or Stephanie maybe Stephanie.

725
00:37:26,719 --> 00:37:30,160
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, So Jordan's Jeordie George.

726
00:37:31,680 --> 00:37:35,919
Speaker 5: The officials. She's also a DJ, you know, and she's

727
00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:38,240
Speaker 5: a Bravo celebrity as well. She was on the Summer

728
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:42,160
Speaker 5: House and a y and she's a Playboy.

729
00:37:43,680 --> 00:37:47,319
Speaker 4: Former former Boy cover girl. Yeah.

730
00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:50,040
Speaker 2: So yeah, but like I know, you gotta fight to

731
00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:52,840
Speaker 2: catch but okay.

732
00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:58,160
Speaker 1: We're going, yeah, easing you because I could fight.

733
00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:01,919
Speaker 4: It's okay. I'm never ones when I was talking.

734
00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:03,919
Speaker 1: I always want to make sure that you never feel

735
00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:06,400
Speaker 1: like we're trying to have like a crazy moment or

736
00:38:06,440 --> 00:38:06,879
Speaker 1: go viral.

737
00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:10,080
Speaker 2: We really are just trying to get into a genuine group.

738
00:38:10,239 --> 00:38:13,120
Speaker 2: Yeah tell yeah, like trying to catch me.

739
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:16,239
Speaker 3: Yeah, I ain't going to say nothing, but a lot

740
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:20,279
Speaker 3: of people reached out just I don't make my way downtown.

741
00:38:23,080 --> 00:38:23,360
Speaker 4: But I.

742
00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:30,880
Speaker 5: Appreciate the fact that you felt comfortable enough from our

743
00:38:31,040 --> 00:38:34,399
Speaker 5: first interview that you wanted to come back because I've

744
00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:34,800
Speaker 5: seen me.

745
00:38:35,239 --> 00:38:37,359
Speaker 2: Yeah, we really wanted you to do more.

746
00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:41,800
Speaker 1: We were like Krashan, we know, we wanted you to

747
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:43,920
Speaker 1: do more of the like talking, but he was kind

748
00:38:43,960 --> 00:38:47,000
Speaker 1: of kind of over talking, and you know, see, you

749
00:38:47,080 --> 00:38:47,480
Speaker 1: know we're but.

750
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:49,960
Speaker 2: Because this is a show about women. This is really

751
00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:51,840
Speaker 2: like you know, the whole point of the show. And

752
00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:52,520
Speaker 2: I'm gonna tell you what.

753
00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:55,040
Speaker 1: The reason I started lip Service so long ago was

754
00:38:55,480 --> 00:38:57,920
Speaker 1: for women who normally may not be able to I

755
00:38:58,000 --> 00:38:59,760
Speaker 1: started it really like video vixen.

756
00:39:00,480 --> 00:39:02,360
Speaker 2: You know, everybody looks at them, but nobody gets to

757
00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:02,960
Speaker 2: hear them talk.

758
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:05,719
Speaker 1: That was the original way that I started the show

759
00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:07,400
Speaker 1: because I felt like there weren't enough women in this

760
00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:11,040
Speaker 1: space doing the interviews. It was all men asking because

761
00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:14,319
Speaker 1: I wish I remember, yeah, yeah, it was a day,

762
00:39:15,640 --> 00:39:18,279
Speaker 1: It was a day, But you're gonna remember was that trying?

763
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:19,600
Speaker 2: Was I trying to answer the questions?

764
00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:19,840
Speaker 7: Was that.

765
00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:23,040
Speaker 2: I remember?

766
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:26,399
Speaker 5: I remember at first, and then you kind of broke

767
00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:27,759
Speaker 5: out of your shell and you like, I feel like

768
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,080
Speaker 5: you had a moment You're like, okay, I can.

769
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:31,000
Speaker 2: Fuck with them. Like I feel like you had a

770
00:39:31,040 --> 00:39:32,880
Speaker 2: moment of like a pivotal moment in the interview when

771
00:39:32,920 --> 00:39:33,319
Speaker 2: you like.

772
00:39:33,880 --> 00:39:35,920
Speaker 3: I think it was because like I know, like it's

773
00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:37,759
Speaker 3: a lot of women. So if you want to talk,

774
00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:42,080
Speaker 3: you talk, all right, So here go, you know.

775
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:43,879
Speaker 2: So I was just waiting my turn maybe.

776
00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:46,239
Speaker 1: And one thing I will say is, no matter what

777
00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:48,359
Speaker 1: happens in life, a lot of it is lessons learned.

778
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:51,239
Speaker 2: And I'm sure you've learned so many like growing up.

779
00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:55,400
Speaker 2: I hope he's growing, like we need I don't know.

780
00:39:55,480 --> 00:39:56,560
Speaker 2: I could just hope for the best.

781
00:39:56,640 --> 00:39:59,080
Speaker 1: But but like on the bright side of things, you

782
00:39:59,120 --> 00:39:59,960
Speaker 1: got a beautiful baby.

783
00:40:00,719 --> 00:40:03,320
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, how is being a mom changed you?

784
00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:06,960
Speaker 4: Why?

785
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:08,680
Speaker 2: It slowed me down?

786
00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:14,000
Speaker 3: They put the truth into a real perspective and it

787
00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:17,680
Speaker 3: added increase too, Like my baby been nothing but a blessing,

788
00:40:18,560 --> 00:40:19,360
Speaker 3: and I feel like.

789
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:23,120
Speaker 2: He helped me find myself.

790
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:27,200
Speaker 4: Yeah he said yes, Like.

791
00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:31,680
Speaker 8: What Like that's really like clarity and a person Like

792
00:40:31,760 --> 00:40:35,080
Speaker 8: it's so crazy, like you think like a logical person,

793
00:40:35,200 --> 00:40:38,279
Speaker 8: like with a child, because you know everything that you

794
00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:41,000
Speaker 8: do is going to impact this little person that needs you.

795
00:40:41,160 --> 00:40:42,600
Speaker 4: Then I'm not gonna lie.

796
00:40:42,640 --> 00:40:44,960
Speaker 7: Like I feel like like that's a nothing we haven't

797
00:40:44,960 --> 00:40:47,279
Speaker 7: coming to We don't really like I don't know, I

798
00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:49,680
Speaker 7: feel like kids only really got us for real, Like

799
00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:51,440
Speaker 7: like I feel like my baby.

800
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:53,520
Speaker 2: Like I mean, I got family but it's like I'm

801
00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:55,239
Speaker 2: going to make sure she's straight. You know what I'm

802
00:40:55,239 --> 00:40:56,400
Speaker 2: saying before you?

803
00:40:57,520 --> 00:40:57,719
Speaker 1: Yeah?

804
00:40:57,960 --> 00:41:01,200
Speaker 2: Yes, like for real, you would ask something.

805
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:06,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, but it's messyever, go ahead, be messy.

806
00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:10,000
Speaker 2: It's okay. When is this gonna be?

807
00:41:11,239 --> 00:41:14,280
Speaker 1: I was thinking about a cover up up for your tattoo.

808
00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:16,120
Speaker 1: I was gonna ask you that next. What are you

809
00:41:16,160 --> 00:41:16,840
Speaker 1: gonna do about that?

810
00:41:17,440 --> 00:41:17,640
Speaker 2: Huh?

811
00:41:17,880 --> 00:41:19,239
Speaker 1: I was gonna ask you, what are you gonna do

812
00:41:19,280 --> 00:41:20,479
Speaker 1: about that tattoo on your face?

813
00:41:20,719 --> 00:41:23,280
Speaker 4: Taking my time with it? Mm hmm. But I already

814
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:24,560
Speaker 4: kind of put things in place.

815
00:41:24,840 --> 00:41:25,760
Speaker 2: So you have an appointment.

816
00:41:26,960 --> 00:41:30,080
Speaker 1: That's gonna be a few sessions probably, no, no, just one.

817
00:41:30,760 --> 00:41:31,680
Speaker 2: Do you think you can get that?

818
00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:33,120
Speaker 4: Can you get something down your face?

819
00:41:33,719 --> 00:41:36,400
Speaker 2: Believe it's it's accordant to your belief? Do you think

820
00:41:36,440 --> 00:41:41,399
Speaker 2: you don't want to do that? It's like a whole year.

821
00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:43,600
Speaker 2: It will be a few sessions.

822
00:41:45,960 --> 00:41:48,640
Speaker 4: Thought in my head I would probably remove because.

823
00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:50,719
Speaker 2: It's part of me. Yeah, that's how you feel. Ain't

824
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:54,359
Speaker 2: gonna get that picture. I'll just becoming stuff up. Yeah,

825
00:41:54,440 --> 00:41:56,239
Speaker 2: you do have your stuff. I had a face on

826
00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:58,160
Speaker 2: me too, Oh you did, I did.

827
00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:00,279
Speaker 3: So my.

828
00:42:01,760 --> 00:42:05,839
Speaker 2: Yeah, just be doing oh my gosh, Yeah, I ain't

829
00:42:05,840 --> 00:42:12,120
Speaker 2: got no tattoos. I'm gonna ta to Cereal remove them.

830
00:42:12,280 --> 00:42:14,279
Speaker 2: He's got a double cover up. I gotta cover up.

831
00:42:14,320 --> 00:42:26,759
Speaker 2: That's covered up double. You don't think that.

832
00:42:30,680 --> 00:42:33,839
Speaker 1: They used to be, but cover them you can remove them. Yeah,

833
00:42:33,840 --> 00:42:35,040
Speaker 1: I don't know if you want to do laser. But

834
00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:40,000
Speaker 1: you said you're gonna do another tattoo over it. I

835
00:42:40,120 --> 00:42:41,960
Speaker 1: think I think you want to get rid of it,

836
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:45,080
Speaker 1: because that's like yeah, and then yeah, I was gonna.

837
00:42:44,880 --> 00:42:46,480
Speaker 4: Ask you that I was giving you a suggestion.

838
00:42:46,760 --> 00:42:49,200
Speaker 2: What you saying, I think you should laser it.

839
00:42:49,880 --> 00:42:51,320
Speaker 4: I think so to this laser.

840
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:54,000
Speaker 2: Laser gets rid of everything.

841
00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:59,879
Speaker 5: Laser the whole sleep and here, well he's no longer

842
00:43:00,040 --> 00:43:03,640
Speaker 5: this unfortunately did this one same. It's a little skiry

843
00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:05,600
Speaker 5: looking at the same. He put them on and he

844
00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:07,000
Speaker 5: took them off me. He rest in peace. My home

845
00:43:07,080 --> 00:43:09,440
Speaker 5: boy smokeduce. But I did three sessions.

846
00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:12,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't see nothing. I did three. You can

847
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:15,719
Speaker 2: see this little shower, I see, but that's I'm talking about.

848
00:43:15,719 --> 00:43:17,879
Speaker 2: It was a whole. The thing is on your face.

849
00:43:17,960 --> 00:43:19,600
Speaker 1: If you still could see a little something, you might

850
00:43:19,640 --> 00:43:21,960
Speaker 1: be better off putting something over it. I don't know

851
00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:23,319
Speaker 1: how laser if you can.

852
00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:27,160
Speaker 2: Well, this was like this was like d yeah, that

853
00:43:27,239 --> 00:43:27,560
Speaker 2: looked real.

854
00:43:27,800 --> 00:43:28,040
Speaker 3: This was.

855
00:43:30,239 --> 00:43:37,320
Speaker 2: I was I got researched like that, like the technology probably.

856
00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:43,239
Speaker 1: Even that they Was that a spontaneous decision or was

857
00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:44,680
Speaker 1: that something that Okay?

858
00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:47,680
Speaker 4: So when he got locked up and we was broken up,

859
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:49,360
Speaker 4: I was dragged.

860
00:43:49,680 --> 00:43:52,080
Speaker 2: But then the like what's up?

861
00:43:53,360 --> 00:43:56,560
Speaker 4: It just was like in a space I never recognized.

862
00:43:56,600 --> 00:43:57,160
Speaker 2: I didn't like it.

863
00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:00,440
Speaker 4: I was like, boy, yea, I attached it at your face,

864
00:44:00,480 --> 00:44:03,680
Speaker 4: on my face, but you want you just didn't.

865
00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:05,399
Speaker 2: Like, don't try to test me and tell me I'm

866
00:44:05,400 --> 00:44:09,000
Speaker 2: not gonna do that. Just like lot like I don't.

867
00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:12,000
Speaker 5: About the tattoo on your face. Is that unless you're

868
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:13,120
Speaker 5: looking in the mirror, you can't see it.

869
00:44:14,760 --> 00:44:15,759
Speaker 2: That is true, you can't.

870
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:19,600
Speaker 3: I got in a good space though, like you can't

871
00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:26,440
Speaker 3: see your hair, you could. Let I can't embrace it

872
00:44:26,920 --> 00:44:31,640
Speaker 3: because it's a sick picture like it was exactly one day.

873
00:44:31,680 --> 00:44:34,480
Speaker 2: If you're with somebody else, he ain't gonna look at

874
00:44:34,640 --> 00:44:35,400
Speaker 2: that on your face.

875
00:44:36,160 --> 00:44:39,120
Speaker 4: That's when I'm gonna really considered the cover up, Like yeah,

876
00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:39,840
Speaker 4: this gotta go.

877
00:44:40,160 --> 00:44:41,680
Speaker 2: What do you think? What if you were dating somebody

878
00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:49,600
Speaker 2: and he had a woman on the side of his face. No, ma'am. Story,

879
00:44:52,280 --> 00:44:52,560
Speaker 2: that's what.

880
00:44:53,400 --> 00:44:53,759
Speaker 4: One on my.

881
00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:58,839
Speaker 2: The one on my own. I was at this boy

882
00:44:59,040 --> 00:45:02,800
Speaker 2: family house. My jo is seen and like thanksgiving his

883
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:05,920
Speaker 2: losses to like who that I'm lying. I'm like, it's

884
00:45:05,920 --> 00:45:06,279
Speaker 2: my cousin.

885
00:45:06,440 --> 00:45:07,360
Speaker 4: Like, no, tell him who it is.

886
00:45:07,520 --> 00:45:09,279
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my god. That's when I was like, no,

887
00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:12,200
Speaker 2: that's the questions.

888
00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:18,800
Speaker 1: I'm like, he's just so when you talk, well, she

889
00:45:18,880 --> 00:45:24,680
Speaker 1: gotta keep accent. I was like, oh no, you got

890
00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:26,800
Speaker 1: to cut that up because I can't imagine dating somebody

891
00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:28,680
Speaker 1: and I got to look at somebody's face on there.

892
00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:32,279
Speaker 2: You know. Well, I'm telling it. I'm wrapped up in

893
00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:37,440
Speaker 2: later and not forever. But you're thinking about that. It's

894
00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:44,960
Speaker 2: not stopping nobody from sing serious with somebody. They're going

895
00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:47,160
Speaker 2: to be stuff.

896
00:45:48,480 --> 00:45:51,719
Speaker 4: I let you mane.

897
00:45:52,160 --> 00:45:56,000
Speaker 2: Yes, they really host him like you never met nobody.

898
00:45:59,600 --> 00:46:03,920
Speaker 2: You know, they get down. Nobody at church try to

899
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:08,520
Speaker 2: holler they've be already taken. Yes, they all be murdered

900
00:46:08,719 --> 00:46:14,879
Speaker 2: like that. It's a family event. Yeah.

901
00:46:16,200 --> 00:46:19,000
Speaker 1: Now you're gonna be a pastor his wife one day.

902
00:46:20,000 --> 00:46:23,360
Speaker 1: Can you imagine the first lady at the church Krishan

903
00:46:23,760 --> 00:46:24,080
Speaker 1: coming in.

904
00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:28,320
Speaker 2: I don't know about the pastor's wife. I feel like

905
00:46:28,440 --> 00:46:30,480
Speaker 2: she would be the pastor before she. I was thinking that,

906
00:46:31,000 --> 00:46:32,640
Speaker 2: oh no, a lot of times that the.

907
00:46:32,640 --> 00:46:34,760
Speaker 1: Pastor's wife also be having her own minister.

908
00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:35,480
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

909
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:41,200
Speaker 5: You know no, right now when you say pastor's wife,

910
00:46:41,239 --> 00:46:44,880
Speaker 5: I think it's just a I don't know why I

911
00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:51,359
Speaker 5: want you Church of Krishan, who mean no, no? Why

912
00:46:51,440 --> 00:46:51,840
Speaker 5: you say that?

913
00:46:52,280 --> 00:46:52,320
Speaker 8: No?

914
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:54,440
Speaker 2: Because wait, why not?

915
00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:55,200
Speaker 4: It's not giving?

916
00:46:55,920 --> 00:46:56,880
Speaker 2: Why am I not giving that?

917
00:46:56,920 --> 00:46:59,319
Speaker 5: Because you got too much of your own ship going

918
00:46:59,360 --> 00:47:02,640
Speaker 5: on to be following behind you know, someone else's.

919
00:47:08,320 --> 00:47:12,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, I got a pastor leader like leadership recovering my daughter.

920
00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:14,760
Speaker 2: That's cool to embrace.

921
00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:18,680
Speaker 3: Like, seeing as I was ready to surrender and live

922
00:47:18,719 --> 00:47:22,200
Speaker 3: the true person I'm supposed to be, I was like, Wow,

923
00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:24,120
Speaker 3: why had this waiting on me this whole time?

924
00:47:25,040 --> 00:47:27,879
Speaker 1: Can you imagine how many people that follow you are

925
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:29,880
Speaker 1: like actually taking these cues from you.

926
00:47:29,960 --> 00:47:31,160
Speaker 2: Has anybody reached out and been.

927
00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:34,480
Speaker 4: Like, how was this girl at the Bible study? She

928
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:35,520
Speaker 4: had his volunteers.

929
00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:38,480
Speaker 3: I'm like she was like, oh, she was just basically

930
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:41,680
Speaker 3: telling our testimony, and the way she kept shaking and crying.

931
00:47:42,200 --> 00:47:42,920
Speaker 2: It shook me up.

932
00:47:44,560 --> 00:47:46,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, because she really was going through something and all

933
00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:49,280
Speaker 3: she's saying is what I said, whoa.

934
00:47:50,840 --> 00:47:53,799
Speaker 2: Wow said and she said like.

935
00:47:55,440 --> 00:47:59,000
Speaker 4: She now she's screaming God because Kasehwan said yeah see

936
00:47:59,360 --> 00:47:59,840
Speaker 4: and that's.

937
00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:03,839
Speaker 2: Yeah, and it feels good.

938
00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:11,840
Speaker 4: I heard that, Bonimore, because.

939
00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:11,840
Speaker 1: I'm not.

940
00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:15,480
Speaker 2: Doing stuff by yourself.

941
00:48:15,600 --> 00:48:18,759
Speaker 4: You're just not You're not strong like when you do

942
00:48:18,840 --> 00:48:21,319
Speaker 4: stuff for guys like you, it's his strength. So it's

943
00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:24,520
Speaker 4: like who could be against you? It's it's really the

944
00:48:24,680 --> 00:48:25,640
Speaker 4: living word. I don't know.

945
00:48:25,719 --> 00:48:26,799
Speaker 2: I like you. I love them.

946
00:48:28,719 --> 00:48:31,480
Speaker 1: I'm doing right now, right now, And then I just

947
00:48:31,520 --> 00:48:34,040
Speaker 1: started today. I'm doing a long fast.

948
00:48:35,320 --> 00:48:35,440
Speaker 3: Hm.

949
00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:37,960
Speaker 1: I have to cheat for one day though, because I

950
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:39,239
Speaker 1: have to go to a wedding my work.

951
00:48:40,080 --> 00:48:42,560
Speaker 3: This is what I suggest way, this is what I

952
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:44,719
Speaker 3: was doing. At first, I did call Turkey. That's when

953
00:48:44,760 --> 00:48:46,120
Speaker 3: I was like, God, I need you.

954
00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:46,799
Speaker 2: Got on easy.

955
00:48:46,960 --> 00:48:50,279
Speaker 3: Then it was like okay, God, I'm thankful any sense

956
00:48:50,280 --> 00:48:53,160
Speaker 3: out the direction. But I'm also struggling with fast and

957
00:48:53,320 --> 00:48:53,880
Speaker 3: keeping up with it.

958
00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:54,840
Speaker 2: I'm going to break it.

959
00:48:55,320 --> 00:49:00,439
Speaker 3: So then was like baby steps. So for I break

960
00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:03,160
Speaker 3: my fast at four, you can start at twelve pm.

961
00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:07,120
Speaker 3: Man like breaking at twelve pm. Then breaking at four pm,

962
00:49:07,360 --> 00:49:08,080
Speaker 3: then breaking at.

963
00:49:08,040 --> 00:49:11,480
Speaker 4: Seven, and then it's like when I got THEE I

964
00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:13,399
Speaker 4: got to a point where I was like, I don't

965
00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:17,400
Speaker 4: want to break it, like the presence to start raining

966
00:49:17,480 --> 00:49:17,800
Speaker 4: over me.

967
00:49:18,440 --> 00:49:20,920
Speaker 2: So when God take over baby steps.

968
00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:23,360
Speaker 1: I was doing a whole week, but I did a

969
00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:25,640
Speaker 1: two weeks fast ones. I didn't eat anything for two

970
00:49:25,680 --> 00:49:27,160
Speaker 1: weeks while I was.

971
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:32,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, I remember that, Yeah, I remember that uld fire.

972
00:49:33,600 --> 00:49:36,480
Speaker 1: It was tough, but I was actually really happy to

973
00:49:36,560 --> 00:49:37,800
Speaker 1: have the willpower to make it through that.

974
00:49:38,280 --> 00:49:40,239
Speaker 2: So I'm like, this was a week I could You didn't.

975
00:49:40,280 --> 00:49:42,239
Speaker 3: You didn't gain any like did you feel like you

976
00:49:42,320 --> 00:49:47,560
Speaker 3: had access to your like to the answers to your questions.

977
00:49:47,280 --> 00:49:49,000
Speaker 1: Or I felt like I had a lot more clarity,

978
00:49:49,120 --> 00:49:51,640
Speaker 1: Like I was very okay, Yeah, you feel like everything

979
00:49:51,719 --> 00:49:54,239
Speaker 1: that's clogging up your inside.

980
00:49:53,960 --> 00:49:57,120
Speaker 4: That's tough, that's great, Like yeah, like that part of

981
00:49:57,239 --> 00:49:57,680
Speaker 4: the story.

982
00:49:57,960 --> 00:50:01,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, it feels like everything is just like clear, because

983
00:50:01,120 --> 00:50:02,759
Speaker 1: the whole point of it is that it does like

984
00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:06,200
Speaker 1: help your organs get strong again, you know, and all

985
00:50:06,239 --> 00:50:08,359
Speaker 1: of that. So I'm doing a week long one right now,

986
00:50:09,120 --> 00:50:10,480
Speaker 1: literally started this morning.

987
00:50:10,719 --> 00:50:12,920
Speaker 2: How often do you feel well?

988
00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:16,160
Speaker 1: I'm doing this detached challenge not enough. I want to

989
00:50:16,280 --> 00:50:17,759
Speaker 1: do it every year, but I haven't done it. And

990
00:50:17,920 --> 00:50:20,439
Speaker 1: like I said, I did it last year. I didn't

991
00:50:20,440 --> 00:50:22,919
Speaker 1: do it last year. Yeah, but before that, it wasn't

992
00:50:23,000 --> 00:50:24,000
Speaker 1: for like three years.

993
00:50:25,000 --> 00:50:27,960
Speaker 2: You know though, she got so much going on, she

994
00:50:28,080 --> 00:50:29,040
Speaker 2: got so many businesses.

995
00:50:29,160 --> 00:50:33,440
Speaker 1: She got her tell her, nope, slow down down, and

996
00:50:33,520 --> 00:50:35,359
Speaker 1: you know, it's easy to fast when you're at home,

997
00:50:35,640 --> 00:50:37,320
Speaker 1: like when you're not having to travel and not do

998
00:50:37,480 --> 00:50:39,719
Speaker 1: too much. And I know you have the baby right now,

999
00:50:39,880 --> 00:50:42,239
Speaker 1: so but like you said, baby steps is the way

1000
00:50:42,600 --> 00:50:45,279
Speaker 1: that you should go. Yeah, and you can do it

1001
00:50:45,320 --> 00:50:47,280
Speaker 1: because it's also a great test of your will power.

1002
00:50:47,480 --> 00:50:50,200
Speaker 3: Sometimes I'm that desperate for the presents I got. And

1003
00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:53,240
Speaker 3: then when sentence I received something, it was like, sorry,

1004
00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:56,040
Speaker 3: I was fascinating right before the performance, right, I'm like,

1005
00:50:56,719 --> 00:50:58,120
Speaker 3: I think this the sense of direction?

1006
00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:02,360
Speaker 2: How help me? And then like.

1007
00:51:04,840 --> 00:51:06,520
Speaker 4: Like the way y'all talked about it now, it is

1008
00:51:06,560 --> 00:51:09,719
Speaker 4: like the fact that I noticed it, Like okay, it

1009
00:51:09,880 --> 00:51:13,440
Speaker 4: really what Like I can't even explain it, Like as

1010
00:51:13,480 --> 00:51:15,400
Speaker 4: soon as you just like surrender and put the play aside,

1011
00:51:16,280 --> 00:51:18,960
Speaker 4: keep reward you, Well, it's so much love.

1012
00:51:20,120 --> 00:51:23,040
Speaker 2: So that's what I'm reaping right now. I'm like, I

1013
00:51:23,160 --> 00:51:29,439
Speaker 2: can't really Yeah, that celibacy, you know, all of the things.

1014
00:51:29,520 --> 00:51:40,040
Speaker 2: She's like, are you sellivate? I go two days? He'd

1015
00:51:40,080 --> 00:51:45,760
Speaker 2: be like, what's going on? God for forgetting my period?

1016
00:51:48,080 --> 00:51:50,040
Speaker 1: But anyway, thank you so much for coming through. And

1017
00:51:50,120 --> 00:51:52,040
Speaker 1: you gotta come back like when the music's out, and

1018
00:51:52,120 --> 00:51:53,719
Speaker 1: I love to see both of you. We got to

1019
00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:54,240
Speaker 1: do it together.

1020
00:51:54,360 --> 00:51:59,799
Speaker 4: Yeah, we're gonna put out with child God Guy's Child.

1021
00:52:00,280 --> 00:52:01,960
Speaker 2: Okay, Well, I can't wait to hear it. And when

1022
00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:03,799
Speaker 2: is it coming? Like when will we have some sort

1023
00:52:03,800 --> 00:52:07,879
Speaker 2: of access. I don't have exact day yet. We're working

1024
00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:11,080
Speaker 2: on it. We're gonna get it done. That's why we're fastening. Well,

1025
00:52:11,200 --> 00:52:13,120
Speaker 2: hopefully it come out by next Tuesday. Said we could

1026
00:52:13,120 --> 00:52:13,400
Speaker 2: throw it in.

1027
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:19,600
Speaker 1: Can we give it a deadline? Sometimes you got to

1028
00:52:19,600 --> 00:52:23,080
Speaker 1: give yourself a deadline. Things happen, all right, Well again,

1029
00:52:23,120 --> 00:52:23,799
Speaker 1: thank you so much.

1030
00:52:23,840 --> 00:52:24,640
Speaker 2: We appreciate it.

1031
00:52:24,920 --> 00:52:26,800
Speaker 1: I don't want you to miss your flight, and everybody's like,

1032
00:52:26,840 --> 00:52:30,239
Speaker 1: all right, so yes, so thank you so much.

1033
00:52:30,320 --> 00:52:34,440
Speaker 2: It was an absolute pleasure. We're so proud of you

1034
00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:38,080
Speaker 2: for real. Appreciate keep up a good word. It's just fun.

1035
00:52:38,280 --> 00:52:38,920
Speaker 4: Lift service