WEBVTT - Episode 314: SMD from the Back! (Feat. Chinese Kitty) 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:02.680 What's up. Its slip service time, Angeli, and it's time 0:00:02.720 --> 0:00:05.040 for our Delian toast to a woman on top. And 0:00:05.080 --> 0:00:08.720 today we are toasting to the very talented Maria Taylor. Now, 0:00:08.760 --> 0:00:13.240 Maria Taylor had worked at ESPN, but her contract recently expired. 0:00:13.280 --> 0:00:16.880 After a year of discussion, she did reject an extension 0:00:17.000 --> 0:00:19.919 last year, fortunately for her, because they were all kinds 0:00:19.920 --> 0:00:24.280 of things happening behind the scenes, in particular Rachel Nichols. 0:00:24.280 --> 0:00:27.560 There was some leaked audio of her another reporter at ESPN, 0:00:28.040 --> 0:00:30.600 where she said that Maria Taylor was getting a sideline 0:00:30.600 --> 0:00:34.280 reporter job for the NBA Finals in the Orlando Bubble 0:00:34.360 --> 0:00:38.199 because of ESPN's attempt for diversity, and that was a 0:00:38.240 --> 0:00:41.360 decision behind it instead of the talent that Maria Taylor had. 0:00:41.600 --> 0:00:44.440 But fortunately Maria Taylor is now at NBC Sports. They 0:00:44.440 --> 0:00:46.960 did announced the hire and the press release and she 0:00:47.080 --> 0:00:52.320 did make her debut with the Tokyo Olympics primetime coverage. Now, 0:00:52.320 --> 0:00:55.360 following the Olympics, Taylor will host NBC's Football Night in 0:00:55.360 --> 0:00:58.000 America during the NFL season and shall also be covering 0:00:58.040 --> 0:01:00.480 the Super Bowl for the network. So let's give this 0:01:00.520 --> 0:01:04.119 toast to Maria Taylor, who shows that your hard work, 0:01:04.480 --> 0:01:07.720 skill and talent will get to in these doors no 0:01:07.760 --> 0:01:09.680 matter what people have to say. You didn't get that 0:01:09.720 --> 0:01:11.800 position because you were a black woman. You got it 0:01:11.840 --> 0:01:13.680 because you were the best person for the dads who 0:01:13.760 --> 0:01:17.040 Congratulations to you. We'll be watching you on NBC Sports. 0:01:17.640 --> 0:01:21.640 And what's up? What's up? It's lip service. I'm angela. Ye, 0:01:21.840 --> 0:01:30.759 I'm leaping MacGuire on passport. Cludie Chinese Kitty girl. Hey, yes, So, 0:01:31.120 --> 0:01:35.560 first of all, Chinese Kitty, are you from Brooklyn or Queens? Brooklyn? 0:01:36.560 --> 0:01:38.360 I was born in Queens, but just that was just 0:01:38.400 --> 0:01:41.640 the hospital, Okay. I taught some Queens people trying to 0:01:41.680 --> 0:01:43.720 claim you. I was like, I believe she's from Brooklyn, 0:01:44.160 --> 0:01:47.600 not from Queens. That's why. Okay, just how to clarify 0:01:47.640 --> 0:01:50.320 because I'm from Brooklyn and I'm a Capricorn like you. 0:01:50.760 --> 0:01:55.520 Oh it's he and I'm black and Asian like you too. 0:01:55.600 --> 0:02:01.280 So wow, So y'all both Chinese, so tear to that. 0:02:03.400 --> 0:02:12.359 And we both have amazing kiddies right drinking water y'all. Now, 0:02:12.919 --> 0:02:15.079 there's a lot of talk about women, and we always 0:02:15.080 --> 0:02:17.839 brag about how good our pussy is, right, but let's 0:02:17.840 --> 0:02:19.880 talk about these guys for a second and let them 0:02:19.880 --> 0:02:24.800 know what makes dick good? Uh, what makes it good? 0:02:25.040 --> 0:02:30.760 I think definitely the strokes and like some emotion behind it, 0:02:30.840 --> 0:02:34.240 because when you just beginning just dry dick just I 0:02:34.280 --> 0:02:41.640 don't know, they don't be working for me. Yeah, what 0:02:41.639 --> 0:02:43.959 what's emotion? How do you put emotion behind the dick? 0:02:44.400 --> 0:02:46.760 If you just meet somebody and y'all just hook up, 0:02:46.800 --> 0:02:48.919 like if you're just like having sex, like I'm just 0:02:48.960 --> 0:02:51.080 trying to get a nut, Like I don't think any 0:02:51.080 --> 0:02:52.919 girl's gonna feel good, Like I mean, you know what 0:02:52.960 --> 0:02:55.440 I'm saying, Like you gotta be like I'm ready to 0:02:55.440 --> 0:03:01.720 show the girl like yeah, so like passion and yeah, 0:03:02.040 --> 0:03:04.600 that looks like he cares. But okay, then let's examine 0:03:04.639 --> 0:03:07.240 that for a second. Have we ever sucked a guy 0:03:07.320 --> 0:03:10.120 who there was no emotion, we knew what it was. 0:03:10.280 --> 0:03:13.040 It was just the funk, but it was really good. Yeah, 0:03:13.040 --> 0:03:22.520 I probably like him, but maybe like but maybe not 0:03:22.720 --> 0:03:26.280 his That's happened to me too before. Yeah. I think 0:03:26.320 --> 0:03:29.160 that we definitely have our times where you just want 0:03:29.160 --> 0:03:32.400 to suck nothing else. I feel like that's okay, Like 0:03:32.440 --> 0:03:35.200 I feel like we are humans and we are just 0:03:35.240 --> 0:03:37.800 as sexual as men sometimes, if not more. Why do 0:03:37.920 --> 0:03:41.120 we have to be slooch shame and call whores because 0:03:41.160 --> 0:03:43.840 we want to have sex. It's natural. We naturally feel 0:03:43.880 --> 0:03:46.480 the same horny nous that they feel. So it's okay 0:03:46.520 --> 0:03:48.440 for them to go out and want to this, this, this, this, 0:03:48.520 --> 0:03:52.720 and this many bitches, and we can't want to lust 0:03:52.720 --> 0:03:54.840 for over someone or save me want some dick like 0:03:54.880 --> 0:03:56.800 it's the problem we say we want some dick Like, 0:03:57.160 --> 0:03:59.760 that's just suck up, you know, the whole double sidedness 0:03:59.760 --> 0:04:01.640 of it. It's just like it made your hand if 0:04:01.680 --> 0:04:03.160 you ever sucked a guy you knew you didn't even 0:04:03.200 --> 0:04:08.320 want to be with ever in life. Me good. I 0:04:08.360 --> 0:04:11.960 don't want you to. You know. The thing is that 0:04:12.040 --> 0:04:17.120 when you're doing things like that, I wouldn't mind if 0:04:17.120 --> 0:04:19.400 there was no aftermath, because once you have sex with 0:04:19.480 --> 0:04:21.880 a guy, it's like if you're just doing it just because, 0:04:22.040 --> 0:04:26.320 then that's what I'll be worried about. I mean, like, 0:04:26.720 --> 0:04:28.919 as soon as you have sexual guy just for nothing, 0:04:28.960 --> 0:04:33.320 they're like, yeah, there, I hate thinking that. In a 0:04:33.480 --> 0:04:36.760 conversation in private with another group of guys with girls 0:04:36.760 --> 0:04:40.719 and they were like, yeah, ah, that would like guess 0:04:40.760 --> 0:04:42.839 what they're gonna say that even if they didn't. Sometime 0:04:43.600 --> 0:04:49.320 that females like absolutely, it's just trusting, like it's literally gossiping, 0:04:49.400 --> 0:04:52.479 like yeah, I sucked her. I wasn't like girls be 0:04:52.600 --> 0:04:55.440 like girl, I'll tell you later or something like that. 0:04:55.480 --> 0:04:57.760 But it's like niggas be the first one to go 0:04:57.920 --> 0:05:02.640 run and tell them city. Yeah, that's why we can't 0:05:03.040 --> 0:05:06.599 just for nothing. We always be like I hate giving 0:05:06.600 --> 0:05:09.880 a new pussy because I want to because the minute 0:05:10.160 --> 0:05:12.720 that I do that, then they go run. But what 0:05:12.760 --> 0:05:15.440 if what if they don't know nobody? You know, Okay, 0:05:15.520 --> 0:05:17.719 then I'm cool with that, yeah. Yeah. But when you're 0:05:17.839 --> 0:05:19.880 when you have a name to yourself and you're somebody 0:05:19.920 --> 0:05:23.520 that has like you know, popularity, a little celebrity or following, 0:05:23.680 --> 0:05:26.280 then it's just like they really quick the one to 0:05:26.360 --> 0:05:28.720 run in tell because now they're bragging, you know what 0:05:28.760 --> 0:05:30.480 I'm saying. They they got bragging rights to say that 0:05:30.520 --> 0:05:33.120 they've been with you. Yeah yeah, and you can just 0:05:33.160 --> 0:05:38.000 say no, but then people never people never believe you too. 0:05:38.279 --> 0:05:41.760 So like Chinese kidding, you had a situation too with 0:05:41.880 --> 0:05:44.800 little little teaj He said that he slept with you. 0:05:44.960 --> 0:05:47.840 Was it disrespectful? The way he said it to Chinese kitty, 0:05:47.920 --> 0:05:50.480 why do you want cloud? Why are you cloud chasing? 0:05:50.480 --> 0:05:52.800 Why don't you tell the world how on the bed 0:05:52.880 --> 0:05:55.360 with your son in the room and you were like, Okay, 0:05:55.360 --> 0:05:58.560 that's not even when my house looked like like yeah, 0:05:58.600 --> 0:06:01.760 I don't know. I just feel like even with guys 0:06:01.760 --> 0:06:05.320 that have popularity, like to them, even if they have 0:06:05.560 --> 0:06:08.080 a conversation amongst their friends at homeboys, it just makes 0:06:08.160 --> 0:06:10.839 them look better, you know what I'm saying, Like, I'm 0:06:10.880 --> 0:06:13.400 just think it's corny to be honest, because you're not 0:06:13.560 --> 0:06:15.640 like I don't get it, Like, I don't do you 0:06:15.680 --> 0:06:17.440 think that I don't do they think that girls are 0:06:17.440 --> 0:06:20.320 gonna suck them after like oh yeah he sucked No, 0:06:20.800 --> 0:06:23.360 so now it's my turn. I don't know. And I 0:06:23.400 --> 0:06:25.880 also think that guys could say anything, like they'll just 0:06:25.920 --> 0:06:28.320 say some ship and people will believe it no matter why, 0:06:28.720 --> 0:06:31.400 Like even if it factually they said a whole bunch 0:06:31.400 --> 0:06:33.120 of things that are true. They said the place that 0:06:33.160 --> 0:06:35.279 you didn't for real live at, and people would just 0:06:35.320 --> 0:06:36.920 be like, yeah, he sucked it, and they'll say that 0:06:36.960 --> 0:06:40.080 forever and you're like, oh, it's true, it's true. That's 0:06:40.080 --> 0:06:41.919 why they used to make up rumors about you in 0:06:42.000 --> 0:06:44.560 high school. Oh, she sucked the money in the closet. 0:06:45.720 --> 0:06:48.080 The whole school believe it, Like, oh my god, that 0:06:48.120 --> 0:06:51.440 happened to me one time. It was the worst. Yes. 0:06:51.680 --> 0:06:53.680 So first of all, I was a virgin and I 0:06:53.720 --> 0:06:57.280 had just moved to um to New Jersey from Brooklyn, 0:06:57.839 --> 0:07:00.719 and so this guy was mad. I as you know, 0:07:00.760 --> 0:07:02.680 I didn't he was. He was one of those kids 0:07:02.680 --> 0:07:04.159 that he was in the class where they go bowling 0:07:04.200 --> 0:07:07.680 on Tuesdays, like you know those classes where they don't 0:07:07.720 --> 0:07:09.560 be in like and they do like the auto repair 0:07:09.640 --> 0:07:14.160 classes and stuff like a technical it's like alternative in 0:07:14.200 --> 0:07:16.720 the school program. But anyway, he's always wait for me 0:07:16.880 --> 0:07:18.840 at my locker and like trying to walk me. But 0:07:18.880 --> 0:07:20.680 he was not cute and I was brand new at 0:07:20.680 --> 0:07:23.800 the school, and so when I dissed him, he told 0:07:24.240 --> 0:07:26.520 somebody that he sucked me in the hallway at school, 0:07:27.600 --> 0:07:32.400 and they believe that nobody knew me. So you know 0:07:32.440 --> 0:07:34.360 who were running with it too would be the females 0:07:34.440 --> 0:07:37.120 like oh this bench and she a new bitchy school. Yeah, 0:07:37.120 --> 0:07:40.520 we're about the roun with that intel everything. Yeah, they 0:07:40.600 --> 0:07:42.840 be insecure and they just want to have one up 0:07:42.840 --> 0:07:45.000 on you, So they're gonna be people are going to 0:07:45.160 --> 0:07:48.040 hold onto the worst thing that they heard about you always. 0:07:48.360 --> 0:07:50.600 But we ended up getting into a physical altercation in 0:07:50.600 --> 0:07:53.680 the hallway, and so we both went to the principal's office, 0:07:53.880 --> 0:07:56.560 and so when we sat down in front of the principle, 0:07:57.240 --> 0:07:59.800 the principle was like, so, what's going on here? And 0:07:59.800 --> 0:08:01.800 I'm like, he said that he sucked me in the hardway, 0:08:02.120 --> 0:08:03.640 and he was like, I never said that. I never 0:08:03.640 --> 0:08:05.280 said that. And it was three of us in there, 0:08:05.680 --> 0:08:07.040 and I was like, oh, so now you're saying you 0:08:07.080 --> 0:08:08.600 didn't say it, because I guess he didn't think I 0:08:08.640 --> 0:08:11.080 was gonna be so open about it, and so he 0:08:11.200 --> 0:08:13.520 denied it. And so after that the girl was like, nah, 0:08:13.600 --> 0:08:15.840 he said he never said that. He lied about it, 0:08:15.880 --> 0:08:17.840 so clearly he was lying. But it was just hard 0:08:17.880 --> 0:08:21.400 because I was new, you know. But I would have 0:08:21.440 --> 0:08:23.600 to say, every woman probably has been led on at 0:08:23.640 --> 0:08:27.360 some point, Yeah, for sure, especially from somebody that you did. 0:08:27.400 --> 0:08:29.680 That's the first thing you wanna say. Ah, anyway, I 0:08:29.680 --> 0:08:31.560 sucked her, I said in such place, or I sucked 0:08:31.600 --> 0:08:33.719 her a long time ago where my homeboy sucked her 0:08:33.800 --> 0:08:35.880 or whatever, and it's just like you don't know me. 0:08:35.960 --> 0:08:39.440 You just but hurt what he says from the like, 0:08:39.480 --> 0:08:44.400 how you know right? How about you know? Like then 0:08:44.480 --> 0:08:48.079 her whole like who she fucked? Prove it? No I heard? Yeah, no, 0:08:48.280 --> 0:08:49.760 she used to do that. She used to do that. 0:08:49.800 --> 0:08:54.320 I'm lying there. Now. Let me ask you this. Let's 0:08:54.320 --> 0:09:00.160 talk about your new album. Yes, that's empty, So me 0:09:00.240 --> 0:09:03.160 ask you this. Okay, would you ever tell a guy 0:09:03.160 --> 0:09:05.680 in real life to suck your dick? I have a 0:09:05.760 --> 0:09:08.960 thousand times. I'm about to say that sounds like something 0:09:09.000 --> 0:09:11.360 you say all the time, any And that's why I 0:09:11.400 --> 0:09:13.640 feel like it was the just the property ned name 0:09:13.679 --> 0:09:16.440 my album that because as soon as somebody dispectful to me, 0:09:16.440 --> 0:09:18.880 I'm saying, you sucking my dick right off the red 0:09:19.520 --> 0:09:21.319 because eat my pussy. Don't sound as bad if you 0:09:21.400 --> 0:09:23.600 say that to you. Oh no, that'd be weird. If 0:09:23.600 --> 0:09:28.960 he said that, you didn't want to do that. They 0:09:29.040 --> 0:09:32.920 take that disrespect like they That's why i'd be I'd 0:09:32.960 --> 0:09:38.560 be careful to who I say it yea death and 0:09:38.760 --> 0:09:44.400 especially in New York, they don't like rejection. Yeah, when 0:09:44.440 --> 0:09:48.400 I'm arguing, I'm definitely be like up my dick and 0:09:48.480 --> 0:09:52.560 I'm just hanging up going yeah, God, I don't know 0:09:52.600 --> 0:09:55.880 if I've ever said that to anyone. I feel like 0:09:55.920 --> 0:09:59.320 you can't like certain things guys take so personally. So 0:09:59.320 --> 0:10:02.120 what's where is you and calling telling somebody sucking my dick? 0:10:02.160 --> 0:10:06.360 Are calling them a funk boy, suck my dick? I 0:10:06.400 --> 0:10:08.959 mean my point make turns like it makes them feel like, 0:10:09.160 --> 0:10:11.840 yeah I am, I am. I got a lot of bitches, 0:10:11.960 --> 0:10:14.920 Yeah I am. I don't know. I think funk boys 0:10:15.000 --> 0:10:19.040 like all right, whatever, But what it's like inviting them 0:10:19.040 --> 0:10:22.440 to another anohing nigga's penis and you know how they 0:10:22.480 --> 0:10:24.679 feel about that boy that's not even saying that you 0:10:24.720 --> 0:10:28.000 have a penis, Like, suck my dick front the back, 0:10:28.840 --> 0:10:31.400 suck my dick from the back and juggle and look 0:10:31.480 --> 0:10:40.440 and juggle my falls in your Really No, I feel 0:10:40.480 --> 0:10:42.560 like there's certain things like what's where it's calling a 0:10:42.600 --> 0:10:45.280 guy a broke bitch or a little dick bitch. Oh 0:10:45.400 --> 0:10:49.920 the little dick bitch will have them through on the ledge, Yeah, 0:10:50.320 --> 0:10:52.400 a little dick. If you're telling a nigga with money 0:10:52.400 --> 0:10:54.240 that they got a little dick, they're gonna want to 0:10:54.280 --> 0:10:56.319 kill himself. If you like you got money, but you 0:10:56.400 --> 0:11:00.640 got a little dick. Yeah. Yeah, now let's talk about 0:11:00.679 --> 0:11:02.600 you getting on the dot box me mix. How did 0:11:02.600 --> 0:11:06.000 that even happen with hit Maker? Hitmaker had reached out 0:11:06.000 --> 0:11:07.760 to me a couple of times to like work, you 0:11:07.760 --> 0:11:10.480 know whatever, whatever, and then I've seen he was doing 0:11:10.520 --> 0:11:13.400 the remix. He had posted like a bunch of females 0:11:13.520 --> 0:11:15.720 that he already had like I guess on the song 0:11:15.840 --> 0:11:18.600 or whatever. And I was like, listen, I know we 0:11:18.679 --> 0:11:21.240 talked about working, but I have to get on this song. 0:11:21.360 --> 0:11:23.320 Please let me get on this song. He was like, 0:11:23.320 --> 0:11:25.400 all right, let me see what you could do. And 0:11:25.440 --> 0:11:28.000 I went to the studio and me and my producer, 0:11:28.120 --> 0:11:30.360 I literally came up with it the same day that 0:11:30.400 --> 0:11:31.719 I told him I was gonna give it to him, 0:11:31.960 --> 0:11:33.480 gave it back to him, and the next day he 0:11:33.559 --> 0:11:36.480 was like he sent me the actual song with everybody 0:11:36.520 --> 0:11:39.680 on it, and I was like, I'm on the song 0:11:39.880 --> 0:11:42.800 Like he was like, yeah, you body got ship and yeah. 0:11:42.880 --> 0:11:46.120 It was just like I was exciting. Are you cool 0:11:46.120 --> 0:11:48.160 with like jay Z or Big Lotto or any of 0:11:48.160 --> 0:11:51.080 them in real life? Yeah, I'm cool. I was cool 0:11:51.160 --> 0:11:55.360 Mulatto before she's a capcorn to um. So we kind 0:11:55.360 --> 0:11:58.520 of clicked and we did dot Box. We actually like 0:11:58.640 --> 0:12:01.080 chill Link went to and they're like, she's ma cool, 0:12:01.200 --> 0:12:05.120 Dreess Mac cool, too young and May everybody that's our 0:12:05.200 --> 0:12:07.720 girl young and May all of them are actually yeah, 0:12:08.280 --> 0:12:10.560 that Chinese kittie. I saw somewhere where you said that 0:12:10.640 --> 0:12:13.160 at first you wear and feeling confident enough to really 0:12:13.160 --> 0:12:16.120 do the music thing before you first really got into it. 0:12:16.240 --> 0:12:18.520 So can you explain that a little because people will 0:12:18.559 --> 0:12:21.360 see your personality and think that you are not the 0:12:21.400 --> 0:12:25.160 type of person that lacks confidence. It really wasn't like 0:12:25.160 --> 0:12:28.680 like personality confidence. It was more like, uh, if I 0:12:28.760 --> 0:12:31.040 try to do this when people laugh at me, you 0:12:31.040 --> 0:12:34.000 know what I'm saying. So it was like seeing like 0:12:34.240 --> 0:12:37.120 it was only a ca minage for a long time, 0:12:37.240 --> 0:12:39.440 like I've always wanted to do music, even though I 0:12:39.480 --> 0:12:41.800 used to bartend this and the third like it's just 0:12:41.840 --> 0:12:45.120 been something that's always been there, like my dad's been 0:12:45.120 --> 0:12:47.000 in the music industry, Like it's something I've seen my 0:12:47.000 --> 0:12:49.439 whole life. But then when I actually seen, like Cardi 0:12:50.160 --> 0:12:53.640 start rapping, and it was like, oh, ship, it's room 0:12:53.679 --> 0:12:56.800 and it's room for other females, like and then couple 0:12:56.880 --> 0:13:00.199 other like right after and I was like I could 0:13:00.240 --> 0:13:02.360 do this and I want to do this, and you know, 0:13:02.400 --> 0:13:04.080 I was just like, I think it's my time to 0:13:04.120 --> 0:13:06.120 start just releas taking what I want to do serious 0:13:06.200 --> 0:13:09.760 And yeah, have you ever been shy on stage and 0:13:09.760 --> 0:13:12.760 stuff like that, because your lyrics are very you know, 0:13:13.720 --> 0:13:18.920 very icy. Um when I first started out with Shy, 0:13:18.960 --> 0:13:22.160 but I used to Barton and ideas to be like 0:13:22.440 --> 0:13:24.840 a year like. So it's like me going on stage 0:13:24.880 --> 0:13:27.440 is something that was already embedded in my head, you 0:13:27.440 --> 0:13:29.640 know what I'm saying. So it's like I used to 0:13:29.679 --> 0:13:32.000 be in a little outfit in front of people, so 0:13:32.120 --> 0:13:36.000 me getting on stage, it's like, hey, Like, so I 0:13:36.040 --> 0:13:40.199 feel like there's a difference between having people surrounding universus 0:13:40.240 --> 0:13:42.760 like being in front of a whole crowd. So that's 0:13:42.760 --> 0:13:49.679 always do with everything is like around me, but it's 0:13:49.679 --> 0:13:53.960 the whole you know, and they're just watching you. Yeah, 0:13:54.000 --> 0:13:56.240 because Barten didn't stripping, you know, I used to. I 0:13:56.280 --> 0:13:59.040 stripped forever, so Bartend and the stripping is a little different. 0:13:59.040 --> 0:14:01.079 I've actually done both, and it's like, yeah, you and 0:14:01.160 --> 0:14:03.320 this can be outfit, but you blend in with everybody else. 0:14:03.360 --> 0:14:05.440 You blend in with the other dancers. You you know, 0:14:05.520 --> 0:14:08.120 it's other girls behind the bar, y'all got your asses out. 0:14:08.240 --> 0:14:10.640 But it's different when you're the center of attention and 0:14:10.679 --> 0:14:12.360 you're in front of this crowd and it's all about you. 0:14:12.360 --> 0:14:15.800 When you have to come in different attention. But I 0:14:15.840 --> 0:14:18.480 just feel like because I got used to just being 0:14:18.520 --> 0:14:20.760 in front of people that are just look at you, 0:14:20.880 --> 0:14:23.360 and like I built the confidence and not shy, you 0:14:23.400 --> 0:14:26.080 know what I'm saying. But it is two different things sometimes, 0:14:26.120 --> 0:14:28.480 like especially like the first time I did Rolling Out 0:14:28.560 --> 0:14:31.400 last year, I had missed my stage that I was 0:14:31.440 --> 0:14:34.280 running late, and they actually gave me somebody else a slot, 0:14:34.360 --> 0:14:37.280 which was like I forgot who it was at the time, 0:14:37.360 --> 0:14:39.640 and they put me on the stage where it was 0:14:39.720 --> 0:14:42.880 nothing but like Trippy Red and them type of artists. 0:14:42.920 --> 0:14:44.520 So it was like they had the stage where you 0:14:44.560 --> 0:14:47.240 had like the Sweeties and Meganan Stallions and the you know, 0:14:47.320 --> 0:14:50.200 like the dress and all that, but then there boys. 0:14:50.240 --> 0:14:51.960 Because I missed my slot, they put me on that 0:14:52.040 --> 0:14:56.560 stage so it was nothing but like young kids, like 0:14:56.560 --> 0:14:58.800 like you know, white kids. The third and I perform 0:14:58.880 --> 0:15:01.200 on my phone. They're looking at me like who are 0:15:01.200 --> 0:15:05.560 you that ship, like you start looking back at the 0:15:05.600 --> 0:15:09.360 crowd like you know you read a little, but you 0:15:09.400 --> 0:15:12.760 gotta keep going, right, I kept going. When was the 0:15:12.840 --> 0:15:15.280 moment that you felt like, Okay, I got this in 0:15:15.400 --> 0:15:19.440 your music career? I think like right after the thought box, 0:15:19.480 --> 0:15:23.160 like people just started really like respecting like, oh ship, okay, 0:15:23.440 --> 0:15:26.440 you really can rap or you really do have confidence 0:15:26.480 --> 0:15:28.080 to make me feel good on the record, you know 0:15:28.120 --> 0:15:30.480 what I'm saying. So it's like at first, of course, 0:15:30.520 --> 0:15:31.920 you know, when I went to studio, I would make 0:15:32.000 --> 0:15:33.840 music this sent the third like I still would have 0:15:33.920 --> 0:15:36.920 in my head like like do people funk with me? 0:15:37.040 --> 0:15:38.400 Or like you know what I'm saying. But then it 0:15:38.480 --> 0:15:41.160 was like after that and then like just me like 0:15:41.240 --> 0:15:43.720 taking the time out during Corona and just like perfecting 0:15:43.760 --> 0:15:47.240 my craft, Like there's nothing really nobody could tell me 0:15:47.360 --> 0:15:50.560 about my music, you know what I'm saying. So what 0:15:50.600 --> 0:15:53.160 about your dad here in your lyrics? What did he 0:15:53.280 --> 0:15:56.680 have to say? At first? Um, I don't know. My 0:15:56.760 --> 0:15:59.400 dad is like he just he sees what's going on, 0:15:59.480 --> 0:16:02.320 like you know, like music like whop and this and that, 0:16:02.560 --> 0:16:05.480 So it's like kind of just gets like what's going on? 0:16:05.560 --> 0:16:08.240 You know what I'm saying, but my mom is the 0:16:08.280 --> 0:16:11.800 one that be like, okay, like change the lyrics a 0:16:11.840 --> 0:16:18.880 little bit exactly. I'm prised to hear that because from 0:16:18.880 --> 0:16:21.680 seeing y'all together on love and Hip Hop, I feel 0:16:21.680 --> 0:16:24.720 like your mom with the ships, with the ship, but 0:16:24.800 --> 0:16:28.840 she's like she's still like behind closed doors, like people 0:16:28.840 --> 0:16:30.440 will see like, yeah, she's with it, you know this 0:16:30.560 --> 0:16:32.320 and the third but like she's the one that really 0:16:32.360 --> 0:16:34.440 kind of brings me back down to earth, like all right, 0:16:35.160 --> 0:16:37.880 you gotta like chill out, don't do this, don't do that, 0:16:38.120 --> 0:16:41.720 don't act crazy. So it's like, yeah, so y'all have 0:16:41.880 --> 0:16:45.480 that relationship where y'all you know, kind of come off 0:16:45.560 --> 0:16:47.840 as it could be a real friendship there, but then 0:16:47.880 --> 0:16:48.880 at the end of the day like this, you know, 0:16:48.880 --> 0:16:51.800 I'm still your mother. Yeah I'm I'm like that with 0:16:51.840 --> 0:16:55.360 my daughter a lot. She'd be like, I'm still your mother. Yeah, yeah, 0:16:55.440 --> 0:16:57.120 I'm like that with my daughter. There was a time 0:16:57.240 --> 0:17:00.520 and you know, Angela and Passport Cutties because me they 0:17:00.560 --> 0:17:02.160 both know my daughter very well. And there was a 0:17:02.200 --> 0:17:05.159 time where she um had you know, grown up and 0:17:05.160 --> 0:17:07.160 started smoking weed. And I knew that she smoked weed, 0:17:07.160 --> 0:17:08.680 but I wouldn't let her smoke be in my house, 0:17:08.920 --> 0:17:11.280 and it's just like, yeah, I understand that that's what 0:17:11.320 --> 0:17:12.720 you're doing in all, but I'm still your mother, and 0:17:12.760 --> 0:17:14.000 you ain't about to be smoking in my house. I 0:17:14.040 --> 0:17:15.800 don't care. But guess what when she moved out and 0:17:15.840 --> 0:17:19.320 got her own, now we smoke together, but it's like 0:17:19.320 --> 0:17:21.240 peg struggle. You know. I still had to be mom 0:17:21.359 --> 0:17:23.800 in certain aspects. So I totally get where you're coming 0:17:23.800 --> 0:17:25.800 from with if that herd as a parent, If you're like, 0:17:25.880 --> 0:17:29.720 I'd rather you smoke here than go somewhere else and smoke. Um, 0:17:29.760 --> 0:17:31.600 you know my grandmother did that to me when I 0:17:31.680 --> 0:17:34.440 was fifteen. Um, I would go outside and smoke while 0:17:34.440 --> 0:17:35.800 we need to come back in the house high And 0:17:35.880 --> 0:17:38.040 one day she was like, I know what you outside doing, 0:17:38.320 --> 0:17:40.119 and you're gonna get your ass in trouble. You might 0:17:40.119 --> 0:17:41.480 as would just come down. Because she lived in her 0:17:41.480 --> 0:17:43.080 house in the basement, She's like, you might as well 0:17:43.080 --> 0:17:44.960 come down here and just smoke with me. Nobody gonna 0:17:45.000 --> 0:17:46.600 care that I'm there here smoking, and you won't get 0:17:46.640 --> 0:17:48.399 in trouble, I promise you. And from that moment on, 0:17:48.440 --> 0:17:50.639 I would smoking my grandmother almost every day after school, 0:17:52.320 --> 0:17:56.480 You're like, I have glove coma because at least, you know, 0:17:56.520 --> 0:17:57.800 you get to do what you want to do. But 0:17:57.880 --> 0:18:01.159 she could still like, you know, be over you, Like 0:18:01.240 --> 0:18:03.960 all right, you ain't wing crowd, that's mixing ship or 0:18:04.000 --> 0:18:07.000 you're doing other drugs and she's like this And you 0:18:07.080 --> 0:18:10.600 have a son, right, I do. He's five. He's five. 0:18:10.680 --> 0:18:13.040 So how is things during COVID with your son, because 0:18:13.040 --> 0:18:14.880 I know that's a difficult time when you have a child, 0:18:15.040 --> 0:18:20.040 especially Yes, Um, I kind of felt like sad. I 0:18:20.080 --> 0:18:22.640 felt like I was depriving him, depriving him, like because 0:18:22.640 --> 0:18:24.320 it was just me and him in the house. So 0:18:24.359 --> 0:18:27.720 it's like he's watching TV. He's watching TV. He'll play 0:18:27.800 --> 0:18:29.760 outside during but then it's cold because we live in 0:18:29.760 --> 0:18:33.680 New York, so it's like, damn, no school, no kids. 0:18:33.720 --> 0:18:35.359 He could play around, you know. I would go to 0:18:35.400 --> 0:18:37.480 my family house from time to time, but I was 0:18:37.640 --> 0:18:40.920 I knew he was bored, like super bored. How do 0:18:40.960 --> 0:18:42.440 you feel about him going to school and now that 0:18:42.560 --> 0:18:44.199 things are opening back up because I know people are 0:18:44.240 --> 0:18:47.040 still nervous with the pandemic and the numbers going back up, 0:18:47.520 --> 0:18:51.600 especially up there. Yeah, um, I think he'll be fine. 0:18:51.640 --> 0:18:54.320 That's coming up semester um. But I really want to 0:18:54.320 --> 0:18:56.239 get him back in school because I just really do 0:18:56.359 --> 0:18:59.199 feel like when I'm traveling in this senator, like he 0:18:59.320 --> 0:19:02.359 needs to still be like a normal child, you know 0:19:02.359 --> 0:19:05.440 what I'm saying. I moved around a lot, so it's 0:19:05.480 --> 0:19:07.679 like sometimes I like to take him with me. Sometimes 0:19:07.680 --> 0:19:10.280 he's with babysitters and they're like, I feel like he 0:19:10.320 --> 0:19:13.320 needs to go to school to keep that same real lifestyle. 0:19:13.480 --> 0:19:16.680 Like you know what, I always wonder when you got pregnant? 0:19:16.720 --> 0:19:18.600 Do you think you know the moment that it happened 0:19:18.600 --> 0:19:21.400 like this particular time is when I got pregnant, because 0:19:21.440 --> 0:19:24.679 I felt it like right away. I didn't I know 0:19:24.720 --> 0:19:26.639 people who have those norments they were like, yeah, we 0:19:26.720 --> 0:19:29.879 had you when we was in the hot tub. I 0:19:29.960 --> 0:19:36.639 know when I got pregnant. I know. My staughter was 0:19:36.680 --> 0:19:41.480 a blizzard baby. So there was a lizzard, um thirty 0:19:41.520 --> 0:19:43.879 one inches of snow and me and her dad was 0:19:44.560 --> 0:19:46.800 stuck in a hotel for like three days. How many 0:19:46.800 --> 0:19:50.679 inches you had in the hotel. I'm gonna just say that. 0:19:50.760 --> 0:19:56.080 Ten months later, I had a baby in a car 0:19:57.840 --> 0:20:02.080 and he said we're about up. Was like inside, damn 0:20:02.119 --> 0:20:06.320 that was one of those split second definitely be happening. 0:20:07.280 --> 0:20:11.640 You set yourself up one plus, it just sounds good, 0:20:11.960 --> 0:20:14.920 like because when they asked you that question, they already 0:20:15.000 --> 0:20:17.680 know what they're about to do. But yeah, they just 0:20:17.720 --> 0:20:19.800