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Speaker 1: This is why we needed for your answer. Well, this

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Speaker 1: I say that I love you, stopper. I had on

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Speaker 1: So that's what you wear. I'm not strippers are naked.

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Speaker 1: So then do I want money thrown on me because

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Speaker 1: So so so this is first of all, shave room

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Speaker 1: he'd be had. I don't be believing him. I don't

424
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Speaker 1: start that. I don't play no bullshit. Before we go

425
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Speaker 1: one step further, let's get one thing. Brother know what

426
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:36,840
Speaker 1: he's doing. Yea, don't worry about a fish outIo. It

427
00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:41,600
Speaker 1: came out today, Welcome to Carvana. So we're about to

428
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:44,639
Speaker 1: hit this song where you can make out whatever is

429
00:24:44,680 --> 00:24:52,200
Speaker 1: the most crazy. When they doing shy glass on my

430
00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:54,920
Speaker 1: way to get that bad, don't discounts. Don't feel bad,

431
00:24:55,359 --> 00:24:58,680
Speaker 1: black girl who's angry. Media can't stand I may never

432
00:24:58,800 --> 00:25:01,440
Speaker 1: get this grand I'm gonna feed my family. It's just

433
00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:05,680
Speaker 1: me and my bitches. I just love when it's done.

434
00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:07,600
Speaker 1: I have to be by no niggers. I get to

435
00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:11,720
Speaker 1: be in my feelings, talking to talking about don't walk

436
00:25:11,800 --> 00:25:14,760
Speaker 1: up my thoughts. Listens A what are you? Black women?

437
00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:18,000
Speaker 1: I dat a black man, name me and drink. You

438
00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:20,280
Speaker 1: say I'm getting on you tripping? You rather him with

439
00:25:20,359 --> 00:25:23,800
Speaker 1: white women? How you don't like ain't me lou when

440
00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:29,920
Speaker 1: you just like me? I knowing Mutherard keep up with

441
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:33,440
Speaker 1: me and he don't want her. That's why I should

442
00:25:33,480 --> 00:25:36,320
Speaker 1: be in the bridge by your bitches. Then I help

443
00:25:36,359 --> 00:25:40,640
Speaker 1: you to get all bud these niggas because I don't

444
00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:44,960
Speaker 1: drust no one. I died and I ain't got get

445
00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:49,080
Speaker 1: your back and ted to handle your horse. Said a

446
00:25:49,200 --> 00:25:52,359
Speaker 1: prayer for you. Won't let you leave Kardashian so I

447
00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:55,560
Speaker 1: could be black. They active it is real. I say

448
00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:59,320
Speaker 1: it's real bad. Don't get caught up in facts. She

449
00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:06,840
Speaker 1: said it real. Fat. I didn't do you tell me

450
00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:09,920
Speaker 1: over being fi bry all these burgers that got me

451
00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:15,160
Speaker 1: been and don't light. I don't know why I got

452
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:19,480
Speaker 1: a black jama. She's such a lying no time. She

453
00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:29,399
Speaker 1: just come the reminder niggers, what's sued vagina because I

454
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Speaker 1: don't dr and I might get back handle you shout

455
00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:38,840
Speaker 1: out to the end one time for the home time,

456
00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:44,840
Speaker 1: Kardashian Black, I could be a utter with my prey.

457
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:48,960
Speaker 1: Be black. That's the only time they appreciate to me. Listen,

458
00:26:49,359 --> 00:26:51,720
Speaker 1: it's only okay to be black, only okay to be

459
00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:53,920
Speaker 1: black when you're not black. But when you're really black,

460
00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:58,520
Speaker 1: it's a problem. What is the world coming? They love us,

461
00:26:58,520 --> 00:27:10,879
Speaker 1: what they hate us, but they really for now she

462
00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:16,040
Speaker 1: said what she said that niggas a sponsori pussy. He

463
00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:21,840
Speaker 1: had constant reminder that niggas are sponsor to Jim Man.

464
00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:30,800
Speaker 1: That's the name of man. Listen. So so damn. She

465
00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:34,520
Speaker 1: been talented for a while. Though she's talented, but that song,

466
00:27:34,720 --> 00:27:37,600
Speaker 1: that message is crazy. So then they got all the

467
00:27:37,760 --> 00:27:43,480
Speaker 1: kim Ka fans bashing Katemanchell like it's a real just

468
00:27:43,680 --> 00:27:49,240
Speaker 1: what I just what I'm telling you. If you're on

469
00:27:49,320 --> 00:27:52,720
Speaker 1: the internet the shade room, I just was pissing. Excuse me,

470
00:27:53,480 --> 00:27:56,520
Speaker 1: excuse me. I just was used in the restaurant and

471
00:27:56,640 --> 00:28:00,040
Speaker 1: I was looking on Instagram and then I've seen the

472
00:28:00,119 --> 00:28:02,280
Speaker 1: first thing I've seen was kim Ka would it's a

473
00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:07,040
Speaker 1: hundred tweets. So she responding back like she responding back

474
00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:10,240
Speaker 1: like I'm not saying that, you know, fuck kim Ka nothing.

475
00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:12,480
Speaker 1: She's saying basically what y'all would just say, because she

476
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:15,200
Speaker 1: never said that Yah, and the whole person that will

477
00:28:15,240 --> 00:28:19,920
Speaker 1: be coming to her is black. The key is, y'all

478
00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 1: appreciate black culture on whitely are one of the main

479
00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:30,320
Speaker 1: families or the main women that are in the in

480
00:28:30,400 --> 00:28:34,119
Speaker 1: the limelight right now that are not black? Who do

481
00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:39,400
Speaker 1: who does everything the black culture white? Even the whole

482
00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:44,240
Speaker 1: spread with makeup on looking like she was three shades darker,

483
00:28:44,400 --> 00:28:47,000
Speaker 1: saying that I say she dressed up, she dressed up

484
00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:50,840
Speaker 1: as a leg Like, you take it too far, really,

485
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:53,680
Speaker 1: and I ain't okay. If you want to be black, baby,

486
00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:55,760
Speaker 1: be like us. You know what I'm saying. You've been

487
00:28:55,800 --> 00:28:58,000
Speaker 1: doing it for a long time, not just you, everybody.

488
00:28:58,320 --> 00:29:02,040
Speaker 1: But what I'm saying is is that don't ignore affected.

489
00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:05,120
Speaker 1: What Kate Michelle said is really that's just like when

490
00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:08,840
Speaker 1: she dressed up for Halloween is Eliah exactly. You didn't say,

491
00:29:09,600 --> 00:29:12,400
Speaker 1: It's just like if Kate Michelle dressed up as Madonna,

492
00:29:12,720 --> 00:29:16,400
Speaker 1: not even Madonna. Let me see Taylor swill yeah, he'll

493
00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:23,479
Speaker 1: be uh yeah and see the key. And that's crazy

494
00:29:23,560 --> 00:29:26,760
Speaker 1: because and that's the same kind of great people were

495
00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:29,560
Speaker 1: having with card B. They were like, yo, if that

496
00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:51,520
Speaker 1: was rem and Mob with that same record, mh I deep, like, man,

497
00:29:51,760 --> 00:29:55,400
Speaker 1: she crazy, but but but that's the same kind of

498
00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:58,360
Speaker 1: great people had on on card B. It's like, y'all

499
00:29:58,400 --> 00:30:01,720
Speaker 1: appreciate black coach on people. You know, if it's a

500
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:04,160
Speaker 1: nigga doing some of that shit, y'all gonna say he's crazy.

501
00:30:04,280 --> 00:30:07,080
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say something like the little niggas, the little

502
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 1: Puerto Rican niggas like EMP in New York they're doing

503
00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:13,400
Speaker 1: Takashi six nine and a little nigga y'all don't know him,

504
00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:16,720
Speaker 1: but he's a little nigga in the hood with a

505
00:30:16,800 --> 00:30:19,200
Speaker 1: bunch of bloods. And I'll let if we do that,

506
00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:23,240
Speaker 1: we get indicted, Like they literally start investigations on us

507
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:26,320
Speaker 1: about these same kind of things. But these little young

508
00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:29,960
Speaker 1: white boys or Puerto Rican guys, they're able to do that.

509
00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:32,000
Speaker 1: Not that I want nothing to happen to him, because

510
00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:34,120
Speaker 1: lord knows, I don't wish jail or no, man, I'm

511
00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:37,320
Speaker 1: just staying obvious. You see what I'm saying. I'm staying obvious,

512
00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:40,200
Speaker 1: the same kind of thing what came in shell is saying.

513
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:42,960
Speaker 1: It's like, how can you appreciate what I've been doing

514
00:30:43,080 --> 00:30:47,000
Speaker 1: all this time on a white girl. And so if

515
00:30:47,040 --> 00:30:51,040
Speaker 1: she and she said I came from this I lived

516
00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:53,480
Speaker 1: this life for real, but y'all worried about came in

517
00:30:53,520 --> 00:30:55,680
Speaker 1: shells ass like for real though, even if it is

518
00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:58,640
Speaker 1: fake or real or whatever. This high society right now,

519
00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:02,360
Speaker 1: like get over it, that's what's going on. But kay Michelle,

520
00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:05,600
Speaker 1: I can't say that, Kay Michelle, she probably did, you know,

521
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:09,240
Speaker 1: get a couple of little fat transfers done, and you

522
00:31:09,320 --> 00:31:11,360
Speaker 1: know sometimes it'll probably a little much. And I'm glad

523
00:31:11,440 --> 00:31:14,400
Speaker 1: she fixed it because she looks amazed. But I mean,

524
00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:22,880
Speaker 1: because you like them gigantic asses. But I like her

525
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:24,520
Speaker 1: ass like the way it is now because she got

526
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:26,200
Speaker 1: it kind of down something because she lost some weight.

527
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:27,640
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. They fat stick on me

528
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:29,800
Speaker 1: back there. So she looked proportioned. She looked real sixy

529
00:31:30,120 --> 00:31:32,840
Speaker 1: and Kim Kardashian fake ass looks a mex to me.

530
00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:37,520
Speaker 1: Them legs is a real little But I'm saying her

531
00:31:37,640 --> 00:31:41,440
Speaker 1: legs are so small like proportion, and that ass looked

532
00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:47,440
Speaker 1: like a big It's horrible. And then lifu girl because

533
00:31:47,480 --> 00:31:50,200
Speaker 1: she feels but she is. But I'm saying you even

534
00:31:50,280 --> 00:31:53,000
Speaker 1: had tray a black woman's body, that she even had

535
00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:56,920
Speaker 1: surgery on your face and lips everything, y'all, like even Kyle,

536
00:31:57,000 --> 00:31:59,720
Speaker 1: even her sister, what Kylie Jenner baby lips was a

537
00:31:59,800 --> 00:32:02,239
Speaker 1: thing as a piece of loose guilty? Can't we hit

538
00:32:02,280 --> 00:32:05,840
Speaker 1: the guilty? Now you are saying you want the Kardashian's

539
00:32:05,920 --> 00:32:08,560
Speaker 1: baby when you was young, now, your glow was amazing,

540
00:32:08,840 --> 00:32:13,000
Speaker 1: But I'm just saying, like, that's not how you really look, baby.

541
00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:15,719
Speaker 1: You still look like the little muppet thing. I mean literally,

542
00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:18,760
Speaker 1: I remember that little girl from that. I was literally

543
00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:23,120
Speaker 1: at j Alexander's last week eating and the bartender and

544
00:32:23,400 --> 00:32:26,920
Speaker 1: a white lady was talking like about different surgeries and

545
00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:29,320
Speaker 1: all this. She was like, yeah, everybody's getting the lip

546
00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:32,560
Speaker 1: the lip injections, and she was like she turned to

547
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:34,720
Speaker 1: me and she was like, you have amazing lips. Did

548
00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:37,840
Speaker 1: you get them done? I'm like, yeah, I did get

549
00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:45,240
Speaker 1: them done by God. And my mom like I said,

550
00:32:45,280 --> 00:32:47,840
Speaker 1: it's cool, it's cool to be black. Until until you're

551
00:32:47,880 --> 00:32:50,760
Speaker 1: black until you're actually black, right, just like a lady

552
00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:52,800
Speaker 1: tell me you're so gorgeous to be a black girl.

553
00:32:55,200 --> 00:32:57,440
Speaker 1: Am I gorgeous? Or am I not? Like? What's the

554
00:32:57,560 --> 00:32:59,840
Speaker 1: See that's what That's what jay Z was saying to it.

555
00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:03,680
Speaker 1: Like even with Old Ja, it's like, all right, so

556
00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:07,680
Speaker 1: we were really pulling your black card when we were saying,

557
00:33:07,760 --> 00:33:09,880
Speaker 1: damn you acting like you don't fuck with us no more.

558
00:33:10,240 --> 00:33:12,520
Speaker 1: You looking at us saying I ain't black, I'm Old Jay.

559
00:33:12,680 --> 00:33:17,000
Speaker 1: This is what Old Jay said. When right, So when

560
00:33:17,040 --> 00:33:19,520
Speaker 1: the motherfucker asked Old Jay, like, how do you feel

561
00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:22,080
Speaker 1: about being he said, I ain't black, I'm o J

562
00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:27,000
Speaker 1: this before all that, right, So then that's what I'm saying.

563
00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:31,040
Speaker 1: But see he's what he's saying. And see what's interesting

564
00:33:31,200 --> 00:33:34,920
Speaker 1: is he letting you inside his man. It's like, man,

565
00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:38,480
Speaker 1: I don't relate to I'm rich. I'm he's thinking he's

566
00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:42,400
Speaker 1: stupid enough to believe that the money separates him from

567
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:47,800
Speaker 1: the str That what I'm saying. And so then when

568
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:51,239
Speaker 1: he got that's that's that's conditioning. Though he felt their

569
00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:53,680
Speaker 1: way from the conditioning, they knew how he was gonna feel.

570
00:33:54,160 --> 00:33:56,880
Speaker 1: I'm just saying that's a that's a conditioning state that

571
00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:59,680
Speaker 1: he was in to even feel like that, because why

572
00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:05,200
Speaker 1: would you even feel like money would But listen, what

573
00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:08,080
Speaker 1: I'm saying is why would you feel like that? Because

574
00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:10,719
Speaker 1: what the representation of money is to you? And who

575
00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:14,440
Speaker 1: controls the money? Somebody that these people trying to portray,

576
00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:17,160
Speaker 1: so they feel like once they get there, I don't

577
00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:19,480
Speaker 1: have to worry about it because it ain't them as

578
00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:21,920
Speaker 1: a race. It's the money was keeping them like this

579
00:34:22,120 --> 00:34:25,000
Speaker 1: when it ain't never the case. It's never really about

580
00:34:25,040 --> 00:34:26,560
Speaker 1: the money, and it's one thing you would need to

581
00:34:26,600 --> 00:34:31,600
Speaker 1: start understanding. And but this is my thing. It's this

582
00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:37,160
Speaker 1: like on some level, money changes like your mentality because

583
00:34:39,080 --> 00:34:41,719
Speaker 1: he's not facing the same things we're facing on the

584
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:44,719
Speaker 1: surface no more, just like a jay Z. And that's

585
00:34:44,719 --> 00:34:47,319
Speaker 1: why I respect about jay Z so much that he's

586
00:34:47,320 --> 00:34:50,719
Speaker 1: staying is grounded as a billionaire can be. Jay Z

587
00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:54,279
Speaker 1: is the definition of he is as grounded as a

588
00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:58,120
Speaker 1: motherfucker can be in our culture. Right, So my thing

589
00:34:58,440 --> 00:35:01,799
Speaker 1: is it's like old Jay had got to a place

590
00:35:01,840 --> 00:35:04,160
Speaker 1: in his life where he felt like, my money is

591
00:35:04,239 --> 00:35:07,760
Speaker 1: so long, I'm so far ahead that I no longer

592
00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:12,520
Speaker 1: I no longer relate to to that. Yeah, I no

593
00:35:12,640 --> 00:35:16,719
Speaker 1: longer that's not my struggle. I'm old Jack. They know me,

594
00:35:17,640 --> 00:35:19,839
Speaker 1: they know me. I don't go through that black shit.

595
00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:22,919
Speaker 1: I'm old Jack, right. See, this is what he had thought.

596
00:35:23,040 --> 00:35:25,360
Speaker 1: But then so we wrapped this after we rolled with

597
00:35:25,480 --> 00:35:28,600
Speaker 1: him through the case. Right, we're gonna leave you out there, man.

598
00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:31,399
Speaker 1: So when they got him his next time, and that's

599
00:35:31,440 --> 00:35:33,680
Speaker 1: why Jay said, you see how that works out, And

600
00:35:33,960 --> 00:35:36,600
Speaker 1: that's what makes the song so powerful From kay Michelle,

601
00:35:37,160 --> 00:35:40,080
Speaker 1: it's like she coming from a standpoint of all right,

602
00:35:40,080 --> 00:35:42,839
Speaker 1: I have had enough, Yeah take a ton of see

603
00:35:42,920 --> 00:35:45,120
Speaker 1: motherfucker to speak on it. And I had enough, right

604
00:35:45,200 --> 00:35:50,520
Speaker 1: because it's I'm feel to say something about this. I

605
00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:53,000
Speaker 1: can't keep on holding it. And Kymchell is what I

606
00:35:53,080 --> 00:35:57,440
Speaker 1: can't say. One of the most realist female artists that

607
00:35:57,520 --> 00:35:59,440
Speaker 1: I really can say. This is really out here, Like

608
00:35:59,560 --> 00:36:04,800
Speaker 1: she really emotions on her sleep and she's not afraid

609
00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:07,759
Speaker 1: to let you know you heard me or why would

610
00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:09,680
Speaker 1: you do this? Because I feel some type of way

611
00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:11,840
Speaker 1: she speaks her out and that's what I respect about

612
00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:15,080
Speaker 1: Kymchell like, and I just don't understand. Just think though,

613
00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:17,560
Speaker 1: Just think if it was a black bitch cussing like

614
00:36:17,719 --> 00:36:20,960
Speaker 1: card it Be doing some of that wild type shit

615
00:36:21,080 --> 00:36:23,399
Speaker 1: card It b due. I don't think it'll be looked

616
00:36:23,440 --> 00:36:26,680
Speaker 1: at the same, I swear I don't. I mean, that's

617
00:36:26,719 --> 00:36:30,520
Speaker 1: just like even with Nicki Mina, her the first chance

618
00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:32,959
Speaker 1: that get the first. She's not even black, but she's

619
00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:36,640
Speaker 1: considered black in the industry. You feel the first, the first.

620
00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:39,400
Speaker 1: Anytime Nicki Minaj get the popping off, and we know

621
00:36:39,520 --> 00:36:42,000
Speaker 1: that Nikki, that's where she comes from. But anytime she

622
00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:46,480
Speaker 1: does anything that borderline, they get out of its out.

623
00:36:46,840 --> 00:36:48,440
Speaker 1: But but and that's what I'm saying. I fuck with

624
00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:50,479
Speaker 1: card it b too, But it's something to be said

625
00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:53,840
Speaker 1: about how people the light of your skin is the

626
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:57,440
Speaker 1: more you can get away with, right, Like I'm just saying, like,

627
00:36:57,560 --> 00:36:59,719
Speaker 1: and I think that's what I think. That's what Kimchell

628
00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:01,960
Speaker 1: is saying. And so everybody this on Shady Room, they

629
00:37:02,920 --> 00:37:05,440
Speaker 1: let me go. Look at the metal fact. Have you

630
00:37:05,520 --> 00:37:14,840
Speaker 1: seen this? What this video? Join a motherfucking Lucas, my dog,

631
00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:20,239
Speaker 1: my motherfucking dog, my bad home, my bad, my bad,

632
00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:24,279
Speaker 1: my dog. Fucking that song, man, I need to run

633
00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:31,080
Speaker 1: that motherfucker he made You heard it? Yeah, you haven't

634
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:33,120
Speaker 1: heard it here. But I'm saying this is what I'm

635
00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:38,200
Speaker 1: saying because you know, like I never really understood Okay, well,

636
00:37:38,239 --> 00:37:41,160
Speaker 1: I never really understood the importance of how a video

637
00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:43,759
Speaker 1: could make you relate to a song more because we

638
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:47,080
Speaker 1: kind of stray away from videos in this day in time.

639
00:37:47,120 --> 00:37:48,560
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Because when I was watching

640
00:37:48,600 --> 00:37:51,880
Speaker 1: one of Chris Brown videos on my iTunes, I was like, man,

641
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:54,120
Speaker 1: I ain't seen a video on so long. You know

642
00:37:54,120 --> 00:37:55,480
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But when you see the video, I

643
00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:58,480
Speaker 1: actually make you get into the artist's mind to see.

644
00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:03,960
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. People should really go out and

645
00:38:04,120 --> 00:38:07,200
Speaker 1: watch videos more because videos would give you a deeper

646
00:38:07,320 --> 00:38:11,560
Speaker 1: in depth of what because artists was trying to want

647
00:38:11,600 --> 00:38:13,279
Speaker 1: to show you what he was trying and then and

648
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:15,600
Speaker 1: then it's so deep, because man, you can you sit

649
00:38:15,719 --> 00:38:18,440
Speaker 1: there as an artist, you'd be like, they ain't even

650
00:38:18,520 --> 00:38:20,560
Speaker 1: gonna get it, but this visual they're gonna put it

651
00:38:20,640 --> 00:38:24,239
Speaker 1: all together. I can't now I got hit right now.

652
00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:26,640
Speaker 1: That just need a dope visual that the only thing

653
00:38:26,719 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 1: gonna brain together. Dude could have dropped that song without

654
00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:32,600
Speaker 1: the visual, it wouldn't have had the same effect. At

655
00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:36,040
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, so the visual is still important in

656
00:38:36,120 --> 00:38:38,560
Speaker 1: this day and they especially with everybody being able to

657
00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:42,320
Speaker 1: on their phones. It's so it's that their fingertips. You know,

658
00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:43,759
Speaker 1: back in the day, you used to have to go

659
00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:47,040
Speaker 1: home and watch BT you did what I'm saying, you

660
00:38:47,080 --> 00:38:48,800
Speaker 1: don't have to do that. We don't really have We

661
00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:51,279
Speaker 1: we have like places for videos to be played, but

662
00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:52,840
Speaker 1: not like we used to. It used to be like

663
00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:56,800
Speaker 1: high demand. People really used to put money into their videos.

664
00:38:56,840 --> 00:38:59,279
Speaker 1: You don't really see that now now you don't. You don't,

665
00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:01,800
Speaker 1: you don't. I just watched a couple of his videos

666
00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:05,320
Speaker 1: and like they were super amazing, Like I mean, he

667
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:09,600
Speaker 1: even had one video, um and you know, I don't

668
00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:11,400
Speaker 1: even I can't even think of the name of the

669
00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:13,360
Speaker 1: song what it is though. Somebody showed this to me

670
00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:16,799
Speaker 1: at work. But it was like real deep and emotional,

671
00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:18,320
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. It kind of touched me

672
00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:21,000
Speaker 1: in a deep spot. Which one Jonah Lucas, Yeah, the

673
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:25,200
Speaker 1: other one about the shotgun brother, Yeah, oh man. When

674
00:39:25,200 --> 00:39:27,440
Speaker 1: I tell I was like, I don't know that's what

675
00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:30,080
Speaker 1: he do, Like like he doesn't like like Joe Budden said,

676
00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:32,399
Speaker 1: he doesn't created a space. What that's his lane man,

677
00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:35,759
Speaker 1: and everything he said in the videos, I'm saying the

678
00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:43,400
Speaker 1: same fun Yeah, I was like, whoa he fucking right,

679
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:45,560
Speaker 1: there's something serious. He touched my soul right quick shout

680
00:39:45,600 --> 00:39:48,959
Speaker 1: out Joonah leukes heu he fucking a month. We're gonna

681
00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:52,000
Speaker 1: we're gonna get into this ung. We're gonna get into

682
00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:56,080
Speaker 1: this ung. You said here, what would you say? He

683
00:39:56,280 --> 00:40:04,719
Speaker 1: or what? Moving on? Instigarth the last summent? Yeah, we're

684
00:40:04,760 --> 00:40:09,919
Speaker 1: gonna get into this this uh this Russell simmonship, Let's

685
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,480
Speaker 1: see what happened. The latest powerful man brought down by

686
00:40:12,520 --> 00:40:15,680
Speaker 1: allegations sexual conduct. Music mogul Russell Simmons, there he is,

687
00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:17,920
Speaker 1: and he is stepping down from his companies after a

688
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,680
Speaker 1: second woman spoke out, Amy, you've got the details, that's right,

689
00:40:20,719 --> 00:40:23,439
Speaker 1: And this new allegation comes from a screenwriter. She says

690
00:40:23,440 --> 00:40:26,400
Speaker 1: Simmons offered her a ride back home in nineteen ninety one,

691
00:40:26,480 --> 00:40:28,919
Speaker 1: but they wound up at his place, where she says

692
00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:32,760
Speaker 1: she was coerced into having sex. This morning music mogul

693
00:40:32,840 --> 00:40:36,760
Speaker 1: Russell and stepping away from his business allegations of sexual

694
00:40:36,840 --> 00:40:41,040
Speaker 1: Missus is the CEO of hip hop after starting Deaf

695
00:40:41,120 --> 00:40:46,800
Speaker 1: Jam record and producing and starring in reality television the

696
00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:49,080
Speaker 1: show You Told Me Over the Phone, Yeah, Rock checks

697
00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:53,320
Speaker 1: under fire after screenwriter Jenny Lumet, who wrote The Mummy

698
00:40:53,560 --> 00:40:56,760
Speaker 1: You Saw That Right and his father is director Sidney Lumet,

699
00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:59,800
Speaker 1: shared her account of a nineteen ninety one encounter with Simmons,

700
00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:02,759
Speaker 1: saying he offered her a ride home before the car

701
00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:05,920
Speaker 1: doors locked, and he allegedly took her to his own apartment,

702
00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:08,560
Speaker 1: where they had a sexual encounter that she says was

703
00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:12,520
Speaker 1: non consensual. Lue Met writing, I think the situation would

704
00:41:12,560 --> 00:41:15,480
Speaker 1: turn violent. I remember thinking that I must be crazy.

705
00:41:15,680 --> 00:41:18,240
Speaker 1: I remember hoping that the Russell I knew would return

706
00:41:18,320 --> 00:41:21,839
Speaker 1: at any moment. Simmons releasing a statement in response, saying,

707
00:41:22,160 --> 00:41:24,759
Speaker 1: while her memory of that evening is very different from mine,

708
00:41:25,040 --> 00:41:26,719
Speaker 1: it is now clear to me that her feelings of

709
00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:30,400
Speaker 1: fear and intimidation are real. While I have never been violent,

710
00:41:30,640 --> 00:41:32,960
Speaker 1: I have been thoughtless and insensitive in some of my

711
00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:37,960
Speaker 1: relationships over many decades, and I sincerely apologize the allegations

712
00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:40,960
Speaker 1: coming after model Carrie class in collegiate this the second

713
00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:46,759
Speaker 1: person encounter with Simmons. I'm saying, what has Russell Simmons done?

714
00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:51,680
Speaker 1: Get into it, and afterwards she's invited to go back

715
00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:55,680
Speaker 1: to Simmons's residence in New York to watch a music video.

716
00:41:56,120 --> 00:41:59,879
Speaker 1: She alleges that Russell Simmons sexually assaulted her, and when

717
00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:04,000
Speaker 1: she asked Brett Rattner for help to intervene, he did

718
00:42:04,040 --> 00:42:07,840
Speaker 1: not do so. Russell Simmons has denied these accusations. Rattner's

719
00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:11,719
Speaker 1: attorney has also reportedly denied the allegation. In recent years,

720
00:42:11,760 --> 00:42:14,919
Speaker 1: Simmons often spoke about his spiritual journey, as he told

721
00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:17,600
Speaker 1: Dan Harris last year, Yeah, good comic work. It is

722
00:42:17,800 --> 00:42:20,360
Speaker 1: very critical. I mean, give others what you want for yourself.

723
00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:23,160
Speaker 1: You should give the happiness to free him, the opportunity

724
00:42:23,719 --> 00:42:27,520
Speaker 1: that you want for yourself to others. And again Simmons

725
00:42:27,560 --> 00:42:34,960
Speaker 1: strenuously denying these allegations. All right again, No, I'm saying,

726
00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:39,279
Speaker 1: what has Russell Simmons done in this industry that make

727
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:41,239
Speaker 1: them want to do him? Like? What what you mean?

728
00:42:41,320 --> 00:42:43,800
Speaker 1: What has he done? He powerful? I'm saying Now, what

729
00:42:43,920 --> 00:42:47,360
Speaker 1: I'm saying is is what power did he know? It

730
00:42:47,440 --> 00:42:50,360
Speaker 1: ain't that, it ain't. What it is is that we

731
00:42:50,560 --> 00:42:53,400
Speaker 1: catchen out. They white mean up, so they got to

732
00:42:53,480 --> 00:42:55,759
Speaker 1: throw one us under the bus. We're getting hard, it waying.

733
00:42:55,840 --> 00:42:57,800
Speaker 1: So we didn't got so many they just like, we

734
00:42:57,880 --> 00:43:00,120
Speaker 1: don't feel That's what I'm saying. We don't got so

735
00:43:00,239 --> 00:43:02,759
Speaker 1: many of them like that. After he was trying to

736
00:43:02,920 --> 00:43:07,000
Speaker 1: buy a yeah, yeah, yeah, power, I said, what, No,

737
00:43:07,440 --> 00:43:10,360
Speaker 1: this is just about to change the conversation if I

738
00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:13,400
Speaker 1: don't know all the niggasood, But we got niggas, and

739
00:43:13,480 --> 00:43:16,320
Speaker 1: we got in the last two months, we got about

740
00:43:16,400 --> 00:43:20,319
Speaker 1: ten white powerful men I'm talking and I don't want

741
00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:25,960
Speaker 1: to misquote their names, actors that you know, guaranteed stars,

742
00:43:26,040 --> 00:43:30,320
Speaker 1: you know, guaranteed being poored, president, people that's on the cabinet.

743
00:43:30,400 --> 00:43:33,360
Speaker 1: It's all kind of we're pulling these powerful white of

744
00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:36,240
Speaker 1: the reason why we're pulling so many powerful white niggas

745
00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:39,520
Speaker 1: is because the money. But what I'm saying, Noah, that's

746
00:43:39,560 --> 00:43:42,399
Speaker 1: why they ain't these powerful positions for you can't pull

747
00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:44,720
Speaker 1: them from doing all the ship that they're doing because

748
00:43:44,960 --> 00:43:48,000
Speaker 1: they're doing it. Yeah, that's what I'm saying. But but

749
00:43:48,320 --> 00:43:51,800
Speaker 1: what they're saying is humans, right, and what the But

750
00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:57,279
Speaker 1: also since they clowning so many white folks, Yeah, we

751
00:43:57,320 --> 00:44:01,520
Speaker 1: gotta throw a nigga toome come get you know, what

752
00:44:01,560 --> 00:44:08,520
Speaker 1: I'm saying today, if that we gotta change, we gotta change.

753
00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:11,719
Speaker 1: Still suffering from ninety one. I don't know how long

754
00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:14,680
Speaker 1: we're more fucking suff but now, but we gotta change today.

755
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:17,359
Speaker 1: We gotta change. But I'm saying I would have never

756
00:44:17,520 --> 00:44:19,560
Speaker 1: spake what I'm saying. Why would you not come? But

757
00:44:19,680 --> 00:44:22,640
Speaker 1: why would you not come out with it? She said,

758
00:44:23,040 --> 00:44:25,360
Speaker 1: But listen. But but what they're saying is what the

759
00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:27,760
Speaker 1: white people are trying, And she said she was scared.

760
00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:29,960
Speaker 1: I understand what I'm saying. This man got that much

761
00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:31,799
Speaker 1: fear in you for how many of you. It ain't

762
00:44:31,840 --> 00:44:33,560
Speaker 1: gonna do with it, she saying, here a powerful man

763
00:44:33,600 --> 00:44:36,879
Speaker 1: and a powerful position. She probably didn't want to. He's

764
00:44:36,920 --> 00:44:38,759
Speaker 1: even more powerful now you'd have been been. I'm coming

765
00:44:38,760 --> 00:44:42,000
Speaker 1: out with it ninety one. I seen that everybody without

766
00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:45,560
Speaker 1: these powers. She got money now herself. And and what's

767
00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:47,959
Speaker 1: going on now is the place where everybody who hadn't

768
00:44:47,960 --> 00:44:51,279
Speaker 1: been molested in the industry, who hadn't been fundled with

769
00:44:52,040 --> 00:44:55,640
Speaker 1: grabbed in front of their wife. Everybody feels so comfortable

770
00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:58,520
Speaker 1: this year to come out and talk about it. For

771
00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:02,200
Speaker 1: some strange reason. I don't you know, you know, the

772
00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:04,520
Speaker 1: meal motive were just gonna come at this year with

773
00:45:04,800 --> 00:45:07,799
Speaker 1: I was touched on back in ninety seven. But see,

774
00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:12,680
Speaker 1: and what you know what, when my doctor pulled me

775
00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:15,480
Speaker 1: at the wound, I think I remember him fondling with me.

776
00:45:15,719 --> 00:45:19,520
Speaker 1: You know what. I feel like I'm still suffering from

777
00:45:19,560 --> 00:45:22,960
Speaker 1: my doctor handling me wrong. In nineteen eighty. I was

778
00:45:23,080 --> 00:45:26,680
Speaker 1: getting the past prayer when I was like sixteen, and

779
00:45:26,840 --> 00:45:29,080
Speaker 1: I think I was touched in the wrong way, and

780
00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:32,120
Speaker 1: I was so afraid to say something, I just laid

781
00:45:32,239 --> 00:45:34,040
Speaker 1: there and took it. So I think I need to

782
00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:36,040
Speaker 1: go back and get something done about that. And see,

783
00:45:36,120 --> 00:45:38,040
Speaker 1: this is the thing what they're trying to say with

784
00:45:38,160 --> 00:45:41,600
Speaker 1: the argument, you know, throwing Russell Simmons in that, is that,

785
00:45:41,719 --> 00:45:44,480
Speaker 1: oh it's not it's not white powerful men. It's just

786
00:45:44,640 --> 00:45:47,719
Speaker 1: a power thing. Men with power. They just it's a

787
00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:50,800
Speaker 1: man thing. And that's that's what that brings on the

788
00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:54,440
Speaker 1: conversation of is it just men that has power to

789
00:45:54,560 --> 00:45:57,239
Speaker 1: do these kind of things, because you have to think,

790
00:45:57,360 --> 00:46:00,320
Speaker 1: like when you got that kind of power, when you

791
00:46:00,400 --> 00:46:05,200
Speaker 1: have to approach relationships different, like they're not the traditional yeah,

792
00:46:05,440 --> 00:46:11,120
Speaker 1: like relationship. Yeah, there are people looking for a compan anymore. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

793
00:46:11,280 --> 00:46:13,759
Speaker 1: so you have to approach them from a different standpoint.

794
00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:16,680
Speaker 1: Them does what they're doing, They take and puts it though. Shit,

795
00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:19,080
Speaker 1: I don't understand and I can't believe that they are

796
00:46:19,200 --> 00:46:21,399
Speaker 1: because they feel like you old today. Have you ever

797
00:46:21,600 --> 00:46:25,160
Speaker 1: nigga ever been? Do you know, have a nigga ever

798
00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:29,680
Speaker 1: been overly aggressive with you, like not maybe not raped you,

799
00:46:29,920 --> 00:46:35,680
Speaker 1: but was overly aggressive with me. But I have been

800
00:46:35,719 --> 00:46:39,400
Speaker 1: in a situation where my instinct was telling me I

801
00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:41,719
Speaker 1: feel like he could possibly rape me in here if

802
00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:45,239
Speaker 1: I don't take control of the situations. And you know,

803
00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:48,200
Speaker 1: I haven't been in a situation personally because I mean,

804
00:46:48,280 --> 00:46:50,279
Speaker 1: you know, I'm not gonna say that I could never

805
00:46:50,400 --> 00:46:53,879
Speaker 1: be but I have a very strong personality. And even

806
00:46:53,960 --> 00:46:58,200
Speaker 1: with my strong personality, I mean, that's what I'm saying

807
00:46:58,600 --> 00:47:01,000
Speaker 1: or nothing, But what I'm saying is I've been in

808
00:47:01,080 --> 00:47:04,200
Speaker 1: a situation where I feel like maybe if it could

809
00:47:04,239 --> 00:47:06,920
Speaker 1: have been somebody else, they probably would have got raped. Okay,

810
00:47:07,000 --> 00:47:12,080
Speaker 1: that's what I'm The energy is like it's more one

811
00:47:12,120 --> 00:47:15,000
Speaker 1: of them. Like it's like a controlling situation at the

812
00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:18,440
Speaker 1: moment too. It's like standing in front of the kind

813
00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:20,239
Speaker 1: of you just talking or you know what I'm saying,

814
00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:23,000
Speaker 1: like y'all just in a confined space or you know

815
00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:26,000
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, It's like the energy just didn't change

816
00:47:26,080 --> 00:47:28,680
Speaker 1: from probably whatever it was at first. You know what

817
00:47:28,680 --> 00:47:36,680
Speaker 1: I'm saying, You're just kind of feeling something like a

818
00:47:36,719 --> 00:47:39,719
Speaker 1: little bit, you know, you kind of looking away from

819
00:47:39,760 --> 00:47:48,359
Speaker 1: the door. You right, you got to keep that I come.

820
00:47:48,640 --> 00:47:51,520
Speaker 1: You know what I wasn't. I wasn't in a situation personally,

821
00:47:51,600 --> 00:47:53,800
Speaker 1: but I was with a friend, like a guy that

822
00:47:53,960 --> 00:47:56,520
Speaker 1: I knew, and a friend was with me and his

823
00:47:56,719 --> 00:47:59,000
Speaker 1: friend was there, and you know, it was kind of like, Okay,

824
00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:01,680
Speaker 1: this is my people and we're together, so you know,

825
00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:05,200
Speaker 1: y'all talking get to know each other. So he ended

826
00:48:05,280 --> 00:48:07,320
Speaker 1: up like talking to her and the person who I

827
00:48:07,400 --> 00:48:09,279
Speaker 1: was with, the chick I was. It was like, I'm

828
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:11,800
Speaker 1: ready to go because he came on too strong. He

829
00:48:11,960 --> 00:48:14,960
Speaker 1: was trying to ripe me. Damn, Like I don't even

830
00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:17,200
Speaker 1: he may have not been trying too but like you said,

831
00:48:20,760 --> 00:48:23,919
Speaker 1: because you've been in a situation, right, So what I'm saying,

832
00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:26,239
Speaker 1: this is why you would feel like that if I'm

833
00:48:26,360 --> 00:48:30,080
Speaker 1: constantly telling you notice no, my question is my question

834
00:48:30,239 --> 00:48:35,440
Speaker 1: is deep. My question is so is this happening like

835
00:48:35,560 --> 00:48:38,600
Speaker 1: she described, like, is this happening out of nowhere? Like

836
00:48:39,040 --> 00:48:42,640
Speaker 1: this person who the energy has been good, we've been cool.

837
00:48:43,440 --> 00:48:49,200
Speaker 1: So am I seeing controlling type of tendencies? So there's

838
00:48:49,239 --> 00:48:53,120
Speaker 1: no sign of it. And then because every person is different,

839
00:48:53,239 --> 00:48:55,160
Speaker 1: so I can't even know. So what what what I'm

840
00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:57,839
Speaker 1: saying is your situation. What I'm saying is and that's

841
00:48:57,840 --> 00:49:01,480
Speaker 1: what I'm talking about, when you felt uncomfortable by whatever.

842
00:49:01,600 --> 00:49:06,040
Speaker 1: I read a little crazy. I think that I read

843
00:49:06,080 --> 00:49:08,719
Speaker 1: a little crazy, but I you know, I think you

844
00:49:08,760 --> 00:49:11,440
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But so then what stops it?

845
00:49:11,960 --> 00:49:14,040
Speaker 1: Because if it's gonna I don't think that it's the

846
00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:16,800
Speaker 1: person that I am handled the situation. I think this

847
00:49:16,920 --> 00:49:22,839
Speaker 1: has you know, because you know what I'm saying. That's

848
00:49:22,840 --> 00:49:28,680
Speaker 1: what I was saying. You are, So I'm saying a

849
00:49:28,719 --> 00:49:31,839
Speaker 1: weak person. People can always see you on somebody who's

850
00:49:31,840 --> 00:49:35,320
Speaker 1: asolutely You always gotta be like kind of like I

851
00:49:35,360 --> 00:49:39,440
Speaker 1: ain't stand you have to stand your ground like And

852
00:49:39,560 --> 00:49:44,239
Speaker 1: that's why I put never working I contact. I don't

853
00:49:44,239 --> 00:49:47,400
Speaker 1: want you to see no frick no kind of exactly.

854
00:49:47,480 --> 00:49:52,000
Speaker 1: I'm you know, listen as deep because because see, I

855
00:49:52,160 --> 00:49:54,920
Speaker 1: think about the ship because see me, my insecurities won't

856
00:49:54,960 --> 00:49:58,880
Speaker 1: allow me to rape nobody like I'm so, I'm so you,

857
00:49:59,440 --> 00:50:01,279
Speaker 1: I promise to shoot. I don't want to push it.

858
00:50:01,400 --> 00:50:03,640
Speaker 1: You got to lay that motherfucker out on the plotter.

859
00:50:04,239 --> 00:50:08,400
Speaker 1: That's the only way the signs. And I don't doog

860
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:10,640
Speaker 1: it like it. I got too much. I don't, I don't.

861
00:50:10,719 --> 00:50:13,080
Speaker 1: I don't operate like it. You see what I'm saying.

862
00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:16,160
Speaker 1: So I think it's rough for me to understand, like

863
00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:20,479
Speaker 1: a woman, to feel like it, Like what the fuck

864
00:50:20,640 --> 00:50:23,160
Speaker 1: is the dude doing? Like it's crazy because for me,

865
00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:26,240
Speaker 1: I don't want you to talk. I want I only

866
00:50:26,360 --> 00:50:27,960
Speaker 1: want to touch you when you want me to talk.

867
00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:30,040
Speaker 1: Oh no, you know what. Let me take this back, y'all.

868
00:50:30,239 --> 00:50:31,600
Speaker 1: And I'm gonna say this, and you know, I know

869
00:50:31,680 --> 00:50:33,440
Speaker 1: my mom will be listening to this podcast, and my mom,

870
00:50:33,440 --> 00:50:37,120
Speaker 1: I'm sorry because I know you never heard this. But

871
00:50:37,760 --> 00:50:41,080
Speaker 1: when I was like probably I don't know this was John,

872
00:50:41,120 --> 00:50:43,719
Speaker 1: I used to say in these apartments called mckiller woods,

873
00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:45,040
Speaker 1: and I used to live these apartments and my mom

874
00:50:45,200 --> 00:50:47,399
Speaker 1: used to be like real strick. She let us do nothing.

875
00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:49,000
Speaker 1: So you know what I'm saying. We were just outside

876
00:50:49,040 --> 00:50:50,719
Speaker 1: playing one day and y'all, this boy I used to

877
00:50:50,840 --> 00:50:52,920
Speaker 1: like him, you know, they was riding a bikes and

878
00:50:53,000 --> 00:50:54,840
Speaker 1: we go over here and it was like an empty apartment.

879
00:50:54,880 --> 00:50:56,640
Speaker 1: We're going here. You know, we're just bad, y'all. When

880
00:50:56,680 --> 00:50:58,719
Speaker 1: I tell y'all, it was a metriss in there and

881
00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:00,160
Speaker 1: he hit me on top of that match. It is

882
00:51:00,200 --> 00:51:02,359
Speaker 1: laying on tough of me. That was the skidest day

883
00:51:02,400 --> 00:51:04,600
Speaker 1: of my life. I thought he's gonna rape me. Was

884
00:51:04,680 --> 00:51:07,080
Speaker 1: a child. Yeah, I was a young little girl, and

885
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:08,759
Speaker 1: I ain't never said nothing, but I'm saying like I

886
00:51:08,840 --> 00:51:11,320
Speaker 1: thought he was gonna raipe me, but he didn't rape me.

887
00:51:11,440 --> 00:51:13,520
Speaker 1: But at the same time, I was like, oh, that's

888
00:51:13,560 --> 00:51:18,560
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, helled me because I shouldn't even got

889
00:51:18,640 --> 00:51:22,480
Speaker 1: to kill Hill and she had a kid. But listen, listen,

890
00:51:22,800 --> 00:51:26,880
Speaker 1: that's deep because she he might be a rapist right

891
00:51:26,920 --> 00:51:31,279
Speaker 1: now because of being But that's deep because that's what

892
00:51:31,480 --> 00:51:35,600
Speaker 1: stopped most people from telling It's just like fuck, they

893
00:51:35,719 --> 00:51:37,120
Speaker 1: gonna want to how you even end up with this

894
00:51:37,280 --> 00:51:42,799
Speaker 1: crazy back out of Hill, Like It's like, yo, are

895
00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:45,040
Speaker 1: they even gonna believe me? You're feeling me like that?

896
00:51:45,280 --> 00:51:48,160
Speaker 1: A lot of people had it because they're not gonna

897
00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:51,040
Speaker 1: believe me. Believe me though, because I mean, of course

898
00:51:51,080 --> 00:51:53,280
Speaker 1: your mama would have believed you. But then in some situations,

899
00:51:53,280 --> 00:51:55,760
Speaker 1: it's people like people who have gotten raped by family

900
00:51:55,840 --> 00:51:57,960
Speaker 1: members of their step dad or they're even their dad.

901
00:51:58,080 --> 00:51:59,960
Speaker 1: Like it's like, I can't tell my mama to her

902
00:52:00,120 --> 00:52:02,520
Speaker 1: boyfriend did this to me because you know what I'm saying,

903
00:52:02,560 --> 00:52:05,120
Speaker 1: Like not our parents, because we come from different parts.

904
00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:08,080
Speaker 1: Because my mama rocking, whatever the fuck I say, happened

905
00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:09,800
Speaker 1: my mama, Like I'm getting to the bottom of it.

906
00:52:09,840 --> 00:52:12,080
Speaker 1: If my child said it happened, it had what's up?

907
00:52:12,480 --> 00:52:15,080
Speaker 1: Even if it didn't happen, it shouldn't even been treated

908
00:52:15,160 --> 00:52:20,840
Speaker 1: like it happened. Yeah, that's a fact. You have mercy

909
00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:23,839
Speaker 1: God because with everything that's just like with my daughter.

910
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:27,160
Speaker 1: My daughter is twelve years old. She has never spent

911
00:52:27,280 --> 00:52:29,840
Speaker 1: the night in nobody's house now I'm talking about she

912
00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,200
Speaker 1: only spends the night in my mama's house, even in

913
00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:34,239
Speaker 1: her daddy's house. And I'm saying I trust him, but

914
00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:36,919
Speaker 1: I mean, it's my daughter. It's just a sensitive place.

915
00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:41,279
Speaker 1: It is people my kids. I don't trust it, and

916
00:52:41,320 --> 00:52:42,960
Speaker 1: I would hate to have to fuck up a whole

917
00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:45,040
Speaker 1: family and it's gonna happen. But see, this is the

918
00:52:45,200 --> 00:52:47,719
Speaker 1: this is the thing because it's it's a crazy thing

919
00:52:47,880 --> 00:52:51,439
Speaker 1: because it's like, if it happens to you, I think

920
00:52:51,560 --> 00:52:56,000
Speaker 1: how it happens depend depends on if you tell that's

921
00:52:56,040 --> 00:52:59,000
Speaker 1: what's crazy. It's like how I get raped. Like if

922
00:52:59,040 --> 00:53:02,480
Speaker 1: it's just happened randomly on the corner, then maybe I

923
00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:06,040
Speaker 1: call right. But if I've been kind of flirting with

924
00:53:06,160 --> 00:53:11,399
Speaker 1: this guy circumstances, absolutely, that's however space because rape is rape.

925
00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:15,759
Speaker 1: I didn't because, like you said, how I said, if

926
00:53:15,800 --> 00:53:18,880
Speaker 1: it did happen, that's what I'm thinking, Like, oh, hammer's

927
00:53:18,920 --> 00:53:20,920
Speaker 1: here my mama and the niece, and I'm over here

928
00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:23,839
Speaker 1: in this place where I shouldn't watch and just think

929
00:53:24,080 --> 00:53:26,520
Speaker 1: my less station is deeper than that. So just think

930
00:53:26,600 --> 00:53:29,879
Speaker 1: your uncle or something coming in there. How you gonna

931
00:53:30,360 --> 00:53:33,600
Speaker 1: your your mama's favorite brother. How do you tell her that?

932
00:53:33,640 --> 00:53:35,920
Speaker 1: Because I watch a lot of Steve Wilkost and a

933
00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:39,640
Speaker 1: lot of what I'm saying, so will big facts. But

934
00:53:39,800 --> 00:53:42,560
Speaker 1: it's like it's so it's so interesting, bro, because it's

935
00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:46,640
Speaker 1: like for me, I don't It's like, how do you know?

936
00:53:47,880 --> 00:53:50,600
Speaker 1: I think what you tell a motherfucker depends on how

937
00:53:50,640 --> 00:53:52,759
Speaker 1: it happened. Like I said, if motherfucker keets you coming

938
00:53:52,800 --> 00:53:55,960
Speaker 1: out of Kroger and rape you, I think that's a

939
00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:59,400
Speaker 1: little bit more easier to tell. Then Okay, this is

940
00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:02,160
Speaker 1: a sad piece that I Slick was trying to cut

941
00:54:02,200 --> 00:54:04,440
Speaker 1: it off and he ended up taking the put Like

942
00:54:04,600 --> 00:54:07,839
Speaker 1: I Slick told him like, look, me and my dude

943
00:54:07,920 --> 00:54:11,720
Speaker 1: back on good terms, like we can't fuck around nomore,

944
00:54:11,800 --> 00:54:14,839
Speaker 1: this can't happen no more, and he took it. It's

945
00:54:14,960 --> 00:54:18,200
Speaker 1: it's all kind of situation to say something because you

946
00:54:18,320 --> 00:54:20,200
Speaker 1: get how your dude gonna fin that's what it's a

947
00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:22,640
Speaker 1: put yallar risk of not being together. And then on

948
00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:25,479
Speaker 1: this end it's like, okay, so you're in the wrong.

949
00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:27,719
Speaker 1: So you like, damn, who can I tell? If I

950
00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:29,920
Speaker 1: go tell, then my man might leave things and you

951
00:54:30,000 --> 00:54:32,239
Speaker 1: were fucking with him? Or can I just play like

952
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:35,160
Speaker 1: it was a purity rape? Mans Like it's so much

953
00:54:36,400 --> 00:54:38,720
Speaker 1: first things like how did you even get by yourself

954
00:54:38,800 --> 00:54:41,880
Speaker 1: with this man? To you? And that's my thing, and

955
00:54:41,960 --> 00:54:45,680
Speaker 1: that's my thing. It's like when a dude, so that's

956
00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:48,400
Speaker 1: my question to you when you were uncomfortable because we

957
00:54:48,480 --> 00:54:52,200
Speaker 1: don't want to say everything. You know, it's rape, but

958
00:54:52,280 --> 00:54:59,240
Speaker 1: it's rape culture. But when you were uncomfortable, what changed?

959
00:54:59,640 --> 00:55:04,080
Speaker 1: Like when you went from comfortable? That's what it was.

960
00:55:04,680 --> 00:55:06,520
Speaker 1: When we was young. He probably was like my brother

961
00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:08,960
Speaker 1: age though he probably was like about two years old,

962
00:55:08,960 --> 00:55:11,880
Speaker 1: and so telling him to stop, was he hugging? You

963
00:55:12,000 --> 00:55:13,960
Speaker 1: were trying to like he was trying to move my

964
00:55:14,120 --> 00:55:17,320
Speaker 1: dress up? And any he was violated, he was violated.

965
00:55:17,360 --> 00:55:20,719
Speaker 1: He was violated. He was violate. My brother probably heard

966
00:55:20,880 --> 00:55:32,600
Speaker 1: you look you slick, been through that, shots fired. This

967
00:55:32,800 --> 00:55:36,680
Speaker 1: is the ninety one, but we're coming for your That's

968
00:55:36,719 --> 00:55:39,120
Speaker 1: why I ain't gonna reveal no name, no no but now.

969
00:55:39,680 --> 00:55:41,320
Speaker 1: But we don't want to make I don't want to.

970
00:55:42,000 --> 00:55:44,919
Speaker 1: I don't want to. He might be you know, I don't.

971
00:55:44,960 --> 00:55:46,440
Speaker 1: That's a very serious thing. So I don't want to.

972
00:55:47,360 --> 00:55:50,239
Speaker 1: But it is funny. It is funny now. But I

973
00:55:50,320 --> 00:55:52,560
Speaker 1: mean it's only funny now because I'm growing now and

974
00:55:52,640 --> 00:55:56,840
Speaker 1: I'm challenging. I didn't get ready, but I'm like some

975
00:55:57,000 --> 00:55:59,920
Speaker 1: baby girl. Let me I was molested. But let me

976
00:56:00,160 --> 00:56:01,880
Speaker 1: let me tell you something on something on some g

977
00:56:02,080 --> 00:56:06,000
Speaker 1: ship though on some sing tell you something. People is

978
00:56:06,120 --> 00:56:09,520
Speaker 1: gonna some people in this world would say, baby girl,

979
00:56:10,120 --> 00:56:13,560
Speaker 1: you was raped. You did. When I'm like literally some

980
00:56:13,640 --> 00:56:16,120
Speaker 1: of these white people on Twitter and shit, they'd be like,

981
00:56:16,200 --> 00:56:18,680
Speaker 1: baby girl, you just don't know and we understand, you

982
00:56:18,760 --> 00:56:22,719
Speaker 1: don't understand and think that's rape. But baby girl, anything

983
00:56:22,920 --> 00:56:25,960
Speaker 1: outside of you saying I'm okay with you doing this,

984
00:56:27,160 --> 00:56:30,879
Speaker 1: it's slicked right. It is. So he slicked raped me. Yeah,

985
00:56:31,000 --> 00:56:35,719
Speaker 1: and we didn't have intercourse right, one step away from rape.

986
00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:38,120
Speaker 1: That's what he was. And it's interesting because something had

987
00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:40,120
Speaker 1: to be cool. You had to be to get out

988
00:56:40,160 --> 00:56:43,279
Speaker 1: of it, though, But I'm saying this something had to trigger. No, sir,

989
00:56:43,640 --> 00:56:49,279
Speaker 1: he already made it decision. Giving yourself enough credit, home girl,

990
00:56:49,719 --> 00:56:52,320
Speaker 1: he already his decision. If he was doing this again,

991
00:56:52,360 --> 00:56:55,200
Speaker 1: show his decision was made. If he were pulling on

992
00:56:55,320 --> 00:56:59,640
Speaker 1: you against his decision was made. Your reaction, your your

993
00:57:00,080 --> 00:57:02,719
Speaker 1: your reaction at that point of time, some kind of

994
00:57:02,800 --> 00:57:05,680
Speaker 1: weight got you out of that situation. And he did,

995
00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:08,320
Speaker 1: you know. And I can't even just vividly remember, but

996
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:10,840
Speaker 1: if I was as sharp as I am now, probably

997
00:57:10,960 --> 00:57:13,880
Speaker 1: was a smooth mom. And then you know what's crazy,

998
00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:16,720
Speaker 1: because this was a subject I was kind of just

999
00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:20,240
Speaker 1: not really just discussing. But I remember someone telling me

1000
00:57:20,400 --> 00:57:22,760
Speaker 1: it was a guy actually, and he was like that

1001
00:57:23,200 --> 00:57:26,480
Speaker 1: when he was younger, his older cousin like gave him

1002
00:57:26,680 --> 00:57:29,320
Speaker 1: head like before oral sex on him. He was like,

1003
00:57:29,360 --> 00:57:32,640
Speaker 1: I liked it. But you know, I'm like, I say,

1004
00:57:32,720 --> 00:57:34,920
Speaker 1: he didn't know if he was a he was a kid,

1005
00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:37,800
Speaker 1: but like it's a lot of people I know, and

1006
00:57:38,120 --> 00:57:39,800
Speaker 1: like I said, he didn't know at the time he

1007
00:57:39,920 --> 00:57:42,040
Speaker 1: was younger, she was older. So he like, this is

1008
00:57:42,080 --> 00:57:45,000
Speaker 1: a woman doing something sexual to me, and people try

1009
00:57:45,040 --> 00:57:48,600
Speaker 1: to brush it out like it happened to it and

1010
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:53,000
Speaker 1: it happens to me, And you're a boy, you can't

1011
00:57:53,040 --> 00:57:54,480
Speaker 1: you know, that's a part of your life. But at

1012
00:57:54,520 --> 00:57:56,160
Speaker 1: the end of the day, that messages with that person

1013
00:57:57,560 --> 00:58:01,960
Speaker 1: steel cool with the bitch molested me. No, that's like

1014
00:58:02,600 --> 00:58:04,360
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying, even with him, like the person

1015
00:58:04,480 --> 00:58:06,440
Speaker 1: being a child at the time, it's like he was like,

1016
00:58:07,080 --> 00:58:09,720
Speaker 1: I mean, he was like, I'm a kid, and this

1017
00:58:09,920 --> 00:58:12,240
Speaker 1: is a woman doing something sexual to me. He's never

1018
00:58:12,320 --> 00:58:17,800
Speaker 1: experienced this before. That's like molest incests, Like I don't

1019
00:58:17,840 --> 00:58:22,360
Speaker 1: like and see molested, yea, that's up, but molesting, but

1020
00:58:22,480 --> 00:58:29,280
Speaker 1: molesting to me is I use it loosely actual penetration. Well,

1021
00:58:29,320 --> 00:58:31,680
Speaker 1: I got, I got some head and this ship. You

1022
00:58:31,760 --> 00:58:36,120
Speaker 1: were raped, but I was, I was seventeen. But how

1023
00:58:36,320 --> 00:58:40,360
Speaker 1: was that was? She was about third now and that

1024
00:58:40,520 --> 00:58:44,600
Speaker 1: was voluntary, right, statutory right now he was seventeen, he

1025
00:58:44,720 --> 00:58:48,320
Speaker 1: was not. That was voluntary. He enjoyed it, but for

1026
00:58:48,520 --> 00:58:53,360
Speaker 1: the adult, that was statutory. Right. It was so gangster right,

1027
00:58:53,600 --> 00:58:56,880
Speaker 1: Oh lord? So God there and listen. My partner was

1028
00:58:57,000 --> 00:59:00,440
Speaker 1: right there by her crib. So I pulled up and

1029
00:59:00,600 --> 00:59:03,480
Speaker 1: I know she you know, she see it. Only you

1030
00:59:03,680 --> 00:59:06,479
Speaker 1: know I'm young, but I am who I am. I'm gonna,

1031
00:59:06,560 --> 00:59:10,120
Speaker 1: I'm gonna. I ain't as evolved. I'm a smaller version,

1032
00:59:10,760 --> 00:59:17,320
Speaker 1: very minute version of who you see. But she saw

1033
00:59:17,440 --> 00:59:19,880
Speaker 1: it isn't me, and I can appreciate her for that

1034
00:59:19,920 --> 00:59:21,920
Speaker 1: because she saw it in me young, she saw it.

1035
00:59:22,080 --> 00:59:28,840
Speaker 1: So thank you for big facts recognizing the fact. I

1036
00:59:28,920 --> 00:59:30,480
Speaker 1: want to take some time about to give you a

1037
00:59:30,560 --> 00:59:34,960
Speaker 1: shout out, shout out, wow. I don't need y'all you

1038
00:59:35,520 --> 00:59:42,120
Speaker 1: out here, who I want to ask you this rap?

1039
00:59:42,280 --> 00:59:44,640
Speaker 1: Let me explain it. So now she said, I'm seventeen,

1040
00:59:44,800 --> 00:59:48,000
Speaker 1: she's whatever she nah, We need to know the age.

1041
00:59:48,080 --> 00:59:53,160
Speaker 1: She probably about that statutory. Right, let me tell you

1042
00:59:53,200 --> 00:59:56,000
Speaker 1: what happened. For man, doesn't matter what happened. She knew, y'all,

1043
00:59:56,000 --> 00:59:59,840
Speaker 1: little you're a minor baby statutory, it don't matter you.

1044
01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:02,840
Speaker 1: I enjoyed it, and you know she didn't do. But

1045
01:00:02,960 --> 01:00:05,640
Speaker 1: it's it's just like the little boy that was sleeping

1046
01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:07,960
Speaker 1: with his teacher. He was in high school, you know

1047
01:00:08,000 --> 01:00:10,520
Speaker 1: what I'm saying or whatever, but he still statut. But see,

1048
01:00:10,600 --> 01:00:13,840
Speaker 1: at that age, I had under estimating. I was under

1049
01:00:14,000 --> 01:00:21,680
Speaker 1: estimating women's fallacial skills. You know she she she when

1050
01:00:21,760 --> 01:00:24,680
Speaker 1: she gave me some. Because she's an old ass woman.

1051
01:00:24,800 --> 01:00:31,960
Speaker 1: She had experience. Seventeen year old penis she never experienced.

1052
01:00:32,160 --> 01:00:38,520
Speaker 1: Boy had mercy. Listened to man, I just I never

1053
01:00:38,640 --> 01:00:41,720
Speaker 1: forget this. Listen, my toes were popping, right. I went

1054
01:00:41,760 --> 01:00:43,640
Speaker 1: and told my partner, and he gonna listen to this.

1055
01:00:43,720 --> 01:00:47,800
Speaker 1: He's gonna laugh right now. He's gonna laugh as soon

1056
01:00:47,840 --> 01:00:52,200
Speaker 1: as I say that, because he listening, he gonna say.

1057
01:00:52,360 --> 01:00:54,240
Speaker 1: I went to him. I told him she got the

1058
01:00:54,280 --> 01:00:56,120
Speaker 1: best hid and see that I put my sack on it.

1059
01:00:56,160 --> 01:00:59,920
Speaker 1: I would did see you. But she was old exact.

1060
01:01:05,600 --> 01:01:07,520
Speaker 1: I was in the wrong. I was not in a

1061
01:01:07,600 --> 01:01:09,640
Speaker 1: good place in my life. I was young, and she

1062
01:01:09,720 --> 01:01:12,600
Speaker 1: had took advantage of my mind. Seeing that's what I'm saying.

1063
01:01:12,600 --> 01:01:14,840
Speaker 1: I don't think she took advantage of my body because

1064
01:01:14,880 --> 01:01:18,280
Speaker 1: I willingly did that. But my man, I was like,

1065
01:01:18,400 --> 01:01:22,040
Speaker 1: this motherfucker something serious. But she was something too. Because

1066
01:01:22,080 --> 01:01:24,040
Speaker 1: since we're speaking about that, I'm just saying I was

1067
01:01:24,160 --> 01:01:29,800
Speaker 1: talking to former ax of mind from high school. Okay,

1068
01:01:30,400 --> 01:01:31,960
Speaker 1: and I know he's probably gonna be too bad. Don't

1069
01:01:32,000 --> 01:01:35,960
Speaker 1: talking about this. I don't care, so okay, I was

1070
01:01:36,040 --> 01:01:40,000
Speaker 1: just telling him like I felt like he was a

1071
01:01:40,120 --> 01:01:43,000
Speaker 1: senior and I was a freshman. I felt like with

1072
01:01:43,200 --> 01:01:46,720
Speaker 1: me being a freshman and him being a senior, he

1073
01:01:46,960 --> 01:01:49,480
Speaker 1: had like we were just having a I'm sorry, it's

1074
01:01:49,520 --> 01:01:53,720
Speaker 1: coming through on the thing is that you Yeah, we

1075
01:01:53,920 --> 01:01:57,600
Speaker 1: was having a conversation about like if he if. I

1076
01:01:57,720 --> 01:02:00,840
Speaker 1: felt like I was saying, I don't feel like ninth

1077
01:02:00,920 --> 01:02:03,000
Speaker 1: graders and twelfth grades should be in the same school

1078
01:02:03,000 --> 01:02:05,560
Speaker 1: together because I feel like when you're in the ninth grade,

1079
01:02:05,600 --> 01:02:07,480
Speaker 1: you still have the mind frame as an eighth grader,

1080
01:02:07,960 --> 01:02:10,840
Speaker 1: like you still easily just came from middle school. You're

1081
01:02:10,840 --> 01:02:12,960
Speaker 1: a young teenager, and people that be in the twelfth

1082
01:02:12,960 --> 01:02:18,280
Speaker 1: grade b nineteen eighteen, maybe twenty one. Sometimes the school

1083
01:02:18,320 --> 01:02:20,720
Speaker 1: allows that, I think. So I'm saying, I feel like

1084
01:02:21,480 --> 01:02:23,160
Speaker 1: at that age he was like do I feel like

1085
01:02:23,280 --> 01:02:25,520
Speaker 1: he had like some type of control over the type

1086
01:02:25,520 --> 01:02:28,560
Speaker 1: of decisions that I made, even though they were consensual decisions.

1087
01:02:28,920 --> 01:02:32,480
Speaker 1: But I'm saying like, most definitely, I felt like you

1088
01:02:32,640 --> 01:02:35,360
Speaker 1: had an advantage over me because you were older than me.

1089
01:02:35,760 --> 01:02:38,400
Speaker 1: So even though you didn't, I didn't do nothing against

1090
01:02:38,480 --> 01:02:41,040
Speaker 1: my wheel. I feel like the only reason I'll probably

1091
01:02:41,200 --> 01:02:44,120
Speaker 1: was you know, doing whatever which you was for me

1092
01:02:44,240 --> 01:02:47,240
Speaker 1: to act like I'm on your level. Yeah, you know

1093
01:02:47,280 --> 01:02:55,640
Speaker 1: what I'm saying that you know because because I'm younger

1094
01:02:55,680 --> 01:02:57,320
Speaker 1: than you. You know what I'm saying, He didn't get

1095
01:02:57,400 --> 01:02:58,800
Speaker 1: that when I was trying to tear it to him.

1096
01:02:58,800 --> 01:03:00,880
Speaker 1: And I'm like, but you have a daughter, so just

1097
01:03:01,240 --> 01:03:03,280
Speaker 1: put your daughter in high school and she dating the

1098
01:03:03,320 --> 01:03:05,120
Speaker 1: twelfth grade, I want to know what type of advice

1099
01:03:05,240 --> 01:03:08,120
Speaker 1: would you give her. I'm just saying, like, not saying

1100
01:03:08,160 --> 01:03:10,360
Speaker 1: that nothing was wrong or whatever, because nights to really

1101
01:03:10,400 --> 01:03:11,840
Speaker 1: like him, you know what I'm saying, or whatever, but

1102
01:03:12,240 --> 01:03:14,200
Speaker 1: and we're still friends. But I'm just saying like, I

1103
01:03:14,320 --> 01:03:17,000
Speaker 1: feel like you had way more mind control over me

1104
01:03:17,160 --> 01:03:20,120
Speaker 1: because I've made my decisions based on how I feel

1105
01:03:20,200 --> 01:03:22,600
Speaker 1: like you would feel and you older them. And that's

1106
01:03:22,640 --> 01:03:25,160
Speaker 1: true because even when I was in high school and

1107
01:03:26,760 --> 01:03:29,760
Speaker 1: a senior asked me to prime and my mom was like, hell, no,

1108
01:03:30,000 --> 01:03:33,840
Speaker 1: you're not going because I trust you. But he can

1109
01:03:33,960 --> 01:03:37,200
Speaker 1: easily influence your mind because you're younger, you're fresh to

1110
01:03:37,320 --> 01:03:39,360
Speaker 1: high school, you're trying to fit in, and it's like

1111
01:03:41,360 --> 01:03:45,439
Speaker 1: here pressure. There's a couple of things with this, right one,

1112
01:03:47,440 --> 01:03:51,960
Speaker 1: the argument of the people that's the putting the schools

1113
01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:55,000
Speaker 1: in place. The argument of those people when you say

1114
01:03:55,240 --> 01:03:58,840
Speaker 1: that ninth through twelveth shouldn't be in the same space

1115
01:03:59,040 --> 01:04:01,800
Speaker 1: as school is in a place to found a boyfriend.

1116
01:04:02,080 --> 01:04:04,480
Speaker 1: School then a place to find a boyfriend. But you

1117
01:04:04,640 --> 01:04:10,280
Speaker 1: know naturally that this what's going on everybody. So then,

1118
01:04:10,600 --> 01:04:13,120
Speaker 1: but but so didn't You have to understand that they

1119
01:04:13,200 --> 01:04:16,880
Speaker 1: can push that blame back on to the parents now.

1120
01:04:17,080 --> 01:04:20,240
Speaker 1: But my argument to that would be, so, then why

1121
01:04:20,280 --> 01:04:23,439
Speaker 1: do you have a prom? Why do you have these

1122
01:04:23,600 --> 01:04:27,760
Speaker 1: functions where you are having dance six? You have to

1123
01:04:27,880 --> 01:04:30,520
Speaker 1: have that right because they know you colding in school

1124
01:04:30,800 --> 01:04:34,560
Speaker 1: playing your fourteen Yeah, stop making it because you didn't

1125
01:04:34,560 --> 01:04:38,880
Speaker 1: have ninth grade in high school. At first, it transitioned

1126
01:04:38,880 --> 01:04:41,360
Speaker 1: all the time because ninth grade used to be in

1127
01:04:41,440 --> 01:04:44,400
Speaker 1: middle school still, like that was like junior high school.

1128
01:04:44,720 --> 01:04:48,560
Speaker 1: So you had what um sixth through or seventh through

1129
01:04:48,680 --> 01:04:51,480
Speaker 1: ninth grade or something like that, like they kept you. Yeah,

1130
01:04:51,800 --> 01:04:54,240
Speaker 1: when at school we had now we had seven and eighth.

1131
01:04:54,280 --> 01:05:00,760
Speaker 1: Then I'll see when my mamma was in school. I'm saying, okay,

1132
01:05:00,840 --> 01:05:03,040
Speaker 1: so I'm saying now, okay, so now that I'm in

1133
01:05:03,080 --> 01:05:04,840
Speaker 1: the night, Okay, Now when you're in the tenth grade,

1134
01:05:04,880 --> 01:05:07,040
Speaker 1: how do you like fifteen? How do you in the

1135
01:05:07,120 --> 01:05:10,600
Speaker 1: eighth grade? And that you're thirteen fourteen? It depends on

1136
01:05:10,720 --> 01:05:14,280
Speaker 1: your birthday, depending on thirteen to fourteen. You're in the

1137
01:05:14,400 --> 01:05:16,520
Speaker 1: ninth grade and you've been going to ninth grade thirteen

1138
01:05:16,600 --> 01:05:18,880
Speaker 1: years old. My sister went to the ninth grade thirteen,

1139
01:05:18,960 --> 01:05:22,920
Speaker 1: about to be fourteen. You're in the ninth grade. Year

1140
01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:27,880
Speaker 1: off what age thirteen or fourteen years old? Those are

1141
01:05:28,440 --> 01:05:33,960
Speaker 1: not a fifth because yeah, I graduated. I'm saying, just

1142
01:05:34,120 --> 01:05:37,160
Speaker 1: think of a teen year olds, nine or fourteen year

1143
01:05:37,200 --> 01:05:40,960
Speaker 1: olds man up against a seventeen or eighteen year old.

1144
01:05:41,880 --> 01:05:44,760
Speaker 1: That is still a little because now that I'm a

1145
01:05:44,840 --> 01:05:48,000
Speaker 1: grown woman and I'm twenty eight years old. She had

1146
01:05:48,000 --> 01:05:49,800
Speaker 1: a fourteen year old and a thirteen yar old. That

1147
01:05:49,920 --> 01:05:52,760
Speaker 1: is a baby to me. Yeah to me too. So

1148
01:05:52,880 --> 01:05:56,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like I'm listen, but that pressure comes from

1149
01:05:57,480 --> 01:05:59,480
Speaker 1: not from him per se, because he may would have

1150
01:05:59,520 --> 01:06:03,160
Speaker 1: took you as you were. You know, no baby, them

1151
01:06:03,240 --> 01:06:06,720
Speaker 1: decisions you make, it's about who he is at the time.

1152
01:06:06,800 --> 01:06:10,760
Speaker 1: That's just like even with me as an adult right now,

1153
01:06:10,920 --> 01:06:13,640
Speaker 1: I'm twenty nine years old. If I'm dating a fifty

1154
01:06:13,720 --> 01:06:16,640
Speaker 1: year old man, his behaviors and stuff are still going

1155
01:06:16,720 --> 01:06:20,959
Speaker 1: to influence the decisions. That's my point. So my point

1156
01:06:21,120 --> 01:06:24,120
Speaker 1: is that happens on every level. What I'm saying is

1157
01:06:24,600 --> 01:06:28,320
Speaker 1: right now in my life, whoever I'm mentioning with, she

1158
01:06:28,600 --> 01:06:32,720
Speaker 1: wants to I influence her decision. Make it like she's

1159
01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:35,200
Speaker 1: not gonna make a decision without thinking, damn, how long

1160
01:06:35,200 --> 01:06:38,200
Speaker 1: I'm gonna think about this? Has this going to affix

1161
01:06:38,680 --> 01:06:42,920
Speaker 1: our situation or the situation? So I think this happens

1162
01:06:42,960 --> 01:06:45,400
Speaker 1: on any level. Where I think it's uncomfortable is that

1163
01:06:47,480 --> 01:06:50,520
Speaker 1: you are young and impressionable. I think that's the problem

1164
01:06:50,680 --> 01:06:53,680
Speaker 1: is that I'm yeah, that you're that you're young and impressionable,

1165
01:06:53,800 --> 01:06:58,360
Speaker 1: But influencing your decision making happens on every level in terms,

1166
01:06:58,400 --> 01:07:00,919
Speaker 1: and it does happen on every level. So what That's

1167
01:07:00,920 --> 01:07:04,280
Speaker 1: why I was saying that I don't I'm not saying, so,

1168
01:07:04,400 --> 01:07:07,920
Speaker 1: what is the problem outside of influencing your decision make

1169
01:07:08,360 --> 01:07:12,480
Speaker 1: of a ninth grade dating a twelfth grader because I

1170
01:07:12,600 --> 01:07:15,480
Speaker 1: feel like that person is more experienced, so they gonna

1171
01:07:15,520 --> 01:07:18,680
Speaker 1: be what if it's a female, even if it's I'm

1172
01:07:18,680 --> 01:07:22,040
Speaker 1: saying vice versa, it don't matter because you're older, I'm

1173
01:07:22,040 --> 01:07:24,640
Speaker 1: more experienced than what what? What? What are we doing that?

1174
01:07:25,320 --> 01:07:27,320
Speaker 1: I understand that, but but but let me get it.

1175
01:07:27,640 --> 01:07:30,760
Speaker 1: So what are we doing in this relationship from a

1176
01:07:30,880 --> 01:07:33,240
Speaker 1: fourteen year old that should not be able to get

1177
01:07:33,320 --> 01:07:38,200
Speaker 1: outside of school or outside of her mother's custody without

1178
01:07:38,680 --> 01:07:40,720
Speaker 1: Like what I'm saying is, it's not like you're driving

1179
01:07:40,760 --> 01:07:47,000
Speaker 1: to pull up to his house. Most of you. When

1180
01:07:47,040 --> 01:07:49,040
Speaker 1: I was in First of all, when I was in

1181
01:07:49,200 --> 01:07:51,520
Speaker 1: high school, I remember a situation when a girl got

1182
01:07:51,560 --> 01:07:56,160
Speaker 1: caught giving head under the stereos people, but I don't

1183
01:07:56,280 --> 01:07:59,560
Speaker 1: think that stop at basketball games, people speaking out going

1184
01:07:59,680 --> 01:08:02,800
Speaker 1: doing Hey, when I was in high school, I had

1185
01:08:02,840 --> 01:08:06,680
Speaker 1: a boyfriend and baby. We used to creep out out

1186
01:08:07,040 --> 01:08:10,360
Speaker 1: go to his friend house. I stayed getting this way's

1187
01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:12,400
Speaker 1: out of it, right. But when I'm telling you at

1188
01:08:12,440 --> 01:08:14,720
Speaker 1: school after school, you got after school activity. Your mom

1189
01:08:14,800 --> 01:08:16,960
Speaker 1: a word she is. But what he's saying is when

1190
01:08:16,960 --> 01:08:21,240
Speaker 1: you're supposed to being your mom and she's not. The

1191
01:08:21,320 --> 01:08:23,560
Speaker 1: school don't got shit to do with it, because what

1192
01:08:23,680 --> 01:08:26,040
Speaker 1: happens is when you here, we know where you at,

1193
01:08:26,160 --> 01:08:32,000
Speaker 1: but this class. Then when you skip class, we have

1194
01:08:32,120 --> 01:08:35,320
Speaker 1: a record of that though, but not every school. We

1195
01:08:35,479 --> 01:08:41,160
Speaker 1: know not everyone. You can sign yourself out, you can

1196
01:08:41,240 --> 01:08:44,920
Speaker 1: go fuck come back. That's a fact, and it depends

1197
01:08:44,960 --> 01:08:50,040
Speaker 1: on the school to representation. It was completely different when

1198
01:08:50,040 --> 01:08:52,160
Speaker 1: I went to East Literature for my ninthentif rd year.

1199
01:08:52,320 --> 01:08:54,559
Speaker 1: That was like your traditional high school. You got the athletes,

1200
01:08:54,640 --> 01:08:57,160
Speaker 1: the popular girls, the cheerleaders, the you know. It was

1201
01:08:57,200 --> 01:08:58,880
Speaker 1: some wretched people that But he wasn't going on. I

1202
01:08:58,920 --> 01:09:01,600
Speaker 1: went to Pearl. I was like, what the fuck? You

1203
01:09:01,600 --> 01:09:03,280
Speaker 1: don't got to go to classroom? Like, yeah, my MoMA

1204
01:09:03,360 --> 01:09:08,559
Speaker 1: gonna they smoking in the bathroom. Listen, beloved, we outside

1205
01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:12,639
Speaker 1: having parties out. But listen, though, check is they got

1206
01:09:12,720 --> 01:09:14,800
Speaker 1: that from us? I come from Strafford. I mean, I

1207
01:09:14,840 --> 01:09:19,400
Speaker 1: don't know where it came from. Do your history week

1208
01:09:21,240 --> 01:09:29,599
Speaker 1: it was, it was. But but when we talk about

1209
01:09:29,680 --> 01:09:33,280
Speaker 1: I think, know what what I'm talking about is, and

1210
01:09:33,400 --> 01:09:39,280
Speaker 1: I am and I am glorifying the wrong things that

1211
01:09:39,400 --> 01:09:42,400
Speaker 1: defe me. And I was like, but but but that

1212
01:09:42,680 --> 01:09:44,960
Speaker 1: is interesting and it's the truth. So the truth must

1213
01:09:45,000 --> 01:09:47,720
Speaker 1: be put out there. Now, what I am gonna say

1214
01:09:47,960 --> 01:09:51,479
Speaker 1: is is that at Strathfoot it was everything going on.

1215
01:09:51,720 --> 01:09:54,880
Speaker 1: You can imagine you don't have to go to class X,

1216
01:09:54,960 --> 01:09:56,800
Speaker 1: y Z and none of that. But what I'm saying

1217
01:09:57,000 --> 01:10:01,519
Speaker 1: is there is record showing for all. They can't make

1218
01:10:01,640 --> 01:10:04,360
Speaker 1: you do that. Your mom has more control over you

1219
01:10:04,479 --> 01:10:08,280
Speaker 1: than the school. The school can only say, hey, I'm

1220
01:10:08,320 --> 01:10:10,360
Speaker 1: gonna call your mom if I know you're not there,

1221
01:10:10,680 --> 01:10:14,240
Speaker 1: or suspend you or whatever the case may be. But

1222
01:10:14,479 --> 01:10:18,320
Speaker 1: after school, what you're saying is you and him can skip.

1223
01:10:18,400 --> 01:10:19,960
Speaker 1: And I've done this, so I know it's a real

1224
01:10:20,080 --> 01:10:23,240
Speaker 1: I never skip class to do anything extra, nothing, but

1225
01:10:23,360 --> 01:10:25,240
Speaker 1: you know, like I have to. I mean, I'm just

1226
01:10:25,280 --> 01:10:29,040
Speaker 1: saying I've never did that, but my mama. My mama

1227
01:10:29,160 --> 01:10:31,840
Speaker 1: influenced me more not to do what I'm saying stuff

1228
01:10:31,920 --> 01:10:33,920
Speaker 1: like that. I would be like, hell, no, mam, I'm

1229
01:10:33,920 --> 01:10:36,640
Speaker 1: gonna kill my ass. But you know, like when I

1230
01:10:36,760 --> 01:10:38,880
Speaker 1: got in a little bit older and I had extra

1231
01:10:38,960 --> 01:10:42,559
Speaker 1: curricular activities, my mama work, she hap gonna be here

1232
01:10:42,600 --> 01:10:45,439
Speaker 1: anytime soon. I got out of volleyball practice earlier, I

1233
01:10:45,439 --> 01:10:47,000
Speaker 1: got out of track earlier. What's up? You know what

1234
01:10:47,000 --> 01:10:49,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying. We got a few minutes to kick the ship.

1235
01:10:49,600 --> 01:10:51,519
Speaker 1: We ain't making love in high school. Get then, we're

1236
01:10:51,520 --> 01:10:54,360
Speaker 1: just trying to get one real quick keeping. I remember, though,

1237
01:10:54,400 --> 01:10:57,280
Speaker 1: they I remember now real young. I'm telling man, I

1238
01:10:57,360 --> 01:10:59,599
Speaker 1: don't know people I don't know. I guess it happens

1239
01:10:59,600 --> 01:11:02,760
Speaker 1: to every guy. But I was young man, and people

1240
01:11:02,880 --> 01:11:04,680
Speaker 1: trying to give me pussy. I didn't know what the

1241
01:11:04,800 --> 01:11:07,680
Speaker 1: fuck was going on. I didn't know how to. I

1242
01:11:07,840 --> 01:11:11,120
Speaker 1: was saying, man, what you're doing, What you're doing? She

1243
01:11:11,400 --> 01:11:13,400
Speaker 1: got niggad. I look around, and I got the whole

1244
01:11:13,520 --> 01:11:17,880
Speaker 1: hood outside. Listen, the whole hood. No she coming down

1245
01:11:17,920 --> 01:11:22,360
Speaker 1: here to fuck him. She didn't told everybody I'm gonna

1246
01:11:22,400 --> 01:11:25,679
Speaker 1: give Loan some pussy to day. Oh my gosh, people

1247
01:11:25,720 --> 01:11:30,120
Speaker 1: are doing that. Oh they're most definitely doing it young

1248
01:11:30,400 --> 01:11:32,439
Speaker 1: and we were young. And then she came in there

1249
01:11:32,560 --> 01:11:35,479
Speaker 1: literally got nigked and I was like, Nigga, what to do.

1250
01:11:36,080 --> 01:11:37,920
Speaker 1: I was kind of in a situation like that one

1251
01:11:37,960 --> 01:11:41,000
Speaker 1: time in high school. It was like I was in

1252
01:11:41,120 --> 01:11:43,720
Speaker 1: a play and it was after rehearsal, and this was

1253
01:11:43,800 --> 01:11:46,040
Speaker 1: like one of my close girl friends in high school.

1254
01:11:46,040 --> 01:11:47,880
Speaker 1: Like it was like my people. Like when I was

1255
01:11:47,960 --> 01:11:50,960
Speaker 1: in ninth grade, I was cool with I always been

1256
01:11:51,000 --> 01:11:52,880
Speaker 1: cool with guys. You know what I'm saying that. I

1257
01:11:53,000 --> 01:11:54,720
Speaker 1: was cool with a lot of the upper classmen this

1258
01:11:54,840 --> 01:11:56,320
Speaker 1: day and the third you know, I was an athlete

1259
01:11:56,360 --> 01:11:59,200
Speaker 1: and all this ship. So he was like, man, what's up.

1260
01:11:59,240 --> 01:12:02,080
Speaker 1: I've been on your little ass. I'm like, man, whatever.

1261
01:12:02,160 --> 01:12:04,879
Speaker 1: He played one of the star basketball players my people's

1262
01:12:05,600 --> 01:12:08,360
Speaker 1: so he was like, man, you know, like that, going

1263
01:12:08,439 --> 01:12:10,320
Speaker 1: back to what you were saying, I was a fucking

1264
01:12:10,520 --> 01:12:12,560
Speaker 1: I was in like ninth or tenth grade. He was

1265
01:12:12,640 --> 01:12:15,240
Speaker 1: in the twelfth grade. I think maybe eleventh or twelveth

1266
01:12:16,560 --> 01:12:18,080
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. He was like, what's up,

1267
01:12:18,120 --> 01:12:20,360
Speaker 1: come on, let's just walk and talk walking socceror whatever.

1268
01:12:21,080 --> 01:12:23,400
Speaker 1: So I kind of put myself in a bad situation.

1269
01:12:23,520 --> 01:12:25,160
Speaker 1: But you know, I'm kind of trying to be grown.

1270
01:12:25,200 --> 01:12:27,960
Speaker 1: I'm like Okay, I'm in high school now, so let

1271
01:12:28,040 --> 01:12:32,000
Speaker 1: me act accordingly. I ended up in the locker room

1272
01:12:32,040 --> 01:12:34,479
Speaker 1: with him, and I'm just like, whatn't then? I didn't

1273
01:12:34,479 --> 01:12:36,280
Speaker 1: even know what to do at that point. At this

1274
01:12:36,400 --> 01:12:38,360
Speaker 1: point in his mind, he knows exactly what he wants

1275
01:12:38,360 --> 01:12:40,200
Speaker 1: to happen. And my man, I'm like, whatn't then? I'm

1276
01:12:40,240 --> 01:12:44,840
Speaker 1: in this motherfuckers just like I'm just sitting here like

1277
01:12:44,920 --> 01:12:46,160
Speaker 1: what the fun? I think you just want me to

1278
01:12:46,200 --> 01:12:49,479
Speaker 1: come come. I'm like, okay, what's up. I'm thinking and

1279
01:12:49,600 --> 01:12:52,479
Speaker 1: talking and this man pulled out his teenis and it

1280
01:12:52,600 --> 01:12:57,400
Speaker 1: was huge. I was like, bro, I'm not I'm scared.

1281
01:12:58,280 --> 01:12:59,920
Speaker 1: I was. I was scared of shit. I was like

1282
01:13:01,840 --> 01:13:04,280
Speaker 1: and he was like, what's wrong? And I'm like, I

1283
01:13:04,360 --> 01:13:09,800
Speaker 1: ain't never even seen women. I don't know what to

1284
01:13:09,920 --> 01:13:12,120
Speaker 1: do with a penis at this point. Bro like, yeah,

1285
01:13:12,560 --> 01:13:14,680
Speaker 1: I didn't heard about it, but I've never seen one

1286
01:13:14,720 --> 01:13:17,439
Speaker 1: in the flesh, and damn sure not. They're fucking big.

1287
01:13:17,760 --> 01:13:23,439
Speaker 1: Like I was like not. After that, I was like, yeah,

1288
01:13:23,479 --> 01:13:25,800
Speaker 1: I think I'm just gonna say my vagina for another time.

1289
01:13:27,360 --> 01:13:31,479
Speaker 1: So do y'all so so that I don't know, man,

1290
01:13:31,560 --> 01:13:34,439
Speaker 1: I just I don't know. How how bad niggas won't

1291
01:13:34,520 --> 01:13:38,679
Speaker 1: push it. And I think sometimes that that y'all heavy

1292
01:13:39,120 --> 01:13:41,720
Speaker 1: fucked up. Well, y'all don't even be knowing. This is

1293
01:13:41,880 --> 01:13:44,439
Speaker 1: rape culture that's going on, I'm saying, And that's what

1294
01:13:44,560 --> 01:13:48,320
Speaker 1: I'm like. And then I saw a lot of women

1295
01:13:48,400 --> 01:13:50,760
Speaker 1: don't even a lot of women don't even realize they're

1296
01:13:50,800 --> 01:13:53,120
Speaker 1: being ranked this that these days, because it's so much

1297
01:13:53,280 --> 01:13:56,439
Speaker 1: drugs and alcohol in the mix. A man come and

1298
01:13:56,520 --> 01:13:59,320
Speaker 1: bring you out of Perky's, the Zenix, whatever your drug

1299
01:13:59,439 --> 01:14:01,720
Speaker 1: or choice is, and you might get on it and

1300
01:14:01,840 --> 01:14:03,439
Speaker 1: thank you, having a good time, and the next day

1301
01:14:03,479 --> 01:14:07,760
Speaker 1: you wake up like we had sex and you didn't

1302
01:14:07,760 --> 01:14:09,960
Speaker 1: even want it, like he literally you passed out or

1303
01:14:10,280 --> 01:14:12,479
Speaker 1: he kind of made you this but you didn't even

1304
01:14:12,520 --> 01:14:16,920
Speaker 1: know because you were under the influence. And it's not

1305
01:14:17,040 --> 01:14:18,640
Speaker 1: a day right if you if this is what you

1306
01:14:18,800 --> 01:14:21,000
Speaker 1: do and you're like, okay, so what's up, I'm gonna

1307
01:14:21,000 --> 01:14:23,280
Speaker 1: come over you got the Perkies on day? Shit, If

1308
01:14:23,280 --> 01:14:25,400
Speaker 1: you come over here and pop a Perks, then that's

1309
01:14:25,479 --> 01:14:27,760
Speaker 1: your fault. And I go to sleep, And I'm not

1310
01:14:27,840 --> 01:14:31,400
Speaker 1: even saying go to sleep. I'm prob gonna result in something,

1311
01:14:31,479 --> 01:14:34,759
Speaker 1: but I'm exactly but but I'm not that you're sleep

1312
01:14:35,000 --> 01:14:41,599
Speaker 1: You may be, so I don't know what I don't either.

1313
01:14:41,760 --> 01:14:44,400
Speaker 1: You sleep, right, you got to be paid? Okay, well

1314
01:14:44,439 --> 01:14:48,960
Speaker 1: I'm not even just you were old exaggerate just to

1315
01:14:49,040 --> 01:14:53,080
Speaker 1: say but, but I'm not saying. I'm just saying, Okay,

1316
01:14:53,120 --> 01:14:55,599
Speaker 1: that's like if I my drug of choice are perk

1317
01:14:55,880 --> 01:14:58,880
Speaker 1: Perker said whatever the fuck it is, and loan like, okay,

1318
01:14:58,920 --> 01:15:00,600
Speaker 1: what's up. Come over. You know we're gonna kick it.

1319
01:15:00,640 --> 01:15:02,280
Speaker 1: We got got drunks. I got you know, I got

1320
01:15:02,360 --> 01:15:04,400
Speaker 1: you some perks. Yeah, so I come up, I throw

1321
01:15:04,479 --> 01:15:06,400
Speaker 1: one back. Were kicking. I'm like, shit, I'm gonna pop

1322
01:15:06,479 --> 01:15:08,760
Speaker 1: another one. I'm feeling good and not saying that I'm

1323
01:15:08,840 --> 01:15:11,160
Speaker 1: sleeping nothing. If this at the time, I'm very aware

1324
01:15:11,200 --> 01:15:13,599
Speaker 1: of what's going on. Yeah, you feel me. We might

1325
01:15:13,680 --> 01:15:16,559
Speaker 1: start freaking doing our little thing and we have sex.

1326
01:15:17,240 --> 01:15:20,160
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, not saying that I wanted it.

1327
01:15:20,439 --> 01:15:22,040
Speaker 1: But he may not even be or he might not

1328
01:15:22,120 --> 01:15:25,640
Speaker 1: even pop. No, he might not even been drinking. That's consensual.

1329
01:15:25,720 --> 01:15:28,360
Speaker 1: Say so, But what I'm saying is if you are,

1330
01:15:28,680 --> 01:15:32,439
Speaker 1: if if you pop two perkis and what this is fitting,

1331
01:15:35,479 --> 01:15:38,920
Speaker 1: let me let me not this's gonna be interesting points.

1332
01:15:38,960 --> 01:15:41,439
Speaker 1: So if you pop two perkies, you come over here,

1333
01:15:41,479 --> 01:15:44,120
Speaker 1: you pop two perkis. First of all, call you drink.

1334
01:15:45,080 --> 01:15:49,120
Speaker 1: First of all, call you people. Hold on. I don't

1335
01:15:49,160 --> 01:15:50,800
Speaker 1: want to I don't want to miss this point because

1336
01:15:50,840 --> 01:15:53,760
Speaker 1: it's gonna spin off fish something. But if if if

1337
01:15:53,840 --> 01:15:56,200
Speaker 1: I call you and we're making arrangement to meet each

1338
01:15:56,240 --> 01:15:58,760
Speaker 1: other and there's drugs involved, right, I say, hey, man,

1339
01:15:59,400 --> 01:16:01,439
Speaker 1: you know, come on over here. You know I'm trying

1340
01:16:01,439 --> 01:16:03,280
Speaker 1: to tell your little ass something. And I got them,

1341
01:16:03,400 --> 01:16:06,080
Speaker 1: I got them, percose, I'm not even saying. But if

1342
01:16:06,200 --> 01:16:10,160
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'm saying this right, I'm switching this whole

1343
01:16:10,240 --> 01:16:13,320
Speaker 1: situation because I want to see how this is approach,

1344
01:16:13,320 --> 01:16:16,800
Speaker 1: because the legal side of it, it's a blurrish spot.

1345
01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:19,600
Speaker 1: It's some blurrsh some blurred that. So all right, so

1346
01:16:19,840 --> 01:16:22,360
Speaker 1: you call I call you. I'm like, yo, look Freddy,

1347
01:16:22,360 --> 01:16:24,080
Speaker 1: we're gonna get up. I got I got a couple

1348
01:16:24,120 --> 01:16:26,160
Speaker 1: of them purgos for you. You know what I like

1349
01:16:26,280 --> 01:16:29,320
Speaker 1: to do. You know what's up. We're gonna get up now.

1350
01:16:29,520 --> 01:16:32,680
Speaker 1: But but listen, so now you say cool, right, you

1351
01:16:32,800 --> 01:16:36,120
Speaker 1: come over, you get the two perks. You get the drinking.

1352
01:16:36,200 --> 01:16:38,800
Speaker 1: I'm drinking, I'm high, I'm smoking my shit, I'm doing

1353
01:16:38,920 --> 01:16:42,320
Speaker 1: my one two. Now you in the space where you

1354
01:16:42,520 --> 01:16:46,560
Speaker 1: because see percoset is opioid based, and for people that

1355
01:16:46,680 --> 01:16:51,800
Speaker 1: don't know what opioids is, that's how run. So you

1356
01:16:52,000 --> 01:16:54,439
Speaker 1: nod and when you see a seal or a fiend

1357
01:16:54,560 --> 01:16:58,280
Speaker 1: or somebody nod, I'm an extra dealer allegedly. So it's

1358
01:16:58,320 --> 01:17:01,240
Speaker 1: how when you see that it's some kind of opioid,

1359
01:17:01,280 --> 01:17:05,639
Speaker 1: it could be it could be any kind of opi anything. Yeah,

1360
01:17:06,000 --> 01:17:09,960
Speaker 1: so what happens is now but but the rocks is

1361
01:17:10,200 --> 01:17:13,600
Speaker 1: it don't do it as as hard as like the

1362
01:17:13,720 --> 01:17:17,920
Speaker 1: heroin or something that other opior base ship. Yeah, get

1363
01:17:18,000 --> 01:17:20,360
Speaker 1: a little bit, but it's the same thing. And what

1364
01:17:20,479 --> 01:17:22,840
Speaker 1: they say is that's the monkey. Yeah, monkey, get on

1365
01:17:22,920 --> 01:17:27,880
Speaker 1: your back. You can't get it off. It's a little

1366
01:17:27,880 --> 01:17:30,680
Speaker 1: bit but in a way. But but so now so

1367
01:17:31,000 --> 01:17:33,040
Speaker 1: so now we're at the point where you at my house.

1368
01:17:33,120 --> 01:17:35,400
Speaker 1: I've gave you some perkins. You're drinking, I'm drinking, we

1369
01:17:35,520 --> 01:17:38,960
Speaker 1: have music on. We find we're finna get lit. You

1370
01:17:39,080 --> 01:17:42,840
Speaker 1: don't took off into a nod. You to the point

1371
01:17:42,880 --> 01:17:47,000
Speaker 1: where you're not you conscious breathing, but you ain't with nothing.

1372
01:17:47,080 --> 01:17:49,880
Speaker 1: You kind of just so to mom, just resting high.

1373
01:17:49,960 --> 01:17:52,680
Speaker 1: I just saying like I'm here, I'm here, but I'm

1374
01:17:52,760 --> 01:17:55,560
Speaker 1: not clocked out. I'm I'm so bullet that it's just

1375
01:17:56,400 --> 01:17:59,280
Speaker 1: I ain't even high, ain't here right, right, And so

1376
01:17:59,520 --> 01:18:04,400
Speaker 1: he does this. That's right, and that's what I'm speaking

1377
01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:08,320
Speaker 1: now legally, that's right. Yeah, she may even wake up

1378
01:18:08,360 --> 01:18:15,280
Speaker 1: and say that was cool. It's cool. That's still it's

1379
01:18:15,320 --> 01:18:17,519
Speaker 1: still in the In the last one, I'm trying to

1380
01:18:17,520 --> 01:18:19,840
Speaker 1: tell you why I said get blurry in the low ass,

1381
01:18:20,840 --> 01:18:26,960
Speaker 1: because they getting to the point. Now what one of

1382
01:18:27,000 --> 01:18:29,679
Speaker 1: these states something I was reading and I'm miss quoting.

1383
01:18:29,720 --> 01:18:32,120
Speaker 1: We don't fact check it's up there podcast. We just

1384
01:18:32,280 --> 01:18:36,160
Speaker 1: keep it gainst. I looked at some place that was saying,

1385
01:18:36,640 --> 01:18:41,240
Speaker 1: during consensual sex, you're gonna have to continue to get

1386
01:18:41,479 --> 01:18:46,280
Speaker 1: consent meaning fucking you. It's still good. We're still straight

1387
01:18:46,320 --> 01:18:50,040
Speaker 1: about this position. It's still good. We still can do

1388
01:18:50,160 --> 01:18:57,560
Speaker 1: this now. And it's like I didn't understand son the

1389
01:18:57,640 --> 01:19:00,439
Speaker 1: way it's crazy. So so it's crazy said that in

1390
01:19:00,520 --> 01:19:04,040
Speaker 1: the low ass, that's still rape. If if somebody takes

1391
01:19:04,080 --> 01:19:07,960
Speaker 1: two perse and even if we came if she come

1392
01:19:08,040 --> 01:19:12,320
Speaker 1: over my house with the understanding we find the fuck

1393
01:19:12,479 --> 01:19:15,160
Speaker 1: she's still at the time when she giving me her pussy,

1394
01:19:15,600 --> 01:19:18,439
Speaker 1: need to make the decision. So what about that video

1395
01:19:18,479 --> 01:19:20,559
Speaker 1: that was floating around on Instagram when their boy they

1396
01:19:20,640 --> 01:19:23,320
Speaker 1: was fucking their girl that was high fuck on coke.

1397
01:19:23,400 --> 01:19:25,280
Speaker 1: I don't know what. She was on the probably facing

1398
01:19:25,320 --> 01:19:27,240
Speaker 1: the charge saying I don't know. I ain't seen him,

1399
01:19:27,240 --> 01:19:29,439
Speaker 1: facing no charges, but they posted her and they told

1400
01:19:29,479 --> 01:19:31,920
Speaker 1: her husband and their thing and all kind of shit.

1401
01:19:32,000 --> 01:19:36,760
Speaker 1: This shit was this, This shit was crazy. This is

1402
01:19:36,840 --> 01:19:39,759
Speaker 1: probably like early on in the year and some nigga

1403
01:19:39,840 --> 01:19:41,599
Speaker 1: he was on there with the lituries. I don't know him,

1404
01:19:41,600 --> 01:19:43,080
Speaker 1: so I ain't gonna expose your body because I don't

1405
01:19:43,080 --> 01:19:44,720
Speaker 1: even know your name. But I'm saying he was on

1406
01:19:44,800 --> 01:19:46,639
Speaker 1: there and they were hitting her sheet. I'm talking about

1407
01:19:46,640 --> 01:19:51,479
Speaker 1: did she was dead? Here facts they from her fact

1408
01:19:51,760 --> 01:19:55,280
Speaker 1: kiss me. I'm talking about the last going fucking wow.

1409
01:19:56,479 --> 01:19:59,559
Speaker 1: I was like, I wish my sister. I think I've

1410
01:19:59,600 --> 01:20:02,960
Speaker 1: seen that man I'm talking about in the hood and

1411
01:20:12,000 --> 01:20:14,720
Speaker 1: see and see that's the thing because we're front like

1412
01:20:14,960 --> 01:20:17,040
Speaker 1: you got the I don't. I ain't saying it right,

1413
01:20:17,080 --> 01:20:19,000
Speaker 1: I know it I mean, I know it's wrong, but

1414
01:20:19,080 --> 01:20:24,000
Speaker 1: I'm and people be with that. And then you got

1415
01:20:24,080 --> 01:20:27,080
Speaker 1: some women and it's so blurry because you got some

1416
01:20:27,280 --> 01:20:31,840
Speaker 1: women that's into that kind of shit. So when you

1417
01:20:31,960 --> 01:20:35,599
Speaker 1: are desensitized because I'm from the projects where I'm running

1418
01:20:35,680 --> 01:20:39,040
Speaker 1: into women that's owning this. When I run into one

1419
01:20:39,520 --> 01:20:42,960
Speaker 1: and she's scared and that's the reason why she's doing it,

1420
01:20:43,320 --> 01:20:45,640
Speaker 1: then that's the problem. You know what I'm saying. I

1421
01:20:45,760 --> 01:20:48,960
Speaker 1: think how she feels when she's doing it. It's what

1422
01:20:49,200 --> 01:20:51,240
Speaker 1: it is. What I think they consider rape, but they

1423
01:20:51,320 --> 01:20:53,720
Speaker 1: can change. That's what's interesting. But do you know what

1424
01:20:53,840 --> 01:20:57,760
Speaker 1: else is right? This is also rape? Just answer if

1425
01:20:57,800 --> 01:21:01,120
Speaker 1: you haven't consensual sex with somebody in the man takes

1426
01:21:01,160 --> 01:21:03,880
Speaker 1: his condom out willily without you knowing, that's right. Have

1427
01:21:04,000 --> 01:21:11,719
Speaker 1: it happened to y'all? Shots facts, that's what's gonna happen

1428
01:21:11,760 --> 01:21:16,120
Speaker 1: to all. Yeah, But this is is up there podcast.

1429
01:21:16,200 --> 01:21:18,960
Speaker 1: This is not personal. So what we've been saying is

1430
01:21:19,080 --> 01:21:22,080
Speaker 1: is that that's most definitely right. And I felt and

1431
01:21:22,120 --> 01:21:23,680
Speaker 1: I was so shocked to hear that because I'm like,

1432
01:21:23,720 --> 01:21:26,080
Speaker 1: it's a lot, but I see I'm interested in knowing.

1433
01:21:26,600 --> 01:21:30,320
Speaker 1: So now not right because you didn't consent to right,

1434
01:21:30,479 --> 01:21:33,479
Speaker 1: And I understand that. That's not my question. My question

1435
01:21:33,760 --> 01:21:37,240
Speaker 1: is if you not, y'all, so somebody you know, let's say,

1436
01:21:37,320 --> 01:21:41,639
Speaker 1: if it happened to somebody you know, did they did

1437
01:21:41,720 --> 01:21:44,840
Speaker 1: the like? Do you know somebody this has happened to?

1438
01:21:45,120 --> 01:21:47,479
Speaker 1: I know somebody this hasn't happened to it. I'm telling you,

1439
01:21:47,600 --> 01:21:49,519
Speaker 1: they ain't gonna say it's right, but it's more dis

1440
01:21:52,400 --> 01:21:54,800
Speaker 1: They need to come back and hold it again. That's

1441
01:21:54,800 --> 01:22:01,320
Speaker 1: how I feel whatever. So so yeah, right, they like that. Nah,

1442
01:22:01,439 --> 01:22:03,360
Speaker 1: they ain't know, though, what if they ain't even know?

1443
01:22:04,280 --> 01:22:09,920
Speaker 1: I didn't feel better the damn stranger. If I didn't

1444
01:22:09,960 --> 01:22:12,400
Speaker 1: tell you could hit that thing wrong? Sad it had

1445
01:22:12,439 --> 01:22:14,479
Speaker 1: to be a stranger, That's what I'm saying. I mean,

1446
01:22:14,560 --> 01:22:16,640
Speaker 1: that's true because I was in a very long term

1447
01:22:16,680 --> 01:22:20,040
Speaker 1: relationship in me and my man. I'm just saying here,

1448
01:22:20,160 --> 01:22:23,040
Speaker 1: I am I'm just no, I'm just saying period. I'm

1449
01:22:23,080 --> 01:22:24,760
Speaker 1: saying on the fact that you said, it's people who

1450
01:22:24,800 --> 01:22:27,080
Speaker 1: have been in relationships for a long time and use protection.

1451
01:22:27,320 --> 01:22:29,519
Speaker 1: I was in a situation like that. Why would you

1452
01:22:29,640 --> 01:22:32,280
Speaker 1: just say something about a stranger I'm saying. I'm saying

1453
01:22:32,320 --> 01:22:35,240
Speaker 1: most definitely when it's a stranger. Because first of all,

1454
01:22:35,320 --> 01:22:37,160
Speaker 1: if y'all first of all, if this y'a man, he

1455
01:22:37,280 --> 01:22:39,120
Speaker 1: noticed what y'all do, he ain't slipping a car. He

1456
01:22:39,160 --> 01:22:40,920
Speaker 1: gonna say, baby, I want to hit that thing row,

1457
01:22:41,479 --> 01:22:44,519
Speaker 1: it's gonna be necessarily he might have just took it off.

1458
01:22:44,520 --> 01:22:47,280
Speaker 1: Who knows the person because because because there is a

1459
01:22:47,439 --> 01:22:50,759
Speaker 1: place where that decision is made to them. We're having

1460
01:22:50,840 --> 01:22:53,719
Speaker 1: six without a connor, and maybe y'all are not there.

1461
01:22:54,160 --> 01:22:56,240
Speaker 1: You see what I'm saying. So you could be in

1462
01:22:56,280 --> 01:22:59,360
Speaker 1: a relationship, she said, a long term relation, but that

1463
01:22:59,520 --> 01:23:02,920
Speaker 1: but still that timeframe, there's no time frame on that feeling,

1464
01:23:03,240 --> 01:23:04,920
Speaker 1: because I can be with you for a while and

1465
01:23:05,000 --> 01:23:08,960
Speaker 1: be like baby girl, I don't I don't want no children.

1466
01:23:09,200 --> 01:23:11,639
Speaker 1: I don't trust it you on whatever peel and shit

1467
01:23:11,720 --> 01:23:13,960
Speaker 1: you telling about, and I don't want to go through

1468
01:23:14,040 --> 01:23:16,560
Speaker 1: the same things I'm focused right now. I don't. So

1469
01:23:16,880 --> 01:23:20,000
Speaker 1: so so you know, I may still use a condom

1470
01:23:20,080 --> 01:23:22,519
Speaker 1: with you, you see what I'm saying. But so my

1471
01:23:22,800 --> 01:23:27,960
Speaker 1: my question is is for me if I because I

1472
01:23:28,160 --> 01:23:30,360
Speaker 1: do it sometime because the condom for me at this

1473
01:23:30,520 --> 01:23:34,080
Speaker 1: point is stamina. That's all I use it for. I

1474
01:23:34,280 --> 01:23:39,720
Speaker 1: use it longer. Yeah, I just I just use it

1475
01:23:39,800 --> 01:23:43,200
Speaker 1: at this point to be able to just you understand me. Yeah,

1476
01:23:43,720 --> 01:23:48,840
Speaker 1: so yeah, yeah, yeah. You know when I said, say, yeah,

1477
01:23:48,920 --> 01:23:53,960
Speaker 1: that's a powerful thing. Insert powerful words whenever I say yeah,

1478
01:23:55,520 --> 01:23:59,679
Speaker 1: but but so so my thing is right, the dick

1479
01:24:00,080 --> 01:24:03,799
Speaker 1: used to feel better or different, at least with no condom.

1480
01:24:04,880 --> 01:24:07,160
Speaker 1: So you so you saying that they should know. Yeah,

1481
01:24:07,240 --> 01:24:10,360
Speaker 1: like if I, if I'm taking pull this condom all

1482
01:24:11,120 --> 01:24:17,639
Speaker 1: comes back and already and I'm not even thinking about

1483
01:24:17,760 --> 01:24:20,840
Speaker 1: how the difference of the feeling really is. I feel

1484
01:24:20,920 --> 01:24:23,600
Speaker 1: like you shouldn't do this shit. You shouldn't do it.

1485
01:24:23,800 --> 01:24:26,680
Speaker 1: You shouldn't do it. I feel like you need to

1486
01:24:26,800 --> 01:24:29,800
Speaker 1: list somebody knows if you want to endanger their life,

1487
01:24:29,800 --> 01:24:32,000
Speaker 1: because that's not what I'm saying. I'm not saying at

1488
01:24:32,040 --> 01:24:35,439
Speaker 1: this point because men and women be out here running

1489
01:24:35,479 --> 01:24:38,000
Speaker 1: them book. We know this. They'd be cheating like slots.

1490
01:24:38,240 --> 01:24:42,559
Speaker 1: So I'm saying, don't let don't put that on nobody

1491
01:24:42,600 --> 01:24:44,479
Speaker 1: when they ain't ex for it. That's all I'm saying.

1492
01:24:46,960 --> 01:24:50,920
Speaker 1: Keep them on, don't take your condom. I even we

1493
01:24:51,120 --> 01:24:55,320
Speaker 1: understand that. I understand that. The point people I'm talking

1494
01:24:55,320 --> 01:24:58,080
Speaker 1: to them. Yeah, So they so and so if they

1495
01:24:58,160 --> 01:25:01,479
Speaker 1: can't keep up, then they lost. Because at this point

1496
01:25:01,560 --> 01:25:05,240
Speaker 1: we're talking about rape culture. You cannot take a fucking

1497
01:25:05,320 --> 01:25:07,960
Speaker 1: condom off and keep fucking and think that's cool. It's

1498
01:25:08,040 --> 01:25:12,680
Speaker 1: not anything I've already said blatantly anything outside of her

1499
01:25:12,800 --> 01:25:16,640
Speaker 1: saying I'm cool with you doing this. The laws is

1500
01:25:16,720 --> 01:25:20,720
Speaker 1: saying that's rape shouting. So what if somebody that I'm

1501
01:25:21,080 --> 01:25:24,759
Speaker 1: potentially put their finger in your butt without your consent

1502
01:25:25,040 --> 01:25:27,840
Speaker 1: it's in the middle of six that's rape. That's what

1503
01:25:27,920 --> 01:25:32,559
Speaker 1: I'm saying is and then you even got rape. When

1504
01:25:32,600 --> 01:25:34,560
Speaker 1: I can say certain shit to you and this, it

1505
01:25:34,600 --> 01:25:37,679
Speaker 1: could be considered statutory. I mean, it could be considered

1506
01:25:37,760 --> 01:25:40,800
Speaker 1: some form of rape. Like the shit so blurry that's

1507
01:25:41,880 --> 01:25:45,559
Speaker 1: you can rape your you can rape your girlfriend. Yeah,

1508
01:25:45,720 --> 01:25:49,120
Speaker 1: like they're saying, they're saying, like you like me, I

1509
01:25:49,200 --> 01:25:52,920
Speaker 1: don't ask for pussy, you take the pus. I just

1510
01:25:53,240 --> 01:25:56,680
Speaker 1: it's under Like I'm just saying it's understood. I mean

1511
01:25:56,800 --> 01:25:59,519
Speaker 1: I like to be I mean not rape by my man,

1512
01:26:04,960 --> 01:26:07,280
Speaker 1: not right by my man. But I mean in a relationship,

1513
01:26:07,320 --> 01:26:09,599
Speaker 1: it's not like, oh baby, tonight at six thirty, when

1514
01:26:09,600 --> 01:26:12,559
Speaker 1: you get home, come to the bedroom, nigga. It's like, Nigga,

1515
01:26:12,560 --> 01:26:15,000
Speaker 1: I'm hopping out the shower and I'm walking past when

1516
01:26:15,040 --> 01:26:21,040
Speaker 1: I'm saying, that's not what I'm telling you. I might

1517
01:26:21,120 --> 01:26:23,720
Speaker 1: be in the getting ready to go somewhere. He just

1518
01:26:23,880 --> 01:26:29,240
Speaker 1: took that thing, y'all facts and see, this is what

1519
01:26:29,400 --> 01:26:31,479
Speaker 1: I'm trying to tell you. This is what I'm saying.

1520
01:26:31,520 --> 01:26:36,680
Speaker 1: It's blurry because even but it's a culture thing. I

1521
01:26:36,800 --> 01:26:39,200
Speaker 1: think it depends on the people because he check this out.

1522
01:26:39,600 --> 01:26:47,360
Speaker 1: This is what's crazy is that of women could be

1523
01:26:47,560 --> 01:26:53,240
Speaker 1: okay with that, but then can change that. So y'all

1524
01:26:53,360 --> 01:26:56,240
Speaker 1: got the ability to be able to change your mind

1525
01:26:56,280 --> 01:26:59,120
Speaker 1: and say that was right. Like Shoudy come back in

1526
01:26:59,280 --> 01:27:03,960
Speaker 1: nineteen ninety one. Now you saying, oh, I'm recognizing that

1527
01:27:04,120 --> 01:27:07,720
Speaker 1: it's right. So what I'm telling y'all lives people is

1528
01:27:07,800 --> 01:27:13,439
Speaker 1: in situations where um, where they not recognizing that they're

1529
01:27:13,520 --> 01:27:16,400
Speaker 1: in those kind of situations. These people are telling you,

1530
01:27:17,400 --> 01:27:20,120
Speaker 1: these people like the what I'm saying is um is

1531
01:27:20,200 --> 01:27:25,040
Speaker 1: that they're saying anything outside of you consenting this rape. Right,

1532
01:27:25,840 --> 01:27:29,240
Speaker 1: you just said that they would consider that rape. You

1533
01:27:29,360 --> 01:27:34,080
Speaker 1: get out the shower with your boyfriend. And that's what

1534
01:27:39,520 --> 01:27:43,160
Speaker 1: my babe is like, I promise. I don't think we

1535
01:27:43,280 --> 01:27:46,120
Speaker 1: ever have a conversation about it's timing the fuck now?

1536
01:27:46,320 --> 01:27:49,280
Speaker 1: Or is it okay? Like I don't think nobody's doing

1537
01:27:49,439 --> 01:27:55,000
Speaker 1: that awkward? Is he sensitive hands? Like it's very awkward?

1538
01:27:55,080 --> 01:27:56,960
Speaker 1: Like my man takes me like, baby, look, you need

1539
01:27:57,000 --> 01:28:00,320
Speaker 1: to be at home in five shower fa I need

1540
01:28:00,360 --> 01:28:03,439
Speaker 1: you in the big nigga. That's called scheduled sex. That's

1541
01:28:06,120 --> 01:28:08,880
Speaker 1: are you making me do that? Is this like a

1542
01:28:09,080 --> 01:28:13,320
Speaker 1: mandatory thing? I'm obligated to this. I just got text raped,

1543
01:28:14,400 --> 01:28:19,559
Speaker 1: text raped. It's up there now everything considered right, big

1544
01:28:20,080 --> 01:28:25,280
Speaker 1: fucked up. It's up kiding raping too. Now it depends

1545
01:28:25,400 --> 01:28:28,400
Speaker 1: if you like kissing. So if somebody just aggressively kissed

1546
01:28:28,439 --> 01:28:33,200
Speaker 1: me without my that's right. Well hey I hadn't been right,

1547
01:28:33,600 --> 01:28:40,599
Speaker 1: that's right. And see that's what's for me. I don't

1548
01:28:40,640 --> 01:28:44,640
Speaker 1: like him moving around in in in life. And I'm like,

1549
01:28:44,920 --> 01:28:47,080
Speaker 1: I know, if it's niggas shooting at you, so how

1550
01:28:47,280 --> 01:28:49,720
Speaker 1: is they shooting as they aggressive? As they like you

1551
01:28:49,840 --> 01:28:52,240
Speaker 1: got the weird old niggas that you might be cord

1552
01:28:52,320 --> 01:28:54,639
Speaker 1: you with and they took it wrong. And now they're

1553
01:28:54,680 --> 01:29:01,040
Speaker 1: in a space where it's like Okay. I was at

1554
01:29:01,400 --> 01:29:06,519
Speaker 1: White Haveing Middle School and y'all, I was just so nice,

1555
01:29:06,560 --> 01:29:07,720
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And we used to have

1556
01:29:07,920 --> 01:29:10,960
Speaker 1: like the little CDC classes like they used to be,

1557
01:29:11,320 --> 01:29:13,800
Speaker 1: you know, they go to school with this or whatever.

1558
01:29:13,920 --> 01:29:15,160
Speaker 1: And it was this boy I used to be so

1559
01:29:15,360 --> 01:29:16,680
Speaker 1: nice in my just having I see how he was

1560
01:29:16,720 --> 01:29:22,760
Speaker 1: obsessed with me. Crazy. I was getting scared. Yeah. And

1561
01:29:22,840 --> 01:29:24,720
Speaker 1: it happened to my sister too with this other boy

1562
01:29:24,760 --> 01:29:26,680
Speaker 1: that went to school with her. He was obsessed with her.

1563
01:29:26,800 --> 01:29:29,360
Speaker 1: Her mama was mad at my sister. I mean his

1564
01:29:29,479 --> 01:29:32,560
Speaker 1: mama mad and my sister saying, like stop talking to

1565
01:29:32,720 --> 01:29:34,880
Speaker 1: him because they're making the same like you know that

1566
01:29:35,000 --> 01:29:38,160
Speaker 1: he crazy, don't add him on. But I'm just being

1567
01:29:38,200 --> 01:29:44,840
Speaker 1: a nice person now to this day, like crazy on

1568
01:29:45,080 --> 01:29:48,759
Speaker 1: social media. Yeah, and see that's the thing. It's it's crazy.

1569
01:29:48,840 --> 01:29:51,920
Speaker 1: I don't I don't understand it. Man. But people are obsessive.

1570
01:29:52,280 --> 01:29:55,240
Speaker 1: People are stalkers, you know, it's all kind of shit going.

1571
01:29:55,560 --> 01:29:57,320
Speaker 1: I think that stalks should come from because ya know

1572
01:29:57,400 --> 01:29:59,280
Speaker 1: they say women are there. You know you know what,

1573
01:29:59,520 --> 01:30:02,679
Speaker 1: y'all women good for stalking a man, know what? Because

1574
01:30:02,760 --> 01:30:06,160
Speaker 1: man relationships are crazy. Man, I'm dealing with some shit

1575
01:30:06,360 --> 01:30:10,240
Speaker 1: right now. I'm dealing with some shit right now, Like

1576
01:30:10,360 --> 01:30:14,360
Speaker 1: I ain't even thinking that serious as that what I'm saying,

1577
01:30:14,439 --> 01:30:17,680
Speaker 1: I'm dealing with some of the deal I'm dealing with

1578
01:30:17,840 --> 01:30:20,960
Speaker 1: some I'm dealing with not not from I'm dealing with

1579
01:30:21,080 --> 01:30:23,639
Speaker 1: that shit from people that ain't even in my circle. Yeah,

1580
01:30:23,760 --> 01:30:26,200
Speaker 1: I mean, it's some crazy shit. I'm dealing with some

1581
01:30:26,400 --> 01:30:29,719
Speaker 1: crazy shit right now. But it's fine because I'm as

1582
01:30:30,200 --> 01:30:32,240
Speaker 1: But I'm telling you, I'm dealing with some shit. It's like,

1583
01:30:32,800 --> 01:30:36,040
Speaker 1: what the fuck is going on? Like you crazy? Oh no,

1584
01:30:36,280 --> 01:30:37,760
Speaker 1: And I'm telling you if you get close to me,

1585
01:30:37,880 --> 01:30:40,960
Speaker 1: crazy or not, I'm telling you what's gonna go down. Okay,

1586
01:30:41,000 --> 01:30:44,240
Speaker 1: So I'm going to but for you to say that,

1587
01:30:44,400 --> 01:30:46,160
Speaker 1: like how you said, it's kind of like not someone

1588
01:30:46,160 --> 01:30:49,920
Speaker 1: who's in your circle, someone like people have access to you,

1589
01:30:50,040 --> 01:30:52,799
Speaker 1: you know, when you do things in a public especially

1590
01:30:52,960 --> 01:30:56,080
Speaker 1: social media or even this one particular situation happened to me.

1591
01:30:56,160 --> 01:30:58,800
Speaker 1: I was traveling. I was in Miami. You know, where

1592
01:30:58,800 --> 01:31:00,880
Speaker 1: you out of town with a group of friends, you

1593
01:31:00,960 --> 01:31:02,920
Speaker 1: meet people, you mingle with new people. You know what

1594
01:31:02,920 --> 01:31:05,400
Speaker 1: I'm saying. You're on the beach to Miami Wide open,

1595
01:31:05,439 --> 01:31:07,040
Speaker 1: like we can see it right here and have a dream.

1596
01:31:07,120 --> 01:31:09,040
Speaker 1: I don't know you, but hey, let's get to know

1597
01:31:09,160 --> 01:31:12,479
Speaker 1: each other. So we're just kicking shit, kicking shit. The

1598
01:31:12,560 --> 01:31:15,320
Speaker 1: guy ended up being crazy as fuck, like I had

1599
01:31:15,360 --> 01:31:17,040
Speaker 1: to get my number change when I came back home

1600
01:31:17,080 --> 01:31:18,640
Speaker 1: because he was college. He was. He was like if

1601
01:31:18,640 --> 01:31:20,320
Speaker 1: I would have stayed in Miami, woman night, he was

1602
01:31:20,320 --> 01:31:23,240
Speaker 1: gonna chop my body up. One night. Yes, one night

1603
01:31:23,280 --> 01:31:25,320
Speaker 1: he text me like, you know you exchanged. I'm like, yeah,

1604
01:31:25,320 --> 01:31:26,800
Speaker 1: we can get up to our again, you know what.

1605
01:31:28,360 --> 01:31:30,479
Speaker 1: So guess what, Yeah he got man. He was like me,

1606
01:31:31,640 --> 01:31:33,880
Speaker 1: listen to me, my sister, my friends, like we all

1607
01:31:33,960 --> 01:31:36,320
Speaker 1: went out together. I get a text message like what

1608
01:31:36,439 --> 01:31:38,160
Speaker 1: y'all doing. I'm like, now, you know, we're just out

1609
01:31:38,240 --> 01:31:40,639
Speaker 1: kicking it right now. We didn't really get a chance

1610
01:31:40,760 --> 01:31:43,280
Speaker 1: to come out and you know, meet up with you today,

1611
01:31:43,320 --> 01:31:46,599
Speaker 1: but we can get up anytime. So he was like okay.

1612
01:31:46,720 --> 01:31:48,880
Speaker 1: Later on he texts me, he was like, wow, so

1613
01:31:49,080 --> 01:31:51,320
Speaker 1: you out partying and kicking it and I'm at home

1614
01:31:51,439 --> 01:31:54,960
Speaker 1: in the bed. What like, am I supposed to be

1615
01:31:55,080 --> 01:31:57,080
Speaker 1: there with you? And I'm talking out Not once that

1616
01:31:57,160 --> 01:31:59,040
Speaker 1: I lead this man, I'm not once that I dip

1617
01:31:59,120 --> 01:32:01,360
Speaker 1: off with him by myself self. Not once did I

1618
01:32:01,479 --> 01:32:03,880
Speaker 1: say I want you. Not once did I say that

1619
01:32:04,000 --> 01:32:06,360
Speaker 1: this is that. It was just like he had an

1620
01:32:06,360 --> 01:32:09,560
Speaker 1: obsession with me. He told me a story about his

1621
01:32:09,800 --> 01:32:13,240
Speaker 1: friend met this girl and he ended up going to

1622
01:32:13,400 --> 01:32:15,920
Speaker 1: her city and met her and when he got there

1623
01:32:16,400 --> 01:32:19,960
Speaker 1: that the girl had a whole man and he was

1624
01:32:20,040 --> 01:32:21,840
Speaker 1: like that, he was like he just he was like,

1625
01:32:21,880 --> 01:32:23,680
Speaker 1: my friend was so confused and didn't know how to

1626
01:32:23,760 --> 01:32:25,960
Speaker 1: take it. And as I started to think about it,

1627
01:32:25,960 --> 01:32:30,719
Speaker 1: I'm like, that wasn't your friend you And my sister

1628
01:32:30,880 --> 01:32:33,680
Speaker 1: was like, you probably reminded him of the girl. And

1629
01:32:33,760 --> 01:32:37,200
Speaker 1: I'm like, literally I had to get my number changed,

1630
01:32:37,320 --> 01:32:39,840
Speaker 1: literally like give my number. I had a matter of fact,

1631
01:32:39,880 --> 01:32:41,880
Speaker 1: I left one of my luggage bags at the hotel

1632
01:32:41,960 --> 01:32:45,560
Speaker 1: where we stayed at and I ended up having to

1633
01:32:45,600 --> 01:32:48,280
Speaker 1: go back, and my sister was like, please don't go back, please,

1634
01:32:48,400 --> 01:32:50,680
Speaker 1: like I am so scared for you, Like I'm so

1635
01:32:50,760 --> 01:32:52,479
Speaker 1: I was at the airport. He was texting my phone

1636
01:32:52,520 --> 01:32:54,280
Speaker 1: like come down, says I'm gonna shoot you in your

1637
01:32:54,320 --> 01:32:57,519
Speaker 1: fucking brains in the hotel lobby. Like I literally had

1638
01:32:57,560 --> 01:33:00,160
Speaker 1: to get my number change. When I got back, you

1639
01:33:00,240 --> 01:33:04,759
Speaker 1: don't bumped into some serious different types. For real psycho,

1640
01:33:04,920 --> 01:33:07,800
Speaker 1: I would have had to call somebody, but it wasn't

1641
01:33:07,800 --> 01:33:09,479
Speaker 1: even that serious when I was there. It was like

1642
01:33:10,680 --> 01:33:15,840
Speaker 1: people to snap a home. But that's when I was

1643
01:33:17,640 --> 01:33:20,400
Speaker 1: on my way home and I did called. I would

1644
01:33:20,400 --> 01:33:22,800
Speaker 1: have said, Harris, I called the police, but it's like,

1645
01:33:23,240 --> 01:33:24,800
Speaker 1: first of all, he gave me a fake name. Of

1646
01:33:24,920 --> 01:33:28,960
Speaker 1: course you did me was number Hey. His intentions from

1647
01:33:29,000 --> 01:33:32,559
Speaker 1: the jumps, the fuck up that was his peo would

1648
01:33:32,600 --> 01:33:35,080
Speaker 1: have got her about herself. And that's when I said, Luckily,

1649
01:33:35,080 --> 01:33:37,760
Speaker 1: I'm not the type of cheek to wanting to go

1650
01:33:37,880 --> 01:33:40,360
Speaker 1: dip off with him, because I would have been fucking

1651
01:33:40,439 --> 01:33:43,759
Speaker 1: dead right now knowing that me and out here exists

1652
01:33:43,960 --> 01:33:49,160
Speaker 1: that way. Is that a direct a direct look at

1653
01:33:49,240 --> 01:33:51,920
Speaker 1: why women are obsessed with good men? Or like that

1654
01:33:52,160 --> 01:33:54,040
Speaker 1: is why? Because it's like that, because it's like you're

1655
01:33:54,080 --> 01:33:57,880
Speaker 1: dealing with niggas this you know, yeah, you're dealing with

1656
01:33:58,000 --> 01:34:00,840
Speaker 1: all I say, And that just really made me. That

1657
01:34:00,960 --> 01:34:03,320
Speaker 1: really made me look at people a completely different way,

1658
01:34:03,360 --> 01:34:06,240
Speaker 1: because I'm like, I for real met a fucking serial killer.

1659
01:34:06,280 --> 01:34:12,400
Speaker 1: It didn't even know, like I'm at the first time drinks.

1660
01:34:12,439 --> 01:34:15,160
Speaker 1: He was cool and shit. So what happened? Like, was

1661
01:34:15,240 --> 01:34:17,280
Speaker 1: you just I know how to beat? Is? I love?

1662
01:34:17,640 --> 01:34:20,160
Speaker 1: Were we were sitting on ocean, so what was he

1663
01:34:20,240 --> 01:34:22,720
Speaker 1: sitting somewhere? Did he say? Hey? You looking like? How

1664
01:34:22,760 --> 01:34:26,240
Speaker 1: did y'all? How we bumped into each other? Met? We

1665
01:34:26,360 --> 01:34:28,160
Speaker 1: bumped into each other. This is how it happened. Me,

1666
01:34:28,320 --> 01:34:30,640
Speaker 1: my sister and the friend who was with us. We

1667
01:34:30,720 --> 01:34:32,920
Speaker 1: were just walking on the walking, you know, through the

1668
01:34:33,760 --> 01:34:36,360
Speaker 1: streets of South Beach, just walking like you know, you

1669
01:34:36,439 --> 01:34:39,080
Speaker 1: walk everywhere in South Beach. I really gotta drive streets,

1670
01:34:39,479 --> 01:34:42,960
Speaker 1: the boulevards, I back to back, right, we're walking or whatever.

1671
01:34:43,320 --> 01:34:45,240
Speaker 1: We hit a little cut because we're smoking. You know

1672
01:34:45,280 --> 01:34:46,840
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, we're smoking. So we just walked through

1673
01:34:46,840 --> 01:34:49,800
Speaker 1: a little cut. He was like, um, he was like,

1674
01:34:49,920 --> 01:34:51,600
Speaker 1: how y'all doing it? He was like, hey, what's up?

1675
01:34:51,680 --> 01:34:54,679
Speaker 1: You know, being cordial? What's up? You know? Um, y'all

1676
01:34:54,800 --> 01:34:56,519
Speaker 1: may not want to y'all. He's like, y'all need to

1677
01:34:56,520 --> 01:35:00,479
Speaker 1: be careful because these crazy people in Miami. He's he

1678
01:35:00,600 --> 01:35:03,479
Speaker 1: told me, and he kept on telling me. He kept

1679
01:35:03,520 --> 01:35:05,080
Speaker 1: one thing that I remember in my mind. He kept

1680
01:35:05,120 --> 01:35:09,600
Speaker 1: telling me, you know, everything that glitter ain't go. He

1681
01:35:09,800 --> 01:35:12,200
Speaker 1: giving you. He kept on telling me that, and I knew,

1682
01:35:12,320 --> 01:35:14,479
Speaker 1: but that's why this is myself, Like we're not kicking

1683
01:35:14,520 --> 01:35:15,880
Speaker 1: it with him no more. And that's when he starts

1684
01:35:15,880 --> 01:35:19,599
Speaker 1: sending the crazy messages because I wasn't responding to him.

1685
01:35:19,640 --> 01:35:23,639
Speaker 1: How it was it first, like you would have killed

1686
01:35:23,680 --> 01:35:30,519
Speaker 1: her that day? So did y'all with y'all together without

1687
01:35:30,680 --> 01:35:34,280
Speaker 1: anybody else? Did y'all have drinks and nobody walked off?

1688
01:35:34,439 --> 01:35:36,040
Speaker 1: Not no, but so we sat at the time with

1689
01:35:36,120 --> 01:35:38,719
Speaker 1: me and my sisters stayed together the entire time. Somebody

1690
01:35:38,760 --> 01:35:40,160
Speaker 1: it was a group. It was him and one of

1691
01:35:40,240 --> 01:35:43,720
Speaker 1: his friends, my sister, my friend, and me sitting at

1692
01:35:43,760 --> 01:35:48,280
Speaker 1: the table, a wide open situation. My sister was like

1693
01:35:48,479 --> 01:35:50,800
Speaker 1: literally like people when I tell people this story that like, bro,

1694
01:35:50,920 --> 01:35:53,000
Speaker 1: you had to do something with my sister was like, no,

1695
01:35:53,160 --> 01:35:56,280
Speaker 1: my sister never, Like we literally never left each other's

1696
01:35:56,280 --> 01:36:00,120
Speaker 1: side or side period, Like I've never ducked out with

1697
01:36:00,200 --> 01:36:03,639
Speaker 1: this man by myself. I didn't walk outside the hotel

1698
01:36:03,720 --> 01:36:05,960
Speaker 1: with him by myself or anything. Then the crazy part

1699
01:36:06,120 --> 01:36:09,080
Speaker 1: was the hotel where were you know? Miami hotel lobbies

1700
01:36:09,080 --> 01:36:13,920
Speaker 1: are like party scene. Anybody can walks and everything. So

1701
01:36:14,360 --> 01:36:16,160
Speaker 1: we're in our room getting ready. Next thing, you know,

1702
01:36:16,200 --> 01:36:17,840
Speaker 1: we're here, knock on the door and I'm like, what

1703
01:36:18,000 --> 01:36:21,760
Speaker 1: the fuck? Who's knocking on our door? And my my

1704
01:36:21,880 --> 01:36:23,880
Speaker 1: friend's cousin was there too, so she was in our

1705
01:36:23,960 --> 01:36:26,840
Speaker 1: room and I was like, fuck is it? And I

1706
01:36:26,920 --> 01:36:29,800
Speaker 1: was like, you know who is it? He was like, Sinceanna,

1707
01:36:30,960 --> 01:36:34,679
Speaker 1: this was his name. So I threw it. I was like, bitch,

1708
01:36:34,720 --> 01:36:36,560
Speaker 1: you gonna answer the door. Tell her cousin to go

1709
01:36:36,720 --> 01:36:39,240
Speaker 1: because she he hadn't seen her, and she was like, well,

1710
01:36:39,280 --> 01:36:44,479
Speaker 1: this is not the correct room. So we get we

1711
01:36:44,600 --> 01:36:48,640
Speaker 1: get down to the We get downstare to the concierge

1712
01:36:48,760 --> 01:36:50,360
Speaker 1: and I said something to them. I was like, oh,

1713
01:36:50,760 --> 01:36:52,920
Speaker 1: I thought he was with y'all. So just because he's black,

1714
01:36:53,400 --> 01:36:55,479
Speaker 1: you're thinking that he's part of our party. You can't

1715
01:36:55,520 --> 01:36:59,360
Speaker 1: do that. At that point, he he's sitting in the

1716
01:36:59,479 --> 01:37:02,360
Speaker 1: hotel lobby like what's up, y'all want to y'all want

1717
01:37:02,400 --> 01:37:05,360
Speaker 1: some drinks? Come on. I'm like, describe this nigga. Did

1718
01:37:05,400 --> 01:37:09,240
Speaker 1: he look weird or he looked normal? He was like crazy,

1719
01:37:09,280 --> 01:37:12,280
Speaker 1: ain't got no little yeah, but that's what I understand

1720
01:37:12,320 --> 01:37:15,640
Speaker 1: that he told me that he was. He was like

1721
01:37:15,800 --> 01:37:17,400
Speaker 1: telling me he had I think he said he had

1722
01:37:17,400 --> 01:37:20,040
Speaker 1: a daughter. He was a he was not a professional

1723
01:37:20,120 --> 01:37:21,760
Speaker 1: box he said that's one of his hobbies that he

1724
01:37:21,840 --> 01:37:24,800
Speaker 1: wanted to get into professional boxing. Um, he was like

1725
01:37:26,160 --> 01:37:28,000
Speaker 1: and he was the average size. He was like a

1726
01:37:28,520 --> 01:37:32,560
Speaker 1: dark skin, probably like six two, average build, Like he

1727
01:37:32,640 --> 01:37:35,720
Speaker 1: was just a He didn't look like a psychopath. He

1728
01:37:35,800 --> 01:37:39,000
Speaker 1: looked like an average person. Did he talk? I mean

1729
01:37:39,320 --> 01:37:41,800
Speaker 1: knowledgeable like he had you know how some people might

1730
01:37:41,920 --> 01:37:49,400
Speaker 1: look normal when they opened that he had good. But

1731
01:37:49,560 --> 01:37:51,920
Speaker 1: the only thing that once I said, he kept on

1732
01:37:52,040 --> 01:37:53,840
Speaker 1: saying everything that glid I ain't go once he said

1733
01:37:53,880 --> 01:37:56,479
Speaker 1: that for the second or third time, Like I'm saying

1734
01:37:56,479 --> 01:37:59,599
Speaker 1: because people don't realize that when you talk shit registers. Yeah,

1735
01:37:59,600 --> 01:38:07,800
Speaker 1: because I promise you listen. Just doing this what we

1736
01:38:07,960 --> 01:38:11,479
Speaker 1: do every week. This is training, man. Yeah, this is

1737
01:38:11,560 --> 01:38:15,080
Speaker 1: powerful because see what this is is we're trading ideas

1738
01:38:15,120 --> 01:38:18,280
Speaker 1: and we're thinking like this. See and that's what Charlemagne

1739
01:38:18,400 --> 01:38:21,360
Speaker 1: always says, is that anybody can sit down and write

1740
01:38:21,560 --> 01:38:26,040
Speaker 1: a nice Instagram post, a nice tweet. This is what's powerful.

1741
01:38:26,160 --> 01:38:28,240
Speaker 1: Being able to think on your feet feet, you know,

1742
01:38:28,400 --> 01:38:30,360
Speaker 1: be able to draw that a pin up on your

1743
01:38:30,439 --> 01:38:32,920
Speaker 1: fucking feet, and be able to talking about and be

1744
01:38:33,080 --> 01:38:40,040
Speaker 1: able to really delivery with this. It's up there, but

1745
01:38:40,160 --> 01:38:42,200
Speaker 1: we want to be humble because we don't want to

1746
01:38:42,240 --> 01:38:44,479
Speaker 1: come off is that. But the truth is just the truth,

1747
01:38:44,600 --> 01:38:50,240
Speaker 1: Like you gotta be got sharp from this to be sharps.

1748
01:38:50,560 --> 01:38:53,639
Speaker 1: It's a point in this careful. Yeah, you out of town.

1749
01:38:53,840 --> 01:38:56,880
Speaker 1: Don't go out by yourself being wolf packed. You don't

1750
01:38:56,960 --> 01:39:00,320
Speaker 1: leave by yourself. And I'm a cock blocker, so most

1751
01:39:01,200 --> 01:39:06,679
Speaker 1: definitely since since you got on one end, you got

1752
01:39:07,200 --> 01:39:11,160
Speaker 1: so you're losing men to crazy, You're losing men to

1753
01:39:11,240 --> 01:39:14,960
Speaker 1: being gay, You're losing men to the penitentiary. Like what

1754
01:39:15,080 --> 01:39:19,400
Speaker 1: I'm trying to understand is where's the obsession? This upsets

1755
01:39:19,680 --> 01:39:23,680
Speaker 1: because you know, I don't. I don't. I don't understand it.

1756
01:39:23,880 --> 01:39:28,320
Speaker 1: I think women get upsets sometimes when they probably dated

1757
01:39:28,400 --> 01:39:30,680
Speaker 1: man it's probably and showed them something different that they

1758
01:39:30,720 --> 01:39:33,439
Speaker 1: probably ain't never seen before. So that's a different thing

1759
01:39:33,520 --> 01:39:35,320
Speaker 1: for them, so they don't want that to go away.

1760
01:39:35,439 --> 01:39:38,400
Speaker 1: And then I don't want to give nobody else nobody

1761
01:39:38,479 --> 01:39:40,000
Speaker 1: to have, And then I don't want you to give

1762
01:39:40,560 --> 01:39:42,640
Speaker 1: and feeling that you're giving me I don't want to

1763
01:39:42,760 --> 01:39:45,640
Speaker 1: share they're feeling with nobody. I want them to and

1764
01:39:45,680 --> 01:39:50,600
Speaker 1: it goes both ways and very obsessed like this. It's like,

1765
01:39:50,840 --> 01:39:52,200
Speaker 1: you know, I don't want you to give a man

1766
01:39:52,360 --> 01:39:55,040
Speaker 1: dead feeling. I don't want I had someone tell me

1767
01:39:55,200 --> 01:39:58,720
Speaker 1: that they don't ever want to want another man to

1768
01:39:58,920 --> 01:40:02,960
Speaker 1: touch me, hold me, feel my skin or nothing. And

1769
01:40:03,080 --> 01:40:06,200
Speaker 1: it's like, on a whole other level, that's obsession, because

1770
01:40:06,240 --> 01:40:09,280
Speaker 1: that's un But I think obsession is good on something

1771
01:40:09,479 --> 01:40:17,000
Speaker 1: because it is listen because because on one end, I

1772
01:40:17,160 --> 01:40:22,880
Speaker 1: can't I'm uncomfortable what you want me, that's bad, But

1773
01:40:23,240 --> 01:40:27,080
Speaker 1: I'm also uncomfortable what you not wanting me at all? Exactly,

1774
01:40:28,960 --> 01:40:31,120
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying. There is

1775
01:40:31,720 --> 01:40:34,640
Speaker 1: and I think some people dealing with whatever issues up

1776
01:40:34,680 --> 01:40:37,320
Speaker 1: here they deal with is that they don't know how

1777
01:40:37,360 --> 01:40:40,519
Speaker 1: to draw the land between all right, you doing too much? Yes,

1778
01:40:40,920 --> 01:40:42,760
Speaker 1: And that's exactly what it is. Because I'm saying I

1779
01:40:42,800 --> 01:40:45,160
Speaker 1: hadn't been in a relationship before where I was in

1780
01:40:45,760 --> 01:40:50,720
Speaker 1: an obsessed love relationship. That was my first real relationship.

1781
01:40:50,800 --> 01:40:53,360
Speaker 1: I was obsessed over that man. Yeah, I'm just saying

1782
01:40:53,439 --> 01:40:55,640
Speaker 1: like that, that's the conclusion that I came to as

1783
01:40:55,680 --> 01:40:58,120
Speaker 1: I've grown as an adult, Like because I ain't never

1784
01:40:58,240 --> 01:41:01,639
Speaker 1: loved nobody like that ever again, because it's like that love,

1785
01:41:01,880 --> 01:41:04,240
Speaker 1: I don't get some dangerous love because I feel like

1786
01:41:04,920 --> 01:41:06,760
Speaker 1: it was at the points where I felt like I

1787
01:41:06,920 --> 01:41:10,439
Speaker 1: was probably gonna kill him. I loved him because it

1788
01:41:10,560 --> 01:41:13,719
Speaker 1: was like I don't know, it's like it gets deeper

1789
01:41:13,760 --> 01:41:15,479
Speaker 1: than a love after what I don't even know, it's

1790
01:41:15,520 --> 01:41:20,000
Speaker 1: not love. When I told one of my old boyfriends, like,

1791
01:41:20,080 --> 01:41:22,320
Speaker 1: you know, I never loved nobody like that, they felt

1792
01:41:22,360 --> 01:41:23,880
Speaker 1: some type of and I'm like, baby, that's a good

1793
01:41:23,960 --> 01:41:26,360
Speaker 1: thing him. I ain't never trying to love no, you know,

1794
01:41:26,479 --> 01:41:29,800
Speaker 1: I had told you, like, I'm in a space now

1795
01:41:29,840 --> 01:41:32,400
Speaker 1: why I don't even operate with a full heart because

1796
01:41:32,479 --> 01:41:35,799
Speaker 1: of I'm so afraid of getting back in that place,

1797
01:41:36,520 --> 01:41:39,919
Speaker 1: because that place where you in love and then ship crashing.

1798
01:41:40,000 --> 01:41:43,759
Speaker 1: You like, man, I know what happened when you find

1799
01:41:43,880 --> 01:41:47,120
Speaker 1: somebody that didn't let that flame from your old feeling.

1800
01:41:47,200 --> 01:41:49,840
Speaker 1: And then you'd be like, but it's a good because

1801
01:41:49,920 --> 01:41:53,160
Speaker 1: you know now you know what you know what not to.

1802
01:41:54,640 --> 01:41:58,080
Speaker 1: It's different from a man and a woman. Like a woman,

1803
01:41:59,600 --> 01:42:04,800
Speaker 1: I took in so much responsibility out of anybody's hands

1804
01:42:04,920 --> 01:42:07,719
Speaker 1: that it's gonna be hard to penetrate me on such

1805
01:42:07,760 --> 01:42:09,960
Speaker 1: a level because I'm only leaving so much for you

1806
01:42:10,080 --> 01:42:13,280
Speaker 1: to work with anyway. And so what happens with women

1807
01:42:13,760 --> 01:42:16,200
Speaker 1: most of the time they operate just with a fool

1808
01:42:16,720 --> 01:42:21,600
Speaker 1: just come get this, I'm telling you whatever, and he

1809
01:42:21,760 --> 01:42:24,560
Speaker 1: understands that. So what happens is he just niche at that.

1810
01:42:25,080 --> 01:42:26,760
Speaker 1: And that's why with me and know that they got

1811
01:42:26,840 --> 01:42:32,960
Speaker 1: you chet you because women wilten. Yeah, like as soon

1812
01:42:33,040 --> 01:42:34,759
Speaker 1: as you as soon as a man gives you that feeling,

1813
01:42:34,800 --> 01:42:38,640
Speaker 1: it's like it's like, oh shit, I felt something I

1814
01:42:39,320 --> 01:42:42,600
Speaker 1: ever felt that. Well, I don't know, I can't say that.

1815
01:42:43,040 --> 01:42:45,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying, not a feeling that you probably ain't feel before.

1816
01:42:46,040 --> 01:42:49,160
Speaker 1: This is a familiar right, but but it's a rare

1817
01:42:49,280 --> 01:42:52,519
Speaker 1: feeling because the rare feeling is all the rest of

1818
01:42:52,600 --> 01:42:54,439
Speaker 1: the feelings that you could deal with the day. So

1819
01:42:54,560 --> 01:42:57,760
Speaker 1: you're telling me that, Yeah, so you're telling me that

1820
01:42:57,840 --> 01:43:00,000
Speaker 1: this is the fact that you didn't brought a feel

1821
01:43:00,000 --> 01:43:02,439
Speaker 1: feeling to me that I ain't felt that I once

1822
01:43:02,520 --> 01:43:05,679
Speaker 1: felt and it ain't felt that's what I'm saying. Then, Yeah,

1823
01:43:05,960 --> 01:43:08,000
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, what is it about that? That's that's

1824
01:43:08,040 --> 01:43:11,280
Speaker 1: the dangerous situation. You know, and it's not dangerous because

1825
01:43:11,960 --> 01:43:14,679
Speaker 1: it's not the same person partially not the same person

1826
01:43:14,720 --> 01:43:16,880
Speaker 1: as well, because it's like, Okay, I like that feeling,

1827
01:43:16,920 --> 01:43:19,920
Speaker 1: but I didn't like the feeling. I didn't like having

1828
01:43:19,960 --> 01:43:22,559
Speaker 1: that feeling about that feeling about that person you feel.

1829
01:43:22,600 --> 01:43:27,519
Speaker 1: But still when somebody opens up something that that that

1830
01:43:27,720 --> 01:43:36,360
Speaker 1: you that you tucked away, right yeah, so so so

1831
01:43:37,000 --> 01:43:40,439
Speaker 1: somebody wouldn't found something that you tucked away, you know

1832
01:43:40,600 --> 01:43:44,040
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So what happens is so so what

1833
01:43:44,160 --> 01:43:49,400
Speaker 1: happens is it's like a man knows, like especially if

1834
01:43:49,400 --> 01:43:52,639
Speaker 1: you're a special nigga, definitely, you know what I'm saying.

1835
01:43:52,680 --> 01:43:56,000
Speaker 1: He know, like I can get this, but the intentions

1836
01:43:56,040 --> 01:43:59,320
Speaker 1: gotta be what you gotta gage. Now. See, this is

1837
01:43:59,360 --> 01:44:02,080
Speaker 1: what women for get to do. And I'm I'm giving game.

1838
01:44:02,560 --> 01:44:09,600
Speaker 1: I don't got no bids. That's that's a fact. But

1839
01:44:09,800 --> 01:44:12,599
Speaker 1: this is but this is the thing. So women forget

1840
01:44:12,800 --> 01:44:16,599
Speaker 1: that it's more than just one step with when you're

1841
01:44:16,640 --> 01:44:20,600
Speaker 1: trying to call yourself making somebody that candidate. That's a

1842
01:44:20,720 --> 01:44:23,799
Speaker 1: reason that they run for the presidency for eighteen months,

1843
01:44:25,000 --> 01:44:27,840
Speaker 1: you understand me. There's a reason that they just don't

1844
01:44:27,920 --> 01:44:30,680
Speaker 1: say Hillary and Trump is the thing tomorrow will be

1845
01:44:30,880 --> 01:44:34,639
Speaker 1: voting because that time I have to see time to campaign.

1846
01:44:34,960 --> 01:44:38,519
Speaker 1: You have to show me that worthy. Yeah, amongst this

1847
01:44:38,680 --> 01:44:42,040
Speaker 1: amount of time. Now, with a man understanding that you

1848
01:44:42,160 --> 01:44:44,960
Speaker 1: are capable of doing that, he can also now the

1849
01:44:45,040 --> 01:44:49,439
Speaker 1: same way Donald Trump did operate within those guide lads,

1850
01:44:49,800 --> 01:44:52,680
Speaker 1: I understand, I'll be running for eighteen months, so I

1851
01:44:52,800 --> 01:44:55,080
Speaker 1: need to win thin these eighteen months. I got a

1852
01:44:55,120 --> 01:44:57,439
Speaker 1: certain amount of things I need to be doing to

1853
01:44:57,640 --> 01:45:02,280
Speaker 1: check out certain box azing and I and I ain't

1854
01:45:02,320 --> 01:45:05,479
Speaker 1: never thought about this. I'm telling this shit is something different, right,

1855
01:45:05,800 --> 01:45:11,479
Speaker 1: but in a way so so I sew but listen

1856
01:45:11,640 --> 01:45:15,479
Speaker 1: so so now, so within those eighteen months, now he

1857
01:45:15,680 --> 01:45:19,800
Speaker 1: understands if I want to be the president, I gotta

1858
01:45:19,840 --> 01:45:21,960
Speaker 1: go here. I gotta damn they say them vote, what

1859
01:45:22,040 --> 01:45:24,439
Speaker 1: the vote? Shit? I hate going to Ohio. I gotta

1860
01:45:24,479 --> 01:45:26,600
Speaker 1: go through that because they vote. Mean so you know,

1861
01:45:26,720 --> 01:45:29,080
Speaker 1: So he's doing all these things that in his most

1862
01:45:29,200 --> 01:45:33,200
Speaker 1: natural in Donald Trump's or in or this guys or

1863
01:45:33,320 --> 01:45:37,160
Speaker 1: anybody's most natural self, they may not be operating the

1864
01:45:37,240 --> 01:45:40,160
Speaker 1: same way. You see what I'm saying. But because I

1865
01:45:40,280 --> 01:45:44,960
Speaker 1: have a goal, I'm up. So then what the women?

1866
01:45:45,280 --> 01:45:50,439
Speaker 1: What the woman forgets is so if you are the goal,

1867
01:45:51,080 --> 01:45:54,240
Speaker 1: if I'm his goal, right because right now I'm feeling

1868
01:45:54,360 --> 01:45:57,559
Speaker 1: like because the only way you get the wide open

1869
01:45:57,680 --> 01:46:00,240
Speaker 1: feeling if you're smart and I know you swift because

1870
01:46:00,240 --> 01:46:04,439
Speaker 1: you be around me, right so, and I know because

1871
01:46:04,560 --> 01:46:06,960
Speaker 1: because I know, because I know, you can comprehend this

1872
01:46:07,160 --> 01:46:11,320
Speaker 1: kind of and that's powerful. So now if a god

1873
01:46:11,479 --> 01:46:14,200
Speaker 1: knows that you can operate from that space and he's

1874
01:46:14,280 --> 01:46:18,759
Speaker 1: doing those things, what you gotta do is say, all right, boom,

1875
01:46:18,960 --> 01:46:22,680
Speaker 1: you've done that. So now you're a candidate. What I

1876
01:46:22,840 --> 01:46:25,360
Speaker 1: have to do if I'm your goal, I don't need

1877
01:46:25,439 --> 01:46:27,400
Speaker 1: to tell you this, but what my goal has to

1878
01:46:27,520 --> 01:46:30,920
Speaker 1: be is once you get this goal, I need to

1879
01:46:31,640 --> 01:46:35,000
Speaker 1: there has to be another one. And what women forget

1880
01:46:35,080 --> 01:46:42,040
Speaker 1: to do is recreate levels to it. You know, once

1881
01:46:42,080 --> 01:46:46,080
Speaker 1: he conquered that, it's not he's done. You're not. No,

1882
01:46:46,320 --> 01:46:51,000
Speaker 1: he's not. And then what they do you're never see.

1883
01:46:51,080 --> 01:46:53,160
Speaker 1: And what women do is they fought the man like

1884
01:46:53,280 --> 01:46:55,360
Speaker 1: you don't just you don't treat me the same no more.

1885
01:46:56,640 --> 01:46:58,720
Speaker 1: And the reason why I may not treat you the

1886
01:46:58,840 --> 01:47:02,519
Speaker 1: same no more is because there's no goal anymore. I

1887
01:47:02,680 --> 01:47:05,519
Speaker 1: got you, that's the goal Now, women try to keep

1888
01:47:05,560 --> 01:47:08,600
Speaker 1: their vagina sometimes from men because they feel like that

1889
01:47:08,800 --> 01:47:12,080
Speaker 1: be the goal. And then y'all that's what. No, But

1890
01:47:12,200 --> 01:47:15,040
Speaker 1: what has to happen is they have to understand that

1891
01:47:15,640 --> 01:47:18,400
Speaker 1: it ain't all about that. So now when you get

1892
01:47:18,479 --> 01:47:20,080
Speaker 1: a man and you say, all right, what kind of

1893
01:47:20,120 --> 01:47:23,760
Speaker 1: man is he? So he can probably need security, not

1894
01:47:24,080 --> 01:47:27,000
Speaker 1: in terms of bodyguards. I'm talking about he needs a

1895
01:47:27,200 --> 01:47:31,160
Speaker 1: foundation help him. So these are the goals you do.

1896
01:47:31,560 --> 01:47:34,400
Speaker 1: So then he starts to recognize ain't nothing like a

1897
01:47:34,560 --> 01:47:38,479
Speaker 1: foundation at the crib. That so getting home to that

1898
01:47:38,680 --> 01:47:41,840
Speaker 1: is my new goal exactly. You see what I'm saying. Now,

1899
01:47:41,880 --> 01:47:44,760
Speaker 1: I got you. That goal is conquered. That coming home

1900
01:47:44,840 --> 01:47:47,120
Speaker 1: to you every night, it's a goal for me. That's

1901
01:47:47,160 --> 01:47:50,120
Speaker 1: how much I appreciate you. Now when that is, when

1902
01:47:50,240 --> 01:47:54,639
Speaker 1: when that has become we've done that so long now

1903
01:47:54,760 --> 01:47:58,040
Speaker 1: to create something else. Women forget and men we forget

1904
01:47:58,160 --> 01:48:02,000
Speaker 1: to keep shit going on because you get too comfortable,

1905
01:48:02,080 --> 01:48:04,360
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. You know what I'm saying. That's

1906
01:48:04,439 --> 01:48:06,400
Speaker 1: and that's part of it. But like you said, motherfucker

1907
01:48:06,479 --> 01:48:09,000
Speaker 1: open you up. They do that and they and like

1908
01:48:09,040 --> 01:48:11,519
Speaker 1: I said, running for the president, it's a powerful thing

1909
01:48:11,600 --> 01:48:14,120
Speaker 1: do y'all y'all know camera, you know, you know, y'all

1910
01:48:14,160 --> 01:48:18,559
Speaker 1: know cameroon ju ju. They broke up, right, so they've

1911
01:48:18,600 --> 01:48:22,519
Speaker 1: been together teen years and not out in the public though,

1912
01:48:22,560 --> 01:48:26,519
Speaker 1: because that's what camera see right and and see and see.

1913
01:48:26,600 --> 01:48:29,040
Speaker 1: Cameroon was like, the reason they broke up is because

1914
01:48:29,479 --> 01:48:33,120
Speaker 1: the media, social media, men and hippop and ship that's

1915
01:48:33,120 --> 01:48:36,519
Speaker 1: what happened and social media. But I can't tell you

1916
01:48:36,600 --> 01:48:39,840
Speaker 1: that though, Like it's too much like I'm like just

1917
01:48:39,960 --> 01:48:43,400
Speaker 1: to be unest though personally me, I don't want to

1918
01:48:43,520 --> 01:48:47,120
Speaker 1: publicize my relationship. I don't. I don't. I don't want

1919
01:48:47,160 --> 01:48:51,360
Speaker 1: to be my life. I mean even if some people

1920
01:48:51,400 --> 01:48:53,519
Speaker 1: publicize that life because they life might be how they

1921
01:48:53,600 --> 01:48:55,679
Speaker 1: get paid. What I'm saying, you don't have to add

1922
01:48:56,240 --> 01:49:05,160
Speaker 1: everything but hipp like your fessional life. It's I'm saying

1923
01:49:06,000 --> 01:49:08,880
Speaker 1: for me, just Instagram and things like that on the

1924
01:49:09,000 --> 01:49:12,320
Speaker 1: internet now because she's popping, she and people know her now,

1925
01:49:12,439 --> 01:49:15,600
Speaker 1: so now she's in another head space. Right now she's thinking, like,

1926
01:49:15,680 --> 01:49:17,880
Speaker 1: don't post that, don't follow her. They gonna think why

1927
01:49:18,200 --> 01:49:20,800
Speaker 1: why is your man following? See? This is what he's saying.

1928
01:49:21,320 --> 01:49:23,600
Speaker 1: This is what Cameron saying he dealing with, you know,

1929
01:49:24,479 --> 01:49:26,880
Speaker 1: he might follow a bad bitch or like a picture

1930
01:49:27,080 --> 01:49:29,559
Speaker 1: comments She's like, what the hell now? What is people

1931
01:49:29,640 --> 01:49:31,680
Speaker 1: gonna thank you? Cameron and you puposted to be my

1932
01:49:31,840 --> 01:49:34,439
Speaker 1: man and you're sitting here under her picture. Baby girl.

1933
01:49:34,479 --> 01:49:38,320
Speaker 1: First of all, I'm an entertainer. Just lit somebody a

1934
01:49:38,439 --> 01:49:43,080
Speaker 1: day up. That means nothing like what we're doing. And

1935
01:49:43,640 --> 01:49:46,080
Speaker 1: like I said, man, you have to understand your position

1936
01:49:46,200 --> 01:49:49,920
Speaker 1: sometimes too when depending on whatever type of you know

1937
01:49:49,960 --> 01:49:52,880
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, maybe a career or whatever the person

1938
01:49:53,080 --> 01:49:56,080
Speaker 1: is doing, you're gonna have to adapt to something sometimes.

1939
01:49:56,160 --> 01:49:59,439
Speaker 1: I ain't saying loba yourself now, but I'm saying most

1940
01:49:59,479 --> 01:50:03,559
Speaker 1: definitely for understanding what I'm saying. You got to man,

1941
01:50:04,439 --> 01:50:07,120
Speaker 1: you know understanding And I always tell y'all that's my

1942
01:50:07,240 --> 01:50:11,160
Speaker 1: biggest that's my biggest trait to be able to create understand.

1943
01:50:11,240 --> 01:50:14,880
Speaker 1: Like for me, that's that's more important than money. Like

1944
01:50:15,200 --> 01:50:17,840
Speaker 1: understanding it's so important to me in my life. You

1945
01:50:17,880 --> 01:50:20,080
Speaker 1: could take all my money. I don't give a fuck

1946
01:50:20,160 --> 01:50:23,439
Speaker 1: about this ship. Understanding it is so important because I

1947
01:50:23,479 --> 01:50:25,680
Speaker 1: can get money if I can understand life. Because it's

1948
01:50:25,760 --> 01:50:28,160
Speaker 1: one thing about a hustle with somebody who's getting money.

1949
01:50:28,360 --> 01:50:30,160
Speaker 1: It ain't no way they can stop it. You can't

1950
01:50:30,200 --> 01:50:32,360
Speaker 1: stop a nigga. You can take it all right now,

1951
01:50:32,479 --> 01:50:34,320
Speaker 1: I see I can go get it again. I know

1952
01:50:34,400 --> 01:50:37,640
Speaker 1: what I did to get God. God is blessed a

1953
01:50:37,760 --> 01:50:40,640
Speaker 1: nigga to where his man is strong. And that's all

1954
01:50:40,800 --> 01:50:42,960
Speaker 1: you gotta keep on trying to work out here about it.

1955
01:50:43,040 --> 01:50:46,120
Speaker 1: Work them brain muscles out. Yeah, don't think these niggas

1956
01:50:46,160 --> 01:50:48,160
Speaker 1: with the money, phones and shit. You gotta hear your

1957
01:50:48,240 --> 01:50:50,360
Speaker 1: man right right, because that's what it's about at the

1958
01:50:50,439 --> 01:50:52,040
Speaker 1: end of the day. Because think about how many people

1959
01:50:52,080 --> 01:50:54,599
Speaker 1: get out of this money and then don't do nothing

1960
01:50:54,640 --> 01:50:57,120
Speaker 1: and go nowhere. It's all about how you keep the money,

1961
01:50:57,160 --> 01:51:01,200
Speaker 1: how you strategize, how you build foundation, and how you

1962
01:51:01,280 --> 01:51:07,000
Speaker 1: gonna keep So many weak minded females who just they

1963
01:51:07,200 --> 01:51:09,439
Speaker 1: like put their value on how they look or their

1964
01:51:09,560 --> 01:51:12,640
Speaker 1: body because they give their power to the man with

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01:51:12,760 --> 01:51:14,719
Speaker 1: the money. And he ain't teaching you nothing. He's teaching

1966
01:51:14,760 --> 01:51:17,800
Speaker 1: you absolutely nothing. He's only teaching you that your ass

1967
01:51:17,960 --> 01:51:20,160
Speaker 1: is valuable or that you the way you look is valuable.

1968
01:51:20,479 --> 01:51:24,200
Speaker 1: He gives your brain nothing, nothing. And see y'all be around.

1969
01:51:24,400 --> 01:51:27,920
Speaker 1: I love somebody why y'all be around me, and I'm

1970
01:51:27,960 --> 01:51:30,760
Speaker 1: telling y'all think that's what you know. I know, I

1971
01:51:30,920 --> 01:51:35,840
Speaker 1: know you know what I'm saying, and you know it

1972
01:51:36,080 --> 01:51:38,759
Speaker 1: is what it is. I try, you know, facts, I try,

1973
01:51:39,160 --> 01:51:44,080
Speaker 1: But I think what's more deeper than any appearance, any

1974
01:51:44,240 --> 01:51:49,240
Speaker 1: kind of money, any cost houses that when when when

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01:51:49,320 --> 01:51:52,280
Speaker 1: a woman, hey, mama, know you listening. Jay told me,

1976
01:51:53,880 --> 01:52:03,040
Speaker 1: when a woman says that your man sick, it's fuck up. Like,

1977
01:52:03,400 --> 01:52:06,120
Speaker 1: I'm so fucked up by how you think about shit.

1978
01:52:06,640 --> 01:52:09,000
Speaker 1: Like I think that's why I get them women that

1979
01:52:09,160 --> 01:52:12,519
Speaker 1: like when they get arounded, they like, yo, nigga, I

1980
01:52:12,680 --> 01:52:18,760
Speaker 1: was totally wrong about you and disus and then it's

1981
01:52:18,840 --> 01:52:21,920
Speaker 1: gross and it's embarrassing, right, and they get around me

1982
01:52:21,920 --> 01:52:25,000
Speaker 1: and they like, yo, this nigga perspective is And I'm like,

1983
01:52:25,760 --> 01:52:28,120
Speaker 1: you're the best of both worlds too, because you know,

1984
01:52:28,720 --> 01:52:31,759
Speaker 1: most women love the guy who's like the aggressor, who's strong.

1985
01:52:31,960 --> 01:52:35,160
Speaker 1: And this then the third and like certain people will

1986
01:52:35,240 --> 01:52:36,640
Speaker 1: look at you and like you said, they might get

1987
01:52:36,680 --> 01:52:38,680
Speaker 1: the wrong vibe just going on Instagram like Okay, this

1988
01:52:38,760 --> 01:52:40,360
Speaker 1: is will he do? He does this? He's a rapper?

1989
01:52:40,439 --> 01:52:42,479
Speaker 1: This then the third, but actually sitting there and have

1990
01:52:42,520 --> 01:52:45,080
Speaker 1: a conversation with you. A woman gonna be like, oh

1991
01:52:45,160 --> 01:52:47,200
Speaker 1: my goodness, yeah, but I let it too. I just

1992
01:52:47,280 --> 01:52:49,160
Speaker 1: told somebody nothing long ago. You know. I hate when

1993
01:52:49,200 --> 01:52:51,800
Speaker 1: people be like, oh, you're so pretty, or you saw this.

1994
01:52:52,000 --> 01:52:54,280
Speaker 1: I'm like, I like the stage after you get over

1995
01:52:54,360 --> 01:52:57,880
Speaker 1: happen because I need you to understand it. I'm a smart,

1996
01:52:57,960 --> 01:53:00,879
Speaker 1: intelligent young woman. You know what I'm and my intellect.

1997
01:53:00,960 --> 01:53:03,519
Speaker 1: I need for us to vibe on a whole nother

1998
01:53:03,880 --> 01:53:05,880
Speaker 1: you know, type of level. You know what I'm saying.

1999
01:53:05,920 --> 01:53:08,760
Speaker 1: We gotta mentally be able to feed each other. You

2000
01:53:08,840 --> 01:53:11,840
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And you know what. I got

2001
01:53:11,920 --> 01:53:16,080
Speaker 1: people around me, women, and I know that to who

2002
01:53:16,400 --> 01:53:21,040
Speaker 1: who much is given, much is responsible. You know whatever

2003
01:53:21,120 --> 01:53:24,719
Speaker 1: the saying is, I'm responsible for. So I have women

2004
01:53:24,800 --> 01:53:29,639
Speaker 1: around me sometimes that all they want to do is follow, follow, follow,

2005
01:53:29,720 --> 01:53:33,080
Speaker 1: follow following. That's fine because they trust they have equity

2006
01:53:33,160 --> 01:53:37,000
Speaker 1: and my decisions and they know that I'm a sharp individual.

2007
01:53:37,040 --> 01:53:40,160
Speaker 1: I'm thinking these but sometimes, like I had to tell

2008
01:53:40,520 --> 01:53:43,000
Speaker 1: tell one of them, you know the other, dad says, sweetheart,

2009
01:53:43,080 --> 01:53:44,560
Speaker 1: let me tell you something. And I wanted to be

2010
01:53:44,720 --> 01:53:49,840
Speaker 1: calm because I understand sometimes I implode, right so I said, listen,

2011
01:53:51,000 --> 01:53:53,640
Speaker 1: please don't ask me every little thing. Come get me

2012
01:53:53,800 --> 01:54:03,720
Speaker 1: when you need some criticism. Street don't care questions. It's like,

2013
01:54:06,600 --> 01:54:08,880
Speaker 1: and I told you know what. The last person I

2014
01:54:09,040 --> 01:54:11,240
Speaker 1: was talking to, I had to stop talking to him

2015
01:54:11,600 --> 01:54:16,320
Speaker 1: like we was. You know what I said to him.

2016
01:54:16,360 --> 01:54:18,639
Speaker 1: I said, listen, sweetheart, and I don't mean no harm.

2017
01:54:18,680 --> 01:54:20,280
Speaker 1: And it was so rough for her to take it

2018
01:54:20,800 --> 01:54:24,080
Speaker 1: because she was in love with me. She was so

2019
01:54:24,479 --> 01:54:26,719
Speaker 1: in love with me. But I was like, listen, sweetheart,

2020
01:54:26,720 --> 01:54:31,320
Speaker 1: I want to tell you something. Everything that I worked

2021
01:54:31,400 --> 01:54:35,240
Speaker 1: for my whole life, every book I've read, every situation

2022
01:54:35,360 --> 01:54:38,680
Speaker 1: I've been through, everything that I've tooking me to get

2023
01:54:38,800 --> 01:54:42,280
Speaker 1: where I met mentality. If I allow you to stay

2024
01:54:42,320 --> 01:54:46,000
Speaker 1: around me with the thinking you have, it tasked that

2025
01:54:46,160 --> 01:54:49,400
Speaker 1: down exactly. So it's it's important to make sure you

2026
01:54:49,520 --> 01:54:56,280
Speaker 1: watch it. Watch was in your space? What the FU?

2027
01:55:01,120 --> 01:55:06,400
Speaker 1: But yeah, but anyway, but it's important to figure out.

2028
01:55:07,160 --> 01:55:10,280
Speaker 1: But it's important to make sure who's in your space. Man.

2029
01:55:10,560 --> 01:55:14,160
Speaker 1: That's important because when you hang around, that's like you

2030
01:55:14,280 --> 01:55:17,440
Speaker 1: are energy transferred. So I'm saying, if I'm hanging around

2031
01:55:17,840 --> 01:55:24,760
Speaker 1: stupid people all day, you know, and you know what,

2032
01:55:24,920 --> 01:55:27,160
Speaker 1: before I stopped sucking with her, and you know what

2033
01:55:27,280 --> 01:55:29,080
Speaker 1: she has, and she's probably gonna listen and be like

2034
01:55:30,200 --> 01:55:32,480
Speaker 1: he always keep it real because I ain't gonna last

2035
01:55:32,600 --> 01:55:35,080
Speaker 1: when my kids. I don't want to lie. I love Lord,

2036
01:55:35,360 --> 01:55:39,640
Speaker 1: stop me right now. Fuck you mean excuse my language. Lord,

2037
01:55:39,680 --> 01:55:45,800
Speaker 1: I appreciate you, but listen. So dealing with her, she

2038
01:55:45,920 --> 01:55:49,160
Speaker 1: would tell me, just can you just please give me

2039
01:55:49,240 --> 01:55:51,960
Speaker 1: the books you read, give me the you know, she

2040
01:55:52,120 --> 01:55:56,640
Speaker 1: wanted me the almost and and I had to tell her.

2041
01:55:57,040 --> 01:56:01,440
Speaker 1: And I just told my homeboy, this shit ain't something

2042
01:56:01,520 --> 01:56:05,000
Speaker 1: that can be taught, homie unless I do it verbatim.

2043
01:56:05,000 --> 01:56:07,640
Speaker 1: And I ain't get that kind of tame. Now I

2044
01:56:07,680 --> 01:56:10,400
Speaker 1: don't have time to coach you. Now. This is the key, right,

2045
01:56:11,520 --> 01:56:15,800
Speaker 1: It's all about the information is available for absolutely why

2046
01:56:15,880 --> 01:56:18,760
Speaker 1: you can't just ask no, this is the key. Now,

2047
01:56:18,840 --> 01:56:21,520
Speaker 1: this is the key, I said, sweetheart, let me explain

2048
01:56:21,600 --> 01:56:24,640
Speaker 1: something to you. We don't get the same thing out

2049
01:56:24,680 --> 01:56:29,440
Speaker 1: of situations. Absolutely. So we both can read a paragraph

2050
01:56:30,200 --> 01:56:32,480
Speaker 1: and I can say, boy, that will full of information

2051
01:56:32,560 --> 01:56:34,880
Speaker 1: and have two different and you can say, why the

2052
01:56:35,000 --> 01:56:40,560
Speaker 1: fuck did I just read that? It's what makes It's

2053
01:56:40,640 --> 01:56:43,840
Speaker 1: what makes my perspective. It's what makes me that person.

2054
01:56:44,080 --> 01:56:47,560
Speaker 1: So I'm saying that to say, I can't just ladies

2055
01:56:47,680 --> 01:56:51,240
Speaker 1: books in your hand and then now that's what you

2056
01:56:51,320 --> 01:56:52,920
Speaker 1: want me to do. I can't do that. And there's

2057
01:56:52,960 --> 01:56:55,800
Speaker 1: people problem. You should never want to think like the

2058
01:56:55,960 --> 01:56:59,560
Speaker 1: next person. Baby, think like you, because like I told somebody,

2059
01:56:59,600 --> 01:57:01,920
Speaker 1: they asked me the other day. So I'm saying, who

2060
01:57:02,000 --> 01:57:05,240
Speaker 1: you get your information from my own mind? What do

2061
01:57:05,320 --> 01:57:07,680
Speaker 1: you mean? You know? My man ain't gonna strike me

2062
01:57:07,760 --> 01:57:11,080
Speaker 1: wrong because I'm saying, but you know what the research

2063
01:57:11,200 --> 01:57:12,760
Speaker 1: and then you take what you take, and you know

2064
01:57:12,880 --> 01:57:16,440
Speaker 1: what's important. And another thing that's important is being able to.

2065
01:57:16,640 --> 01:57:19,760
Speaker 1: And that's why I thank God man for a strong

2066
01:57:19,920 --> 01:57:22,960
Speaker 1: shot man. It's being able to because y'all know, I

2067
01:57:23,040 --> 01:57:26,800
Speaker 1: appreciate Charlotte Maine. Y'all know I funk within Drew shows.

2068
01:57:26,840 --> 01:57:30,520
Speaker 1: I fu with a lot of what's the nigger I

2069
01:57:30,640 --> 01:57:34,840
Speaker 1: put Umar Johnson. It's certain people that it's certain people

2070
01:57:34,880 --> 01:57:37,520
Speaker 1: that I fuck with, but I but I can. I

2071
01:57:37,640 --> 01:57:40,720
Speaker 1: can fuck with it without digesting it and morph it

2072
01:57:40,840 --> 01:57:43,160
Speaker 1: into this. And let me tell you, I know people

2073
01:57:43,240 --> 01:57:48,839
Speaker 1: that that's not people that read stuff, find that new information,

2074
01:57:49,440 --> 01:57:53,800
Speaker 1: but become that. I'm like, how that's probably even learning nothing,

2075
01:57:53,880 --> 01:57:59,760
Speaker 1: but what I want to take what I can grasp

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Speaker 1: from this situation or whatever I'm reading, and see how

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01:58:02,960 --> 01:58:06,400
Speaker 1: it applies to me, how it makes me feel as

2078
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Speaker 1: a person. I don't want to feel the way he felt. Yeah,

2079
01:58:09,040 --> 01:58:13,000
Speaker 1: because I got in this game and started this ship

2080
01:58:13,360 --> 01:58:17,440
Speaker 1: because of Charlemagne. I did shut out Charlemagne. I started.

2081
01:58:17,960 --> 01:58:22,920
Speaker 1: So now you have to understand that I appreciate this

2082
01:58:23,200 --> 01:58:28,440
Speaker 1: guy everything he's taught me, everything that he's said, whether

2083
01:58:28,520 --> 01:58:30,280
Speaker 1: he said it to me or not, that I know

2084
01:58:30,480 --> 01:58:33,320
Speaker 1: his game, that I took it as such, right, right,

2085
01:58:33,600 --> 01:58:38,000
Speaker 1: I appreciate that. Now. What I'm saying is I could

2086
01:58:38,160 --> 01:58:40,760
Speaker 1: never more offend to him. And that's what I think.

2087
01:58:41,200 --> 01:58:44,400
Speaker 1: It's the more powerful attribute to have. It's to be

2088
01:58:44,560 --> 01:58:51,320
Speaker 1: able to digest information without morphin into right, be a

2089
01:58:51,400 --> 01:58:54,480
Speaker 1: strong individual these days, because it's so easy to become

2090
01:58:54,680 --> 01:58:57,680
Speaker 1: something you're not. Right, Like, everybody is looking to be

2091
01:58:58,120 --> 01:59:00,680
Speaker 1: the next hottest thing or the next hot person. They

2092
01:59:00,720 --> 01:59:02,800
Speaker 1: don't look at it and be like, Okay, I like

2093
01:59:03,000 --> 01:59:05,480
Speaker 1: his shoes. They're like, yeah, I like his sneakers. I

2094
01:59:05,600 --> 01:59:08,720
Speaker 1: might go get that. They want to be like, bro,

2095
01:59:08,880 --> 01:59:13,520
Speaker 1: where you get your an that's a cool. Yeah, yeah,

2096
01:59:13,920 --> 01:59:16,480
Speaker 1: and we most definitely got to just break the cycle

2097
01:59:16,560 --> 01:59:20,960
Speaker 1: of trying to be like everybody else, be original because

2098
01:59:21,040 --> 01:59:24,000
Speaker 1: originality is so crazy because like I'm telling y'all, I

2099
01:59:24,080 --> 01:59:26,440
Speaker 1: don't know that, because y'all probably just don't know me

2100
01:59:26,520 --> 01:59:29,800
Speaker 1: like that. But I'm a crazy girl. I'm a real

2101
01:59:29,920 --> 01:59:32,520
Speaker 1: weird girl too, and I embrace it every day and

2102
01:59:32,680 --> 01:59:35,240
Speaker 1: don't care what nobody saying. I got chakra rocks in

2103
01:59:35,360 --> 01:59:38,120
Speaker 1: my purse right now. Yeah, And that's how you gotta be.

2104
01:59:38,360 --> 01:59:41,600
Speaker 1: So when you find yourself and operating in a space

2105
01:59:41,720 --> 01:59:44,840
Speaker 1: where you found yourself or like me, I haven't found

2106
01:59:44,920 --> 01:59:48,240
Speaker 1: myself in it. Sometimes people around me think that it's

2107
01:59:48,320 --> 01:59:53,120
Speaker 1: so together that it's scary for me. Yes, because I say,

2108
01:59:53,160 --> 01:59:54,840
Speaker 1: what if I don't hold me to this? That's what

2109
01:59:54,920 --> 01:59:56,640
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And they don't even got nothing to do

2110
01:59:56,800 --> 02:00:00,040
Speaker 1: with money. Man, I'm so many people. I'm so and

2111
02:00:00,280 --> 02:00:03,560
Speaker 1: people go to guy in terms of advising what you

2112
02:00:03,640 --> 02:00:06,240
Speaker 1: think about this and how would you handle this? Man?

2113
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Speaker 1: She can come Can I come to you? For the

2114
02:00:10,200 --> 02:00:13,640
Speaker 1: beautiful thing too? Though, that people respect your mind so

2115
02:00:13,920 --> 02:00:17,000
Speaker 1: much that your opinion mean that much to them, Because

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02:00:17,000 --> 02:00:19,480
Speaker 1: I appreciate that. Don't humble because people do me like

2117
02:00:19,560 --> 02:00:22,680
Speaker 1: that too. They want to know what I think about this. Listen,

2118
02:00:22,760 --> 02:00:24,760
Speaker 1: like when we were in the shop, me and you,

2119
02:00:25,160 --> 02:00:26,800
Speaker 1: we were going there that day, Me and you in

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Speaker 1: the shop. Right, the nigga get on the phone, we

2121
02:00:29,440 --> 02:00:32,080
Speaker 1: get the rapping with him. He liked, man bro put

2122
02:00:32,120 --> 02:00:34,720
Speaker 1: a nigga off bolster and you know what I'm telling you.

2123
02:00:34,840 --> 02:00:37,320
Speaker 1: Gave him the same when this man is telling him

2124
02:00:37,320 --> 02:00:39,200
Speaker 1: he couldn't receive it from me because I'm a woman

2125
02:00:39,640 --> 02:00:41,840
Speaker 1: and it had something to do with him and a woman.

2126
02:00:42,200 --> 02:00:45,960
Speaker 1: So when it came from a man's perspective, he accepted

2127
02:00:45,960 --> 02:00:49,240
Speaker 1: it with open I was like, and he said, I've

2128
02:00:49,240 --> 02:00:52,760
Speaker 1: been telling you this for days and see when I

2129
02:00:52,920 --> 02:00:56,040
Speaker 1: even gave him listen this how deep this shit going?

2130
02:00:56,120 --> 02:00:58,040
Speaker 1: This go? For all my situation. I gave it boy,

2131
02:00:58,160 --> 02:01:00,560
Speaker 1: verbate him what to say to get this I'm talking

2132
02:01:00,600 --> 02:01:04,600
Speaker 1: about broken dad. What you say? Maybe I don't even

2133
02:01:04,640 --> 02:01:06,040
Speaker 1: want to put it on here, just in case they

2134
02:01:06,160 --> 02:01:12,200
Speaker 1: might listen to I'm talking about like literally gave him.

2135
02:01:12,720 --> 02:01:15,440
Speaker 1: He was like, Nigga, I gotta use you know, most

2136
02:01:15,560 --> 02:01:19,880
Speaker 1: niggas tissue paper and a pin in the bathroom. Right.

2137
02:01:23,000 --> 02:01:26,040
Speaker 1: It was people for people to be who you tell

2138
02:01:26,120 --> 02:01:28,960
Speaker 1: them to be versus who you you really are? No,

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02:01:29,240 --> 02:01:31,040
Speaker 1: you are really know I'm saying like, after I give

2140
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Speaker 1: you this information, who you can be, who you can become, like,

2141
02:01:34,320 --> 02:01:39,200
Speaker 1: enhance yourself, don't transform into me. Well I don't think

2142
02:01:39,240 --> 02:01:42,880
Speaker 1: he could transform. And I understand what he's saying something

2143
02:01:43,120 --> 02:01:46,960
Speaker 1: verbatim as if I tell you to go say hello,

2144
02:01:47,160 --> 02:01:50,120
Speaker 1: I'm Jay, I love this, then the third and you

2145
02:01:50,200 --> 02:01:52,000
Speaker 1: gonna say, hey, I'm Jade, I love this, then the

2146
02:01:52,080 --> 02:01:57,560
Speaker 1: third exactly like that, But that's you become me happy exactly.

2147
02:01:57,840 --> 02:02:00,400
Speaker 1: But that's not your original but this but you had

2148
02:02:00,440 --> 02:02:03,840
Speaker 1: to understand this too. Again, we go back to what

2149
02:02:03,960 --> 02:02:07,600
Speaker 1: I just said. What he the information he working with,

2150
02:02:08,600 --> 02:02:11,800
Speaker 1: what he got from it, It is totally different from

2151
02:02:11,840 --> 02:02:14,360
Speaker 1: what I got from my Instantly, I don't think about

2152
02:02:14,440 --> 02:02:18,120
Speaker 1: this ship. Yeah, it just came. I don't think you

2153
02:02:18,280 --> 02:02:19,920
Speaker 1: think I knew you. I didn't know you were gonna

2154
02:02:19,960 --> 02:02:21,480
Speaker 1: do that. I didn't even want to tell him because

2155
02:02:21,480 --> 02:02:22,760
Speaker 1: I don't want to put him out of this business.

2156
02:02:22,800 --> 02:02:24,320
Speaker 1: And then I'm like, I gotta tell him because he

2157
02:02:24,360 --> 02:02:26,960
Speaker 1: a man, he growl, he didn't lived the experience. I'm like,

2158
02:02:27,120 --> 02:02:30,280
Speaker 1: let me tell him, because everything I'm saying in there

2159
02:02:30,520 --> 02:02:33,600
Speaker 1: he agreed to what I'm saying, but when he told

2160
02:02:33,640 --> 02:02:35,800
Speaker 1: it to him, it was and I'm gonna tell you

2161
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Speaker 1: something eman, but then I'm gonna tell you something else too.

2162
02:02:40,160 --> 02:02:43,800
Speaker 1: I've been doing this critical thinking. She's younger than me.

2163
02:02:44,440 --> 02:02:47,400
Speaker 1: I've been doing this critical thinking for quite some time,

2164
02:02:47,840 --> 02:02:51,440
Speaker 1: right right, so I'm because see you had the think

2165
02:02:51,480 --> 02:02:56,440
Speaker 1: I'm thirty years old. I've been doing this quite some time. Now.

2166
02:02:58,640 --> 02:03:01,080
Speaker 1: What I'm telling this nigga, I know how to deliver

2167
02:03:01,240 --> 02:03:03,680
Speaker 1: it in metaphors. So like I told him, I said, man,

2168
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Speaker 1: live and I don't even know where it comes from,

2169
02:03:07,360 --> 02:03:09,920
Speaker 1: right right. But but but when I say something in

2170
02:03:10,040 --> 02:03:13,520
Speaker 1: the metaphor that I put with it, if you don't

2171
02:03:13,600 --> 02:03:15,640
Speaker 1: understand what I said over here in the left, I

2172
02:03:15,760 --> 02:03:20,240
Speaker 1: brought it with over here to where you and that's

2173
02:03:20,360 --> 02:03:22,480
Speaker 1: my stri broke it down. First we was up here

2174
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Speaker 1: to Yale, and then we brought it all the way.

2175
02:03:25,520 --> 02:03:33,160
Speaker 1: And then when you did that, he was like, but listen,

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Speaker 1: man um, we want to think we we Today has

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Speaker 1: been a Today has been a great episode. I want

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Speaker 1: to say to our YouTube viewership and to anybody looking

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Speaker 1: at this podcast, like subscribe, sharing, it's up that podcast.

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Speaker 1: This is not gonna stop. We're gonna continue to bring

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Speaker 1: content at the content after content, and you subscribe on

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Speaker 1: your Apple iPhones, iPhone, Ich, you go to motherfucking the

2183
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Speaker 1: podcasts app and putting this up there podcast and it's

2184
02:04:09,520 --> 02:04:15,120
Speaker 1: up there with us for life life baby blah. Yeah,

2185
02:04:15,800 --> 02:04:19,280
Speaker 1: big facts, big old facts. He's still trying to find

2186
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Speaker 1: out how his phone failed, his phone cracking some most off.

2187
02:04:21,880 --> 02:04:24,200
Speaker 1: I thought you had to grillicate something slipped under the

2188
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Speaker 1: table so hard. He mad for me. I've been holding

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Speaker 1: this little pin