WEBVTT - “MY COUSIN MARRIED MY EX”

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<v Speaker 1>All from Andrew.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, Yo, Andrew.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, what's up?

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<v Speaker 2>Andrew? How can I get you today?

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<v Speaker 3>Nothing?

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<v Speaker 1>Just crazy to talk to you, man, it's your real pleasure. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I really envy you.

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<v Speaker 2>Man.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it's just a Monday night and you're uh

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<v Speaker 1>and you're geked.

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<v Speaker 3>Up all the way.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, have we spoken before, Andrew?

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<v Speaker 1>No, this is a first time college. I've been listening

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<v Speaker 1>for a long time.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool Man. Thanks. It's uh, it's cool that people at

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<v Speaker 2>COOL I'm getting to talk to new people after all

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<v Speaker 2>this time. Why do you envy?

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<v Speaker 1>Means because you just, uh, you seem relaxed. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you seem like really like you're enjoying your life at

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<v Speaker 1>the moment.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I want to I I thank you very

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<v Speaker 2>much for giving me this opportunity because I need you

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<v Speaker 2>to know. And I hope you know you know I

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<v Speaker 2>I I compare myself to other people all the time.

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<v Speaker 2>Everyone does, everyone, you know. It's it's a natural habit

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<v Speaker 2>to compare yourself to other people. And I don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to be positioning myself on this show as if I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not going insane all the time, because I am.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of stuff happens behind the curtains.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, right right, I'm going insane all the time.

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<v Speaker 2>So I don't I guess it. The idea that you

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<v Speaker 2>would envy me they either you would look at me

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<v Speaker 2>and go man. I wish I could have it all

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<v Speaker 2>figured out like that guy bothers me because I don't

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<v Speaker 2>want you to be and be in some envious state

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<v Speaker 2>of something that doesn't even exist and using that to

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<v Speaker 2>feel bad about yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you're yourself, bro, but I guess you I gets.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I'm not. I'm not down playing myself, but I'm

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<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm stressed out a lot. I feel good right

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<v Speaker 2>now because talking to you and I'm actively engaging in

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<v Speaker 2>an activity that that is engaging and not you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the idle hands are are tend to be what makes

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<v Speaker 2>me anxious and depressed. But I don't know I would.

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<v Speaker 2>I just hope I'm not giving off a fake idea

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<v Speaker 2>of myself because I you know, I'm crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>No, you're good, Okay, But what I wanted to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about tonight, I'm gonna get straight to the punchline. My

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<v Speaker 1>my cousin he uh married my ex and he might

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<v Speaker 1>be raising my child.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh that's that's so much more interesting than my own

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<v Speaker 2>neurotic bullshit. I'm very glad that you cut me off

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<v Speaker 2>to talk about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so I'll just start from the beginning. So I

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<v Speaker 1>met her when I was like, man, she was like

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<v Speaker 1>my first girlfriend, like first first anything. I met her

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<v Speaker 1>when I was twelve. We got together when I was twelve.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually at the time, I wasn't really thinking about you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like females and stuff like that. So when I had gotten together, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>she like really kind of showed me the ropes. Basically,

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<v Speaker 1>we were together for a while, like about a year

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<v Speaker 1>or two, you know, relationship got played out or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>Eventually we had ended up breaking up and she ended

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<v Speaker 1>up wucking with some of my homies, messing around with

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<v Speaker 1>some of my homies. I really didn't care because we

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<v Speaker 1>had already broken up, you know, you know how that

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<v Speaker 1>goes females to do whatever. Yeah, after that, I really

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<v Speaker 1>didn't talk to her for a while for about a

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<v Speaker 1>year or two. After that, she had hit me up

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<v Speaker 1>out of the blue, and I didn't I didn't think

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<v Speaker 1>much of it, you know, I started talking to her whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>At the time I was I was maybe like fifteen

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<v Speaker 1>at the time, so I really didn't think much of it.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just like a friendly kind of conversation. She

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<v Speaker 1>had kind of like told me she was with a

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<v Speaker 1>new guy and stuff like that and showed me like

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<v Speaker 1>pictures and stuff like that. But you know, I was

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<v Speaker 1>her like her ex, so I was just like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>fuck whatever, whatever, like he ain't nothing, Like he's nothing,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm better whatever. You know how that goes with exes

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<v Speaker 1>and how to be Yeah, is that a lot? Slow

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<v Speaker 1>it down?

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<v Speaker 4>Good?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So what I understand right now is that you

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<v Speaker 2>are how old are you right now?

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<v Speaker 1>Right now?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm eighteen, okay, and so this as far as I'm young.

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<v Speaker 4>But what I.

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<v Speaker 2>Understand right now is that you had a girlfriend since

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<v Speaker 2>you were twelve. You did her for about three years,

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<v Speaker 2>and then you broke up when you were fifteen.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh we broke uh not about fifteen. I was about

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<v Speaker 1>maybe thirty. It's fourteen, yeah, all right around there.

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<v Speaker 2>And she breaks up with you, and then she hits

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<v Speaker 2>you back up and shows you that there's a new guy,

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<v Speaker 2>and she's like showing good pictures of her new boyfriends.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know, just like whatever, talking shit, shooting the shit,

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<v Speaker 1>not really like too personal, but whatever I had hit

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<v Speaker 1>her with the you know, come over whatever, spress some time.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I was young, so I really didn't. I

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<v Speaker 1>really didn't care about what was going on in her

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<v Speaker 1>life or anything like that. But yeah, she ended up

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<v Speaker 1>staying the night, you know, monkeys jump in the bed,

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<v Speaker 1>stuff happened after we really didn't. We really didn't talk

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<v Speaker 1>after that.

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<v Speaker 3>Fast forward.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I I honestly, I don't know the timing.

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<v Speaker 3>I wish I did.

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<v Speaker 1>I wish I'd paid attention more because I just I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. I didn't pay attention. I would say about

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<v Speaker 1>a year later, I had some family on my mother's

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<v Speaker 1>side that I didn't really know. They threw a party

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<v Speaker 1>and invited us, right, yep, you have to speak right, Okay, Okay.

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<v Speaker 3>So I pull up to the party.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know nobody except for like the one family member,

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<v Speaker 1>like the one my cousin I pull up with. I

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<v Speaker 1>see her in the family crowd, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>the first thing that came to my mind. I was like, God,

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<v Speaker 1>please do not let her be my cousin. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>that would be the most horrible thing in the world.

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<v Speaker 1>She was my cousin.

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<v Speaker 3>Terrible.

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<v Speaker 1>That was racing through my mind for a minute. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't really want to say anything or go up to

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<v Speaker 1>her because I didn't want to bring it up to anyone,

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<v Speaker 1>let anyone know. Yeah, I coudnt to find out she

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<v Speaker 1>was with my cousin, so she she wasn't my cousin, thankfully, thankfully.

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<v Speaker 3>So.

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<v Speaker 1>But I found out that they were together and that

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<v Speaker 1>they had a baby together. I was like, damn, that's crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>And the baby they had him with her, and the

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<v Speaker 1>baby was like two months old. I would say it

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<v Speaker 1>was like a little, tiny, little alien thing. Still, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was crazy. I really didn't talk to her or him,

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<v Speaker 1>had to that lit'll get together. It was more like

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<v Speaker 1>a wow factor to me. I really didn't want to.

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<v Speaker 3>Bring up.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, they got after that go ahead, I'm sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>sound like you're about.

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<v Speaker 2>To and these you think this baby might be yours?

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<v Speaker 3>Well I'm not sure.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure because you know, he's my cousin and

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<v Speaker 1>we're like, we're kind of closely related to each other.

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<v Speaker 2>Can I ask Can I ask you an unsavory question? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>when the as you say, monkeys were jumping in the bed.

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<v Speaker 2>By the way, you know what's funny is you have

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<v Speaker 2>you're like you have this like cool guy way that

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<v Speaker 2>you talk, and then you kind of ruined it by

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<v Speaker 2>saying monkeys jumping in the bed, So you should eliminate

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<v Speaker 2>that from your vocabulary to achieve the ultimate cool.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I didn't want to know how to explicit.

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<v Speaker 1>You wanted me to get in that.

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<v Speaker 2>It's all right, it's all right when you did that.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you come in this woman's vagina?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't believe so, because you know, pull out getting strong.

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<v Speaker 1>So I don't believe though, But I know for a

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<v Speaker 1>fact I did not use protection, but I know I

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<v Speaker 1>pulled out.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you have Okay, so you didn't use protection, but

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<v Speaker 2>you pulled out. Yeah, so you have you have no

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<v Speaker 2>You you saying that you think you might have had.

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<v Speaker 2>You saying that you think this baby between your ex

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<v Speaker 2>and your cousin is yours is based off of sort

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<v Speaker 2>of nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, the timing kind of lines up to me.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it is kind of sort of nothing. But

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<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, it ain't my kid.

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<v Speaker 1>She is my ex and she's kind of married to

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<v Speaker 1>my cousin. They got papers and everything, and they're having

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<v Speaker 1>a second child on the way. So in that kind

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<v Speaker 1>of factor is kind of a wild factor of the

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<v Speaker 1>story as well. But yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Are you together?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you upset about this? Are you do you still

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<v Speaker 2>like your ex?

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<v Speaker 1>Not upset, more of surprising, like a wow factor. I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't care less about them, or like maybe I don't

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<v Speaker 1>care about my ex. She's kind of poor. She's to

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<v Speaker 1>this day, she tries to she still tries to talk

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<v Speaker 1>to me.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you close with you? Are you close with your

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<v Speaker 2>Are you close with your cousin?

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<v Speaker 1>No, not at all. I talked to him. That's crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I talked to him one time at another occasion, at

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<v Speaker 1>another party, and the first thing he told me was

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<v Speaker 1>he came up to me and he was like, because

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<v Speaker 1>he's where I'm Hispanic, so uh, they were like come

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<v Speaker 1>from like a real poor kind of neighborhood. So the

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<v Speaker 1>way he talks is kind of funny. He was like,

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<v Speaker 1>he's like, hey, I know you used to fuck with

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<v Speaker 1>my bitch a. I was like, first thing, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>hold on.

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<v Speaker 2>I see this guy. See you're trying to talk just

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<v Speaker 2>before you continue, you're trying to talk cool right now,

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<v Speaker 2>but it sounds like your cousin talks a little bit

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<v Speaker 2>cooler than you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm maybe I mean he's he's he's he's something.

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<v Speaker 2>Go ahead, go ahead say say say what your cousin said.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, He's like, you know, you used to fuck

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<v Speaker 1>with my bitch. I was like, all right, First of all,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care about her. We did used to date.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, but that's that's your that's your baby mama,

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's all you. I don't care. He was like,

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<v Speaker 1>he's like, no, I don't care about none of that either. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, blood over bitches.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh, okay, Wow, every everybody in this

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<v Speaker 2>story has made horrible decisions as to who to hitch

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<v Speaker 2>their life to.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't like to associate myself with that side of

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<v Speaker 1>the family.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, wait, so your cousin, Your cousin came to

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<v Speaker 2>you and he was and he said to you, he

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<v Speaker 2>said blood over bitches.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, in front of her too. Was the crazy?

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<v Speaker 2>Wait he said it in front of her?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, she like didn't bad an eye or anything to it.

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<v Speaker 1>So I don't know that was That was kind of crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, we were all drunk, but I'm not sure

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<v Speaker 1>what was going on there.

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<v Speaker 2>Goddamn crazy. Do you think that this woman Do you

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<v Speaker 2>think this woman fantasizes about a threesome between you and

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<v Speaker 2>your cousin.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh guarantee, because I'm saying me and him look just

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<v Speaker 1>so like kind of weird.

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<v Speaker 3>She has the type that baby I seen.

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<v Speaker 1>I seen that baby recently, like two weeks ago, and

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<v Speaker 1>it looks like me when I was younger. That's why

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<v Speaker 1>I kind of been going with this story.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, cousin, Okay, here's the thing, the story, the story

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<v Speaker 2>of I think the baby between Okay, look, I guess

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<v Speaker 2>if you want to you know, sure, it's a little

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<v Speaker 2>it's a little wild that your exes is married to

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<v Speaker 2>your cousin right now. But the basis that in this situation,

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<v Speaker 2>the child looking a little bit like you isn't an

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<v Speaker 2>indicator that it might be yours.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're right.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever thought about doing a paternity test?

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<v Speaker 4>Fuck?

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<v Speaker 1>No, no, I ain't getting No, I'm not touching that

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<v Speaker 1>thing with a ten foot hole.

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<v Speaker 3>Bro.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to get involved with their life. They got

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<v Speaker 1>a horrible life, man. Oh they're like abusive and stuff

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<v Speaker 1>like that. Yeah, their relationship is horrible.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, what's your what's your what's your whole deal?

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<v Speaker 4>Man?

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<v Speaker 2>What's your life? Like? You're eighteen, you have what what

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<v Speaker 2>do you what's your thing?

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<v Speaker 1>I moved out of my UHL. I lived in New

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<v Speaker 1>Mexico up until recently, up until about January, I moved

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<v Speaker 1>out to Wisconsin. Actually I moved out here with my brother.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, what do you guys do?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh, he's a tuch driver. I just kind of I'm

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<v Speaker 1>working at Planet Fitness. I'm a manager at Planet Fitness.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have a good relationship with your brother, Yeah, definitely,

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<v Speaker 1>were real close. I really, uh yeah, he's really the

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<v Speaker 1>only family the member I talked to. Like I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I grew up in like a really rough area.

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<v Speaker 3>Mh.

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<v Speaker 1>My brother got out before me. He moved out here

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<v Speaker 1>like four or five years ago, and he had been

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<v Speaker 1>telling me, like, I got my own place, I'll move

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<v Speaker 1>you out here, stuff like that. So I really I

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<v Speaker 1>really didn't think about it until finally I had talked

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<v Speaker 1>to like a couple of homies and stuff like that,

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<v Speaker 1>and they were like, if I had the opportunity just

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<v Speaker 1>to restart a whole new life, I would take it.

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<v Speaker 1>And that really made me think about it. I finally

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<v Speaker 1>took it. Now started my life.

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<v Speaker 2>What's are you cool with with your parents at all?

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<v Speaker 2>Or do they suck?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely not. I my father lives out here, but he's

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<v Speaker 1>an absolute dirt bag. I my mother, she Tai, she's

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<v Speaker 1>a drug addict in the streets. I really don't talk

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<v Speaker 1>to her at all.

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<v Speaker 3>M m h.

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<v Speaker 1>I was raised by my grandparents.

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<v Speaker 3>I talked to them.

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<v Speaker 1>I got a good relationship with him.

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<v Speaker 3>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>My grandfather lives in Mexico. He's uh, he lives in Chiuaala, Mexico.

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<v Speaker 3>I talked to him.

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<v Speaker 1>I go out there sometimes.

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<v Speaker 3>That's pretty lit.

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<v Speaker 2>And so you have started a new life with your

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<v Speaker 2>brother in Wisconsin, and do you have your own place

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<v Speaker 2>now you're living I'm sorry if you already said this

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<v Speaker 2>before and iz owned out. But where in Wisconsin are you?

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<v Speaker 4>Like?

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<v Speaker 3>Are you in Milwaukee?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, in Milwaukee. I'm lived with my brother. It's me

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<v Speaker 1>and him and his girlfriend.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool. Cool, cool cool. Are you feeling optimistic about about life?

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<v Speaker 2>It sounds like you had a pretty rough start.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh, I'm not sure. Whenever I moved out here, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I said, I'm eighteen, So I dropped out of high school.

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<v Speaker 1>COVID kind of really fucked it up, and COVID hit

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<v Speaker 1>I was in eighth grade middle school, which is crazy

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<v Speaker 1>to think it's a long long time from now. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it really fucked me up, kind of set me back

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of grades with the online. I never really

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<v Speaker 1>did that stuff like that. So I dropped out, moved

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<v Speaker 1>out here. I definitely want to get my deed, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not really sure. Yeah, I've been recently. I've been

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<v Speaker 1>into like a really kind of tough mind space just

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<v Speaker 1>because moving to you know, like a whole new space.

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<v Speaker 1>My family really don't talk to me no more. I

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<v Speaker 1>really don't got nobody to talk to. I worked third shift,

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<v Speaker 1>so pretty lonely. Yea in the podcast, No, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know nobody. I don't really talk to nobody.

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<v Speaker 2>I am a little I'm a little bit afraid to

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<v Speaker 2>ask this question because I what podcasts do you listen to?

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<v Speaker 1>There's a handful of podcasts, man, you know, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>one of the most the greatest I like to watch

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<v Speaker 1>is yours truly who I'm on the phone with, so

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<v Speaker 1>I have the pleasure.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks brother, Thanks man.

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<v Speaker 3>I really like uh.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been back watching a lot of THEO Bonds podcasts.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a really nice one. I've seen him in the

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<v Speaker 1>theater recently. It's amazing. Joe Rogan uh a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>conspiracy podcasts here and there. I've been liking Jack sept

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<v Speaker 1>the Guy's podcast recently. Yeah, it was to Tart top

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<v Speaker 1>charts for about like a month or so.

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<v Speaker 2>It was.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I stayed watching that when it comes out.

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<v Speaker 2>So okay, So you you're you're kind of you feel

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit like lonely.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, lonely.

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<v Speaker 1>I tried tender. I'm not sure if it's my profile

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<v Speaker 1>or if I don't. I really don't get there.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, the hitting as a difficult.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, working third shift is kind of tough to even

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<v Speaker 1>talk to like friends or anything like that too, So

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<v Speaker 1>kind of kind of odd.

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<v Speaker 2>And what about your brother? Does he have friends? Does

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<v Speaker 2>he have like a gang?

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<v Speaker 4>Nah?

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<v Speaker 1>He just really he just really him and his girlfriend. Really,

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<v Speaker 1>he's a truck driver. We really don't be doing anything

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<v Speaker 1>like that either.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I've been playing a lot of video games lately.

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<v Speaker 2>Well games to.

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<v Speaker 1>UHS five mostly it gets kind of boring though after

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<v Speaker 1>a while. I guess repetitive, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, so I guess you're you're you said you want

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<v Speaker 2>to get your g ed. That's one of your big goals.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, yeah, I mean I'm kind of mean too,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I want to for sure. Yeah, like I said, really,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just been in a kind of rough that space,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. Yeah, like you said, kind of loneliness.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well it sounds like it sounds like you have

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<v Speaker 2>been through a lot as you've grown up.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, when I was when I was younger, I grew

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<v Speaker 1>up on a farm with like no water and no

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<v Speaker 1>power and stuff like that. So really I really kind

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<v Speaker 1>of came from and my mother was a drug addicts

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff like that, so it was really kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like coming from nothing, like really coming from the dirt,

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<v Speaker 1>really didn't have like shoes, grow up on sandals, stuff

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<v Speaker 1>like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have kind of like an idea of what

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<v Speaker 2>you want life to look like?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean to me, because you know, like you said,

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<v Speaker 1>people kind of sat like imaginary personalities that they have

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<v Speaker 1>like their life is kind of perfect. I'm on social

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<v Speaker 1>media a lot, so I kind of see what quote

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<v Speaker 1>unquote a good life is, and I know that's unachievable

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<v Speaker 1>for like ninety nine percent of people. So for me,

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<v Speaker 1>like a good life would maybe be like owning some

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<v Speaker 1>land in like a forests or like Colorado, having a house,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, having some animals.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe that's a good goal. That's a good goal.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, pretty reasonable. If he asked me, how do you

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<v Speaker 1>start that?

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<v Speaker 2>How do you start a farm?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh, I'm not sure that's a good one. I'd have

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<v Speaker 1>to ask my grandpa about that. My whenever we lived

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<v Speaker 1>on the farm, he built it out of a tobe actually,

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<v Speaker 1>so basically out of mud. And hey, we lived in

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<v Speaker 1>New Mexico, so that's kind of like like natives there

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<v Speaker 1>for like older peak like older generations, so it was

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<v Speaker 1>kind of a unique way of living and growing up.

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<v Speaker 1>We had a whale and stuff. We had like sheep goat, big.

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<v Speaker 3>Stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Pretty lit, pretty lit, mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, living and.

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<v Speaker 2>See, I'm very I'm I'm see. Okay, back back to

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<v Speaker 2>the very beginning, Back to the very beginning where I

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<v Speaker 2>was complaining about my own neurotic life and you were

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<v Speaker 2>telling me that you envied it, and then you were like, hey,

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<v Speaker 2>let's talk about my ex girlfriend fucking my cousin, which

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<v Speaker 2>was a good that was a better train of thought

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<v Speaker 2>than what I was talking about. But yeah, dude, I

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<v Speaker 2>struggle with that too. I struggle with trying to figure

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<v Speaker 2>out how to, you know, not stay inside playing video

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<v Speaker 2>games all the time and do stuff I'm lucky that

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<v Speaker 2>by nature of this gecko thing, I'm afforded many opportunities

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<v Speaker 2>to go be out and about amongst you know, the universe.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know, that's that's why I say I envy you,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, because you go on tour, you go to

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<v Speaker 1>this place.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and you know, and you know, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm I cherished the fuck out of those experiences and

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<v Speaker 2>they're great. But I you know, I just finished this

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<v Speaker 2>like fifty five whatever city tour around the world, and

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<v Speaker 2>it was such a magical, beautiful thing. But then when

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<v Speaker 2>I got back and I was back in like day

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<v Speaker 2>to day life, I was like, ah, fuck, I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>really uh create any community where I actually am, and

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<v Speaker 2>I got to start from scratch on them. So, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't I don't really know what to make of that.

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<v Speaker 2>But uh, that's that's that's my that's my personal goal

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<v Speaker 2>right now and especially you know now I'm going to

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<v Speaker 2>move uh back across the country how to how to

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<v Speaker 2>create community because it's it's weird, right, It's like what

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<v Speaker 2>I did was the was like some kind of height

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<v Speaker 2>of of a magical thing of like I'm going to

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<v Speaker 2>travel the world and meet all these people and do

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<v Speaker 2>all this stuff. And I did that, but now I'm like, huh,

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<v Speaker 2>what is what is a Now I'm like at the bottom.

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<v Speaker 2>Now I'm like, oh, I sit inside and play video

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<v Speaker 2>games all day. So I'm like, well, how do I

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<v Speaker 2>get my life to be somewhere in the middle ground?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I feel like that's kind of just what humanity

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<v Speaker 1>has kind of struggled with forever. Like if you kind

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<v Speaker 1>of look for look at a lot of like the

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<v Speaker 1>emperors and stuff back in the day, that's what they

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<v Speaker 1>kind of did too, Like they had their own kingdom

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<v Speaker 1>and they weren't happy with this, so they wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>get bigger, you know, grow. But I feel like that's

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<v Speaker 1>good that you kind of succeeded in what you're trying

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<v Speaker 1>to do and you still have the drive to want

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<v Speaker 1>to do more and push to go further in your life.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a drive that you know a lot of people don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Have, No thanks, I want to have. This has been

0:24:01.000 --> 0:24:04.680
<v Speaker 2>kind of like we're like going back and forth therapying

0:24:04.800 --> 0:24:05.160
<v Speaker 2>each other.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's nice.

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<v Speaker 1>I really don't like talking too much about feeling feelings

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<v Speaker 1>about myself, so it's nice. It's it's been a real

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<v Speaker 1>talking to you get you know, I'm a real I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a terurisht this moment.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks bravery, Thanks man. What's your and Andy?

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<v Speaker 3>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Andrew, Andrew, Andrew. Nice to meet you.

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<v Speaker 4>Man.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, you seem like a good guy. It seems like

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<v Speaker 2>I said, alright, but it seems like you've been a lot,

0:24:33.200 --> 0:24:35.840
<v Speaker 2>I said, I said, it seems like you've been through

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<v Speaker 2>a lot, and keep uh, keep your head up, man.

0:24:42.240 --> 0:24:46.000
<v Speaker 2>I think you know, don't don't try to don't try

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<v Speaker 2>to take over the whole fucking universe at once. And

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<v Speaker 2>I think he'll eventually find some form of good life

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<v Speaker 2>in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>One one thing that I like to tell myself every

0:25:00.800 --> 0:25:04.760
<v Speaker 1>day that helps me through loneliness and you know, like

0:25:05.000 --> 0:25:06.960
<v Speaker 1>she was side with thoughts and stuff like that, is

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<v Speaker 1>you can't use you can't. I'm sorry, Uh, you can't

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<v Speaker 1>use a permanent solution for.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh temporary problem.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, there you go. I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>Permanent solution for a temporary problem.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah that's so high right now.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, man, I hope you I hope you're all right, man.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you know, get through it.

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<v Speaker 1>Like you said, I envy you a lot, and like

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<v Speaker 1>you said, it's not everything is not perfect. So no

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<v Speaker 1>matter if you have money, no matter how it goes,

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<v Speaker 1>there's always going to be problems in your life.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope you I know you're saying that right now,

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<v Speaker 2>but I hope you truly truly understand it, because I

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<v Speaker 2>I even after.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you know it's hard to but now that I'm

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<v Speaker 1>saying it out loud to you, you know, it's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of easier to get over.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, okay, because I'm gonna tell you I've achieved, Like

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<v Speaker 2>when I was eighteen, I mean, yeah, this was yes,

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<v Speaker 2>seven years ago. When I was eighteen. It feels weird

0:26:10.880 --> 0:26:13.840
<v Speaker 2>to say when I was your age, but when I

0:26:14.040 --> 0:26:18.239
<v Speaker 2>was your age, I very much dreamed about doing all

0:26:18.320 --> 0:26:22.639
<v Speaker 2>of the things that I'm doing now and having things.

0:26:23.560 --> 0:26:27.040
<v Speaker 2>And you know, I dreamed. I dreamed about living the

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<v Speaker 2>life that I sometimes get to live. And I still

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<v Speaker 2>have many many problems. So and and you know, I'm

0:26:37.440 --> 0:26:39.200
<v Speaker 2>still doing I'm still going I'm still in my head

0:26:39.280 --> 0:26:42.840
<v Speaker 2>thinking about I'm still in my head dreaming about other

0:26:42.920 --> 0:26:45.280
<v Speaker 2>lives and thinking about how in those other lives I

0:26:45.359 --> 0:26:48.520
<v Speaker 2>won't have problems. So I haven't even really learned that lesson.

0:26:48.640 --> 0:26:51.600
<v Speaker 2>But I hope you understand that. And I hope that.

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<v Speaker 1>That you if I to hear someone like you, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>some random come can come, can build you know, a

0:27:00.920 --> 0:27:04.359
<v Speaker 1>podcast and a platform, my kids, oh, my father, their dreams,

0:27:04.400 --> 0:27:04.560
<v Speaker 1>you know.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope, I hope that in the understanding of all

0:27:09.359 --> 0:27:11.440
<v Speaker 2>of that, you're like, you know what, let me just

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<v Speaker 2>take today to be stoked on the fact that I'm

0:27:16.240 --> 0:27:18.639
<v Speaker 2>not starving to death and the sun is up. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, of course I've been there, so you know,

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<v Speaker 1>every day above that is a good one.

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<v Speaker 2>Anything else you want to say to the people of

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<v Speaker 2>the computer before we go, Andrew.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't overwork yourself and love yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>Have a good one, bro, Take care man as well.

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<v Speaker 3>Call from Joy.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, Hello, Hey, oh my god, Hi, what's up?

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<v Speaker 4>Not much. I've been listening to your stuff for so long,

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<v Speaker 4>but this is the first time I tried.

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<v Speaker 2>Very cool. It's I probably I I've probably said this recently,

0:28:01.440 --> 0:28:04.320
<v Speaker 2>but I'll say it again. I've been doing this podcast

0:28:05.119 --> 0:28:09.000
<v Speaker 2>for over three years, just over three years, and it

0:28:09.200 --> 0:28:14.080
<v Speaker 2>is really, really, really cool to me that I'm still

0:28:14.560 --> 0:28:16.960
<v Speaker 2>new people that I've never talked to are calling in.

0:28:17.320 --> 0:28:19.080
<v Speaker 2>Because I thought to myself, I'm like, if I do

0:28:19.240 --> 0:28:22.359
<v Speaker 2>this for you know, I don't know how long I

0:28:22.400 --> 0:28:23.920
<v Speaker 2>could do this before I'm just going to keep talking

0:28:23.960 --> 0:28:26.720
<v Speaker 2>to the same people. So happy to hear from you.

0:28:27.880 --> 0:28:28.840
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it's great.

0:28:29.359 --> 0:28:34.280
<v Speaker 2>So what is your name? I'm Joy Joy? What's going on?

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<v Speaker 2>How's life?

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<v Speaker 4>Life is good? Uh? I'm finishing my last year of

0:28:40.400 --> 0:28:43.040
<v Speaker 4>school and now I'm like stressed out. So I'm like, oh,

0:28:43.040 --> 0:28:44.400
<v Speaker 4>I don't know what to go do school.

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<v Speaker 2>What did you study?

0:28:48.800 --> 0:28:50.400
<v Speaker 4>I'm studying illustration?

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<v Speaker 2>How much student that are you in?

0:28:56.680 --> 0:28:56.800
<v Speaker 3>Right?

0:28:57.120 --> 0:28:58.200
<v Speaker 4>Will? Let's not talk about that.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, let's see what do you What should you do

0:29:03.640 --> 0:29:07.000
<v Speaker 2>after school? You could? You could walk around.

0:29:13.120 --> 0:29:15.600
<v Speaker 4>I'd like to do more than what I want to

0:29:15.680 --> 0:29:17.760
<v Speaker 4>go into children's book illustration.

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<v Speaker 3>That's like my goal.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but you got to but just you keep in

0:29:22.880 --> 0:29:26.040
<v Speaker 2>mind you got to walk around to get there. I know,

0:29:26.360 --> 0:29:31.520
<v Speaker 2>I know, you gotta like walk to the Actually, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what, I think you can become a children's book

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<v Speaker 2>publisher without having to walk ever, ever, yeah you could

0:29:41.680 --> 0:29:43.440
<v Speaker 2>just well are you at your computer right now?

0:29:44.680 --> 0:29:44.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

0:29:45.600 --> 0:29:47.600
<v Speaker 2>Do you have a tablet that you can illustrate stuff?

0:29:48.640 --> 0:29:48.880
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I don't think you. I think you could theoretically

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<v Speaker 2>create your entire career without having to get up from

0:29:57.960 --> 0:30:00.240
<v Speaker 2>your chair. Ever maybe I mean you'd have to walk

0:30:00.320 --> 0:30:02.920
<v Speaker 2>to get food and stuff, but you could do everything

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<v Speaker 2>without having to get up.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean a lot of Like I guess I

0:30:08.240 --> 0:30:09.680
<v Speaker 4>was taught, like all the best thing that you can

0:30:09.720 --> 0:30:12.320
<v Speaker 4>do is like draw from life. So it's like encouraged

0:30:12.320 --> 0:30:15.360
<v Speaker 4>to go out and draw from like your surroundings and stuff.

0:30:15.360 --> 0:30:17.640
<v Speaker 4>So I guess I was. If I was at my computer,

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<v Speaker 4>I won't get that experience, which might hinder my ability

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<v Speaker 4>to get my fullest potential.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, look, man, whatever pretentious fucks said that has

0:30:28.480 --> 0:30:35.520
<v Speaker 2>never heard of Google images anything that could possibly inspire you.

0:30:36.280 --> 0:30:39.440
<v Speaker 2>You can look up and look at pictures of on Google.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, Asia, what.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you what kind of give me? Can I hear

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<v Speaker 2>a pitch for one of your children's books?

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<v Speaker 4>My thesis I'm working on, Like he's a little star

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<v Speaker 4>preacher and he's like in the galaxy and then he

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<v Speaker 4>falls from the sky and he lands on Earth and

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<v Speaker 4>then he's lost and then he finds like a family

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<v Speaker 4>and a home.

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<v Speaker 2>Is the family freaked the fuck out? Or are they like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh this is cool.

0:31:08.200 --> 0:31:10.160
<v Speaker 4>They're like, oh this is cool. It's like, oh this

0:31:10.320 --> 0:31:10.920
<v Speaker 4>is so nice.

0:31:11.640 --> 0:31:14.440
<v Speaker 2>I like, guy, how does it. How does it end?

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<v Speaker 2>Does the Star get to his like back to the

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<v Speaker 2>space or does he hang out with the family.

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<v Speaker 4>No, he's with the family. So it's it's like a

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<v Speaker 4>supposed to be an adoption story from my own personal

0:31:27.280 --> 0:31:29.600
<v Speaker 4>experience as an adoptee. So it's like he's kind of

0:31:29.680 --> 0:31:33.120
<v Speaker 4>like the representation of like an adoption to a new

0:31:33.200 --> 0:31:34.960
<v Speaker 4>family and like his forever home.

0:31:35.520 --> 0:31:38.120
<v Speaker 2>That's like this kind of reminds me of Lee Loo

0:31:38.280 --> 0:31:41.400
<v Speaker 2>and Stitch, except the Star seems like he's not like

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<v Speaker 2>an asshole and is kind of an asshole.

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<v Speaker 4>There's a lot of stories where it's like sound family

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<v Speaker 4>of like you know, an outer world creature or like

0:31:51.720 --> 0:31:54.320
<v Speaker 4>character that like goes into like a sound family or

0:31:54.400 --> 0:31:58.280
<v Speaker 4>like a new family, and I gravitated towards those stories.

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<v Speaker 4>So I'd like to make one of my own someday.

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<v Speaker 2>If you want to tell us, what's what's the analogy

0:32:04.600 --> 0:32:06.520
<v Speaker 2>from your own life? What happened with you?

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<v Speaker 4>I am a adoptee from China. So I was adopted

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<v Speaker 4>in China when I was like a baby, and then

0:32:15.320 --> 0:32:19.440
<v Speaker 4>I moved to America, and you know, it has its

0:32:20.680 --> 0:32:25.280
<v Speaker 4>craziness of like, you know, I don't really fit in

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<v Speaker 4>like white American, but I also don't really fit in

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<v Speaker 4>with like Asian American, like Chinese culture, because I'm like

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<v Speaker 4>in that middle ground of like you know, oh, I

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<v Speaker 4>didn't grow up with the traditions and stuff of you

0:32:39.440 --> 0:32:42.400
<v Speaker 4>know people that we grew up with, I guess surrounded

0:32:42.440 --> 0:32:45.920
<v Speaker 4>by those in that culture. So I'm like separated that

0:32:45.960 --> 0:32:50.160
<v Speaker 4>from I'm also not you know, fully American. So it's

0:32:50.200 --> 0:32:52.800
<v Speaker 4>like that weird like I feel like I don't belong

0:32:53.240 --> 0:32:56.440
<v Speaker 4>either way, which kind of sucks. So like the book

0:32:56.880 --> 0:32:58.360
<v Speaker 4>that I'm working on is supposed to kind of be

0:32:58.480 --> 0:33:01.000
<v Speaker 4>like for the kids who are struggle with like that idea,

0:33:01.040 --> 0:33:03.160
<v Speaker 4>it's like, Oh, it's okay that you're not, you know,

0:33:04.000 --> 0:33:06.120
<v Speaker 4>fit into one part. As long as you have a

0:33:06.200 --> 0:33:08.280
<v Speaker 4>family that loves you no matter where you were, it

0:33:08.400 --> 0:33:10.640
<v Speaker 4>doesn't matter. And I feel like that's an important thing

0:33:13.440 --> 0:33:16.520
<v Speaker 4>that adopted me to learn because I was my parents

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<v Speaker 4>read a lot of children's books to me of that

0:33:18.600 --> 0:33:21.080
<v Speaker 4>kind of idea, and then like you know, like Lane

0:33:21.080 --> 0:33:23.200
<v Speaker 4>Stitch and all that like showed like, oh, you could

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<v Speaker 4>be family no matter what you are.

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<v Speaker 2>How old were you when you were adopted? Oh we baby,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, Oh baby, did you ever did you

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<v Speaker 2>ever like do the thing of trying to figure out

0:33:35.320 --> 0:33:38.120
<v Speaker 2>who your like biological parents are or is that not

0:33:38.360 --> 0:33:38.960
<v Speaker 2>interesting to you?

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<v Speaker 4>I it's it's like been in the back of my mind.

0:33:42.400 --> 0:33:45.080
<v Speaker 4>I don't know if I thought about it. I haven't

0:33:45.200 --> 0:33:48.120
<v Speaker 4>done anything of that process, but I've thought about it,

0:33:48.880 --> 0:33:50.960
<v Speaker 4>but it's not it's not a it. I guess it

0:33:50.960 --> 0:33:52.600
<v Speaker 4>would like fill that little hole in me of like

0:33:52.680 --> 0:33:54.680
<v Speaker 4>if I want to venture out and find them, but

0:33:54.800 --> 0:33:58.880
<v Speaker 4>it's not as important because like, I love my family here.

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<v Speaker 4>So I'm like, you know, I think I'd like to

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<v Speaker 4>go back to China, like maybe after school and I

0:34:05.400 --> 0:34:08.040
<v Speaker 4>have like some time, and I'm like, oh, like you

0:34:08.120 --> 0:34:08.839
<v Speaker 4>go back to China.

0:34:09.400 --> 0:34:10.399
<v Speaker 2>Have you ever been to China?

0:34:11.600 --> 0:34:12.359
<v Speaker 3>I was there.

0:34:12.520 --> 0:34:15.520
<v Speaker 4>So my sister's also an adoptee. So when I was

0:34:15.600 --> 0:34:18.680
<v Speaker 4>like eight or whatever, we went to China got her.

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<v Speaker 4>So I've been to I've been to China before, but

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<v Speaker 4>I don't remember much stuff.

0:34:22.640 --> 0:34:27.320
<v Speaker 2>Little is there, Like is there a reason why people

0:34:27.560 --> 0:34:31.359
<v Speaker 2>adopt babies from China instead of just like from down

0:34:31.440 --> 0:34:31.840
<v Speaker 2>the street.

0:34:32.520 --> 0:34:33.520
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:34:34.239 --> 0:34:34.759
<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

0:34:37.800 --> 0:34:39.920
<v Speaker 4>I couldn't tell you. I like, I know there's a

0:34:40.000 --> 0:34:42.040
<v Speaker 4>lot of like I have a few friends that also

0:34:42.080 --> 0:34:43.560
<v Speaker 4>adoptees and stuff, and it's.

0:34:43.520 --> 0:34:49.200
<v Speaker 2>Like, yeah, when you go to China, so you didn't

0:34:49.760 --> 0:34:54.120
<v Speaker 2>even you you weren't remotely conscious being while you were there.

0:34:54.200 --> 0:34:55.040
<v Speaker 2>You were just a baby.

0:34:55.880 --> 0:34:59.120
<v Speaker 4>But yeah months, Yeah, I don't know, I don't remember

0:34:59.160 --> 0:34:59.440
<v Speaker 4>how much.

0:35:00.080 --> 0:35:03.520
<v Speaker 2>But yet you were born to two Chinese people, so like,

0:35:03.760 --> 0:35:07.880
<v Speaker 2>but but yet you grew up like totally like American.

0:35:08.239 --> 0:35:11.680
<v Speaker 2>When you go to China, do you, like, do you

0:35:11.840 --> 0:35:12.840
<v Speaker 2>do you feel anything?

0:35:15.280 --> 0:35:18.440
<v Speaker 4>Uh, like when I go? Or like when I went?

0:35:19.239 --> 0:35:24.520
<v Speaker 2>When when you went, I don't know.

0:35:24.680 --> 0:35:27.440
<v Speaker 4>I mean I was with my family, so like they

0:35:27.520 --> 0:35:29.520
<v Speaker 4>probably saw me as like, oh, that's their child, Like

0:35:30.120 --> 0:35:32.160
<v Speaker 4>I don't really, I don't think. I also, when I

0:35:32.239 --> 0:35:35.759
<v Speaker 4>was a young kind of had the brain capacity of

0:35:35.880 --> 0:35:38.959
<v Speaker 4>the complexity of like feeling different like that, I didn't

0:35:38.960 --> 0:35:41.440
<v Speaker 4>really think much about it. But now that I'm older

0:35:41.560 --> 0:35:43.360
<v Speaker 4>and I have that like relation and I learn more

0:35:43.400 --> 0:35:47.239
<v Speaker 4>about it, I'm like, ah, if I went now, i'd

0:35:47.280 --> 0:35:56.239
<v Speaker 4>probably feel like different. I don't think I felt much

0:35:56.280 --> 0:35:56.879
<v Speaker 4>when I was little.

0:35:56.960 --> 0:35:59.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't remember how how old were you last time

0:35:59.600 --> 0:36:02.640
<v Speaker 2>you went? Like eight or nine?

0:36:03.719 --> 0:36:03.879
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:36:04.000 --> 0:36:06.160
<v Speaker 2>Okay, okay, well, now you're like an adult.

0:36:08.200 --> 0:36:08.919
<v Speaker 3>I guess.

0:36:09.120 --> 0:36:10.240
<v Speaker 4>I don't remember much from.

0:36:10.120 --> 0:36:10.520
<v Speaker 1>What I was.

0:36:12.600 --> 0:36:14.120
<v Speaker 2>Where. Where in China do you want to go to?

0:36:17.640 --> 0:36:18.080
<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

0:36:19.800 --> 0:36:22.080
<v Speaker 4>Specifically where I'm from, I guess or where I was

0:36:22.920 --> 0:36:25.800
<v Speaker 4>where I was from quanghoe An. I think it was

0:36:27.239 --> 0:36:31.640
<v Speaker 4>so I'd like to go there, But now we're really specific,

0:36:31.719 --> 0:36:32.280
<v Speaker 4>I guess.

0:36:33.680 --> 0:36:37.920
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. I'd like to go to China too. It

0:36:38.000 --> 0:36:38.640
<v Speaker 2>seems cool.

0:36:39.560 --> 0:36:39.960
<v Speaker 4>Mm hmm.

0:36:40.800 --> 0:36:41.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:36:41.840 --> 0:36:45.920
<v Speaker 2>There's like a crazy like every time I'm on every

0:36:45.960 --> 0:36:49.280
<v Speaker 2>time I'm on Instagram and I see like wild blade

0:36:49.400 --> 0:36:52.919
<v Speaker 2>runner type architecture ship, it's always from China.

0:36:53.080 --> 0:36:59.279
<v Speaker 4>Uh uh yeah, yeah, what's the ship?

0:36:59.400 --> 0:37:01.360
<v Speaker 2>Can you do? You do you know any Chinese?

0:37:03.719 --> 0:37:07.120
<v Speaker 4>I took Chinese in high school. I have not picked

0:37:07.160 --> 0:37:09.760
<v Speaker 4>it up since, which is really bad. And I should

0:37:10.200 --> 0:37:14.360
<v Speaker 4>And like my partner speaks and his family speaks like Cantonese,

0:37:14.520 --> 0:37:16.799
<v Speaker 4>like I should have learned. I should just like Cantonese,

0:37:17.520 --> 0:37:18.000
<v Speaker 4>like I don't.

0:37:18.320 --> 0:37:19.480
<v Speaker 2>I was like so.

0:37:21.560 --> 0:37:24.520
<v Speaker 4>And I'm in New York, so like with Chinatown everything,

0:37:25.200 --> 0:37:28.520
<v Speaker 4>I'm also kind of absorbing I guess that culture through

0:37:28.560 --> 0:37:31.560
<v Speaker 4>that and like being surrounded by people and like speaking

0:37:31.600 --> 0:37:33.719
<v Speaker 4>the languish, but I should. I should figure out.

0:37:35.880 --> 0:37:39.240
<v Speaker 2>You could do you could do one of those apps.

0:37:41.080 --> 0:37:41.320
<v Speaker 2>I know.

0:37:41.640 --> 0:37:44.440
<v Speaker 4>I tried do lingual for a hot minute and then

0:37:44.480 --> 0:37:47.200
<v Speaker 4>everyone's like, ling is not good for Chinese. You gotta

0:37:47.239 --> 0:37:49.640
<v Speaker 4>go on like something else. Was like, oh okay, So

0:37:49.760 --> 0:37:52.480
<v Speaker 4>then I just never looked into other What about what

0:37:52.600 --> 0:37:55.400
<v Speaker 4>about Babel? What's babbel?

0:37:56.400 --> 0:37:56.520
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:37:57.280 --> 0:37:59.120
<v Speaker 2>There there are another They're another one of those apps.

0:38:00.000 --> 0:38:03.560
<v Speaker 4>Okay. See they also have a silly mascot like Dolinguu.

0:38:04.960 --> 0:38:07.000
<v Speaker 2>No they don't. Everyone needs kind of a silly mask.

0:38:07.040 --> 0:38:09.840
<v Speaker 2>Everyone needs a silly green mascot. If anyone's hiring, I

0:38:11.080 --> 0:38:11.279
<v Speaker 2>like you.

0:38:11.360 --> 0:38:12.439
<v Speaker 4>You're you're a green mask.

0:38:12.960 --> 0:38:15.560
<v Speaker 2>I am a green mascot. What's your name again?

0:38:16.640 --> 0:38:16.920
<v Speaker 4>Joy?

0:38:17.920 --> 0:38:21.080
<v Speaker 2>Joy? Hmmm, I feel like I got I feel like

0:38:21.120 --> 0:38:25.960
<v Speaker 2>I I got a well rounded, brief window into your

0:38:26.000 --> 0:38:27.680
<v Speaker 2>life over the course of these ten minutes.

0:38:28.600 --> 0:38:31.759
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. I didn't expect to go into that deep, but yeah,

0:38:31.960 --> 0:38:33.080
<v Speaker 4>this is this is great.

0:38:33.840 --> 0:38:34.239
<v Speaker 3>Mm hmm.

0:38:34.840 --> 0:38:36.719
<v Speaker 2>What's next for you, Joy or I guess that's what

0:38:36.760 --> 0:38:37.560
<v Speaker 2>you're trying to figure out.

0:38:38.400 --> 0:38:41.680
<v Speaker 4>That's what I'm figuring out. Yeah, gonna I'm gonna work

0:38:41.760 --> 0:38:44.800
<v Speaker 4>on my project and after school, I guess I'm just

0:38:44.840 --> 0:38:47.360
<v Speaker 4>gonna work and hopefully things work out for me. And

0:38:47.480 --> 0:38:50.120
<v Speaker 4>I you know, I'd love to illustrate my own books

0:38:50.120 --> 0:38:53.160
<v Speaker 4>and stuff and hopefully they get noticed.

0:38:53.239 --> 0:38:56.760
<v Speaker 2>And yeah, if I could leave you with some parting words,

0:38:58.040 --> 0:39:07.200
<v Speaker 2>uh huh from my own personal experience lately, even I

0:39:07.400 --> 0:39:09.759
<v Speaker 2>hope that the stress of figuring out what to do

0:39:09.960 --> 0:39:14.879
<v Speaker 2>next does not distract you from the most important fucking thing,

0:39:15.719 --> 0:39:17.520
<v Speaker 2>which is to actually make stuff.

0:39:18.719 --> 0:39:20.120
<v Speaker 4>Mm hmm angry.

0:39:20.239 --> 0:39:22.279
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that happens to me all the time. I'm thinking

0:39:22.320 --> 0:39:25.200
<v Speaker 2>too much about the big picture. Whatever the fuck all

0:39:25.239 --> 0:39:26.600
<v Speaker 2>the kinds of things that I do that I don't

0:39:26.719 --> 0:39:27.640
<v Speaker 2>make anything.

0:39:27.400 --> 0:39:31.759
<v Speaker 4>You know, Yeah, definitely I get scared, like out when

0:39:31.800 --> 0:39:34.160
<v Speaker 4>I get out of college. I'm like, it's gonna work

0:39:34.480 --> 0:39:36.160
<v Speaker 4>and I'm not actually gonna make things. I'm just gonna

0:39:36.320 --> 0:39:40.680
<v Speaker 4>worry about, you know, living, which like sucks. But I

0:39:40.840 --> 0:39:42.840
<v Speaker 4>hope to keep, you know, doing what I love and

0:39:44.120 --> 0:39:46.440
<v Speaker 4>being able to share that with people. That's important for me.

0:39:47.239 --> 0:39:52.279
<v Speaker 2>If you illustrated a child and the child came to life, Oh,

0:39:56.280 --> 0:39:59.080
<v Speaker 2>if you illustrated a child. If you illustrated a child

0:39:59.239 --> 0:40:01.680
<v Speaker 2>and the child came to life and robbed you for

0:40:01.800 --> 0:40:04.800
<v Speaker 2>twenty dollars at gunpoint, would you go you know what,

0:40:04.880 --> 0:40:06.960
<v Speaker 2>I don't think I'm going to make books for children anymore.

0:40:07.160 --> 0:40:08.480
<v Speaker 2>Children are kind of assholes.

0:40:12.680 --> 0:40:14.560
<v Speaker 4>I'd been more concerned why he is a gun, but

0:40:15.000 --> 0:40:20.239
<v Speaker 4>I I, you know, i'd be like, man, that just

0:40:20.280 --> 0:40:21.160
<v Speaker 4>happened to me. That sucks.

0:40:22.360 --> 0:40:25.839
<v Speaker 2>Joy. Yeah, is there anything else you want to say

0:40:25.880 --> 0:40:27.080
<v Speaker 2>to the people of the computer.

0:40:26.880 --> 0:40:32.480
<v Speaker 4>Before we go, tell your loved ones you love them.

0:40:33.520 --> 0:40:36.680
<v Speaker 4>It's important. And before I leave, get you know? You

0:40:36.760 --> 0:40:39.160
<v Speaker 4>know in New York? You know you're in New York show?

0:40:39.840 --> 0:40:40.399
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Wait?

0:40:40.440 --> 0:40:41.239
<v Speaker 2>Did you were you there?

0:40:42.680 --> 0:40:44.760
<v Speaker 4>Yeah? I was the person that gave you a drawing.

0:40:45.200 --> 0:40:47.440
<v Speaker 2>Oh shit, I totally remember that drawing. I totally have

0:40:47.560 --> 0:40:50.600
<v Speaker 2>that drawing. I totally remember you. I'm not even I'm

0:40:50.600 --> 0:40:52.000
<v Speaker 2>not even trying to be a Dickrent, I'm making one

0:40:52.040 --> 0:40:54.279
<v Speaker 2>hundred serious. I remember that drawing. I remember you. Wait

0:40:54.320 --> 0:40:56.319
<v Speaker 2>a minute, didn't you? And tell me if I'm wrong,

0:40:56.360 --> 0:40:58.120
<v Speaker 2>if I remember this wrong? There weren't weren't you with

0:40:58.320 --> 0:41:02.719
<v Speaker 2>two friends? And you said to me like you were

0:41:02.719 --> 0:41:08.480
<v Speaker 2>with two friends? Okay, I remember, and tell me if

0:41:08.480 --> 0:41:10.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm wrong. But did you say like, I don't know

0:41:10.280 --> 0:41:12.279
<v Speaker 2>you that well, but my friend does. And I'm just

0:41:12.320 --> 0:41:13.120
<v Speaker 2>discovering you now.

0:41:14.120 --> 0:41:16.600
<v Speaker 4>I haven't watched you for years.

0:41:16.640 --> 0:41:18.839
<v Speaker 2>Now is it which which? Fuck?

0:41:20.400 --> 0:41:22.440
<v Speaker 4>Hm hmm the Grammarcy Theater?

0:41:23.480 --> 0:41:24.240
<v Speaker 2>Was that the Grammarcy?

0:41:25.360 --> 0:41:25.560
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

0:41:26.200 --> 0:41:30.680
<v Speaker 2>Oh ship, I was thinking about the Bell House. Okay,

0:41:30.719 --> 0:41:32.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry. Maybe I'm sorry.

0:41:32.920 --> 0:41:34.000
<v Speaker 3>You're you're good?

0:41:34.360 --> 0:41:40.040
<v Speaker 2>Hold on, oh man, dude, hell yeah, what'd you think of?

0:41:40.120 --> 0:41:41.440
<v Speaker 2>What do you think of that show? You remember that

0:41:41.560 --> 0:41:42.360
<v Speaker 2>Turkish guy.

0:41:43.200 --> 0:41:45.399
<v Speaker 4>The doctor Candalo for whatever?

0:41:46.840 --> 0:41:57.759
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, doctor honeydew. That was insane. Well thanks for wait

0:41:58.040 --> 0:41:58.279
<v Speaker 2>was there?

0:41:59.760 --> 0:41:59.880
<v Speaker 4>Uh?

0:42:00.120 --> 0:42:01.919
<v Speaker 2>Fuck? Was there a part two to that thing about

0:42:01.920 --> 0:42:04.759
<v Speaker 2>the live show or no?

0:42:05.000 --> 0:42:06.480
<v Speaker 4>I just I just want to mention I was the

0:42:06.560 --> 0:42:09.560
<v Speaker 4>person I gave you a drawing at that show, and I.

0:42:09.880 --> 0:42:11.799
<v Speaker 2>Wanted to call in because I was like, okay, wait,

0:42:11.840 --> 0:42:13.040
<v Speaker 2>what was what was the draw? Was it just a

0:42:13.120 --> 0:42:16.080
<v Speaker 2>drawing of me? I wish I I I'm not. I'm

0:42:16.120 --> 0:42:18.759
<v Speaker 2>not at my all all the drawings from that leg

0:42:18.840 --> 0:42:21.319
<v Speaker 2>of the tour. I think I have that one at

0:42:21.440 --> 0:42:24.680
<v Speaker 2>my at my mom's house. So I'm going to take

0:42:24.680 --> 0:42:25.319
<v Speaker 2>a look at that next time.

0:42:25.480 --> 0:42:29.160
<v Speaker 4>There. Yeah, just you sitting and you talking and stuff.

0:42:29.640 --> 0:42:32.359
<v Speaker 2>Dude. Fuck yeah, thanks for thanks for taking the time

0:42:32.400 --> 0:42:35.160
<v Speaker 2>out of your day to draw me doing stuff.

0:42:35.960 --> 0:42:38.320
<v Speaker 4>Of course I wish it was more elaborate, but I

0:42:38.440 --> 0:42:41.880
<v Speaker 4>was like, I was happy.

0:42:41.680 --> 0:42:44.520
<v Speaker 2>I was able to do it, so any any more

0:42:44.560 --> 0:42:51.480
<v Speaker 2>elaborate it would have disgusted you. No, no, the scales

0:42:51.520 --> 0:42:53.480
<v Speaker 2>would have been slimy. It would have been too much.

0:42:58.360 --> 0:42:58.680
<v Speaker 3>To draw.

0:42:59.080 --> 0:43:02.759
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Joy, thanks very much, man, and good luck on

0:43:02.840 --> 0:43:06.160
<v Speaker 2>your on your children's book dreams and on your dreams.

0:43:06.880 --> 0:43:08.640
<v Speaker 4>All night.

0:43:08.760 --> 0:43:09.719
<v Speaker 3>Thank you so much.

0:43:10.320 --> 0:43:18.239
<v Speaker 2>Have a good night, dude, you too. Joy was a joy.

0:43:18.880 --> 0:43:21.160
<v Speaker 2>I wonder how many times she's heard that before, but

0:43:21.239 --> 0:43:28.920
<v Speaker 2>it's true. Hello, yo, what's up man?

0:43:30.160 --> 0:43:39.920
<v Speaker 3>You're sitting me yo, yo, yo, I am I'm on

0:43:40.080 --> 0:43:41.720
<v Speaker 3>stream right now. You're still streaming. I'm listening.

0:43:42.320 --> 0:43:44.360
<v Speaker 2>Uh yeah, yeah, I'm here, I'm ready.

0:43:44.800 --> 0:43:50.000
<v Speaker 3>Okay, I just got really really nervous. Bro. Oh my god,

0:43:50.400 --> 0:43:51.640
<v Speaker 3>oh my god.

0:43:51.800 --> 0:43:55.640
<v Speaker 2>All right, what's up man, that's what's going on? What's

0:43:55.719 --> 0:43:59.920
<v Speaker 2>going on? I'm feeling I'm you're you're excited enough for

0:44:00.080 --> 0:44:00.520
<v Speaker 2>two of us?

0:44:02.440 --> 0:44:08.759
<v Speaker 3>Fuck? All right, okay man, dude, alright, So so hi,

0:44:08.920 --> 0:44:11.200
<v Speaker 3>what's holy fuck?

0:44:11.280 --> 0:44:11.400
<v Speaker 4>Bro?

0:44:11.560 --> 0:44:14.800
<v Speaker 3>My heart is just like racing. Uh. I know you

0:44:14.920 --> 0:44:16.400
<v Speaker 3>have a rule and not to look at chat. So

0:44:16.400 --> 0:44:18.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm not even actually tuned into the stream. I was

0:44:18.360 --> 0:44:20.279
<v Speaker 3>playing a whole different game with like a few of

0:44:20.360 --> 0:44:23.400
<v Speaker 3>my friends. So like, it's just you and I right now.

0:44:23.520 --> 0:44:27.000
<v Speaker 2>Man, man, your name is you texted me? You said

0:44:27.000 --> 0:44:29.480
<v Speaker 2>your name is Rubiks, You're twenty four years old, and

0:44:29.640 --> 0:44:36.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna just step this off you. Okay. So our

0:44:36.200 --> 0:44:43.279
<v Speaker 2>last podcast, uh entitled I Am a Speed Demon. I

0:44:43.560 --> 0:44:46.000
<v Speaker 2>was on the phone for a while with a guy

0:44:46.200 --> 0:44:50.040
<v Speaker 2>named Deafy and he put his like phone number in

0:44:50.160 --> 0:44:54.320
<v Speaker 2>the stream chat and you texted me to say that

0:44:54.520 --> 0:45:00.360
<v Speaker 2>you texted the guy from the speed Demon podcast and

0:45:00.800 --> 0:45:04.760
<v Speaker 2>that you and him are going to ride motorcycles together

0:45:04.920 --> 0:45:06.200
<v Speaker 2>this weekend.

0:45:07.120 --> 0:45:12.120
<v Speaker 3>This weekend. Yeah, yeah, isn't that crazy? No? Yeah, it was.

0:45:12.960 --> 0:45:15.279
<v Speaker 3>So he actually shouted me out. He said, Oh, this

0:45:15.400 --> 0:45:18.600
<v Speaker 3>one guy in chat, uh, you know, posted Oh I

0:45:18.640 --> 0:45:20.319
<v Speaker 3>love riding in Chicago too, because that's what I posted

0:45:20.400 --> 0:45:21.600
<v Speaker 3>in the chat. I was like, oh, I ride in

0:45:21.680 --> 0:45:23.680
<v Speaker 3>Chicago too, Like, let's meet up. He put his phone

0:45:23.760 --> 0:45:25.640
<v Speaker 3>number down. I reached out to him and I was like, yo,

0:45:25.840 --> 0:45:28.759
<v Speaker 3>like this is cool, and it just happened to be

0:45:28.920 --> 0:45:31.239
<v Speaker 3>pretty cool. So I'm a I'm I plan on riding

0:45:31.280 --> 0:45:32.719
<v Speaker 3>with him this weekend. What questions do you have?

0:45:33.239 --> 0:45:35.480
<v Speaker 2>Well, okay, but the whole fucking thing, the whole thing

0:45:35.560 --> 0:45:38.640
<v Speaker 2>of that podcast was that him. It was it was

0:45:38.719 --> 0:45:42.520
<v Speaker 2>a terrible thing that he was doing. Yeah, it was

0:45:42.719 --> 0:45:43.279
<v Speaker 2>really bad.

0:45:44.400 --> 0:45:46.279
<v Speaker 3>So it's funny reach out. We talked about this a

0:45:46.280 --> 0:45:48.160
<v Speaker 3>little bit. He was like, yeah, that guy was shitting

0:45:48.200 --> 0:45:49.759
<v Speaker 3>on me. But I guess he just doesn't get it.

0:45:49.800 --> 0:45:52.359
<v Speaker 3>And I was like, it's it's not an easy thing

0:45:52.480 --> 0:45:53.480
<v Speaker 3>to get you know.

0:45:54.920 --> 0:45:56.960
<v Speaker 2>He oh he he said that I was shitting on him.

0:45:57.840 --> 0:45:59.840
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I was on him a little bit.

0:46:00.160 --> 0:46:03.960
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I know him. I was, you know, no, no, no, no,

0:46:04.200 --> 0:46:06.680
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't shitting on him. I like him. He's a

0:46:06.719 --> 0:46:09.160
<v Speaker 2>cool guy. I was shitting on the act. I was

0:46:09.360 --> 0:46:13.040
<v Speaker 2>relentlessly shitting on the activity. It's a terrible activity.

0:46:13.880 --> 0:46:16.439
<v Speaker 3>Okay, but like this is my thing, right, I think

0:46:17.440 --> 0:46:20.560
<v Speaker 3>it's funny. I'm like semi attasson to like of like

0:46:20.920 --> 0:46:22.840
<v Speaker 3>kind of like video creation and stuff like that. And

0:46:23.080 --> 0:46:25.600
<v Speaker 3>and the video idea I've always wanted to do is

0:46:25.840 --> 0:46:31.280
<v Speaker 3>like explain why people ride motorcycles. Right, Uh, just like definitely,

0:46:31.320 --> 0:46:32.600
<v Speaker 3>Like I had a I have a group of friends

0:46:32.640 --> 0:46:36.600
<v Speaker 3>that I also ride with, right, and I think we

0:46:36.719 --> 0:46:39.759
<v Speaker 3>all have like a different reason as to why we ride.

0:46:40.040 --> 0:46:42.759
<v Speaker 3>And I think that every and I think I think

0:46:43.040 --> 0:46:47.759
<v Speaker 3>definitely said this too everyone, at least I'm not, and

0:46:47.800 --> 0:46:49.200
<v Speaker 3>I got this from you. Like you never tell people

0:46:49.280 --> 0:46:53.319
<v Speaker 3>they should do, but should experience, as I say, should

0:46:53.440 --> 0:46:56.319
<v Speaker 3>should experience what it's like to be on a motorcycle

0:46:56.440 --> 0:46:59.920
<v Speaker 3>like it is. It is truly like I don't know

0:47:00.360 --> 0:47:01.520
<v Speaker 3>if life changes.

0:47:02.160 --> 0:47:05.120
<v Speaker 2>Okay, here's the thing. Here's the thing, being being on

0:47:05.320 --> 0:47:07.400
<v Speaker 2>a This is just gonna be a repeat of the

0:47:07.520 --> 0:47:10.520
<v Speaker 2>last podcast being on a motor I don't have a

0:47:10.680 --> 0:47:13.400
<v Speaker 2>I don't have an issue with riding a motorcycle, but

0:47:13.680 --> 0:47:17.719
<v Speaker 2>riding a motorcycle one hundred and fifty miles an hour

0:47:17.880 --> 0:47:20.760
<v Speaker 2>down the highway is a terrible idea.

0:47:22.040 --> 0:47:25.520
<v Speaker 3>No, it's fun, it's fun. There's a sense of like, so, so.

0:47:25.560 --> 0:47:28.520
<v Speaker 2>All right, buddy, what's gonna happen, my friend? When you

0:47:29.200 --> 0:47:33.680
<v Speaker 2>you're gonna crash your car, you're gonna kill yourself, You're

0:47:33.680 --> 0:47:38.080
<v Speaker 2>gonna kill somebody else. It's a terrible fucking idea. You're

0:47:38.120 --> 0:47:40.080
<v Speaker 2>not gonna give it. This a terrible idea.

0:47:41.400 --> 0:47:43.879
<v Speaker 3>Odds that you kill somebody else is pretty low. Odds

0:47:43.920 --> 0:47:47.960
<v Speaker 3>that you kill yourself pretty hot. So I think, right,

0:47:48.120 --> 0:47:50.560
<v Speaker 3>I think that there is a sense of like when

0:47:50.600 --> 0:47:52.960
<v Speaker 3>you're going one Admittedly, i've never been one to think

0:47:52.960 --> 0:47:55.960
<v Speaker 3>the fast dog gone for like one, like my bike

0:47:55.960 --> 0:48:01.040
<v Speaker 3>doesn't go too fast, right, But when when you're going

0:48:01.160 --> 0:48:05.279
<v Speaker 3>that fast, right, you're not thinking about any of that. Like, okay,

0:48:05.280 --> 0:48:07.920
<v Speaker 3>I see what you're saying. Objectively, it makes rubiks.

0:48:07.640 --> 0:48:10.040
<v Speaker 2>That's what do you know what you hold on? Shut

0:48:10.080 --> 0:48:11.239
<v Speaker 2>up for a second. Do you know what you just

0:48:11.280 --> 0:48:14.800
<v Speaker 2>said to me? Do you know what you just said?

0:48:16.560 --> 0:48:20.800
<v Speaker 2>You said, I said, it's a terrible idea because you

0:48:21.040 --> 0:48:24.680
<v Speaker 2>you're going to kill yourself or somebody else. And you said, well,

0:48:24.719 --> 0:48:26.840
<v Speaker 2>it's actually not because when you're doing it, you're not

0:48:26.880 --> 0:48:28.839
<v Speaker 2>even thinking about the fact that you're going to kill

0:48:28.880 --> 0:48:32.840
<v Speaker 2>yourself or somebody else. That's what you just said. And whatever,

0:48:33.000 --> 0:48:34.440
<v Speaker 2>I don't you know, look, if you want to.

0:48:34.600 --> 0:48:35.600
<v Speaker 3>You know, go die.

0:48:35.800 --> 0:48:39.160
<v Speaker 2>That's your prerogative in life, you know.

0:48:39.440 --> 0:48:43.759
<v Speaker 3>I mean, okay, oh, you know, okay, all right, So

0:48:43.960 --> 0:48:45.480
<v Speaker 3>all right, you know what can I I'll be try

0:48:48.360 --> 0:48:51.040
<v Speaker 3>is crazy, all right? That is? That is I would

0:48:51.120 --> 0:48:53.120
<v Speaker 3>I would even even like one hundred plus. It's like

0:48:53.200 --> 0:48:57.800
<v Speaker 3>kind of crazy, you know, but I think just the

0:48:58.120 --> 0:49:01.040
<v Speaker 3>idea of like writing like we all have our own reasons. Yo.

0:49:01.160 --> 0:49:04.000
<v Speaker 3>You know what's crazy? What's also crazy? To at least

0:49:04.000 --> 0:49:05.600
<v Speaker 3>to me, is like you know, you you go to

0:49:05.680 --> 0:49:07.719
<v Speaker 3>your nine to five and you come home, you watch TV,

0:49:07.800 --> 0:49:10.279
<v Speaker 3>and you repeat that cycle for eighty years. Like that's

0:49:10.520 --> 0:49:14.120
<v Speaker 3>that's that's crazy, right, I okay, we have to go

0:49:14.160 --> 0:49:16.680
<v Speaker 3>to the point where we risk our lives. Right Why?

0:49:16.960 --> 0:49:18.799
<v Speaker 2>Why are why do you live it? Why do you live?

0:49:19.040 --> 0:49:22.840
<v Speaker 2>Why do you? And defy live in this binary universe

0:49:23.239 --> 0:49:27.719
<v Speaker 2>where you're either uh sitting on the computer all day

0:49:28.000 --> 0:49:33.400
<v Speaker 2>or out wreaking havoc upon the roads. There's more than

0:49:33.480 --> 0:49:37.200
<v Speaker 2>two things to do in life anyway, Rubik's I'm not gonna.

0:49:37.239 --> 0:49:39.279
<v Speaker 2>I'm not gonna. I'm not gonna continue to fight you

0:49:39.360 --> 0:49:39.520
<v Speaker 2>on this.

0:49:39.760 --> 0:49:41.920
<v Speaker 3>But no, no, no, you know what, you know, I

0:49:41.960 --> 0:49:45.040
<v Speaker 3>actually appreciate the challenge of this. My like my like,

0:49:45.160 --> 0:49:46.400
<v Speaker 3>my friends all say the same thing.

0:49:47.120 --> 0:49:49.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, your friends are all right, and you should listen

0:49:49.120 --> 0:49:51.440
<v Speaker 2>to them because they don't want to go to your funeral.

0:49:52.840 --> 0:49:54.800
<v Speaker 3>But I don't know. I think I think that we

0:49:54.920 --> 0:49:56.719
<v Speaker 3>have I can't speak for Duffy, but at least for me,

0:49:56.800 --> 0:50:01.879
<v Speaker 3>I've been through plenty of life experiences where I think

0:50:01.880 --> 0:50:04.359
<v Speaker 3>I've almost boiled it down to like it's it's one

0:50:04.520 --> 0:50:06.800
<v Speaker 3>or the other, like It's not that I don't appreciate

0:50:06.840 --> 0:50:08.360
<v Speaker 3>the little things and like the things that come in

0:50:08.440 --> 0:50:14.600
<v Speaker 3>between a calmer lifestyle, right, but I think that uh yeah,

0:50:14.640 --> 0:50:16.840
<v Speaker 3>I feel like I don't know, I feel like like

0:50:16.920 --> 0:50:18.439
<v Speaker 3>I hang out with my friends or I hang around

0:50:18.440 --> 0:50:20.640
<v Speaker 3>with people. It's it seems like that. It just seems

0:50:20.680 --> 0:50:23.359
<v Speaker 3>like that that binary or I don't know what words

0:50:23.360 --> 0:50:26.480
<v Speaker 3>you use, but like that it's two ends. It's either like,

0:50:26.800 --> 0:50:29.000
<v Speaker 3>all right, you're gonna be settle, chill and like boring,

0:50:29.160 --> 0:50:30.520
<v Speaker 3>or like you can do exciting things.

0:50:31.160 --> 0:50:33.320
<v Speaker 2>You can either be settle, chill or boring, or you

0:50:33.400 --> 0:50:37.440
<v Speaker 2>can just put a ton of people and yourself at

0:50:37.640 --> 0:50:42.799
<v Speaker 2>risk of being crushed by a car in the road.

0:50:44.840 --> 0:50:47.719
<v Speaker 3>That that's hard to argue against when you put it

0:50:47.800 --> 0:50:47.960
<v Speaker 3>like that.

0:50:48.320 --> 0:50:50.680
<v Speaker 2>It is anyway, what did do you do anything else

0:50:50.760 --> 0:50:51.760
<v Speaker 2>in your life? Rubics?

0:50:52.560 --> 0:50:57.680
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Yeah, yeah, so well done a lot of things. Man.

0:50:57.760 --> 0:51:01.279
<v Speaker 3>So I'm twenty four, So I graduate to college. Uh.

0:51:01.440 --> 0:51:03.440
<v Speaker 3>In college, I was like doing a lot of stuff

0:51:03.520 --> 0:51:07.160
<v Speaker 3>with like our athletic department, so like I would do that.

0:51:07.960 --> 0:51:08.080
<v Speaker 4>Uh.

0:51:08.360 --> 0:51:10.520
<v Speaker 3>I think just after college, life just got like two.

0:51:11.200 --> 0:51:14.279
<v Speaker 3>I won't say mundane for me. You know, I've been

0:51:15.000 --> 0:51:18.160
<v Speaker 3>I've been like I don't know, dude, Like my I

0:51:18.320 --> 0:51:20.120
<v Speaker 3>hate talking about my life like it's been. It's just

0:51:20.239 --> 0:51:26.160
<v Speaker 3>been a crazy, like crazy dance of where I'm at now.

0:51:26.520 --> 0:51:29.160
<v Speaker 3>I have two cats that I really love and like

0:51:29.239 --> 0:51:31.640
<v Speaker 3>I think they're they're pretty cool, and like, I don't know,

0:51:31.680 --> 0:51:33.279
<v Speaker 3>I think my life. I go to the gym a lot,

0:51:33.320 --> 0:51:35.760
<v Speaker 3>but like I mean, I do things on my but honestly,

0:51:35.840 --> 0:51:37.840
<v Speaker 3>I also I've jumped out of a plane before.

0:51:39.120 --> 0:51:42.640
<v Speaker 2>Like, uh, even that, even that is safer to me,

0:51:42.760 --> 0:51:45.640
<v Speaker 2>even that, even that is way safer to me than

0:51:45.760 --> 0:51:47.120
<v Speaker 2>the stupid motorcycle thing.

0:51:48.880 --> 0:51:51.120
<v Speaker 3>I mean, yeah, I agree, I agree.

0:51:53.920 --> 0:51:56.200
<v Speaker 2>I hope you guys, I I you know, I'm glad

0:51:56.480 --> 0:51:59.640
<v Speaker 2>that you guys made friends because of this podcast.

0:52:00.719 --> 0:52:02.040
<v Speaker 3>He thinks you to be.

0:52:02.160 --> 0:52:04.560
<v Speaker 2>And I see, I'm on Reddit all the time, watching

0:52:04.800 --> 0:52:08.520
<v Speaker 2>fucked up videos for you know, just to bring just

0:52:08.600 --> 0:52:11.880
<v Speaker 2>to bring some form of chemicals to my brain. And

0:52:11.960 --> 0:52:15.839
<v Speaker 2>so I see all kinds of like there's some video,

0:52:15.880 --> 0:52:18.840
<v Speaker 2>there's some video I watched. I think, O there he

0:52:18.920 --> 0:52:23.000
<v Speaker 2>watched a video on Reddit that said something like reality

0:52:23.320 --> 0:52:28.200
<v Speaker 2>hits asshole in the face after he crashes driving one

0:52:28.320 --> 0:52:31.600
<v Speaker 2>hundred and twenty miles on his motorcycle down the highway

0:52:31.680 --> 0:52:34.320
<v Speaker 2>and it's just like a go pro video of a

0:52:34.440 --> 0:52:37.440
<v Speaker 2>guy driving his motorcycle one hundred and twenty miles down

0:52:37.480 --> 0:52:40.120
<v Speaker 2>the highway and he gets into a crash and you

0:52:40.239 --> 0:52:43.839
<v Speaker 2>can see his like you can see his like brains

0:52:44.160 --> 0:52:50.680
<v Speaker 2>and guts, like just like get gets slathered against what

0:52:50.920 --> 0:52:51.319
<v Speaker 2>the road?

0:52:52.480 --> 0:52:53.719
<v Speaker 3>Why do you do? A fuck you?

0:52:53.840 --> 0:52:55.320
<v Speaker 2>What do I watch it? Why do you do it?

0:52:56.360 --> 0:52:59.000
<v Speaker 2>What do you mean? Holod? Shut up? Shut up? What

0:52:59.080 --> 0:53:01.239
<v Speaker 2>do you mean? What do you mean? Why do I

0:53:01.640 --> 0:53:03.800
<v Speaker 2>watch that? You fucking do it?

0:53:05.000 --> 0:53:07.719
<v Speaker 3>I know I don't watch it like a fuck man

0:53:07.880 --> 0:53:08.080
<v Speaker 3>like that?

0:53:08.360 --> 0:53:09.040
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god?

0:53:10.280 --> 0:53:11.520
<v Speaker 4>Uh you fucking do it?

0:53:12.680 --> 0:53:14.719
<v Speaker 3>Can I sell you? Okay, okay, I'm not as crazy

0:53:14.760 --> 0:53:16.799
<v Speaker 3>as I'm not crazy as death. I'm not crazy as death.

0:53:17.000 --> 0:53:20.719
<v Speaker 3>Problem I actually I I think I'm a lot more

0:53:20.920 --> 0:53:23.440
<v Speaker 3>chill when it comes to it. But because it's my

0:53:23.560 --> 0:53:27.320
<v Speaker 3>motorcycle doesn't go like that fast. Also, you asked me

0:53:27.400 --> 0:53:28.640
<v Speaker 3>what I do in my life? Can I tell you

0:53:28.680 --> 0:53:30.759
<v Speaker 3>what I do on the motorcycle? Like something that brings

0:53:30.800 --> 0:53:31.360
<v Speaker 3>me joy? On it?

0:53:31.520 --> 0:53:33.760
<v Speaker 2>Rubrics, I'm gonna say, I'm gonna say I'm only rubucs.

0:53:33.760 --> 0:53:35.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm only saying this to you because I like you.

0:53:35.440 --> 0:53:38.799
<v Speaker 2>If I thought you were an asshole and deserved to die.

0:53:38.960 --> 0:53:42.879
<v Speaker 2>I would say you should totally continue to ride your motorcycle.

0:53:45.000 --> 0:53:46.840
<v Speaker 3>Can I can I tell you what I do on

0:53:46.960 --> 0:53:48.239
<v Speaker 3>it though, as I ride through the city.

0:53:48.560 --> 0:53:51.600
<v Speaker 2>Would do you juggle lives? No?

0:53:51.760 --> 0:53:53.840
<v Speaker 3>I saw, No, I don't joggle. I So I have

0:53:54.040 --> 0:53:56.440
<v Speaker 3>I have Spider Man on my back, like I have

0:53:56.520 --> 0:53:59.920
<v Speaker 3>this Spider Man like it's almost like it's almost like

0:54:00.520 --> 0:54:03.120
<v Speaker 3>stuff animal, but Spider Man. It's like Miles Morales, right,

0:54:03.480 --> 0:54:06.960
<v Speaker 3>And I have a Spider Man motorcycle helmet. So then

0:54:07.200 --> 0:54:09.120
<v Speaker 3>when I ride through the city, it's like tenacity can

0:54:09.239 --> 0:54:10.919
<v Speaker 3>see my face. So when I ride through the city,

0:54:11.120 --> 0:54:14.840
<v Speaker 3>I pass out like Spider Man stickers, uh, two kids

0:54:14.920 --> 0:54:17.280
<v Speaker 3>and to like people that are also wearing Spider Man stuff,

0:54:17.680 --> 0:54:19.600
<v Speaker 3>and it just it brings him so much joy. And

0:54:19.680 --> 0:54:22.560
<v Speaker 3>I think that I would I personally, I like doing

0:54:22.719 --> 0:54:26.560
<v Speaker 3>that more than going like one hundred plus miles prowder

0:54:26.719 --> 0:54:29.920
<v Speaker 3>Like that's crazy. Again, I'm not crazy as Deffie, So

0:54:29.960 --> 0:54:32.120
<v Speaker 3>I think I think that's a little bit better.

0:54:32.640 --> 0:54:37.200
<v Speaker 2>Maybe you and Defie can ride your motorcycle sixty miles

0:54:37.200 --> 0:54:42.640
<v Speaker 2>an hour around town giving little kids Spider Man stickers.

0:54:42.680 --> 0:54:43.279
<v Speaker 2>That'd be nice.

0:54:43.360 --> 0:54:47.200
<v Speaker 3>Go do that that. I will do that. I will

0:54:47.280 --> 0:54:49.600
<v Speaker 3>do that. Oh my gosh, I can't believe I'm talking

0:54:49.640 --> 0:54:49.759
<v Speaker 3>to you.

0:54:50.200 --> 0:54:52.480
<v Speaker 2>Tell him I sat high too.

0:54:53.280 --> 0:54:55.320
<v Speaker 3>I will, you know what I will? I will text definitely.

0:54:55.320 --> 0:54:57.360
<v Speaker 3>I wonder if he's listening to you right now. My

0:54:57.400 --> 0:54:59.600
<v Speaker 3>phone's going crazy, so I'm sure this might be him sexting,

0:55:00.080 --> 0:55:03.080
<v Speaker 3>But I will tell him that you said, Hi.

0:55:05.160 --> 0:55:06.960
<v Speaker 2>Here's what the next time. Next time I'm on the

0:55:07.000 --> 0:55:11.440
<v Speaker 2>Internet and I see crazy motorcycle videos of people getting

0:55:11.920 --> 0:55:15.920
<v Speaker 2>uh getting cheese graded against the highway, I'll send him

0:55:15.920 --> 0:55:20.800
<v Speaker 2>to you. That's what it is. Due, That's what it is.

0:55:21.080 --> 0:55:23.000
<v Speaker 2>That's what it's gonna happen. You're gonna get. You're gonna

0:55:23.040 --> 0:55:28.879
<v Speaker 2>get cheese graded across the fucking across across the road.

0:55:29.360 --> 0:55:32.800
<v Speaker 2>You're gonna you're gonna get. I'm not I'm no, no, no,

0:55:33.000 --> 0:55:35.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm not wishing it upon you. I'm not wishing it

0:55:35.480 --> 0:55:40.360
<v Speaker 2>upon you. I'm actively campaigning against it. Actually, that's what

0:55:40.440 --> 0:55:45.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm doing. Okay, But when it when it happens, there's

0:55:45.120 --> 0:55:47.799
<v Speaker 2>gonna be a kid, a little a splatter of your

0:55:47.880 --> 0:55:51.000
<v Speaker 2>brain is gonna come on a little kid's uh spider

0:55:51.080 --> 0:55:54.120
<v Speaker 2>Man sticker and it'll just erase all the joy that

0:55:54.200 --> 0:55:57.400
<v Speaker 2>you gave him, turn it into trauma and sorrow.

0:56:00.040 --> 0:56:01.120
<v Speaker 3>Ever watch Spider Man again?

0:56:03.120 --> 0:56:04.400
<v Speaker 2>Is it a real name, Rubics?

0:56:05.440 --> 0:56:08.040
<v Speaker 3>No, it's I just know how to solve a cue.

0:56:08.160 --> 0:56:09.040
<v Speaker 3>I thought I could do a lot.

0:56:09.000 --> 0:56:11.880
<v Speaker 2>Of things in my life, and that's that's cool. What

0:56:12.000 --> 0:56:14.400
<v Speaker 2>happened to that? That's a good hobby.

0:56:15.480 --> 0:56:18.000
<v Speaker 3>I mean, it can only get so far, but you

0:56:18.040 --> 0:56:20.239
<v Speaker 3>can solve it. It's like then, what you know, Yeah,

0:56:20.239 --> 0:56:22.239
<v Speaker 3>you can go for time, but I'm twenty four. I'm

0:56:22.280 --> 0:56:26.479
<v Speaker 3>not interested in going to any competition with my life

0:56:26.600 --> 0:56:26.880
<v Speaker 3>right now.

0:56:27.040 --> 0:56:28.759
<v Speaker 2>Let me know, let me know how you're let me

0:56:28.840 --> 0:56:31.759
<v Speaker 2>know how you're in Deafy's hang goes. If you guys

0:56:32.920 --> 0:56:33.840
<v Speaker 2>make it when.

0:56:33.760 --> 0:56:35.680
<v Speaker 3>You want to call back in, you may text you

0:56:35.760 --> 0:56:37.080
<v Speaker 3>when you when you request it.

0:56:37.320 --> 0:56:39.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, sure you can call back in. You know, I

0:56:39.440 --> 0:56:41.800
<v Speaker 2>want to say. I even taking this call, I was like,

0:56:42.200 --> 0:56:44.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm not a big I like my I like my

0:56:44.200 --> 0:56:46.480
<v Speaker 2>show to be like insular, you know what I mean?

0:56:46.600 --> 0:56:49.520
<v Speaker 2>Like I don't like Yeah, yeah I don't. I don't

0:56:49.960 --> 0:56:52.280
<v Speaker 2>because you ever like like it will not like repeats,

0:56:52.280 --> 0:56:53.919
<v Speaker 2>but like, I don't, I'm not a big I don't

0:56:54.120 --> 0:56:56.880
<v Speaker 2>do like Part one Part two storylines and stuff, because

0:56:56.920 --> 0:56:59.400
<v Speaker 2>like you ever, I'm gonna try to explain something that

0:56:59.520 --> 0:57:03.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna dound like I'm complaining. But you ever listened

0:57:03.320 --> 0:57:06.000
<v Speaker 2>to a podcast or you're like watching a YouTube channel

0:57:06.080 --> 0:57:08.839
<v Speaker 2>and some guy goes like, oh, yeah, Nick was over

0:57:09.000 --> 0:57:10.960
<v Speaker 2>yesterday and we were talking about what was going on

0:57:11.160 --> 0:57:14.440
<v Speaker 2>with Molly and it was crazy and all the comments

0:57:14.480 --> 0:57:17.720
<v Speaker 2>are like, oh my god, Nick is so weird, and

0:57:17.880 --> 0:57:19.920
<v Speaker 2>You're like, what the fuck is that I don't.

0:57:19.720 --> 0:57:21.760
<v Speaker 3>Care about this whole universe story line?

0:57:22.360 --> 0:57:26.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, It's like it's like you're supposed to know whoeveryone

0:57:26.200 --> 0:57:29.560
<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, I want if you've never I feel

0:57:29.600 --> 0:57:31.160
<v Speaker 2>like a lot of stuff on the internet is like

0:57:31.280 --> 0:57:32.800
<v Speaker 2>that where it's like you have to be in the

0:57:32.960 --> 0:57:35.720
<v Speaker 2>lore of the whole universe, and I like, you know,

0:57:35.960 --> 0:57:39.760
<v Speaker 2>you every up, you don't need to know anything going

0:57:39.840 --> 0:57:42.840
<v Speaker 2>into this stuff. But this, yeah, but this this is

0:57:43.000 --> 0:57:46.440
<v Speaker 2>this was this was nice sort of No, you know what.

0:57:46.680 --> 0:57:50.640
<v Speaker 3>I really appreciate you even calling me in the first place,

0:57:50.720 --> 0:57:53.320
<v Speaker 3>like it's all okay. You know how everybody tells you, right,

0:57:53.360 --> 0:57:55.240
<v Speaker 3>they are like, oh, I've listened to you for like,

0:57:55.760 --> 0:57:57.520
<v Speaker 3>you know, a year or two years, and need you

0:57:57.560 --> 0:57:59.320
<v Speaker 3>to think you go thanks man, right, you know how

0:57:59.320 --> 0:58:03.200
<v Speaker 3>you like that that typically goes right? Oh yeah, So

0:58:03.680 --> 0:58:06.240
<v Speaker 3>so I I have like I've been listening to you,

0:58:06.400 --> 0:58:08.680
<v Speaker 3>bro for like the past I don't know, three is months,

0:58:09.080 --> 0:58:10.800
<v Speaker 3>and like every day so my job would I do?

0:58:10.920 --> 0:58:12.600
<v Speaker 3>Like I just drive around right, so I'm in my

0:58:12.680 --> 0:58:16.680
<v Speaker 3>car all the time. And uh, and I I tuned

0:58:16.680 --> 0:58:19.080
<v Speaker 3>into you. I don't even know what made me start

0:58:19.240 --> 0:58:21.400
<v Speaker 3>listening to you, but bro, it's like if you've become

0:58:21.480 --> 0:58:24.600
<v Speaker 3>my personality, Like it's it's crazy as fuck, Like I

0:58:24.680 --> 0:58:27.120
<v Speaker 3>will be like, well, if you listen to my friends,

0:58:27.120 --> 0:58:28.959
<v Speaker 3>will complain about somethingbody, Well, if you're listen to therapy,

0:58:29.000 --> 0:58:30.880
<v Speaker 3>got you'll be fine. Like it just boiled it down.

0:58:30.880 --> 0:58:31.960
<v Speaker 1>It's like the simplest ship.

0:58:31.800 --> 0:58:33.600
<v Speaker 3>And like you just go on with your life and

0:58:33.800 --> 0:58:36.080
<v Speaker 3>and and and I was like I have one day

0:58:36.080 --> 0:58:38.800
<v Speaker 3>I would love to talk to you and dude, like

0:58:38.840 --> 0:58:41.240
<v Speaker 3>you've you've just been You've been amazing, dude, and just

0:58:41.360 --> 0:58:43.800
<v Speaker 3>like there it is.

0:58:44.880 --> 0:58:48.640
<v Speaker 2>What am I I don't know? Sorry? Sorry I was.

0:58:48.800 --> 0:58:51.080
<v Speaker 2>I was too busy. I was too busy getting mad

0:58:51.120 --> 0:58:53.000
<v Speaker 2>at you for other things that I kept the energy

0:58:53.080 --> 0:58:55.120
<v Speaker 2>going while you were being nice to me. Sorry, I

0:58:55.200 --> 0:58:56.480
<v Speaker 2>was about to yell at you and go, well, what

0:58:56.560 --> 0:58:58.000
<v Speaker 2>the hell am I supposed to say?

0:59:01.320 --> 0:59:05.280
<v Speaker 3>Even yo? Okay, last okay, last bit. We could keep talk.

0:59:05.640 --> 0:59:08.520
<v Speaker 3>I could talk to three hours. The I just have

0:59:08.560 --> 0:59:12.000
<v Speaker 3>to give you a compliment, another compliment a couple episodes ago,

0:59:12.080 --> 0:59:13.240
<v Speaker 3>or I was thinking, I don't know if I was

0:59:13.400 --> 0:59:15.800
<v Speaker 3>to do old episodes, but you were like this guy

0:59:15.960 --> 0:59:17.800
<v Speaker 3>was like trying to move to Thailand, or he was

0:59:17.880 --> 0:59:19.800
<v Speaker 3>like a traveler and you're like, we'll move to Thailand.

0:59:19.840 --> 0:59:21.240
<v Speaker 3>He's like, what the fuck I'm gonna do with Thailand?

0:59:21.400 --> 0:59:22.840
<v Speaker 3>And you're like, well, I don't know. I don't know

0:59:22.880 --> 0:59:24.440
<v Speaker 3>what the fuck we're doing anyway. I don't know what

0:59:24.560 --> 0:59:27.360
<v Speaker 3>the hell we're doing, like anyway, and then so yo

0:59:27.680 --> 0:59:29.520
<v Speaker 3>even like now, like when you're saying, what the park

0:59:29.560 --> 0:59:31.560
<v Speaker 3>are you doing? Rydan the motorcycle, what the fuck are

0:59:31.600 --> 0:59:33.120
<v Speaker 3>any of us doing? Point blank?

0:59:33.200 --> 0:59:36.000
<v Speaker 2>Period, Like, don't use me again. That's not when you

0:59:36.480 --> 0:59:38.400
<v Speaker 2>interpreted a wrong thing from them.

0:59:39.080 --> 0:59:41.080
<v Speaker 3>No, what am I wrong? Am I right?

0:59:41.560 --> 0:59:43.760
<v Speaker 2>You're very wrong. You're one hundred percent wrong.

0:59:44.040 --> 0:59:46.600
<v Speaker 3>All right, Wile and I it was your work.

0:59:47.160 --> 0:59:51.600
<v Speaker 2>You're very wrong because because there's a difference between like

0:59:52.520 --> 0:59:56.040
<v Speaker 2>there's there's extremes. Right, I talk a bunch of shit

0:59:56.120 --> 0:59:58.000
<v Speaker 2>on this podcast about like things and people. You know,

0:59:58.040 --> 0:59:59.600
<v Speaker 2>people talk a bunch of shit about a bunch of stuff.

0:59:59.640 --> 1:00:03.640
<v Speaker 2>But there's a streams to life, right, There's, like, you know,

1:00:04.520 --> 1:00:08.760
<v Speaker 2>there's there because there's moving to a foreign country and

1:00:08.880 --> 1:00:11.160
<v Speaker 2>trying to start a new life and putting yourself out

1:00:11.200 --> 1:00:13.800
<v Speaker 2>there and trying to make new friends and whatever, and

1:00:13.920 --> 1:00:17.880
<v Speaker 2>that's like a challenge. And then there's juggling chain saws,

1:00:18.640 --> 1:00:20.600
<v Speaker 2>you know, And both of those guys could be like, well,

1:00:20.600 --> 1:00:25.160
<v Speaker 2>what's anyone doing anywhere? No, there's what you're doing. It's

1:00:25.200 --> 1:00:28.800
<v Speaker 2>like it's like juggling chain saws at a playground where

1:00:28.920 --> 1:00:32.080
<v Speaker 2>children are running around, and it's a little bit like

1:00:32.200 --> 1:00:33.360
<v Speaker 2>that that.

1:00:33.560 --> 1:00:35.960
<v Speaker 3>No, I think it's also all relative. I think that

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<v Speaker 3>if you have a person that is you know, we're

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<v Speaker 3>talking about that safety lifestyle like you're nine to five

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<v Speaker 3>and security and things like that, they would they would

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<v Speaker 3>view moving to and I don't want to see sory

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<v Speaker 3>about it, but they would view moving to Thailand to

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<v Speaker 3>start a new life and and start again as juggling

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<v Speaker 3>chainsaws in a playground filled with children. Like I think

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<v Speaker 3>that's relative.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I'll see you on Reddit.

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<v Speaker 3>Can you come back when you when you come back

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<v Speaker 3>to Chicago, it's if definite. Deffie and I are there.

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<v Speaker 3>Can we just like come up on stage?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh yeah, text yeah, come come come through. We'll try

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<v Speaker 2>to make it happen.

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<v Speaker 3>That was you don't you don't have to make that happen.

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<v Speaker 3>It was just like a if you if you want,

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<v Speaker 3>you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Ka, I'm gonna come back to Chicago twenty twenty four.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, if you're.

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<v Speaker 2>There, I'm there.

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<v Speaker 3>I yo, I'm pissed I missed and everybody says this

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<v Speaker 3>to Damn, I feel like, fucking I'm just part of

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<v Speaker 3>the machine of therapy. Get go. But I missed your

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<v Speaker 3>Chicago show because of fucking work. I work, so I

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<v Speaker 3>couldn't go. But I really, I really want to go

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<v Speaker 3>to your twenty twenty four show for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll be back. If I pull up and there's a

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<v Speaker 2>motorcycle in the parking lot, I'll be like, oh it's

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<v Speaker 2>that guy.

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<v Speaker 3>I'll wear my spider man olmet uh rubiks.

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<v Speaker 2>Is there anything you want to say to the people

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<v Speaker 2>the computer before we go?

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<v Speaker 3>Enjoy life? And I know a couple of episodes ago

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<v Speaker 3>you also like stop giving the advice, but like, enjoy life.

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<v Speaker 3>Everyone like it can get crazy like people, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>you can experience a lot of different things, but enjoy

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<v Speaker 3>it and like learn from it. And I can't promise

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<v Speaker 3>you you'll be good, but I promise you'll get somewhere,

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<v Speaker 3>whether that's like riding a motorcycle or whatever. And I

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<v Speaker 3>guess last thing is a gold Lions line.

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<v Speaker 2>Sare Hey, take care man, thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>Yo, thank you. I have a good one. Dude's see

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<v Speaker 3>it looks see you, dude.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I I liked that guy. I just think

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<v Speaker 2>he was an idiot and uh, no offense to him.

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<v Speaker 2>I just think I just well, you know, okay, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not gonna say he's an idiot. I don't think there's

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<v Speaker 2>anything wrong with driving a motorcycle. I just I think

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<v Speaker 2>if you're riding a motorcycle one hundred and fifty miles

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<v Speaker 2>an hour, you're an idiot. I don't know how fast

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<v Speaker 2>he's going. If he's just a trolling around town on

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<v Speaker 2>the bike like Warrio and giving uh stickers to kids,

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<v Speaker 2>that's that's cool too. I'll see you soon, Rubik's Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe we can, Yeah, maybe we can talk about it

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<v Speaker 2>in person. In Chicago. We'll see goes on the line

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<v Speaker 2>taking your phone calls every night.

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<v Speaker 1>The re Beak goes doing his d He's

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<v Speaker 2>Teaching you a loud in the mom of your life,

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<v Speaker 2>but he's not really an expert.