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Speaker 1: All from Andrew.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Yo, Andrew.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, what's up?

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Speaker 2: Andrew? How can I get you today?

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Speaker 3: Nothing?

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Speaker 1: Just crazy to talk to you, man, it's your real pleasure. Uh,

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Speaker 1: you know, I really envy you.

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Speaker 2: Man.

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Speaker 1: You know, it's just a Monday night and you're uh

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Speaker 1: and you're geked.

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Speaker 3: Up all the way.

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Speaker 2: Man, have we spoken before, Andrew?

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Speaker 1: No, this is a first time college. I've been listening

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Speaker 1: for a long time.

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Speaker 2: Cool Man. Thanks. It's uh, it's cool that people at

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Speaker 2: COOL I'm getting to talk to new people after all

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Speaker 2: this time. Why do you envy?

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Speaker 1: Means because you just, uh, you seem relaxed. You know,

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Speaker 1: you seem like really like you're enjoying your life at

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Speaker 1: the moment.

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Speaker 2: You know, I want to I I thank you very

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Speaker 2: much for giving me this opportunity because I need you

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Speaker 2: to know. And I hope you know you know I

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Speaker 2: I I compare myself to other people all the time.

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Speaker 2: Everyone does, everyone, you know. It's it's a natural habit

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Speaker 2: to compare yourself to other people. And I don't want

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Speaker 2: to be positioning myself on this show as if I'm

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Speaker 2: not going insane all the time, because I am.

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Speaker 1: A lot of stuff happens behind the curtains.

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Speaker 2: You know, right right, I'm going insane all the time.

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Speaker 2: So I don't I guess it. The idea that you

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Speaker 2: would envy me they either you would look at me

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Speaker 2: and go man. I wish I could have it all

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Speaker 2: figured out like that guy bothers me because I don't

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Speaker 2: want you to be and be in some envious state

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Speaker 2: of something that doesn't even exist and using that to

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Speaker 2: feel bad about yourself.

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Speaker 1: I think you're yourself, bro, but I guess you I gets.

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Speaker 2: No, I'm not. I'm not down playing myself, but I'm

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Speaker 2: I'm I'm stressed out a lot. I feel good right

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Speaker 2: now because talking to you and I'm actively engaging in

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Speaker 2: an activity that that is engaging and not you know,

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Speaker 2: the idle hands are are tend to be what makes

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Speaker 2: me anxious and depressed. But I don't know I would.

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Speaker 2: I just hope I'm not giving off a fake idea

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Speaker 2: of myself because I you know, I'm crazy.

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Speaker 1: No, you're good, Okay, But what I wanted to talk

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Speaker 1: about tonight, I'm gonna get straight to the punchline. My

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Speaker 1: my cousin he uh married my ex and he might

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Speaker 1: be raising my child.

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Speaker 2: Oh that's that's so much more interesting than my own

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Speaker 2: neurotic bullshit. I'm very glad that you cut me off

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Speaker 2: to talk about that.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so I'll just start from the beginning. So I

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Speaker 1: met her when I was like, man, she was like

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Speaker 1: my first girlfriend, like first first anything. I met her

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Speaker 1: when I was twelve. We got together when I was twelve.

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Speaker 1: Actually at the time, I wasn't really thinking about you know,

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Speaker 1: we were together for a while, like about a year

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Speaker 1: or two, you know, relationship got played out or whatever.

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Speaker 1: Eventually we had ended up breaking up and she ended

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Speaker 1: up wucking with some of my homies, messing around with

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Speaker 1: At the time I was I was maybe like fifteen

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Speaker 1: It was just like a friendly kind of conversation. She

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Speaker 1: her like her ex, so I was just like, you know,

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Speaker 1: I'm better whatever. You know how that goes with exes

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Speaker 1: and how to be Yeah, is that a lot? Slow

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Speaker 4: Good?

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Speaker 2: Okay, So what I understand right now is that you

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Speaker 2: are how old are you right now?

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Speaker 2: I'm eighteen, okay, and so this as far as I'm young.

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Speaker 4: But what I.

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Speaker 2: Understand right now is that you had a girlfriend since

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Speaker 2: you were twelve. You did her for about three years,

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Speaker 2: and then you broke up when you were fifteen.

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Speaker 1: Uh we broke uh not about fifteen. I was about

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Speaker 1: maybe thirty. It's fourteen, yeah, all right around there.

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Speaker 2: And she breaks up with you, and then she hits

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Speaker 2: you back up and shows you that there's a new guy,

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Speaker 2: and she's like showing good pictures of her new boyfriends.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, just like whatever, talking shit, shooting the shit,

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Speaker 1: not really like too personal, but whatever I had hit

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Speaker 1: her with the you know, come over whatever, spress some time.

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Speaker 1: You know, I was young, so I really didn't. I

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Speaker 1: staying the night, you know, monkeys jump in the bed,

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Speaker 1: stuff happened after we really didn't. We really didn't talk

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Speaker 3: Fast forward.

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Speaker 1: Like I I honestly, I don't know the timing.

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Speaker 3: I wish I did.

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Speaker 1: I wish I'd paid attention more because I just I

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Speaker 1: a year later, I had some family on my mother's

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Speaker 1: side that I didn't really know. They threw a party

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Speaker 1: and invited us, right, yep, you have to speak right, Okay, Okay.

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Speaker 3: So I pull up to the party.

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Speaker 1: I don't know nobody except for like the one family member,

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Speaker 1: like the one my cousin I pull up with. I

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Speaker 1: the first thing that came to my mind. I was like, God,

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Speaker 1: please do not let her be my cousin. I was like,

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Speaker 1: that would be the most horrible thing in the world.

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Speaker 1: She was my cousin.

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Speaker 3: Terrible.

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Speaker 1: That was racing through my mind for a minute. I

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Speaker 1: let anyone know. Yeah, I coudnt to find out she

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Speaker 1: But I found out that they were together and that

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Speaker 1: And the baby they had him with her, and the

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Speaker 1: it was crazy. I really didn't talk to her or him,

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Speaker 3: Bring up.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, they got after that go ahead, I'm sorry,

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Speaker 1: sound like you're about.

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Speaker 2: To and these you think this baby might be yours?

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Speaker 3: Well I'm not sure.

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Speaker 1: I'm not sure because you know, he's my cousin and

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Speaker 1: we're like, we're kind of closely related to each other.

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Speaker 2: Can I ask Can I ask you an unsavory question? Yeah,

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Speaker 2: when the as you say, monkeys were jumping in the bed.

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Speaker 2: By the way, you know what's funny is you have

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Speaker 2: you're like you have this like cool guy way that

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Speaker 2: saying monkeys jumping in the bed, So you should eliminate

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Speaker 2: that from your vocabulary to achieve the ultimate cool.

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Speaker 1: I don't know. I didn't want to know how to explicit.

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Speaker 1: You wanted me to get in that.

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Speaker 2: It's all right, it's all right when you did that.

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Speaker 2: Did you come in this woman's vagina?

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Speaker 1: I don't believe so, because you know, pull out getting strong.

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Speaker 1: So I don't believe though, But I know for a

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Speaker 1: fact I did not use protection, but I know I

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Speaker 2: Did you have Okay, so you didn't use protection, but

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Speaker 2: you pulled out. Yeah, so you have you have no

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Speaker 2: You you saying that you think you might have had.

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Speaker 2: You saying that you think this baby between your ex

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Speaker 1: I mean, the timing kind of lines up to me.

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Speaker 1: I mean, it is kind of sort of nothing. But

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Speaker 1: at the end of the day, it ain't my kid.

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Speaker 1: She is my ex and she's kind of married to

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Speaker 1: my cousin. They got papers and everything, and they're having

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Speaker 3: Are you together?

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Speaker 2: Are you upset about this? Are you do you still

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Speaker 2: like your ex?

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Speaker 1: Not upset, more of surprising, like a wow factor. I

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Speaker 1: care about my ex. She's kind of poor. She's to

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Speaker 2: Are you close with you? Are you close with your

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Speaker 2: Are you close with your cousin?

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Speaker 1: No, not at all. I talked to him. That's crazy.

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Speaker 1: I talked to him one time at another occasion, at

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Speaker 1: he came up to me and he was like, because

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Speaker 1: he's where I'm Hispanic, so uh, they were like come

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Speaker 1: way he talks is kind of funny. He was like,

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Speaker 1: he's like, hey, I know you used to fuck with

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Speaker 1: hold on.

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Speaker 2: I see this guy. See you're trying to talk just

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Speaker 2: before you continue, you're trying to talk cool right now,

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Speaker 2: but it sounds like your cousin talks a little bit

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Speaker 1: I'm maybe I mean he's he's he's he's something.

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Speaker 2: Go ahead, go ahead say say say what your cousin said.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, He's like, you know, you used to fuck

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Speaker 1: with my bitch. I was like, all right, First of all,

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Speaker 1: I don't care about her. We did used to date.

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Speaker 1: I was like, but that's that's your that's your baby mama,

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Speaker 1: that's that's all you. I don't care. He was like,

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Speaker 1: he's like, no, I don't care about none of that either. Uh,

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Speaker 1: He's like, blood over bitches.

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Speaker 2: I was like, oh, okay, Wow, every everybody in this

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Speaker 2: story has made horrible decisions as to who to hitch

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Speaker 2: their life to.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. I don't.

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Speaker 1: I don't like to associate myself with that side of

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Speaker 1: the family.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, wait, so your cousin, Your cousin came to

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Speaker 2: you and he was and he said to you, he

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Speaker 2: said blood over bitches.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, in front of her too. Was the crazy?

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Speaker 2: Wait he said it in front of her?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, she like didn't bad an eye or anything to it.

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Speaker 1: So I don't know that was That was kind of crazy.

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Speaker 1: I mean, we were all drunk, but I'm not sure

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Speaker 2: Goddamn crazy. Do you think that this woman Do you

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Speaker 2: No, I don't know.

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Speaker 2: What's are you cool with with your parents at all?

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Speaker 1: Absolutely not. I my father lives out here, but he's

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Speaker 1: I was raised by my grandparents.

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Speaker 1: My grandfather lives in Mexico. He's uh, he lives in Chiuaala, Mexico.

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Speaker 2: And so you have started a new life with your

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Speaker 2: Cool. Cool, cool cool. Are you feeling optimistic about about life?

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Speaker 2: It sounds like you had a pretty rough start.

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Speaker 1: My family really don't talk to me no more. I

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Speaker 2: I am a little I'm a little bit afraid to

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Speaker 2: ask this question because I what podcasts do you listen to?

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Speaker 1: There's a handful of podcasts, man, you know, you know,

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Speaker 2: Thanks brother, Thanks man.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I stayed watching that when it comes out.

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Speaker 2: So okay, So you you're you're kind of you feel

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Speaker 1: Yeah, working third shift is kind of tough to even

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Speaker 2: And what about your brother? Does he have friends? Does

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Speaker 4: Nah?

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Speaker 1: He just really he just really him and his girlfriend. Really,

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Speaker 2: Uh.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I've been playing a lot of video games lately.

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Speaker 2: Oh, so I guess you're you're you said you want

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Speaker 1: Yeah, when I was when I was younger, I grew

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 1: That's a drive that you know a lot of people don't.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that's nice.

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00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:12,919
Speaker 1: I really don't like talking too much about feeling feelings

446
00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:15,800
Speaker 1: about myself, so it's nice. It's it's been a real

447
00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 1: talking to you get you know, I'm a real I'm

448
00:24:17,560 --> 00:24:18,440
Speaker 1: a terurisht this moment.

449
00:24:19,119 --> 00:24:23,080
Speaker 2: Thanks bravery, Thanks man. What's your and Andy?

450
00:24:23,240 --> 00:24:23,400
Speaker 3: Right?

451
00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:27,560
Speaker 2: Andrew, Andrew, Andrew. Nice to meet you.

452
00:24:27,680 --> 00:24:27,840
Speaker 4: Man.

453
00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:30,800
Speaker 2: Look, you seem like a good guy. It seems like

454
00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:32,760
Speaker 2: I said, alright, but it seems like you've been a lot,

455
00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:35,840
Speaker 2: I said, I said, it seems like you've been through

456
00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:42,120
Speaker 2: a lot, and keep uh, keep your head up, man.

457
00:24:42,240 --> 00:24:46,000
Speaker 2: I think you know, don't don't try to don't try

458
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:48,359
Speaker 2: to take over the whole fucking universe at once. And

459
00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:54,840
Speaker 2: I think he'll eventually find some form of good life

460
00:24:55,560 --> 00:24:56,840
Speaker 2: in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.

461
00:24:58,359 --> 00:24:58,560
Speaker 3: Yeah.

462
00:24:58,680 --> 00:25:00,720
Speaker 1: One one thing that I like to tell myself every

463
00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:04,760
Speaker 1: day that helps me through loneliness and you know, like

464
00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:06,960
Speaker 1: she was side with thoughts and stuff like that, is

465
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:13,840
Speaker 1: you can't use you can't. I'm sorry, Uh, you can't

466
00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:17,800
Speaker 1: use a permanent solution for.

467
00:25:18,359 --> 00:25:20,520
Speaker 2: Uh temporary problem.

468
00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:22,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, there you go. I'm sorry.

469
00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:24,639
Speaker 2: Permanent solution for a temporary problem.

470
00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:27,439
Speaker 1: Yeah that's so high right now.

471
00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:28,800
Speaker 3: Yeah.

472
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:33,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, man, I hope you I hope you're all right, man.

473
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:36,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, get through it.

474
00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:39,320
Speaker 1: Like you said, I envy you a lot, and like

475
00:25:39,359 --> 00:25:41,560
Speaker 1: you said, it's not everything is not perfect. So no

476
00:25:41,680 --> 00:25:43,960
Speaker 1: matter if you have money, no matter how it goes,

477
00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:45,680
Speaker 1: there's always going to be problems in your life.

478
00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:48,919
Speaker 2: I hope you I know you're saying that right now,

479
00:25:48,960 --> 00:25:51,560
Speaker 2: but I hope you truly truly understand it, because I

480
00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:53,720
Speaker 2: I even after.

481
00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:56,120
Speaker 1: Well, you know it's hard to but now that I'm

482
00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:57,959
Speaker 1: saying it out loud to you, you know, it's kind

483
00:25:58,000 --> 00:25:59,960
Speaker 1: of easier to get over.

484
00:26:02,359 --> 00:26:04,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, because I'm gonna tell you I've achieved, Like

485
00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:07,800
Speaker 2: when I was eighteen, I mean, yeah, this was yes,

486
00:26:07,840 --> 00:26:10,800
Speaker 2: seven years ago. When I was eighteen. It feels weird

487
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:13,840
Speaker 2: to say when I was your age, but when I

488
00:26:14,040 --> 00:26:18,239
Speaker 2: was your age, I very much dreamed about doing all

489
00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:22,639
Speaker 2: of the things that I'm doing now and having things.

490
00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:27,040
Speaker 2: And you know, I dreamed. I dreamed about living the

491
00:26:27,160 --> 00:26:32,760
Speaker 2: life that I sometimes get to live. And I still

492
00:26:32,800 --> 00:26:37,440
Speaker 2: have many many problems. So and and you know, I'm

493
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:39,200
Speaker 2: still doing I'm still going I'm still in my head

494
00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:42,840
Speaker 2: thinking about I'm still in my head dreaming about other

495
00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:45,280
Speaker 2: lives and thinking about how in those other lives I

496
00:26:45,359 --> 00:26:48,520
Speaker 2: won't have problems. So I haven't even really learned that lesson.

497
00:26:48,640 --> 00:26:51,600
Speaker 2: But I hope you understand that. And I hope that.

498
00:26:53,720 --> 00:26:57,040
Speaker 1: That you if I to hear someone like you, you know,

499
00:26:57,840 --> 00:27:00,840
Speaker 1: some random come can come, can build you know, a

500
00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:04,359
Speaker 1: podcast and a platform, my kids, oh, my father, their dreams,

501
00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:04,560
Speaker 1: you know.

502
00:27:06,680 --> 00:27:09,360
Speaker 2: I hope, I hope that in the understanding of all

503
00:27:09,359 --> 00:27:11,440
Speaker 2: of that, you're like, you know what, let me just

504
00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:16,160
Speaker 2: take today to be stoked on the fact that I'm

505
00:27:16,240 --> 00:27:18,639
Speaker 2: not starving to death and the sun is up. You know.

506
00:27:19,960 --> 00:27:22,359
Speaker 1: Of course, of course I've been there, so you know,

507
00:27:22,880 --> 00:27:24,760
Speaker 1: every day above that is a good one.

508
00:27:26,200 --> 00:27:27,520
Speaker 2: Anything else you want to say to the people of

509
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:29,120
Speaker 2: the computer before we go, Andrew.

510
00:27:29,359 --> 00:27:31,640
Speaker 1: Don't overwork yourself and love yourself.

511
00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:36,400
Speaker 2: Have a good one, bro, Take care man as well.

512
00:27:39,320 --> 00:27:41,280
Speaker 3: Call from Joy.

513
00:27:43,359 --> 00:27:49,919
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, Hey, oh my god, Hi, what's up?

514
00:27:51,119 --> 00:27:54,960
Speaker 4: Not much. I've been listening to your stuff for so long,

515
00:27:55,040 --> 00:27:56,440
Speaker 4: but this is the first time I tried.

516
00:27:58,240 --> 00:28:01,320
Speaker 2: Very cool. It's I probably I I've probably said this recently,

517
00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:04,320
Speaker 2: but I'll say it again. I've been doing this podcast

518
00:28:05,119 --> 00:28:09,000
Speaker 2: for over three years, just over three years, and it

519
00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:14,080
Speaker 2: is really, really, really cool to me that I'm still

520
00:28:14,560 --> 00:28:16,960
Speaker 2: new people that I've never talked to are calling in.

521
00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,080
Speaker 2: Because I thought to myself, I'm like, if I do

522
00:28:19,240 --> 00:28:22,359
Speaker 2: this for you know, I don't know how long I

523
00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:23,920
Speaker 2: could do this before I'm just going to keep talking

524
00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:26,720
Speaker 2: to the same people. So happy to hear from you.

525
00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:28,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's great.

526
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:34,280
Speaker 2: So what is your name? I'm Joy Joy? What's going on?

527
00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:34,960
Speaker 2: How's life?

528
00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:40,320
Speaker 4: Life is good? Uh? I'm finishing my last year of

529
00:28:40,400 --> 00:28:43,040
Speaker 4: school and now I'm like stressed out. So I'm like, oh,

530
00:28:43,040 --> 00:28:44,400
Speaker 4: I don't know what to go do school.

531
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:47,440
Speaker 2: What did you study?

532
00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:50,400
Speaker 4: I'm studying illustration?

533
00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:55,400
Speaker 2: How much student that are you in?

534
00:28:56,680 --> 00:28:56,800
Speaker 3: Right?

535
00:28:57,120 --> 00:28:58,200
Speaker 4: Will? Let's not talk about that.

536
00:28:59,360 --> 00:29:03,560
Speaker 2: Well, let's see what do you What should you do

537
00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:07,000
Speaker 2: after school? You could? You could walk around.

538
00:29:13,120 --> 00:29:15,600
Speaker 4: I'd like to do more than what I want to

539
00:29:15,680 --> 00:29:17,760
Speaker 4: go into children's book illustration.

540
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:19,200
Speaker 3: That's like my goal.

541
00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:22,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, but you got to but just you keep in

542
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:26,040
Speaker 2: mind you got to walk around to get there. I know,

543
00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:31,520
Speaker 2: I know, you gotta like walk to the Actually, you

544
00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:34,880
Speaker 2: know what, I think you can become a children's book

545
00:29:34,920 --> 00:29:41,600
Speaker 2: publisher without having to walk ever, ever, yeah you could

546
00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:43,440
Speaker 2: just well are you at your computer right now?

547
00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:44,920
Speaker 3: Yeah?

548
00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:47,600
Speaker 2: Do you have a tablet that you can illustrate stuff?

549
00:29:48,640 --> 00:29:48,880
Speaker 4: Yeah?

550
00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:52,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't think you. I think you could theoretically

551
00:29:53,880 --> 00:29:57,880
Speaker 2: create your entire career without having to get up from

552
00:29:57,960 --> 00:30:00,240
Speaker 2: your chair. Ever maybe I mean you'd have to walk

553
00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:02,920
Speaker 2: to get food and stuff, but you could do everything

554
00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:04,120
Speaker 2: without having to get up.

555
00:30:05,560 --> 00:30:08,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean a lot of Like I guess I

556
00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:09,680
Speaker 4: was taught, like all the best thing that you can

557
00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:12,320
Speaker 4: do is like draw from life. So it's like encouraged

558
00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:15,360
Speaker 4: to go out and draw from like your surroundings and stuff.

559
00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:17,640
Speaker 4: So I guess I was. If I was at my computer,

560
00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:21,480
Speaker 4: I won't get that experience, which might hinder my ability

561
00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:25,000
Speaker 4: to get my fullest potential.

562
00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:28,400
Speaker 2: You know, look, man, whatever pretentious fucks said that has

563
00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:35,520
Speaker 2: never heard of Google images anything that could possibly inspire you.

564
00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:39,440
Speaker 2: You can look up and look at pictures of on Google.

565
00:30:42,520 --> 00:30:44,240
Speaker 4: Yes, Asia, what.

566
00:30:44,280 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 2: Do you what kind of give me? Can I hear

567
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:47,760
Speaker 2: a pitch for one of your children's books?

568
00:30:50,120 --> 00:30:53,200
Speaker 4: My thesis I'm working on, Like he's a little star

569
00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:56,400
Speaker 4: preacher and he's like in the galaxy and then he

570
00:30:56,480 --> 00:30:58,960
Speaker 4: falls from the sky and he lands on Earth and

571
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:01,160
Speaker 4: then he's lost and then he finds like a family

572
00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:01,680
Speaker 4: and a home.

573
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:06,080
Speaker 2: Is the family freaked the fuck out? Or are they like,

574
00:31:06,160 --> 00:31:06,800
Speaker 2: oh this is cool.

575
00:31:08,200 --> 00:31:10,160
Speaker 4: They're like, oh this is cool. It's like, oh this

576
00:31:10,320 --> 00:31:10,920
Speaker 4: is so nice.

577
00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:14,440
Speaker 2: I like, guy, how does it. How does it end?

578
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:16,920
Speaker 2: Does the Star get to his like back to the

579
00:31:17,600 --> 00:31:19,280
Speaker 2: space or does he hang out with the family.

580
00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:23,600
Speaker 4: No, he's with the family. So it's it's like a

581
00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:27,280
Speaker 4: supposed to be an adoption story from my own personal

582
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:29,600
Speaker 4: experience as an adoptee. So it's like he's kind of

583
00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:33,120
Speaker 4: like the representation of like an adoption to a new

584
00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:34,960
Speaker 4: family and like his forever home.

585
00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:38,120
Speaker 2: That's like this kind of reminds me of Lee Loo

586
00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:41,400
Speaker 2: and Stitch, except the Star seems like he's not like

587
00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:44,200
Speaker 2: an asshole and is kind of an asshole.

588
00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:47,680
Speaker 4: There's a lot of stories where it's like sound family

589
00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:51,600
Speaker 4: of like you know, an outer world creature or like

590
00:31:51,720 --> 00:31:54,320
Speaker 4: character that like goes into like a sound family or

591
00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:58,280
Speaker 4: like a new family, and I gravitated towards those stories.

592
00:31:58,320 --> 00:32:00,600
Speaker 4: So I'd like to make one of my own someday.

593
00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:04,280
Speaker 2: If you want to tell us, what's what's the analogy

594
00:32:04,600 --> 00:32:06,520
Speaker 2: from your own life? What happened with you?

595
00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:11,640
Speaker 4: I am a adoptee from China. So I was adopted

596
00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:15,280
Speaker 4: in China when I was like a baby, and then

597
00:32:15,320 --> 00:32:19,440
Speaker 4: I moved to America, and you know, it has its

598
00:32:20,680 --> 00:32:25,280
Speaker 4: craziness of like, you know, I don't really fit in

599
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:28,840
Speaker 4: like white American, but I also don't really fit in

600
00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:31,640
Speaker 4: with like Asian American, like Chinese culture, because I'm like

601
00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:34,520
Speaker 4: in that middle ground of like you know, oh, I

602
00:32:34,600 --> 00:32:39,360
Speaker 4: didn't grow up with the traditions and stuff of you

603
00:32:39,440 --> 00:32:42,400
Speaker 4: know people that we grew up with, I guess surrounded

604
00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:45,920
Speaker 4: by those in that culture. So I'm like separated that

605
00:32:45,960 --> 00:32:50,160
Speaker 4: from I'm also not you know, fully American. So it's

606
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:52,800
Speaker 4: like that weird like I feel like I don't belong

607
00:32:53,240 --> 00:32:56,440
Speaker 4: either way, which kind of sucks. So like the book

608
00:32:56,880 --> 00:32:58,360
Speaker 4: that I'm working on is supposed to kind of be

609
00:32:58,480 --> 00:33:01,000
Speaker 4: like for the kids who are struggle with like that idea,

610
00:33:01,040 --> 00:33:03,160
Speaker 4: it's like, Oh, it's okay that you're not, you know,

611
00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:06,120
Speaker 4: fit into one part. As long as you have a

612
00:33:06,200 --> 00:33:08,280
Speaker 4: family that loves you no matter where you were, it

613
00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:10,640
Speaker 4: doesn't matter. And I feel like that's an important thing

614
00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:16,520
Speaker 4: that adopted me to learn because I was my parents

615
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:18,400
Speaker 4: read a lot of children's books to me of that

616
00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:21,080
Speaker 4: kind of idea, and then like you know, like Lane

617
00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,200
Speaker 4: Stitch and all that like showed like, oh, you could

618
00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:24,400
Speaker 4: be family no matter what you are.

619
00:33:24,960 --> 00:33:29,120
Speaker 2: How old were you when you were adopted? Oh we baby,

620
00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:32,760
Speaker 2: I don't know, Oh baby, did you ever did you

621
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:35,280
Speaker 2: ever like do the thing of trying to figure out

622
00:33:35,320 --> 00:33:38,120
Speaker 2: who your like biological parents are or is that not

623
00:33:38,360 --> 00:33:38,960
Speaker 2: interesting to you?

624
00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:41,960
Speaker 4: I it's it's like been in the back of my mind.

625
00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:45,080
Speaker 4: I don't know if I thought about it. I haven't

626
00:33:45,200 --> 00:33:48,120
Speaker 4: done anything of that process, but I've thought about it,

627
00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:50,960
Speaker 4: but it's not it's not a it. I guess it

628
00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:52,600
Speaker 4: would like fill that little hole in me of like

629
00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:54,680
Speaker 4: if I want to venture out and find them, but

630
00:33:54,800 --> 00:33:58,880
Speaker 4: it's not as important because like, I love my family here.

631
00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:02,600
Speaker 4: So I'm like, you know, I think I'd like to

632
00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:05,320
Speaker 4: go back to China, like maybe after school and I

633
00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:08,040
Speaker 4: have like some time, and I'm like, oh, like you

634
00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:08,839
Speaker 4: go back to China.

635
00:34:09,400 --> 00:34:10,399
Speaker 2: Have you ever been to China?

636
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:12,359
Speaker 3: I was there.

637
00:34:12,520 --> 00:34:15,520
Speaker 4: So my sister's also an adoptee. So when I was

638
00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:18,680
Speaker 4: like eight or whatever, we went to China got her.

639
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:20,800
Speaker 4: So I've been to I've been to China before, but

640
00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:22,440
Speaker 4: I don't remember much stuff.

641
00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:27,320
Speaker 2: Little is there, Like is there a reason why people

642
00:34:27,560 --> 00:34:31,359
Speaker 2: adopt babies from China instead of just like from down

643
00:34:31,440 --> 00:34:31,840
Speaker 2: the street.

644
00:34:32,520 --> 00:34:33,520
Speaker 3: I don't know.

645
00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:34,759
Speaker 2: I don't know.

646
00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:39,920
Speaker 4: I couldn't tell you. I like, I know there's a

647
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:42,040
Speaker 4: lot of like I have a few friends that also

648
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:43,560
Speaker 4: adoptees and stuff, and it's.

649
00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:49,200
Speaker 2: Like, yeah, when you go to China, so you didn't

650
00:34:49,760 --> 00:34:54,120
Speaker 2: even you you weren't remotely conscious being while you were there.

651
00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:55,040
Speaker 2: You were just a baby.

652
00:34:55,880 --> 00:34:59,120
Speaker 4: But yeah months, Yeah, I don't know, I don't remember

653
00:34:59,160 --> 00:34:59,440
Speaker 4: how much.

654
00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:03,520
Speaker 2: But yet you were born to two Chinese people, so like,

655
00:35:03,760 --> 00:35:07,880
Speaker 2: but but yet you grew up like totally like American.

656
00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:11,680
Speaker 2: When you go to China, do you, like, do you

657
00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:12,840
Speaker 2: do you feel anything?

658
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:18,440
Speaker 4: Uh, like when I go? Or like when I went?

659
00:35:19,239 --> 00:35:24,520
Speaker 2: When when you went, I don't know.

660
00:35:24,680 --> 00:35:27,440
Speaker 4: I mean I was with my family, so like they

661
00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:29,520
Speaker 4: probably saw me as like, oh, that's their child, Like

662
00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:32,160
Speaker 4: I don't really, I don't think. I also, when I

663
00:35:32,239 --> 00:35:35,759
Speaker 4: was a young kind of had the brain capacity of

664
00:35:35,880 --> 00:35:38,959
Speaker 4: the complexity of like feeling different like that, I didn't

665
00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:41,440
Speaker 4: really think much about it. But now that I'm older

666
00:35:41,560 --> 00:35:43,360
Speaker 4: and I have that like relation and I learn more

667
00:35:43,400 --> 00:35:47,239
Speaker 4: about it, I'm like, ah, if I went now, i'd

668
00:35:47,280 --> 00:35:56,239
Speaker 4: probably feel like different. I don't think I felt much

669
00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:56,879
Speaker 4: when I was little.

670
00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:59,560
Speaker 2: I don't remember how how old were you last time

671
00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:02,640
Speaker 2: you went? Like eight or nine?

672
00:36:03,719 --> 00:36:03,879
Speaker 3: Oh?

673
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:06,160
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, well, now you're like an adult.

674
00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:08,919
Speaker 3: I guess.

675
00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:10,240
Speaker 4: I don't remember much from.

676
00:36:10,120 --> 00:36:10,520
Speaker 1: What I was.

677
00:36:12,600 --> 00:36:14,120
Speaker 2: Where. Where in China do you want to go to?

678
00:36:17,640 --> 00:36:18,080
Speaker 2: I don't know.

679
00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:22,080
Speaker 4: Specifically where I'm from, I guess or where I was

680
00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:25,800
Speaker 4: where I was from quanghoe An. I think it was

681
00:36:27,239 --> 00:36:31,640
Speaker 4: so I'd like to go there, But now we're really specific,

682
00:36:31,719 --> 00:36:32,280
Speaker 4: I guess.

683
00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:37,920
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. I'd like to go to China too. It

684
00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:38,640
Speaker 2: seems cool.

685
00:36:39,560 --> 00:36:39,960
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

686
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:41,000
Speaker 1: Yeah.

687
00:36:41,840 --> 00:36:45,920
Speaker 2: There's like a crazy like every time I'm on every

688
00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:49,280
Speaker 2: time I'm on Instagram and I see like wild blade

689
00:36:49,400 --> 00:36:52,919
Speaker 2: runner type architecture ship, it's always from China.

690
00:36:53,080 --> 00:36:59,279
Speaker 4: Uh uh yeah, yeah, what's the ship?

691
00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:01,360
Speaker 2: Can you do? You do you know any Chinese?

692
00:37:03,719 --> 00:37:07,120
Speaker 4: I took Chinese in high school. I have not picked

693
00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:09,760
Speaker 4: it up since, which is really bad. And I should

694
00:37:10,200 --> 00:37:14,360
Speaker 4: And like my partner speaks and his family speaks like Cantonese,

695
00:37:14,520 --> 00:37:16,799
Speaker 4: like I should have learned. I should just like Cantonese,

696
00:37:17,520 --> 00:37:18,000
Speaker 4: like I don't.

697
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:19,480
Speaker 2: I was like so.

698
00:37:21,560 --> 00:37:24,520
Speaker 4: And I'm in New York, so like with Chinatown everything,

699
00:37:25,200 --> 00:37:28,520
Speaker 4: I'm also kind of absorbing I guess that culture through

700
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:31,560
Speaker 4: that and like being surrounded by people and like speaking

701
00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:33,719
Speaker 4: the languish, but I should. I should figure out.

702
00:37:35,880 --> 00:37:39,240
Speaker 2: You could do you could do one of those apps.

703
00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:41,320
Speaker 2: I know.

704
00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:44,440
Speaker 4: I tried do lingual for a hot minute and then

705
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:47,200
Speaker 4: everyone's like, ling is not good for Chinese. You gotta

706
00:37:47,239 --> 00:37:49,640
Speaker 4: go on like something else. Was like, oh okay, So

707
00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:52,480
Speaker 4: then I just never looked into other What about what

708
00:37:52,600 --> 00:37:55,400
Speaker 4: about Babel? What's babbel?

709
00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:56,520
Speaker 3: Oh?

710
00:37:57,280 --> 00:37:59,120
Speaker 2: There there are another They're another one of those apps.

711
00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:03,560
Speaker 4: Okay. See they also have a silly mascot like Dolinguu.

712
00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:07,000
Speaker 2: No they don't. Everyone needs kind of a silly mask.

713
00:38:07,040 --> 00:38:09,840
Speaker 2: Everyone needs a silly green mascot. If anyone's hiring, I

714
00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:11,279
Speaker 2: like you.

715
00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:12,439
Speaker 4: You're you're a green mask.

716
00:38:12,960 --> 00:38:15,560
Speaker 2: I am a green mascot. What's your name again?

717
00:38:16,640 --> 00:38:16,920
Speaker 4: Joy?

718
00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:21,080
Speaker 2: Joy? Hmmm, I feel like I got I feel like

719
00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:25,960
Speaker 2: I I got a well rounded, brief window into your

720
00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 2: life over the course of these ten minutes.

721
00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:31,759
Speaker 4: Yeah. I didn't expect to go into that deep, but yeah,

722
00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:33,080
Speaker 4: this is this is great.

723
00:38:33,840 --> 00:38:34,239
Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

724
00:38:34,840 --> 00:38:36,719
Speaker 2: What's next for you, Joy or I guess that's what

725
00:38:36,760 --> 00:38:37,560
Speaker 2: you're trying to figure out.

726
00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:41,680
Speaker 4: That's what I'm figuring out. Yeah, gonna I'm gonna work

727
00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:44,800
Speaker 4: on my project and after school, I guess I'm just

728
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:47,360
Speaker 4: gonna work and hopefully things work out for me. And

729
00:38:47,480 --> 00:38:50,120
Speaker 4: I you know, I'd love to illustrate my own books

730
00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:53,160
Speaker 4: and stuff and hopefully they get noticed.

731
00:38:53,239 --> 00:38:56,760
Speaker 2: And yeah, if I could leave you with some parting words,

732
00:38:58,040 --> 00:39:07,200
Speaker 2: uh huh from my own personal experience lately, even I

733
00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:09,759
Speaker 2: hope that the stress of figuring out what to do

734
00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:14,879
Speaker 2: next does not distract you from the most important fucking thing,

735
00:39:15,719 --> 00:39:17,520
Speaker 2: which is to actually make stuff.

736
00:39:18,719 --> 00:39:20,120
Speaker 4: Mm hmm angry.

737
00:39:20,239 --> 00:39:22,279
Speaker 2: Yeah, that happens to me all the time. I'm thinking

738
00:39:22,320 --> 00:39:25,200
Speaker 2: too much about the big picture. Whatever the fuck all

739
00:39:25,239 --> 00:39:26,600
Speaker 2: the kinds of things that I do that I don't

740
00:39:26,719 --> 00:39:27,640
Speaker 2: make anything.

741
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:31,759
Speaker 4: You know, Yeah, definitely I get scared, like out when

742
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:34,160
Speaker 4: I get out of college. I'm like, it's gonna work

743
00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,160
Speaker 4: and I'm not actually gonna make things. I'm just gonna

744
00:39:36,320 --> 00:39:40,680
Speaker 4: worry about, you know, living, which like sucks. But I

745
00:39:40,840 --> 00:39:42,840
Speaker 4: hope to keep, you know, doing what I love and

746
00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:46,440
Speaker 4: being able to share that with people. That's important for me.

747
00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:52,279
Speaker 2: If you illustrated a child and the child came to life, Oh,

748
00:39:56,280 --> 00:39:59,080
Speaker 2: if you illustrated a child. If you illustrated a child

749
00:39:59,239 --> 00:40:01,680
Speaker 2: and the child came to life and robbed you for

750
00:40:01,800 --> 00:40:04,800
Speaker 2: twenty dollars at gunpoint, would you go you know what,

751
00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:06,960
Speaker 2: I don't think I'm going to make books for children anymore.

752
00:40:07,160 --> 00:40:08,480
Speaker 2: Children are kind of assholes.

753
00:40:12,680 --> 00:40:14,560
Speaker 4: I'd been more concerned why he is a gun, but

754
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:20,239
Speaker 4: I I, you know, i'd be like, man, that just

755
00:40:20,280 --> 00:40:21,160
Speaker 4: happened to me. That sucks.

756
00:40:22,360 --> 00:40:25,839
Speaker 2: Joy. Yeah, is there anything else you want to say

757
00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:27,080
Speaker 2: to the people of the computer.

758
00:40:26,880 --> 00:40:32,480
Speaker 4: Before we go, tell your loved ones you love them.

759
00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:36,680
Speaker 4: It's important. And before I leave, get you know? You

760
00:40:36,760 --> 00:40:39,160
Speaker 4: know in New York? You know you're in New York show?

761
00:40:39,840 --> 00:40:40,399
Speaker 3: Yeah? Wait?

762
00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:41,239
Speaker 2: Did you were you there?

763
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:44,760
Speaker 4: Yeah? I was the person that gave you a drawing.

764
00:40:45,200 --> 00:40:47,440
Speaker 2: Oh shit, I totally remember that drawing. I totally have

765
00:40:47,560 --> 00:40:50,600
Speaker 2: that drawing. I totally remember you. I'm not even I'm

766
00:40:50,600 --> 00:40:52,000
Speaker 2: not even trying to be a Dickrent, I'm making one

767
00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:54,279
Speaker 2: hundred serious. I remember that drawing. I remember you. Wait

768
00:40:54,320 --> 00:40:56,319
Speaker 2: a minute, didn't you? And tell me if I'm wrong,

769
00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:58,120
Speaker 2: if I remember this wrong? There weren't weren't you with

770
00:40:58,320 --> 00:41:02,719
Speaker 2: two friends? And you said to me like you were

771
00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:08,480
Speaker 2: with two friends? Okay, I remember, and tell me if

772
00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:10,200
Speaker 2: I'm wrong. But did you say like, I don't know

773
00:41:10,280 --> 00:41:12,279
Speaker 2: you that well, but my friend does. And I'm just

774
00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:13,120
Speaker 2: discovering you now.

775
00:41:14,120 --> 00:41:16,600
Speaker 4: I haven't watched you for years.

776
00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:18,839
Speaker 2: Now is it which which? Fuck?

777
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:22,440
Speaker 4: Hm hmm the Grammarcy Theater?

778
00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:24,240
Speaker 2: Was that the Grammarcy?

779
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:25,560
Speaker 4: Yeah?

780
00:41:26,200 --> 00:41:30,680
Speaker 2: Oh ship, I was thinking about the Bell House. Okay,

781
00:41:30,719 --> 00:41:32,040
Speaker 2: I'm sorry. Maybe I'm sorry.

782
00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:34,000
Speaker 3: You're you're good?

783
00:41:34,360 --> 00:41:40,040
Speaker 2: Hold on, oh man, dude, hell yeah, what'd you think of?

784
00:41:40,120 --> 00:41:41,440
Speaker 2: What do you think of that show? You remember that

785
00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:42,360
Speaker 2: Turkish guy.

786
00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:45,399
Speaker 4: The doctor Candalo for whatever?

787
00:41:46,840 --> 00:41:57,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, doctor honeydew. That was insane. Well thanks for wait

788
00:41:58,040 --> 00:41:58,279
Speaker 2: was there?

789
00:41:59,760 --> 00:41:59,880
Speaker 4: Uh?

790
00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:01,919
Speaker 2: Fuck? Was there a part two to that thing about

791
00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:04,759
Speaker 2: the live show or no?

792
00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:06,480
Speaker 4: I just I just want to mention I was the

793
00:42:06,560 --> 00:42:09,560
Speaker 4: person I gave you a drawing at that show, and I.

794
00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:11,799
Speaker 2: Wanted to call in because I was like, okay, wait,

795
00:42:11,840 --> 00:42:13,040
Speaker 2: what was what was the draw? Was it just a

796
00:42:13,120 --> 00:42:16,080
Speaker 2: drawing of me? I wish I I I'm not. I'm

797
00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:18,759
Speaker 2: not at my all all the drawings from that leg

798
00:42:18,840 --> 00:42:21,319
Speaker 2: of the tour. I think I have that one at

799
00:42:21,440 --> 00:42:24,680
Speaker 2: my at my mom's house. So I'm going to take

800
00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:25,319
Speaker 2: a look at that next time.

801
00:42:25,480 --> 00:42:29,160
Speaker 4: There. Yeah, just you sitting and you talking and stuff.

802
00:42:29,640 --> 00:42:32,359
Speaker 2: Dude. Fuck yeah, thanks for thanks for taking the time

803
00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:35,160
Speaker 2: out of your day to draw me doing stuff.

804
00:42:35,960 --> 00:42:38,320
Speaker 4: Of course I wish it was more elaborate, but I

805
00:42:38,440 --> 00:42:41,880
Speaker 4: was like, I was happy.

806
00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:44,520
Speaker 2: I was able to do it, so any any more

807
00:42:44,560 --> 00:42:51,480
Speaker 2: elaborate it would have disgusted you. No, no, the scales

808
00:42:51,520 --> 00:42:53,480
Speaker 2: would have been slimy. It would have been too much.

809
00:42:58,360 --> 00:42:58,680
Speaker 3: To draw.

810
00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:02,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, Joy, thanks very much, man, and good luck on

811
00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:06,160
Speaker 2: your on your children's book dreams and on your dreams.

812
00:43:06,880 --> 00:43:08,640
Speaker 4: All night.

813
00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:09,719
Speaker 3: Thank you so much.

814
00:43:10,320 --> 00:43:18,239
Speaker 2: Have a good night, dude, you too. Joy was a joy.

815
00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:21,160
Speaker 2: I wonder how many times she's heard that before, but

816
00:43:21,239 --> 00:43:28,920
Speaker 2: it's true. Hello, yo, what's up man?

817
00:43:30,160 --> 00:43:39,920
Speaker 3: You're sitting me yo, yo, yo, I am I'm on

818
00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:41,720
Speaker 3: stream right now. You're still streaming. I'm listening.

819
00:43:42,320 --> 00:43:44,360
Speaker 2: Uh yeah, yeah, I'm here, I'm ready.

820
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:50,000
Speaker 3: Okay, I just got really really nervous. Bro. Oh my god,

821
00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:51,640
Speaker 3: oh my god.

822
00:43:51,800 --> 00:43:55,640
Speaker 2: All right, what's up man, that's what's going on? What's

823
00:43:55,719 --> 00:43:59,920
Speaker 2: going on? I'm feeling I'm you're you're excited enough for

824
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:00,520
Speaker 2: two of us?

825
00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:08,759
Speaker 3: Fuck? All right, okay man, dude, alright, So so hi,

826
00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:11,200
Speaker 3: what's holy fuck?

827
00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:11,400
Speaker 4: Bro?

828
00:44:11,560 --> 00:44:14,800
Speaker 3: My heart is just like racing. Uh. I know you

829
00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:16,400
Speaker 3: have a rule and not to look at chat. So

830
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:18,320
Speaker 3: I'm not even actually tuned into the stream. I was

831
00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:20,279
Speaker 3: playing a whole different game with like a few of

832
00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:23,400
Speaker 3: my friends. So like, it's just you and I right now.

833
00:44:23,520 --> 00:44:27,000
Speaker 2: Man, man, your name is you texted me? You said

834
00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:29,480
Speaker 2: your name is Rubiks, You're twenty four years old, and

835
00:44:29,640 --> 00:44:36,040
Speaker 2: I'm gonna just step this off you. Okay. So our

836
00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:43,279
Speaker 2: last podcast, uh entitled I Am a Speed Demon. I

837
00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:46,000
Speaker 2: was on the phone for a while with a guy

838
00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:50,040
Speaker 2: named Deafy and he put his like phone number in

839
00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:54,320
Speaker 2: the stream chat and you texted me to say that

840
00:44:54,520 --> 00:45:00,360
Speaker 2: you texted the guy from the speed Demon podcast and

841
00:45:00,800 --> 00:45:04,760
Speaker 2: that you and him are going to ride motorcycles together

842
00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:06,200
Speaker 2: this weekend.

843
00:45:07,120 --> 00:45:12,120
Speaker 3: This weekend. Yeah, yeah, isn't that crazy? No? Yeah, it was.

844
00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:15,279
Speaker 3: So he actually shouted me out. He said, Oh, this

845
00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:18,600
Speaker 3: one guy in chat, uh, you know, posted Oh I

846
00:45:18,640 --> 00:45:20,319
Speaker 3: love riding in Chicago too, because that's what I posted

847
00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:21,600
Speaker 3: in the chat. I was like, oh, I ride in

848
00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:23,680
Speaker 3: Chicago too, Like, let's meet up. He put his phone

849
00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:25,640
Speaker 3: number down. I reached out to him and I was like, yo,

850
00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:28,759
Speaker 3: like this is cool, and it just happened to be

851
00:45:28,920 --> 00:45:31,239
Speaker 3: pretty cool. So I'm a I'm I plan on riding

852
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:32,719
Speaker 3: with him this weekend. What questions do you have?

853
00:45:33,239 --> 00:45:35,480
Speaker 2: Well, okay, but the whole fucking thing, the whole thing

854
00:45:35,560 --> 00:45:38,640
Speaker 2: of that podcast was that him. It was it was

855
00:45:38,719 --> 00:45:42,520
Speaker 2: a terrible thing that he was doing. Yeah, it was

856
00:45:42,719 --> 00:45:43,279
Speaker 2: really bad.

857
00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:46,279
Speaker 3: So it's funny reach out. We talked about this a

858
00:45:46,280 --> 00:45:48,160
Speaker 3: little bit. He was like, yeah, that guy was shitting

859
00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:49,759
Speaker 3: on me. But I guess he just doesn't get it.

860
00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:52,359
Speaker 3: And I was like, it's it's not an easy thing

861
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:53,480
Speaker 3: to get you know.

862
00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:56,960
Speaker 2: He oh he he said that I was shitting on him.

863
00:45:57,840 --> 00:45:59,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was on him a little bit.

864
00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:03,960
Speaker 2: I don't know if I know him. I was, you know, no, no, no, no,

865
00:46:04,200 --> 00:46:06,680
Speaker 2: I wasn't shitting on him. I like him. He's a

866
00:46:06,719 --> 00:46:09,160
Speaker 2: cool guy. I was shitting on the act. I was

867
00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:13,040
Speaker 2: relentlessly shitting on the activity. It's a terrible activity.

868
00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:16,439
Speaker 3: Okay, but like this is my thing, right, I think

869
00:46:17,440 --> 00:46:20,560
Speaker 3: it's funny. I'm like semi attasson to like of like

870
00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:22,840
Speaker 3: kind of like video creation and stuff like that. And

871
00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:25,600
Speaker 3: and the video idea I've always wanted to do is

872
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:31,280
Speaker 3: like explain why people ride motorcycles. Right, Uh, just like definitely,

873
00:46:31,320 --> 00:46:32,600
Speaker 3: Like I had a I have a group of friends

874
00:46:32,640 --> 00:46:36,600
Speaker 3: that I also ride with, right, and I think we

875
00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:39,759
Speaker 3: all have like a different reason as to why we ride.

876
00:46:40,040 --> 00:46:42,759
Speaker 3: And I think that every and I think I think

877
00:46:43,040 --> 00:46:47,759
Speaker 3: definitely said this too everyone, at least I'm not, and

878
00:46:47,800 --> 00:46:49,200
Speaker 3: I got this from you. Like you never tell people

879
00:46:49,280 --> 00:46:53,319
Speaker 3: they should do, but should experience, as I say, should

880
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:56,319
Speaker 3: should experience what it's like to be on a motorcycle

881
00:46:56,440 --> 00:46:59,920
Speaker 3: like it is. It is truly like I don't know

882
00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:01,520
Speaker 3: if life changes.

883
00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:05,120
Speaker 2: Okay, here's the thing. Here's the thing, being being on

884
00:47:05,320 --> 00:47:07,400
Speaker 2: a This is just gonna be a repeat of the

885
00:47:07,520 --> 00:47:10,520
Speaker 2: last podcast being on a motor I don't have a

886
00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:13,400
Speaker 2: I don't have an issue with riding a motorcycle, but

887
00:47:13,680 --> 00:47:17,719
Speaker 2: riding a motorcycle one hundred and fifty miles an hour

888
00:47:17,880 --> 00:47:20,760
Speaker 2: down the highway is a terrible idea.

889
00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:25,520
Speaker 3: No, it's fun, it's fun. There's a sense of like, so, so.

890
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:28,520
Speaker 2: All right, buddy, what's gonna happen, my friend? When you

891
00:47:29,200 --> 00:47:33,680
Speaker 2: you're gonna crash your car, you're gonna kill yourself, You're

892
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:38,080
Speaker 2: gonna kill somebody else. It's a terrible fucking idea. You're

893
00:47:38,120 --> 00:47:40,080
Speaker 2: not gonna give it. This a terrible idea.

894
00:47:41,400 --> 00:47:43,879
Speaker 3: Odds that you kill somebody else is pretty low. Odds

895
00:47:43,920 --> 00:47:47,960
Speaker 3: that you kill yourself pretty hot. So I think, right,

896
00:47:48,120 --> 00:47:50,560
Speaker 3: I think that there is a sense of like when

897
00:47:50,600 --> 00:47:52,960
Speaker 3: you're going one Admittedly, i've never been one to think

898
00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:55,960
Speaker 3: the fast dog gone for like one, like my bike

899
00:47:55,960 --> 00:48:01,040
Speaker 3: doesn't go too fast, right, But when when you're going

900
00:48:01,160 --> 00:48:05,279
Speaker 3: that fast, right, you're not thinking about any of that. Like, okay,

901
00:48:05,280 --> 00:48:07,920
Speaker 3: I see what you're saying. Objectively, it makes rubiks.

902
00:48:07,640 --> 00:48:10,040
Speaker 2: That's what do you know what you hold on? Shut

903
00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:11,239
Speaker 2: up for a second. Do you know what you just

904
00:48:11,280 --> 00:48:14,800
Speaker 2: said to me? Do you know what you just said?

905
00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:20,800
Speaker 2: You said, I said, it's a terrible idea because you

906
00:48:21,040 --> 00:48:24,680
Speaker 2: you're going to kill yourself or somebody else. And you said, well,

907
00:48:24,719 --> 00:48:26,840
Speaker 2: it's actually not because when you're doing it, you're not

908
00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:28,839
Speaker 2: even thinking about the fact that you're going to kill

909
00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:32,840
Speaker 2: yourself or somebody else. That's what you just said. And whatever,

910
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:34,440
Speaker 2: I don't you know, look, if you want to.

911
00:48:34,600 --> 00:48:35,600
Speaker 3: You know, go die.

912
00:48:35,800 --> 00:48:39,160
Speaker 2: That's your prerogative in life, you know.

913
00:48:39,440 --> 00:48:43,759
Speaker 3: I mean, okay, oh, you know, okay, all right, So

914
00:48:43,960 --> 00:48:45,480
Speaker 3: all right, you know what can I I'll be try

915
00:48:48,360 --> 00:48:51,040
Speaker 3: is crazy, all right? That is? That is I would

916
00:48:51,120 --> 00:48:53,120
Speaker 3: I would even even like one hundred plus. It's like

917
00:48:53,200 --> 00:48:57,800
Speaker 3: kind of crazy, you know, but I think just the

918
00:48:58,120 --> 00:49:01,040
Speaker 3: idea of like writing like we all have our own reasons. Yo.

919
00:49:01,160 --> 00:49:04,000
Speaker 3: You know what's crazy? What's also crazy? To at least

920
00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:05,600
Speaker 3: to me, is like you know, you you go to

921
00:49:05,680 --> 00:49:07,719
Speaker 3: your nine to five and you come home, you watch TV,

922
00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:10,279
Speaker 3: and you repeat that cycle for eighty years. Like that's

923
00:49:10,520 --> 00:49:14,120
Speaker 3: that's that's crazy, right, I okay, we have to go

924
00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:16,680
Speaker 3: to the point where we risk our lives. Right Why?

925
00:49:16,960 --> 00:49:18,799
Speaker 2: Why are why do you live it? Why do you live?

926
00:49:19,040 --> 00:49:22,840
Speaker 2: Why do you? And defy live in this binary universe

927
00:49:23,239 --> 00:49:27,719
Speaker 2: where you're either uh sitting on the computer all day

928
00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:33,400
Speaker 2: or out wreaking havoc upon the roads. There's more than

929
00:49:33,480 --> 00:49:37,200
Speaker 2: two things to do in life anyway, Rubik's I'm not gonna.

930
00:49:37,239 --> 00:49:39,279
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna. I'm not gonna continue to fight you

931
00:49:39,360 --> 00:49:39,520
Speaker 2: on this.

932
00:49:39,760 --> 00:49:41,920
Speaker 3: But no, no, no, you know what, you know, I

933
00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:45,040
Speaker 3: actually appreciate the challenge of this. My like my like,

934
00:49:45,160 --> 00:49:46,400
Speaker 3: my friends all say the same thing.

935
00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:49,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, your friends are all right, and you should listen

936
00:49:49,120 --> 00:49:51,440
Speaker 2: to them because they don't want to go to your funeral.

937
00:49:52,840 --> 00:49:54,800
Speaker 3: But I don't know. I think I think that we

938
00:49:54,920 --> 00:49:56,719
Speaker 3: have I can't speak for Duffy, but at least for me,

939
00:49:56,800 --> 00:50:01,879
Speaker 3: I've been through plenty of life experiences where I think

940
00:50:01,880 --> 00:50:04,359
Speaker 3: I've almost boiled it down to like it's it's one

941
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:06,800
Speaker 3: or the other, like It's not that I don't appreciate

942
00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:08,360
Speaker 3: the little things and like the things that come in

943
00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:14,600
Speaker 3: between a calmer lifestyle, right, but I think that uh yeah,

944
00:50:14,640 --> 00:50:16,840
Speaker 3: I feel like I don't know, I feel like like

945
00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:18,439
Speaker 3: I hang out with my friends or I hang around

946
00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:20,640
Speaker 3: with people. It's it seems like that. It just seems

947
00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:23,359
Speaker 3: like that that binary or I don't know what words

948
00:50:23,360 --> 00:50:26,480
Speaker 3: you use, but like that it's two ends. It's either like,

949
00:50:26,800 --> 00:50:29,000
Speaker 3: all right, you're gonna be settle, chill and like boring,

950
00:50:29,160 --> 00:50:30,520
Speaker 3: or like you can do exciting things.

951
00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:33,320
Speaker 2: You can either be settle, chill or boring, or you

952
00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:37,440
Speaker 2: can just put a ton of people and yourself at

953
00:50:37,640 --> 00:50:42,799
Speaker 2: risk of being crushed by a car in the road.

954
00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:47,719
Speaker 3: That that's hard to argue against when you put it

955
00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:47,960
Speaker 3: like that.

956
00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:50,680
Speaker 2: It is anyway, what did do you do anything else

957
00:50:50,760 --> 00:50:51,760
Speaker 2: in your life? Rubics?

958
00:50:52,560 --> 00:50:57,680
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, yeah, so well done a lot of things. Man.

959
00:50:57,760 --> 00:51:01,279
Speaker 3: So I'm twenty four, So I graduate to college. Uh.

960
00:51:01,440 --> 00:51:03,440
Speaker 3: In college, I was like doing a lot of stuff

961
00:51:03,520 --> 00:51:07,160
Speaker 3: with like our athletic department, so like I would do that.

962
00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:08,080
Speaker 4: Uh.

963
00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:10,520
Speaker 3: I think just after college, life just got like two.

964
00:51:11,200 --> 00:51:14,279
Speaker 3: I won't say mundane for me. You know, I've been

965
00:51:15,000 --> 00:51:18,160
Speaker 3: I've been like I don't know, dude, Like my I

966
00:51:18,320 --> 00:51:20,120
Speaker 3: hate talking about my life like it's been. It's just

967
00:51:20,239 --> 00:51:26,160
Speaker 3: been a crazy, like crazy dance of where I'm at now.

968
00:51:26,520 --> 00:51:29,160
Speaker 3: I have two cats that I really love and like

969
00:51:29,239 --> 00:51:31,640
Speaker 3: I think they're they're pretty cool, and like, I don't know,

970
00:51:31,680 --> 00:51:33,279
Speaker 3: I think my life. I go to the gym a lot,

971
00:51:33,320 --> 00:51:35,760
Speaker 3: but like I mean, I do things on my but honestly,

972
00:51:35,840 --> 00:51:37,840
Speaker 3: I also I've jumped out of a plane before.

973
00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:42,640
Speaker 2: Like, uh, even that, even that is safer to me,

974
00:51:42,760 --> 00:51:45,640
Speaker 2: even that, even that is way safer to me than

975
00:51:45,760 --> 00:51:47,120
Speaker 2: the stupid motorcycle thing.

976
00:51:48,880 --> 00:51:51,120
Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, I agree, I agree.

977
00:51:53,920 --> 00:51:56,200
Speaker 2: I hope you guys, I I you know, I'm glad

978
00:51:56,480 --> 00:51:59,640
Speaker 2: that you guys made friends because of this podcast.

979
00:52:00,719 --> 00:52:02,040
Speaker 3: He thinks you to be.

980
00:52:02,160 --> 00:52:04,560
Speaker 2: And I see, I'm on Reddit all the time, watching

981
00:52:04,800 --> 00:52:08,520
Speaker 2: fucked up videos for you know, just to bring just

982
00:52:08,600 --> 00:52:11,880
Speaker 2: to bring some form of chemicals to my brain. And

983
00:52:11,960 --> 00:52:15,839
Speaker 2: so I see all kinds of like there's some video,

984
00:52:15,880 --> 00:52:18,840
Speaker 2: there's some video I watched. I think, O there he

985
00:52:18,920 --> 00:52:23,000
Speaker 2: watched a video on Reddit that said something like reality

986
00:52:23,320 --> 00:52:28,200
Speaker 2: hits asshole in the face after he crashes driving one

987
00:52:28,320 --> 00:52:31,600
Speaker 2: hundred and twenty miles on his motorcycle down the highway

988
00:52:31,680 --> 00:52:34,320
Speaker 2: and it's just like a go pro video of a

989
00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:37,440
Speaker 2: guy driving his motorcycle one hundred and twenty miles down

990
00:52:37,480 --> 00:52:40,120
Speaker 2: the highway and he gets into a crash and you

991
00:52:40,239 --> 00:52:43,839
Speaker 2: can see his like you can see his like brains

992
00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:50,680
Speaker 2: and guts, like just like get gets slathered against what

993
00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:51,319
Speaker 2: the road?

994
00:52:52,480 --> 00:52:53,719
Speaker 3: Why do you do? A fuck you?

995
00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:55,320
Speaker 2: What do I watch it? Why do you do it?

996
00:52:56,360 --> 00:52:59,000
Speaker 2: What do you mean? Holod? Shut up? Shut up? What

997
00:52:59,080 --> 00:53:01,239
Speaker 2: do you mean? What do you mean? Why do I

998
00:53:01,640 --> 00:53:03,800
Speaker 2: watch that? You fucking do it?

999
00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:07,719
Speaker 3: I know I don't watch it like a fuck man

1000
00:53:07,880 --> 00:53:08,080
Speaker 3: like that?

1001
00:53:08,360 --> 00:53:09,040
Speaker 2: Oh my god?

1002
00:53:10,280 --> 00:53:11,520
Speaker 4: Uh you fucking do it?

1003
00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:14,719
Speaker 3: Can I sell you? Okay, okay, I'm not as crazy

1004
00:53:14,760 --> 00:53:16,799
Speaker 3: as I'm not crazy as death. I'm not crazy as death.

1005
00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:20,719
Speaker 3: Problem I actually I I think I'm a lot more

1006
00:53:20,920 --> 00:53:23,440
Speaker 3: chill when it comes to it. But because it's my

1007
00:53:23,560 --> 00:53:27,320
Speaker 3: motorcycle doesn't go like that fast. Also, you asked me

1008
00:53:27,400 --> 00:53:28,640
Speaker 3: what I do in my life? Can I tell you

1009
00:53:28,680 --> 00:53:30,759
Speaker 3: what I do on the motorcycle? Like something that brings

1010
00:53:30,800 --> 00:53:31,360
Speaker 3: me joy? On it?

1011
00:53:31,520 --> 00:53:33,760
Speaker 2: Rubrics, I'm gonna say, I'm gonna say I'm only rubucs.

1012
00:53:33,760 --> 00:53:35,360
Speaker 2: I'm only saying this to you because I like you.

1013
00:53:35,440 --> 00:53:38,799
Speaker 2: If I thought you were an asshole and deserved to die.

1014
00:53:38,960 --> 00:53:42,879
Speaker 2: I would say you should totally continue to ride your motorcycle.

1015
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:46,840
Speaker 3: Can I can I tell you what I do on

1016
00:53:46,960 --> 00:53:48,239
Speaker 3: it though, as I ride through the city.

1017
00:53:48,560 --> 00:53:51,600
Speaker 2: Would do you juggle lives? No?

1018
00:53:51,760 --> 00:53:53,840
Speaker 3: I saw, No, I don't joggle. I So I have

1019
00:53:54,040 --> 00:53:56,440
Speaker 3: I have Spider Man on my back, like I have

1020
00:53:56,520 --> 00:53:59,920
Speaker 3: this Spider Man like it's almost like it's almost like

1021
00:54:00,520 --> 00:54:03,120
Speaker 3: stuff animal, but Spider Man. It's like Miles Morales, right,

1022
00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:06,960
Speaker 3: And I have a Spider Man motorcycle helmet. So then

1023
00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:09,120
Speaker 3: when I ride through the city, it's like tenacity can

1024
00:54:09,239 --> 00:54:10,919
Speaker 3: see my face. So when I ride through the city,

1025
00:54:11,120 --> 00:54:14,840
Speaker 3: I pass out like Spider Man stickers, uh, two kids

1026
00:54:14,920 --> 00:54:17,280
Speaker 3: and to like people that are also wearing Spider Man stuff,

1027
00:54:17,680 --> 00:54:19,600
Speaker 3: and it just it brings him so much joy. And

1028
00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:22,560
Speaker 3: I think that I would I personally, I like doing

1029
00:54:22,719 --> 00:54:26,560
Speaker 3: that more than going like one hundred plus miles prowder

1030
00:54:26,719 --> 00:54:29,920
Speaker 3: Like that's crazy. Again, I'm not crazy as Deffie, So

1031
00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:32,120
Speaker 3: I think I think that's a little bit better.

1032
00:54:32,640 --> 00:54:37,200
Speaker 2: Maybe you and Defie can ride your motorcycle sixty miles

1033
00:54:37,200 --> 00:54:42,640
Speaker 2: an hour around town giving little kids Spider Man stickers.

1034
00:54:42,680 --> 00:54:43,279
Speaker 2: That'd be nice.

1035
00:54:43,360 --> 00:54:47,200
Speaker 3: Go do that that. I will do that. I will

1036
00:54:47,280 --> 00:54:49,600
Speaker 3: do that. Oh my gosh, I can't believe I'm talking

1037
00:54:49,640 --> 00:54:49,759
Speaker 3: to you.

1038
00:54:50,200 --> 00:54:52,480
Speaker 2: Tell him I sat high too.

1039
00:54:53,280 --> 00:54:55,320
Speaker 3: I will, you know what I will? I will text definitely.

1040
00:54:55,320 --> 00:54:57,360
Speaker 3: I wonder if he's listening to you right now. My

1041
00:54:57,400 --> 00:54:59,600
Speaker 3: phone's going crazy, so I'm sure this might be him sexting,

1042
00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:03,080
Speaker 3: But I will tell him that you said, Hi.

1043
00:55:05,160 --> 00:55:06,960
Speaker 2: Here's what the next time. Next time I'm on the

1044
00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:11,440
Speaker 2: Internet and I see crazy motorcycle videos of people getting

1045
00:55:11,920 --> 00:55:15,920
Speaker 2: uh getting cheese graded against the highway, I'll send him

1046
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:20,800
Speaker 2: to you. That's what it is. Due, That's what it is.

1047
00:55:21,080 --> 00:55:23,000
Speaker 2: That's what it's gonna happen. You're gonna get. You're gonna

1048
00:55:23,040 --> 00:55:28,879
Speaker 2: get cheese graded across the fucking across across the road.

1049
00:55:29,360 --> 00:55:32,800
Speaker 2: You're gonna you're gonna get. I'm not I'm no, no, no,

1050
00:55:33,000 --> 00:55:35,360
Speaker 2: I'm not wishing it upon you. I'm not wishing it

1051
00:55:35,480 --> 00:55:40,360
Speaker 2: upon you. I'm actively campaigning against it. Actually, that's what

1052
00:55:40,440 --> 00:55:45,120
Speaker 2: I'm doing. Okay, But when it when it happens, there's

1053
00:55:45,120 --> 00:55:47,799
Speaker 2: gonna be a kid, a little a splatter of your

1054
00:55:47,880 --> 00:55:51,000
Speaker 2: brain is gonna come on a little kid's uh spider

1055
00:55:51,080 --> 00:55:54,120
Speaker 2: Man sticker and it'll just erase all the joy that

1056
00:55:54,200 --> 00:55:57,400
Speaker 2: you gave him, turn it into trauma and sorrow.

1057
00:56:00,040 --> 00:56:01,120
Speaker 3: Ever watch Spider Man again?

1058
00:56:03,120 --> 00:56:04,400
Speaker 2: Is it a real name, Rubics?

1059
00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:08,040
Speaker 3: No, it's I just know how to solve a cue.

1060
00:56:08,160 --> 00:56:09,040
Speaker 3: I thought I could do a lot.

1061
00:56:09,000 --> 00:56:11,880
Speaker 2: Of things in my life, and that's that's cool. What

1062
00:56:12,000 --> 00:56:14,400
Speaker 2: happened to that? That's a good hobby.

1063
00:56:15,480 --> 00:56:18,000
Speaker 3: I mean, it can only get so far, but you

1064
00:56:18,040 --> 00:56:20,239
Speaker 3: can solve it. It's like then, what you know, Yeah,

1065
00:56:20,239 --> 00:56:22,239
Speaker 3: you can go for time, but I'm twenty four. I'm

1066
00:56:22,280 --> 00:56:26,479
Speaker 3: not interested in going to any competition with my life

1067
00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:26,880
Speaker 3: right now.

1068
00:56:27,040 --> 00:56:28,759
Speaker 2: Let me know, let me know how you're let me

1069
00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:31,759
Speaker 2: know how you're in Deafy's hang goes. If you guys

1070
00:56:32,920 --> 00:56:33,840
Speaker 2: make it when.

1071
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:35,680
Speaker 3: You want to call back in, you may text you

1072
00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:37,080
Speaker 3: when you when you request it.

1073
00:56:37,320 --> 00:56:39,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, sure you can call back in. You know, I

1074
00:56:39,440 --> 00:56:41,800
Speaker 2: want to say. I even taking this call, I was like,

1075
00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:44,080
Speaker 2: I'm not a big I like my I like my

1076
00:56:44,200 --> 00:56:46,480
Speaker 2: show to be like insular, you know what I mean?

1077
00:56:46,600 --> 00:56:49,520
Speaker 2: Like I don't like Yeah, yeah I don't. I don't

1078
00:56:49,960 --> 00:56:52,280
Speaker 2: because you ever like like it will not like repeats,

1079
00:56:52,280 --> 00:56:53,919
Speaker 2: but like, I don't, I'm not a big I don't

1080
00:56:54,120 --> 00:56:56,880
Speaker 2: do like Part one Part two storylines and stuff, because

1081
00:56:56,920 --> 00:56:59,400
Speaker 2: like you ever, I'm gonna try to explain something that

1082
00:56:59,520 --> 00:57:03,320
Speaker 2: I'm gonna dound like I'm complaining. But you ever listened

1083
00:57:03,320 --> 00:57:06,000
Speaker 2: to a podcast or you're like watching a YouTube channel

1084
00:57:06,080 --> 00:57:08,839
Speaker 2: and some guy goes like, oh, yeah, Nick was over

1085
00:57:09,000 --> 00:57:10,960
Speaker 2: yesterday and we were talking about what was going on

1086
00:57:11,160 --> 00:57:14,440
Speaker 2: with Molly and it was crazy and all the comments

1087
00:57:14,480 --> 00:57:17,720
Speaker 2: are like, oh my god, Nick is so weird, and

1088
00:57:17,880 --> 00:57:19,920
Speaker 2: You're like, what the fuck is that I don't.

1089
00:57:19,720 --> 00:57:21,760
Speaker 3: Care about this whole universe story line?

1090
00:57:22,360 --> 00:57:26,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, It's like it's like you're supposed to know whoeveryone

1091
00:57:26,200 --> 00:57:29,560
Speaker 2: and I'm like, I want if you've never I feel

1092
00:57:29,600 --> 00:57:31,160
Speaker 2: like a lot of stuff on the internet is like

1093
00:57:31,280 --> 00:57:32,800
Speaker 2: that where it's like you have to be in the

1094
00:57:32,960 --> 00:57:35,720
Speaker 2: lore of the whole universe, and I like, you know,

1095
00:57:35,960 --> 00:57:39,760
Speaker 2: you every up, you don't need to know anything going

1096
00:57:39,840 --> 00:57:42,840
Speaker 2: into this stuff. But this, yeah, but this this is

1097
00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:46,440
Speaker 2: this was this was nice sort of No, you know what.

1098
00:57:46,680 --> 00:57:50,640
Speaker 3: I really appreciate you even calling me in the first place,

1099
00:57:50,720 --> 00:57:53,320
Speaker 3: like it's all okay. You know how everybody tells you, right,

1100
00:57:53,360 --> 00:57:55,240
Speaker 3: they are like, oh, I've listened to you for like,

1101
00:57:55,760 --> 00:57:57,520
Speaker 3: you know, a year or two years, and need you

1102
00:57:57,560 --> 00:57:59,320
Speaker 3: to think you go thanks man, right, you know how

1103
00:57:59,320 --> 00:58:03,200
Speaker 3: you like that that typically goes right? Oh yeah, So

1104
00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:06,240
Speaker 3: so I I have like I've been listening to you,

1105
00:58:06,400 --> 00:58:08,680
Speaker 3: bro for like the past I don't know, three is months,

1106
00:58:09,080 --> 00:58:10,800
Speaker 3: and like every day so my job would I do?

1107
00:58:10,920 --> 00:58:12,600
Speaker 3: Like I just drive around right, so I'm in my

1108
00:58:12,680 --> 00:58:16,680
Speaker 3: car all the time. And uh, and I I tuned

1109
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:19,080
Speaker 3: into you. I don't even know what made me start

1110
00:58:19,240 --> 00:58:21,400
Speaker 3: listening to you, but bro, it's like if you've become

1111
00:58:21,480 --> 00:58:24,600
Speaker 3: my personality, Like it's it's crazy as fuck, Like I

1112
00:58:24,680 --> 00:58:27,120
Speaker 3: will be like, well, if you listen to my friends,

1113
00:58:27,120 --> 00:58:28,959
Speaker 3: will complain about somethingbody, Well, if you're listen to therapy,

1114
00:58:29,000 --> 00:58:30,880
Speaker 3: got you'll be fine. Like it just boiled it down.

1115
00:58:30,880 --> 00:58:31,960
Speaker 1: It's like the simplest ship.

1116
00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:33,600
Speaker 3: And like you just go on with your life and

1117
00:58:33,800 --> 00:58:36,080
Speaker 3: and and and I was like I have one day

1118
00:58:36,080 --> 00:58:38,800
Speaker 3: I would love to talk to you and dude, like

1119
00:58:38,840 --> 00:58:41,240
Speaker 3: you've you've just been You've been amazing, dude, and just

1120
00:58:41,360 --> 00:58:43,800
Speaker 3: like there it is.

1121
00:58:44,880 --> 00:58:48,640
Speaker 2: What am I I don't know? Sorry? Sorry I was.

1122
00:58:48,800 --> 00:58:51,080
Speaker 2: I was too busy. I was too busy getting mad

1123
00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:53,000
Speaker 2: at you for other things that I kept the energy

1124
00:58:53,080 --> 00:58:55,120
Speaker 2: going while you were being nice to me. Sorry, I

1125
00:58:55,200 --> 00:58:56,480
Speaker 2: was about to yell at you and go, well, what

1126
00:58:56,560 --> 00:58:58,000
Speaker 2: the hell am I supposed to say?

1127
00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:05,280
Speaker 3: Even yo? Okay, last okay, last bit. We could keep talk.

1128
00:59:05,640 --> 00:59:08,520
Speaker 3: I could talk to three hours. The I just have

1129
00:59:08,560 --> 00:59:12,000
Speaker 3: to give you a compliment, another compliment a couple episodes ago,

1130
00:59:12,080 --> 00:59:13,240
Speaker 3: or I was thinking, I don't know if I was

1131
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:15,800
Speaker 3: to do old episodes, but you were like this guy

1132
00:59:15,960 --> 00:59:17,800
Speaker 3: was like trying to move to Thailand, or he was

1133
00:59:17,880 --> 00:59:19,800
Speaker 3: like a traveler and you're like, we'll move to Thailand.

1134
00:59:19,840 --> 00:59:21,240
Speaker 3: He's like, what the fuck I'm gonna do with Thailand?

1135
00:59:21,400 --> 00:59:22,840
Speaker 3: And you're like, well, I don't know. I don't know

1136
00:59:22,880 --> 00:59:24,440
Speaker 3: what the fuck we're doing anyway. I don't know what

1137
00:59:24,560 --> 00:59:27,360
Speaker 3: the hell we're doing, like anyway, and then so yo

1138
00:59:27,680 --> 00:59:29,520
Speaker 3: even like now, like when you're saying, what the park

1139
00:59:29,560 --> 00:59:31,560
Speaker 3: are you doing? Rydan the motorcycle, what the fuck are

1140
00:59:31,600 --> 00:59:33,120
Speaker 3: any of us doing? Point blank?

1141
00:59:33,200 --> 00:59:36,000
Speaker 2: Period, Like, don't use me again. That's not when you

1142
00:59:36,480 --> 00:59:38,400
Speaker 2: interpreted a wrong thing from them.

1143
00:59:39,080 --> 00:59:41,080
Speaker 3: No, what am I wrong? Am I right?

1144
00:59:41,560 --> 00:59:43,760
Speaker 2: You're very wrong. You're one hundred percent wrong.

1145
00:59:44,040 --> 00:59:46,600
Speaker 3: All right, Wile and I it was your work.

1146
00:59:47,160 --> 00:59:51,600
Speaker 2: You're very wrong because because there's a difference between like

1147
00:59:52,520 --> 00:59:56,040
Speaker 2: there's there's extremes. Right, I talk a bunch of shit

1148
00:59:56,120 --> 00:59:58,000
Speaker 2: on this podcast about like things and people. You know,

1149
00:59:58,040 --> 00:59:59,600
Speaker 2: people talk a bunch of shit about a bunch of stuff.

1150
00:59:59,640 --> 01:00:03,640
Speaker 2: But there's a streams to life, right, There's, like, you know,

1151
01:00:04,520 --> 01:00:08,760
Speaker 2: there's there because there's moving to a foreign country and

1152
01:00:08,880 --> 01:00:11,160
Speaker 2: trying to start a new life and putting yourself out

1153
01:00:11,200 --> 01:00:13,800
Speaker 2: there and trying to make new friends and whatever, and

1154
01:00:13,920 --> 01:00:17,880
Speaker 2: that's like a challenge. And then there's juggling chain saws,

1155
01:00:18,640 --> 01:00:20,600
Speaker 2: you know, And both of those guys could be like, well,

1156
01:00:20,600 --> 01:00:25,160
Speaker 2: what's anyone doing anywhere? No, there's what you're doing. It's

1157
01:00:25,200 --> 01:00:28,800
Speaker 2: like it's like juggling chain saws at a playground where

1158
01:00:28,920 --> 01:00:32,080
Speaker 2: children are running around, and it's a little bit like

1159
01:00:32,200 --> 01:00:33,360
Speaker 2: that that.

1160
01:00:33,560 --> 01:00:35,960
Speaker 3: No, I think it's also all relative. I think that

1161
01:00:36,040 --> 01:00:38,120
Speaker 3: if you have a person that is you know, we're

1162
01:00:38,160 --> 01:00:40,320
Speaker 3: talking about that safety lifestyle like you're nine to five

1163
01:00:40,400 --> 01:00:42,640
Speaker 3: and security and things like that, they would they would

1164
01:00:42,840 --> 01:00:45,240
Speaker 3: view moving to and I don't want to see sory

1165
01:00:45,280 --> 01:00:47,280
Speaker 3: about it, but they would view moving to Thailand to

1166
01:00:47,320 --> 01:00:51,000
Speaker 3: start a new life and and start again as juggling

1167
01:00:51,120 --> 01:00:55,520
Speaker 3: chainsaws in a playground filled with children. Like I think

1168
01:00:55,560 --> 01:00:56,160
Speaker 3: that's relative.

1169
01:00:57,560 --> 01:00:58,840
Speaker 2: Well, I'll see you on Reddit.

1170
01:01:01,320 --> 01:01:02,720
Speaker 3: Can you come back when you when you come back

1171
01:01:02,720 --> 01:01:05,400
Speaker 3: to Chicago, it's if definite. Deffie and I are there.

1172
01:01:05,920 --> 01:01:07,200
Speaker 3: Can we just like come up on stage?

1173
01:01:08,880 --> 01:01:12,040
Speaker 2: Uh yeah, text yeah, come come come through. We'll try

1174
01:01:12,080 --> 01:01:12,640
Speaker 2: to make it happen.

1175
01:01:12,840 --> 01:01:14,640
Speaker 3: That was you don't you don't have to make that happen.

1176
01:01:14,680 --> 01:01:17,200
Speaker 3: It was just like a if you if you want,

1177
01:01:17,320 --> 01:01:17,520
Speaker 3: you know.

1178
01:01:17,720 --> 01:01:19,680
Speaker 2: Ka, I'm gonna come back to Chicago twenty twenty four.

1179
01:01:19,880 --> 01:01:21,000
Speaker 3: Okay, if you're.

1180
01:01:20,880 --> 01:01:21,440
Speaker 2: There, I'm there.

1181
01:01:21,720 --> 01:01:24,440
Speaker 3: I yo, I'm pissed I missed and everybody says this

1182
01:01:24,560 --> 01:01:27,320
Speaker 3: to Damn, I feel like, fucking I'm just part of

1183
01:01:27,360 --> 01:01:30,240
Speaker 3: the machine of therapy. Get go. But I missed your

1184
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:34,200
Speaker 3: Chicago show because of fucking work. I work, so I

1185
01:01:34,240 --> 01:01:35,840
Speaker 3: couldn't go. But I really, I really want to go

1186
01:01:35,840 --> 01:01:37,280
Speaker 3: to your twenty twenty four show for sure.

1187
01:01:37,680 --> 01:01:39,200
Speaker 2: I'll be back. If I pull up and there's a

1188
01:01:39,280 --> 01:01:41,160
Speaker 2: motorcycle in the parking lot, I'll be like, oh it's

1189
01:01:41,240 --> 01:01:41,600
Speaker 2: that guy.

1190
01:01:42,280 --> 01:01:45,400
Speaker 3: I'll wear my spider man olmet uh rubiks.

1191
01:01:45,400 --> 01:01:46,439
Speaker 2: Is there anything you want to say to the people

1192
01:01:46,480 --> 01:01:47,320
Speaker 2: the computer before we go?

1193
01:01:49,840 --> 01:01:52,640
Speaker 3: Enjoy life? And I know a couple of episodes ago

1194
01:01:52,640 --> 01:01:55,240
Speaker 3: you also like stop giving the advice, but like, enjoy life.

1195
01:01:55,280 --> 01:01:58,840
Speaker 3: Everyone like it can get crazy like people, you know,

1196
01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:01,760
Speaker 3: you can experience a lot of different things, but enjoy

1197
01:02:01,840 --> 01:02:04,080
Speaker 3: it and like learn from it. And I can't promise

1198
01:02:04,120 --> 01:02:05,960
Speaker 3: you you'll be good, but I promise you'll get somewhere,

1199
01:02:06,880 --> 01:02:09,560
Speaker 3: whether that's like riding a motorcycle or whatever. And I

1200
01:02:09,600 --> 01:02:12,600
Speaker 3: guess last thing is a gold Lions line.

1201
01:02:12,680 --> 01:02:14,600
Speaker 2: Sare Hey, take care man, thank you.

1202
01:02:15,400 --> 01:02:18,480
Speaker 3: Yo, thank you. I have a good one. Dude's see

1203
01:02:18,520 --> 01:02:20,240
Speaker 3: it looks see you, dude.

1204
01:02:22,480 --> 01:02:25,160
Speaker 2: You know, I I liked that guy. I just think

1205
01:02:25,240 --> 01:02:28,840
Speaker 2: he was an idiot and uh, no offense to him.

1206
01:02:28,880 --> 01:02:31,760
Speaker 2: I just think I just well, you know, okay, I'm

1207
01:02:31,760 --> 01:02:34,560
Speaker 2: not gonna say he's an idiot. I don't think there's

1208
01:02:34,560 --> 01:02:37,440
Speaker 2: anything wrong with driving a motorcycle. I just I think

1209
01:02:37,480 --> 01:02:40,520
Speaker 2: if you're riding a motorcycle one hundred and fifty miles

1210
01:02:40,560 --> 01:02:45,479
Speaker 2: an hour, you're an idiot. I don't know how fast

1211
01:02:45,520 --> 01:02:50,200
Speaker 2: he's going. If he's just a trolling around town on

1212
01:02:50,320 --> 01:02:56,280
Speaker 2: the bike like Warrio and giving uh stickers to kids,

1213
01:02:56,360 --> 01:03:03,480
Speaker 2: that's that's cool too. I'll see you soon, Rubik's Yeah,

1214
01:03:03,560 --> 01:03:05,000
Speaker 2: maybe we can, Yeah, maybe we can talk about it

1215
01:03:05,040 --> 01:03:10,320
Speaker 2: in person. In Chicago. We'll see goes on the line

1216
01:03:10,600 --> 01:03:12,440
Speaker 2: taking your phone calls every night.

1217
01:03:12,800 --> 01:03:15,040
Speaker 1: The re Beak goes doing his d He's

1218
01:03:15,080 --> 01:03:16,960
Speaker 2: Teaching you a loud in the mom of your life,

1219
01:03:17,360 --> 01:03:19,480
Speaker 2: but he's not really an expert.