WEBVTT - Episode 252: I’m Freaky, Not Kinky (Feat. Yella Beezy) 0:00:02.200 --> 0:00:03.880 What's up? What's up this lip service? I mean it's 0:00:03.920 --> 0:00:07.600 gonna ye. I'm g g McGuire, I'm Luria and Yellow 0:00:07.680 --> 0:00:13.000 Easy is here and what's up Yellow Easy? Yeah? Man? 0:00:13.080 --> 0:00:16.200 What's good? We sell you on social media? Everything? Okay? 0:00:17.079 --> 0:00:20.400 Oh yeah, I'm cool. How are you going? Okay? Cool 0:00:20.440 --> 0:00:23.520 to me? It looks like I going through some things 0:00:23.520 --> 0:00:25.320 like you was eventing a little bit in your story. 0:00:25.760 --> 0:00:32.080 My my, you know how people have really nickel botus Okay, 0:00:32.280 --> 0:00:34.400 And by the way, it's okay if you are, just 0:00:34.479 --> 0:00:37.080 so you know, we're not trying to know for sure 0:00:37.159 --> 0:00:39.280 everybody to do. But when I'll be when I'll be 0:00:39.320 --> 0:00:41.960 writing ship, not just the time. I only going through 0:00:43.040 --> 0:00:44.960 so like you know how you'd be just Ryan thinking 0:00:44.960 --> 0:00:46.920 and you just ot to post something that you'd be 0:00:47.000 --> 0:00:49.639 mental before you'd be that type of ship. Well, how 0:00:49.680 --> 0:00:52.800 many women call you thinking it's about them? Now? Oh? 0:00:52.920 --> 0:01:00.600 You seven me? Right? Is that boss about me? Nah? 0:01:00.800 --> 0:01:08.800 I don't it don't be like that's how for you though? 0:01:08.880 --> 0:01:11.960 During this quarantine time. Oh, it's been cool. I've just 0:01:12.000 --> 0:01:15.039 been lack just uh calling music and from the drop 0:01:15.080 --> 0:01:17.200 the album on Friday, But it's about it. I ain't 0:01:17.240 --> 0:01:20.200 been doing in this. Yeah, so that so you and 0:01:20.280 --> 0:01:22.520 chat boy Freddie got an album coming out on Friday, 0:01:23.280 --> 0:01:25.920 y'all doing it big to Texas and you I think 0:01:25.959 --> 0:01:28.880 it's dope that, like I've been hearing his name and 0:01:28.959 --> 0:01:31.319 you obviously got out there. But it's like the fact 0:01:31.319 --> 0:01:36.200 that y'all are linking up together and so yeah, you 0:01:36.240 --> 0:01:38.039 gotta you gotta keep it going like that. That's how 0:01:38.040 --> 0:01:40.399 the money gonna continue to pile up. Keep it in 0:01:40.440 --> 0:01:43.160 the family. Now, how's your how's your diet been while 0:01:43.200 --> 0:01:45.679 you've been quarantining And because I saw you has you know, 0:01:45.760 --> 0:01:47.760 obviously you've slimmed down a lot. I know when you 0:01:47.800 --> 0:01:49.960 were on the road, it's not easy to eat right 0:01:50.040 --> 0:01:52.680 and you know, keep up with those things. So how 0:01:52.800 --> 0:01:56.720 is it for you now? Really, I've just been eating 0:01:56.720 --> 0:01:59.640 like a lot of oatmeal, like five o'meal I've been 0:01:59.680 --> 0:02:02.600 I ain't ain't no bread like low stuff on with 0:02:02.760 --> 0:02:05.000 calls and stuff. I ain't hat. I've really been on 0:02:05.080 --> 0:02:06.800 like kind of a pischeteer and dot a little bit. 0:02:06.840 --> 0:02:08.480 If I knew it would be like a little fish 0:02:08.480 --> 0:02:11.240 and like shrink and stuff like that. But I ain't 0:02:11.280 --> 0:02:13.520 really been eating onhing there really, just like I'm still 0:02:13.600 --> 0:02:16.520 with like a lot of fiber. What was it hard 0:02:16.600 --> 0:02:18.720 for you in the beginning, like to switch up your 0:02:18.760 --> 0:02:23.960 diet now, because um, I hate it. First kicked it 0:02:23.960 --> 0:02:26.280 off when I gat the tour last Room Chris brand 0:02:26.280 --> 0:02:28.000 I was trying to I hate did it for like 0:02:28.080 --> 0:02:30.200 a day or two and then I he built until 0:02:30.200 --> 0:02:32.160 like a week. But then I had did no meat 0:02:32.200 --> 0:02:33.960 for like the whole three months was on that tour 0:02:34.040 --> 0:02:36.840 from like I was all way to October and I 0:02:36.840 --> 0:02:39.040 he did no meat, but then I had kind of 0:02:39.040 --> 0:02:42.080 did m D but back forth and then ship when 0:02:42.080 --> 0:02:44.720 it came down, it was like we started back like 0:02:44.800 --> 0:02:47.560 probably like March I had started back. How does that 0:02:47.680 --> 0:02:50.200 change your sex life, like changing your diet, because I 0:02:50.360 --> 0:02:52.760 know for myself, like I don't even neat I don't 0:02:52.800 --> 0:02:55.520 need see food, I don't need pork and I just 0:02:55.560 --> 0:02:58.040 recently stopped eating chicken. Do you feel like it's changed 0:02:58.040 --> 0:03:01.520 like your sex drive, your sex like for anything. I'm 0:03:01.560 --> 0:03:03.240 a little hole in a bouncing with or without it, 0:03:03.280 --> 0:03:07.080 so it won't even matter. I don't know that. So 0:03:07.280 --> 0:03:09.840 I don't do drules like that, and I drink occasional. 0:03:09.840 --> 0:03:11.880 I don't smoke that out, so sexy to be my 0:03:11.960 --> 0:03:14.519 drugs minim so I don't either with or without it 0:03:14.600 --> 0:03:17.840 that thing. Yeah, I gotta get it, that's it. But 0:03:17.960 --> 0:03:21.639 you would go ahead? Do you feel like that would 0:03:21.639 --> 0:03:26.639 be a drug as well? Though? What's said? Yeah, that's 0:03:26.680 --> 0:03:30.280 what I'm saying. That's my drug. M so a list 0:03:30.320 --> 0:03:34.840 that could Can it be like bad like detremental addicting 0:03:34.960 --> 0:03:36.920 my heir? No, it ain't no ship to where you 0:03:37.040 --> 0:03:39.520 like you just gotta have any minutum. No, it ain't 0:03:39.520 --> 0:03:42.120 no show like that this time. You know you're addicted 0:03:42.160 --> 0:03:45.520 to something. Okay, have you ever missed an appointment? Have 0:03:45.680 --> 0:03:49.400 you ever missed a meeting or missed a show because 0:03:49.560 --> 0:03:54.160 you were having sex? I never, I never put I 0:03:54.280 --> 0:03:56.600 never put that over no money, especially this is something 0:03:56.880 --> 0:03:59.680 to beest paid. I ain't no woman or nothing coming 0:03:59.720 --> 0:04:02.360 between like it all. So there ain't never. There ain't 0:04:02.360 --> 0:04:05.560 no problem with What if it's like your woman's birthday 0:04:05.760 --> 0:04:09.200 and you know you have said a show schedule for 0:04:09.240 --> 0:04:11.000 that day, but she really wanted you to be with her. 0:04:11.080 --> 0:04:13.880 You ain't we schedule a cancel the show. No, she's 0:04:13.920 --> 0:04:16.360 gonna have to come to the show and then we 0:04:16.040 --> 0:04:19.360 are business after. Yeah, you ain yeah, and then we 0:04:19.440 --> 0:04:22.040 were playing your birthday, like we have to go where 0:04:22.040 --> 0:04:24.159 we're going like the day after that, Like, but we're 0:04:24.200 --> 0:04:26.360 making that money unless you want to give me the 0:04:27.800 --> 0:04:31.680 money that takes for the birthday trip, Like where are 0:04:31.680 --> 0:04:37.920 we going? Where's the show? Your birthday is tomorrow? When 0:04:37.920 --> 0:04:40.080 you're letting that come between? None of that, no sir. 0:04:40.600 --> 0:04:42.520 But she said, Okay, I'll go to this show, but 0:04:42.600 --> 0:04:45.240 we gotta wear a matching outfits and you gotta bring 0:04:45.279 --> 0:04:50.200 me out. That's cool. I have your birthday shout out. 0:04:51.440 --> 0:04:54.160 I mean, I don't think you won't out at anywhere, 0:04:54.320 --> 0:04:58.279 but that's a lot. But whatever, would you be cool 0:04:58.360 --> 0:05:01.840 with that? Yeah? You wanna be no problem? It want 0:05:01.839 --> 0:05:04.080 to be no problem. Give it up for my hype 0:05:04.080 --> 0:05:14.080 man imagine outfit. Like what's the first vacation? What's the 0:05:14.120 --> 0:05:15.960 first vacation you ever took a girl? One? Where did 0:05:15.960 --> 0:05:20.640 you go an talking in the cultural africulture whatever? Like 0:05:20.680 --> 0:05:25.039 the first time you ever took a girl on vacation? Miami? 0:05:25.080 --> 0:05:28.800 And so that's nice. Always first, that's the first, Always 0:05:28.800 --> 0:05:32.640 the first trip. That's the game. Baby sat before we 0:05:32.880 --> 0:05:39.000 get them passports pop and we're gonna hit Mijami first Miami, first, Vegas, sickle. 0:05:40.040 --> 0:05:42.719 We gotta see how you handle that situation. Then we 0:05:42.720 --> 0:05:46.440 can upgrade to the next place. Then we the Opican. 0:05:47.240 --> 0:05:49.400 You're smart. The only thing about Miami that's top is 0:05:49.480 --> 0:05:52.800 you know you're gonna run into people, you know everyone. No, 0:05:52.960 --> 0:05:56.640 I'm not really see somebody now usual gotta you know 0:05:57.080 --> 0:06:05.800 you gotta yeah, you know, I got yeah, so I 0:06:05.800 --> 0:06:08.159 don't care. Yeah, you're like, you're like, you're gonna see 0:06:08.200 --> 0:06:10.600 us together and then you're gonna be in the bathroom 0:06:10.640 --> 0:06:13.760 having sex. Right, No, no, how a you doing the closing? 0:06:13.800 --> 0:06:19.280 Can bro saying the restroomer occupied? That have to come 0:06:19.320 --> 0:06:21.920 from somewhere. Yeah, I'm talking about it like your actual 0:06:22.040 --> 0:06:26.279 rich from like at the house. Yeah, I ain't going 0:06:26.279 --> 0:06:29.159 there dirty in the mother. What if you don't touch 0:06:29.200 --> 0:06:36.440 anything dirty like a hygiene freak? No, if you know, 0:06:36.760 --> 0:06:38.440 we didn't there in high school. Now you grow up, 0:06:38.480 --> 0:06:41.760 you you just know like what you know Now you're like, man, 0:06:41.839 --> 0:06:44.920 what the fun was that doing? Mm hmm. Now let 0:06:44.920 --> 0:06:47.040 me ask you about this. You talk about and obviously 0:06:47.080 --> 0:06:49.320 your your brother's keeper, right, and then you do songs 0:06:49.320 --> 0:06:51.760 like them people and you know, if somebody don't suck 0:06:51.839 --> 0:06:54.320 with somebody, then you don't sunk with them. If if 0:06:54.360 --> 0:06:56.080 you don't trust them, I don't trust them. Do you 0:06:56.120 --> 0:06:58.000 feel the same way about your woman, Like if she 0:06:58.000 --> 0:07:00.160 don't sun with somebody, you don't sun with them either. 0:07:01.120 --> 0:07:03.880 Of course, unless's just all from city ship, as I said, 0:07:03.880 --> 0:07:05.440 like if she don't like a check and she's like, 0:07:05.440 --> 0:07:08.960 I don't want you following her. But you know, if 0:07:09.040 --> 0:07:11.680 it's a real problem, yeah, but if you're just being 0:07:11.800 --> 0:07:14.120 pitty dude, like come moment, we're not gonna do this. 0:07:14.240 --> 0:07:16.200 Grow we we've grown in the mother's But if it's 0:07:16.240 --> 0:07:19.120 like a real problem, like we're the best seems to 0:07:19.120 --> 0:07:23.920 BlimE of that you or y'all, and she got yeah, right, okay. 0:07:24.160 --> 0:07:26.280 But if it's like a little py you just don't 0:07:26.280 --> 0:07:28.880 like them because you think we're talking, or you thinking 0:07:29.000 --> 0:07:32.800 she liking my pictures or someone like come on man's Instagram. Well, 0:07:32.840 --> 0:07:34.880 if it's an ex or somebody that you used to 0:07:34.880 --> 0:07:36.760 deal with and she got a problem with you following 0:07:36.880 --> 0:07:39.480 because of that, I'm not even following my my damn said. 0:07:39.520 --> 0:07:41.400 But if you don't want me to follow out, damn, 0:07:41.440 --> 0:07:43.760 you're not gonna follow. But like it's once home with 0:07:43.840 --> 0:07:46.640 you ain't low with we don't run the mobile SIPs 0:07:47.400 --> 0:07:49.960 and said, okay, if your girl follows like other rappers 0:07:50.160 --> 0:07:53.600 that she just likes their music, does that? Ah, yeah, 0:07:53.840 --> 0:07:56.560 that's cool, like because you comment in her eyes and 0:07:56.920 --> 0:07:59.200 shipped up under the comment little happy hands and ship 0:07:59.240 --> 0:08:01.240 up under the comment oh she she belongs to the 0:08:01.280 --> 0:08:05.800 streets from a from a happy hands emoji. Come on, 0:08:05.920 --> 0:08:12.200 she's said, hard eyes, ye, hard eyes. Yeah, you ain't 0:08:12.240 --> 0:08:14.600 going to come on my you ain't even play with 0:08:14.600 --> 0:08:16.760 me like that, like we are you're gonna do that, okay, 0:08:16.760 --> 0:08:18.320 but what if it's like what if it's like Drake 0:08:18.320 --> 0:08:20.320 posting the picture with his son and she puts the 0:08:20.320 --> 0:08:23.160 hard eyes into that. I mean you can be probably 0:08:23.160 --> 0:08:26.200 being shrieked, so you can keep by me with that one. 0:08:26.240 --> 0:08:36.160 But at the same time, really hardly like you're you know, 0:08:37.480 --> 0:08:40.320 yeah right, you don't got any girls put hard eyes 0:08:40.360 --> 0:08:43.120 under your picture when you post you know, your child 0:08:43.200 --> 0:08:46.600 and they put the hard eyes. That's just I'm the 0:08:46.760 --> 0:08:49.200 artist here now, like come on, like you should fake 0:08:49.320 --> 0:08:52.120 that type still even if you want to picture with 0:08:52.240 --> 0:08:54.040 my son, like you know, this is what they're gonna 0:08:54.040 --> 0:08:56.120 do owners, So you know that's that's just something that 0:08:56.120 --> 0:08:58.600 they come along with to your tour. But you just 0:08:58.720 --> 0:09:01.880 you know you you ain't no celebra enough, so you 0:09:01.880 --> 0:09:03.800 ain't got no beble to be doing that. Don't nobody 0:09:03.840 --> 0:09:08.440 know you? What is that? Like? The only fans that count? 0:09:08.440 --> 0:09:11.200 Because I've been seeing this question going around break up 0:09:11.200 --> 0:09:15.160 down he and she on me? What come on now? 0:09:16.000 --> 0:09:18.200 I don't even get it out yet. Well she's not 0:09:18.320 --> 0:09:21.320 even naked on there. They're just man, we ain't hurting 0:09:21.320 --> 0:09:24.320 for no money over here, like we cool? Like you 0:09:24.320 --> 0:09:26.720 know what I'm saying, Like you know, there ain't no 0:09:26.800 --> 0:09:30.000 show this courts who makes shop nothing? So well what 0:09:30.080 --> 0:09:33.800 you need that for? Have you ever met somebody and 0:09:33.880 --> 0:09:36.680 dated them all for Instagram by sliding in the comments 0:09:36.679 --> 0:09:39.080 like in their d ms? What you mean by dating 0:09:39.120 --> 0:09:43.400 like topping like force conversation wise? Actually like actually went out, 0:09:43.640 --> 0:09:45.600 you know and took them on a date and kind 0:09:45.600 --> 0:09:49.319 of like them just for meeting on my Instagram? Not 0:09:49.400 --> 0:09:52.600 really like I don't cool lay back ship, Yeah, but 0:09:53.360 --> 0:09:56.240 I don't know dating every person that I ever like 0:09:56.360 --> 0:09:58.000 was in the rudd shoe with I actually met him 0:09:58.000 --> 0:10:01.000 friends in person, like not on Instagram and even this 0:10:01.080 --> 0:10:04.040 ship or die? Do you feel like you could even 0:10:04.080 --> 0:10:08.080 take somebody serious that way. You can, but it just 0:10:08.160 --> 0:10:10.520 it would be a harder process of trusting in the 0:10:10.679 --> 0:10:13.800 figuring out them versus like you know, because some people 0:10:13.840 --> 0:10:15.719 can put on a little act on how how they 0:10:16.040 --> 0:10:18.400 how they like they aswing, like they this type of 0:10:18.440 --> 0:10:20.199 person when they really this type of person, you know 0:10:20.240 --> 0:10:23.360 what I'm saying, Like you can automatically have a funked 0:10:23.440 --> 0:10:27.160 up reputation city and moved to the city just stort 0:10:27.200 --> 0:10:29.600 the home life, you know what I'm saying, act like 0:10:29.679 --> 0:10:32.080 something you told me it wasn't at first, So it'll 0:10:32.120 --> 0:10:34.840 be just be hard on that inspect But I don't 0:10:34.880 --> 0:10:38.360 feel like it will just be on it ain't something 0:10:38.360 --> 0:10:41.640 that you couldn't be done. What's that thing you would 0:10:41.640 --> 0:10:43.960 take away from your life? Like not not like that, 0:10:44.000 --> 0:10:46.600 but you know, an event or something like that. How 0:10:46.679 --> 0:10:48.920 you said somebody can move to the city and change 0:10:49.000 --> 0:10:51.960 things with something that you may erase that if you 0:10:52.040 --> 0:11:00.840 could may race. Uh really just problematic people, just people 0:11:00.880 --> 0:11:04.160 that just problem just start problems and just just just 0:11:04.320 --> 0:11:06.760 drum drumming fire for no reason. I just I don't 0:11:07.240 --> 0:11:09.360 if it ain't if it ain't there, and don't even 0:11:09.400 --> 0:11:12.320 bother to me, like, if there's the small, leave it 0:11:12.360 --> 0:11:16.319 that's small, don't make it that be right when it 0:11:16.360 --> 0:11:23.280 comes to the problems. Yeah, um, now let's talk about 0:11:23.280 --> 0:11:25.040 something you posted. I want to get everybody to weigh 0:11:25.040 --> 0:11:27.720 in on it. Right, So me and a some tiny 0:11:27.800 --> 0:11:29.719 person will never get along because I won't allow you 0:11:29.800 --> 0:11:31.400 to funk with me when you went to it, only 0:11:31.400 --> 0:11:33.800 when you went to I'm no sucker. I can only 0:11:33.840 --> 0:11:36.560 turn off my feelings when it's fun going on. Other 0:11:36.600 --> 0:11:39.240 than that, I'm solid. Do you feel like you you 0:11:39.320 --> 0:11:42.559 sunk with somebody? You fun with them forever? I put 0:11:42.600 --> 0:11:44.800 them talk until you show them otherwise they're like I 0:11:44.800 --> 0:11:47.640 don't and that when I'll be talking, I'll be talking 0:11:47.679 --> 0:11:50.360 for for females and dudes like it ain't just I 0:11:50.360 --> 0:11:53.000 ain't talking about the film somebody who will everybody? But 0:11:53.559 --> 0:11:55.880 you can't nobody change the way I think or feel 0:11:55.880 --> 0:11:58.280 about you. But you give what I'm saying, so I 0:11:58.360 --> 0:12:00.360 only have I'm gonna listen to what I'm not even 0:12:00.360 --> 0:12:02.160 gonna listen to what a person's gonna say. I'm gonna 0:12:02.160 --> 0:12:05.240 take my own journey and what you show me. That's 0:12:05.240 --> 0:12:06.760 how I'm gonna deal with you. You know what I'm saying. 0:12:06.960 --> 0:12:09.040 You can't tell me don't vote with this person just 0:12:09.080 --> 0:12:12.480 because of what of y'all personal? Uh problem was if 0:12:12.480 --> 0:12:14.560 you give what I'm saying, if you just to shade 0:12:14.600 --> 0:12:16.800 him off for I'm nine times out of ten, I'm 0:12:16.800 --> 0:12:18.679 gonna peep that I'll rip in a way and I'm 0:12:18.679 --> 0:12:20.440 gonna know how to get to myself and deal with you. 0:12:20.760 --> 0:12:22.679 But if I if I actually folks you, like I said, 0:12:22.760 --> 0:12:24.320 came up by chain that you know what I'm saying, 0:12:24.400 --> 0:12:26.800 that that gets harder the more money and the more 0:12:26.880 --> 0:12:30.240 fan you have just to try to like set different 0:12:30.280 --> 0:12:33.120 types of boundaries and everybody's in your air telling you 0:12:33.160 --> 0:12:35.679 different things to everybody's trying to make sure they're like 0:12:36.200 --> 0:12:39.160 right by your side through different things. Everybody want to 0:12:39.240 --> 0:12:42.360 be you know, your friend, your family, your bro, your sis, 0:12:42.440 --> 0:12:44.400 all of that. So that has to be hard when 0:12:44.440 --> 0:12:48.199 you're trying to navigate relationships right now, Not really because 0:12:48.760 --> 0:12:50.920 everybody that I volkoul being the same people that I've 0:12:50.960 --> 0:12:54.000 been like from childhood. Now everybody I've been with like 0:12:54.040 --> 0:12:56.240 from childhood, so we know each other ends and that, 0:12:56.440 --> 0:12:58.120 you know what I'm saying. The new people that's come along, 0:12:58.120 --> 0:13:01.840 they people with money in they ain't like I ain't 0:13:01.920 --> 0:13:03.400 like when it comes to the money and speak like 0:13:03.440 --> 0:13:05.280 I'm hanging around with people in money. But if it's 0:13:05.280 --> 0:13:08.000 just don't like some friendship level with people with money 0:13:08.000 --> 0:13:11.280 will snakes snakes too. So I just like, I just 0:13:11.880 --> 0:13:14.319 really just go around people and just see how they 0:13:14.360 --> 0:13:16.440 move and if they ain't moving away, that moved like, 0:13:16.559 --> 0:13:18.880 I don't try to change. I don't tell them about 0:13:18.960 --> 0:13:21.560 how this myself. I know how to deal with certain 0:13:21.600 --> 0:13:24.120 people you can you can miss with to a certain degree. 0:13:24.120 --> 0:13:25.520 You know what I'm saying. You deal with them on 0:13:25.559 --> 0:13:28.200 different levels in different cases. That's how I look at 0:13:29.840 --> 0:13:31.440 That's how I left my life too. There's people that 0:13:31.480 --> 0:13:34.400 I figured that I considered real friends. Then there's people 0:13:34.400 --> 0:13:37.160 that I'm just acquaintances with. And that means when I 0:13:37.200 --> 0:13:39.960 see you, but I'm not telling you my personal business. 0:13:40.240 --> 0:13:44.640 Not a lot of people could be all a nothing. 0:13:45.000 --> 0:13:47.559 You know, you gotta be careful with the one you 0:13:47.600 --> 0:13:50.840 feel like you can tell your beauts to too everybody 0:13:50.840 --> 0:13:52.920 because you never know. I'm cool, like, I ain't gonna lie. 0:13:52.920 --> 0:13:55.280 I was telling somebody the other day, like I don't 0:13:55.280 --> 0:13:57.360 like my relationship prom I don't even talk to nobody 0:13:57.440 --> 0:13:59.240 back there, you know what I'm saying, because I don't 0:13:59.240 --> 0:14:01.880 be wanting people to be I in on stuff or 0:14:01.920 --> 0:14:04.000 be trying to start extra stuff to be going on 0:14:04.120 --> 0:14:05.680 with my life, you know what. You know what I'm saying. 0:14:06.080 --> 0:14:08.360 You can be telling somebody something, they can be planning 0:14:08.400 --> 0:14:09.920 on you the whole time. So a lot of stuff 0:14:09.920 --> 0:14:12.280 I keep to myself. I don't even really just have 0:14:12.480 --> 0:14:15.240 no counselor or no stuff like that. I just know 0:14:15.240 --> 0:14:17.880 how to deal with my problems, not even like not 0:14:17.960 --> 0:14:20.680 even like a family member or somebody like that, because 0:14:21.000 --> 0:14:25.800 it's God. We may talk about little bits and pieces 0:14:26.080 --> 0:14:27.960 of it, but I'm not gonna really just go all 0:14:28.000 --> 0:14:31.600 way through them with it. Do you ever feel like 0:14:31.640 --> 0:14:34.120 you want to just like do you put it in 0:14:34.200 --> 0:14:37.800 your music? Because I know sometimes holding stuff like that 0:14:37.880 --> 0:14:41.680 and kind of affect you well people, you know, so 0:14:42.000 --> 0:14:45.080 like what's your release for that. I'm a different type 0:14:45.120 --> 0:14:47.440 of person, like I kind of get your mind different. 0:14:47.520 --> 0:14:50.240 Like of course I write music, but I don't like 0:14:50.280 --> 0:14:54.040 if it's Lucien, I don't really just the well ower, 0:14:54.200 --> 0:14:56.840 you know what I'm saying, Like I hold something for 0:14:56.960 --> 0:14:59.720 a certain amount, but I you don't like it ain't 0:14:59.800 --> 0:15:02.000 something like if it's just real, smile, we'll get over that. 0:15:02.240 --> 0:15:04.040 You know, you know what, I ain't trying to hold 0:15:04.080 --> 0:15:05.680 extra sheet in that don't need to be here that 0:15:05.880 --> 0:15:08.360 basically I ain't a prison. Just store out it type 0:15:08.360 --> 0:15:11.440 of burdens and in lovage on top of me. You 0:15:11.480 --> 0:15:13.280 know what I'm saying, Like it ain't just nothing, just 0:15:13.400 --> 0:15:15.560 let it go. Let it's really a problem. Are you 0:15:15.640 --> 0:15:20.120 good at it? Many when you're wrong? Exactly? You are? Yeah, 0:15:21.680 --> 0:15:23.520 He's like, all right, I can't admit that this is 0:15:23.560 --> 0:15:25.760 my fault. Yeah, if I sunked up, I funked up, 0:15:25.840 --> 0:15:27.760 like telling me that I poked up, Like if you 0:15:28.120 --> 0:15:30.240 feel like I funked up, like pulled me to the 0:15:30.320 --> 0:15:32.320 side telling me this so I won't feel like what 0:15:32.400 --> 0:15:34.240 I'm doing is right there. You know what I'm saying. 0:15:34.240 --> 0:15:37.160 You need to stop me right now. Have ever been 0:15:37.600 --> 0:15:40.640 something that somebody had to repeatedly tell you and you 0:15:40.720 --> 0:15:45.800 didn't even realize you were doing it? Um? Really on 0:15:46.360 --> 0:15:49.400 all the situations like that was I like on some 0:15:49.480 --> 0:15:58.320 relationship stuff. You know, how to girl that smooth? You know, 0:15:58.600 --> 0:16:00.360 just like when you turn to somebody you're trying to 0:16:00.440 --> 0:16:02.920 figure about it they don't tell you like she that 0:16:03.000 --> 0:16:05.680 they don't like Ben, and then by the time you 0:16:05.760 --> 0:16:08.040 do it the fourth fifth time, they can finally opened up. 0:16:08.040 --> 0:16:10.240 And I don't like when you do this type of ship. 0:16:10.520 --> 0:16:15.880 That's because we always were always can tell him. Guys 0:16:15.880 --> 0:16:18.320 should know those days too, we'd be thinking like he 0:16:18.440 --> 0:16:22.840 should know. You know. I think as women sometimes you assume, y'all, Yeah, 0:16:22.880 --> 0:16:26.360 y'all think people most of the time they go time, 0:16:26.400 --> 0:16:28.160 we really don't know. We just know what's going on 0:16:28.240 --> 0:16:29.760 in our head and what we think they should know, 0:16:29.840 --> 0:16:32.280 but really in our reality they don't. So as women 0:16:32.320 --> 0:16:34.160 we need to kind of think like them, but not 0:16:34.320 --> 0:16:39.680 like that's why they say communication llutination, not not even communication, 0:16:39.720 --> 0:16:43.040 because I can say this all day. It's it's it's 0:16:43.440 --> 0:16:45.760 comprehension to you gotta be able to talking here when 0:16:45.800 --> 0:16:49.600 a person saying because a lot of times, a lot 0:16:49.680 --> 0:16:51.520 of stuff, it's just like you're not coming hand. And 0:16:51.640 --> 0:16:53.320 I can tell you this all day every day, you 0:16:53.440 --> 0:16:57.320 got even coveringhend and what I'm saying until the eighth 0:16:57.400 --> 0:16:59.680 time or when somebody else conceived it. But if you 0:16:59.800 --> 0:17:02.080 just got to cover him when people talking, and that 0:17:02.200 --> 0:17:05.120 comes in a lot because people listen to to respond 0:17:05.240 --> 0:17:06.879 and not to take in what was being said to them, 0:17:07.119 --> 0:17:10.879 so exactly exactly or people did did show what they 0:17:10.920 --> 0:17:14.000 can't take in. What's one of your pet peeves in 0:17:14.080 --> 0:17:22.520 a relationship that you might have had to check somebody on. Um, Well, 0:17:22.640 --> 0:17:25.000 my exit was just like laziness, Like she was a 0:17:25.160 --> 0:17:27.119 cool we're a good girl. She was just lazy and 0:17:27.200 --> 0:17:29.679 ship and that ship only gets you so far then, 0:17:29.840 --> 0:17:31.680 like you know, how you be in a space where 0:17:31.720 --> 0:17:33.680 it's like you and your ground mold where you're trying 0:17:33.680 --> 0:17:35.639 to get stuff out of life that you ain't used to, 0:17:35.840 --> 0:17:37.400 or just you want to be at a certain spot 0:17:37.480 --> 0:17:40.240 in your life, like further down that you're working toward it, 0:17:40.320 --> 0:17:43.040 but it's like they're not on the same page. It 0:17:43.160 --> 0:17:45.399 was that situation like you was good, but she was 0:17:45.480 --> 0:17:47.000 kind of holding me back and being a burden at 0:17:47.040 --> 0:17:49.160 the same time because you're just lazy. You aren't trying 0:17:49.160 --> 0:17:53.280 to be out in the same vote right, And sometimes 0:17:53.359 --> 0:17:55.080 that's how I too, because you were out there grinding, 0:17:55.240 --> 0:17:57.320 like you said, you know, you ain't gotta have no 0:17:57.440 --> 0:18:04.239 only fans page. We got money over here, because now 0:18:05.600 --> 0:18:09.920 she right up like she she she had money before 0:18:09.960 --> 0:18:12.119 I heard money like the money money like the media 0:18:12.200 --> 0:18:13.840 when it comes to that type ship, she hid that 0:18:13.920 --> 0:18:18.920 before I did. She inspired you at any point that yeah, 0:18:19.680 --> 0:18:21.800 you know how something and what like some dool be 0:18:21.840 --> 0:18:26.400 intimidated about that or like be or be uh uh 0:18:26.720 --> 0:18:29.919 embarrassed that the girl got nig that's the motivate if 0:18:29.960 --> 0:18:33.240 you ain't come like come straight into the world with 0:18:33.400 --> 0:18:36.200 money and like spears like where we come from. Like 0:18:36.280 --> 0:18:39.399 that's in motivation. Like I'm cool with that. I ain't evenna, 0:18:39.480 --> 0:18:41.399 I ain't feel like lead you out for I'm feinna 0:18:41.440 --> 0:18:42.879 trying to get the same with my money and now 0:18:42.920 --> 0:18:44.960 I was if I had more money, you know what 0:18:45.040 --> 0:18:47.800 I'm saying. So it's like you just gotta be not 0:18:47.960 --> 0:18:50.040 in competition with your love or you gotta but you 0:18:50.119 --> 0:18:52.080 gotta be in comfortable with yourself, you know what I'm saying, 0:18:52.400 --> 0:18:55.680 because that one of um a motivation for me. That's good. 0:18:56.840 --> 0:18:59.119 Now you put this right. The man leads and the 0:18:59.200 --> 0:19:02.160 woman follows, but only if the man is leading correctly. 0:19:02.560 --> 0:19:04.959 Every real wanted a woman that listen, not to push off, 0:19:05.000 --> 0:19:06.680 but by someone who listens. If here a real one 0:19:06.680 --> 0:19:10.280 ain't gonna make you happy forever. So what made you 0:19:10.800 --> 0:19:14.520 have this revelation because we were just we hed uh, 0:19:14.640 --> 0:19:17.560 we were just talking the other day and um, and 0:19:17.680 --> 0:19:20.240 we were just talking about like have mostly I ain't 0:19:20.240 --> 0:19:24.160 gonna lie and it's from our foces are beautiful black queens. 0:19:24.960 --> 0:19:29.080 Y'all are hardheaded. Y'all want to be the dominant ones 0:19:29.119 --> 0:19:30.960 in the relationship when it should be the man. But 0:19:31.080 --> 0:19:34.520 sometimes the man don't beat the niggas who really know 0:19:34.680 --> 0:19:36.840 how to lead correctly to you get what I'm saying, 0:19:36.880 --> 0:19:39.960 So play you have to step up and take charge. Yeah, 0:19:40.080 --> 0:19:42.560 so it takes. It takes. It takes to the tango. 0:19:42.680 --> 0:19:45.280 So sometimes and be just like our batter. But if 0:19:45.320 --> 0:19:47.440 you got a nigger who you know who ain't leading, 0:19:47.440 --> 0:19:50.240 who won'ta lead? You row y'all your best injries, ain't 0:19:50.280 --> 0:19:53.200 trying to you know what I'm saying, Like, listen, it's 0:19:53.240 --> 0:19:56.040 all the take. Just listen, like if you you want 0:19:56.080 --> 0:19:57.560 to be you want me to be the head of 0:19:57.560 --> 0:19:59.639 the house, so for real, or you just talking or 0:19:59.720 --> 0:20:01.520 you just you know what I'm saying, like, is it 0:20:01.640 --> 0:20:03.720 just for the Instagram ship? You know what I'm saying, Like, 0:20:03.760 --> 0:20:05.679 if you if you want a good relationship, and then 0:20:05.720 --> 0:20:07.800 nickn know how to control that type of ship, like 0:20:07.960 --> 0:20:11.359