1 00:00:06,240 --> 00:00:09,520 Speaker 1: It's time for the b a q a a the 2 00:00:09,600 --> 00:00:12,440 Speaker 1: v a q a, which say the big a q 3 00:00:12,560 --> 00:00:15,040 Speaker 1: a man day the b a q a with tipp 4 00:00:15,040 --> 00:00:18,360 Speaker 1: and a the b a qa all right, so we 5 00:00:18,560 --> 00:00:24,080 Speaker 1: have a special listener on today. Her name is Anna, 6 00:00:24,160 --> 00:00:27,080 Speaker 1: and we didn't get any questions beforehand, right right man. 7 00:00:27,160 --> 00:00:29,680 Speaker 2: No, we don't know what she's gonna askol that she 8 00:00:29,920 --> 00:00:34,360 Speaker 2: has fabulous curls and it's really nice, like our curls 9 00:00:34,360 --> 00:00:37,080 Speaker 2: are papping, so keeping que Anna. No, I'm just joking. 10 00:00:39,120 --> 00:00:40,559 Speaker 1: And I want to come on and give us like 11 00:00:41,120 --> 00:00:43,839 Speaker 1: a mini introduction of yourself and then you can go 12 00:00:43,840 --> 00:00:44,800 Speaker 1: ahead and ask you a question. 13 00:00:45,159 --> 00:00:45,559 Speaker 3: Thank you. 14 00:00:46,200 --> 00:00:50,280 Speaker 4: So, yes, my name is Anna, a longtime super Over listener. 15 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:55,240 Speaker 4: I want to say thirty percent whole okay, yeah, so 16 00:00:55,280 --> 00:00:56,080 Speaker 4: you know almost there. 17 00:00:56,440 --> 00:00:56,560 Speaker 3: Uh. 18 00:00:56,680 --> 00:00:58,560 Speaker 4: And the more I read your book, the more mad 19 00:00:58,600 --> 00:01:01,520 Speaker 4: I get on my parents, like yeah, you can teach 20 00:01:01,560 --> 00:01:06,319 Speaker 4: me this, okay, that's okay. We don't just appear, you know, 21 00:01:07,560 --> 00:01:12,600 Speaker 4: and mindy, I am all over. I was I wasn't 22 00:01:12,680 --> 00:01:21,559 Speaker 4: your oh my goshiating okay class and I'm sorry negotiating masterclass. Awesome. Yes, yes, 23 00:01:21,680 --> 00:01:24,800 Speaker 4: it got me past the panic of thinking about maybe 24 00:01:24,880 --> 00:01:26,000 Speaker 4: possibly negotiating. 25 00:01:26,040 --> 00:01:27,840 Speaker 3: So I'm almost there. Almost. 26 00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:32,520 Speaker 4: I am a new grad nurse. I well, yes, no grad. 27 00:01:32,959 --> 00:01:36,399 Speaker 4: I've been a nurse for about a year, and so 28 00:01:37,840 --> 00:01:41,200 Speaker 4: that my question is career oriented and you how to 29 00:01:41,240 --> 00:01:45,560 Speaker 4: ask it's I. I love my job, super duper absolutely 30 00:01:45,640 --> 00:01:48,000 Speaker 4: love it. I I feel like it's something that I 31 00:01:48,040 --> 00:01:50,720 Speaker 4: probably did in my past life with how fulfailed. I 32 00:01:50,760 --> 00:01:56,680 Speaker 4: feel but a little disappointed in it. I just keep 33 00:01:56,680 --> 00:02:01,320 Speaker 4: looking around and I don't see the melanin anyway. I 34 00:02:01,320 --> 00:02:05,520 Speaker 4: saw the met London in school, and now that I'm 35 00:02:05,640 --> 00:02:09,840 Speaker 4: in it and the positions that I'm in, it's just 36 00:02:10,120 --> 00:02:13,639 Speaker 4: just been a little a little bit heartbreaking. I'm lying, 37 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:18,160 Speaker 4: it's a lot, which is what what the question that 38 00:02:18,200 --> 00:02:21,600 Speaker 4: I sent over was about, which I'm hoping you guys 39 00:02:21,639 --> 00:02:24,280 Speaker 4: can provide some insight because you, I know, you were 40 00:02:24,320 --> 00:02:28,560 Speaker 4: a rad school teacher and then working in tech. I 41 00:02:28,560 --> 00:02:30,359 Speaker 4: feel like you guys might be able to relate. It's 42 00:02:30,360 --> 00:02:33,359 Speaker 4: like the higher you go, the less of us you see, 43 00:02:34,000 --> 00:02:36,120 Speaker 4: and it's just it gets kind of lonely, and I 44 00:02:36,120 --> 00:02:38,000 Speaker 4: don't know if it ever happened to you guys. You 45 00:02:38,080 --> 00:02:41,000 Speaker 4: kind of get cold, switching gets kind of tiring, and 46 00:02:41,040 --> 00:02:42,480 Speaker 4: then you get burned out at the end of the day, 47 00:02:42,520 --> 00:02:42,919 Speaker 4: and you're. 48 00:02:42,800 --> 00:02:44,920 Speaker 3: Like, it shouldn't take so much. 49 00:02:46,280 --> 00:02:49,520 Speaker 4: So I'm kind of having a hard time starting these conversations. 50 00:02:49,960 --> 00:02:52,480 Speaker 4: It's kind of hard to say, like, hey, where's the melanin? 51 00:02:52,639 --> 00:02:55,519 Speaker 1: Like where so that this is your question, ana, because 52 00:02:55,560 --> 00:02:57,079 Speaker 1: we haven't heard it beforehand. This is like a little 53 00:02:57,080 --> 00:02:57,799 Speaker 1: surprise for us. 54 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:02,519 Speaker 4: Oh yeah, that is my yes, you know it's I 55 00:03:02,560 --> 00:03:04,760 Speaker 4: tend to just ask what I'm thinking, but you know 56 00:03:04,840 --> 00:03:07,040 Speaker 4: that when you're in corporate or when you're in a 57 00:03:07,040 --> 00:03:10,799 Speaker 4: more professional setting, you have to soften your speech. So 58 00:03:11,360 --> 00:03:14,399 Speaker 4: I am having a hard time trying to figure out 59 00:03:14,480 --> 00:03:17,680 Speaker 4: how to navigate those conversations because I really do want 60 00:03:17,720 --> 00:03:19,680 Speaker 4: to just go in and say, like where are the 61 00:03:19,720 --> 00:03:22,480 Speaker 4: black nurses? Like why are we not hiring? There's black 62 00:03:22,520 --> 00:03:28,359 Speaker 4: excellence and black women are insanely amazing, And you know, 63 00:03:28,960 --> 00:03:32,160 Speaker 4: I always use dNaM like the example, like when a 64 00:03:32,160 --> 00:03:35,240 Speaker 4: little black girl comes in, I want her to see 65 00:03:35,280 --> 00:03:37,360 Speaker 4: herself in the people that are giving her care. 66 00:03:39,240 --> 00:03:43,200 Speaker 5: I had a home birth last year. My midwife was black. 67 00:03:43,200 --> 00:03:45,560 Speaker 4: That was very important to me, and I didn't know 68 00:03:45,600 --> 00:03:48,080 Speaker 4: everything I was lacking until I had care from a 69 00:03:48,160 --> 00:03:51,320 Speaker 4: provider that looked like me, so now that is very 70 00:03:51,440 --> 00:03:52,080 Speaker 4: close to me. 71 00:03:52,160 --> 00:03:53,680 Speaker 3: It's very every. 72 00:03:53,560 --> 00:03:57,400 Speaker 5: Day that I go in, I feel like, where are 73 00:03:57,400 --> 00:03:58,000 Speaker 5: my peers? 74 00:03:58,200 --> 00:04:02,200 Speaker 4: And don't get me wrong, I work somewhere with some amazing, 75 00:04:02,280 --> 00:04:04,760 Speaker 4: out of this world people that I you know, every 76 00:04:04,760 --> 00:04:06,680 Speaker 4: single day that I get to work, I'm inspired by 77 00:04:06,680 --> 00:04:09,200 Speaker 4: other people that I work with, and it's great. But 78 00:04:09,280 --> 00:04:12,600 Speaker 4: I also feel like we're doing our community so disservice 79 00:04:12,680 --> 00:04:16,120 Speaker 4: because they don't match the people. 80 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:18,000 Speaker 2: That we wanted to ask you, do you feel like 81 00:04:18,040 --> 00:04:21,120 Speaker 2: the community that you serve is it more diverse than 82 00:04:21,120 --> 00:04:25,720 Speaker 2: the staff at this hospital? That is concerning you would 83 00:04:25,760 --> 00:04:29,040 Speaker 2: want the staff to reflect the community in some way. 84 00:04:29,920 --> 00:04:32,039 Speaker 2: I'm shocked when my my husband's dad was in the 85 00:04:32,080 --> 00:04:34,159 Speaker 2: hospital and they live. Where do you live, by the way, 86 00:04:34,200 --> 00:04:34,599 Speaker 2: I don't. 87 00:04:34,440 --> 00:04:37,040 Speaker 5: Think we have Illinois nearby Chicago? 88 00:04:37,440 --> 00:04:39,640 Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, I was shocked when Enrique's dad went to 89 00:04:39,640 --> 00:04:41,880 Speaker 2: the hospital and no one spoke Spanish, and I was like, 90 00:04:42,640 --> 00:04:46,880 Speaker 2: you're in the freaking bronx. I didn't understand, like the doctor, sorry, 91 00:04:46,880 --> 00:04:49,080 Speaker 2: a couple of nurses, but the doctor who like he 92 00:04:49,240 --> 00:04:50,840 Speaker 2: was having you. I don't want to put business out there, 93 00:04:50,839 --> 00:04:53,720 Speaker 2: but it was a serious situation. The doctor didn't speak 94 00:04:53,720 --> 00:04:57,159 Speaker 2: Spanish and it's so much pressure on anyway, I'm just like, 95 00:04:57,240 --> 00:05:01,479 Speaker 2: what the so I I'm not entire really surprised, And 96 00:05:01,640 --> 00:05:04,880 Speaker 2: my first thought is, in that case, I think it's 97 00:05:04,920 --> 00:05:07,440 Speaker 2: going to be important for you. And you're early in 98 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:09,320 Speaker 2: your career too, You're gonna have to vote with your 99 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:12,240 Speaker 2: feet a little bit in the sense that choose to 100 00:05:12,320 --> 00:05:15,279 Speaker 2: work places where hopefully you have the choice, you have 101 00:05:15,320 --> 00:05:17,520 Speaker 2: those options where you can find a place that does 102 00:05:18,040 --> 00:05:20,200 Speaker 2: have diversity and make that one of the first questions 103 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:23,279 Speaker 2: you ask when you interview and take a tour and 104 00:05:23,320 --> 00:05:25,359 Speaker 2: look around and see if it reflects the kind of 105 00:05:25,400 --> 00:05:27,520 Speaker 2: environment where you want to work. That will solve like 106 00:05:27,680 --> 00:05:30,800 Speaker 2: down the line, but right now, I understand it's uncomfortable. 107 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:33,039 Speaker 2: At the same time, I would say, if it's really 108 00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:35,960 Speaker 2: bothering you, I would bring it up and maybe you 109 00:05:35,960 --> 00:05:38,520 Speaker 2: can find a way to do that that feels safe 110 00:05:38,520 --> 00:05:41,680 Speaker 2: to you, whether it's going to Do you have a 111 00:05:41,520 --> 00:05:44,400 Speaker 2: in a hospital. Do you have like an HR business 112 00:05:44,400 --> 00:05:47,360 Speaker 2: partner or someone dedicated to the nursing staff or a union. 113 00:05:48,400 --> 00:05:50,479 Speaker 4: Yes, and we have huddles, you know where we meet 114 00:05:50,520 --> 00:05:54,960 Speaker 4: with our directors and you know, the staff leadership is 115 00:05:55,040 --> 00:05:57,640 Speaker 4: very present it's just I don't know if it has 116 00:05:57,720 --> 00:06:00,560 Speaker 4: happened to you ladies. When you bring some thing up 117 00:06:00,880 --> 00:06:05,600 Speaker 4: to a demographic that's outside of yours immediately, even though 118 00:06:05,640 --> 00:06:09,160 Speaker 4: you're not saying directly like hey, you are keeping black women. 119 00:06:08,920 --> 00:06:10,400 Speaker 3: Out of the workspace. 120 00:06:11,480 --> 00:06:14,800 Speaker 4: Immediately, people just feel they need to defend themselves kind 121 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:17,360 Speaker 4: of like they're like, hey, no, but not me. And 122 00:06:17,480 --> 00:06:21,240 Speaker 4: I I'm having a hard time passing that wall, you know, like. 123 00:06:21,320 --> 00:06:24,359 Speaker 2: You've tried and they've kind of shut you down and 124 00:06:24,440 --> 00:06:25,640 Speaker 2: been defensive, you. 125 00:06:25,600 --> 00:06:29,320 Speaker 3: Know, without saying yes you could, you know. 126 00:06:29,360 --> 00:06:33,000 Speaker 4: It's like I understand it's uncomfortable, But I've asked, like, 127 00:06:33,160 --> 00:06:38,000 Speaker 4: are our recruiters like we are they trained to be 128 00:06:38,200 --> 00:06:41,279 Speaker 4: cognizant of what is the resume test? 129 00:06:41,600 --> 00:06:44,960 Speaker 3: Are they? You know? Like are we name checking people? 130 00:06:45,120 --> 00:06:49,200 Speaker 4: Like are we not calling staff, you know, applicants because 131 00:06:49,200 --> 00:06:51,479 Speaker 4: the name sounds too difficult to pronounce, or you know, 132 00:06:51,560 --> 00:06:55,359 Speaker 4: things that we know happen and keep us out of, 133 00:06:55,520 --> 00:06:58,279 Speaker 4: you know, spaces where we deserve to be. 134 00:06:59,200 --> 00:07:03,800 Speaker 3: But it's seems to it was draining. It was it 135 00:07:03,800 --> 00:07:04,919 Speaker 3: was a draining experience. 136 00:07:04,960 --> 00:07:09,520 Speaker 4: I felt defeated afterwards, and it's it's just sad to 137 00:07:09,560 --> 00:07:13,240 Speaker 4: see like I have the luxury. I'm Latina, and I 138 00:07:13,280 --> 00:07:17,600 Speaker 4: have the luxury I like to pass when I in 139 00:07:17,680 --> 00:07:20,360 Speaker 4: times when I not necessarily like I felt like I 140 00:07:20,400 --> 00:07:20,800 Speaker 4: needed to. 141 00:07:20,880 --> 00:07:24,880 Speaker 3: But I have the luxury of being like a chameleon. 142 00:07:25,200 --> 00:07:25,440 Speaker 3: You know. 143 00:07:25,840 --> 00:07:29,520 Speaker 4: I've been part of certain conversations where I'm not by 144 00:07:29,520 --> 00:07:32,320 Speaker 4: the people that are there. You know, I'm not seeing 145 00:07:32,600 --> 00:07:36,320 Speaker 4: as a black or as Afro Latina. So the kind 146 00:07:36,320 --> 00:07:39,640 Speaker 4: of little nuances that I pick up on make it 147 00:07:39,680 --> 00:07:42,680 Speaker 4: clear that, you know, if they don't know, and it 148 00:07:42,680 --> 00:07:45,000 Speaker 4: doesn't seem like they're receptive to knowing either. 149 00:07:45,400 --> 00:07:48,160 Speaker 2: We deserve a little breaking break. All right, let's take 150 00:07:48,200 --> 00:07:49,320 Speaker 2: a break. 151 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:52,960 Speaker 1: Even though you might not win the battle, you could 152 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:57,400 Speaker 1: certainly start the revolution by the questions that you're asking, 153 00:07:57,640 --> 00:08:00,560 Speaker 1: you know. So, I mean sometimes I think we feel 154 00:08:00,600 --> 00:08:02,240 Speaker 1: like we have to do the whole war. Like I 155 00:08:02,880 --> 00:08:05,640 Speaker 1: had a conversation today with a woman who was just like, 156 00:08:05,680 --> 00:08:08,080 Speaker 1: there's so much to be done, and we got to 157 00:08:08,120 --> 00:08:09,560 Speaker 1: do this, we got to do that. And I'm like, 158 00:08:09,800 --> 00:08:11,040 Speaker 1: I don't know if I have to do all that 159 00:08:11,120 --> 00:08:13,600 Speaker 1: because it's been doing, you know, but these are fifteen 160 00:08:13,680 --> 00:08:15,560 Speaker 1: years helped a lot of black women. It might be 161 00:08:15,600 --> 00:08:18,640 Speaker 1: time to pass the baton, like, I don't have to 162 00:08:19,240 --> 00:08:21,720 Speaker 1: see it through all the way to the end that 163 00:08:21,840 --> 00:08:24,440 Speaker 1: you know that. I think we're all tasked to just 164 00:08:24,520 --> 00:08:27,720 Speaker 1: do what we're here to do. And you know it's 165 00:08:27,840 --> 00:08:29,360 Speaker 1: not likely to your point, you're going to win the 166 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:31,120 Speaker 1: whole war. But the fact you're even bringing it up 167 00:08:31,400 --> 00:08:34,400 Speaker 1: is a good start. But the question about refilling your cup, 168 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:38,320 Speaker 1: you know, there are there Black Nurses Associations or Latina 169 00:08:38,600 --> 00:08:42,320 Speaker 1: Nurses Association that you can join because that's always a 170 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:45,400 Speaker 1: really great place where you could feel seen and heard, 171 00:08:45,480 --> 00:08:47,439 Speaker 1: and they're probably going to offer like my mom. 172 00:08:47,280 --> 00:08:49,480 Speaker 2: Was a nurse for I don't even know thirty forty years. 173 00:08:49,640 --> 00:08:53,160 Speaker 1: You know, they can offer resources, and they could also 174 00:08:53,240 --> 00:08:57,160 Speaker 1: offer suggestions, you know, or just even power and might 175 00:08:57,320 --> 00:09:00,360 Speaker 1: behind like oh girl, girl, you know, thanks lend us. 176 00:09:00,400 --> 00:09:02,880 Speaker 1: So we're going to roll up and say something, you know, 177 00:09:03,520 --> 00:09:06,840 Speaker 1: And so it's not for you to fight alone by yourself. 178 00:09:07,520 --> 00:09:09,839 Speaker 1: I'm really proud of you for having the initial conversation, 179 00:09:10,360 --> 00:09:12,920 Speaker 1: but get your backup. You know that you're not in 180 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:15,440 Speaker 1: this by yourself because there are a lot of black 181 00:09:15,480 --> 00:09:17,480 Speaker 1: and brown nurses and at the end of the day, 182 00:09:18,080 --> 00:09:20,959 Speaker 1: you know, nurses are all it have been and still 183 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:24,960 Speaker 1: are in super high demand and so you know, you know, 184 00:09:25,000 --> 00:09:27,840 Speaker 1: your voice is not as your voice is stronger than 185 00:09:27,840 --> 00:09:29,040 Speaker 1: maybe even realize. 186 00:09:29,200 --> 00:09:31,120 Speaker 2: I'm so glad you said that because I can feel 187 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:34,000 Speaker 2: the weight on you, like you really feel like, I mean, 188 00:09:34,040 --> 00:09:36,920 Speaker 2: there's this huge it is a it's systemic, and it's 189 00:09:36,920 --> 00:09:38,920 Speaker 2: so much bigger than you are. But are those those 190 00:09:39,000 --> 00:09:41,480 Speaker 2: organizations like do you do you feel like you have 191 00:09:41,520 --> 00:09:43,800 Speaker 2: a community? Do you are you able to lean on 192 00:09:44,760 --> 00:09:48,040 Speaker 2: other black and brown nurses, like find your tribe? 193 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:49,320 Speaker 3: I'm starting to. 194 00:09:49,960 --> 00:09:55,560 Speaker 4: I'm reaching outside of you know, the immediate community that 195 00:09:55,640 --> 00:09:58,280 Speaker 4: I have, and I you know, I found some and 196 00:09:58,360 --> 00:10:01,960 Speaker 4: you know, we have had those conversations, you know, like 197 00:10:02,040 --> 00:10:04,720 Speaker 4: we come in and we see staff in dis apartment 198 00:10:04,800 --> 00:10:08,679 Speaker 4: and this apartment they're black, and then it's less and less. 199 00:10:08,520 --> 00:10:09,280 Speaker 3: As you get higher. 200 00:10:09,880 --> 00:10:12,120 Speaker 4: So it was nice to hear that I'm not by myself. 201 00:10:12,160 --> 00:10:15,640 Speaker 4: But yeah, you know it's no let's roll up like 202 00:10:15,720 --> 00:10:19,000 Speaker 4: that's like you said, I'll do some more outreach. And 203 00:10:19,720 --> 00:10:21,480 Speaker 4: because I get like, you're right, they. 204 00:10:21,320 --> 00:10:22,280 Speaker 5: Are out here. 205 00:10:22,679 --> 00:10:25,840 Speaker 3: I graduated with them, I was inspired by them. 206 00:10:25,720 --> 00:10:28,079 Speaker 2: And now where'd they go? I want to know, I'd 207 00:10:28,120 --> 00:10:30,040 Speaker 2: be like where y'all at? And is it good over there? 208 00:10:30,080 --> 00:10:32,640 Speaker 2: Because we talk. Yes, they'll let you know where the 209 00:10:32,640 --> 00:10:34,319 Speaker 2: good good is. They'll be like, yeah, come over here. 210 00:10:34,360 --> 00:10:37,520 Speaker 2: Girls lit like they love us here like. 211 00:10:37,480 --> 00:10:38,480 Speaker 3: For fine organists. 212 00:10:38,480 --> 00:10:40,480 Speaker 1: Because my mother was part of a black nurse's organization 213 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:42,600 Speaker 1: in New Jersey. That's why I shared that, you know, 214 00:10:43,160 --> 00:10:43,600 Speaker 1: And so. 215 00:10:43,679 --> 00:10:46,000 Speaker 2: I was part of a National Association of Black journalists 216 00:10:46,040 --> 00:10:47,560 Speaker 2: for the first ten years of my career. 217 00:10:47,880 --> 00:10:51,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, there are organizations specifically for that. So you know, 218 00:10:51,800 --> 00:10:54,040 Speaker 1: she didn't have to go it alone because it wasn't 219 00:10:54,040 --> 00:10:56,120 Speaker 1: easy for her either. She's also part of I think a 220 00:10:56,200 --> 00:10:57,520 Speaker 1: Nigerian nurses association. 221 00:10:57,559 --> 00:10:59,360 Speaker 3: Girl. They got association for everything, you know. 222 00:10:59,360 --> 00:11:01,760 Speaker 2: I'm sure they got for Latino one exactly. 223 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:05,199 Speaker 5: I need to work with a group that nows is. 224 00:11:05,280 --> 00:11:06,920 Speaker 4: Yeah, you got to watch and go. It's day one. 225 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:13,240 Speaker 4: Don't touch it, you know. So you know, hopefully i'll 226 00:11:13,280 --> 00:11:16,400 Speaker 4: get there. But and then you know, once I do 227 00:11:16,480 --> 00:11:19,120 Speaker 4: get there, I'll make it a point to pull everyone 228 00:11:19,160 --> 00:11:21,520 Speaker 4: else with because as much as I would love to 229 00:11:21,559 --> 00:11:25,040 Speaker 4: be in a room where those decisions are made, I'm 230 00:11:25,040 --> 00:11:26,040 Speaker 4: not made for politics. 231 00:11:26,120 --> 00:11:26,880 Speaker 3: I don't have it in me. 232 00:11:27,600 --> 00:11:30,880 Speaker 2: I just now A lot of women tell me that 233 00:11:31,200 --> 00:11:33,560 Speaker 2: you never know because you asked, what do you do 234 00:11:33,640 --> 00:11:35,520 Speaker 2: to heal yourself and refaill your cup? And one of 235 00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:39,280 Speaker 2: the best things for me was working to get into 236 00:11:39,320 --> 00:11:41,520 Speaker 2: a leadership role so I could hire more of us. 237 00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:45,320 Speaker 2: And it didn't take you know, sometimes it doesn't take 238 00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:47,520 Speaker 2: as much work and as many politics. If you find 239 00:11:47,559 --> 00:11:50,120 Speaker 2: the right company or the right fit, you can do it. 240 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:52,600 Speaker 2: But like even if you can get closer to that 241 00:11:52,720 --> 00:11:56,040 Speaker 2: decision making table just so that you can be at it, 242 00:11:56,120 --> 00:11:58,640 Speaker 2: like you can have impact fright where you are. And 243 00:11:58,679 --> 00:12:01,640 Speaker 2: like Tiffany was saying, hey, did I change the fact 244 00:12:01,640 --> 00:12:05,120 Speaker 2: that there's you know, very few people of color at 245 00:12:05,120 --> 00:12:08,080 Speaker 2: the top in fintech? No, but I sure did hire 246 00:12:08,240 --> 00:12:11,480 Speaker 2: you know, over a dozen bipop staff while I was 247 00:12:11,480 --> 00:12:13,240 Speaker 2: there to make sure they got great raises and I 248 00:12:13,360 --> 00:12:15,959 Speaker 2: was able to care and put you know, fix wage 249 00:12:15,960 --> 00:12:17,880 Speaker 2: gaps and things like that. And I feel really proud 250 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:20,720 Speaker 2: of that. And I think that if we, just, like 251 00:12:20,760 --> 00:12:22,720 Speaker 2: Tiffany said, focus on what you can do and what 252 00:12:22,760 --> 00:12:25,320 Speaker 2: power you have, take some of the weight off of 253 00:12:25,360 --> 00:12:28,640 Speaker 2: the world and just remind yourself you're doing the best 254 00:12:28,679 --> 00:12:29,840 Speaker 2: you can. You're only one person. 255 00:12:30,280 --> 00:12:32,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, And I'm just rid of you, Anna, And we 256 00:12:32,480 --> 00:12:34,840 Speaker 1: love having our listeners on. 257 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:38,800 Speaker 2: I love getting to ask follow up questions. I'm always 258 00:12:38,880 --> 00:12:39,360 Speaker 2: dying too. 259 00:12:39,720 --> 00:12:41,679 Speaker 1: Yes now and if you want to be in a 260 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:44,920 Speaker 1: hot seat like Anna you already know well hopefully you 261 00:12:44,960 --> 00:12:47,760 Speaker 1: know hit us up on ig We want you to 262 00:12:47,920 --> 00:12:50,640 Speaker 1: leave us a recording of your question. We can have 263 00:12:50,800 --> 00:12:54,200 Speaker 1: you in virtual studio and you can ask your career, 264 00:12:54,440 --> 00:12:58,880 Speaker 1: your business, your personal finance, just your growth questions overall 265 00:12:59,120 --> 00:13:01,640 Speaker 1: and manager and I will do our best to pour 266 00:13:01,720 --> 00:13:04,560 Speaker 1: into you. So hopefully, Anna, you know you've taken away 267 00:13:05,120 --> 00:13:07,679 Speaker 1: a little glimmer of hope and that your homework is 268 00:13:07,720 --> 00:13:10,840 Speaker 1: to do your googles and find you a nurses association, 269 00:13:11,360 --> 00:13:15,680 Speaker 1: a club, a something you know related to your to 270 00:13:15,760 --> 00:13:21,160 Speaker 1: your field that cater specifically to who you are, you 271 00:13:21,200 --> 00:13:23,240 Speaker 1: know and how you want to show up and then 272 00:13:23,360 --> 00:13:24,280 Speaker 1: lean in there. 273 00:13:24,679 --> 00:13:26,960 Speaker 2: Okay, y, thanks for coming on and I'm such a 274 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:30,360 Speaker 2: pleasure to meet you. Yes, hey, ba fam, we could 275 00:13:30,400 --> 00:13:33,000 Speaker 2: not do this show without your support or the support 276 00:13:33,040 --> 00:13:36,160 Speaker 2: of our team behind the scenes. The Brown Emission podcast 277 00:13:36,240 --> 00:13:39,520 Speaker 2: is produced by Cumulus Podcast Network. It's edited by the 278 00:13:39,679 --> 00:13:44,280 Speaker 2: wonderful Emani Crosby and produced by Tanya Bustos. Dennis Stimplinsky 279 00:13:44,440 --> 00:13:47,120 Speaker 2: is our in house tech guru and I am Bandy 280 00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:50,160 Speaker 2: Woodrid Santos your co host, and I will see y'all 281 00:13:50,280 --> 00:13:52,959 Speaker 2: next week.