1 00:00:01,040 --> 00:00:06,360 Speaker 1: Conversations on life, style, beauty, and relationships. It's The Velvet's 2 00:00:06,440 --> 00:00:11,680 Speaker 1: Edge Podcast with Kelly Henderson. Hello, Marv. Hello, they're Kelly, Kelly. 3 00:00:11,840 --> 00:00:18,440 Speaker 1: We're back. Kit's the month of April. I was doing 4 00:00:18,480 --> 00:00:20,720 Speaker 1: a podcast last night and we were talking about just 5 00:00:20,760 --> 00:00:25,360 Speaker 1: like we've taken such a deep dive in this winter season, 6 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:28,600 Speaker 1: and I feel like everyone's kind of been reevaluating. We 7 00:00:28,600 --> 00:00:30,600 Speaker 1: were coming out of the pandemic, and so there was 8 00:00:30,640 --> 00:00:35,080 Speaker 1: a lot of newness, maybe because life just looks so different, 9 00:00:35,520 --> 00:00:38,840 Speaker 1: and so April really has this new energy. Like I'm 10 00:00:38,880 --> 00:00:40,519 Speaker 1: feeling I don't know if you're feeling it, but it 11 00:00:40,560 --> 00:00:44,080 Speaker 1: feels like a little lighter, a little more exciting, like 12 00:00:44,159 --> 00:00:47,000 Speaker 1: what's next kind of vibe. And it's just like every 13 00:00:47,440 --> 00:00:50,080 Speaker 1: feeling you do. Well. I mean, it's spring and so 14 00:00:50,159 --> 00:00:52,919 Speaker 1: it's finally a little warmer we're getting outside. But I 15 00:00:52,960 --> 00:00:56,639 Speaker 1: feel it just in general, people seem a little more 16 00:00:57,320 --> 00:01:00,840 Speaker 1: hopeful looking forward. So I wanted to talk through with you, 17 00:01:00,880 --> 00:01:03,160 Speaker 1: like what we can expect this next month, because I 18 00:01:03,200 --> 00:01:06,600 Speaker 1: do feel that that's the vibe um. But then of 19 00:01:06,640 --> 00:01:09,600 Speaker 1: course it's like the aries energy, which I was just 20 00:01:09,640 --> 00:01:16,600 Speaker 1: saying to you, is not my favorite. Well, you know, 21 00:01:17,080 --> 00:01:22,360 Speaker 1: the vernal equinox is um is when everything uh, day 22 00:01:22,360 --> 00:01:27,320 Speaker 1: and night becomes equal length. Hold on, you said vernal equinox, 23 00:01:27,319 --> 00:01:30,200 Speaker 1: like we should know what that means. What is that? 24 00:01:30,200 --> 00:01:33,680 Speaker 1: That's just the name of it. I'm sorry. The spring 25 00:01:33,959 --> 00:01:40,480 Speaker 1: equally Okay, way better for us peons. Okay, let's go um. 26 00:01:40,520 --> 00:01:45,160 Speaker 1: So it's equal day and night. And that symbolically UH 27 00:01:45,319 --> 00:01:50,800 Speaker 1: stands for the individual uh power and the collective power. 28 00:01:51,560 --> 00:02:00,160 Speaker 1: And so when the aries comes into our comes into 29 00:02:00,200 --> 00:02:06,160 Speaker 1: the new moon of aries, you have to actually realize 30 00:02:06,600 --> 00:02:11,880 Speaker 1: that we are impregnated with a dream of vision. I 31 00:02:11,880 --> 00:02:15,480 Speaker 1: mean we're coming out of winter, which was frozen. We 32 00:02:15,639 --> 00:02:20,040 Speaker 1: pulled in, we moved inside. So it's been that up, 33 00:02:20,560 --> 00:02:25,720 Speaker 1: moving within oneself. And now when we got spring, you know, 34 00:02:25,840 --> 00:02:30,240 Speaker 1: you've got flowers and sunlight and people are lightning up 35 00:02:30,840 --> 00:02:35,720 Speaker 1: and they're ready to go out and forage. And so 36 00:02:36,120 --> 00:02:42,280 Speaker 1: you get when you're we call that um in the winter, 37 00:02:42,480 --> 00:02:47,480 Speaker 1: we call that dream time. Okay, that's that Pisces energy, right, 38 00:02:47,720 --> 00:02:52,040 Speaker 1: that's that Pisces energy. So you're dreaming, you're getting visions. 39 00:02:52,200 --> 00:02:55,560 Speaker 1: You you're thinking about, boy, when spring gets here, I 40 00:02:55,680 --> 00:02:57,960 Speaker 1: want to do this or I want to do that. 41 00:02:59,160 --> 00:03:04,679 Speaker 1: So when you when Aries comes in, you're really stepping 42 00:03:04,720 --> 00:03:10,840 Speaker 1: out on an individual basis. Your Aries is the energy 43 00:03:10,880 --> 00:03:14,360 Speaker 1: of the warrior is courageous, it's all the it's all 44 00:03:14,400 --> 00:03:24,880 Speaker 1: the action oriented principles and so um. The underlying spiritual 45 00:03:24,919 --> 00:03:29,920 Speaker 1: theme to that is that all fire signs, Aries, Leo 46 00:03:30,080 --> 00:03:35,400 Speaker 1: and Sag are always trying to find identity Who am I? 47 00:03:37,200 --> 00:03:40,640 Speaker 1: That is so interesting because I feel like fire signs 48 00:03:40,680 --> 00:03:45,440 Speaker 1: are so um I was gonna say clear about who 49 00:03:45,520 --> 00:03:47,880 Speaker 1: they are, but they're very to me. All the fire 50 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:51,040 Speaker 1: signs in my life, I feel like they know exactly 51 00:03:51,040 --> 00:03:53,200 Speaker 1: who they are and they come in with that strong 52 00:03:53,360 --> 00:03:57,480 Speaker 1: energy with no questioning and wavering or anything like that. 53 00:03:57,600 --> 00:04:01,680 Speaker 1: So that is a very confusing. Well, they think about 54 00:04:01,760 --> 00:04:07,560 Speaker 1: it every time somebody is boisterous and and straight over 55 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:13,560 Speaker 1: obnoxious and very straightforward. What's their level of security? Uh? 56 00:04:13,800 --> 00:04:21,960 Speaker 1: So outward security, inward insecurity. They presented as super secure, 57 00:04:22,080 --> 00:04:27,320 Speaker 1: but really internally they're struggling with their insecure. Yeah. And 58 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:33,120 Speaker 1: you see the thing about Aries is that, um, they 59 00:04:33,160 --> 00:04:39,000 Speaker 1: they're motivated by sight and emotion. So and then they 60 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:44,839 Speaker 1: move very quickly and they don't think. They just act 61 00:04:44,920 --> 00:04:51,640 Speaker 1: on instinct. When you think, well, then you create all 62 00:04:51,800 --> 00:04:59,200 Speaker 1: kinds of chaos in your thinking, um because that doesn't um, 63 00:04:59,240 --> 00:05:04,159 Speaker 1: that's not so portive of the air ree's energy, area's energy. 64 00:05:04,440 --> 00:05:07,920 Speaker 1: I'm trying to find out who I am by by 65 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:12,719 Speaker 1: interfacing and bumping up against the world. So it's very male. 66 00:05:13,279 --> 00:05:20,160 Speaker 1: M hmm okay. And uh so what they see and 67 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:25,680 Speaker 1: what turns them on is what they immediately instinctively go after. See, 68 00:05:25,720 --> 00:05:29,200 Speaker 1: you've already got the seed. The seed and the dream 69 00:05:29,400 --> 00:05:33,400 Speaker 1: is already in there, and that's been given to you 70 00:05:33,480 --> 00:05:37,440 Speaker 1: by spirit. So you don't know, you just got to 71 00:05:37,440 --> 00:05:42,400 Speaker 1: go out and start acting on that impulse of of 72 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:48,400 Speaker 1: that you're what you're trying to discover so much sense 73 00:05:48,440 --> 00:05:51,159 Speaker 1: because I feel like so many people spent the winter 74 00:05:51,400 --> 00:05:54,960 Speaker 1: kind of dreaming up these ideas or maybe even thinking 75 00:05:55,000 --> 00:05:58,760 Speaker 1: like I'm gonna shift in this career, this relationship, whatever, 76 00:05:58,800 --> 00:06:02,159 Speaker 1: this dynamic ism life. And so now you're saying, we're 77 00:06:02,160 --> 00:06:06,640 Speaker 1: ready to take action on those dreams because you see, 78 00:06:06,680 --> 00:06:11,919 Speaker 1: what you're ultimately doing this is the emotional body male 79 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:17,880 Speaker 1: emotional So you have to bump up against the world 80 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:25,279 Speaker 1: in going aft, cleansing the emotions so that you can 81 00:06:25,400 --> 00:06:30,560 Speaker 1: gain well. In other words, when we face an emotional 82 00:06:31,520 --> 00:06:36,400 Speaker 1: uh situation, we have to uh make different perspective and 83 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:42,080 Speaker 1: choices and why is it? Um, why is it? Why 84 00:06:42,160 --> 00:06:48,000 Speaker 1: is that energy so strong within us? So we have 85 00:06:48,080 --> 00:06:52,360 Speaker 1: to This is how we cleanse and become a uh 86 00:06:52,520 --> 00:06:57,359 Speaker 1: much more of our higher self, our spiritual self, is 87 00:06:57,400 --> 00:07:03,400 Speaker 1: by cleansing old emotional pattern which are really old perspective events, 88 00:07:03,480 --> 00:07:09,840 Speaker 1: perceptions from this and other lifetimes. As someone else said 89 00:07:09,840 --> 00:07:14,840 Speaker 1: to me yesterday, um, that I was ready to leave 90 00:07:14,880 --> 00:07:18,400 Speaker 1: a lower vibration version of me and I'm like moving 91 00:07:18,440 --> 00:07:22,840 Speaker 1: into this new higher vibration, which would sound sounds very 92 00:07:22,920 --> 00:07:25,600 Speaker 1: in line with what you're saying timeline wise. And it's 93 00:07:25,640 --> 00:07:27,360 Speaker 1: also I know you're rolling your eyes right now because 94 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:30,200 Speaker 1: you've been telling me this for a while. But it's 95 00:07:30,240 --> 00:07:36,240 Speaker 1: interesting because when we're evolving like that, Uh, what I 96 00:07:36,320 --> 00:07:39,160 Speaker 1: was saying to her was I still have this urge 97 00:07:39,280 --> 00:07:42,160 Speaker 1: to go back to that lower vibration. And what I'm 98 00:07:42,160 --> 00:07:45,640 Speaker 1: hearing and what you're saying right now is like, no, 99 00:07:45,960 --> 00:07:49,440 Speaker 1: this energy, especially this Aria's energy, is like you are 100 00:07:49,480 --> 00:07:53,920 Speaker 1: going forward, move forward, take the next action step, stay 101 00:07:53,920 --> 00:07:57,520 Speaker 1: out of the thinking of over analyzing or wanting to 102 00:07:57,560 --> 00:08:02,520 Speaker 1: return to the familiar and into this unknown and newness. Well, 103 00:08:03,080 --> 00:08:05,720 Speaker 1: I mean, think about it. If you're trying to self discover, 104 00:08:05,800 --> 00:08:09,840 Speaker 1: you've got to be future oriented. Touch Yeah, and your 105 00:08:09,880 --> 00:08:12,920 Speaker 1: emotions are going to bring you to bump up against 106 00:08:13,760 --> 00:08:19,480 Speaker 1: your preconceived notions and perceptions of the past, aren't they, 107 00:08:19,640 --> 00:08:21,760 Speaker 1: Because that's the only way you're going to be able 108 00:08:21,760 --> 00:08:27,440 Speaker 1: to confront them and uh neutralize and gain a different 109 00:08:27,480 --> 00:08:33,840 Speaker 1: perception perspective. Say that again, the only way you're going 110 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:39,280 Speaker 1: to be able. So if you see your emotions from 111 00:08:39,280 --> 00:08:42,200 Speaker 1: the past or the way you're you way you thought 112 00:08:42,200 --> 00:08:45,720 Speaker 1: of things from the past, you're gonna bump up against 113 00:08:45,760 --> 00:08:48,600 Speaker 1: those things when you're transitioning into something new to be 114 00:08:48,720 --> 00:08:55,280 Speaker 1: able to move forward and well, see what you're moving 115 00:08:55,360 --> 00:09:02,000 Speaker 1: forward from is we're all we're all um, we're all 116 00:09:02,040 --> 00:09:08,040 Speaker 1: trying to uh make choices on new perspectives and perceptions 117 00:09:08,679 --> 00:09:12,160 Speaker 1: to become more in alignment with all who we are authentically, 118 00:09:14,200 --> 00:09:18,320 Speaker 1: and so we have to confront the emotions, and they 119 00:09:18,800 --> 00:09:24,600 Speaker 1: the emotions that we have brain to us the experiences. 120 00:09:25,920 --> 00:09:28,640 Speaker 1: You see, So when you have an emotion, you're going 121 00:09:28,720 --> 00:09:33,400 Speaker 1: to create the experience to confront the emotions, to confront 122 00:09:33,520 --> 00:09:38,679 Speaker 1: those perspective and perceptions that are in error, so that 123 00:09:38,720 --> 00:09:44,040 Speaker 1: you can redefine yourself by making new choices and new 124 00:09:44,120 --> 00:09:53,120 Speaker 1: perspectives about old old stuff, beliefs, fears. Let me see 125 00:09:53,160 --> 00:09:55,199 Speaker 1: if I can put this in Layment's terms for the people. 126 00:09:55,679 --> 00:10:02,720 Speaker 1: But pretty layman still. Uh So, Like, for an example, 127 00:10:03,440 --> 00:10:06,440 Speaker 1: what I always hear about relationships is if we have 128 00:10:06,800 --> 00:10:10,439 Speaker 1: unhealed wounding from our childhood. For instance, Let's like say 129 00:10:10,520 --> 00:10:14,920 Speaker 1: that we're gonna draw in a relationship to bring all 130 00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:18,760 Speaker 1: of those emotions and those wounds to surface, um, so 131 00:10:18,800 --> 00:10:21,719 Speaker 1: that we can heal them. And so like we may 132 00:10:21,760 --> 00:10:27,120 Speaker 1: seem more activated or be bumping up against ourselves more 133 00:10:27,200 --> 00:10:29,600 Speaker 1: in a relationship than we do when we're just going 134 00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:33,319 Speaker 1: about daily life. Um, but it's really because we're trying 135 00:10:33,320 --> 00:10:37,079 Speaker 1: to confront those old emotions so we can stop repeating 136 00:10:37,120 --> 00:10:41,080 Speaker 1: old patterns and move into and heal and move into 137 00:10:41,200 --> 00:10:45,880 Speaker 1: a new version of ourselves that's more authentic to who 138 00:10:45,920 --> 00:10:52,240 Speaker 1: we truly are. Yes, okay, we got So what does 139 00:10:52,320 --> 00:10:55,359 Speaker 1: this mean? I need to have you as my interpreter. Basically, 140 00:10:55,520 --> 00:10:58,000 Speaker 1: it's like you're doing sign language and I'm the one 141 00:10:58,080 --> 00:11:01,959 Speaker 1: like saying what you're saying. I'm putting it into words 142 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:07,160 Speaker 1: for the people. So in other words, um, I mean, 143 00:11:07,200 --> 00:11:12,040 Speaker 1: the big idea is that you know, the mail and 144 00:11:12,080 --> 00:11:16,400 Speaker 1: the masculine has to go after what they see so 145 00:11:16,559 --> 00:11:23,160 Speaker 1: that they can confront the old emotional patterns, desires and 146 00:11:23,320 --> 00:11:30,280 Speaker 1: manifest um reality. So we're all manifest our own reality, 147 00:11:30,360 --> 00:11:36,000 Speaker 1: don't we, Okay, And so we're manifesting what we fear, 148 00:11:36,840 --> 00:11:41,920 Speaker 1: what we are preconceived notions or perspective and perceptions were 149 00:11:42,040 --> 00:11:47,440 Speaker 1: based on past experience. So so then we step out 150 00:11:47,520 --> 00:11:54,200 Speaker 1: into the spring, into the aries energy to go confront 151 00:11:55,800 --> 00:12:01,400 Speaker 1: those um uh, those reality ease within us that are 152 00:12:01,400 --> 00:12:06,360 Speaker 1: in error, so that we become more identified with who 153 00:12:06,400 --> 00:12:11,880 Speaker 1: we truly really are authentically are I get confused by 154 00:12:12,000 --> 00:12:14,839 Speaker 1: that though, because you said we manifest our own realities, 155 00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:16,839 Speaker 1: and the way that I hear that when you say, 156 00:12:16,880 --> 00:12:21,199 Speaker 1: like we manifest our own fears is almost like punishment 157 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:26,480 Speaker 1: for some reason, Like wow, But that's what you've got 158 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:32,920 Speaker 1: to understand. It's not punishment, it's opportunity, opportunity for what 159 00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:39,920 Speaker 1: to face, to face the fear, or face the preconceived 160 00:12:39,960 --> 00:12:46,080 Speaker 1: notion that is an error, to face the ego personality 161 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:51,959 Speaker 1: perspective versus the high self perspective. Okay, that helps see 162 00:12:52,000 --> 00:12:58,280 Speaker 1: the soul is going to send us into uh situations 163 00:12:58,320 --> 00:13:02,880 Speaker 1: so we learn that's the soul job is to ultimately 164 00:13:02,960 --> 00:13:07,560 Speaker 1: help us learn who we truly really are. Which are 165 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:12,160 Speaker 1: we are? Ye are all gods? M hmm, you already 166 00:13:12,280 --> 00:13:17,520 Speaker 1: know everything there is. You already are a spiritual being 167 00:13:17,600 --> 00:13:21,520 Speaker 1: of light. Now in a physical form you have to make. 168 00:13:21,679 --> 00:13:27,960 Speaker 1: You can manifest a reality that takes physical shape so 169 00:13:28,040 --> 00:13:33,800 Speaker 1: that you can experience objectively, so that you can you 170 00:13:33,840 --> 00:13:43,040 Speaker 1: can um correct misperceptions and miscreations that are in our 171 00:13:43,080 --> 00:13:49,920 Speaker 1: subconscious minds. And so this is how aries works because 172 00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:58,240 Speaker 1: they're confront their courageous, their warriors. What I remember what 173 00:13:58,320 --> 00:14:01,000 Speaker 1: Jesus said, I didn't come to ring peace. I come 174 00:14:01,160 --> 00:14:05,640 Speaker 1: for it with a sword to cut away the darkness, 175 00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:12,520 Speaker 1: to open up to the light. Okay, so it said 176 00:14:12,840 --> 00:14:18,920 Speaker 1: in many different ways from many different masters in Marys. Yeah, 177 00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:21,520 Speaker 1: I was gonna say, I'm glad that you brought up Jesus, 178 00:14:21,720 --> 00:14:24,520 Speaker 1: because I think the thing we were just last saying about, 179 00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:27,920 Speaker 1: you know, we we are all gods. We manifest our 180 00:14:27,960 --> 00:14:33,080 Speaker 1: own lives. Um, if you grew up religious, or if 181 00:14:33,120 --> 00:14:37,280 Speaker 1: you are religious, or you know, very the Christian culture 182 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:40,000 Speaker 1: would say that God has a plan for our lives 183 00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:44,960 Speaker 1: and we're not really a part of those plans, you know, 184 00:14:45,040 --> 00:14:47,600 Speaker 1: like like just to turn yourself over to the plans 185 00:14:47,640 --> 00:14:51,240 Speaker 1: of God. And so it's been like I grew up 186 00:14:51,360 --> 00:14:55,600 Speaker 1: very religious and more spiritual now um, but that's a 187 00:14:55,640 --> 00:14:59,040 Speaker 1: big battle between like wait, if I'm saying I'm a God, 188 00:14:59,280 --> 00:15:02,480 Speaker 1: what about like my higher power? You know, and just 189 00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:05,480 Speaker 1: kind of that piece of it. But you always tie 190 00:15:05,560 --> 00:15:09,560 Speaker 1: in the teachings of Jesus and the Bible too, like 191 00:15:09,640 --> 00:15:13,640 Speaker 1: it's a just one form of of one way to 192 00:15:13,720 --> 00:15:16,960 Speaker 1: translate all of this stuff. I guess, well that's that's 193 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:21,120 Speaker 1: just one master, okay. I mean Buddhist says the same thing, 194 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:26,160 Speaker 1: and who says the same thing, Yeah, the same he 195 00:15:26,240 --> 00:15:30,880 Speaker 1: says the same thing. Hibraun says the same thing. They 196 00:15:30,920 --> 00:15:35,360 Speaker 1: all say the same thing. I just used Jesus because 197 00:15:35,400 --> 00:15:41,480 Speaker 1: that's much more of a recognized um symbolism that we 198 00:15:41,520 --> 00:15:45,840 Speaker 1: can use to uh kind of get an understanding. But 199 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:49,680 Speaker 1: you see that when you said something about plan, you 200 00:15:49,760 --> 00:15:52,960 Speaker 1: are a part of the plan. I mean, you know 201 00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:56,560 Speaker 1: there's a planning stage before you ever come into this life, 202 00:15:56,880 --> 00:16:00,680 Speaker 1: and you're standing before the council and getting approval on 203 00:16:00,760 --> 00:16:04,720 Speaker 1: the plan that you're laying out right. I always tell 204 00:16:04,800 --> 00:16:07,200 Speaker 1: myself that when I'm going through what I would call 205 00:16:07,360 --> 00:16:12,040 Speaker 1: hard times in my life, you know, or um painful times, 206 00:16:12,080 --> 00:16:15,320 Speaker 1: because it's a part of the plan. Because in most cases, 207 00:16:15,320 --> 00:16:17,280 Speaker 1: like what I've started to ask myself is what did 208 00:16:17,280 --> 00:16:20,480 Speaker 1: you learn here? And what like what is this shifting 209 00:16:20,840 --> 00:16:25,960 Speaker 1: you into for yourself? Because I do believe that all 210 00:16:26,040 --> 00:16:29,080 Speaker 1: of the things in my life, even the painful parts, 211 00:16:29,120 --> 00:16:31,680 Speaker 1: are part of bringing me back to my most whole 212 00:16:31,680 --> 00:16:36,240 Speaker 1: self and my most authentic self. And so even if 213 00:16:36,280 --> 00:16:40,240 Speaker 1: it's a really painful breakup, for instance, like what did 214 00:16:40,280 --> 00:16:43,400 Speaker 1: I learn in that relationship? Like my last relationship completely 215 00:16:43,480 --> 00:16:47,000 Speaker 1: changed who I am like and it helped me evolve 216 00:16:47,080 --> 00:16:49,720 Speaker 1: into something like I learned so much I guess would 217 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:51,680 Speaker 1: be the way to say that. And so although it's 218 00:16:51,680 --> 00:16:56,040 Speaker 1: really painful to go through the breakup, the relationships served 219 00:16:56,080 --> 00:16:59,560 Speaker 1: and the relationship was painful, but like it served me 220 00:16:59,600 --> 00:17:04,479 Speaker 1: in a positive way ultimately because it has shifted some 221 00:17:04,560 --> 00:17:08,399 Speaker 1: of the old It's helped me heal and see the 222 00:17:08,400 --> 00:17:10,360 Speaker 1: things I need to heal with it myself, and it's 223 00:17:10,359 --> 00:17:12,800 Speaker 1: helped shift some of the old programming that I needed 224 00:17:12,840 --> 00:17:17,160 Speaker 1: to let go up for myself. So it was very 225 00:17:17,200 --> 00:17:21,240 Speaker 1: worthwhile in the long run, even though it was very painful. 226 00:17:21,480 --> 00:17:24,679 Speaker 1: But like I've maybe had to bring it into my 227 00:17:24,760 --> 00:17:27,880 Speaker 1: life for that reason, because if I don't usually pay 228 00:17:27,920 --> 00:17:31,399 Speaker 1: attention unless it's kind of painful, honestly, like I'd probably 229 00:17:31,400 --> 00:17:33,600 Speaker 1: just stay the same, you know, Like pain for me 230 00:17:33,760 --> 00:17:39,040 Speaker 1: is what brings about change. Well it does for everybody. Yeah, 231 00:17:40,359 --> 00:17:43,840 Speaker 1: And so what what you're saying is is I discovered 232 00:17:43,920 --> 00:17:48,000 Speaker 1: some of the emotions. You know, it just brings up 233 00:17:48,040 --> 00:17:50,400 Speaker 1: to my mind. You know, a lot of a lot 234 00:17:50,400 --> 00:17:55,280 Speaker 1: of metaphysical people say, well, when you're following the soul, uh, 235 00:17:55,359 --> 00:17:57,280 Speaker 1: you're going to be on a good path and you're 236 00:17:57,280 --> 00:17:59,000 Speaker 1: not going to have to go through a lot of pain. 237 00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:05,240 Speaker 1: Well that's not so. The soul could care less about 238 00:18:05,240 --> 00:18:09,359 Speaker 1: how much pain you go through. It wants you to learn. 239 00:18:10,720 --> 00:18:15,320 Speaker 1: So it's guiding you into situations to help you learn 240 00:18:16,880 --> 00:18:20,560 Speaker 1: because you see, your perspective and perceptions is what brings 241 00:18:20,560 --> 00:18:25,880 Speaker 1: you on the karmic wheel. That's what binds you back 242 00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:30,720 Speaker 1: to the whole karmic principle. And that karmic principle is, Uh, 243 00:18:30,760 --> 00:18:37,800 Speaker 1: the ego personality is attached to certain beliefs and perceptions 244 00:18:37,840 --> 00:18:43,119 Speaker 1: about things. And so this is why we have to change. 245 00:18:43,160 --> 00:18:47,919 Speaker 1: See when you change emotionally, uh, and when you change 246 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:51,160 Speaker 1: through pain. Pain is the greatest teacher of all because 247 00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:54,639 Speaker 1: you don't forget it. You can't forget it, that's right, right, 248 00:18:55,240 --> 00:18:59,080 Speaker 1: So you don't forget it, and uh, you're able to 249 00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:02,760 Speaker 1: come to little or in alignment with who I really am. 250 00:19:02,800 --> 00:19:05,520 Speaker 1: So you said it, and that's what air reads is 251 00:19:05,560 --> 00:19:09,439 Speaker 1: all about. And that's the energy of Mars is going 252 00:19:09,480 --> 00:19:13,640 Speaker 1: out and confronting the world and challenging the world with 253 00:19:13,680 --> 00:19:18,520 Speaker 1: whatever turns you on and then moves you emotionally. And 254 00:19:18,880 --> 00:19:22,120 Speaker 1: it does it to the point to where uh, air 255 00:19:22,240 --> 00:19:26,960 Speaker 1: reas is known for um taking a sword, grabbing a shield, 256 00:19:27,520 --> 00:19:30,919 Speaker 1: and don't get in their way because they will cut you. 257 00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:34,840 Speaker 1: Don't you have arias in some part of your chart. 258 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:42,520 Speaker 1: Oh you had to bring that up, sing just yes, 259 00:19:42,640 --> 00:19:49,639 Speaker 1: and I got an air Reads mood. Of course you do. Okay, 260 00:19:49,680 --> 00:19:53,120 Speaker 1: that's why you love me. I mean, I'm just really 261 00:19:53,119 --> 00:19:58,200 Speaker 1: glad that you're a very evolved areas. I probably would 262 00:19:58,200 --> 00:20:10,360 Speaker 1: have hated you at my age. All right, so we're 263 00:20:10,400 --> 00:20:13,640 Speaker 1: going in. We're warriors, were ready to make the move. 264 00:20:13,800 --> 00:20:19,760 Speaker 1: What else is happening. Are you busy over there? Well, 265 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:25,520 Speaker 1: it's all junk calls, um, So, I mean, you know, 266 00:20:25,880 --> 00:20:29,560 Speaker 1: it's I think that's the biggest thing you can understand 267 00:20:29,600 --> 00:20:34,679 Speaker 1: about air reas is that there is a search for truth, 268 00:20:34,960 --> 00:20:38,120 Speaker 1: a search for identity, and we get to do it 269 00:20:38,200 --> 00:20:41,360 Speaker 1: because the world and earth is coming alive. We get 270 00:20:41,400 --> 00:20:46,000 Speaker 1: to participate in a new program. And it's got to 271 00:20:46,040 --> 00:20:49,679 Speaker 1: be done instinctually. See, there's two ways to use Mars. 272 00:20:49,760 --> 00:20:53,680 Speaker 1: You can use an ego and physically and aggressively, or 273 00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:58,840 Speaker 1: you can use it instinctively. And that's the big difference 274 00:20:58,920 --> 00:21:04,360 Speaker 1: between the ego air reaes and a spiritual areas is 275 00:21:04,720 --> 00:21:10,879 Speaker 1: using the instincts to what is right, to draw you 276 00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:17,040 Speaker 1: towards what you're needing to experience and so um. A 277 00:21:17,080 --> 00:21:20,560 Speaker 1: lot of people get that confused and think of Mars 278 00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:23,879 Speaker 1: or air rees as being because it's a warrior and 279 00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:29,159 Speaker 1: courage and the mythology is the old bloody warrior of 280 00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:36,119 Speaker 1: Mars um. But that's not really the correct use of 281 00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:40,320 Speaker 1: the energy of Mars. But it is very male, it's 282 00:21:40,440 --> 00:21:44,920 Speaker 1: very it's very and you've got to understand the male's 283 00:21:45,160 --> 00:21:51,840 Speaker 1: job is to identify something and then to surgically separate 284 00:21:51,920 --> 00:21:58,399 Speaker 1: it from itself so that it can be objectified, so 285 00:21:58,480 --> 00:22:03,359 Speaker 1: it can understand it's self from an objective. So the 286 00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:10,160 Speaker 1: mail is always breaking things up, cutting things in in twos, 287 00:22:11,640 --> 00:22:15,960 Speaker 1: so to speak, so that we now can look at 288 00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:21,600 Speaker 1: something outside of ourselves to understand what's inside of ourselves. 289 00:22:22,880 --> 00:22:28,080 Speaker 1: Just what you talked about earlier, they we we need 290 00:22:28,200 --> 00:22:34,719 Speaker 1: objectification from all things that are relationships. Now when we 291 00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:41,920 Speaker 1: have um um people relationships, all of them objectify what's 292 00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:48,280 Speaker 1: going on inside of us. Say more about that, well 293 00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:53,920 Speaker 1: we've created we look, we're gonna talk about Neptune here 294 00:22:53,920 --> 00:22:55,840 Speaker 1: in a minute. And you have to understand, this is 295 00:22:55,880 --> 00:23:01,600 Speaker 1: the highest element of energy, uh, in our in our lives, 296 00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:08,399 Speaker 1: it's this is um. It's a gopy love, it's the 297 00:23:08,520 --> 00:23:15,239 Speaker 1: high soul, it's spirit. It dissolves matter, it dissolves individuality 298 00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:21,159 Speaker 1: and ego. And so you really are in a path 299 00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:27,479 Speaker 1: to attract in what you need to dissolve those things. 300 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:37,439 Speaker 1: And so um and you know, so I've been reading 301 00:23:37,440 --> 00:23:41,000 Speaker 1: a quote here lately that doc doesn't care what you 302 00:23:41,119 --> 00:23:46,240 Speaker 1: participate in. He cares how you participate. He wants to 303 00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:53,880 Speaker 1: know what's your intention or she does so um so 304 00:23:54,240 --> 00:24:00,440 Speaker 1: when we um are experiencing the masculine energy and male 305 00:24:00,640 --> 00:24:05,119 Speaker 1: energy and Mars energy and area's energy. What we're really 306 00:24:05,160 --> 00:24:08,960 Speaker 1: doing is we're looking outside of ourselves at something that 307 00:24:09,080 --> 00:24:12,400 Speaker 1: turns us on, excites us, and we move on it. 308 00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:16,560 Speaker 1: We go towards it so that we can then experience it. 309 00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:23,080 Speaker 1: All Right, it sounds like a lot of movement is 310 00:24:23,080 --> 00:24:25,960 Speaker 1: going to be happening this month for people, whereas maybe 311 00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:29,560 Speaker 1: we find it's a little stagnant. Well, yeah, I mean 312 00:24:29,600 --> 00:24:32,040 Speaker 1: you're getting out in the world and planting flowers and 313 00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:35,840 Speaker 1: gardens and moving and traveling and doing all the things 314 00:24:35,880 --> 00:24:41,200 Speaker 1: that you've wanted to do for winter. So yes, it's 315 00:24:41,240 --> 00:24:47,520 Speaker 1: a very it's a very uplifting type. Everybody's happy. Yeah, 316 00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:49,719 Speaker 1: I mean I think I know I'm ready for it, 317 00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:52,439 Speaker 1: and that's been the vibe I'm getting from most people. 318 00:24:53,320 --> 00:24:57,960 Speaker 1: So you just mentioned neptune and that are we ready 319 00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:00,600 Speaker 1: to talk about that? It comes in with this Neptune 320 00:25:00,680 --> 00:25:07,280 Speaker 1: Jupiter conjunction. Well yes, but before we go there, we 321 00:25:07,480 --> 00:25:11,200 Speaker 1: talk about the air rea's point and a person's chart. 322 00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:21,800 Speaker 1: Because astrologers look at the ascendant as your instinctive self. Okay, 323 00:25:22,560 --> 00:25:27,800 Speaker 1: air reads is the de facto ascendant in everybody's chart. 324 00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:32,760 Speaker 1: So wherever you have air reads in your in your chart, 325 00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:39,400 Speaker 1: that's where you in life are taking a proactive approach 326 00:25:40,359 --> 00:25:48,480 Speaker 1: to discovering yourself, discovering your own identity. And uh, this 327 00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:52,440 Speaker 1: is where you're going to be very assertive and aggressive, courageous, 328 00:25:53,359 --> 00:25:58,760 Speaker 1: all the thing aryan so that you um that place 329 00:25:58,840 --> 00:26:03,040 Speaker 1: in your in your chart, we call the air eas point. 330 00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:08,679 Speaker 1: And so if we look at air e's um in 331 00:26:08,760 --> 00:26:14,560 Speaker 1: a person's chart, that becomes a very personal boundaries, instinctive 332 00:26:14,600 --> 00:26:19,320 Speaker 1: self expression, how we want to be seen. So this 333 00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:23,560 Speaker 1: is okay for people listening. This is why having an 334 00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:26,119 Speaker 1: appointment with an astrologer is important because how would you 335 00:26:26,160 --> 00:26:30,040 Speaker 1: know where this is in your chart? But is this 336 00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:33,440 Speaker 1: in your chart? Like, this isn't just the energy right now, 337 00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:36,120 Speaker 1: this is in your chart as a human for your 338 00:26:36,359 --> 00:26:40,280 Speaker 1: entire life, you will have this energy with you. Okay, 339 00:26:40,359 --> 00:26:44,240 Speaker 1: So now let's go. So everybody works with area's energy 340 00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:48,880 Speaker 1: somewhere somewhere, and this is where they are strong. This 341 00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:57,720 Speaker 1: is where they are aggressive, asserted, courageous, pioneering and leadership. Okay, okay, 342 00:26:57,760 --> 00:27:01,840 Speaker 1: so let's just take you for example, mm hmm, your 343 00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:05,760 Speaker 1: your aries is in the twelve house of the subconscious mind, 344 00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:13,199 Speaker 1: and what's in the subconscious mind all the fears, the memories, 345 00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:18,199 Speaker 1: the preper the perceptions of perspectives of all your past. 346 00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:23,160 Speaker 1: It's like when you understand what Carl Jung said, when 347 00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:27,919 Speaker 1: the conscious mind knows what's in the unconscious mind, you 348 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:35,080 Speaker 1: will be enlightened. Mm hmmm, mm hmmm. And so a 349 00:27:35,119 --> 00:27:38,560 Speaker 1: person with aries in the twelve house, such as yourself, 350 00:27:39,280 --> 00:27:45,280 Speaker 1: is going to make a deep dive into your motivations 351 00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:57,119 Speaker 1: and your um um why um um? I'm looking for 352 00:27:57,160 --> 00:28:05,199 Speaker 1: a word um, your motivation and your uh intentions, and 353 00:28:05,280 --> 00:28:08,840 Speaker 1: you're looking for you're looking to clear up why you 354 00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:13,440 Speaker 1: do what you do. I'm laughing because this is how 355 00:28:13,440 --> 00:28:17,560 Speaker 1: I spend most of my days. Okay, but that's but 356 00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:20,440 Speaker 1: you see, what you're doing is you're trying to discover 357 00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:25,880 Speaker 1: the motives of life and actions that are hidden. See, 358 00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:29,280 Speaker 1: most of our sub most of our subconscious is hidden 359 00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:35,960 Speaker 1: until we can confront something external and then evaluate what 360 00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:39,000 Speaker 1: it what it is inside of us or what does 361 00:28:39,080 --> 00:28:43,960 Speaker 1: that old programming that we have that keeps sabotaging who 362 00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:48,520 Speaker 1: we are? Okay, So that that is so interesting, because 363 00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:51,440 Speaker 1: that is literally why I have this podcast. It's what 364 00:28:51,520 --> 00:28:53,320 Speaker 1: I want to know about all my friends. I think 365 00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:58,080 Speaker 1: it's so fascinating to know people's backstories. And then go, oh, well, 366 00:28:58,120 --> 00:29:00,640 Speaker 1: of course you think this way, but as X, Y 367 00:29:00,680 --> 00:29:04,880 Speaker 1: and Z happened in your past or um, like, this 368 00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:08,400 Speaker 1: is your fear and that's the thing driving you to 369 00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:11,160 Speaker 1: make this decision. But that's based off of this experience 370 00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:12,880 Speaker 1: you had in the past. Like, I love that stuff, 371 00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:16,880 Speaker 1: and so you're saying, I bring that aries energy into 372 00:29:17,440 --> 00:29:21,600 Speaker 1: that kind of discovery, which is essentially why I do 373 00:29:22,080 --> 00:29:25,400 Speaker 1: like this podcast. That's why I have the relationships I have. 374 00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:28,440 Speaker 1: It's why I love doing inner work, because I just 375 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:32,920 Speaker 1: I'm so fascinated by it. But not everyone has. Okay, 376 00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:35,640 Speaker 1: you get it now, but you see so you see 377 00:29:35,680 --> 00:29:38,480 Speaker 1: how the air reeves works at such a positive level 378 00:29:38,520 --> 00:29:42,360 Speaker 1: for you, Yes, it does, because I'm very driven in 379 00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:46,160 Speaker 1: that you are driven, but you know your feelings are 380 00:29:46,360 --> 00:29:50,960 Speaker 1: very strong, but they're suppressed as well because they're hidden 381 00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:55,800 Speaker 1: m M. And this is why you know people might 382 00:29:55,840 --> 00:30:02,080 Speaker 1: not know of your fairy temper, okay, because when you 383 00:30:02,360 --> 00:30:07,800 Speaker 1: when you, you hold it in because you never forget anything, 384 00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:13,440 Speaker 1: and so you you don't forget the injuries and you 385 00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:18,160 Speaker 1: have a few resentments, and so you suffer from troubles 386 00:30:18,200 --> 00:30:23,800 Speaker 1: brought on by the self, the ego self. But look, 387 00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:27,640 Speaker 1: this is the wonderful thing about that position. This is 388 00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:34,720 Speaker 1: the spiritual type who is a leader of humanitarian movements 389 00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:40,720 Speaker 1: and works behind the scenes rather than out front. So 390 00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:48,080 Speaker 1: you're always searching for that deep understanding that motivates and 391 00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:54,800 Speaker 1: the spiritual essence of who you want to be by 392 00:30:54,840 --> 00:31:02,040 Speaker 1: exploring that subconscious mind, by exploring those car mix realities, 393 00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:09,560 Speaker 1: by exploring fears you see. Yeah, and so then the 394 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:14,840 Speaker 1: humanitarian piece, is that why I'm so driven to help others? Yeah? Sure, 395 00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:18,920 Speaker 1: that process. So as you, as you explore and then 396 00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:22,760 Speaker 1: do your work, that's exploring people have a lot of 397 00:31:22,920 --> 00:31:29,160 Speaker 1: aha moments m hm ah. So you're a great role 398 00:31:29,240 --> 00:31:35,320 Speaker 1: player because you play in the subconscious field m hmm, 399 00:31:36,040 --> 00:31:41,360 Speaker 1: with that courage to confront yourself. So I mean it's 400 00:31:41,360 --> 00:31:44,600 Speaker 1: a very uh, it's a very good place to be 401 00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:49,800 Speaker 1: because ultimately taurists would be your ascendant then, which means 402 00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:56,000 Speaker 1: you're always looking for stability mm hmm. And that's hard 403 00:31:56,040 --> 00:32:00,800 Speaker 1: to find when you're all water and all motion and 404 00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:07,280 Speaker 1: all sensitive, no wonder, and so that gives you so 405 00:32:07,400 --> 00:32:12,720 Speaker 1: much opportunity to make adjustments and corrections to what's going 406 00:32:12,840 --> 00:32:16,240 Speaker 1: on in your life. Alright, So that's if it's in 407 00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:20,920 Speaker 1: your twelfth house. Wait, does it tie into where you're ascendant? 408 00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:27,840 Speaker 1: Is your aries point or is that just for me? Well? No, no, 409 00:32:28,760 --> 00:32:33,760 Speaker 1: aries is on your twelve house cusps. Okay, that's what 410 00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:40,200 Speaker 1: we looked at as the field of reality. So houses 411 00:32:40,320 --> 00:32:46,200 Speaker 1: are the field of reality and an individual chart planets 412 00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:52,680 Speaker 1: are the energy that we use in anyone field. Okay. 413 00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:59,040 Speaker 1: And so you know the twelve houses also is governed 414 00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:05,440 Speaker 1: by Neptune. M hmmm, which is this is the battle 415 00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:08,480 Speaker 1: for depth. Tune is serve or suffering because you are 416 00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:14,480 Speaker 1: here to serve humanity. You are a representative of God, 417 00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:21,120 Speaker 1: a unique creative expression that is representing that you come 418 00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:25,360 Speaker 1: down now and you have a gift to give all 419 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:37,120 Speaker 1: humans or people humanity humanitarian side. So not everyone has that, okay, Okay, 420 00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:40,320 Speaker 1: So when it's in when when with ever reason the 421 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:45,240 Speaker 1: twelve um, there's a there's a great deal of a 422 00:33:45,320 --> 00:33:55,160 Speaker 1: need to um serve individuals, serve everybody you meet. And 423 00:33:55,560 --> 00:33:59,760 Speaker 1: as you understand Neptune more we talk about you'll understand 424 00:33:59,800 --> 00:34:05,239 Speaker 1: why I Okay, because it's an automatic attraction principle in 425 00:34:05,280 --> 00:34:15,160 Speaker 1: your life, and it's God that's leading it. So in 426 00:34:15,200 --> 00:34:20,560 Speaker 1: other words, servers suffer is the battle cry for Pisces, 427 00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:31,920 Speaker 1: Neptune and the twelve house. So you have to serve unconditionally, okay, 428 00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:37,120 Speaker 1: of no thought for yourself, because Neptune is dissolving the 429 00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:42,960 Speaker 1: ego personality to the point, not that it's gone, not 430 00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:47,000 Speaker 1: that you don't have one, but that you don't listen 431 00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:51,080 Speaker 1: to it as your master. You listen to the soul 432 00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:57,520 Speaker 1: as your guiding principle. Does that make sense? It does 433 00:34:57,640 --> 00:34:59,920 Speaker 1: make sense, and it makes sense for everything that's happening 434 00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:05,360 Speaker 1: my life right now. So there, okay, so that's me house. 435 00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:11,239 Speaker 1: What what were you gonna say? Well, so the h 436 00:35:13,440 --> 00:35:16,200 Speaker 1: if you just look at the aries point, I mean, 437 00:35:16,200 --> 00:35:19,120 Speaker 1: if it was on your ascendant for everybody's that would 438 00:35:19,120 --> 00:35:23,640 Speaker 1: be your self expression. It's on the twelfth house for Taurus, 439 00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:29,680 Speaker 1: that's eagleness, service to others, that's need to help others, 440 00:35:29,760 --> 00:35:35,120 Speaker 1: inspire others, and challenge to the self sabotaging patterns in 441 00:35:35,239 --> 00:35:40,200 Speaker 1: your life. And Jim and I, it's about friendships, community groups, 442 00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:45,640 Speaker 1: your hopes, dreams and wishes and cancer. It's about career 443 00:35:45,800 --> 00:35:53,160 Speaker 1: and social status, authority, parents and Leo. It's about your beliefs, 444 00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:59,920 Speaker 1: your philosophy, travel high, higher mindedness. In Virgo, it's about murder, 445 00:36:00,280 --> 00:36:05,160 Speaker 1: your sexuality, your energy, my will and I will come together. 446 00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:13,840 Speaker 1: It's about sharing resources. In Liberates, about partnerships and contracts, commitments, disagreements, 447 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:21,480 Speaker 1: open enemies. UM. It's in Scorpio it's about work and service, habits, routines, 448 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:30,640 Speaker 1: health and Sagittarius it's about creativity, children, gambling, love, affairs, sports, risking. 449 00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:35,479 Speaker 1: In Capricorn, it's about the inner home and the outer home. 450 00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:40,600 Speaker 1: It's they're growing a soul. It's self image, it's parents 451 00:36:40,640 --> 00:36:46,640 Speaker 1: and family dynamics. It's property. For Aquarius, it's communications. It's 452 00:36:46,680 --> 00:36:52,360 Speaker 1: about relationship patterns with others, attitudes towards people, places and things. 453 00:36:52,960 --> 00:37:00,840 Speaker 1: It's about relationships because relationships have have to start with um, 454 00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:09,040 Speaker 1: your attitude mm hmm. So and Pisces, it's about your resources, talents, abilities, belongings, 455 00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:14,480 Speaker 1: values and need for survival. So these are the solar 456 00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:20,600 Speaker 1: charts Ari's points, and so everybody's going to relate to 457 00:37:20,680 --> 00:37:27,560 Speaker 1: them in some capacity. Uh, even even without having an 458 00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:31,200 Speaker 1: ascended chart. I mean, let's just think about uh, you 459 00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:35,440 Speaker 1: as a cancer. How much do you think career social 460 00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:40,600 Speaker 1: status and authority, parental role and bosses play in your life? 461 00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:45,080 Speaker 1: I mean a pretty big one. But it's interesting because 462 00:37:45,120 --> 00:37:52,000 Speaker 1: even wait, okay, so that that energy would still affect 463 00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:54,319 Speaker 1: me because of the cancer. I'm trying to figure out. 464 00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:58,879 Speaker 1: I don't really understand how this works for some reason. Well, 465 00:37:58,920 --> 00:38:02,800 Speaker 1: in other words, you're a cancer and in a solar chart. 466 00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:06,440 Speaker 1: See we're there. We're talking about two different charts. One's 467 00:38:06,480 --> 00:38:10,480 Speaker 1: an ascended chart, which goes by birth time, and one's 468 00:38:10,480 --> 00:38:15,279 Speaker 1: a solar chart, which goes by your son, which is 469 00:38:15,280 --> 00:38:20,000 Speaker 1: your will, your power, and your creative ability. And so 470 00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:24,680 Speaker 1: you're going to understand both those principles. Both of those 471 00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:29,960 Speaker 1: charts are going to have um more information for you. 472 00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:33,719 Speaker 1: I mean you think about how aggressive you have been 473 00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:40,800 Speaker 1: in your work life and in your career. Also thinking 474 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:45,319 Speaker 1: it's sort of interesting because for me, what you just 475 00:38:45,320 --> 00:38:48,480 Speaker 1: said about career social status is but then also like 476 00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:54,000 Speaker 1: this humanitarian effort, this like service to others, they overlap 477 00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:58,239 Speaker 1: for me, that's right, So like because that's what I've 478 00:38:58,320 --> 00:39:02,920 Speaker 1: now started to shift to wards in my career. Okay, 479 00:39:03,520 --> 00:39:09,319 Speaker 1: make sense. See they both play role for you and 480 00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:13,239 Speaker 1: then you got neptune somewhere in your chart. So I mean, 481 00:39:13,280 --> 00:39:17,279 Speaker 1: you know, see, uh, this is how that's how astrology work. 482 00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:21,320 Speaker 1: It works as a be stalled. It's the whole picture, 483 00:39:22,120 --> 00:39:25,640 Speaker 1: I mean, you know, and it sounds complicated, and it's 484 00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:33,680 Speaker 1: really complicated because you are a complicated person. Everyone is 485 00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:40,560 Speaker 1: very comp okay, And if that's the total reality, which 486 00:39:40,600 --> 00:39:46,080 Speaker 1: it is, well, then everything is in there. It's like 487 00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:50,520 Speaker 1: alphabet soup. And then a good astrologer is able to 488 00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:54,200 Speaker 1: look at it as a whole and then see it 489 00:39:54,880 --> 00:39:59,600 Speaker 1: as a big picture for you, okay, instead of dicing 490 00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:03,359 Speaker 1: it up and saying this and that, just you know, 491 00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:07,759 Speaker 1: like building a stick trigger. That's kind of what I 492 00:40:07,800 --> 00:40:12,520 Speaker 1: felt like when I was first starting out about fifty 493 00:40:12,600 --> 00:40:15,480 Speaker 1: years ago. I was thinking about, you know, you don't 494 00:40:15,520 --> 00:40:17,960 Speaker 1: have memory in school when we used to draw the Hangman. 495 00:40:19,640 --> 00:40:21,759 Speaker 1: The head didn't make the body and the arms and 496 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:25,720 Speaker 1: the legs. That's what it feels like when you first start, 497 00:40:26,040 --> 00:40:30,920 Speaker 1: you know, looking at astrology. Yeah, yeah, by pieces, but 498 00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:37,240 Speaker 1: the gestal looks at the whole picture from a soul level. 499 00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:40,800 Speaker 1: So I I like to work from a soul level, 500 00:40:41,400 --> 00:40:52,239 Speaker 1: transformational level, and a individuated level Latin, the astrologers working 501 00:40:52,280 --> 00:41:02,200 Speaker 1: through so many levels. All right, well, let's talk about 502 00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:07,360 Speaker 1: this Neptune stuff happening. This it's the Neptune Jupiter conjunction 503 00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:12,160 Speaker 1: in high seas, which only happens every thirteen years. Yes, 504 00:41:12,880 --> 00:41:16,040 Speaker 1: and so when we look at Neptune, you're looking at 505 00:41:16,080 --> 00:41:21,040 Speaker 1: the highest expression of spirit in man. This dissolves, like 506 00:41:21,080 --> 00:41:28,439 Speaker 1: I said, all individual and physical forms. This is universal love. Uh. 507 00:41:28,480 --> 00:41:32,320 Speaker 1: And then Jupiter when so when you have two energies 508 00:41:32,360 --> 00:41:38,840 Speaker 1: that come together, they make a they come together to 509 00:41:38,840 --> 00:41:42,680 Speaker 1: to then make a definition of those two energies and 510 00:41:42,680 --> 00:41:47,880 Speaker 1: then as a separate one is the seed. Neptune is 511 00:41:47,920 --> 00:41:51,640 Speaker 1: the seed because it's the slower planet. Jupiter is faster. 512 00:41:51,840 --> 00:41:57,440 Speaker 1: So Jupiter, which is the planet of opportunity, growth, abundance 513 00:41:57,560 --> 00:42:04,520 Speaker 1: inwardly and outwardly, it's moves away from Neptune that set 514 00:42:04,600 --> 00:42:08,080 Speaker 1: the seed to go out into the world for thirteen 515 00:42:08,200 --> 00:42:15,040 Speaker 1: years and learn and grow and expand on that neptunean 516 00:42:15,120 --> 00:42:19,719 Speaker 1: principle and impulse. But it's in Pisces, So that's the 517 00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:26,160 Speaker 1: energy it's bringing and is a very like water ema 518 00:42:26,160 --> 00:42:35,480 Speaker 1: of feelings. Is all about self sacrifice. Okay, that's that 519 00:42:35,640 --> 00:42:42,640 Speaker 1: twelve house again, it's it's pisces. Let's let's think about this. 520 00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:48,800 Speaker 1: Their hospital workers, their doctors, their nurses, they're jailers, they're 521 00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:53,480 Speaker 1: they're people that are helping other people first and foremost 522 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:58,879 Speaker 1: above their own needs. They're very giving, they're very intuitive, 523 00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:03,520 Speaker 1: they're very get, they're very guided by a spiritual principle. 524 00:43:04,920 --> 00:43:09,640 Speaker 1: And so when we look at Neptune, what we're looking 525 00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:13,520 Speaker 1: at is that seed principle of your beliefs and your 526 00:43:13,520 --> 00:43:19,719 Speaker 1: philosophy about life and how you want to interact, how 527 00:43:20,120 --> 00:43:24,799 Speaker 1: help from culture, society and humanitarian I mean, you know, 528 00:43:25,200 --> 00:43:28,160 Speaker 1: So when I looked at it from a go back 529 00:43:28,239 --> 00:43:32,319 Speaker 1: for many years and looked at this whole cycle, how 530 00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:35,120 Speaker 1: it played out, I was just kind of struck by 531 00:43:35,120 --> 00:43:39,840 Speaker 1: how many wars there were because we're always trying to 532 00:43:40,040 --> 00:43:42,880 Speaker 1: there's all. Look, we live in a dual world, so 533 00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:47,440 Speaker 1: there's two always two factions, especially when we're dealing with 534 00:43:47,520 --> 00:43:51,040 Speaker 1: ego personalities. You got what you think, I have what 535 00:43:51,200 --> 00:43:54,960 Speaker 1: I think. And then you know, I need to prove 536 00:43:55,040 --> 00:43:57,319 Speaker 1: to you that I'm right. You need to prove to 537 00:43:57,360 --> 00:44:00,600 Speaker 1: me that you're right. So you go after what you want. 538 00:44:00,719 --> 00:44:02,719 Speaker 1: I go after what I want. And now we're in 539 00:44:02,800 --> 00:44:06,600 Speaker 1: a polarity. You know, Neptune is much more democratic, it's 540 00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:13,080 Speaker 1: much more all humanitarian encompassing. So we're shifting into that 541 00:44:13,200 --> 00:44:17,239 Speaker 1: right now because there have been so many wars happening. Well, 542 00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:20,440 Speaker 1: we're moving into a time period now that when it 543 00:44:20,520 --> 00:44:25,960 Speaker 1: goes into its conjunction on April twelve. I am hoping 544 00:44:26,719 --> 00:44:30,560 Speaker 1: that this means within a short period of time we're 545 00:44:30,560 --> 00:44:35,160 Speaker 1: going to get rid of some of this vile polarization 546 00:44:36,440 --> 00:44:39,680 Speaker 1: that's happening all over the planet. I hope. So did 547 00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:43,120 Speaker 1: you hear about this Will Smith Chris Rock situation at 548 00:44:43,160 --> 00:44:46,880 Speaker 1: the Austin course, right? And that to me feels like 549 00:44:47,040 --> 00:44:49,719 Speaker 1: that though it's more of the same, like people are 550 00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:54,960 Speaker 1: just attacking and I don't know, there's all these um opinions, 551 00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:57,319 Speaker 1: and it feels like the same thing. It's felt so 552 00:44:57,520 --> 00:45:00,319 Speaker 1: like so much like politically lately, where it's just so 553 00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:03,480 Speaker 1: divisive and everyone's going to weigh in and there's all 554 00:45:03,560 --> 00:45:06,080 Speaker 1: these fighting and all these issues and everybody is offended 555 00:45:06,080 --> 00:45:09,759 Speaker 1: and somebody's gonna get canceled, and it's that like, I'm 556 00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:11,759 Speaker 1: just sick of that. I'm ready for us to move 557 00:45:11,800 --> 00:45:14,839 Speaker 1: out of it. Well, I imagine everybody's sick of it. 558 00:45:16,680 --> 00:45:19,240 Speaker 1: Even if you're on the other side of my beliefs, 559 00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:23,560 Speaker 1: they're sick of it. So this is why we have wars, 560 00:45:25,000 --> 00:45:27,719 Speaker 1: This is why we have ward. Nobody wants to give 561 00:45:27,800 --> 00:45:32,879 Speaker 1: ground and make it a win win situation, all right. 562 00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:35,759 Speaker 1: So to make things a win win situation, you have 563 00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:39,040 Speaker 1: to be much more of a on a spiritual track 564 00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:47,479 Speaker 1: to understand the greater sense of source. Okay, so let's 565 00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:52,080 Speaker 1: think of this. This conjunction is happening in your eleventh 566 00:45:52,120 --> 00:45:59,040 Speaker 1: House of Hope's dreams and wishes and friends. Okay, all right, 567 00:45:59,480 --> 00:46:04,560 Speaker 1: So there's a need to Uh, you're you're going to 568 00:46:04,640 --> 00:46:13,279 Speaker 1: be impregnated with wanting to achieve ideals, goals, which is 569 00:46:13,320 --> 00:46:16,439 Speaker 1: going to be you're going to be very and see 570 00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:21,520 Speaker 1: Neptune is the attraction repulsion principle in your life and 571 00:46:21,600 --> 00:46:27,560 Speaker 1: the course on spirits terms, not yours. That's a big deal. 572 00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:33,160 Speaker 1: So when you get when you get into neptunean energy, 573 00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:38,120 Speaker 1: you're on spirits terms, you're not on ego personality terms, 574 00:46:38,440 --> 00:46:41,880 Speaker 1: physical terms. But that's for the great like that's what 575 00:46:42,040 --> 00:46:45,439 Speaker 1: everyone is facing right now, right, that's right, But you're 576 00:46:45,480 --> 00:46:49,400 Speaker 1: facing it in the eleventh House of hopes. Dreams, wishes 577 00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:58,040 Speaker 1: and friends. That means, uh, you need to actualize your dreams. 578 00:46:59,440 --> 00:47:06,440 Speaker 1: You need to dream, okay, and so you need to um. 579 00:47:07,600 --> 00:47:10,600 Speaker 1: But the thing with that is is you can become 580 00:47:10,760 --> 00:47:17,040 Speaker 1: so idealistic that it's not really reality. So that's one 581 00:47:17,120 --> 00:47:21,480 Speaker 1: thing you got to be careful of is this reality? 582 00:47:21,640 --> 00:47:24,879 Speaker 1: Is this possibility? Or am I getting too far out there? 583 00:47:26,200 --> 00:47:28,240 Speaker 1: The next thing is is you've got to be careful 584 00:47:28,280 --> 00:47:35,160 Speaker 1: with the friends you choose. M hm. So a lot 585 00:47:35,200 --> 00:47:39,960 Speaker 1: of times with Neptune in the eleventh we we place uh, 586 00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:46,080 Speaker 1: certain values and certain idealizations on people and they can't 587 00:47:46,120 --> 00:47:50,240 Speaker 1: measure up, they can only be themselves, and then we're disappointed, 588 00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:54,160 Speaker 1: uh and let down when they don't follow through with 589 00:47:54,239 --> 00:47:57,960 Speaker 1: what we believe they should have. Yeah, so that you've 590 00:47:57,960 --> 00:48:00,839 Speaker 1: got to be very careful of that. Uh. You've got 591 00:48:00,840 --> 00:48:03,439 Speaker 1: to be careful of not becoming a martyr to them. 592 00:48:03,800 --> 00:48:06,120 Speaker 1: And you've got to make sure that friends are worth 593 00:48:06,200 --> 00:48:09,600 Speaker 1: the time and energy that you invest. And but the 594 00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:12,640 Speaker 1: wonderful thing about it is you're going to have many 595 00:48:12,680 --> 00:48:16,839 Speaker 1: of them with the Jupiter side. So Jupiter will bring 596 00:48:16,920 --> 00:48:22,759 Speaker 1: you in more involved in groups, associations, community, and it's 597 00:48:22,960 --> 00:48:27,120 Speaker 1: most certainly going to be attracting more friends, and those 598 00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:30,160 Speaker 1: are friends where you need to understand they're gonna be 599 00:48:30,239 --> 00:48:35,000 Speaker 1: extremely valuable. And it's not a one sided thing. It 600 00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:39,799 Speaker 1: is a what you give, you get They're going to 601 00:48:39,880 --> 00:48:44,480 Speaker 1: be given to you in an equal exchange. And so 602 00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:48,399 Speaker 1: it's really a very good place now as you move 603 00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:54,680 Speaker 1: into your individuality with rans moving in to your air's house, 604 00:48:55,719 --> 00:49:00,880 Speaker 1: and it's going to help you start interacting with UM 605 00:49:00,920 --> 00:49:05,640 Speaker 1: with friends, uh, to achieve your goals in life and 606 00:49:05,760 --> 00:49:11,720 Speaker 1: a much more individualistic, ambitious way and an honest way. 607 00:49:13,920 --> 00:49:16,879 Speaker 1: So that's if it's in your eleventh house, it would 608 00:49:16,920 --> 00:49:20,560 Speaker 1: be targeting those things. I like the examples of how 609 00:49:21,520 --> 00:49:26,719 Speaker 1: that can play out in individual charts because um, yeah, 610 00:49:26,760 --> 00:49:29,120 Speaker 1: like it's an interesting thing to understand the energy of 611 00:49:29,160 --> 00:49:32,799 Speaker 1: what's happening, but then where it fits in your individual 612 00:49:32,960 --> 00:49:36,680 Speaker 1: chart is so indicative of probably what's happening in each 613 00:49:36,680 --> 00:49:38,880 Speaker 1: person's life. Like I know for sure that's what's going 614 00:49:38,920 --> 00:49:47,080 Speaker 1: on in mind. So exactly, so there you go. Um, 615 00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:52,360 Speaker 1: one of the things that we really need to really 616 00:49:52,520 --> 00:49:58,759 Speaker 1: understand about nepdude, because this is the spiritual Um, this 617 00:49:58,920 --> 00:50:04,959 Speaker 1: is the most spiritual energy that we deal with and 618 00:50:05,360 --> 00:50:09,520 Speaker 1: wherever you have Neptune in the chart. This is where 619 00:50:09,560 --> 00:50:15,360 Speaker 1: you have been over individualistic in other lifetimes, and now 620 00:50:15,840 --> 00:50:19,759 Speaker 1: Neptune is coming in to dissolve that individual so that 621 00:50:19,840 --> 00:50:23,520 Speaker 1: you can serve people in much more of a spiritual 622 00:50:23,560 --> 00:50:31,000 Speaker 1: way and attitude. Mm hmm okay. And so we have 623 00:50:31,120 --> 00:50:37,000 Speaker 1: to understand, um, that life is flowing, and that flowing 624 00:50:37,960 --> 00:50:46,640 Speaker 1: is um, that the life is unfolding, not on your terms, 625 00:50:46,800 --> 00:50:56,520 Speaker 1: it's on spirits terms. And um, we have to understand 626 00:50:56,640 --> 00:51:01,200 Speaker 1: that what we seek will come to us if it 627 00:51:01,280 --> 00:51:05,760 Speaker 1: belongs to us. I like that one. If it belongs 628 00:51:05,800 --> 00:51:08,719 Speaker 1: like nothing that is for you will miss you. That's 629 00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:12,040 Speaker 1: the that's the quote that up. And then likewise, if 630 00:51:12,080 --> 00:51:16,520 Speaker 1: anything goes, it's because it no longer or does not 631 00:51:16,680 --> 00:51:25,319 Speaker 1: belong to you. And so what you are alone is 632 00:51:25,440 --> 00:51:31,759 Speaker 1: power and nobody can affect that but spirit. Now, try 633 00:51:31,840 --> 00:51:34,840 Speaker 1: to sell a businessman that it is out here trying 634 00:51:34,840 --> 00:51:38,839 Speaker 1: to be ambitious and use as desires to be what 635 00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:41,279 Speaker 1: they think they ought to be or want to be. 636 00:51:42,960 --> 00:51:45,319 Speaker 1: It's hard for all of us. When you let your 637 00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:48,080 Speaker 1: ego start driving the bus, It's like, no, but I 638 00:51:48,120 --> 00:51:51,359 Speaker 1: want these things and I know myself, and so it's 639 00:51:51,400 --> 00:51:56,319 Speaker 1: a very surrendered life to live where you're accepting that 640 00:51:56,440 --> 00:52:00,560 Speaker 1: spirit is guiding you. Even if that is what's happening, 641 00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:02,359 Speaker 1: I think a lot of us want to fight that 642 00:52:02,480 --> 00:52:06,160 Speaker 1: and pretend like we're the ones in charge. Yeah, and 643 00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:10,120 Speaker 1: so if you give up the personal struggle and ambition, 644 00:52:11,040 --> 00:52:16,080 Speaker 1: all that is rightly yours will be drawn to you. 645 00:52:16,080 --> 00:52:19,200 Speaker 1: You just need to say stay in the place of 646 00:52:19,360 --> 00:52:25,280 Speaker 1: let go and let God run my life, and then 647 00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:31,279 Speaker 1: you can formulate the attitude and the creative expression of 648 00:52:31,360 --> 00:52:36,239 Speaker 1: whatever unfolds. Um. I talked about this a lot, but 649 00:52:36,280 --> 00:52:38,680 Speaker 1: I do twelve step work and I was doing the 650 00:52:38,800 --> 00:52:42,160 Speaker 1: Step three stuff with my sponsor last night, and she 651 00:52:42,320 --> 00:52:45,319 Speaker 1: was saying, it's about turning your will in your life 652 00:52:45,320 --> 00:52:47,520 Speaker 1: over to God, right and just getting out of the way. 653 00:52:47,800 --> 00:52:49,640 Speaker 1: And so there was a part of the exercise and 654 00:52:49,680 --> 00:52:52,720 Speaker 1: she made me write on a piece of paper, dear Kelly, 655 00:52:52,960 --> 00:52:56,040 Speaker 1: You're never going to have your way again. Love God. 656 00:52:58,600 --> 00:53:02,520 Speaker 1: I was super piss writing it. I didn't not like it. 657 00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:06,600 Speaker 1: But at the same time, I can look at my 658 00:53:06,680 --> 00:53:08,480 Speaker 1: life the last couple of years and know that I 659 00:53:08,560 --> 00:53:12,160 Speaker 1: have been trying, like I've been driven by my fears, 660 00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:15,279 Speaker 1: by my the emotions. We were talking about and I've 661 00:53:15,320 --> 00:53:19,040 Speaker 1: made decisions that are not productive for my life because 662 00:53:19,080 --> 00:53:21,080 Speaker 1: of it. I mean, I needed all of it obviously 663 00:53:21,120 --> 00:53:23,960 Speaker 1: to get here, but it just is a lot better 664 00:53:23,960 --> 00:53:28,240 Speaker 1: when spirits driving the bus and um. And you've actually 665 00:53:28,320 --> 00:53:31,840 Speaker 1: said to me recently that, uh, with my job, you 666 00:53:31,880 --> 00:53:34,040 Speaker 1: were like, yeah, spirits about to take over all of that. 667 00:53:34,120 --> 00:53:36,360 Speaker 1: So just like do you just need to keep showing 668 00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:40,240 Speaker 1: up and like stop trying to overthink it. So anyway, 669 00:53:40,280 --> 00:53:42,600 Speaker 1: maybe this is lining up with all this neptune energy 670 00:53:44,480 --> 00:53:49,920 Speaker 1: most certainly. Well, let's talk about where this falls, because 671 00:53:49,960 --> 00:53:52,200 Speaker 1: you did the eleventh chart, which is where it hits 672 00:53:52,200 --> 00:53:55,360 Speaker 1: for me. Um. But I'm seeing on this outline that 673 00:53:55,400 --> 00:53:57,840 Speaker 1: you sent me there's all these different places that Neptune 674 00:53:57,840 --> 00:54:02,960 Speaker 1: can hit and all the if its signs. Can you 675 00:54:02,960 --> 00:54:07,680 Speaker 1: talk about those? Let me see, I gotta do this 676 00:54:07,800 --> 00:54:16,760 Speaker 1: by memory here now. And so if it's in okay, 677 00:54:16,880 --> 00:54:22,080 Speaker 1: So for an Aery's it's going to be uh, it's 678 00:54:22,080 --> 00:54:25,359 Speaker 1: going to be in the twelve house like like you. 679 00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:28,080 Speaker 1: So it's going to be a lot of subconscious there's 680 00:54:28,120 --> 00:54:30,600 Speaker 1: going to be a lot of facing fears. It's going 681 00:54:30,640 --> 00:54:35,000 Speaker 1: to be a lot of uh karmic issues that you 682 00:54:35,120 --> 00:54:40,280 Speaker 1: have to understand your motives, your perspective and perceptions. Uh 683 00:54:40,400 --> 00:54:45,319 Speaker 1: for taurists, Um, this probably ain't gonna work because I 684 00:54:45,320 --> 00:54:48,719 Speaker 1: had I didn't work it out beforehand. I'm looking at 685 00:54:48,719 --> 00:54:51,320 Speaker 1: this thing. Did I haven't worked out on that? Oh? 686 00:54:51,360 --> 00:54:56,279 Speaker 1: I did? Wow? You think I'm reading charts every year? 687 00:54:56,760 --> 00:55:00,080 Speaker 1: I thought I was wrong, but I was mistake it. 688 00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:04,520 Speaker 1: You already worked it out. Let's use your areas energy 689 00:55:04,840 --> 00:55:08,400 Speaker 1: and Okay. So if you're a Leo, let's go it 690 00:55:08,440 --> 00:55:10,719 Speaker 1: down like I have it here. If you're a Leo, 691 00:55:10,960 --> 00:55:16,560 Speaker 1: this is about sacrificing, uh, the benefits of your partner. 692 00:55:17,280 --> 00:55:20,200 Speaker 1: So it's giving yourself a way to help others gain 693 00:55:20,280 --> 00:55:23,720 Speaker 1: their resources. Wait, when I cannot clarify, is this people's 694 00:55:23,800 --> 00:55:26,600 Speaker 1: sun sign or is this where it hits in their chart? 695 00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:31,200 Speaker 1: That reading that's where Pisces would be in their chart 696 00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:37,279 Speaker 1: for a leo. Pisces where Pisces would be in their 697 00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:40,840 Speaker 1: chart for a Leo? Or wait or Neptune, Yes for 698 00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:44,160 Speaker 1: a Leo. I don't know you said pisces though, do 699 00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:52,080 Speaker 1: you mean Neptune? Well, Neptune rules Pisces, so when Neptune 700 00:55:52,120 --> 00:55:55,560 Speaker 1: is in Pisces, it would be in Lee. It would 701 00:55:55,600 --> 00:56:02,920 Speaker 1: be in a Leo's eight house of shared sources, intimate partnerships, 702 00:56:03,920 --> 00:56:10,120 Speaker 1: and uh, it would be where you would have you 703 00:56:10,160 --> 00:56:15,759 Speaker 1: would serve the partner from a selfless perspective. So for 704 00:56:15,800 --> 00:56:21,640 Speaker 1: the people listening, is this where the Neptune Pisces energy 705 00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:24,640 Speaker 1: hits their sun sign? Like can they go, Okay, I'm 706 00:56:24,680 --> 00:56:27,520 Speaker 1: a Leo, so I'm gonna listen to that one. Okay. 707 00:56:27,600 --> 00:56:32,920 Speaker 1: So exactly got it. And if you were a sage, 708 00:56:33,520 --> 00:56:37,640 Speaker 1: it would be about finding a stable home and internal 709 00:56:38,160 --> 00:56:41,919 Speaker 1: but more so finding your home within yourself. So you're 710 00:56:41,960 --> 00:56:48,439 Speaker 1: growing a soul. So interesting, okay. And for Pisces, this 711 00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:53,839 Speaker 1: is about personal boundary self expression, it's becoming spiritually oriented. 712 00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:59,680 Speaker 1: For Aquarius, this is about the material world, talents, a 713 00:56:59,760 --> 00:57:06,320 Speaker 1: bill of these that you use for others, not for yourself. See, 714 00:57:06,600 --> 00:57:13,600 Speaker 1: everything's a sacrifice with Neptune. For Capricorn, it's the clarity 715 00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:24,200 Speaker 1: of concepts and thinking and concentration. It's intellectual understanding. For Scorpio, 716 00:57:24,400 --> 00:57:28,680 Speaker 1: it's about the freedom of emotion and expression with children 717 00:57:28,760 --> 00:57:33,840 Speaker 1: will desire, but it's the creativity for the benefit of others, 718 00:57:34,880 --> 00:57:40,480 Speaker 1: not yourself. And so for Libra it's about work and 719 00:57:41,480 --> 00:57:49,040 Speaker 1: working relationships. It's about working alone, natural remedies, focusing on 720 00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:53,360 Speaker 1: the needs of others. So it would be much more 721 00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:59,840 Speaker 1: like a um holistic healer from all times, a massage 722 00:57:59,840 --> 00:58:05,800 Speaker 1: to ear, it's a raiky therapist somebody like that. Uh. 723 00:58:05,880 --> 00:58:12,120 Speaker 1: For Virgo, it's the idealistic relationships out of the ordinary 724 00:58:12,160 --> 00:58:19,600 Speaker 1: and disconnected relations But it's about give and expecting nothing. Wow, 725 00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:27,960 Speaker 1: so giving without motivation for receiving and then for tar cancer. 726 00:58:29,320 --> 00:58:34,920 Speaker 1: This is about your material success, your subconscious mind, the 727 00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:39,480 Speaker 1: poor judgment. It's about a mystical life. It's about the 728 00:58:39,600 --> 00:58:47,480 Speaker 1: spiritual life. For Turists, it's about the career satisfaction of 729 00:58:47,480 --> 00:58:51,880 Speaker 1: the career, but it's more about humanitarian work, medical work, 730 00:58:52,760 --> 00:58:57,440 Speaker 1: service work. For Jim and I, it's about the friendships, 731 00:58:57,520 --> 00:59:06,360 Speaker 1: honesty with the groups. But it's about definite aims and goals. Okay, 732 00:59:07,000 --> 00:59:11,840 Speaker 1: all those signs will will relate to that in some way, 733 00:59:11,880 --> 00:59:15,840 Speaker 1: shape or form. But just remember that Neptune is to 734 00:59:16,040 --> 00:59:21,840 Speaker 1: serve our brothers. This is the most brotherhood of all energies. 735 00:59:29,520 --> 00:59:31,960 Speaker 1: And when is this? When is this happening with the 736 00:59:32,080 --> 00:59:37,560 Speaker 1: Neptune Jupiter conjunction in April April twelfth, so mid month 737 00:59:37,720 --> 00:59:41,919 Speaker 1: will be will really be feeling these energies of serving others, 738 00:59:42,360 --> 00:59:46,240 Speaker 1: looking at how we can serve others. It sounds like 739 00:59:46,280 --> 00:59:55,520 Speaker 1: a lot of ego death happening very good actually, I mean, 740 00:59:55,560 --> 00:59:58,520 Speaker 1: if we're going back to that Will Smith Um Chris 741 00:59:58,600 --> 01:00:02,000 Speaker 1: Rock situation, it feel as like, as a greater whole, 742 01:00:02,720 --> 01:00:05,560 Speaker 1: we are about to just implode if we don't get 743 01:00:05,600 --> 01:00:10,720 Speaker 1: out of our own way. And just like the divisiveness, 744 01:00:10,760 --> 01:00:13,720 Speaker 1: like I've talked about, if we keep trying to battle 745 01:00:13,800 --> 01:00:17,640 Speaker 1: our own you know, opinions so hardcore and not hearing 746 01:00:17,680 --> 01:00:20,480 Speaker 1: other people, are not having empathy or anything like that. 747 01:00:20,520 --> 01:00:22,720 Speaker 1: Like it feels like that's been a consistent theme the 748 01:00:22,800 --> 01:00:25,880 Speaker 1: last couple of years. And so I'm hoping this energy 749 01:00:25,880 --> 01:00:28,919 Speaker 1: is gonna maybe level us out a little bit with that. Well, 750 01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:31,720 Speaker 1: it's yeah, I mean to me, it's all about we've 751 01:00:31,760 --> 01:00:36,680 Speaker 1: lost an ability to have win win situations. Yeah yeah 752 01:00:36,720 --> 01:00:41,520 Speaker 1: with people. I mean, I just have my belief that 753 01:00:41,640 --> 01:00:43,720 Speaker 1: you have your beliefs. We ought to be able to 754 01:00:45,080 --> 01:00:48,280 Speaker 1: work together. You get some of what you want, I 755 01:00:48,320 --> 01:00:50,080 Speaker 1: guess some of what I want, and it's a win 756 01:00:50,160 --> 01:00:57,880 Speaker 1: win compromise compromise. I mean, but that's like relationship one 757 01:00:57,880 --> 01:00:59,920 Speaker 1: oh one, right, Like I mean, and so we do 758 01:01:00,160 --> 01:01:03,520 Speaker 1: need to look at it for the greater hole here. 759 01:01:03,600 --> 01:01:06,800 Speaker 1: I mean, you know, we're we're in this such hatefulness 760 01:01:06,800 --> 01:01:14,000 Speaker 1: and aggressiveness and assertedness. Um, it's extremely ego driven. And 761 01:01:14,080 --> 01:01:17,560 Speaker 1: this is why I'm just I got my fingers crossed 762 01:01:17,600 --> 01:01:23,320 Speaker 1: at this uh Neptune Jupiter. Um, We'll start leveling that 763 01:01:23,400 --> 01:01:27,840 Speaker 1: out a little bit um as we move forward, because 764 01:01:27,880 --> 01:01:31,880 Speaker 1: I think it's really important for this country especially amen 765 01:01:32,040 --> 01:01:37,080 Speaker 1: to that. I guess we shall see April twelve, big 766 01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:45,600 Speaker 1: day for us. The beginning of thirteen years. Oh wow, Okay, 767 01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:47,960 Speaker 1: well that could be good though, right, Like it's getting 768 01:01:48,000 --> 01:01:54,000 Speaker 1: out of ourselves. Yes, are you saying ultimately maybe it's 769 01:01:54,000 --> 01:01:57,440 Speaker 1: going to be a little painful in the beginning process. Well, 770 01:01:57,480 --> 01:02:00,240 Speaker 1: I think that's what I started looking at when was 771 01:02:00,280 --> 01:02:05,200 Speaker 1: looking at it in history in thirteen year increments, is 772 01:02:06,040 --> 01:02:09,320 Speaker 1: you kind of look at it from like a three 773 01:02:09,440 --> 01:02:15,000 Speaker 1: or four year period, you know, coming in and then 774 01:02:15,360 --> 01:02:19,600 Speaker 1: then happening, and then another couple of years afterwards. See, 775 01:02:19,640 --> 01:02:25,000 Speaker 1: that's how cycles work. So it's always a coming in 776 01:02:25,760 --> 01:02:30,880 Speaker 1: the focus point and then it's starting to manifest. So 777 01:02:31,000 --> 01:02:36,080 Speaker 1: when we met start to manifest ideals, I mean, all 778 01:02:36,120 --> 01:02:39,200 Speaker 1: we can do is get it started. And see that's 779 01:02:39,320 --> 01:02:43,320 Speaker 1: very aries airs The biggest complaint about air reasons are 780 01:02:43,360 --> 01:02:47,560 Speaker 1: not finishers, but they are pioneers. They are adventures. So 781 01:02:47,680 --> 01:02:50,919 Speaker 1: the air reas principle is to go in and make 782 01:02:51,000 --> 01:02:55,760 Speaker 1: the discovery. Then the tourist principle comes behind it and 783 01:02:56,040 --> 01:03:02,160 Speaker 1: establishes security and stabilization. Then the cancer principle comes in 784 01:03:02,920 --> 01:03:06,160 Speaker 1: and then brings it in starts trying to make it 785 01:03:06,240 --> 01:03:12,640 Speaker 1: take shape and form into a new reality. Then the 786 01:03:12,720 --> 01:03:17,480 Speaker 1: Virgo principle comes in and starts inquiring and questioning on 787 01:03:17,600 --> 01:03:21,800 Speaker 1: what's needed, what works, what do work working together as 788 01:03:21,840 --> 01:03:27,360 Speaker 1: a whole instead of individually. Then then then Libra comes 789 01:03:27,400 --> 01:03:31,240 Speaker 1: in and says, okay, this is what you've created for 790 01:03:31,280 --> 01:03:34,480 Speaker 1: seven years. How do you like It doesn't look like 791 01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:37,760 Speaker 1: it works like you wanted it to work. Do you 792 01:03:37,840 --> 01:03:43,160 Speaker 1: need to make some adjustments? And then uh, you have 793 01:03:43,320 --> 01:03:49,520 Speaker 1: the Sagittarius principle Scorpi Scorpio Sagittarius principle come in and 794 01:03:49,640 --> 01:03:53,440 Speaker 1: say how does that work for everybody? How does this 795 01:03:53,520 --> 01:03:57,080 Speaker 1: work for the whole? How does this work for uh 796 01:03:57,240 --> 01:04:01,160 Speaker 1: society in general and humanity? And then you have the 797 01:04:01,200 --> 01:04:05,720 Speaker 1: Capricorn principle comes in and you say, well, this is 798 01:04:05,800 --> 01:04:10,400 Speaker 1: how it turned out, but you know there must be 799 01:04:10,480 --> 01:04:14,520 Speaker 1: something more. So you get the accolades at the Capricorn 800 01:04:14,600 --> 01:04:19,320 Speaker 1: principle after about ten years, Well this is what we created, 801 01:04:20,000 --> 01:04:23,000 Speaker 1: and so you get that and you say, you know, 802 01:04:23,160 --> 01:04:26,080 Speaker 1: but there's still some work to be done. So now 803 01:04:26,200 --> 01:04:29,960 Speaker 1: you shift from the past and look to the future. 804 01:04:30,560 --> 01:04:34,440 Speaker 1: How do we make a greater future? And then the 805 01:04:34,480 --> 01:04:39,360 Speaker 1: Pisces comes in and says, all right, give everything you 806 01:04:39,520 --> 01:04:43,720 Speaker 1: experienced in the cycle back over to God which it came, 807 01:04:44,320 --> 01:04:48,520 Speaker 1: and he will give you a new impression, new insights, 808 01:04:48,640 --> 01:04:52,960 Speaker 1: new dreams, and ideals to move forward into the next cycle. 809 01:04:54,240 --> 01:04:57,080 Speaker 1: So we're at the beginning of that. So we're at 810 01:04:57,080 --> 01:05:00,680 Speaker 1: the beginning of it. All right, we've got to go 811 01:05:00,720 --> 01:05:13,240 Speaker 1: out in the exploratory Um mindset. Mmm, I'm thinking so okay, Well, 812 01:05:14,120 --> 01:05:16,520 Speaker 1: I guess we'll just see what happens. Someone said to 813 01:05:16,560 --> 01:05:19,160 Speaker 1: me the other day, Um, we were talking about when 814 01:05:19,200 --> 01:05:23,000 Speaker 1: you said something about the soul um or being on 815 01:05:23,040 --> 01:05:25,080 Speaker 1: a soul journey and not feeling pain, and you're like, 816 01:05:25,120 --> 01:05:28,840 Speaker 1: that's not realistic. Uh, someone said to me. Pain only 817 01:05:28,920 --> 01:05:32,840 Speaker 1: comes actually though, when we're resisting, like when we're fighting. 818 01:05:32,880 --> 01:05:36,560 Speaker 1: What's happening because pain is a part of the human experience. 819 01:05:37,000 --> 01:05:40,440 Speaker 1: But if we can like just accept accept the present 820 01:05:40,480 --> 01:05:43,080 Speaker 1: moment as it is, it just is, you know, that 821 01:05:43,200 --> 01:05:45,920 Speaker 1: kind of mentality, we can save ourselves a lot of pain. 822 01:05:46,000 --> 01:05:50,440 Speaker 1: And so I'm hoping maybe we're shifting into that energy 823 01:05:50,680 --> 01:05:54,360 Speaker 1: like surrendering versus all this resistance that we've brought the 824 01:05:54,440 --> 01:05:57,200 Speaker 1: last couple of years of just the fighting and the divisiveness. 825 01:05:57,240 --> 01:06:01,080 Speaker 1: And my opinion, your opinion are go driving the bus, 826 01:06:01,120 --> 01:06:04,640 Speaker 1: Like hopefully we're gonna start laying that down a bit. Well, 827 01:06:04,720 --> 01:06:09,200 Speaker 1: another way and another way to say that is frustration 828 01:06:09,400 --> 01:06:12,600 Speaker 1: comes when you've put too much emphasis on the details. 829 01:06:13,520 --> 01:06:19,640 Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Yeah. A lot of times I find this 830 01:06:20,560 --> 01:06:23,720 Speaker 1: with clients. This is the difference between Uh, they're all 831 01:06:23,760 --> 01:06:28,479 Speaker 1: in their head, so there's a disconnect from the heart 832 01:06:28,800 --> 01:06:35,520 Speaker 1: from the feelings. So that that causes most conflicts in 833 01:06:35,560 --> 01:06:39,240 Speaker 1: our life, is the conflict between the head and the heart. 834 01:06:40,720 --> 01:06:42,160 Speaker 1: I mean, if you have to think about it, if 835 01:06:42,200 --> 01:06:45,880 Speaker 1: you follow the heart, how bad can you go off course? 836 01:06:47,760 --> 01:06:51,520 Speaker 1: If you follow the mind, you can end up in 837 01:06:51,760 --> 01:06:58,920 Speaker 1: Yack them all Valley mm hmm. And thinking about that 838 01:06:59,080 --> 01:07:03,240 Speaker 1: one I need to I need to ponder that because 839 01:07:03,280 --> 01:07:05,280 Speaker 1: I was thinking about it in terms of relationship, and 840 01:07:05,320 --> 01:07:07,760 Speaker 1: I know a lot of times I've followed my heart 841 01:07:08,400 --> 01:07:12,120 Speaker 1: even when my head says no and it gets me 842 01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:19,840 Speaker 1: into trouble. Well do you think you followed your heart? 843 01:07:21,080 --> 01:07:25,080 Speaker 1: I guess am I thinking? This is what I'm saying, 844 01:07:27,480 --> 01:07:33,200 Speaker 1: because feelings and emotions are the only truth, right, this 845 01:07:33,280 --> 01:07:43,640 Speaker 1: is not why were you so attached emotionally or from 846 01:07:43,640 --> 01:07:49,960 Speaker 1: the heart or so the feelings? What did you fear? Right? 847 01:07:51,080 --> 01:07:57,200 Speaker 1: There you go. I'll journal about that later. Okay, tell 848 01:07:57,280 --> 01:08:00,840 Speaker 1: the people where they can find you. They can find 849 01:08:00,840 --> 01:08:04,040 Speaker 1: me at Marvin and Astro marv on my email. They 850 01:08:04,040 --> 01:08:09,120 Speaker 1: can go to astro marv u dot com and find 851 01:08:09,160 --> 01:08:14,840 Speaker 1: me there. They can always reach out and contact me, 852 01:08:14,920 --> 01:08:19,920 Speaker 1: and uh, I'll be glad to help. Yeah, get a 853 01:08:19,920 --> 01:08:21,920 Speaker 1: reading of your chart so you know where this stuff 854 01:08:22,000 --> 01:08:25,479 Speaker 1: fits into your own life. For me, what Marvel's using 855 01:08:25,479 --> 01:08:29,080 Speaker 1: the examples of my chart, it completely lines up. It 856 01:08:29,200 --> 01:08:31,680 Speaker 1: means like totally lines up with exactly where I am. 857 01:08:31,720 --> 01:08:34,720 Speaker 1: And so for me, it's it's that thing of just like, uh, 858 01:08:35,840 --> 01:08:39,280 Speaker 1: this makes sense, Like I wonder I've been feeling driven 859 01:08:39,320 --> 01:08:42,000 Speaker 1: this way. It kind of makes it makes life a 860 01:08:42,000 --> 01:08:46,000 Speaker 1: little less scary. I don't know why. Woll we call that? Adam? 861 01:08:46,040 --> 01:08:49,519 Speaker 1: Bombs and consciousness? What do you mean? Oh yeah, aha, 862 01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:57,639 Speaker 1: moment is what Oprah calls them. But yeah, all right, Marv, 863 01:08:57,880 --> 01:09:01,679 Speaker 1: thanks for being Delly, Glly. This has been We'll see 864 01:09:01,720 --> 01:09:05,519 Speaker 1: you next month, all right, you'd be good. Thanks for 865 01:09:05,600 --> 01:09:08,559 Speaker 1: listening to The Velvet's Edge podcast with Kelly Henderson, where 866 01:09:08,560 --> 01:09:11,479 Speaker 1: we believe everyone has a little velvet and a little edge. 867 01:09:11,720 --> 01:09:16,080 Speaker 1: Subscribe for more conversations on life, style, beauty and relationships. 868 01:09:16,280 --> 01:09:18,760 Speaker 1: Search Velvet's Edge wherever you get your podcasts.