1 00:00:03,920 --> 00:00:06,440 Speaker 1: I went home and I pulled up my shirt and 2 00:00:06,480 --> 00:00:09,000 Speaker 1: I said, I got laughed at today and this is 3 00:00:09,039 --> 00:00:14,640 Speaker 1: why there's something wrong. And my mother's reaction was so interesting. 4 00:00:14,720 --> 00:00:16,880 Speaker 1: It was like her face was very plank. 5 00:00:19,280 --> 00:00:23,760 Speaker 2: That's Alison Landa speaking about the realization that changed her life. 6 00:00:24,600 --> 00:00:28,880 Speaker 1: And I was, of course in tears. It was something 7 00:00:28,920 --> 00:00:31,760 Speaker 1: that I never expected would have happened to me. And 8 00:00:31,800 --> 00:00:34,280 Speaker 1: then when I realized this is not just happening to me, 9 00:00:34,680 --> 00:00:37,479 Speaker 1: this is who and what I am. I needed her 10 00:00:37,520 --> 00:00:42,000 Speaker 1: to help me, and I started to realize in that moment, 11 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:46,400 Speaker 1: help is not afoot. This is probably not going to happen. 12 00:00:47,960 --> 00:00:51,400 Speaker 2: I'm Danny Shapiro and welcome to the new season of 13 00:00:51,440 --> 00:00:55,319 Speaker 2: Family Secrets. Sometimes it's hard to believe we're entering our 14 00:00:55,360 --> 00:01:00,640 Speaker 2: eighth season, and yet we're constantly discovering new secrets of them. 15 00:01:00,880 --> 00:01:05,080 Speaker 2: The variety of them continues to be astonishing. I can't 16 00:01:05,120 --> 00:01:10,400 Speaker 2: wait to share ten incredible stories with you, stories of tenacity, resilience, 17 00:01:10,720 --> 00:01:15,640 Speaker 2: and the profoundly necessary excavation of long held family secrets. 18 00:01:17,400 --> 00:01:21,039 Speaker 2: Welcome to season eight, which drops on Thursday, May fourth. 19 00:01:22,440 --> 00:01:26,399 Speaker 2: Here's Isaac Fitzgerald reflecting on New Year's Eve nineteen ninety 20 00:01:26,480 --> 00:01:29,280 Speaker 2: nine and the promise of a new millennium. 21 00:01:29,800 --> 00:01:33,199 Speaker 3: We were excited. Yeah, clean slate, and we couldn't wait 22 00:01:33,280 --> 00:01:36,920 Speaker 3: for it because why not restart look at all the 23 00:01:37,000 --> 00:01:39,920 Speaker 3: things that were going wrong. One of the movies that 24 00:01:39,959 --> 00:01:42,080 Speaker 3: were very drawn to, which was that same kind of 25 00:01:42,080 --> 00:01:45,640 Speaker 3: time period, was Py Club. What we've really loved about 26 00:01:45,640 --> 00:01:46,360 Speaker 3: that film was. 27 00:01:46,400 --> 00:01:50,040 Speaker 4: It ends with this wipeing of the deck, this idea 28 00:01:50,120 --> 00:01:55,000 Speaker 4: that maybe society could restart. And we thought that would 29 00:01:55,080 --> 00:01:57,560 Speaker 4: be tremendous. 30 00:01:57,440 --> 00:01:59,680 Speaker 3: Because when you're on the bottom, that's what you're always 31 00:01:59,680 --> 00:02:01,280 Speaker 3: hoping for, a reshuffler. 32 00:02:01,920 --> 00:02:04,400 Speaker 4: You want to see if you can get delta better hand. 33 00:02:04,960 --> 00:02:06,720 Speaker 4: This head sucks. 34 00:02:07,640 --> 00:02:10,839 Speaker 2: And Carmen Rita Wang, who spent much of her life 35 00:02:10,919 --> 00:02:13,360 Speaker 2: wondering about her very identity. 36 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:17,120 Speaker 5: Something was gnawing at me that I couldn't put my 37 00:02:17,160 --> 00:02:20,840 Speaker 5: finger on that. I just felt somehow that there was 38 00:02:20,880 --> 00:02:25,760 Speaker 5: a piece missing. I was looking for where Poppy lived 39 00:02:25,760 --> 00:02:28,920 Speaker 5: in me. It wasn't that I was looking for being Chinese. 40 00:02:28,960 --> 00:02:31,480 Speaker 5: The culture was there, the ethnicity was there. I'm talking 41 00:02:31,480 --> 00:02:34,440 Speaker 5: about like the human being of Peter, which was what 42 00:02:34,520 --> 00:02:37,320 Speaker 5: his name was, Peter Wang. Where was he in me? 43 00:02:38,160 --> 00:02:43,760 Speaker 5: His attitude, his personality, his temper, his jokes, like all 44 00:02:43,840 --> 00:02:47,200 Speaker 5: these sort of things, Where was it and I couldn't 45 00:02:47,200 --> 00:02:49,040 Speaker 5: find it. And that's where kind of the seed was 46 00:02:49,080 --> 00:02:50,600 Speaker 5: planted that something was up. 47 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:57,080 Speaker 2: I hope you'll join me and my extraordinary guests for 48 00:02:57,160 --> 00:03:00,919 Speaker 2: this new season of Family Secrets, coming Thursday, May fourth, 49 00:03:01,080 --> 00:03:04,959 Speaker 2: from iHeartMedia and available wherever you get your podcasts.