WEBVTT - CRAFTING LITTLE MEN 0:00:00.520 --> 0:00:03.040 Home from Alaca. 0:00:04.680 --> 0:00:05.120 Alaka. 0:00:05.640 --> 0:00:12.040 Hello, Hello, hello, yes, yes, hello? 0:00:12.160 --> 0:00:13.280 Is this the frog. 0:00:14.560 --> 0:00:15.800 From gaycu. 0:00:17.680 --> 0:00:18.560 Mm hmmm. 0:00:21.239 --> 0:00:28.320 Sure, okay, listen, I'm having a bit of an issue 0:00:28.440 --> 0:00:30.480 with my car okay. 0:00:32.640 --> 0:00:32.760 Uh. 0:00:34.440 --> 0:00:36.400 And I'm on your insurance playing right now? 0:00:37.200 --> 0:00:37.320 Uh? 0:00:39.120 --> 0:00:42.240 Can you can you get me covered so so I 0:00:42.320 --> 0:00:43.040 don't get food? 0:00:45.400 --> 0:00:45.440 What? 0:00:47.280 --> 0:00:48.120 Okay? Okay? 0:00:48.240 --> 0:00:48.400 Well? 0:00:49.000 --> 0:00:51.040 Anyways, how you doing tonight, mister frog? 0:00:53.360 --> 0:00:53.800 I'm all right? 0:00:55.160 --> 0:00:55.480 Aha? 0:00:55.560 --> 0:00:58.160 School with your drinking water? 0:01:00.240 --> 0:01:04.160 Okay? And what's your greatest here? 0:01:09.480 --> 0:01:09.520 What? 0:01:11.040 --> 0:01:12.479 What is your greatest fear? 0:01:17.080 --> 0:01:17.959 Can I ask you a question? 0:01:18.920 --> 0:01:19.120 Yes? 0:01:19.240 --> 0:01:19.600 What's up? 0:01:20.680 --> 0:01:21.839 What is your greatest fear? 0:01:23.080 --> 0:01:23.240 Oh? 0:01:23.319 --> 0:01:24.200 My greatest here? 0:01:27.000 --> 0:01:28.600 Okay, don't last okay. 0:01:30.959 --> 0:01:35.800 Hold on, hold on, hold on, all right, I mean 0:01:37.080 --> 0:01:41.920 I wasn't gonna Where did you think this would go? 0:01:42.200 --> 0:01:43.480 And where? And how does that? 0:01:43.640 --> 0:01:44.040 How that? 0:01:44.360 --> 0:01:49.680 How is that different from where it has gone? And 0:01:49.800 --> 0:01:51.920 be please be honest with me if you can. I 0:01:52.040 --> 0:01:53.480 know you don't want to. I know you want to 0:01:53.560 --> 0:01:55.600 keep doing it. But I know that there's a part 0:01:56.240 --> 0:01:59.000 in you that can be reached to do an honest 0:01:59.760 --> 0:02:03.240 valuealuation to do I want to. I mean, seriously, you 0:02:03.320 --> 0:02:06.120 know how much I mean, I know there's a part 0:02:06.160 --> 0:02:12.040 in you that understands that a genuine if you stop 0:02:12.200 --> 0:02:14.160 doing the voice real quick, and we got to a 0:02:14.200 --> 0:02:20.079 point where we're genuinely evaluating what the way that this 0:02:20.240 --> 0:02:22.680 played out versus the way you thought it would play 0:02:22.680 --> 0:02:25.160 out in your head, we both know that would be 0:02:25.280 --> 0:02:28.160 more valuable for us than if you kept doing the voice. 0:02:29.639 --> 0:02:31.120 I mean you, I know, I mean, look, you're gonna 0:02:31.120 --> 0:02:33.200 do whatever you're gonna do. I'm not You're not obligated 0:02:33.240 --> 0:02:35.280 to do anything, you know, you know me anything, But 0:02:35.360 --> 0:02:37.679 I'm but I'm so curious what that would look like. 0:02:37.760 --> 0:02:40.079 Are you not curious what that would look like? Can 0:02:40.120 --> 0:02:41.400 I appeal to that sense in you? 0:02:45.040 --> 0:02:45.160 Oh? 0:02:45.320 --> 0:02:53.959 Yeah, sure? 0:02:54.880 --> 0:02:55.200 All right? 0:02:55.919 --> 0:02:56.200 All right? 0:02:56.520 --> 0:02:58.560 How did this go compared to how you thought it 0:02:58.560 --> 0:02:58.840 would go? 0:03:04.040 --> 0:03:04.280 Again? 0:03:04.320 --> 0:03:10.160 Now I'm going to be serious. I was gonna go 0:03:10.680 --> 0:03:20.560 from joking to actually like talking about real problems. But now, okay, So, 0:03:22.320 --> 0:03:25.720 to be honest, my greatest fear would have. 0:03:25.880 --> 0:03:26.080 To be. 0:03:29.400 --> 0:03:33.280 Most likely government issues and the middle and how're in 0:03:33.360 --> 0:03:34.440 the middle of a pandemic? 0:03:39.120 --> 0:03:41.960 Are you afraid of the government's inability to handle what? 0:03:42.080 --> 0:03:42.400 What? What? 0:03:42.520 --> 0:03:42.640 How? 0:03:42.680 --> 0:03:44.800 Are you you're afraid of our government? 0:03:46.360 --> 0:03:47.240 Yes? I feel like. 0:03:50.240 --> 0:03:54.360 They don't know what they're doing. And I feel like 0:03:54.440 --> 0:03:59.080 that we're most likely going to be in this pandemic 0:03:59.200 --> 0:04:02.280 for a couple more years. And that's my fear because 0:04:03.320 --> 0:04:06.240 I like, I want to go and you know, I 0:04:06.360 --> 0:04:08.480 want to go get out of the pandemic. 0:04:08.880 --> 0:04:10.920 But in order to do that, you know, people need 0:04:11.000 --> 0:04:18.640 to stop being idiotic and you know, be reasonable and 0:04:19.560 --> 0:04:27.160 just it's scary to think that there there might be 0:04:27.880 --> 0:04:31.480 no possible solution to end this pandemic. 0:04:32.839 --> 0:04:35.239 Well, you know, I can't say that I know anything 0:04:35.279 --> 0:04:42.360 about how the future lies, but you know, I hope 0:04:42.400 --> 0:04:53.960 for the best. I try to remain optimistic. That's about 0:04:54.000 --> 0:04:56.320 all we can do. I mean, everything that could possibly 0:04:56.400 --> 0:04:59.600 have been said about the uncertainty of coronavirus has been said, 0:05:00.320 --> 0:05:05.520 So you know, I think I think you put it 0:05:05.600 --> 0:05:09.479 well though, I think. I mean, I'm dumb. I don't 0:05:09.480 --> 0:05:11.600 know anything. I don't you know, I'm gonna vote, but 0:05:11.800 --> 0:05:17.800 I don't understand the political process or really anything at all, 0:05:17.880 --> 0:05:21.320 because I don't know anything because I didn't pay attention 0:05:21.480 --> 0:05:24.200 in school. But I hope you feel better. 0:05:25.600 --> 0:05:28.560 Thank you, And I hope you feel better, And to 0:05:28.680 --> 0:05:33.240 the chat, I hope that you can soon, hopefully get 0:05:33.279 --> 0:05:36.840 out of this pandemic. Love y'all, see you later. 0:05:37.600 --> 0:05:51.920 Have a good night. Hef Hello, this is Lio, the 0:05:52.279 --> 0:05:59.200 fucking get cool guy. That was you know, I recorded. 0:05:59.279 --> 0:06:01.360 This is the second draft of this intro that I've 0:06:01.400 --> 0:06:03.560 recorded so far. The first one I was singing the 0:06:03.760 --> 0:06:06.080 entire time, and then I listened back to it and 0:06:06.120 --> 0:06:09.520 I was like, I'm not I'm gonna not do that. 0:06:11.279 --> 0:06:13.120 So no one's ever gonna listen to no one's ever 0:06:13.160 --> 0:06:16.040 gonna get to hear that ever. But anyway, Look, this 0:06:16.200 --> 0:06:19.920 is therapy Gecko. This is a show where strangers call 0:06:20.040 --> 0:06:24.640 me and we talk about uh, pretty much everything and 0:06:24.800 --> 0:06:30.920 also and sometimes nothing too. And I'm very excited for this. 0:06:31.320 --> 0:06:35.640 H This evening's program got all sorts of calls about 0:06:35.640 --> 0:06:38.239 all sorts of things, and also some calls that aren't 0:06:38.240 --> 0:06:43.200 about anything at all, which is fine. You know, I 0:06:43.279 --> 0:06:45.000 just look, I wanted to prepare you. I had to 0:06:45.080 --> 0:06:49.480 mention that because sometimes, you know, look, a lot of 0:06:49.560 --> 0:06:52.680 podcasts out there, they like to have all these conversations 0:06:52.720 --> 0:06:55.120 about different stuff. You know. You know how there's the 0:06:55.160 --> 0:06:58.599 baseball podcast and it's like, well, we talk about baseball, 0:06:58.680 --> 0:07:01.599 and then there's you know, the sex in relationship podcasts 0:07:01.600 --> 0:07:04.680 where they're like, we talk about sex and relationships, and 0:07:04.720 --> 0:07:07.520 then there's the movie podcast where we're gonna talk about movies. 0:07:07.560 --> 0:07:10.080 We'll go, well, I want to you know, look, let's 0:07:10.120 --> 0:07:13.600 carve a space out here at Spotify and Apple Music 0:07:13.680 --> 0:07:16.360 and wherever else where we can. Hey, let's be the 0:07:16.480 --> 0:07:19.960 podcast where you don't really have to sometimes we talk 0:07:20.000 --> 0:07:25.600 about stuff, but not all the time. All right, this, 0:07:25.880 --> 0:07:30.240 this is this has been too long. I apologize anyway. 0:07:30.960 --> 0:07:34.120 You can call the Getto every Monday, Wednesday and Friday 0:07:34.160 --> 0:07:38.200 at ten pm Eastern Standard Time on twitch dot tv, 0:07:38.840 --> 0:07:43.000 slash lyle forever and without further ado. Let's let's get 0:07:43.040 --> 0:07:50.960 into it, baby, all from. 0:07:52.360 --> 0:07:53.040 A mom. 0:07:55.080 --> 0:07:59.200 Ed mon et mon yep, what's up? 0:08:00.600 --> 0:08:00.720 Uh? 0:08:03.560 --> 0:08:03.840 Not much? 0:08:03.920 --> 0:08:04.360 What's up with you? 0:08:06.160 --> 0:08:06.200 No? 0:08:06.800 --> 0:08:07.160 Not much? 0:08:07.920 --> 0:08:08.360 That's cool? 0:08:16.560 --> 0:08:18.880 How you been having good? How you been? 0:08:20.680 --> 0:08:22.680 Yeah? You know it could be better? 0:08:24.360 --> 0:08:24.520 Why? 0:08:25.320 --> 0:08:25.800 What's wrong? 0:08:29.920 --> 0:08:31.000 Work up my hours? 0:08:33.600 --> 0:08:34.400 Where do you work. 0:08:36.920 --> 0:08:38.120 At a warehouse? 0:08:41.240 --> 0:08:42.080 What kind of warehouse? 0:08:44.000 --> 0:08:46.199 We create board games? 0:08:48.040 --> 0:08:49.040 You create board games? 0:08:49.880 --> 0:08:52.480 Yes? Like parts Monopoly stuff like that. 0:08:54.800 --> 0:08:56.839 You work at a warehouse that creates Monopoly parts? 0:08:58.240 --> 0:09:03.200 No, we have some board beings. Were working an assembly line? 0:09:05.480 --> 0:09:08.880 What part of the assembly line do you do? 0:09:11.160 --> 0:09:17.719 Depending on the day could be the instruction card or 0:09:19.600 --> 0:09:22.920 the little men like the figures or whatever. 0:09:24.920 --> 0:09:28.280 So you work in a factory all day crafting little men? 0:09:29.400 --> 0:09:32.840 Yes, basicly, I. 0:09:32.840 --> 0:09:34.320 Think it's a good thing that they cut your hours 0:09:34.320 --> 0:09:36.640 because you probably go insane if you do that for 0:09:36.760 --> 0:09:41.360 too long. Yeah, you're going to start to think that 0:09:41.480 --> 0:09:46.400 you are the little man. Do you ever wait, I 0:09:46.480 --> 0:09:47.280 can ask you a question. 0:09:48.240 --> 0:09:48.400 Yeah? 0:09:48.480 --> 0:09:52.200 Yeah, Have you ever been doing your job and thought 0:09:52.200 --> 0:09:56.760 to yourself, I am a big man crafting a little man? 0:09:59.440 --> 0:10:04.760 Not yet? I try to pass the time quickly. What 0:10:04.880 --> 0:10:05.240 do you do? 0:10:05.360 --> 0:10:06.480 What do you do to pass the time? 0:10:08.120 --> 0:10:09.200 I try to daydream? 0:10:10.120 --> 0:10:11.400 What do you daydream about. 0:10:13.920 --> 0:10:14.480 My future? 0:10:15.920 --> 0:10:17.080 What do you dream for the future? 0:10:19.920 --> 0:10:20.840 Having a girlfriend? 0:10:25.280 --> 0:10:27.360 What would your idea girlfriend be? 0:10:27.600 --> 0:10:37.640 Like? Oh mm hmm, let me see you caring? Nice? Active? 0:10:38.440 --> 0:10:43.360 Maybe you said active? 0:10:43.400 --> 0:10:44.440 What do you mean by active? 0:10:45.880 --> 0:10:47.360 Like not just sit around the household me? 0:10:48.520 --> 0:10:49.719 Do you sit around the house all day? 0:10:51.880 --> 0:10:52.200 Maybe? 0:10:55.720 --> 0:10:56.559 I try not to do that. 0:10:59.840 --> 0:11:02.679 I think, Look, if you want an active girlfriend, you 0:11:02.720 --> 0:11:03.640 gotta be active yourself. 0:11:03.720 --> 0:11:03.920 Dude. 0:11:05.040 --> 0:11:06.959 True, yeah, I should work in that. 0:11:09.840 --> 0:11:10.199 What what? 0:11:10.559 --> 0:11:12.560 What what would you want to do? Would you want to. 0:11:15.760 --> 0:11:18.320 Well, I'm in school now, it's college. 0:11:20.240 --> 0:11:22.000 So you're in college and you work at a board 0:11:22.040 --> 0:11:24.400 game factory. Do you play any like college sports? 0:11:26.120 --> 0:11:27.880 No, it's online right now, sadly. 0:11:32.840 --> 0:11:34.600 How often of your day are you outside? 0:11:37.600 --> 0:11:39.240 I go longboarding every day. 0:11:41.120 --> 0:11:41.680 That's active. 0:11:42.880 --> 0:11:47.520 Yeah, and then I walk my dog. 0:11:49.840 --> 0:11:52.480 All right, so you've got some stuff going on. I 0:11:52.600 --> 0:11:56.640 think that you you know, you're all right. Do you 0:11:56.720 --> 0:11:58.800 consider your self caring? Do you care about other people? 0:11:59.400 --> 0:12:00.760 Oh? Yeah, yeah, of course, of course. 0:12:03.160 --> 0:12:06.120 All right, So you're caring and you're active. And what 0:12:06.320 --> 0:12:11.720 is the last thing that you are you hot? 0:12:16.400 --> 0:12:17.319 I can't answer that. 0:12:17.880 --> 0:12:18.760 Why can't you answer that? 0:12:20.240 --> 0:12:23.559 Because either way it's beauty is and the eye of 0:12:23.600 --> 0:12:24.079 the beholder. 0:12:24.440 --> 0:12:26.760 I agree, that's a good answer. 0:12:27.480 --> 0:12:28.600 I don't think I'm ugly. 0:12:30.440 --> 0:12:32.760 How would you rate yourself on a scale from one time. 0:12:35.760 --> 0:12:36.280 Six point? 0:12:38.640 --> 0:12:38.800 Who? 0:12:38.920 --> 0:12:40.199 Who are you with? Are you with someone? 0:12:43.160 --> 0:12:43.360 Yeah? 0:12:43.760 --> 0:12:44.680 My family doesn't. 0:12:46.280 --> 0:12:47.920 Oh okay, can I can? I can I talk to 0:12:47.960 --> 0:12:48.319 one of them? 0:12:49.160 --> 0:12:49.199 No? 0:12:53.600 --> 0:12:55.160 Why can't I talk to one of your family members? 0:12:56.559 --> 0:12:57.440 Don't think I'm weird? 0:12:58.440 --> 0:12:58.600 Why? 0:12:59.840 --> 0:13:00.360 I don't know? 0:13:01.320 --> 0:13:03.839 You know what? God, dammit? What'd you say your name was? 0:13:05.160 --> 0:13:05.199 What? 0:13:06.200 --> 0:13:07.120 What did you say your name was? 0:13:09.160 --> 0:13:09.600 At mom? 0:13:10.559 --> 0:13:13.040 At mom? At mom? Look if you you can't give 0:13:13.280 --> 0:13:15.120 You can't give a fuck if people think you're weird 0:13:15.200 --> 0:13:19.600 at mom. That's why girl. You know what, Girls they 0:13:19.679 --> 0:13:23.120 want someone who doesn't give a fuck if people think 0:13:23.400 --> 0:13:25.719 that they're fucking weird. Man, I think you've got to 0:13:25.760 --> 0:13:28.240 have that confidence. You got to have the confidence to 0:13:28.320 --> 0:13:30.160 go up to your mom and say, Mom, I am 0:13:30.200 --> 0:13:33.599 having a conversation with the internet echo right now, and 0:13:33.679 --> 0:13:34.760 I need you to talk to him. 0:13:37.679 --> 0:13:43.679 I'm blasted, blasted afterward? 0:13:44.000 --> 0:13:46.800 Who blasted by what? What does it even mean? Blasted? 0:13:47.840 --> 0:13:49.200 Like ridicules? 0:13:52.080 --> 0:13:52.719 Did fuck them? 0:13:54.120 --> 0:13:56.760 H What do you care? 0:13:57.240 --> 0:13:57.760 Ed a mom? Man? 0:13:58.640 --> 0:13:59.319 You shouldn't care. 0:14:00.720 --> 0:14:01.240 I shouldn't. 0:14:01.440 --> 0:14:04.680 You shouldn't care at a moment. Look, I'm not gonna 0:14:04.679 --> 0:14:06.400 do that. I'm not gonna say. I'm not gonna I'm 0:14:06.400 --> 0:14:08.160 not gonna force you to tell your parents that you're 0:14:08.160 --> 0:14:10.559 talking to a computer right now. I'm not going to 0:14:10.640 --> 0:14:12.079 force you to do that. But I just want and 0:14:12.320 --> 0:14:15.280 and and by the way, look, in all seriousness, I 0:14:15.360 --> 0:14:18.199 don't think the not giving a fuck attitude can be 0:14:18.320 --> 0:14:21.920 cultivated in a split second, you know, spur in the 0:14:21.960 --> 0:14:24.560 moment adrenaline. Well, I don't think that that's realistic. I 0:14:24.560 --> 0:14:26.080 don't think that's real. That's why I'm not going to 0:14:26.120 --> 0:14:30.360 sit here and until you do it. That would be stupid. 0:14:30.600 --> 0:14:32.440 But I think you should. I think you should think 0:14:32.440 --> 0:14:33.880 about it. I think you should consider it. 0:14:34.840 --> 0:14:42.120 Yeah, I know you're right, I should. Yeah. I appreciate that. 0:14:42.800 --> 0:14:45.160 Absolutely. I love you at a moment. 0:14:46.720 --> 0:14:52.480 At mom. By the way, what at mom? A moment? 0:14:53.600 --> 0:14:54.400 I love you at mom? 0:14:55.720 --> 0:14:56.200 Love you too. 0:14:57.280 --> 0:14:57.840 Have a good night. 0:14:58.880 --> 0:14:59.880 All right too? 0:15:10.720 --> 0:15:15.520 All from Ethan Carter to accept Press one. 0:15:16.560 --> 0:15:18.640 Ethan Carter. I've talked to you like seven times. 0:15:20.000 --> 0:15:21.160 Oh no, this is the first time. 0:15:21.320 --> 0:15:23.240 Wait, this is the first time. It's a different Ethan Carter. 0:15:24.600 --> 0:15:26.600 I'm pretty sure. I was just watching your stream and 0:15:26.640 --> 0:15:28.440 I saw one person called and just hang up. 0:15:28.840 --> 0:15:30.680 I know, right, you know, look, I mean you know, 0:15:30.840 --> 0:15:32.760 Ethan Carter. Look, I appree, I don't. You don't seem 0:15:32.800 --> 0:15:34.560 like you're gonna do that. I'm getting good vibes from you. 0:15:34.920 --> 0:15:36.800 But I also looked at anyone out there who wants 0:15:36.840 --> 0:15:38.760 to call into the stream and just immediately hang up. 0:15:39.000 --> 0:15:40.880 I'm not going to fault them for doing that because 0:15:40.880 --> 0:15:43.800 I didn't prepare either for this. So if anyone else 0:15:45.080 --> 0:15:46.760 wants to just call one and hang. 0:15:46.680 --> 0:15:49.680 Out, say that my friend called off for a plan 0:15:49.840 --> 0:15:51.360 tonight and now my knight's made again. 0:15:51.400 --> 0:15:53.120 I'm watching you teach me about Alaska. 0:15:53.800 --> 0:15:55.960 What what were your plans beforehand, before you were going 0:15:56.000 --> 0:15:56.280 to do this. 0:15:57.400 --> 0:15:58.760 I was just gonna drink looking friends. 0:15:59.440 --> 0:16:00.240 You were just gonna do what? 0:16:01.520 --> 0:16:02.760 Drink with some friends? 0:16:03.240 --> 0:16:03.360 Oh? 0:16:03.400 --> 0:16:03.720 Okay? 0:16:04.440 --> 0:16:04.480 What? 0:16:04.800 --> 0:16:04.840 What? 0:16:05.360 --> 0:16:07.680 Who are your friends? What is your relationship like with them? 0:16:09.160 --> 0:16:09.280 Uh? 0:16:09.480 --> 0:16:10.480 Good at school with them? 0:16:11.440 --> 0:16:13.360 Uh? They're humans. 0:16:15.840 --> 0:16:17.960 Do you have any friends? Do you would you say 0:16:18.000 --> 0:16:19.440 that you like all of your friends or do you 0:16:19.520 --> 0:16:21.120 have any friends that you don't like very much? 0:16:22.880 --> 0:16:23.040 Uh? 0:16:23.480 --> 0:16:25.080 No, I think I like all of my friends. 0:16:25.280 --> 0:16:26.840 People that I don't like I try to keep out 0:16:26.880 --> 0:16:27.320 of my life. 0:16:29.360 --> 0:16:30.880 Have you ever had have you had to keep anyone 0:16:30.920 --> 0:16:33.520 out of your life recently? Is there anyone who like 0:16:33.680 --> 0:16:37.440 tries to penetrate your life that you don't that you 0:16:37.520 --> 0:16:39.360 have to defend on? Like Goalie with. 0:16:41.280 --> 0:16:42.600 My mom keeps trying to come over. 0:16:43.720 --> 0:16:44.520 Your mom keeps trying. 0:16:45.600 --> 0:16:45.760 Why? 0:16:45.880 --> 0:16:47.520 What's what's your relationship like with your mom? 0:16:48.480 --> 0:16:50.160 I have a great relationship on mom. 0:16:50.160 --> 0:16:51.440 I don't feel like cleaning my apartment. 0:16:53.440 --> 0:16:55.000 Why do you have to clean your apartment just because 0:16:55.000 --> 0:16:55.880 your mom is over? 0:16:57.400 --> 0:17:03.680 Yeah, she's gonna start disrespecting this. It's not gonna give 0:17:03.720 --> 0:17:04.200 me the same. 0:17:09.280 --> 0:17:10.320 You don't think she respects you. 0:17:11.760 --> 0:17:13.560 I don't think she'll respect me if she's not bother 0:17:13.600 --> 0:17:16.159 me right now? Does your mom respect you? 0:17:17.359 --> 0:17:21.240 I think my mom respects me. You know that, you 0:17:21.800 --> 0:17:23.120 frog she does? 0:17:23.440 --> 0:17:26.160 She does, Gecko, but you're watching live stream. 0:17:26.640 --> 0:17:30.680 I don't know if she's watching right now, but I 0:17:30.800 --> 0:17:33.480 think so. I mean, look, you know she I don't 0:17:33.520 --> 0:17:38.320 think that she owes me any respect by any means. 0:17:42.040 --> 0:17:44.040 I don't think I'm entitled to others respect. 0:17:45.040 --> 0:17:47.000 No, I don't think anyone is entitled to respect. Off 0:17:47.040 --> 0:17:48.600 the jump, you gotta agree. 0:17:48.920 --> 0:17:49.359 I agree? 0:17:49.359 --> 0:17:49.440 Do you? 0:17:49.560 --> 0:17:50.880 But do you feel okay? But then, do you feel 0:17:50.880 --> 0:17:52.199 like you've earned your mother's respect? 0:17:53.600 --> 0:17:56.360 Yeah, I'm not trying to ruin that. If my uncleaning 0:17:56.480 --> 0:17:58.879 is she has, she's one of those peoples. 0:18:00.040 --> 0:18:02.639 But but okay, but your your what's your truth? 0:18:02.760 --> 0:18:02.920 Though? 0:18:03.000 --> 0:18:06.000 Like in your actual life? Are you an uncleanly? Are 0:18:06.040 --> 0:18:06.920 you a dirty person? 0:18:08.240 --> 0:18:08.440 Yeah? 0:18:08.480 --> 0:18:09.320 I'm a fucking man. 0:18:09.920 --> 0:18:11.840 So why not? Just I mean, why do you Why 0:18:11.880 --> 0:18:13.680 would you want to change who you are just to 0:18:13.760 --> 0:18:16.280 impress your mom? Why can't you just put you got 0:18:16.359 --> 0:18:19.679 to put her in a situation where you be forced 0:18:19.720 --> 0:18:21.840 to accept you for who you are, or else you're 0:18:21.880 --> 0:18:23.960 gonna have to keep putting on the charade forever. 0:18:25.119 --> 0:18:26.760 So I should like shit on the floor and by 0:18:26.800 --> 0:18:28.200 your only if. 0:18:28.119 --> 0:18:30.440 That's what you would actually do. You know, you seem 0:18:30.480 --> 0:18:32.199 like a good guy, Carter. I don't think you're out 0:18:32.240 --> 0:18:34.400 here shitting on your floor. I think that that would 0:18:35.640 --> 0:18:37.680 I think you're shitting on your floor would be just 0:18:37.800 --> 0:18:40.240 as bad as you cleaning your house, because both of 0:18:40.320 --> 0:18:44.560 them are extremes on the side of they're both they're 0:18:44.600 --> 0:18:46.960 both disingenuine to who you are. I don't think you 0:18:46.960 --> 0:18:50.040 would do either of those things. I suggest you do 0:18:50.480 --> 0:18:52.520 exactly what you would normally do before you have your 0:18:52.560 --> 0:18:54.120 mom over. I don't think you need to clean your room, 0:18:54.240 --> 0:18:55.440 but I don't think you need to take a shit 0:18:55.480 --> 0:18:55.920 on your floor. 0:18:57.960 --> 0:19:00.720 I'll think about them. The second one, I'll no, I thought. 0:19:00.600 --> 0:19:02.080 I really hit a good idea of that on. 0:19:03.080 --> 0:19:04.680 Look, the best idea is to just be yourself. Do 0:19:04.800 --> 0:19:06.520 what you're doing. You know, Ethan, Carter, you seem like 0:19:06.560 --> 0:19:07.960 a good guy. I don't think you need to change. 0:19:09.560 --> 0:19:12.400 Well, thank you too, frog Man, Absolutely than Carter. 0:19:12.600 --> 0:19:15.440 I love you very much. And I appreciate it calling in. 0:19:15.760 --> 0:19:18.440 I hope to talk to you against you as well. 0:19:18.560 --> 0:19:19.159 Have a good night. 0:19:19.359 --> 0:19:20.360 Good night, Ethan Carter. 0:19:28.840 --> 0:19:30.399 Home from autumn. 0:19:33.920 --> 0:19:34.280 Autumn. 0:19:36.040 --> 0:19:38.920 Oh my god, I made it. I'm on therapy. Get go, 0:19:39.119 --> 0:19:39.560 I'm live. 0:19:39.680 --> 0:19:40.919 You are you are? 0:19:42.359 --> 0:19:45.800 That's great because it feels pretty good. This is I've 0:19:45.960 --> 0:19:47.440 I've tried to call you a lot of times, but 0:19:47.560 --> 0:19:49.679 tonight is the night I really need your advice. 0:19:50.880 --> 0:19:56.840 Have we spoken before? Never wonderful? Tell me what's going 0:19:56.880 --> 0:19:58.920 on autumn, and I'll and I will try my best, 0:19:59.000 --> 0:20:01.280 which might not be good, but I hope I have 0:20:01.720 --> 0:20:02.879 set the bar low enough. 0:20:03.680 --> 0:20:04.080 For you to be. 0:20:05.720 --> 0:20:09.760 I appreciate that. I'm comfortable with that. So here's what's up. 0:20:11.840 --> 0:20:16.440 I have this like housemate. There's this girl that I 0:20:16.600 --> 0:20:20.800 live with, and we're pretty into each other. We've been 0:20:20.840 --> 0:20:22.960 hanging out a ton over the past couple of weeks 0:20:23.840 --> 0:20:27.360 and we've been like starting with each other a lot, 0:20:27.720 --> 0:20:31.080 and today I just, you know, I directly asked her, 0:20:31.200 --> 0:20:35.440 like what's going on. We basically just confessed that we 0:20:35.600 --> 0:20:38.800 both wanted to have something together, but like we live together, 0:20:39.359 --> 0:20:42.040 so it feels like it's a really bad idea, you know. 0:20:44.080 --> 0:20:45.879 So She's like, yeah, I want this too, but we 0:20:46.000 --> 0:20:49.600 live together, so we shouldn't. And I'm like, yeah, we 0:20:49.760 --> 0:20:53.159 live together, so we shouldn't. But also like, let's just 0:20:53.200 --> 0:20:56.680 do it anyways, and she's like no, And that's pretty 0:20:56.760 --> 0:21:02.119 much where I'm at. But also, dude, we're going camping 0:21:02.200 --> 0:21:06.840 on Sunday, like in the mountains, like in a tent together, 0:21:07.520 --> 0:21:10.280 just the two of us. And I don't know how 0:21:10.320 --> 0:21:11.560 to deal with this whole situation. 0:21:16.320 --> 0:21:17.320 What's her rash? 0:21:17.560 --> 0:21:17.760 Why? 0:21:18.760 --> 0:21:20.560 Why is the fact that you guys live with each 0:21:20.560 --> 0:21:23.200 other so much of a big deal? What do you 0:21:23.320 --> 0:21:24.440 like worried is going to happen? 0:21:26.240 --> 0:21:30.280 I mean, I guess just like, Okay, so say things 0:21:30.359 --> 0:21:35.040 go badly, we break up or whatever, stop seeing each other, 0:21:35.840 --> 0:21:37.439 but then we still have to live with each other, 0:21:37.560 --> 0:21:40.440 see each other all the time. That would really suck. 0:21:40.520 --> 0:21:43.200 And then on the other hand, if we do really 0:21:43.320 --> 0:21:46.160 like each other and things go well, it's still way 0:21:46.240 --> 0:21:48.439 too soon to be like living with the other person. 0:21:48.760 --> 0:21:50.399 You know, it just feels too fast. 0:21:52.240 --> 0:21:56.159 Okay, Okay, Well, how much do you really care about 0:21:56.320 --> 0:21:59.919 like how awkward it'll be if you guys break up, 0:22:00.080 --> 0:22:02.600 because I mean, how many of us have I've had 0:22:02.720 --> 0:22:05.800 roommates that I never ever speak to. It would just 0:22:05.920 --> 0:22:06.800 kind of be like that. 0:22:08.480 --> 0:22:11.359 Yeah, I mean personally, like, I think it could be 0:22:11.840 --> 0:22:14.320 you know, awkward, it could be painful, it could be hard, 0:22:14.520 --> 0:22:16.560 but like I've been through a lot of hardship in 0:22:16.640 --> 0:22:20.720 my life, I don't really care. I will gladly risk 0:22:20.800 --> 0:22:25.240 my own feelings or some awkwardness to just like kiss 0:22:25.280 --> 0:22:27.560 this pretty girl. So I don't get I agree. 0:22:27.640 --> 0:22:29.480 I think that I think you should. I think it's 0:22:29.560 --> 0:22:33.480 worth the risk. To me, the risk seems like, okay, awkwardness. 0:22:33.680 --> 0:22:35.880 I mean, this is just me to I think that awkwardness. 0:22:36.840 --> 0:22:40.000 It's not a huge risk to me, you know. But 0:22:40.160 --> 0:22:43.080 your problem, I think you're on board. I get a 0:22:43.160 --> 0:22:46.600 sense that you're on board. Your problem is she doesn't. 0:22:46.680 --> 0:22:51.000 How on board is she? I mean, because you can't 0:22:51.119 --> 0:22:53.000 really force her to do anything she doesn't want to do. 0:22:53.760 --> 0:22:56.680 Oh yeah, absolutely not. And I I don't want to 0:22:56.800 --> 0:22:59.200 really like try and convince her she doesn't want to either. 0:22:59.359 --> 0:23:02.800 But right, you know, we we've always talked about like 0:23:02.840 --> 0:23:06.040 we're very similar people and she is just a little 0:23:06.080 --> 0:23:10.320 bit more like rational and logical than I am. And 0:23:10.760 --> 0:23:14.280 I'm always like, you know, I'm gonna I'm going to 0:23:14.320 --> 0:23:15.680 pull you over to the dark side and make you 0:23:15.760 --> 0:23:20.840 do dumb shit with me, you know, Like and today 0:23:21.720 --> 0:23:24.040 she kind of asked me if I was going to 0:23:24.119 --> 0:23:26.920 do that. She was like, are you going to push 0:23:27.000 --> 0:23:29.280 me over the edge? And I was like, no, that 0:23:29.480 --> 0:23:32.959 would be wrong because it would because She's like, if 0:23:33.000 --> 0:23:34.720 she doesn't want to, then she doesn't want to, you know. 0:23:35.560 --> 0:23:39.119 But I'm annoyed. Why is why and why is this 0:23:39.400 --> 0:23:42.719 inherently dumb shit? Why is it? I mean, how long 0:23:42.840 --> 0:23:45.680 is your I mean, you could make arguments that it 0:23:45.680 --> 0:23:48.680 would be dumb. You can make arguments of the opposite, right, 0:23:48.840 --> 0:23:50.720 I mean, what if how long is your lease? 0:23:51.800 --> 0:23:54.520 I mean I pretty much just moved in, so my 0:23:54.640 --> 0:23:57.960 leases until like next July. Also, like we both just 0:23:58.080 --> 0:23:58.520 really like that. 0:23:58.680 --> 0:24:01.080 I mean, what if you what if you give what 0:24:01.359 --> 0:24:04.760 if this is like a six year rele? 0:24:04.960 --> 0:24:05.199 What if? 0:24:05.720 --> 0:24:08.400 Like, I think it's dumb to not take the chance 0:24:08.560 --> 0:24:10.920 just because you might it might be awkward. 0:24:13.560 --> 0:24:18.400 I mean, yeah, I'm I'm with you, but again. 0:24:18.240 --> 0:24:22.879 I mean, you know, yeah, I don't think you're probably 0:24:22.880 --> 0:24:25.000 I don't think it's I mean, you sound like you're 0:24:25.040 --> 0:24:28.480 on board. The thing is, you know, getting her on 0:24:28.640 --> 0:24:30.320 board and you don't want to be put in a 0:24:30.400 --> 0:24:33.760 situation where you have to like convince So that's the 0:24:33.840 --> 0:24:37.280 worst situation ever, bed is trying to convince someone that 0:24:37.359 --> 0:24:39.920 they should date you. You know, you don't want to 0:24:39.920 --> 0:24:40.680 be in that situation. 0:24:41.720 --> 0:24:49.760 Yeah, so come on, you don't have the answers I think. 0:24:49.880 --> 0:24:53.000 I mean, I'm gonna look, I mean, at the end 0:24:53.040 --> 0:24:56.840 of the day, even if it's kind of a stupid reason, 0:24:58.400 --> 0:25:00.399 if you want to be with someone, I want to 0:25:00.440 --> 0:25:02.320 be with you, you have to move on. 0:25:03.880 --> 0:25:07.159 Oh yeah, I mean, yeah, I can do that. But 0:25:08.280 --> 0:25:12.040 at the same time, we still both really like each 0:25:12.040 --> 0:25:14.600 other and we're still hanging out all the time, and 0:25:14.720 --> 0:25:17.680 we're still going to be camping in the mountains. Like, 0:25:20.680 --> 0:25:22.320 I don't know, I don't know how to draw this line. 0:25:22.880 --> 0:25:25.240 Oh, this is so annoying because I normally I don't 0:25:25.359 --> 0:25:30.040 I I actively I don't I like get to me 0:25:30.200 --> 0:25:35.680 like I don't games. I actively condemn games. And I 0:25:35.760 --> 0:25:37.320 think what I was, what I'm thinking of my head 0:25:37.359 --> 0:25:40.560 is like, okay, so if you the only the only 0:25:41.560 --> 0:25:43.639 thing you could do is just games. I mean, is 0:25:43.720 --> 0:25:46.320 she like flirting? You have to you have to, Okay, 0:25:46.320 --> 0:25:47.359 then you have to kind of draw a line and 0:25:47.359 --> 0:25:48.600 sand with her and be like, all right, if we're 0:25:48.640 --> 0:25:50.800 not doing this, then we're not doing this. 0:25:51.280 --> 0:25:51.600 All right. 0:25:51.680 --> 0:25:53.040 I don't want to. I don't want to see any 0:25:53.080 --> 0:25:57.320 flirty eyes. I don't want any friendly shoulder touches. I 0:25:57.359 --> 0:25:59.879 don't want anything that would even insinuate that we're anything 0:26:00.000 --> 0:26:01.480 close to doing this. If you don't want to do 0:26:01.560 --> 0:26:03.680 this because you're like I want. I want you to 0:26:03.720 --> 0:26:05.800 be on that position of like, hey, we're either doing 0:26:05.840 --> 0:26:07.800 this or we're not doing this, because I can't. I 0:26:07.880 --> 0:26:09.000 can't deal with this tension. 0:26:09.960 --> 0:26:13.399 That makes sense. I mean, Okay, it's it's Halloween in 0:26:13.440 --> 0:26:17.080 a couple of weeks, right, and we're playing to our 0:26:17.200 --> 0:26:19.720 matching costumes. Have you ever seen Broad City? 0:26:21.880 --> 0:26:23.000 I'm familiar with it. 0:26:24.040 --> 0:26:26.960 Okay, Well, I'm gonna be Elana and she's gonna be 0:26:27.080 --> 0:26:33.000 happy and we're wearing these matching costumes. I'm going to 0:26:33.080 --> 0:26:35.920 be Alana from this episode where she's wearing a corset, 0:26:36.840 --> 0:26:39.040 but I can't get a corset on myself. So she's like, 0:26:39.800 --> 0:26:42.520 she's agreed to like put my corset on me while 0:26:42.560 --> 0:26:46.200 I'm like fucking naked. And that's that's plans we already 0:26:46.240 --> 0:26:49.560 made in the past, you know, and you know, I 0:26:49.680 --> 0:26:51.520 really want her to do that. I don't want to 0:26:51.600 --> 0:26:53.240 be like I'm going to candl. 0:26:53.359 --> 0:26:56.240 I don't know what you do, but but you're but 0:26:57.680 --> 0:27:00.840 that it's bad for you. I think it ultimately it's 0:27:00.880 --> 0:27:04.960 bad for you though, because she doesn't want to do it, 0:27:05.040 --> 0:27:07.240 which sucks. I think it's for a supid reason. She 0:27:07.480 --> 0:27:10.040 might Okay, what else say is like, I think she 0:27:10.240 --> 0:27:13.800 might come around, but I don't want you like holding 0:27:13.880 --> 0:27:16.200 out for her to come around, because that's just gonna 0:27:16.200 --> 0:27:19.639 put you in a bad position. You know, she might 0:27:19.800 --> 0:27:21.199 come around, but I don't even want I don't even 0:27:21.240 --> 0:27:22.960 want you to think that she might come around, because 0:27:23.000 --> 0:27:24.480 then you're gonna be like in the back of your head, 0:27:24.600 --> 0:27:28.879 like subconsciously, like you know, holding yourself that she might 0:27:28.960 --> 0:27:31.200 come around, and that's just gonna fuck with you. And 0:27:31.240 --> 0:27:32.960 you don't want that. You don't want that tension. You 0:27:33.080 --> 0:27:33.639 want to be like. 0:27:33.960 --> 0:27:36.159 Sure, yeah, okay. 0:27:40.440 --> 0:27:44.680 Again, I would. It's almost I feel like it's I'm 0:27:44.720 --> 0:27:46.880 trying to like if you if you told her like, hey, 0:27:47.800 --> 0:27:50.320 you know we like each other, I think you should 0:27:50.320 --> 0:27:52.120 have a conversation with her where you said to her, hey, 0:27:52.160 --> 0:27:54.480 I know we like each other. I'm down to do this. 0:27:54.680 --> 0:27:56.320 I want you like where if you want to know 0:27:56.400 --> 0:27:59.200 where I stand, I stand like I'm down. 0:27:59.080 --> 0:27:59.320 To do this. 0:27:59.359 --> 0:28:01.560 I don't care that we're roommates. I personally think that 0:28:01.600 --> 0:28:04.800 that's a dumb reason. That's where I stand. And if 0:28:04.840 --> 0:28:07.040 you don't stand on there too, you don't want to 0:28:07.080 --> 0:28:09.920 do this, then we then we're not doing this, you know. 0:28:10.800 --> 0:28:13.399 I just think she'd be made clear, you know, or 0:28:13.480 --> 0:28:15.600 else you're just going to be It's just going to 0:28:15.640 --> 0:28:19.399 be a ball of gross tension that neither of you 0:28:19.480 --> 0:28:22.440 were going to have fun being in until she comes around. 0:28:22.480 --> 0:28:25.159 But you don't want to hold out. I don't know 0:28:25.200 --> 0:28:26.000 if any of that made. 0:28:25.840 --> 0:28:28.640 Any sense, but no, I totally feel you. And that's 0:28:28.880 --> 0:28:32.399 basically the conversation we had earlier, because I told her, like, 0:28:32.800 --> 0:28:36.240 I recognized that this could be bad, but I would 0:28:36.280 --> 0:28:39.560 totally go for it. I would do it, Okay, I 0:28:39.760 --> 0:28:41.840 respect that you don't want to write. And then we 0:28:41.960 --> 0:28:43.720 kept flirting for a while, and that's when she was 0:28:43.800 --> 0:28:45.920 asking if I was going to like push her a 0:28:45.960 --> 0:28:49.640 little bit over her boundary, like flirtatiously, and I was. 0:28:49.680 --> 0:28:53.720 Like, no, she asked you that flirtatiously? 0:28:55.240 --> 0:28:55.880 Yeah, she did. 0:28:57.120 --> 0:29:00.479 Okay, I think she's into it. But but but god 0:29:00.560 --> 0:29:02.160 damn it, Autumn, you don't have any room in your 0:29:02.200 --> 0:29:04.400 life for games, all right. If she's into it, she 0:29:04.400 --> 0:29:09.360 should fucking tell you. I hate these games so annoying. 0:29:09.600 --> 0:29:11.800 Yeah, yeah, me too. 0:29:14.840 --> 0:29:17.080 But yeah, dude, don't don't hold. I would just continue 0:29:17.120 --> 0:29:20.040 to communicate honestly, which it sounds like you're doing. It 0:29:20.120 --> 0:29:22.760 sounds like she's it sounds like to me. And again, 0:29:22.800 --> 0:29:24.320 I don't you know, know you guys or anything. I 0:29:24.360 --> 0:29:27.600 don't like, you know, projecting or anything. But it sounds 0:29:27.640 --> 0:29:29.760 to me like you're putting yourself out there honestly, and 0:29:29.920 --> 0:29:34.080 she kind of isn't because I'm getting a sense that 0:29:34.200 --> 0:29:37.560 she kind of wants to. But she's down to she's 0:29:37.640 --> 0:29:39.240 down to play games. But I don't want you to 0:29:39.280 --> 0:29:40.800 be down to play games because then you're gonna be playing, 0:29:40.800 --> 0:29:42.320 because then you're gonna be just playing games. 0:29:46.720 --> 0:29:49.000 Well, how are you doing tonight? 0:29:49.200 --> 0:29:53.440 While I'm all right, how are you? I'm was that 0:29:55.160 --> 0:29:57.719 how do you feel about anything that I said? How 0:29:57.760 --> 0:29:58.200 do you feel? 0:30:00.040 --> 0:30:02.040 And you know, I think I think you're basically right. 0:30:02.120 --> 0:30:05.440 I think what I'm gonna have to do is just say, like. 0:30:08.360 --> 0:30:08.560 Yeah. 0:30:08.560 --> 0:30:10.480 I mean, I guess I'm just gonna have to draw 0:30:10.600 --> 0:30:12.280 that line and be like we're either doing this or not. 0:30:12.600 --> 0:30:15.160 Like we're either gonna do a thing or we have 0:30:15.320 --> 0:30:18.200 to stop flirting. We have to like not be hanging 0:30:18.240 --> 0:30:22.400 out every day. It's got to be one of the other. 0:30:23.120 --> 0:30:23.640 I agree. 0:30:23.920 --> 0:30:26.000 So, yeah, you gave me the answers I was looking for, 0:30:26.280 --> 0:30:28.560 and I appreciate that absolutely. 0:30:28.600 --> 0:30:28.880 Autumn. 0:30:29.440 --> 0:30:30.880 I wish you the best of luck and I'll talk 0:30:30.880 --> 0:30:31.280 to you soon. 0:30:32.360 --> 0:30:34.760 All right, talk to you see and Nile, good night 0:30:34.840 --> 0:30:36.120 on him. Good night. 0:30:43.440 --> 0:30:53.840 All From Matt Nickels, Matt Nichols, Matt Nichols, Matt Nichols, 0:30:54.840 --> 0:31:00.280 Matt Nichols, Matt Nichols, Matt Nichols. Are I say five 0:31:00.320 --> 0:31:07.800 more times? Matt Nichols, Matt Nicholas. What are you doing? 0:31:09.320 --> 0:31:10.120 Man? I was just sitting here. 0:31:10.240 --> 0:31:13.400 I was watching the boor At movie and then decided 0:31:13.440 --> 0:31:15.880 to get on Reddit, and I see this talking decko 0:31:16.240 --> 0:31:19.280 teaching me things about Alaska that I had no idea about. 0:31:21.880 --> 0:31:23.880 How old are you me? 0:31:24.080 --> 0:31:24.800 I'm thirty six. 0:31:25.800 --> 0:31:28.400 Do you remember what if you were a good student 0:31:28.440 --> 0:31:29.360 when you were in high school? 0:31:30.720 --> 0:31:30.760 Me? 0:31:31.040 --> 0:31:33.520 Uh, you know, I did what I needed to do 0:31:33.720 --> 0:31:34.360 to skate by. 0:31:35.640 --> 0:31:37.360 You know, I knew that, I knew the bare minimum. 0:31:38.520 --> 0:31:40.840 Did you have a good time in high school or 0:31:41.080 --> 0:31:42.280 did you enjoy your experience? 0:31:44.040 --> 0:31:44.200 Uh? 0:31:44.800 --> 0:31:46.040 You know, for the most part, I had. 0:31:46.080 --> 0:31:47.760 I got some good memories, that got some bad memories. 0:31:47.800 --> 0:31:50.200 I think we all have that going for us. 0:31:50.200 --> 0:31:53.760 You know, what's the worst memory you have of high school? 0:31:54.800 --> 0:31:55.000 Oh? 0:31:55.280 --> 0:31:55.480 Man? 0:31:55.720 --> 0:31:59.720 So I uh senior year, like last week of high school. 0:32:00.040 --> 0:32:03.120 Pissed some people off. Uh not a lot of people 0:32:03.240 --> 0:32:03.880 get the. 0:32:03.920 --> 0:32:08.120 Whole you know, dry sarcasm type thing, and uh, some 0:32:08.200 --> 0:32:10.120 people don't get the joke, I guess, And I pissed 0:32:10.160 --> 0:32:12.920 some people off. I get jumped in the locker room, 0:32:13.320 --> 0:32:16.840 halfway undressed, right, and this dude just jumps across the 0:32:16.920 --> 0:32:19.440 bench clocks me right in the face. I go down, 0:32:19.640 --> 0:32:20.480 blood everywhere. 0:32:20.960 --> 0:32:22.560 So it was a pretty miserable experience. 0:32:22.560 --> 0:32:24.640 I wanted to getting like six stitches in my face. 0:32:26.320 --> 0:32:27.719 What did you say to this guy to make him 0:32:27.760 --> 0:32:29.640 want to want to want to want to punch you? 0:32:30.960 --> 0:32:33.080 You know, it's not that great of a story. Actually, 0:32:33.360 --> 0:32:37.280 it is just Uh, everybody's familiar with flat tire, right. 0:32:37.400 --> 0:32:40.280 You keep stepping on the back of your fucking shoe yes, Uh, 0:32:40.440 --> 0:32:41.240 getting hit with one. 0:32:41.160 --> 0:32:42.200 Of those over and over again. 0:32:42.720 --> 0:32:44.400 And uh, I know it was like it was like 0:32:44.480 --> 0:32:45.520 four in the morning or some ship. 0:32:45.560 --> 0:32:46.520 This dude was doing it to me. 0:32:46.680 --> 0:32:48.120 I told him to knock this, you know, knock it 0:32:48.200 --> 0:32:49.680 off or you know there's gonna be a problem. 0:32:49.760 --> 0:32:51.880 And why were you at your high school in four 0:32:52.040 --> 0:32:53.080 at four o'clock in the morning. 0:32:53.280 --> 0:32:54.880 All right, See, I wasn't at the high school four 0:32:54.880 --> 0:32:56.800 o'clock in the morning. We had the senior trip thing, right, 0:32:57.240 --> 0:33:00.440 So we were off in a Disney World and I 0:33:00.480 --> 0:33:02.280 guess they opened the park up at like ten o'clock 0:33:02.320 --> 0:33:04.160 at night for just high school students all over the 0:33:04.160 --> 0:33:07.880 country at the time. And uh, that was just we 0:33:08.000 --> 0:33:10.000 were going back to the bus. So it was just 0:33:10.080 --> 0:33:11.800 like one of those it's been a long day, Like 0:33:11.880 --> 0:33:13.520 I don't feel like dealing with your ship right now, 0:33:14.040 --> 0:33:15.520 knock it off. And I called him out in front 0:33:15.520 --> 0:33:16.800 of his friends, and I guess he didn't like that, 0:33:17.280 --> 0:33:19.440 so later when we got back to school, that's how 0:33:19.480 --> 0:33:19.920 he endled it. 0:33:21.400 --> 0:33:23.880 So you tell me that guy was harassing you at 0:33:23.920 --> 0:33:26.920 Disney World and you set up to him and then 0:33:26.960 --> 0:33:27.840 he clocked you in the face. 0:33:28.680 --> 0:33:29.280 Yeah, jump me. 0:33:29.400 --> 0:33:31.120 Not even a real fight, man, I had, I was 0:33:31.280 --> 0:33:32.560 halfway taking my pants off. 0:33:32.720 --> 0:33:35.680 You know what, what would you say your name was? 0:33:36.800 --> 0:33:37.920 When it's Matt? Matt? 0:33:38.080 --> 0:33:41.720 I think we should reframe this, Okay, I think we 0:33:41.760 --> 0:33:44.120 should refrain. I think this is a good memory because 0:33:44.160 --> 0:33:45.800 I look, I look at this, Matt. This is the time, 0:33:45.880 --> 0:33:47.920 this is This is a memory of you standing up 0:33:48.480 --> 0:33:51.720 to a guy who's kind of a gasshole. You think 0:33:51.920 --> 0:33:54.360 you think you lost, but I think you won because 0:33:54.440 --> 0:33:56.680 you you you, you didn't take his ship. You and 0:33:56.760 --> 0:33:58.600 you and look you you know he he he might 0:33:58.640 --> 0:34:00.960 have hurt you, but I think you you, you truly 0:34:01.040 --> 0:34:02.600 got to him, all right. You know, you fucked with 0:34:02.680 --> 0:34:08.040 his self esteem, you know, and he and that's because 0:34:08.080 --> 0:34:10.360 he was insecure and that's why he was picking on you. 0:34:10.520 --> 0:34:11.600 You know what I'm saying. I think this is a 0:34:11.680 --> 0:34:13.200 victory for you, Mat. I don't think it's a bad memory. 0:34:13.200 --> 0:34:15.240 I think it's a good memory. This is you standing 0:34:15.320 --> 0:34:17.560 up for yourself. Matt. I think you should be proud 0:34:17.600 --> 0:34:21.400 of that snarky comment you made to this man giving 0:34:21.400 --> 0:34:22.320 you the flat tires. 0:34:23.600 --> 0:34:24.000 Right all right? 0:34:24.000 --> 0:34:25.400 You know what random Internet geto. 0:34:25.560 --> 0:34:26.160 I'm gonna take that. 0:34:26.640 --> 0:34:27.839 I'm gonna look at it as a victory. 0:34:27.920 --> 0:34:28.000 Now. 0:34:28.000 --> 0:34:34.320 I appreciate that absolutely, Matt. I hope that, you know. 0:34:34.520 --> 0:34:39.160 I hope that this, this revisionist history, etches itself forever 0:34:40.480 --> 0:34:42.440 into your life, replacing the bad memory. 0:34:46.360 --> 0:34:46.880 Yeah, I like that. 0:34:47.160 --> 0:34:47.520 I like that. 0:34:47.960 --> 0:34:50.640 I appreciate that, of course, Matt. I love you very much. 0:34:50.640 --> 0:34:51.399 I'll talk to you soon. 0:34:52.320 --> 0:34:54.440 You know what. I love you too, Random Internet gecko, 0:34:55.080 --> 0:34:58.560 you take care, good night later. 0:35:06.600 --> 0:35:12.520 From Madden Madden, Madden, are you there, please? Please, dear 0:35:12.520 --> 0:35:13.960 God tell me you're there, Madden. 0:35:14.280 --> 0:35:14.640 Yes, sir. 0:35:17.960 --> 0:35:19.000 Where do we go when we die? 0:35:22.440 --> 0:35:22.759 I don't know. 0:35:22.760 --> 0:35:25.520 I feel like it's up to you to decide, all right. 0:35:25.600 --> 0:35:27.279 So if it's up to if it's up to you, 0:35:27.440 --> 0:35:28.279 what would you say? 0:35:28.280 --> 0:35:28.520 It is? 0:35:32.960 --> 0:35:35.680 Probably to have my energy flow through the rest of 0:35:35.719 --> 0:35:38.200 the world and circle through the cycle of life. 0:35:42.280 --> 0:35:43.759 If you got to choose, and I don't think you 0:35:43.920 --> 0:35:46.440 do personally, but if you got to choose the next place, 0:35:47.239 --> 0:35:50.320 the next destination of your energy once it leaves you, 0:35:50.880 --> 0:35:52.160 where would you put that energy? 0:35:56.280 --> 0:35:58.399 Probably to grow an oak tree? 0:36:04.640 --> 0:36:05.479 An oak tree? 0:36:06.560 --> 0:36:06.719 Yes? 0:36:08.560 --> 0:36:09.439 Why an oak tree? 0:36:10.560 --> 0:36:18.400 I don't know, just pretty tree. 0:36:24.480 --> 0:36:28.759 So how does this feel right now? Just you know, 0:36:28.840 --> 0:36:29.640 sitting on the phone. 0:36:31.880 --> 0:36:34.560 It's pretty hot in my house right now and a 0:36:34.640 --> 0:36:51.640 warm Okay, what about you? 0:36:53.600 --> 0:36:54.200 What about mean? 0:36:55.560 --> 0:36:57.440 I mean, like, what how do you feel right now 0:36:57.480 --> 0:36:57.879 on the phone? 0:36:58.680 --> 0:36:58.879 Yeah? 0:36:58.920 --> 0:37:07.560 I feel fine. I mean I'm trying to think, you know, 0:37:07.640 --> 0:37:10.160 should we talk about something or should we talk about nothing? 0:37:10.239 --> 0:37:12.920 Because a lot of the times with stream, when you're 0:37:12.960 --> 0:37:15.000 doing a stream, right you try you kind of try 0:37:15.040 --> 0:37:19.440 to make the conversation, kind of try to make there 0:37:19.520 --> 0:37:22.840 be a conversation. But I don't know if we have chemistry. 0:37:23.080 --> 0:37:25.120 I'm gonna be fully if can I be honest with us? 0:37:25.160 --> 0:37:25.279 Right? 0:37:25.320 --> 0:37:26.759 Can I be honest with you right now? I don't 0:37:26.760 --> 0:37:32.399 think we have a lot of chemistry, Okay, don't that's 0:37:32.440 --> 0:37:34.480 not and by the way, that's not a reflection on 0:37:34.640 --> 0:37:36.960 either of us. I mean, I don't think that means 0:37:37.000 --> 0:37:39.759 that you're That doesn't mean you're bad. I just think 0:37:40.719 --> 0:37:42.960 I mean you, in and of yourself as an entity, 0:37:43.640 --> 0:37:45.600 and me in and of myself as an entity, are 0:37:45.640 --> 0:37:48.080 completely different from the entity of us together. And I 0:37:48.360 --> 0:37:50.520 don't think that we have a lot of chemistry together. 0:37:50.840 --> 0:37:52.799 Not to say that we won't have chemistry with other people, 0:37:52.840 --> 0:37:54.600 and not to say that either of us are bad people, 0:37:55.000 --> 0:37:57.399 but I think that us together it doesn't work very well. 0:37:58.160 --> 0:37:59.600 I agree, it's sort of evidence. 0:38:01.200 --> 0:38:01.760 I can agree. 0:38:04.840 --> 0:38:06.760 Are you okay? I'm not saying this to hurt your feelings. 0:38:06.800 --> 0:38:09.040 I mean, this isn't no, no, I understand. 0:38:09.719 --> 0:38:17.480 It's like a you know, I think rejection. It's it's 0:38:17.520 --> 0:38:19.360 more of a me It's not you know, a reflection 0:38:19.560 --> 0:38:21.439 on either party. It's just a means to keep people 0:38:21.440 --> 0:38:24.440 who weren't meant to be with each other, uh, you know, apart? 0:38:25.480 --> 0:38:27.120 Yeah, for sure. 0:38:29.880 --> 0:38:34.839 Would you say your name was Madden? That's a cool name. 0:38:35.840 --> 0:38:37.240 Yeah, it's pretty unique. 0:38:38.080 --> 0:38:38.640 I guess said. 0:38:40.600 --> 0:38:46.040 I think you're gonna be fine, man. I think there's 0:38:46.080 --> 0:38:47.240 gonna be I think there's other. 0:38:49.520 --> 0:38:49.680 You know. 0:38:51.680 --> 0:38:53.560 I think if you'll find you'll find someone else. I 0:38:53.560 --> 0:38:57.680 don't think you'll I don't think you're gonna be alone forever. 0:38:58.880 --> 0:38:59.120 Yeah. 0:38:59.920 --> 0:39:07.560 I love you, man. I'll talk to you soon. 0:39:08.520 --> 0:39:11.879 All right, peace, good night, good night? 0:39:12.800 --> 0:39:13.040 Oh? 0:39:19.040 --> 0:39:20.680 How from Alex? 0:39:23.280 --> 0:39:29.080 A leak? All from Hello Aleak alak? Are you there? 0:39:30.400 --> 0:39:30.600 Yeah? 0:39:30.680 --> 0:39:37.440 I can say, wait, hey, my name is Alex. 0:39:37.520 --> 0:39:40.360 By the way, with an why'd you say it was 0:39:40.400 --> 0:39:40.719 a leak? 0:39:42.080 --> 0:39:42.239 Oh? 0:39:42.320 --> 0:39:44.000 I said, Alex? Did it not pick it up? 0:39:45.160 --> 0:39:45.319 Oh? 0:39:47.680 --> 0:39:48.759 What are you doing right now? 0:39:50.200 --> 0:39:54.920 Well, watching your stream in my dorm room. I'm an ra. 0:39:58.200 --> 0:39:58.879 How's that going? 0:40:00.560 --> 0:40:00.719 You know? 0:40:00.920 --> 0:40:04.759 It's interesting during COVID, you know, there's a lot more 0:40:04.880 --> 0:40:08.279 rules and stuff and people just ain't following them, and 0:40:08.480 --> 0:40:09.960 I got to do a lot more work because of it. 0:40:12.719 --> 0:40:15.719 Do people hate you because you have to? You have 0:40:15.840 --> 0:40:16.520 to setch on them? 0:40:17.960 --> 0:40:20.799 You know they actually really do. I have a lot 0:40:20.800 --> 0:40:22.000 of enemies in my building right now. 0:40:24.239 --> 0:40:26.080 How does that make you feel that everyone in the 0:40:26.120 --> 0:40:29.520 building sees you as a threat? 0:40:31.000 --> 0:40:32.680 You know, it's kind of funny. I honestly don't give 0:40:32.760 --> 0:40:35.080 us it. I think it's really fun dusting people. That's 0:40:35.239 --> 0:40:38.359 my guilty pleasure. Honestly, I love dusting people. I think 0:40:39.040 --> 0:40:42.640 doing those incidents is so fun, especially when they start 0:40:42.719 --> 0:40:45.080 fighting back. Oh man, and it gets spicy. 0:40:46.760 --> 0:40:50.719 So you so you're not a You're not a You're 0:40:50.760 --> 0:40:52.520 not one of those rays that feels bad about having 0:40:52.520 --> 0:40:54.399 to do their job. You get you actually get off 0:40:54.480 --> 0:40:56.400 on like getting people in trouble. 0:40:57.520 --> 0:40:58.800 I don't know if I'll get off on it, but 0:40:58.920 --> 0:40:59.919 I certainly have fun. 0:41:01.400 --> 0:41:03.480 Your said it sounds well, I'm not I don't mean sexually, 0:41:03.480 --> 0:41:05.120 I mean you're like, you know, you're getting. 0:41:04.840 --> 0:41:05.279 Off on it. 0:41:06.520 --> 0:41:08.040 Yeah, you're right, Yeah that's fun. 0:41:09.719 --> 0:41:10.719 What's the fun about it to you? 0:41:12.560 --> 0:41:14.560 I don't know, man, I think it's the power. I 0:41:14.680 --> 0:41:17.200 just I love busting people like also I love I 0:41:17.280 --> 0:41:19.320 love doing shit that they're not allowed to do, you know, 0:41:19.760 --> 0:41:22.200 like I'll drink or I'll smoke or whatever, and it's 0:41:22.239 --> 0:41:24.359 like I could bust them for it, but what are 0:41:24.360 --> 0:41:25.400 they going to do? I'm the al right. 0:41:31.760 --> 0:41:34.759 When you was it, was it always like this? Or 0:41:35.200 --> 0:41:39.560 did this sort of corruption happen later on into getting 0:41:39.600 --> 0:41:42.239 the job? When you signed up for this job, what 0:41:42.360 --> 0:41:43.160 did you have in mind? 0:41:44.960 --> 0:41:45.360 Honestly? 0:41:45.480 --> 0:41:47.279 I did it for the free housing and the free food. 0:41:49.400 --> 0:41:55.920 Mm hmm. Have you always been like this? Have you 0:41:56.000 --> 0:41:57.799 always had a lust for power like when you were 0:41:59.239 --> 0:42:00.000 look throughout your life? 0:42:02.280 --> 0:42:02.400 You know? 0:42:02.520 --> 0:42:04.560 Honestly, No, it wasn't until I was in a position 0:42:04.600 --> 0:42:06.359 of power and I got to clarify because I see 0:42:06.440 --> 0:42:08.640 chat going nuts here. I don't bust them for the 0:42:08.680 --> 0:42:10.960 alcohol and shit like I'll let the other rys do 0:42:11.040 --> 0:42:11.399 that stuff. 0:42:11.440 --> 0:42:13.080 I bust them for the COVID stuff because. 0:42:12.880 --> 0:42:14.239 That's annoying and I want to stay safe. 0:42:14.719 --> 0:42:21.480 But you know, okay, that's fair. But you like doing it. 0:42:23.480 --> 0:42:24.359 Yeah, it can be fun. 0:42:31.360 --> 0:42:35.319 But last night, yeah, okay, tell me about last night. 0:42:36.239 --> 0:42:38.359 The last night, I go to the bathroom right at 0:42:38.480 --> 0:42:41.560 like three in the morning, and I'm walking back and 0:42:42.160 --> 0:42:45.400 my residents they don't realize that our doors they're real shitty, right. 0:42:45.680 --> 0:42:49.400 I can hear everything through them, and of course what 0:42:49.560 --> 0:42:52.839 do I hear. I'm just pitching for them to buy 0:42:52.880 --> 0:42:54.600 the coke. I heard that from one of my residents, 0:42:54.719 --> 0:42:56.880 you know, And so then I have this still on 0:42:56.960 --> 0:42:59.359 my list. I think alcohol and weed is one thing, 0:42:59.400 --> 0:43:01.840 but like coke, you know. But like I still didn't 0:43:01.840 --> 0:43:03.520 do anything because it was three in the morning. 0:43:03.600 --> 0:43:04.080 I was tired. 0:43:04.120 --> 0:43:04.920 I just wanted to go there. 0:43:05.760 --> 0:43:06.560 And that's their business. 0:43:06.600 --> 0:43:08.759 I don't care as long as they're not being like 0:43:08.880 --> 0:43:13.279 assholes or like belligerent or like loud, you know, not 0:43:13.400 --> 0:43:13.800 my problem. 0:43:17.120 --> 0:43:20.480 Okay, I thought, you see, I would feel like you 0:43:20.800 --> 0:43:23.160 you gave off this impression that where I thought the 0:43:23.239 --> 0:43:25.560 story was going to go as you heard that and that, 0:43:25.680 --> 0:43:28.120 and you felt that like a like a shark, sense 0:43:28.200 --> 0:43:31.960 is blood. You know, this was your next kill for 0:43:32.080 --> 0:43:34.600 you to bust on these people for a pretty big thing. 0:43:35.080 --> 0:43:38.680 That's the you're giving off that impression that you enjoy 0:43:40.200 --> 0:43:41.200 fucking with these people. 0:43:42.120 --> 0:43:44.360 Oh, don't get me wrong, I do, but for the 0:43:44.480 --> 0:43:47.000 right reason. Like I'm not going to bust them for 0:43:47.120 --> 0:43:49.640 being kids in college. You know, that's fun, But like 0:43:50.160 --> 0:43:52.640 for the COVID shit, Like that's just being an asshole, 0:43:52.719 --> 0:43:53.960 you know, if you're not gonna wear a mask that 0:43:54.040 --> 0:43:55.719 takes five seconds to But I'm like, come on. 0:43:57.160 --> 0:44:00.480 Do you do you break COVID rules not to be 0:44:00.560 --> 0:44:02.880 honest with me, No, I'm totally honest. 0:44:02.960 --> 0:44:05.200 I follow every rule that I've been given for COVID 0:44:05.239 --> 0:44:06.439 because I don't want to get. 0:44:06.320 --> 0:44:13.799 Sick, all right, So you only enforce the COVID rules. 0:44:14.440 --> 0:44:17.600 Pretty much or noise Honestly, if I get if I'm 0:44:17.640 --> 0:44:19.800 like really tired or I'm studying or whatever and someone's 0:44:19.800 --> 0:44:22.400 like bumping down the hall, I'm gonna go shut them up. 0:44:23.600 --> 0:44:26.800 But like, the chat is so the chat is so 0:44:27.160 --> 0:44:30.160 uh conflicted on you. I normally don't like to look 0:44:30.160 --> 0:44:31.759 at the chat when I talk to when I when 0:44:31.800 --> 0:44:34.520 I talk to callers, but the chat is very conflicted 0:44:34.600 --> 0:44:37.320 on you. There's there's there's a civil war going on 0:44:37.480 --> 0:44:37.839 over there. 0:44:39.239 --> 0:44:40.960 I'm having the time in my life watching this chat. 0:44:41.000 --> 0:44:41.640 It's very funny. 0:44:43.280 --> 0:44:45.279 Do you feel like you're in a power position right now. 0:44:47.560 --> 0:44:48.799 Like on this call? 0:44:49.600 --> 0:44:53.520 Yes, not really. No, I feel like we're pretty equal. 0:44:53.719 --> 0:44:55.600 You're more or less a strange to me. 0:45:01.160 --> 0:45:03.360 Do you feel like I've seen some concern in the 0:45:03.440 --> 0:45:09.759 chat people are concerned about not so much what these 0:45:09.880 --> 0:45:13.040 tendencies look like right now, but what they might develop into. 0:45:14.120 --> 0:45:19.160 Should you decide to further pursue positions of power as 0:45:19.239 --> 0:45:21.920 you as you have now gained a taste and a 0:45:22.120 --> 0:45:27.080 lust and addiction for the stuff, what do you say? 0:45:27.120 --> 0:45:28.800 What do you think moving forward? 0:45:30.360 --> 0:45:34.600 Like, you know, this being like this level of power position, 0:45:34.719 --> 0:45:37.600 but also it's a lot of work. I like that's 0:45:37.680 --> 0:45:39.960 just annoying. So like like I'm done with this job. 0:45:40.400 --> 0:45:42.040 I'm not doing it. I've done it for two years, 0:45:42.080 --> 0:45:45.359 I've done my time. Like it's pretty awful. Not gonna lie, 0:45:45.880 --> 0:45:48.640 but uh, it has its moments, and I don't think 0:45:48.680 --> 0:45:51.320 I'd want a position with any more power than this. Honestly, 0:45:51.600 --> 0:45:52.880 I think that's just too much work for me. 0:45:58.480 --> 0:46:03.040 Well, I'm glad that we ended on that because I'm 0:46:03.080 --> 0:46:05.759 not gonna you know, over the time you started off 0:46:06.400 --> 0:46:09.359 as clarify as you got to clarify yourself. It got 0:46:09.440 --> 0:46:12.120 a little bit better, but you started off. 0:46:13.000 --> 0:46:13.879 It did start rocky. 0:46:14.040 --> 0:46:19.560 Yeah, it started off a little rocky. But hey, I'm 0:46:19.560 --> 0:46:23.360 also not sure one hundred percent trust you nobody. You 0:46:23.400 --> 0:46:29.040 seem a little shady, but I think you like that. 0:46:29.120 --> 0:46:30.280 I think you seem shady. 0:46:33.160 --> 0:46:35.799 Yeah, I guess I don't know. It's a weird thing 0:46:35.840 --> 0:46:38.080 to be at all. 0:46:38.160 --> 0:46:39.800 Right, Alex, I love you very much. I'll talk to 0:46:39.840 --> 0:46:40.160 you soon. 0:46:40.880 --> 0:46:42.279 I love you too. Man, have fun. 0:46:42.360 --> 0:46:42.680 Good night. 0:46:42.800 --> 0:46:43.319 But don't think. 0:46:54.040 --> 0:46:59.120 Hello again. It is me, It is liar, it's the 0:46:59.200 --> 0:47:02.600 Gecko guy. I'm sorry. I was gonna I had this 0:47:02.719 --> 0:47:05.040 idea in my head where I would do a singing 0:47:05.120 --> 0:47:08.279 thing for all of the little interludes, But then I 0:47:08.560 --> 0:47:10.920 don't think it's I don't know. Maybe i'll try it, 0:47:11.040 --> 0:47:12.919 you know what. 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It's that's an easier option. 0:48:37.200 --> 0:48:39.120 I'm jealous of you that it doesn't interest you, because 0:48:39.160 --> 0:48:40.839 that means you don't have to do is. If you're 0:48:40.880 --> 0:48:42.759 interested in a thing, it's a little annoying because then 0:48:42.800 --> 0:48:46.800 you have to go and find it and do some 0:48:47.000 --> 0:48:53.560 do a thing, all right, I'm sorry this was Let's 0:48:53.600 --> 0:48:54.239 get back into it. 0:49:02.320 --> 0:49:08.080 Hello, Hello, how's it going? 0:49:08.200 --> 0:49:08.359 Man? 0:49:08.600 --> 0:49:09.799 What's your greatest fear? 0:49:12.880 --> 0:49:13.080 Man? 0:49:14.440 --> 0:49:16.880 Not being good enough for shit? In like any aspect 0:49:16.960 --> 0:49:21.000 of my life. Put a category, that's the that's the 0:49:21.080 --> 0:49:22.040 fucking subgenre. 0:49:25.280 --> 0:49:27.239 I mean, what do you want to be good enough 0:49:27.280 --> 0:49:27.480 to do. 0:49:32.560 --> 0:49:34.560 Anything? Anything? 0:49:34.680 --> 0:49:37.719 That anything that I want? I want to be. I 0:49:37.840 --> 0:49:40.640 wanted to be the best. Set up my mind too, 0:49:40.840 --> 0:49:47.560 in like relationships, family relationships, the work that. 0:49:47.640 --> 0:49:50.520 I do well, you gotta you gotta pick a thing, 0:49:50.680 --> 0:49:53.520 because I think if you're gonna say I want to 0:49:53.600 --> 0:49:55.760 be good, you could if you are gonna just blanketly 0:49:55.800 --> 0:49:58.040 say I want to be good enough in general in 0:49:58.120 --> 0:50:00.680 a general sense of things, you're never going to be 0:50:00.719 --> 0:50:03.000 good enough because you haven't narrowed it down to a thing, 0:50:03.120 --> 0:50:05.480 and you're just gonna be of course, no one's ever 0:50:05.520 --> 0:50:07.560 gonna be good enough at you know everything. 0:50:10.520 --> 0:50:11.040 That's true. 0:50:11.320 --> 0:50:11.640 Right now. 0:50:11.680 --> 0:50:14.000 I want to be a good gardener. I like grown 0:50:14.080 --> 0:50:17.320 plants perfect. That's that's that's the focus at this moment, 0:50:17.480 --> 0:50:18.879 at this point in time. 0:50:19.560 --> 0:50:20.000 I love it. 0:50:20.160 --> 0:50:22.320 Why do you feel like you can't be a good gardener? 0:50:24.440 --> 0:50:30.000 I feel like I can. I feel like, uh, I 0:50:30.040 --> 0:50:32.000 always feel like something's going to suck up. I feel 0:50:32.040 --> 0:50:37.759 like I have a fuck up nature. Maybe that's my 0:50:37.840 --> 0:50:39.080 greatest fear is sucking up. 0:50:39.680 --> 0:50:44.520 It's fuck up. I mean, well, what I don't know 0:50:44.600 --> 0:50:46.240 that much about gardening, but I mean what does sucking 0:50:46.320 --> 0:50:48.400 up look like? You feel like forget to water the. 0:50:48.440 --> 0:50:55.439 Plants, ruining, ruining all the crops. Uh, things that can happen, 0:50:55.600 --> 0:51:00.080 like bugs, mold, ship like that, even ship that it 0:51:00.440 --> 0:51:01.840 potentially the end of my control. 0:51:03.960 --> 0:51:06.480 Well, if it's out of your control, well, first of all, 0:51:06.480 --> 0:51:10.760 I mean, look, that's like I mean like bugs, bugs 0:51:10.800 --> 0:51:13.880 are assholes, and that's out of your control. So everything 0:51:13.920 --> 0:51:15.359 that's out of your control, I mean, you just get 0:51:15.440 --> 0:51:16.240 rid of that immediately. 0:51:19.080 --> 0:51:19.560 I feel that. 0:51:19.600 --> 0:51:20.960 I feel like I tried to apply. 0:51:20.880 --> 0:51:25.640 That and me don't apply that into your Also, I 0:51:25.640 --> 0:51:27.360 don't know, you shouldn't even be judged. I think you 0:51:27.400 --> 0:51:29.279 should just be doing it. You know, I don't even 0:51:29.280 --> 0:51:32.120 think you should be judging yourself about these plant What 0:51:32.200 --> 0:51:33.520 made you? Why do you want to be why do 0:51:33.600 --> 0:51:35.239 you want to get into the gardening? What appeals to 0:51:35.280 --> 0:51:36.000 you about gardening? 0:51:38.800 --> 0:51:41.520 I like following the money, I like, uh, I can 0:51:41.600 --> 0:51:45.960 sell I can sell the shit that I grow even 0:51:46.040 --> 0:51:52.399 around here, I can sell like local or like grown 0:51:52.440 --> 0:51:54.520 mushrooms for restaurants and ship. That's what I want to do. 0:51:59.440 --> 0:52:02.200 So you're you're telling me that you went into gardening 0:52:02.320 --> 0:52:02.760 for money. 0:52:04.280 --> 0:52:07.400 Oh yeah, I like. 0:52:07.600 --> 0:52:10.759 I like seeing the plants grow, but I like, you know, 0:52:11.160 --> 0:52:12.120 you gotta get make money. 0:52:16.680 --> 0:52:21.040 I think if the first reason, what do you do 0:52:21.120 --> 0:52:21.560 for a living? 0:52:23.840 --> 0:52:27.279 Right now? I work for myself doing the gardening and 0:52:27.480 --> 0:52:28.920 doing online business. 0:52:34.160 --> 0:52:41.480 So you support yourself by gardening, I do. So you've 0:52:41.480 --> 0:52:46.920 got you have objective proof that you are capable of gardening. 0:52:47.000 --> 0:52:49.839 You eat food with money, and you and you stay 0:52:49.880 --> 0:52:54.279 in an apartment with money that you have obtained through 0:52:54.400 --> 0:52:56.319 gardening as objective proof. 0:52:58.239 --> 0:52:59.960 I think that's why I'm so hardened myself on it, 0:53:00.040 --> 0:53:03.719 because it's one of you know, it's my it's what 0:53:03.920 --> 0:53:05.799 makes my money, and if I fuck it up, then 0:53:06.080 --> 0:53:14.080 there's no money from it, right, But. 0:53:14.120 --> 0:53:15.239 I would, you know what fuck it? 0:53:15.440 --> 0:53:15.600 You know? 0:53:15.719 --> 0:53:18.680 I have a similar thing, sort of like with this stream. 0:53:19.600 --> 0:53:21.160 I think all the time, I'm like, what happens to 0:53:21.200 --> 0:53:23.480 my fuck up? And people just stop watching the stream? 0:53:24.080 --> 0:53:26.839 I actually I have that right, but in my head, 0:53:26.880 --> 0:53:29.320 I'm just like, well, I'll just wait until that happens. 0:53:30.200 --> 0:53:33.279 If it happens, and I'll do something else. You know, 0:53:33.440 --> 0:53:36.360 if you fuck up so bad, I mean, you're not 0:53:36.440 --> 0:53:39.600 gonna die. You know, if you look you're you're a 0:53:39.640 --> 0:53:44.640 resourceful guy. You have been able to build your entire 0:53:44.800 --> 0:53:52.680 life around. You have the skills capable to build a business, 0:53:53.239 --> 0:53:57.120 and you know that objectively because you have done it right. 0:53:57.600 --> 0:54:02.239 So you have those skills. So even if all your 0:54:02.280 --> 0:54:05.279 plants die and you fuck up and everything closes and 0:54:05.360 --> 0:54:07.439 no one ever buys any plants from me ever, again, 0:54:07.880 --> 0:54:10.560 no one can take away those skills that you have. 0:54:11.000 --> 0:54:13.239 So even if everything you currently have and everything you 0:54:13.280 --> 0:54:18.000 currently know goes away, you can still do something afterwards. 0:54:18.040 --> 0:54:20.439 You're not but you don't get banned from life unless 0:54:20.560 --> 0:54:23.240 if you die. So as long as you're not bad, 0:54:25.080 --> 0:54:28.200 you know, there's more stuff for you to be able 0:54:28.200 --> 0:54:29.880 to do out in the world. So I would just 0:54:30.040 --> 0:54:31.719 try to live in the moment of what you're doing. 0:54:31.760 --> 0:54:34.160 And if it all goes south, you know that fucking 0:54:35.320 --> 0:54:37.840 it's like that Mark Twain. I think it wasn't Mark Twain. 0:54:39.040 --> 0:54:40.480 Do you know the quote I'm about to say. He 0:54:40.520 --> 0:54:43.479 said something like I've suffered a lot in my life, 0:54:43.520 --> 0:54:45.359 and most of the things I've suffered over it never 0:54:45.400 --> 0:54:46.120 actually happened. 0:54:47.040 --> 0:54:48.520 Yeah, yeah, I feel that. 0:54:49.360 --> 0:54:52.719 Yeah, I feel like it's kind of like that, if 0:54:52.800 --> 0:54:53.359 that makes sense. 0:54:56.000 --> 0:55:00.840 That's helpful. That helps with dress over shit that I 0:55:00.880 --> 0:55:05.719 don't have control over. It'll it'll it'll probably come back 0:55:05.760 --> 0:55:10.279 around and fade out. But that's something that I deal 0:55:10.360 --> 0:55:12.480 with and then comes back to bite me. But I 0:55:12.640 --> 0:55:14.279 think I deal with it a little better every time. 0:55:15.840 --> 0:55:19.359 Yeah, man, I I mean again, I have a similar thing. 0:55:19.560 --> 0:55:21.719 But what I mean, just I'll to say what keeps 0:55:21.800 --> 0:55:23.840 me going is just like, you know what if everything 0:55:23.960 --> 0:55:26.880 fucks up. I used to work for I got this 0:55:26.960 --> 0:55:28.359 from someone else. He used to work for a guy 0:55:28.360 --> 0:55:32.320 who ran his own marketing agency and he and he 0:55:32.520 --> 0:55:37.880 told me like, if this doesn't work, I'll just do 0:55:38.239 --> 0:55:41.160 something else. So I would just do what you're doing, 0:55:41.400 --> 0:55:43.680 and right now it's working for you. And once a 0:55:43.760 --> 0:55:45.839 staus working, you just do something else. I know it's hard. 0:55:45.960 --> 0:55:50.480 I know it's like a you know, small pithy answer, 0:55:50.640 --> 0:55:53.399 but no, that's what I have in my head. 0:55:54.600 --> 0:55:57.880 And if it stops, you apply the skills that you 0:55:58.040 --> 0:56:00.640 have to whatever is needed at the time. In the same, 0:56:00.920 --> 0:56:02.640 the same for you. Your ship. Your ship is great 0:56:02.760 --> 0:56:04.040 and I don't see Thank you man. 0:56:04.239 --> 0:56:05.440 I love it. 0:56:05.719 --> 0:56:08.479 I've started watching a couple of days ago when I'm. 0:56:08.400 --> 0:56:11.960 Upd Thank you man. I appreciate that. What's fuck it? 0:56:12.080 --> 0:56:14.160 What's your flower? What you want? You want to promote 0:56:14.200 --> 0:56:16.000 your flower website? I'm kind of curious, now. 0:56:17.120 --> 0:56:18.920 What was that you want to? 0:56:19.000 --> 0:56:19.239 You want? 0:56:19.280 --> 0:56:19.480 Where? 0:56:19.520 --> 0:56:21.600 Where do you sell these flowers at? I'm curious. 0:56:22.760 --> 0:56:25.560 Oh, I don't have a website for that. It's all local. 0:56:26.680 --> 0:56:31.319 But I do appreciate that. My right now, my only 0:56:31.400 --> 0:56:34.719 online thing is my eBay store. 0:56:36.320 --> 0:56:38.879 Yo, you should sign up for TikTok, make a little 0:56:38.880 --> 0:56:42.160 TikTok all your plants and you can surf. That's what 0:56:42.320 --> 0:56:49.160 I think you should do. Start scaling plants so you 0:56:49.280 --> 0:56:50.360 twerk in front of the plants. 0:56:51.000 --> 0:56:53.040 Is that what TikTok is for? I feel like that 0:56:53.120 --> 0:56:53.759 would be a thing. 0:56:56.600 --> 0:56:58.000 Look, man, trial and error, you know. 0:56:59.480 --> 0:57:01.200 Exactly if it sticks of sticks? 0:57:02.160 --> 0:57:03.680 Absolutely? What'd you say your name was? 0:57:05.440 --> 0:57:06.160 My name is Jeff. 0:57:07.080 --> 0:57:10.680 Well, Jeff, I'll leave you to it. Sounds like you've 0:57:10.680 --> 0:57:11.759 got some plans to work on. 0:57:13.200 --> 0:57:15.440 I do, and that's that's gonna be my new thing. 0:57:15.520 --> 0:57:16.760 You'll see you'll see me all over. 0:57:17.640 --> 0:57:19.520 I'm excited to see it. I love you, Jeff. I 0:57:19.560 --> 0:57:26.000 appreciate you. You calling in and again you know you 0:57:26.120 --> 0:57:29.520 got the skills that you need to do this. 0:57:30.560 --> 0:57:31.200 I appreciate it. 0:57:33.240 --> 0:57:33.800 I'll use you. 0:57:34.400 --> 0:57:36.280 You got mad skills you Thank you. 0:57:36.400 --> 0:57:36.560 Man. 0:57:37.480 --> 0:57:52.560 Peace all from Billy, Billy, Billy, are you there? 0:57:53.400 --> 0:57:53.600 Hey? 0:57:53.680 --> 0:57:54.160 What's going on? 0:57:54.320 --> 0:57:54.480 Man? 0:57:55.280 --> 0:57:59.800 You know, not a whole lot, Yeah, not a whole lot. Billy. 0:58:00.320 --> 0:58:03.960 You've had some good calls tonight. You've had some good calls. 0:58:04.000 --> 0:58:09.320 They've been they've been everywhere, but they've been really good. 0:58:09.400 --> 0:58:11.880 They've been a nice time, get nice time. 0:58:12.520 --> 0:58:16.200 What's your barometer? How how do you judge a call? Necessarily? 0:58:17.400 --> 0:58:23.920 I think it's going to start with are they sincere 0:58:24.160 --> 0:58:31.920 at first? But then then I want to feel exactly 0:58:33.440 --> 0:58:36.680 how they intended someone the old saying you treat people 0:58:36.760 --> 0:58:40.320 how they want to be treated. Sure, that kind of thing. 0:58:41.280 --> 0:58:43.400 I don't necessarily, I don't. I mean, I don't think 0:58:43.480 --> 0:58:52.240 sincerity is a requirement. I've had interesting interactions with people 0:58:52.280 --> 0:58:55.480 who felt insincere. I wouldn't. I wouldn't even go as 0:58:55.520 --> 0:58:58.040 far as to say that there is any sort of requirements. 0:58:58.400 --> 0:59:00.520 But I mean, you're telling me your own I'm fucking 0:59:00.640 --> 0:59:02.840 you up because are your time of your own personal definition? 0:59:03.160 --> 0:59:06.440 No, well, but but that what if the person's not 0:59:06.720 --> 0:59:10.160 being insincere, is it an interesting conversation because you know 0:59:10.320 --> 0:59:12.560 that they're full of shit? Or is it more of 0:59:12.560 --> 0:59:16.240 an interesting conversation to see how far they can take it? 0:59:17.040 --> 0:59:18.720 See, this is why I don't like. I don't like 0:59:18.800 --> 0:59:20.360 to put barometer. I don't not I don't know I 0:59:20.840 --> 0:59:22.840 have to tell people. I don't try to tell people 0:59:22.920 --> 0:59:25.600 that they can't prank call or that they can't you 0:59:25.680 --> 0:59:27.920 can do whatever. You can call in and not know what. 0:59:28.200 --> 0:59:30.240 I don't. I try not to put limits on I 0:59:30.320 --> 0:59:31.920 try to I want people to feel like they could 0:59:31.960 --> 0:59:35.600 do whatever, because then there might be some like formula 0:59:35.640 --> 0:59:37.320 you know what I'm saying, like a formula right of 0:59:37.440 --> 0:59:43.360 like a combination of confused but sincere insincere, because some 0:59:44.200 --> 0:59:47.160 there's there's a great call out there that the formula 0:59:47.200 --> 0:59:48.720 to which I don't even know. So I have to 0:59:48.800 --> 0:59:50.240 allow for all variables. 0:59:50.760 --> 0:59:54.120 Yeah, No, that's that's probably why you're good at what 0:59:54.280 --> 0:59:58.880 you do. Most people wouldn't have that patience. Most people 0:59:58.880 --> 1:00:01.640 wouldn't have that patient and the one time you do 1:00:01.880 --> 1:00:06.040 call them out, they actually do sound like they smoke 1:00:06.160 --> 1:00:07.560 forty Virginia slims today. 1:00:08.520 --> 1:00:09.760 What is a Virginia slim? 1:00:10.080 --> 1:00:14.800 A Virginia slim? It's the southern Southern old lady cigarette. 1:00:18.120 --> 1:00:21.960 Southern old lady's cigarette brings down the brings down their 1:00:22.040 --> 1:00:22.720 boys a lot. 1:00:23.720 --> 1:00:24.560 Can I ask you a question? 1:00:25.320 --> 1:00:26.240 I would love for you to. 1:00:31.680 --> 1:00:32.840 What's your greatest fear? 1:00:40.280 --> 1:00:42.959 I can't say death. I can't say death. 1:00:43.520 --> 1:00:44.520 Why can't you say that? 1:00:46.000 --> 1:00:48.680 I've had a wild life. You know, I'm lucky to 1:00:48.760 --> 1:00:50.880 be here right now. You know that as a get go, 1:00:51.320 --> 1:00:55.040 you have things that I want to kill you. All 1:00:55.120 --> 1:00:59.160 the ta cats, birds, rain hard rain would fuck you. 1:00:59.240 --> 1:01:00.960 What has wanted to kill you? 1:01:01.120 --> 1:01:01.440 Billy? 1:01:02.960 --> 1:01:06.120 I mean, I'm sure that I haven't made all friends 1:01:07.440 --> 1:01:10.400 in my life, so I'm sure there's somebody out there 1:01:10.400 --> 1:01:12.760 that thought it and being like God, that guy right 1:01:12.800 --> 1:01:13.800 there would be better dead. 1:01:14.520 --> 1:01:16.640 Is there anyone that you know for sure has ever 1:01:16.720 --> 1:01:18.800 wanted you dead? Well? 1:01:18.800 --> 1:01:22.600 I've been married once, but I mean I was a 1:01:22.720 --> 1:01:29.320 winner in that one. So uh, I think my step 1:01:29.440 --> 1:01:31.440 kids want me dead. To be honest with you, I 1:01:31.480 --> 1:01:33.640 think I'm gonna get in an ENDZ soon. 1:01:34.840 --> 1:01:36.480 Do you think your step kids want you dead? 1:01:37.240 --> 1:01:39.520 Well, I mean I think they're too young to know 1:01:39.760 --> 1:01:43.560 what that feeling actually means. But yeah, I think they've 1:01:43.640 --> 1:01:49.920 had that premature preteens fucking guy sucks type of deal, 1:01:50.000 --> 1:01:52.760 which sucks because I'm super cool to them. You know, 1:01:52.760 --> 1:01:53.439 they're good kids. 1:01:54.040 --> 1:01:55.200 Why do you think they don't like you? 1:01:57.680 --> 1:02:05.560 A demeanor? Demeanor, you know, one way to everybody else 1:02:05.840 --> 1:02:09.320 and one way just to me. And then those of 1:02:09.440 --> 1:02:13.800 course that time at the eight year old said fuck, 1:02:13.840 --> 1:02:17.080 I wish she'd die. But I think it's more the 1:02:17.160 --> 1:02:23.800 demeanor towards it. Maybe it's me. 1:02:24.080 --> 1:02:30.320 How long have you been been been married to your wife? 1:02:32.600 --> 1:02:38.240 I am uh engaged to this wonderful lady. We have 1:02:38.320 --> 1:02:46.520 a sixteen month baby, and yes, yes, yes, yes so 1:02:47.760 --> 1:02:51.520 but about two years I have been They they called 1:02:51.600 --> 1:02:54.720 me step dad first, and that was messed up when 1:02:54.760 --> 1:02:56.640 they did that because I went to go pick him 1:02:56.720 --> 1:02:59.320 up from the bus and the bus I was like, hey, 1:02:59.440 --> 1:03:03.040 is this your an eleven year old said no, this 1:03:03.240 --> 1:03:04.080 is my stepdad. 1:03:04.120 --> 1:03:05.040 I was so proud. 1:03:06.120 --> 1:03:08.440 I was so proud, like that is the sweetest thing, man, 1:03:08.560 --> 1:03:11.560 thank you so much, And he goes, whoa, whoa, whoa, billy. 1:03:12.680 --> 1:03:16.280 It's a lot easier to call you my stepdad than 1:03:16.320 --> 1:03:17.760 the guy that got mom pregnant. 1:03:20.160 --> 1:03:22.120 I was like, how how old are these How old 1:03:22.160 --> 1:03:23.560 are these kids that want you dead? 1:03:24.720 --> 1:03:27.240 That one was eleven? Now twelve? 1:03:27.240 --> 1:03:30.360 They still the twelve and and what twelve and nine? 1:03:30.800 --> 1:03:34.520 Twelve and ten? Now yeah, just turned birthdays this month. 1:03:36.520 --> 1:03:42.840 Well, I think you are lucky that of all the 1:03:42.960 --> 1:03:50.640 possible ages of people who want you dead, ten and 1:03:50.760 --> 1:03:55.720 twelve year olds, I think are the towards the side. 1:03:55.840 --> 1:03:58.680 Like if I wouldn't want like a healthy twenty seven year. 1:03:58.600 --> 1:04:00.800 Old man as a step kid. 1:04:00.920 --> 1:04:04.200 Now you know a twelve year old handle. 1:04:04.480 --> 1:04:06.160 You're talking about capable being? 1:04:07.240 --> 1:04:10.200 Yeah, yes, but don't be you know, I'm in Luctor, 1:04:11.760 --> 1:04:15.040 fuck man. My parents are divorced, and I remember being 1:04:15.320 --> 1:04:17.760 I remember being, you know, with whatever ten or twelve 1:04:17.840 --> 1:04:20.440 and being pissed off. Yeah, you know, I think it's 1:04:20.520 --> 1:04:22.600 just natural. I don't think it's just it's I hope 1:04:22.600 --> 1:04:24.320 you don't take it as a statement on you. 1:04:25.080 --> 1:04:29.400 No, no, no, I really think I tell you that. 1:04:30.120 --> 1:04:33.320 Yeah, I don't actually things. Yeah, I don't think I'm 1:04:33.320 --> 1:04:35.080 gonna wake up with them band. 1:04:35.760 --> 1:04:39.600 Actually, but you should actively start being a dick. 1:04:40.320 --> 1:04:43.040 I have been a dick, but but but it was 1:04:43.120 --> 1:04:46.680 at other times, like the nine year old came into 1:04:46.720 --> 1:04:48.880 a room when we first all moved in together, wanted 1:04:48.920 --> 1:04:50.720 to get to bed, and Nina's mom, I'm like why, 1:04:51.840 --> 1:04:55.040 He's like, I'm scared a nightmare And I said, then no, 1:04:56.080 --> 1:04:59.160 He's like why, Like, because I don't want the monsters 1:04:59.200 --> 1:05:00.320 to come kill all of us. 1:05:01.240 --> 1:05:03.440 Billy, you're the victim here. Well, I don't want you 1:05:03.440 --> 1:05:05.760 to think of yourself as a victim, but these kids 1:05:05.800 --> 1:05:08.320 are bullying you. You stand up to these kids. I 1:05:08.360 --> 1:05:09.880 hate these kids, you know what. 1:05:10.400 --> 1:05:13.200 I think you're right, dude, I think you're right. I've 1:05:13.240 --> 1:05:15.920 been not thinking that I could be the victim in this, 1:05:16.120 --> 1:05:18.600 but you know what, fuck them. 1:05:19.000 --> 1:05:21.040 Yeah, fuck these kids, dude, fuck these kids. 1:05:21.880 --> 1:05:22.920 I should just take mine go. 1:05:25.400 --> 1:05:29.360 That should look, you don't have to leave, you know, 1:05:30.280 --> 1:05:31.480 you don't have to leave, You don't have to be 1:05:31.560 --> 1:05:33.720 actively mean, but you know, stand up to these fucking kids. 1:05:33.760 --> 1:05:33.960 Dude. 1:05:35.080 --> 1:05:41.320 Yeah, you're right. Yeah. Is it worse to backhand a 1:05:41.480 --> 1:05:46.440 preteen if you are the step parent or the biological Wait, 1:05:46.480 --> 1:05:48.320 what is it more legally acceptable? 1:05:50.880 --> 1:05:54.600 You know, I'm not an attorney, gecko, but I would say, 1:05:54.880 --> 1:05:58.440 with whatever expertise I do have, you know, I mean, 1:05:58.520 --> 1:06:02.520 you don't have to hit these kids, but just you know, 1:06:02.720 --> 1:06:04.480 don't you're just saying. 1:06:04.400 --> 1:06:08.560 Act like I would hit them, like not they like 1:06:08.640 --> 1:06:10.600 I want them to know I wouldn't, But I just 1:06:10.720 --> 1:06:12.280 want them to know I fucking could. 1:06:13.760 --> 1:06:14.200 Type thing. 1:06:16.320 --> 1:06:19.680 Just just you know, look, don't just don't take their ship, 1:06:20.120 --> 1:06:22.160 you know, just be like you don't even have to. 1:06:22.200 --> 1:06:23.680 I mean, look, you don't have to like hit them. 1:06:23.720 --> 1:06:28.760 You don't have to be like violent or anything. But 1:06:29.960 --> 1:06:34.400 one person, you know, all right, don't read the chat. 1:06:34.840 --> 1:06:36.440 And I just glanced at the chat and everyone in 1:06:36.480 --> 1:06:38.720 the chat saying, don't he just and I see one 1:06:38.840 --> 1:06:42.280 highlighted message that says fucking hit those I see that. 1:06:43.240 --> 1:06:45.040 I bet that's one of the kids daring me. 1:06:46.760 --> 1:06:49.280 No, don't hit the kids, but don't let the kids 1:06:49.360 --> 1:06:49.640 hit you. 1:06:51.640 --> 1:06:52.080 I like that. 1:06:52.680 --> 1:06:53.120 I like that. 1:06:53.320 --> 1:06:55.240 Don't abuse, but don't take the abuse. 1:06:55.720 --> 1:06:56.200 I agree. 1:06:56.960 --> 1:06:58.160 I think that's a great way. 1:06:58.240 --> 1:07:01.760 I appreciate you, man, absolutely, man, I I you know, 1:07:01.840 --> 1:07:04.720 I wish you good luck. And yeah, thank you for 1:07:04.800 --> 1:07:06.520 calling in, thank you for all the nice things you said. 1:07:06.520 --> 1:07:07.240 I really appreciate it. 1:07:07.680 --> 1:07:08.640 Hey, have a good night. 1:07:09.080 --> 1:07:32.240 YouTube Mani Kanu Kanu. Hello, Hello, Keanu. 1:07:33.120 --> 1:07:36.120 Hey, got go man? What's up? 1:07:37.960 --> 1:07:38.840 Kanu? Man? 1:07:43.200 --> 1:07:43.640 That's me? 1:07:45.000 --> 1:07:46.960 What do we do? 1:07:47.080 --> 1:07:47.680 We know each other? 1:07:47.680 --> 1:07:51.440 I feel like we know each other, maybe in a 1:07:51.520 --> 1:07:52.200 past life. 1:07:53.320 --> 1:07:55.439 I mean, off the bat, I'm getting a really good sense. 1:07:55.480 --> 1:07:57.520 I'm getting a really good sense that, you know. I 1:07:57.600 --> 1:07:59.919 don't know where it's coming from. I couldn't put into words, 1:08:00.000 --> 1:08:01.320 but I'm getting a sense that you and I have 1:08:01.440 --> 1:08:02.400 some pretty good chemistry. 1:08:04.560 --> 1:08:07.440 Well, I guess I'm doing better than not. And then, 1:08:08.400 --> 1:08:10.080 poor god, there's no there's. 1:08:09.920 --> 1:08:12.440 No job to be done, all right, there's no active effort. 1:08:12.480 --> 1:08:14.640 It's just, you know, some people work well with each other. 1:08:14.760 --> 1:08:17.840 Some people don't, you know. Yeah, And I'm out by 1:08:17.920 --> 1:08:19.200 the way, you know. I mean, you're not out of 1:08:19.200 --> 1:08:21.360 the woods. Yeah, I don't. I'm not. I'm just saying 1:08:21.400 --> 1:08:23.120 I have a good feeling about this. I'm not saying 1:08:23.200 --> 1:08:27.040 definitively one I've decided one way or the other. I'm 1:08:27.120 --> 1:08:29.280 just saying, I if I had to make a good bet, 1:08:29.720 --> 1:08:31.720 But what good are bets? You know, you can only 1:08:32.040 --> 1:08:35.400 you can only hypothesize. You have to test, or you 1:08:35.520 --> 1:08:38.559 have to gain results and come to a conclusion supported 1:08:38.600 --> 1:08:39.560 by evidence. 1:08:41.240 --> 1:08:44.879 Absolutely, and I support that experimental approach. 1:08:47.520 --> 1:08:49.000 What's your guilty pleasure, Keanu? 1:08:51.920 --> 1:08:58.200 Uh, my guilty pleasure is probably masturbating, And Okay, it's 1:08:58.280 --> 1:09:01.080 not it's not that I feel good guilty about like 1:09:01.400 --> 1:09:07.080 masturbation and principle, I'm not like Catholic or anything or 1:09:07.800 --> 1:09:13.320 I don't know, I think they consider masturbation a sin, 1:09:13.479 --> 1:09:18.240 but I could be wrong. But anyway, it's it's it's 1:09:18.439 --> 1:09:23.800 just the way that I masturbate. It's just really bad 1:09:24.080 --> 1:09:28.240 for my muscles, Like I end up hurting myself, like 1:09:28.360 --> 1:09:34.360 pulling a muscle, that kind of thing. And also the 1:09:34.560 --> 1:09:39.320 things that I think about while masturbating, it's like, you know, 1:09:39.680 --> 1:09:44.680 humiliation type of stuff, like you know, pretty hardcore BDSM 1:09:44.800 --> 1:09:50.200 type of stuff, and which again I'm not, in principle 1:09:50.240 --> 1:09:53.280 opposed to, and I don't feel guilty about being into that. 1:09:53.520 --> 1:09:58.640 But sometimes I wonder if like fantasizing about being humiliated 1:09:58.720 --> 1:10:04.920 all the time, uh, can have like undesirable consequences for 1:10:05.040 --> 1:10:06.160 my psyche in general. 1:10:07.840 --> 1:10:12.400 M Yeah, have you ever like looked looked up that 1:10:12.560 --> 1:10:15.439 kind of thing, Like, have you ever googled? I mean, 1:10:15.479 --> 1:10:17.960 the BDSM community is pretty big. I feel like you 1:10:18.040 --> 1:10:21.080 can find I feel like the answers to your questions 1:10:21.920 --> 1:10:23.559 are out there somewhere, you know what I'm saying. 1:10:25.200 --> 1:10:28.759 Yeah, well, I have googled it. And it's funny because 1:10:29.600 --> 1:10:34.080 in like older kind of like psychiatry or psychology textbooks, 1:10:35.960 --> 1:10:40.680 they kind of consider interest in BDSM to be I 1:10:40.760 --> 1:10:43.519 think it was actually I want to say it was 1:10:43.600 --> 1:10:49.960 in one of the DSM DSM's diagnostic statistic mantles. But 1:10:50.120 --> 1:10:53.479 I think that the psychological community now has a has 1:10:53.520 --> 1:10:56.760 a bit more open minded view about it. So I 1:10:56.840 --> 1:11:00.320 don't think it's like a disorder to have your to 1:11:00.720 --> 1:11:03.640 fantasize about those kind of things. I just worry I 1:11:03.760 --> 1:11:05.439 fantasize about them too much. 1:11:08.400 --> 1:11:11.600 How often. Well, okay, you said you do it in 1:11:11.680 --> 1:11:14.240 a way that hurts your muscles. Do you that intentionally? 1:11:16.640 --> 1:11:24.559 No, it's just no, I don't it's not intentional. It's 1:11:24.640 --> 1:11:27.880 just like, I don't know, if you think about it, 1:11:28.040 --> 1:11:31.240 it's kind of hard to have bad to have good 1:11:31.360 --> 1:11:37.519 form while masturbating. I mean it's like, really, you know, 1:11:37.800 --> 1:11:40.320 it's like your shoulders in a real like kind of 1:11:40.560 --> 1:11:46.519 awkward position. You know. I have trouble with that with 1:11:46.680 --> 1:11:49.719 like when I'm working out and stuff. I always, everything 1:11:49.760 --> 1:11:52.240 always goes to my shoulder, and I don't know how 1:11:52.280 --> 1:11:53.760 to compensate for that. 1:11:54.600 --> 1:11:58.519 I have a friend and what he does is he 1:11:58.680 --> 1:12:01.120 does this thing that he calls he calls it DJing 1:12:01.280 --> 1:12:07.880 the dick, and he'll press He won't he never grabs it, 1:12:08.600 --> 1:12:12.720 but he'll like press down on it like like he's like, 1:12:13.720 --> 1:12:16.080 I mean, so it's very probably I mean, similar to 1:12:16.120 --> 1:12:19.400 the way the little woman masturbates. He'll just press down 1:12:19.520 --> 1:12:21.960 on it. And I guess the I guess it's like 1:12:22.120 --> 1:12:30.880 the friction between his penis and his his thighs does 1:12:30.960 --> 1:12:31.800 something for him. 1:12:33.520 --> 1:12:34.639 Okay, I mean. 1:12:34.600 --> 1:12:37.519 That's if you if I'm just if you're looking for 1:12:37.640 --> 1:12:43.160 other methods that could potentially, you know, cure, because yeah, 1:12:43.240 --> 1:12:47.640 there are you know, I understand the arthritis concerns. I 1:12:47.880 --> 1:12:54.160 was wondering if you weren't masturbating in a strange position 1:12:54.280 --> 1:12:55.320 on purpose. 1:12:56.560 --> 1:13:00.800 For reasons, right? 1:13:01.120 --> 1:13:04.680 No? No, I mean I do, you know, sometimes in 1:13:04.800 --> 1:13:08.679 flood pain upon myself, but this is more like kind 1:13:08.720 --> 1:13:11.320 of more like chronic injury type of stuff that's not 1:13:11.439 --> 1:13:18.200 really desirable. Yeah, but what I've been doing, like I 1:13:18.320 --> 1:13:23.280 got this it's called a magic wand I don't know 1:13:23.280 --> 1:13:23.679 if you're. 1:13:23.600 --> 1:13:26.200 Familiar magic No, what is a magic wand? 1:13:27.640 --> 1:13:31.920 So it's like a a kind of vibrator, but I 1:13:32.040 --> 1:13:37.240 think it's really designed for clteral stimulation. It's just it 1:13:37.360 --> 1:13:40.160 looks like a massage. I think it's kind of marketed 1:13:40.920 --> 1:13:45.760 as a massage device, but it you know what I'm 1:13:45.760 --> 1:13:48.200 talking about. You may have seen it in porn or something. 1:13:49.160 --> 1:13:50.960 A mad No, I've ever heard of the magic wand. 1:13:52.160 --> 1:13:55.479 Well, it's just like clitteral vibrator basically, but you they 1:13:55.600 --> 1:14:00.840 actually sell an attachment. It's called the Hummingbird attachment, and 1:14:01.000 --> 1:14:06.680 it's basically like you know, a vibrating It makes this 1:14:06.960 --> 1:14:11.280 vibrating circle that you can use to masturbate with if 1:14:11.320 --> 1:14:16.160 you're a male, you know, and using that puts less 1:14:16.160 --> 1:14:17.240 strain on my shoulder. 1:14:18.360 --> 1:14:21.559 But is it is it an attachment intended for male 1:14:21.680 --> 1:14:23.400 use or is it intended for female use? When you 1:14:23.520 --> 1:14:25.360 found a male use, No. 1:14:26.520 --> 1:14:34.240 It's intended for male use. And yeah, and my most 1:14:34.320 --> 1:14:41.720 recent girlfriend was the Dominatrix actually, and she there's like 1:14:41.920 --> 1:14:46.000 my magic wand is actually slightly damaged because she was 1:14:46.160 --> 1:14:51.040 using it. She was pressing it really hard against my cockcage, 1:14:51.200 --> 1:14:56.320 my male chastity device, and she pushed it so hard 1:14:56.360 --> 1:14:59.960 against the cage that it like she created a whole 1:15:00.360 --> 1:15:04.000 in the in the magic wand. She damaged the magic 1:15:04.120 --> 1:15:09.200 wand but using the uh, the hummingbird attachment, you know, 1:15:10.040 --> 1:15:11.880 it still works, still works fine. 1:15:12.520 --> 1:15:15.880 This is like it's like the when the Unstoppable. You 1:15:15.960 --> 1:15:17.880 know the idea, you know, the idea of a sword 1:15:17.960 --> 1:15:20.920 that could penetrate any armor, and then you could penetrate 1:15:20.960 --> 1:15:22.960 any shield in the shield that could withstand the blow 1:15:22.960 --> 1:15:23.599 of any sword. 1:15:24.840 --> 1:15:26.800 Yeah, it was, I was. 1:15:26.840 --> 1:15:30.439 It kind of like that where you had like a 1:15:30.600 --> 1:15:35.880 very strong chastity belt. But the magic iron is magic 1:15:35.960 --> 1:15:37.200 wand is also very. 1:15:39.640 --> 1:15:45.519 Well the the magic wand. It It's strange. You might 1:15:45.640 --> 1:15:48.439 not think that you would be able to orgasm like 1:15:48.560 --> 1:15:53.480 that because number one, your the cage renders you incapable 1:15:53.520 --> 1:15:58.960 of really having a full erection obviously, and then so 1:15:59.200 --> 1:16:04.560 all you're getting this like vibratory stimulation and you're not 1:16:04.680 --> 1:16:07.840 even erect while it's happening. But believe it or not, 1:16:08.000 --> 1:16:11.320 I mean it's actually quite quite stimulating. 1:16:11.479 --> 1:16:14.600 And I mean you're I mean, I'm gonna be you. 1:16:14.960 --> 1:16:18.120 You you sound like you're like pitching it right now. 1:16:18.240 --> 1:16:19.960 I'm you're selling it very well. 1:16:24.720 --> 1:16:31.080 Well yeah, I mean, I mean, if I wanted to, 1:16:31.240 --> 1:16:34.120 I could kind of really go deeper into that role 1:16:34.280 --> 1:16:37.120 and you know, make the case. 1:16:37.840 --> 1:16:41.920 Sorry, go ahead, you could, but you but you keep 1:16:42.000 --> 1:16:45.920 saying this is a problem. Maybe this isn't a problem. Man, 1:16:46.040 --> 1:16:50.800 this could be a career. I see you doing what 1:16:50.880 --> 1:16:53.519 you're doing right now. It like little you know, trade shows. 1:16:54.400 --> 1:17:03.320 Yeah, that's that's flattering, But you know, I'm I don't. 1:17:04.000 --> 1:17:08.080 I'm really more like introverted. I'm actually a programmer by trade, 1:17:10.200 --> 1:17:12.559 so I'm not that outgoing. I don't know i'd actually 1:17:12.640 --> 1:17:13.519 do that well with that. 1:17:17.760 --> 1:17:21.400 But it's interesting because you gave like a pretty technical rundown. 1:17:22.400 --> 1:17:24.880 I mean, you explained that you explained the magic wand 1:17:24.920 --> 1:17:26.760 and the way that you know, you would explain any 1:17:26.800 --> 1:17:27.679 other piece of hardware. 1:17:31.439 --> 1:17:38.640 Yeah, yeah, I I I guess I can communicate with 1:17:38.840 --> 1:17:41.960 computers more than I do with human beings, if you 1:17:42.160 --> 1:17:47.640 consider writing code to be talking to computers. And I 1:17:47.760 --> 1:17:52.519 find that I have a very literal and straightforward manner 1:17:52.600 --> 1:17:57.880 of communication that some people find a little strange to you, 1:17:58.200 --> 1:18:01.560 you know, to to speak that way colloquially, you know, 1:18:01.920 --> 1:18:03.720 or just in a casual conversation. 1:18:04.880 --> 1:18:09.439 Mm hmm, well, man, I get I mean, look, if 1:18:09.479 --> 1:18:11.640 you're having I think I would leave it on this. 1:18:11.800 --> 1:18:15.280 I think if you're having, you know, problems with your art, 1:18:15.439 --> 1:18:20.479 with your wrist, you know, go to a doctor, but 1:18:20.680 --> 1:18:23.080 talk or I mean go to I mean for both 1:18:23.120 --> 1:18:25.240 for everything, you know, go to a doctor. But go 1:18:25.680 --> 1:18:27.360 go hang out in the b D s M. You 1:18:27.439 --> 1:18:30.160 seem a little shy, you know, go hang out on 1:18:30.320 --> 1:18:32.800 r slash b D s M. You know, go go 1:18:33.080 --> 1:18:36.640 go make your fet life account, you know, make go 1:18:37.360 --> 1:18:41.120 get involved in the community, and the community will will 1:18:41.200 --> 1:18:42.679 welcome you. Would you say your. 1:18:42.600 --> 1:18:43.000 Name was. 1:18:44.880 --> 1:18:46.080 Yet a cool name too? 1:18:48.960 --> 1:18:52.280 Yeah, that's that's totally one hundred my real name. 1:18:54.920 --> 1:18:57.840 Well, Keanu, I'm excited for I'm excited for the future 1:18:57.880 --> 1:18:59.400 that you have ahead of you. And I appreciate you 1:18:59.520 --> 1:19:02.000 being so been and honest with us this evening. 1:19:03.240 --> 1:19:05.559 Hey, I appreciate you. Thank you for listening. 1:19:06.200 --> 1:19:14.040 Absolutely, have a good night, Kean him you too. You 1:19:14.160 --> 1:19:16.360 are we about to get sponsored by the Magic wand 1:19:16.479 --> 1:19:20.080 right now because I know, I know, all right, Look 1:19:20.120 --> 1:19:23.400 there's two there's twenty seven hundred people watching this on 1:19:23.520 --> 1:19:26.880 Reddit and like three hundred people watching it on twitch, 1:19:27.080 --> 1:19:30.280 and so I know at least one of you has 1:19:30.920 --> 1:19:34.600 while we were taking Google to the Magic wand and 1:19:35.200 --> 1:19:41.799 maybe of everyone watching this stream right now, one person 1:19:42.040 --> 1:19:47.200 will make a purchase because of it. And I need 1:19:47.320 --> 1:19:48.200 a code. 1:19:54.320 --> 1:19:56.200 Home from Will. 1:19:58.120 --> 1:19:58.320 Will. 1:19:59.680 --> 1:20:04.680 Yes, Hello, what are you? 1:20:04.760 --> 1:20:05.640 What are you doing right now? 1:20:07.520 --> 1:20:08.840 I was just watching your stream? 1:20:13.280 --> 1:20:15.280 Do you have any friends or family that live in Alaska? 1:20:16.800 --> 1:20:25.040 Uh? Not that I know of, do you? No? Alaska 1:20:25.080 --> 1:20:25.519 is a city. 1:20:28.520 --> 1:20:29.920 What's your favorite city in America? 1:20:32.000 --> 1:20:35.559 You know, I haven't really traveled that much in America. 1:20:36.760 --> 1:20:40.160 Probably the best one I've been to is Houston, Texas. 1:20:42.520 --> 1:20:47.320 Texas is a state, Yeah, but uh has a city 1:20:47.400 --> 1:20:48.000 called Houston. 1:20:51.640 --> 1:20:53.000 Do you think you're a good person. 1:20:57.160 --> 1:20:57.680 Sometimes? 1:20:57.800 --> 1:20:58.000 Yeah? 1:21:00.840 --> 1:21:02.160 What makes you a good person? 1:21:05.760 --> 1:21:06.280 I feel like. 1:21:08.560 --> 1:21:22.720 My tolerance with people's attitudes and I don't know, I 1:21:22.800 --> 1:21:26.439 feel like I'm overall happy and I'm nice to everybody. 1:21:26.479 --> 1:21:28.160 I try to be nice to everybody no matter what. 1:21:29.160 --> 1:21:30.040 I don't try to judge. 1:21:30.680 --> 1:21:32.400 Has anyone ever tested your patience? 1:21:34.200 --> 1:21:36.960 Oh yeah, my closest friends. They test my patience all 1:21:36.960 --> 1:21:37.240 the time. 1:21:37.880 --> 1:21:38.200 How So. 1:21:39.880 --> 1:21:42.080 They try to get me mad, and they try to 1:21:42.400 --> 1:21:45.800 h they try to push my butlendons because they know 1:21:45.960 --> 1:21:49.000 me the most, of course, and they know what really 1:21:49.040 --> 1:21:53.600 ticks me off, so they do that purposefully. 1:21:54.479 --> 1:21:54.840 M hm. 1:21:55.520 --> 1:21:57.800 So so you trust them, so you kind of let 1:21:57.880 --> 1:22:01.200 them in on your weaknesses and they exploit them. Yes, 1:22:03.920 --> 1:22:04.759 what are your weaknesses? 1:22:06.840 --> 1:22:12.200 My weaknesses? Probably A big one is masturbation? 1:22:16.120 --> 1:22:20.920 And in what way do your friends exploit your weakness 1:22:20.960 --> 1:22:21.600 of masturbation? 1:22:24.120 --> 1:22:25.479 I they. 1:22:26.880 --> 1:22:30.040 They bring up how I do it in weird and 1:22:30.400 --> 1:22:37.479 odd places, and also how I how I, you know, 1:22:38.360 --> 1:22:40.240 partake on touching my penis? 1:22:43.400 --> 1:22:47.200 I mean, how exactly are they like they make fun 1:22:47.280 --> 1:22:49.160 of you for the for like the method that you 1:22:49.320 --> 1:22:58.800 use to masturbate. Yes, I mean, well, how does that 1:22:58.840 --> 1:22:59.400 make you feel? 1:23:01.000 --> 1:23:01.400 Honestly? 1:23:01.600 --> 1:23:04.120 Since I know them and I know that they they 1:23:04.160 --> 1:23:06.200 are you doing this purposely? I you know, I think 1:23:06.240 --> 1:23:08.200 it's funny. They think it's funny, so I don't really 1:23:08.280 --> 1:23:09.000 get mad about it. 1:23:09.080 --> 1:23:12.160 But you know, when somebody else is you know, do 1:23:12.520 --> 1:23:13.920 you masturbate unconventionally? 1:23:14.920 --> 1:23:17.160 Yes, all the time. It's uncontrollable. 1:23:18.200 --> 1:23:22.400 What I mean, what do you do that that that 1:23:22.560 --> 1:23:24.839 is abnormal in terms of disturbation? 1:23:26.000 --> 1:23:29.240 I do it everywhere I before work. 1:23:29.439 --> 1:23:30.960 So it's not a method, it's a location. 1:23:32.040 --> 1:23:35.960 Oh, it's it's a method also like I choke myself sometimes, 1:23:37.920 --> 1:23:39.479 you know, I always try to find something new to 1:23:39.520 --> 1:23:40.200 please myself. 1:23:43.640 --> 1:23:49.120 You know, how well, how how often has this been 1:23:49.200 --> 1:23:51.680 going on? Because you might I'm afraid for you is 1:23:51.760 --> 1:23:57.320 that you might come to a point where, if you 1:23:57.439 --> 1:24:01.640 go so hard, you might I lose all set. You 1:24:01.800 --> 1:24:04.000 might go to a point of no return where nothing 1:24:04.040 --> 1:24:05.600 gets you off anymore, and you might have to go 1:24:05.840 --> 1:24:08.120 like I mean, really extreme, you know what I mean. 1:24:09.880 --> 1:24:12.280 That's that's what I'm afraid of. I'm afraid of, you know, 1:24:12.760 --> 1:24:20.040 developing wrecked out dysfunction. And but I feel like I 1:24:20.840 --> 1:24:22.680 this has become an addiction at this point that I'm 1:24:22.680 --> 1:24:23.360 trying to fight. 1:24:26.040 --> 1:24:30.800 Have you have you ever heard of auto erotic exphyxiation. 1:24:33.520 --> 1:24:39.400 In like movies? I think I don't know. I'm not 1:24:39.479 --> 1:24:40.360 really familiar with it. 1:24:44.400 --> 1:24:46.120 Where's the strangest place you've done it? 1:24:48.320 --> 1:24:54.080 Strangest place, I'm not sure? Poly Uh airport bathroom? 1:24:54.880 --> 1:24:55.640 In the stall. 1:24:58.920 --> 1:25:01.400 Airport bathroom. Well, everyone's in the airport bathroom of a stall, 1:25:01.960 --> 1:25:03.679 you know, I mean, sitting around your waiting at the airport. 1:25:05.280 --> 1:25:08.479 I didn't think that was normal. I never, you know, 1:25:08.600 --> 1:25:14.640 really asked I mean, I don't know, do you ever 1:25:14.800 --> 1:25:16.760 like do it in public places, like, you know, just 1:25:17.080 --> 1:25:20.160 wink one off real quick before work, or you know, 1:25:20.560 --> 1:25:22.879 just get bored sometimes and just go into the bathroom. 1:25:25.960 --> 1:25:28.200 Yeah, I mean, oh, like. 1:25:30.479 --> 1:25:33.719 You know, not like it like work. 1:25:35.920 --> 1:25:38.680 I mean, don't you it's like to work at home? 1:25:38.800 --> 1:25:41.599 So I mean so I guess, yes, it worked well. 1:25:41.640 --> 1:25:43.400 I mean, like, say, if you worked at an office, 1:25:43.439 --> 1:25:45.479 you know, do you ever just want to bring up 1:25:45.520 --> 1:25:48.840 some pornographic things and just wink one off real quick? 1:25:49.000 --> 1:25:51.120 It's just the rush of it, you know, makes it exciting. 1:25:52.120 --> 1:25:55.200 Okay, so you act okay, so you actively like for you, 1:25:55.600 --> 1:25:58.599 it's not you have to masturbate. Oh but you're at 1:25:58.680 --> 1:26:01.400 the thing, oh whatever. For you, you're like, oh, I'm 1:26:01.400 --> 1:26:04.360 at the it comes the thing, the location comes first. 1:26:05.000 --> 1:26:09.800 You go, oh, I'm at the airport. It would be 1:26:09.880 --> 1:26:11.360 exciting to masturbate here. 1:26:14.120 --> 1:26:17.240 I never thought about that, but I guess in a way, yeah, 1:26:17.320 --> 1:26:19.519 I mean usually I just get bored. I'm just like, man, 1:26:20.520 --> 1:26:22.559 I could really just you know, roll one off real quick, 1:26:22.640 --> 1:26:24.760 And so I think about it and then I'm like, wow, 1:26:24.760 --> 1:26:26.080 we're don't it be exciting to like do. 1:26:26.160 --> 1:26:26.559 It right here? 1:26:29.760 --> 1:26:31.479 See that's in that I feel like you're gonna get 1:26:31.479 --> 1:26:33.720 into a dangerous spot where you're gonna there's gonna be 1:26:33.720 --> 1:26:36.040 a place that you're gonna want to masturbate. That's too dangerous, 1:26:36.280 --> 1:26:38.320 but you're gonna do it anyway, And I don't I 1:26:38.360 --> 1:26:39.720 don't want. I don't want to see you go down 1:26:39.800 --> 1:26:42.280 that far where you're gonna get yourself into trouble, you. 1:26:42.360 --> 1:26:45.960 Know, right, I understand that. I mean, of course, I 1:26:46.080 --> 1:26:48.559 try to stay shy away from you know, people seeing 1:26:48.760 --> 1:26:50.840 you know, my pepe, because I'm self conscious about it. 1:26:52.760 --> 1:26:54.080 You're self conscious about your penis. 1:26:55.600 --> 1:27:01.880 Yeah, yeah, your friends. 1:27:02.880 --> 1:27:04.360 I think you should get new friends. I don't think. 1:27:04.360 --> 1:27:04.599 I don't. 1:27:04.600 --> 1:27:06.840 I don't like that your friends are give you. I 1:27:06.880 --> 1:27:08.439 think your friends should be helping you, because you know, 1:27:08.520 --> 1:27:09.679 you seem like you've got an issue. 1:27:11.400 --> 1:27:13.479 I'm actually with a good friend right now. He's listening 1:27:13.520 --> 1:27:13.680 to this. 1:27:14.520 --> 1:27:15.280 Can I talk to him? 1:27:15.920 --> 1:27:16.120 Yeah? 1:27:16.120 --> 1:27:19.439 Of course, Hello, what do. 1:27:19.479 --> 1:27:20.599 You think of your friend's habits? 1:27:23.080 --> 1:27:25.080 I mean, you know, I'm not really the judging type. 1:27:25.160 --> 1:27:28.160 So I mean, as long as like you guys were 1:27:28.200 --> 1:27:30.000 talking about, like, as long as he doesn't push him 1:27:30.000 --> 1:27:31.880 to it as where like he's doing something dangerous hight 1:27:31.880 --> 1:27:34.559 you could hurt himself then, I mean, I don't think 1:27:34.600 --> 1:27:36.680 there's anything really wrong, you know. 1:27:45.080 --> 1:27:47.120 Can you watch out for him and make sure he 1:27:47.160 --> 1:27:49.639 doesn't do anything wrong, anything that could get him in trouble? 1:27:50.439 --> 1:27:53.240 No, trust me, Like I'm always checking up on him, 1:27:53.360 --> 1:27:57.639 like every day, I'm always texting him, calling him, making 1:27:57.680 --> 1:27:58.000 sure you. 1:27:58.080 --> 1:28:06.880 Know, well, I a polys for for saying a ethany friends. 1:28:06.880 --> 1:28:08.519 You actually seem like a pretty decent guy and I 1:28:08.640 --> 1:28:12.160 and I appreciate you looking out for for your friends. 1:28:13.240 --> 1:28:13.400 Yeah. 1:28:13.479 --> 1:28:15.800 No, we've been friends for a really long time over 1:28:16.240 --> 1:28:21.639 I almost twelve years now, so yeah, we go way back. 1:28:21.760 --> 1:28:27.000 But if I can ask, I actually had something happened 1:28:27.000 --> 1:28:29.400 today at work. I don't know if you gave me 1:28:29.520 --> 1:28:32.720 some not really advice, but like I guess comforting. 1:28:32.560 --> 1:28:37.360 Words possibly what's up? 1:28:38.360 --> 1:28:38.720 All right? 1:28:38.920 --> 1:28:47.920 So, so at work today I went into the web 1:28:48.000 --> 1:28:51.639 browser and it sounds it sounds stupid, it sounds big. 1:28:52.120 --> 1:28:52.800 It's not it's not. 1:28:54.800 --> 1:29:00.400 So I actually it's stupid. Hold on, I don't putted 1:29:00.439 --> 1:29:03.759 a song on porn hub, like one of the songs 1:29:03.920 --> 1:29:07.560 like the song I made. Yeah, and I thought it 1:29:07.560 --> 1:29:08.920 would be funny to show, you know, one of my 1:29:09.000 --> 1:29:11.639 co workers without thinking, you know, I was at work 1:29:11.840 --> 1:29:15.600 using the you know, work network and all that. So 1:29:16.600 --> 1:29:19.000 when I looked it up, it allowed me. You know 1:29:19.080 --> 1:29:21.519 how some web browsers when you're at work, it blocks it. 1:29:21.960 --> 1:29:26.080 This one wasn't blocked sure, so when I went on it, 1:29:26.760 --> 1:29:30.439 it kind of made the computer like lock up and 1:29:30.920 --> 1:29:35.479 kind of went too like a like lockdown modes. So 1:29:37.640 --> 1:29:39.439 I think I might be losing my job soon. 1:29:41.640 --> 1:29:44.840 But how's the how's the music career going? 1:29:47.240 --> 1:29:48.960 I mean, I'm just starting out. I mean I've been 1:29:49.080 --> 1:29:52.240 making music for a really long time, but just recently 1:29:53.200 --> 1:29:58.320 to porn hub. I thought it would be funny. 1:30:00.120 --> 1:30:02.760 You should try. You should make music for TikTok. 1:30:03.960 --> 1:30:08.240 Actually on TikTok so it is on Spotify and Apple 1:30:08.360 --> 1:30:10.000 Music and actually TikTok too. 1:30:13.840 --> 1:30:15.519 Well, I mean now you have more time to focus 1:30:15.560 --> 1:30:18.120 on that. So I think that that's the positives of it. 1:30:20.240 --> 1:30:21.920 H Yeah, actually you're right. 1:30:22.040 --> 1:30:28.200 Yeah, but look, you know, good luck to you and 1:30:28.320 --> 1:30:30.479 good luck to show. What was your friend's name who 1:30:30.479 --> 1:30:34.559 called in first? His name is Will Will and your 1:30:34.640 --> 1:30:39.360 name my name is Nick Well? Will Well, Nick, I 1:30:39.439 --> 1:30:41.840 love you guys. You guys seem like a good pair 1:30:41.920 --> 1:30:43.200 and I think you too are going to really help 1:30:43.240 --> 1:30:45.360 each other out as you navigate through the various perils 1:30:45.400 --> 1:30:50.280 of your life. Hey guy, who will Yeah? 1:30:50.760 --> 1:30:51.720 Yeah, I just want to let you. 1:30:51.720 --> 1:30:52.559 Know that I love you more. 1:30:54.479 --> 1:30:56.200 Thank you man, you have a good name. 1:30:56.960 --> 1:30:57.280 You too. 1:31:07.160 --> 1:31:10.360 That has been the fucking show. That has been the 1:31:10.479 --> 1:31:15.040 Therapy Gecko Show. That was kind of good, That was 1:31:15.080 --> 1:31:21.000 all right, all right? Thank you again for listening. This 1:31:21.160 --> 1:31:24.840 has been Therapy Gecko, Gecko Chat, the Gecko Show. This 1:31:24.920 --> 1:31:26.759 has been the show where you talk to a gecko 1:31:26.880 --> 1:31:29.479 on the phone and then someone listens to it in 1:31:29.600 --> 1:31:34.880 their car or at the grocery store. Thank you guys 1:31:34.920 --> 1:31:38.120 again for listening. 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