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Speaker 1: Home from Alaca.

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Speaker 2: Alaka.

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Speaker 3: Hello, Hello, hello, yes, yes, hello?

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Speaker 4: Is this the frog.

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Speaker 3: From gaycu.

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Speaker 5: Mm hmmm.

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Speaker 6: Sure, okay, listen, I'm having a bit of an issue

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Speaker 6: with my car okay.

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Speaker 7: Uh.

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Speaker 6: And I'm on your insurance playing right now?

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Speaker 7: Uh?

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Speaker 6: Can you can you get me covered so so I

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Speaker 6: don't get food?

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Speaker 5: What?

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Speaker 1: Okay? Okay?

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Speaker 7: Well?

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Speaker 3: Anyways, how you doing tonight, mister frog?

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Speaker 2: I'm all right?

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Speaker 6: Aha?

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Speaker 4: School with your drinking water?

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Speaker 6: Okay? And what's your greatest here?

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Speaker 8: What?

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Speaker 6: What is your greatest fear?

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Speaker 2: Can I ask you a question?

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Speaker 7: Yes?

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Speaker 1: What's up?

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Speaker 2: What is your greatest fear?

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Speaker 5: Oh?

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Speaker 2: My greatest here?

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Speaker 3: Okay, don't last okay.

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Speaker 2: Hold on, hold on, hold on, all right, I mean

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Speaker 2: I wasn't gonna Where did you think this would go?

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Speaker 2: And where? And how does that?

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Speaker 7: How that?

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Speaker 2: How is that different from where it has gone? And

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Speaker 2: be please be honest with me if you can. I

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Speaker 2: know you don't want to. I know you want to

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Speaker 2: keep doing it. But I know that there's a part

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Speaker 2: in you that can be reached to do an honest

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Speaker 2: valuealuation to do I want to. I mean, seriously, you

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Speaker 2: know how much I mean, I know there's a part

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Speaker 2: in you that understands that a genuine if you stop

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Speaker 2: doing the voice real quick, and we got to a

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Speaker 2: point where we're genuinely evaluating what the way that this

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Speaker 2: played out versus the way you thought it would play

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Speaker 2: out in your head, we both know that would be

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Speaker 2: more valuable for us than if you kept doing the voice.

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Speaker 2: I mean you, I know, I mean, look, you're gonna

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Speaker 2: do whatever you're gonna do. I'm not You're not obligated

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Speaker 2: to do anything, you know, you know me anything, But

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Speaker 2: I'm but I'm so curious what that would look like.

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Speaker 2: Are you not curious what that would look like? Can

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Speaker 2: I appeal to that sense in you?

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Speaker 7: Oh?

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Speaker 6: Yeah, sure?

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Speaker 7: All right?

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Speaker 5: All right?

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Speaker 2: How did this go compared to how you thought it

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Speaker 2: would go?

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Speaker 6: Again?

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Speaker 3: Now I'm going to be serious. I was gonna go

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Speaker 3: from joking to actually like talking about real problems. But now, okay, So,

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Speaker 3: to be honest, my greatest fear would have.

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Speaker 5: To be.

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Speaker 6: Most likely government issues and the middle and how're in

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Speaker 2: Are you afraid of the government's inability to handle what?

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Speaker 5: What? What?

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Speaker 6: How?

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Speaker 2: Are you you're afraid of our government?

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Speaker 6: Yes? I feel like.

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Speaker 3: They don't know what they're doing. And I feel like

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Speaker 3: that we're most likely going to be in this pandemic

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Speaker 3: for a couple more years. And that's my fear because

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Speaker 3: I like, I want to go and you know, I

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Speaker 3: want to go get out of the pandemic.

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Speaker 6: But in order to do that, you know, people need

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Speaker 6: just it's scary to think that there there might be

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Speaker 2: Well, you know, I can't say that I know anything

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Speaker 2: for the best. I try to remain optimistic. That's about

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Speaker 2: all we can do. I mean, everything that could possibly

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Speaker 2: have been said about the uncertainty of coronavirus has been said,

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Speaker 2: So you know, I think I think you put it

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Speaker 2: in school. But I hope you feel better.

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Speaker 6: Thank you, And I hope you feel better, And to

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Speaker 6: the chat, I hope that you can soon, hopefully get

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Speaker 6: out of this pandemic. Love y'all, see you later.

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Speaker 2: Have a good night. Hef Hello, this is Lio, the

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Speaker 2: fucking get cool guy. That was you know, I recorded.

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Speaker 2: This is the second draft of this intro that I've

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Speaker 2: I was like, I'm not I'm gonna not do that.

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Speaker 2: So no one's ever gonna listen to no one's ever

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Speaker 2: gonna get to hear that ever. But anyway, Look, this

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Speaker 2: is therapy Gecko. This is a show where strangers call

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Speaker 2: me and we talk about uh, pretty much everything and

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Speaker 2: H This evening's program got all sorts of calls about

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Speaker 2: all sorts of things, and also some calls that aren't

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Speaker 2: just look, I wanted to prepare you. I had to

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Speaker 2: baseball podcast and it's like, well, we talk about baseball,

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Speaker 2: then there's the movie podcast where we're gonna talk about movies.

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Speaker 2: We'll go, well, I want to you know, look, let's

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Speaker 2: carve a space out here at Spotify and Apple Music

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Speaker 2: podcast where you don't really have to sometimes we talk

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Speaker 2: about stuff, but not all the time. All right, this,

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Speaker 2: this is this has been too long. I apologize anyway.

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Speaker 2: You can call the Getto every Monday, Wednesday and Friday

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Speaker 2: at ten pm Eastern Standard Time on twitch dot tv,

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Speaker 2: slash lyle forever and without further ado. Let's let's get

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Speaker 2: into it, baby, all from.

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Speaker 9: A mom.

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Speaker 2: Ed mon et mon yep, what's up?

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Speaker 5: Uh?

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Speaker 9: Not much?

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Speaker 2: What's up with you?

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Speaker 5: No?

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Speaker 10: Not much?

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Speaker 2: That's cool?

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Speaker 9: How you been having good? How you been?

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Speaker 5: Yeah? You know it could be better?

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Speaker 7: Why?

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Speaker 2: What's wrong?

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Speaker 5: Work up my hours?

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Speaker 2: Where do you work.

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Speaker 11: At a warehouse?

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Speaker 2: What kind of warehouse?

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Speaker 5: We create board games?

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Speaker 2: You create board games?

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Speaker 5: Yes? Like parts Monopoly stuff like that.

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Speaker 2: You work at a warehouse that creates Monopoly parts?

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Speaker 5: No, we have some board beings. Were working an assembly line?

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Speaker 2: What part of the assembly line do you do?

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Speaker 5: Depending on the day could be the instruction card or

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Speaker 5: the little men like the figures or whatever.

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Speaker 2: So you work in a factory all day crafting little men?

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Speaker 5: Yes, basicly, I.

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Speaker 2: Think it's a good thing that they cut your hours

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Speaker 2: because you probably go insane if you do that for

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Speaker 2: too long. Yeah, you're going to start to think that

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Speaker 2: you are the little man. Do you ever wait, I

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, Have you ever been doing your job and thought

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Speaker 2: to yourself, I am a big man crafting a little man?

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Speaker 5: Not yet? I try to pass the time quickly. What

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Speaker 2: What do you do to pass the time?

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Speaker 5: I try to daydream?

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Speaker 2: What do you daydream about.

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Speaker 5: My future?

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Speaker 2: What do you dream for the future?

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Speaker 5: Having a girlfriend?

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Speaker 2: What would your idea girlfriend be?

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Speaker 5: Like? Oh mm hmm, let me see you caring? Nice? Active?

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Speaker 10: Maybe you said active?

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Speaker 2: What do you mean by active?

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Speaker 5: Like not just sit around the household me?

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Speaker 2: Do you sit around the house all day?

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Speaker 7: Maybe?

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Speaker 5: I try not to do that.

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Speaker 2: I think, Look, if you want an active girlfriend, you

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Speaker 2: gotta be active yourself.

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Speaker 10: Dude.

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Speaker 5: True, yeah, I should work in that.

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Speaker 7: What what?

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Speaker 2: What what would you want to do? Would you want to.

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Speaker 5: Well, I'm in school now, it's college.

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Speaker 2: So you're in college and you work at a board

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Speaker 2: game factory. Do you play any like college sports?

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Speaker 5: No, it's online right now, sadly.

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Speaker 2: How often of your day are you outside?

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Speaker 5: I go longboarding every day.

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Speaker 2: That's active.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, and then I walk my dog.

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Speaker 2: All right, so you've got some stuff going on. I

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Speaker 2: think that you you know, you're all right. Do you

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Speaker 2: consider your self caring? Do you care about other people?

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Speaker 5: Oh? Yeah, yeah, of course, of course.

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Speaker 2: All right, So you're caring and you're active. And what

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Speaker 2: is the last thing that you are you hot?

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Speaker 5: I can't answer that.

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Speaker 2: Why can't you answer that?

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Speaker 5: Because either way it's beauty is and the eye of

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Speaker 5: the beholder.

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Speaker 2: I agree, that's a good answer.

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Speaker 5: I don't think I'm ugly.

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Speaker 2: How would you rate yourself on a scale from one time.

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Speaker 5: Six point?

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Speaker 8: Who?

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Speaker 2: Who are you with? Are you with someone?

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 9: My family doesn't.

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Speaker 2: Oh okay, can I can? I can I talk to

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Speaker 2: one of them?

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Speaker 4: No?

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Speaker 2: Why can't I talk to one of your family members?

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Speaker 8: Don't think I'm weird?

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Speaker 2: Why?

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Speaker 9: I don't know?

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Speaker 2: You know what? God, dammit? What'd you say your name was?

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Speaker 5: What?

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Speaker 2: What did you say your name was?

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Speaker 5: At mom?

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Speaker 2: At mom? At mom? Look if you you can't give

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Speaker 2: You can't give a fuck if people think you're weird

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Speaker 2: at mom. That's why girl. You know what, Girls they

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Speaker 2: want someone who doesn't give a fuck if people think

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Speaker 2: that they're fucking weird. Man, I think you've got to

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Speaker 2: have that confidence. You got to have the confidence to

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Speaker 2: go up to your mom and say, Mom, I am

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Speaker 2: having a conversation with the internet echo right now, and

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Speaker 2: I need you to talk to him.

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Speaker 5: I'm blasted, blasted afterward?

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Speaker 2: Who blasted by what? What does it even mean? Blasted?

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Speaker 5: Like ridicules?

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Speaker 2: Did fuck them?

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Speaker 7: H What do you care?

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Speaker 2: You shouldn't care at a moment. Look, I'm not gonna

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Speaker 2: But I think you should. I think you should think

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I know you're right, I should. Yeah. I appreciate that.

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Speaker 2: Absolutely. I love you at a moment.

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Speaker 2: I love you at mom?

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Speaker 5: Love you too.

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Speaker 2: Have a good night.

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Speaker 5: All right too?

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Speaker 9: All from Ethan Carter to accept Press one.

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Speaker 2: Ethan Carter. I've talked to you like seven times.

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Speaker 9: Oh no, this is the first time.

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Speaker 2: Wait, this is the first time. It's a different Ethan Carter.

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Speaker 8: I'm pretty sure. I was just watching your stream and

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Speaker 2: I know, right, you know, look, I mean you know,

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Speaker 2: Ethan Carter. Look, I appree, I don't. You don't seem

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Speaker 2: like you're gonna do that. I'm getting good vibes from you.

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Speaker 8: Out, say that my friend called off for a plan

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Speaker 8: tonight and now my knight's made again.

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Speaker 4: I'm watching you teach me about Alaska.

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Speaker 2: What what were your plans beforehand, before you were going

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Speaker 8: I was just gonna drink looking friends.

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Speaker 2: You were just gonna do what?

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Speaker 8: Drink with some friends?

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Speaker 5: Oh?

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Speaker 2: Okay?

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Speaker 5: What?

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Speaker 7: What?

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Speaker 2: Who are your friends? What is your relationship like with them?

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Speaker 5: Uh?

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Speaker 8: Good at school with them?

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Speaker 5: Uh? They're humans.

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Speaker 2: Do you have any friends? Do you would you say

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Speaker 5: Uh?

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Speaker 9: No, I think I like all of my friends.

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Speaker 8: People that I don't like I try to keep out

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Speaker 2: Have you ever had have you had to keep anyone

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Speaker 8: My mom keeps trying to come over.

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Speaker 2: Your mom keeps trying.

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Speaker 5: Why?

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Speaker 2: What's what's your relationship like with your mom?

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Speaker 9: I have a great relationship on mom.

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Speaker 8: I don't feel like cleaning my apartment.

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Speaker 2: Why do you have to clean your apartment just because

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Speaker 8: Yeah, she's gonna start disrespecting this. It's not gonna give

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Speaker 2: You don't think she respects you.

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Speaker 8: I don't think she'll respect me if she's not bother

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Speaker 2: I think my mom respects me. You know that, you

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Speaker 2: frog she does?

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Speaker 10: She does, Gecko, but you're watching live stream.

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Speaker 2: I don't know if she's watching right now, but I

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Speaker 2: I don't think I'm entitled to others respect.

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Speaker 8: No, I don't think anyone is entitled to respect. Off

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Speaker 2: I agree?

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Speaker 7: Do you?

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Speaker 2: But do you feel okay? But then, do you feel

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Speaker 8: Yeah, I'm not trying to ruin that. If my uncleaning

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Speaker 2: But but okay, but your your what's your truth?

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Speaker 7: Though?

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Speaker 2: Like in your actual life? Are you an uncleanly? Are

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Speaker 12: Yeah?

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Speaker 8: I'm a fucking man.

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Speaker 2: So why not? Just I mean, why do you Why

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Speaker 2: would you want to change who you are just to

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Speaker 2: to put her in a situation where you be forced

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Speaker 9: So I should like shit on the floor and by

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Speaker 2: That's what you would actually do. You know, you seem

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Speaker 2: like a good guy, Carter. I don't think you're out

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Speaker 2: here shitting on your floor. I think that that would

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Speaker 2: I think you're shitting on your floor would be just

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Speaker 2: them are extremes on the side of they're both they're

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Speaker 2: both disingenuine to who you are. I don't think you

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Speaker 2: but I don't think you need to take a shit

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Speaker 8: I'll think about them. The second one, I'll no, I thought.

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Speaker 11: I really hit a good idea of that on.

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Speaker 2: Look, the best idea is to just be yourself. Do

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Speaker 2: what you're doing. You know, Ethan, Carter, you seem like

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Speaker 2: a good guy. I don't think you need to change.

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Speaker 8: Well, thank you too, frog Man, Absolutely than Carter.

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Speaker 2: I love you very much. And I appreciate it calling in.

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Speaker 2: I hope to talk to you against you as well.

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Speaker 8: Have a good night.

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Speaker 2: Good night, Ethan Carter.

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Speaker 12: Home from autumn.

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Speaker 2: Autumn.

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Speaker 12: Oh my god, I made it. I'm on therapy. Get go,

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Speaker 12: I'm live.

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Speaker 7: You are you are?

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Speaker 12: That's great because it feels pretty good. This is I've

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Speaker 12: I've tried to call you a lot of times, but

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Speaker 12: tonight is the night I really need your advice.

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Speaker 2: Have we spoken before? Never wonderful? Tell me what's going

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Speaker 2: on autumn, and I'll and I will try my best,

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Speaker 2: which might not be good, but I hope I have

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Speaker 2: set the bar low enough.

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Speaker 7: For you to be.

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Speaker 12: I appreciate that. I'm comfortable with that. So here's what's up.

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Speaker 12: I have this like housemate. There's this girl that I

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Speaker 12: live with, and we're pretty into each other. We've been

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Speaker 12: and today I just, you know, I directly asked her,

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Speaker 12: like what's going on. We basically just confessed that we

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Speaker 12: So She's like, yeah, I want this too, but we

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Speaker 12: much where I'm at. But also, dude, we're going camping

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Speaker 2: What's her rash?

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Speaker 9: Why?

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Speaker 2: Why is the fact that you guys live with each

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Speaker 12: I mean, I guess just like, Okay, so say things

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Speaker 12: but then we still have to live with each other,

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Speaker 12: see each other all the time. That would really suck.

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Speaker 12: And then on the other hand, if we do really

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Speaker 12: You know, it just feels too fast.

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Speaker 2: Okay, Okay, Well, how much do you really care about

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Speaker 12: Yeah, I mean personally, like, I think it could be

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Speaker 12: but like I've been through a lot of hardship in

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Speaker 12: my life, I don't really care. I will gladly risk

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Speaker 2: I think that I think you should. I think it's

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Speaker 2: worth the risk. To me, the risk seems like, okay, awkwardness.

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Speaker 2: I mean, this is just me to I think that awkwardness.

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Speaker 2: It's not a huge risk to me, you know. But

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Speaker 2: your problem, I think you're on board. I get a

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Speaker 2: sense that you're on board. Your problem is she doesn't.

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Speaker 2: How on board is she? I mean, because you can't

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Speaker 12: Oh yeah, absolutely not. And I I don't want to

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Speaker 12: But right, you know, we we've always talked about like

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Speaker 12: I'm always like, you know, I'm gonna I'm going to

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Speaker 2: But I'm annoyed. Why is why and why is this

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Speaker 2: I mean, what if how long is your lease?

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Speaker 12: I mean I pretty much just moved in, so my

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Speaker 2: I mean, what if you what if you give what

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Speaker 7: What if?

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Speaker 2: Like, I think it's dumb to not take the chance

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Speaker 12: I mean, yeah, I'm I'm with you, but again.

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Speaker 2: I mean, you know, yeah, I don't think you're probably

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Speaker 2: worst situation ever, bed is trying to convince someone that

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Speaker 2: be in that situation.

459
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Speaker 12: Yeah, so come on, you don't have the answers I think.

460
00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:53,000
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm gonna look, I mean, at the end

461
00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:56,840
Speaker 2: of the day, even if it's kind of a stupid reason,

462
00:24:58,400 --> 00:25:00,399
Speaker 2: if you want to be with someone, I want to

463
00:25:00,440 --> 00:25:02,320
Speaker 2: be with you, you have to move on.

464
00:25:03,880 --> 00:25:07,159
Speaker 12: Oh yeah, I mean, yeah, I can do that. But

465
00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:12,040
Speaker 12: at the same time, we still both really like each

466
00:25:12,040 --> 00:25:14,600
Speaker 12: other and we're still hanging out all the time, and

467
00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:17,680
Speaker 12: we're still going to be camping in the mountains. Like,

468
00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:22,320
Speaker 12: I don't know, I don't know how to draw this line.

469
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Speaker 2: Oh, this is so annoying because I normally I don't

470
00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:30,040
Speaker 2: I I actively I don't I like get to me

471
00:25:30,200 --> 00:25:35,680
Speaker 2: like I don't games. I actively condemn games. And I

472
00:25:35,760 --> 00:25:37,320
Speaker 2: think what I was, what I'm thinking of my head

473
00:25:37,359 --> 00:25:40,560
Speaker 2: is like, okay, so if you the only the only

474
00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:43,639
Speaker 2: thing you could do is just games. I mean, is

475
00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:46,320
Speaker 2: she like flirting? You have to you have to, Okay,

476
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:47,359
Speaker 2: then you have to kind of draw a line and

477
00:25:47,359 --> 00:25:48,600
Speaker 2: sand with her and be like, all right, if we're

478
00:25:48,640 --> 00:25:50,800
Speaker 2: not doing this, then we're not doing this.

479
00:25:51,280 --> 00:25:51,600
Speaker 7: All right.

480
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Speaker 2: I don't want to. I don't want to see any

481
00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:57,320
Speaker 2: flirty eyes. I don't want any friendly shoulder touches. I

482
00:25:57,359 --> 00:25:59,879
Speaker 2: don't want anything that would even insinuate that we're anything

483
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:01,480
Speaker 2: close to doing this. If you don't want to do

484
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:03,680
Speaker 2: this because you're like I want. I want you to

485
00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:05,800
Speaker 2: be on that position of like, hey, we're either doing

486
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:07,800
Speaker 2: this or we're not doing this, because I can't. I

487
00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:09,000
Speaker 2: can't deal with this tension.

488
00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:13,399
Speaker 12: That makes sense. I mean, Okay, it's it's Halloween in

489
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:17,080
Speaker 12: a couple of weeks, right, and we're playing to our

490
00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:19,720
Speaker 12: matching costumes. Have you ever seen Broad City?

491
00:26:21,880 --> 00:26:23,000
Speaker 2: I'm familiar with it.

492
00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:26,960
Speaker 12: Okay, Well, I'm gonna be Elana and she's gonna be

493
00:26:27,080 --> 00:26:33,000
Speaker 12: happy and we're wearing these matching costumes. I'm going to

494
00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:35,920
Speaker 12: be Alana from this episode where she's wearing a corset,

495
00:26:36,840 --> 00:26:39,040
Speaker 12: but I can't get a corset on myself. So she's like,

496
00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:42,520
Speaker 12: she's agreed to like put my corset on me while

497
00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:46,200
Speaker 12: I'm like fucking naked. And that's that's plans we already

498
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:49,560
Speaker 12: made in the past, you know, and you know, I

499
00:26:49,680 --> 00:26:51,520
Speaker 12: really want her to do that. I don't want to

500
00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:53,240
Speaker 12: be like I'm going to candl.

501
00:26:53,359 --> 00:26:56,240
Speaker 2: I don't know what you do, but but you're but

502
00:26:57,680 --> 00:27:00,840
Speaker 2: that it's bad for you. I think it ultimately it's

503
00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:04,960
Speaker 2: bad for you though, because she doesn't want to do it,

504
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:07,240
Speaker 2: which sucks. I think it's for a supid reason. She

505
00:27:07,480 --> 00:27:10,040
Speaker 2: might Okay, what else say is like, I think she

506
00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:13,800
Speaker 2: might come around, but I don't want you like holding

507
00:27:13,880 --> 00:27:16,200
Speaker 2: out for her to come around, because that's just gonna

508
00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:19,639
Speaker 2: put you in a bad position. You know, she might

509
00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:21,199
Speaker 2: come around, but I don't even want I don't even

510
00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:22,960
Speaker 2: want you to think that she might come around, because

511
00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:24,480
Speaker 2: then you're gonna be like in the back of your head,

512
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:28,879
Speaker 2: like subconsciously, like you know, holding yourself that she might

513
00:27:28,960 --> 00:27:31,200
Speaker 2: come around, and that's just gonna fuck with you. And

514
00:27:31,240 --> 00:27:32,960
Speaker 2: you don't want that. You don't want that tension. You

515
00:27:33,080 --> 00:27:33,639
Speaker 2: want to be like.

516
00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:36,159
Speaker 12: Sure, yeah, okay.

517
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:44,680
Speaker 2: Again, I would. It's almost I feel like it's I'm

518
00:27:44,720 --> 00:27:46,880
Speaker 2: trying to like if you if you told her like, hey,

519
00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:50,320
Speaker 2: you know we like each other, I think you should

520
00:27:50,320 --> 00:27:52,120
Speaker 2: have a conversation with her where you said to her, hey,

521
00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:54,480
Speaker 2: I know we like each other. I'm down to do this.

522
00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:56,320
Speaker 2: I want you like where if you want to know

523
00:27:56,400 --> 00:27:59,200
Speaker 2: where I stand, I stand like I'm down.

524
00:27:59,080 --> 00:27:59,320
Speaker 7: To do this.

525
00:27:59,359 --> 00:28:01,560
Speaker 2: I don't care that we're roommates. I personally think that

526
00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:04,800
Speaker 2: that's a dumb reason. That's where I stand. And if

527
00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:07,040
Speaker 2: you don't stand on there too, you don't want to

528
00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:09,920
Speaker 2: do this, then we then we're not doing this, you know.

529
00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:13,399
Speaker 2: I just think she'd be made clear, you know, or

530
00:28:13,480 --> 00:28:15,600
Speaker 2: else you're just going to be It's just going to

531
00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:19,399
Speaker 2: be a ball of gross tension that neither of you

532
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:22,440
Speaker 2: were going to have fun being in until she comes around.

533
00:28:22,480 --> 00:28:25,159
Speaker 2: But you don't want to hold out. I don't know

534
00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:26,000
Speaker 2: if any of that made.

535
00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:28,640
Speaker 12: Any sense, but no, I totally feel you. And that's

536
00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:32,399
Speaker 12: basically the conversation we had earlier, because I told her, like,

537
00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:36,240
Speaker 12: I recognized that this could be bad, but I would

538
00:28:36,280 --> 00:28:39,560
Speaker 12: totally go for it. I would do it, Okay, I

539
00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:41,840
Speaker 12: respect that you don't want to write. And then we

540
00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:43,720
Speaker 12: kept flirting for a while, and that's when she was

541
00:28:43,800 --> 00:28:45,920
Speaker 12: asking if I was going to like push her a

542
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:49,640
Speaker 12: little bit over her boundary, like flirtatiously, and I was.

543
00:28:49,680 --> 00:28:53,720
Speaker 2: Like, no, she asked you that flirtatiously?

544
00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:55,880
Speaker 12: Yeah, she did.

545
00:28:57,120 --> 00:29:00,479
Speaker 2: Okay, I think she's into it. But but but god

546
00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:02,160
Speaker 2: damn it, Autumn, you don't have any room in your

547
00:29:02,200 --> 00:29:04,400
Speaker 2: life for games, all right. If she's into it, she

548
00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:09,360
Speaker 2: should fucking tell you. I hate these games so annoying.

549
00:29:09,600 --> 00:29:11,800
Speaker 12: Yeah, yeah, me too.

550
00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:17,080
Speaker 2: But yeah, dude, don't don't hold. I would just continue

551
00:29:17,120 --> 00:29:20,040
Speaker 2: to communicate honestly, which it sounds like you're doing. It

552
00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:22,760
Speaker 2: sounds like she's it sounds like to me. And again,

553
00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:24,320
Speaker 2: I don't you know, know you guys or anything. I

554
00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:27,600
Speaker 2: don't like, you know, projecting or anything. But it sounds

555
00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:29,760
Speaker 2: to me like you're putting yourself out there honestly, and

556
00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:34,080
Speaker 2: she kind of isn't because I'm getting a sense that

557
00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:37,560
Speaker 2: she kind of wants to. But she's down to she's

558
00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:39,240
Speaker 2: down to play games. But I don't want you to

559
00:29:39,280 --> 00:29:40,800
Speaker 2: be down to play games because then you're gonna be playing,

560
00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:42,320
Speaker 2: because then you're gonna be just playing games.

561
00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:49,000
Speaker 12: Well, how are you doing tonight?

562
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:53,440
Speaker 2: While I'm all right, how are you? I'm was that

563
00:29:55,160 --> 00:29:57,719
Speaker 2: how do you feel about anything that I said? How

564
00:29:57,760 --> 00:29:58,200
Speaker 2: do you feel?

565
00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:02,040
Speaker 12: And you know, I think I think you're basically right.

566
00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:05,440
Speaker 12: I think what I'm gonna have to do is just say, like.

567
00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:08,560
Speaker 5: Yeah.

568
00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:10,480
Speaker 12: I mean, I guess I'm just gonna have to draw

569
00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:12,280
Speaker 12: that line and be like we're either doing this or not.

570
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:15,160
Speaker 12: Like we're either gonna do a thing or we have

571
00:30:15,320 --> 00:30:18,200
Speaker 12: to stop flirting. We have to like not be hanging

572
00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:22,400
Speaker 12: out every day. It's got to be one of the other.

573
00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:23,640
Speaker 2: I agree.

574
00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:26,000
Speaker 12: So, yeah, you gave me the answers I was looking for,

575
00:30:26,280 --> 00:30:28,560
Speaker 12: and I appreciate that absolutely.

576
00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:28,880
Speaker 10: Autumn.

577
00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:30,880
Speaker 2: I wish you the best of luck and I'll talk

578
00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:31,280
Speaker 2: to you soon.

579
00:30:32,360 --> 00:30:34,760
Speaker 12: All right, talk to you see and Nile, good night

580
00:30:34,840 --> 00:30:36,120
Speaker 12: on him. Good night.

581
00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:53,840
Speaker 2: All From Matt Nickels, Matt Nichols, Matt Nichols, Matt Nichols,

582
00:30:54,840 --> 00:31:00,280
Speaker 2: Matt Nichols, Matt Nichols, Matt Nichols. Are I say five

583
00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:07,800
Speaker 2: more times? Matt Nichols, Matt Nicholas. What are you doing?

584
00:31:09,320 --> 00:31:10,120
Speaker 7: Man? I was just sitting here.

585
00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:13,400
Speaker 4: I was watching the boor At movie and then decided

586
00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:15,880
Speaker 4: to get on Reddit, and I see this talking decko

587
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:19,280
Speaker 4: teaching me things about Alaska that I had no idea about.

588
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:23,880
Speaker 2: How old are you me?

589
00:31:24,080 --> 00:31:24,800
Speaker 7: I'm thirty six.

590
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:28,400
Speaker 2: Do you remember what if you were a good student

591
00:31:28,440 --> 00:31:29,360
Speaker 2: when you were in high school?

592
00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:30,760
Speaker 7: Me?

593
00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:33,520
Speaker 4: Uh, you know, I did what I needed to do

594
00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:34,360
Speaker 4: to skate by.

595
00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:37,360
Speaker 7: You know, I knew that, I knew the bare minimum.

596
00:31:38,520 --> 00:31:40,840
Speaker 2: Did you have a good time in high school or

597
00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:42,280
Speaker 2: did you enjoy your experience?

598
00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:44,200
Speaker 12: Uh?

599
00:31:44,800 --> 00:31:46,040
Speaker 7: You know, for the most part, I had.

600
00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:47,760
Speaker 4: I got some good memories, that got some bad memories.

601
00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:50,200
Speaker 4: I think we all have that going for us.

602
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:53,760
Speaker 2: You know, what's the worst memory you have of high school?

603
00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:55,000
Speaker 4: Oh?

604
00:31:55,280 --> 00:31:55,480
Speaker 1: Man?

605
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:59,720
Speaker 7: So I uh senior year, like last week of high school.

606
00:32:00,040 --> 00:32:03,120
Speaker 7: Pissed some people off. Uh not a lot of people

607
00:32:03,240 --> 00:32:03,880
Speaker 7: get the.

608
00:32:03,920 --> 00:32:08,120
Speaker 4: Whole you know, dry sarcasm type thing, and uh, some

609
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:10,120
Speaker 4: people don't get the joke, I guess, And I pissed

610
00:32:10,160 --> 00:32:12,920
Speaker 4: some people off. I get jumped in the locker room,

611
00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:16,840
Speaker 4: halfway undressed, right, and this dude just jumps across the

612
00:32:16,920 --> 00:32:19,440
Speaker 4: bench clocks me right in the face. I go down,

613
00:32:19,640 --> 00:32:20,480
Speaker 4: blood everywhere.

614
00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:22,560
Speaker 7: So it was a pretty miserable experience.

615
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:24,640
Speaker 4: I wanted to getting like six stitches in my face.

616
00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:27,719
Speaker 2: What did you say to this guy to make him

617
00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:29,640
Speaker 2: want to want to want to want to punch you?

618
00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:33,080
Speaker 4: You know, it's not that great of a story. Actually,

619
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:37,280
Speaker 4: it is just Uh, everybody's familiar with flat tire, right.

620
00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:40,280
Speaker 4: You keep stepping on the back of your fucking shoe yes, Uh,

621
00:32:40,440 --> 00:32:41,240
Speaker 4: getting hit with one.

622
00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:42,200
Speaker 7: Of those over and over again.

623
00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:44,400
Speaker 4: And uh, I know it was like it was like

624
00:32:44,480 --> 00:32:45,520
Speaker 4: four in the morning or some ship.

625
00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:46,520
Speaker 7: This dude was doing it to me.

626
00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:48,120
Speaker 4: I told him to knock this, you know, knock it

627
00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:49,680
Speaker 4: off or you know there's gonna be a problem.

628
00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:51,880
Speaker 2: And why were you at your high school in four

629
00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:53,080
Speaker 2: at four o'clock in the morning.

630
00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:54,880
Speaker 4: All right, See, I wasn't at the high school four

631
00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:56,800
Speaker 4: o'clock in the morning. We had the senior trip thing, right,

632
00:32:57,240 --> 00:33:00,440
Speaker 4: So we were off in a Disney World and I

633
00:33:00,480 --> 00:33:02,280
Speaker 4: guess they opened the park up at like ten o'clock

634
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:04,160
Speaker 4: at night for just high school students all over the

635
00:33:04,160 --> 00:33:07,880
Speaker 4: country at the time. And uh, that was just we

636
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:10,000
Speaker 4: were going back to the bus. So it was just

637
00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:11,800
Speaker 4: like one of those it's been a long day, Like

638
00:33:11,880 --> 00:33:13,520
Speaker 4: I don't feel like dealing with your ship right now,

639
00:33:14,040 --> 00:33:15,520
Speaker 4: knock it off. And I called him out in front

640
00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:16,800
Speaker 4: of his friends, and I guess he didn't like that,

641
00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:19,440
Speaker 4: so later when we got back to school, that's how

642
00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:19,920
Speaker 4: he endled it.

643
00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:23,880
Speaker 2: So you tell me that guy was harassing you at

644
00:33:23,920 --> 00:33:26,920
Speaker 2: Disney World and you set up to him and then

645
00:33:26,960 --> 00:33:27,840
Speaker 2: he clocked you in the face.

646
00:33:28,680 --> 00:33:29,280
Speaker 7: Yeah, jump me.

647
00:33:29,400 --> 00:33:31,120
Speaker 4: Not even a real fight, man, I had, I was

648
00:33:31,280 --> 00:33:32,560
Speaker 4: halfway taking my pants off.

649
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:35,680
Speaker 2: You know what, what would you say your name was?

650
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:37,920
Speaker 7: When it's Matt? Matt?

651
00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:41,720
Speaker 2: I think we should reframe this, Okay, I think we

652
00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:44,120
Speaker 2: should refrain. I think this is a good memory because

653
00:33:44,160 --> 00:33:45,800
Speaker 2: I look, I look at this, Matt. This is the time,

654
00:33:45,880 --> 00:33:47,920
Speaker 2: this is This is a memory of you standing up

655
00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:51,720
Speaker 2: to a guy who's kind of a gasshole. You think

656
00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:54,360
Speaker 2: you think you lost, but I think you won because

657
00:33:54,440 --> 00:33:56,680
Speaker 2: you you you, you didn't take his ship. You and

658
00:33:56,760 --> 00:33:58,600
Speaker 2: you and look you you know he he he might

659
00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:00,960
Speaker 2: have hurt you, but I think you you, you truly

660
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:02,600
Speaker 2: got to him, all right. You know, you fucked with

661
00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:08,040
Speaker 2: his self esteem, you know, and he and that's because

662
00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:10,360
Speaker 2: he was insecure and that's why he was picking on you.

663
00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:11,600
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I think this is a

664
00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:13,200
Speaker 2: victory for you, Mat. I don't think it's a bad memory.

665
00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:15,240
Speaker 2: I think it's a good memory. This is you standing

666
00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:17,560
Speaker 2: up for yourself. Matt. I think you should be proud

667
00:34:17,600 --> 00:34:21,400
Speaker 2: of that snarky comment you made to this man giving

668
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:22,320
Speaker 2: you the flat tires.

669
00:34:23,600 --> 00:34:24,000
Speaker 7: Right all right?

670
00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:25,400
Speaker 4: You know what random Internet geto.

671
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:26,160
Speaker 7: I'm gonna take that.

672
00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:27,839
Speaker 4: I'm gonna look at it as a victory.

673
00:34:27,920 --> 00:34:28,000
Speaker 7: Now.

674
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:34,320
Speaker 2: I appreciate that absolutely, Matt. I hope that, you know.

675
00:34:34,520 --> 00:34:39,160
Speaker 2: I hope that this, this revisionist history, etches itself forever

676
00:34:40,480 --> 00:34:42,440
Speaker 2: into your life, replacing the bad memory.

677
00:34:46,360 --> 00:34:46,880
Speaker 7: Yeah, I like that.

678
00:34:47,160 --> 00:34:47,520
Speaker 13: I like that.

679
00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:50,640
Speaker 2: I appreciate that, of course, Matt. I love you very much.

680
00:34:50,640 --> 00:34:51,399
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon.

681
00:34:52,320 --> 00:34:54,440
Speaker 7: You know what. I love you too, Random Internet gecko,

682
00:34:55,080 --> 00:34:58,560
Speaker 7: you take care, good night later.

683
00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:12,520
Speaker 2: From Madden Madden, Madden, are you there, please? Please, dear

684
00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:13,960
Speaker 2: God tell me you're there, Madden.

685
00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:14,640
Speaker 7: Yes, sir.

686
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:19,000
Speaker 2: Where do we go when we die?

687
00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:22,759
Speaker 7: I don't know.

688
00:35:22,760 --> 00:35:25,520
Speaker 13: I feel like it's up to you to decide, all right.

689
00:35:25,600 --> 00:35:27,279
Speaker 2: So if it's up to if it's up to you,

690
00:35:27,440 --> 00:35:28,279
Speaker 2: what would you say?

691
00:35:28,280 --> 00:35:28,520
Speaker 5: It is?

692
00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:35,680
Speaker 7: Probably to have my energy flow through the rest of

693
00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:38,200
Speaker 7: the world and circle through the cycle of life.

694
00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:43,759
Speaker 2: If you got to choose, and I don't think you

695
00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:46,440
Speaker 2: do personally, but if you got to choose the next place,

696
00:35:47,239 --> 00:35:50,320
Speaker 2: the next destination of your energy once it leaves you,

697
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:52,160
Speaker 2: where would you put that energy?

698
00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:58,399
Speaker 13: Probably to grow an oak tree?

699
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:05,479
Speaker 2: An oak tree?

700
00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:06,719
Speaker 5: Yes?

701
00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:09,439
Speaker 2: Why an oak tree?

702
00:36:10,560 --> 00:36:18,400
Speaker 7: I don't know, just pretty tree.

703
00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:28,759
Speaker 2: So how does this feel right now? Just you know,

704
00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:29,640
Speaker 2: sitting on the phone.

705
00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:34,560
Speaker 13: It's pretty hot in my house right now and a

706
00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:51,640
Speaker 13: warm Okay, what about you?

707
00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:54,200
Speaker 2: What about mean?

708
00:36:55,560 --> 00:36:57,440
Speaker 13: I mean, like, what how do you feel right now

709
00:36:57,480 --> 00:36:57,879
Speaker 13: on the phone?

710
00:36:58,680 --> 00:36:58,879
Speaker 7: Yeah?

711
00:36:58,920 --> 00:37:07,560
Speaker 2: I feel fine. I mean I'm trying to think, you know,

712
00:37:07,640 --> 00:37:10,160
Speaker 2: should we talk about something or should we talk about nothing?

713
00:37:10,239 --> 00:37:12,920
Speaker 2: Because a lot of the times with stream, when you're

714
00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:15,000
Speaker 2: doing a stream, right you try you kind of try

715
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:19,440
Speaker 2: to make the conversation, kind of try to make there

716
00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:22,840
Speaker 2: be a conversation. But I don't know if we have chemistry.

717
00:37:23,080 --> 00:37:25,120
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be fully if can I be honest with us?

718
00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:25,279
Speaker 7: Right?

719
00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:26,759
Speaker 2: Can I be honest with you right now? I don't

720
00:37:26,760 --> 00:37:32,399
Speaker 2: think we have a lot of chemistry, Okay, don't that's

721
00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:34,480
Speaker 2: not and by the way, that's not a reflection on

722
00:37:34,640 --> 00:37:36,960
Speaker 2: either of us. I mean, I don't think that means

723
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:39,759
Speaker 2: that you're That doesn't mean you're bad. I just think

724
00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:42,960
Speaker 2: I mean you, in and of yourself as an entity,

725
00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:45,600
Speaker 2: and me in and of myself as an entity, are

726
00:37:45,640 --> 00:37:48,080
Speaker 2: completely different from the entity of us together. And I

727
00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:50,520
Speaker 2: don't think that we have a lot of chemistry together.

728
00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:52,799
Speaker 2: Not to say that we won't have chemistry with other people,

729
00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:54,600
Speaker 2: and not to say that either of us are bad people,

730
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:57,399
Speaker 2: but I think that us together it doesn't work very well.

731
00:37:58,160 --> 00:37:59,600
Speaker 2: I agree, it's sort of evidence.

732
00:38:01,200 --> 00:38:01,760
Speaker 7: I can agree.

733
00:38:04,840 --> 00:38:06,760
Speaker 2: Are you okay? I'm not saying this to hurt your feelings.

734
00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:09,040
Speaker 13: I mean, this isn't no, no, I understand.

735
00:38:09,719 --> 00:38:17,480
Speaker 2: It's like a you know, I think rejection. It's it's

736
00:38:17,520 --> 00:38:19,360
Speaker 2: more of a me It's not you know, a reflection

737
00:38:19,560 --> 00:38:21,439
Speaker 2: on either party. It's just a means to keep people

738
00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:24,440
Speaker 2: who weren't meant to be with each other, uh, you know, apart?

739
00:38:25,480 --> 00:38:27,120
Speaker 13: Yeah, for sure.

740
00:38:29,880 --> 00:38:34,839
Speaker 2: Would you say your name was Madden? That's a cool name.

741
00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:37,240
Speaker 13: Yeah, it's pretty unique.

742
00:38:38,080 --> 00:38:38,640
Speaker 7: I guess said.

743
00:38:40,600 --> 00:38:46,040
Speaker 2: I think you're gonna be fine, man. I think there's

744
00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:47,240
Speaker 2: gonna be I think there's other.

745
00:38:49,520 --> 00:38:49,680
Speaker 7: You know.

746
00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:53,560
Speaker 2: I think if you'll find you'll find someone else. I

747
00:38:53,560 --> 00:38:57,680
Speaker 2: don't think you'll I don't think you're gonna be alone forever.

748
00:38:58,880 --> 00:38:59,120
Speaker 5: Yeah.

749
00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:07,560
Speaker 2: I love you, man. I'll talk to you soon.

750
00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:11,879
Speaker 10: All right, peace, good night, good night?

751
00:39:12,800 --> 00:39:13,040
Speaker 5: Oh?

752
00:39:19,040 --> 00:39:20,680
Speaker 9: How from Alex?

753
00:39:23,280 --> 00:39:29,080
Speaker 2: A leak? All from Hello Aleak alak? Are you there?

754
00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:30,600
Speaker 12: Yeah?

755
00:39:30,680 --> 00:39:37,440
Speaker 9: I can say, wait, hey, my name is Alex.

756
00:39:37,520 --> 00:39:40,360
Speaker 2: By the way, with an why'd you say it was

757
00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:40,719
Speaker 2: a leak?

758
00:39:42,080 --> 00:39:42,239
Speaker 7: Oh?

759
00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,000
Speaker 9: I said, Alex? Did it not pick it up?

760
00:39:45,160 --> 00:39:45,319
Speaker 5: Oh?

761
00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:48,759
Speaker 2: What are you doing right now?

762
00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:54,920
Speaker 9: Well, watching your stream in my dorm room. I'm an ra.

763
00:39:58,200 --> 00:39:58,879
Speaker 2: How's that going?

764
00:40:00,560 --> 00:40:00,719
Speaker 12: You know?

765
00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:04,759
Speaker 9: It's interesting during COVID, you know, there's a lot more

766
00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:08,279
Speaker 9: rules and stuff and people just ain't following them, and

767
00:40:08,480 --> 00:40:09,960
Speaker 9: I got to do a lot more work because of it.

768
00:40:12,719 --> 00:40:15,719
Speaker 2: Do people hate you because you have to? You have

769
00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:16,520
Speaker 2: to setch on them?

770
00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:20,799
Speaker 9: You know they actually really do. I have a lot

771
00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:22,000
Speaker 9: of enemies in my building right now.

772
00:40:24,239 --> 00:40:26,080
Speaker 2: How does that make you feel that everyone in the

773
00:40:26,120 --> 00:40:29,520
Speaker 2: building sees you as a threat?

774
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:32,680
Speaker 9: You know, it's kind of funny. I honestly don't give

775
00:40:32,760 --> 00:40:35,080
Speaker 9: us it. I think it's really fun dusting people. That's

776
00:40:35,239 --> 00:40:38,359
Speaker 9: my guilty pleasure. Honestly, I love dusting people. I think

777
00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:42,640
Speaker 9: doing those incidents is so fun, especially when they start

778
00:40:42,719 --> 00:40:45,080
Speaker 9: fighting back. Oh man, and it gets spicy.

779
00:40:46,760 --> 00:40:50,719
Speaker 2: So you so you're not a You're not a You're

780
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:52,520
Speaker 2: not one of those rays that feels bad about having

781
00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:54,399
Speaker 2: to do their job. You get you actually get off

782
00:40:54,480 --> 00:40:56,400
Speaker 2: on like getting people in trouble.

783
00:40:57,520 --> 00:40:58,800
Speaker 9: I don't know if I'll get off on it, but

784
00:40:58,920 --> 00:40:59,919
Speaker 9: I certainly have fun.

785
00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:03,480
Speaker 2: Your said it sounds well, I'm not I don't mean sexually,

786
00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:05,120
Speaker 2: I mean you're like, you know, you're getting.

787
00:41:04,840 --> 00:41:05,279
Speaker 7: Off on it.

788
00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:08,040
Speaker 9: Yeah, you're right, Yeah that's fun.

789
00:41:09,719 --> 00:41:10,719
Speaker 2: What's the fun about it to you?

790
00:41:12,560 --> 00:41:14,560
Speaker 9: I don't know, man, I think it's the power. I

791
00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:17,200
Speaker 9: just I love busting people like also I love I

792
00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:19,320
Speaker 9: love doing shit that they're not allowed to do, you know,

793
00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:22,200
Speaker 9: like I'll drink or I'll smoke or whatever, and it's

794
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:24,359
Speaker 9: like I could bust them for it, but what are

795
00:41:24,360 --> 00:41:25,400
Speaker 9: they going to do? I'm the al right.

796
00:41:31,760 --> 00:41:34,759
Speaker 2: When you was it, was it always like this? Or

797
00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:39,560
Speaker 2: did this sort of corruption happen later on into getting

798
00:41:39,600 --> 00:41:42,239
Speaker 2: the job? When you signed up for this job, what

799
00:41:42,360 --> 00:41:43,160
Speaker 2: did you have in mind?

800
00:41:44,960 --> 00:41:45,360
Speaker 9: Honestly?

801
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:47,279
Speaker 8: I did it for the free housing and the free food.

802
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:55,920
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Have you always been like this? Have you

803
00:41:56,000 --> 00:41:57,799
Speaker 2: always had a lust for power like when you were

804
00:41:59,239 --> 00:42:00,000
Speaker 2: look throughout your life?

805
00:42:02,280 --> 00:42:02,400
Speaker 7: You know?

806
00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:04,560
Speaker 9: Honestly, No, it wasn't until I was in a position

807
00:42:04,600 --> 00:42:06,359
Speaker 9: of power and I got to clarify because I see

808
00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:08,640
Speaker 9: chat going nuts here. I don't bust them for the

809
00:42:08,680 --> 00:42:10,960
Speaker 9: alcohol and shit like I'll let the other rys do

810
00:42:11,040 --> 00:42:11,399
Speaker 9: that stuff.

811
00:42:11,440 --> 00:42:13,080
Speaker 8: I bust them for the COVID stuff because.

812
00:42:12,880 --> 00:42:14,239
Speaker 9: That's annoying and I want to stay safe.

813
00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:21,480
Speaker 2: But you know, okay, that's fair. But you like doing it.

814
00:42:23,480 --> 00:42:24,359
Speaker 9: Yeah, it can be fun.

815
00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:35,319
Speaker 2: But last night, yeah, okay, tell me about last night.

816
00:42:36,239 --> 00:42:38,359
Speaker 9: The last night, I go to the bathroom right at

817
00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:41,560
Speaker 9: like three in the morning, and I'm walking back and

818
00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:45,400
Speaker 9: my residents they don't realize that our doors they're real shitty, right.

819
00:42:45,680 --> 00:42:49,400
Speaker 9: I can hear everything through them, and of course what

820
00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:52,839
Speaker 9: do I hear. I'm just pitching for them to buy

821
00:42:52,880 --> 00:42:54,600
Speaker 9: the coke. I heard that from one of my residents,

822
00:42:54,719 --> 00:42:56,880
Speaker 9: you know, And so then I have this still on

823
00:42:56,960 --> 00:42:59,359
Speaker 9: my list. I think alcohol and weed is one thing,

824
00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:01,840
Speaker 9: but like coke, you know. But like I still didn't

825
00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:03,520
Speaker 9: do anything because it was three in the morning.

826
00:43:03,600 --> 00:43:04,080
Speaker 5: I was tired.

827
00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:04,920
Speaker 9: I just wanted to go there.

828
00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:06,560
Speaker 7: And that's their business.

829
00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:08,759
Speaker 9: I don't care as long as they're not being like

830
00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:13,279
Speaker 9: assholes or like belligerent or like loud, you know, not

831
00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:13,800
Speaker 9: my problem.

832
00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:20,480
Speaker 2: Okay, I thought, you see, I would feel like you

833
00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:23,160
Speaker 2: you gave off this impression that where I thought the

834
00:43:23,239 --> 00:43:25,560
Speaker 2: story was going to go as you heard that and that,

835
00:43:25,680 --> 00:43:28,120
Speaker 2: and you felt that like a like a shark, sense

836
00:43:28,200 --> 00:43:31,960
Speaker 2: is blood. You know, this was your next kill for

837
00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:34,600
Speaker 2: you to bust on these people for a pretty big thing.

838
00:43:35,080 --> 00:43:38,680
Speaker 2: That's the you're giving off that impression that you enjoy

839
00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:41,200
Speaker 2: fucking with these people.

840
00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:44,360
Speaker 9: Oh, don't get me wrong, I do, but for the

841
00:43:44,480 --> 00:43:47,000
Speaker 9: right reason. Like I'm not going to bust them for

842
00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:49,640
Speaker 9: being kids in college. You know, that's fun, But like

843
00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:52,640
Speaker 9: for the COVID shit, Like that's just being an asshole,

844
00:43:52,719 --> 00:43:53,960
Speaker 9: you know, if you're not gonna wear a mask that

845
00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:55,719
Speaker 9: takes five seconds to But I'm like, come on.

846
00:43:57,160 --> 00:44:00,480
Speaker 2: Do you do you break COVID rules not to be

847
00:44:00,560 --> 00:44:02,880
Speaker 2: honest with me, No, I'm totally honest.

848
00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:05,200
Speaker 9: I follow every rule that I've been given for COVID

849
00:44:05,239 --> 00:44:06,439
Speaker 9: because I don't want to get.

850
00:44:06,320 --> 00:44:13,799
Speaker 2: Sick, all right, So you only enforce the COVID rules.

851
00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:17,600
Speaker 9: Pretty much or noise Honestly, if I get if I'm

852
00:44:17,640 --> 00:44:19,800
Speaker 9: like really tired or I'm studying or whatever and someone's

853
00:44:19,800 --> 00:44:22,400
Speaker 9: like bumping down the hall, I'm gonna go shut them up.

854
00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:26,800
Speaker 2: But like, the chat is so the chat is so

855
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:30,160
Speaker 2: uh conflicted on you. I normally don't like to look

856
00:44:30,160 --> 00:44:31,759
Speaker 2: at the chat when I talk to when I when

857
00:44:31,800 --> 00:44:34,520
Speaker 2: I talk to callers, but the chat is very conflicted

858
00:44:34,600 --> 00:44:37,320
Speaker 2: on you. There's there's there's a civil war going on

859
00:44:37,480 --> 00:44:37,839
Speaker 2: over there.

860
00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:40,960
Speaker 9: I'm having the time in my life watching this chat.

861
00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:41,640
Speaker 9: It's very funny.

862
00:44:43,280 --> 00:44:45,279
Speaker 2: Do you feel like you're in a power position right now.

863
00:44:47,560 --> 00:44:48,799
Speaker 7: Like on this call?

864
00:44:49,600 --> 00:44:53,520
Speaker 9: Yes, not really. No, I feel like we're pretty equal.

865
00:44:53,719 --> 00:44:55,600
Speaker 9: You're more or less a strange to me.

866
00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:03,360
Speaker 2: Do you feel like I've seen some concern in the

867
00:45:03,440 --> 00:45:09,759
Speaker 2: chat people are concerned about not so much what these

868
00:45:09,880 --> 00:45:13,040
Speaker 2: tendencies look like right now, but what they might develop into.

869
00:45:14,120 --> 00:45:19,160
Speaker 2: Should you decide to further pursue positions of power as

870
00:45:19,239 --> 00:45:21,920
Speaker 2: you as you have now gained a taste and a

871
00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:27,080
Speaker 2: lust and addiction for the stuff, what do you say?

872
00:45:27,120 --> 00:45:28,800
Speaker 2: What do you think moving forward?

873
00:45:30,360 --> 00:45:34,600
Speaker 9: Like, you know, this being like this level of power position,

874
00:45:34,719 --> 00:45:37,600
Speaker 9: but also it's a lot of work. I like that's

875
00:45:37,680 --> 00:45:39,960
Speaker 9: just annoying. So like like I'm done with this job.

876
00:45:40,400 --> 00:45:42,040
Speaker 9: I'm not doing it. I've done it for two years,

877
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:45,359
Speaker 9: I've done my time. Like it's pretty awful. Not gonna lie,

878
00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:48,640
Speaker 9: but uh, it has its moments, and I don't think

879
00:45:48,680 --> 00:45:51,320
Speaker 9: I'd want a position with any more power than this. Honestly,

880
00:45:51,600 --> 00:45:52,880
Speaker 9: I think that's just too much work for me.

881
00:45:58,480 --> 00:46:03,040
Speaker 2: Well, I'm glad that we ended on that because I'm

882
00:46:03,080 --> 00:46:05,759
Speaker 2: not gonna you know, over the time you started off

883
00:46:06,400 --> 00:46:09,359
Speaker 2: as clarify as you got to clarify yourself. It got

884
00:46:09,440 --> 00:46:12,120
Speaker 2: a little bit better, but you started off.

885
00:46:13,000 --> 00:46:13,879
Speaker 9: It did start rocky.

886
00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:19,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, it started off a little rocky. But hey, I'm

887
00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:23,360
Speaker 2: also not sure one hundred percent trust you nobody. You

888
00:46:23,400 --> 00:46:29,040
Speaker 2: seem a little shady, but I think you like that.

889
00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:30,280
Speaker 2: I think you seem shady.

890
00:46:33,160 --> 00:46:35,799
Speaker 9: Yeah, I guess I don't know. It's a weird thing

891
00:46:35,840 --> 00:46:38,080
Speaker 9: to be at all.

892
00:46:38,160 --> 00:46:39,800
Speaker 2: Right, Alex, I love you very much. I'll talk to

893
00:46:39,840 --> 00:46:40,160
Speaker 2: you soon.

894
00:46:40,880 --> 00:46:42,279
Speaker 9: I love you too. Man, have fun.

895
00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 2: Good night.

896
00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:43,319
Speaker 9: But don't think.

897
00:46:54,040 --> 00:46:59,120
Speaker 2: Hello again. It is me, It is liar, it's the

898
00:46:59,200 --> 00:47:02,600
Speaker 2: Gecko guy. I'm sorry. I was gonna I had this

899
00:47:02,719 --> 00:47:05,040
Speaker 2: idea in my head where I would do a singing

900
00:47:05,120 --> 00:47:08,279
Speaker 2: thing for all of the little interludes, But then I

901
00:47:08,560 --> 00:47:10,920
Speaker 2: don't think it's I don't know. Maybe i'll try it,

902
00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:12,919
Speaker 2: you know what. I didn't commit to it very hard

903
00:47:13,480 --> 00:47:16,040
Speaker 2: this time around. Maybe another time around I'll commit to

904
00:47:16,080 --> 00:47:18,920
Speaker 2: it a little bit harder. But anyway, Look, this is

905
00:47:19,080 --> 00:47:21,040
Speaker 2: just a quick message to say that if you have

906
00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:25,440
Speaker 2: been enjoying the show, if you have found the program

907
00:47:25,640 --> 00:47:28,880
Speaker 2: to be of any amount of delight to any of

908
00:47:29,000 --> 00:47:32,759
Speaker 2: your senses, and you feel like supporting, the best way

909
00:47:32,880 --> 00:47:36,799
Speaker 2: to support is to head on over to patreon dot com,

910
00:47:37,000 --> 00:47:41,239
Speaker 2: slash lyle forever and signing up for the Patreon. I

911
00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:47,520
Speaker 2: do Patreon only streams. I do streams exclusively for the Patreon.

912
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:53,120
Speaker 2: These are extra streams. On November first, I will be

913
00:47:53,239 --> 00:47:58,319
Speaker 2: doing a stream or I will be therapizing people as

914
00:47:58,480 --> 00:48:02,200
Speaker 2: the Gek on a megel, which will be interesting because

915
00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:06,840
Speaker 2: normally we just hear, you know, the voices of strangers,

916
00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:08,680
Speaker 2: but now we're going to get to sort of meet

917
00:48:08,760 --> 00:48:12,480
Speaker 2: some strangers face to face, so that'll be interesting. I'm

918
00:48:12,520 --> 00:48:15,440
Speaker 2: excited to see what happens with that. So if that

919
00:48:15,600 --> 00:48:18,480
Speaker 2: interests you at all, you also get access to the

920
00:48:18,800 --> 00:48:23,880
Speaker 2: Gek legends, discord server and all kinds of stuff. You

921
00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:26,160
Speaker 2: can head on over to patreon dot com slash lyle

922
00:48:26,239 --> 00:48:28,560
Speaker 2: forever if that interests you. And if it does not,

923
00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:32,120
Speaker 2: then you also don't have If it doesn't interest you,

924
00:48:32,160 --> 00:48:36,280
Speaker 2: you don't have to do anything. It's that's an easier option.

925
00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:39,120
Speaker 2: I'm jealous of you that it doesn't interest you, because

926
00:48:39,160 --> 00:48:40,839
Speaker 2: that means you don't have to do is. If you're

927
00:48:40,880 --> 00:48:42,759
Speaker 2: interested in a thing, it's a little annoying because then

928
00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:46,800
Speaker 2: you have to go and find it and do some

929
00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:53,560
Speaker 2: do a thing, all right, I'm sorry this was Let's

930
00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:54,239
Speaker 2: get back into it.

931
00:49:02,320 --> 00:49:08,080
Speaker 14: Hello, Hello, how's it going?

932
00:49:08,200 --> 00:49:08,359
Speaker 11: Man?

933
00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:09,799
Speaker 2: What's your greatest fear?

934
00:49:12,880 --> 00:49:13,080
Speaker 5: Man?

935
00:49:14,440 --> 00:49:16,880
Speaker 14: Not being good enough for shit? In like any aspect

936
00:49:16,960 --> 00:49:21,000
Speaker 14: of my life. Put a category, that's the that's the

937
00:49:21,080 --> 00:49:22,040
Speaker 14: fucking subgenre.

938
00:49:25,280 --> 00:49:27,239
Speaker 2: I mean, what do you want to be good enough

939
00:49:27,280 --> 00:49:27,480
Speaker 2: to do.

940
00:49:32,560 --> 00:49:34,560
Speaker 9: Anything? Anything?

941
00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:37,719
Speaker 14: That anything that I want? I want to be. I

942
00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:40,640
Speaker 14: wanted to be the best. Set up my mind too,

943
00:49:40,840 --> 00:49:47,560
Speaker 14: in like relationships, family relationships, the work that.

944
00:49:47,640 --> 00:49:50,520
Speaker 2: I do well, you gotta you gotta pick a thing,

945
00:49:50,680 --> 00:49:53,520
Speaker 2: because I think if you're gonna say I want to

946
00:49:53,600 --> 00:49:55,760
Speaker 2: be good, you could if you are gonna just blanketly

947
00:49:55,800 --> 00:49:58,040
Speaker 2: say I want to be good enough in general in

948
00:49:58,120 --> 00:50:00,680
Speaker 2: a general sense of things, you're never going to be

949
00:50:00,719 --> 00:50:03,000
Speaker 2: good enough because you haven't narrowed it down to a thing,

950
00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:05,480
Speaker 2: and you're just gonna be of course, no one's ever

951
00:50:05,520 --> 00:50:07,560
Speaker 2: gonna be good enough at you know everything.

952
00:50:10,520 --> 00:50:11,040
Speaker 14: That's true.

953
00:50:11,320 --> 00:50:11,640
Speaker 9: Right now.

954
00:50:11,680 --> 00:50:14,000
Speaker 14: I want to be a good gardener. I like grown

955
00:50:14,080 --> 00:50:17,320
Speaker 14: plants perfect. That's that's that's the focus at this moment,

956
00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:18,879
Speaker 14: at this point in time.

957
00:50:19,560 --> 00:50:20,000
Speaker 8: I love it.

958
00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:22,320
Speaker 2: Why do you feel like you can't be a good gardener?

959
00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:30,000
Speaker 14: I feel like I can. I feel like, uh, I

960
00:50:30,040 --> 00:50:32,000
Speaker 14: always feel like something's going to suck up. I feel

961
00:50:32,040 --> 00:50:37,759
Speaker 14: like I have a fuck up nature. Maybe that's my

962
00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:39,080
Speaker 14: greatest fear is sucking up.

963
00:50:39,680 --> 00:50:44,520
Speaker 2: It's fuck up. I mean, well, what I don't know

964
00:50:44,600 --> 00:50:46,240
Speaker 2: that much about gardening, but I mean what does sucking

965
00:50:46,320 --> 00:50:48,400
Speaker 2: up look like? You feel like forget to water the.

966
00:50:48,440 --> 00:50:55,439
Speaker 14: Plants, ruining, ruining all the crops. Uh, things that can happen,

967
00:50:55,600 --> 00:51:00,080
Speaker 14: like bugs, mold, ship like that, even ship that it

968
00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:01,840
Speaker 14: potentially the end of my control.

969
00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:06,480
Speaker 2: Well, if it's out of your control, well, first of all,

970
00:51:06,480 --> 00:51:10,760
Speaker 2: I mean, look, that's like I mean like bugs, bugs

971
00:51:10,800 --> 00:51:13,880
Speaker 2: are assholes, and that's out of your control. So everything

972
00:51:13,920 --> 00:51:15,359
Speaker 2: that's out of your control, I mean, you just get

973
00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:16,240
Speaker 2: rid of that immediately.

974
00:51:19,080 --> 00:51:19,560
Speaker 1: I feel that.

975
00:51:19,600 --> 00:51:20,960
Speaker 14: I feel like I tried to apply.

976
00:51:20,880 --> 00:51:25,640
Speaker 2: That and me don't apply that into your Also, I

977
00:51:25,640 --> 00:51:27,360
Speaker 2: don't know, you shouldn't even be judged. I think you

978
00:51:27,400 --> 00:51:29,279
Speaker 2: should just be doing it. You know, I don't even

979
00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:32,120
Speaker 2: think you should be judging yourself about these plant What

980
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:33,520
Speaker 2: made you? Why do you want to be why do

981
00:51:33,600 --> 00:51:35,239
Speaker 2: you want to get into the gardening? What appeals to

982
00:51:35,280 --> 00:51:36,000
Speaker 2: you about gardening?

983
00:51:38,800 --> 00:51:41,520
Speaker 14: I like following the money, I like, uh, I can

984
00:51:41,600 --> 00:51:45,960
Speaker 14: sell I can sell the shit that I grow even

985
00:51:46,040 --> 00:51:52,399
Speaker 14: around here, I can sell like local or like grown

986
00:51:52,440 --> 00:51:54,520
Speaker 14: mushrooms for restaurants and ship. That's what I want to do.

987
00:51:59,440 --> 00:52:02,200
Speaker 2: So you're you're telling me that you went into gardening

988
00:52:02,320 --> 00:52:02,760
Speaker 2: for money.

989
00:52:04,280 --> 00:52:07,400
Speaker 9: Oh yeah, I like.

990
00:52:07,600 --> 00:52:10,759
Speaker 14: I like seeing the plants grow, but I like, you know,

991
00:52:11,160 --> 00:52:12,120
Speaker 14: you gotta get make money.

992
00:52:16,680 --> 00:52:21,040
Speaker 2: I think if the first reason, what do you do

993
00:52:21,120 --> 00:52:21,560
Speaker 2: for a living?

994
00:52:23,840 --> 00:52:27,279
Speaker 14: Right now? I work for myself doing the gardening and

995
00:52:27,480 --> 00:52:28,920
Speaker 14: doing online business.

996
00:52:34,160 --> 00:52:41,480
Speaker 2: So you support yourself by gardening, I do. So you've

997
00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:46,920
Speaker 2: got you have objective proof that you are capable of gardening.

998
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:49,839
Speaker 2: You eat food with money, and you and you stay

999
00:52:49,880 --> 00:52:54,279
Speaker 2: in an apartment with money that you have obtained through

1000
00:52:54,400 --> 00:52:56,319
Speaker 2: gardening as objective proof.

1001
00:52:58,239 --> 00:52:59,960
Speaker 14: I think that's why I'm so hardened myself on it,

1002
00:53:00,040 --> 00:53:03,719
Speaker 14: because it's one of you know, it's my it's what

1003
00:53:03,920 --> 00:53:05,799
Speaker 14: makes my money, and if I fuck it up, then

1004
00:53:06,080 --> 00:53:14,080
Speaker 14: there's no money from it, right, But.

1005
00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:15,239
Speaker 2: I would, you know what fuck it?

1006
00:53:15,440 --> 00:53:15,600
Speaker 7: You know?

1007
00:53:15,719 --> 00:53:18,680
Speaker 2: I have a similar thing, sort of like with this stream.

1008
00:53:19,600 --> 00:53:21,160
Speaker 2: I think all the time, I'm like, what happens to

1009
00:53:21,200 --> 00:53:23,480
Speaker 2: my fuck up? And people just stop watching the stream?

1010
00:53:24,080 --> 00:53:26,839
Speaker 2: I actually I have that right, but in my head,

1011
00:53:26,880 --> 00:53:29,320
Speaker 2: I'm just like, well, I'll just wait until that happens.

1012
00:53:30,200 --> 00:53:33,279
Speaker 2: If it happens, and I'll do something else. You know,

1013
00:53:33,440 --> 00:53:36,360
Speaker 2: if you fuck up so bad, I mean, you're not

1014
00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:39,600
Speaker 2: gonna die. You know, if you look you're you're a

1015
00:53:39,640 --> 00:53:44,640
Speaker 2: resourceful guy. You have been able to build your entire

1016
00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:52,680
Speaker 2: life around. You have the skills capable to build a business,

1017
00:53:53,239 --> 00:53:57,120
Speaker 2: and you know that objectively because you have done it right.

1018
00:53:57,600 --> 00:54:02,239
Speaker 2: So you have those skills. So even if all your

1019
00:54:02,280 --> 00:54:05,279
Speaker 2: plants die and you fuck up and everything closes and

1020
00:54:05,360 --> 00:54:07,439
Speaker 2: no one ever buys any plants from me ever, again,

1021
00:54:07,880 --> 00:54:10,560
Speaker 2: no one can take away those skills that you have.

1022
00:54:11,000 --> 00:54:13,239
Speaker 2: So even if everything you currently have and everything you

1023
00:54:13,280 --> 00:54:18,000
Speaker 2: currently know goes away, you can still do something afterwards.

1024
00:54:18,040 --> 00:54:20,439
Speaker 2: You're not but you don't get banned from life unless

1025
00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:23,240
Speaker 2: if you die. So as long as you're not bad,

1026
00:54:25,080 --> 00:54:28,200
Speaker 2: you know, there's more stuff for you to be able

1027
00:54:28,200 --> 00:54:29,880
Speaker 2: to do out in the world. So I would just

1028
00:54:30,040 --> 00:54:31,719
Speaker 2: try to live in the moment of what you're doing.

1029
00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:34,160
Speaker 2: And if it all goes south, you know that fucking

1030
00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:37,840
Speaker 2: it's like that Mark Twain. I think it wasn't Mark Twain.

1031
00:54:39,040 --> 00:54:40,480
Speaker 2: Do you know the quote I'm about to say. He

1032
00:54:40,520 --> 00:54:43,479
Speaker 2: said something like I've suffered a lot in my life,

1033
00:54:43,520 --> 00:54:45,359
Speaker 2: and most of the things I've suffered over it never

1034
00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:46,120
Speaker 2: actually happened.

1035
00:54:47,040 --> 00:54:48,520
Speaker 14: Yeah, yeah, I feel that.

1036
00:54:49,360 --> 00:54:52,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, I feel like it's kind of like that, if

1037
00:54:52,800 --> 00:54:53,359
Speaker 2: that makes sense.

1038
00:54:56,000 --> 00:55:00,840
Speaker 14: That's helpful. That helps with dress over shit that I

1039
00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:05,719
Speaker 14: don't have control over. It'll it'll it'll probably come back

1040
00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:10,279
Speaker 14: around and fade out. But that's something that I deal

1041
00:55:10,360 --> 00:55:12,480
Speaker 14: with and then comes back to bite me. But I

1042
00:55:12,640 --> 00:55:14,279
Speaker 14: think I deal with it a little better every time.

1043
00:55:15,840 --> 00:55:19,359
Speaker 2: Yeah, man, I I mean again, I have a similar thing.

1044
00:55:19,560 --> 00:55:21,719
Speaker 2: But what I mean, just I'll to say what keeps

1045
00:55:21,800 --> 00:55:23,840
Speaker 2: me going is just like, you know what if everything

1046
00:55:23,960 --> 00:55:26,880
Speaker 2: fucks up. I used to work for I got this

1047
00:55:26,960 --> 00:55:28,359
Speaker 2: from someone else. He used to work for a guy

1048
00:55:28,360 --> 00:55:32,320
Speaker 2: who ran his own marketing agency and he and he

1049
00:55:32,520 --> 00:55:37,880
Speaker 2: told me like, if this doesn't work, I'll just do

1050
00:55:38,239 --> 00:55:41,160
Speaker 2: something else. So I would just do what you're doing,

1051
00:55:41,400 --> 00:55:43,680
Speaker 2: and right now it's working for you. And once a

1052
00:55:43,760 --> 00:55:45,839
Speaker 2: staus working, you just do something else. I know it's hard.

1053
00:55:45,960 --> 00:55:50,480
Speaker 2: I know it's like a you know, small pithy answer,

1054
00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:53,399
Speaker 2: but no, that's what I have in my head.

1055
00:55:54,600 --> 00:55:57,880
Speaker 14: And if it stops, you apply the skills that you

1056
00:55:58,040 --> 00:56:00,640
Speaker 14: have to whatever is needed at the time. In the same,

1057
00:56:00,920 --> 00:56:02,640
Speaker 14: the same for you. Your ship. Your ship is great

1058
00:56:02,760 --> 00:56:04,040
Speaker 14: and I don't see Thank you man.

1059
00:56:04,239 --> 00:56:05,440
Speaker 5: I love it.

1060
00:56:05,719 --> 00:56:08,479
Speaker 14: I've started watching a couple of days ago when I'm.

1061
00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:11,960
Speaker 2: Upd Thank you man. I appreciate that. What's fuck it?

1062
00:56:12,080 --> 00:56:14,160
Speaker 2: What's your flower? What you want? You want to promote

1063
00:56:14,200 --> 00:56:16,000
Speaker 2: your flower website? I'm kind of curious, now.

1064
00:56:17,120 --> 00:56:18,920
Speaker 9: What was that you want to?

1065
00:56:19,000 --> 00:56:19,239
Speaker 2: You want?

1066
00:56:19,280 --> 00:56:19,480
Speaker 7: Where?

1067
00:56:19,520 --> 00:56:21,600
Speaker 2: Where do you sell these flowers at? I'm curious.

1068
00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:25,560
Speaker 14: Oh, I don't have a website for that. It's all local.

1069
00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:31,319
Speaker 14: But I do appreciate that. My right now, my only

1070
00:56:31,400 --> 00:56:34,719
Speaker 14: online thing is my eBay store.

1071
00:56:36,320 --> 00:56:38,879
Speaker 2: Yo, you should sign up for TikTok, make a little

1072
00:56:38,880 --> 00:56:42,160
Speaker 2: TikTok all your plants and you can surf. That's what

1073
00:56:42,320 --> 00:56:49,160
Speaker 2: I think you should do. Start scaling plants so you

1074
00:56:49,280 --> 00:56:50,360
Speaker 2: twerk in front of the plants.

1075
00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:53,040
Speaker 14: Is that what TikTok is for? I feel like that

1076
00:56:53,120 --> 00:56:53,759
Speaker 14: would be a thing.

1077
00:56:56,600 --> 00:56:58,000
Speaker 2: Look, man, trial and error, you know.

1078
00:56:59,480 --> 00:57:01,200
Speaker 14: Exactly if it sticks of sticks?

1079
00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:03,680
Speaker 2: Absolutely? What'd you say your name was?

1080
00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:06,160
Speaker 14: My name is Jeff.

1081
00:57:07,080 --> 00:57:10,680
Speaker 2: Well, Jeff, I'll leave you to it. Sounds like you've

1082
00:57:10,680 --> 00:57:11,759
Speaker 2: got some plans to work on.

1083
00:57:13,200 --> 00:57:15,440
Speaker 14: I do, and that's that's gonna be my new thing.

1084
00:57:15,520 --> 00:57:16,760
Speaker 14: You'll see you'll see me all over.

1085
00:57:17,640 --> 00:57:19,520
Speaker 2: I'm excited to see it. I love you, Jeff. I

1086
00:57:19,560 --> 00:57:26,000
Speaker 2: appreciate you. You calling in and again you know you

1087
00:57:26,120 --> 00:57:29,520
Speaker 2: got the skills that you need to do this.

1088
00:57:30,560 --> 00:57:31,200
Speaker 14: I appreciate it.

1089
00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:33,800
Speaker 5: I'll use you.

1090
00:57:34,400 --> 00:57:36,280
Speaker 14: You got mad skills you Thank you.

1091
00:57:36,400 --> 00:57:36,560
Speaker 5: Man.

1092
00:57:37,480 --> 00:57:52,560
Speaker 10: Peace all from Billy, Billy, Billy, are you there?

1093
00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:53,600
Speaker 7: Hey?

1094
00:57:53,680 --> 00:57:54,160
Speaker 1: What's going on?

1095
00:57:54,320 --> 00:57:54,480
Speaker 11: Man?

1096
00:57:55,280 --> 00:57:59,800
Speaker 2: You know, not a whole lot, Yeah, not a whole lot. Billy.

1097
00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:03,960
Speaker 1: You've had some good calls tonight. You've had some good calls.

1098
00:58:04,000 --> 00:58:09,320
Speaker 1: They've been they've been everywhere, but they've been really good.

1099
00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:11,880
Speaker 1: They've been a nice time, get nice time.

1100
00:58:12,520 --> 00:58:16,200
Speaker 2: What's your barometer? How how do you judge a call? Necessarily?

1101
00:58:17,400 --> 00:58:23,920
Speaker 1: I think it's going to start with are they sincere

1102
00:58:24,160 --> 00:58:31,920
Speaker 1: at first? But then then I want to feel exactly

1103
00:58:33,440 --> 00:58:36,680
Speaker 1: how they intended someone the old saying you treat people

1104
00:58:36,760 --> 00:58:40,320
Speaker 1: how they want to be treated. Sure, that kind of thing.

1105
00:58:41,280 --> 00:58:43,400
Speaker 2: I don't necessarily, I don't. I mean, I don't think

1106
00:58:43,480 --> 00:58:52,240
Speaker 2: sincerity is a requirement. I've had interesting interactions with people

1107
00:58:52,280 --> 00:58:55,480
Speaker 2: who felt insincere. I wouldn't. I wouldn't even go as

1108
00:58:55,520 --> 00:58:58,040
Speaker 2: far as to say that there is any sort of requirements.

1109
00:58:58,400 --> 00:59:00,520
Speaker 2: But I mean, you're telling me your own I'm fucking

1110
00:59:00,640 --> 00:59:02,840
Speaker 2: you up because are your time of your own personal definition?

1111
00:59:03,160 --> 00:59:06,440
Speaker 1: No, well, but but that what if the person's not

1112
00:59:06,720 --> 00:59:10,160
Speaker 1: being insincere, is it an interesting conversation because you know

1113
00:59:10,320 --> 00:59:12,560
Speaker 1: that they're full of shit? Or is it more of

1114
00:59:12,560 --> 00:59:16,240
Speaker 1: an interesting conversation to see how far they can take it?

1115
00:59:17,040 --> 00:59:18,720
Speaker 2: See, this is why I don't like. I don't like

1116
00:59:18,800 --> 00:59:20,360
Speaker 2: to put barometer. I don't not I don't know I

1117
00:59:20,840 --> 00:59:22,840
Speaker 2: have to tell people. I don't try to tell people

1118
00:59:22,920 --> 00:59:25,600
Speaker 2: that they can't prank call or that they can't you

1119
00:59:25,680 --> 00:59:27,920
Speaker 2: can do whatever. You can call in and not know what.

1120
00:59:28,200 --> 00:59:30,240
Speaker 2: I don't. I try not to put limits on I

1121
00:59:30,320 --> 00:59:31,920
Speaker 2: try to I want people to feel like they could

1122
00:59:31,960 --> 00:59:35,600
Speaker 2: do whatever, because then there might be some like formula

1123
00:59:35,640 --> 00:59:37,320
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, like a formula right of

1124
00:59:37,440 --> 00:59:43,360
Speaker 2: like a combination of confused but sincere insincere, because some

1125
00:59:44,200 --> 00:59:47,160
Speaker 2: there's there's a great call out there that the formula

1126
00:59:47,200 --> 00:59:48,720
Speaker 2: to which I don't even know. So I have to

1127
00:59:48,800 --> 00:59:50,240
Speaker 2: allow for all variables.

1128
00:59:50,760 --> 00:59:54,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, No, that's that's probably why you're good at what

1129
00:59:54,280 --> 00:59:58,880
Speaker 1: you do. Most people wouldn't have that patience. Most people

1130
00:59:58,880 --> 01:00:01,640
Speaker 1: wouldn't have that patient and the one time you do

1131
01:00:01,880 --> 01:00:06,040
Speaker 1: call them out, they actually do sound like they smoke

1132
01:00:06,160 --> 01:00:07,560
Speaker 1: forty Virginia slims today.

1133
01:00:08,520 --> 01:00:09,760
Speaker 2: What is a Virginia slim?

1134
01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:14,800
Speaker 1: A Virginia slim? It's the southern Southern old lady cigarette.

1135
01:00:18,120 --> 01:00:21,960
Speaker 1: Southern old lady's cigarette brings down the brings down their

1136
01:00:22,040 --> 01:00:22,720
Speaker 1: boys a lot.

1137
01:00:23,720 --> 01:00:24,560
Speaker 2: Can I ask you a question?

1138
01:00:25,320 --> 01:00:26,240
Speaker 9: I would love for you to.

1139
01:00:31,680 --> 01:00:32,840
Speaker 2: What's your greatest fear?

1140
01:00:40,280 --> 01:00:42,959
Speaker 1: I can't say death. I can't say death.

1141
01:00:43,520 --> 01:00:44,520
Speaker 2: Why can't you say that?

1142
01:00:46,000 --> 01:00:48,680
Speaker 1: I've had a wild life. You know, I'm lucky to

1143
01:00:48,760 --> 01:00:50,880
Speaker 1: be here right now. You know that as a get go,

1144
01:00:51,320 --> 01:00:55,040
Speaker 1: you have things that I want to kill you. All

1145
01:00:55,120 --> 01:00:59,160
Speaker 1: the ta cats, birds, rain hard rain would fuck you.

1146
01:00:59,240 --> 01:01:00,960
Speaker 2: What has wanted to kill you?

1147
01:01:01,120 --> 01:01:01,440
Speaker 10: Billy?

1148
01:01:02,960 --> 01:01:06,120
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm sure that I haven't made all friends

1149
01:01:07,440 --> 01:01:10,400
Speaker 1: in my life, so I'm sure there's somebody out there

1150
01:01:10,400 --> 01:01:12,760
Speaker 1: that thought it and being like God, that guy right

1151
01:01:12,800 --> 01:01:13,800
Speaker 1: there would be better dead.

1152
01:01:14,520 --> 01:01:16,640
Speaker 2: Is there anyone that you know for sure has ever

1153
01:01:16,720 --> 01:01:18,800
Speaker 2: wanted you dead? Well?

1154
01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:22,600
Speaker 1: I've been married once, but I mean I was a

1155
01:01:22,720 --> 01:01:29,320
Speaker 1: winner in that one. So uh, I think my step

1156
01:01:29,440 --> 01:01:31,440
Speaker 1: kids want me dead. To be honest with you, I

1157
01:01:31,480 --> 01:01:33,640
Speaker 1: think I'm gonna get in an ENDZ soon.

1158
01:01:34,840 --> 01:01:36,480
Speaker 2: Do you think your step kids want you dead?

1159
01:01:37,240 --> 01:01:39,520
Speaker 1: Well, I mean I think they're too young to know

1160
01:01:39,760 --> 01:01:43,560
Speaker 1: what that feeling actually means. But yeah, I think they've

1161
01:01:43,640 --> 01:01:49,920
Speaker 1: had that premature preteens fucking guy sucks type of deal,

1162
01:01:50,000 --> 01:01:52,760
Speaker 1: which sucks because I'm super cool to them. You know,

1163
01:01:52,760 --> 01:01:53,439
Speaker 1: they're good kids.

1164
01:01:54,040 --> 01:01:55,200
Speaker 2: Why do you think they don't like you?

1165
01:01:57,680 --> 01:02:05,560
Speaker 1: A demeanor? Demeanor, you know, one way to everybody else

1166
01:02:05,840 --> 01:02:09,320
Speaker 1: and one way just to me. And then those of

1167
01:02:09,440 --> 01:02:13,800
Speaker 1: course that time at the eight year old said fuck,

1168
01:02:13,840 --> 01:02:17,080
Speaker 1: I wish she'd die. But I think it's more the

1169
01:02:17,160 --> 01:02:23,800
Speaker 1: demeanor towards it. Maybe it's me.

1170
01:02:24,080 --> 01:02:30,320
Speaker 2: How long have you been been been married to your wife?

1171
01:02:32,600 --> 01:02:38,240
Speaker 1: I am uh engaged to this wonderful lady. We have

1172
01:02:38,320 --> 01:02:46,520
Speaker 1: a sixteen month baby, and yes, yes, yes, yes so

1173
01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:51,520
Speaker 1: but about two years I have been They they called

1174
01:02:51,600 --> 01:02:54,720
Speaker 1: me step dad first, and that was messed up when

1175
01:02:54,760 --> 01:02:56,640
Speaker 1: they did that because I went to go pick him

1176
01:02:56,720 --> 01:02:59,320
Speaker 1: up from the bus and the bus I was like, hey,

1177
01:02:59,440 --> 01:03:03,040
Speaker 1: is this your an eleven year old said no, this

1178
01:03:03,240 --> 01:03:04,080
Speaker 1: is my stepdad.

1179
01:03:04,120 --> 01:03:05,040
Speaker 9: I was so proud.

1180
01:03:06,120 --> 01:03:08,440
Speaker 1: I was so proud, like that is the sweetest thing, man,

1181
01:03:08,560 --> 01:03:11,560
Speaker 1: thank you so much, And he goes, whoa, whoa, whoa, billy.

1182
01:03:12,680 --> 01:03:16,280
Speaker 1: It's a lot easier to call you my stepdad than

1183
01:03:16,320 --> 01:03:17,760
Speaker 1: the guy that got mom pregnant.

1184
01:03:20,160 --> 01:03:22,120
Speaker 2: I was like, how how old are these How old

1185
01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:23,560
Speaker 2: are these kids that want you dead?

1186
01:03:24,720 --> 01:03:27,240
Speaker 1: That one was eleven? Now twelve?

1187
01:03:27,240 --> 01:03:30,360
Speaker 2: They still the twelve and and what twelve and nine?

1188
01:03:30,800 --> 01:03:34,520
Speaker 1: Twelve and ten? Now yeah, just turned birthdays this month.

1189
01:03:36,520 --> 01:03:42,840
Speaker 2: Well, I think you are lucky that of all the

1190
01:03:42,960 --> 01:03:50,640
Speaker 2: possible ages of people who want you dead, ten and

1191
01:03:50,760 --> 01:03:55,720
Speaker 2: twelve year olds, I think are the towards the side.

1192
01:03:55,840 --> 01:03:58,680
Speaker 2: Like if I wouldn't want like a healthy twenty seven year.

1193
01:03:58,600 --> 01:04:00,800
Speaker 1: Old man as a step kid.

1194
01:04:00,920 --> 01:04:04,200
Speaker 2: Now you know a twelve year old handle.

1195
01:04:04,480 --> 01:04:06,160
Speaker 1: You're talking about capable being?

1196
01:04:07,240 --> 01:04:10,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, yes, but don't be you know, I'm in Luctor,

1197
01:04:11,760 --> 01:04:15,040
Speaker 2: fuck man. My parents are divorced, and I remember being

1198
01:04:15,320 --> 01:04:17,760
Speaker 2: I remember being, you know, with whatever ten or twelve

1199
01:04:17,840 --> 01:04:20,440
Speaker 2: and being pissed off. Yeah, you know, I think it's

1200
01:04:20,520 --> 01:04:22,600
Speaker 2: just natural. I don't think it's just it's I hope

1201
01:04:22,600 --> 01:04:24,320
Speaker 2: you don't take it as a statement on you.

1202
01:04:25,080 --> 01:04:29,400
Speaker 9: No, no, no, I really think I tell you that.

1203
01:04:30,120 --> 01:04:33,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't actually things. Yeah, I don't think I'm

1204
01:04:33,320 --> 01:04:35,080
Speaker 1: gonna wake up with them band.

1205
01:04:35,760 --> 01:04:39,600
Speaker 2: Actually, but you should actively start being a dick.

1206
01:04:40,320 --> 01:04:43,040
Speaker 1: I have been a dick, but but but it was

1207
01:04:43,120 --> 01:04:46,680
Speaker 1: at other times, like the nine year old came into

1208
01:04:46,720 --> 01:04:48,880
Speaker 1: a room when we first all moved in together, wanted

1209
01:04:48,920 --> 01:04:50,720
Speaker 1: to get to bed, and Nina's mom, I'm like why,

1210
01:04:51,840 --> 01:04:55,040
Speaker 1: He's like, I'm scared a nightmare And I said, then no,

1211
01:04:56,080 --> 01:04:59,160
Speaker 1: He's like why, Like, because I don't want the monsters

1212
01:04:59,200 --> 01:05:00,320
Speaker 1: to come kill all of us.

1213
01:05:01,240 --> 01:05:03,440
Speaker 2: Billy, you're the victim here. Well, I don't want you

1214
01:05:03,440 --> 01:05:05,760
Speaker 2: to think of yourself as a victim, but these kids

1215
01:05:05,800 --> 01:05:08,320
Speaker 2: are bullying you. You stand up to these kids. I

1216
01:05:08,360 --> 01:05:09,880
Speaker 2: hate these kids, you know what.

1217
01:05:10,400 --> 01:05:13,200
Speaker 1: I think you're right, dude, I think you're right. I've

1218
01:05:13,240 --> 01:05:15,920
Speaker 1: been not thinking that I could be the victim in this,

1219
01:05:16,120 --> 01:05:18,600
Speaker 1: but you know what, fuck them.

1220
01:05:19,000 --> 01:05:21,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, fuck these kids, dude, fuck these kids.

1221
01:05:21,880 --> 01:05:22,920
Speaker 1: I should just take mine go.

1222
01:05:25,400 --> 01:05:29,360
Speaker 2: That should look, you don't have to leave, you know,

1223
01:05:30,280 --> 01:05:31,480
Speaker 2: you don't have to leave, You don't have to be

1224
01:05:31,560 --> 01:05:33,720
Speaker 2: actively mean, but you know, stand up to these fucking kids.

1225
01:05:33,760 --> 01:05:33,960
Speaker 5: Dude.

1226
01:05:35,080 --> 01:05:41,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're right. Yeah. Is it worse to backhand a

1227
01:05:41,480 --> 01:05:46,440
Speaker 1: preteen if you are the step parent or the biological Wait,

1228
01:05:46,480 --> 01:05:48,320
Speaker 1: what is it more legally acceptable?

1229
01:05:50,880 --> 01:05:54,600
Speaker 2: You know, I'm not an attorney, gecko, but I would say,

1230
01:05:54,880 --> 01:05:58,440
Speaker 2: with whatever expertise I do have, you know, I mean,

1231
01:05:58,520 --> 01:06:02,520
Speaker 2: you don't have to hit these kids, but just you know,

1232
01:06:02,720 --> 01:06:04,480
Speaker 2: don't you're just saying.

1233
01:06:04,400 --> 01:06:08,560
Speaker 1: Act like I would hit them, like not they like

1234
01:06:08,640 --> 01:06:10,600
Speaker 1: I want them to know I wouldn't, But I just

1235
01:06:10,720 --> 01:06:12,280
Speaker 1: want them to know I fucking could.

1236
01:06:13,760 --> 01:06:14,200
Speaker 7: Type thing.

1237
01:06:16,320 --> 01:06:19,680
Speaker 2: Just just you know, look, don't just don't take their ship,

1238
01:06:20,120 --> 01:06:22,160
Speaker 2: you know, just be like you don't even have to.

1239
01:06:22,200 --> 01:06:23,680
Speaker 2: I mean, look, you don't have to like hit them.

1240
01:06:23,720 --> 01:06:28,760
Speaker 2: You don't have to be like violent or anything. But

1241
01:06:29,960 --> 01:06:34,400
Speaker 2: one person, you know, all right, don't read the chat.

1242
01:06:34,840 --> 01:06:36,440
Speaker 2: And I just glanced at the chat and everyone in

1243
01:06:36,480 --> 01:06:38,720
Speaker 2: the chat saying, don't he just and I see one

1244
01:06:38,840 --> 01:06:42,280
Speaker 2: highlighted message that says fucking hit those I see that.

1245
01:06:43,240 --> 01:06:45,040
Speaker 1: I bet that's one of the kids daring me.

1246
01:06:46,760 --> 01:06:49,280
Speaker 2: No, don't hit the kids, but don't let the kids

1247
01:06:49,360 --> 01:06:49,640
Speaker 2: hit you.

1248
01:06:51,640 --> 01:06:52,080
Speaker 1: I like that.

1249
01:06:52,680 --> 01:06:53,120
Speaker 7: I like that.

1250
01:06:53,320 --> 01:06:55,240
Speaker 1: Don't abuse, but don't take the abuse.

1251
01:06:55,720 --> 01:06:56,200
Speaker 2: I agree.

1252
01:06:56,960 --> 01:06:58,160
Speaker 9: I think that's a great way.

1253
01:06:58,240 --> 01:07:01,760
Speaker 2: I appreciate you, man, absolutely, man, I I you know,

1254
01:07:01,840 --> 01:07:04,720
Speaker 2: I wish you good luck. And yeah, thank you for

1255
01:07:04,800 --> 01:07:06,520
Speaker 2: calling in, thank you for all the nice things you said.

1256
01:07:06,520 --> 01:07:07,240
Speaker 2: I really appreciate it.

1257
01:07:07,680 --> 01:07:08,640
Speaker 1: Hey, have a good night.

1258
01:07:09,080 --> 01:07:32,240
Speaker 2: YouTube Mani Kanu Kanu. Hello, Hello, Keanu.

1259
01:07:33,120 --> 01:07:36,120
Speaker 7: Hey, got go man? What's up?

1260
01:07:37,960 --> 01:07:38,840
Speaker 2: Kanu? Man?

1261
01:07:43,200 --> 01:07:43,640
Speaker 7: That's me?

1262
01:07:45,000 --> 01:07:46,960
Speaker 5: What do we do?

1263
01:07:47,080 --> 01:07:47,680
Speaker 2: We know each other?

1264
01:07:47,680 --> 01:07:51,440
Speaker 7: I feel like we know each other, maybe in a

1265
01:07:51,520 --> 01:07:52,200
Speaker 7: past life.

1266
01:07:53,320 --> 01:07:55,439
Speaker 2: I mean, off the bat, I'm getting a really good sense.

1267
01:07:55,480 --> 01:07:57,520
Speaker 2: I'm getting a really good sense that, you know. I

1268
01:07:57,600 --> 01:07:59,919
Speaker 2: don't know where it's coming from. I couldn't put into words,

1269
01:08:00,000 --> 01:08:01,320
Speaker 2: but I'm getting a sense that you and I have

1270
01:08:01,440 --> 01:08:02,400
Speaker 2: some pretty good chemistry.

1271
01:08:04,560 --> 01:08:07,440
Speaker 7: Well, I guess I'm doing better than not. And then,

1272
01:08:08,400 --> 01:08:10,080
Speaker 7: poor god, there's no there's.

1273
01:08:09,920 --> 01:08:12,440
Speaker 2: No job to be done, all right, there's no active effort.

1274
01:08:12,480 --> 01:08:14,640
Speaker 2: It's just, you know, some people work well with each other.

1275
01:08:14,760 --> 01:08:17,840
Speaker 2: Some people don't, you know. Yeah, And I'm out by

1276
01:08:17,920 --> 01:08:19,200
Speaker 2: the way, you know. I mean, you're not out of

1277
01:08:19,200 --> 01:08:21,360
Speaker 2: the woods. Yeah, I don't. I'm not. I'm just saying

1278
01:08:21,400 --> 01:08:23,120
Speaker 2: I have a good feeling about this. I'm not saying

1279
01:08:23,200 --> 01:08:27,040
Speaker 2: definitively one I've decided one way or the other. I'm

1280
01:08:27,120 --> 01:08:29,280
Speaker 2: just saying, I if I had to make a good bet,

1281
01:08:29,720 --> 01:08:31,720
Speaker 2: But what good are bets? You know, you can only

1282
01:08:32,040 --> 01:08:35,400
Speaker 2: you can only hypothesize. You have to test, or you

1283
01:08:35,520 --> 01:08:38,559
Speaker 2: have to gain results and come to a conclusion supported

1284
01:08:38,600 --> 01:08:39,560
Speaker 2: by evidence.

1285
01:08:41,240 --> 01:08:44,879
Speaker 7: Absolutely, and I support that experimental approach.

1286
01:08:47,520 --> 01:08:49,000
Speaker 2: What's your guilty pleasure, Keanu?

1287
01:08:51,920 --> 01:08:58,200
Speaker 7: Uh, my guilty pleasure is probably masturbating, And Okay, it's

1288
01:08:58,280 --> 01:09:01,080
Speaker 7: not it's not that I feel good guilty about like

1289
01:09:01,400 --> 01:09:07,080
Speaker 7: masturbation and principle, I'm not like Catholic or anything or

1290
01:09:07,800 --> 01:09:13,320
Speaker 7: I don't know, I think they consider masturbation a sin,

1291
01:09:13,479 --> 01:09:18,240
Speaker 7: but I could be wrong. But anyway, it's it's it's

1292
01:09:18,439 --> 01:09:23,800
Speaker 7: just the way that I masturbate. It's just really bad

1293
01:09:24,080 --> 01:09:28,240
Speaker 7: for my muscles, Like I end up hurting myself, like

1294
01:09:28,360 --> 01:09:34,360
Speaker 7: pulling a muscle, that kind of thing. And also the

1295
01:09:34,560 --> 01:09:39,320
Speaker 7: things that I think about while masturbating, it's like, you know,

1296
01:09:39,680 --> 01:09:44,680
Speaker 7: humiliation type of stuff, like you know, pretty hardcore BDSM

1297
01:09:44,800 --> 01:09:50,200
Speaker 7: type of stuff, and which again I'm not, in principle

1298
01:09:50,240 --> 01:09:53,280
Speaker 7: opposed to, and I don't feel guilty about being into that.

1299
01:09:53,520 --> 01:09:58,640
Speaker 7: But sometimes I wonder if like fantasizing about being humiliated

1300
01:09:58,720 --> 01:10:04,920
Speaker 7: all the time, uh, can have like undesirable consequences for

1301
01:10:05,040 --> 01:10:06,160
Speaker 7: my psyche in general.

1302
01:10:07,840 --> 01:10:12,400
Speaker 2: M Yeah, have you ever like looked looked up that

1303
01:10:12,560 --> 01:10:15,439
Speaker 2: kind of thing, Like, have you ever googled? I mean,

1304
01:10:15,479 --> 01:10:17,960
Speaker 2: the BDSM community is pretty big. I feel like you

1305
01:10:18,040 --> 01:10:21,080
Speaker 2: can find I feel like the answers to your questions

1306
01:10:21,920 --> 01:10:23,559
Speaker 2: are out there somewhere, you know what I'm saying.

1307
01:10:25,200 --> 01:10:28,759
Speaker 7: Yeah, well, I have googled it. And it's funny because

1308
01:10:29,600 --> 01:10:34,080
Speaker 7: in like older kind of like psychiatry or psychology textbooks,

1309
01:10:35,960 --> 01:10:40,680
Speaker 7: they kind of consider interest in BDSM to be I

1310
01:10:40,760 --> 01:10:43,519
Speaker 7: think it was actually I want to say it was

1311
01:10:43,600 --> 01:10:49,960
Speaker 7: in one of the DSM DSM's diagnostic statistic mantles. But

1312
01:10:50,120 --> 01:10:53,479
Speaker 7: I think that the psychological community now has a has

1313
01:10:53,520 --> 01:10:56,760
Speaker 7: a bit more open minded view about it. So I

1314
01:10:56,840 --> 01:11:00,320
Speaker 7: don't think it's like a disorder to have your to

1315
01:11:00,720 --> 01:11:03,640
Speaker 7: fantasize about those kind of things. I just worry I

1316
01:11:03,760 --> 01:11:05,439
Speaker 7: fantasize about them too much.

1317
01:11:08,400 --> 01:11:11,600
Speaker 2: How often. Well, okay, you said you do it in

1318
01:11:11,680 --> 01:11:14,240
Speaker 2: a way that hurts your muscles. Do you that intentionally?

1319
01:11:16,640 --> 01:11:24,559
Speaker 7: No, it's just no, I don't it's not intentional. It's

1320
01:11:24,640 --> 01:11:27,880
Speaker 7: just like, I don't know, if you think about it,

1321
01:11:28,040 --> 01:11:31,240
Speaker 7: it's kind of hard to have bad to have good

1322
01:11:31,360 --> 01:11:37,519
Speaker 7: form while masturbating. I mean it's like, really, you know,

1323
01:11:37,800 --> 01:11:40,320
Speaker 7: it's like your shoulders in a real like kind of

1324
01:11:40,560 --> 01:11:46,519
Speaker 7: awkward position. You know. I have trouble with that with

1325
01:11:46,680 --> 01:11:49,719
Speaker 7: like when I'm working out and stuff. I always, everything

1326
01:11:49,760 --> 01:11:52,240
Speaker 7: always goes to my shoulder, and I don't know how

1327
01:11:52,280 --> 01:11:53,760
Speaker 7: to compensate for that.

1328
01:11:54,600 --> 01:11:58,519
Speaker 2: I have a friend and what he does is he

1329
01:11:58,680 --> 01:12:01,120
Speaker 2: does this thing that he calls he calls it DJing

1330
01:12:01,280 --> 01:12:07,880
Speaker 2: the dick, and he'll press He won't he never grabs it,

1331
01:12:08,600 --> 01:12:12,720
Speaker 2: but he'll like press down on it like like he's like,

1332
01:12:13,720 --> 01:12:16,080
Speaker 2: I mean, so it's very probably I mean, similar to

1333
01:12:16,120 --> 01:12:19,400
Speaker 2: the way the little woman masturbates. He'll just press down

1334
01:12:19,520 --> 01:12:21,960
Speaker 2: on it. And I guess the I guess it's like

1335
01:12:22,120 --> 01:12:30,880
Speaker 2: the friction between his penis and his his thighs does

1336
01:12:30,960 --> 01:12:31,800
Speaker 2: something for him.

1337
01:12:33,520 --> 01:12:34,639
Speaker 5: Okay, I mean.

1338
01:12:34,600 --> 01:12:37,519
Speaker 2: That's if you if I'm just if you're looking for

1339
01:12:37,640 --> 01:12:43,160
Speaker 2: other methods that could potentially, you know, cure, because yeah,

1340
01:12:43,240 --> 01:12:47,640
Speaker 2: there are you know, I understand the arthritis concerns. I

1341
01:12:47,880 --> 01:12:54,160
Speaker 2: was wondering if you weren't masturbating in a strange position

1342
01:12:54,280 --> 01:12:55,320
Speaker 2: on purpose.

1343
01:12:56,560 --> 01:13:00,800
Speaker 9: For reasons, right?

1344
01:13:01,120 --> 01:13:04,680
Speaker 7: No? No, I mean I do, you know, sometimes in

1345
01:13:04,800 --> 01:13:08,679
Speaker 7: flood pain upon myself, but this is more like kind

1346
01:13:08,720 --> 01:13:11,320
Speaker 7: of more like chronic injury type of stuff that's not

1347
01:13:11,439 --> 01:13:18,200
Speaker 7: really desirable. Yeah, but what I've been doing, like I

1348
01:13:18,320 --> 01:13:23,280
Speaker 7: got this it's called a magic wand I don't know

1349
01:13:23,280 --> 01:13:23,679
Speaker 7: if you're.

1350
01:13:23,600 --> 01:13:26,200
Speaker 2: Familiar magic No, what is a magic wand?

1351
01:13:27,640 --> 01:13:31,920
Speaker 7: So it's like a a kind of vibrator, but I

1352
01:13:32,040 --> 01:13:37,240
Speaker 7: think it's really designed for clteral stimulation. It's just it

1353
01:13:37,360 --> 01:13:40,160
Speaker 7: looks like a massage. I think it's kind of marketed

1354
01:13:40,920 --> 01:13:45,760
Speaker 7: as a massage device, but it you know what I'm

1355
01:13:45,760 --> 01:13:48,200
Speaker 7: talking about. You may have seen it in porn or something.

1356
01:13:49,160 --> 01:13:50,960
Speaker 2: A mad No, I've ever heard of the magic wand.

1357
01:13:52,160 --> 01:13:55,479
Speaker 7: Well, it's just like clitteral vibrator basically, but you they

1358
01:13:55,600 --> 01:14:00,840
Speaker 7: actually sell an attachment. It's called the Hummingbird attachment, and

1359
01:14:01,000 --> 01:14:06,680
Speaker 7: it's basically like you know, a vibrating It makes this

1360
01:14:06,960 --> 01:14:11,280
Speaker 7: vibrating circle that you can use to masturbate with if

1361
01:14:11,320 --> 01:14:16,160
Speaker 7: you're a male, you know, and using that puts less

1362
01:14:16,160 --> 01:14:17,240
Speaker 7: strain on my shoulder.

1363
01:14:18,360 --> 01:14:21,559
Speaker 2: But is it is it an attachment intended for male

1364
01:14:21,680 --> 01:14:23,400
Speaker 2: use or is it intended for female use? When you

1365
01:14:23,520 --> 01:14:25,360
Speaker 2: found a male use, No.

1366
01:14:26,520 --> 01:14:34,240
Speaker 7: It's intended for male use. And yeah, and my most

1367
01:14:34,320 --> 01:14:41,720
Speaker 7: recent girlfriend was the Dominatrix actually, and she there's like

1368
01:14:41,920 --> 01:14:46,000
Speaker 7: my magic wand is actually slightly damaged because she was

1369
01:14:46,160 --> 01:14:51,040
Speaker 7: using it. She was pressing it really hard against my cockcage,

1370
01:14:51,200 --> 01:14:56,320
Speaker 7: my male chastity device, and she pushed it so hard

1371
01:14:56,360 --> 01:14:59,960
Speaker 7: against the cage that it like she created a whole

1372
01:15:00,360 --> 01:15:04,000
Speaker 7: in the in the magic wand. She damaged the magic

1373
01:15:04,120 --> 01:15:09,200
Speaker 7: wand but using the uh, the hummingbird attachment, you know,

1374
01:15:10,040 --> 01:15:11,880
Speaker 7: it still works, still works fine.

1375
01:15:12,520 --> 01:15:15,880
Speaker 2: This is like it's like the when the Unstoppable. You

1376
01:15:15,960 --> 01:15:17,880
Speaker 2: know the idea, you know, the idea of a sword

1377
01:15:17,960 --> 01:15:20,920
Speaker 2: that could penetrate any armor, and then you could penetrate

1378
01:15:20,960 --> 01:15:22,960
Speaker 2: any shield in the shield that could withstand the blow

1379
01:15:22,960 --> 01:15:23,599
Speaker 2: of any sword.

1380
01:15:24,840 --> 01:15:26,800
Speaker 7: Yeah, it was, I was.

1381
01:15:26,840 --> 01:15:30,439
Speaker 2: It kind of like that where you had like a

1382
01:15:30,600 --> 01:15:35,880
Speaker 2: very strong chastity belt. But the magic iron is magic

1383
01:15:35,960 --> 01:15:37,200
Speaker 2: wand is also very.

1384
01:15:39,640 --> 01:15:45,519
Speaker 7: Well the the magic wand. It It's strange. You might

1385
01:15:45,640 --> 01:15:48,439
Speaker 7: not think that you would be able to orgasm like

1386
01:15:48,560 --> 01:15:53,480
Speaker 7: that because number one, your the cage renders you incapable

1387
01:15:53,520 --> 01:15:58,960
Speaker 7: of really having a full erection obviously, and then so

1388
01:15:59,200 --> 01:16:04,560
Speaker 7: all you're getting this like vibratory stimulation and you're not

1389
01:16:04,680 --> 01:16:07,840
Speaker 7: even erect while it's happening. But believe it or not,

1390
01:16:08,000 --> 01:16:11,320
Speaker 7: I mean it's actually quite quite stimulating.

1391
01:16:11,479 --> 01:16:14,600
Speaker 2: And I mean you're I mean, I'm gonna be you.

1392
01:16:14,960 --> 01:16:18,120
Speaker 2: You you sound like you're like pitching it right now.

1393
01:16:18,240 --> 01:16:19,960
Speaker 2: I'm you're selling it very well.

1394
01:16:24,720 --> 01:16:31,080
Speaker 7: Well yeah, I mean, I mean, if I wanted to,

1395
01:16:31,240 --> 01:16:34,120
Speaker 7: I could kind of really go deeper into that role

1396
01:16:34,280 --> 01:16:37,120
Speaker 7: and you know, make the case.

1397
01:16:37,840 --> 01:16:41,920
Speaker 2: Sorry, go ahead, you could, but you but you keep

1398
01:16:42,000 --> 01:16:45,920
Speaker 2: saying this is a problem. Maybe this isn't a problem. Man,

1399
01:16:46,040 --> 01:16:50,800
Speaker 2: this could be a career. I see you doing what

1400
01:16:50,880 --> 01:16:53,519
Speaker 2: you're doing right now. It like little you know, trade shows.

1401
01:16:54,400 --> 01:17:03,320
Speaker 7: Yeah, that's that's flattering, But you know, I'm I don't.

1402
01:17:04,000 --> 01:17:08,080
Speaker 7: I'm really more like introverted. I'm actually a programmer by trade,

1403
01:17:10,200 --> 01:17:12,559
Speaker 7: so I'm not that outgoing. I don't know i'd actually

1404
01:17:12,640 --> 01:17:13,519
Speaker 7: do that well with that.

1405
01:17:17,760 --> 01:17:21,400
Speaker 2: But it's interesting because you gave like a pretty technical rundown.

1406
01:17:22,400 --> 01:17:24,880
Speaker 2: I mean, you explained that you explained the magic wand

1407
01:17:24,920 --> 01:17:26,760
Speaker 2: and the way that you know, you would explain any

1408
01:17:26,800 --> 01:17:27,679
Speaker 2: other piece of hardware.

1409
01:17:31,439 --> 01:17:38,640
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I I I guess I can communicate with

1410
01:17:38,840 --> 01:17:41,960
Speaker 7: computers more than I do with human beings, if you

1411
01:17:42,160 --> 01:17:47,640
Speaker 7: consider writing code to be talking to computers. And I

1412
01:17:47,760 --> 01:17:52,519
Speaker 7: find that I have a very literal and straightforward manner

1413
01:17:52,600 --> 01:17:57,880
Speaker 7: of communication that some people find a little strange to you,

1414
01:17:58,200 --> 01:18:01,560
Speaker 7: you know, to to speak that way colloquially, you know,

1415
01:18:01,920 --> 01:18:03,720
Speaker 7: or just in a casual conversation.

1416
01:18:04,880 --> 01:18:09,439
Speaker 2: Mm hmm, well, man, I get I mean, look, if

1417
01:18:09,479 --> 01:18:11,640
Speaker 2: you're having I think I would leave it on this.

1418
01:18:11,800 --> 01:18:15,280
Speaker 2: I think if you're having, you know, problems with your art,

1419
01:18:15,439 --> 01:18:20,479
Speaker 2: with your wrist, you know, go to a doctor, but

1420
01:18:20,680 --> 01:18:23,080
Speaker 2: talk or I mean go to I mean for both

1421
01:18:23,120 --> 01:18:25,240
Speaker 2: for everything, you know, go to a doctor. But go

1422
01:18:25,680 --> 01:18:27,360
Speaker 2: go hang out in the b D s M. You

1423
01:18:27,439 --> 01:18:30,160
Speaker 2: seem a little shy, you know, go hang out on

1424
01:18:30,320 --> 01:18:32,800
Speaker 2: r slash b D s M. You know, go go

1425
01:18:33,080 --> 01:18:36,640
Speaker 2: go make your fet life account, you know, make go

1426
01:18:37,360 --> 01:18:41,120
Speaker 2: get involved in the community, and the community will will

1427
01:18:41,200 --> 01:18:42,679
Speaker 2: welcome you. Would you say your.

1428
01:18:42,600 --> 01:18:43,000
Speaker 5: Name was.

1429
01:18:44,880 --> 01:18:46,080
Speaker 2: Yet a cool name too?

1430
01:18:48,960 --> 01:18:52,280
Speaker 7: Yeah, that's that's totally one hundred my real name.

1431
01:18:54,920 --> 01:18:57,840
Speaker 2: Well, Keanu, I'm excited for I'm excited for the future

1432
01:18:57,880 --> 01:18:59,400
Speaker 2: that you have ahead of you. And I appreciate you

1433
01:18:59,520 --> 01:19:02,000
Speaker 2: being so been and honest with us this evening.

1434
01:19:03,240 --> 01:19:05,559
Speaker 7: Hey, I appreciate you. Thank you for listening.

1435
01:19:06,200 --> 01:19:14,040
Speaker 2: Absolutely, have a good night, Kean him you too. You

1436
01:19:14,160 --> 01:19:16,360
Speaker 2: are we about to get sponsored by the Magic wand

1437
01:19:16,479 --> 01:19:20,080
Speaker 2: right now because I know, I know, all right, Look

1438
01:19:20,120 --> 01:19:23,400
Speaker 2: there's two there's twenty seven hundred people watching this on

1439
01:19:23,520 --> 01:19:26,880
Speaker 2: Reddit and like three hundred people watching it on twitch,

1440
01:19:27,080 --> 01:19:30,280
Speaker 2: and so I know at least one of you has

1441
01:19:30,920 --> 01:19:34,600
Speaker 2: while we were taking Google to the Magic wand and

1442
01:19:35,200 --> 01:19:41,799
Speaker 2: maybe of everyone watching this stream right now, one person

1443
01:19:42,040 --> 01:19:47,200
Speaker 2: will make a purchase because of it. And I need

1444
01:19:47,320 --> 01:19:48,200
Speaker 2: a code.

1445
01:19:54,320 --> 01:19:56,200
Speaker 9: Home from Will.

1446
01:19:58,120 --> 01:19:58,320
Speaker 1: Will.

1447
01:19:59,680 --> 01:20:04,680
Speaker 15: Yes, Hello, what are you?

1448
01:20:04,760 --> 01:20:05,640
Speaker 2: What are you doing right now?

1449
01:20:07,520 --> 01:20:08,840
Speaker 15: I was just watching your stream?

1450
01:20:13,280 --> 01:20:15,280
Speaker 2: Do you have any friends or family that live in Alaska?

1451
01:20:16,800 --> 01:20:25,040
Speaker 7: Uh? Not that I know of, do you? No? Alaska

1452
01:20:25,080 --> 01:20:25,519
Speaker 7: is a city.

1453
01:20:28,520 --> 01:20:29,920
Speaker 2: What's your favorite city in America?

1454
01:20:32,000 --> 01:20:35,559
Speaker 15: You know, I haven't really traveled that much in America.

1455
01:20:36,760 --> 01:20:40,160
Speaker 15: Probably the best one I've been to is Houston, Texas.

1456
01:20:42,520 --> 01:20:47,320
Speaker 15: Texas is a state, Yeah, but uh has a city

1457
01:20:47,400 --> 01:20:48,000
Speaker 15: called Houston.

1458
01:20:51,640 --> 01:20:53,000
Speaker 2: Do you think you're a good person.

1459
01:20:57,160 --> 01:20:57,680
Speaker 15: Sometimes?

1460
01:20:57,800 --> 01:20:58,000
Speaker 11: Yeah?

1461
01:21:00,840 --> 01:21:02,160
Speaker 2: What makes you a good person?

1462
01:21:05,760 --> 01:21:06,280
Speaker 7: I feel like.

1463
01:21:08,560 --> 01:21:22,720
Speaker 15: My tolerance with people's attitudes and I don't know, I

1464
01:21:22,800 --> 01:21:26,439
Speaker 15: feel like I'm overall happy and I'm nice to everybody.

1465
01:21:26,479 --> 01:21:28,160
Speaker 15: I try to be nice to everybody no matter what.

1466
01:21:29,160 --> 01:21:30,040
Speaker 15: I don't try to judge.

1467
01:21:30,680 --> 01:21:32,400
Speaker 2: Has anyone ever tested your patience?

1468
01:21:34,200 --> 01:21:36,960
Speaker 15: Oh yeah, my closest friends. They test my patience all

1469
01:21:36,960 --> 01:21:37,240
Speaker 15: the time.

1470
01:21:37,880 --> 01:21:38,200
Speaker 7: How So.

1471
01:21:39,880 --> 01:21:42,080
Speaker 15: They try to get me mad, and they try to

1472
01:21:42,400 --> 01:21:45,800
Speaker 15: h they try to push my butlendons because they know

1473
01:21:45,960 --> 01:21:49,000
Speaker 15: me the most, of course, and they know what really

1474
01:21:49,040 --> 01:21:53,600
Speaker 15: ticks me off, so they do that purposefully.

1475
01:21:54,479 --> 01:21:54,840
Speaker 6: M hm.

1476
01:21:55,520 --> 01:21:57,800
Speaker 2: So so you trust them, so you kind of let

1477
01:21:57,880 --> 01:22:01,200
Speaker 2: them in on your weaknesses and they exploit them. Yes,

1478
01:22:03,920 --> 01:22:04,759
Speaker 2: what are your weaknesses?

1479
01:22:06,840 --> 01:22:12,200
Speaker 15: My weaknesses? Probably A big one is masturbation?

1480
01:22:16,120 --> 01:22:20,920
Speaker 2: And in what way do your friends exploit your weakness

1481
01:22:20,960 --> 01:22:21,600
Speaker 2: of masturbation?

1482
01:22:24,120 --> 01:22:25,479
Speaker 7: I they.

1483
01:22:26,880 --> 01:22:30,040
Speaker 15: They bring up how I do it in weird and

1484
01:22:30,400 --> 01:22:37,479
Speaker 15: odd places, and also how I how I, you know,

1485
01:22:38,360 --> 01:22:40,240
Speaker 15: partake on touching my penis?

1486
01:22:43,400 --> 01:22:47,200
Speaker 2: I mean, how exactly are they like they make fun

1487
01:22:47,280 --> 01:22:49,160
Speaker 2: of you for the for like the method that you

1488
01:22:49,320 --> 01:22:58,800
Speaker 2: use to masturbate. Yes, I mean, well, how does that

1489
01:22:58,840 --> 01:22:59,400
Speaker 2: make you feel?

1490
01:23:01,000 --> 01:23:01,400
Speaker 11: Honestly?

1491
01:23:01,600 --> 01:23:04,120
Speaker 15: Since I know them and I know that they they

1492
01:23:04,160 --> 01:23:06,200
Speaker 15: are you doing this purposely? I you know, I think

1493
01:23:06,240 --> 01:23:08,200
Speaker 15: it's funny. They think it's funny, so I don't really

1494
01:23:08,280 --> 01:23:09,000
Speaker 15: get mad about it.

1495
01:23:09,080 --> 01:23:12,160
Speaker 2: But you know, when somebody else is you know, do

1496
01:23:12,520 --> 01:23:13,920
Speaker 2: you masturbate unconventionally?

1497
01:23:14,920 --> 01:23:17,160
Speaker 15: Yes, all the time. It's uncontrollable.

1498
01:23:18,200 --> 01:23:22,400
Speaker 2: What I mean, what do you do that that that

1499
01:23:22,560 --> 01:23:24,839
Speaker 2: is abnormal in terms of disturbation?

1500
01:23:26,000 --> 01:23:29,240
Speaker 7: I do it everywhere I before work.

1501
01:23:29,439 --> 01:23:30,960
Speaker 2: So it's not a method, it's a location.

1502
01:23:32,040 --> 01:23:35,960
Speaker 15: Oh, it's it's a method also like I choke myself sometimes,

1503
01:23:37,920 --> 01:23:39,479
Speaker 15: you know, I always try to find something new to

1504
01:23:39,520 --> 01:23:40,200
Speaker 15: please myself.

1505
01:23:43,640 --> 01:23:49,120
Speaker 2: You know, how well, how how often has this been

1506
01:23:49,200 --> 01:23:51,680
Speaker 2: going on? Because you might I'm afraid for you is

1507
01:23:51,760 --> 01:23:57,320
Speaker 2: that you might come to a point where, if you

1508
01:23:57,439 --> 01:24:01,640
Speaker 2: go so hard, you might I lose all set. You

1509
01:24:01,800 --> 01:24:04,000
Speaker 2: might go to a point of no return where nothing

1510
01:24:04,040 --> 01:24:05,600
Speaker 2: gets you off anymore, and you might have to go

1511
01:24:05,840 --> 01:24:08,120
Speaker 2: like I mean, really extreme, you know what I mean.

1512
01:24:09,880 --> 01:24:12,280
Speaker 15: That's that's what I'm afraid of. I'm afraid of, you know,

1513
01:24:12,760 --> 01:24:20,040
Speaker 15: developing wrecked out dysfunction. And but I feel like I

1514
01:24:20,840 --> 01:24:22,680
Speaker 15: this has become an addiction at this point that I'm

1515
01:24:22,680 --> 01:24:23,360
Speaker 15: trying to fight.

1516
01:24:26,040 --> 01:24:30,800
Speaker 2: Have you have you ever heard of auto erotic exphyxiation.

1517
01:24:33,520 --> 01:24:39,400
Speaker 15: In like movies? I think I don't know. I'm not

1518
01:24:39,479 --> 01:24:40,360
Speaker 15: really familiar with it.

1519
01:24:44,400 --> 01:24:46,120
Speaker 2: Where's the strangest place you've done it?

1520
01:24:48,320 --> 01:24:54,080
Speaker 15: Strangest place, I'm not sure? Poly Uh airport bathroom?

1521
01:24:54,880 --> 01:24:55,640
Speaker 7: In the stall.

1522
01:24:58,920 --> 01:25:01,400
Speaker 2: Airport bathroom. Well, everyone's in the airport bathroom of a stall,

1523
01:25:01,960 --> 01:25:03,679
Speaker 2: you know, I mean, sitting around your waiting at the airport.

1524
01:25:05,280 --> 01:25:08,479
Speaker 15: I didn't think that was normal. I never, you know,

1525
01:25:08,600 --> 01:25:14,640
Speaker 15: really asked I mean, I don't know, do you ever

1526
01:25:14,800 --> 01:25:16,760
Speaker 15: like do it in public places, like, you know, just

1527
01:25:17,080 --> 01:25:20,160
Speaker 15: wink one off real quick before work, or you know,

1528
01:25:20,560 --> 01:25:22,879
Speaker 15: just get bored sometimes and just go into the bathroom.

1529
01:25:25,960 --> 01:25:28,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, oh, like.

1530
01:25:30,479 --> 01:25:33,719
Speaker 7: You know, not like it like work.

1531
01:25:35,920 --> 01:25:38,680
Speaker 15: I mean, don't you it's like to work at home?

1532
01:25:38,800 --> 01:25:41,599
Speaker 2: So I mean so I guess, yes, it worked well.

1533
01:25:41,640 --> 01:25:43,400
Speaker 15: I mean, like, say, if you worked at an office,

1534
01:25:43,439 --> 01:25:45,479
Speaker 15: you know, do you ever just want to bring up

1535
01:25:45,520 --> 01:25:48,840
Speaker 15: some pornographic things and just wink one off real quick?

1536
01:25:49,000 --> 01:25:51,120
Speaker 15: It's just the rush of it, you know, makes it exciting.

1537
01:25:52,120 --> 01:25:55,200
Speaker 2: Okay, so you act okay, so you actively like for you,

1538
01:25:55,600 --> 01:25:58,599
Speaker 2: it's not you have to masturbate. Oh but you're at

1539
01:25:58,680 --> 01:26:01,400
Speaker 2: the thing, oh whatever. For you, you're like, oh, I'm

1540
01:26:01,400 --> 01:26:04,360
Speaker 2: at the it comes the thing, the location comes first.

1541
01:26:05,000 --> 01:26:09,800
Speaker 2: You go, oh, I'm at the airport. It would be

1542
01:26:09,880 --> 01:26:11,360
Speaker 2: exciting to masturbate here.

1543
01:26:14,120 --> 01:26:17,240
Speaker 15: I never thought about that, but I guess in a way, yeah,

1544
01:26:17,320 --> 01:26:19,519
Speaker 15: I mean usually I just get bored. I'm just like, man,

1545
01:26:20,520 --> 01:26:22,559
Speaker 15: I could really just you know, roll one off real quick,

1546
01:26:22,640 --> 01:26:24,760
Speaker 15: And so I think about it and then I'm like, wow,

1547
01:26:24,760 --> 01:26:26,080
Speaker 15: we're don't it be exciting to like do.

1548
01:26:26,160 --> 01:26:26,559
Speaker 9: It right here?

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01:26:29,760 --> 01:26:31,479
Speaker 2: See that's in that I feel like you're gonna get

1550
01:26:31,479 --> 01:26:33,720
Speaker 2: into a dangerous spot where you're gonna there's gonna be

1551
01:26:33,720 --> 01:26:36,040
Speaker 2: a place that you're gonna want to masturbate. That's too dangerous,

1552
01:26:36,280 --> 01:26:38,320
Speaker 2: but you're gonna do it anyway, And I don't I

1553
01:26:38,360 --> 01:26:39,720
Speaker 2: don't want. I don't want to see you go down

1554
01:26:39,800 --> 01:26:42,280
Speaker 2: that far where you're gonna get yourself into trouble, you.

1555
01:26:42,360 --> 01:26:45,960
Speaker 15: Know, right, I understand that. I mean, of course, I

1556
01:26:46,080 --> 01:26:48,559
Speaker 15: try to stay shy away from you know, people seeing

1557
01:26:48,760 --> 01:26:50,840
Speaker 15: you know, my pepe, because I'm self conscious about it.

1558
01:26:52,760 --> 01:26:54,080
Speaker 2: You're self conscious about your penis.

1559
01:26:55,600 --> 01:27:01,880
Speaker 11: Yeah, yeah, your friends.

1560
01:27:02,880 --> 01:27:04,360
Speaker 2: I think you should get new friends. I don't think.

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01:27:04,360 --> 01:27:04,599
Speaker 7: I don't.

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01:27:04,600 --> 01:27:06,840
Speaker 2: I don't like that your friends are give you. I

1563
01:27:06,880 --> 01:27:08,439
Speaker 2: think your friends should be helping you, because you know,

1564
01:27:08,520 --> 01:27:09,679
Speaker 2: you seem like you've got an issue.

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01:27:11,400 --> 01:27:13,479
Speaker 15: I'm actually with a good friend right now. He's listening

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01:27:13,520 --> 01:27:13,680
Speaker 15: to this.

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01:27:14,520 --> 01:27:15,280
Speaker 2: Can I talk to him?

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01:27:15,920 --> 01:27:16,120
Speaker 7: Yeah?

1569
01:27:16,120 --> 01:27:19,439
Speaker 8: Of course, Hello, what do.

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01:27:19,479 --> 01:27:20,599
Speaker 2: You think of your friend's habits?

1571
01:27:23,080 --> 01:27:25,080
Speaker 11: I mean, you know, I'm not really the judging type.

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01:27:25,160 --> 01:27:28,160
Speaker 11: So I mean, as long as like you guys were

1573
01:27:28,200 --> 01:27:30,000
Speaker 11: talking about, like, as long as he doesn't push him

1574
01:27:30,000 --> 01:27:31,880
Speaker 11: to it as where like he's doing something dangerous hight

1575
01:27:31,880 --> 01:27:34,559
Speaker 11: you could hurt himself then, I mean, I don't think

1576
01:27:34,600 --> 01:27:36,680
Speaker 11: there's anything really wrong, you know.

1577
01:27:45,080 --> 01:27:47,120
Speaker 2: Can you watch out for him and make sure he

1578
01:27:47,160 --> 01:27:49,639
Speaker 2: doesn't do anything wrong, anything that could get him in trouble?

1579
01:27:50,439 --> 01:27:53,240
Speaker 11: No, trust me, Like I'm always checking up on him,

1580
01:27:53,360 --> 01:27:57,639
Speaker 11: like every day, I'm always texting him, calling him, making

1581
01:27:57,680 --> 01:27:58,000
Speaker 11: sure you.

1582
01:27:58,080 --> 01:28:06,880
Speaker 2: Know, well, I a polys for for saying a ethany friends.

1583
01:28:06,880 --> 01:28:08,519
Speaker 2: You actually seem like a pretty decent guy and I

1584
01:28:08,640 --> 01:28:12,160
Speaker 2: and I appreciate you looking out for for your friends.

1585
01:28:13,240 --> 01:28:13,400
Speaker 7: Yeah.

1586
01:28:13,479 --> 01:28:15,800
Speaker 11: No, we've been friends for a really long time over

1587
01:28:16,240 --> 01:28:21,639
Speaker 11: I almost twelve years now, so yeah, we go way back.

1588
01:28:21,760 --> 01:28:27,000
Speaker 11: But if I can ask, I actually had something happened

1589
01:28:27,000 --> 01:28:29,400
Speaker 11: today at work. I don't know if you gave me

1590
01:28:29,520 --> 01:28:32,720
Speaker 11: some not really advice, but like I guess comforting.

1591
01:28:32,560 --> 01:28:37,360
Speaker 2: Words possibly what's up?

1592
01:28:38,360 --> 01:28:38,720
Speaker 7: All right?

1593
01:28:38,920 --> 01:28:47,920
Speaker 11: So, so at work today I went into the web

1594
01:28:48,000 --> 01:28:51,639
Speaker 11: browser and it sounds it sounds stupid, it sounds big.

1595
01:28:52,120 --> 01:28:52,800
Speaker 8: It's not it's not.

1596
01:28:54,800 --> 01:29:00,400
Speaker 11: So I actually it's stupid. Hold on, I don't putted

1597
01:29:00,439 --> 01:29:03,759
Speaker 11: a song on porn hub, like one of the songs

1598
01:29:03,920 --> 01:29:07,560
Speaker 11: like the song I made. Yeah, and I thought it

1599
01:29:07,560 --> 01:29:08,920
Speaker 11: would be funny to show, you know, one of my

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01:29:09,000 --> 01:29:11,639
Speaker 11: co workers without thinking, you know, I was at work

1601
01:29:11,840 --> 01:29:15,600
Speaker 11: using the you know, work network and all that. So

1602
01:29:16,600 --> 01:29:19,000
Speaker 11: when I looked it up, it allowed me. You know

1603
01:29:19,080 --> 01:29:21,519
Speaker 11: how some web browsers when you're at work, it blocks it.

1604
01:29:21,960 --> 01:29:26,080
Speaker 11: This one wasn't blocked sure, so when I went on it,

1605
01:29:26,760 --> 01:29:30,439
Speaker 11: it kind of made the computer like lock up and

1606
01:29:30,920 --> 01:29:35,479
Speaker 11: kind of went too like a like lockdown modes. So

1607
01:29:37,640 --> 01:29:39,439
Speaker 11: I think I might be losing my job soon.

1608
01:29:41,640 --> 01:29:44,840
Speaker 2: But how's the how's the music career going?

1609
01:29:47,240 --> 01:29:48,960
Speaker 11: I mean, I'm just starting out. I mean I've been

1610
01:29:49,080 --> 01:29:52,240
Speaker 11: making music for a really long time, but just recently

1611
01:29:53,200 --> 01:29:58,320
Speaker 11: to porn hub. I thought it would be funny.

1612
01:30:00,120 --> 01:30:02,760
Speaker 2: You should try. You should make music for TikTok.

1613
01:30:03,960 --> 01:30:08,240
Speaker 11: Actually on TikTok so it is on Spotify and Apple

1614
01:30:08,360 --> 01:30:10,000
Speaker 11: Music and actually TikTok too.

1615
01:30:13,840 --> 01:30:15,519
Speaker 2: Well, I mean now you have more time to focus

1616
01:30:15,560 --> 01:30:18,120
Speaker 2: on that. So I think that that's the positives of it.

1617
01:30:20,240 --> 01:30:21,920
Speaker 11: H Yeah, actually you're right.

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01:30:22,040 --> 01:30:28,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, but look, you know, good luck to you and

1619
01:30:28,320 --> 01:30:30,479
Speaker 2: good luck to show. What was your friend's name who

1620
01:30:30,479 --> 01:30:34,559
Speaker 2: called in first? His name is Will Will and your

1621
01:30:34,640 --> 01:30:39,360
Speaker 2: name my name is Nick Well? Will Well, Nick, I

1622
01:30:39,439 --> 01:30:41,840
Speaker 2: love you guys. You guys seem like a good pair

1623
01:30:41,920 --> 01:30:43,200
Speaker 2: and I think you too are going to really help

1624
01:30:43,240 --> 01:30:45,360
Speaker 2: each other out as you navigate through the various perils

1625
01:30:45,400 --> 01:30:50,280
Speaker 2: of your life. Hey guy, who will Yeah?

1626
01:30:50,760 --> 01:30:51,720
Speaker 15: Yeah, I just want to let you.

1627
01:30:51,720 --> 01:30:52,559
Speaker 10: Know that I love you more.

1628
01:30:54,479 --> 01:30:56,200
Speaker 2: Thank you man, you have a good name.

1629
01:30:56,960 --> 01:30:57,280
Speaker 5: You too.

1630
01:31:07,160 --> 01:31:10,360
Speaker 2: That has been the fucking show. That has been the

1631
01:31:10,479 --> 01:31:15,040
Speaker 2: Therapy Gecko Show. That was kind of good, That was

1632
01:31:15,080 --> 01:31:21,000
Speaker 2: all right, all right? Thank you again for listening. This

1633
01:31:21,160 --> 01:31:24,840
Speaker 2: has been Therapy Gecko, Gecko Chat, the Gecko Show. This

1634
01:31:24,920 --> 01:31:26,759
Speaker 2: has been the show where you talk to a gecko

1635
01:31:26,880 --> 01:31:29,479
Speaker 2: on the phone and then someone listens to it in

1636
01:31:29,600 --> 01:31:34,880
Speaker 2: their car or at the grocery store. Thank you guys

1637
01:31:34,920 --> 01:31:38,120
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1639
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1645
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1646
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1647
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