WEBVTT - HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN REVENGE? 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:03.000 Come from nay name. 0:00:04.800 --> 0:00:07.960 Name herr has it own ma'am. 0:00:10.400 --> 0:00:13.200 Yeah, hey, I am an old lady, but I've got 0:00:13.800 --> 0:00:18.040 a revenged story. I put sugar in my own gas tanks. 0:00:18.040 --> 0:00:21.920 On going really uh, to get revenge on yourself because 0:00:21.960 --> 0:00:25.760 you sabotaged yourself in someone. Well, see this is never 0:00:25.800 --> 0:00:29.639 an eccle because you revenge on yourself forgetting for putting 0:00:29.760 --> 0:00:32.120 sugar in your own gas tank. And then you well 0:00:32.360 --> 0:00:33.040 vench back and. 0:00:34.000 --> 0:00:38.480 You know, and guess what it was all over one 0:00:38.600 --> 0:00:43.960 little tiny word, the word or because when I got married, 0:00:44.080 --> 0:00:48.000 say this motherfucker, and I have no I don't feel 0:00:48.000 --> 0:00:51.159 bad about it at all. He talked. He taught me 0:00:51.200 --> 0:00:54.240 into buying a car. He never worked. 0:00:55.400 --> 0:00:55.640 Him. 0:00:56.040 --> 0:01:00.840 Well, he taught me into put his name or me 0:01:01.240 --> 0:01:04.000 on the title. And he waited till I fell asleep. 0:01:04.520 --> 0:01:07.680 My kids were still like in grace, like like they 0:01:07.680 --> 0:01:12.120 were young who just left me, abandoned me? Took my 0:01:12.240 --> 0:01:16.120 fucking Mercedes at that it was a classic. It was 0:01:16.160 --> 0:01:20.440 in perfect conditions. Took the car and then have the 0:01:20.480 --> 0:01:25.080 title transferred over. Yeah, I was pretty mad about it. 0:01:25.520 --> 0:01:26.920 And to his name, he stole your. 0:01:26.800 --> 0:01:30.360 Car, yes, and like his mom helps him do it 0:01:30.720 --> 0:01:34.680 like he does that. That mightther fuck herself. My cousband 0:01:34.680 --> 0:01:37.000 came up with this great idea. You know, she's young. 0:01:37.760 --> 0:01:39.760 I'm getting out of bread. It's so good to get 0:01:39.760 --> 0:01:44.319 this off my kids. I like your shout. By the way, 0:01:44.480 --> 0:01:45.479 let me take a sip from. 0:01:47.240 --> 0:01:51.760 Go for it. It's Monday night. That's what is you? 0:01:51.840 --> 0:01:53.160 What is your relationship to this guy? 0:01:53.160 --> 0:01:53.400 Again? 0:01:53.440 --> 0:01:59.440 He's like your ex boyfriend or something, husband him or 0:01:59.480 --> 0:01:59.720 you guys. 0:01:59.760 --> 0:02:02.240 If he's dead, now he's dead. 0:02:02.320 --> 0:02:03.240 Now he's dead. 0:02:04.840 --> 0:02:10.679 The story he died. Oh I'm not. I'm not. I'm 0:02:10.680 --> 0:02:12.760 not sad about it. I'd be lying if I said 0:02:12.800 --> 0:02:18.240 outside that I suck him for him. But anyway, so 0:02:18.560 --> 0:02:23.720 my cousin she's like, look, fuck him too, let's let's go. 0:02:24.160 --> 0:02:26.600 You know, I'll miss up some sugar water in a picture. 0:02:26.919 --> 0:02:30.160 And like her mom is like this. I can't say 0:02:30.160 --> 0:02:32.440 a lot, but she's high up, like in the corporate world. 0:02:32.600 --> 0:02:35.520 And it was she started the idea. 0:02:35.600 --> 0:02:39.359 She got hold on, hold on, hold on what what 0:02:39.480 --> 0:02:44.839 corporate world? Because there's a lot of different right, different industries. 0:02:45.400 --> 0:02:47.919 It's a major one. It's a major one, is you? 0:02:49.919 --> 0:02:52.200 So I don't want to do nothing that would agree 0:02:52.280 --> 0:02:54.160 with her job. But she was down with it. She 0:02:54.240 --> 0:02:56.000 was like she was working us up and help us 0:02:56.320 --> 0:02:58.560 help and us mix it. But see I was a 0:02:58.680 --> 0:03:02.120 concern because then aren't can I say? Hell, it's happened 0:03:02.160 --> 0:03:04.160 so long ago. But my car was like in eighty 0:03:04.240 --> 0:03:09.640 four or eighty five Mercedes E Class each each twenty 0:03:09.720 --> 0:03:12.200 or something. I don't even remember. But it was a 0:03:12.320 --> 0:03:17.160 nice little car. Okay, in that model, the gas cat 0:03:17.760 --> 0:03:20.520 has a metal pin that when you shut it and 0:03:20.639 --> 0:03:23.880 you know, you lock your door you're driving whatever, that 0:03:24.040 --> 0:03:26.840 pen goes through for security, right, so nobody can just 0:03:27.160 --> 0:03:29.760 pop it open or whatever, you know, like I was 0:03:29.800 --> 0:03:32.440 planning to do to my own. I was like, fuck it. 0:03:32.480 --> 0:03:35.640 I'd rather kill that car and him happy to be 0:03:35.840 --> 0:03:39.960 like invest in a lot of work to fix it. 0:03:42.240 --> 0:03:43.360 Can I tell you something? 0:03:43.720 --> 0:03:44.560 Yeah, I tell you something. 0:03:45.560 --> 0:03:48.080 Sure, And you know I'm gonna tell you this because 0:03:48.400 --> 0:03:52.960 you know, I like you, Nanna. I appreciate that, you know, 0:03:53.000 --> 0:03:54.880 and I want the best for you. Nana. Listen. You 0:03:54.880 --> 0:03:59.360 know it sounds like sounds like, uh, you're pretty upset. 0:04:00.440 --> 0:04:04.400 Oh no, not anymore. I mean I'm just kind of 0:04:04.440 --> 0:04:08.720 nervous because I know I hadn't easily talked to people anyway. So, 0:04:08.960 --> 0:04:13.080 but I, like you shout, I felt crown, he felt drown. 0:04:15.240 --> 0:04:19.600 You know, Nana, I understand that you're upset that your 0:04:19.680 --> 0:04:22.120 your ex husband. I hope I would hope. 0:04:23.480 --> 0:04:23.680 That. 0:04:24.040 --> 0:04:27.760 Uh, you know, you don't keep that anger with you 0:04:27.880 --> 0:04:30.600 because you know, oh God, husband, he's gone, you know, 0:04:30.640 --> 0:04:33.440 because I want to say, you know, look, at a 0:04:33.480 --> 0:04:35.960 certain point, Nanny, you know you got to forgive for 0:04:36.000 --> 0:04:37.880 your own sake, you know, not for the sake. 0:04:37.680 --> 0:04:40.479 Of Look, I could have done something to him, not 0:04:40.640 --> 0:04:43.200 the car if I was that upset about it, you know. 0:04:43.440 --> 0:04:46.040 But I was like, the car is going down. It's 0:04:46.040 --> 0:04:48.479 just got to be. It's gonna be a victim of 0:04:48.600 --> 0:04:53.080 the war, you know, a casually if I don't get 0:04:53.120 --> 0:04:54.680 the car that I worked and pay for. 0:04:57.360 --> 0:04:59.240 So you sound like so you told me you don't 0:04:59.279 --> 0:05:00.560 you don't talk to a of people. 0:05:02.120 --> 0:05:02.599 Mm hmmm. 0:05:03.320 --> 0:05:05.560 Is that is that my choice? Or do you do 0:05:05.600 --> 0:05:06.280 you choose. 0:05:06.000 --> 0:05:11.520 To be absolutely hey? I live. Uh we have like 0:05:12.000 --> 0:05:14.800 Deams Day preppers where I live in Tennessee for real, 0:05:15.360 --> 0:05:17.840 real talk like we got like two years of food like. 0:05:20.279 --> 0:05:21.520 With how many how many? 0:05:22.440 --> 0:05:25.440 And the kids No, no, my kids are grown. I 0:05:25.520 --> 0:05:30.520 have an almost ten year old grand baby in Michigan. Yeah, 0:05:30.560 --> 0:05:33.240 I'm not just I'm just like a redneck woman that's 0:05:33.279 --> 0:05:37.479 just real independent, you know, like my homemade wine and 0:05:37.560 --> 0:05:40.920 my my herbal remedies that you know, I don't bother anybody, 0:05:41.000 --> 0:05:44.440 and just crazy old lady. I guess. 0:05:45.680 --> 0:05:48.000 That sounds like you like your life. You know, it 0:05:48.000 --> 0:05:49.680 sounds like you got a good thing going on. 0:05:50.920 --> 0:05:53.279 Great, because when I want to go do something, nashal 0:05:53.440 --> 0:05:54.479 start even it's white. 0:05:54.600 --> 0:05:55.039 No, I'm just. 0:05:57.560 --> 0:06:01.360 On Broadway too, that I shit gets old after a while. 0:06:01.400 --> 0:06:05.680 Anybody lives in a churchy place, you know, it's just 0:06:05.680 --> 0:06:11.279 another day, you know, Nashville and ship it's really spinky, honestly, 0:06:11.400 --> 0:06:12.279 but it's alright. 0:06:12.839 --> 0:06:15.760 But Nana, what do you what are your what are 0:06:15.800 --> 0:06:17.640 your Your children are grown? You said, what do they 0:06:17.680 --> 0:06:18.320 do for a living? 0:06:19.360 --> 0:06:24.560 Well, my oldest one is in the restaurant business. He cooks, 0:06:24.560 --> 0:06:27.560 he cooks, And my youngest want to find the last 0:06:27.640 --> 0:06:28.200 job he had? 0:06:28.200 --> 0:06:31.200 He was a toe tirt harver. 0:06:31.960 --> 0:06:34.640 Yeah, what do you do do you work? Are you retired? 0:06:35.720 --> 0:06:36.000 Well? 0:06:36.560 --> 0:06:39.520 I was in the corporate world. I did purchasing for 0:06:40.680 --> 0:06:44.800 a major hotel, a moot food and liquor for nine hotels. 0:06:44.839 --> 0:06:47.960 I did that, and I wasn't building analysts before that. 0:06:48.040 --> 0:06:51.000 But before all that, before I took myself back to 0:06:51.040 --> 0:06:55.000 the school, back through school. I sold shirts in a 0:06:55.200 --> 0:06:59.080 in a shirt factory for four years and I built 0:06:59.120 --> 0:07:06.440 both before. Yeah, I built notes too before that, in 0:07:06.480 --> 0:07:09.840 a boat pastor to help put boats together. 0:07:10.360 --> 0:07:11.280 That was a hard job. 0:07:12.000 --> 0:07:14.160 Yeah, I know. Those both sound like hard jobs. I 0:07:14.160 --> 0:07:17.559 couldn't imagine sewing shirts for four years. 0:07:17.560 --> 0:07:22.120 That sounds like yeah, yeah, well yeah, you. 0:07:22.080 --> 0:07:24.240 Know, well, so what do you What do you do now? 0:07:25.240 --> 0:07:27.760 Not a fucking sight, not a fucking thing. 0:07:29.040 --> 0:07:38.720 I got a settlement, But hold on, who did you 0:07:38.720 --> 0:07:39.720 get a settlement from? 0:07:40.080 --> 0:07:42.080 We don't need to talk about all that this year. 0:07:42.160 --> 0:07:45.440 We just start talking. You awfully knows you book. Maybe 0:07:45.480 --> 0:07:48.600 y'all call you back and maybe not. I don't know yet. 0:07:48.760 --> 0:07:51.280 This is this has been hard. I've been like painting 0:07:51.400 --> 0:07:54.640 the whole time. It's been too much for me. I 0:07:54.680 --> 0:07:57.520 don't know what years I thought a twitch is something 0:07:57.560 --> 0:07:59.720 you got when you had a little too much of 0:07:59.760 --> 0:08:03.080 a fine. I don't know what I'm going to. 0:08:02.960 --> 0:08:06.240 Be honest, movie, that's okay. You don't have to tell 0:08:06.280 --> 0:08:07.280 me anything. You don't want to tell. 0:08:07.200 --> 0:08:10.120 Me, Nana, I know that it's all right. 0:08:10.200 --> 0:08:13.440 We thank you. I appreciate that. Thank you so much. 0:08:13.440 --> 0:08:15.000 Forting Nana, you have a good rest of the night. 0:08:15.520 --> 0:08:16.160 I see. 0:08:17.680 --> 0:08:21.760 Never goes on the line. Thank your phone calls every night. 0:08:24.120 --> 0:08:26.920 I'm just teaching you. 0:08:33.559 --> 0:08:38.360 All from Liz Liz holy ship. 0:08:40.640 --> 0:08:43.400 What I'm really good? 0:08:43.400 --> 0:08:45.400 How are you? 0:08:45.400 --> 0:08:48.360 You're really good? Are you just saying that or are 0:08:48.400 --> 0:08:50.040 you actually really good? 0:08:50.880 --> 0:08:53.680 I'm I'm on your show. I'm doing really good. 0:08:54.679 --> 0:08:58.200 You know I I I appreciate. I want to say 0:08:58.320 --> 0:09:02.880 two things, which which is, I'm extremely grateful to be 0:09:02.960 --> 0:09:06.600 in a position where you feel good about being on 0:09:06.640 --> 0:09:11.680 my show. But logically, many people have been on my 0:09:11.760 --> 0:09:15.800 Gecko show that don't feel good. In fact, some people 0:09:15.840 --> 0:09:18.440 walk away feeling worse. 0:09:22.720 --> 0:09:24.880 I think that's impossible when they talk to you. 0:09:26.200 --> 0:09:30.360 Good, our expectations are set correctly, and we may now 0:09:30.440 --> 0:09:34.400 begin whatever it is that we do here. I don't 0:09:34.400 --> 0:09:37.080 know what I'm talking about it anymore. I'm sorry. I apologize. 0:09:37.400 --> 0:09:40.400 I could have. I really had the opportunity to open 0:09:40.520 --> 0:09:44.000 up this conversation like a normal fucking person. I blew it. Now. 0:09:44.000 --> 0:09:46.920 I'm just being hard on myself. But it's all an act. 0:09:47.880 --> 0:09:52.520 That's theater. How seriously can you take me? I'm a gecko. 0:09:54.320 --> 0:09:56.320 You're amazing. Don't be so hard on yourself. 0:09:57.600 --> 0:09:59.280 Have you ever gotten revenge? 0:10:00.240 --> 0:10:00.600 I have? 0:10:00.760 --> 0:10:05.679 Yes, I have two really good stories. One of them 0:10:05.720 --> 0:10:09.200 is about a classification that's really hard. 0:10:09.240 --> 0:10:10.679 One of the class You know. 0:10:10.600 --> 0:10:12.120 What, here's here's what we'll do, here's what you do, 0:10:12.160 --> 0:10:14.720 here's what we'll do. Tell us I like what you 0:10:14.720 --> 0:10:16.840 were doing. Just now, you were giving us log lines. 0:10:16.880 --> 0:10:18.680 Give us both log lines, and then I will let 0:10:18.720 --> 0:10:20.400 the chat decide which story they would like to hear. 0:10:21.280 --> 0:10:24.480 Okay, classification of animals angered me at one point, and 0:10:24.520 --> 0:10:30.120 I got revenge or I got revenge against a childhood bully? 0:10:31.280 --> 0:10:34.120 Mmmm, Chat, what do we want to hear? Do we 0:10:34.160 --> 0:10:38.040 want to hear the Do we want to hear the 0:10:38.080 --> 0:10:45.920 bully or the classific? I'm so curious what the class 0:10:45.960 --> 0:10:48.040 The chat is heavily in favor of the bully, because 0:10:48.040 --> 0:10:52.280 I don't think that we understand what the animal thing meant. 0:10:52.520 --> 0:10:56.240 But let's let's do the bully. 0:10:58.040 --> 0:11:01.200 Okay, So let me say the stage for you. I'm 0:11:01.200 --> 0:11:06.480 in like first grade, and I'm a chubby kid, okay, 0:11:07.360 --> 0:11:10.680 and this girl in the library was like, you're really fat. 0:11:11.559 --> 0:11:14.520 So I pushed over a bookshelf on top of her, 0:11:15.000 --> 0:11:19.679 but it caused a cascade across the library. 0:11:20.840 --> 0:11:23.480 You pushed over a bookshelf on top of her. 0:11:24.120 --> 0:11:26.480 I mean it started off that one was a very 0:11:26.520 --> 0:11:28.800 short bookshelf, but it knocked over the next one and 0:11:28.880 --> 0:11:31.400 the next one, and so I ran out of the library. 0:11:31.440 --> 0:11:33.480 Obviously I ruined the whole library. What was I going 0:11:33.559 --> 0:11:33.760 to do? 0:11:36.120 --> 0:11:43.960 You ruined the library? You say, yes, okay, So first 0:11:43.960 --> 0:11:47.679 of all, did you succeed? Did you successfully pin this 0:11:47.760 --> 0:11:50.680 young girl under a stack of books as you so desired? 0:11:52.520 --> 0:11:53.120 Absolutely? 0:11:54.760 --> 0:11:58.439 And how did that feel as you watched her trapped 0:11:58.679 --> 0:12:04.760 underneath the bookshelf? I hard grade to say that it 0:12:04.800 --> 0:12:06.080 felt really good. 0:12:06.880 --> 0:12:09.439 Oh no, I'm not afraid to say it felt really good. 0:12:11.000 --> 0:12:11.640 It was awesome. 0:12:14.840 --> 0:12:16.120 Why why was it so awesome? 0:12:18.280 --> 0:12:22.000 Mm hmmm? Because she was like six foot tall, and 0:12:22.080 --> 0:12:25.840 like first grade, she had like a growing issue, so 0:12:26.360 --> 0:12:28.200 she was super tall. It's not like I could approach 0:12:28.200 --> 0:12:30.920 her on the playground and punch her. So this was 0:12:30.960 --> 0:12:34.880 the perfect revenge. I used my skills to take her out. 0:12:36.679 --> 0:12:41.000 And why Okay, so maybe I missed some stuff here, 0:12:41.000 --> 0:12:44.920 but what what was she doing to you at first. 0:12:45.480 --> 0:12:49.760 So she had been she was she had been bullying 0:12:49.800 --> 0:12:52.079 me for a while. I was a chubby kid. So 0:12:52.080 --> 0:12:54.640 she made a lot of jokes and like, my last 0:12:54.720 --> 0:12:56.320 name is kind of weird. So she made a lot 0:12:56.360 --> 0:12:59.520 of jokes about my last name. And you know, I 0:12:59.600 --> 0:13:00.840 just think it anymore. 0:13:03.760 --> 0:13:04.559 What's your last name? 0:13:06.520 --> 0:13:07.200 Red a kiss? 0:13:08.280 --> 0:13:09.000 Red a kiss? 0:13:10.160 --> 0:13:12.600 Yeah? 0:13:12.679 --> 0:13:15.000 What like what kind of well how would she make 0:13:15.040 --> 0:13:15.400 fun of that? 0:13:17.640 --> 0:13:19.760 She told all the boys I was ready to kiss 0:13:19.960 --> 0:13:21.960 it was it was very awkward in first grade. 0:13:24.559 --> 0:13:27.120 I like, I like that. That's a good Uh, that's 0:13:27.120 --> 0:13:30.280 a good tender bio. Ready to kiss. 0:13:30.800 --> 0:13:32.120 It is on my Tinder bio. 0:13:34.040 --> 0:13:36.559 Well there we go. Okay, so you appropriated it into 0:13:36.559 --> 0:13:37.760 your own thing. You owned it? 0:13:39.400 --> 0:13:40.640 Yeah? 0:13:40.679 --> 0:13:42.480 And has it? Has it gotten you? Matches? Have he 0:13:42.559 --> 0:13:43.760 has a peace people's interests? 0:13:45.240 --> 0:13:45.800 Not really? 0:13:45.840 --> 0:13:45.880 No? 0:13:47.200 --> 0:13:49.040 Oh okay, I was gonna say if it did, then 0:13:49.080 --> 0:13:50.119 you had her to think. 0:13:52.080 --> 0:13:52.480 True. 0:13:53.160 --> 0:13:54.080 What is she doing now? 0:13:56.960 --> 0:13:59.680 I'm pretty sure she's on her third child and she's 0:13:59.720 --> 0:14:01.240 current living in a trailer park. 0:14:05.040 --> 0:14:06.120 How do you know this? Facebook? 0:14:07.679 --> 0:14:07.800 Uh? 0:14:07.880 --> 0:14:08.080 Yeah? 0:14:08.160 --> 0:14:08.679 Facebook? 0:14:08.760 --> 0:14:10.480 She posts on Snapchat a lot too. 0:14:12.520 --> 0:14:13.440 Does she seem happy? 0:14:15.320 --> 0:14:15.360 No? 0:14:16.720 --> 0:14:17.480 What makes you say that? 0:14:19.680 --> 0:14:23.480 Typically she's posting about how horrible her kids are. 0:14:26.920 --> 0:14:28.200 Do you think she doesn't like her kids? 0:14:30.080 --> 0:14:30.280 Oh? 0:14:30.320 --> 0:14:33.360 For sure, at the end of the day, when all 0:14:33.440 --> 0:14:36.400 is said done, when they're being quit to bed and 0:14:36.440 --> 0:14:41.280 she looks at them, she holds them. Perhaps, Do you 0:14:41.360 --> 0:14:43.320 think that this woman loves her children? 0:14:47.160 --> 0:14:53.720 That's really hard. I think I think maybe, But I 0:14:53.720 --> 0:14:56.240 feel like she loves the baby daddy more. 0:15:01.200 --> 0:15:01.320 So. 0:15:03.720 --> 0:15:09.160 This woman seems to not like her life. Yes, And 0:15:09.640 --> 0:15:11.920 how does that make you feel? Are you like totally 0:15:12.200 --> 0:15:16.680 detached from the situation or have you held a grudge. 0:15:16.760 --> 0:15:19.760 I haven't held any grudge. I mean, she made fun 0:15:19.800 --> 0:15:22.360 of me when it came to the animal classification thing, 0:15:22.560 --> 0:15:28.160 but besides that, I haven't held a grudge. 0:15:28.560 --> 0:15:34.760 Okay, it condensed into you know, maybe a thirty second 0:15:34.800 --> 0:15:40.640 fifteen second even version. What is the abstract of the 0:15:40.720 --> 0:15:43.680 animal classification story? 0:15:43.800 --> 0:15:47.400 I was attacked by a squirrel and ever since then 0:15:47.400 --> 0:15:50.480 I've had a very bad fear of squirrels. 0:15:51.240 --> 0:15:55.400 Interesting, tell me about the squirrel attack. 0:15:57.640 --> 0:15:59.600 I was walking home one day and I noticed the 0:15:59.640 --> 0:16:02.440 squirrel following me. So I started to pick up my 0:16:02.480 --> 0:16:05.240 pace and it was still behind me. So I started 0:16:05.280 --> 0:16:07.800 running and it chased after me, and it was making 0:16:07.840 --> 0:16:11.400 this weird sound like a I can't even describe. It 0:16:11.440 --> 0:16:13.680 was like a clicking sound. So when I got home 0:16:13.720 --> 0:16:16.560 and locked the door behind me, obviously, I went to 0:16:16.600 --> 0:16:21.680 my desktop computer and I realized after doing some research 0:16:21.920 --> 0:16:23.600 that that was a squirrel mating call. 0:16:27.200 --> 0:16:32.400 The squirrel was attracted to you sexually. Yes, and you 0:16:32.400 --> 0:16:33.160 did not reciprocate. 0:16:34.720 --> 0:16:34.800 No. 0:16:42.880 --> 0:16:43.800 Do you like your life? 0:16:44.960 --> 0:16:47.760 Yeah? I'm pretty happy, good. 0:16:49.160 --> 0:16:53.480 Would say nameless, Liz. Thank you so much for sharing, Liz. 0:16:54.440 --> 0:16:55.560 I hope you have a good rest of the night. 0:16:57.000 --> 0:16:58.160 Thanks. Love you get. 0:17:00.160 --> 0:17:03.080 All from Rodney. 0:17:06.280 --> 0:17:07.359 Rodney. 0:17:08.480 --> 0:17:09.960 Holy moly, mom, man. 0:17:10.359 --> 0:17:13.359 You are How are you? Rodney? Dude? 0:17:13.400 --> 0:17:15.000 I'm I'm chilling, so are you? 0:17:15.040 --> 0:17:18.200 Mister Greek you know I'm okay. I'm hanging out in 0:17:18.240 --> 0:17:25.719 the forest. Yes, the forest. The forest is nice. I 0:17:25.800 --> 0:17:26.280 like it here. 0:17:31.720 --> 0:17:32.280 Just tuned in. 0:17:32.359 --> 0:17:34.119 You got you got a good Colors night. 0:17:35.600 --> 0:17:38.560 You're you? I got? I got you Rodney Rodney. Look, 0:17:38.560 --> 0:17:40.360 I have a topic for tonight. 0:17:41.680 --> 0:17:42.720 Yeah, man, what's your topic? 0:17:43.880 --> 0:17:46.520 Asking people about bad habits? You got any bad habits? 0:17:46.560 --> 0:17:47.520 Rodney? 0:17:47.920 --> 0:17:53.639 Ooh, mister ghek. I'm I'm at the I'm at the 0:17:53.720 --> 0:17:56.639 young age of eighteen and I've I've been on the 0:17:56.680 --> 0:17:58.719 Mary Jane for a few years, and I don't know 0:17:59.240 --> 0:18:01.320 how I feel about it. I think I I think 0:18:01.359 --> 0:18:02.000 it's a regret. 0:18:04.480 --> 0:18:07.719 It's a regret you regret. What do you regret? Regret? 0:18:07.920 --> 0:18:11.280 Like ever starting smoking? We you regret having discovered it? 0:18:15.000 --> 0:18:24.959 I mean, Rodney, Rodney, I don't know if this is 0:18:25.000 --> 0:18:26.679 I don't know if this is me or you or 0:18:26.720 --> 0:18:29.720 what's going on. But you're a little uh, you're a 0:18:29.760 --> 0:18:35.600 little my quiet, No, not quiet, but you're breaking up 0:18:35.600 --> 0:18:36.120 a little bit. 0:18:38.520 --> 0:18:40.320 I'm sorry, man. I mean I can go, I can 0:18:40.320 --> 0:18:40.760 go over here? 0:18:40.840 --> 0:18:41.280 Is this better? 0:18:42.800 --> 0:18:43.320 Where'd you go? 0:18:45.000 --> 0:18:46.880 I went to the other side of my room. 0:18:47.240 --> 0:18:47.800 It's perfect. 0:18:48.840 --> 0:18:49.800 As much as I can do for you. 0:18:51.520 --> 0:18:51.840 M M. 0:18:52.040 --> 0:18:54.920 I used to I used to smoke a few times 0:18:54.960 --> 0:18:59.560 a day, but I I'm clean today. 0:19:00.640 --> 0:19:01.359 You're clean today? 0:19:01.359 --> 0:19:01.600 All right? 0:19:03.160 --> 0:19:04.120 You start with one day? 0:19:04.400 --> 0:19:04.880 Yeah? 0:19:05.080 --> 0:19:09.560 I like that. What's your what's your motivation? I think 0:19:09.600 --> 0:19:12.120 I feel like if you have if this has become 0:19:12.200 --> 0:19:15.919 a habit for you, I feel like it's like always 0:19:15.960 --> 0:19:18.560 helpful to have like a thing that you're doing instead. 0:19:18.600 --> 0:19:19.679 Do you have something like that? 0:19:21.720 --> 0:19:24.320 No, man, I think that's like the biggest problem. Like 0:19:25.359 --> 0:19:27.639 I moved to North Carolina, and I don't got like 0:19:27.720 --> 0:19:30.280 any good friends, and I feel like it's like the 0:19:30.320 --> 0:19:35.879 past two years I've just and it's like, really. 0:19:41.040 --> 0:19:45.800 Uh, Rodney, Roddick Rodney. I'm sorry, Rodney, I'm Peyton Brow. 0:19:45.800 --> 0:19:46.280 I'm sorry. 0:19:48.080 --> 0:19:50.160 Don't pay stay if you can stay right. 0:19:50.800 --> 0:19:53.360 Where you are, I'm right here. I sat down. 0:19:53.960 --> 0:19:54.680 Good for you. 0:19:55.280 --> 0:19:58.440 Good m hmm. What did you move to? Where'd you 0:19:58.480 --> 0:19:59.240 move North Carolina? 0:19:59.240 --> 0:20:02.440 You said, yeah, man in the mountains? 0:20:02.840 --> 0:20:03.800 Did you move there to do? 0:20:05.760 --> 0:20:08.119 I moved here because my dad moved here and then 0:20:08.160 --> 0:20:11.600 my mom followed, and I used to live in like Orlando. 0:20:13.160 --> 0:20:16.240 So they're a really big change, you know what I mean? 0:20:17.840 --> 0:20:21.920 So I went from people everywhere to people nowhere, and uh, 0:20:23.000 --> 0:20:24.360 I don't know. I'm lonely man. 0:20:25.200 --> 0:20:26.280 Why don't you move somewhere else? 0:20:28.160 --> 0:20:33.440 Because I'm eighteen, I'm like that down to my family. 0:20:33.800 --> 0:20:40.040 Uh, you know you could? You can move anywhere. Rodney. 0:20:41.040 --> 0:20:42.800 You're not Rodney the other colors. 0:20:43.840 --> 0:20:45.000 No, I'm Rodney, that's me. 0:20:46.600 --> 0:20:46.840 Sorry. 0:20:46.840 --> 0:20:48.320 I don't know, man. 0:20:48.680 --> 0:20:51.200 Brains so love the day. Why don't you move Rodney 0:20:51.600 --> 0:20:52.600 if you don't like where you are? 0:20:52.680 --> 0:20:53.080 Dude? 0:20:53.320 --> 0:20:55.080 I know here, Rodney, you know, here's the thing, man, 0:20:55.640 --> 0:20:59.240 is like, you know, you just turned eighteen, so you're very, 0:20:59.720 --> 0:21:03.679 very knew to this idea that you can kind of 0:21:03.720 --> 0:21:04.800 do whatever you want. 0:21:06.400 --> 0:21:06.640 Yeah. 0:21:06.680 --> 0:21:10.640 I mean all of your life experience so far has 0:21:10.720 --> 0:21:14.159 been other people telling you what to do, where you 0:21:14.240 --> 0:21:17.200 have to live, what you have to do with your time. 0:21:17.359 --> 0:21:21.040 And you've turned eighteen now, Rodney, and you no longer 0:21:21.880 --> 0:21:29.359 have to succumb to anyone's authority except the authority of reality, 0:21:29.920 --> 0:21:33.120 even that you don't even have to succumb to if 0:21:33.160 --> 0:21:34.720 you want to, if you want to do it big? 0:21:36.880 --> 0:21:38.440 Where would you want to move, Rodney? 0:21:39.640 --> 0:21:42.639 Where would I want to move? Like these past two months, man, 0:21:42.680 --> 0:21:44.639 I've just been thinking about like walking down the street 0:21:45.160 --> 0:21:48.760 for forever, but not here. 0:21:48.640 --> 0:21:52.399 Down the streets forever. You could go hiking. You can 0:21:52.600 --> 0:21:53.919 hike the Appalachian Trail. 0:21:55.440 --> 0:21:58.399 Ooh, that'd be fun. I could do that for you. 0:22:02.240 --> 0:22:06.040 I like the Appalachian Trail, Dude, get in touch with. 0:22:08.359 --> 0:22:09.439 That. That'd be helpful. 0:22:09.680 --> 0:22:13.920 Make friends with some bears. Do you want to let 0:22:13.920 --> 0:22:15.880 me ask you one last question before we go, because 0:22:15.920 --> 0:22:18.440 this is important. Do you and this is a real question, 0:22:18.520 --> 0:22:20.760 I'm not fucking with you. Do you want to have friends? 0:22:20.800 --> 0:22:23.639 Because some people. I've talked to a bunch of people 0:22:23.800 --> 0:22:28.280 and some people, No, I'm being serious, they like being alone. 0:22:30.640 --> 0:22:32.560 I don't know if i'd say I like being alone. 0:22:32.800 --> 0:22:35.680 But I feel like I've gone to the point now 0:22:35.720 --> 0:22:40.320 where like I'm pushing it away even though I want it, 0:22:40.680 --> 0:22:41.240 you know what I mean? 0:22:41.680 --> 0:22:42.120