1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:10,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, I go from you do. Let's just keep a 2 00:00:10,800 --> 00:00:12,799 Speaker 1: real straight shout with Jason. I'm gonna get a little 3 00:00:12,800 --> 00:00:17,040 Speaker 1: bit rougher. I'm here for it. Those who really believe 4 00:00:17,120 --> 00:00:21,360 Speaker 1: in the American process, all of us straight shot, no chasing. 5 00:00:21,440 --> 00:00:25,000 Speaker 1: What's your Girl? Tesla Figurer on The Black Effect podcasting 6 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:27,360 Speaker 1: that word that what's happening straight shooters? This is your girl? 7 00:00:27,480 --> 00:00:31,920 Speaker 1: Tesla Figurer. We are in Women's History Month, and one 8 00:00:31,960 --> 00:00:34,640 Speaker 1: of the things that we do not do in Women's 9 00:00:34,680 --> 00:00:39,279 Speaker 1: History Month is celebrate Black women as we should. A 10 00:00:39,320 --> 00:00:43,160 Speaker 1: lot of times are stories are diluted, they are not 11 00:00:43,720 --> 00:00:47,519 Speaker 1: highlighted as they should be, especially when it comes to 12 00:00:47,680 --> 00:00:51,120 Speaker 1: women that come from the communities that I grew up in, 13 00:00:51,600 --> 00:00:55,640 Speaker 1: that are familiar to me, that have impacted my life 14 00:00:55,920 --> 00:00:59,640 Speaker 1: in a way that has really set me on my 15 00:00:59,720 --> 00:01:02,440 Speaker 1: path of what it means to be straight shot, no chaser. 16 00:01:03,080 --> 00:01:08,119 Speaker 1: And today I want to highlight a couple of women. 17 00:01:08,200 --> 00:01:12,400 Speaker 1: One give the flowers to Cynthia None, who is still 18 00:01:12,440 --> 00:01:17,800 Speaker 1: with us, and also pay homage to her sister, Sylvia Nunn, 19 00:01:17,840 --> 00:01:20,559 Speaker 1: who was no longer with us. And it is really 20 00:01:20,600 --> 00:01:23,920 Speaker 1: important that we give flowers while we are alive as 21 00:01:23,959 --> 00:01:27,360 Speaker 1: living history. Pay homage to those that were before us. 22 00:01:27,840 --> 00:01:32,080 Speaker 1: And I want to highlight what you would say female 23 00:01:32,160 --> 00:01:34,320 Speaker 1: g s. I know you don't hear a lot about that. 24 00:01:34,560 --> 00:01:37,760 Speaker 1: You it's unspoken. Unfortunately, you know, we don't have a 25 00:01:37,760 --> 00:01:41,640 Speaker 1: lot of platforms, you know, to really tell the story. 26 00:01:41,720 --> 00:01:44,160 Speaker 1: Shout out to the homeboys that Gangster Chronicles who said, 27 00:01:44,200 --> 00:01:46,440 Speaker 1: you know you have to interview Cynthia. I said, she 28 00:01:46,520 --> 00:01:48,200 Speaker 1: was already on my radar to do it, but you 29 00:01:48,280 --> 00:01:50,720 Speaker 1: make sure you put her on your show. Also we 30 00:01:50,880 --> 00:01:53,800 Speaker 1: get just speak to the man, you better start featuring 31 00:01:53,880 --> 00:01:55,880 Speaker 1: some of the big home girls around here. So I'm 32 00:01:55,920 --> 00:01:59,280 Speaker 1: putting that on the record right now to make sure 33 00:01:59,640 --> 00:02:02,400 Speaker 1: so to day I have Cynthia No joining me with 34 00:02:02,520 --> 00:02:09,200 Speaker 1: Silvia Nunn's Angels Compton, California's finest. Welcome to the show. 35 00:02:09,960 --> 00:02:15,120 Speaker 1: That's all right, who yes, thank you, thank you, thank you. 36 00:02:15,160 --> 00:02:17,280 Speaker 1: It's an honor and a plea to be a part 37 00:02:17,320 --> 00:02:21,120 Speaker 1: of your show. Yes man today, And that is so 38 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:25,400 Speaker 1: true what you said, uh not honoring the women, you know? Uh, 39 00:02:26,040 --> 00:02:28,480 Speaker 1: James Brown says, it's clearly it's a man's world, but 40 00:02:28,480 --> 00:02:30,480 Speaker 1: it wouldn't be nothing without a woman or a girl. 41 00:02:30,600 --> 00:02:34,000 Speaker 1: So you know, here we are. You know that's real, 42 00:02:34,680 --> 00:02:38,000 Speaker 1: So let's get straight into it. And I'm just you know, 43 00:02:39,080 --> 00:02:42,400 Speaker 1: for those who haven't listened to any of my shows before, 44 00:02:42,440 --> 00:02:46,640 Speaker 1: I hope that you do. Particularly episode two episodes ago 45 00:02:46,880 --> 00:02:51,200 Speaker 1: with Clipper Spud Johnson Spud the Blood from Inglewood, California. 46 00:02:51,360 --> 00:02:54,280 Speaker 1: I met him in and I talked a lot Cynthia 47 00:02:54,320 --> 00:02:58,520 Speaker 1: about growing up in the Midwest and my neighborhood being 48 00:02:58,560 --> 00:03:01,800 Speaker 1: a Parru neighborhood. All of my cousins were Crimson but 49 00:03:01,840 --> 00:03:04,720 Speaker 1: I dated the Bloods and living in my neighborhood, you know, 50 00:03:04,840 --> 00:03:07,640 Speaker 1: literally growing up in the nineties, that was all you 51 00:03:07,680 --> 00:03:11,920 Speaker 1: know that I understood and no, so I bring that 52 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:14,560 Speaker 1: to the political space because it's very similar, you know. 53 00:03:14,600 --> 00:03:16,960 Speaker 1: I try to show people how the same way you 54 00:03:17,000 --> 00:03:20,520 Speaker 1: have red and blue, you have red and blue Republicans 55 00:03:20,560 --> 00:03:22,920 Speaker 1: and Democrats, and the way they pushed the line. I 56 00:03:22,919 --> 00:03:26,440 Speaker 1: always say, push the line politics until something happened, is 57 00:03:26,600 --> 00:03:29,240 Speaker 1: it is identical to what I've seen the big homies stood, 58 00:03:29,320 --> 00:03:34,320 Speaker 1: meaning that it was always about their set, their family, 59 00:03:34,360 --> 00:03:37,000 Speaker 1: their loved ones. And it's so many misconceptions out there, 60 00:03:37,120 --> 00:03:39,920 Speaker 1: you know with gangs, and there's negative what you addressed 61 00:03:39,920 --> 00:03:43,040 Speaker 1: through your organization, but I've also seen a lot of 62 00:03:43,080 --> 00:03:46,800 Speaker 1: love too, you know, within those family units, and so 63 00:03:47,240 --> 00:03:50,960 Speaker 1: having you on was really important because I wanted people, 64 00:03:51,560 --> 00:03:53,880 Speaker 1: you know, to hear your story. And for those that 65 00:03:53,920 --> 00:03:58,560 Speaker 1: are not familiar with your sister, Sylvia Nunn, who was 66 00:03:58,640 --> 00:04:02,760 Speaker 1: featured in uh A Land and her name is is No, 67 00:04:02,920 --> 00:04:06,480 Speaker 1: she's known as Rambo and the non family. You guys 68 00:04:06,640 --> 00:04:10,840 Speaker 1: are notoriously known in being a part of one of 69 00:04:10,880 --> 00:04:15,680 Speaker 1: the founders of Piru, and you have taken that image 70 00:04:16,160 --> 00:04:19,159 Speaker 1: and transformed it into something today that I just don't 71 00:04:19,200 --> 00:04:22,360 Speaker 1: know if people are really aware about. So can you 72 00:04:22,640 --> 00:04:26,520 Speaker 1: kind of start wherever you think it's appropriate with you, 73 00:04:26,520 --> 00:04:29,640 Speaker 1: you know, and your sister and and and your involvement 74 00:04:29,680 --> 00:04:32,359 Speaker 1: in Piru and kind of have that transition to to 75 00:04:32,440 --> 00:04:39,840 Speaker 1: where you are today. Yeah, that's that's a lot a 76 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:43,400 Speaker 1: long story, but I'm a I'm gonna go in between, 77 00:04:43,440 --> 00:04:45,839 Speaker 1: you know, all right. We were one of the first 78 00:04:46,040 --> 00:04:49,080 Speaker 1: Paru sets. I mean, we was here when it started, 79 00:04:49,320 --> 00:04:52,320 Speaker 1: my sister of course being younger than I am. But 80 00:04:52,480 --> 00:04:56,000 Speaker 1: in the seventh nineteen seventy two was when I believe 81 00:04:56,000 --> 00:05:01,760 Speaker 1: the gang started, well partly was introduced to Peru, you know. Um, 82 00:05:01,800 --> 00:05:04,159 Speaker 1: I think, well, the West Side came to the East Side, 83 00:05:04,240 --> 00:05:07,719 Speaker 1: and you know, one thing led to another and we 84 00:05:07,839 --> 00:05:13,200 Speaker 1: became pious you know, uh, gang banging. You know, basically, 85 00:05:13,240 --> 00:05:15,279 Speaker 1: I always say we were playing Russian Roule that with 86 00:05:15,320 --> 00:05:18,200 Speaker 1: our lives at that particular time. You know, we didn't know, 87 00:05:18,279 --> 00:05:20,080 Speaker 1: We didn't even I don't even think we even cared, 88 00:05:20,600 --> 00:05:25,680 Speaker 1: you know, during that time. Oh, I don't it's so 89 00:05:25,800 --> 00:05:28,560 Speaker 1: much and talking. I know, it's a lot. Yeah, yeah, 90 00:05:28,960 --> 00:05:31,240 Speaker 1: And that's okay. I'll try to because that is a lot. 91 00:05:31,279 --> 00:05:33,840 Speaker 1: That was a very broad question, so I'll marrow it. 92 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:37,280 Speaker 1: So so because a lot of people don't understand. They've 93 00:05:37,320 --> 00:05:40,800 Speaker 1: never seen female gangsters, and so let's let me let 94 00:05:40,800 --> 00:05:42,880 Speaker 1: me ask you this for those from not familiar when 95 00:05:42,880 --> 00:05:45,240 Speaker 1: you said, you know, we became par became you know, 96 00:05:45,279 --> 00:05:47,320 Speaker 1: we became a part of it. I was what you 97 00:05:47,400 --> 00:05:51,280 Speaker 1: call a sympathizer for those that don't know, just really 98 00:05:51,360 --> 00:05:55,880 Speaker 1: closely affiliated. But for you, you know, actually being a paru. 99 00:05:56,680 --> 00:06:01,240 Speaker 1: Maybe it's it's easier if I asked what made you 100 00:06:01,240 --> 00:06:03,599 Speaker 1: start ripping the p funk? Like? Was it? I think 101 00:06:03,600 --> 00:06:06,360 Speaker 1: there's a there's an idea that somebody made you do it, 102 00:06:06,480 --> 00:06:08,360 Speaker 1: or you had to do it, or you were forced 103 00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:10,400 Speaker 1: to do it, but just kind of splain what did 104 00:06:10,400 --> 00:06:12,480 Speaker 1: it mean? What does it mean to become a female 105 00:06:12,560 --> 00:06:14,880 Speaker 1: g Like, how do you how do you how do 106 00:06:14,920 --> 00:06:16,679 Speaker 1: you do that? And how do you hold your own 107 00:06:17,160 --> 00:06:22,360 Speaker 1: among men? Oh? When we first moved to compan of course, 108 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:24,640 Speaker 1: it was no games, you know, it was it was 109 00:06:24,920 --> 00:06:27,159 Speaker 1: all white people. You know. My best friend was a 110 00:06:27,200 --> 00:06:31,320 Speaker 1: white girl. And that was like in the sixties and 111 00:06:32,360 --> 00:06:35,680 Speaker 1: in the seventies. Once when the games came, you know, uh, 112 00:06:35,720 --> 00:06:38,159 Speaker 1: the west side came to the East side, and we 113 00:06:38,200 --> 00:06:41,200 Speaker 1: didn't have a choice to say whether we wanted to 114 00:06:41,240 --> 00:06:45,360 Speaker 1: become a power. That's that's that. That's all we seen 115 00:06:45,360 --> 00:06:48,120 Speaker 1: when you walk out your door, everywhere you turn, it 116 00:06:48,240 --> 00:06:50,440 Speaker 1: was it was nothing but par rouge. You know. So 117 00:06:50,880 --> 00:06:53,480 Speaker 1: sometimes when you don't have a choice, then you joined 118 00:06:53,520 --> 00:06:58,679 Speaker 1: the force, you know. And we joined. While I speak 119 00:06:58,720 --> 00:07:02,000 Speaker 1: for myself, I joint, you know, I became a piru. 120 00:07:02,160 --> 00:07:04,039 Speaker 1: Wasn't a joint. You don't have a choice. I became 121 00:07:04,080 --> 00:07:08,000 Speaker 1: a piru. And and holding my own was it's either 122 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:10,920 Speaker 1: you had to the purpose of joining. You had to 123 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:13,560 Speaker 1: eat the hole your own, uh, you know. And instance 124 00:07:13,560 --> 00:07:15,320 Speaker 1: how they say kill and be kill, you had to 125 00:07:15,360 --> 00:07:20,320 Speaker 1: fight or get whooped, be apart, or get beat up. 126 00:07:20,400 --> 00:07:23,480 Speaker 1: And I came up in a pretty strong family. You know, 127 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:26,640 Speaker 1: my stepdad he was a fighter anyway, you know, he 128 00:07:26,720 --> 00:07:29,920 Speaker 1: was a boxer and just not being scared at that 129 00:07:29,960 --> 00:07:34,720 Speaker 1: particular time of nobody. We came from Watts, so we 130 00:07:34,880 --> 00:07:38,360 Speaker 1: came in strong, you know. Then we started, uh, you know, 131 00:07:38,560 --> 00:07:41,480 Speaker 1: hanging out with the homeboys, hanging with the homies, no, 132 00:07:42,600 --> 00:07:46,760 Speaker 1: just doing our thing. Um, people don't understand that women. 133 00:07:46,840 --> 00:07:50,680 Speaker 1: And I made a post early this week on banging 134 00:07:50,720 --> 00:07:54,640 Speaker 1: on wax came out in March n the coldest track 135 00:07:54,680 --> 00:07:56,640 Speaker 1: on there was love and a lot of people don't 136 00:07:56,680 --> 00:07:59,720 Speaker 1: know that it was bloody Mary, a female was doing that. 137 00:08:00,760 --> 00:08:05,560 Speaker 1: And there's a misconception on what women contribute, you know 138 00:08:05,720 --> 00:08:08,960 Speaker 1: to to a gang. And I, you know, we try 139 00:08:09,000 --> 00:08:13,120 Speaker 1: to explain that everybody. Some people fight, some people you know, 140 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:16,720 Speaker 1: getting the other activities. Some people shoot, you know, some 141 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:18,520 Speaker 1: people some people don't do nothing at all. You got 142 00:08:18,720 --> 00:08:21,400 Speaker 1: you got home girls that do something that working in 143 00:08:21,440 --> 00:08:24,280 Speaker 1: your office. You don't know who's affiliation, you know. This 144 00:08:24,280 --> 00:08:27,840 Speaker 1: This is the biggest misconception that people have about a 145 00:08:27,880 --> 00:08:30,640 Speaker 1: gang because it really is a family. So at that time, 146 00:08:30,880 --> 00:08:33,320 Speaker 1: so let's kind of go through that. So at that time, 147 00:08:33,440 --> 00:08:36,080 Speaker 1: you know, you you whip high rule. It really was 148 00:08:36,160 --> 00:08:38,760 Speaker 1: back then, bloods really did stick together. It's not as 149 00:08:38,840 --> 00:08:41,120 Speaker 1: much as it is now where they will fight each 150 00:08:41,120 --> 00:08:45,400 Speaker 1: other and bluffs notoriously, you know, always sit together. Which 151 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:47,160 Speaker 1: is why I talk about it so much in politics 152 00:08:47,200 --> 00:08:50,440 Speaker 1: because you see the same thing with Republicans. They refused 153 00:08:50,480 --> 00:08:52,959 Speaker 1: to break. You know, if if somebody breaks, right it's 154 00:08:53,000 --> 00:08:55,079 Speaker 1: one or two and they're gonna shame that person or 155 00:08:55,160 --> 00:08:57,559 Speaker 1: what you calling the hood DP, they're gonna discipline that person. 156 00:08:57,640 --> 00:09:00,480 Speaker 1: And that's why I mirror you know, how bloods are 157 00:09:00,559 --> 00:09:03,760 Speaker 1: compared to crips, who back then they will fight each other. 158 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:07,360 Speaker 1: They had, you know, some sets didn't like set, certain sets, 159 00:09:07,440 --> 00:09:09,680 Speaker 1: just like you see with Blue Democrats, you know, such 160 00:09:09,679 --> 00:09:11,640 Speaker 1: a big tent that you have a lot of inner fighting. 161 00:09:11,720 --> 00:09:14,840 Speaker 1: So blood to me, especially in the nineties, it was 162 00:09:14,880 --> 00:09:18,360 Speaker 1: really hard to be a blood back then because you 163 00:09:18,559 --> 00:09:21,160 Speaker 1: it wasn't the popular saying, you know back then, and 164 00:09:21,160 --> 00:09:23,200 Speaker 1: and you're talking about air going back to the sixties 165 00:09:23,200 --> 00:09:25,240 Speaker 1: and seventies. I'm just talking about just what I saw 166 00:09:25,240 --> 00:09:30,040 Speaker 1: the nineties that you know, the rappers, the crips, kind 167 00:09:30,040 --> 00:09:32,720 Speaker 1: of dominated the rap space. You know, it was the 168 00:09:32,760 --> 00:09:35,319 Speaker 1: most popular set. So in order to really be a 169 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:38,320 Speaker 1: blood you had to really be about it because you 170 00:09:38,360 --> 00:09:44,280 Speaker 1: were constantly surrounded by enemies. So so you and your 171 00:09:44,320 --> 00:09:47,480 Speaker 1: sister being female, jeez, and going through all the things 172 00:09:47,480 --> 00:09:49,600 Speaker 1: you're gonna through. I encourage everybody to go watch gang 173 00:09:49,679 --> 00:09:53,680 Speaker 1: Land again featuring your sister, to go to get an example, 174 00:09:53,720 --> 00:09:55,880 Speaker 1: because she said, I I just won't forget. She said 175 00:09:55,920 --> 00:09:57,880 Speaker 1: that she figured if she was gonna bang, she was 176 00:09:57,920 --> 00:09:59,959 Speaker 1: really gonna do it. She she wasn't gonna suck a 177 00:10:00,080 --> 00:10:03,200 Speaker 1: round with it, she wasn't gonna play no games. And and 178 00:10:02,960 --> 00:10:06,480 Speaker 1: and so she she was her moniker was rambo because 179 00:10:06,520 --> 00:10:10,600 Speaker 1: of that. Now later on through her life she transitioned out. 180 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:13,079 Speaker 1: She said, she's putting down Piru and picking up Jesus 181 00:10:13,160 --> 00:10:15,959 Speaker 1: as she went through that that transition. Where were you 182 00:10:16,160 --> 00:10:18,880 Speaker 1: through through that, you know, through that transition where you 183 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:23,080 Speaker 1: also you know, transitioning with her or you know what 184 00:10:22,760 --> 00:10:25,880 Speaker 1: where were you in that in that journey? Where was 185 00:10:25,960 --> 00:10:30,160 Speaker 1: I at when she because she moved to Vegas, right 186 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:32,680 Speaker 1: what I think it was like after my mom passed 187 00:10:32,679 --> 00:10:36,520 Speaker 1: away in December of ninety three, we all started well, 188 00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:40,439 Speaker 1: me and her boat. We started transition and she moved 189 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:43,320 Speaker 1: to Vegas because she had asthma bad and you know 190 00:10:43,480 --> 00:10:45,880 Speaker 1: out here was so polluted. So they taught her that 191 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:47,360 Speaker 1: she go to Vegas, and we have a lot of 192 00:10:47,360 --> 00:10:51,920 Speaker 1: family in Vegas. I stayed here. I still was trying 193 00:10:51,960 --> 00:10:54,680 Speaker 1: to figure out myself and what I wanted to do 194 00:10:54,800 --> 00:10:57,080 Speaker 1: or what God needed me to do. And I always 195 00:10:57,120 --> 00:10:59,880 Speaker 1: say I thought that I would just start cooking because 196 00:10:59,880 --> 00:11:02,880 Speaker 1: I want up selling tacos. You know, the Homeboys be hungry, 197 00:11:03,040 --> 00:11:05,560 Speaker 1: and uh So I sat around and I thought, Okay, well, 198 00:11:05,600 --> 00:11:07,800 Speaker 1: you know, I'm gonna make my money cooking. But I 199 00:11:07,840 --> 00:11:11,120 Speaker 1: guess God saw different. Not I guess God saw different. 200 00:11:11,200 --> 00:11:15,000 Speaker 1: You know that was that wasn't cooking, wasn't his part 201 00:11:15,040 --> 00:11:19,520 Speaker 1: of my journey for as for as God goes, you know. Uh, 202 00:11:19,520 --> 00:11:21,920 Speaker 1: I sat in the park and my truck and I 203 00:11:21,960 --> 00:11:24,320 Speaker 1: watched the Homeboys back. You know, they'd be over there 204 00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:27,280 Speaker 1: shooting dice whatever they were doing. Because I would see people, 205 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:30,400 Speaker 1: I mean being back from then. Tell now, I knew 206 00:11:30,400 --> 00:11:32,439 Speaker 1: who the enemies were and who who they was. It 207 00:11:32,920 --> 00:11:34,880 Speaker 1: a lot of them didn't pay attention because we were 208 00:11:34,920 --> 00:11:37,320 Speaker 1: sitting in the park one day and Uh. We were 209 00:11:37,320 --> 00:11:39,319 Speaker 1: sitting at a bench and I had I think one 210 00:11:39,320 --> 00:11:42,000 Speaker 1: of my grandkids, my niece, and we're sitting at this bench. 211 00:11:42,080 --> 00:11:44,920 Speaker 1: Is hot this heck? And uh, I see this guy 212 00:11:45,360 --> 00:11:49,520 Speaker 1: walking up but nobody paying attention but me, and I'm like, man, 213 00:11:49,559 --> 00:11:51,440 Speaker 1: it's awfully hot for him to have this code on. 214 00:11:52,400 --> 00:11:54,320 Speaker 1: And as he got right to the edge of the park, 215 00:11:54,400 --> 00:11:57,440 Speaker 1: he started shooting. And my first thing was to dive 216 00:11:57,480 --> 00:11:59,719 Speaker 1: on my grand baby, which is what I did. And 217 00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:03,080 Speaker 1: you know, everybody jumped up because he ran back, ran 218 00:12:03,120 --> 00:12:05,400 Speaker 1: around the corner. I gets jumped in the car and 219 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:08,199 Speaker 1: me jumping in my truck going to because it's it's 220 00:12:08,200 --> 00:12:09,960 Speaker 1: a thing with me when you do something to me. 221 00:12:10,080 --> 00:12:12,439 Speaker 1: Is this that adrenaline? You know? Like what the heck? 222 00:12:12,920 --> 00:12:15,800 Speaker 1: So you know, uh, just sitting around watching them and 223 00:12:15,800 --> 00:12:18,679 Speaker 1: trying to school them. Also, like you know, sometimes once 224 00:12:18,679 --> 00:12:21,120 Speaker 1: you get a reputation, sometimes people say it's good and 225 00:12:21,200 --> 00:12:23,360 Speaker 1: sometimes it's not so good because you have to constantly 226 00:12:23,360 --> 00:12:26,439 Speaker 1: watch your self, watching back. So you know, a vision 227 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:29,000 Speaker 1: came to me. God gave me a vision of you know, 228 00:12:29,240 --> 00:12:32,839 Speaker 1: coming back to I always say, come back to help 229 00:12:32,920 --> 00:12:35,679 Speaker 1: what clean up what I had a part of, you know, 230 00:12:35,840 --> 00:12:39,840 Speaker 1: my my my brother, my Homeboys, you know, come back 231 00:12:39,840 --> 00:12:41,720 Speaker 1: and clean it up because we owe the city. You know, 232 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:44,240 Speaker 1: I feel like we owe the city. We all these kids, 233 00:12:44,280 --> 00:12:47,280 Speaker 1: we are the Uh So my sister being in Vegas, 234 00:12:47,360 --> 00:12:50,720 Speaker 1: she uh teaching praise. Then she doing you know what 235 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:55,280 Speaker 1: she do. I didn't start doing Sylvia not Angels though 236 00:12:55,360 --> 00:12:58,960 Speaker 1: during that time until she passed away. So I was 237 00:12:59,000 --> 00:13:02,120 Speaker 1: still you know, watching the Homeboys back, trying to figure 238 00:13:02,160 --> 00:13:04,720 Speaker 1: out again, you know what I wanted to do, what 239 00:13:04,800 --> 00:13:07,320 Speaker 1: I was gonna do or whatever. And then when she 240 00:13:07,400 --> 00:13:10,120 Speaker 1: passed away, I got got a phone call. She just 241 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:13,440 Speaker 1: came down for the West Side Hood day. And my 242 00:13:13,520 --> 00:13:16,720 Speaker 1: sister is a little bit more outspoken to me. People 243 00:13:16,760 --> 00:13:20,480 Speaker 1: always I'm more shired than her, you know. And one 244 00:13:20,480 --> 00:13:23,120 Speaker 1: of my niece said, you didn't whooped everybody asking Compton. 245 00:13:23,160 --> 00:13:25,240 Speaker 1: Now you're talking about your shoe when you're fighting. You 246 00:13:25,240 --> 00:13:29,959 Speaker 1: ain't gonna do no talk. Policy, ain't no talk, right, 247 00:13:30,120 --> 00:13:34,280 Speaker 1: you know. But uh, she was just a more outspoken 248 00:13:34,440 --> 00:13:36,800 Speaker 1: and I never was for cameras. You know. I always 249 00:13:36,840 --> 00:13:39,079 Speaker 1: tell people we we lived our life, we did our thing, 250 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:42,040 Speaker 1: but she was more of a TV person or whatever. 251 00:13:42,080 --> 00:13:44,319 Speaker 1: I'm more of Russell Simmons I'm behind the scenes, I 252 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:48,120 Speaker 1: can make it happen, you know. But when she passed away, 253 00:13:48,160 --> 00:13:51,120 Speaker 1: then that's that's when I got my vision and to 254 00:13:51,240 --> 00:13:54,959 Speaker 1: start Sylvia none angels, you know, doing a lot of 255 00:13:54,960 --> 00:13:59,240 Speaker 1: our life. We didn't run together, but uh, if I 256 00:13:59,280 --> 00:14:01,720 Speaker 1: needed her, she was there. She needed me, you know, 257 00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:03,880 Speaker 1: I was there. We fought, and we had to fight. 258 00:14:04,000 --> 00:14:06,800 Speaker 1: We did whatever we had to do to make it. 259 00:14:06,880 --> 00:14:09,959 Speaker 1: And and let me go back to saying gangs that 260 00:14:10,400 --> 00:14:14,839 Speaker 1: always I'm trying to explain to the youngster today as well. Uh, 261 00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:17,480 Speaker 1: like you said, in order to be a parrue, you 262 00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:19,560 Speaker 1: had to be about that life. You had to go 263 00:14:19,600 --> 00:14:22,440 Speaker 1: through some hits and punches and everything. You couldn't just 264 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:25,200 Speaker 1: walk on the set and say I'm a paru as 265 00:14:25,200 --> 00:14:27,600 Speaker 1: you could the crips, because there was so many crips, 266 00:14:27,640 --> 00:14:29,800 Speaker 1: you know, but you had to be you know, putting 267 00:14:29,840 --> 00:14:32,480 Speaker 1: them them guys with some tough god so they were 268 00:14:32,680 --> 00:14:35,320 Speaker 1: no pumps at all, you know. So you had to 269 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:38,360 Speaker 1: be tough to be a piru, especially during that time, 270 00:14:39,160 --> 00:14:44,000 Speaker 1: seeing so many murders, losing a lot of people and 271 00:14:44,000 --> 00:14:47,120 Speaker 1: and different things that transpire to your life make you 272 00:14:47,120 --> 00:14:49,160 Speaker 1: want to turn your life around too as well. As 273 00:14:49,240 --> 00:14:51,960 Speaker 1: you know, change your life, especially when God had blessed 274 00:14:51,960 --> 00:14:54,240 Speaker 1: you to make it as far as I've made it 275 00:14:54,320 --> 00:14:57,960 Speaker 1: or whatever. You know, you made a statement, you said 276 00:14:58,040 --> 00:15:01,280 Speaker 1: I wanted to go Basically, pump are phrasing help what 277 00:15:01,520 --> 00:15:05,480 Speaker 1: you contributed to? The destroying words? And do you ever 278 00:15:05,560 --> 00:15:07,800 Speaker 1: feel because that's one of the criticisms that I see 279 00:15:07,920 --> 00:15:10,440 Speaker 1: even when people turn their life around. You know, people say, oh, 280 00:15:10,480 --> 00:15:11,760 Speaker 1: well you the ones to help you, the one that 281 00:15:11,800 --> 00:15:14,000 Speaker 1: started You don't want to. I know you can't focus 282 00:15:14,080 --> 00:15:17,280 Speaker 1: on the criticism, but do you ever feel it could 283 00:15:17,280 --> 00:15:19,960 Speaker 1: never be enough to replace you know, the loss of 284 00:15:20,040 --> 00:15:25,000 Speaker 1: life or the generational damage. You know that I think 285 00:15:25,120 --> 00:15:27,680 Speaker 1: all of us in some way you know, has contributed to. 286 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:30,360 Speaker 1: That's not on the back of any one person, anyone gain, 287 00:15:30,440 --> 00:15:34,160 Speaker 1: anyone set. But how do you deal with folks who say, well, 288 00:15:34,200 --> 00:15:36,120 Speaker 1: you know you were a part of it and now 289 00:15:36,200 --> 00:15:38,720 Speaker 1: you're trying to help, and how do you deal it? 290 00:15:38,840 --> 00:15:42,720 Speaker 1: Do you do you feel? Uh? Is there basically what 291 00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:44,960 Speaker 1: I'm asking it, Cynthy, Is there a certain level of 292 00:15:45,360 --> 00:15:48,880 Speaker 1: guilt that you have that makes you continue to go on? 293 00:15:49,320 --> 00:15:52,280 Speaker 1: Or what? What? What motivates you? Do you when you 294 00:15:52,280 --> 00:15:54,120 Speaker 1: say you feel you oh, the city. I thought that 295 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:56,280 Speaker 1: was deep, like it's only so much you as one 296 00:15:56,320 --> 00:15:58,640 Speaker 1: person can give. But is that what motivates you? Is 297 00:15:58,680 --> 00:16:00,960 Speaker 1: that coming from a place of gift or is it 298 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:04,440 Speaker 1: coming from a place of you really are healed and 299 00:16:04,560 --> 00:16:06,640 Speaker 1: you you want to reach back or is it a 300 00:16:06,640 --> 00:16:11,320 Speaker 1: little bit of both, if that makes sense. Uh, I 301 00:16:11,680 --> 00:16:16,720 Speaker 1: don't speak uh till guilt, even though uh you know, 302 00:16:17,080 --> 00:16:19,120 Speaker 1: if I knew what I know now what I have 303 00:16:19,280 --> 00:16:22,480 Speaker 1: ever did it? Uh, I don't believe we some of us, 304 00:16:22,520 --> 00:16:24,920 Speaker 1: we really had a choice because when they came it 305 00:16:25,040 --> 00:16:28,400 Speaker 1: was Peru came over there. We didn't have a choice. 306 00:16:28,400 --> 00:16:30,480 Speaker 1: It was it wasn't something that you know, we were 307 00:16:30,640 --> 00:16:34,000 Speaker 1: uh well myself as one of the first generations. So 308 00:16:34,040 --> 00:16:36,000 Speaker 1: it was just it was something that happened, and you 309 00:16:36,040 --> 00:16:38,320 Speaker 1: didn't you didn't have a choice. You know, even for 310 00:16:38,440 --> 00:16:43,320 Speaker 1: people that didn't even gang bang basketball players or cheerleaders 311 00:16:43,400 --> 00:16:45,920 Speaker 1: or whatever, that didn't want a gang bang, you still 312 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:48,280 Speaker 1: was classified. If you live in a Paru neighborhood, you 313 00:16:48,320 --> 00:16:50,920 Speaker 1: were still a power regardless of what. The only difference 314 00:16:51,080 --> 00:16:55,200 Speaker 1: is they protected the basketball players as well as you know, 315 00:16:55,240 --> 00:16:56,720 Speaker 1: it was a lot of more protection. There was a 316 00:16:56,720 --> 00:17:01,480 Speaker 1: lot of more unity than whatever. I don't I'm I mean, 317 00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:03,560 Speaker 1: would I do it all over again if I didn't 318 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:06,000 Speaker 1: know better? Yeah? If what I do it all over again? 319 00:17:06,080 --> 00:17:07,840 Speaker 1: If I knew bed, I would probably have to tell 320 00:17:07,880 --> 00:17:10,960 Speaker 1: my mom to move because we stayed right across the 321 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:15,560 Speaker 1: street from Louthers Park where Meanings and everything else was at, 322 00:17:15,640 --> 00:17:18,000 Speaker 1: you know, and you know, so we really didn't have 323 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:21,800 Speaker 1: a choice. But you know, I tell the youngsters nowadays, God, 324 00:17:22,200 --> 00:17:25,560 Speaker 1: sometimes you have to go through something in order to 325 00:17:25,680 --> 00:17:29,000 Speaker 1: teach somebody something, you know. And if if if a 326 00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:30,840 Speaker 1: lot of us wouldn't have never went through, we wouldn't 327 00:17:30,880 --> 00:17:33,520 Speaker 1: be able to talk to the youngster today and tell them, 328 00:17:33,560 --> 00:17:36,239 Speaker 1: you know, what not to do, you know, what they 329 00:17:36,280 --> 00:17:38,800 Speaker 1: shouldn't be doing and what they should be doing. Uh, 330 00:17:39,080 --> 00:17:42,479 Speaker 1: you know, we have to experience it. But I I 331 00:17:42,560 --> 00:17:45,840 Speaker 1: still I do feel like we oh, because it's it's 332 00:17:45,880 --> 00:17:48,399 Speaker 1: like these kids are mocking everybody. You know, we was 333 00:17:48,920 --> 00:17:51,600 Speaker 1: coming up. You didn't have no Peewee's and no tinie. 334 00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:53,800 Speaker 1: You had straight putting, you had straight tam, you had 335 00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:57,440 Speaker 1: straight China dog yet straight savage. So now you've got 336 00:17:57,520 --> 00:18:00,480 Speaker 1: Chinese peeweez midges or whatever. So these kids all trying 337 00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:03,119 Speaker 1: to mock somebody that they don't even know. Maybe they 338 00:18:03,240 --> 00:18:06,720 Speaker 1: heard of or heard about, you know, and they don't 339 00:18:06,760 --> 00:18:08,800 Speaker 1: even know the life. And that's why I say history 340 00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:12,600 Speaker 1: is important. History is important for us. Black history is important, 341 00:18:12,600 --> 00:18:15,080 Speaker 1: you know, something that a lot of us, you know, 342 00:18:15,119 --> 00:18:18,320 Speaker 1: are still learning. So history is gonna always be important. 343 00:18:18,359 --> 00:18:21,479 Speaker 1: And if they learned their history, then maybe it wouldn't 344 00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:24,199 Speaker 1: be as much killing as it is. Because kids are 345 00:18:24,200 --> 00:18:26,960 Speaker 1: only you know, when you got kids, your own kids, 346 00:18:27,000 --> 00:18:28,760 Speaker 1: they listen to things if you don't. If you have 347 00:18:28,800 --> 00:18:31,200 Speaker 1: a friend and you're talking about her and she come over, 348 00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:33,119 Speaker 1: kids looking at them strange at the corner of that, 349 00:18:33,160 --> 00:18:36,919 Speaker 1: I like, you know, mama, you you know. So these 350 00:18:37,160 --> 00:18:41,400 Speaker 1: this generation is I think they are being taught by 351 00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:43,960 Speaker 1: the people that wanted to gang bang but waited till 352 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:46,919 Speaker 1: either everybody died or with the prison that was watching 353 00:18:46,920 --> 00:18:50,240 Speaker 1: out the windows, and then they, you know, they came out. 354 00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:52,679 Speaker 1: So it's like the blind leading the blind, you know. 355 00:18:52,760 --> 00:18:55,479 Speaker 1: And these these babies deserve a chance to live. You know. 356 00:18:55,560 --> 00:18:57,840 Speaker 1: We when we were younger, we did at Louta's Park. 357 00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:03,200 Speaker 1: They had skating had you know, it was cown basketball. 358 00:19:03,359 --> 00:19:06,880 Speaker 1: We we had fun in our younger younger ages and 359 00:19:06,920 --> 00:19:09,919 Speaker 1: then this this gang came. So you have no choice. 360 00:19:09,960 --> 00:19:12,879 Speaker 1: If you have a gang from l A coming in 361 00:19:12,920 --> 00:19:15,439 Speaker 1: the content and try to take over, somebody had to 362 00:19:15,440 --> 00:19:18,399 Speaker 1: stand up and defend us, you know. And that's what 363 00:19:18,520 --> 00:19:21,000 Speaker 1: it was. It wasn't so much as you know, they 364 00:19:21,040 --> 00:19:23,119 Speaker 1: just started gang banging because they wanted to start a 365 00:19:23,119 --> 00:19:26,520 Speaker 1: gang bang. And it became a form of protecting your community, 366 00:19:26,960 --> 00:19:29,119 Speaker 1: you know, and they got it twisted nowadays. You know, 367 00:19:29,200 --> 00:19:32,320 Speaker 1: they these guys was protecting their community and you know, 368 00:19:32,400 --> 00:19:36,040 Speaker 1: trying to protect they they start basketball players and everything. 369 00:19:36,160 --> 00:19:38,520 Speaker 1: Now these kids to just shoot with their eyes closed, 370 00:19:38,520 --> 00:19:40,639 Speaker 1: you know. Somebody say they don't like somebody, they just 371 00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:43,560 Speaker 1: pull up and just shooting. That's why so many innocent 372 00:19:43,560 --> 00:19:47,159 Speaker 1: people getting killed. You know. But I still feel like 373 00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:49,919 Speaker 1: we all when I say, oh, come back and let 374 00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:52,520 Speaker 1: them know this is what this wasn't what it's about, 375 00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:55,000 Speaker 1: you know, we shouldn't you know this. This is not 376 00:19:55,119 --> 00:19:58,760 Speaker 1: how it was, you know. And so therefore it's important 377 00:19:58,760 --> 00:20:01,000 Speaker 1: to learn your history. People on to hear about putting 378 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:03,399 Speaker 1: people on the here about China doll, people only here 379 00:20:03,440 --> 00:20:07,080 Speaker 1: about tam people only here about Savage volcano. These kids 380 00:20:07,119 --> 00:20:09,439 Speaker 1: don't know him. They weren't even when a lot of 381 00:20:09,440 --> 00:20:12,200 Speaker 1: them were here, you know, So you don't know nothing 382 00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:14,600 Speaker 1: about a lot of them. They don't They don't even 383 00:20:14,600 --> 00:20:18,080 Speaker 1: know about really really should death row you know a 384 00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:22,480 Speaker 1: lot of things. Everybody just based off of what I heard. 385 00:20:22,560 --> 00:20:25,600 Speaker 1: Oh the homies say, he don't like you are are? 386 00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:27,880 Speaker 1: You know? And then you got the girls out here 387 00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:32,800 Speaker 1: just God knows, some of them just listen to anything 388 00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:36,200 Speaker 1: anybody telling. Man. I always tell them if you if 389 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:37,960 Speaker 1: you want a baby, you have a baby because you're 390 00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:40,320 Speaker 1: financially able or you want to take care of that time, 391 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:42,720 Speaker 1: not because somebody tell you they love you. Because a 392 00:20:42,840 --> 00:20:45,080 Speaker 1: nigga tell you he loves you and walk away and 393 00:20:45,080 --> 00:20:47,160 Speaker 1: gonna take care of somebody else kids around the corner 394 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,679 Speaker 1: next time. That's how they're doing it nowadays, you know. 395 00:20:50,280 --> 00:20:54,920 Speaker 1: So it's it's I mean this, they say they get wiser, 396 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:59,199 Speaker 1: but weaker, we weaker, wiser they need they weaker. I 397 00:20:59,200 --> 00:21:01,800 Speaker 1: don't know about not even getting wise. That was my 398 00:21:01,880 --> 00:21:05,000 Speaker 1: next thing, Like, because you work with with kids, you know, 399 00:21:05,040 --> 00:21:07,520 Speaker 1: in your program, and one of the things that the 400 00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:11,120 Speaker 1: Big Home is always talking about is this younger generation 401 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:14,440 Speaker 1: just they just won't listen at all. How are you 402 00:21:14,480 --> 00:21:17,280 Speaker 1: able to you know, get them to hear you because 403 00:21:17,280 --> 00:21:20,159 Speaker 1: you're because because your organization is successful, like people know 404 00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:23,199 Speaker 1: that you TUK you impact a lot of youth. You 405 00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:27,119 Speaker 1: also people also know that it's a safe place for 406 00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:29,879 Speaker 1: for people, that there's no old banging allowed nowhere, Like 407 00:21:29,920 --> 00:21:32,960 Speaker 1: you really truly have a level of respect in the stray. 408 00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:34,359 Speaker 1: I want people to know that you kind of like 409 00:21:34,520 --> 00:21:37,760 Speaker 1: you know boss mafia type mama, you know where they 410 00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:40,480 Speaker 1: know that no drama can go down at your spot, 411 00:21:40,520 --> 00:21:42,280 Speaker 1: like this is what grown asked me and tell me 412 00:21:42,320 --> 00:21:45,040 Speaker 1: they you know, so there's a certain level you know, 413 00:21:45,520 --> 00:21:48,640 Speaker 1: of respect that you have. You know, not just with 414 00:21:48,800 --> 00:21:51,680 Speaker 1: young you know, with young kids, but also with the 415 00:21:51,720 --> 00:21:54,000 Speaker 1: older homies. They know that, you know, your place is 416 00:21:54,040 --> 00:21:57,439 Speaker 1: a place where people can come regardless of their you know, 417 00:21:57,480 --> 00:22:01,920 Speaker 1: their affiliation and and contribute what they can to give back. 418 00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:05,000 Speaker 1: How did how do you accomplish that? You know, between 419 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:08,280 Speaker 1: the mix of the young kids not listening to nothing, 420 00:22:08,520 --> 00:22:11,119 Speaker 1: you know that they don't even listen to their g homies, 421 00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:13,880 Speaker 1: you know, and so let along somebody that you know, 422 00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:16,960 Speaker 1: maybe not necessarily affiliated with them and still banging. How 423 00:22:16,960 --> 00:22:20,040 Speaker 1: do you get those worlds to to you know, to marry, 424 00:22:20,080 --> 00:22:23,600 Speaker 1: between them respecting you, between the older homies, whether it 425 00:22:23,600 --> 00:22:25,800 Speaker 1: be cribs, bloods, whatever. Shout out to Killer Mike. I 426 00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:27,600 Speaker 1: love when he was in town. He came and stopped 427 00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:30,480 Speaker 1: buying holiday at you. How do you get all those 428 00:22:30,480 --> 00:22:33,240 Speaker 1: worlds too to marry. A lot of that has to 429 00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:35,600 Speaker 1: do with women being able to nurture, being able to bring, 430 00:22:35,680 --> 00:22:38,040 Speaker 1: you know, people together. But how do you do that 431 00:22:38,640 --> 00:22:41,240 Speaker 1: as a female g when what's the youngest age that 432 00:22:41,320 --> 00:22:45,240 Speaker 1: you kind of start with? In these programs, I tell 433 00:22:45,280 --> 00:22:48,520 Speaker 1: them my work with kids from five to eighty. If 434 00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:51,399 Speaker 1: if you need help, I'm there. In the summer camp 435 00:22:51,440 --> 00:22:53,720 Speaker 1: we do. I've been doing a summer camp for the 436 00:22:53,840 --> 00:22:58,600 Speaker 1: last except for with the COVID, but before that, I've 437 00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:01,000 Speaker 1: been doing a summer camp with five year olds to 438 00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:03,919 Speaker 1: eighteen year olds to some twenty year olds, you know. 439 00:23:04,440 --> 00:23:06,199 Speaker 1: And I think a lot of it has to do 440 00:23:06,320 --> 00:23:08,680 Speaker 1: with interacting. You know a lot of these kids aren't 441 00:23:08,720 --> 00:23:11,400 Speaker 1: as bad as we think they are. We see what's 442 00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:13,600 Speaker 1: going on. A lot of it has a lot of 443 00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:15,640 Speaker 1: it come from home. You know. Some of these kids 444 00:23:15,640 --> 00:23:19,639 Speaker 1: are hungry. Uh we don't have no mode. Uh Medid's 445 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:22,920 Speaker 1: and Big Mama's you know. I mean we have very few. 446 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:25,440 Speaker 1: Let me take that back, because there we have very few. 447 00:23:25,480 --> 00:23:28,520 Speaker 1: And you know, I always say, uh, praying grandmothers is 448 00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:31,600 Speaker 1: what saved us. But the blessing that guy had on 449 00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:33,960 Speaker 1: my life, he was preparing me for everything that I'm 450 00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:38,040 Speaker 1: going through, everything that's happening, it's all Oh, all the 451 00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:41,199 Speaker 1: glory to God. He knew before I did, you know, 452 00:23:41,359 --> 00:23:45,240 Speaker 1: the banging, the reputation. And I think kids they accept 453 00:23:45,240 --> 00:23:47,240 Speaker 1: you more when you walk the you know, when you 454 00:23:47,359 --> 00:23:49,679 Speaker 1: walk into life that they're trying to live, you know. 455 00:23:50,160 --> 00:23:52,679 Speaker 1: I think that's what a respect may come from. You know, 456 00:23:52,920 --> 00:23:56,000 Speaker 1: it's not somebody that come out of a big building 457 00:23:56,080 --> 00:23:59,000 Speaker 1: with a suit and tie on. Are are are looking 458 00:23:59,040 --> 00:24:01,280 Speaker 1: at them like they you know or nothing. You know, 459 00:24:01,359 --> 00:24:03,399 Speaker 1: I'll tell them, mom, no better than them. I was 460 00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:05,359 Speaker 1: where they would you know where they were at, you know. 461 00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:08,639 Speaker 1: And I always explained to him, you know, Uh, God 462 00:24:08,640 --> 00:24:10,719 Speaker 1: saved me to be able to help you, you know. 463 00:24:11,359 --> 00:24:13,960 Speaker 1: And I think just love. I don't know if it's 464 00:24:14,080 --> 00:24:17,520 Speaker 1: if it's God gave me that extra neutering whatever. Because 465 00:24:17,560 --> 00:24:20,960 Speaker 1: I've been a foster parent and be legally and before legally, 466 00:24:21,320 --> 00:24:23,560 Speaker 1: I've raised a lot of kids a lot of kids 467 00:24:23,640 --> 00:24:25,600 Speaker 1: grew up in my mom home. A lot of triple 468 00:24:25,640 --> 00:24:27,240 Speaker 1: O G s and O G s grew up in 469 00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:29,520 Speaker 1: my mom home, you know. And then I've had a 470 00:24:29,560 --> 00:24:31,920 Speaker 1: lot of trips. Tell me when we were doing intervention, like, oh, 471 00:24:31,960 --> 00:24:34,439 Speaker 1: you saved my life, you saved my life. Some of 472 00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:37,840 Speaker 1: it I don't even remember. But if I did, then 473 00:24:37,920 --> 00:24:41,040 Speaker 1: I'm I'm more happy, you know, to know that I've 474 00:24:41,040 --> 00:24:43,720 Speaker 1: helped somebody, that I saved somebody life. I have a 475 00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:45,879 Speaker 1: lot of girls tell me that up or if it 476 00:24:45,880 --> 00:24:47,399 Speaker 1: wouldn't have been for you, you know, I would have 477 00:24:47,440 --> 00:24:49,399 Speaker 1: been out there in the streets. I just I feel 478 00:24:49,440 --> 00:24:52,280 Speaker 1: like if I could save the world, I would. I 479 00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:55,760 Speaker 1: know that's not my job, you know, uh, but I 480 00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:58,520 Speaker 1: just feel God has annoyed it to build in and 481 00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:01,400 Speaker 1: I've asked for a respect, you know, with my homeboys. 482 00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:03,639 Speaker 1: You know, you know, I said, that's the healing spot, 483 00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:06,280 Speaker 1: the building I'm in, you know. So if you see 484 00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:09,240 Speaker 1: somebody here that shot your sister, mother, cousin, brother, give 485 00:25:09,240 --> 00:25:11,760 Speaker 1: me the respect of not coming over here trying to 486 00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:14,760 Speaker 1: do anything or whatever, you know. And God has really 487 00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:18,320 Speaker 1: been blessing me in those areas and any blessings that 488 00:25:18,359 --> 00:25:20,480 Speaker 1: I have any blessings that I get, it just come 489 00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:23,520 Speaker 1: from God. I don't even know what'll be going on sometime. 490 00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:26,760 Speaker 1: I just know that, you know, there's blessings or whatever. 491 00:25:26,880 --> 00:25:30,199 Speaker 1: And you have to be real with the kids, you know, 492 00:25:30,359 --> 00:25:32,400 Speaker 1: not sit there and tell them you know what they 493 00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:34,680 Speaker 1: want to hear. You have to be real with them. 494 00:25:34,760 --> 00:25:36,720 Speaker 1: And also, like I said, I think it just has 495 00:25:36,760 --> 00:25:39,200 Speaker 1: a lot to do with growing up in my era. 496 00:25:39,359 --> 00:25:42,000 Speaker 1: Knowing that I've been there, you know that I walk 497 00:25:42,080 --> 00:25:45,600 Speaker 1: them shoes. I've I've seen people walk them shoes. I've 498 00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:48,000 Speaker 1: seen people get killed in front of me. You know, 499 00:25:48,680 --> 00:25:51,320 Speaker 1: I'm just it's just a blessing from God and uh 500 00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:54,720 Speaker 1: continue uh you know, He was preparing me for a 501 00:25:54,800 --> 00:25:58,200 Speaker 1: journey that I had no idea. Like I said, I 502 00:25:58,200 --> 00:26:00,199 Speaker 1: I thought I would be a cook, you know, I 503 00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:03,240 Speaker 1: mean cooking, you know, because I sell tacos. The crypts 504 00:26:03,280 --> 00:26:05,639 Speaker 1: will tell me all you was the taco lady. We 505 00:26:05,640 --> 00:26:07,720 Speaker 1: were standing all kind of girls over there, you know, 506 00:26:07,760 --> 00:26:09,840 Speaker 1: to get tacos because they couldn't come over there at 507 00:26:09,840 --> 00:26:16,119 Speaker 1: that particular time. You know. So it just knowing that, um, 508 00:26:16,160 --> 00:26:18,480 Speaker 1: I've been there. You know, It's not somebody that came 509 00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:22,960 Speaker 1: in trying to tell a story or or talk about 510 00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:25,240 Speaker 1: that lifestyle. A lot of the kids I know that 511 00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:27,640 Speaker 1: they know that, you know, or they heard their parents 512 00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,639 Speaker 1: or father somebody talk about you know, talk about me 513 00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:33,359 Speaker 1: and my family and my brother and you know, uh 514 00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:36,000 Speaker 1: my brother as well. That you know helped a lot 515 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:37,840 Speaker 1: of people, and my mom a lot of a lot 516 00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:39,800 Speaker 1: of them was raised up in our houses. A lot 517 00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:43,960 Speaker 1: of these babies. I've raised kids that are burying their kids. 518 00:26:44,440 --> 00:26:47,159 Speaker 1: That's what's so hurtful and sad to me. I've raised 519 00:26:47,359 --> 00:26:49,200 Speaker 1: a lot of these kids and a lot of these 520 00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:52,120 Speaker 1: young ladies and and now they're burying their kids. And 521 00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:57,080 Speaker 1: it's like, like it's so hurtful to me too for 522 00:26:57,160 --> 00:27:00,840 Speaker 1: them to have to bury their kids. It's the mindset. 523 00:27:01,040 --> 00:27:03,720 Speaker 1: You know, You've got to change their mindset. And I 524 00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:06,520 Speaker 1: tell people have good organizations and you see a lot 525 00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:09,280 Speaker 1: of guys and stuff doing good things, but you're still 526 00:27:09,320 --> 00:27:12,560 Speaker 1: saying cause are you still saying blood? So you're not 527 00:27:12,920 --> 00:27:16,360 Speaker 1: changing their mindset. You know, you just you're helping them, 528 00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:18,840 Speaker 1: But you have to change the mindset. You know. You 529 00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:20,760 Speaker 1: have to show them, you have to build that trust 530 00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:23,080 Speaker 1: and and let them know like you know, I'm here 531 00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:26,680 Speaker 1: for you. Money is not always about money, you know, 532 00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:31,080 Speaker 1: it's it's the love, you know, the new neutrin, you know, 533 00:27:31,760 --> 00:27:33,760 Speaker 1: coming from a place where they might be missing the 534 00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:37,800 Speaker 1: love from home. You know, Mama might be chasing boyfriend 535 00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:39,800 Speaker 1: and daddy so they ain't getting the love they need, 536 00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:42,960 Speaker 1: or daddy might be chasing somebody else, so they need 537 00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:45,159 Speaker 1: that love, you know. And I I'll tell all the 538 00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:47,880 Speaker 1: homeboys come back. If you grab three, you grab three, 539 00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:50,960 Speaker 1: and somebody else grab three, you got a basketball team, 540 00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:52,879 Speaker 1: and then the other ones can grab three, and then 541 00:27:52,960 --> 00:27:55,600 Speaker 1: y'all can play against each other. You know, it's always 542 00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:58,960 Speaker 1: something for them to do, and it's really no interacting. 543 00:27:59,040 --> 00:28:01,280 Speaker 1: Everybody is on the phone with their head down. You know. 544 00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:03,439 Speaker 1: I tell my grandkids, hold your head up. You in 545 00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:06,320 Speaker 1: that car. You know, you don't know people out here, 546 00:28:06,359 --> 00:28:09,080 Speaker 1: but everybody if you're at the dinner table, if you 547 00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:11,720 Speaker 1: take them out to eat, if it's a party, everybody, 548 00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:13,640 Speaker 1: or if they see somebody getting beat up, you see 549 00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:16,160 Speaker 1: it all on the internet because everybody instead of help, 550 00:28:16,200 --> 00:28:18,439 Speaker 1: and you know we were growing up, you help, you 551 00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:21,200 Speaker 1: help your people. You know, everybody pull out the phone 552 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:25,399 Speaker 1: a record something like come on now, you just you 553 00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:27,800 Speaker 1: just made an interesting point that is very true, and 554 00:28:28,080 --> 00:28:31,119 Speaker 1: those are survival skills. You know that you learned that 555 00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:33,080 Speaker 1: kids are just not learning. So I'm glad you know 556 00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:36,920 Speaker 1: because it literally can make a difference between life and death. 557 00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:52,600 Speaker 1: You mentioned, you know, people still saying blood and cous 558 00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:57,040 Speaker 1: and and still being affiliated, but still trying to change 559 00:28:57,080 --> 00:28:59,880 Speaker 1: their life into a different direction or be a positive influence. 560 00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:03,320 Speaker 1: What I've noticed, uh, Cynthia, is that a lot of 561 00:29:03,360 --> 00:29:05,800 Speaker 1: homies you know, really want to help kids, and they 562 00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:08,479 Speaker 1: really want to know. I've had this conversation with with folks, 563 00:29:08,720 --> 00:29:10,680 Speaker 1: but they still, you know, because it's a part of 564 00:29:10,680 --> 00:29:13,920 Speaker 1: their conversation blood this blood that they still have a lord, 565 00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:16,240 Speaker 1: especially talking about older you know, they have a loyalty 566 00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:19,200 Speaker 1: to what they know and all that they've known. I 567 00:29:19,280 --> 00:29:21,280 Speaker 1: just want you to elaborate on that, like how do 568 00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:27,440 Speaker 1: you disconnect from that but still be connected enough to relate, 569 00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:30,440 Speaker 1: you know, to a kid. So, in other words, if 570 00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:32,280 Speaker 1: somebody is still saying blood because it's a part of 571 00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:35,760 Speaker 1: their their their conversation, are you saying that if you 572 00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:39,320 Speaker 1: are going to help children, you have to like completely 573 00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:42,000 Speaker 1: change your life or do you recognize that people can 574 00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:44,120 Speaker 1: help in their own way, but they may be different 575 00:29:44,280 --> 00:29:49,680 Speaker 1: in their journey of transition. I'm not. They don't necessarily 576 00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:53,080 Speaker 1: have to. I mean when you help with somebody, I 577 00:29:53,200 --> 00:29:56,200 Speaker 1: just say, change their mindset. You know. I talked to 578 00:29:56,240 --> 00:29:58,719 Speaker 1: my brother and he always he say, you know when 579 00:29:58,720 --> 00:30:00,600 Speaker 1: these young casts come in here here and you know 580 00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:03,480 Speaker 1: they was coming in uh you know he was incarcerated. 581 00:30:03,520 --> 00:30:06,560 Speaker 1: Thank god they freed him, but you know, being incarcerated. 582 00:30:06,600 --> 00:30:08,040 Speaker 1: He was like, man, you stand up there and talk 583 00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:09,880 Speaker 1: to him and they blood me to death. He said, 584 00:30:10,120 --> 00:30:11,840 Speaker 1: I know who I am. I have I blood you 585 00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:13,560 Speaker 1: one time. Because when you know who you are, you 586 00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:16,160 Speaker 1: ain't got to prove it to nobody. You know, they 587 00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:18,200 Speaker 1: know who you is. They know these names. You know, 588 00:30:18,280 --> 00:30:22,560 Speaker 1: they they know who you are and where you're from. 589 00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:24,960 Speaker 1: But what you're trying to do is change because because 590 00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:26,720 Speaker 1: if they're on the job, you can't go to the 591 00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:29,000 Speaker 1: boss and say blood, let me get right care because 592 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:31,040 Speaker 1: then he gonna either look at you and say you 593 00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:34,640 Speaker 1: know what you know? So you have to change their mindset. 594 00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:37,880 Speaker 1: It is you know, you can live in an area 595 00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:42,440 Speaker 1: and I mean we was blood blood all I like, like, 596 00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:45,280 Speaker 1: you know, like my language was who my kids told 597 00:30:45,280 --> 00:30:47,800 Speaker 1: me every other word through because I've really been working 598 00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:50,480 Speaker 1: on it. But I'm still working on it, so keep me. 599 00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:52,720 Speaker 1: I've been getting my cuss so that ain't changed. And 600 00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:55,080 Speaker 1: I'm telling you that. But if I can't help nobody 601 00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:57,360 Speaker 1: with no cussword and just say happening. But you keep 602 00:30:57,400 --> 00:31:02,440 Speaker 1: me for though? Why no they tell me I cuss, 603 00:31:02,520 --> 00:31:06,960 Speaker 1: but I you know when i'm I don't. Yes, it's 604 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:09,880 Speaker 1: not like you know blood this I can tell them. 605 00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:13,560 Speaker 1: You can. Wrappers say you know, you know where you're from. 606 00:31:13,600 --> 00:31:15,840 Speaker 1: But sometimes what about when you're on the other side 607 00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:17,720 Speaker 1: of town where you're not supposed to be and you 608 00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:20,120 Speaker 1: slip up and you say that you know now it's 609 00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:23,080 Speaker 1: it's just so so different from you know, when we 610 00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:25,080 Speaker 1: were growing up. It's so different. You don't have the 611 00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:27,560 Speaker 1: law to you don't have the unity because most gangsters 612 00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:31,600 Speaker 1: that sagging, it's snitching, you know. Uh, I mean snitches 613 00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:33,800 Speaker 1: can live in the neighborhood. They can run with you, 614 00:31:33,880 --> 00:31:36,480 Speaker 1: hang with you. Like everything have changed. And I know 615 00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:39,959 Speaker 1: they say that was doing your time, but uh, with 616 00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:43,920 Speaker 1: with experience come wisdom, with wisdom come experience, you know, 617 00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:47,960 Speaker 1: like it was our time. But apparently you guys are 618 00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:50,480 Speaker 1: lost this like they in a big time council and 619 00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:52,880 Speaker 1: they don't know what's going on and somebody have to 620 00:31:52,920 --> 00:31:54,760 Speaker 1: come back and help them and save them. You know. 621 00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:57,600 Speaker 1: It's it's like when you have a baby, you gotta 622 00:31:57,640 --> 00:32:01,000 Speaker 1: teach you to crawl, to walk, to do these things. 623 00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:02,560 Speaker 1: So if you want to help them or if you 624 00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:04,960 Speaker 1: want to help save their life, you know you can 625 00:32:04,960 --> 00:32:09,880 Speaker 1: tell them. I mean address him as homeboy, homebly or whatever, 626 00:32:09,880 --> 00:32:12,680 Speaker 1: because then if you somewhere else and you're saying homeboy 627 00:32:12,680 --> 00:32:15,480 Speaker 1: at home and you know, then if you used to 628 00:32:15,520 --> 00:32:18,000 Speaker 1: saying that, then you won't be somewhere and saying blood 629 00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:20,960 Speaker 1: or because you know, I just feel like if you 630 00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:23,960 Speaker 1: gotta if you know a big name, you know, you 631 00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:26,080 Speaker 1: could be like, oh that should not he's a blood. 632 00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:28,720 Speaker 1: But should don't have to. I just you should at 633 00:32:28,760 --> 00:32:31,080 Speaker 1: the example, should you know, I'm cool with should that's 634 00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:33,920 Speaker 1: that's like my bro. But uh, I just say, like 635 00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:37,400 Speaker 1: you don't have to say, uh, you know you shouldn't 636 00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:39,560 Speaker 1: come address him? Are are myself? You know when the 637 00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:42,080 Speaker 1: kids come in, uh and they talk to me, the 638 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:44,120 Speaker 1: first thing I do I get on them about sagging boy. 639 00:32:44,160 --> 00:32:46,120 Speaker 1: I don't want to see your butt. And then how 640 00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:48,560 Speaker 1: you sag and skinny jeans. Come on, that's the worst 641 00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:52,160 Speaker 1: thing in the world. You know. Uh, they're not you're 642 00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:54,080 Speaker 1: you're not a gangster. How you gonna hit the gate? 643 00:32:55,040 --> 00:32:59,560 Speaker 1: If if time commit you know you you lost are sagging, 644 00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:04,680 Speaker 1: you know so Uh A lot of these gang members 645 00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:06,760 Speaker 1: are the guys and gangs are some of the most 646 00:33:06,760 --> 00:33:12,000 Speaker 1: smartest intelligence guys. People don't know that, yeah, if you 647 00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:15,440 Speaker 1: because they're so busy judging them because they got tattoos. 648 00:33:15,920 --> 00:33:17,920 Speaker 1: You know, we're living in the judgment or world. We're 649 00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:20,320 Speaker 1: living in the name brand. We got name brand, dummy. 650 00:33:20,400 --> 00:33:21,959 Speaker 1: Some of them can't even spell their name, but they 651 00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,480 Speaker 1: got on all this name brand. That's not gonna get 652 00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:28,480 Speaker 1: you nowhere. You know, you you wanna build. You want 653 00:33:28,480 --> 00:33:30,560 Speaker 1: to have something to look forward to, you know, not 654 00:33:30,720 --> 00:33:34,760 Speaker 1: just live. I'm gonna say second and second nowadays you 655 00:33:34,760 --> 00:33:36,800 Speaker 1: know it's not even day for day a second and 656 00:33:36,920 --> 00:33:39,000 Speaker 1: second and I just want to see them live and 657 00:33:39,080 --> 00:33:41,120 Speaker 1: let them know that it's more to life than just 658 00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:44,640 Speaker 1: uh giving your life a freely because that's what you do. 659 00:33:44,760 --> 00:33:47,320 Speaker 1: You know, you you limited. You can't go nowhere. We 660 00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:50,120 Speaker 1: took some kids to Vegas. You know, they still asking 661 00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:53,160 Speaker 1: to go back took them to Uh, I've been taking 662 00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:55,959 Speaker 1: them the sea world and you know, you look at 663 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:57,680 Speaker 1: them and you see the smile on their faces and 664 00:33:57,720 --> 00:33:59,840 Speaker 1: you know this is what they you know, they're happy, 665 00:34:00,320 --> 00:34:03,080 Speaker 1: you know, like Dr Drake paced for my snow every 666 00:34:03,120 --> 00:34:06,600 Speaker 1: year because my thing is some people, some parents have 667 00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:08,320 Speaker 1: never been able to ford to take their kids to 668 00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:10,920 Speaker 1: the snow, So why not bring the snow to them 669 00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:13,200 Speaker 1: where a lot of kids will get a chance to enjoy. 670 00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:16,440 Speaker 1: You know. The reason for me doing a lot of 671 00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:20,239 Speaker 1: the things that that I do there, it's like summer camp. 672 00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:23,080 Speaker 1: We do, Simon says mother may I read like green, 673 00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:26,560 Speaker 1: like dodgeball. You know, it's because the kids interact with 674 00:34:26,600 --> 00:34:30,560 Speaker 1: each other more. You know everybody old school game. Yeah, 675 00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:34,080 Speaker 1: and I'm very old school, and my kids even say that, 676 00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:37,560 Speaker 1: like like you you I'm not. It's not that old 677 00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:39,920 Speaker 1: school is just trying to teach you that you have 678 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:42,920 Speaker 1: to do more interacting, you know, because if not, you 679 00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:45,239 Speaker 1: don't even you're sitting across from somebody you don't even 680 00:34:45,239 --> 00:34:47,680 Speaker 1: know nothing about. Because all y'all know is you. You 681 00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:49,719 Speaker 1: you either matter. You're on the phone, you know, and 682 00:34:49,760 --> 00:34:52,400 Speaker 1: you texting and texting and talking. Nobody is talking to 683 00:34:52,480 --> 00:34:55,680 Speaker 1: each other. You know, everybody got their phone. I didn't 684 00:34:55,680 --> 00:34:58,120 Speaker 1: win out with with with my daughters to eat something, 685 00:34:58,160 --> 00:35:00,520 Speaker 1: and everybody got their phone out. This is what we eat, 686 00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:02,880 Speaker 1: this is what we and then I see on Instagram 687 00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:09,000 Speaker 1: face but in the bathroom, it's like everybody. And you 688 00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:11,960 Speaker 1: came up in a time where that was definitely I 689 00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:14,040 Speaker 1: don't want you to know where I am all the time. 690 00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:17,239 Speaker 1: You made it into the point sounds like you talk 691 00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:19,920 Speaker 1: to these kids a lot about social media, and I'm 692 00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:21,360 Speaker 1: gonna ask this and then I want to get to 693 00:35:21,400 --> 00:35:23,799 Speaker 1: the programs that you're you're doing and then I'll let 694 00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:25,920 Speaker 1: you go. I'm just excited to have you on because 695 00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:27,880 Speaker 1: the wisdom I want to know the game, and I 696 00:35:27,920 --> 00:35:31,000 Speaker 1: know that the wisdom to me is just amazing. I 697 00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:33,120 Speaker 1: can suck it up all day. Do you think there's 698 00:35:33,280 --> 00:35:37,880 Speaker 1: enough for women and female gang bangers? There's always somebody 699 00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:40,160 Speaker 1: out there talking to the to the guys and the men, 700 00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:44,279 Speaker 1: and there's this unspoken you know, female role. You know, 701 00:35:44,320 --> 00:35:46,640 Speaker 1: we touched on it earlier, but there's a there's this 702 00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:49,279 Speaker 1: unspoken you know, what it means to be whether you're 703 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:51,719 Speaker 1: a sympathizer a female gang member where you're dating a 704 00:35:51,719 --> 00:35:54,160 Speaker 1: dope dealing with you, but a female in the streets, 705 00:35:54,400 --> 00:35:57,480 Speaker 1: do you feel there's a big gap missing as far 706 00:35:57,520 --> 00:36:00,239 Speaker 1: as the organizations that we lift, you know, to say hey, 707 00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:02,200 Speaker 1: you know, let's save our black men. We get it, 708 00:36:02,239 --> 00:36:05,160 Speaker 1: We know that they're in endangered species, if you will, 709 00:36:05,600 --> 00:36:08,400 Speaker 1: We know that black men are certainly you know, targeted 710 00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:11,760 Speaker 1: on every every level of the game. But I feel 711 00:36:12,880 --> 00:36:16,759 Speaker 1: there's not enough like the shined on women like yourself 712 00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:22,200 Speaker 1: that can speak to other women on you know, some 713 00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:24,440 Speaker 1: of the things that they're going through, and I feel 714 00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:27,240 Speaker 1: they kind of get overlooked and and it's sad because 715 00:36:28,080 --> 00:36:31,440 Speaker 1: these are mothers, sisters. There's so much influence that the 716 00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:34,000 Speaker 1: woman has in the streets that people just don't realize. 717 00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:36,680 Speaker 1: You know, people don't realize that that pillow talk is 718 00:36:36,719 --> 00:36:39,080 Speaker 1: cold like a man coming home. And even if she's 719 00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:42,799 Speaker 1: not banging, she's still involved. She's still you know, she said, 720 00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:44,920 Speaker 1: you know, don't trip on that, don't it because a 721 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,200 Speaker 1: lot of things that men do is let's just be 722 00:36:47,239 --> 00:36:51,399 Speaker 1: honest for the attention of women, money, women, girls, how 723 00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:54,200 Speaker 1: they how they act, who they who, if they showed 724 00:36:54,200 --> 00:36:56,080 Speaker 1: her tough and how tough they are, and a lot 725 00:36:56,120 --> 00:36:58,520 Speaker 1: of times, at least in my experience. You know, if 726 00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:00,920 Speaker 1: a woman is like, oh, don't trip on that, you know, 727 00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:02,560 Speaker 1: don't don't leave it in the long to deal deal 728 00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:04,200 Speaker 1: with something else. He a clown or you know whatever 729 00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:07,400 Speaker 1: that influences a lot with a man. Men may not 730 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:10,080 Speaker 1: admit it, you know, but they talk to their woman, 731 00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:12,520 Speaker 1: They talked to their sisters, they talk to their home 732 00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:15,719 Speaker 1: girls and say, like, I know, females who really are 733 00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:19,479 Speaker 1: the nucleus you know, of their of their organization. Whether 734 00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:23,120 Speaker 1: people agree with what they're doing or not, that is 735 00:37:23,360 --> 00:37:26,399 Speaker 1: a real, I think issue that is not raised enough. 736 00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:28,239 Speaker 1: And I just I don't want to make that point 737 00:37:28,239 --> 00:37:30,920 Speaker 1: because we're in Women's History Month. What are your thoughts on, 738 00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:33,440 Speaker 1: you know, the programs and and the different opportunities that 739 00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:37,000 Speaker 1: are specifically aimed at women you know, in the streets 740 00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:40,040 Speaker 1: and how they can be you know, better mothers and 741 00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:43,480 Speaker 1: and and stop gaming and are they sailed dope to 742 00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:46,680 Speaker 1: you know, either they hold the sack. They hold the 743 00:37:46,719 --> 00:37:49,080 Speaker 1: sack and they might sell say like, don't get it twisted. 744 00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:51,360 Speaker 1: Women out there doing all of it across the board. 745 00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:54,319 Speaker 1: Do you think there's a missing component for not enough 746 00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:57,640 Speaker 1: of that for for women. I think it's not enough. 747 00:37:58,040 --> 00:38:01,560 Speaker 1: I think they feel like because we're a woman or women, 748 00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:04,640 Speaker 1: that we're not tough enough, not realizing Harriet tub and 749 00:38:04,680 --> 00:38:07,719 Speaker 1: say them that and she she was a woman, so 750 00:38:07,800 --> 00:38:09,920 Speaker 1: you know they need to go way back then because 751 00:38:09,920 --> 00:38:12,480 Speaker 1: she's a woman. You know, actually some of us are 752 00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:15,719 Speaker 1: probably even tougher because we can I mean, you know, 753 00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:17,600 Speaker 1: it was a time that we can carry the gun 754 00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:20,160 Speaker 1: to police can search us. We you can take us 755 00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:22,839 Speaker 1: to target practice, and you know we because they were 756 00:38:22,920 --> 00:38:25,560 Speaker 1: always looking for men to do these things. But you know, 757 00:38:25,920 --> 00:38:28,560 Speaker 1: women are, uh, we're just as tough. We just you know, 758 00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:31,520 Speaker 1: like they said, we we get overlooked a lot, but 759 00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:34,080 Speaker 1: we actually the toughest. I don't think a man could 760 00:38:34,120 --> 00:38:35,959 Speaker 1: have a would be able to go through the pain 761 00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:39,640 Speaker 1: we have of a baby. Uh you know, we carried administration. 762 00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:42,480 Speaker 1: We're like we just we do it all. We have 763 00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:44,800 Speaker 1: to be a mother even when the father walks away. 764 00:38:45,120 --> 00:38:47,000 Speaker 1: You know, we have to be a mother and be 765 00:38:47,080 --> 00:38:49,200 Speaker 1: strong when we get them phone calls that your son 766 00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:52,000 Speaker 1: didn't make it? Are you or somebody? You know it's 767 00:38:52,680 --> 00:38:55,960 Speaker 1: we We get overlooked so much till I think it 768 00:38:56,080 --> 00:38:58,640 Speaker 1: makes some of us even stronger and more determined to 769 00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:01,880 Speaker 1: do what we do because people figure like, oh, she 770 00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:05,000 Speaker 1: a woman, she can't do this. But I didn't see 771 00:39:05,080 --> 00:39:08,719 Speaker 1: women not you know, so they don't need to get 772 00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:11,879 Speaker 1: it twisted, you know. Um, I just think they feel 773 00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:13,480 Speaker 1: like because we wear a dress, A lot of us 774 00:39:13,560 --> 00:39:16,160 Speaker 1: wear paints too, you know, and a lot of us 775 00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:19,440 Speaker 1: can tie these dresses up between the medals, you know. 776 00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:24,600 Speaker 1: So but I do think that that we have been 777 00:39:24,719 --> 00:39:26,600 Speaker 1: I know, it's a lot of women that's trying to 778 00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:29,160 Speaker 1: come out and trying to do things. And uh, and 779 00:39:29,160 --> 00:39:32,120 Speaker 1: if they're doing it for the right reason, then uh, 780 00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:34,920 Speaker 1: you know, I tipped my ponytail to them or some 781 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:36,719 Speaker 1: of them, some of them doing it just to be 782 00:39:36,800 --> 00:39:38,920 Speaker 1: doing it or whatever. You know, you have to be 783 00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:42,359 Speaker 1: deep in and feeling from the heart for you know, 784 00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:47,239 Speaker 1: for me to know that, uh, to understand where we're 785 00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:49,640 Speaker 1: coming from. And like you said, a lot of men, 786 00:39:50,280 --> 00:39:52,120 Speaker 1: as they call it, pillow talk what they come to 787 00:39:52,600 --> 00:39:54,520 Speaker 1: us women for a lot of that vibes. They talked 788 00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:56,160 Speaker 1: to us for a lot of our you know, me 789 00:39:56,200 --> 00:39:58,600 Speaker 1: and my brother we're best friends. And this this they 790 00:39:58,719 --> 00:40:02,640 Speaker 1: grow hardest, heck, you know. But uh, and even a 791 00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:05,160 Speaker 1: lot of my homeboys. You know, I talked to them. 792 00:40:05,239 --> 00:40:07,600 Speaker 1: They came to me and whatever I hadn't seen a 793 00:40:07,600 --> 00:40:10,400 Speaker 1: lot of breaks cried, they cried to you. You you 794 00:40:10,560 --> 00:40:12,759 Speaker 1: mediate all kind of ship. If the home is just 795 00:40:12,840 --> 00:40:15,200 Speaker 1: tripping and arguing, they come to you to say, Okay, 796 00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:17,239 Speaker 1: y'all you're tripping. I mean, it's so much that the 797 00:40:17,239 --> 00:40:20,200 Speaker 1: woman is involved without me getting that's it, without me 798 00:40:20,239 --> 00:40:22,560 Speaker 1: getting into breaking down the details. But you know what 799 00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:25,359 Speaker 1: I'm talking about. There's a lot I think. I think 800 00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:27,919 Speaker 1: they think because there are some young girls that got 801 00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:30,760 Speaker 1: put on, you know, through sex. You know, that's that's odd. 802 00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:34,200 Speaker 1: They got put on through ways that it's different. You know. 803 00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:39,919 Speaker 1: Then what you know, right because you came from that's right, 804 00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:42,719 Speaker 1: because you came from a generation of no, you got 805 00:40:42,719 --> 00:40:45,520 Speaker 1: put on through sabbing. Are you doing? You putting their work? 806 00:40:45,600 --> 00:40:48,720 Speaker 1: You know? But the younger girls they're doing something different. 807 00:40:48,840 --> 00:40:51,279 Speaker 1: And I know some sense they got more women and 808 00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:54,160 Speaker 1: the dudes, now some of them got put on by 809 00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:55,799 Speaker 1: some of the big home girls and put them on, 810 00:40:55,880 --> 00:40:58,239 Speaker 1: you know. And then you got some men that you know, 811 00:40:58,280 --> 00:41:02,080 Speaker 1: they bring their girlfriends in areas different ways. But so 812 00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:06,600 Speaker 1: I lead a leader there. But you came truly from 813 00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:09,480 Speaker 1: the female g generation that no, you got put all 814 00:41:09,520 --> 00:41:11,279 Speaker 1: based on what you brought to the table as a 815 00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:15,840 Speaker 1: gangster period. So I feel there's a missing conversation. You 816 00:41:15,840 --> 00:41:19,759 Speaker 1: know that I'm always you know, putting you out there 817 00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:22,640 Speaker 1: to say. You may not realize that I'm sitting it here. 818 00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:24,160 Speaker 1: But I said all the time when I talked to 819 00:41:24,200 --> 00:41:27,560 Speaker 1: Big Still, you know, gainst Chronicles podcast, because he's always 820 00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:30,320 Speaker 1: talking about you know, getting out and having events and speaking, 821 00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:32,920 Speaker 1: and I'm always saying, you gotta make sure that a 822 00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:35,439 Speaker 1: female's voices there, and he'll say me, and I said, 823 00:41:35,440 --> 00:41:37,600 Speaker 1: but I can speak to it from a girlfriend's standpoint, 824 00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:40,320 Speaker 1: I can't speak to it from you know, literally banging. 825 00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:43,080 Speaker 1: You need to make sure you have somebody like you, 826 00:41:43,080 --> 00:41:45,840 Speaker 1: you know, part of that conversation. I can tell you, 827 00:41:45,840 --> 00:41:48,480 Speaker 1: you know, my what it was like for me, you know, 828 00:41:48,640 --> 00:41:51,920 Speaker 1: and the choices I had to make, and when you 829 00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:54,400 Speaker 1: know I've done things that I know I'm supposed to 830 00:41:54,400 --> 00:41:56,280 Speaker 1: have a felony for. I know when I was supposed 831 00:41:56,320 --> 00:41:58,960 Speaker 1: to lose my life, not just guessing. You know, when 832 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:00,799 Speaker 1: you got when you've had a your head, you know 833 00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:04,040 Speaker 1: you were supposed to die. Was no confusion about you know, 834 00:42:04,360 --> 00:42:06,440 Speaker 1: when I tell people I know that I'm I'm living, 835 00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,000 Speaker 1: I know is that I can tell you to day 836 00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:11,319 Speaker 1: that I was supposed to die, you know, so I 837 00:42:11,360 --> 00:42:15,080 Speaker 1: get my perspective. But I also know that I didn't 838 00:42:15,080 --> 00:42:18,000 Speaker 1: live your life, and I pay homage to you. And 839 00:42:18,120 --> 00:42:20,200 Speaker 1: I'm so glad that, like they say, that we can 840 00:42:20,239 --> 00:42:23,920 Speaker 1: see you instead of you you. I am just completely honored. 841 00:42:24,080 --> 00:42:26,720 Speaker 1: You know by this. A lot of people may not understand. 842 00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:28,640 Speaker 1: I do a lot of West Coast interviews a lot, 843 00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:31,239 Speaker 1: but it really is what frame my life. It's why 844 00:42:31,239 --> 00:42:32,759 Speaker 1: I talk this ship on the mic the way that 845 00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:35,960 Speaker 1: I do. You know, it came from being around strong women, 846 00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:39,200 Speaker 1: you know, and only being the only female most occasions 847 00:42:39,200 --> 00:42:41,560 Speaker 1: around guys, you know, and being happy to talk that 848 00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:45,320 Speaker 1: ship and you know, backing up and everything else that 849 00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:49,880 Speaker 1: comes with it. So I couldn't run from a fighter's 850 00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:52,680 Speaker 1: they tell you better stand there, you better stand there, 851 00:42:52,680 --> 00:42:55,480 Speaker 1: and if you run, you know all you know, what's 852 00:42:55,480 --> 00:42:57,759 Speaker 1: it gonna let me what? You know, That's what we 853 00:42:57,800 --> 00:42:59,560 Speaker 1: had to do, you know, That's what That's why my 854 00:42:59,600 --> 00:43:02,080 Speaker 1: sister was so tough, because she came up up under us. 855 00:43:02,120 --> 00:43:04,239 Speaker 1: You know, she's the baby, she's my baby, sister so, 856 00:43:04,600 --> 00:43:07,400 Speaker 1: and then everybody hung at that house. I mean from 857 00:43:08,440 --> 00:43:11,200 Speaker 1: from the beginning to the end, everybody hung there, you know, 858 00:43:11,400 --> 00:43:15,600 Speaker 1: everybody like everybody hung there. You know. I had crip say, boy, 859 00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:18,160 Speaker 1: when we used to be riding the bus up Rose 860 00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:20,879 Speaker 1: plans a big home. Me say, don't y'all even look 861 00:43:20,880 --> 00:43:23,400 Speaker 1: over the house. They say that, like I hear the 862 00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:25,600 Speaker 1: different stories, you know, and the make you laugh now, 863 00:43:25,640 --> 00:43:27,200 Speaker 1: and I'll be like, oh, they'd be like, but see 864 00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:29,319 Speaker 1: you cool. Oh, you know at the end of the day, 865 00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,560 Speaker 1: when seeing so many and you know, my brother, my 866 00:43:32,680 --> 00:43:36,120 Speaker 1: nephews and people you know, actually getting killed, you know, 867 00:43:36,520 --> 00:43:40,880 Speaker 1: laying out dead, and uh, send a lot of things 868 00:43:40,880 --> 00:43:43,759 Speaker 1: that I've I've seen that was as another thing part 869 00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:46,240 Speaker 1: of me that made me want to change as well. 870 00:43:46,320 --> 00:43:49,840 Speaker 1: And my mother actually did this and I didn't realize. 871 00:43:49,880 --> 00:43:52,320 Speaker 1: And people say that, remember your mom. This is because 872 00:43:52,320 --> 00:43:54,759 Speaker 1: my my mother worked at the watch Heel Foundation and 873 00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:57,280 Speaker 1: she was a neighborhood health agent where they took food 874 00:43:57,280 --> 00:43:59,880 Speaker 1: to you know, people and stuff in the projects and 875 00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:03,560 Speaker 1: even everywhere. And then she used to, Uh that's how 876 00:44:03,600 --> 00:44:05,680 Speaker 1: we met Tookie and Jamale and them. Because my mom 877 00:44:05,760 --> 00:44:07,840 Speaker 1: started trying to stop this stuff way back so that 878 00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:10,200 Speaker 1: it was at our house, you know, Tookie, Jamaal and 879 00:44:10,320 --> 00:44:13,560 Speaker 1: Icky number one like it was, you know, they all 880 00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:16,279 Speaker 1: were you know, uh at some point in time all 881 00:44:16,360 --> 00:44:18,799 Speaker 1: came to our house. You know a couple of times. Uh, 882 00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:20,919 Speaker 1: you know, my mom and Bob Simmons at the Big 883 00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:23,840 Speaker 1: Red House, they were they were close, you know. Uh. 884 00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:25,839 Speaker 1: So my mom did a lot of the work and 885 00:44:25,880 --> 00:44:28,800 Speaker 1: I didn't even trip and tell somebody was like you 886 00:44:28,800 --> 00:44:30,960 Speaker 1: you know, uh, you did a lot of work. You know. 887 00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:33,080 Speaker 1: I just I always have to give God all the 888 00:44:33,080 --> 00:44:35,399 Speaker 1: honor and the glory for just being so good to me, because, 889 00:44:35,400 --> 00:44:37,359 Speaker 1: like you said, feeling like you were supposed to lose 890 00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:41,040 Speaker 1: your life at a certain time, I've seen it. I've 891 00:44:41,080 --> 00:44:45,080 Speaker 1: I've experienced it, and I'm like, it's it's it's I 892 00:44:45,120 --> 00:44:47,120 Speaker 1: mean when I look back on and I think about 893 00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:49,359 Speaker 1: my life, I sit down and something. At a lot 894 00:44:49,400 --> 00:44:51,719 Speaker 1: of times to the day, I'm always thinking God, I'm 895 00:44:51,719 --> 00:44:55,479 Speaker 1: always talking to him because I mean, there's so many 896 00:44:55,480 --> 00:44:58,120 Speaker 1: people have left here and I was like, oh, I 897 00:44:58,160 --> 00:45:00,360 Speaker 1: remember when that happened to me, and I'm for this. 898 00:45:00,520 --> 00:45:04,400 Speaker 1: And you know, even with my sister, my sister she 899 00:45:04,520 --> 00:45:07,920 Speaker 1: started getting real crazy like you know, my brother, you know, Um, 900 00:45:08,520 --> 00:45:12,320 Speaker 1: I mean just I do sometimes I I do. I 901 00:45:12,920 --> 00:45:15,359 Speaker 1: always talk to him or whatever, you know, because he's 902 00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:17,440 Speaker 1: been really good to me. And I feel like these 903 00:45:17,480 --> 00:45:19,960 Speaker 1: babies need to live, you know, they need to know 904 00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:22,879 Speaker 1: that there's a another part of life and killing each 905 00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:25,719 Speaker 1: other and how do you just you know, you they 906 00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:28,440 Speaker 1: say that, you know we did at the homeboys did it, 907 00:45:28,480 --> 00:45:31,719 Speaker 1: But y'all don't actually know what transpired during that time. 908 00:45:31,760 --> 00:45:33,560 Speaker 1: All you know, it's what you might be hearing from 909 00:45:33,560 --> 00:45:35,759 Speaker 1: somebody that was watching in the window that didn't know 910 00:45:36,160 --> 00:45:39,360 Speaker 1: that couldn't gang bang, you know. Again, like I said, 911 00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:42,400 Speaker 1: the window washers are now the shot callers. You know, 912 00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:44,319 Speaker 1: they never banged a day in their life, you know. 913 00:45:44,600 --> 00:45:47,399 Speaker 1: I just you know, I always urged anybody to come 914 00:45:47,440 --> 00:45:49,600 Speaker 1: back and try to help help these kids because it 915 00:45:49,640 --> 00:45:52,280 Speaker 1: takes a village, and I'm just one part of the village, 916 00:45:52,360 --> 00:45:55,600 Speaker 1: you know, come back and help these babies live. You know. 917 00:45:55,680 --> 00:45:59,400 Speaker 1: I talk to some of these kids and have a 918 00:45:59,400 --> 00:46:01,719 Speaker 1: friend that as mental health and he comes in when 919 00:46:01,719 --> 00:46:04,400 Speaker 1: I have the kids and and they just start opening 920 00:46:04,480 --> 00:46:06,520 Speaker 1: up to him, you know. And met a little young 921 00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:09,160 Speaker 1: lady the first time I met are like I wanted 922 00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:11,160 Speaker 1: to snatch her. But but then when she starts sitting 923 00:46:11,160 --> 00:46:13,520 Speaker 1: down telling me, girl a smart, straight a student, but 924 00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:16,960 Speaker 1: her problem was at home. You know. So a lot 925 00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:19,400 Speaker 1: of these babies are going through stuff and and a 926 00:46:19,400 --> 00:46:21,720 Speaker 1: lot of them are being judged, and then they get angry. 927 00:46:21,719 --> 00:46:24,239 Speaker 1: They're mad, you know, they're mad. They some of them 928 00:46:24,239 --> 00:46:27,320 Speaker 1: are just mad. Some of them just out here following suit. 929 00:46:27,440 --> 00:46:30,000 Speaker 1: But a lot of them are mad. You know, they're mad. 930 00:46:30,480 --> 00:46:33,839 Speaker 1: Whatever they're mad for, they're mad, you know, and they 931 00:46:33,840 --> 00:46:35,719 Speaker 1: need somebody to talk to them. And they don't want 932 00:46:35,719 --> 00:46:39,160 Speaker 1: to hear from the site that read a book. You know. 933 00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:41,359 Speaker 1: As a lot of the people come to me that 934 00:46:41,680 --> 00:46:44,200 Speaker 1: looked me up and say I'm a gang expert, I say, well, 935 00:46:44,360 --> 00:46:46,279 Speaker 1: we'll make your gang expert, you know, not a dropping roll, 936 00:46:46,320 --> 00:46:50,920 Speaker 1: because that's what our kids did. This right, so hard. 937 00:46:51,520 --> 00:46:53,719 Speaker 1: You know, what's your experience because no book on this 938 00:46:53,800 --> 00:46:57,320 Speaker 1: earth can tell you about that's right, man. That's so yeah. 939 00:46:57,440 --> 00:46:59,360 Speaker 1: My post when I said that, somebody said you know 940 00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:01,439 Speaker 1: a lot about the culture, and I said it ain't. 941 00:47:01,560 --> 00:47:03,400 Speaker 1: I said, no, mat matter of fact, that's literally what 942 00:47:03,440 --> 00:47:05,040 Speaker 1: I said on my post. I said, it's not about 943 00:47:05,080 --> 00:47:07,120 Speaker 1: knowing about that's somebody who read and I lived it. 944 00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:22,080 Speaker 1: It's a difference when you get to sit down with 945 00:47:22,080 --> 00:47:24,239 Speaker 1: a big home. It's just a lot that I just 946 00:47:24,280 --> 00:47:26,319 Speaker 1: want to tell I'm not gonna take all of your time, 947 00:47:26,680 --> 00:47:29,080 Speaker 1: but I want to say that that I definitely want 948 00:47:29,080 --> 00:47:30,719 Speaker 1: to reach out to you on mental health for the 949 00:47:30,760 --> 00:47:34,880 Speaker 1: homies because that's exactly how that is set up, and 950 00:47:34,960 --> 00:47:37,600 Speaker 1: it is designed so that people can have access to 951 00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:40,560 Speaker 1: appear and a professional. And that's a project that I'm 952 00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:43,960 Speaker 1: doing because the mental health that we need, you know, 953 00:47:44,080 --> 00:47:46,200 Speaker 1: just to deal with the trauma, even myself, you know, 954 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:48,480 Speaker 1: telling that story, what it's like to be traumatized, our 955 00:47:48,520 --> 00:47:50,960 Speaker 1: salty young you know, how do you deal with that? 956 00:47:51,080 --> 00:47:52,880 Speaker 1: How do you how do you try? How do you 957 00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:56,400 Speaker 1: make that into something positive? Your eyes have seen a lot, 958 00:47:56,719 --> 00:47:58,360 Speaker 1: and that's why people don't know that you and I 959 00:47:58,400 --> 00:48:00,520 Speaker 1: are looking at each other, and I wanted to look 960 00:48:00,520 --> 00:48:04,160 Speaker 1: into your eyes just because I understand that your eyes 961 00:48:04,200 --> 00:48:07,680 Speaker 1: have literally seen a lot, and how you know, how 962 00:48:07,719 --> 00:48:09,480 Speaker 1: do we manage that and how do you take that 963 00:48:09,520 --> 00:48:12,560 Speaker 1: into you know, making that something good. Especially with women, 964 00:48:12,840 --> 00:48:14,759 Speaker 1: they need to know that it is somebody out there 965 00:48:14,800 --> 00:48:17,520 Speaker 1: like you, because they just they just don't see it. Um, 966 00:48:17,560 --> 00:48:20,920 Speaker 1: it's just not available to them. You are a legend 967 00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:24,720 Speaker 1: in Compton, California, all over not just Compton, over California, period, 968 00:48:24,960 --> 00:48:27,320 Speaker 1: all over this country. But there's still a lot of 969 00:48:27,320 --> 00:48:28,800 Speaker 1: people that don't know about you, and I want to 970 00:48:28,840 --> 00:48:30,480 Speaker 1: do my part. So before we get out of here, 971 00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:32,960 Speaker 1: tell us just a little bit about your organization of 972 00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:35,600 Speaker 1: programs that you do. How people can you know, connect 973 00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:38,120 Speaker 1: the website, you know, don't they get involved if there's 974 00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:40,160 Speaker 1: a I know you talked about some annual events that 975 00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:42,120 Speaker 1: you do every year, but tell us a little bit 976 00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:43,680 Speaker 1: about that, because we want to make sure that that 977 00:48:43,760 --> 00:48:46,680 Speaker 1: we get that plug in. So for our annual events, 978 00:48:47,200 --> 00:48:50,680 Speaker 1: anything pertaining to the kids, what Christmas give a toy 979 00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:54,160 Speaker 1: giveaway during Christmas time, we do the actually I'm getting 980 00:48:54,160 --> 00:48:59,000 Speaker 1: ready from my Eastern basket giveaway. We do uh backpack giveaways, 981 00:48:59,320 --> 00:49:02,600 Speaker 1: and sometimes just do an event like set up a carnival, uh, 982 00:49:02,719 --> 00:49:04,759 Speaker 1: you know, for a carnival for the kids to come through. 983 00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:08,440 Speaker 1: But anything that's pertaining to the youth, I'm right there. 984 00:49:08,520 --> 00:49:14,960 Speaker 1: Clothes giveaway, uniforms, shoe giveaway, any anything for the kids. Uh. 985 00:49:15,000 --> 00:49:17,480 Speaker 1: Every year, you know, every year I do that. We 986 00:49:17,560 --> 00:49:21,440 Speaker 1: do Turkey giveaways. We do a free food giveaway every Saturday. 987 00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:24,640 Speaker 1: We were doing Bible study. The pastor he moved to 988 00:49:24,680 --> 00:49:27,680 Speaker 1: another church, so either we'll get another pastor we can 989 00:49:27,719 --> 00:49:31,200 Speaker 1: go over there where he adds. We do mentor and tutoring. 990 00:49:31,800 --> 00:49:34,759 Speaker 1: We was doing after school until COVID came a lot 991 00:49:34,800 --> 00:49:37,360 Speaker 1: of things that we were doing every day or daily. 992 00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:40,759 Speaker 1: You know. Uh, COVID stopped us any anything that we 993 00:49:40,800 --> 00:49:44,880 Speaker 1: can do for the youth. We do backpacks for the homeless. 994 00:49:44,920 --> 00:49:47,560 Speaker 1: Anything we can do to help somebody, that's what we do. Well, 995 00:49:47,680 --> 00:49:49,640 Speaker 1: I'm gonna do my part to keep pushing the line 996 00:49:49,680 --> 00:49:53,000 Speaker 1: in politics politics until something happens. I want to thank 997 00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:55,480 Speaker 1: you for coming by, you know, to allow me an 998 00:49:55,480 --> 00:49:58,160 Speaker 1: opportunity to pay homage to you. And I want to 999 00:49:58,160 --> 00:50:00,279 Speaker 1: say this. It's a couple of things you said as 1000 00:50:00,560 --> 00:50:02,799 Speaker 1: we close. This is really important that I poured this 1001 00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:04,959 Speaker 1: into your soul. And you said, you know, I thought 1002 00:50:05,040 --> 00:50:06,640 Speaker 1: I was going to be a cook. And I want 1003 00:50:06,640 --> 00:50:08,919 Speaker 1: you to know you are a cook. What a cook 1004 00:50:09,000 --> 00:50:10,960 Speaker 1: does and what a chef does is take a little 1005 00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:12,759 Speaker 1: bit of this and a little bit of that and 1006 00:50:12,760 --> 00:50:16,359 Speaker 1: they turn nothing into something. And you have been able 1007 00:50:16,480 --> 00:50:20,840 Speaker 1: to do that not just in competent California, but in 1008 00:50:20,880 --> 00:50:24,719 Speaker 1: America and all over. You've been able to touch hearts 1009 00:50:24,800 --> 00:50:28,200 Speaker 1: that have been broken, You've been able to touch people 1010 00:50:28,480 --> 00:50:31,759 Speaker 1: that have been forgotten about. You truly are the goat. 1011 00:50:31,800 --> 00:50:34,520 Speaker 1: And when I say go it is not just thrown around, 1012 00:50:34,760 --> 00:50:37,080 Speaker 1: you know, lightly, when we say the greatest of all times, 1013 00:50:37,120 --> 00:50:40,080 Speaker 1: because that's something that people love, throwing around lightly. But 1014 00:50:40,360 --> 00:50:43,280 Speaker 1: you are the goat because you're about the shepherd's business. 1015 00:50:43,760 --> 00:50:47,040 Speaker 1: And because you're a woman of God, you understand that 1016 00:50:47,120 --> 00:50:50,640 Speaker 1: when it's all over, we will have to atone for 1017 00:50:50,719 --> 00:50:53,680 Speaker 1: what we've done. And it said the Bible says that 1018 00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:56,719 Speaker 1: when you are called, because we all are, it's just 1019 00:50:56,760 --> 00:50:59,080 Speaker 1: a matter of time. It's not a matter of if, 1020 00:50:59,160 --> 00:51:02,440 Speaker 1: it's a matter of in. And when you have to 1021 00:51:02,480 --> 00:51:05,359 Speaker 1: be before the throne, he said he will separate the 1022 00:51:05,400 --> 00:51:09,600 Speaker 1: goat from the shepherds, and the shepherds will be the 1023 00:51:09,600 --> 00:51:12,560 Speaker 1: ones who were about the shepherd's work, and he will 1024 00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:15,160 Speaker 1: ask when you did of these things? You did them 1025 00:51:15,200 --> 00:51:18,200 Speaker 1: unto me. So the fact that you reach back to 1026 00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:20,560 Speaker 1: the homeless, the fact that you reach back, you know, 1027 00:51:20,600 --> 00:51:22,840 Speaker 1: to those in prison, the fact that you give people, 1028 00:51:23,120 --> 00:51:25,720 Speaker 1: you know, other options those are the things that he said. 1029 00:51:25,760 --> 00:51:27,600 Speaker 1: When you did these things, you were done unto me, 1030 00:51:27,719 --> 00:51:30,719 Speaker 1: the least of these. So I want you to know, SI, 1031 00:51:30,800 --> 00:51:33,319 Speaker 1: so that your work is incredibly important. And I know 1032 00:51:33,360 --> 00:51:34,759 Speaker 1: you hear it all the time, but I just wanted 1033 00:51:34,760 --> 00:51:36,480 Speaker 1: to get it on the record that I, you know, 1034 00:51:36,560 --> 00:51:39,960 Speaker 1: said it to you, because there's a certain responsibility that 1035 00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:43,480 Speaker 1: we have on this microphone to make sure that not 1036 00:51:43,640 --> 00:51:47,799 Speaker 1: only you know, are we telling stories, but that we're 1037 00:51:47,840 --> 00:51:51,480 Speaker 1: also making making it known, you know, of the importance 1038 00:51:51,480 --> 00:51:54,040 Speaker 1: and paying homage. That's really important to me, not just 1039 00:51:54,080 --> 00:51:56,480 Speaker 1: because as Women's History Month, but I try to live 1040 00:51:56,560 --> 00:51:59,360 Speaker 1: that history every day. You know, living history is so important. 1041 00:51:59,560 --> 00:52:01,560 Speaker 1: We have the talk about who's out here doing right 1042 00:52:01,600 --> 00:52:04,120 Speaker 1: now to give them the flowers, you know, while they're living. 1043 00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:05,719 Speaker 1: So I just want you to know that since that 1044 00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:08,520 Speaker 1: you are a cook, you are a chelf short or 1045 00:52:08,600 --> 00:52:11,600 Speaker 1: to cook, whatever you wanna call, because that's the only 1046 00:52:11,600 --> 00:52:14,680 Speaker 1: way that you can that somebody can get bloods and 1047 00:52:14,719 --> 00:52:18,760 Speaker 1: cribs him and you, I mean enemies to come together 1048 00:52:19,239 --> 00:52:21,680 Speaker 1: for the good of those that love the Lord, which 1049 00:52:21,719 --> 00:52:23,440 Speaker 1: is the least of things. So I want you to 1050 00:52:23,480 --> 00:52:26,160 Speaker 1: know that so that you can understand that God still 1051 00:52:26,200 --> 00:52:28,080 Speaker 1: had a plan for you when you was making those 1052 00:52:28,120 --> 00:52:29,799 Speaker 1: tacos and he was putting the cheat and they was 1053 00:52:29,840 --> 00:52:31,520 Speaker 1: coming over on the other side of town and coming 1054 00:52:31,520 --> 00:52:33,799 Speaker 1: to get it. They're coming to get that word from you. 1055 00:52:33,880 --> 00:52:37,040 Speaker 1: Now you feel you know, you're you're literally feeling the 1056 00:52:37,120 --> 00:52:40,680 Speaker 1: soul and and anybody can need physically, but who's feeding 1057 00:52:40,680 --> 00:52:43,160 Speaker 1: the soul? And so that's what you're doing. So he 1058 00:52:43,239 --> 00:52:44,960 Speaker 1: did make you a cook. You just didn't know that 1059 00:52:44,960 --> 00:52:47,319 Speaker 1: you'll be cooking like this. You didn't know that this 1060 00:52:47,360 --> 00:52:49,920 Speaker 1: would be your journey. And so that's why we have 1061 00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:52,000 Speaker 1: to give him all praise, like you said, all through this, 1062 00:52:52,040 --> 00:52:54,200 Speaker 1: all praise and people who don't like it on my show, 1063 00:52:54,239 --> 00:52:55,880 Speaker 1: oh where a log off, because that's what it is. 1064 00:52:55,920 --> 00:52:58,080 Speaker 1: When when you've made it through, you only know it 1065 00:52:58,440 --> 00:53:00,000 Speaker 1: got to be the most high. I can't be nothing 1066 00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:03,200 Speaker 1: thing else about the month. And if you don't know that, 1067 00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:05,560 Speaker 1: then you haven't been through enough. So that's the bottom line. 1068 00:53:05,600 --> 00:53:08,960 Speaker 1: So you can certainly, uh, you know, I certainly agree 1069 00:53:09,000 --> 00:53:11,280 Speaker 1: with you on that. So thank you so much, sister. 1070 00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:14,400 Speaker 1: I appreciate it. For those that don't know, we've had 1071 00:53:14,440 --> 00:53:16,719 Speaker 1: a lot of technical dement My producer is going to 1072 00:53:16,840 --> 00:53:18,200 Speaker 1: edit it all out. But I want to put this 1073 00:53:18,239 --> 00:53:19,920 Speaker 1: on the record too, that there's been a lot of 1074 00:53:19,920 --> 00:53:23,960 Speaker 1: technical difficulties throughout this interview, and that is because Principalities 1075 00:53:24,040 --> 00:53:27,759 Speaker 1: is aware, always aware, you know, of of the good 1076 00:53:27,800 --> 00:53:29,520 Speaker 1: that we're trying to do, and so we have to 1077 00:53:29,560 --> 00:53:32,760 Speaker 1: continue to keep pushing the line. If the technology fails, 1078 00:53:32,760 --> 00:53:35,440 Speaker 1: we loll back in. If they tell us no, you know, 1079 00:53:35,520 --> 00:53:37,920 Speaker 1: in the streets, we we keep on going. If if 1080 00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:39,680 Speaker 1: a child says I don't want to hear from you, 1081 00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:42,400 Speaker 1: you keep on going. You keep loving, you keep praying, 1082 00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:45,120 Speaker 1: you keep hugging, you keep reaching out and setting some 1083 00:53:45,120 --> 00:53:47,719 Speaker 1: folks straight. That's necessary to you know. Every now and 1084 00:53:47,760 --> 00:53:50,799 Speaker 1: then I gotta, you know, sometimes you gotta get this 1085 00:53:50,840 --> 00:53:53,480 Speaker 1: stuff like and do what we call a discipline. So 1086 00:53:53,880 --> 00:53:55,880 Speaker 1: I just want you to know that, uh, and know 1087 00:53:55,960 --> 00:53:58,759 Speaker 1: that everything you're doing is in purpose and reason. And 1088 00:53:58,800 --> 00:54:00,600 Speaker 1: just thank you for allowing me to talk to you 1089 00:54:00,719 --> 00:54:04,000 Speaker 1: and and look in your eyes. And again, anything I 1090 00:54:04,000 --> 00:54:07,080 Speaker 1: can do to elevate your story, please always send me. 1091 00:54:07,239 --> 00:54:09,640 Speaker 1: You know, you can DM me at any time if 1092 00:54:09,640 --> 00:54:12,000 Speaker 1: there's an event that you know I can help promote. 1093 00:54:12,000 --> 00:54:14,000 Speaker 1: I'm only one person I gonna do so much. But 1094 00:54:14,040 --> 00:54:16,160 Speaker 1: I do want to do my part. And we use 1095 00:54:16,200 --> 00:54:18,280 Speaker 1: that a lot as excuse people say I'm just one person, 1096 00:54:18,360 --> 00:54:20,000 Speaker 1: I can't do it, but we don't even see them 1097 00:54:20,040 --> 00:54:22,080 Speaker 1: doing their part. So I want to do my I 1098 00:54:22,160 --> 00:54:24,279 Speaker 1: want to do my part, you know, whatever that is, 1099 00:54:24,560 --> 00:54:27,560 Speaker 1: to continue to to elevate your story and to make 1100 00:54:27,600 --> 00:54:29,759 Speaker 1: these men recognize your story to because they're gonna start, 1101 00:54:29,760 --> 00:54:31,359 Speaker 1: they're gonna go start putting some of these home girls 1102 00:54:31,400 --> 00:54:33,920 Speaker 1: at it to stop acting like they were doing this 1103 00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:38,799 Speaker 1: by themselves because you wasn't so right. So I thank you. 1104 00:54:39,200 --> 00:54:41,680 Speaker 1: I thank you so much, and I know, you know, 1105 00:54:41,800 --> 00:54:43,600 Speaker 1: it just means a lot to me. I'm kind of 1106 00:54:44,719 --> 00:54:46,960 Speaker 1: I'm at a loss for words. You know, it's different 1107 00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:49,320 Speaker 1: when you grow up in a paru hood. It's different 1108 00:54:49,320 --> 00:54:51,279 Speaker 1: when you sit down like with an original poor you 1109 00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:54,000 Speaker 1: know what I mean. It's different because because they was 1110 00:54:54,080 --> 00:54:56,600 Speaker 1: just saying it. But it's different when you when you 1111 00:54:56,640 --> 00:54:58,640 Speaker 1: have a chance to really talk about you know what 1112 00:54:58,760 --> 00:55:01,239 Speaker 1: it meant, you know, for for you then and what 1113 00:55:01,320 --> 00:55:03,760 Speaker 1: you're making it now. And that's my prayer. I hope 1114 00:55:03,800 --> 00:55:06,360 Speaker 1: that you know, all bloods and crips can realize the 1115 00:55:06,400 --> 00:55:09,880 Speaker 1: same organizing strength that they had then to to to 1116 00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:12,320 Speaker 1: push a line that we can bring that to politics. 1117 00:55:12,360 --> 00:55:15,399 Speaker 1: That same g coolde could apply to politics, and that's 1118 00:55:15,440 --> 00:55:17,680 Speaker 1: what I want to do. I know the nonprofits are important, 1119 00:55:17,800 --> 00:55:20,000 Speaker 1: but we need the politics too because it's the politics 1120 00:55:20,040 --> 00:55:23,160 Speaker 1: and the politicians that decide if your organization to be 1121 00:55:23,200 --> 00:55:25,279 Speaker 1: funded and if they can cut a check and who 1122 00:55:25,360 --> 00:55:27,960 Speaker 1: can bring money. So we have to do I'm certainly 1123 00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:30,200 Speaker 1: doing my part to get folks. Hey, let's start running 1124 00:55:30,200 --> 00:55:31,960 Speaker 1: some folks for mayor. You want to run for mayor, 1125 00:55:32,000 --> 00:55:34,120 Speaker 1: let's start running. Maybe you need to run for mayor Compton. 1126 00:55:34,360 --> 00:55:36,160 Speaker 1: You know, well, I'm done with this just sitting back. 1127 00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:38,280 Speaker 1: You know, it's time to start putting some gees in place, 1128 00:55:38,400 --> 00:55:40,760 Speaker 1: because once you put some geese in place, I promise 1129 00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:43,359 Speaker 1: you all this ship we see will be cleared up 1130 00:55:43,400 --> 00:55:48,640 Speaker 1: a sac and because it's gonna be straight gates the moves. 1131 00:55:49,480 --> 00:55:51,239 Speaker 1: So please let me know if you ever want to 1132 00:55:51,320 --> 00:55:54,000 Speaker 1: run for mayor, let's let's get it going city council something, 1133 00:55:54,480 --> 00:55:56,960 Speaker 1: because you deserve to have a state and decide, you 1134 00:55:57,000 --> 00:55:59,000 Speaker 1: know how things move in your city. You've earned it 1135 00:55:59,040 --> 00:56:01,360 Speaker 1: the same way you said you feel that you owe 1136 00:56:01,440 --> 00:56:05,520 Speaker 1: the city that can be applied to in politics because 1137 00:56:05,560 --> 00:56:08,160 Speaker 1: you owe the city. But guess what the city, oh YouTube, 1138 00:56:08,600 --> 00:56:11,080 Speaker 1: And and so by doing that, let's put you know, 1139 00:56:11,160 --> 00:56:13,759 Speaker 1: position people in leadership positions. And if it's not you, 1140 00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:15,640 Speaker 1: and if it's somebody, you know, let's get them going. 1141 00:56:15,680 --> 00:56:17,560 Speaker 1: Let's get them train, let's get them going. You have 1142 00:56:17,719 --> 00:56:20,200 Speaker 1: nothing literally to lose. I'll tell people, even if you 1143 00:56:20,280 --> 00:56:23,239 Speaker 1: lose the race, you still have you still can bring 1144 00:56:23,239 --> 00:56:25,360 Speaker 1: a thousand people to the polls to say, listen, I 1145 00:56:25,360 --> 00:56:27,439 Speaker 1: got a thousand riders with me. That's just the same 1146 00:56:27,480 --> 00:56:29,840 Speaker 1: thing as just having a gang or set. And because 1147 00:56:29,880 --> 00:56:32,439 Speaker 1: you are able to organize people like that, they will 1148 00:56:32,480 --> 00:56:35,439 Speaker 1: listen to you, they will take your demands a little bit, 1149 00:56:35,600 --> 00:56:37,440 Speaker 1: you know, more serious. I tell the Harmies all the 1150 00:56:37,440 --> 00:56:39,640 Speaker 1: time in Inglewood, every blood you know should have a 1151 00:56:39,680 --> 00:56:42,160 Speaker 1: contract at the new Inglewood Stadium for the simple fact 1152 00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:45,319 Speaker 1: that it's building Inglewood. If we organized the same way 1153 00:56:45,360 --> 00:56:47,600 Speaker 1: that the streets is organized, O G B g's y 1154 00:56:47,640 --> 00:56:49,799 Speaker 1: gs and you gotta set that's moving forward. If we 1155 00:56:49,840 --> 00:56:52,960 Speaker 1: did that same thing in politics, I guarantee we'll take 1156 00:56:53,000 --> 00:56:54,880 Speaker 1: it to a whole another level. And that's what my 1157 00:56:54,960 --> 00:56:57,640 Speaker 1: mission is. I'm trying to get, you know, as much 1158 00:56:57,680 --> 00:57:00,120 Speaker 1: people that that know that have lived that life, at 1159 00:57:00,200 --> 00:57:02,000 Speaker 1: least for me. I'm not asking people to be, you know, 1160 00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:05,560 Speaker 1: experts and politics. I'm just asking that we started seeing 1161 00:57:05,600 --> 00:57:08,600 Speaker 1: things a little bit different. So because having a city 1162 00:57:08,600 --> 00:57:11,120 Speaker 1: council person that that got love for you, because they 1163 00:57:11,160 --> 00:57:13,960 Speaker 1: know where you come from, They're gonna make sure you 1164 00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:16,240 Speaker 1: know that your organization is funded. They're gonna make sure 1165 00:57:16,240 --> 00:57:18,520 Speaker 1: that you have the resources to continue to stay open. 1166 00:57:18,680 --> 00:57:20,439 Speaker 1: And we can't do that until we start getting people 1167 00:57:20,440 --> 00:57:22,400 Speaker 1: to run on these local levels. So you let me 1168 00:57:22,400 --> 00:57:24,200 Speaker 1: know when you're ready to run for mayor so we 1169 00:57:24,200 --> 00:57:26,480 Speaker 1: can go here and say Cynthia for mayor, because I 1170 00:57:26,520 --> 00:57:28,520 Speaker 1: know we can get at least two three thousand folks 1171 00:57:28,560 --> 00:57:30,360 Speaker 1: that don't take a lot and don't take a lot 1172 00:57:30,400 --> 00:57:31,840 Speaker 1: to win these races. I'll tell you when you start 1173 00:57:31,880 --> 00:57:34,560 Speaker 1: looking at these seats, it's like ten I was talking 1174 00:57:34,680 --> 00:57:36,360 Speaker 1: m c A. Butter, I said, let's look at Compton. 1175 00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:38,160 Speaker 1: Let's see. When I was talking to Still, I said, 1176 00:57:38,200 --> 00:57:40,840 Speaker 1: when you really talk, you only talking about like people 1177 00:57:40,840 --> 00:57:43,720 Speaker 1: to go to the post because everybody don't vote. So 1178 00:57:43,880 --> 00:57:46,120 Speaker 1: I know the homies got the type of influence to 1179 00:57:46,120 --> 00:57:48,640 Speaker 1: shift things. So you let me know when you're ready 1180 00:57:48,640 --> 00:57:50,840 Speaker 1: to run, sugar, because that might be your next. That 1181 00:57:50,960 --> 00:57:55,280 Speaker 1: might be your next Cynthia for mayor thank you so much? 1182 00:57:56,120 --> 00:58:00,640 Speaker 1: Like that sound all right? I really enjoyed myself. I 1183 00:58:00,640 --> 00:58:03,160 Speaker 1: mean it was an honor and a pleasure. And anytime 1184 00:58:03,720 --> 00:58:07,280 Speaker 1: you need me to come on, you gotta keep on 1185 00:58:07,360 --> 00:58:09,560 Speaker 1: elevating you, all right, ch'all, thank you so much for 1186 00:58:09,640 --> 00:58:13,040 Speaker 1: listening to a straight Shot No Chaser. Women's history month 1187 00:58:13,400 --> 00:58:17,040 Speaker 1: living legend Cynthia none living. We want to give her 1188 00:58:17,200 --> 00:58:19,080 Speaker 1: flowers right now. We don't want to wait on history 1189 00:58:19,120 --> 00:58:21,640 Speaker 1: to pass us before we pay homed, especially to the 1190 00:58:21,680 --> 00:58:24,160 Speaker 1: home girls from the West. Until we meet again, y'all. 1191 00:58:24,200 --> 00:58:26,560 Speaker 1: Thanks for checking in. If you like what you heard 1192 00:58:26,560 --> 00:58:29,480 Speaker 1: on straight Shot No Chaser, please subscribe and dropifi star 1193 00:58:29,600 --> 00:58:31,920 Speaker 1: review and tell a friend. 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