1
00:00:00,400 --> 00:00:02,800
Speaker 1: Hey guys, I'm Kaylie Shore and this is too much

2
00:00:02,840 --> 00:00:19,439
Speaker 1: to say asking questions it out you. Okay, So I

3
00:00:19,520 --> 00:00:24,200
Speaker 1: shared some big news on Instagram this week, and um,

4
00:00:24,200 --> 00:00:26,000
Speaker 1: probably the biggest news I've had in a while. But

5
00:00:26,520 --> 00:00:31,400
Speaker 1: I am leaving Nashville and moving to Los Angeles. And

6
00:00:31,720 --> 00:00:33,760
Speaker 1: if you've listened to my podcast or had a single

7
00:00:33,760 --> 00:00:37,559
Speaker 1: conversation with me, this probably comes as no surprise. I've

8
00:00:37,560 --> 00:00:39,680
Speaker 1: been thinking about it for a really long time. And

9
00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:43,479
Speaker 1: when I was out in l a beginning of this year,

10
00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:46,360
Speaker 1: like January and February, I kind of had this moment

11
00:00:46,479 --> 00:00:50,400
Speaker 1: and I knew and then my manager Todd called me

12
00:00:50,440 --> 00:00:54,320
Speaker 1: and was like, hey, buddy, how's it going. I was like,

13
00:00:54,360 --> 00:00:57,640
Speaker 1: you never start conversations like this, like what's up? And

14
00:00:57,680 --> 00:01:00,640
Speaker 1: he was like, you seem really happy out there and

15
00:01:00,680 --> 00:01:04,320
Speaker 1: you're getting a lot done, and have you thought about it?

16
00:01:04,480 --> 00:01:07,000
Speaker 1: I'm like many knows. I've thought about it. I've talked

17
00:01:07,040 --> 00:01:09,759
Speaker 1: about it NonStop for the past four or five years,

18
00:01:10,319 --> 00:01:13,440
Speaker 1: and it's always been my like go to threat, like

19
00:01:14,440 --> 00:01:18,280
Speaker 1: to whoever, I guess, but just like I'm leaving, I'm

20
00:01:18,280 --> 00:01:21,440
Speaker 1: going to Los Angeles, I'm running away, and for a

21
00:01:21,440 --> 00:01:23,240
Speaker 1: while I think it would have been running away, but

22
00:01:23,360 --> 00:01:28,640
Speaker 1: at this point, I think it's I've really really seen

23
00:01:28,800 --> 00:01:31,920
Speaker 1: Nashville through. And I also feel like I've hit a

24
00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:37,639
Speaker 1: plateau that I can't rise above and get past unless

25
00:01:37,680 --> 00:01:42,559
Speaker 1: I go somewhere else. And I've lived in Nashville since

26
00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:47,000
Speaker 1: I moved here right after high school, and I am

27
00:01:47,000 --> 00:01:49,840
Speaker 1: twenty seven years old now, so I've been here for

28
00:01:49,880 --> 00:01:52,480
Speaker 1: a really long time. And they call it a ten

29
00:01:52,560 --> 00:01:55,520
Speaker 1: year town, meaning you takes you ten years to get

30
00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:58,760
Speaker 1: where you want to be. And I'm leaving on your nine,

31
00:02:00,240 --> 00:02:04,800
Speaker 1: which is, you know, ironic, But I'm really happy about it.

32
00:02:05,400 --> 00:02:08,240
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm I'm scared, but I know I'm making

33
00:02:08,280 --> 00:02:10,280
Speaker 1: the right choice and that in and of itself is

34
00:02:10,280 --> 00:02:15,400
Speaker 1: such a huge blessing to like, no, that lighting my

35
00:02:15,440 --> 00:02:18,200
Speaker 1: life on fire is going to pay off. And I

36
00:02:18,280 --> 00:02:21,880
Speaker 1: have such a community out there and so many good friends,

37
00:02:22,080 --> 00:02:24,760
Speaker 1: and you know, I know what it's like to be

38
00:02:24,919 --> 00:02:26,639
Speaker 1: in l A. I mean, I'm sure I'll still get

39
00:02:26,680 --> 00:02:31,400
Speaker 1: some culture shock, but uh, nothing like the culture shock

40
00:02:31,440 --> 00:02:34,880
Speaker 1: I experience moving to Nashville, which was pretty wild. So

41
00:02:34,960 --> 00:02:37,680
Speaker 1: I grew up in the north where all of our

42
00:02:37,760 --> 00:02:41,840
Speaker 1: statues are for the good guys and no one really

43
00:02:41,840 --> 00:02:44,680
Speaker 1: talks about the Civil War because you know, it was

44
00:02:44,720 --> 00:02:48,880
Speaker 1: a long time ago and America one, and I just

45
00:02:49,040 --> 00:02:54,120
Speaker 1: did not understand that side of culture. And I moved here,

46
00:02:55,120 --> 00:02:57,520
Speaker 1: and uh, moving to Nashville was the first time I

47
00:02:57,600 --> 00:03:00,560
Speaker 1: ever heard the N word with a hard R and

48
00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:03,480
Speaker 1: not in a rap song. And I heard somebody in

49
00:03:03,560 --> 00:03:06,200
Speaker 1: a co write my, you know, one of my very

50
00:03:06,200 --> 00:03:10,120
Speaker 1: first girl rights here just talking, just talking, you know,

51
00:03:10,760 --> 00:03:14,200
Speaker 1: pre right, get together, just catch up thing. And they

52
00:03:14,280 --> 00:03:16,600
Speaker 1: were just gone off on some tangent. We're like, well,

53
00:03:16,600 --> 00:03:19,080
Speaker 1: you know, there's a difference from a between a black

54
00:03:19,120 --> 00:03:22,480
Speaker 1: person and an N word. And I was like, oh,

55
00:03:22,520 --> 00:03:27,640
Speaker 1: we're not in Kansas anymore. Your Portland's um. So that

56
00:03:27,720 --> 00:03:30,480
Speaker 1: was sculture shock. So whatever I'm going to experience in

57
00:03:30,639 --> 00:03:35,040
Speaker 1: l A, I'm sure it'll probably be fine. Um. Yeah,

58
00:03:35,080 --> 00:03:37,640
Speaker 1: that is a weird. It is so weird to grow

59
00:03:37,760 --> 00:03:42,160
Speaker 1: up in Yankee territory and like, you know, everything Civil

60
00:03:42,160 --> 00:03:45,320
Speaker 1: War related is really cool, and you know, you can

61
00:03:45,360 --> 00:03:49,160
Speaker 1: go and tour these houses of Civil War generals and

62
00:03:49,200 --> 00:03:53,240
Speaker 1: there's nothing, like, there's not racism attached to it. It's

63
00:03:53,280 --> 00:03:55,960
Speaker 1: just like, oh wow. Like like when I was a kid,

64
00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:59,240
Speaker 1: I went in the underground railroad which is very very cool,

65
00:03:59,280 --> 00:04:03,440
Speaker 1: like literally, and it wasn't technically the entire underground railroad

66
00:04:03,480 --> 00:04:08,480
Speaker 1: wasn't entirely underground tunnel system, but there were underground places

67
00:04:08,480 --> 00:04:10,600
Speaker 1: where they would hide the people that were going to

68
00:04:10,640 --> 00:04:13,559
Speaker 1: Canada and going to the north because you could, um

69
00:04:13,840 --> 00:04:16,280
Speaker 1: still have a bounty out for you. So even if

70
00:04:16,320 --> 00:04:18,640
Speaker 1: you were in a northern state where slavery wasn't legal,

71
00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:21,720
Speaker 1: people would go like hunt for slaves to return them

72
00:04:21,720 --> 00:04:23,680
Speaker 1: to their owners for a bounty. So like you really

73
00:04:23,720 --> 00:04:26,280
Speaker 1: weren't safe until you went to Canada. So those were

74
00:04:26,320 --> 00:04:28,800
Speaker 1: like the things I learned about. And then I came

75
00:04:28,839 --> 00:04:34,240
Speaker 1: down here and I'm like, oh, and I'm excited too.

76
00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:37,839
Speaker 1: And obviously I'm not stupid. I know that racism exists everywhere,

77
00:04:37,880 --> 00:04:42,239
Speaker 1: but it has been really, really weird over the past

78
00:04:42,279 --> 00:04:46,400
Speaker 1: few years to just see so much of it, and

79
00:04:46,520 --> 00:04:52,200
Speaker 1: um live somewhere where they have frequently have Proud Boy

80
00:04:52,560 --> 00:04:57,880
Speaker 1: rallies and all these things. And you know, again, I

81
00:04:57,920 --> 00:05:00,880
Speaker 1: know racism is everywhere, but Las List is definitely a

82
00:05:00,960 --> 00:05:05,359
Speaker 1: lot more of an open minded place, UM And I

83
00:05:05,480 --> 00:05:08,640
Speaker 1: was so shocked in the past few years. It's like

84
00:05:08,720 --> 00:05:11,880
Speaker 1: people started talking about politics more like my friends and

85
00:05:11,920 --> 00:05:14,400
Speaker 1: stuff finding out how many of my friends don't think

86
00:05:14,440 --> 00:05:18,000
Speaker 1: that gay people should get married, or they think it's unnatural,

87
00:05:18,160 --> 00:05:19,920
Speaker 1: or they would cry if they found out their kids

88
00:05:19,920 --> 00:05:21,479
Speaker 1: were gay, and like all these things I've heard, and

89
00:05:21,480 --> 00:05:24,760
Speaker 1: I'm just like, holy sh it. And obviously those relationships

90
00:05:24,760 --> 00:05:28,320
Speaker 1: are incredibly strained. Now I have a hard time respecting

91
00:05:28,440 --> 00:05:31,960
Speaker 1: people who It's one thing to have a political belief

92
00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:33,440
Speaker 1: Like if you want to argue with me about a

93
00:05:34,200 --> 00:05:37,760
Speaker 1: flat tax, I can, Yeah, we can disagree on that.

94
00:05:38,040 --> 00:05:41,160
Speaker 1: Shore Um, we can talk tax policy, we can talk

95
00:05:41,160 --> 00:05:45,080
Speaker 1: foreign policy, but we can't disagree on human fucking rights.

96
00:05:45,080 --> 00:05:50,040
Speaker 1: Like that's not that's not a thing like and it's

97
00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:53,640
Speaker 1: so ironic to me too, how like you have people

98
00:05:54,200 --> 00:05:57,600
Speaker 1: yelling freedom and wearing it on their shirts and screaming liberty,

99
00:05:57,640 --> 00:06:02,960
Speaker 1: but then trying to restrict everybody's rights. It's just that

100
00:06:03,160 --> 00:06:06,080
Speaker 1: ship crazy. And so my friend group in l A

101
00:06:06,279 --> 00:06:08,600
Speaker 1: is like a lot of people are queer, a lot

102
00:06:08,680 --> 00:06:10,680
Speaker 1: of people are people of color and have these like

103
00:06:10,760 --> 00:06:16,320
Speaker 1: beautiful diverse backgrounds and um, and again, I'm sure something

104
00:06:16,400 --> 00:06:18,960
Speaker 1: horrible will happen at some point, because you know, it's America.

105
00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:23,400
Speaker 1: But I haven't heard any of my community out there

106
00:06:23,480 --> 00:06:27,039
Speaker 1: say something that's problem about it. Guess what I've heard here.

107
00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:31,240
Speaker 1: I was a little offshoot rant. But yeah, there's so

108
00:06:32,240 --> 00:06:35,200
Speaker 1: Nashville and I have a complicated relationship. Um, there's so

109
00:06:35,200 --> 00:06:39,159
Speaker 1: many things I fucking love about it. There's so many

110
00:06:39,200 --> 00:06:41,159
Speaker 1: things that drew me here. I mean, I just remember

111
00:06:41,240 --> 00:06:46,640
Speaker 1: being so bright eyed and bus retailed and innocent and

112
00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:50,040
Speaker 1: just ready and excited to be here. I remember the

113
00:06:50,080 --> 00:06:53,000
Speaker 1: first time I ever visited when I was seventeen, and

114
00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:55,520
Speaker 1: I just fell in love with it, and I was like,

115
00:06:55,560 --> 00:06:58,440
Speaker 1: I want, I want to be here. And it's crazy

116
00:06:58,480 --> 00:07:03,159
Speaker 1: to think that was ten years ago now. But I

117
00:07:03,320 --> 00:07:08,839
Speaker 1: don't think that it's it has been what I thought

118
00:07:08,880 --> 00:07:10,840
Speaker 1: it would be, and it hasn't been. And I think

119
00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:15,960
Speaker 1: that it's not that I outgrew Nashville. It's that I

120
00:07:16,040 --> 00:07:18,480
Speaker 1: grew in a different direction. And so if I had

121
00:07:18,560 --> 00:07:22,440
Speaker 1: stayed the Kylee who moved here when she was eighteen,

122
00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:25,880
Speaker 1: I probably could have stayed in Nashville. But I didn't

123
00:07:25,880 --> 00:07:36,800
Speaker 1: stay here. A lot of things happened to me that

124
00:07:36,880 --> 00:07:39,560
Speaker 1: I didn't plan on that changed me and changed the

125
00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:44,120
Speaker 1: trajectory of my life. And honestly, like the petty part

126
00:07:44,160 --> 00:07:46,640
Speaker 1: of me or maybe just the self preservation part of

127
00:07:46,680 --> 00:07:49,760
Speaker 1: me is really happy to like go to a city

128
00:07:49,760 --> 00:07:52,960
Speaker 1: where I don't have all these traumas just lurking around

129
00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:55,440
Speaker 1: every corner, Like I don't have to look over my

130
00:07:55,480 --> 00:07:57,640
Speaker 1: shoulder in a bar because I might run into somebody

131
00:07:58,080 --> 00:08:02,720
Speaker 1: who did something horrible to me. Or I can't be

132
00:08:02,800 --> 00:08:05,360
Speaker 1: in the same room as I mean, even like my

133
00:08:05,800 --> 00:08:09,200
Speaker 1: l A ex boyfriends, like they're fine there. You know,

134
00:08:09,360 --> 00:08:13,200
Speaker 1: we still like respond to each other's Instagram stories. There's

135
00:08:13,240 --> 00:08:15,600
Speaker 1: one of my more than respond to theirs. But it's

136
00:08:15,640 --> 00:08:18,160
Speaker 1: like there's nobody there that I couldn't be in the

137
00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:21,400
Speaker 1: same room as. And at this point, after ten years

138
00:08:21,400 --> 00:08:23,880
Speaker 1: in Nashville, there's so many people here that I just

139
00:08:23,960 --> 00:08:27,400
Speaker 1: like just reject their energy, don't want to be around him.

140
00:08:27,520 --> 00:08:31,120
Speaker 1: And I'm sure I'll find new enemies, but it's such

141
00:08:31,160 --> 00:08:35,080
Speaker 1: a blank slate. And another scary thing about Nashville too,

142
00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:39,240
Speaker 1: is like I didn't go to college somewhere else and

143
00:08:39,240 --> 00:08:43,680
Speaker 1: then move here when I was like Tree, Like, I

144
00:08:43,760 --> 00:08:45,800
Speaker 1: have a friend um in l A. And we always

145
00:08:45,880 --> 00:08:47,720
Speaker 1: joke that we had the same high school bully because

146
00:08:47,800 --> 00:08:51,240
Speaker 1: we like we're eighteen living here and this this girl

147
00:08:51,400 --> 00:08:54,360
Speaker 1: in Nashville was so mean to us, and we have

148
00:08:54,440 --> 00:08:57,640
Speaker 1: stayed friends throughout it, but like it felt like high

149
00:08:57,640 --> 00:08:59,320
Speaker 1: school when I first moved here. We were all so

150
00:08:59,480 --> 00:09:02,520
Speaker 1: young in You're just in this community of people, and

151
00:09:02,559 --> 00:09:04,160
Speaker 1: so even though I didn't go to college, there was

152
00:09:04,200 --> 00:09:10,160
Speaker 1: still this very you know, hierarchical group and these parties

153
00:09:10,200 --> 00:09:12,360
Speaker 1: and clicks and all of the things that you find

154
00:09:13,040 --> 00:09:19,120
Speaker 1: in the educational system. And it's just going to be

155
00:09:19,200 --> 00:09:21,920
Speaker 1: nice to be away from that, like and also just

156
00:09:21,960 --> 00:09:26,360
Speaker 1: to like have people who don't know like who didn't

157
00:09:26,400 --> 00:09:28,240
Speaker 1: know me at eighteen, Like I get to create my

158
00:09:28,280 --> 00:09:31,040
Speaker 1: own narrative of who I want to be moving forward,

159
00:09:31,280 --> 00:09:34,000
Speaker 1: and I get to be the best version of myself.

160
00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:37,560
Speaker 1: I get to have a prefrontal cortex that's exciting, and

161
00:09:38,280 --> 00:09:41,319
Speaker 1: just have like control over my fucking life again, because

162
00:09:41,360 --> 00:09:45,920
Speaker 1: I feel like I've really lost control and I don't

163
00:09:45,920 --> 00:09:48,640
Speaker 1: want to control other people. I just want to control

164
00:09:49,760 --> 00:09:54,320
Speaker 1: what happens to me, And so I get misinterpreted again,

165
00:09:54,360 --> 00:09:58,680
Speaker 1: misunderstood as being controlling, and I am, but just only

166
00:09:58,679 --> 00:10:00,760
Speaker 1: over myself. So like, if you just leave me alone

167
00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:03,160
Speaker 1: and don't make any bad decisions that will affect me,

168
00:10:03,679 --> 00:10:07,280
Speaker 1: then we're fine, you know, and um, it's just gonna

169
00:10:07,320 --> 00:10:09,560
Speaker 1: be nice to just like take my life into my

170
00:10:09,559 --> 00:10:13,959
Speaker 1: own hands again. It's just it's been a while. And

171
00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:17,320
Speaker 1: obviously I mean this this entirely has to do with

172
00:10:17,360 --> 00:10:19,520
Speaker 1: my career as well, Like that's all the personal stuff,

173
00:10:19,520 --> 00:10:23,200
Speaker 1: but I've just I feel more valued there. I got

174
00:10:23,280 --> 00:10:24,959
Speaker 1: there and writes, and you know, I learned how to

175
00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:27,320
Speaker 1: write a song in Nashville. I wouldn't I wouldn't do

176
00:10:27,360 --> 00:10:29,560
Speaker 1: it any other way. Like I would not have wanted

177
00:10:29,600 --> 00:10:31,320
Speaker 1: to move to l A when I was in in

178
00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:33,520
Speaker 1: high school. I think that would have been really bad.

179
00:10:33,640 --> 00:10:37,360
Speaker 1: I almost did. Um, I'm really glad that I, you know,

180
00:10:37,480 --> 00:10:39,400
Speaker 1: came up here and learned how to write a song here.

181
00:10:39,440 --> 00:10:41,480
Speaker 1: I think it made me a better lyricist. But that

182
00:10:41,559 --> 00:10:43,880
Speaker 1: being said, when I go to l A and I

183
00:10:43,920 --> 00:10:46,679
Speaker 1: do my thing in a writing room, people are like, wow,

184
00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:49,120
Speaker 1: you're really great, and they validate me and they're like,

185
00:10:49,160 --> 00:10:52,480
Speaker 1: that's so cool, and like, my my weird ideas get

186
00:10:53,360 --> 00:10:56,960
Speaker 1: like are interpreted as creative and inventive. And then when

187
00:10:56,960 --> 00:10:59,560
Speaker 1: I'm here, I feel so held back in so many

188
00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:01,400
Speaker 1: of my right It's to the point where like I

189
00:11:01,480 --> 00:11:03,439
Speaker 1: only write with a very small handful of people in

190
00:11:03,520 --> 00:11:06,199
Speaker 1: Nashville now, and it's the people that I trust to

191
00:11:06,240 --> 00:11:09,600
Speaker 1: make my own music with. And um, I mean as

192
00:11:09,720 --> 00:11:12,320
Speaker 1: that's for my project. I can write with anybody, but

193
00:11:12,679 --> 00:11:16,240
Speaker 1: for my own like you know, sacred Little Circle, and

194
00:11:16,280 --> 00:11:19,400
Speaker 1: I just feel like so creatively castrated. I just need

195
00:11:19,400 --> 00:11:23,559
Speaker 1: to I need I need something new. I need to

196
00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:26,240
Speaker 1: light my life on fire. And I will stand by

197
00:11:26,280 --> 00:11:30,199
Speaker 1: that advice. Um, if you ever feel like you are

198
00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:33,760
Speaker 1: stagnant and there's nowhere to go and you're plateau ing,

199
00:11:34,200 --> 00:11:37,000
Speaker 1: let your life on fire. See what happens. Start some drama,

200
00:11:37,440 --> 00:11:40,040
Speaker 1: not necessarily with other people, but like just throw a

201
00:11:40,040 --> 00:11:42,880
Speaker 1: wrench in your plans and see what happens. And I'm very,

202
00:11:43,040 --> 00:11:48,200
Speaker 1: very excited to see where this goes and just to

203
00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:51,640
Speaker 1: be somewhere I feel like I can be be free

204
00:11:51,840 --> 00:11:57,559
Speaker 1: and have freedom creatively and find who this next version

205
00:11:57,559 --> 00:12:00,360
Speaker 1: of myself is going to be, find what I want

206
00:12:00,360 --> 00:12:02,280
Speaker 1: to say. I mean, I've had that, I've had such

207
00:12:02,320 --> 00:12:04,880
Speaker 1: a hard time writing for myself, Like I got so

208
00:12:04,920 --> 00:12:07,160
Speaker 1: many cuts at the beginning of the year during my

209
00:12:07,200 --> 00:12:09,080
Speaker 1: trip to l A, which is you know, when somebody

210
00:12:09,080 --> 00:12:12,880
Speaker 1: else records one of my songs, and that's amazing. I

211
00:12:12,920 --> 00:12:15,360
Speaker 1: didn't really do any writing for myself except with one

212
00:12:15,400 --> 00:12:18,280
Speaker 1: of my best friends, Hannah um Avison, who's been on

213
00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:21,000
Speaker 1: my podcast, and that's somebody that I know really well

214
00:12:21,000 --> 00:12:23,920
Speaker 1: and like I trust and can go there with. But

215
00:12:23,960 --> 00:12:27,800
Speaker 1: I've just felt so not able to write for me.

216
00:12:28,320 --> 00:12:30,720
Speaker 1: And so I'm gonna go to l A and I'm

217
00:12:30,760 --> 00:12:34,480
Speaker 1: gonna have that room to explore, and um, my boyfriend

218
00:12:34,480 --> 00:12:38,360
Speaker 1: Sam and I are going to be I mean, I

219
00:12:38,360 --> 00:12:41,480
Speaker 1: guess technically I'm keeping a place in Nashville and then

220
00:12:41,800 --> 00:12:43,760
Speaker 1: he's going to be with me in l A part

221
00:12:43,760 --> 00:12:45,400
Speaker 1: of the time, but he'll probably be in Nashville a

222
00:12:45,440 --> 00:12:48,320
Speaker 1: little bit more and I'll be in l A a

223
00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:51,559
Speaker 1: good bit more, but I'll be back. I mean, I'm

224
00:12:51,600 --> 00:12:53,640
Speaker 1: not going to just like run away I have. I've

225
00:12:53,720 --> 00:12:56,040
Speaker 1: also built a life for myself here that I'm really

226
00:12:56,040 --> 00:12:58,440
Speaker 1: proud of. I just know I need a break from it,

227
00:12:58,559 --> 00:13:00,520
Speaker 1: and I don't want to be in l life forever.

228
00:13:00,720 --> 00:13:03,239
Speaker 1: But I go there and I just feel so energized

229
00:13:03,280 --> 00:13:07,200
Speaker 1: and so reassured of my purpose that I know I

230
00:13:07,280 --> 00:13:10,640
Speaker 1: need to do that and see what comes of it.

231
00:13:10,880 --> 00:13:13,240
Speaker 1: And maybe I'll only be there for a year, who knows.

232
00:13:13,640 --> 00:13:15,800
Speaker 1: I'm not putting any pressure on myself to do anything

233
00:13:15,840 --> 00:13:18,360
Speaker 1: other than go there and just like work and keep

234
00:13:18,360 --> 00:13:22,760
Speaker 1: my head down. And I found this like insanely gorgeous

235
00:13:22,800 --> 00:13:25,920
Speaker 1: house with them with some girls that I know from

236
00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:29,440
Speaker 1: Nashville who have moved to l A. And it's so

237
00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:33,360
Speaker 1: fucking pretty. And I don't know how we manifested this ship,

238
00:13:33,360 --> 00:13:36,720
Speaker 1: but it is like so inexpensive and it's actually in

239
00:13:36,720 --> 00:13:38,760
Speaker 1: a good area and we just really looked out. So

240
00:13:38,800 --> 00:13:41,760
Speaker 1: I signed my lease today and that's very exciting. I'm

241
00:13:41,800 --> 00:13:45,080
Speaker 1: so happy to have found that place. And all the

242
00:13:45,080 --> 00:13:47,400
Speaker 1: girls are musicians too, so it'll be really cool to

243
00:13:47,440 --> 00:13:50,480
Speaker 1: live in a house with with those girls. And as

244
00:13:50,559 --> 00:13:52,800
Speaker 1: much as i'm I don't want to spend that much

245
00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:54,960
Speaker 1: time away from Sam because I love him and I

246
00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:57,800
Speaker 1: never get bored of him. I know that I'm probably

247
00:13:57,800 --> 00:14:01,240
Speaker 1: going to get more done because I'll have more time

248
00:14:01,280 --> 00:14:03,480
Speaker 1: to fill. And so when I would come home and

249
00:14:03,480 --> 00:14:05,400
Speaker 1: i'd want to make dinner with him and have some

250
00:14:05,440 --> 00:14:09,480
Speaker 1: wine and like spend time together. He'll be in Nashville

251
00:14:09,679 --> 00:14:12,560
Speaker 1: sometimes and so I'll call him, but then I'll have

252
00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:14,079
Speaker 1: to keep myself busy for the rest of the night,

253
00:14:14,120 --> 00:14:16,880
Speaker 1: and I will, you know, practice piano, or write some

254
00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:18,800
Speaker 1: song ideas by myself, or go to a show or

255
00:14:19,240 --> 00:14:23,480
Speaker 1: just do things. And it's coming up so soon. I'm

256
00:14:23,480 --> 00:14:26,400
Speaker 1: doing this um first week of June, and it's kind

257
00:14:26,400 --> 00:14:30,320
Speaker 1: of like slowly hitting me that that's I have like

258
00:14:30,480 --> 00:14:32,880
Speaker 1: thirty days left in my apartment here, and I love

259
00:14:32,920 --> 00:14:36,040
Speaker 1: my apartment in Nashville. It's feels like a home and

260
00:14:36,160 --> 00:14:40,000
Speaker 1: it's so bitter sweet to leave. But again, it's a

261
00:14:40,040 --> 00:14:42,240
Speaker 1: lot easier because i just have this gut feeling that

262
00:14:42,280 --> 00:14:44,280
Speaker 1: I'm doing the right thing. It's I'm so excited for

263
00:14:44,320 --> 00:14:47,600
Speaker 1: what happens next. I'm sure i'll have blueunt to to

264
00:14:47,640 --> 00:14:49,760
Speaker 1: say over the next few weeks as I process this

265
00:14:49,960 --> 00:14:53,080
Speaker 1: information and as I do this move and when I

266
00:14:53,120 --> 00:14:55,760
Speaker 1: move there, and it's just it's gonna be very fu exciting.

267
00:14:55,800 --> 00:14:58,160
Speaker 1: I'm so so pumped. But I wanted to fill you

268
00:14:58,200 --> 00:15:01,000
Speaker 1: guys in on that it's a bitter sweet thing, but

269
00:15:01,720 --> 00:15:04,320
Speaker 1: I'm very excited. So thank you guys so much for listening.

270
00:15:04,360 --> 00:15:06,280
Speaker 1: I'm Gaily Shore and this is too much to say.

271
00:15:06,320 --> 00:15:13,760
Speaker 1: I'll see you next week. Don't go asking questions soon,

272
00:15:14,440 --> 00:15:18,440
Speaker 1: I'm got to mus say. Now turn it out to you.

273
00:15:19,440 --> 00:15:19,480
Speaker 1: You