WEBVTT - Ben Bridwell (Band of Horses)

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<v Speaker 1>Pushkin. Ben Bridwell is a frontman of Band of Horses,

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<v Speaker 1>a group whose sound he describes as y'all alternative, a

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<v Speaker 1>genre that tips its hat to Southern rock's deep myriad

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<v Speaker 1>of musical influences. Next month, the group is celebrating the

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<v Speaker 1>twentieth anniversary of their debut album Everything All the Time,

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<v Speaker 1>with an expanded reissue featuring previously unreleased demos and live recordings.

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<v Speaker 1>The album was recorded in two thousand and five with

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<v Speaker 1>producer of Phil Eck, who's known for producing albums by Built,

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<v Speaker 1>The Spill, Modest Mouse, and The Shins. When Band of

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<v Speaker 1>Horses started working on the project with Phil, Ben had

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<v Speaker 1>only been writing songs for a couple of years. He

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<v Speaker 1>was also new to Seattle, where he relocated from Tucson,

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<v Speaker 1>a city he'd moved to at sixteen after dropping out

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<v Speaker 1>of high school in his native Irmo, South Carolina. On

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<v Speaker 1>today's episode, Lea Rose talks to Ben Bridwell about recording

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<v Speaker 1>Everything All the Time. He opens up about hitting rock

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<v Speaker 1>bottom in South Carolina before moving to Seattle, including sitting

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<v Speaker 1>in his mattress on fire, getting hit by a car,

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<v Speaker 1>and getting arrested, all within the span of one week.

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<v Speaker 1>He also talks about recently breaking the generational curse of

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<v Speaker 1>alcoholism and his family, getting his life together post divorce,

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<v Speaker 1>and explains why the upcoming Band of Horses album may

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<v Speaker 1>sound aggressive despite the fact that it's in such a

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<v Speaker 1>happy place. This is broken record, real musicians, real conversations.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's Lea Rose with Ben Bridwell. Head over to YouTube

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<v Speaker 1>dot com slash Broken Record podcast to see the video

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<v Speaker 1>version of this interview.

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<v Speaker 2>What were you like in high school?

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<v Speaker 3>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>What were you up to in high school?

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<v Speaker 3>Bad? Pretty bad?

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<v Speaker 1>No?

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<v Speaker 3>I I was all right. I only lasted I think

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<v Speaker 3>my tenth grade year. I think I think I went.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not sure if I'm still a sophomore or what

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<v Speaker 3>I am, But yeah, I didn't. I wasn't there very long.

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<v Speaker 3>I was missing too many days, and they're kind of

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<v Speaker 3>like you don't really want to be here, not at all,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, So like, off you go. So I moved

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<v Speaker 3>out west and started the chant, like the whole thing

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<v Speaker 3>that would kind of cascade into Band of Horses and

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<v Speaker 3>all that. By searching for a place where there was

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<v Speaker 3>like a punk rock scene and an engine rock scene

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<v Speaker 3>and you could go. You didn't have to drive three

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<v Speaker 3>hundred miles to go see a show.

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<v Speaker 2>So there was no like punk rock scene in South Carolina.

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<v Speaker 3>There was. There was a lot of straight edge kids

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<v Speaker 3>and a lot of skateboard scene was kind of intertwined,

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<v Speaker 3>and and there was some There was a couple of

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<v Speaker 3>good punk bands out of Columbia, South Carolina. But again

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<v Speaker 3>I had to get like my a mother's note to

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<v Speaker 3>go to the club, you know what I mean. I

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<v Speaker 3>was still like sixteen, you know, and I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 3>want to go for I want to go, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>And we drived like Charlotte or Chapel Hill or Atlanta

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<v Speaker 3>or something Athens to go see yeah, you know, like

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<v Speaker 3>you are a loaf or Sebado's playing there and Pavement

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<v Speaker 3>was coming around, and uh so we or the Ramones,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, we'd drive, We'd have to drive, and I

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<v Speaker 3>was like, man, I want to go someplace where that

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<v Speaker 3>stuff is, like people are like in bands that are

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<v Speaker 3>playing big places, you know, like there's like a real

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<v Speaker 3>scene going on. I wanted to be near that. So

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<v Speaker 3>I went to Tucson, Arizona.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh and wich was going on in Tucson at that time.

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<v Speaker 3>A thriving punk and goth and weirdo scene. Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 3>I'd never lived out west and or been out West,

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<v Speaker 3>and it was it was different. You know, kids were

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<v Speaker 3>like doing speed and like they're nails, you know, and

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<v Speaker 3>going to the club and stuff. So it was it

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<v Speaker 3>was cool. It was very different. There's like raves and

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<v Speaker 3>stuff like that. Didn't know nothing about dance music or nothing,

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<v Speaker 3>and uh, and I became kind of entrenched in that

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<v Speaker 3>scene by working, uh, delivering pizzas and working in cafes

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<v Speaker 3>and stuff like that. And yeah, it was pretty freaky, honestly.

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<v Speaker 3>Like these kids, they weren't much older than me, but

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<v Speaker 3>they were out of high school, you know, they were

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<v Speaker 3>like pioneering twenty years old. They were like grown ups

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<v Speaker 3>and they were making a go of it.

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<v Speaker 2>So you were already playing music at that point.

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<v Speaker 3>No, no, no, no, I didn't.

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<v Speaker 2>Just kind of like a fan, like want to be

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<v Speaker 2>in the scene and kind of yeah, party type.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I just wanted to be around it and yeah

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<v Speaker 3>and be friends with people that were in bands and

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't and I was. I was really always into

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<v Speaker 3>making like mixtapes. I was always about trying to spread

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<v Speaker 3>other people's music to others. That was always what I

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<v Speaker 3>thought would be more my calling. Maybe working in radio

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<v Speaker 3>or something like that, or with a label even so yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>like an A totally that would have been amazing. Hey

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<v Speaker 3>they're still young, I'm available, you know. I ended up

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<v Speaker 3>starting a label. Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's plentny how that

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<v Speaker 3>worked out. But yeah, I didn't end up playing music

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<v Speaker 3>until like my mid twenties or something like that.

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<v Speaker 2>That's crazy.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I didn't think that would be something in the

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<v Speaker 3>cards for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>That's so crazy. So how did that happen? Was it

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<v Speaker 2>just kind of like messing around with friends, instruments around

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<v Speaker 2>and you just took a go at it or how

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<v Speaker 2>did you even make that transition?

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<v Speaker 3>Well? I was releasing bands on my label, and mostly

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<v Speaker 3>as a stepping stone kind of label just to get like, hey,

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<v Speaker 3>y'all can have some CDs to sell the show, you

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<v Speaker 3>know what I mean, and then maybe like a big

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<v Speaker 3>label be like yoink and you know, we're going to

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<v Speaker 3>superstardom or something. But I ended up joining the main

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<v Speaker 3>group that I was like just entrenched with. I met

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<v Speaker 3>out in Tucson called Chris is Weird and and it

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<v Speaker 3>was a male and female songwriter and they picked up

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<v Speaker 3>some good steam. Once once we all kind of relocate,

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<v Speaker 3>we met in twosons, and we all ended up living

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<v Speaker 3>in Seattle, and they started to really get their act

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<v Speaker 3>together and put out a couple of records with them,

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<v Speaker 3>and then they're one of their drummer had to leave

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<v Speaker 3>to go be in modest mouse for a second as

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<v Speaker 3>like a utility dude, and they needed someone to play

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<v Speaker 3>kind of like slow core drums, and uh, I hate

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<v Speaker 3>that term, but still that's what we kind of wore.

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<v Speaker 3>It was. It was very slow and easy to play drums.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, because I had a car basically, and

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<v Speaker 3>they trusted my driving skills and they needed to go

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<v Speaker 3>on tour, I think they're like, then will you do it?

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<v Speaker 3>Learned to play some drums, and so I started to

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<v Speaker 3>do that, and a little bit later I picked up

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<v Speaker 3>a bass a little bit for like a song or two,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, And then the band broke up and it

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<v Speaker 3>was like, what are we going to do? I now

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<v Speaker 3>got kind of used to that lifestyle of like staring

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<v Speaker 3>out the window all day and meeting new people at night.

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<v Speaker 3>So I just started falling around with the gear that

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<v Speaker 3>was kind of left in the ashes of that band.

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<v Speaker 3>It was just we still were paying for a rehearsal space.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, I'm just gonna go down there every

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<v Speaker 3>day that I can and spend as much time as

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<v Speaker 3>I can figuring it out. And that's what I did.

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<v Speaker 3>I just put in the honestly, the hours. I think

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<v Speaker 3>that's what really got me to where I am now

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<v Speaker 3>is just I just I didn't know what I was doing,

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<v Speaker 3>but I just tinkered long enough to find some melody

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<v Speaker 3>and then it it just kind of took its own course.

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<v Speaker 2>That's so cool. Did it feel good to be on stage,

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<v Speaker 2>like the first time you were up there playing drums? Like,

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<v Speaker 2>as someone who was such a fan of music, did

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<v Speaker 2>it feel cool to be in a band?

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<v Speaker 3>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>What was that experience like for you?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sure the tightrope act of it was was a thrill, right,

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<v Speaker 3>But I've always i mean, more than imposter syndrome like

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<v Speaker 3>this just isn't where I'm supposed to be, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>So that was always I mean, I liked I think

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<v Speaker 3>I'm more like the camaraderie of being in a band

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<v Speaker 3>more than I did like trying to grow my craft

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<v Speaker 3>in a band, you know what I mean. I just

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<v Speaker 3>liked the whole I liked I liked the whole party

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<v Speaker 3>of it all, and the whole experience of traveling and

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<v Speaker 3>that wanderlust that's totally been impossible to really satisfy my

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<v Speaker 3>whole life. So I think that was more the thing.

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<v Speaker 3>So the playing was out of necessity, just to earn

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<v Speaker 3>my keep. I think on the road you still am

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<v Speaker 3>still trying. Yeah. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I was reading an old article in Rolling Stone. It

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<v Speaker 2>was in a section called hot bandy. Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>I think it was from two thousand and seven, and

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<v Speaker 2>it said, one of the reasons you left Charleston was

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<v Speaker 2>because you lit your mattress on fire with a handle.

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<v Speaker 3>True?

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<v Speaker 2>What what is that story? What happened?

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<v Speaker 3>Good lord? It was the first year that I'd ever

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<v Speaker 3>heard the term el nino. Okay, I was like, what

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<v Speaker 3>is el Nina? What is y'all? But so one night

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<v Speaker 3>I was well, my roommate was woken up by the

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<v Speaker 3>ceiling dripping on him because this crazy el Nino pushed

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<v Speaker 3>this storm through and uh, and so he woke up

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<v Speaker 3>to find that my room was on fire. He could

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<v Speaker 3>like see it under the door, like the flames or whatever,

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<v Speaker 3>and he came in and kicked me awake. My bed

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<v Speaker 3>had caught fire thanks to because I was making mixtapes

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<v Speaker 3>before I was going to bed and drinking and sitting

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<v Speaker 3>there in bed making mixtape, drinking pass out, and the

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<v Speaker 3>candle ended up catching this, you know, fifteen dollars mattress

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<v Speaker 3>from the seventies, probably on fire, which was the opposite

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<v Speaker 3>of flame retardant. It was only like it just it

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<v Speaker 3>would not go out. So even like I had to

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<v Speaker 3>run with this I got once we realized dumping water

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<v Speaker 3>on it wouldn't work. I had to drag it through

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<v Speaker 3>the house and throw it outside where it was dumping rain. Right,

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<v Speaker 3>throw it outside, it lands on like the steps the

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<v Speaker 3>stairs going up to the house. It lands on this

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<v Speaker 3>and still wouldn't go out in the rainstorm. The flames

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<v Speaker 3>just got even more and more.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and so so that and I had gotten thrown

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<v Speaker 3>in jail also for some thing, No, for something different,

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<v Speaker 3>but I had this. I had this like round round

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<v Speaker 3>trip ticket to go visit my friends from Chris is Weird,

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<v Speaker 3>who I met out in Tucson. They were living out

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<v Speaker 3>in Olympia, Washington. Now, I was gonna go visit Northwest

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<v Speaker 3>and then come back. But after all this happened within

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<v Speaker 3>a week, I mean I got hit by a car.

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<v Speaker 3>Also right after that, with all my bandage. My hands

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<v Speaker 3>were all bandaged up, like fingers were touching this far apart,

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<v Speaker 3>and I hit by a car delivering a Brita and

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<v Speaker 3>pizzas to the hospital and all my bandages like blew up.

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm like, oh my god. So I changed I

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<v Speaker 3>changed the ticket to one way a sign yeah, and

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<v Speaker 3>moved out to the Northwest. And that's what also kind

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<v Speaker 3>of started this whole push for U for the music thing.

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<v Speaker 3>You hit rock bottom, I reckon, I reckon, I did yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>and I didn't. My prospects were very, very low, and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, but then I was homeless out there. I

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<v Speaker 3>was living on the streets of Seattle, living outside before

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<v Speaker 3>and and got hired by a rock club, the Crocodile,

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<v Speaker 3>owned by one Peter Buck from r E.

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<v Speaker 2>M uh.

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<v Speaker 3>They hired me with my sleeping bag on my back

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<v Speaker 3>and gave me a chance.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was able to start saving up money and

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<v Speaker 3>getting living inside.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you think, Like, what perspective does that give you,

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<v Speaker 2>having once been sleeping on the street, Like are you

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<v Speaker 2>grateful for that?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't like to go camping? And tell you that

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<v Speaker 3>I don't to go camping, I'm like, no, I've done,

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<v Speaker 3>why would I do?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't need that experience?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah right, yeah, it's yeah, I definitely don't like to

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<v Speaker 3>go camping. But you know, I'm just I'm eternally also

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<v Speaker 3>like a bit of a like feeling a bit like

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<v Speaker 3>I don't belong wherever I'm supposed to be, Like I'm

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<v Speaker 3>not supposed to be allowed in this place, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, I always feel like someone would be like,

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<v Speaker 3>who let the freak in?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, well, it seems like you were a go getter.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean if you're sitting there starting a label, like,

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<v Speaker 2>how did you how did you even come up with

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<v Speaker 2>that idea?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Well, I was working at this club in Seattle. God,

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<v Speaker 3>now my dream has come true. I get to work

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<v Speaker 3>at a rock club and like the bands that I

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<v Speaker 3>like are playing, you know, every month you get a calendar.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like, oh, oh I'm getting off that night.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like watching sound and watching how bands interact, and

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<v Speaker 3>oh my god. It was a dream come true. But

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<v Speaker 3>I was also not making very much money and I

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<v Speaker 3>was I'm just always ornery too, and I'm like, man,

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<v Speaker 3>I want to do what those guys are doing, Like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, they're tipping me nothing, you know, my tip

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<v Speaker 3>out and I'm getting like eleven bucks you know, for

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<v Speaker 3>like the busiest shift ever, and I'm like, there's got

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<v Speaker 3>to be a better way. So I just started saving

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<v Speaker 3>every tip. I was almost like in defiance of my

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<v Speaker 3>own my own prospects as as a as a growing person,

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<v Speaker 3>or I'm like, I don't have an education. I don't

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<v Speaker 3>I don't have a whole lot going for me as

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<v Speaker 3>skill wise. I'm going to just I'm how good at

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<v Speaker 3>cooking on the line. I'm just gonna save every dollar

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm gonna hide it for myself, and I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 3>put out my friend's record that those friends I met

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<v Speaker 3>in Tucson. I'm gonna put out their record. They're finally

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<v Speaker 3>gonna have a CD, and everything will just kind of start,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, snowballing. And it it did. So you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it had enough to put out one record, and it

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<v Speaker 3>had enough to repress it, and all of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 3>it's like Jesus, we got like a thing going on

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<v Speaker 3>here now and growing up with like I mean, even

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<v Speaker 3>in Irmo, South Carolina, I had stenciled Subpop on my backpack,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, in white out, you know, so there was

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<v Speaker 3>already like this like indie rock kind of like the

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<v Speaker 3>branding of indie rock was was working on me, you

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<v Speaker 3>know what I'm saying. Yeah, moving up to Seattle and stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>There's so many record labels. This is like peak indie sleeves,

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<v Speaker 3>whatever era this was. But there were so many great

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<v Speaker 3>labels and and everyone was cool and intermixing with one another.

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<v Speaker 3>And my idea to help other people dream their dreams

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<v Speaker 3>bigger was more than business savvy, because I had always said, like,

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<v Speaker 3>this is like a stepping stone. I'm not trying to

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<v Speaker 3>like put you on a contract. I'm not trying to

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<v Speaker 3>do nothing but get us on k XP, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and like and put our shops or our CDs and

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<v Speaker 3>all these shops. There were so many great record stores

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<v Speaker 3>in Seattle too, so you could put them on consignment.

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<v Speaker 3>And if you can sell those, they want to get more.

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<v Speaker 3>And all of a sudden, well, now we got something going,

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<v Speaker 3>and I was able to at least harness that dream

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<v Speaker 3>and help some people believe along with me.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be back with more from Ben Bridwell after the break.

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<v Speaker 2>So, when you started Band of Horses, making the jump

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<v Speaker 2>from being the guy in the back who's supporting everybody,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, helping other people get a foothold in

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<v Speaker 2>the scene and get you know, the band to grow

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<v Speaker 2>and stuff like that. When all of a sudden it

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<v Speaker 2>becomes you and it's your work and you're out there,

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<v Speaker 2>you're the front person. Was that a big transition for

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<v Speaker 2>you or did that happen seem to happen more naturally.

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<v Speaker 3>No, it's a transition. I still like I feel I

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<v Speaker 3>still feel like I'm like reeling from it in a

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<v Speaker 3>way where it's like I've come now twenty some years later,

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<v Speaker 3>I do feel like, Okay, I know what I'm doing,

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<v Speaker 3>but it took a while to get there where I'm

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<v Speaker 3>like it could all just fall apart in front of

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<v Speaker 3>everyone right here, you know, Like and even times where

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<v Speaker 3>I've like lost my voice or something been sick on

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<v Speaker 3>the road, I'm like, oh, there, it is, there, it

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<v Speaker 3>is now, you can't do it.

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<v Speaker 2>And then oh, like you're waiting for something, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Like waiting for like to either be exposed as a

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<v Speaker 3>fraud or like or not meant to be there in

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<v Speaker 3>that role. In some way, I kind of accepted that

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<v Speaker 3>I was gonna feel that way and I just had

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<v Speaker 3>to push through that. But somewhere along the line, I

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<v Speaker 3>have like accepted that this is like my gig, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and I am good at it and I love and

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<v Speaker 3>I've found a way to grow in that space and

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<v Speaker 3>really and love it and cherish it and miss it

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<v Speaker 3>when I'm not doing it.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, that's yeah. So your two thousand and six

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<v Speaker 2>album Everything All the Time, turns twenty this year. Man,

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<v Speaker 2>So how long were you writing songs before that album

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<v Speaker 2>came out?

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<v Speaker 3>Ooh. I would say it took me a while to

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<v Speaker 3>get those up to snuff, probably about two years. I

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<v Speaker 3>think we started in two thousand and four. Yeah, okay, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>so I didn't know how to play guitar or anything,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I had like I was like dtuning the

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<v Speaker 3>pegs to you know, my hand is comfortable here, I'll

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<v Speaker 3>just work the strings around that. You know. I still

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<v Speaker 3>got them tattooed on me, just in case I forget.

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<v Speaker 2>What songs are those?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh, No, One's gonna Love You in the Funeral. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>it's two different tunings, and I swear it makes no sense.

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<v Speaker 3>Every guitar check we've ever had is like it's kind

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<v Speaker 3>of a nightmare trying to line check those guitars. In

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<v Speaker 3>front of like a crowd, like, I don't know how

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<v Speaker 3>to what do you do with this? These strings? They

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<v Speaker 3>make no sense to another guitar player, But they're also

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<v Speaker 3>part of the sauce that I discovered down there writing

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<v Speaker 3>those first songs, not having any idea what to do.

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<v Speaker 3>So it took a while to get them to the

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<v Speaker 3>point of even I think playing live or sharing them

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<v Speaker 3>with any demos with like Phil k or somebody who

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<v Speaker 3>produced the record.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, do you remember the first time you played on stage,

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<v Speaker 2>like you sang your own songs on stage?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I do. I do. There's this place called the

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<v Speaker 3>Sit and Spin in Seattle, and I still had the

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<v Speaker 3>poster actually a little flyer. We were first of four

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<v Speaker 3>on like a Wednesday night or something like that, and uh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I had like a I was such I mean, I

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<v Speaker 3>was such a Freddy cat about it too. I would

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<v Speaker 3>sing with like a vocal processor thing that would just

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<v Speaker 3>like delay it and echo it so deeply that I

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<v Speaker 3>would it didn't really did not. Yeah, absolutely, Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 3>wish they made him for the best Man speeches, you know. Oh,

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<v Speaker 3>but any public speaking we need those delays. But but yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I was I was nervous, but I do remember feeling like,

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<v Speaker 3>of course, like exhilarated, but relieved relieved that uh no

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<v Speaker 3>one through tomatoes or whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, did you get any reaction, like real time

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<v Speaker 2>reaction from the crowd, Like did people seem into it?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? I think there was a sense already that this

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<v Speaker 3>was going to be a thing, and and I knew,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean it was you could see it quickly up there.

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<v Speaker 3>We also had like dueling weekly magazines. You know, there's

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<v Speaker 3>like who's got the better music coverage of the scene.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, it was there's at least two, there's at

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<v Speaker 3>least two and uh, you know someone's writing about it.

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<v Speaker 3>In the first week you played a show, all of

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<v Speaker 3>a sudden you're Seattle famous in the in the Gnarly

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<v Speaker 3>Times or whatever. Uh for uh for starting a new

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<v Speaker 3>band and generating buzz?

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<v Speaker 2>Was your Was the sound of the band different than

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<v Speaker 2>what else was going on locally? Like, did you guys

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<v Speaker 2>stand out as as a new sound?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? I guess we kind of did. Now thinking about it,

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<v Speaker 3>because whether I like it or not, my my southernness,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, my accent, my vibe, I mean, I'm very

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<v Speaker 3>like just like I identify as y'all. You know what

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I am y'all. Y'all. It's just everything. I

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<v Speaker 3>say it constantly, So I do. I do think I

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<v Speaker 3>put some y'all in that alternative you know that y'a

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<v Speaker 3>alternative was? Was?

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<v Speaker 2>Is that a thing? Alternative?

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<v Speaker 3>It was? We talked about it back in the day.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if anyone's really uh stuck with it,

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<v Speaker 3>but uh yeah, but it was because you had like

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<v Speaker 3>people like let's say, the Supersuckers from Tucson. They ended

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<v Speaker 3>up coming up to Seattle and living and they had

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<v Speaker 3>like a kind of country punk thing going on. And

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I grew up on the Stones, but like

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<v Speaker 3>and Neil Young and and like the Almond Brothers and stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was I think I was bringing something that

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<v Speaker 3>was that was a little bit different. Yeah, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it was mostly the fact that I was

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<v Speaker 3>just like it was so echoey and a bit more

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<v Speaker 3>psychedelic before it got kind of cleaned up in the

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<v Speaker 3>process that I was probably leaning more towards Jan's addiction

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<v Speaker 3>than maybe even say like the My Morning Jacket stuff

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<v Speaker 3>or something. I think a lot of that stuff snuck

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<v Speaker 3>in there and built a spill and flaming lips I

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<v Speaker 3>was listening to a lot of that stuff, so I

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<v Speaker 3>was singing a bit more of a higher register where

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of the Seattle bands there was still a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of like math rock going on, a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>post punk vibes, a lot of still like K Records

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<v Speaker 3>pop stuff still was like, uh was popping off, and

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<v Speaker 3>then you had like this new kind of macho rock

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<v Speaker 3>scene that subpop was having a go a little era with.

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<v Speaker 3>There's like a lot of like everyone's wearing black and

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<v Speaker 3>getting sleeve tattoos today and they're all dancing, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>It was We definitely were a different kind of vibe

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<v Speaker 3>where it was swinging wild in all directions, which is nice.

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, for some I think we were melodic enough

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<v Speaker 3>to uh to catch people's eye.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, what was the build up to releasing the first album? Like,

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<v Speaker 2>were you a band that played out all the time?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you tour? Did you play outside of Seattle? Was

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<v Speaker 2>your set covers? Was it original songs?

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<v Speaker 3>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me about the lead up to putting out the

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<v Speaker 2>first album?

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<v Speaker 3>Cool? Yeah, Well I was lucky that well I had

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<v Speaker 3>become friends with Sam Beam from Iron and Wine. He's

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<v Speaker 3>also from the same town that I'm from. In the

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<v Speaker 3>middle of South Carolina and he's a my brother age.

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<v Speaker 3>They were buddies, and I had met him one time

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<v Speaker 3>coming home for like a Christmas and I heard his

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<v Speaker 3>songs in his truck and I was like, what though,

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<v Speaker 3>this is crazy, Like, dude, you've got like something going here.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was lucky enough to dub some of those

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<v Speaker 3>songs down to another cassette tape and bring them with

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<v Speaker 3>me up to Seattle and and kind of introduce his

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<v Speaker 3>music to the subpop folks. And and my friend Howard

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<v Speaker 3>in Chicago, who worked with Thrill Jockey and Overcoat Records,

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, y'all gotta check out Sam Beamstaf. So

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<v Speaker 3>he ends up getting signed and kind of popping off

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<v Speaker 3>right around that a little bit, A little bit that day,

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<v Speaker 3>for sure, that day for sure. Oh man, I know. Actually,

0:24:01.396 --> 0:24:02.956
<v Speaker 3>you get one of those and you think all those

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<v Speaker 3>labels are going to listen to you the next time, right, No, No,

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<v Speaker 3>this was one. This is once in a lifetime here.

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<v Speaker 3>So so luckily Sam starts popping off right around the

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<v Speaker 3>time that horses was starting, and he took us out

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<v Speaker 3>on tour of the United States. Yeah, we were like

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<v Speaker 3>went around mostly in the South, open up for Iron

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<v Speaker 3>and Wine, which was a huge learning experience for us.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean for me as a as a singing person,

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<v Speaker 3>but also for just like the level of operation compared

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<v Speaker 3>to even the band that I was in before. It

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<v Speaker 3>was just like, Okay, this is a this is how

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<v Speaker 3>you tour, you know, and uh, it's funny. I ended

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<v Speaker 3>up getting in some way helping Sam get sign the subpop.

0:24:47.396 --> 0:24:49.716
<v Speaker 3>We end up open up for him two nights in Seattle,

0:24:50.356 --> 0:24:53.116
<v Speaker 3>and in turn, he gets me kind of signed a

0:24:53.156 --> 0:24:55.836
<v Speaker 3>subpop from all the way across the country. You know,

0:24:55.916 --> 0:24:59.596
<v Speaker 3>these two dudes in Irmo, South Carolina somehow end up

0:24:59.596 --> 0:25:05.116
<v Speaker 3>connected to Seattle via each other. Yeah, yeah, so that

0:25:05.236 --> 0:25:08.476
<v Speaker 3>was amazing he and yeah, that that process of of

0:25:09.156 --> 0:25:14.836
<v Speaker 3>seeing how Sam crafts his songs and then translates them

0:25:14.876 --> 0:25:18.276
<v Speaker 3>onto the stage and becomes also from maybe a bedroom

0:25:18.396 --> 0:25:22.156
<v Speaker 3>type of recording vibe all of a sudden in front

0:25:22.196 --> 0:25:25.796
<v Speaker 3>of you know, hundreds and hundreds of people. I kind

0:25:25.796 --> 0:25:28.716
<v Speaker 3>of followed his lead. He was very much like a

0:25:29.956 --> 0:25:30.836
<v Speaker 3>mentor in that way.

0:25:31.276 --> 0:25:34.156
<v Speaker 2>Nice. So what specifically did you pick up from him?

0:25:34.316 --> 0:25:35.916
<v Speaker 2>Like as far as performing.

0:25:36.676 --> 0:25:40.196
<v Speaker 3>Well, I still pick up from him his freedom. He

0:25:41.716 --> 0:25:46.156
<v Speaker 3>expresses himself so freely on stage and in front of

0:25:46.196 --> 0:25:52.276
<v Speaker 3>people with whether it's you know, playing different different ways

0:25:52.276 --> 0:25:54.196
<v Speaker 3>of playing songs that he's written a long time ago,

0:25:54.316 --> 0:25:57.316
<v Speaker 3>and challenging the audience in a way not and just

0:25:57.316 --> 0:26:03.236
<v Speaker 3>being unafraid to still make artful expression out of something

0:26:03.316 --> 0:26:05.156
<v Speaker 3>that doesn't have to be it doesn't you know, you

0:26:05.476 --> 0:26:07.756
<v Speaker 3>could serve it on a clean platter, you know. And

0:26:07.916 --> 0:26:11.156
<v Speaker 3>I like that he's messy with it and he's brave.

0:26:11.276 --> 0:26:14.156
<v Speaker 3>I'm not as brave. I'm a bit more loyal to

0:26:14.236 --> 0:26:19.996
<v Speaker 3>the recorded versions, but but he he's showed me so much.

0:26:20.036 --> 0:26:21.916
<v Speaker 3>I mean, how long you got It might be a

0:26:21.956 --> 0:26:24.556
<v Speaker 3>whole different other podcast, but yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm still

0:26:24.636 --> 0:26:27.356
<v Speaker 3>learning so much from Sam. And we just got off

0:26:27.396 --> 0:26:30.676
<v Speaker 3>a tour last year together again, which is crazy. That's now,

0:26:31.716 --> 0:26:34.236
<v Speaker 3>you know, twenty five years ago that we started touring together.

0:26:34.636 --> 0:26:39.276
<v Speaker 3>I'm still learning things and and I hope, I hope

0:26:39.316 --> 0:26:42.076
<v Speaker 3>I have a bit more steady footing to maybe where

0:26:42.116 --> 0:26:44.276
<v Speaker 3>he maybe he learns a couple of things from me

0:26:44.316 --> 0:26:45.036
<v Speaker 3>too along the way.

0:26:45.276 --> 0:26:46.116
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm sure.

0:26:46.396 --> 0:26:46.956
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:26:47.316 --> 0:26:50.116
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's funny. I was listening to the album that

0:26:50.196 --> 0:26:54.636
<v Speaker 2>you put out the live at the Ryman, Yeah, and

0:26:54.756 --> 0:26:56.836
<v Speaker 2>I was thinking about the way that you play the

0:26:56.876 --> 0:26:59.276
<v Speaker 2>songs live. And it's funny that you said that about Sam,

0:26:59.316 --> 0:27:01.236
<v Speaker 2>how he has the courage to kind of like mix

0:27:01.276 --> 0:27:04.636
<v Speaker 2>stuff up or try new, try a new approach to

0:27:04.716 --> 0:27:07.596
<v Speaker 2>a song. Do you find that you play the songs

0:27:07.636 --> 0:27:12.636
<v Speaker 2>that maybe are like the bigger, like hit songs, more straight,

0:27:12.796 --> 0:27:15.596
<v Speaker 2>and then you feel more freedom to kind of bug

0:27:15.636 --> 0:27:18.876
<v Speaker 2>out on the other ones that maybe are the deeper cuts.

0:27:19.516 --> 0:27:23.596
<v Speaker 3>Well. An easy way of explaining this would be, I

0:27:23.636 --> 0:27:27.876
<v Speaker 3>don't I'm still not as like musician I'm still not

0:27:27.916 --> 0:27:29.876
<v Speaker 3>that much of a musician about it. Like I'm like,

0:27:30.076 --> 0:27:32.076
<v Speaker 3>I just want to, like I want the song to

0:27:32.116 --> 0:27:34.556
<v Speaker 3>get off, like I want it to just go. I

0:27:34.556 --> 0:27:38.116
<v Speaker 3>want the impact to be how people are feeling about

0:27:38.316 --> 0:27:41.916
<v Speaker 3>finally finally getting to experience it. I'm trying to hit

0:27:41.956 --> 0:27:44.476
<v Speaker 3>them and their feels as hard as I can. And

0:27:44.516 --> 0:27:48.076
<v Speaker 3>for me, that's like not messing up, you know, because

0:27:48.236 --> 0:27:51.036
<v Speaker 3>I think I might come on glued completely. It gets

0:27:51.076 --> 0:27:54.316
<v Speaker 3>a little bit squirrely, like even trying to jam. We've

0:27:54.316 --> 0:27:56.996
<v Speaker 3>been on like the show the Jules Holland Show out

0:27:56.996 --> 0:27:59.396
<v Speaker 3>of England, and even on like these shows where you

0:27:59.436 --> 0:28:01.236
<v Speaker 3>have to like we're gonna start the show and all

0:28:01.236 --> 0:28:03.276
<v Speaker 3>the bands are like jamming in the round. We had

0:28:03.276 --> 0:28:04.956
<v Speaker 3>to do it, like they had to start over twice,

0:28:04.996 --> 0:28:06.916
<v Speaker 3>just because I don't know how to jam bro I

0:28:06.916 --> 0:28:09.756
<v Speaker 3>don't know where to put my fingers on threat board

0:28:09.756 --> 0:28:15.876
<v Speaker 3>because these tunings are so weird it's crazy. Yeah.

0:28:15.916 --> 0:28:19.636
<v Speaker 2>I like that, all right. So I want to ask

0:28:19.636 --> 0:28:23.196
<v Speaker 2>you specifically a little bit about this album, Like now,

0:28:23.356 --> 0:28:28.236
<v Speaker 2>twenty years later, what's the personality of this album for you? Like,

0:28:28.276 --> 0:28:30.956
<v Speaker 2>how do you describe this album?

0:28:31.156 --> 0:28:33.716
<v Speaker 3>Wow? Well, I had to like go back and listen

0:28:33.756 --> 0:28:36.676
<v Speaker 3>to it, and I haven't. I never listened to our records.

0:28:36.676 --> 0:28:38.956
<v Speaker 3>Once it's done, I'm like good, you know, And it

0:28:39.036 --> 0:28:41.476
<v Speaker 3>was it was out of here, yeah, And it was

0:28:41.516 --> 0:28:44.396
<v Speaker 3>nerve wracking too for to have like this kind of

0:28:44.436 --> 0:28:49.396
<v Speaker 3>immediate success where all of a sudden, you know, we'd

0:28:49.436 --> 0:28:51.076
<v Speaker 3>walk into a bar and it was like playing on

0:28:51.116 --> 0:28:54.556
<v Speaker 3>the bar speakers, you know, and you're like, I gotta

0:28:54.556 --> 0:28:56.636
<v Speaker 3>get out of here. I can't. This is weird, you know.

0:28:56.996 --> 0:29:00.996
<v Speaker 3>So I've kind of I've hidden from it and all

0:29:01.036 --> 0:29:05.916
<v Speaker 3>of it's amateurism, I don't know. Just like the way

0:29:05.956 --> 0:29:07.996
<v Speaker 3>I sang even, I was like, oh my god, this

0:29:08.076 --> 0:29:12.156
<v Speaker 3>is so weird. It's so weird. It's like dysmorphia or

0:29:12.196 --> 0:29:14.516
<v Speaker 3>something like that. I'm like, that's so weird. I can't

0:29:14.556 --> 0:29:14.756
<v Speaker 3>you know.

0:29:15.196 --> 0:29:16.516
<v Speaker 2>And how's it different than you sing?

0:29:16.556 --> 0:29:16.636
<v Speaker 1>Now?

0:29:16.716 --> 0:29:19.556
<v Speaker 2>Would you say, oh, man.

0:29:19.636 --> 0:29:24.876
<v Speaker 3>Well, it sounds very that voice sounds very like closed

0:29:24.876 --> 0:29:29.676
<v Speaker 3>and restrained and and just not there's not enough breath

0:29:29.676 --> 0:29:32.476
<v Speaker 3>in there, and it's just it freaks me out. But

0:29:32.996 --> 0:29:36.756
<v Speaker 3>also I would still criticize the voice I have now,

0:29:36.916 --> 0:29:41.956
<v Speaker 3>I'm sure, but yeah, I had to kind of give

0:29:42.076 --> 0:29:45.316
<v Speaker 3>in to the overall vibe and just listen to what

0:29:45.396 --> 0:29:50.076
<v Speaker 3>everyone else was doing, the other musicians. Listening to them

0:29:50.876 --> 0:29:54.436
<v Speaker 3>was more like it kind of allowed me to accept

0:29:54.476 --> 0:29:57.916
<v Speaker 3>it a bit easier and get the whole vibe that

0:29:57.956 --> 0:30:01.436
<v Speaker 3>Phil the producer was making. And just the soundscapes of

0:30:01.476 --> 0:30:04.916
<v Speaker 3>everything is pretty. It was pretty revealing to me there

0:30:04.916 --> 0:30:06.516
<v Speaker 3>to day, I'm like, this is actually kind of this

0:30:06.916 --> 0:30:09.476
<v Speaker 3>kind of its kind of hits all right, got you.

0:30:11.236 --> 0:30:15.756
<v Speaker 3>I'm grateful for the for all the rough stuff back then. Yeah,

0:30:15.756 --> 0:30:18.036
<v Speaker 3>and im and I'm really proud of the other musicians

0:30:18.076 --> 0:30:21.036
<v Speaker 3>that we all punched above our weight to a great

0:30:21.116 --> 0:30:24.556
<v Speaker 3>degree to to also meet Phil's expectations, which was this

0:30:24.596 --> 0:30:26.756
<v Speaker 3>is a this is a moment in time that deserves

0:30:26.796 --> 0:30:31.476
<v Speaker 3>to be captured and preserved and uh, and you must

0:30:31.956 --> 0:30:35.476
<v Speaker 3>give it every bit of of your effort, you know,

0:30:35.636 --> 0:30:40.076
<v Speaker 3>to to really make it something bigger than yourself. And

0:30:40.156 --> 0:30:44.876
<v Speaker 3>so I see it as yeah, an an awkward, scrappy,

0:30:45.516 --> 0:30:49.956
<v Speaker 3>scrappy new dad that's uh, it's gonna take some licks

0:30:49.996 --> 0:30:52.516
<v Speaker 3>before he figures out, you know, remembers to bring diapers

0:30:52.516 --> 0:30:55.796
<v Speaker 3>with him when he goes to the store just in

0:30:55.836 --> 0:30:59.516
<v Speaker 3>case anything goes down. Yep, I listened to it last night.

0:30:59.556 --> 0:31:01.316
<v Speaker 2>I had Oh you listened to it last night.

0:31:01.636 --> 0:31:04.036
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I listened to the first side of it two

0:31:04.116 --> 0:31:06.676
<v Speaker 3>days ago, and I was like, oh man, it's like

0:31:06.716 --> 0:31:08.636
<v Speaker 3>I don't want, I don't want to listen to the

0:31:08.676 --> 0:31:11.236
<v Speaker 3>other but I did it. I was like, I got to.

0:31:11.276 --> 0:31:12.916
<v Speaker 3>I have to do my research to make sure I

0:31:12.956 --> 0:31:16.036
<v Speaker 3>know what I'm talking about. So yeah, I'm pretty familiar

0:31:16.036 --> 0:31:16.356
<v Speaker 3>with it.

0:31:16.716 --> 0:31:20.756
<v Speaker 2>Okay, I'm sorry you had that experience.

0:31:22.716 --> 0:31:27.036
<v Speaker 3>That sounds cute. This is not good for promo, but yeah, no,

0:31:27.116 --> 0:31:29.156
<v Speaker 3>it's just it's just hard to look at old pictures

0:31:29.156 --> 0:31:29.676
<v Speaker 3>of yourself.

0:31:29.756 --> 0:31:34.076
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, oh my gosh, yes, yes, Okay, So are there

0:31:34.156 --> 0:31:37.876
<v Speaker 2>any memorable sessions you remember, like any of the songs

0:31:38.916 --> 0:31:44.076
<v Speaker 2>that you know, maybe something memorable happened in the studio

0:31:44.236 --> 0:31:46.116
<v Speaker 2>or all of a sudden the song started to work,

0:31:46.196 --> 0:31:49.076
<v Speaker 2>it makes sense, or maybe a funny story around recording

0:31:49.116 --> 0:31:50.276
<v Speaker 2>one of the songs.

0:31:50.876 --> 0:31:53.956
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean it was I'm sure for fulfill the producer.

0:31:53.996 --> 0:31:59.116
<v Speaker 3>I'm sure it was just a you know, NonStop follies

0:31:59.596 --> 0:32:02.676
<v Speaker 3>with us. But you know, I didn't know what to

0:32:02.676 --> 0:32:06.716
<v Speaker 3>do with my hands while singing. I've only been singing

0:32:06.796 --> 0:32:08.636
<v Speaker 3>at to this point with the guitar in my hands.

0:32:08.636 --> 0:32:10.916
<v Speaker 3>So I said, you're in a studio. I didn't know

0:32:10.956 --> 0:32:14.076
<v Speaker 3>where to put my hands without making noise, like you know,

0:32:14.396 --> 0:32:16.916
<v Speaker 3>putting in my pockets and you got keys in your pockets.

0:32:16.916 --> 0:32:19.076
<v Speaker 3>Stop doing that, you know. So I took to the

0:32:19.076 --> 0:32:22.116
<v Speaker 3>only thing that was available was this like serrated bread

0:32:22.156 --> 0:32:25.476
<v Speaker 3>knife that I would like just holding my hands kind

0:32:25.516 --> 0:32:27.396
<v Speaker 3>of waving around, just to make sure I didn't make

0:32:27.396 --> 0:32:31.916
<v Speaker 3>any noise while singing. Stuff like that, I mean serious

0:32:31.956 --> 0:32:35.916
<v Speaker 3>greenhorn stuff where you just don't have any prior knowledge

0:32:35.916 --> 0:32:39.476
<v Speaker 3>of what to do much less I tell you what,

0:32:39.596 --> 0:32:42.676
<v Speaker 3>like trying to play guitar. It's one thing to like

0:32:42.716 --> 0:32:45.916
<v Speaker 3>write the songs and find the melody and then get

0:32:45.956 --> 0:32:49.636
<v Speaker 3>over yourself to write lyrics that you're not afraid to display.

0:32:49.676 --> 0:32:51.516
<v Speaker 3>But now it's like you gotta be able to play

0:32:51.516 --> 0:32:56.516
<v Speaker 3>those guitars like adequately for Phil who has a very

0:32:56.596 --> 0:32:59.516
<v Speaker 3>high standard set. So I was like, I mean, I've

0:32:59.556 --> 0:33:02.156
<v Speaker 3>never played guitar like that before, and where you're playing

0:33:02.196 --> 0:33:05.556
<v Speaker 3>something over and over trying to make someone feel good

0:33:05.556 --> 0:33:08.476
<v Speaker 3>about it, even though you know they're just like accepting

0:33:08.476 --> 0:33:10.316
<v Speaker 3>it's as good as it's going to get. You know.

0:33:10.876 --> 0:33:14.236
<v Speaker 3>That kind of that kind of pressure was like was

0:33:14.356 --> 0:33:16.636
<v Speaker 3>kind of scary, you know, or or seeing you know,

0:33:16.836 --> 0:33:20.516
<v Speaker 3>friends deal with like trying to keep a steady tempo

0:33:20.996 --> 0:33:24.276
<v Speaker 3>or to do these things that were he was really

0:33:24.316 --> 0:33:28.076
<v Speaker 3>lifting us up into a into a weight class that

0:33:28.076 --> 0:33:31.356
<v Speaker 3>we weren't ready to be in. So it was it

0:33:31.396 --> 0:33:37.596
<v Speaker 3>was terrifying and and also just being a bit clueless

0:33:37.676 --> 0:33:39.916
<v Speaker 3>that it would that it would catch on or anything

0:33:39.956 --> 0:33:42.596
<v Speaker 3>I was trying. I tried to not finish what would

0:33:42.596 --> 0:33:45.956
<v Speaker 3>become like our flagship or bell Cow song the funeral.

0:33:46.316 --> 0:33:47.996
<v Speaker 3>I was like, Oh, we'll just save it for the

0:33:48.036 --> 0:33:50.196
<v Speaker 3>next one. It's too hard to pull off. We'll just

0:33:50.196 --> 0:33:53.436
<v Speaker 3>put this other song on there instead. And I think

0:33:54.156 --> 0:33:56.836
<v Speaker 3>Phil and the label were like, bro, finish that song

0:33:56.956 --> 0:34:00.116
<v Speaker 3>that is like the song you know, the I was

0:34:00.156 --> 0:34:02.316
<v Speaker 3>just clueless, you know, I didn't even want and when

0:34:02.316 --> 0:34:04.036
<v Speaker 3>we were done, I didn't even choose that one to

0:34:04.036 --> 0:34:07.116
<v Speaker 3>be a single. I'm like, I've always been clueless about

0:34:07.156 --> 0:34:10.676
<v Speaker 3>like what are gonna like about it? I guess. So

0:34:10.716 --> 0:34:13.716
<v Speaker 3>I'm just like, I guess it's if I remember anything.

0:34:13.956 --> 0:34:17.116
<v Speaker 3>Is that I didn't know nothing, you know, and I

0:34:17.156 --> 0:34:17.956
<v Speaker 3>still kind of don't.

0:34:18.476 --> 0:34:21.236
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, what were you writing the funeral about? Do you

0:34:21.236 --> 0:34:23.476
<v Speaker 2>remember what was happening in your life at that time,

0:34:23.716 --> 0:34:25.636
<v Speaker 2>like what you were even thinking about.

0:34:26.756 --> 0:34:31.636
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. Yeah, I think it's a mixture of living out

0:34:31.836 --> 0:34:35.876
<v Speaker 3>west and having to go home for like Christmas to

0:34:35.916 --> 0:34:38.276
<v Speaker 3>like see my family and stuff like that, and like

0:34:38.956 --> 0:34:44.476
<v Speaker 3>having to like deal with I don't know, like uh,

0:34:45.356 --> 0:34:49.996
<v Speaker 3>just awkward conversations and just social anxiety. I think social

0:34:50.036 --> 0:34:53.036
<v Speaker 3>anxiety was a big part of it, where I'm just like, oh,

0:34:53.116 --> 0:34:57.036
<v Speaker 3>this is all just this is all brutal. I don't

0:34:57.036 --> 0:34:59.716
<v Speaker 3>want to have to like talk in front of people

0:34:59.996 --> 0:35:04.156
<v Speaker 3>and like answer questions about myself. And then the growing

0:35:04.236 --> 0:35:09.316
<v Speaker 3>anxiety I think of just growing older and the fear

0:35:09.316 --> 0:35:17.196
<v Speaker 3>of the fear of losing like my parents and and

0:35:17.276 --> 0:35:22.516
<v Speaker 3>that like I'm just yeah, death, losing people like to death,

0:35:22.676 --> 0:35:26.556
<v Speaker 3>or or even sometimes hearing you know, other people's stories,

0:35:26.596 --> 0:35:30.156
<v Speaker 3>you know, some when people lose unrequired love or whatever.

0:35:30.276 --> 0:35:34.436
<v Speaker 3>You know, it's like, uh, it just it really messes

0:35:34.436 --> 0:35:37.396
<v Speaker 3>me up, I guess, and yeah, still does to this day.

0:35:37.436 --> 0:35:42.756
<v Speaker 3>I'm still terrified of of dealing with when people got

0:35:42.756 --> 0:35:46.596
<v Speaker 3>to go move on. So uh yeah, I think there was.

0:35:46.676 --> 0:35:48.716
<v Speaker 3>It was a mixture of those things, my own crippling

0:35:48.756 --> 0:35:53.676
<v Speaker 3>social anxiety and then the fear of mortality.

0:35:54.556 --> 0:35:56.836
<v Speaker 2>Had you lost anyone who was close to you at that.

0:35:56.836 --> 0:36:01.996
<v Speaker 3>Point friends, Yeah, but no real close family members to

0:36:02.076 --> 0:36:04.956
<v Speaker 3>that point. Yeaheah, nothing, It.

0:36:05.036 --> 0:36:06.876
<v Speaker 2>Was just more of a fear of it rather than

0:36:06.916 --> 0:36:07.756
<v Speaker 2>an experience.

0:36:07.956 --> 0:36:10.716
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, which is which is maybe just a human

0:36:10.756 --> 0:36:13.916
<v Speaker 3>condition thing that I just happened to have elevated or something.

0:36:15.476 --> 0:36:18.716
<v Speaker 3>And sometimes yeah, it's other people's stories make me cry

0:36:18.956 --> 0:36:23.236
<v Speaker 3>like that, just people like people go through that pain.

0:36:24.076 --> 0:36:28.676
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, do you remember what it was about that song?

0:36:28.756 --> 0:36:31.756
<v Speaker 2>Like at what point were you were you stuck? Like

0:36:31.796 --> 0:36:34.956
<v Speaker 2>what made it hard for you to finish the guitar?

0:36:35.156 --> 0:36:37.836
<v Speaker 3>The guitar? I remember, I was just getting kind of

0:36:39.396 --> 0:36:44.716
<v Speaker 3>exhausted by Phil's expectations of where it needed to get to,

0:36:45.276 --> 0:36:48.316
<v Speaker 3>you know, and I physically didn't feel like I could

0:36:48.316 --> 0:36:53.156
<v Speaker 3>pull it off, so I just had to. I think

0:36:53.196 --> 0:36:56.036
<v Speaker 3>I probably gave up at least one time. I was like,

0:36:56.076 --> 0:36:58.596
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, I can do it. It's just if

0:36:58.596 --> 0:37:00.836
<v Speaker 3>it's not good enough for you, we'll just put it

0:37:00.876 --> 0:37:03.156
<v Speaker 3>on the next album. I'll get better Phil, you know.

0:37:04.756 --> 0:37:10.596
<v Speaker 3>But no, I think it was just a growing moment

0:37:10.636 --> 0:37:12.756
<v Speaker 3>where I had to get up and play big boy ball.

0:37:13.356 --> 0:37:15.276
<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, yeah, Well that's good that you didn't have

0:37:15.316 --> 0:37:17.356
<v Speaker 2>someone else step in and just do the guitar part.

0:37:18.356 --> 0:37:18.676
<v Speaker 2>You could have.

0:37:18.756 --> 0:37:20.676
<v Speaker 3>Just sure I still had help. Don't worry. I'm sure.

0:37:20.676 --> 0:37:23.436
<v Speaker 3>I okay, I'm sure I still had the village lifting

0:37:23.476 --> 0:37:24.276
<v Speaker 3>me up. Don't worry.

0:37:24.796 --> 0:37:26.876
<v Speaker 2>Who else had Phil work? What other bands had Phil

0:37:26.876 --> 0:37:28.996
<v Speaker 2>worked with at the time, Like were you thinking of

0:37:28.996 --> 0:37:30.956
<v Speaker 2>those people? And be like damn when he worked with

0:37:31.356 --> 0:37:33.436
<v Speaker 2>the Black Crows, like they were probably killing it? Or

0:37:33.476 --> 0:37:34.516
<v Speaker 2>whoever he worked with?

0:37:34.956 --> 0:37:38.716
<v Speaker 3>Well, yeah, he was working with a lot of bands

0:37:38.716 --> 0:37:41.116
<v Speaker 3>that I admired, like and do you still like Built

0:37:41.116 --> 0:37:49.236
<v Speaker 3>the Spill and Modest Mouse and the Shins and God

0:37:49.356 --> 0:37:52.876
<v Speaker 3>Countless bands, Lesavi FIV was a band that I really love.

0:37:53.316 --> 0:38:00.356
<v Speaker 3>And the guitars and stuff his his his vivid sound

0:38:00.836 --> 0:38:04.516
<v Speaker 3>textures and things were or what drew me to him

0:38:04.676 --> 0:38:07.556
<v Speaker 3>wanting to work with him. But then it's like immediately

0:38:07.556 --> 0:38:10.676
<v Speaker 3>like Buyer's remorse were like, I'm gonna have to I'm

0:38:10.676 --> 0:38:13.036
<v Speaker 3>really going to have to get my level up to

0:38:13.156 --> 0:38:15.036
<v Speaker 3>what he needs to be able to pull that off.

0:38:15.076 --> 0:38:16.956
<v Speaker 2>You know, that's a nice challenge though.

0:38:17.796 --> 0:38:20.116
<v Speaker 3>It's helped. I mean it it helped, you know, move

0:38:20.196 --> 0:38:23.836
<v Speaker 3>us up another step into being to being whatever we

0:38:23.916 --> 0:38:29.396
<v Speaker 3>are now, whatever that is.

0:38:31.236 --> 0:38:33.556
<v Speaker 1>Well, nas break and we're back with Ben Bridwell.

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<v Speaker 2>So you said that the album kind of started to

0:38:40.276 --> 0:38:42.796
<v Speaker 2>pick up. How did you know, Like, how did you

0:38:42.916 --> 0:38:45.516
<v Speaker 2>know that it was? You said you would hear it

0:38:45.676 --> 0:38:48.436
<v Speaker 2>when you walked into bars. Was it being played on

0:38:48.476 --> 0:38:50.876
<v Speaker 2>the radio? Like how did you get a sense that?

0:38:50.956 --> 0:38:55.036
<v Speaker 2>It was? Kind of like catching on your time back then?

0:38:55.636 --> 0:38:57.876
<v Speaker 3>For sure? And we were so lucky to have to

0:38:57.996 --> 0:39:03.796
<v Speaker 3>be in Seattle where k XB was lifting up so many,

0:39:03.996 --> 0:39:07.316
<v Speaker 3>so many local bands. I mean, they've really helped grow

0:39:07.356 --> 0:39:09.836
<v Speaker 3>a scene. And I knew it from work and the

0:39:09.916 --> 0:39:12.596
<v Speaker 3>label side of it and getting some of my bands

0:39:12.716 --> 0:39:15.196
<v Speaker 3>over to k XP, you know. So it was amazing

0:39:15.236 --> 0:39:18.556
<v Speaker 3>to be on that receiving end of their affection at

0:39:18.556 --> 0:39:21.916
<v Speaker 3>the time, and it starts to pick up I think

0:39:21.996 --> 0:39:26.716
<v Speaker 3>the real like because very early in the process, we

0:39:26.756 --> 0:39:29.396
<v Speaker 3>went to Europe to play a couple of shows, and

0:39:29.836 --> 0:39:33.316
<v Speaker 3>we played in Norway at this festival, and people, these

0:39:33.356 --> 0:39:37.396
<v Speaker 3>Norwegian people were singing back to us. Whether it was

0:39:37.556 --> 0:39:41.516
<v Speaker 3>correct or not, it was just like mind blowing. These

0:39:41.556 --> 0:39:45.356
<v Speaker 3>people even heard of us and decided to come watch

0:39:46.076 --> 0:39:48.676
<v Speaker 3>and listen. But the fact that they knew the words

0:39:48.716 --> 0:39:51.876
<v Speaker 3>to our songs is like, this is something that I mean,

0:39:51.876 --> 0:39:55.596
<v Speaker 3>that was like huge expectation blown right there. You know,

0:39:56.076 --> 0:39:59.196
<v Speaker 3>we actually might we actually might be here for a bit.

0:40:00.036 --> 0:40:02.636
<v Speaker 2>That's cool. What was your first time in Europe?

0:40:02.716 --> 0:40:09.636
<v Speaker 3>Like, oh, Greenhorns? Just you know, we already you know,

0:40:09.676 --> 0:40:13.876
<v Speaker 3>we I've I had no problem living that that cliche

0:40:14.196 --> 0:40:18.356
<v Speaker 3>of like let's let's go get it, you know, let's

0:40:18.396 --> 0:40:24.436
<v Speaker 3>drink all the drinks and and be silly, you know,

0:40:24.556 --> 0:40:27.116
<v Speaker 3>and be and kind of ride the wave of it

0:40:27.116 --> 0:40:30.076
<v Speaker 3>because it's probably fleeting, you know, it's it's more than

0:40:30.196 --> 0:40:37.036
<v Speaker 3>likely fleeting. So we enjoyed ourselves and shortly thereafter real

0:40:37.076 --> 0:40:42.396
<v Speaker 3>life luckily intervened and and I had my first child,

0:40:42.516 --> 0:40:45.476
<v Speaker 3>like along before the second record came out, So we

0:40:45.516 --> 0:40:47.916
<v Speaker 3>didn't get all that. It wasn't all that long of

0:40:47.956 --> 0:40:51.956
<v Speaker 3>getting to live like this, you know, kind of imaginary

0:40:52.036 --> 0:40:55.556
<v Speaker 3>rock star thing. It was real life came to help

0:40:55.596 --> 0:40:56.596
<v Speaker 3>ground me pretty soon.

0:40:56.836 --> 0:40:59.556
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, that'll do. The kid'll do that. Did you

0:40:59.556 --> 0:41:02.276
<v Speaker 2>ever get to like tear up a hotel room or

0:41:02.316 --> 0:41:04.156
<v Speaker 2>anything like that, like throw TV's out the.

0:41:04.116 --> 0:41:09.676
<v Speaker 3>Window, y'all? I am way too respectful to do that.

0:41:09.876 --> 0:41:13.276
<v Speaker 3>I would Oh my god, my parents, they would, they

0:41:13.276 --> 0:41:16.436
<v Speaker 3>would be so disappointed in me. There's no way, no,

0:41:16.556 --> 0:41:19.796
<v Speaker 3>there's no way. I'm not trashing any I clean up

0:41:19.836 --> 0:41:22.956
<v Speaker 3>for the housekeeping, you know, I do. I still to

0:41:22.996 --> 0:41:24.556
<v Speaker 3>this day, will clean up for housekeeping.

0:41:24.996 --> 0:41:28.436
<v Speaker 2>That's so nice? Was it so once you once you

0:41:29.676 --> 0:41:33.716
<v Speaker 2>were experiencing that, like fame and riding high and partying

0:41:33.756 --> 0:41:36.636
<v Speaker 2>and all that, Like, was that different than you expected

0:41:36.636 --> 0:41:39.076
<v Speaker 2>it to be? Or was it exactly what you hoped

0:41:39.116 --> 0:41:39.516
<v Speaker 2>it was?

0:41:41.316 --> 0:41:44.156
<v Speaker 3>All the expectations were being exceeded, There's no doubt. So

0:41:44.196 --> 0:41:46.996
<v Speaker 3>it's hard to be prepared for what you what your

0:41:47.036 --> 0:41:50.436
<v Speaker 3>personality might be like in those situations. But I already knew.

0:41:50.516 --> 0:41:53.236
<v Speaker 3>I already knew that was kind of not much of

0:41:53.276 --> 0:41:56.156
<v Speaker 3>a joiner for one. I'm not like a Jam. I

0:41:56.156 --> 0:41:58.756
<v Speaker 3>don't want to get together in Jam like I'm not

0:41:59.436 --> 0:42:02.796
<v Speaker 3>and I'm also not like trying to rung up on

0:42:02.876 --> 0:42:08.956
<v Speaker 3>the ladder, and I'm a bit nervous with meeting here

0:42:09.756 --> 0:42:15.356
<v Speaker 3>or or even like like industry people and stuff like.

0:42:15.916 --> 0:42:18.756
<v Speaker 3>I'm not much of a joiner. So I shouldn't have

0:42:19.036 --> 0:42:24.476
<v Speaker 3>I shouldn't be surprised by how lonely the job would be.

0:42:24.796 --> 0:42:28.236
<v Speaker 3>I shouldn't. I shouldn't be surprised by it because I'm

0:42:28.276 --> 0:42:32.196
<v Speaker 3>already a bit of an isolated kind of personality anyways.

0:42:33.476 --> 0:42:36.836
<v Speaker 3>But maybe the fact that I didn't expect it to

0:42:37.116 --> 0:42:42.796
<v Speaker 3>kind of become the safe place. And you know, when

0:42:42.836 --> 0:42:46.396
<v Speaker 3>your ego is people can you know, pump up your

0:42:46.396 --> 0:42:51.236
<v Speaker 3>ego at every every turn. I'm surprised that I was

0:42:51.276 --> 0:42:54.956
<v Speaker 3>able to want to avoid it, you know, like I

0:42:54.956 --> 0:42:57.116
<v Speaker 3>don't want that. I don't want to see us on

0:42:57.236 --> 0:42:59.476
<v Speaker 3>the late night TV thing. I'm not gonna watch it.

0:43:00.036 --> 0:43:03.716
<v Speaker 3>I'm not gonna watch the performance. I'm not gonna listen

0:43:03.756 --> 0:43:09.916
<v Speaker 3>to this. So I'm I'm glad that I've been able

0:43:09.956 --> 0:43:12.316
<v Speaker 3>to avoid a lot of that ego pump and stuff.

0:43:12.396 --> 0:43:15.716
<v Speaker 3>But I'm sure it finds its way in other ways.

0:43:15.436 --> 0:43:18.596
<v Speaker 2>You know how is a transition for you becoming a dad,

0:43:18.756 --> 0:43:21.956
<v Speaker 2>like transitioning from Okay, we got we have the albums out,

0:43:21.996 --> 0:43:25.756
<v Speaker 2>it's doing well, we're touring internationally, and then you come

0:43:25.796 --> 0:43:28.636
<v Speaker 2>home and have such a different life, the domestic life.

0:43:29.116 --> 0:43:29.836
<v Speaker 2>How is that for you?

0:43:30.596 --> 0:43:35.356
<v Speaker 3>Well, I'm still evolving and learning. You know, I'm forty seven,

0:43:35.436 --> 0:43:40.156
<v Speaker 3>I have four children. They're all daughters in between the

0:43:40.196 --> 0:43:43.676
<v Speaker 3>ages of ten and seventeen. So we're like, we're in

0:43:43.716 --> 0:43:47.956
<v Speaker 3>a wild spot right now. But it's amazing and I'm

0:43:48.116 --> 0:43:51.956
<v Speaker 3>so I just I love this. I love this time

0:43:51.956 --> 0:43:54.636
<v Speaker 3>that we have right now in their development and their

0:43:54.676 --> 0:43:58.716
<v Speaker 3>brain growth and our bonding time is just so amazing.

0:43:58.836 --> 0:44:02.516
<v Speaker 3>And it's only got room to still grow bigger. And

0:44:01.996 --> 0:44:05.556
<v Speaker 3>I'm so enthused by them. They are my masterpiece. And

0:44:05.596 --> 0:44:09.476
<v Speaker 3>this music thing is kind of a byproduct, honestly. Oh

0:44:10.996 --> 0:44:15.916
<v Speaker 3>and so it's it's it's there's been a learning curve too,

0:44:15.956 --> 0:44:20.476
<v Speaker 3>of just I think with anybody, you're you're learning to

0:44:20.596 --> 0:44:24.876
<v Speaker 3>be less selfish and more patient and things like that.

0:44:25.116 --> 0:44:28.036
<v Speaker 3>So I'm still I'm still growing in that. But I

0:44:28.036 --> 0:44:32.116
<v Speaker 3>feel like I'm in a really great spot where I

0:44:32.156 --> 0:44:33.796
<v Speaker 3>don't know, I'm just I feel like the sky is

0:44:33.836 --> 0:44:39.076
<v Speaker 3>the limit for us and our love for one another. So, uh,

0:44:39.276 --> 0:44:43.516
<v Speaker 3>it's only getting better, and it's it's only getting bigger.

0:44:43.676 --> 0:44:46.796
<v Speaker 3>And I feel like I'm I have more patients to

0:44:46.956 --> 0:44:50.236
<v Speaker 3>ride with them through all this you know, development they're

0:44:50.236 --> 0:44:52.996
<v Speaker 3>going through and whatever they need from me. So I'm

0:44:53.116 --> 0:44:54.916
<v Speaker 3>I'm here for and more.

0:44:55.476 --> 0:44:59.876
<v Speaker 2>How's the co parenting situation going? How's the post divorce?

0:45:01.916 --> 0:45:03.516
<v Speaker 2>I mean, if you don't want to answer that, that's

0:45:03.556 --> 0:45:04.596
<v Speaker 2>totally fine. We don't even know.

0:45:05.436 --> 0:45:07.796
<v Speaker 3>I'm an open book with respect.

0:45:08.076 --> 0:45:13.236
<v Speaker 4>Uh yeah, it's it's you know, it's it's it's strange

0:45:13.276 --> 0:45:16.836
<v Speaker 4>because you have to let go of how someone else

0:45:16.916 --> 0:45:18.956
<v Speaker 4>is parenting your children and you have to be able

0:45:18.996 --> 0:45:22.996
<v Speaker 4>to allow them to also live their life and how

0:45:23.036 --> 0:45:23.956
<v Speaker 4>they see things, you know.

0:45:23.996 --> 0:45:28.076
<v Speaker 3>So that's that's really the the balance you're trying to seek.

0:45:28.116 --> 0:45:33.516
<v Speaker 3>And and I'm lucky to co parent with with the

0:45:33.556 --> 0:45:36.396
<v Speaker 3>woman that you know, we have at least like the

0:45:36.436 --> 0:45:40.516
<v Speaker 3>same core values and and that helps that that helps

0:45:40.556 --> 0:45:45.556
<v Speaker 3>answer a lot of questions. You know. Yeah, but it's

0:45:45.636 --> 0:45:48.676
<v Speaker 3>you know, not being married to some anymore. I'm like,

0:45:49.396 --> 0:45:52.076
<v Speaker 3>I've really been able to discover who I truly am

0:45:52.156 --> 0:45:55.236
<v Speaker 3>when I'm by myself and and what I expect in

0:45:55.316 --> 0:46:00.716
<v Speaker 3>any sort of partnership really, And god, I'm just so happy.

0:46:00.876 --> 0:46:04.516
<v Speaker 3>I'm just like so happy, and I'm good. I'm just

0:46:05.076 --> 0:46:08.276
<v Speaker 3>I'm just in such a good, happy place with being

0:46:09.276 --> 0:46:12.036
<v Speaker 3>in my own piece, you know, and just and and

0:46:12.076 --> 0:46:15.556
<v Speaker 3>creating a beautiful piece with my children that uh, no

0:46:15.556 --> 0:46:17.716
<v Speaker 3>one's allowed to mess it up, including me, you know.

0:46:18.316 --> 0:46:21.356
<v Speaker 2>Good good. I feel like the most recent interviews I

0:46:21.356 --> 0:46:23.356
<v Speaker 2>saw with you, you weren't. It didn't seem like you were.

0:46:23.956 --> 0:46:27.676
<v Speaker 2>Maybe it was more fresh and so I think maybe

0:46:27.676 --> 0:46:30.316
<v Speaker 2>you weren't as in such a settled place. So that's

0:46:30.316 --> 0:46:30.796
<v Speaker 2>good to hear.

0:46:30.956 --> 0:46:33.396
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, well, well I'll tell you what. For me,

0:46:33.796 --> 0:46:37.516
<v Speaker 3>and this job helped a lot to fuel even the

0:46:37.516 --> 0:46:42.876
<v Speaker 3>genetic curse of alcoholism. Uh and uh, you know, riding

0:46:42.956 --> 0:46:48.436
<v Speaker 3>with that through this crazy job was an interesting, interesting,

0:46:48.676 --> 0:46:52.236
<v Speaker 3>interesting road to fallow. But uh, I finally got that

0:46:52.956 --> 0:46:54.636
<v Speaker 3>nipped in the bud a couple of years ago, and

0:46:54.676 --> 0:46:59.396
<v Speaker 3>that has just been amazing. From my own piece, and

0:46:59.396 --> 0:47:02.116
<v Speaker 3>and just being able to deal with the world in general. Honestly,

0:47:02.156 --> 0:47:08.356
<v Speaker 3>it's it's night and day. How easier things are. I

0:47:08.436 --> 0:47:09.876
<v Speaker 3>quit you're at home.

0:47:10.716 --> 0:47:11.716
<v Speaker 2>Just like cold turkey.

0:47:12.196 --> 0:47:14.676
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, well, I just kind of weaned myself off and

0:47:15.636 --> 0:47:17.676
<v Speaker 3>set a goal and never looked back.

0:47:18.236 --> 0:47:19.276
<v Speaker 2>Good for you.

0:47:19.396 --> 0:47:22.196
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's awesome. I'm really I'm having a great time

0:47:22.356 --> 0:47:26.396
<v Speaker 3>and everything's easier. Honestly, Yeah, everything's just easier. I Mean

0:47:26.756 --> 0:47:28.756
<v Speaker 3>there's times where I'm like, God, it'd be easier at

0:47:28.756 --> 0:47:30.996
<v Speaker 3>the social function to get you know, to get some

0:47:31.076 --> 0:47:34.716
<v Speaker 3>drinks up in here or do with this anxiety. But

0:47:34.956 --> 0:47:37.316
<v Speaker 3>I found with uh, it was it was kind of

0:47:37.356 --> 0:47:40.716
<v Speaker 3>fueling more anxiety for me trying trying to kind of

0:47:40.796 --> 0:47:44.876
<v Speaker 3>kill that imposter syndrome and stuff like that. That just

0:47:44.916 --> 0:47:47.796
<v Speaker 3>the natural it's there backstage. You kind of get used

0:47:47.836 --> 0:47:52.036
<v Speaker 3>to trying to bury those feelings of you know, awkwardness

0:47:52.036 --> 0:47:54.876
<v Speaker 3>on the road and missing people at home, all those

0:47:54.876 --> 0:47:56.876
<v Speaker 3>feelings you're trying to bury them with that. But it

0:47:56.916 --> 0:48:01.476
<v Speaker 3>was only creating more anxiety for me to where I

0:48:01.516 --> 0:48:05.036
<v Speaker 3>was like, oh, what if we eliminated that one and see,

0:48:05.396 --> 0:48:07.916
<v Speaker 3>let's try to see if that helps in Uh. Yeah,

0:48:08.076 --> 0:48:12.436
<v Speaker 3>it just opened my world to a whole lot more,

0:48:13.996 --> 0:48:17.996
<v Speaker 3>a whole just big, brighter space to feel at peace

0:48:18.116 --> 0:48:21.196
<v Speaker 3>and to navigate, to navigate any kind of troubles.

0:48:22.556 --> 0:48:25.076
<v Speaker 2>How has it been with songwriting, Like has that changed

0:48:25.076 --> 0:48:28.316
<v Speaker 2>your processes at all writing new songs, like not being

0:48:28.356 --> 0:48:32.876
<v Speaker 2>able to drink or I imagine drinking was maybe somehow

0:48:32.916 --> 0:48:36.436
<v Speaker 2>part of that process. Did you have any fear that, like, oh,

0:48:36.556 --> 0:48:38.836
<v Speaker 2>maybe I can't write as well now?

0:48:39.716 --> 0:48:42.436
<v Speaker 3>Well, I think it still kind of persists in that.

0:48:42.596 --> 0:48:46.756
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I used to go escape to write and drink,

0:48:47.156 --> 0:48:48.756
<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean. So it's like now that

0:48:49.756 --> 0:48:51.636
<v Speaker 3>you're only escaping to go I need to go escape

0:48:51.676 --> 0:48:54.236
<v Speaker 3>to the writing aspect, It's like, oh, there was this

0:48:54.276 --> 0:48:57.796
<v Speaker 3>whole other thing. I was a destination I was reaching too,

0:48:57.836 --> 0:49:00.556
<v Speaker 3>which was to finally be able to like to booze,

0:49:00.996 --> 0:49:05.356
<v Speaker 3>and so to get the motivation is different, right, Like

0:49:06.316 --> 0:49:08.676
<v Speaker 3>because it used to be like, Okay, I'm escaping like

0:49:09.476 --> 0:49:11.676
<v Speaker 3>this marriage for a second to go right you know.

0:49:12.876 --> 0:49:15.796
<v Speaker 3>Now it's like, damn, I'm so easy with everything. In

0:49:15.836 --> 0:49:17.676
<v Speaker 3>a way, it's like, Okay, I have to like force

0:49:17.796 --> 0:49:20.676
<v Speaker 3>myself to go deal with this stuff, you know, to

0:49:20.716 --> 0:49:24.596
<v Speaker 3>like or to like tap into things, you know, themes

0:49:24.996 --> 0:49:29.716
<v Speaker 3>that are uncomfortable to kind of to tread in. It's

0:49:29.796 --> 0:49:32.436
<v Speaker 3>it's it's harder to get the motivation to go into

0:49:32.516 --> 0:49:36.996
<v Speaker 3>the lab, you know what I mean. But I've found

0:49:37.156 --> 0:49:42.276
<v Speaker 3>that the clarity with which the job is performed is

0:49:42.316 --> 0:49:46.556
<v Speaker 3>a bit more keen, you know, I feel like, uh

0:49:46.596 --> 0:49:50.716
<v Speaker 3>and I feel totally different in the studio now, like

0:49:51.236 --> 0:49:54.316
<v Speaker 3>and singing on a mic, and and because I would

0:49:54.316 --> 0:49:57.476
<v Speaker 3>also even in the studio just like drinking to you know,

0:49:57.636 --> 0:50:01.356
<v Speaker 3>kill the kill the feelings, yeah, and kill the scaries.

0:50:01.396 --> 0:50:04.396
<v Speaker 3>But uh now I'm I feel like I sing better,

0:50:04.716 --> 0:50:08.116
<v Speaker 3>I perform better. Everything I do is just easier. So

0:50:09.876 --> 0:50:12.236
<v Speaker 3>like even with the new record, yet it's been hard

0:50:12.276 --> 0:50:18.196
<v Speaker 3>to find the damn the gut to go and really spill.

0:50:19.676 --> 0:50:23.996
<v Speaker 3>I do feel like the product isn't isn't diluted in

0:50:24.036 --> 0:50:27.476
<v Speaker 3>any way. The despair is the despair is still there,

0:50:27.556 --> 0:50:29.956
<v Speaker 3>you know, and the imagination is still there. I haven't

0:50:29.996 --> 0:50:32.116
<v Speaker 3>lost a minute of that. If anything, I feel like

0:50:32.196 --> 0:50:36.396
<v Speaker 3>my my mental capacity is just is a bit more focused.

0:50:36.716 --> 0:50:37.916
<v Speaker 3>It's so cool, I.

0:50:37.876 --> 0:50:40.636
<v Speaker 2>Hope, so amazing. Like still at this age, we're the

0:50:40.636 --> 0:50:43.996
<v Speaker 2>same age, but still at this age you can kind

0:50:44.036 --> 0:50:45.676
<v Speaker 2>of repair yourself.

0:50:45.316 --> 0:50:49.196
<v Speaker 3>Like that, really can, you really can. And it's never

0:50:49.236 --> 0:50:52.236
<v Speaker 3>too late. It's never too late to reverse the curse

0:50:52.316 --> 0:50:56.076
<v Speaker 3>whatever it may be. You know, I'm so just as

0:50:56.116 --> 0:50:59.156
<v Speaker 3>much as like you know, falling into this this band

0:50:59.196 --> 0:51:01.636
<v Speaker 3>thing and writing the songs. It's it's like, oh my god,

0:51:01.676 --> 0:51:05.036
<v Speaker 3>it's like it feels like a manifestation, you know, And

0:51:05.356 --> 0:51:08.236
<v Speaker 3>it kind of it happened, you know, out of nowhere.

0:51:08.276 --> 0:51:12.236
<v Speaker 3>I had no business being getting signed to subpoth and

0:51:12.436 --> 0:51:15.076
<v Speaker 3>going to Europe and stuff. I had no business doing that.

0:51:15.156 --> 0:51:19.036
<v Speaker 3>But here we are. I had no business also bucking

0:51:19.036 --> 0:51:23.996
<v Speaker 3>the trend of my ancestors and getting that thing turned

0:51:24.036 --> 0:51:29.156
<v Speaker 3>in the other direction. So yeah, it's anyone can do it.

0:51:29.156 --> 0:51:31.516
<v Speaker 3>You just gotta just kind of gotta buck up and

0:51:32.356 --> 0:51:33.356
<v Speaker 3>you know, hit it head on.

0:51:34.076 --> 0:51:36.036
<v Speaker 2>It takes a lot of guts, and it takes a

0:51:36.036 --> 0:51:38.796
<v Speaker 2>lot of perseverance too, because it's not easy.

0:51:40.076 --> 0:51:42.796
<v Speaker 3>Oh but it's easy once you start feeling good, once

0:51:42.836 --> 0:51:43.396
<v Speaker 3>you start.

0:51:43.156 --> 0:51:45.556
<v Speaker 2>Feeling till you start feeling better.

0:51:46.716 --> 0:51:49.916
<v Speaker 3>I would say I started to really notice that my

0:51:50.076 --> 0:51:54.276
<v Speaker 3>mood was so much lighter. I wouldn't say, like a

0:51:54.396 --> 0:51:56.636
<v Speaker 3>month and a half, two months, and I'm like, I

0:51:56.716 --> 0:52:00.276
<v Speaker 3>just felt a weight less weight on me, you know,

0:52:00.516 --> 0:52:04.996
<v Speaker 3>and my my good moods were lasting longer. Yeah, you know,

0:52:05.196 --> 0:52:08.996
<v Speaker 3>I was just yeah, just oh my god. Everything immediately

0:52:09.276 --> 0:52:11.676
<v Speaker 3>started to feel like it was easier to deal with

0:52:11.916 --> 0:52:15.796
<v Speaker 3>on a phone call, face to face and da Dennis office,

0:52:16.196 --> 0:52:18.436
<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean, or going to the school

0:52:18.476 --> 0:52:20.396
<v Speaker 3>functions and stuff. I'm not hiding a secret.

0:52:20.796 --> 0:52:23.236
<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, oh yeah, yeah that was brutal.

0:52:23.276 --> 0:52:25.476
<v Speaker 3>It's like you kind of always feel like you are

0:52:25.556 --> 0:52:28.836
<v Speaker 3>kind of like living this like dark other life kind

0:52:28.916 --> 0:52:31.756
<v Speaker 3>of thing that these the the rest of society. They

0:52:31.796 --> 0:52:34.316
<v Speaker 3>know that you're different because of your job in a way, right,

0:52:34.556 --> 0:52:36.716
<v Speaker 3>But when you're mixing and mingling with all these kids,

0:52:36.836 --> 0:52:39.356
<v Speaker 3>parents and teachers and stuff like that, it's like, oh,

0:52:39.396 --> 0:52:43.316
<v Speaker 3>you have no idea the darkness I'm caring around. Oh yeah,

0:52:44.036 --> 0:52:44.596
<v Speaker 3>not anymore.

0:52:44.716 --> 0:52:46.676
<v Speaker 2>I bet a lot of people have stuff though, you

0:52:46.716 --> 0:52:49.716
<v Speaker 2>know for sure it's a lot of people have stuff.

0:52:54.036 --> 0:52:55.916
<v Speaker 2>So tell me about the new album. What point in

0:52:55.916 --> 0:52:57.196
<v Speaker 2>the process are you at right now?

0:52:57.756 --> 0:53:00.796
<v Speaker 3>Supposed to be sending it to mixing was supposed to

0:53:00.916 --> 0:53:03.796
<v Speaker 3>about a couple of weeks ago. I'm I'm really trying

0:53:03.796 --> 0:53:06.276
<v Speaker 3>to strike a balance of being at home and working too.

0:53:06.756 --> 0:53:09.676
<v Speaker 3>But there's still some growing pains going on here where

0:53:09.716 --> 0:53:14.476
<v Speaker 3>I'm like it's hard to have my foot and and

0:53:14.476 --> 0:53:18.036
<v Speaker 3>and that creative space like that where because I really

0:53:18.076 --> 0:53:20.596
<v Speaker 3>dig in and I'm I'm all in when i'm and

0:53:20.636 --> 0:53:22.596
<v Speaker 3>I'm usually out of town when I do it when

0:53:22.596 --> 0:53:27.236
<v Speaker 3>it's time to like finish a project, especially to get

0:53:27.276 --> 0:53:30.276
<v Speaker 3>over that finish line. But right now I'm like, oh,

0:53:30.596 --> 0:53:33.196
<v Speaker 3>I'm not I'm not ready to send it all in yet.

0:53:33.236 --> 0:53:35.956
<v Speaker 3>So I'm I'm still himming in the hauling on a

0:53:35.996 --> 0:53:40.196
<v Speaker 3>couple of lyrical things. And I'm just like, come on,

0:53:40.236 --> 0:53:42.876
<v Speaker 3>You're better than this, bro, You're better than this. Don't

0:53:42.916 --> 0:53:47.076
<v Speaker 3>be don't be so basic. I just I kick my

0:53:47.156 --> 0:53:49.796
<v Speaker 3>own butt throughout the entire process. I'm sure I've done

0:53:49.836 --> 0:53:52.756
<v Speaker 3>it for every other project. It's just that I'm like,

0:53:52.956 --> 0:53:55.596
<v Speaker 3>I'm finding a new excuse. I'm like, well, if if

0:53:55.636 --> 0:53:58.236
<v Speaker 3>I was in a dang hotel room at night, you know,

0:53:58.316 --> 0:54:01.356
<v Speaker 3>and just like only thinking of that instead of like, oh, dang,

0:54:01.356 --> 0:54:05.036
<v Speaker 3>I gotta get kid to an orthodontist appointment tomorrow. You know,

0:54:05.076 --> 0:54:07.436
<v Speaker 3>I'm looking for excuses of why I'm not finishing it.

0:54:07.556 --> 0:54:11.796
<v Speaker 3>But but the answer would be it's just not good

0:54:11.876 --> 0:54:12.436
<v Speaker 3>enough yet.

0:54:12.516 --> 0:54:16.556
<v Speaker 2>So and you know that, like, yeah, do you know

0:54:16.636 --> 0:54:20.716
<v Speaker 2>that from just from within yourself or is it stuff

0:54:20.756 --> 0:54:23.436
<v Speaker 2>you're playing for other people in their reaction, or do

0:54:23.476 --> 0:54:26.236
<v Speaker 2>you just know like to me, it's not up to

0:54:26.276 --> 0:54:27.476
<v Speaker 2>snuff to.

0:54:27.396 --> 0:54:31.716
<v Speaker 3>Me, the stories aren't adding up completely. Okay, Like I'm

0:54:31.716 --> 0:54:35.196
<v Speaker 3>trying to describe something and I'm not doing as good

0:54:35.196 --> 0:54:37.276
<v Speaker 3>a job as I could if I could just lock

0:54:37.396 --> 0:54:41.476
<v Speaker 3>in once I've tapped into it and really describe it correctly.

0:54:42.356 --> 0:54:45.116
<v Speaker 3>Just some things are just clumsy. Somethings are just clumsy,

0:54:45.396 --> 0:54:48.196
<v Speaker 3>and that's not that's not good enough. If anything Phil

0:54:48.756 --> 0:54:51.156
<v Speaker 3>taught me also from that first record too, is like

0:54:52.196 --> 0:54:55.596
<v Speaker 3>this project deserves your full attention and all of your

0:54:55.636 --> 0:54:58.956
<v Speaker 3>ability to get it to that next that that higher

0:54:58.956 --> 0:55:02.276
<v Speaker 3>place where it can live forever. So he I think

0:55:02.276 --> 0:55:04.836
<v Speaker 3>he instilled that in me. Uh, and I carry it.

0:55:04.916 --> 0:55:07.076
<v Speaker 3>I carry it with you. I'm like, which is tough

0:55:07.116 --> 0:55:10.836
<v Speaker 3>because you're always gonna you could you could nitpick you know,

0:55:11.316 --> 0:55:15.036
<v Speaker 3>everything in your life, but no, at some point you

0:55:15.076 --> 0:55:17.356
<v Speaker 3>do have to let the thing go. And I will

0:55:17.716 --> 0:55:21.436
<v Speaker 3>because we got to start working this this reissue next month,

0:55:21.636 --> 0:55:24.676
<v Speaker 3>so I'll I'll finish it in the next couple of weeks.

0:55:24.676 --> 0:55:27.276
<v Speaker 3>I reckon, I will. Actually I'm not. I don't reckon.

0:55:27.356 --> 0:55:28.196
<v Speaker 3>I know I'm going to.

0:55:28.356 --> 0:55:31.596
<v Speaker 2>You're going to. Yeah, is there anything you can tell

0:55:31.676 --> 0:55:34.476
<v Speaker 2>us about it? The sound, any of the songs, like

0:55:34.596 --> 0:55:36.676
<v Speaker 2>anything that I'm sure a lot of people want to

0:55:36.716 --> 0:55:39.876
<v Speaker 2>know every little thing about it. What do you what

0:55:39.916 --> 0:55:41.436
<v Speaker 2>do you want to say about it?

0:55:42.396 --> 0:55:48.756
<v Speaker 3>Well, the record is a bit more organic in that

0:55:48.836 --> 0:55:51.396
<v Speaker 3>it's like there's not a lot of keyboards, if any

0:55:51.596 --> 0:55:53.236
<v Speaker 3>so far. I don't think there's not a lot of

0:55:53.276 --> 0:55:56.796
<v Speaker 3>like extra touches. It's it's a bit more. The songs

0:55:56.796 --> 0:56:00.956
<v Speaker 3>are a bit aggressive for one, and and yeah, and

0:56:00.996 --> 0:56:02.556
<v Speaker 3>that's always been kind of a thing, even if they

0:56:02.556 --> 0:56:05.636
<v Speaker 3>didn't make the cut. Sometimes I've always been into like

0:56:07.236 --> 0:56:10.396
<v Speaker 3>always wanting to be in a punk band anyways, and

0:56:11.076 --> 0:56:15.476
<v Speaker 3>always loving the rough and tumble nature of you know, uh,

0:56:15.756 --> 0:56:18.916
<v Speaker 3>punk rock and hindie rock and just sloppy art rock

0:56:18.996 --> 0:56:23.116
<v Speaker 3>and whatever. So this is a bit abrasive, i think

0:56:24.356 --> 0:56:27.516
<v Speaker 3>in a way, which is strange to not be mellowing

0:56:27.596 --> 0:56:32.596
<v Speaker 3>with age. But but and it's yeah, I'm still pissed off,

0:56:32.636 --> 0:56:36.636
<v Speaker 3>you know, I'm still I've always been ornery and cantankerous

0:56:36.796 --> 0:56:40.556
<v Speaker 3>and just mad, you know, but I'm so happy. I'm

0:56:40.716 --> 0:56:43.116
<v Speaker 3>so happy. It's weird too, because I'm like, I'm in

0:56:43.196 --> 0:56:45.396
<v Speaker 3>such a good place, and I'm like, oh.

0:56:45.036 --> 0:56:47.436
<v Speaker 2>Right, yeah, that's a funny thing that like you're not

0:56:47.476 --> 0:56:48.836
<v Speaker 2>all of a sudden you made the switch, like the

0:56:48.876 --> 0:56:52.316
<v Speaker 2>new album's all happy songs. I figured it out.

0:56:52.596 --> 0:56:54.876
<v Speaker 3>It is not, which is so weird because I think

0:56:54.916 --> 0:56:56.716
<v Speaker 3>a lot of people meet me like you seem like

0:56:56.796 --> 0:56:59.516
<v Speaker 3>such a happy dude, like why are your songs so sad?

0:57:00.236 --> 0:57:03.236
<v Speaker 3>And I'm and this is weird because a lot of

0:57:03.236 --> 0:57:05.276
<v Speaker 3>these songs I'm trying to get over the finish line

0:57:05.516 --> 0:57:09.196
<v Speaker 3>are written from the perspective of, you know, from a

0:57:09.196 --> 0:57:13.916
<v Speaker 3>couple of years now of accumulated experiences since the last one,

0:57:14.036 --> 0:57:17.436
<v Speaker 3>And I'm like, God, this guy was buzzkill, you know

0:57:17.476 --> 0:57:19.116
<v Speaker 3>what I mean. I'm like, how do I relate to

0:57:19.156 --> 0:57:22.716
<v Speaker 3>this guy too? But I'm always gonna be a bit

0:57:22.876 --> 0:57:27.236
<v Speaker 3>uh probably always a bitsive, pisson vinegar to some degree.

0:57:27.276 --> 0:57:29.876
<v Speaker 3>But I'm really having a great time. Please don't be alarmed.

0:57:29.916 --> 0:57:33.476
<v Speaker 3>I'm I don't need a wellness check. I'm doing great. Promise.

0:57:34.196 --> 0:57:36.996
<v Speaker 2>Have you ever just like messed around and made music

0:57:37.036 --> 0:57:39.436
<v Speaker 2>that sounds completely different than Band of Horses?

0:57:40.316 --> 0:57:43.796
<v Speaker 3>Yes? Yes, I mess around with lots of weird stuff

0:57:43.796 --> 0:57:47.116
<v Speaker 3>and I get I get obsessed on samples and stuff

0:57:47.156 --> 0:57:50.556
<v Speaker 3>like that, and I will I'll make I'll make like

0:57:51.316 --> 0:57:55.116
<v Speaker 3>cutting up audio and stuff like that from from you know,

0:57:55.156 --> 0:57:57.916
<v Speaker 3>like TV stuff or from other records and stuff like that. Yeah,

0:57:58.076 --> 0:58:00.916
<v Speaker 3>I'll get really obsessive with that kind of stuff. Sometimes

0:58:01.756 --> 0:58:04.556
<v Speaker 3>I'll get into like making beats. Sometimes I'll get into

0:58:04.596 --> 0:58:10.916
<v Speaker 3>making instrumental kind of ambient thing. Sometimes too, I'm really

0:58:10.916 --> 0:58:13.876
<v Speaker 3>into toys because I've never really again never been much

0:58:13.876 --> 0:58:19.556
<v Speaker 3>of a real musician, and that I'm gonna learn my craft.

0:58:19.636 --> 0:58:22.236
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I'm always looking at new toys, new things,

0:58:22.356 --> 0:58:27.676
<v Speaker 3>new sources of inspiration all over the place. You know,

0:58:27.676 --> 0:58:30.356
<v Speaker 3>whether it's like we have songs where it's like a

0:58:30.396 --> 0:58:32.676
<v Speaker 3>song will be born out of a window being cracked

0:58:32.676 --> 0:58:34.916
<v Speaker 3>in my hotel room and it's paying a playing a pitch.

0:58:34.956 --> 0:58:37.076
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, Okay, I'm just gonna hone in on that

0:58:37.156 --> 0:58:39.396
<v Speaker 3>sound and try to write around that kind of stuff.

0:58:40.516 --> 0:58:46.036
<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I'm forever curious and messy with it. But yes,

0:58:46.156 --> 0:58:48.516
<v Speaker 3>i do love that stuff. But there's nothing like the

0:58:48.556 --> 0:58:53.316
<v Speaker 3>satisfaction for me of of also making music that my

0:58:53.396 --> 0:58:55.956
<v Speaker 3>brother and my dad and I can be like, you know,

0:58:55.996 --> 0:58:58.996
<v Speaker 3>at Christmas time, be like that slaps you know what

0:58:59.036 --> 0:59:01.276
<v Speaker 3>I'm saying. So that's kind of like that's where it

0:59:01.356 --> 0:59:04.156
<v Speaker 3>usually returns to home base, you know, and it's a

0:59:04.196 --> 0:59:08.236
<v Speaker 3>bit full circle here, but yeah, yeah, that kind of

0:59:08.316 --> 0:59:13.556
<v Speaker 3>southern end rock stuff is it's kind of our jam,

0:59:13.716 --> 0:59:17.476
<v Speaker 3>you know, it's really it's the cornerstone I think of

0:59:17.476 --> 0:59:20.516
<v Speaker 3>of of where we end usually back when we're listening

0:59:20.556 --> 0:59:23.276
<v Speaker 3>to other stuff around the stereo when we get together.

0:59:23.756 --> 0:59:27.676
<v Speaker 3>And I'm still making mixtapes for people, honestly, really absolutely,

0:59:27.716 --> 0:59:29.716
<v Speaker 3>I'm still. I mean, now it's what is a playlist now?

0:59:30.636 --> 0:59:34.996
<v Speaker 3>But my dad asked me. My dad had his birthday

0:59:35.356 --> 0:59:38.036
<v Speaker 3>two weeks ago and we had another snowstorms, so I

0:59:38.076 --> 0:59:40.156
<v Speaker 3>couldn't make it down to go see him. But he's like, hey,

0:59:40.156 --> 0:59:42.396
<v Speaker 3>when you do come back, will you burn me a CD?

0:59:42.916 --> 0:59:45.396
<v Speaker 3>You know I still got a CD burner. Yes, I'm

0:59:45.396 --> 0:59:47.876
<v Speaker 3>gonna burn you a new CD. So, uh, we're still

0:59:47.916 --> 0:59:48.316
<v Speaker 3>doing it.

0:59:48.636 --> 0:59:50.556
<v Speaker 2>What'd you put on it?

0:59:49.916 --> 0:59:53.076
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'm waiting to go see him, but I know

0:59:53.116 --> 0:59:55.116
<v Speaker 3>he wants the new Horses stuff that I'm making. I

0:59:55.116 --> 0:59:56.476
<v Speaker 3>think he wants to be able to listen to it

0:59:56.516 --> 0:59:59.156
<v Speaker 3>in his car. That's what I am going to make

0:59:59.196 --> 1:00:02.916
<v Speaker 3>him A proper, a proper mix. For sure. He's he's due.

1:00:03.636 --> 1:00:07.076
<v Speaker 2>I was looking at your the Georgia Volume one mixtape

1:00:07.156 --> 1:00:09.836
<v Speaker 2>or the playlist sorry that you put up and Spotify,

1:00:10.356 --> 1:00:13.516
<v Speaker 2>And I was wondering, like, do blood, Sweat and Tears

1:00:13.556 --> 1:00:16.596
<v Speaker 2>go into that playlist? Like are you overthinking it? Like

1:00:16.716 --> 1:00:18.436
<v Speaker 2>or do you just throw stuff together and you're like,

1:00:18.436 --> 1:00:19.196
<v Speaker 2>all right, that's good.

1:00:19.716 --> 1:00:23.876
<v Speaker 3>The answer is I definitely overthink it and I always

1:00:23.876 --> 1:00:25.796
<v Speaker 3>feel like it's not enough. But and a lot of

1:00:25.796 --> 1:00:28.836
<v Speaker 3>that like mixing with messing with like cutting up audio

1:00:28.956 --> 1:00:33.636
<v Speaker 3>and stuff. Stem tell me that's from mixtapes. From mixtapes, Yeah,

1:00:33.636 --> 1:00:35.596
<v Speaker 3>I would have like you know, like the dual cassette

1:00:37.236 --> 1:00:40.076
<v Speaker 3>decks and then like the CD player and the CD burner,

1:00:40.156 --> 1:00:41.956
<v Speaker 3>you know, and I would I would kind of make

1:00:42.556 --> 1:00:44.916
<v Speaker 3>just like interludes in between songs and stuff like that

1:00:44.956 --> 1:00:48.796
<v Speaker 3>to two smooth transitions into different styles or whatever it know.

1:00:48.836 --> 1:00:50.116
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, very.

1:00:50.076 --> 1:00:52.716
<v Speaker 3>Much so in movie clips and stuff like that just

1:00:52.716 --> 1:00:57.236
<v Speaker 3>to make you know, somebody laugh. So a lot of

1:00:57.236 --> 1:01:01.276
<v Speaker 3>that stuff stems from it all comes back to making

1:01:01.316 --> 1:01:03.556
<v Speaker 3>mixtapes really, you know, and I'm just trying to make

1:01:03.756 --> 1:01:05.396
<v Speaker 3>and I'm trying to make one for my dad and

1:01:05.436 --> 1:01:09.236
<v Speaker 3>my brother and me within the band in a way.

1:01:09.756 --> 1:01:12.556
<v Speaker 2>That's so cool. Okay, I want to ask you about

1:01:12.596 --> 1:01:14.956
<v Speaker 2>some of the specific songs here on this Georgia volume.

1:01:14.996 --> 1:01:22.076
<v Speaker 2>One playlist. What about RIM's imitation? Is it imitation? Man?

1:01:22.516 --> 1:01:25.396
<v Speaker 3>I just love Rim so much. And you know, Rim

1:01:25.596 --> 1:01:32.196
<v Speaker 3>really uh, Rim emboldened the art and indie and rock

1:01:32.316 --> 1:01:34.956
<v Speaker 3>community of the South, you know, to say like, oh

1:01:34.996 --> 1:01:37.996
<v Speaker 3>my god, we can do this, like you can actually

1:01:38.756 --> 1:01:45.116
<v Speaker 3>break through and and there's there's legit talent that needs

1:01:45.116 --> 1:01:47.516
<v Speaker 3>to be expressed here in the South that's not just

1:01:48.236 --> 1:01:53.876
<v Speaker 3>you know, uh, you know, country frat boy stuff. So

1:01:55.636 --> 1:01:58.596
<v Speaker 3>I love that song so much and it means a

1:01:58.596 --> 1:02:00.316
<v Speaker 3>lot to me. I used to listen to that song

1:02:00.356 --> 1:02:02.916
<v Speaker 3>with my two oldest kids when they were first going

1:02:03.356 --> 1:02:06.196
<v Speaker 3>to like pre k and stuff like that. We that's

1:02:06.316 --> 1:02:10.156
<v Speaker 3>we always gravitated toward that song. They just they love

1:02:10.276 --> 1:02:13.876
<v Speaker 3>that And I would start to play that I'm really superstitious,

1:02:13.876 --> 1:02:16.236
<v Speaker 3>and I'd play it like after a if Georgia won

1:02:16.316 --> 1:02:18.716
<v Speaker 3>a football game, you know, I'd have to like listen

1:02:18.756 --> 1:02:22.196
<v Speaker 3>to that song for fear that if I don't, we'll

1:02:22.236 --> 1:02:26.796
<v Speaker 3>lose the next game. Yeah, that kind of stuff. But yeah,

1:02:26.876 --> 1:02:29.636
<v Speaker 3>I love Rim so much. I saw something recently of

1:02:29.836 --> 1:02:32.356
<v Speaker 3>you know, like in office, all these people going around

1:02:32.396 --> 1:02:34.796
<v Speaker 3>like what's the best Rim song? And everyone's got a

1:02:34.876 --> 1:02:37.396
<v Speaker 3>different song, you know, And I saw I. This was

1:02:37.396 --> 1:02:38.836
<v Speaker 3>like four thirty in the morning when I saw this,

1:02:38.876 --> 1:02:40.516
<v Speaker 3>So I was like, dude, I don't know if I

1:02:40.516 --> 1:02:43.156
<v Speaker 3>could name mine. So I like started my own like

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<v Speaker 3>RIM playlist. This is just like two days ago, and

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, it's like twenty five songs deep. I'm still

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<v Speaker 3>not satisfied with uh, with making sure that I've got

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<v Speaker 3>all my favorites in it.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I like night Swimming.

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<v Speaker 3>Night Swimming is fantastic, so good, so good, and I

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<v Speaker 3>mean beautiful. There's still a lot of gold to go

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<v Speaker 3>mine in for in the RIM catalog that maybe got

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<v Speaker 3>kind of overlooked in those later years.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel the same way.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, for me, Perfect Circle, the perfect Circle gives me

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<v Speaker 3>chills from the top of my head to the tip

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<v Speaker 3>of my toes. Perfect Circle.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I need to listen to that as soon as

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<v Speaker 2>we're off. Since you spent time sort of like the band,

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<v Speaker 2>some of the band's formative years in Seattle, and this

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<v Speaker 2>was post grunge, of course, who looking back at like

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<v Speaker 2>the you know, grunge at its height, Like, who were

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<v Speaker 2>your favorite grunge bands?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I was lucky that, you know, to have Me

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<v Speaker 3>and my friend group were like really lucky to have

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<v Speaker 3>older siblings. We were all like the babies of our

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<v Speaker 3>of our families, and our older siblings got us into

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<v Speaker 3>like my brother got me into mud Hunting before I

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<v Speaker 3>heard Nirvana, so it was like, but Nirvana to me

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<v Speaker 3>is like they're just so raw and real and good

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<v Speaker 3>to me, the songwriting is so good, like like Beatles

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<v Speaker 3>level good. Yeah, so it lives forever. But I I love,

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<v Speaker 3>I love mud Honey and I and I, I mean

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<v Speaker 3>I liked, I liked even like the stuff that wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>considered grunged but was like like pop like the Fastbacks

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<v Speaker 3>and stuff like that, or like there was like some

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<v Speaker 3>kind of garage type bands that were on like Espress Records,

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<v Speaker 3>and I mean, what was Tree people. They were like

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<v Speaker 3>Neil Young influenced. Yeah, they just didn't fit into like

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<v Speaker 3>whatever the grunge sound was, which is just a label, right,

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, of the time frame, there's so many there's

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<v Speaker 3>such a well of inspiration up there that is undeniable.

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<v Speaker 3>But for me and Pearl Jam, I love Pearl Jam.

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<v Speaker 3>I grew to love Pearl Jam getting to know them

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<v Speaker 3>and torn with them.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they seemed like super cool guys.

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<v Speaker 3>Absolutely and have great songs, but for me, like Nirvana

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<v Speaker 3>is really like top tier. Like I'm I feel like

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<v Speaker 3>lucky to have been alive and seen that happen me too.

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<v Speaker 2>I say that all the time. I feel like you're

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<v Speaker 2>so special and I love that there's only three of them.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I know what in the world, there's a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of racket for just a few dudes.

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<v Speaker 2>That's right.

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<v Speaker 3>How's he doing that that guitar, Mike? How many guitars

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<v Speaker 3>are playings like one? Dude?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>Wow?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So thank you so much, Ben, I'm sorry I

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<v Speaker 2>took so much of your time. You're fun to talk to.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't even notice if it was over and us

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<v Speaker 3>and no, you're amazing. Thank you so much for having me.

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<v Speaker 3>And I'm a fan of what y'all do, and I'm

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<v Speaker 3>just such a fan of music. I love that y'all

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<v Speaker 3>get underneath the surface of these stories and I really

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<v Speaker 3>appreciate what you do so respect and thank you for

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<v Speaker 3>having me. I really, I really am grateful and it's

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<v Speaker 3>nice to meet you.

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<v Speaker 2>Nice to meet you too. I can't wait to hear

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<v Speaker 2>the new album. When you hear you rock out.

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<v Speaker 3>Hey, it'll be fun, I swear. Just don't just don't

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<v Speaker 3>think I'm depressed, so I'm doing fine, cool all right.

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