WEBVTT - "I DRANK SOME GUY'S BLOOD"

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<v Speaker 1>Hey folks, as Lyle, before we get started, I have

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<v Speaker 1>a weird one for you. If for some reason, you

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<v Speaker 1>or someone you know lives in the vicinity of Tokyo, Japan,

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<v Speaker 1>I am doing a live Gecko show there at the

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<v Speaker 1>Tokyo Comedy Bar on December eleventh, and I have put

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<v Speaker 1>the ticket link in the description if you live in

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<v Speaker 1>Japan and you would like to go. I have no

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<v Speaker 1>idea if anyone who listens to this podcast lives in Tokyo, Japan,

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<v Speaker 1>but if you do, I would love to see you

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<v Speaker 1>at the show. I also plan on doing a much

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<v Speaker 1>larger tour in twenty twenty three. I will be going

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<v Speaker 1>to many places in the United States. I'll be going

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<v Speaker 1>to many places in Europe. I'll be hitting Australia, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>hitting Alaska, and I have never been more excited for

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<v Speaker 1>anything in my entire life. I just finished up this

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<v Speaker 1>first ten city tour and it was a blast and

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<v Speaker 1>the shows were great, and I want to thank everyone

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<v Speaker 1>who came out to see Therapy Gecko live. It is

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<v Speaker 1>now my favorite thing to do and I am excited

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<v Speaker 1>to be doing it in your city sometime next year,

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<v Speaker 1>and also in Japan in a month. If you want

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<v Speaker 1>to come see me in fucking Japan. I also got

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<v Speaker 1>a ton of emails from you guys, overwhelmingly telling me

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<v Speaker 1>to keep the background jazz music in during the show,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I will be keeping it. And I want

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<v Speaker 1>to thank you guys for sending me very thoughtful emails

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<v Speaker 1>to me, not just about the jazz music, but about

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<v Speaker 1>you know how much you like listening to this thing.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was very sweet and it makes me want

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<v Speaker 1>to keep doing this forever, or at least until I

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<v Speaker 1>turn into dust and die. All right, intro over, Let's

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<v Speaker 1>get to the show.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, Hey, this love? Yeah, who is this?

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<v Speaker 1>This is a wrap?

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<v Speaker 2>I called in a year ago. I don't know if

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<v Speaker 2>it was exactly a year ago. Definitely wasn't on Halloween,

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<v Speaker 2>but it was around this time. Mm hmm, yeah, Uh,

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<v Speaker 2>it's not back.

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<v Speaker 1>You called in a year ago? What did you call in?

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<v Speaker 1>Talk to me about a year ago?

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry? I called in because I was having some trouble

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<v Speaker 2>with with my girlfriend, not not specifically with her, but

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<v Speaker 2>with her parents. I I doubt you remember. It wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>very definitely not the most groundbreaking conversation on the planet,

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<v Speaker 2>not because the view, probably because of me, but they

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<v Speaker 2>were they were essentially, uh, forcing us to to break up. Uh,

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<v Speaker 2>And I honestly, like, I don't really remember why too much.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think they had any reason to begin with,

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<v Speaker 2>but I have a pretty bad memory.

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<v Speaker 3>Hi.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, I'm looking, hold on, I'm actually I'm looking right now,

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<v Speaker 1>Rafa Rafael.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Correct, Your note that the call screen wrote about your

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<v Speaker 1>call from a year ago is still here on this

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<v Speaker 1>phone number. It is, it's still here. You call it

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<v Speaker 1>October eleventh. It said you've been dating a girl for

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<v Speaker 1>two years. The girl's parents don't like you, and they

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<v Speaker 1>gave your girlfriend an ultimatum to either break up with

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<v Speaker 1>you or they were going to cut her off from

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<v Speaker 1>the family entirely. And that was that was the premise

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<v Speaker 1>of what you called in about a year ago. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't remember. Do you remember what I said to you?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Actually, you gave me some advice. I'm not going

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<v Speaker 2>to tell you that it was bad advice.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't tell me what. Stop with the truth. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't care.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, I honestly thought it was really good advice, but

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<v Speaker 2>I just didn't listen. I would have probably given anybody

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<v Speaker 2>else that exact same advice. And uh, pretty much what

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<v Speaker 2>you told me is that it wasn't worth it because

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<v Speaker 2>I was too young to be dealing with this sort

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<v Speaker 2>of stuff, and that we hadn't been dating for so long,

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<v Speaker 2>so it wouldn't be worth like the psychological straining of it.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay. Uh, And then what did you end up doing?

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<v Speaker 2>Pretty much? I just ignored it and it went away

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<v Speaker 2>on its own.

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<v Speaker 1>It went on had to go away on its own.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Well, it's not like it's not like a completely

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<v Speaker 2>when I want on its own. It's just like so

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<v Speaker 2>her parents started just caring less and less about me

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<v Speaker 2>as time went on and about this whole dilemma. They

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<v Speaker 2>never ended up taking any action on the ultimatum, and

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<v Speaker 2>then eventually they just got I guess got over it

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<v Speaker 2>and just became less horrible.

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<v Speaker 3>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>They're still bad, but they're no longer, you know, peting

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<v Speaker 2>on my life directly, which is nice on our life

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<v Speaker 2>at least.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you guys still together?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, yeah, we've we've were going on three years

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<v Speaker 2>now in December, are you yes? Three?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you feeling happy and good about life?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>No, Yeah, I was gonna say, like, it's I'm glad

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't take your advice, even though it was great advice,

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<v Speaker 2>but I mean, you know, great advice. I guess what

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<v Speaker 2>I learned is that doesn't always solve the problem.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, I'm like, you know, no, you keep going. I

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<v Speaker 1>have my thoughts, but you tell me, tell me.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh sure, So pretty much like my life is not

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<v Speaker 2>just relationship wise since but like been like it's probably

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<v Speaker 2>like five times better from where I was. And I was, like, honestly,

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<v Speaker 2>even in hindsight, living a pretty great life. As it

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<v Speaker 2>was like I'm not like starving or anything, and I'm

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<v Speaker 2>doing pretty good, and now it's just even better. I

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<v Speaker 2>ended up dropping out of college and I'm still with

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<v Speaker 2>the same girl and I have like a nice job,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's it's going really well.

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<v Speaker 1>Happy to hear that. I'm glad to hear that, because

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, this is why I'm going to say this.

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<v Speaker 1>And if I'm sure, if a person wanted to go

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<v Speaker 1>back and listen to every single phone call i'p taken

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<v Speaker 1>on my podcast, they could say that I'm lying and

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<v Speaker 1>it would be I contradicted myself here. But I try

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<v Speaker 1>not successfully. I don't hold to this all the time,

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<v Speaker 1>but I try not to tell people expressly what to do.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure I do it all the time. I'm sure

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<v Speaker 1>you can find many, many, many examples of me doing it,

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<v Speaker 1>But I try not to tell people expressly what to

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<v Speaker 1>do because I mean, look, I could have my own

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<v Speaker 1>opinions about you know, you being in that situation, and

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<v Speaker 1>I told you that you should leave, But I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>what the fuck do I know about your life and

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<v Speaker 1>what makes you happy? And that's why I try not

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<v Speaker 1>to tell people what to do. And I'm very glad

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<v Speaker 1>to hear that I was wrong and that things worked

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<v Speaker 1>out for you, because it reinforces my idea that I

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<v Speaker 1>should not be telling people what to do because he

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<v Speaker 1>sounds like you're happy and that you do not regret

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<v Speaker 1>staying with this girl. And dude, it's all very situation

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<v Speaker 1>dependent because people come in here and they're like, I'm,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, nineteen, and I'm having this problem with my

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<v Speaker 1>significant other, and I'm like, ah, why you're so young

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<v Speaker 1>while you're dealing with this crap. You should leave, and they

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<v Speaker 1>do and they're happy. And then there's you know, people

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<v Speaker 1>this I'm talking to you right now. You're an example

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<v Speaker 1>of I stayed and I'm happy, and so it further

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<v Speaker 1>reinforces this hypothesis that I've always had which is that

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<v Speaker 1>I have no idea what I am talking about, and

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<v Speaker 1>that's great, that's a good thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I think like I'm probably one of Oh okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not going to say that's a bit of a

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<v Speaker 2>I have no uh science to back that up. But

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a very big cent of the show I think

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<v Speaker 2>I've seen. I'm not a big fan of watching twitch streams,

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<v Speaker 2>so I'm sorry. I'm not like never on here, but

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<v Speaker 2>I've seen every podcast episode and I go back and

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<v Speaker 2>rewatch old ones like all the time. So I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>going to tell you that you're doing a terrible job.

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<v Speaker 2>And honestly, man like, even if you're just like talking

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<v Speaker 2>to people, I think a lot of what therapy is

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<v Speaker 2>and even what you do is is just helping people

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<v Speaker 2>like talk it through. Because I at the moment when

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<v Speaker 2>I called, I had no idea what I was doing,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like panicking and I was having to

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<v Speaker 2>have a whole freak show, and you, I guess, like

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<v Speaker 2>talk me through it. And even though you gave me

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<v Speaker 2>advice that I ended up not following, it gave me

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<v Speaker 2>like a new perspective and I think it called me

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<v Speaker 2>to calm me down a little bit.

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<v Speaker 1>More Okay, good. I'm glad to hear that. That's why,

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<v Speaker 1>like I said, I'm trying again, I'm not a real

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<v Speaker 1>therapist or anything, but I'm trying not to tell people

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<v Speaker 1>what to do, but you know, talk with them about

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<v Speaker 1>whatever's going on, so that maybe a conclusion has arrived

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<v Speaker 1>to on your own, which is better because I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>going to know your life as well as you do

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<v Speaker 1>after a ten minute phone call. But I raf I

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate you calling in with this update. This has been

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<v Speaker 1>helpful for me, and I'm glad to still hear for you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm glad you're still listening to the pod after a year.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, I just I saw it on the disc

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<v Speaker 2>where they were doing the stream tonight and I was like, man,

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<v Speaker 2>that's sinning your fuck it. I'll come back in a

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<v Speaker 2>fill them in. I guess I'll come back a year

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<v Speaker 2>from now and give you another filling. Maybe things are working.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, come back a year from them, maybe you'll be

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<v Speaker 1>see maybe a year from now you'll be like extremely

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<v Speaker 1>unhappy and you'll be like, man, GEK, I really should

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<v Speaker 1>have taken your advice, after all, saved myself many years.

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<v Speaker 2>And then two years yeah, and then two years I'll

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<v Speaker 2>be like that gag. It's didn't even better than a

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<v Speaker 2>oh yeah, and I'll just keep calling you.

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<v Speaker 1>Never know, life is infinite, could go infinite directions. I

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<v Speaker 1>hope it goes in a positive one for you.

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<v Speaker 2>For you too, them you you're doing great out here.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope uh you get more successful than you.

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<v Speaker 1>Are any last words for the people the computer.

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<v Speaker 2>Wrath to anybody who's watching them might know me, I

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<v Speaker 2>love you all.

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<v Speaker 1>Wrath forever. Take care man, you too? That was interesting. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm hammering into my head the idea this

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<v Speaker 1>thing has evolved a lot in terms of how I

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<v Speaker 1>think about it personally. I don't want to put myself

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<v Speaker 1>out there as a therapist or even put myself out

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<v Speaker 1>there that we have to talk about problems. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I have people on this podcast. They don't call in

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<v Speaker 1>even with a problem. They just are like, Oh, here's

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<v Speaker 1>something interesting going on in my life, or here's something

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to talk about. You know, it's not even

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<v Speaker 1>this isn't even a podcast about problems necessarily. It's it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's about being a gecko and talking to people about anything,

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<v Speaker 1>not necessarily the problems, but in the change. But yes,

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of the times it's about problems, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to be more cognizant. And again I'm not perfect,

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<v Speaker 1>and yes, you could pull up many examples of me

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<v Speaker 1>doing it, but I'm trying to not give direct orders,

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<v Speaker 1>of of of directions to move forward and more just

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<v Speaker 1>like talking to people about what's going on, because I

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<v Speaker 1>really have no fucking idea. And maybe if he had

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<v Speaker 1>taken my advice at the time and broken up with

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<v Speaker 1>that girl, he'd be I mean, fuck it. He doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>know he could have been in a much better situation.

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<v Speaker 1>He has no fucking idea. Neither do I. Maybe he

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<v Speaker 1>broke up with this girl and then he did something

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<v Speaker 1>and then he's even happier. But it worked out for him,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's the thing. He's made his decision, and he's

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<v Speaker 1>following his decision wherever it goes and making the best

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<v Speaker 1>of it. And we have no fucking idea what the

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<v Speaker 1>results of the other decision would have been. That's the

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<v Speaker 1>infinite timeline of life. All right, all right, take another call.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your name, Savannah, Savannah? What's going on with you today?

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<v Speaker 5>Well?

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<v Speaker 3>Right now, A lot of stuff not what I called

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<v Speaker 3>in for. But found out that like my dad's like

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<v Speaker 3>possibly cheating on my mom. But that's like a whole

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<v Speaker 3>different thing.

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<v Speaker 1>What did it tell me? Let's talk about what you

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<v Speaker 1>called in to talk about. What is it that you

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<v Speaker 1>called in to talk about.

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<v Speaker 3>I have a lot of issues with saying no, and

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<v Speaker 3>it impacts my life in a lot of ways. The

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<v Speaker 3>funniest and like most prominent thing is that I drank blood,

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<v Speaker 3>which is what I told the call screener.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, so I wanna do I wanna start.

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<v Speaker 1>We're going to get into your drinking blood. Don't think

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to gloss over that. Don't worry, but start.

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you have an issue saying no? Or what?

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me this? What kinds of things do you have

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<v Speaker 1>an issue saying no too?

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<v Speaker 3>Just like anything, if someone asks me to do anything,

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<v Speaker 3>I'll like I kind of like sacrifice what I think

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<v Speaker 3>is best for myself to keep people happy.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, h yeah, why why do you Why do you

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<v Speaker 1>think you do that?

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<v Speaker 3>I think it was a lot because of like my upbringing.

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<v Speaker 1>What about your pace?

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<v Speaker 3>Like my parents were it was an argumentative household when

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<v Speaker 3>I was growing up and still is. But I would

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<v Speaker 3>feel like I would be like pressured into doing things

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<v Speaker 3>or like taking up for people, and I didn't feel

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<v Speaker 3>like I should even that I did.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, so would you say this is a problem

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<v Speaker 1>that stems from being too invested in other people's opinions

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<v Speaker 1>of you.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, I've had some like self conscious issues.

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you feel sold in other people's opinions of you?

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<v Speaker 3>Because I have a low opinion of myself.

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<v Speaker 1>Probably Why do you have a low opinion of yourself?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. People tell me that I shouldn't, but

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<v Speaker 3>it's just hard, you know how self confidence is? O? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>like you just feel like you're left man, especially like

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<v Speaker 3>coming from the I'm in college now, but coming from

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<v Speaker 3>like the type of school I did, Like I was

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<v Speaker 3>gonna poverty stricken household with a bunch of people that were, like,

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<v Speaker 3>are wealthier than I was, And I felt like I

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<v Speaker 3>had to.

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<v Speaker 5>Lie a lot to keep that positive.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I don't know perception of me going.

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<v Speaker 1>M Can I ask you is one is coming from

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<v Speaker 1>a house is not having a lot of money or

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<v Speaker 1>not having as much money as the kids you went

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<v Speaker 1>to school with a thing that makes you feel bad

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<v Speaker 1>about yourself.

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<v Speaker 3>It used to not so much any more, not like

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<v Speaker 3>putting back on it. It's like silly, but back then

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<v Speaker 3>it was a huge issue. And then also like struggling

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<v Speaker 3>with weight problems, which I don't really deal with now.

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<v Speaker 2>But it's like.

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<v Speaker 3>But like I've lost weight, but it's like that body

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<v Speaker 3>this morphia is still lasting. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what Okay? So in your life right now, what

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<v Speaker 1>are things that you feel self conscious about?

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<v Speaker 3>My intelligence?

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<v Speaker 5>So like how I look, how like how.

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<v Speaker 3>People want if people want to be with me? Mm hm,

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<v Speaker 3>like out with them?

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I get like whenever I hang out with people sometimes

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<v Speaker 3>they get really into my head thinking like well, what

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<v Speaker 3>it's like self sabotaging obviously, but it's like what if

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<v Speaker 3>what if? Like they're not having a good time, and

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<v Speaker 3>then I just get into my head about it.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I I'm I have a theory about this,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm not a real therapist, and I have no

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<v Speaker 1>idea what I'm talking about, but I have a theory

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<v Speaker 1>about this, and I kind of want to talk with

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<v Speaker 1>you about it. So your self consciousness or your your

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<v Speaker 1>your confidence in yourself, Like to start, let's figure out

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<v Speaker 1>if the things that you're self conscious about are things

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<v Speaker 1>that you have decided are are important things that you

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<v Speaker 1>are not up to the part of, or if they're

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<v Speaker 1>things that your parents and your schoolmates and other people

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<v Speaker 1>have decided are important that you're not living up to

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<v Speaker 1>I mean a great eg That's why I asked you

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<v Speaker 1>about the I mean looks for example, like who decide

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<v Speaker 1>who decided that it was important to weigh a certain

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<v Speaker 1>amount or to look a certain way and that you're

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<v Speaker 1>not living up to it? Was it you or was

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<v Speaker 1>it the people around you and your parents who decided?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean intelligence is an interesting example because who decides

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<v Speaker 1>what makes a person intelligent? Are you going off of

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<v Speaker 1>the bar set by your parents and by society and

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<v Speaker 1>by your classmates, or are you going off of your

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<v Speaker 1>personal thoughts, feelings and philosophies on what makes an intelligent person?

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<v Speaker 1>And so to start there is like defining what are

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<v Speaker 1>virtuous traits for a person to have? And are those

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<v Speaker 1>definitions that you're currently abiding by? Are they really yours?

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<v Speaker 1>Or are they things that you picked up from your parents,

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<v Speaker 1>or from society or from your classmates. And I ask

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<v Speaker 1>you that question.

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<v Speaker 3>It's definite because I probably wouldn't have these perceptions if

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<v Speaker 3>it didn't come from my parents or my schoolmates. Like

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<v Speaker 3>everyone at school being like, oh, I just got like

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<v Speaker 3>an as on this, I'm so dumb, Like my parents

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<v Speaker 3>being like, uh well my dad must leave at him

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<v Speaker 3>being like you're stupid, or like my mom's calling me

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<v Speaker 3>ease even though she struggles with weight problems herself, stuff

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<v Speaker 3>like that. So I wouldn't have these perceptions if it

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<v Speaker 3>wasn't for the media and the people around me. That's

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<v Speaker 3>like really interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>So okay, well so let me all right. So so

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<v Speaker 1>you've decided that the things that you feel self conscious

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<v Speaker 1>about that you're not living up to are not even

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<v Speaker 1>things that you decided, And so what if we So

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<v Speaker 1>if we threw them out and we were just starting

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<v Speaker 1>from scratch and we were like, okay, in Savannah's eyes,

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<v Speaker 1>what makes a person good? Or what are good traits

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<v Speaker 1>for a person to have? So what do you believe

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<v Speaker 1>good traits for a person to have?

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<v Speaker 3>Being caring to others? Okay, like just putting like your

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<v Speaker 3>utmost like positive energy, chief when you can for it's

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<v Speaker 3>the world, Being nice, like just like being there for

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<v Speaker 3>people to listen.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, no, there's a great things.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it doesn't have any anything to do is collect

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<v Speaker 3>or like like body shoes or anything like that.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it doesn't at all, and that's great, Okay. So,

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<v Speaker 1>so to summarize the things you just said, being carrying

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<v Speaker 1>the people, listening to people, and I'm not by I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not saying these are this is these are no one

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<v Speaker 1>else's definitions of what a good person should be. But

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<v Speaker 1>yours being hind to people, carrying the people, being positive?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you do you believe that? Maybe not one hundred

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<v Speaker 1>percent of the time, because nobody is the most amazing

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<v Speaker 1>person ever one hundred percent of the time. But are

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<v Speaker 1>you at least trying the best you can with what

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<v Speaker 1>you have and your human finite amount of energy to

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<v Speaker 1>be a good listener, to be kind and to be positive.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, fantastic, definitely.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you're doing that when you're standing at the

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<v Speaker 1>party and you're wondering if people want to be around

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<v Speaker 1>you or whatever, it doesn't even it doesn't matter because

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<v Speaker 1>you're doing the best you can in your finite human

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<v Speaker 1>energy and mental capacity to be caring, to be positive,

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<v Speaker 1>to be kind, and that's all that fucking matters to you,

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<v Speaker 1>and you own that, and that you decided that your

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<v Speaker 1>society didn't decide that your parents didn't decide that and

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<v Speaker 1>so that's that's what you cling to in those moments.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I suffer with like disassociation and those kinds of things,

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<v Speaker 3>like thinking of that would probably help with grounding, right

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<v Speaker 3>you know, mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>I relate. I relate to this. I'm thinking I've thought

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<v Speaker 1>about this in my own life, you know, because as

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<v Speaker 1>you navigate and do things, everyone has their opinions and

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<v Speaker 1>everyone has their their stories and everyone has their own perceptions.

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<v Speaker 1>End up trying to reel back and go, Okay, well,

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<v Speaker 1>how do I perceive myself? And am I how am I?

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<v Speaker 2>Am?

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<v Speaker 1>I perceiving myself based on a rubric that I've decided

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<v Speaker 1>on my own as to how a person should be

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<v Speaker 1>or how random people have decided. And so I'm the

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<v Speaker 1>thing I'm telling you about is something I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 1>work on on my own. Yaw, we are we are?

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, man, I just I hope that I hope

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<v Speaker 1>is that's helpful framing for you, you know, like if

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<v Speaker 1>you ever whatever your mom is saying, whatever other kids

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<v Speaker 1>in school or whatever is happening, that you're just like,

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<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, I am confident, that's

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<v Speaker 1>yours is a self confidence thing. I'm confident that I

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<v Speaker 1>am doing the best I can in my finite human

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<v Speaker 1>energy and mental capacity to be kind, to be a

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<v Speaker 1>good listener, to be positive, and that is that period

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<v Speaker 1>is all that matters.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'm thinking about that.

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<v Speaker 1>It's thinking, Savannah, is there any other aspect of anything

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<v Speaker 1>that you feel like we didn't get to talk about

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<v Speaker 1>or anything else you want to say to the people

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<v Speaker 1>of the computer before we go.

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<v Speaker 3>We didn't. We didn't talk about with drinking blood thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, we totally didn't talk about the drinking blood. Okay, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like we got to such a positive place

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<v Speaker 1>now that I like, I'm conflicted because we got to

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<v Speaker 1>a positive place now and I don't want to bring

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<v Speaker 1>you back to a story where you refuse to say no.

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<v Speaker 1>But I also totally want to hear a story about

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<v Speaker 1>you drinking blood. So it's up to you if you.

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<v Speaker 3>Want to tell it. It's not really that deep. It's

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<v Speaker 3>more funny thinking back on it at the time what.

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<v Speaker 1>Happens.

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<v Speaker 3>My cousin is listening, probably laughing. But so I was

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<v Speaker 3>with this guy who is a janitor at my work

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<v Speaker 3>and I we started seeing each other and he like

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<v Speaker 3>he was kind of off And it's not like his fault.

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<v Speaker 3>He deals with like issues of his But at one point,

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<v Speaker 3>like I was struggling in school. This is last year.

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<v Speaker 3>I was struggling in school and I was at his

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<v Speaker 3>house and he was like he's like, here, drink this,

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<v Speaker 3>and I was like, what is it? And he was

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<v Speaker 3>like if he didn't answer, and he was like, it'll

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<v Speaker 3>help you do better at school, and I don't. I

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<v Speaker 3>just couldn't say no because it's like when you're in

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<v Speaker 3>front of someone, it's hard to just like or at

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<v Speaker 3>least for me, it's like hard to just reject something.

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<v Speaker 3>And so I was like, Okay, I drank it and

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<v Speaker 3>it was red and it tasted like vinegar. It was

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<v Speaker 3>like definitely diluted. I think that it was like, well,

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<v Speaker 3>it was definitely blood mixed with vinegar. But like how

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<v Speaker 3>I found out that it was blood was because I

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<v Speaker 3>was like talking to one of our mutual friends about

0:27:06.560 --> 0:27:11.000
<v Speaker 3>it and he was like, oh yeah, Matt, like he

0:27:11.119 --> 0:27:15.840
<v Speaker 3>believes that, oh, I said distant. He believes that he's

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<v Speaker 3>like the spawn of the devil and that was like

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<v Speaker 3>definitely his blood. And like this guy, he's like he's

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<v Speaker 3>really just like sussed about everything, like he threw away

0:27:34.119 --> 0:27:37.159
<v Speaker 3>his phone because he thought that like the FBI was

0:27:37.200 --> 0:27:43.680
<v Speaker 3>after him stuff like that, and so I was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>well damn. So I saw him again and it was

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<v Speaker 3>like I saw that he had like self mutilated himself,

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<v Speaker 3>so it was his blood and he was giving it

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<v Speaker 3>to me because he thought it was the elixir of

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<v Speaker 3>life and like would actually help me, which is really sweet,

0:28:07.920 --> 0:28:10.000
<v Speaker 3>but like thinking back on it, it's like I should

0:28:10.040 --> 0:28:17.280
<v Speaker 3>have said no. But yeah, at one point towards the

0:28:17.400 --> 0:28:23.080
<v Speaker 3>end of the whole thing, I was like, I need

0:28:23.080 --> 0:28:26.119
<v Speaker 3>to like get out of this, like stop really like

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<v Speaker 3>cut contact a little bit. And he showed up to

0:28:31.000 --> 0:28:35.840
<v Speaker 3>work with like a key chain of mine and like

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<v Speaker 3>was crying. Not this was before I cut contact, but

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<v Speaker 3>he I guess. My friend called me later in the

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<v Speaker 3>night while I was at work and was like I

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<v Speaker 3>just saw him like outside of your house with police.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you know what's going on? And I was like, well,

0:28:58.480 --> 0:29:01.960
<v Speaker 3>he just did this thing him. That's weird. And it's

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<v Speaker 3>like so I found out he got a DUI and

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<v Speaker 3>he thought that he was drinking and was driving afterwards

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<v Speaker 3>because he thought that I was like cheating on him,

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<v Speaker 3>which I wasn't, And I showed him proof of that,

0:29:18.320 --> 0:29:21.200
<v Speaker 3>and I was like, this is like too impulsive for me.

0:29:21.840 --> 0:29:23.920
<v Speaker 3>But thinking back on it, I should have just like

0:29:24.040 --> 0:29:28.080
<v Speaker 3>said no to like the first red flag, I guess.

0:29:29.680 --> 0:29:36.040
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, Savan, I'm gonna tell you something. Yeah, I

0:29:36.080 --> 0:29:46.080
<v Speaker 1>think to hear you say that this guy offered you

0:29:46.800 --> 0:29:54.720
<v Speaker 1>his blood, uh with the intentions of healing you and

0:29:55.040 --> 0:29:57.000
<v Speaker 1>doing good things for you, and to hear you say

0:29:57.000 --> 0:30:00.440
<v Speaker 1>that that was sweet of him really indicate to me

0:30:01.400 --> 0:30:08.560
<v Speaker 1>the kind of person. You are. Very positive, having very

0:30:09.080 --> 0:30:14.840
<v Speaker 1>uh good view of people and of the world, and

0:30:14.920 --> 0:30:20.720
<v Speaker 1>I really fucking hope that you are able to maintain

0:30:20.840 --> 0:30:28.160
<v Speaker 1>that but prevent it from guiding you towards situations that

0:30:28.240 --> 0:30:32.200
<v Speaker 1>are very not good.

0:30:35.520 --> 0:30:39.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I have issues with that, I get myself into trouble,

0:30:40.040 --> 0:30:44.520
<v Speaker 3>but at least I'm optimistic about it. I guess.

0:30:45.560 --> 0:30:51.840
<v Speaker 1>Just just keep being positive about the world, Savannah. But

0:30:52.240 --> 0:30:59.760
<v Speaker 1>fucking be careful, man, Thank you gik Okay, all right,

0:31:00.120 --> 0:31:05.000
<v Speaker 1>care Savannah. That person is too pure for the universe.

0:31:08.320 --> 0:31:10.000
<v Speaker 1>I have, no, I don't have. I don't know what

0:31:10.040 --> 0:31:18.400
<v Speaker 1>else to say about the the blood thing. I hope

0:31:18.560 --> 0:31:22.280
<v Speaker 1>that she takes into account some of the things that

0:31:22.360 --> 0:31:24.920
<v Speaker 1>we talked about and uses it to form a better

0:31:29.200 --> 0:31:35.240
<v Speaker 1>uh foundation of self confidence. Hopefully from that foundation of

0:31:35.280 --> 0:31:44.760
<v Speaker 1>self confidence, she sets better boundaries and does not drink

0:31:44.840 --> 0:31:55.920
<v Speaker 1>people's blood. I think she's gonna be okay. I hope. Hello, Hello, Lyle,

0:31:56.560 --> 0:31:56.960
<v Speaker 1>how are you?

0:31:58.800 --> 0:32:00.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm doing all right? And thank you as much for

0:32:00.640 --> 0:32:01.040
<v Speaker 2>taking my.

0:32:01.080 --> 0:32:03.440
<v Speaker 1>Call of course? How you doing? Does?

0:32:04.320 --> 0:32:04.520
<v Speaker 2>What?

0:32:04.680 --> 0:32:06.320
<v Speaker 1>Uh? How can I get you?

0:32:06.440 --> 0:32:09.320
<v Speaker 2>Then there this woman that I met through work.

0:32:09.440 --> 0:32:14.120
<v Speaker 6>You know, she's about my age. She uh isn't the

0:32:14.120 --> 0:32:17.880
<v Speaker 6>same things I'm into, really laid back. She's got three kids,

0:32:19.480 --> 0:32:22.160
<v Speaker 6>which is kind of why pursuing a relationship with her

0:32:22.320 --> 0:32:25.200
<v Speaker 6>was not particularly on my mind. You know, she was

0:32:25.240 --> 0:32:27.960
<v Speaker 6>definitely someone we could have to sling with and uh,

0:32:28.880 --> 0:32:31.280
<v Speaker 6>you know, definitely still you know, really respect her and

0:32:31.320 --> 0:32:35.880
<v Speaker 6>her relationship, but as far as pursuing anything long term,

0:32:35.960 --> 0:32:40.640
<v Speaker 6>it's something that I don't see myself in. And you know,

0:32:40.680 --> 0:32:44.640
<v Speaker 6>I'm very much of the thought that you know, she's

0:32:45.360 --> 0:32:48.400
<v Speaker 6>she's a single mom. You know, she's had boyfriend doughter off,

0:32:48.520 --> 0:32:50.440
<v Speaker 6>but all in all, a single mom, and she's got

0:32:50.440 --> 0:32:53.520
<v Speaker 6>a lot going on ex husbands to deal with. And

0:32:55.560 --> 0:32:58.160
<v Speaker 6>as much as I really love and care for her kids,

0:32:58.200 --> 0:32:59.960
<v Speaker 6>I don't think I could ever step into a role

0:33:00.120 --> 0:33:03.360
<v Speaker 6>of being parent and being supportive.

0:33:02.920 --> 0:33:06.160
<v Speaker 1>And being does does. I'm extremely does. I'm confused to

0:33:06.200 --> 0:33:08.960
<v Speaker 1>what your current relationship is with this woman because you

0:33:08.960 --> 0:33:12.360
<v Speaker 1>seemed to know a lot about her her life. You

0:33:12.360 --> 0:33:14.400
<v Speaker 1>say you've met her kids, and you know about her

0:33:14.440 --> 0:33:18.920
<v Speaker 1>ex husband, and you seem to have a wide, uh

0:33:19.800 --> 0:33:23.040
<v Speaker 1>scope of knowledge as to her existence. What's your current

0:33:23.080 --> 0:33:24.400
<v Speaker 1>relationship like with this person?

0:33:27.000 --> 0:33:31.000
<v Speaker 6>We're great friends. We've been friends for years now. I'm

0:33:31.040 --> 0:33:33.320
<v Speaker 6>again I met her through work. She was my supervisor,

0:33:34.280 --> 0:33:36.600
<v Speaker 6>and we actually started hanging out because one of her

0:33:36.640 --> 0:33:40.480
<v Speaker 6>ex boyfriend was a coworker of mine, and we just

0:33:40.520 --> 0:33:44.160
<v Speaker 6>started talking that way, and next thing, you know, he

0:33:44.240 --> 0:33:46.320
<v Speaker 6>ended up out of the picture. And I'm just, you know,

0:33:46.840 --> 0:33:50.120
<v Speaker 6>kind of the friend hanging out and she started expressing

0:33:50.160 --> 0:33:51.800
<v Speaker 6>interest to me, but I felt like she was in

0:33:51.800 --> 0:33:54.640
<v Speaker 6>a rough place at the time, and you know, so

0:33:54.720 --> 0:33:58.920
<v Speaker 6>I guess kind of boots away, you know, sort of

0:33:59.280 --> 0:34:02.800
<v Speaker 6>brushed it to the side. I didn't try taking it

0:34:02.920 --> 0:34:06.840
<v Speaker 6>very seriously because I didn't think she was in a position.

0:34:07.080 --> 0:34:12.560
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so so does so so right now? Okay, so

0:34:12.600 --> 0:34:14.719
<v Speaker 1>you guys have been friends for a while, and what

0:34:14.920 --> 0:34:19.320
<v Speaker 1>is it exactly that you uh want from this person.

0:34:19.360 --> 0:34:22.400
<v Speaker 1>You say that you are not interested in a relationship

0:34:22.440 --> 0:34:24.000
<v Speaker 1>with her because you don't want to take care of

0:34:24.000 --> 0:34:26.160
<v Speaker 1>her kids, You don't want to be uh.

0:34:30.600 --> 0:34:33.160
<v Speaker 6>Uh it sounds bad when I say.

0:34:34.880 --> 0:34:37.759
<v Speaker 1>Does does? Does? Does? There's no sounds bad, there's just

0:34:37.800 --> 0:34:40.640
<v Speaker 1>what is Okay? What is it that you want from

0:34:40.680 --> 0:34:41.160
<v Speaker 1>this person?

0:34:43.440 --> 0:34:47.080
<v Speaker 6>Uh? I just want a long lasting friendship. That's really

0:34:47.200 --> 0:34:50.640
<v Speaker 6>all I see her as. And you know, it's something

0:34:50.719 --> 0:34:54.240
<v Speaker 6>that outside of the children, there are some things about

0:34:54.280 --> 0:34:59.360
<v Speaker 6>her that just I don't like it. A partner? Is

0:34:59.360 --> 0:35:01.239
<v Speaker 6>it very a given a partner? You know?

0:35:02.560 --> 0:35:05.880
<v Speaker 1>Wa, what do we what are we talking about? He

0:35:05.880 --> 0:35:08.720
<v Speaker 1>because at the very beginning of this, you're talking about

0:35:08.840 --> 0:35:12.759
<v Speaker 1>how this person is romantically interested in you and you're

0:35:12.840 --> 0:35:16.280
<v Speaker 1>romantically interested in her, but she has.

0:35:15.840 --> 0:35:18.480
<v Speaker 6>I'm not that's the thing. I'm not a nice advance.

0:35:18.600 --> 0:35:23.680
<v Speaker 1>So so so what's so what's the deal here? Uh?

0:35:23.880 --> 0:35:27.720
<v Speaker 6>She's son you know, very explicit interest in me before,

0:35:28.640 --> 0:35:33.160
<v Speaker 6>and she's always been a very uh what you call

0:35:34.400 --> 0:35:36.680
<v Speaker 6>her joke's always kind of sexual. You know, it's just

0:35:36.719 --> 0:35:40.600
<v Speaker 6>her brand of humor and stuff. And it's something that

0:35:40.680 --> 0:35:43.680
<v Speaker 6>I noticed she kind of does to everybody. Okay, but

0:35:43.880 --> 0:35:47.920
<v Speaker 6>she'll do with me in front of her boyfriend, Okay,

0:35:48.040 --> 0:35:52.319
<v Speaker 6>and it makes me kind of uncomfortable knowing that she

0:35:52.640 --> 0:35:56.440
<v Speaker 6>has expressed interest in me and continues to kind of

0:35:56.480 --> 0:35:59.359
<v Speaker 6>do these kind of jokes towards me. I mean, there's

0:35:59.400 --> 0:36:02.440
<v Speaker 6>been time she's so so all right.

0:36:02.440 --> 0:36:05.560
<v Speaker 1>So so is your I'm just trying to get a

0:36:05.560 --> 0:36:09.320
<v Speaker 1>handle what your conflict is. You are friends with this woman.

0:36:10.560 --> 0:36:13.719
<v Speaker 1>She's making like these sexual jokes to you, and they're

0:36:13.719 --> 0:36:20.840
<v Speaker 1>making you uncomfortable. M hmm, Okay, why don't you just

0:36:20.920 --> 0:36:23.120
<v Speaker 1>express to her that they're making you uncomfortable.

0:36:26.360 --> 0:36:32.279
<v Speaker 6>I think I'm very afraid of direct conflict just in

0:36:32.320 --> 0:36:36.360
<v Speaker 6>general in life, and I'm very afraid that she'll just

0:36:36.440 --> 0:36:40.839
<v Speaker 6>completely withdraw herself. She'll feel like she can't joke at all,

0:36:40.880 --> 0:36:44.560
<v Speaker 6>when in reality, it's just like I would appreciate it

0:36:44.640 --> 0:36:46.520
<v Speaker 6>if she took it down or not. You know, she

0:36:46.560 --> 0:36:49.360
<v Speaker 6>doesn't always need to be smacking my ass when I

0:36:49.400 --> 0:36:52.640
<v Speaker 6>passed by her getting a beer in the kitchen or something,

0:36:52.920 --> 0:36:56.200
<v Speaker 6>or she refers to me as you know, her side

0:36:56.239 --> 0:36:59.560
<v Speaker 6>piece in front of her boyfriend, and you know, he

0:37:00.160 --> 0:37:02.080
<v Speaker 6>had to laugh at it, but I feel like it's

0:37:02.120 --> 0:37:04.080
<v Speaker 6>it's kind of rude and disrespectful to him.

0:37:04.200 --> 0:37:09.600
<v Speaker 1>You know m hm, well does Okay, so you don't

0:37:09.640 --> 0:37:12.200
<v Speaker 1>want her to be making all these sexual jokes to you,

0:37:12.600 --> 0:37:17.640
<v Speaker 1>but you're afraid of direct conflict. Why are you afraid

0:37:17.680 --> 0:37:18.440
<v Speaker 1>of direct conflict?

0:37:21.280 --> 0:37:22.680
<v Speaker 6>I think a lot of it is just because I

0:37:22.680 --> 0:37:26.000
<v Speaker 6>don't want to lose a friendship. You know, she's again,

0:37:26.120 --> 0:37:28.440
<v Speaker 6>she's a very wonderful woman, just not anyone that I

0:37:28.440 --> 0:37:33.520
<v Speaker 6>could see myself with, and I'm afraid that, you know,

0:37:33.680 --> 0:37:37.799
<v Speaker 6>shooting her down like that is just gonna make her

0:37:37.800 --> 0:37:38.319
<v Speaker 6>not want to.

0:37:38.239 --> 0:37:38.840
<v Speaker 3>Be my friend.

0:37:39.840 --> 0:37:46.160
<v Speaker 1>Okay, Well, I mean, you know, does listen, if this

0:37:46.200 --> 0:37:50.920
<v Speaker 1>person is worth being friends with, uh, she will not

0:37:51.239 --> 0:37:56.279
<v Speaker 1>explode at you when you tell her, uh not to

0:37:56.360 --> 0:38:00.480
<v Speaker 1>smack your ass, And if she does, she's probably not

0:38:00.840 --> 0:38:02.040
<v Speaker 1>worth being friends with.

0:38:05.840 --> 0:38:09.760
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, you know, it's respecting boundaries.

0:38:09.840 --> 0:38:13.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, And you know, I think there's a thing

0:38:14.239 --> 0:38:18.759
<v Speaker 1>and I'm in the I'm sort of u labbing this

0:38:18.960 --> 0:38:23.480
<v Speaker 1>out in my own human interactions, but I actually think

0:38:23.520 --> 0:38:28.239
<v Speaker 1>that when you do establish these boundaries with people, you

0:38:28.280 --> 0:38:31.200
<v Speaker 1>would think that they would get upset with you. But

0:38:31.320 --> 0:38:35.719
<v Speaker 1>in reality, when you have these uncomfortable confrontations, there are

0:38:35.760 --> 0:38:39.520
<v Speaker 1>they almost become like healing moments where the person is like, oh, shit,

0:38:39.560 --> 0:38:42.359
<v Speaker 1>I didn't realize I was upsetting you. And then you're

0:38:42.680 --> 0:38:44.840
<v Speaker 1>you get to explain your piece that you've been holding

0:38:44.840 --> 0:38:48.040
<v Speaker 1>out on, maybe she explains some of her thoughts and

0:38:48.120 --> 0:38:50.840
<v Speaker 1>pieces she's been holding out on, and then it actually

0:38:50.880 --> 0:38:52.719
<v Speaker 1>goes from this thing that you thought was going to

0:38:52.760 --> 0:38:55.960
<v Speaker 1>be a big explosive mess to to a healing moment.

0:38:57.360 --> 0:38:59.560
<v Speaker 1>And if it does become a big explosive mess, then

0:39:00.040 --> 0:39:01.319
<v Speaker 1>know why the fuck would you want to be friends

0:39:01.320 --> 0:39:05.600
<v Speaker 1>with this person who's going off on you because you're

0:39:05.600 --> 0:39:09.400
<v Speaker 1>expressing how you feel about this thing, versus the potential

0:39:09.440 --> 0:39:11.560
<v Speaker 1>for it to be a healing moment that I'll actually

0:39:11.600 --> 0:39:20.360
<v Speaker 1>make your friendship stronger. Either way, both are good outcomes

0:39:20.920 --> 0:39:23.600
<v Speaker 1>because if it is an explosive moment, then you go, okay, great,

0:39:23.680 --> 0:39:26.640
<v Speaker 1>I have no need to put my time and energy

0:39:26.640 --> 0:39:30.120
<v Speaker 1>into this person anymore. And if it's a healing moment,

0:39:30.160 --> 0:39:33.719
<v Speaker 1>then the friendship grows, so you only have things to

0:39:33.800 --> 0:39:35.160
<v Speaker 1>gain from this.

0:39:35.440 --> 0:39:44.560
<v Speaker 6>Des I've been worried, you know, it's just not the

0:39:44.880 --> 0:39:47.760
<v Speaker 6>rest with her, but I've met so many people through her,

0:39:48.480 --> 0:39:52.560
<v Speaker 6>and you know, just I guess, just kind of upsetting

0:39:52.560 --> 0:39:58.160
<v Speaker 6>the social balance is always something that spoos me. So yeah,

0:39:58.160 --> 0:40:01.640
<v Speaker 6>but it is a good sort of I guess vetting tool.

0:40:02.719 --> 0:40:06.120
<v Speaker 1>Definitely. What do you mean by upset the social balance?

0:40:08.440 --> 0:40:12.320
<v Speaker 6>Well, I I've not been the you know, the biggest

0:40:12.360 --> 0:40:14.840
<v Speaker 6>social butterfly. You know, my social circle is more of

0:40:14.880 --> 0:40:17.960
<v Speaker 6>a dot if anything. And to her, I've met a

0:40:18.000 --> 0:40:21.280
<v Speaker 6>good half a dozen other people that have become fast

0:40:21.320 --> 0:40:24.240
<v Speaker 6>friends and I really care for them. You know, We've

0:40:24.320 --> 0:40:28.200
<v Speaker 6>gone camping together, uh well, planning on going to a

0:40:28.239 --> 0:40:31.000
<v Speaker 6>rent fair and stuff like that. You know, it's it's

0:40:31.000 --> 0:40:34.840
<v Speaker 6>been really good for me socially. And it's not only

0:40:35.200 --> 0:40:40.520
<v Speaker 6>you know, the fear of losing that one friend, it's

0:40:40.640 --> 0:40:43.400
<v Speaker 6>losing the connections that I've had with her because they'll

0:40:43.440 --> 0:40:46.719
<v Speaker 6>feel like I feel like you know her and any

0:40:46.719 --> 0:40:49.120
<v Speaker 6>friend group did some sort of conflicts, people tend to

0:40:49.239 --> 0:40:51.360
<v Speaker 6>choose side and.

0:40:51.440 --> 0:40:53.319
<v Speaker 1>Does does I want I want I want you, I

0:40:53.320 --> 0:40:54.759
<v Speaker 1>want you to, I want you to, I want you

0:40:54.840 --> 0:40:57.319
<v Speaker 1>to know something And I really do believe this. You

0:40:57.440 --> 0:41:01.680
<v Speaker 1>deserve a lot better in this life then to feel

0:41:01.719 --> 0:41:10.480
<v Speaker 1>as though the only shot you have at a social

0:41:10.600 --> 0:41:16.799
<v Speaker 1>life is being gate kept by one individual person in

0:41:16.840 --> 0:41:21.120
<v Speaker 1>your relationship with them. You should not feel like that.

0:41:22.200 --> 0:41:29.640
<v Speaker 1>You deserve to feel a greater sense of abundance than that.

0:41:30.440 --> 0:41:32.520
<v Speaker 1>It pains me to hear you. You you feel like

0:41:32.560 --> 0:41:36.560
<v Speaker 1>you're you're shot at uh meaningful connections with other people?

0:41:37.000 --> 0:41:39.520
<v Speaker 1>Is gate cap is geate kept by a singular entity,

0:41:39.560 --> 0:41:43.080
<v Speaker 1>because that's that's not the reality of your world, even

0:41:43.120 --> 0:41:46.680
<v Speaker 1>though you may think it is. And even if it is,

0:41:46.760 --> 0:41:51.560
<v Speaker 1>which it is not. And everything to do with this woman,

0:41:51.600 --> 0:41:54.920
<v Speaker 1>regardless it's not, it's a must important thing you should know.

0:41:57.040 --> 0:42:00.359
<v Speaker 1>Even if it was, it wouldn't it wouldn't be worth

0:42:00.400 --> 0:42:04.359
<v Speaker 1>it if you just had to put up with this

0:42:04.440 --> 0:42:08.160
<v Speaker 1>woman's shit when you don't want to in the name

0:42:08.400 --> 0:42:15.319
<v Speaker 1>of these other people. But there is so much more

0:42:15.360 --> 0:42:21.200
<v Speaker 1>abundance for you than that. Do you do you understand

0:42:21.239 --> 0:42:21.800
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying.

0:42:24.600 --> 0:42:28.080
<v Speaker 6>I yeah, it's you know, I'm just.

0:42:32.719 --> 0:42:33.319
<v Speaker 4>It is it is.

0:42:33.400 --> 0:42:36.319
<v Speaker 6>It's scary, though you're completely correct. I know where you're

0:42:36.320 --> 0:42:37.920
<v Speaker 6>coming from. By the end of the day, you know,

0:42:38.040 --> 0:42:41.040
<v Speaker 6>it's just putting myself out there has always been a

0:42:41.080 --> 0:42:44.560
<v Speaker 6>fear of mine, and knowing her and knowing more people

0:42:44.640 --> 0:42:46.800
<v Speaker 6>has helped me get over that. And so it almost

0:42:46.840 --> 0:42:53.480
<v Speaker 6>feels like, yeah, it almost feels like I'm scared to

0:42:53.560 --> 0:42:54.520
<v Speaker 6>hurt the person who I.

0:42:54.480 --> 0:42:56.400
<v Speaker 2>Know has helped me totally.

0:42:56.440 --> 0:42:58.320
<v Speaker 1>And it's it is. I know, I know it's scary.

0:42:59.000 --> 0:43:01.319
<v Speaker 1>I know it's scary. It doesn't come that, it does

0:43:01.360 --> 0:43:03.560
<v Speaker 1>not is for some people it just doesn't come natural

0:43:03.600 --> 0:43:06.120
<v Speaker 1>to to to be able to put themselves out there.

0:43:08.840 --> 0:43:11.680
<v Speaker 1>But and I said three times right, I'll say it

0:43:11.680 --> 0:43:16.279
<v Speaker 1>again because it's the very important I feel like for

0:43:16.320 --> 0:43:20.440
<v Speaker 1>you to understand, is that your social life, your ability

0:43:20.480 --> 0:43:24.400
<v Speaker 1>to have meaningful connections with other people, is not, cannot

0:43:24.440 --> 0:43:27.799
<v Speaker 1>should not be gate kept by one singular person, even

0:43:27.840 --> 0:43:31.919
<v Speaker 1>if that person is awesome and not a douche. It's

0:43:31.920 --> 0:43:34.440
<v Speaker 1>not gate capped by one person you have.

0:43:34.719 --> 0:43:38.040
<v Speaker 6>You have is so awesome, she really is okay.

0:43:38.120 --> 0:43:41.239
<v Speaker 7>But this is about even if, even if even if

0:43:41.239 --> 0:43:46.239
<v Speaker 7>she is, even if she is dead, you your ability

0:43:46.400 --> 0:43:49.200
<v Speaker 7>to have a fulfilling social life is not gate kept

0:43:49.239 --> 0:43:50.240
<v Speaker 7>by any one entity.

0:43:50.600 --> 0:43:55.919
<v Speaker 1>It's it's only uh uh, you know, affected by your

0:43:56.040 --> 0:44:01.680
<v Speaker 1>personal willingness to put yourself out there. So really internalize

0:44:01.680 --> 0:44:06.000
<v Speaker 1>that first of all. That's like step one. I mean,

0:44:06.040 --> 0:44:08.040
<v Speaker 1>that's all I'm saying. All the shit now. I know

0:44:08.080 --> 0:44:11.080
<v Speaker 1>it's a hard thing to actually do, especially if you've

0:44:11.080 --> 0:44:13.600
<v Speaker 1>had so many years of it being difficult to put

0:44:13.600 --> 0:44:19.440
<v Speaker 1>yourself out there. But I just I I hate you

0:44:19.520 --> 0:44:24.080
<v Speaker 1>feeling like you know, it's this woman and her friends

0:44:24.200 --> 0:44:29.160
<v Speaker 1>or complete isolation, you know, I mean, that's just not true.

0:44:29.880 --> 0:44:36.360
<v Speaker 1>So I would say this two things. Feel comfortable with

0:44:36.440 --> 0:44:42.560
<v Speaker 1>setting your boundaries with this person, and then learn how

0:44:42.560 --> 0:44:45.839
<v Speaker 1>to put yourself out there. That could be another thing

0:44:45.840 --> 0:44:49.160
<v Speaker 1>that we could talk about for another hour. Then I

0:44:49.320 --> 0:44:52.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I'm you know, that's that's a

0:44:52.640 --> 0:44:53.640
<v Speaker 1>whole other can of worms.

0:44:53.680 --> 0:44:57.680
<v Speaker 6>I mean, it's multitudes do this that you know I'm

0:44:57.719 --> 0:44:59.960
<v Speaker 6>holding back because I know I can't take this whole time,

0:45:00.120 --> 0:45:02.239
<v Speaker 6>but I'm so thankful for you speaking to me.

0:45:02.320 --> 0:45:05.560
<v Speaker 1>Man for sure, And okay, if we can't, and here's

0:45:05.600 --> 0:45:07.759
<v Speaker 1>the thing, I just if I can say anything, I

0:45:07.760 --> 0:45:09.399
<v Speaker 1>don't know. I don't know what the things are you're

0:45:09.400 --> 0:45:14.480
<v Speaker 1>holding back. I don't know if it's like a mental disorder.

0:45:14.520 --> 0:45:17.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what it is that you're holding back

0:45:17.280 --> 0:45:19.279
<v Speaker 1>on me. That is the thing that is blocking you

0:45:19.320 --> 0:45:21.719
<v Speaker 1>from being able to put yourself out there. But I

0:45:22.760 --> 0:45:27.120
<v Speaker 1>do believe even if you're not going to be even

0:45:27.120 --> 0:45:29.000
<v Speaker 1>if you're not gonna be the fucking guy who goes

0:45:29.040 --> 0:45:31.400
<v Speaker 1>out to a bar by himself and is like, hey, everybody,

0:45:31.400 --> 0:45:33.360
<v Speaker 1>what we're doing? What are we doing? I do believe

0:45:33.360 --> 0:45:35.840
<v Speaker 1>that there are avenues for you to put yourself out there,

0:45:36.200 --> 0:45:40.759
<v Speaker 1>even within what you perceive to be uh your boundaries.

0:45:41.280 --> 0:45:42.840
<v Speaker 1>So at least believe that.

0:45:46.200 --> 0:45:46.560
<v Speaker 2>Thank you.

0:45:47.560 --> 0:45:49.799
<v Speaker 6>I'll believe in the you that believes in me.

0:45:50.719 --> 0:45:55.280
<v Speaker 1>Awesome, thank you for calling GZ, Thank you good evening,

0:45:55.719 --> 0:45:59.040
<v Speaker 1>you too. I like that guy. I like that guy.

0:45:59.040 --> 0:46:05.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't know anything about the one, but she doesn't

0:46:05.000 --> 0:46:10.640
<v Speaker 1>even matter because I hated the idea that he was like, oh,

0:46:10.680 --> 0:46:12.880
<v Speaker 1>I need to make sure I just like I need

0:46:12.920 --> 0:46:15.839
<v Speaker 1>to make sure. I hated the idea that he was, like,

0:46:17.000 --> 0:46:23.879
<v Speaker 1>my social life is dependent upon this woman, and so

0:46:24.040 --> 0:46:28.600
<v Speaker 1>all of my actions and words have to revolve around

0:46:28.680 --> 0:46:33.160
<v Speaker 1>did not not, as he said, not upsetting the social balance,

0:46:34.000 --> 0:46:36.360
<v Speaker 1>which I don't. I don't know what has happened to

0:46:36.440 --> 0:46:39.640
<v Speaker 1>him in his life or what has his thoughts have

0:46:39.760 --> 0:46:44.840
<v Speaker 1>been to lead him there, but I want him to

0:46:44.840 --> 0:46:49.480
<v Speaker 1>know it's not. He deserves better than to be there mentally,

0:46:50.320 --> 0:46:51.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, And it's a tough for I don't know.

0:46:52.000 --> 0:46:55.839
<v Speaker 1>I don't have like a magical fucking pep talk or

0:46:56.360 --> 0:47:00.680
<v Speaker 1>or or fairy dust to put someone towards the path

0:47:00.719 --> 0:47:03.319
<v Speaker 1>of being able to put themselves out there more. I'm

0:47:03.360 --> 0:47:08.000
<v Speaker 1>sure there's whatever people who've written things about this that

0:47:08.960 --> 0:47:10.759
<v Speaker 1>are a little bit more concrete on that, But I

0:47:10.800 --> 0:47:14.360
<v Speaker 1>just I just, if anything, Step one is realizing he

0:47:14.400 --> 0:47:17.160
<v Speaker 1>should not be there. I am a man on the

0:47:17.160 --> 0:47:21.160
<v Speaker 1>internet in a Gecko costume in the sky, on the

0:47:21.200 --> 0:47:25.200
<v Speaker 1>website where Swedish kids yell at each other and play Fortnite.

0:47:27.480 --> 0:47:32.080
<v Speaker 1>Just remember that Hello, Hello, who is this?

0:47:32.080 --> 0:47:35.280
<v Speaker 2>This is Keith? First of all, do you know bird jokes?

0:47:36.440 --> 0:47:36.640
<v Speaker 3>No?

0:47:38.719 --> 0:47:39.399
<v Speaker 2>Awkward?

0:47:41.040 --> 0:47:41.760
<v Speaker 4>Sorry Keith.

0:47:41.840 --> 0:47:48.000
<v Speaker 1>It says here that you were almost fired after you

0:47:48.080 --> 0:47:49.840
<v Speaker 1>a rap song that you made.

0:47:51.520 --> 0:47:51.719
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:47:51.800 --> 0:47:55.319
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So I made a rap song, very vulgar, you know,

0:47:55.480 --> 0:47:57.440
<v Speaker 2>the first songs that I really made. So I was

0:47:57.480 --> 0:48:00.239
<v Speaker 2>super excited to like kind of show it all off.

0:48:01.239 --> 0:48:05.400
<v Speaker 2>So I showed it off to some people at work. Well,

0:48:05.440 --> 0:48:08.719
<v Speaker 2>you know, probably not the smartest idea. And then uh,

0:48:09.640 --> 0:48:11.839
<v Speaker 2>then there's this girl I got kind of intimate with

0:48:12.680 --> 0:48:15.239
<v Speaker 2>and uh we stopped talking. Then she hit me up

0:48:15.280 --> 0:48:16.640
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, hey, I made a rap song.

0:48:16.719 --> 0:48:19.120
<v Speaker 2>She's like, oh, let me hear it. I don't know,

0:48:19.120 --> 0:48:22.680
<v Speaker 2>it's kind of vulgar, so uh she's like, oh come on.

0:48:23.000 --> 0:48:26.560
<v Speaker 2>So I sent it to her and uh within.

0:48:26.320 --> 0:48:31.719
<v Speaker 4>A couple of days she she told work, and I

0:48:31.719 --> 0:48:33.480
<v Speaker 4>got called down to HR you know, and almost got

0:48:33.520 --> 0:48:34.200
<v Speaker 4>fired for it.

0:48:34.840 --> 0:48:38.440
<v Speaker 1>Okay, what exactly is vulgar about the song?

0:48:40.000 --> 0:48:42.920
<v Speaker 2>Well, I can, uh, I can do a little snippet.

0:48:42.440 --> 0:48:43.239
<v Speaker 4>For you if you like.

0:48:44.960 --> 0:48:46.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm nervous to hear it.

0:48:46.600 --> 0:48:51.960
<v Speaker 2>But sure, okay, Well it's it's this isn't a very

0:48:51.960 --> 0:48:54.440
<v Speaker 2>bad there's much more worse part. This is just like

0:48:55.040 --> 0:48:58.120
<v Speaker 2>the favorite part that everyone loves. It goes, Uh, I'm

0:48:58.160 --> 0:49:00.759
<v Speaker 2>a dreamer, I'm a mema conspiracy, believe a nine to

0:49:00.760 --> 0:49:03.319
<v Speaker 2>eleven never happened? Got the mask, she's a clapping.

0:49:04.560 --> 0:49:07.560
<v Speaker 1>Okay, that's not that bad. What's the what what's the

0:49:07.640 --> 0:49:08.439
<v Speaker 1>really bad part?

0:49:10.480 --> 0:49:11.120
<v Speaker 4>Uh?

0:49:11.160 --> 0:49:12.760
<v Speaker 1>Well, they get me kicked off of twitch.

0:49:14.560 --> 0:49:17.160
<v Speaker 2>Uh no, no, no, it's not like it's not like

0:49:17.440 --> 0:49:18.080
<v Speaker 2>super bad.

0:49:18.160 --> 0:49:22.160
<v Speaker 4>It's just like, uh sorry, I'm on the spot.

0:49:22.200 --> 0:49:24.840
<v Speaker 2>So I'm like losing half the song. I'm trying to

0:49:25.000 --> 0:49:26.920
<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to think of it because I I can

0:49:26.960 --> 0:49:29.960
<v Speaker 2>typically sing it off the dome every time because I

0:49:30.000 --> 0:49:30.920
<v Speaker 2>did so many takes.

0:49:30.960 --> 0:49:34.200
<v Speaker 4>But it's a I'm gonna tell you what do you

0:49:34.280 --> 0:49:35.200
<v Speaker 4>want me to go? Sorry?

0:49:35.520 --> 0:49:39.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, sure, I'm gonna tell you one time. I just

0:49:39.480 --> 0:49:41.560
<v Speaker 2>want to fuck your bitch, but I know I never

0:49:41.600 --> 0:49:47.200
<v Speaker 2>will because I'm muggling. Yeah, ship, Sorry, it's that's not

0:49:47.239 --> 0:49:48.200
<v Speaker 2>that's not that bad.

0:49:48.239 --> 0:49:51.239
<v Speaker 1>Well keep going. What's the really bad? What's the part

0:49:52.280 --> 0:49:53.360
<v Speaker 1>that got you fired?

0:49:55.560 --> 0:49:55.719
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:49:55.760 --> 0:49:57.560
<v Speaker 2>I didn't get fired for it. I just got talked

0:49:57.560 --> 0:49:59.160
<v Speaker 2>to HR and they're like, oh, well, I know you

0:49:59.239 --> 0:50:00.839
<v Speaker 2>got we know you got had a thing and she's

0:50:00.880 --> 0:50:05.680
<v Speaker 2>just doing this out of spite, lad, But yeah, I don't.

0:50:06.800 --> 0:50:07.040
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:50:07.200 --> 0:50:09.760
<v Speaker 2>HR talk to me like, this is a very fireable offense.

0:50:09.840 --> 0:50:11.760
<v Speaker 2>You could uh get in a lot of trouble.

0:50:11.920 --> 0:50:15.879
<v Speaker 1>Wait wait, wait, HR told you that this woman was

0:50:16.640 --> 0:50:17.440
<v Speaker 1>out of spite.

0:50:19.880 --> 0:50:24.480
<v Speaker 2>They didn't exactly say that, but they're like, we understand

0:50:24.600 --> 0:50:28.759
<v Speaker 2>why this person reported you, and we're not going to

0:50:28.800 --> 0:50:32.480
<v Speaker 2>fire you because we know like kind of the ins

0:50:32.480 --> 0:50:34.560
<v Speaker 2>and outs of what you guys had going on basically.

0:50:36.040 --> 0:50:38.880
<v Speaker 2>And it's even funnier because they listened to the song

0:50:39.440 --> 0:50:41.680
<v Speaker 2>and they're like, yeah, we listened to the song and

0:50:41.719 --> 0:50:44.560
<v Speaker 2>it's not appropriate. So just hearing my boss and HR

0:50:44.680 --> 0:50:49.719
<v Speaker 2>something they listened to songs is like, really, it's kind

0:50:49.719 --> 0:50:50.440
<v Speaker 2>of embarrassing.

0:50:50.960 --> 0:50:54.480
<v Speaker 1>But they didn't play it. They didn't play it with

0:50:54.560 --> 0:50:55.400
<v Speaker 1>you in the room.

0:50:56.360 --> 0:50:57.080
<v Speaker 3>So much worse.

0:50:57.200 --> 0:51:01.160
<v Speaker 1>No, the worst part of the song.

0:51:02.840 --> 0:51:06.719
<v Speaker 2>Okay, sorry, it's I'm a little fuzzled right now, so

0:51:06.760 --> 0:51:09.200
<v Speaker 2>hold on, let me treat I'm a dream mama Mima conspiracy,

0:51:09.200 --> 0:51:12.000
<v Speaker 2>believing that eleven happened, got the mask, She says, clapping

0:51:12.560 --> 0:51:13.040
<v Speaker 2>in the bed.

0:51:13.120 --> 0:51:13.680
<v Speaker 4>I'm a freak.

0:51:13.960 --> 0:51:16.000
<v Speaker 2>Do sh It's so unique, like the sixty nine running

0:51:16.000 --> 0:51:17.120
<v Speaker 2>around at leave that pussy week.

0:51:17.480 --> 0:51:18.239
<v Speaker 4>Do this every week.

0:51:18.360 --> 0:51:20.840
<v Speaker 2>It ain't nothing new every time we fuck. It sounds

0:51:20.880 --> 0:51:27.520
<v Speaker 2>like a zoo all right, uh yeah, And then I

0:51:27.640 --> 0:51:31.759
<v Speaker 2>talked about playing her stuff like a kazoo. But yeah,

0:51:33.880 --> 0:51:35.160
<v Speaker 2>uh man, I.

0:51:35.320 --> 0:51:40.440
<v Speaker 1>Just keep going this song? What that You can keep

0:51:40.480 --> 0:51:41.800
<v Speaker 1>going if you know more lyrics?

0:51:43.520 --> 0:51:47.520
<v Speaker 4>Oh no, I don't, or ship I could pull it up.

0:51:48.800 --> 0:51:52.000
<v Speaker 1>There's Is there a part of the song that really

0:51:52.040 --> 0:51:53.040
<v Speaker 1>bad that you don't want to tell me?

0:51:55.120 --> 0:51:57.719
<v Speaker 2>No, No, there's just honestly, doesn't get super much worse.

0:51:57.760 --> 0:52:00.919
<v Speaker 2>It's just me talking about I want to fuck every

0:52:00.960 --> 0:52:02.040
<v Speaker 2>girl in the world basically.

0:52:02.760 --> 0:52:07.440
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I mean that's pretty standard this about.

0:52:07.320 --> 0:52:08.200
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know.

0:52:08.400 --> 0:52:10.719
<v Speaker 2>But it's just like it's too vulgar for them, And

0:52:11.239 --> 0:52:13.720
<v Speaker 2>they said that this isn't a part of our company

0:52:13.760 --> 0:52:16.040
<v Speaker 2>and we don't want this kind of stuff reflecting back

0:52:16.120 --> 0:52:16.440
<v Speaker 2>on us?

0:52:17.520 --> 0:52:20.200
<v Speaker 1>What what is this? What is the company that you

0:52:20.520 --> 0:52:22.359
<v Speaker 1>work for? Do you still work for these people?

0:52:23.640 --> 0:52:24.839
<v Speaker 4>I do not work for them.

0:52:24.920 --> 0:52:29.000
<v Speaker 2>And actually you would love this company, but uh hmmm

0:52:29.200 --> 0:52:33.320
<v Speaker 2>do I because I honestly I left working there literally

0:52:33.400 --> 0:52:37.520
<v Speaker 2>like a week ago. So uh but it is a

0:52:37.800 --> 0:52:40.880
<v Speaker 2>giant candy company that I think you would love, and

0:52:40.920 --> 0:52:43.360
<v Speaker 2>I kind of want to send you I kind of

0:52:43.400 --> 0:52:44.520
<v Speaker 2>want to send you the link.

0:52:44.360 --> 0:52:46.160
<v Speaker 4>To this place because you would love our stuff.

0:52:46.400 --> 0:52:47.480
<v Speaker 2>World's dust everything?

0:52:48.120 --> 0:52:49.319
<v Speaker 1>Is it Dylan's candy bar?

0:52:50.880 --> 0:52:51.239
<v Speaker 4>It is not.

0:52:53.160 --> 0:52:57.879
<v Speaker 2>Okay, you are okay, I'll tell you fucking I don't

0:52:57.880 --> 0:52:59.319
<v Speaker 2>work there anymore. I don't plan going back.

0:53:00.080 --> 0:53:00.960
<v Speaker 4>It is Albanese.

0:53:01.080 --> 0:53:02.920
<v Speaker 2>So we make the world. They make the world the

0:53:03.000 --> 0:53:06.760
<v Speaker 2>greatest gummies, all gummies.

0:53:07.440 --> 0:53:09.680
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so it's albant Oh wait I do wait, I

0:53:09.800 --> 0:53:14.000
<v Speaker 1>actually do know wait yo, Okay, I actually do know Albanese.

0:53:14.239 --> 0:53:17.000
<v Speaker 1>I used to work at a frozen yogurt storm and

0:53:17.440 --> 0:53:21.759
<v Speaker 1>in the back they we would have these alban this

0:53:22.200 --> 0:53:30.040
<v Speaker 1>giant fucking bag of Albanese uh sour gummy worms and

0:53:30.200 --> 0:53:36.759
<v Speaker 1>they were and they were so fresh and chewy, and

0:53:36.880 --> 0:53:38.759
<v Speaker 1>it's those are the Albaniese gummy worms are the best

0:53:38.800 --> 0:53:39.719
<v Speaker 1>gummy worms I've had.

0:53:39.960 --> 0:53:43.440
<v Speaker 2>Okay, oh yeah, honestly, all of our gummies are good.

0:53:44.000 --> 0:53:46.960
<v Speaker 1>No, it's great. I make great things. So I let

0:53:47.040 --> 0:53:52.359
<v Speaker 1>me ask you a question. Yes, if we were empathizing

0:53:53.640 --> 0:53:57.799
<v Speaker 1>with the HR reps at Albanese, we were seeing things

0:53:57.880 --> 0:54:01.239
<v Speaker 1>from their point of view, in what way do you

0:54:01.440 --> 0:54:09.120
<v Speaker 1>believe you describing fucking somebody so loud that it sounds

0:54:09.200 --> 0:54:17.279
<v Speaker 1>like a zoo is contradictory to uh, the mission of

0:54:17.400 --> 0:54:18.480
<v Speaker 1>the Albanese Company.

0:54:21.280 --> 0:54:21.640
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:54:21.800 --> 0:54:24.160
<v Speaker 2>Kind of a lot is just I mean, I guess

0:54:24.200 --> 0:54:27.200
<v Speaker 2>it's my thing, is like, you know, it's my outside life.

0:54:27.239 --> 0:54:28.840
<v Speaker 2>I don't see what the big deal is, but I

0:54:28.960 --> 0:54:31.840
<v Speaker 2>get it that that they don't want this kind of

0:54:32.080 --> 0:54:34.160
<v Speaker 2>Either're like I don't know. They're like, what are you

0:54:34.200 --> 0:54:35.880
<v Speaker 2>trying to go? Dig in the wrap? I was like, no,

0:54:36.000 --> 0:54:38.799
<v Speaker 2>it's just something to relieve stress. I'm very stressed out

0:54:38.840 --> 0:54:39.240
<v Speaker 2>and it's.

0:54:39.160 --> 0:54:42.000
<v Speaker 4>Just I don't know, I enjoy it. It's fun.

0:54:42.080 --> 0:54:43.719
<v Speaker 2>It takes my mind off things, you know.

0:54:45.480 --> 0:54:46.759
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean, I.

0:54:48.360 --> 0:54:48.759
<v Speaker 2>What is this?

0:54:49.120 --> 0:54:52.279
<v Speaker 1>What does this song even have to do with work?

0:54:52.320 --> 0:54:54.640
<v Speaker 1>Why are we even talking about it with your HR rap.

0:54:54.760 --> 0:54:59.200
<v Speaker 2>Is it like I have I enter the covers, showed

0:54:59.200 --> 0:55:02.240
<v Speaker 2>it to because I showed it to co workers.

0:55:03.000 --> 0:55:11.160
<v Speaker 4>That's what it was. So I I mean, I don't

0:55:11.560 --> 0:55:12.319
<v Speaker 4>if you know what I mean?

0:55:13.040 --> 0:55:13.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

0:55:13.360 --> 0:55:19.200
<v Speaker 1>Sure. So did you receive any punishment of any kind or.

0:55:19.239 --> 0:55:21.680
<v Speaker 2>It was just to I did not. They just told

0:55:21.760 --> 0:55:23.719
<v Speaker 2>me to like take it down, don't show anyone, which

0:55:23.719 --> 0:55:25.880
<v Speaker 2>I did take it down. Well, you know, now that

0:55:25.960 --> 0:55:27.960
<v Speaker 2>I don't work there anymore, I might have put it

0:55:28.080 --> 0:55:30.399
<v Speaker 2>back up just so I can show my friends because

0:55:30.400 --> 0:55:32.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm just showing people. You know, it's a it's a fun.

0:55:32.400 --> 0:55:36.840
<v Speaker 1>Song, you know. I you know, Keith, I think I

0:55:36.920 --> 0:55:42.000
<v Speaker 1>don't think you should work somewhere that is compromising. Uh,

0:55:42.239 --> 0:55:46.040
<v Speaker 1>you know your personal values in this way. You know,

0:55:47.960 --> 0:55:52.920
<v Speaker 1>if you believe that, you know, sex, money and drugs

0:55:53.080 --> 0:55:55.640
<v Speaker 1>is important to you in your life. You know, if

0:55:55.680 --> 0:55:58.800
<v Speaker 1>that's one of your values, then I think you should

0:55:58.960 --> 0:56:02.800
<v Speaker 1>feel free to live life in that direction without the

0:56:03.080 --> 0:56:05.160
<v Speaker 1>h I completely you're telling you what to do.

0:56:06.760 --> 0:56:08.560
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, no, I completely agree. It's not even.

0:56:08.840 --> 0:56:10.920
<v Speaker 2>It's not even that's what my life revolves around.

0:56:10.920 --> 0:56:13.040
<v Speaker 4>It's just I don't know, I like to don't.

0:56:14.000 --> 0:56:16.000
<v Speaker 2>That's just the win my wrap. That's just what comes

0:56:16.040 --> 0:56:16.319
<v Speaker 2>to mind.

0:56:16.400 --> 0:56:16.719
<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

0:56:19.160 --> 0:56:21.040
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so what is next for you? Are you going

0:56:21.080 --> 0:56:21.839
<v Speaker 1>to get a new job?

0:56:23.440 --> 0:56:23.640
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

0:56:23.719 --> 0:56:25.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I don't exactly know what I want to do,

0:56:26.040 --> 0:56:29.600
<v Speaker 2>but it's I'm glad I left there to stress off

0:56:29.719 --> 0:56:33.560
<v Speaker 2>me and uh, I'm excited for a new and new future.

0:56:35.160 --> 0:56:37.000
<v Speaker 1>Now, if you could be doing anything, if you could

0:56:37.000 --> 0:56:39.680
<v Speaker 1>wave a magic wand and you you have whatever professional

0:56:39.719 --> 0:56:40.840
<v Speaker 1>you desire, what would that be?

0:56:42.920 --> 0:56:43.560
<v Speaker 4>Mm hmm.

0:56:45.160 --> 0:56:51.439
<v Speaker 2>Any No, like, okay, a professional bowler, that'd be fun.

0:56:53.239 --> 0:56:56.200
<v Speaker 1>Do you want us to boycott Albany's in your defense?

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<v Speaker 4>No, no, no, no, no, I'm it's it's not that

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<v Speaker 4>big of a deal.

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<v Speaker 2>Well now there, Okay, I.

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<v Speaker 1>Wasn't going to because I really do enjoy their their

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<v Speaker 1>their gummy worms.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah no, no, don't boycount me. Yeah, eat up, man,

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<v Speaker 4>I know you love the candy. I'll send you some

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<v Speaker 4>if I could. Oh, I saw you got a peel box.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh fuck, I haven't that that it's not active, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'll get a new one.

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<v Speaker 4>Ied.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh, Keith, is there anything else you want to say

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<v Speaker 1>to the people of the computer before we go? Uh?

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<v Speaker 4>No, piece and loaf, Piece and loaf.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for calling Keith. Do you wait, actually, real quick,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you real quick. Is there a place that we

0:57:40.400 --> 0:57:44.120
<v Speaker 1>can see Do you want to plug a channel for

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<v Speaker 1>this video? Where can we see it? Do you want

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<v Speaker 1>to plug it here?

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<v Speaker 5>Man?

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<v Speaker 2>I I I I took it down, but I was

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<v Speaker 2>planning on putting it back up. So I don't have

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<v Speaker 2>anything right now, but I will put.

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<v Speaker 4>It back up.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, what do you know? Do you have at least

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<v Speaker 1>the name of the channel that you're gonna put it

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<v Speaker 1>up on?

0:58:06.000 --> 0:58:09.600
<v Speaker 2>Uh no, well, the channel that it was on was

0:58:10.120 --> 0:58:11.600
<v Speaker 2>Jimmy's Jangles or something.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know. I just came up with some stupid

0:58:13.400 --> 0:58:13.920
<v Speaker 4>YouTube name.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, So if we go to YouTube dot com slash

0:58:20.760 --> 0:58:23.640
<v Speaker 1>Jimmy's Jangles and you subscribe, are we gonna get a

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<v Speaker 1>notification when you do put it up?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh my gosh.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I'm not gonna waste your time and try to

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<v Speaker 2>figure out exactly what the U, R L and everything is.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm not it's something like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, we'll figure it out, all right, Thanks for calling Keith.

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<v Speaker 4>Well yeah, yeah, yeah, you have a good night.

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<v Speaker 1>They found the song okay, somebody all right, it looks

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<v Speaker 1>like somebody posted the song in the chat. Okay, all right,

0:58:54.840 --> 0:58:59.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna do all right, I'm gonna all right. It

0:58:59.720 --> 0:59:06.360
<v Speaker 1>was hosted eleven minutes ago. Okay, it looks like all right, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>this is the song. Should we listen to it? Should we?

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<v Speaker 2>All right?

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<v Speaker 1>Fuck it, let's listen to it. I'm gonna tell you

0:59:28.360 --> 0:59:30.960
<v Speaker 1>one time, I just want to fuck your bitch shine. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I never will.

0:59:31.840 --> 0:59:33.800
<v Speaker 3>Because of ugly airship pull.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, if I could just see those fucking tits, I

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<v Speaker 2>give you a high five.

0:59:37.920 --> 0:59:40.320
<v Speaker 1>Let you finish it, and that ship I want to sue,

0:59:40.360 --> 0:59:41.880
<v Speaker 1>I'll end up with the best bitch.

0:59:41.960 --> 0:59:43.320
<v Speaker 2>She'll let me stuck a toe.

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<v Speaker 1>Damn much as you split. She won't complaint, winn anywhere

0:59:46.680 --> 0:59:48.120
<v Speaker 1>I want it, even.

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<v Speaker 3>If it's a face.

0:59:48.920 --> 0:59:50.280
<v Speaker 1>I'll pumble that ship.

0:59:51.000 --> 0:59:53.760
<v Speaker 2>I'm just kidding, old why, I'm just the bright side

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<v Speaker 2>so fucking affection.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, I think it's ice time, just like the rims

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<v Speaker 3>on my motherfucking rid fucking up at the because you

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<v Speaker 3>know I'm that guy.

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<v Speaker 1>I may look like a bitch, but don't give a stick.

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<v Speaker 1>All I have to do is give your girl one vocal,

1:00:08.680 --> 1:00:11.360
<v Speaker 1>give her that dick, and it'll have a book. My

1:00:11.600 --> 1:00:15.080
<v Speaker 1>penis is the chef. Just watch a fucking cook. I'm

1:00:15.080 --> 1:00:18.840
<v Speaker 1>gonna try. Penis is the chef to watch it. Loven

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<v Speaker 1>never happened, got the ASSISI clap up in the bed.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a freak guy.

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<v Speaker 2>You should So you meet like a sixty nine running

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<v Speaker 2>round that pussy week.

1:00:27.400 --> 1:00:30.280
<v Speaker 1>I do the seven week. It ain't nothing new every time.

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<v Speaker 1>The fuck it sounds like the dude so much random

1:00:33.440 --> 1:00:36.640
<v Speaker 1>ship that we like to exclude too much to rep

1:00:36.800 --> 1:00:39.720
<v Speaker 1>So I'll just name a few. We started with another

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<v Speaker 1>It's gotta have some food. It's like you in the

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<v Speaker 1>ass with a stick of band.

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<v Speaker 2>Boot in between breaks, playing cards, me and you and

1:00:47.160 --> 1:00:49.720
<v Speaker 2>you don't want to know what I do with the casu.

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<v Speaker 1>This guy like I like to beat? Is this it

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<v Speaker 1>is there?

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<v Speaker 4>Any more?

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<v Speaker 1>Is the rest of it? Is it over all right?

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<v Speaker 1>It's over all right? Okay, Yeah, I would have fired

1:01:17.960 --> 1:01:21.479
<v Speaker 1>you for that too. I'm on the Gummy Worm people's side.

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<v Speaker 1>I think they did the right thing by causing you

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<v Speaker 1>to lose your job because of making that No, I'm

1:01:31.000 --> 1:01:40.720
<v Speaker 1>just kidding, but I think if the worst part, if

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<v Speaker 1>the worst consequence you receive from making that song.

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<v Speaker 3>Is that.

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<v Speaker 1>You are no longer allowed to work at a Gummy

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<v Speaker 1>Bear factory. I think you made it out pretty good.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it could have been far worse, and I'm

1:02:04.960 --> 1:02:09.960
<v Speaker 1>happy it wasn't. And maybe this will give you.

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<v Speaker 5>A new.

1:02:14.760 --> 1:02:22.000
<v Speaker 1>Motivation to work further on your craft. And when you

1:02:22.360 --> 1:02:29.560
<v Speaker 1>are topping the charts one day, eventually, I'll be happy

1:02:29.640 --> 1:02:33.000
<v Speaker 1>to be there to say that I knew you. When

1:02:33.800 --> 1:02:37.280
<v Speaker 1>the beacon goes on the line taking your phone calls

1:02:37.360 --> 1:02:41.360
<v Speaker 1>every night, their beacon goes to I's teaching you Cloud

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<v Speaker 1>in the mint of your life, but he's not really

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<v Speaker 1>an expert.