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Speaker 1: All right, let's get into the episode. Hello, Hello, Who
Speaker 1: is this?
Speaker 3: Shadow?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 1: High Shadow? I said that Sonic the Hedgehog. You ever
Speaker 1: played the Sonic the Hedgehog games?
Speaker 3: Oh, hey, Shadow, I have, but my kids do and
Speaker 3: my nephews do.
Speaker 1: Well. Well, Well, what's going on, Shadow? How can I
Speaker 1: get you today?
Speaker 3: Well, first, I want to tell you I'm forty seven
Speaker 3: years old and I'm a mom of seven and one
Speaker 3: of my oldest sons turned me on to you, and
Speaker 3: now I am obsessed. All right, listen to you Almost
Speaker 3: every I got back to the older shows. I listened
Speaker 3: to you, and I fall asleep. You are You're better
Speaker 3: than Fraser any day. If you know that.
Speaker 1: Round, Well, I appreciate that. I do know that reference.
Speaker 1: I've never actually seen an episode of Fraser, but I
Speaker 1: know it's about well, Fraser is a real I mean,
Speaker 1: I know he's Fraser is not a real person, but
Speaker 1: in the he's a real therapist canonically correct.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yes, okay.
Speaker 1: Well, I appreciate that. I'll have to watch Frasier now.
Speaker 3: But anyway, my son said I needed to call you,
Speaker 3: So if you shout out say hi Caleb for me,
Speaker 3: that'd be great. So reason is lately.
Speaker 1: Sorry, go ahead, it's okay.
Speaker 3: The last couple of callers you've had the last shows.
Speaker 3: There was a dude that went to a strip club
Speaker 3: with his mom and a gal that was doing drugs
Speaker 3: with their kids, and I'm like, oh my gosh, I
Speaker 3: have both of these things with my kids.
Speaker 1: M Yeah, there was a a podcast. There was there
Speaker 1: There was a podcast with the kid who went to
Speaker 1: the strip club with his mom. And then there was
Speaker 1: that call with the girl whose mom was she was
Speaker 1: going to raves with her.
Speaker 3: Yes, now I don't do the raves, but I four
Speaker 3: twenty and I've tripped with my kids.
Speaker 1: You have seven kids? When you're tripping with all seven
Speaker 1: of your kids, or you're like, oh my god, I
Speaker 1: have seven kids. These are like the doors.
Speaker 3: Sometimes feels like the doors.
Speaker 1: Ye, you're like snow white.
Speaker 3: I've got very fair skin and very dark hair, so yeah,
Speaker 3: I just I don't like talk to birds, but I
Speaker 3: have lots of cats and dogs. I could be snow white.
Speaker 1: So when you say you trip with your kids, do
Speaker 1: you like trip do all? Is it you and all
Speaker 1: seven of them?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 3: They very in ages. My oldest is twenty eight and
Speaker 3: then I've got a twenty six year old and my
Speaker 3: youngest is ten.
Speaker 1: Wow are they all from the same dude?
Speaker 3: Five of them are from the same dude. But he's
Speaker 3: in prison now for the next seven years.
Speaker 1: Are you still with him?
Speaker 3: No? Okay, we've been, of course now for five years.
Speaker 1: Okay, So I mean I have thousands of questions for
Speaker 1: you about everything, But is there a I feel like
Speaker 1: you came into this with a particular aspect that you
Speaker 1: wanted to talk about, and I want to start there
Speaker 1: if if my read.
Speaker 3: Is correct, well, I can't tell if I'm a really
Speaker 3: cool mom or a really bad mom.
Speaker 1: M Okay, tell me. Tell me more about your thought
Speaker 1: process with this.
Speaker 3: It's just it's very untraditional. I don't know of a
Speaker 3: lot of other moms do the things like this with
Speaker 3: their kids, but it seems like it's really brought me
Speaker 3: closer to them.
Speaker 1: Give me an example of something that you can't tell
Speaker 1: if this thing makes you a cool mom or a
Speaker 1: bad mom.
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, like I said, my husband's in prison for
Speaker 3: seven years. When he was being investigated, child Protective Services
Speaker 3: had come in and removed my kids, and I've suffered
Speaker 3: from a mental illness all my life, and originally they
Speaker 3: were telling me I couldn't have my kids back because
Speaker 3: of that, and it took me five years, but I
Speaker 3: finally got my kids back.
Speaker 4: I never gave up.
Speaker 3: So that's like what really weighs heavy on me because
Speaker 3: I've lost all this time with them. I feel like
Speaker 3: I've got to get it back somehow.
Speaker 1: Okay, So so to that, to that point, do you
Speaker 1: do you feel like, well, okay, so, so, like I said,
Speaker 1: give me, give me an example of of something that
Speaker 1: you do with your kids or something at all that
Speaker 1: that makes you feel like where you can't tell if
Speaker 1: this thing makes you feel like you're a bad mom
Speaker 1: or a cool mom. Give you give me an example
Speaker 1: of some.
Speaker 3: Well, like, for instance, you know, for twenty with my kids,
Speaker 3: most of them, I've let them spoke with me even
Speaker 3: though you know, they're not twenty one yet at the time,
Speaker 3: it's not legal here where I'm at, so I kind
Speaker 3: of like and enabling them to break all.
Speaker 1: M h m hm, how will iw will like are
Speaker 1: they at least eighteen.
Speaker 4: One?
Speaker 1: Is?
Speaker 3: Yeah, that I smoke with A is eighteen now my
Speaker 3: fifteen year old, I won't let him smoke.
Speaker 1: With us yet, Okay, okay, that's good. Well, I you know,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't I don't know if there
Speaker 1: is an objective sort of scoring scaling system of motherhood
Speaker 1: because well, because listen a lot. I mean it's like
Speaker 1: with alcohol, right, Like, there's the theory that you know,
Speaker 1: if you're the mom that lets the kids have the
Speaker 1: parties in their house and you can control it and
Speaker 1: you let them do it. I mean when I'm we're
Speaker 1: not even talking about teenagers. We're talking about you know,
Speaker 1: you know your kids are over the age of eighteen,
Speaker 1: and if you let them control it, there is the
Speaker 1: theory that okay, you know, there'll be a little bit
Speaker 1: less delinquency or uh you know, bad bad shit going
Speaker 1: on if you let them kind of run wild with it.
Speaker 1: At least it's in a controlled environment. That's a school
Speaker 1: of thoughts. That's legitimate theory.
Speaker 3: Into it, because at least I know what they're doing
Speaker 3: if they're in my house and they're not out around
Speaker 3: other friends' houses doing stuff and you know, getting into
Speaker 3: trouble and winding up in prison someday themselves.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's like I said, it's a legitimate school of
Speaker 1: thought to you know, if you're having the party at
Speaker 1: your house, the party's under control, and you know they're
Speaker 1: not doing fucking meth or stab at each other or
Speaker 1: whatever else could be going on.
Speaker 3: Exactly, you know, and hopefully you know, I can teach
Speaker 3: them how to do it safely. You know, like, hey,
Speaker 3: you don't take stuff from kids at school because there's
Speaker 3: metanyl going around, so you know, you do this in
Speaker 3: my house, but.
Speaker 1: Nowhere else there are meth or pot.
Speaker 3: We're talking about pot. But the whole fetanyl thing, you know,
Speaker 3: has me scared. You know you have Yeah, of course
Speaker 3: ask your kid for they gave you your shot and
Speaker 3: the next thing, you know, you got a dead kid.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, well, well let's talk about let's talk about this.
Speaker 1: What do you think makes somebody a good mother?
Speaker 3: I wish I knew they need to have like these
Speaker 3: manuals the day you find out that you're pregnant, these.
Speaker 4: Dudes and don'ts.
Speaker 3: But my mom is absolutely so. I've just like done
Speaker 3: everything completely opposite of what she ever did.
Speaker 1: Why why if you you obviously don't have to talk
Speaker 1: about anything, you know what I talk about. But why
Speaker 1: is your mom horrible?
Speaker 3: She has just owned me three times in the past,
Speaker 3: and when she just owns me, she makes like the
Speaker 3: whole entire family just own me. And the last time
Speaker 3: just own me is because I'm bye. So I had
Speaker 3: a girlfriend and she just like, no, I'm not talking
Speaker 3: to you ever again, and nobody else can either.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm mm hm.
Speaker 5: Hm.
Speaker 3: So I try and be like open with my kids.
Speaker 1: Mm hm So. I mean, look, by some bye bye,
Speaker 1: by some legitimate definitions, you could say, at bare minimum
Speaker 1: a good mother probably probably probably the best most important
Speaker 1: thing that you could do is give a ship and
Speaker 1: clearly you and that and clearly that you do clearly
Speaker 1: the giving, be it, be it being present in your
Speaker 1: children's lives and caring about their well being is uh.
Speaker 1: I mean, I think could be universally agreed upon as
Speaker 1: the bare minimum of being a good mother. And it
Speaker 1: sounds as though you, you, uh, very very clearly are
Speaker 1: those two things, I hope. So what gives you doubts?
Speaker 3: Like you said, losing my kids, you know, and like
Speaker 3: even right now too, I don't have two of my
Speaker 3: girls back because they were placed with my ex husband's girlfriend,
Speaker 3: and I have to pay one hundred and twenty dollars
Speaker 3: a month just to see them for two hours. So
Speaker 3: that really really weighs on me because I only got
Speaker 3: like half of them back and probably no chance of
Speaker 3: getting the other two back because I don't make enough
Speaker 3: money to go to court. I feel like, no matter
Speaker 3: what I'm doing, I'm letting my kids down.
Speaker 1: How old are the two kids that you have to
Speaker 1: what is it like you pay one hundred and twenty
Speaker 1: dollars a month in child support and then you can
Speaker 1: see them.
Speaker 3: It's supervised visitations. I've had supervised visitations with him for
Speaker 3: the last five years.
Speaker 1: Okay, again, you don't you don't feel like you have
Speaker 1: to go into any more detail than you feel comfortable
Speaker 1: going into. But do you why why is it supervised?
Speaker 3: Basically because the charges against my husband and why ex
Speaker 3: husband and why he's in federal prison was because he
Speaker 3: had child porn on his computer and yeah, and with
Speaker 3: me having a mental illness there they I don't know.
Speaker 3: I just felt like CPS was against me from day one.
Speaker 3: And I don't know if being half gay has anything
Speaker 3: to do with it. Because during one of my visits
Speaker 3: is here, we had bedbugs and the boys had went
Speaker 3: to go in the back bedroom and I told them, no,
Speaker 3: you can't go in there because I didn't want them
Speaker 3: taking the bed bugs to their foster family. So it
Speaker 3: was wrote down on the report that I had sexual
Speaker 3: paraphernalia in my bedroom. What out like, Yeah, seriously.
Speaker 1: Oh my god. Well, first of all, look, I I
Speaker 1: mean fucking Jesus Christ, I mean shadow that for for
Speaker 1: your for the father of your children to be arrested
Speaker 1: for that, and then you having to pick up the
Speaker 1: pieces I mean, I hope, I hope, I hope you
Speaker 1: can recognize that that's a lot. It is.
Speaker 3: It's been a nightmare trying to get them back.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm mm hmmm.
Speaker 3: Gone everywhere. I can go to three lawyers to try
Speaker 3: and get help. There's not enough money in the state. Callers.
Speaker 3: You know, my mom, and he was telling me call
Speaker 3: doctor Phil, call doctor Phill.
Speaker 4: I don't want to call doctor Phil.
Speaker 1: Don't call doctor Phil.
Speaker 3: He's a real sayer.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I have no idea what you just said.
Speaker 1: But uh, apparently I don't know anything about doctor Phil.
Speaker 1: But okay, well, so listen, if we could go back
Speaker 1: for a second to this, this this wrestling with whether
Speaker 1: or not you're a good mother, I guess if we
Speaker 1: could take a second to understand the fact that, like
Speaker 1: you're trying to be a good mother in a crazy circumstance. Yes,
Speaker 1: I mean you're you're like, like you know, somebody who's
Speaker 1: who's whose husband? Uh, the father of the children was not,
Speaker 1: you know, arrested for something like that. Uh. It would
Speaker 1: also be struggling to be a mother because, as you say,
Speaker 1: there is no handbook to do it, and so you're
Speaker 1: taking the thing that is already incredibly difficult, and is
Speaker 1: you know, in this situation like ten times more difficult.
Speaker 1: So I hope you recognize that you're you know, you're
Speaker 1: you're you're up against you you're doing the best you
Speaker 1: can going up against a lot. And also I'm sure
Speaker 1: that that was fucking crazy hard on your kids and
Speaker 1: for you to be there for them in the face
Speaker 1: of all of that. I mean, I hope you can
Speaker 1: give yourself some credit for that.
Speaker 3: I'm trying to. But I've made a lot of bad decisions,
Speaker 3: like being with this a hole in the first place.
Speaker 3: You know, it makes you wonder like your decision making skill.
Speaker 3: I mean, if I wasn't with him, I wouldn't have
Speaker 3: five of my kids. So I'm glad now that I was.
Speaker 3: But you know, my first husband, I found him in
Speaker 3: bed with his twelve year old cousin when we were
Speaker 3: in Kentucky. It's like, what and the hell why do
Speaker 3: I He's.
Speaker 1: Meant, Jesus Christ, are you with anyone now?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 4: I'm not.
Speaker 1: Okay, Okay, tell me more about like this, your like
Speaker 1: living situation. Do you do you? You have five kids
Speaker 1: and how many of them still live with you?
Speaker 3: Technically three of them do. My twenty six year old
Speaker 3: Caleb had moved in with me about six months ago.
Speaker 3: And I have one son who's eighteen that lives with me.
Speaker 3: He's still in high school. And I have my fifteen
Speaker 3: year old son.
Speaker 1: Okay, hmm. And what are the kids who are out
Speaker 1: in the world, what do they do? Do they go
Speaker 1: to school or have jobs?
Speaker 3: Caleb has a job. Yeah, and he just recently got
Speaker 3: into a new relationship, which is really great because he
Speaker 3: was heartbroken over a friendship that just didn't work out right.
Speaker 3: And like I said, the eighteen year old is still
Speaker 3: is sophomore in high school, no junior, and you know,
Speaker 3: so we got a year and a half more before
Speaker 3: he graduates. My one daughter, she's twenty something. She's mad
Speaker 3: at me and won't talk to me. But she's going
Speaker 3: to school to be a therapist herself.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 3: And I was going to college a therapist, but I
Speaker 3: decided I don't like people, so I quit.
Speaker 1: By the way, I should have brought this up earlier
Speaker 1: in this conversation that I am doing right now. But
Speaker 1: have you had the ability to see a real therapist
Speaker 1: to talk about all of this stuff?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 3: I have been in therapy almost for the last ten
Speaker 3: to fifteen years.
Speaker 1: Okay, I'm very curious what I mean. This is a ton.
Speaker 1: I mean, this is a ton of just totally fucked
Speaker 1: up stuff. I'm very curious. What is your real therapist
Speaker 1: told you or helped you with or how have what
Speaker 1: has their feedback been in regards to all the stuff
Speaker 1: that we're talking about.
Speaker 3: Well, she has been great. There's been times where I've
Speaker 3: called her and I'm just like, I can't breathe. I
Speaker 3: feel like I'm coming apart at the scenes. I can't
Speaker 3: do this anymore. And she was always very sympathetic, like, yeah,
Speaker 3: you know, this is very fucked up, and you can
Speaker 3: do it. I got a tattoo on my arm that
Speaker 3: has just breathe now. But she's been great every step
Speaker 3: of the way. Has cried with me. Is called GPS's
Speaker 3: lawyer to say, hey, you know this, shiit ain't right.
Speaker 3: And the day that I gave up and decided, you
Speaker 3: know what, I'm never going to get my kids back,
Speaker 3: and that's okay because I can still be a mom
Speaker 3: and I can parent them from AFAR. Suicide is not
Speaker 3: an option because it's going to be so much worse
Speaker 3: on them. A week later, it was around Mother's Day
Speaker 3: and my birthday. I got to call my son, my
Speaker 3: who's now eighteen year old son. Then he was fifteen?
Speaker 3: Who is coming home?
Speaker 4: Sixteen?
Speaker 3: No? So she was great on, you know, keeping me
Speaker 3: going and just giving me somebody to talk to.
Speaker 1: Who are you with? By the way, I here's somebody talking.
Speaker 3: That's my eighteen year old.
Speaker 1: Yeah, the one that showed you my show.
Speaker 3: No, that one is at work. But but yeah, you
Speaker 3: could talk to the eighteen year old.
Speaker 1: Yeah, let me talk to him.
Speaker 4: This is Aiden, the eighteen year old.
Speaker 1: Hi Aiden? How you doing, man? Hi Aiden? How you doing?
Speaker 5: Man?
Speaker 4: I'm good. I'm hanging out with my mother and I'm
Speaker 4: just freaking out that she's talking to you.
Speaker 1: Why are you freaking out?
Speaker 4: Because something like this never happens to us? Basically?
Speaker 1: Soundn't like what.
Speaker 4: Talking to somebody live? Basically Yeah, because I'm always in
Speaker 4: my womb watching YouTube or TikTok or whatever, and I'm
Speaker 4: always daydreaming about meeting someone with like a channel and
Speaker 4: I get it.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Well uh well, Aiden, it's it's nice to
Speaker 1: meet you too.
Speaker 3: Man.
Speaker 1: What what are you? What are you into? A? Are you?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: Are you in fucking are you in college or like,
Speaker 1: what do you?
Speaker 3: What do you?
Speaker 1: What do you do with your life?
Speaker 4: Well, right now, as my mom previous said, I'm in
Speaker 4: high school and I have this year and then next
Speaker 4: year to finish, and I'm looking at bugger king at
Speaker 4: the moment, it's all right. It's moments and the things
Speaker 4: I really like. Oh, fin Nights of thready. It's a
Speaker 4: hood game. If you don't know.
Speaker 3: Mh.
Speaker 1: I'm familiar with five. I've never played it because I'm
Speaker 1: I don't like jump scares and stuff, but I'm familiar
Speaker 1: with it.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean neither, but I absolutely love the story
Speaker 4: they're going with and I can't wait until the movie
Speaker 4: comes out.
Speaker 1: Well, you've never played it, but you you said it's
Speaker 1: one of the things you're in too.
Speaker 4: Test. Actually, yes, But I do have this newer one
Speaker 4: for the PlayStation over there. I played it the other
Speaker 4: day m hm. But the games I haven't played. I
Speaker 4: just played the newer one.
Speaker 3: He doesn't like the jump scares?
Speaker 1: Yeah, boy, do that doesn't doesn't the newer one have?
Speaker 1: The newer one probably has like more intense jump scares,
Speaker 1: does it not?
Speaker 4: Sometimes it depends?
Speaker 1: Okay, what what else? What else do you like.
Speaker 4: Well, as I said, I anything with a good storyline. Lately,
Speaker 4: me and my younger brother been playing some Foot Night
Speaker 4: and uh, I hate to admit it, but I spent
Speaker 4: a lot of money on that game, which Bobby's going
Speaker 4: to die in twenty years or so. Then I have
Speaker 4: the whole entire collection of I say, he's the wrong
Speaker 4: bunch of events with one sign book and a photo
Speaker 4: of Tim signing it of Lemony Snickets.
Speaker 1: Lemony Snicket, you have a way you have a photo
Speaker 1: of Lemony Snicket signing your Lemony Snicket book.
Speaker 4: Yes, nice, and he doesn't like the photos taken, so
Speaker 4: it's pretty rare.
Speaker 1: That's great. That's so crazy man, Lemony Snicket. It's cool.
Speaker 1: He's still doing his thing. Lemony Snickett was fuck? When
Speaker 1: did that? When did that? When was I reading that? Ship?
Speaker 2: That was?
Speaker 1: Like that movie came out when I was in elementary school.
Speaker 4: I will on a letter to Netflix try and trying
Speaker 4: to get them to put the series on DVD so
Speaker 4: I could collect them, because I'm a big collector.
Speaker 1: What do you what all do you collect? Well?
Speaker 4: Right now I have a whole bunch of action figures
Speaker 4: of financial rereadys. I'm missing a couple. I have four
Speaker 4: different action figures of AVATARLL. I have a go To
Speaker 4: Action figure and a foot Night Action figure, and then
Speaker 4: I have a hundred brandom stuff playing and around.
Speaker 1: Is there a what? What is what? What's kind of
Speaker 1: like your your golden goose?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: Is there a maybe this is a broadcast? Sorry? Go ahead?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 4: I uh so, my mom told you how I was
Speaker 4: in Fostercan all that. So one day a little bit,
Speaker 4: I was at a placement, okay for Christmas, and I
Speaker 4: asked for a Space Layer set. I thought I was
Speaker 4: going to get like a twenty thirty dollars one. No,
Speaker 4: this church gives me the Apollo eleven sets and it
Speaker 4: was the biggest lego set I've ever have. I'm just
Speaker 4: still seeking about it. I even have Apollo twelve, fourteen,
Speaker 4: fourteen cups up there you have McDonald's and the why.
Speaker 1: Is that Apollo? Is that a is it like a
Speaker 1: like a spaceship or something?
Speaker 4: Yeah? Follow eleven. It's like, let me check one of
Speaker 4: the data.
Speaker 3: You know, don't worry, don't.
Speaker 4: Worry about.
Speaker 1: What's uh ad what I'm curious. So, so I know
Speaker 1: you're you're a collector. I know you're working at Burking.
Speaker 1: I know that you. Yeah, you're you're into five nights
Speaker 1: at Freddy's. Do you have like what are your what
Speaker 1: are your what are your dreams for the future?
Speaker 3: Man?
Speaker 4: Yeah, Honestly, at this point, there's so many dreams, like
Speaker 4: one being a YouTuber, then uh having my own company,
Speaker 4: like a big company that reinvents old tech and bring
Speaker 4: new tech together.
Speaker 6: Mm hmm.
Speaker 1: What do you what do you what do you want
Speaker 1: to make YouTube videos about?
Speaker 4: Well, there's been different things I've been doing. I stopped
Speaker 4: youtubing for a little while, but the last video was
Speaker 4: something about Fortnite with me and my brother hanging around. Honestly,
Speaker 4: if I had the popular equipment, I'll probably do it more.
Speaker 4: But now I'm starting to think of doing a little
Speaker 4: bit of stop motion to a a couple of my
Speaker 4: favorite songs.
Speaker 1: I love that. Yeah, I've done that before. What what
Speaker 1: what song do you want to do stop motion too?
Speaker 4: Well, there's a couple of CIGI five, he's a YouTuber singer.
Speaker 4: He does a bunch of random stuff. But there's a
Speaker 4: couple of that I want to do, and one of
Speaker 4: them is Kryptonite. I feel like that one would be
Speaker 4: a good one with stop motion mm hmm.
Speaker 1: And do you uh do you do you do you
Speaker 1: want to plug your YouTube channel? What? What do you want?
Speaker 1: Do you want to tell us what it is so
Speaker 1: people can subscribe if they want to find it.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but it's kind of paul because I only have
Speaker 4: twenty subscribers. But the original name was the King. Then
Speaker 4: after a little bit more digging, I came across someone
Speaker 4: else named that, so I change it to the NPC
Speaker 4: King because half the time I feel like an MPC
Speaker 4: minding my own business.
Speaker 1: Oh wait, okay, actually hold on a lot. I wanna,
Speaker 1: I wanna, I wanna. It's just just so everyone knows
Speaker 1: if they want to subscribe it as at YouTube dot com,
Speaker 1: slash at the Underscore NPC Underscore King.
Speaker 4: All right, yeah for some reason, but doing this stupid
Speaker 4: thing where they have the at to make it easier
Speaker 4: to find people for someone.
Speaker 1: I've seen that. Well listen, man, Yeah, go check out
Speaker 1: at Underscore. Go check out at the Underscore NPC Underscore King.
Speaker 1: So well, listen man. So huh, I'm trying to think
Speaker 1: what else I wanna. I want to ask you guys,
Speaker 1: how's how's hanging out with with your mom?
Speaker 4: It's pretty cool because I'm technically still a teenager, so
Speaker 4: I still like to hide hide away in my room
Speaker 4: most of the time. But I set up my PlayStation
Speaker 4: out in the living room because for some odd reason,
Speaker 4: the internet's better out here.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm. Do you do you ever play PlayStation with
Speaker 1: your mom?
Speaker 2: Uh?
Speaker 4: No, but she does play the Xbox, and I do
Speaker 4: play Xbox with her. Yeah. One of her favorite games
Speaker 4: is colored due to the infinite Warfare. I think a
Speaker 4: zombie mode.
Speaker 1: Nice. Nice, hm hmm. What's what's your relationship like with
Speaker 1: your siblings?
Speaker 4: My siblings? Well, I haven't seen my two younger sisters
Speaker 4: and ages. My older sister uh, honestly, she's mad at
Speaker 4: me for some odd reason. And then I have another
Speaker 4: one staycy she comes and goes. And then because as
Speaker 4: my mom said, my brother, my two other brothers are
Speaker 4: living here. And then another brother from my dad's side
Speaker 4: that's not related to my mom is actually living not
Speaker 4: too far away from her, and he stops by once
Speaker 4: in a while, but he's living his own life. M
Speaker 4: h m hmm.
Speaker 1: That's cool. Mary. Do you do you are you feeling
Speaker 1: happy and good about life in general and hanging out?
Speaker 4: The one thing that couldn't make it better is if
Speaker 4: I actually had a gil Yeah?
Speaker 1: Why yeah, I hear your mom. I hear your mom laughing.
Speaker 1: Why why is she laughing?
Speaker 4: Because I'm pretty sure I give him the bays hook.
Speaker 1: Huh do you do you talk to her about this?
Speaker 4: But yeah, I do? And would you?
Speaker 3: Sayscriber.
Speaker 4: Thank you, thank you, Sampey Getcko for saying that. Now
Speaker 4: I got eighty five.
Speaker 1: My pleasure. Man, I hope you make some videos for
Speaker 1: these folks to check out.
Speaker 4: I will definitely make one.
Speaker 1: Yeah, please do, please do. Okay, so you you're you're
Speaker 1: looking sorry say that again?
Speaker 4: Sorry, Well, I was talking to my mom.
Speaker 3: He's gonna make a video about talking the lyle.
Speaker 1: That would be funny. Man, so so so shadow what
Speaker 1: what uh? Have you given your son any any advice
Speaker 1: on how how he can get a girlfriend?
Speaker 3: I've tried.
Speaker 4: I'm an end of it. I really don't like getting
Speaker 4: out much. M hm. That's fine, end of it. No,
Speaker 4: something like that.
Speaker 3: But I try and be encouraging, like, hey, you know,
Speaker 3: just talk to her, say hi and get to know,
Speaker 3: or don't come on too strong, you know, don't start
Speaker 3: drooling on her or nothing, and just be a good guy,
Speaker 3: and they're the right one when it's time, will find
Speaker 3: her away on your path.
Speaker 4: I mean, I, uh, this time, when I was living
Speaker 4: with my father, there was this one goal. I had
Speaker 4: an ion, But since a lot of stuff happened, like
Speaker 4: five six years ago, honestly I have not seen this
Speaker 4: one goal A shoot play shoe. Shoe was also into me,
Speaker 4: but honestly, I think that ship is long shaled.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Well, well, listen, here's the thing. You're only eighteen,
Speaker 1: so you've all you have a you have a long
Speaker 1: life ahead of you to find uh find a romantic partner.
Speaker 4: Hey, that's what everybody's done, saying single life ain't so bad.
Speaker 3: You don't have to put up with a bunch of bs.
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, yeh m hm. So so Shadow, Shadow want,
Speaker 1: by the way, has your son been been in says
Speaker 1: Aiden been in the room the whole time we've been talking.
Speaker 3: Pretty much.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I've been here.
Speaker 1: The phone call mm hmmm, why did know? I kind
Speaker 1: of should I kind of want to talk, you know,
Speaker 1: I guess before we go, I kind of wanted to
Speaker 1: talk more about this this like uh struggle that you're
Speaker 1: having about whether whether or not you you feel like
Speaker 1: you're a good mom. And uh, I'll say this, aiden
Speaker 1: seems like a pretty, you know, nice happy kid. I
Speaker 1: feel like that's that's pretty. That's pretty pretty indicative of
Speaker 1: of you being a good mom.
Speaker 3: I hope.
Speaker 6: So.
Speaker 3: I mean, I will feel good when they're all grown up.
Speaker 3: It doesn't matter what they do in life, what kind
Speaker 3: of career that they have, as long as they find
Speaker 3: something that makes them feel good, whatever that is.
Speaker 4: Mm hm m hmm.
Speaker 1: I think that's good. And also, you know, oh, sorry,
Speaker 1: were you guys gonna say?
Speaker 4: Between you and me, my mom and father both try
Speaker 4: to off themself several times, and the several times has
Speaker 4: not worked. So I feel like one of us kids
Speaker 4: are here for a reason. And I don't know if
Speaker 4: you owe a believer in God. He's not, Oh you're not. Well,
Speaker 4: so I'm not bad, but I feel like I'm here
Speaker 4: for a reason. I just haven't found it yet.
Speaker 1: Hm hm hmm. Well listen, I you were what were
Speaker 1: you about to say about God?
Speaker 4: Well, I'm just saying I feel like He put me
Speaker 4: here for a reason.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm mm hmmm mm hm.
Speaker 4: Hm.
Speaker 1: Well, look, I I want to look. I think both
Speaker 1: of you are very lovely people. And it sounds like
Speaker 1: both of you have have It sounds like both of
Speaker 1: you have have really been through a lot. But uh,
Speaker 1: despite all of that, have you know compassion and happy
Speaker 1: spirits and the desire to do good by each other
Speaker 1: and buy other people and by yourselves? And I think
Speaker 1: that says a lot. Yeah, I hope.
Speaker 3: So. My life is just dedicated to my kids right now,
Speaker 3: when they're all grown up and moved out, I don't
Speaker 3: know what I'm gonna do with myself looking forward to
Speaker 3: being a grandma.
Speaker 4: Someday, which I'm hoping to provide that for you.
Speaker 3: Yeah, just live life, live it for the moment, just
Speaker 3: see what comes next.
Speaker 1: Well, listen, Is there anything else that you guys want
Speaker 1: to say to the people of the computer before we go?
Speaker 3: Nope, I don't think so. I just I think that
Speaker 3: you are very handsome, even in the green paint lyle.
Speaker 1: Thank you kindly, I appreciate that shadow eat And anything
Speaker 1: else you want to say with the people of the
Speaker 1: computer before we go, it doesn't have to also be
Speaker 1: about how handsome I am.
Speaker 5: And all I have to say is thank you for
Speaker 5: letting me be a part of this and thanks for
Speaker 5: the last time I checked, and my brother check was
Speaker 5: one ten subscribers, So thank you all for checking me out.
Speaker 4: I guess.
Speaker 3: I guess I would end it that, you know, if
Speaker 3: you're a parent, go hug your kids tonight because you
Speaker 3: don't know what's coming tomorrow.
Speaker 1: Thank you guys very very much for being on my
Speaker 1: show and wishing both of you guys the best of luck.
Speaker 3: Hopefully we're coming to your live show in Indy.
Speaker 1: So oh shit, well, holy shit, please if you come
Speaker 1: to my live show in Indy, you know, fucking let
Speaker 1: me know. Well, I we'll take a pic.
Speaker 3: Patreon on the night, so I will send you a
Speaker 3: message when we get the tickets.
Speaker 1: Beautiful. Hey you guys, take care.
Speaker 2: You do.
Speaker 3: Live along to Prosper.
Speaker 4: Thanks for having us.
Speaker 1: Bye. Damn what sweet folks. I mean, I I have
Speaker 1: so many thoughts. I mean, I I kind of said
Speaker 1: what I wanted to say to them already, but it
Speaker 1: is like, ah, you know, I'm thinking, I'm I have
Speaker 1: a lot of thoughts. First of all, the mom shadow
Speaker 1: sounded like she had from the bats a kind of
Speaker 1: unfortunate hand of cards.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 1: She was talking about how her her mom was fucking
Speaker 1: disowned her and was not great to her. And then
Speaker 1: she she starts dating this guy and he fucking sleeps
Speaker 1: with his kid cousin, and that's fucked. And then she
Speaker 1: has kids with these other guys and he does so
Speaker 1: think it's it's it's fucked. And you know, just just
Speaker 1: I don't know, she she just she just fucking this
Speaker 1: this this woman is just dealing with with so much
Speaker 1: and on top of the fact that having five children
Speaker 1: is incredibly difficult. And I don't know, I feel her.
Speaker 1: I feel her pain and in dealing with all of
Speaker 1: those things. And again to be dealing with all of
Speaker 1: that and to still be able to be there for
Speaker 1: your kids and give a ship, I mean, it's a lot.
Speaker 1: It's a lot. I hope she knows it's a lot.
Speaker 1: And like I, Aiden was, he's a nice kid. He's
Speaker 1: a nice guy, you know. She and they seemed like
Speaker 1: they had a good relationship, and uh, I don't know,
Speaker 1: I'm just I'm just wishing a lot of uh compassion
Speaker 1: to those those people. They were good people. Shout out.
Speaker 1: Shout out to Shadows, Shout out to Aiden. Check go
Speaker 1: check out YouTube dot com, slash at the Underscore NPC
Speaker 1: Underscore King. I'm excited to see what he uh, what
Speaker 1: he cooks up? Okay, anything else I want to say
Speaker 1: about that? I think we're good. What a call? What
Speaker 1: a call?
Speaker 4: Hello?
Speaker 1: Hi, how can I get you today? Uh?
Speaker 6: I kind of wanted to tell you about a kind
Speaker 6: of a secret I've been keeping from a lot of
Speaker 6: people in regards to my old job.
Speaker 2: Yeah, what is it?
Speaker 6: So this to be super honous it to you. I
Speaker 6: got fired from my father in law's company because I
Speaker 6: wanted to give the employees benefits.
Speaker 1: YouTube the whole team that you wanted to give the employees' benefits,
Speaker 1: and then he fired you.
Speaker 6: Yeah, because it kind of became like he took it
Speaker 6: like as a challenge of powers. And I got really
Speaker 6: thrown off because I was like, dude, I'm trying to,
Speaker 6: you know, get you some tax write offs here through
Speaker 6: you know, giving some employees benefits, right, making everybody's quality
Speaker 6: life a little bit better. I thought I would bring
Speaker 6: everybody's mood up because our production and quality started tinking
Speaker 6: really really bad, and we worked with really big names
Speaker 6: and like the electronics companies, like the electronics world. So
Speaker 6: I thought this was like a you know, like a
Speaker 6: good way of boosting up morale. So I kind of
Speaker 6: want to know what you're You know, if you were
Speaker 6: in the same position, do you think you might have
Speaker 6: reacted the same?
Speaker 1: Well, what is it that you did to react? I mean,
Speaker 1: it says here, I'm gonna just say what it says.
Speaker 1: It says that you have ever since you left this job,
Speaker 1: you have been using the company credit card to buy things.
Speaker 6: Yes, but I've using it to buy things that I
Speaker 6: think isn't that bad.
Speaker 1: Okay, you've been using it to buy things you think
Speaker 1: aren't that bad. Now I want to know, aren't you
Speaker 1: afraid that they are going that you're going to get
Speaker 1: caught doing this?
Speaker 6: To be honest, no, I was the accountant and I
Speaker 6: was literally finding so much money that was going out
Speaker 6: of the company for bullshit reasons. So I really don't
Speaker 6: think fifty dollars a month is ever going to be noticed,
Speaker 6: because you know, five thousand at a time was never noticed,
Speaker 6: ten thousand at a time was never noticed. And it
Speaker 6: wasn't money that I took out, just you know, money
Speaker 6: spent on bs, you know, like things you never used,
Speaker 6: machines we never used, like a sawmill, or like what's
Speaker 6: it called. I'm trying to think of the name, you know,
Speaker 6: like like a bandsaw there you go, like, imagine like
Speaker 6: a bandsaw for your up. It's brand new, it's saran wrapped,
Speaker 6: never gets to us, and it gets thrown in the back.
Speaker 6: And because you live here in California now, the sun
Speaker 6: is just gets ruined. A brand new machine in the
Speaker 6: back of the lot goes to waste.
Speaker 1: Now, what are you buying with this credit card?
Speaker 6: So the first things I bought was actually a sticker
Speaker 6: printer because my wife really wanted to start making stickers.
Speaker 1: Okay, and your how long have you been buying things
Speaker 1: with the sticker maker? How long have you been buying
Speaker 1: things with the company card in general?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 6: My god, since I got fired, it's probably been about
Speaker 6: like two three months ago.
Speaker 1: Okay, are you still buying things with it?
Speaker 6: Recently? I kind of started feeling bad and I haven't
Speaker 6: found anything that really like gave me that thrill, because
Speaker 6: the last things I bought were some first edition Jack
Speaker 6: Carowac books that I've always wanted to buy, and after that,
Speaker 6: I just kind of it just, you know, the the
Speaker 6: throw kind of just died for me. Mhm.
Speaker 1: So what's your relationship like with your father in law now?
Speaker 1: Do you still talk to him?
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 6: The last time we spoke was when he fired me,
Speaker 6: and he said I never want to see you again,
Speaker 6: and I was like, I can totally make that happen.
Speaker 1: Now, how is that? How is that effected your relationship
Speaker 1: with your your wife?
Speaker 6: Honestly, it hasn't affected it much in the sense of
Speaker 6: between me and her. But her parents are pretty you know,
Speaker 6: upset at the whole situation.
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, so I mean, of course, well, of
Speaker 1: course her parents are upset, But as long as it
Speaker 1: hasn't really impacted your relationship with her, you know, her parents.
Speaker 1: I mean, who gives a ship? Really me?
Speaker 6: Because you know, just to open up, I came home
Speaker 6: very upset. You know, I felt like a loser, you know,
Speaker 6: like I completely blew it at a really big shot
Speaker 6: at a really nice company. But you know, she told me,
Speaker 6: you know, same thing you just said. She was like, hey,
Speaker 6: who cares?
Speaker 3: You still have me?
Speaker 1: But also, man, it's like, you're this isn't going to
Speaker 1: end well for you, right, Like you know that eventually
Speaker 1: you will get caught. I mean, even if you don't,
Speaker 1: it's like, what are you even really gaining from risking this?
Speaker 6: I wouldn't say it's more so gain. It's just kind
Speaker 6: of money's been tight, and there's sometimes I want to
Speaker 6: get things that I can't usually afford, just because it's
Speaker 6: been pure hell since I lost that job, and you know,
Speaker 6: sometimes I can't justify you know, not getting those things
Speaker 6: that have made our life just a little bit better, like.
Speaker 1: The first edition Jack Carouac books.
Speaker 6: Actually, yeah, we actually had a pretty beautiful experience the
Speaker 6: other night when we were going through the books when
Speaker 6: they came into the mail, and we hadn't really had
Speaker 6: a you know, a one on one you know experience
Speaker 6: like that over something that we had. Actually, so when
Speaker 6: we first met, uh, we actually spent years in San
Speaker 6: Francisco before COVID you know, shut down the whole world,
Speaker 6: and actually got to take her you know, kind of
Speaker 6: through where Jack Carouac would spend time in San Francisco,
Speaker 6: and you know, that was kind of one of those
Speaker 6: core memories of you know, of the foundation of our
Speaker 6: relationship that you know, kind of reminded us, you know,
Speaker 6: like why we're together and you know, what we're doing
Speaker 6: with each other, and we actually have a dog rescue together,
Speaker 6: so it just kind of you know, inspired us to
Speaker 6: just keep on going. And you know, even though we
Speaker 6: might do bad things, sometimes there's always you know, there's
Speaker 6: always a reason to do good.
Speaker 1: So listen, man, I.
Speaker 2: I do think that's.
Speaker 1: So listen. I think that's sweet. But your father in
Speaker 1: law hates you already. Your father in law already has
Speaker 1: it out for you, right.
Speaker 6: Kind of kind of your.
Speaker 1: Father in law.
Speaker 6: The whole situation was a little bit weird.
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, I just I don't think it's a I
Speaker 1: don't think it's worth it to jeopardize your current situation
Speaker 1: to keep doing this. I'm gonna do what you want,
Speaker 1: live your life, go crazy, buy buy hundreds of thousands
Speaker 1: of dollars of things on that credit card, get a
Speaker 1: washing machine, get buy a dog with it, do whatever.
Speaker 1: I buy a house with it, do anything you want.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I don't think I don't think it's a
Speaker 1: good idea.
Speaker 6: Agree, that's that's kind of that's kind of why, you know,
Speaker 6: after having that those couple of moments, I was just
Speaker 6: kind of, you know, I don't know how to I
Speaker 6: don't know how to say it. I don't want to
Speaker 6: say like, my morals are all over the board, But
Speaker 6: sometimes I get into a weird headspace of like I
Speaker 6: kind of want to just do something that's that kind
Speaker 6: of feels like a white way, but not you know,
Speaker 6: I don't want to play the holder. Could be worse,
Speaker 6: but sometimes it definitely.
Speaker 4: Feels that way.
Speaker 1: What's your name?
Speaker 6: Sorry?
Speaker 1: What is your name?
Speaker 6: Valentine?
Speaker 1: Valentine? Are you before we go? Are you gonna get
Speaker 1: a new job?
Speaker 6: Actually, do have a new job?
Speaker 1: What's your new job? Okay? Listen, okay, okay, I'll like
Speaker 1: if you okay, if you have another job. It's time.
Speaker 1: It's time to put the company credit card away.
Speaker 3: I did.
Speaker 5: I did.
Speaker 6: That's why I've been trying to call about this topic
Speaker 6: for about two weeks.
Speaker 1: But now I got here.
Speaker 6: I'm like, hey, I sell life insurance.
Speaker 1: You sell life insurance.
Speaker 6: Yes, I saw life insurance, and then I run our
Speaker 6: dog rescue full.
Speaker 1: Time see one day seem And now what scares me
Speaker 1: is I'm like, what is the pipeline from uh, you know,
Speaker 1: using money from your father in law's business to selling
Speaker 1: your father in law life insurance and then murdering him.
Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know how far away those
Speaker 1: two things are, but I just, you know, I don't
Speaker 1: want to see you go there.
Speaker 6: No, definitely not, you know, just a little heads up
Speaker 6: on when you're actually getting insurance. Just like when you're
Speaker 6: getting car insurance, you have to ensure your interest right,
Speaker 6: so they know why you've got the policy and who
Speaker 6: the money goes to, so you know everything. This is
Speaker 6: exactly why I'm.
Speaker 1: Valentine, Valentine, Valentine, Valentine, Valentine. I'm a get Yeah, I
Speaker 1: know about car insurance. Is there anything else you want
Speaker 1: to say to the people of the computer before we go?
Speaker 6: Yeah, always remember that you know somebody loves you. And
Speaker 6: that's kind of why I always tune into the show,
Speaker 6: because you always end the show in a positive note.
Speaker 1: I appreciate that I never said I loved anyone though.
Speaker 6: That's true. Maybe it's just a feeling.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 6: I'm always super baked when I wants to show. It's
Speaker 6: just the vibes I get.
Speaker 1: That's probably the weed making you feel loved.
Speaker 6: Maybe you just always have like you always you have,
Speaker 6: like that Fabio stairtoo through the screen. So it just
Speaker 6: makes me and my way feel very loved with our dogs.
Speaker 1: Hey, Valentine, Yes, have a good night.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 1: It's I cut him off when he said, you too
Speaker 1: probably didn't even notice. Hello, wow, how can I get
Speaker 1: you on that?
Speaker 2: I just want to talk about a shroom trip I
Speaker 2: had like two years ago.
Speaker 1: It says here that you had a shroom shirt, you
Speaker 1: had a shroom trip, and the call screener wrote this down. Okay,
Speaker 1: the call screener wrote, he had a shroom trip, and
Speaker 1: he knows for a fact that the world is a simulation.
Speaker 1: You know this for a forty fact.
Speaker 2: I would say, in my eyes, I would consider it
Speaker 2: a fact. If no one can disprove it to me,
Speaker 2: then it's the fact that my eyes right.
Speaker 1: I would love to hear how you believe it's a fact.
Speaker 2: So I had this roommate at the time, and I
Speaker 2: kind of introduced him to shroom, and we slowly started
Speaker 2: going up on the progression, you know, like I introduced them.
Speaker 2: I say, started with two grams. We do two grams
Speaker 2: of shrooms, that's whatever. We get like high, a little
Speaker 2: bit higher.
Speaker 3: Than the lead.
Speaker 2: And then we go three grams, pretty good, start seeing
Speaker 2: a little uh, you know, and then we one time
Speaker 2: we decided let's just go for it and we did
Speaker 2: like a little over I think it was like four
Speaker 2: and a half grams each And at one point I
Speaker 2: was feeling sick, and so I go to the bathroom
Speaker 2: and I puke up all the shrooms. But at that
Speaker 2: point it was already in my system. If you, if
Speaker 2: you've ever done shrooms and puked on shrooms, you know
Speaker 2: that sometimes it like intensifies your trip. So I started
Speaker 2: tripping balls. And then when that happened, I lay down
Speaker 2: on the couch and we're just watching a movie, probably
Speaker 2: Pine Up Express for the fiftieth time, and I look
Speaker 2: at of walls and it's all binary code. It's zero one,
Speaker 2: zero one. The TV is binary code. Everything in the
Speaker 2: whole room, everything is binary code. It just felt I
Speaker 2: got broke through into like, well everything is actually made of.
Speaker 1: To be a dick right now, I'm going to be
Speaker 1: a dick right now. Have you considered heard Have you
Speaker 1: considered the fact that the room was binary code? Not
Speaker 1: because all of reality is a simulation, but because you
Speaker 1: were tripping on shrooms.
Speaker 2: I see your point. However, if the real if that's
Speaker 2: the reality that I'm in, wouldn't that be effect to me?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, oh for sure. I mean, look, whatever
Speaker 1: you want can be a fact to you. My look,
Speaker 1: if I decide that I'm I'm painted blue right now,
Speaker 1: then that's a fact in my own reality. Yeah, I mean, yeah, sure,
Speaker 1: whatever you want can be a fact to you.
Speaker 2: Can I ask you a question? Yeah, I want to
Speaker 2: take I want to get really high on shrooms. I
Speaker 2: haven't taken trooms in a year or two. Now I
Speaker 2: want to get really high on stroom and go to
Speaker 2: the zoo and see if I can talk to the animals.
Speaker 2: Huh do you think that would be a good idea
Speaker 2: or a bad.
Speaker 1: Idea relative to what like?
Speaker 2: Uh?
Speaker 1: I mean, that's a good idea. What are you trying
Speaker 1: to accomplish?
Speaker 2: I'm trying to now, I'm trying to see if I
Speaker 2: can have some kind of emotional connection with the animals.
Speaker 2: But then I'll get too fad there locked up.
Speaker 1: You can have an emotional connection with with animals without
Speaker 1: being on trum. You could just go off to one
Speaker 1: of them and well, I guess at the zoo. Maybe
Speaker 1: a pet coo would be a little bit of a
Speaker 1: better place to do that because you can actually go
Speaker 1: up and pet the animals.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's true.
Speaker 1: H Well, I've learned a lot about facts from talking
Speaker 1: to you. Is there anything else you want to say
Speaker 1: to the people the computer before you go. I do too.
Speaker 1: I want to do it again, but I have to.
Speaker 1: I'm I don't know if I'm in the right mental
Speaker 1: space to do it. We'll see.
Speaker 2: That's why I've been putting it off. I'm just like man,
Speaker 2: I tripped out that last time, so it's like keeping
Speaker 2: it off and whatnot. But I only feel like a
Speaker 2: better person the next day.
Speaker 1: I've only done it once, and I did like a
Speaker 1: two and a half two point five, and I was
Speaker 1: really happy. I felt good. But I don't I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't know what my Yeah, I don't know. I
Speaker 1: don't know how it's going to be the next time
Speaker 1: I do it. I want to do it again soon.
Speaker 1: But hey, maybe we can do it together.
Speaker 2: That'd be sick, I would Yeah, maybe you can do
Speaker 2: four you well, and then you wouldn't be able to
Speaker 2: separate facts from opinion.
Speaker 1: Maybe that'd be a good place to be.
Speaker 2: You're not a line.
Speaker 1: Thanks for calling, Luke, don't do drug. Oh jeez, oh geez.
Speaker 1: Rick goes on the line making your phone calls every night.
Speaker 3: Ever goes to it.
Speaker 6: I'm just teaching you a loud