WEBVTT - Monologue: Dealing With The Weight Of History

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<v Speaker 1>A Zone Media, Hello and welcome to this week's Better

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<v Speaker 1>Offline Monologue. I'm your host ed Zetron, and goddamn am

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<v Speaker 1>I tired? I'm so tired of watching this routine, this

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<v Speaker 1>goddamn routine. Every single earnings, a big tech company talks

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<v Speaker 1>about the wonder of AI. They post growth of revenue,

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<v Speaker 1>and the finance media writes that that growth came from

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<v Speaker 1>selling AI, despite the fact that none of these companies

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<v Speaker 1>actually say how much they've earned from selling either AI

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<v Speaker 1>software or renting out GPUs. Isn't that weird? Isn't that

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<v Speaker 1>really weird? We're two years in, three years in, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>and not a single one of them mentions how much

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<v Speaker 1>they make from AI. Microsoft did it two quarters running,

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<v Speaker 1>then they stopped. Not a problem, No need to check

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<v Speaker 1>in on the company that has now spent over two

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<v Speaker 1>hundred billion dollars since twenty twenty to building data centers

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<v Speaker 1>full of GPUs that they could make an amount of

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<v Speaker 1>revenue that they are deciding not to share, Like, just

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<v Speaker 1>are they shy? Are they shy? Are they? Is the

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<v Speaker 1>revenue too good? Oh? I couldn't possibly, I'm too shy.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't share me AI revenue perhaps somebody should report

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<v Speaker 1>this out sometime. In any case, everybody is aggressively intensely

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<v Speaker 1>ignoring the elephant in the room. Open ai, the billion

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<v Speaker 1>dollar baby that loves burning billions of dollars. Who both

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<v Speaker 1>the California and Delaware attorneys general decided to let convert

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<v Speaker 1>to a for profit entity, and guess one, open aiy

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<v Speaker 1>is already gearing up to go public in twenty twenty seven.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what, fuck him? Let them, Let them file

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<v Speaker 1>a goddamn S one. Show me the innards of this company.

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<v Speaker 1>I bet open Aiy's books are going to look like

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<v Speaker 1>a dog's dinner coming out of its asshole on Thanksgiving.

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<v Speaker 1>The Register reported earlier this week that has disclosed as

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<v Speaker 1>part of Microsoft's earnings, open ai lost over eleven billion

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<v Speaker 1>dollars in the last quarter. Why any of us pretending

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<v Speaker 1>this makes sense? Why why are we doing this? Why

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<v Speaker 1>are we pretending that open ai makes sense as a company?

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<v Speaker 1>What does this company do, what have they done previously

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<v Speaker 1>and what will they do in the future that justifies

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<v Speaker 1>any of this. I don't know if I have AI

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<v Speaker 1>booster listeners. I don't know if any of you are

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<v Speaker 1>really big AI fans. I don't know. If you are,

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<v Speaker 1>please contact me and tell me why you believe it's

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<v Speaker 1>worth it. And if your answer is well, companies burned

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of money to get to where they were

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<v Speaker 1>in the future, what has to come out of this

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<v Speaker 1>entity that will justify this expense? Because that's really the

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<v Speaker 1>thing that I'm rolling around in my mind. What justifies

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<v Speaker 1>all of this? What justifies the capex? What justifies the

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<v Speaker 1>open AI wants to raise sixty billion dollars at the

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<v Speaker 1>IPO in twenty twenty seven. It will never happen, but nevertheless, like,

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<v Speaker 1>what is it that justifies all that? Is it the

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<v Speaker 1>data centers? What will the data centers do? Nothing? It's

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<v Speaker 1>going to be more of the same. And that's before

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<v Speaker 1>you get to the fact that the demand isn't there.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just exhausting. I know, I'm repeating myself, I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>really gonna stop, though I might have no intention of stopping.

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<v Speaker 1>In fact, I think I'm gonna go harder. And I

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<v Speaker 1>know it's really easy at times like this, when the

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<v Speaker 1>world feels suffocating and illogical and unforgiving and dishonest and

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<v Speaker 1>frustrating and confusing, to turn our guns inward, to tear

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<v Speaker 1>down into disarm and disparage to fight back through isolating

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<v Speaker 1>ourselves further. But these are the motives and moves of

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<v Speaker 1>those who do not see a future, who crave an

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<v Speaker 1>eternal status quo where history must repeat the enrichment cycles,

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<v Speaker 1>the same mistakes that left us in a growth driven

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<v Speaker 1>near apocalypse for three straight years, that have empowered Charlatan's

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<v Speaker 1>like Altman and Amerday because they resembled stories of the

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<v Speaker 1>past heroes of the tech industry like Uber and Aws

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<v Speaker 1>enough to keep you warm and fuzzy every night without

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<v Speaker 1>worrying about whether gravity exists. Good sense and mathematics don't

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<v Speaker 1>need to matter when you're smoking enough copium that you're

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<v Speaker 1>already imagining your next trip to visit the remains of

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<v Speaker 1>the Titanic. So I'm gonna tell you something. I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to tell you to do something dramatic, and yes, we

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<v Speaker 1>all know where this is from, but I want you

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<v Speaker 1>to say this out loud, as quietly as you want,

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<v Speaker 1>or as loudly as you want. Fuck these people. Doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>that feel good? Fuck these people? Fuck them? God, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>told I can't swear that you can't address this financial

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<v Speaker 1>insanity without anything other than the calm pois of a

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<v Speaker 1>fucking monk. But how else am I meant to react

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<v Speaker 1>to Sam Orman promising superintelligence for the umpteenth time, or

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<v Speaker 1>claiming in twenty twenty seven or twenty twenty eight will

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<v Speaker 1>have automated AI science, or signing deals for a trillion

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<v Speaker 1>dollars of stuff that this company can never afford. Am

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<v Speaker 1>I meant to applaud? Am I meant to be excited?

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<v Speaker 1>Look at the rest of the tech industry. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you can look at chat, GPT, but even outside of it,

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<v Speaker 1>our social networks look terrible. Facebook is a minefield of

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<v Speaker 1>scams and AI slop. Instagram is fifty percent ads or more.

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<v Speaker 1>Our email accounts are full of spam. I get five

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<v Speaker 1>spam calls a day. Everything needs a fucking account. Fuck

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<v Speaker 1>the future for a second. Can we just get the

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<v Speaker 1>things that we use every data fucking work again? Or

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<v Speaker 1>is that too much to ask in an era where

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<v Speaker 1>everything must grow eternally? I swear to God, the most

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<v Speaker 1>impressive technology anybody could launch this year is something that

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<v Speaker 1>actually does what it's fucking meant to. Pardon me for

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<v Speaker 1>being a little salty, but God, every day in the

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<v Speaker 1>news somebody talks about how are in the midst of

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<v Speaker 1>a glorious era of artificial intelligence, Yet the products we

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<v Speaker 1>use have never felt dumber. It's trite, I know, but

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<v Speaker 1>three years into a hype cycle specifically oriented around intelligence

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<v Speaker 1>software that changes our life, it feels like I should

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<v Speaker 1>have something anything that feels like it's measurably improved. Every

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<v Speaker 1>product feels worse everything. But aside how you may feel

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<v Speaker 1>about AI, and be real, is there something out there

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<v Speaker 1>that's actually improved for you? Is there a single thing

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<v Speaker 1>that's gotten better? And God, if you say, well, the

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<v Speaker 1>models have improved a bit, who fucking cares? What does

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<v Speaker 1>that do for you? In a practical sense? What exactly

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<v Speaker 1>has been done between twenty twenty two and twenty twenty

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<v Speaker 1>five that actually matters? What they fucking do? Chat GPT's

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<v Speaker 1>got a lot of free users. Well, some people use

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<v Speaker 1>it for codes, some people use it and feel deeply

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<v Speaker 1>buried mental health symptoms activate it. Some people use it

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<v Speaker 1>for search. This is where we're at, and this is

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<v Speaker 1>where we've been, and honestly, this is where we're always

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<v Speaker 1>going to be. Why exactly the big tech spender eighty

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<v Speaker 1>billion dollars in capital expenditures in the last quarter. What's

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<v Speaker 1>the point, why not sink some of that capex into

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<v Speaker 1>making your products better or your users happier. Why not

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<v Speaker 1>make your products work properly? And again, perhaps that's just

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<v Speaker 1>impossible for generative AI. Perhaps that's what co Pilot and

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<v Speaker 1>Gemini do. Maybe they just fuck stuff up. Maybe they're

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<v Speaker 1>meant to only half work great, they get to lose money,

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<v Speaker 1>their customers hate it. It's a real win win scenario.

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<v Speaker 1>And look, while open ai may claim to be building

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<v Speaker 1>the future, it's clear what they want to do is

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<v Speaker 1>continue the existence of the state quo, of those that

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<v Speaker 1>finance the status quo making money off of it, of

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<v Speaker 1>those that herald the status quot's latest ideas getting the clicks,

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<v Speaker 1>that continue the valley's rotten cycle of allowing companies to

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<v Speaker 1>consume as much venture capital as they want until they

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<v Speaker 1>can cash out. I think they've kind of given up

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<v Speaker 1>on the thing where it's like, oh, we make something

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<v Speaker 1>useful and sell it because it's good. Open aiy is

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<v Speaker 1>not interested in innovation. They want to be a social network,

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<v Speaker 1>a consumer tech startup, as software as a service company,

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<v Speaker 1>a business productivity company, or whatever form will make the

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<v Speaker 1>company grow as because they want even if said growth

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<v Speaker 1>is deeply unprofitable. All that matters is that it grows.

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<v Speaker 1>It's cancerous, it's depressing. It's frustrating when you meet people

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<v Speaker 1>who they can't help but go to bat for this

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<v Speaker 1>stuff that they claim it's amazing, but their justifications are flimsy,

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<v Speaker 1>and they get mad at you. They get so mad

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<v Speaker 1>at you for trying to burst that bubble, for trying

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<v Speaker 1>to make them talk in practical terms, because AI does

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<v Speaker 1>something to everyone that loves it. Sure that there are

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<v Speaker 1>some people, there are definitely some people that can use

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<v Speaker 1>it healthily. Fine, but I believe something about this product

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<v Speaker 1>because it makes you to make it do anything useful,

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<v Speaker 1>put in so much effort to gaslight yourself into believing

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<v Speaker 1>it's good that you simply must defend it, because if

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<v Speaker 1>you don't defend it, you have to admit that the

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<v Speaker 1>software is training you, not the other way around. And

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<v Speaker 1>the most vociferous boosters are so deeply deeply in the hole,

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<v Speaker 1>dig up stupid that they can't help but defend it.

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<v Speaker 1>They can't help but attack those who not defend AI

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<v Speaker 1>that they can't help but claim that the mediocre is

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<v Speaker 1>amazing and that the future will come from stuff that sucks. Shit,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's where we are right now. And in times

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<v Speaker 1>like this, it's easy to feel defeated and even easier

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<v Speaker 1>to feel depleted, but I encourage you to focus on

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<v Speaker 1>one thing, solidarity the news. May you think that darkness

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<v Speaker 1>is a monolith, that there are few people that feel

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<v Speaker 1>like you do, but they do, and they are everywhere.

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<v Speaker 1>They are your friends, your family, and even the members

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<v Speaker 1>of the Better Offline subredding. If you feel dark or lonely,

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<v Speaker 1>or lost or ground down by everything, know that many

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<v Speaker 1>of us do too. You may feel terribly lonely, but

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<v Speaker 1>even in our mangled, broken into it, there is community everywhere,

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<v Speaker 1>and even if you may not believe it, people love

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<v Speaker 1>you and feel the way you do too. Reach out

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<v Speaker 1>to me easy at better offline dot com if you

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<v Speaker 1>have want to chat. I can't promise I can read

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<v Speaker 1>and respond to every single one, but I try to,

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<v Speaker 1>and the subreddit is there for you too, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>on there too. It may feel like the forces against

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<v Speaker 1>us are all powerful, but they are not. They're committed

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<v Speaker 1>to burning billions of dollars only because they know that

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<v Speaker 1>the second that they stop, the bubble will pop and

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<v Speaker 1>they will be revealed as the directionless Charlatans they've always been.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe now that every dollar spent on GPUs will

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<v Speaker 1>ultimately be a waste, as I can find no compelling

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<v Speaker 1>evidence that it's possible to make margin on them before

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<v Speaker 1>they die in what the four to six years that

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<v Speaker 1>they actually have any value, And I believe all of

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<v Speaker 1>you will feel vindicated in time. It will be much

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<v Speaker 1>easier to weather the difficult times we're in with friends

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<v Speaker 1>and allies, and even more fun to celebrate victory with company.

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<v Speaker 1>It's easy to give up. It's easy to feel discouraged

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<v Speaker 1>in the face of adversity, to feel separated from others,

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<v Speaker 1>to believe that isolation and turning inward is the only response.

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<v Speaker 1>But I want you to feel emboldened by sorrow, to

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<v Speaker 1>seek the comfort and energy of others, to make friends,

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<v Speaker 1>to break bread, to build solidarity, and realize that you're

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<v Speaker 1>never alone and will never be alone. You may feel

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<v Speaker 1>like backing down, that the pressure against you by powerful

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<v Speaker 1>forces is too much, and I tell you that it isn't,

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<v Speaker 1>and that the only reason that pressure exists is because

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<v Speaker 1>they fear and may even know that you are right.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for listening to this show, for giving me

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<v Speaker 1>your time, for giving me your patience and attention, I

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<v Speaker 1>deeply appreciate your kindness and support. Tomorrow I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>put out a really important premium newsletter about how GPUs

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<v Speaker 1>may never be profitable, and the next week, believe it

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<v Speaker 1>or not, I may have something even better ago. In

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<v Speaker 1>any case, I could not ask a better listeners. Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you again,