WEBVTT - We Hate Birth Control...But We're On It 0:00:06.040 --> 0:00:23.079 I know any Allush Moppy, I got hi, I know 0:00:23.200 --> 0:00:31.040 adding Ashpy. Hello, Hi Dare. I don't know what that was. 0:00:33.880 --> 0:00:36.599 Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. 0:00:37.440 --> 0:00:42.159 I'm Erica and this is Nila and it's Wednesday, like 0:00:42.320 --> 0:00:43.280 it's actually Wednesday. 0:00:43.360 --> 0:00:46.839 We're recording on Wednesday and it's not even just Wednesday. 0:00:46.840 --> 0:00:49.640 It's five eleven. Yeah, like we this is gonna be like, 0:00:49.720 --> 0:00:51.800 this is gonna be a late episode. Yeah. I don't 0:00:51.840 --> 0:00:54.639 think anyone tunes and red at six anyway, No, thank god, 0:00:54.840 --> 0:00:56.880 because maybe they do. Maybe they listen to us in 0:00:56.880 --> 0:00:59.920 traffic or something. Oh that's true. Well, don't be that. 0:01:00.800 --> 0:01:02.680 It's gonna be a little, a little bit late. 0:01:06.280 --> 0:01:07.160 How was your weekend? 0:01:09.280 --> 0:01:11.760 It was pretty good. I worked for your week so 0:01:11.880 --> 0:01:16.680 far far everything's pretty good. You know, the usual ship 0:01:16.840 --> 0:01:21.720 that happens, plus some other usual unexpected ship that always happened, 0:01:21.800 --> 0:01:23.559 so I should expect it by now, but it doesn't, 0:01:23.880 --> 0:01:27.800 you know, adult life. How about you? How is your week? 0:01:27.920 --> 0:01:31.720 I had a pretty event full day week in general. 0:01:32.240 --> 0:01:36.840 Day yeah day. Well this week I hung out with 0:01:36.920 --> 0:01:42.120 Ivy have we was I back in town? I was 0:01:42.200 --> 0:01:43.320 out of town. I came back. 0:01:44.200 --> 0:01:45.280 I think you've been here in this whole week. 0:01:45.480 --> 0:01:50.240 That was Friday, back intown Friday, okay, and then Saturday 0:01:51.080 --> 0:01:54.720 all these fires started happening in La. I'm sure you 0:01:54.800 --> 0:01:56.960 guys watched the news. There's been a lot of big fire. 0:01:57.240 --> 0:01:59.639 Fire has been like popping up all over. 0:02:01.200 --> 0:02:04.720 Basically really like San Fernando Valley and like deeper and 0:02:04.920 --> 0:02:08.760 remember and San Francisco and San Francisco actually, and then 0:02:08.760 --> 0:02:10.840 there was a fire and Griffith Park. Oh right, so 0:02:10.919 --> 0:02:14.400 there's just fires everywhere. Oh yeah, really odd. That seemed random. 0:02:14.440 --> 0:02:16.680 I don't know if that was like related, It's not related. 0:02:16.720 --> 0:02:19.239 It was like a well, you know, the conspiracy theorists 0:02:19.280 --> 0:02:23.080 people are saying it's it's hard, but that I can't 0:02:23.120 --> 0:02:26.280 confirm that. I don't know. I don't want to. Why 0:02:26.360 --> 0:02:29.679 would they want fires? Well, at first I wanted the 0:02:29.720 --> 0:02:32.600 same thing, But today I saw an updated controversial I 0:02:32.680 --> 0:02:39.920 mean not a conspiracy uh post that basically said California 0:02:39.960 --> 0:02:44.280 is supposed to install some super high speed like subway 0:02:44.320 --> 0:02:47.840 system from San Francisco to Los Angeles, and that if 0:02:47.880 --> 0:02:51.480 you compare the maps, that the where they're like clearing 0:02:51.520 --> 0:02:53.480 out people is very similar to the maps. But I 0:02:53.560 --> 0:02:57.920 also got this from like not a re lifal source. Interesting. Interesting, 0:02:58.919 --> 0:03:00.760 you know, I mean, you know how I feel. I 0:03:00.760 --> 0:03:05.720 don't put anything past anyone land Grab. Is this the 0:03:05.800 --> 0:03:11.560 same person person? I want to say, just because I 0:03:11.680 --> 0:03:15.200 know for a fact this person doesn't listen. Probably, So 0:03:15.360 --> 0:03:18.480 remember the episode. First of all, she's obviously a little 0:03:18.520 --> 0:03:21.239 crazy and she's a very extreme. But remember the episode 0:03:21.240 --> 0:03:22.880 I told you that, did I say about the time 0:03:22.919 --> 0:03:24.680 I had the threesome with young Bay and we were 0:03:24.720 --> 0:03:26.760 with the girl she took off her full wind? Yeah? 0:03:31.120 --> 0:03:33.040 Oh my god, who knew she was? I didn't know 0:03:33.120 --> 0:03:36.720 she was a conspiracy theory. She's super pro black, super 0:03:36.800 --> 0:03:43.600 conspiracy theorist, super extreme, like level tens. That's right, that's right, 0:03:43.720 --> 0:03:48.280 that's right. I showed you. Yeah you did. Yeah. 0:03:48.400 --> 0:03:51.440 Anyway, well, you know, I wouldn't put it past it. 0:03:51.640 --> 0:03:55.280 But you know, I think, I don't know. Man. These 0:03:55.360 --> 0:03:57.200 fires were like they started off small. 0:03:57.240 --> 0:03:58.440 I was like, oh, I heard there's a fire, and 0:03:58.480 --> 0:04:01.760 then suddenly it was like, oh no, Actually everyone in 0:04:01.840 --> 0:04:03.040 my family had to evacuate. 0:04:03.160 --> 0:04:06.040 My mom had to evacuate, my dad had to evacuate. 0:04:06.520 --> 0:04:12.160 Baby daddy had to evacuate. Mandatory evacuations. So the speaking 0:04:12.280 --> 0:04:15.080 was kind of crazy. My dad's what are you watching 0:04:15.440 --> 0:04:16.880 some more of her conspiracy? 0:04:17.400 --> 0:04:27.080 My dad's neighbor's house burnt down, and all around my 0:04:27.120 --> 0:04:29.800 mom's neighborhood got burnt up. It was crazy. 0:04:32.200 --> 0:04:34.360 Yeah. And it just smells like smoke in general, like 0:04:34.480 --> 0:04:37.920 those last over the weekend. It was just smoky and 0:04:38.000 --> 0:04:40.560 I had a bad allergy. The whole valley you can smell. 0:04:40.560 --> 0:04:44.840 It's like someone's of barbecuing, but everywhere. I just feel 0:04:44.880 --> 0:04:47.000 so bad for all those people that lost everything, that 0:04:47.080 --> 0:04:50.160 didn't have time to get anything out. The animals that 0:04:50.320 --> 0:04:50.760 are like I. 0:04:50.760 --> 0:04:53.159 Could just imagine them trying to escape the fire, running 0:04:53.240 --> 0:04:56.400 back and forth, smoking elation, not even having no idea 0:04:56.440 --> 0:04:57.360 what's happening. 0:04:57.200 --> 0:04:59.920 You know, nowhere to run to, not knowing where to run. 0:05:00.520 --> 0:05:04.679 They transported the giraffe from Malibu Line so far, most important, 0:05:04.760 --> 0:05:07.599 most importantly giraffe, the famous draft from Hangover is safe. 0:05:08.279 --> 0:05:08.760 Uh yeah. 0:05:08.880 --> 0:05:11.280 Her Calamigo's ranch, I think up burned down, which is 0:05:11.320 --> 0:05:13.280 like a huge wedding destination area. 0:05:13.400 --> 0:05:15.240 It's also actually it was looking there for my wedding. 0:05:15.320 --> 0:05:19.760 It's a rehab too. Clients and there really like super 0:05:19.920 --> 0:05:22.960 rich rehab clients who insist in getting their lashes done 0:05:23.080 --> 0:05:25.240 while they're still in rehab. Wait, you would go to 0:05:25.279 --> 0:05:31.520 the rehabs to do their lab Yeah, that's amazing. Yeah, 0:05:31.560 --> 0:05:34.760 and it's beautiful and like so much shit. Also, that 0:05:34.839 --> 0:05:37.679 happened last week, like three days later, three days before 0:05:37.720 --> 0:05:41.480 the fire, was that shooting at the bar and Thousand Oaks. 0:05:41.760 --> 0:05:44.360 And there was a couple whose son got killed at 0:05:44.400 --> 0:05:46.680 that bar and their house burned down three days later. 0:05:47.360 --> 0:05:50.640 Oh my god, are you kidding me? Yes? Girl? What? 0:05:51.160 --> 0:05:53.720 Then there was another there was another woman who said 0:05:53.760 --> 0:05:56.480 that her was it her son or her brother had 0:05:56.600 --> 0:06:00.440 had escaped the Vegas shooting. No, and then and that 0:06:00.560 --> 0:06:04.640 one he did. Yeah, there's like freaking accidents. This is 0:06:04.880 --> 0:06:07.040 this is insane. It's so sad. 0:06:07.120 --> 0:06:12.320 And I heard that Tamara Mawori, her niece. Yeah, it's 0:06:12.400 --> 0:06:15.120 just crazy. I mean this this to put it in perspective. 0:06:15.160 --> 0:06:18.960 You guys, this place the shooting is probably like twenty 0:06:19.000 --> 0:06:20.880 five minutes from here on the freeway. 0:06:21.240 --> 0:06:26.200 It was like a twenty eight year old ex military guy. Yeah. 0:06:26.360 --> 0:06:28.480 And then the fire they had the fire, the fire 0:06:28.560 --> 0:06:31.560 started out, it started off and think paradise, it's something 0:06:31.720 --> 0:06:36.640 called like paradise. But then it affected Thousand Oaks two 0:06:37.200 --> 0:06:39.880 and effective just all of the San Fernando Valley. 0:06:40.000 --> 0:06:42.160 But yeah, I'm still waiting to hear. 0:06:43.120 --> 0:06:45.240 It's just so fun. It's just so funny to me 0:06:45.480 --> 0:06:50.200 how whenever there's a shooting and you know it's a 0:06:50.240 --> 0:06:53.680 white person, it's not like a terrorist, oh for sure, 0:06:53.760 --> 0:06:56.080 if this would have been any ray other race. Like 0:06:56.120 --> 0:06:57.640 I don't want to bring it there, like sorry to 0:06:57.680 --> 0:07:01.440 make it all like crazy, but like the media portrays 0:07:01.839 --> 0:07:05.360 like a troubled a troubled ex vet goes goes on, 0:07:05.760 --> 0:07:08.600 goes on, psychic rampage and cycle, you know, and then 0:07:08.640 --> 0:07:13.480 it it's like, oh, sweet smoking teenager from urban inner city, 0:07:13.600 --> 0:07:16.760 like it's come to completely good case study the Koran, 0:07:17.040 --> 0:07:20.560 right right. You know, it's just like the media, really, 0:07:21.560 --> 0:07:23.720 I just haven't I haven't really been hearing much about it, 0:07:23.880 --> 0:07:26.960 the shooting. Like I feel like they're like just moving on. 0:07:27.680 --> 0:07:29.760 It's weird. We live in a weird time, in a 0:07:29.800 --> 0:07:32.920 weird space and where shit is going on, and I 0:07:32.960 --> 0:07:34.960 feel like they don't want to talk about it because 0:07:34.960 --> 0:07:36.880 it's like, oh my god, Like it's just like, you know, 0:07:37.000 --> 0:07:38.840 it's fucked up, but like you know, I guess I 0:07:38.920 --> 0:07:40.960 just should happen. There's just so much fucked up ship 0:07:41.040 --> 0:07:43.320 going on in general in the world, like there's this's 0:07:43.360 --> 0:07:45.320 just a very weird place ran and I don't know, 0:07:46.200 --> 0:07:48.120 I don't know if they're trying to like enrage the 0:07:48.200 --> 0:07:52.239 public for for gun laws or I mean, I'm always 0:07:52.240 --> 0:07:54.280 thinking there's an agenda that needs to be because the 0:07:54.360 --> 0:07:58.400 media only talks about what they want to be relevant period. 0:07:58.880 --> 0:08:01.120 They want what they want to push is definitely like 0:08:01.200 --> 0:08:02.880 there's an a gender, they have the ability and the 0:08:02.960 --> 0:08:04.560 means to do it. And if you think what the 0:08:04.640 --> 0:08:07.800 mainstream media is talking about is by chance, you're to 0:08:07.880 --> 0:08:11.960 your fucking mind, you know, like that this is like no, it's. 0:08:11.840 --> 0:08:15.240 All about like strategic It's fine, we died this, like 0:08:15.360 --> 0:08:18.000 they know we digest that shit and like it seeps 0:08:18.040 --> 0:08:20.520 into our heads and it's all about mind control and. 0:08:20.600 --> 0:08:23.880 What they want you to feel is important. And I mean, obviously, 0:08:24.080 --> 0:08:26.480 like I think all of also like we're intelligent beings 0:08:26.520 --> 0:08:28.600 and we did also have our own minds too and 0:08:28.680 --> 0:08:33.160 decide what's important too. But there's definitely a heavy influence 0:08:33.240 --> 0:08:36.800 in the media. I do. Specifically, I took a like 0:08:36.840 --> 0:08:40.240 an intro to psychology class, and I don't know if 0:08:40.240 --> 0:08:42.480 I remember shit else from this whole semester or any 0:08:42.520 --> 0:08:45.400 other class I Tech. But there was a portion they 0:08:45.480 --> 0:08:49.120 talk about like what advertising and the introduction of television 0:08:49.160 --> 0:08:52.240 and radio, And there's just like a page specifically about 0:08:52.320 --> 0:08:55.640 how at that time, when it first came out, they 0:08:55.679 --> 0:08:59.319 started to study the psyche of the human brain and 0:08:59.360 --> 0:09:04.920 psychological what they can implant subconsciously and consciously and how 0:09:05.040 --> 0:09:08.040 our brain works that psychology. Yeah, more things than we 0:09:08.840 --> 0:09:12.480 probably educate ourselves on knowing. So psychologically, if someone has 0:09:12.520 --> 0:09:17.079 spent fifty seventy five years, one hundred years, whatever, like 0:09:17.679 --> 0:09:21.920 really funny realizing the functioning past our own understanding. Best 0:09:22.000 --> 0:09:26.120 believe there are so many subliminal and subconscious things being 0:09:26.679 --> 0:09:30.679 fed to us NonStop that we're actually taking in and 0:09:30.840 --> 0:09:34.360 acknowledging and not even consciously our children. That's why a 0:09:34.400 --> 0:09:37.359 lot of times in the radio, I automatically turn off advertisements. 0:09:37.400 --> 0:09:39.480 I don't watch commercials, I don't fall asleep to that shit. 0:09:39.520 --> 0:09:42.000 I don't really watch TV. Not that I'm susceptible, because 0:09:42.000 --> 0:09:44.400 I clearly look at Facebook and cry and shit. But 0:09:44.720 --> 0:09:47.280 the point is it's like we can logically from what 0:09:47.400 --> 0:09:49.480 we know we're taking in, so imagine what we don't 0:09:49.520 --> 0:09:51.960 even know we're taking in. No, it's true. It's fucking scary. 0:09:52.679 --> 0:09:56.240 It's true. What people want to be like, you're so 0:09:56.920 --> 0:10:00.640 so conspiracy. I'm like, no, it's real, people, or you're 0:10:00.640 --> 0:10:03.160 in programs. That shit is real. It's not like some 0:10:04.160 --> 0:10:08.079 far out movie sci fi movie. It's happening. I think 0:10:08.120 --> 0:10:10.079 that shit, I honestly, I mean, like I know, I 0:10:10.160 --> 0:10:13.000 think like mk ultra is real. Do you know what 0:10:13.120 --> 0:10:16.360 that is? What's that an mk ultra? Okay, So, like 0:10:16.760 --> 0:10:18.600 have you ever seen those movies? They're always in movies, 0:10:18.640 --> 0:10:20.480 but it's a real thing in the government where they 0:10:20.640 --> 0:10:23.120 like basically can program a soldier and then they can 0:10:23.200 --> 0:10:26.360 reprogram you to completely not have like memory of those 0:10:26.679 --> 0:10:29.000 like the ninja training they've taught you or whatever like, 0:10:29.240 --> 0:10:30.719 and then they can trigger you at any point in 0:10:30.800 --> 0:10:33.640 your life, like say a combination of random word's like 0:10:33.679 --> 0:10:35.920 sugar brown two beta seven two four five two six 0:10:36.040 --> 0:10:38.720 ten one walk away, and then suddenly you've been you've 0:10:38.760 --> 0:10:41.360 been reprogrammed, and then you could do anything they pro 0:10:41.640 --> 0:10:44.199 like they've programmed you to do. So for instance, like 0:10:44.320 --> 0:10:48.240 that guy. People don't think I'm bad shit that guy 0:10:48.480 --> 0:10:51.360 like who did remember the movie shooting a while back 0:10:51.960 --> 0:10:54.559 when they when they yeah, when they put him on trial, 0:10:54.640 --> 0:10:56.840 he's like, he has no recollection of that. He doesn't 0:10:57.080 --> 0:10:59.400 he had no reason, like he did not know what happened, 0:10:59.840 --> 0:11:01.760 and they were trying to say he was just crazy. 0:11:01.960 --> 0:11:04.280 But like, even for instance, this is what I really 0:11:04.480 --> 0:11:06.200 not to say that people don't get killed and they're 0:11:06.200 --> 0:11:08.000 not in harm because I think they have to in 0:11:08.120 --> 0:11:11.199 order to get their point across. But for this one's 0:11:11.400 --> 0:11:13.679 what I knew for sure was an MK ultra. The 0:11:13.800 --> 0:11:20.480 fucking Las Vegas shootings were definitely they have like videos 0:11:20.520 --> 0:11:24.000 and you can hear multiple shooters from different ranges. You 0:11:24.280 --> 0:11:28.599 have the most security in the world. I'm concerned in 0:11:28.640 --> 0:11:31.080 a casino anywhere in Vegas on the strip, in a casino, 0:11:31.120 --> 0:11:33.880 you have the most surveillance. Ever. They never showed a 0:11:33.960 --> 0:11:36.839 surveillance of this old ass man dragging all these guns 0:11:36.920 --> 0:11:38.800 in and all this ammo. Do you know how heavy 0:11:38.800 --> 0:11:43.920 ammo is? Even if the butt like the Bellman, had 0:11:43.960 --> 0:11:46.319 an excessive amount of luggage, you would be alarmed. You 0:11:46.360 --> 0:11:48.959 would see a surveillance someone would have like, there's so 0:11:49.360 --> 0:11:51.160 many things that did not make sense, and then we're 0:11:51.240 --> 0:11:54.199 obvious blatant sloppy lies. It makes me think that. And 0:11:54.240 --> 0:11:56.800 then they like interviewed the girlfriend who worked at a 0:11:56.800 --> 0:11:58.600 casino and she's like, I had no idea. His brother 0:11:58.720 --> 0:12:00.360 was like I had just seen him's always around kids. 0:12:00.400 --> 0:12:02.400 I don't know he even really his girlfriend had moved, 0:12:02.600 --> 0:12:05.760 was in like China or or something she had like 0:12:05.840 --> 0:12:07.960 he had sent her away. No, but she was going 0:12:08.000 --> 0:12:09.880 to visit her family like they had planned on she 0:12:10.200 --> 0:12:12.120 had planned on going, but no one was like, this 0:12:12.280 --> 0:12:14.640 is totally something that No. His brother said he was 0:12:14.679 --> 0:12:16.880 like a recluse and like had started to be like 0:12:17.040 --> 0:12:17.600 more recluse. 0:12:17.640 --> 0:12:20.439 I don't know who knows, Like I I think that 0:12:21.120 --> 0:12:23.400 that that one specifically, I remember there being a lot 0:12:23.440 --> 0:12:25.800 of like conspiracies around it. 0:12:26.000 --> 0:12:27.760 It just didn't make a lot of sense. No, there's 0:12:27.760 --> 0:12:29.400 definitely some parts of it that don't make sense, Like 0:12:29.440 --> 0:12:31.200 how do you get all that animal in there? Yeah, 0:12:31.600 --> 0:12:33.440 well he's like it was like a seventy He wasn't 0:12:33.480 --> 0:12:38.559 like a young like a ninja shit girl. You know, 0:12:38.960 --> 0:12:41.319 it's just odd and it makes me think, like, I 0:12:41.360 --> 0:12:43.720 don't know, maybe I watched too many movies, or maybe 0:12:43.800 --> 0:12:46.360 this ship is real. The government has a nasty, nasty 0:12:46.400 --> 0:12:48.800 system we have here in America, and there's some nasty. 0:12:48.559 --> 0:12:52.599 People in it for sure. Shavy shit happens all the 0:12:52.640 --> 0:12:55.320 time to influence things all the time. I mean, she's 0:12:55.480 --> 0:12:56.439 you know, slavery. 0:12:57.280 --> 0:12:59.160 I mean, I don't. I don't put past that. 0:12:59.320 --> 0:13:02.120 I don't put past like, you know, terrorist attacks happening 0:13:02.120 --> 0:13:03.760 in the United States, you know, put on by the 0:13:03.760 --> 0:13:06.840 government to push the NRA's agenda, right, you know, and. 0:13:06.960 --> 0:13:08.800 We need to be protected. Look what happens when you're 0:13:08.800 --> 0:13:11.679 not protected exactly? You know, for sure, give up all 0:13:11.720 --> 0:13:15.400 your rights let us protect you. Yeah. So yeah, I 0:13:15.440 --> 0:13:19.400 think that's shady speaking of shady police. Also for speaking 0:13:19.440 --> 0:13:21.079 a shady government, which you can rely on us to 0:13:21.080 --> 0:13:23.880 talk about every week. There's I don't know if anyone 0:13:23.960 --> 0:13:27.480 saw this, there's this senator Mississippi. No, she's junior senator. 0:13:27.920 --> 0:13:32.800 I guess she's running against a Democrat in the twenty seventh. Anyway, 0:13:32.880 --> 0:13:36.880 she's literally on video saying if there if there was 0:13:36.920 --> 0:13:39.000 a hanging I'd be on the front row, y if 0:13:39.040 --> 0:13:41.079 there was a public hanging out in the front row, 0:13:41.720 --> 0:13:45.480 And then ask her about it the following day and 0:13:45.559 --> 0:13:48.319 she's like, I said what I said. I put a 0:13:48.400 --> 0:13:51.640 statement out and yeah, I put a statement out and 0:13:51.960 --> 0:13:54.720 I staying by my statement. The woman's like, being as 0:13:54.800 --> 0:13:58.120 though Mississippi has the history of lynchings. I put out 0:13:58.160 --> 0:14:01.360 my statement and my statement my sgment, so being as 0:14:01.400 --> 0:14:04.920 though you have a very dense black population. I said, what, 0:14:05.040 --> 0:14:09.319 I'm like, bitch, She gave zero fox. Then, according to CNN, 0:14:09.440 --> 0:14:11.920 she released the statement like maybe a tweet that said 0:14:12.000 --> 0:14:16.640 that she was talking about a local cattle farmer. Yeah, yo, 0:14:18.000 --> 0:14:21.160 it's the bitch you could say, I said. I stand 0:14:21.240 --> 0:14:23.800 by my statement. We're in a very We're not as 0:14:23.840 --> 0:14:25.320 far as we think we are. We've come. 0:14:26.120 --> 0:14:30.760 It's just crazy how it's undeniable yet people really some 0:14:30.840 --> 0:14:34.160 people really think that, like move on, Yeah, race, we're 0:14:34.200 --> 0:14:35.720 all one race, the human race. 0:14:35.880 --> 0:14:39.160 Move on. And it's like, I'm trying, but the senator 0:14:39.280 --> 0:14:43.280 keeps saying lynchy things, you know, like I hate ever 0:14:43.320 --> 0:14:45.240 people saying like maybe you stop focusing maybe a black 0:14:45.240 --> 0:14:47.320 people stop focusing on race so much. I'm like, but 0:14:47.800 --> 0:14:51.920 it keeps focusing on us. I don't know, but keep 0:14:51.960 --> 0:14:55.720 getting killed and flenched and ship. It's a huge problem. 0:14:56.200 --> 0:15:00.160 It was a lynching like two weeks ago. Yeah, a 0:15:00.200 --> 0:15:03.560 woman who's like an activist in the community, her son. Yeah, 0:15:03.680 --> 0:15:05.800 it's just But then they try to play it off as, oh, 0:15:05.840 --> 0:15:08.480 it was a suicide, a suicide. They were trying to 0:15:08.520 --> 0:15:14.400 say that he was lynched off a tree of someone 0:15:14.480 --> 0:15:16.760 with someone not his shirt, like Sandra Bland, it was 0:15:16.760 --> 0:15:19.440 a suicide, and this was a suicide in jail. Bitch 0:15:19.520 --> 0:15:22.640 decided to kill herself on a routine trophic cuff. That 0:15:22.720 --> 0:15:24.480 bitch was in there like I'm going to sue the 0:15:24.520 --> 0:15:26.720 ship of them is what she was in there thinking. 0:15:27.000 --> 0:15:29.520 And they knew, Oh, bitch is kind of smart. We 0:15:29.600 --> 0:15:31.720 did too much. We did too much, we went too far, 0:15:32.040 --> 0:15:34.880 too far, we can't testify it. Let's just say she 0:15:35.000 --> 0:15:39.040 killed herself and even they got away with that shit. Yo. 0:15:39.760 --> 0:15:42.600 It makes my fucking blood boil. I mean, like hard, 0:15:42.920 --> 0:15:47.960 because I people don't understand. People do not understand, like 0:15:48.600 --> 0:15:53.720 the severity. I would like to like be blaxed about it, 0:15:53.960 --> 0:15:58.840 but I'm in fucking rage relaxed. Oh I like to 0:15:58.920 --> 0:16:01.680 be blaxed about it. I'm like, is that like a 0:16:01.760 --> 0:16:09.680 calm black person, no blas Maybe it can be if 0:16:09.680 --> 0:16:12.240 you're if you're too common as a black person blaxed. 0:16:13.000 --> 0:16:16.160 She's way too blexed. It's a term though, because you 0:16:16.160 --> 0:16:17.680 know black people wo are like, well, I don't really 0:16:17.720 --> 0:16:18.160 see Ray. 0:16:18.400 --> 0:16:19.480 She's really too blaxed. 0:16:19.680 --> 0:16:22.160 So if you're too blacks, which we just made it 0:16:22.280 --> 0:16:24.160 right now, we probably can't be friends if we can't 0:16:24.160 --> 0:16:26.400 get in these arguments about why we're mad and angry 0:16:26.480 --> 0:16:30.120 at the world and what the solution can be, and 0:16:30.240 --> 0:16:32.280 also how are you going to get to change it? 0:16:32.720 --> 0:16:36.200 You're blacks and I can't hang with you, which is 0:16:36.280 --> 0:16:50.080 even worse than wax white and relaxed. I know, it's 0:16:50.200 --> 0:16:53.480 just even more embarrassing. I feel you, girl, I mean 0:16:53.560 --> 0:16:57.280 that's just I can cry. No, I have cried, I 0:16:57.360 --> 0:17:01.440 mean so many times hearing story after story. It's just 0:17:01.520 --> 0:17:05.240 like what it could be, like your father, your sister, 0:17:05.600 --> 0:17:11.120 your son. I can't I do understand that we live 0:17:11.160 --> 0:17:14.120 in this fucked up world where people can't just love 0:17:14.200 --> 0:17:17.800 each other. Like humans are so lovey, Like we're so easy. 0:17:17.920 --> 0:17:20.280 It's so we're so easy to love. People are easy 0:17:20.400 --> 0:17:26.120 to love, and I think so, I think people are 0:17:26.280 --> 0:17:28.480 generally easy to love. I can find something to love 0:17:28.480 --> 0:17:31.560 about most people, you know. And I just don't understand 0:17:31.560 --> 0:17:34.320 how you can't like see someone and see someone close 0:17:34.359 --> 0:17:36.480 to you, like your grandma, your mom, your something, like 0:17:36.760 --> 0:17:40.280 in any situation, like it's somebody. Somebody, Every human is somebody, 0:17:40.800 --> 0:17:44.920 even the racist woman that's coming. I mean, I just 0:17:45.080 --> 0:17:45.879 I think it's funny. 0:17:45.880 --> 0:17:47.840 I think it's sad. I think, but you can find 0:17:47.880 --> 0:17:50.320 something to love in her and in that not in 0:17:50.400 --> 0:17:51.480 that moment, you can't. 0:17:52.080 --> 0:17:54.000 Not not to I think, not. 0:17:55.680 --> 0:17:59.359 Not to not. 0:18:00.400 --> 0:18:03.560 But I feel sorry for her sadness. I feel sorry 0:18:03.640 --> 0:18:05.800 for her ignorance. I feel sorry she lets her whole 0:18:06.040 --> 0:18:10.640 old Why asked life to about eighty five to even 0:18:10.840 --> 0:18:14.040 have accomplishments like being a senator and still be so 0:18:14.800 --> 0:18:19.680 hateful and still be so lonely and sad? And that's 0:18:19.760 --> 0:18:22.720 sad to me, that's sad. You hold that much hate 0:18:22.760 --> 0:18:25.560 in your heart. You said, you said at a rally, 0:18:25.920 --> 0:18:28.639 I would like to be front row watching somebody's death. 0:18:29.280 --> 0:18:36.200 You're a fucking monster. You are a fucking monster. I 0:18:36.280 --> 0:18:39.600 feel bad for you. You know, like you're eighty years 0:18:39.640 --> 0:18:41.480 old and you got this foreign life and you want 0:18:41.520 --> 0:18:47.080 to watch somebody die. You're a sick bitch, you know. 0:18:47.880 --> 0:18:51.040 You tell that Jimmy Lie, You tell Cindy Pale, whatever 0:18:51.080 --> 0:18:54.119 the fuck her name is. Listen here, Cindy Hyde Smith, 0:18:55.640 --> 0:19:03.200 I love you even though you're a silly bitch. Imagine 0:19:03.200 --> 0:19:09.120 the little pollutions of children she's planned in the world. Disguison. Yeah, 0:19:10.920 --> 0:19:15.040 oh my god, I can't. I'm not okay, I'm not 0:19:15.080 --> 0:19:17.560 gonna bash Cindy's offspring. You don't know her offspring. 0:19:17.640 --> 0:19:20.000 They could be all against this because their mother was 0:19:20.040 --> 0:19:20.879 so hateful growing up. 0:19:20.920 --> 0:19:24.600 I'm going probably why she's so hateful because her daughter 0:19:24.920 --> 0:19:26.040 is married a black guy. 0:19:26.359 --> 0:19:28.680 Yes, she has a little live and worse, her son 0:19:28.840 --> 0:19:33.560 married a black woman. Even worse, Dear, why is that worse? 0:19:33.560 --> 0:19:35.480 Because don't you find that, like white people think it's 0:19:35.520 --> 0:19:38.119 worse if their son married a black woman versus their 0:19:38.160 --> 0:19:40.080 daughter being a black guy. No, I think I think 0:19:40.080 --> 0:19:42.760 white people hate black men more. You that's true. 0:19:44.440 --> 0:19:47.719 Yeah, you're right you No, No, they hate a sequel. 0:19:47.760 --> 0:19:50.760 No, they hate a sequel. I think it's worse because 0:19:50.760 --> 0:19:53.880 they'll take that black man's last name. You're gotta be Jones, 0:19:54.720 --> 0:19:57.440 he put what you you're gonna be? You gotta be 0:19:57.560 --> 0:20:02.399 Cyril Brown. And then they have a baby, and then 0:20:02.640 --> 0:20:04.600 suddenly they like you a little bit more. Because everyone 0:20:04.640 --> 0:20:07.320 loves children. No, not Cindy little, not Cindy. 0:20:07.880 --> 0:20:09.520 I find that the children are usually the. 0:20:11.400 --> 0:20:11.639 It is. 0:20:11.800 --> 0:20:14.840 It's true, like the turning, it's not necessarily the turning. 0:20:14.920 --> 0:20:17.119 It's becoming a more tolerant like. 0:20:17.359 --> 0:20:18.800 Oh she's half, why she's half? 0:20:18.880 --> 0:20:21.320 Oh but she's so cute, these little mixed Oh my god, 0:20:21.359 --> 0:20:24.679 where was I? Oh my god, where was I? When 0:20:24.720 --> 0:20:26.040 I was listening to a conversation. 0:20:26.160 --> 0:20:27.480 I could not focus, Like I was at dinner with 0:20:27.520 --> 0:20:28.920 someone else, but I was listening to someone else's the 0:20:28.920 --> 0:20:32.000 conversation with this group. Oh it was in Florida, of course. 0:20:32.080 --> 0:20:34.639 Of course I was in Florida, in Saint Petersburg and 0:20:34.680 --> 0:20:37.639 I was out eating, and so she was talking to me, 0:20:37.720 --> 0:20:39.399 and I was like, couldn't barely focus because I was 0:20:39.440 --> 0:20:40.520 listening to this table behind me. 0:20:40.800 --> 0:20:43.040 And they're like, yeah, you know, you know, she's one 0:20:43.080 --> 0:20:44.119 of those mixed babies. 0:20:44.119 --> 0:20:45.119 I couldn't help but think of you. 0:20:45.520 --> 0:20:48.040 She's like, yeah, you know, her dad is African American 0:20:48.560 --> 0:20:50.800 and her mom you know, she's light like us. So 0:20:50.920 --> 0:20:52.760 you know when they mix it together these days, like 0:20:52.800 --> 0:20:54.160 they get they're really beautiful. 0:20:54.200 --> 0:20:56.440 How they come out. I was like, oh my god. 0:20:56.960 --> 0:21:00.440 I mean the intention was like was there, but like 0:21:00.640 --> 0:21:04.399 the breakdown of the whole conversation. I was like, oh no, 0:21:06.400 --> 0:21:10.200 I mean I've literally been been around friends I would 0:21:10.240 --> 0:21:13.159 like acquaintances, and they'll be like, oh, oh, you know, 0:21:13.520 --> 0:21:16.480 like oh she's but she's like light, she's pretty, she's light, 0:21:17.280 --> 0:21:21.920 and I'm just like shut up. Like people are just 0:21:22.040 --> 0:21:26.240 so ignorant and so oblivious to just like even verbiage 0:21:26.320 --> 0:21:28.720 like how you deliver things and what you're saying, like 0:21:28.840 --> 0:21:32.280 you might need you should sink before you talk, Like 0:21:32.400 --> 0:21:34.000 I hate that. Like someone asked me I was doing LA. 0:21:34.080 --> 0:21:36.080 She's like, oh, is your baby mixed? I'm like no, 0:21:37.640 --> 0:21:39.600 They're like, oh, my trainer, like she's so cute, she 0:21:39.760 --> 0:21:41.600 has she I love when they're trying to tell me 0:21:41.680 --> 0:21:43.240 they know a friend who has a mixed baby, you know, 0:21:43.320 --> 0:21:45.720 because like, oh she's black. I'm like she's like she's mixed. 0:21:45.760 --> 0:21:47.520