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Speaker 1: I know any Allush Moppy, I got hi, I know

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Speaker 1: adding Ashpy. Hello, Hi Dare. I don't know what that was.

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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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Speaker 2: I'm Erica and this is Nila and it's Wednesday, like

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Speaker 2: it's actually Wednesday.

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Speaker 1: We're recording on Wednesday and it's not even just Wednesday.

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Speaker 1: It's five eleven. Yeah, like we this is gonna be like,

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Speaker 1: this is gonna be a late episode. Yeah. I don't

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Speaker 1: think anyone tunes and red at six anyway, No, thank god,

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Speaker 1: because maybe they do. Maybe they listen to us in

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Speaker 1: traffic or something. Oh that's true. Well, don't be that.

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Speaker 1: It's gonna be a little, a little bit late.

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Speaker 3: How was your weekend?

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Speaker 1: It was pretty good. I worked for your week so

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Speaker 1: far far everything's pretty good. You know, the usual ship

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Speaker 1: that happens, plus some other usual unexpected ship that always happened,

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Speaker 1: so I should expect it by now, but it doesn't,

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Speaker 1: you know, adult life. How about you? How is your week?

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Speaker 1: I had a pretty event full day week in general.

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Speaker 1: Day yeah day. Well this week I hung out with

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Speaker 1: Ivy have we was I back in town? I was

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Speaker 3: I think you've been here in this whole week.

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Speaker 2: That was Friday, back intown Friday, okay, and then Saturday

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Speaker 2: all these fires started happening in La. I'm sure you

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Speaker 2: guys watched the news. There's been a lot of big fire.

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Speaker 2: Fire has been like popping up all over.

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Speaker 1: Basically really like San Fernando Valley and like deeper and

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Speaker 1: there's just fires everywhere. Oh yeah, really odd. That seemed random.

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Speaker 1: I don't know if that was like related, It's not related.

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Speaker 1: It was like a well, you know, the conspiracy theorists

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Speaker 1: confirm that. I don't know. I don't want to. Why

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Speaker 1: would they want fires? Well, at first I wanted the

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Speaker 1: same thing, But today I saw an updated controversial I

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Speaker 1: mean not a conspiracy uh post that basically said California

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Speaker 1: you compare the maps, that the where they're like clearing

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Speaker 1: also got this from like not a re lifal source. Interesting. Interesting,

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Speaker 1: remember the episode. First of all, she's obviously a little

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Speaker 1: crazy and she's a very extreme. But remember the episode

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Speaker 1: I told you that, did I say about the time

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Speaker 1: I had the threesome with young Bay and we were

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, who knew she was? I didn't know

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Speaker 1: she was a conspiracy theory. She's super pro black, super

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Speaker 1: conspiracy theorist, super extreme, like level tens. That's right, that's right,

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Speaker 3: Anyway, well, you know, I wouldn't put it past it.

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Speaker 1: But you know, I think, I don't know. Man. These

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Speaker 2: then suddenly it was like, oh no, Actually everyone in

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Speaker 1: My mom had to evacuate, my dad had to evacuate.

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Speaker 1: Baby daddy had to evacuate. Mandatory evacuations. So the speaking

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Speaker 2: My dad's neighbor's house burnt down, and all around my

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Speaker 1: Yeah. And it just smells like smoke in general, like

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Speaker 2: Could just imagine them trying to escape the fire, running

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Speaker 2: Her Calamigo's ranch, I think up burned down, which is

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Speaker 1: It's also actually it was looking there for my wedding.

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Speaker 1: It was like a twenty eight year old ex military guy. Yeah.

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Speaker 2: And then the fire they had the fire, the fire

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Speaker 1: It's just so fun. It's just so funny to me

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Speaker 1: What they want you to feel is important. And I mean, obviously,

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Speaker 1: You tell that Jimmy Lie, You tell Cindy Pale, whatever

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Speaker 3: And they're like, yeah, you know, you know, she's one

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Speaker 1: Why do I shoes? Young babe? Oh my got our teeth?

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Speaker 2: traveling to LA to like have fun away from their kids.

428
00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:06,480
Speaker 2: And he was like, show show her your emoji.

429
00:23:06,520 --> 00:23:06,760
Speaker 1: Show me.

430
00:23:07,240 --> 00:23:11,800
Speaker 3: The guy is like, where is he from? He was, uh, Guyanese,

431
00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:14,000
Speaker 3: And so he's like, he shows.

432
00:23:13,760 --> 00:23:14,320
Speaker 1: Me his emoji.

433
00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,480
Speaker 2: This emoji is like four shades lighter than him and

434
00:23:17,600 --> 00:23:19,159
Speaker 2: she and his friend is Guyanese. He's like, do you

435
00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:21,680
Speaker 2: see how fucking light this motherfucker wade himself? And I

436
00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:23,040
Speaker 2: was like, oh my god, why did you do that?

437
00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:25,040
Speaker 2: And I tried to make my bit moji first of all.

438
00:23:25,080 --> 00:23:26,920
Speaker 2: Then I didn't feel like I was not satisfied with

439
00:23:27,040 --> 00:23:28,960
Speaker 2: my hair options. No, I mean that, but it's still fun.

440
00:23:29,040 --> 00:23:30,440
Speaker 2: I didn't I didn't even do it. I was like,

441
00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:33,719
Speaker 2: fuck this, I'm not represented here. I like my hair

442
00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:37,040
Speaker 2: so curly hair would look like bubbles on my head

443
00:23:37,200 --> 00:23:39,840
Speaker 2: like there was it was an even and it's linglents

444
00:23:39,960 --> 00:23:40,399
Speaker 2: or something.

445
00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:45,040
Speaker 1: Ship just looked like bubble head. I don't know. How's

446
00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:47,119
Speaker 1: your emoji? Your bit moji? What is it called a

447
00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:50,440
Speaker 1: bit mooji memoji? What does yours look like? I wish?

448
00:23:50,560 --> 00:23:54,000
Speaker 1: My cousin told me mim was too dark? My bitch,

449
00:23:54,080 --> 00:24:01,720
Speaker 1: you can't see? Did you fuck it up? Did you

450
00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:05,840
Speaker 1: have what do you think that's called erica? Like if

451
00:24:05,880 --> 00:24:11,440
Speaker 1: you have, like you see yourself differently than you actually are. Yeah,

452
00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:15,400
Speaker 1: it's a just sort of morpho morphius, like self morphia.

453
00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:30,879
Speaker 1: I made that up. You think about it, You think

454
00:24:30,920 --> 00:24:35,600
Speaker 1: about that a huh. Yeah, We're gonna pause because Erica

455
00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:37,919
Speaker 1: is making tea and it didn't work out. Give us

456
00:24:37,960 --> 00:24:56,560
Speaker 1: one second. Sorry, we had to make some tea. It

457
00:24:56,680 --> 00:25:04,600
Speaker 1: was crucial talking about my black anger black on that

458
00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:09,560
Speaker 1: how I hate the government whole black humans. Yeah, I

459
00:25:09,640 --> 00:25:13,760
Speaker 1: am oh No, we're talking about self morphia. When you

460
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:17,239
Speaker 1: see yourself as like self morphia. Body is morphia when

461
00:25:17,240 --> 00:25:19,159
Speaker 1: people see themselves something that they totally don't look like,

462
00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:21,320
Speaker 1: like for shake slider.

463
00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:28,880
Speaker 2: Or ten years younger, right, which I do feel twenty one. Anyway,

464
00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:33,560
Speaker 2: Also to this week, today, I got a colonic.

465
00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:36,600
Speaker 1: Guys. I'm not sure if anyone out there has experienced

466
00:25:36,640 --> 00:25:44,639
Speaker 1: a kolonic, but shit, literally literally, I actually did a

467
00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:48,760
Speaker 1: post about my sugar addiction on our Instagram and I

468
00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:51,680
Speaker 1: got a lot of messages back from some of you

469
00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:54,520
Speaker 1: guys about like different tips or things I should do

470
00:25:54,840 --> 00:25:57,680
Speaker 1: to like get the sugar out of my body and

471
00:25:57,880 --> 00:26:00,600
Speaker 1: like you know, jump start my new life style is

472
00:26:00,640 --> 00:26:05,240
Speaker 1: a non sugar addict. One of them was a colonic.

473
00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:09,680
Speaker 1: Another one was like a parasite detox. Someone said fruit,

474
00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:13,040
Speaker 1: which doesn't work for me. I would goether fruit detal,

475
00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:15,480
Speaker 1: like just eat fruit or just only eat fruit instead

476
00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:17,520
Speaker 1: of sugar. Oh across the sugar.

477
00:26:17,560 --> 00:26:19,440
Speaker 3: And I'm like, well, if it was that easy, I

478
00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:20,240
Speaker 3: would have been done that.

479
00:26:22,520 --> 00:26:25,520
Speaker 1: So I had a mcflurry last night. Guys, I'm kind

480
00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:27,600
Speaker 1: of mad you went without me. Wait how about this?

481
00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,000
Speaker 1: This is even worse. It's so fucked up. So I

482
00:26:30,200 --> 00:26:31,639
Speaker 1: ate the mcflur. And you know how like when they

483
00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:33,720
Speaker 1: make the MC flour they never put enough at the bottom.

484
00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:35,920
Speaker 1: You never cut enough for the cookie to reach the

485
00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:38,440
Speaker 1: bottom of You went and got your own oreos and

486
00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:40,119
Speaker 1: put them in. You crunched them up and put them

487
00:26:40,119 --> 00:26:45,200
Speaker 1: inside boh my dear, and it was so bombed. You

488
00:26:45,280 --> 00:26:47,280
Speaker 1: crushed it fresh like the orioles I have in the

489
00:26:47,320 --> 00:26:51,560
Speaker 1: cabinet on our trip, girl girl, but you crushed him

490
00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:53,359
Speaker 1: and then fort him in. I ate, well, I ate it,

491
00:26:53,400 --> 00:26:54,760
Speaker 1: And then I was like I hate this ship.

492
00:26:54,800 --> 00:26:56,440
Speaker 2: How like I get to like, I get to like

493
00:26:56,520 --> 00:27:00,040
Speaker 2: middle Bottom and it's just like this creamy like I

494
00:27:00,119 --> 00:27:00,960
Speaker 2: saw her an ice cream.

495
00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:02,800
Speaker 1: It's like, I don't even know what that shit is.

496
00:27:02,880 --> 00:27:05,639
Speaker 1: It's like super thick. I don't know it is, and

497
00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:08,200
Speaker 1: then so I was like, what this I have oreos?

498
00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:11,479
Speaker 1: So I crunched up like three oreos and like, how

499
00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:13,800
Speaker 1: did you crunch him in a baggy with my fingers

500
00:27:14,560 --> 00:27:20,080
Speaker 1: my bare ants? And then I used the McDonald's spoon.

501
00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:21,920
Speaker 1: It was like crunching them aggressively in the cup.

502
00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:27,040
Speaker 2: Still it was bomb anyway, but all knowing that even

503
00:27:27,119 --> 00:27:28,639
Speaker 2: the next day I was going to get it colonic.

504
00:27:28,720 --> 00:27:31,560
Speaker 2: So me and Jamila went Jamila did my lashes last night,

505
00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:36,159
Speaker 2: and then we went to, uh, where do we go?

506
00:27:36,359 --> 00:27:41,280
Speaker 1: Cheesecake factory? Ordered everything I wanted until I was gonna puke.

507
00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:44,080
Speaker 1: I ate so much, but then decided I'd have one

508
00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:46,600
Speaker 1: last space and room for dessert. So I pulled over.

509
00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:49,560
Speaker 2: As I'm pulling in McDonald's because I don't ever go

510
00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:50,680
Speaker 2: to McDonald's ever.

511
00:27:51,680 --> 00:27:53,440
Speaker 1: I was like, where are we going? What is this?

512
00:27:55,560 --> 00:27:57,440
Speaker 1: She's like, Mommy, what are we getting? What are we getting?

513
00:27:57,440 --> 00:28:00,600
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm not doing anything. I get a

514
00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:03,960
Speaker 1: real sugar attic like you get nothing for She was like,

515
00:28:04,080 --> 00:28:06,400
Speaker 1: I want lemonade. I'm like, it's too late for lemonade.

516
00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:11,160
Speaker 1: But not like the perks of being an adult. Yeah.

517
00:28:11,200 --> 00:28:12,840
Speaker 1: She was like I was hoping she wouldn't ask for it,

518
00:28:12,880 --> 00:28:15,080
Speaker 1: because that's how real I am. And then she was

519
00:28:15,119 --> 00:28:17,200
Speaker 1: like is that ice cream? And I was like I

520
00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:19,000
Speaker 1: was gonna lie. I was gonna lie.

521
00:28:19,160 --> 00:28:21,600
Speaker 2: And then I was like, yes, it's ice cream and

522
00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:23,959
Speaker 2: she was like oh. And then she was like can

523
00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:27,200
Speaker 2: I have something? And I was like she had a bite,

524
00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:28,760
Speaker 2: and then she didn't ask for any more. I was like,

525
00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:32,399
Speaker 2: thank god, because she knew she was pushing mine. I

526
00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:35,080
Speaker 2: like literally am in the bed because she was going

527
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:38,000
Speaker 2: to bed and she slips with me still ending tomorrow

528
00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:38,960
Speaker 2: and you're ending.

529
00:28:40,440 --> 00:28:42,880
Speaker 1: She was like sleep. She was like trying to lay

530
00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:43,480
Speaker 1: on top of me, and.

531
00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:45,040
Speaker 2: I was like you can't lay on top and she's

532
00:28:45,120 --> 00:28:48,080
Speaker 2: like why Mom, Like no, because I want to eat

533
00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:51,080
Speaker 2: my ice cream in peace, in private. I was like

534
00:28:51,240 --> 00:28:53,200
Speaker 2: eating it like this, she wouldn't see me and be

535
00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:55,920
Speaker 2: remembered of it, like reminded that I had ice cream.

536
00:28:56,080 --> 00:28:58,360
Speaker 1: Oh my god, that's how deep it goes. Guys, that's

537
00:28:58,400 --> 00:29:01,600
Speaker 1: how bad this sugar she made? They the klonic. Yes,

538
00:29:01,800 --> 00:29:04,640
Speaker 1: So I went to this this woman. She was really awesome. Great.

539
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:07,320
Speaker 2: Should follow a on Instagram. She does have an Instagram

540
00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:14,440
Speaker 2: Colonics by cam Kam and she you know, walked me

541
00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:17,000
Speaker 2: through it. I've had I've had colonics before. It's been

542
00:29:17,040 --> 00:29:20,800
Speaker 2: a really long time. But yeah, she's put that thing.

543
00:29:21,120 --> 00:29:26,160
Speaker 1: She like lubed up that pose, inserted it in very delicately.

544
00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:27,479
Speaker 1: Like it was so delicate.

545
00:29:27,520 --> 00:29:29,360
Speaker 2: I was like, oh if all my anal sex experiences

546
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:31,520
Speaker 2: have been this ways.

547
00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:34,240
Speaker 1: As gentle as you can. That's why guys are so

548
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:37,520
Speaker 1: anti because it goes up there butt. Yeah, it's like

549
00:29:40,560 --> 00:29:40,960
Speaker 1: your shit.

550
00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:45,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's so stupid. And at first it was fine,

551
00:29:45,320 --> 00:29:46,680
Speaker 2: like they filled. What they do is they fill you

552
00:29:46,800 --> 00:29:49,840
Speaker 2: up with water for like sixty seconds or as long

553
00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:51,760
Speaker 2: as you can really do it. They hope you can get.

554
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:54,040
Speaker 2: The goal is to get to sixty seconds and then

555
00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:56,040
Speaker 2: releasing it. And so they have to do that like

556
00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:57,800
Speaker 2: a bunch of times because it takes a while to

557
00:29:57,920 --> 00:30:01,720
Speaker 2: really break through all your intestines and get all the

558
00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:02,320
Speaker 2: way up there.

559
00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:05,240
Speaker 1: So like the first few flushes were like uncomfortable, but

560
00:30:05,400 --> 00:30:08,480
Speaker 1: like I was doing fine. The lack bitch like the

561
00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:10,640
Speaker 1: last two I was like, I don't think I could

562
00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:12,360
Speaker 1: do this. I was like, I feel nauseous, I'm going

563
00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:14,240
Speaker 1: to throw up. I feel not throw up. I just

564
00:30:14,280 --> 00:30:16,720
Speaker 1: felt ill. I felt like I needed I just felt like,

565
00:30:17,320 --> 00:30:18,600
Speaker 1: you know, when you take a laxi, if you're taking

566
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:20,360
Speaker 1: a laxive, it feels like someone's like kind of cutting

567
00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:25,720
Speaker 1: you inside and then yeah, the release. But I will

568
00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:29,440
Speaker 1: say I definitely think everybody needs to do it. There's

569
00:30:29,520 --> 00:30:33,000
Speaker 1: no way you can really cleanse yourself naturally.

570
00:30:32,880 --> 00:30:35,440
Speaker 2: That deeply, you know what I mean, and really clear

571
00:30:35,560 --> 00:30:38,720
Speaker 2: out like you know, your colon holds so much it's

572
00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:42,120
Speaker 2: like a breathing ground for just like things.

573
00:30:42,800 --> 00:30:45,040
Speaker 1: I thought I could do it at home with the

574
00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:48,440
Speaker 1: host to your tub or something. Oh and where just

575
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:50,880
Speaker 1: have the shit come out? Where in your tub? I

576
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,560
Speaker 1: don't know. I just thought I saw like a home

577
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:55,560
Speaker 1: kit before it's actual shit.

578
00:30:56,360 --> 00:30:57,320
Speaker 3: What do you think is coming out of me?

579
00:30:57,440 --> 00:30:59,880
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know what else would have.

580
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:03,480
Speaker 1: I don't know. It's bile okay, okay, okay, it's called liquids.

581
00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:07,719
Speaker 1: It's a lot of things. Yeah, anyway, enough I might

582
00:31:07,800 --> 00:31:10,120
Speaker 1: be probably like, Okay, we're gonna listen to next episode.

583
00:31:11,680 --> 00:31:14,560
Speaker 1: We spent six minutes on her klonic details. She was

584
00:31:14,600 --> 00:31:16,800
Speaker 1: going to post a video, but she got too intense

585
00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:19,400
Speaker 1: she stopped recording. I told her she should go ahead

586
00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:21,680
Speaker 1: and record. Just go ahead and show. Well, I have

587
00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:25,040
Speaker 1: another appointment next Tuesday. It's a process. Bring that, Bring

588
00:31:25,120 --> 00:31:29,200
Speaker 1: the tripod you want to have. This is me covering

589
00:31:29,240 --> 00:31:33,160
Speaker 1: one on one. Eric's on their Instagram Live Colonic Edition.

590
00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:38,160
Speaker 1: Tune in Tuesday for the live Kalon. Oh my God,

591
00:31:38,640 --> 00:31:48,040
Speaker 1: Colonic review. We're odd. We're odd people. If you like us,

592
00:31:48,120 --> 00:31:48,720
Speaker 1: you're odd too.

593
00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:54,680
Speaker 2: Anyway, today's episode, I was going to do a transition,

594
00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:56,760
Speaker 2: but there's no transition into what today's episode is.

595
00:31:56,960 --> 00:31:58,040
Speaker 1: We go back to the if we go to the

596
00:31:58,120 --> 00:32:01,480
Speaker 1: other whole, if we ever heard our attention, back to

597
00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:01,960
Speaker 1: the other hole.

598
00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:05,680
Speaker 2: Down there, you have the whole that creates life, a

599
00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:14,280
Speaker 2: much lighter, brighterhood that creates life. Yesterday was Thanks birth

600
00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:17,640
Speaker 2: Control Day. Had no idea, but I saw a few

601
00:32:17,640 --> 00:32:20,480
Speaker 2: posts on it, and I think birth control is the

602
00:32:20,520 --> 00:32:21,120
Speaker 2: day that deserves.

603
00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:22,680
Speaker 1: I think it deserves its own day.

604
00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:25,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, thank you, Like there's a lot of bullshit as holidays.

605
00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:27,480
Speaker 2: I think birth control definitely.

606
00:32:29,840 --> 00:32:31,720
Speaker 1: Day. So it was Thanks birth Control Day.

607
00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:34,040
Speaker 2: Yesterday, and it brought was brought to my attention and

608
00:32:35,360 --> 00:32:37,560
Speaker 2: I was I was thinking about birth control and my

609
00:32:37,680 --> 00:32:41,600
Speaker 2: journey with birth control, and like you know, and it

610
00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:44,160
Speaker 2: made me think, like, wow, everyone has a different story,

611
00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:46,880
Speaker 2: everyone has a different experience with birth control.

612
00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:50,440
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? And oh god, I also guys,

613
00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:52,120
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I say you know what I mean a

614
00:32:52,200 --> 00:32:54,960
Speaker 1: lot and I'm really realizing it now hit me every

615
00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:58,720
Speaker 1: time I say it. But anyway, it just made me

616
00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:04,240
Speaker 1: think about, you know, just how people what people, how.

617
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:07,280
Speaker 2: People choose what birth control they want to take, and

618
00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:11,240
Speaker 2: their views on it, you know, because I think I

619
00:33:11,360 --> 00:33:14,360
Speaker 2: started for me. For me, I started birth control when

620
00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:17,560
Speaker 2: I was fourteen and I had my first or maybe

621
00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:20,000
Speaker 2: it was was I fourteen or fifteen. I was maybe

622
00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:24,920
Speaker 2: fourteen or fifteen around that age, and my boyfriend at

623
00:33:24,960 --> 00:33:29,200
Speaker 2: the time, my first serious boyfriend, you know, he took

624
00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:32,000
Speaker 2: my well no he didn't take everybody, but we weren't

625
00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:34,120
Speaker 2: going to have sex more often than that, the guy

626
00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:36,360
Speaker 2: that took my virtuity, and I was like, we probably

627
00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:37,240
Speaker 2: should be on birth control.

628
00:33:37,280 --> 00:33:38,960
Speaker 1: He's actually the one that said it to me. Wow, Like,

629
00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:41,080
Speaker 1: this is not a conversation that my mom ever had

630
00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:41,320
Speaker 1: with me.

631
00:33:42,040 --> 00:33:44,920
Speaker 2: Your boyfriend's yeah, like I'm good for his parents, yeah,

632
00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:47,640
Speaker 2: because his mom was a midwife. Oh wow, yeah, And

633
00:33:47,720 --> 00:33:50,400
Speaker 2: so she was talked about then yeah, I talked about

634
00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:54,400
Speaker 2: it openly with me, and of course I felt so

635
00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:56,160
Speaker 2: uncomfortable because I was like, why are you talking about

636
00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:58,000
Speaker 2: this with me? Like my mom doesn't even talk about

637
00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:00,440
Speaker 2: this with me, And she was like, you she'd get

638
00:34:00,440 --> 00:34:02,360
Speaker 2: birth control or he said that, and then she was

639
00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:04,000
Speaker 2: like and she talked to me about it too.

640
00:34:04,080 --> 00:34:07,600
Speaker 1: He was planning parenthood, so cute. And my mom found

641
00:34:07,640 --> 00:34:08,880
Speaker 1: this out later. I was so pissed.

642
00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:11,920
Speaker 2: And at that mom, yeah, like felt like she overstepped,

643
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:15,560
Speaker 2: overstepped her would be like, thanks overstepped her boundaries as

644
00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:16,640
Speaker 2: a mom, like, it's not your role.

645
00:34:16,719 --> 00:34:19,120
Speaker 1: Did she call her? I don't know.

646
00:34:19,200 --> 00:34:21,160
Speaker 2: I think they did have a conversation because what the

647
00:34:21,239 --> 00:34:23,279
Speaker 2: deal breaker was, my oh not deal breaker. Well, my

648
00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:25,239
Speaker 2: mom did find out I was on birth control. It

649
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:26,480
Speaker 2: was because she was like, if you want to.

650
00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:29,720
Speaker 1: He was going on his family owned like a cabin

651
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:32,759
Speaker 1: in Montana and they wanted to invite me, and like

652
00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:35,759
Speaker 1: she was like, the only way you're going on a

653
00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:37,000
Speaker 1: trip with the boys if you tell me if you're

654
00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:39,160
Speaker 1: having sex. And you told me the truth, Yeah, you

655
00:34:39,160 --> 00:34:41,040
Speaker 1: couldn't go. No, she still let me go. You went

656
00:34:41,280 --> 00:34:44,880
Speaker 1: to Montana. We were supposed to sleep in separate times.

657
00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:45,520
Speaker 1: That didn't happen.

658
00:34:45,600 --> 00:34:47,439
Speaker 2: Oh, it was a camping trip. I thought they owned

659
00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:49,600
Speaker 2: a house. They did, but we were camping along the river.

660
00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:51,440
Speaker 2: Like we started it in one place and we like

661
00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:55,359
Speaker 2: camped and kayak down the river to her house.

662
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:56,000
Speaker 1: Were they white?

663
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:57,319
Speaker 3: Yes, Oh my god.

664
00:34:57,440 --> 00:35:00,840
Speaker 1: I was like, wait the mom about bird's control.

665
00:35:01,000 --> 00:35:03,959
Speaker 2: You guys camped and he was adopted. He was black

666
00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:07,320
Speaker 2: and he was a white family, Jewish woman and a

667
00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:08,239
Speaker 2: Japanese man.

668
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:13,759
Speaker 1: That's actually a great family story. Yeah. I always said

669
00:35:13,840 --> 00:35:17,200
Speaker 1: my husband and would like to go camping and go upstream.

670
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:19,480
Speaker 1: There was no husband. She was a single parent. Well

671
00:35:19,480 --> 00:35:22,080
Speaker 1: they were divorced. Oh okay, but they had adopted him together.

672
00:35:22,239 --> 00:35:24,160
Speaker 1: They adopted h Yeah, they were married when they adopted him.

673
00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:25,600
Speaker 1: Are you still friends with them? Yeah, he's like one

674
00:35:25,600 --> 00:35:26,960
Speaker 1: of my best friends. Really. Yeah.

675
00:35:27,120 --> 00:35:30,240
Speaker 2: It's like a really cool So he lives in New Mexico.

676
00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:32,520
Speaker 2: He's always he grew up in Echo Park, so he

677
00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:35,680
Speaker 2: was already like you know, it was Echo Park.

678
00:35:35,560 --> 00:35:37,360
Speaker 1: Before it was cool, right, But he just was like

679
00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,040
Speaker 1: a cool It was on the East side, Like he

680
00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:40,839
Speaker 1: was just a cool kid.

681
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:43,880
Speaker 3: But naturally, you know, like kind of looked homeless all

682
00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:44,239
Speaker 3: the time.

683
00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:48,600
Speaker 1: But like that's cool. Now it's a well informed kid. Yeah.

684
00:35:49,040 --> 00:35:52,120
Speaker 3: So he's married now lives in New Mexico and is

685
00:35:52,120 --> 00:35:52,520
Speaker 3: a teacher.

686
00:35:54,000 --> 00:35:59,920
Speaker 2: But hey, Miles, So anyway, yeah, so that's how I.

687
00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:02,680
Speaker 2: I went to a planned parenthood by myself. Like I

688
00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:05,879
Speaker 2: think I like took the bus there or something. Yeah,

689
00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:07,719
Speaker 2: or like maybe like did he drop or had a

690
00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:09,439
Speaker 2: friend drop me off or something, because at that point

691
00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:11,480
Speaker 2: I think I had friends that were like sixteen and driving,

692
00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:13,319
Speaker 2: and so they dropped me off.

693
00:36:13,560 --> 00:36:15,000
Speaker 1: I waited there forever and ever.

694
00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:16,879
Speaker 2: And got birth control, was hiding it from my mom

695
00:36:17,040 --> 00:36:20,800
Speaker 2: and yeah, that was my entry into birth control.

696
00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:25,640
Speaker 1: And then I stopped taking birth control, probably in high school.

697
00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:27,239
Speaker 2: Too, like I Toldly, took it while I had sex

698
00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:30,560
Speaker 2: with him, and then or maybe not, maybe I went

699
00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:33,000
Speaker 2: through college and then I started having really weird feelings

700
00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:39,719
Speaker 2: about birth control. I started feeling like, excuse me. I

701
00:36:39,800 --> 00:36:41,800
Speaker 2: started feeling like what am I taking? Then I have

702
00:36:41,880 --> 00:36:44,520
Speaker 2: to take everything every single day, like this can't be

703
00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:48,400
Speaker 2: good for my body. And I stopped taking it, and

704
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:50,319
Speaker 2: I didn't take it free. I didn't take it birth

705
00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:53,120
Speaker 2: control until after I had Iri. So most of my

706
00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:56,040
Speaker 2: life I haven't taken birth control my birth control method

707
00:36:56,120 --> 00:37:00,040
Speaker 2: was pulled out or condoms, and with baby.

708
00:37:00,360 --> 00:37:03,279
Speaker 1: We didn't we didn't, we did not use the.

709
00:37:03,280 --> 00:37:08,640
Speaker 2: Pullout method for years years, I never got pregnant. So

710
00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:11,080
Speaker 2: I thought, maybe I can't get pregnant because I'm like,

711
00:37:11,239 --> 00:37:12,400
Speaker 2: we are very unsafe.

712
00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:18,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, clearly it's not true. Don't don't be fooled because

713
00:37:18,080 --> 00:37:19,640
Speaker 1: I did the same thing for like over a year,

714
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:24,360
Speaker 1: fucking not using the pullout method, and I got pregnant.

715
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:28,800
Speaker 1: Like wait, oh wait, what's happening, dab bitch, you're not pregnant.

716
00:37:29,840 --> 00:37:32,840
Speaker 1: I think I started taking birth control like at fourteen,

717
00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:35,800
Speaker 1: and yeah, I was like my high school boyfriend. I

718
00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:37,920
Speaker 1: think I went by myself, took the bus or some

719
00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:43,240
Speaker 1: shit to planned parenthood hence the freedness of California planned parenthood.

720
00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:46,920
Speaker 1: And I remember like my dad found it on the bed,

721
00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:49,280
Speaker 1: I like left it out, and I was like fuck,

722
00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:51,160
Speaker 1: And they were like want to have a talk with me?

723
00:37:51,320 --> 00:37:52,719
Speaker 1: And I was like I don't want to have to

724
00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:55,440
Speaker 1: fucking talk. Had your parents talked to you about sex priorities?

725
00:37:55,719 --> 00:37:59,480
Speaker 1: They never have, They never did. My mom like uncomfortably,

726
00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:03,839
Speaker 1: is like you're you're that's your diamond, Like she said,

727
00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:06,600
Speaker 1: like weird shit like that, but there was no God.

728
00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:09,040
Speaker 1: I hate when parents do that. I just don't. And

729
00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:11,240
Speaker 1: at this point, yeah, this point, I was like fourteen fifteen,

730
00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:13,640
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm good, I get it, you know,

731
00:38:13,840 --> 00:38:15,200
Speaker 1: like I don't want to talk about it. Like when

732
00:38:15,239 --> 00:38:18,400
Speaker 1: you make shits so unheard of, and then you've decided

733
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:21,560
Speaker 1: and achieve basically adulthood to have a conversation, it's going

734
00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:24,359
Speaker 1: to be awkward. But at that point you've had sex,

735
00:38:24,400 --> 00:38:27,000
Speaker 1: said you know, yeah the gist, yeah, and your friends

736
00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:30,080
Speaker 1: are fucking or somebody's fucking. But I tried to lie

737
00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:32,200
Speaker 1: and say it was like to light for my skin

738
00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:34,800
Speaker 1: or something, and they're like, not trying to hear it.

739
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:37,200
Speaker 1: But I was like, why are you mad? I'm doing

740
00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:41,719
Speaker 1: the right thing. You're mad because you're fucking I don't. Yeah,

741
00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:43,759
Speaker 1: as a potein for I don't think that lasted very

742
00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:46,320
Speaker 1: long because I got pregnant when I was like fifteen,

743
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:49,160
Speaker 1: went back to playing parenthood.

744
00:38:49,760 --> 00:38:52,839
Speaker 3: It was traumatic my parents because you didn't taking birth control.

745
00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:54,560
Speaker 1: I guess I obviously was not taking it was I

746
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:57,120
Speaker 1: guess I forgot, which I've never been good at taking

747
00:38:57,160 --> 00:38:59,880
Speaker 1: birth control. I forget. And I think after that I

748
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:02,080
Speaker 1: got the depth of the boy that I was taking

749
00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:04,600
Speaker 1: it that you got pregnant. Did his family know? No,

750
00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:08,600
Speaker 1: he wasn't really looking at this family. Yeah, I hate

751
00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:10,680
Speaker 1: a weird living situation. That's the one I said. I

752
00:39:10,760 --> 00:39:14,880
Speaker 1: ran into almost yeah. Yeah, so this is like my

753
00:39:14,920 --> 00:39:18,080
Speaker 1: first boyfriend. And I ran into him. And I had

754
00:39:18,160 --> 00:39:20,040
Speaker 1: heard that he was like on crystal math, but I

755
00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:23,040
Speaker 1: saw him and I was like, and I shook me

756
00:39:23,239 --> 00:39:25,880
Speaker 1: to the core because we were so close. I had

757
00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:28,239
Speaker 1: my name tattooed on him, and I gave him some money,

758
00:39:28,320 --> 00:39:31,520
Speaker 1: but I just couldn't believe it anyway, that boy I

759
00:39:31,600 --> 00:39:32,719
Speaker 1: got pregnant by later.

760
00:39:33,080 --> 00:39:36,320
Speaker 3: But I'm huh, did your president?

761
00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:41,520
Speaker 1: I think I've always been weird about birth control. I'm

762
00:39:41,560 --> 00:39:43,360
Speaker 1: not going to remember yet. I took depot after that

763
00:39:43,600 --> 00:39:47,200
Speaker 1: Depot made me. The depot made me spot every day,

764
00:39:47,280 --> 00:39:53,839
Speaker 1: which was fucking miserable. But depot depo's a shot. Oh,

765
00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:58,560
Speaker 1: But I am in general, I don't think birth control

766
00:39:58,640 --> 00:40:01,960
Speaker 1: is healthy or natural, and an it's not natural, but

767
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:04,000
Speaker 1: I don't think it's healthy. And I think, like you said, anything,

768
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:06,640
Speaker 1: that's like fucking with But I am on birth contilery. No,

769
00:40:06,719 --> 00:40:07,120
Speaker 1: it's amar.

770
00:40:07,560 --> 00:40:09,719
Speaker 2: I mean the reason I got birth control was a

771
00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:11,399
Speaker 2: after I had Iri, I was like, I'm never having

772
00:40:11,400 --> 00:40:13,640
Speaker 2: another kid again. Not that I don't love my child,

773
00:40:13,719 --> 00:40:16,520
Speaker 2: but like, you know, that first shock of having a

774
00:40:16,640 --> 00:40:19,359
Speaker 2: kid is like it's a lot, you know what I mean,

775
00:40:19,480 --> 00:40:21,480
Speaker 2: Like when you've been living as a selfish twenty something

776
00:40:21,560 --> 00:40:23,160
Speaker 2: year old your whole life and then you have a kid,

777
00:40:23,239 --> 00:40:24,600
Speaker 2: You're just like, what just.

778
00:40:24,640 --> 00:40:29,399
Speaker 1: Reminded me how much berson feel is so fucking necessary? See, yeah,

779
00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:32,360
Speaker 1: and how the idea is cute, but like when you

780
00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:36,440
Speaker 1: do it, it's not like, oh my god, oh like

781
00:40:36,560 --> 00:40:39,920
Speaker 1: it's catastrophic, especially the first time because you have you

782
00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:42,240
Speaker 1: don't have anything to base it off of, there's nothing

783
00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:44,920
Speaker 1: to compare it to. But anyway, but like huge. So

784
00:40:45,040 --> 00:40:47,040
Speaker 1: then after like that, you know, the first day put

785
00:40:47,080 --> 00:40:47,840
Speaker 1: me on some sort.

786
00:40:47,719 --> 00:40:50,680
Speaker 2: Of low I think it was super low hormone birth

787
00:40:50,719 --> 00:40:53,399
Speaker 2: control because I'm still breastfeeding, or it was like right

788
00:40:53,440 --> 00:41:00,120
Speaker 2: after I was leaving stopping breastfeeding, and uh then my

789
00:41:00,800 --> 00:41:03,120
Speaker 2: skin was breaking out so bad throughout my pregnancy, my

790
00:41:03,160 --> 00:41:06,040
Speaker 2: skin I was really bad, and after I had her,

791
00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:09,520
Speaker 2: it still wasn't clearing up. And I've struggled with acting

792
00:41:09,600 --> 00:41:11,439
Speaker 2: my whole life, like this is the clearest my skin

793
00:41:11,480 --> 00:41:12,040
Speaker 2: has ever been in.

794
00:41:12,120 --> 00:41:14,080
Speaker 1: My life, in my in my late in my thirties.

795
00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:18,520
Speaker 2: Really and so my doctor was like, will you try

796
00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:20,480
Speaker 2: this birth control? And I was like, I'm really like,

797
00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:24,239
Speaker 2: I don't want another kid. I want to be I

798
00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:26,040
Speaker 2: want to feel cute, because a bitch was going through

799
00:41:26,040 --> 00:41:28,279
Speaker 2: postpartum not feeling cute at all. Like the least I

800
00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:30,680
Speaker 2: can do is have nice skin, right, I'm like seventy

801
00:41:30,719 --> 00:41:38,160
Speaker 2: pounds overweigh. So she prescribed me a birth control and

802
00:41:38,680 --> 00:41:41,719
Speaker 2: it's my skin cleared up immediately, Like I didn't believe it.

803
00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:43,080
Speaker 2: Like I didn't believe that because when I was on

804
00:41:43,120 --> 00:41:44,919
Speaker 2: birth control as a teenager, it didn't help my skin.

805
00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:47,000
Speaker 1: So I was like, that's a myth. Yeah, it don't

806
00:41:47,040 --> 00:41:50,319
Speaker 1: fucking actually happen. It just doesn't counteract teenage teenage cheat

807
00:41:50,360 --> 00:41:53,400
Speaker 1: hormones so much, you can do it and so.

808
00:41:55,080 --> 00:41:57,880
Speaker 2: And then, like you know, it just became a habit

809
00:41:58,000 --> 00:41:59,880
Speaker 2: to take it because I A I didn't want to

810
00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:00,759
Speaker 2: I didn't want other kids.

811
00:42:00,800 --> 00:42:03,040
Speaker 1: I wanted to be able to plan my child. My

812
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:06,719
Speaker 1: want to do family planning, like you know, have a

813
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,000
Speaker 1: better idea when I want to have a child at

814
00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:11,200
Speaker 1: least That's what was my plan was when I was

815
00:42:11,239 --> 00:42:14,560
Speaker 1: still with her father. Obviously, I still want to be

816
00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:16,359
Speaker 1: able to plan that too, which is why I'm still

817
00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:19,600
Speaker 1: on it. And also.

818
00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:22,480
Speaker 3: I just was scared if I stopped taking it, my

819
00:42:22,520 --> 00:42:23,640
Speaker 3: skin would get break out again.

820
00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:25,879
Speaker 2: But then I have stopped taking it, like I've fucked

821
00:42:25,960 --> 00:42:28,040
Speaker 2: up my birth control many times break out, so I'll

822
00:42:28,080 --> 00:42:30,080
Speaker 2: take like a month off and nothing happens.

823
00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:31,719
Speaker 1: But I don't know, maybe a month isn't. My skin

824
00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:35,160
Speaker 1: since I've been taking this birth control has been kind

825
00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:37,439
Speaker 1: of tripping out, Like I think I forgot a couple

826
00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:39,400
Speaker 1: of days and it started chepping out. But now I'm remembering,

827
00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:40,879
Speaker 1: but not build pimple coming. I haven't.

828
00:42:40,920 --> 00:42:42,719
Speaker 2: Just have to be consistent because if you don't, then

829
00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:45,719
Speaker 2: you're you're taking too many hormones at once. So yeah,

830
00:42:46,080 --> 00:42:48,160
Speaker 2: skin is like acting crazy because that's happened to me too,

831
00:42:48,280 --> 00:42:50,800
Speaker 2: like when I've overdone it and I feel actually, do

832
00:42:50,840 --> 00:42:51,720
Speaker 2: you ever to feel nauseous?

833
00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:54,040
Speaker 1: Yeah? Because too many it's tricking your body into thinking

834
00:42:54,120 --> 00:42:58,959
Speaker 1: it's pregnant. Yeah, that's what it does. But I do feel,

835
00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:01,120
Speaker 1: like Erica Bardes, my tension that like my butt is

836
00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:04,320
Speaker 1: getting a little bigger and it's probably because of the

837
00:43:04,360 --> 00:43:07,879
Speaker 1: birth control, and that's alone enough reason to keep taking

838
00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:12,000
Speaker 1: it consistently. It is no one sent me a picture.

839
00:43:12,200 --> 00:43:13,440
Speaker 3: She was like, I was on the phone with her.

840
00:43:13,480 --> 00:43:16,359
Speaker 2: She's like, bitch, my ass it is like looking really good,

841
00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:19,200
Speaker 2: and I'm listen to this photo. And she sent me

842
00:43:19,239 --> 00:43:21,880
Speaker 2: a photo of her on the phone with me, naked,

843
00:43:22,239 --> 00:43:23,200
Speaker 2: taking a picture of herself.

844
00:43:25,680 --> 00:43:28,000
Speaker 1: And I was like, you were you know what, you

845
00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:30,960
Speaker 1: were fucking right? So that birth control? Yeah, it's true.

846
00:43:31,120 --> 00:43:33,759
Speaker 1: I mean I don't know. I don't know if birth

847
00:43:33,800 --> 00:43:37,240
Speaker 1: control has made me gain weight or birth control historically

848
00:43:37,320 --> 00:43:39,600
Speaker 1: has not, which I wasn't fucking with it, like if

849
00:43:39,640 --> 00:43:42,040
Speaker 1: you can't make me gain weight, fuck you. Oh but

850
00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:44,600
Speaker 1: I also took when I when I the six weeks,

851
00:43:44,600 --> 00:43:47,799
Speaker 1: and when I got done with being pregnant, they gave

852
00:43:47,840 --> 00:43:51,160
Speaker 1: me the next a plan, which is an implant birth

853
00:43:51,200 --> 00:43:53,480
Speaker 1: control that goes into your arm. It's like a small

854
00:43:53,640 --> 00:43:55,680
Speaker 1: like plastic rod. I guess, and it just I guess

855
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:59,640
Speaker 1: daily releases the hormone. And at that point I was

856
00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:02,400
Speaker 1: all so traumatized by having a kid, and I was like,

857
00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:05,200
Speaker 1: whatever is going to be fucking permanent as fuck? Please

858
00:44:05,280 --> 00:44:08,200
Speaker 1: in search anywhere. But I did. I remember not wanting

859
00:44:08,239 --> 00:44:11,960
Speaker 1: to get the vaginal insertion because I had previously fucked

860
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:14,200
Speaker 1: a girl with my fingers and I felt it and

861
00:44:14,239 --> 00:44:16,120
Speaker 1: I thought that was very strange. And these fingers are

862
00:44:16,160 --> 00:44:19,160
Speaker 1: not that long, and I was like, yeah, I don't

863
00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:21,000
Speaker 1: want to be able to feel. And guys say that

864
00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:23,719
Speaker 1: they could feel it, so the arm seemed safe. But

865
00:44:23,920 --> 00:44:27,200
Speaker 1: like two years into that, I was like, this is weird.

866
00:44:27,320 --> 00:44:29,120
Speaker 1: How much long term research I have they done? This

867
00:44:29,239 --> 00:44:30,920
Speaker 1: is what if it's near my boob? But if I

868
00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:34,680
Speaker 1: get cancer and I'm an alien where they're tracking me.

869
00:44:35,360 --> 00:44:38,160
Speaker 1: So I got it taken out at Plan Parenthood. But

870
00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:41,200
Speaker 1: what they don't tell you is they they surgically put

871
00:44:41,239 --> 00:44:43,040
Speaker 1: it in there. They cut it small incision, put it

872
00:44:43,080 --> 00:44:46,480
Speaker 1: in there, like put a couple of stitches. But taking

873
00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:49,000
Speaker 1: it out they like numb it around with a needle.

874
00:44:49,080 --> 00:44:53,080
Speaker 1: But they're literally pulling it past the scar tissue. So

875
00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:55,600
Speaker 1: I can feel them like I can't feel it, but

876
00:44:55,760 --> 00:44:57,920
Speaker 1: like pulling my arm, I can feel it jerking. I'm like,

877
00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:00,840
Speaker 1: how deep is it in there? And if if I

878
00:45:01,120 --> 00:45:02,360
Speaker 1: left an extra year give a.

879
00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 2: Scar, that's yeah, Oh damn. It was like this said,

880
00:45:08,120 --> 00:45:12,879
Speaker 2: oh wow, so it's like that one. Oh wow, damn,

881
00:45:13,000 --> 00:45:15,680
Speaker 2: that's intense. Actually, I don't think I would have I

882
00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:16,520
Speaker 2: don't think I could do that.

883
00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:19,399
Speaker 1: I mean, it really wasn't that bad, but I didn't

884
00:45:19,440 --> 00:45:21,920
Speaker 1: have to remember. But it's literally implanted in your arm.

885
00:45:23,800 --> 00:45:25,279
Speaker 1: I now that I'm thinking about it, what am I

886
00:45:25,320 --> 00:45:25,759
Speaker 1: talking about?

887
00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:28,160
Speaker 2: I did have for control off and on, like I

888
00:45:28,360 --> 00:45:31,319
Speaker 2: stopped after high school, and then maybe like five years later,

889
00:45:31,360 --> 00:45:33,279
Speaker 2: I got the new Vrain because that was like, I

890
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:34,480
Speaker 2: was all commercial for it.

891
00:45:34,680 --> 00:45:36,719
Speaker 1: It seemed easy. I could just do it for a

892
00:45:36,760 --> 00:45:38,279
Speaker 1: month and not forget about and forget about it. I

893
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:39,000
Speaker 1: was dating the sky.

894
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:42,520
Speaker 2: We were not being safe and not definitely not endorsing

895
00:45:42,680 --> 00:45:44,359
Speaker 2: and not having sense about condoms.

896
00:45:44,040 --> 00:45:46,960
Speaker 1: But we are admitting. But come on, nobody likes condoms,

897
00:45:47,239 --> 00:45:47,480
Speaker 1: like you.

898
00:45:47,600 --> 00:45:50,080
Speaker 2: Know, people listening like, I'm sure there are there are

899
00:45:50,120 --> 00:45:52,600
Speaker 2: people that are very good with condoms, like they don't

900
00:45:53,320 --> 00:45:55,680
Speaker 2: deter from the condom, and you know what, I wish

901
00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:57,880
Speaker 2: I was more like that, But I have been reckless

902
00:45:57,880 --> 00:45:58,319
Speaker 2: in my life.

903
00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:01,080
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. And I was dating this guy

904
00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:02,880
Speaker 1: and we were together for like a year, and I

905
00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:04,520
Speaker 1: was like, you know, let me just get the new

906
00:46:04,560 --> 00:46:06,520
Speaker 1: Mering so we can just do this. I'm gonna have

907
00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:09,399
Speaker 1: to worry. And I got the new ring, which first

908
00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:10,920
Speaker 1: of all, was so hard to put in. You to

909
00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:12,680
Speaker 1: put in yourself. Yeah, you're putting yourself at that point.

910
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:14,160
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't even know if it's still

911
00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:16,440
Speaker 1: around or what. That's the other thing they come in

912
00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:19,000
Speaker 1: and out with this ship. It's the FDA even checking it. Yeah.

913
00:46:19,080 --> 00:46:21,200
Speaker 1: And then we had sex and he could feel it

914
00:46:21,600 --> 00:46:24,879
Speaker 1: and I could feel it. It was uncomfortable. Was it hurt?

915
00:46:25,239 --> 00:46:26,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, he could. He said it kept hitting it like

916
00:46:26,960 --> 00:46:28,840
Speaker 2: the tip of his dick. And then I kept like

917
00:46:28,920 --> 00:46:30,239
Speaker 2: poking me when he was doing it.

918
00:46:30,480 --> 00:46:32,840
Speaker 1: No, I couldn't. I couldn't do it. When I was

919
00:46:32,880 --> 00:46:36,040
Speaker 1: in high school, I went with my baby Saddie, because

920
00:46:36,160 --> 00:46:39,319
Speaker 1: we've been, like, we been dating for four thousand years.

921
00:46:40,239 --> 00:46:42,080
Speaker 1: I went with his family and my uncle picked us

922
00:46:42,120 --> 00:46:44,040
Speaker 1: up from a wedding. He called me, like, y'all want

923
00:46:44,080 --> 00:46:45,640
Speaker 1: to go to a Nelly concert? And that was when

924
00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:48,000
Speaker 1: Nelly was in. I was like, yeah, yeah, my COT's

925
00:46:48,040 --> 00:46:50,040
Speaker 1: leave this. Let's leave this wedding. Let's leave your family's

926
00:46:50,080 --> 00:46:52,759
Speaker 1: wedding and go to the Nelly concert. So we left

927
00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:54,000
Speaker 1: and we got in the car and I went to

928
00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:56,719
Speaker 1: here my uncle looking in the rear room mirror, not

929
00:46:56,800 --> 00:46:58,279
Speaker 1: a rongle, but like, you know, my dad's friend. And

930
00:46:58,320 --> 00:47:01,000
Speaker 1: he's like, that's want to tell y'all something. Whatever you do,

931
00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:05,600
Speaker 1: whatever y'all do, never ever, ever, ever have sex without

932
00:47:05,600 --> 00:47:08,439
Speaker 1: a condom, because once you do it, you can't go back.

933
00:47:09,800 --> 00:47:12,960
Speaker 1: I was mortified. First of all, it had been been

934
00:47:13,040 --> 00:47:16,600
Speaker 1: been been fucking without a condom pull out method sixteen strong,

935
00:47:16,920 --> 00:47:22,320
Speaker 1: and I was like, is he drunk? But oh my god, Like,

936
00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:23,920
Speaker 1: first of all, that's not how you tell your kid

937
00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:26,360
Speaker 1: because then they'll do it without a condom, because it's true.

938
00:47:26,520 --> 00:47:30,000
Speaker 1: But secondly, boy, was he right, because if you fucked

939
00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:32,120
Speaker 1: for all, you don't ever really want to fucking non

940
00:47:32,239 --> 00:47:38,000
Speaker 1: rows like, but again, having a baby is way worse

941
00:47:38,440 --> 00:47:42,520
Speaker 1: than just strapping up, dude, just put strapping up. Guys

942
00:47:42,560 --> 00:47:45,960
Speaker 1: are so dirty, Guys are so like, guys will easily

943
00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:48,400
Speaker 1: put their digging me without a condom. And I'm like,

944
00:47:48,600 --> 00:47:51,960
Speaker 1: I know you fucked planning your bages without condoms. I've

945
00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:54,120
Speaker 1: had That's all it took. All I had to say

946
00:47:54,239 --> 00:47:55,799
Speaker 1: was take it off. No, I didn't have to say

947
00:47:55,840 --> 00:47:59,120
Speaker 1: that you were trying or yeah, pussy real quick, and

948
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:01,800
Speaker 1: it like you weren't even planning on it. Yeah, you

949
00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:03,600
Speaker 1: don't even have one. You didn't try, you didn't even

950
00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:05,440
Speaker 1: say anything. You know what? I also think, do you

951
00:48:05,480 --> 00:48:06,800
Speaker 1: think do you think this is okay? How do you

952
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:09,480
Speaker 1: feel about this? You know how sometimes for men they

953
00:48:09,560 --> 00:48:11,960
Speaker 1: feel like if the girl has a condom, then she's

954
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:14,879
Speaker 1: like fast or whatever, Like, you know, do you ever

955
00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:17,080
Speaker 1: provide the condom? Do you have a condom in your purse?

956
00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:19,920
Speaker 1: And is there a stigma behind that? And have you

957
00:48:19,960 --> 00:48:21,600
Speaker 1: ever been with a guy who you haven't fucked yet

958
00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:23,400
Speaker 1: and he like pulls over before you takes them at

959
00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:25,160
Speaker 1: the gas station and you're like, is this never getting

960
00:48:25,200 --> 00:48:27,600
Speaker 1: condoms because he expects pussy? Or is it like good,

961
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:32,280
Speaker 1: he's getting condoms? Okay? First of all, I have probably

962
00:48:32,360 --> 00:48:34,280
Speaker 1: provided like two condoms in my life.

963
00:48:34,480 --> 00:48:37,120
Speaker 2: Right, I don't know I've provid it like thinking about it, Yeah,

964
00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:40,040
Speaker 2: that's actually there needs to be more push for women

965
00:48:40,080 --> 00:48:42,720
Speaker 2: to We can't always expect the man.

966
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:45,279
Speaker 1: To come ready. Why do we expect that because we're

967
00:48:45,280 --> 00:48:48,600
Speaker 1: already like giving them the pleasure of entering us. You

968
00:48:48,640 --> 00:48:50,960
Speaker 1: put that responsibility on them, they won't be a condom,

969
00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:53,960
Speaker 1: which is what happens eight times out of ten a

970
00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:57,759
Speaker 1: lot of times. Yeah, that's true, that's true. Uh, it

971
00:48:57,840 --> 00:49:00,200
Speaker 1: actually turns me off if a guy's Willie Nilli just

972
00:49:00,280 --> 00:49:01,560
Speaker 1: wants to put a stick in me too.

973
00:49:01,680 --> 00:49:04,160
Speaker 2: Actually, I'm like, oh, you're dirty. No, if we're not

974
00:49:04,280 --> 00:49:07,920
Speaker 2: having sex with a condom, it's normally sometimes I've initiated it.

975
00:49:08,920 --> 00:49:10,880
Speaker 2: Sometimes I'm thinking it, but I want to initiate it,

976
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:13,320
Speaker 2: so I want to seem terrible. But I'm like, but

977
00:49:13,560 --> 00:49:16,759
Speaker 2: we come to like understand, like we've gotten this far,

978
00:49:17,200 --> 00:49:18,879
Speaker 2: We're like, how far much?

979
00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:20,960
Speaker 1: How much more? You're gonna rub that on there? Right?

980
00:49:21,000 --> 00:49:22,719
Speaker 1: Because I think if you got something, I got it

981
00:49:22,760 --> 00:49:27,200
Speaker 1: and you're not knocking it or like, you know, I

982
00:49:27,280 --> 00:49:29,720
Speaker 1: think I think the guy. Usually the guys, they usually

983
00:49:29,760 --> 00:49:32,320
Speaker 1: take the female's cue, like okay, I'm gonna rub it

984
00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:35,239
Speaker 1: on here and see if she says anything, if you

985
00:49:35,480 --> 00:49:38,160
Speaker 1: and then you know, I think, then we say where's

986
00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:44,320
Speaker 1: the condom? Or we're like he swallowed it? Oh No.

987
00:49:46,640 --> 00:49:48,600
Speaker 1: The other part about condoms that I hate. It's not

988
00:49:48,680 --> 00:49:50,520
Speaker 1: someone that doesn't feel as good, well it is, but

989
00:49:50,640 --> 00:49:54,040
Speaker 1: it's also I hate the fucking smell of that spermicide.

990
00:49:54,440 --> 00:49:55,920
Speaker 1: I don't want it on my hands. I don't. I

991
00:49:56,080 --> 00:49:57,879
Speaker 1: just hate it never comes out of here for China,

992
00:49:57,960 --> 00:50:02,440
Speaker 1: I feel definitely like interfere is with like I like,

993
00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:02,840
Speaker 1: I'm the.

994
00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:05,080
Speaker 2: Type of person that, like, you know, we're having sex,

995
00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:06,520
Speaker 2: I might want to like suckuld take in the middle

996
00:50:06,560 --> 00:50:07,840
Speaker 2: of it, and you know, and then I got to

997
00:50:07,880 --> 00:50:10,279
Speaker 2: take a come off and then I got it, which

998
00:50:10,760 --> 00:50:12,320
Speaker 2: if that were for wearing a condom, we're probably not

999
00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:13,040
Speaker 2: doing that anyway.

1000
00:50:13,080 --> 00:50:16,080
Speaker 1: We're probably just going to have sex. I havena zero

1001
00:50:16,239 --> 00:50:18,520
Speaker 1: dick sucking. But have you ever given that give aad

1002
00:50:18,560 --> 00:50:21,359
Speaker 1: with the condom. No, I'm saying I have to take

1003
00:50:21,400 --> 00:50:24,359
Speaker 1: it off, do it, and then it tastes disgusting. Well,

1004
00:50:24,480 --> 00:50:27,960
Speaker 1: you know you don't do it once on, it's not happening.

1005
00:50:28,719 --> 00:50:30,799
Speaker 1: I've taken it off to do that before. I hate

1006
00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:33,239
Speaker 1: that tastes. And the only reason why I did it

1007
00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:36,200
Speaker 1: was you were hoping and no, I was hoping that

1008
00:50:37,160 --> 00:50:38,759
Speaker 1: it was cus Dick wouldn't stay hard, which is a

1009
00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:43,120
Speaker 1: whole other episode. I just speaked a little bit of

1010
00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:49,879
Speaker 1: my mouth. I hate AMFT dick. IT'SMFT hard soft hard.

1011
00:50:50,080 --> 00:50:53,320
Speaker 1: You were coming up with a lot of vocabulary words.

1012
00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:59,440
Speaker 2: My English is terrible. Then I also had the IUD.

1013
00:51:00,200 --> 00:51:02,879
Speaker 2: I got that when I was living in New York.

1014
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:09,480
Speaker 1: And yeah, I've heard a lot that it's painful and

1015
00:51:09,480 --> 00:51:09,920
Speaker 1: it is put in.

1016
00:51:10,320 --> 00:51:13,400
Speaker 2: It was uncomfortable. It wasn't really painful, but it was

1017
00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:14,320
Speaker 2: definitely uncomfortable.

1018
00:51:14,880 --> 00:51:19,920
Speaker 1: And I think my dog just farted. It was uncomfortable.

1019
00:51:20,560 --> 00:51:23,160
Speaker 2: And whenever I was supposed to get my period, it

1020
00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:26,920
Speaker 2: would do this pinching thing like it would pinch and

1021
00:51:26,960 --> 00:51:27,799
Speaker 2: because you don't get a.

1022
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:31,279
Speaker 3: Period, and then and then oh you could feel when

1023
00:51:31,280 --> 00:51:32,040
Speaker 3: it was supposed to come.

1024
00:51:33,160 --> 00:51:37,319
Speaker 1: And then when when I did have sex, they could

1025
00:51:37,320 --> 00:51:38,800
Speaker 1: feel it again.

1026
00:51:40,040 --> 00:51:41,279
Speaker 4: What is that good?

1027
00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:44,120
Speaker 1: Art? I could feel it again.

1028
00:51:44,200 --> 00:51:46,800
Speaker 2: So those all those kinds of birth control, like the

1029
00:51:46,880 --> 00:51:50,799
Speaker 2: inserting kind, I haven't had good experiences with. I mean,

1030
00:51:50,880 --> 00:51:53,080
Speaker 2: I know some people swear by the AYU do they

1031
00:51:53,160 --> 00:51:55,000
Speaker 2: love the ay you do? Maybe it's gotten better, like

1032
00:51:55,040 --> 00:51:57,760
Speaker 2: this was obviously not like everybody's service is shaped differently

1033
00:51:57,800 --> 00:51:59,600
Speaker 2: and some services are for the I D and some

1034
00:51:59,680 --> 00:52:02,320
Speaker 2: service or nothing, yeah mine, I mean, I don't know,

1035
00:52:02,480 --> 00:52:06,120
Speaker 2: I don't mind shaped like. But this was also like

1036
00:52:06,200 --> 00:52:09,200
Speaker 2: six years ago, so maybe they've updated Aud's and they're smaller.

1037
00:52:09,360 --> 00:52:12,200
Speaker 1: Well that's my other problem with bird's control. I don't

1038
00:52:12,200 --> 00:52:14,200
Speaker 1: think a lot of have been around long enough. If

1039
00:52:14,440 --> 00:52:18,160
Speaker 1: I know enough about the medical history, the Western medical history,

1040
00:52:18,239 --> 00:52:22,440
Speaker 1: that shake gets recalled too often, and if you got

1041
00:52:22,480 --> 00:52:25,719
Speaker 1: like twenty years of long term testing, anything can happen.

1042
00:52:25,880 --> 00:52:27,160
Speaker 1: Like they don't test things thoroughly.

1043
00:52:29,160 --> 00:52:31,799
Speaker 2: I mean when we me and Jamila were researching us

1044
00:52:31,800 --> 00:52:34,120
Speaker 2: a little bit and we went on Planned Parents a website.

1045
00:52:34,320 --> 00:52:37,359
Speaker 1: There are eighteen forms of birth control, but the only

1046
00:52:37,440 --> 00:52:43,840
Speaker 1: one that is one hundred percent bulletproof is an outer course,

1047
00:52:45,440 --> 00:52:50,400
Speaker 1: which as we know is dry hunting clothed, or abstaining

1048
00:52:50,440 --> 00:52:53,440
Speaker 1: from sex, or abstaining from sex, the Christian method. But

1049
00:52:53,560 --> 00:52:55,480
Speaker 1: I was actually shocked to find out that some of

1050
00:52:55,600 --> 00:52:58,239
Speaker 1: these birth control methods that I thought were more not

1051
00:52:58,400 --> 00:53:02,560
Speaker 1: guarantees because there's no guarante tease, but higher percentage guarantees

1052
00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:04,840
Speaker 1: that you would not get pregnant, were actually lower. For example,

1053
00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:09,560
Speaker 1: birth control oral contraceptive is ninety one percent. Bitch, that

1054
00:53:09,680 --> 00:53:12,200
Speaker 1: makes me got nine percent chance. That's a lot that

1055
00:53:12,239 --> 00:53:15,560
Speaker 1: would be me. I've actually, oh my god, maybe it's.

1056
00:53:17,239 --> 00:53:19,600
Speaker 3: Gir you arenady started I just told I'm just telling

1057
00:53:19,800 --> 00:53:20,520
Speaker 3: my business, okay.

1058
00:53:20,920 --> 00:53:26,719
Speaker 1: Anyway, Yeah, nine for regular oral birth control oh also,

1059
00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:29,200
Speaker 1: and also the top one is if you're breastfeeding, ninety

1060
00:53:29,200 --> 00:53:31,800
Speaker 1: eight percent ninety eight percent chance of not getting pregnant,

1061
00:53:31,840 --> 00:53:33,879
Speaker 1: which kind of makes me annoyed that my doctor gave

1062
00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:36,560
Speaker 1: me that insert that thing in my arm so soon.

1063
00:53:36,680 --> 00:53:38,839
Speaker 1: Because I breast been for fucking two and a half years.

1064
00:53:39,120 --> 00:53:41,719
Speaker 1: I could have been fine. Yeah, you would have been

1065
00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:44,000
Speaker 1: really fine. So it's like, did you have your period?

1066
00:53:44,120 --> 00:53:45,399
Speaker 1: You didn't have your period for two and half years.

1067
00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:50,680
Speaker 1: Then I don't remember, not really obviously if I don't remember,

1068
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:52,440
Speaker 1: because I think that's really what it is. You're not

1069
00:53:52,880 --> 00:53:54,960
Speaker 1: you're not having your period. Yeah, but I don't think

1070
00:53:54,960 --> 00:53:56,920
Speaker 1: I really. I think I eventually started getting it, but

1071
00:53:57,280 --> 00:53:59,480
Speaker 1: not initially, but probably because I was all that fucking

1072
00:53:59,520 --> 00:54:04,960
Speaker 1: berth Injome. Then there was the flow fraternity or what

1073
00:54:05,120 --> 00:54:08,880
Speaker 1: is it ding fraternity, fertility awareness fertility awareness which is

1074
00:54:08,920 --> 00:54:11,400
Speaker 1: basically just the lifestyle choice you using the flow apps

1075
00:54:11,480 --> 00:54:14,600
Speaker 1: or to the calendar to calendar to determine when you're

1076
00:54:15,360 --> 00:54:18,000
Speaker 1: populating and you know not. I think that's going to

1077
00:54:18,040 --> 00:54:20,560
Speaker 1: be my next method of birth control, if I would

1078
00:54:20,600 --> 00:54:22,200
Speaker 1: just fucking remember to put it in the app when

1079
00:54:22,200 --> 00:54:25,480
Speaker 1: I start my period, because between the skin if the

1080
00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:27,160
Speaker 1: spot is a plump up and I don't gain a

1081
00:54:27,200 --> 00:54:27,880
Speaker 1: couple of pounds.

1082
00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:31,280
Speaker 2: So if you did use that form of birth control

1083
00:54:31,560 --> 00:54:34,920
Speaker 2: and you were with young Bay and it was a

1084
00:54:34,960 --> 00:54:37,840
Speaker 2: week that you were ovulating, would you then use a condom?

1085
00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:39,400
Speaker 1: Like what would you do? Yeah? Or the pull up

1086
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:42,000
Speaker 1: method because I think that's ninety nine point nine percent.

1087
00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:46,200
Speaker 1: The pull up methods is seventy four percent bitch based

1088
00:54:46,239 --> 00:54:50,480
Speaker 1: on mind science of my life, it's ninety nine point

1089
00:54:50,560 --> 00:54:55,239
Speaker 1: nine percent bullet proof because I literally had pull out

1090
00:54:55,280 --> 00:55:04,160
Speaker 1: method sex a lot and it worked. Okay, okay. And

1091
00:55:04,280 --> 00:55:07,719
Speaker 1: then the dental dam for a lesbian listeners, Well, what

1092
00:55:07,800 --> 00:55:09,399
Speaker 1: does that have to do with pregnancy. It's not even

1093
00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:10,759
Speaker 1: the same. I don't know, but I thought I should

1094
00:55:10,760 --> 00:55:13,279
Speaker 1: put it in there for lesbian listeners. This is for

1095
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:18,120
Speaker 1: prevention of STDs. There's dental dam for oral contraceptive. It's

1096
00:55:18,160 --> 00:55:20,880
Speaker 1: basically a saran wrap placed over the mouth or vagina

1097
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:22,680
Speaker 1: and you just go in without. I wonder if you

1098
00:55:22,800 --> 00:55:25,000
Speaker 1: use lube for that then, because you're not gonna feel

1099
00:55:25,040 --> 00:55:27,080
Speaker 1: like this wetness and I guess your pussies already. What

1100
00:55:28,040 --> 00:55:32,200
Speaker 1: it just like slides around behind the behind the sheet. Yeah,

1101
00:55:32,719 --> 00:55:34,360
Speaker 1: that is so not feeling.

1102
00:55:35,719 --> 00:55:38,040
Speaker 2: Then there is the shot, which you have to get

1103
00:55:38,080 --> 00:55:40,520
Speaker 2: every three months step and my friend did the shot

1104
00:55:40,600 --> 00:55:42,160
Speaker 2: and she gained so much fate.

1105
00:55:42,239 --> 00:55:44,120
Speaker 1: I always I think my skin got blotchy and I

1106
00:55:45,600 --> 00:55:47,879
Speaker 1: bled a lot, but that was literally like my friend

1107
00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:51,920
Speaker 1: literally blew up, got fat. Yes, yes, it didn't work

1108
00:55:51,960 --> 00:55:56,120
Speaker 1: for me. This was like probably, yeah, we're like twenty

1109
00:55:56,280 --> 00:55:57,560
Speaker 1: twenty one. And then she got off of it. I

1110
00:55:57,640 --> 00:56:02,840
Speaker 1: went back skinning. It's crazy. I was like, oh, that's scary. Uh.

1111
00:56:03,000 --> 00:56:04,680
Speaker 1: I mean that just goes to show how much it's

1112
00:56:04,680 --> 00:56:06,560
Speaker 1: affecting you, which is very scary.

1113
00:56:06,760 --> 00:56:09,080
Speaker 3: And it's crazy because it affects people differently.

1114
00:56:09,000 --> 00:56:10,640
Speaker 1: Right, because we're not all the same. We can't give

1115
00:56:10,760 --> 00:56:12,640
Speaker 1: we can't give everybody the same thing and expected to

1116
00:56:12,760 --> 00:56:16,399
Speaker 1: everybody to have the same you know. Response That's why

1117
00:56:16,400 --> 00:56:21,080
Speaker 1: I don't really feel like it's for me. My girlfriend,

1118
00:56:21,080 --> 00:56:24,360
Speaker 1: who's very hippie, taught me about name, which is I

1119
00:56:24,440 --> 00:56:26,879
Speaker 1: heard in like a lot of other countries that don't

1120
00:56:26,920 --> 00:56:29,719
Speaker 1: have access to birth control, they use the herb name,

1121
00:56:30,040 --> 00:56:35,520
Speaker 1: which you take orally like after a period, after no

1122
00:56:35,800 --> 00:56:38,319
Speaker 1: after a misperiod, or like if you've had a protected sex,

1123
00:56:38,800 --> 00:56:40,359
Speaker 1: or you take it every day. I think the man

1124
00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:43,359
Speaker 1: can take it every day too, and it okay, don't

1125
00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:45,480
Speaker 1: call me on this ship. Just look it up. Now

1126
00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:48,520
Speaker 1: that's the Piets. Okay, so this is our also our other.

1127
00:56:48,800 --> 00:56:50,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, this was like really cool because I was when

1128
00:56:50,960 --> 00:56:52,719
Speaker 2: we were talking about this topic, I was like, well,

1129
00:56:52,760 --> 00:56:54,879
Speaker 2: what kind of what kind of birth control they use?

1130
00:56:54,960 --> 00:56:56,920
Speaker 1: Like way wait wait wait wait wait wait.

1131
00:56:56,840 --> 00:56:59,160
Speaker 2: Back in the day, and there's all these different forms

1132
00:56:59,160 --> 00:57:02,040
Speaker 2: of birth control that have been happening since like before Christ.

1133
00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:05,000
Speaker 1: And some of them are a little crazy, like you know.

1134
00:57:05,719 --> 00:57:10,040
Speaker 2: Douching with lemon juice or like or using a weasel,

1135
00:57:10,520 --> 00:57:13,040
Speaker 2: tying a weasel balls around your thigh.

1136
00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:16,120
Speaker 1: That was in the Europe. That's what they did. And

1137
00:57:16,240 --> 00:57:19,360
Speaker 1: then they also who could even flock with weasels. They

1138
00:57:19,440 --> 00:57:21,800
Speaker 1: put like flowers and all types of shit in there

1139
00:57:21,920 --> 00:57:26,160
Speaker 1: to block block things block the same in which slaves

1140
00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:31,440
Speaker 1: enslaved and slavery. They chewed on the cotton root because

1141
00:57:31,760 --> 00:57:35,880
Speaker 1: whatever it releases is basically is really it blocks the

1142
00:57:36,840 --> 00:57:41,200
Speaker 1: progesterone from like or no, it blocks the I guess

1143
00:57:41,280 --> 00:57:44,680
Speaker 1: the sperm and the egg from meating. I don't know it.

1144
00:57:44,760 --> 00:57:47,840
Speaker 1: Obviously it didn't work that well, but but I guess

1145
00:57:47,880 --> 00:57:49,560
Speaker 1: that was some sort of birth control that they used.

1146
00:57:49,680 --> 00:57:54,480
Speaker 1: I'm sure because they were getting raped. Yeah. Also Queen

1147
00:57:54,600 --> 00:57:58,000
Speaker 1: Anne's lace seats if you take within eight hours of

1148
00:57:59,560 --> 00:58:03,080
Speaker 1: country no, eight hours of intercourse. Yeah, it's like a

1149
00:58:03,280 --> 00:58:04,000
Speaker 1: morning after pill.

1150
00:58:04,040 --> 00:58:04,520
Speaker 3: What is it called?

1151
00:58:04,600 --> 00:58:07,480
Speaker 1: Queen Queen and slace also known as wild carrot.

1152
00:58:07,640 --> 00:58:07,840
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1153
00:58:08,680 --> 00:58:12,000
Speaker 1: Oh, so our discovery was for a guy. If you

1154
00:58:12,120 --> 00:58:16,720
Speaker 1: feed your nigga papia seeds every day, bitch, that's sperm

1155
00:58:16,800 --> 00:58:20,320
Speaker 1: co We're go to zero zero without affecting his sperm

1156
00:58:20,400 --> 00:58:22,360
Speaker 1: cup permanently. So if you if you stop giving him

1157
00:58:22,360 --> 00:58:25,040
Speaker 1: to him and it's smoothie, they work again. So if

1158
00:58:25,080 --> 00:58:27,600
Speaker 1: you do it, you know what, low key, why do

1159
00:58:27,720 --> 00:58:29,760
Speaker 1: we have to Why do we gotta do this? Why

1160
00:58:29,760 --> 00:58:31,320
Speaker 1: I gotta do it? And we gotta carry, we gotta

1161
00:58:31,320 --> 00:58:32,720
Speaker 1: birth and if we don't want to, we gotta go

1162
00:58:32,800 --> 00:58:33,280
Speaker 1: through that too.

1163
00:58:33,600 --> 00:58:35,760
Speaker 3: It's all on us. Give a nigga papaia seeds?

1164
00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:38,000
Speaker 1: How about this? Eat a papaya a day, eat those

1165
00:58:38,040 --> 00:58:42,000
Speaker 1: fucking seeds, dude, low key though, Like why is why?

1166
00:58:42,560 --> 00:58:47,560
Speaker 1: Why is this not bigger news like special announcement papa seeds?

1167
00:58:47,840 --> 00:58:50,960
Speaker 2: Like I'm gonna like, I'm surprised they haven't, like manufactured

1168
00:58:51,000 --> 00:58:52,800
Speaker 2: this like put a papaya drink for men.

1169
00:58:53,000 --> 00:58:56,520
Speaker 1: Right or yeah, like a thirty pack right, thirty day

1170
00:58:56,560 --> 00:58:57,959
Speaker 1: and thirty day papia drinks.

1171
00:58:57,960 --> 00:59:01,800
Speaker 4: Oh my god, I mean to put then and what

1172
00:59:02,160 --> 00:59:07,360
Speaker 4: I don't know you? Yeah, I see the fuck good choices,

1173
00:59:07,720 --> 00:59:09,040
Speaker 4: oh right, great choices.

1174
00:59:09,600 --> 00:59:11,120
Speaker 1: Then there was what is it the bl.

1175
00:59:12,480 --> 00:59:16,040
Speaker 2: Oh the blue khash. It's like another cohash. Yeah, that

1176
00:59:16,120 --> 00:59:18,400
Speaker 2: was used by Native Americans and it's still now. It's

1177
00:59:18,440 --> 00:59:21,600
Speaker 2: still now used for midwives to tone the uterus in

1178
00:59:21,680 --> 00:59:26,760
Speaker 2: preparation for pregnancy. And it's just it's just so interesting.

1179
00:59:26,920 --> 00:59:29,640
Speaker 2: Like birth control is something that you know.

1180
00:59:32,240 --> 00:59:36,960
Speaker 1: Was like illegal fifty eight years ago. Fifty eight Yeah,

1181
00:59:37,000 --> 00:59:41,280
Speaker 1: it's fifty years. Oh yeah of birth control. Birth BECA

1182
00:59:41,480 --> 00:59:43,480
Speaker 1: has only been out for fifty eight years. Fuck you're

1183
00:59:43,520 --> 00:59:44,200
Speaker 1: going to I mean the.

1184
00:59:44,240 --> 00:59:46,960
Speaker 2: Founder of Planned Parenthood went to jail, was like going

1185
00:59:47,040 --> 00:59:50,960
Speaker 2: to the UK to practice because she was going to

1186
00:59:51,080 --> 00:59:53,080
Speaker 2: she was what she wanted to do here, which was

1187
00:59:53,120 --> 00:59:54,880
Speaker 2: help women family plan was illegal.

1188
00:59:55,720 --> 00:59:58,960
Speaker 1: Is that what that senator was talking about? The abortion

1189
00:59:59,200 --> 01:00:02,760
Speaker 1: of to black babies. I don't know. We were listening

1190
01:00:02,760 --> 01:00:05,280
Speaker 1: to some videos. As much as Planned Parents has helped

1191
01:00:05,840 --> 01:00:08,400
Speaker 1: Airpani in our teenage free years. I don't know if

1192
01:00:08,400 --> 01:00:11,160
Speaker 1: they're on our team. I feel like a planned parent

1193
01:00:11,320 --> 01:00:18,040
Speaker 1: is like has been known to like intentionally place clinics

1194
01:00:18,080 --> 01:00:21,600
Speaker 1: and inner cities to prevent the spread of Wow, brown

1195
01:00:21,640 --> 01:00:22,240
Speaker 1: and black people.

1196
01:00:22,840 --> 01:00:24,680
Speaker 2: Do you think that or do you think that black

1197
01:00:24,760 --> 01:00:27,280
Speaker 2: and brown people are uneducated in family planning and so

1198
01:00:27,400 --> 01:00:30,040
Speaker 2: they end up having more children than I think it's.

1199
01:00:29,920 --> 01:00:34,680
Speaker 1: Both and I think that. I don't think it's just

1200
01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:37,720
Speaker 1: like there's a lot of like fast food and liquor

1201
01:00:37,800 --> 01:00:40,800
Speaker 1: stores and inner cities. I don't think that's churches, Yeah,

1202
01:00:40,880 --> 01:00:44,480
Speaker 1: and churches exactly. I think you pray on who you

1203
01:00:44,560 --> 01:00:47,080
Speaker 1: think your audience is gonna best suit or which is

1204
01:00:47,120 --> 01:00:49,760
Speaker 1: why have you seen scientology in the hood now? I

1205
01:00:50,040 --> 01:00:52,600
Speaker 1: oh my god, you're kidding. No, They're everywhere. They're in

1206
01:00:52,840 --> 01:00:56,480
Speaker 1: South Central, in Coompton, they have Scientology centers. It's crazy.

1207
01:00:56,560 --> 01:00:59,919
Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, you're prying on people who need help.

1208
01:01:00,600 --> 01:01:08,360
Speaker 1: Your crying, My language skills are low, prying, praying, And

1209
01:01:08,440 --> 01:01:11,840
Speaker 1: I think there's like a there's a quote from that

1210
01:01:11,960 --> 01:01:15,960
Speaker 1: woman who created Plantinghood saying some pretty racist shit. I mean,

1211
01:01:16,080 --> 01:01:18,800
Speaker 1: I mean I'm not surprised. Surprise, Like our history is

1212
01:01:18,880 --> 01:01:21,840
Speaker 1: they still was it was. It was nineteen fourteen.

1213
01:01:22,040 --> 01:01:25,360
Speaker 2: Yeah yet, I mean, yes, she was trying to help women,

1214
01:01:25,480 --> 01:01:28,520
Speaker 2: but not only but also programmed and the ways that

1215
01:01:28,720 --> 01:01:29,840
Speaker 2: her parents were programming.

1216
01:01:29,960 --> 01:01:35,080
Speaker 3: True much white, Cindy Smith. Yeah, I mean it's it was.

1217
01:01:35,840 --> 01:01:37,560
Speaker 2: I think it would be difficult to be a white

1218
01:01:37,600 --> 01:01:40,040
Speaker 2: person in that time anyway and and not be racist.

1219
01:01:40,800 --> 01:01:42,520
Speaker 2: Not because you're not a good person, but just because

1220
01:01:42,640 --> 01:01:45,360
Speaker 2: that's hard into you day and day and day and day.

1221
01:01:45,480 --> 01:01:46,920
Speaker 2: You are the majority, and that's why a lot of

1222
01:01:46,960 --> 01:01:48,120
Speaker 2: them haven't been hammered out.

1223
01:01:48,360 --> 01:01:53,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's true. They need some hammer. It's not hammer.

1224
01:01:56,480 --> 01:01:58,360
Speaker 1: But yeah, what kind of what brand of birth control

1225
01:01:58,360 --> 01:02:01,640
Speaker 1: are you one? I don't know why. I actually I

1226
01:02:01,720 --> 01:02:04,760
Speaker 1: have no idea of Brandon. I think it's pim I'm

1227
01:02:04,760 --> 01:02:07,800
Speaker 1: go get it. Oh, let's talk about some of the

1228
01:02:07,880 --> 01:02:11,800
Speaker 1: side effects. Oh yeah, I who to talk about our friend? Yeah?

1229
01:02:11,960 --> 01:02:15,440
Speaker 1: Remember Erica asked me while we were doing our Google

1230
01:02:15,560 --> 01:02:19,360
Speaker 1: research on this topic, if long term use of birth

1231
01:02:19,440 --> 01:02:24,600
Speaker 1: control prevents effects trying to your fertility when you are

1232
01:02:24,680 --> 01:02:27,320
Speaker 1: trying to get pregnant, Because that was mine. That's what

1233
01:02:27,400 --> 01:02:28,800
Speaker 1: I thought, and that's why I stopped taking it like

1234
01:02:28,800 --> 01:02:30,320
Speaker 1: in high school and said I'm not gonna be able to.

1235
01:02:30,960 --> 01:02:35,640
Speaker 1: But the pill what doesn't likely cause long term infertility

1236
01:02:35,760 --> 01:02:39,800
Speaker 1: after discontinuation, but it can delay fertility by up to

1237
01:02:39,880 --> 01:02:42,560
Speaker 1: a year. And the delay is caused by the pill's

1238
01:02:42,600 --> 01:02:45,480
Speaker 1: impact on the production of cervical fluids. So I guess

1239
01:02:45,520 --> 01:02:53,520
Speaker 1: you're supposed to be dry after that, look translation possible dryness.

1240
01:02:54,640 --> 01:02:57,280
Speaker 1: And then there's also the short term effects like loss

1241
01:02:57,320 --> 01:03:02,600
Speaker 1: of sex, cravings, nauseafs in waking your home, on are

1242
01:03:02,640 --> 01:03:05,080
Speaker 1: being fucking fucked with? You know?

1243
01:03:05,160 --> 01:03:07,400
Speaker 2: After I got on birth control after Iri, I thought

1244
01:03:07,440 --> 01:03:09,400
Speaker 2: the birth, I actually twitched my birth control because I

1245
01:03:09,440 --> 01:03:13,160
Speaker 2: felt like maybe the birth control I was on was affecting.

1246
01:03:12,800 --> 01:03:13,400
Speaker 1: My sex drive.

1247
01:03:13,440 --> 01:03:14,960
Speaker 2: Because after I when I was pregnant, I was like,

1248
01:03:15,000 --> 01:03:17,040
Speaker 2: of course, I'm not fucking horny. I'm building a person,

1249
01:03:17,200 --> 01:03:18,880
Speaker 2: growing a person inside of me. I'm just it's just

1250
01:03:18,960 --> 01:03:20,760
Speaker 2: not I'm not fucking with you like that.

1251
01:03:21,360 --> 01:03:22,000
Speaker 1: But then after I.

1252
01:03:22,080 --> 01:03:25,560
Speaker 2: Had her, and I still didn't, I was like, I

1253
01:03:25,680 --> 01:03:27,080
Speaker 2: know it is, but I didn't know that because I

1254
01:03:27,120 --> 01:03:31,000
Speaker 2: didn't have anyone, you know, educating me on postpartum or

1255
01:03:31,400 --> 01:03:34,960
Speaker 2: just the effects of you know, post having a baby.

1256
01:03:36,240 --> 01:03:38,520
Speaker 2: But I just assumed that, Okay, what's wrong with me,

1257
01:03:38,600 --> 01:03:40,200
Speaker 2: and maybe it's the birth control. And I just started

1258
01:03:40,200 --> 01:03:42,080
Speaker 2: to try to like like figure out what it was,

1259
01:03:42,160 --> 01:03:44,480
Speaker 2: like it must be the birth control or like, am

1260
01:03:44,520 --> 01:03:46,200
Speaker 2: I just not a horny person anymore?

1261
01:03:46,360 --> 01:03:50,240
Speaker 1: Like not like it was like I forgot. Like now

1262
01:03:50,280 --> 01:03:52,960
Speaker 1: that I'm single, I'm like, oh, no, pitch, you was

1263
01:03:53,000 --> 01:03:55,440
Speaker 1: a horning No, you was horning you. You was horning you,

1264
01:03:55,600 --> 01:03:56,480
Speaker 1: was ready, you was with.

1265
01:04:00,760 --> 01:04:01,880
Speaker 3: But maybe it did.

1266
01:04:01,760 --> 01:04:03,040
Speaker 1: Maybe it did have something to do with it too.

1267
01:04:03,080 --> 01:04:04,520
Speaker 1: I think when you, especially right right after you have

1268
01:04:04,560 --> 01:04:07,320
Speaker 1: a baby, your hormones were so fucked up. Yeah, you

1269
01:04:07,400 --> 01:04:09,760
Speaker 1: wer hormones just went up and then down in like

1270
01:04:09,960 --> 01:04:11,680
Speaker 1: a second. You said two sides of hormones. Now you

1271
01:04:11,760 --> 01:04:13,800
Speaker 1: got just yours back, you know, and even those ain't

1272
01:04:13,840 --> 01:04:16,880
Speaker 1: really right? Yeah yeah flash.

1273
01:04:20,640 --> 01:04:24,280
Speaker 2: But also like birth control, you know, not everyone has

1274
01:04:24,320 --> 01:04:26,919
Speaker 2: the same reaction to it, like I'm saying, and people

1275
01:04:27,000 --> 01:04:29,880
Speaker 2: have died taking birth control, Like I like, before we

1276
01:04:30,200 --> 01:04:32,160
Speaker 2: started this episode, I wanted to talk to my friend

1277
01:04:32,240 --> 01:04:33,200
Speaker 2: Nisha because.

1278
01:04:34,000 --> 01:04:37,600
Speaker 1: She did she want you to say it. I don't

1279
01:04:37,760 --> 01:04:38,520
Speaker 1: know why I couldn't.

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01:04:39,760 --> 01:04:42,760
Speaker 2: I can, I'll ask her, I'll bleep it out if necessary.

1281
01:04:43,400 --> 01:04:46,600
Speaker 2: Sorry girl, right now, yeah, I'm gonna call her off.

1282
01:04:46,600 --> 01:04:49,560
Speaker 2: From don yes, don't have to do that anyway.

1283
01:04:50,200 --> 01:04:51,320
Speaker 5: Uh So, she.

1284
01:04:52,920 --> 01:04:56,840
Speaker 2: Like to say, at sixteen, she started taking Yeah, and

1285
01:04:57,480 --> 01:05:00,280
Speaker 2: she took it for about two years, and and one

1286
01:05:00,360 --> 01:05:02,840
Speaker 2: day she was like at the beach and she started

1287
01:05:02,880 --> 01:05:05,000
Speaker 2: having heart pains, and the ambulance came and got her.

1288
01:05:05,400 --> 01:05:06,280
Speaker 2: They couldn't figure out what.

1289
01:05:06,240 --> 01:05:08,840
Speaker 1: Was wrong with her. She went back home. A few

1290
01:05:08,880 --> 01:05:11,040
Speaker 1: months later, the same thing happened, but it was like

1291
01:05:11,120 --> 01:05:13,680
Speaker 1: even more intense pain, so much so that she couldn't.

1292
01:05:13,320 --> 01:05:15,880
Speaker 2: Breathe, And so they came and got her again. And

1293
01:05:16,000 --> 01:05:18,880
Speaker 2: what they discovered was that she had blood clots in

1294
01:05:18,920 --> 01:05:23,200
Speaker 2: her lungs and could have fucking died. So later, like

1295
01:05:23,320 --> 01:05:25,840
Speaker 2: I don't even think then she equated it to birth control.

1296
01:05:25,960 --> 01:05:28,280
Speaker 2: Yet it wasn't until like a lot of these lawsuits

1297
01:05:28,280 --> 01:05:30,680
Speaker 2: started coming out if you listen even on the commercials

1298
01:05:30,800 --> 01:05:33,720
Speaker 2: like yeah, well now because more and more I think

1299
01:05:34,080 --> 01:05:35,960
Speaker 2: during that time, because even during that time, I think

1300
01:05:36,000 --> 01:05:37,959
Speaker 2: the pill hadn't been around that long, Like think about

1301
01:05:37,960 --> 01:05:40,120
Speaker 2: it when we were like sex sixteen seventeen, I think

1302
01:05:40,160 --> 01:05:41,520
Speaker 2: the pill had only been around.

1303
01:05:42,840 --> 01:05:45,560
Speaker 1: I don't know, maybe like ten years, do you think

1304
01:05:45,640 --> 01:05:48,960
Speaker 1: so it was because it first came the diophram a

1305
01:05:49,000 --> 01:05:50,360
Speaker 1: lot of things came out for the pill.

1306
01:05:50,600 --> 01:05:51,920
Speaker 2: I don't know, I need to look it up. I

1307
01:05:51,960 --> 01:05:55,200
Speaker 2: could be speaking, but I think what happened was she

1308
01:05:55,240 --> 01:06:00,919
Speaker 2: started seeing equating the two things together and it was true.

1309
01:06:01,000 --> 01:06:01,560
Speaker 1: That's what you know.

1310
01:06:01,800 --> 01:06:05,200
Speaker 2: She she she she has a type of blood that

1311
01:06:05,280 --> 01:06:08,600
Speaker 2: can clot easily, and therefore birth control is not good

1312
01:06:08,680 --> 01:06:08,960
Speaker 2: for her.

1313
01:06:09,640 --> 01:06:12,720
Speaker 1: And if you talk cigarettes, I think high. The rate

1314
01:06:12,800 --> 01:06:17,480
Speaker 1: of blood cloths are higher. Even Yaz was a it

1315
01:06:17,680 --> 01:06:19,960
Speaker 1: was a spin off. No, no, that's the word of

1316
01:06:20,080 --> 01:06:23,520
Speaker 1: Yaz mean mean yeah. And I remember my mom being

1317
01:06:23,600 --> 01:06:26,880
Speaker 1: on it for years and I remember seeing the commercial

1318
01:06:27,040 --> 01:06:30,600
Speaker 1: then as it's like it's probably preteen teen about like

1319
01:06:30,880 --> 01:06:35,080
Speaker 1: like a class action suit, and it was related to depression,

1320
01:06:35,920 --> 01:06:40,720
Speaker 1: and I was like maybe she maybe she you mean yeah,

1321
01:06:41,280 --> 01:06:43,680
Speaker 1: she mean that's what I'm saying, Like you know they

1322
01:06:43,720 --> 01:06:45,919
Speaker 1: had yasmin that she made you depressed? Now, like yeah,

1323
01:06:46,440 --> 01:06:48,640
Speaker 1: that she's give me on blood cloths. It's just fucked.

1324
01:06:48,720 --> 01:06:51,040
Speaker 1: You don't really know. You don't know how it's gonna

1325
01:06:51,040 --> 01:06:53,840
Speaker 1: affect your body. And there's so many things as a

1326
01:06:53,920 --> 01:06:57,760
Speaker 1: result that of your hormones and ship and taking birth control,

1327
01:06:57,880 --> 01:07:02,920
Speaker 1: like heightened risk of cancer, greatly breast cancer runs on

1328
01:07:03,040 --> 01:07:05,480
Speaker 1: like my mom's side and my family, and I'm always like,

1329
01:07:06,000 --> 01:07:11,000
Speaker 1: cancer runs deep in my family. It's proven, yeah, specifically

1330
01:07:11,240 --> 01:07:14,600
Speaker 1: breast cancer. And then there's but there's another cancer that

1331
01:07:14,720 --> 01:07:19,400
Speaker 1: it lowers the rate up. But oh okay, so just

1332
01:07:19,600 --> 01:07:23,240
Speaker 1: two of these cancers, I might get so. But yeah,

1333
01:07:24,520 --> 01:07:25,480
Speaker 1: yet we're both on it.

1334
01:07:27,520 --> 01:07:30,960
Speaker 2: We love birth control, yet we're both off It could die,

1335
01:07:31,480 --> 01:07:34,920
Speaker 2: and my birth control is called I be a mom

1336
01:07:35,000 --> 01:07:36,080
Speaker 2: of two or die.

1337
01:07:38,280 --> 01:07:42,920
Speaker 1: My birth control is mersette. Oh m hm, sid effect

1338
01:07:43,120 --> 01:07:46,840
Speaker 1: it speaking of which I haven't taken it today. Do

1339
01:07:47,000 --> 01:07:48,000
Speaker 1: not smoke.

1340
01:07:49,200 --> 01:07:54,680
Speaker 3: Capital well, it's weed, it's not cigarettes. Is smoking one?

1341
01:07:54,840 --> 01:07:57,680
Speaker 1: Do not smoke. Smoking combined with oral contraceptive causes a

1342
01:07:57,720 --> 01:08:02,280
Speaker 1: significant increase in the risk of serious heart palpitation problems.

1343
01:08:03,760 --> 01:08:07,640
Speaker 1: Some medications may cause hormonal birth control to work less. Well,

1344
01:08:08,200 --> 01:08:10,280
Speaker 1: ask your doctor, Oh that's true. Like, if you're doing

1345
01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:11,640
Speaker 1: to medicine.

1346
01:08:11,840 --> 01:08:16,040
Speaker 2: Do not use this drug if you become pregnant, well, bitch,

1347
01:08:16,080 --> 01:08:17,880
Speaker 2: I hope I don't become pregnant, because that means you

1348
01:08:17,920 --> 01:08:18,560
Speaker 2: can't fail me.

1349
01:08:19,600 --> 01:08:20,479
Speaker 1: That's why I'm taking you.

1350
01:08:21,520 --> 01:08:23,800
Speaker 3: Matter of fact, I'm gonna take my birth control right now.

1351
01:08:23,840 --> 01:08:24,559
Speaker 1: You didn't take it yet?

1352
01:08:29,479 --> 01:08:33,280
Speaker 2: I feel like a slaved like life the pharmaceutical company

1353
01:08:33,360 --> 01:08:34,519
Speaker 2: right now now that we're talking about this.

1354
01:08:34,520 --> 01:08:36,679
Speaker 1: And I'm like doing this right now, it is That's

1355
01:08:36,720 --> 01:08:38,880
Speaker 1: how I feel like that. By the my deep, hippy,

1356
01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:41,639
Speaker 1: ancient side of me is like, take note of this ship.

1357
01:08:41,720 --> 01:08:44,800
Speaker 1: It's all bad because I do not trust. I don't

1358
01:08:44,840 --> 01:08:47,840
Speaker 1: trust the medical system. I think what we need to

1359
01:08:47,920 --> 01:08:50,680
Speaker 1: do is just be more careful who we fuck, right, Oh,

1360
01:08:50,920 --> 01:08:54,519
Speaker 1: value our bodies for me? Oh like maybe that's why.

1361
01:08:54,880 --> 01:08:58,000
Speaker 1: That's that's the whole moral of this whole thing is like, yeah,

1362
01:08:58,280 --> 01:09:01,360
Speaker 1: that's actually not everybody does. Or is your raw pussy

1363
01:09:02,840 --> 01:09:03,559
Speaker 1: so deep? Eric?

1364
01:09:03,760 --> 01:09:04,519
Speaker 3: You're so deep?

1365
01:09:04,720 --> 01:09:07,960
Speaker 1: I love when you tell me things. They're so mind

1366
01:09:08,040 --> 01:09:12,360
Speaker 1: blowingly important. I'm a poet sometimes, you know. That's a scholar,

1367
01:09:12,479 --> 01:09:13,160
Speaker 1: young scholar.

1368
01:09:13,760 --> 01:09:17,800
Speaker 3: That's actually a wonderful idea. What about the people you

1369
01:09:17,880 --> 01:09:18,200
Speaker 3: really like?

1370
01:09:18,320 --> 01:09:20,559
Speaker 1: What if you have sex? What if I do really

1371
01:09:20,640 --> 01:09:22,800
Speaker 1: value my pussy? I'm getting to I really really like,

1372
01:09:23,160 --> 01:09:26,360
Speaker 1: but I still don't want a baby? Then what do

1373
01:09:26,479 --> 01:09:29,920
Speaker 1: I do? Then you use your calendar.

1374
01:09:31,200 --> 01:09:33,200
Speaker 2: Then you look at your calendar that you haven't been

1375
01:09:33,200 --> 01:09:36,840
Speaker 2: paying attention to for three months because you can't keep

1376
01:09:36,920 --> 01:09:38,840
Speaker 2: a fucking if you can't take your pills every day,

1377
01:09:38,880 --> 01:09:39,960
Speaker 2: you really you're gonna keep a calendar?

1378
01:09:40,000 --> 01:09:41,800
Speaker 1: I guess it never changes, right, it just stays the same.

1379
01:09:41,880 --> 01:09:43,760
Speaker 1: So the calendar is always the same usually it does

1380
01:09:44,160 --> 01:09:46,720
Speaker 1: if you ovulate a certain time, like your ovulation is

1381
01:09:46,800 --> 01:09:50,200
Speaker 1: usually on a certain schedule, and if you're not taking

1382
01:09:50,240 --> 01:09:55,679
Speaker 1: any hormones and inject like interrupting that, then you're good, Gucci,

1383
01:09:55,920 --> 01:09:59,160
Speaker 1: I hope, But yeah, yeah, I guess you use a

1384
01:09:59,200 --> 01:10:01,160
Speaker 1: different method that week or key or whatever.

1385
01:10:03,560 --> 01:10:07,320
Speaker 2: I'm just so paranoid about who. Who am I gonna

1386
01:10:07,320 --> 01:10:09,720
Speaker 2: share my my next child with?

1387
01:10:10,000 --> 01:10:12,200
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? I am? I have baby

1388
01:10:12,320 --> 01:10:15,760
Speaker 1: daddy posts paced. I say that I do, I do,

1389
01:10:16,280 --> 01:10:20,720
Speaker 1: I bd PTSD. I suffer from it greatly. The thought

1390
01:10:20,800 --> 01:10:24,120
Speaker 1: of it just makes me like almost suffocate because it's

1391
01:10:24,280 --> 01:10:27,559
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't feel that strongly. I mean, obviously,

1392
01:10:27,680 --> 01:10:30,479
Speaker 1: me and my baby daddy situation didn't work out, and

1393
01:10:30,600 --> 01:10:33,599
Speaker 1: he pisses me off daily and he does funck shit sometimes,

1394
01:10:35,080 --> 01:10:39,240
Speaker 1: But it's just more so that, like he you just

1395
01:10:39,360 --> 01:10:43,040
Speaker 1: know the responsibility it takes, and like I still want that.

1396
01:10:43,360 --> 01:10:47,360
Speaker 2: I still crave that version of raising my child that

1397
01:10:47,439 --> 01:10:49,600
Speaker 2: I feel like I didn't get and I didn't like

1398
01:10:49,720 --> 01:10:52,080
Speaker 2: I felt like I was gonna do the cold reason

1399
01:10:52,080 --> 01:10:53,559
Speaker 2: I didn't want to have kids was because I didn't

1400
01:10:53,560 --> 01:10:56,599
Speaker 2: want to have be a single parent or just fine out.

1401
01:10:56,640 --> 01:10:59,320
Speaker 1: Like my perspective on single parenting is obviously so much

1402
01:10:59,360 --> 01:11:01,559
Speaker 1: different now, know what I mean That Like, at the time.

1403
01:11:01,960 --> 01:11:03,639
Speaker 2: I wasn't gonna have a kid unless I was gonna

1404
01:11:03,680 --> 01:11:05,880
Speaker 2: knew I was gonna have family with this person, then

1405
01:11:05,920 --> 01:11:07,799
Speaker 2: he was gonna be present in her in his daughter's

1406
01:11:07,840 --> 01:11:09,960
Speaker 2: life because my dad wasn't president blah blah blah, daddy

1407
01:11:09,960 --> 01:11:13,479
Speaker 2: issues that now I still feel I'm still holding onto

1408
01:11:13,520 --> 01:11:14,000
Speaker 2: that idea.

1409
01:11:14,240 --> 01:11:16,320
Speaker 1: So I just like, I know you can't guarantee shit.

1410
01:11:16,400 --> 01:11:19,040
Speaker 2: There's no guarantees in life, but I just want to

1411
01:11:19,080 --> 01:11:22,400
Speaker 2: make sure that you know if whoever I share that with, But.

1412
01:11:22,479 --> 01:11:26,040
Speaker 1: That's the thing you know you've made but you don't know.

1413
01:11:26,280 --> 01:11:28,760
Speaker 2: But like if you're just fucking people you really really

1414
01:11:29,000 --> 01:11:31,720
Speaker 2: like raw, like that's not that's not giving it a

1415
01:11:31,760 --> 01:11:33,200
Speaker 2: fair chance either, you know what I mean?

1416
01:11:33,320 --> 01:11:35,280
Speaker 1: Because do you enough to have a baby with the

1417
01:11:35,479 --> 01:11:37,000
Speaker 1: right right, you know what I mean? And don't get

1418
01:11:37,040 --> 01:11:40,120
Speaker 1: me wrong, I do that all the time, not all

1419
01:11:40,160 --> 01:11:42,280
Speaker 1: the time, but like I'm guilty of this, you know

1420
01:11:42,360 --> 01:11:45,040
Speaker 1: what I mean. It makes me think, like make you

1421
01:11:45,080 --> 01:11:49,160
Speaker 1: think I'm on birth control, I feel safe right, like

1422
01:11:49,640 --> 01:11:50,639
Speaker 1: I can make one bad choices.

1423
01:11:50,760 --> 01:11:54,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly, I feel safe. If I wasn't on birth control,

1424
01:11:54,400 --> 01:11:56,200
Speaker 2: I would think I really have to think about that.

1425
01:11:56,280 --> 01:11:58,479
Speaker 1: More because you could really like someone but you don't

1426
01:11:58,479 --> 01:12:01,120
Speaker 1: want to have a baby with them. People have different parents.

1427
01:12:01,200 --> 01:12:03,519
Speaker 1: It's nice to fantasize sometimes it is what's that?

1428
01:12:03,800 --> 01:12:03,840
Speaker 5: Like?

1429
01:12:03,960 --> 01:12:04,519
Speaker 1: What would that be?

1430
01:12:04,720 --> 01:12:04,760
Speaker 5: Like?

1431
01:12:06,320 --> 01:12:08,599
Speaker 3: Yeah, like where we doing like on weekends?

1432
01:12:08,720 --> 01:12:10,360
Speaker 2: You know, when you have a flashback of your birth

1433
01:12:11,120 --> 01:12:13,440
Speaker 2: and then you have a flashback of like, oh, relationships

1434
01:12:13,520 --> 01:12:16,120
Speaker 2: change and you should make sure you're with someone that's

1435
01:12:16,160 --> 01:12:19,160
Speaker 2: like really like for the ride. Yeah, going to be

1436
01:12:19,439 --> 01:12:22,880
Speaker 2: like sometimes I don't want to be around you even

1437
01:12:22,960 --> 01:12:24,560
Speaker 2: before baby from me.

1438
01:12:26,240 --> 01:12:32,400
Speaker 1: So yeah, hm, interesting, Maybe I should stop taking it

1439
01:12:32,479 --> 01:12:35,479
Speaker 1: just so I can learn better boundaries. Don't do that

1440
01:12:36,439 --> 01:12:39,120
Speaker 1: train the boundaries I'm always I mean, I don't like

1441
01:12:39,200 --> 01:12:40,880
Speaker 1: birth control, and I'm gonna try and do it for

1442
01:12:41,000 --> 01:12:43,720
Speaker 1: like maybe three to six more months to see how

1443
01:12:43,800 --> 01:12:47,879
Speaker 1: like how big my bike can get, just for research,

1444
01:12:49,240 --> 01:12:52,080
Speaker 1: and then I'm going on the calendar. I don't know.

1445
01:12:52,240 --> 01:12:54,320
Speaker 2: Let me downloaded that now, I'm like, in the habit

1446
01:12:54,400 --> 01:12:56,360
Speaker 2: of taking it, I'm scared to not take it, which

1447
01:12:56,400 --> 01:12:58,560
Speaker 2: is so like, I'm kind of scared to not take it.

1448
01:12:58,960 --> 01:13:01,360
Speaker 1: I guess if someone's fought fifty eight years ago for

1449
01:13:01,439 --> 01:13:04,200
Speaker 1: our right to use fuck with fuck with our hormones

1450
01:13:04,200 --> 01:13:07,559
Speaker 1: and use birth control, we should utilize it.

1451
01:13:09,439 --> 01:13:11,280
Speaker 2: In the state of California, especially when you get it

1452
01:13:11,360 --> 01:13:14,280
Speaker 2: for free. Yeah, thanks to the Affordable Care Act.

1453
01:13:17,080 --> 01:13:22,000
Speaker 1: Thank you, Obama. We miss you, Obama, Like you weren't perfect,

1454
01:13:22,080 --> 01:13:28,720
Speaker 1: but shit, the ship's happening nowadays. Yeah, I mean I

1455
01:13:28,800 --> 01:13:29,479
Speaker 1: loved Obama too.

1456
01:13:29,479 --> 01:13:31,120
Speaker 2: There are definitely things I felt like he could have

1457
01:13:31,680 --> 01:13:34,000
Speaker 2: championed for a lot harder, you know what I mean.

1458
01:13:35,479 --> 01:13:38,040
Speaker 1: But like, look how cool he was. Luck But you

1459
01:13:38,240 --> 01:13:41,240
Speaker 1: see how politics is and how white it is, that

1460
01:13:41,360 --> 01:13:43,680
Speaker 1: you start to understand why he couldn't just be a

1461
01:13:43,760 --> 01:13:47,240
Speaker 1: while'n out in there. I knew that he understand scrutiny.

1462
01:13:47,320 --> 01:13:50,160
Speaker 1: So it is not he made politics look cool, but

1463
01:13:50,320 --> 01:13:52,280
Speaker 1: it is now you like, now that we're out of

1464
01:13:52,360 --> 01:13:55,200
Speaker 1: that and we're in real politics, politics are called nasty.

1465
01:13:55,439 --> 01:13:59,760
Speaker 1: It's not cool. Devil people. You don't have to be

1466
01:13:59,840 --> 01:14:01,920
Speaker 1: a you have to have a little devil on your

1467
01:14:01,960 --> 01:14:08,240
Speaker 1: shoulder to really survive in politics, you do, hopefully more

1468
01:14:08,479 --> 01:14:12,080
Speaker 1: influenced by the good side, but yeah, it's a slimy.

1469
01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:14,120
Speaker 2: Even the good people do ship to get their shit

1470
01:14:14,200 --> 01:14:15,439
Speaker 2: done because they're like, you know what this for the

1471
01:14:15,479 --> 01:14:16,000
Speaker 2: greater good?

1472
01:14:16,240 --> 01:14:17,920
Speaker 1: Right, and I know it, But this needs to happen.

1473
01:14:18,000 --> 01:14:20,080
Speaker 1: For it to happen, you know, you still have to

1474
01:14:20,240 --> 01:14:26,360
Speaker 1: like it's crazy, it's fine. Did you watch The Get Down? Wait?

1475
01:14:26,520 --> 01:14:27,880
Speaker 1: Is that it? Wait? Why do I have that? Is

1476
01:14:27,920 --> 01:14:32,599
Speaker 1: that movie for me? It's from Netflix? No? Oh, yeah,

1477
01:14:32,640 --> 01:14:34,600
Speaker 1: of course I've watched that. Oh my god, d had

1478
01:14:34,600 --> 01:14:37,040
Speaker 1: a second season. I didn't see it. I watch I

1479
01:14:37,120 --> 01:14:38,000
Speaker 1: get Down was so good.

1480
01:14:38,040 --> 01:14:38,960
Speaker 3: When they canceled it, I.

1481
01:14:39,479 --> 01:14:41,479
Speaker 1: Didn't get it. You didn't. I didn't get where they

1482
01:14:41,479 --> 01:14:44,479
Speaker 1: canceled it. Amazing. I thought it was amazing. They spent

1483
01:14:44,520 --> 01:14:45,840
Speaker 1: a lot of money on it, but I have so

1484
01:14:45,960 --> 01:14:47,679
Speaker 1: much money. I could tell the budget got cut.

1485
01:14:47,840 --> 01:14:49,400
Speaker 2: Because that was his name. I think his name is

1486
01:14:49,439 --> 01:14:51,760
Speaker 2: Baz Luhrman. He did all like the set design, he

1487
01:14:51,840 --> 01:14:52,479
Speaker 2: did like Great.

1488
01:14:52,320 --> 01:14:53,000
Speaker 1: Gatsby, like.

1489
01:14:54,560 --> 01:14:57,639
Speaker 2: Lavish, Yeah, not not just lavish, like he just knows

1490
01:14:57,680 --> 01:14:59,640
Speaker 2: how to bring it to life, you know what I mean?

1491
01:14:59,800 --> 01:15:01,560
Speaker 2: Like you felt like you were in we were in

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Speaker 2: New York, Brooklyn, but then like the seventies, like yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 2: I don't know why I brought that up, only because

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Speaker 2: like the uncle is supposed to be kind of like

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Speaker 2: a good guy, but he has he's like, remember he's

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Speaker 2: in politics.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that was random, but I did and he's like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: funding her career.

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Speaker 3: I just saw a movie that that guy was in.

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Speaker 1: He's been in a lot of stuff. He was in Dexter.

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Speaker 1: Did you watch the show Dexter? I've seen it like

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Speaker 1: a long time. God, he was so good on that show.

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01:15:28,240 --> 01:15:29,720
Speaker 2: He was like a cop and then he went and

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01:15:29,880 --> 01:15:32,000
Speaker 2: he like turned bad and like really he wanted to

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Speaker 2: kill two.

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Speaker 1: I loved him.

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Speaker 3: I started stalking Dexter because he wanted to like learn

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Speaker 3: his way.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I thought he was. I fell in love with

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Speaker 1: him on the on the get down, she was so

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Speaker 1: good to Dexter. Hasn't even watched Dexter pan, I like

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01:15:47,080 --> 01:15:48,840
Speaker 1: it must have watched it. It must have been on

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Speaker 1: for a million years. It was, it was on. It

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01:15:50,960 --> 01:15:53,080
Speaker 1: was on too long. Yeah, because I remember my last

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01:15:54,120 --> 01:15:56,920
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, kind of wrap this up. But

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Speaker 1: back at the this is Michael C. Hall.

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01:15:59,160 --> 01:16:03,800
Speaker 2: He's such an amazing and yeah, anyway, I don't know

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01:16:03,840 --> 01:16:07,880
Speaker 2: how we strayed this far, but okay, we're gonna bring

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01:16:07,920 --> 01:16:12,799
Speaker 2: it back in coming. Should we read that one advice

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01:16:12,920 --> 01:16:14,280
Speaker 2: question we got weet?

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, we got a DM and it says, hey there, ladies.

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01:16:22,880 --> 01:16:24,600
Speaker 1: I have over the past week listened to all your

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01:16:24,640 --> 01:16:26,800
Speaker 1: podcasts at work. Thank you for getting me through my

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01:16:26,920 --> 01:16:31,160
Speaker 1: boring ass birthday. So I am four months pregnant and

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01:16:31,280 --> 01:16:34,559
Speaker 1: was previously a heavy marijuana smoker. As a personal decision,

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Speaker 1: I have decided to give up smoking marijuana during my pregnancy.

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Speaker 1: How do you guys feel about smoking while breastfeeding? There

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01:16:40,080 --> 01:16:42,080
Speaker 1: isn't a lot of studies out, so I was just

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01:16:42,200 --> 01:16:45,720
Speaker 1: curious about your opinions. So if you're just tuning in,

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Speaker 1: we do we do endorse marijuana momming.

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01:16:52,479 --> 01:16:58,479
Speaker 2: Yes, we just finished smoking a blunt, but uh, I

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01:16:58,520 --> 01:17:02,400
Speaker 2: mean for me, I think when I got pregnant, I

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01:17:02,840 --> 01:17:04,960
Speaker 2: also made the choice to not really smoke. I also

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01:17:05,000 --> 01:17:07,200
Speaker 2: didn't really want to Suddenly, I just didn't want to

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01:17:07,479 --> 01:17:10,400
Speaker 2: really was what it was more of. But I also

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01:17:10,760 --> 01:17:14,600
Speaker 2: was influenced by you know, people's opinions of what that

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01:17:14,760 --> 01:17:19,320
Speaker 2: looked like. And you know how I would have judged

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01:17:19,520 --> 01:17:21,400
Speaker 2: maybe in a mom for doing that, you know what

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01:17:21,439 --> 01:17:23,120
Speaker 2: I mean. And so I definitely got in my head

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01:17:23,160 --> 01:17:24,559
Speaker 2: and I was like, I just don't even want to smoke.

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01:17:24,800 --> 01:17:27,759
Speaker 2: A few times I did smoke, I couldn't even smoke itself,

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01:17:28,040 --> 01:17:33,400
Speaker 2: like I could, yeah, be around, So I just didn't smoke.

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01:17:33,479 --> 01:17:37,400
Speaker 1: But I'm not. I feel like I think more and

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01:17:37,520 --> 01:17:39,680
Speaker 1: more we're seeing that, like and because there aren't a

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01:17:39,720 --> 01:17:42,639
Speaker 1: lot of studies, it kind of tells you like you're okay.

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01:17:43,120 --> 01:17:43,720
Speaker 1: I don't think that.

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01:17:43,880 --> 01:17:46,200
Speaker 2: Like for me personally, I'm not going to like be

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01:17:46,320 --> 01:17:48,880
Speaker 2: a heavy smoker while I'm pregnant. I also, I feel

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01:17:48,880 --> 01:17:51,639
Speaker 2: like being pregnant, I like, would I like to take

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01:17:51,720 --> 01:17:53,800
Speaker 2: that time of like just pure health.

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01:17:54,320 --> 01:17:56,240
Speaker 1: And it's not necessarily weed is in health, but for me,

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01:17:56,439 --> 01:17:58,960
Speaker 1: like I just wanted to be like pure pure from

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01:17:59,080 --> 01:18:02,080
Speaker 1: this one moment in my life for this vessel that

1554
01:18:02,080 --> 01:18:08,720
Speaker 1: I'm bringing through. But uh yeah, and then breastfeeding, I mean,

1555
01:18:10,360 --> 01:18:13,400
Speaker 1: same thing, like not that not same thing, but like

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01:18:13,520 --> 01:18:13,920
Speaker 1: I did.

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01:18:13,880 --> 01:18:16,479
Speaker 2: Smoke while I was breastfeeding, but just not a lot.

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01:18:16,680 --> 01:18:18,320
Speaker 2: I didn't smoke a lot. I don't really know what

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01:18:18,400 --> 01:18:21,160
Speaker 2: the effects of it. Have A heavy smoker with breastfeeding

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01:18:21,280 --> 01:18:21,920
Speaker 2: is no.

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01:18:22,200 --> 01:18:24,560
Speaker 1: I mean, don't think like there's not a lot of

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01:18:24,600 --> 01:18:28,040
Speaker 1: studies because you can't smoke a bitch out and test

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01:18:28,160 --> 01:18:30,080
Speaker 1: the results of it. You know, like there's not going

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01:18:30,160 --> 01:18:31,639
Speaker 1: to be like even if there's not even a lot

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01:18:31,680 --> 01:18:35,200
Speaker 1: of testing about smoking and alcoholism, you know, so you

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01:18:35,280 --> 01:18:36,840
Speaker 1: had to drink a lot of looking for it to

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01:18:36,920 --> 01:18:39,160
Speaker 1: like affect the womb. But there's not a lot of

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01:18:39,200 --> 01:18:41,200
Speaker 1: testing because you're not going to like adminish through alcohol

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01:18:41,200 --> 01:18:43,400
Speaker 1: to a pregnant woman intentionally to see what levels it

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01:18:43,439 --> 01:18:46,160
Speaker 1: affects the you know, the feet is we I feel

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01:18:46,160 --> 01:18:49,759
Speaker 1: like it's natural. I smoked here and there during my pregnancy,

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01:18:50,240 --> 01:18:53,120
Speaker 1: not like every day all day, but I smoked and

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01:18:53,439 --> 01:18:57,519
Speaker 1: I breastfed for like two plusy two and a half

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01:18:57,640 --> 01:19:02,400
Speaker 1: years and I smoked and she's fine. I'm fine. Everybody survived.

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01:19:04,240 --> 01:19:06,320
Speaker 1: Do you think that it could metabolize in different people's

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01:19:06,360 --> 01:19:08,840
Speaker 1: bodies differently, I'm sure.

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01:19:09,439 --> 01:19:11,439
Speaker 2: I'm just curious because I'm thinking about birth control now,

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01:19:11,560 --> 01:19:13,080
Speaker 2: like and how it affect different people.

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01:19:13,880 --> 01:19:17,719
Speaker 1: I wonder if birth control affects our child or children anyway,

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01:19:17,800 --> 01:19:23,720
Speaker 1: like long, I don't know, whatever, I don't know. I

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01:19:24,240 --> 01:19:29,879
Speaker 1: think cannabis has been proven a lot to be medicine,

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01:19:29,960 --> 01:19:35,479
Speaker 1: more medically enhancing and actually like beneficial than bad. So

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01:19:35,840 --> 01:19:37,599
Speaker 1: I don't. I feel like it is natural and if

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01:19:37,640 --> 01:19:40,559
Speaker 1: we have that proof, then the likelihood of it affecting

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01:19:41,680 --> 01:19:45,120
Speaker 1: the baby or you in a negative way is highly unlikely.

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01:19:45,640 --> 01:19:49,479
Speaker 1: I think so too. That makes sense. Should I make

1587
01:19:49,520 --> 01:19:51,679
Speaker 1: a little more creative, I don't know, a little more relaxed,

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01:19:52,920 --> 01:19:57,120
Speaker 1: But that's just my experience. Again, we are not doctors.

1589
01:19:57,240 --> 01:20:00,960
Speaker 1: We did not do any research. So m hm, that's

1590
01:20:01,360 --> 01:20:03,719
Speaker 1: I think it really comes down to just what you feel.

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01:20:04,200 --> 01:20:07,200
Speaker 1: And I told her too, I said, if you feel

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01:20:07,240 --> 01:20:09,320
Speaker 1: weird about people knowing, don't tell you already. You know,

1593
01:20:09,479 --> 01:20:11,719
Speaker 1: it's nobody's business what you do, because a lot of times,

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01:20:11,720 --> 01:20:14,720
Speaker 1: a lot of that is people killed, people gonna look

1595
01:20:14,760 --> 01:20:16,080
Speaker 1: at you bad. Then you're sitting there high like what

1596
01:20:16,200 --> 01:20:19,439
Speaker 1: have I done? My baby's getting off weed milk? You know.

1597
01:20:19,760 --> 01:20:21,360
Speaker 1: But that's like, if you want to do some shit

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01:20:21,400 --> 01:20:24,000
Speaker 1: by yourself, you and your you know, partner decide like

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01:20:24,120 --> 01:20:26,360
Speaker 1: this is what you're gonna do, that's your lifestyle decision

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01:20:26,520 --> 01:20:31,400
Speaker 1: and it's not for anybody else's input. Telling my family

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01:20:31,439 --> 01:20:33,920
Speaker 1: didn't give me, didn't give me the blues though, No,

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01:20:34,080 --> 01:20:35,559
Speaker 1: they knew you were smoking, and they were like whatever.

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01:20:36,200 --> 01:20:41,519
Speaker 1: I also, yeah, yeah, your family also knows who you are.

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01:20:41,880 --> 01:20:45,080
Speaker 2: Right, They're like, we're not gonna trynt even gonna tell us,

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01:20:45,160 --> 01:20:47,240
Speaker 2: all right, just let it go, do what you're gonna do.

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01:20:47,400 --> 01:20:50,360
Speaker 1: Right right. My mom would have been all in my body,

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01:20:50,680 --> 01:20:54,600
Speaker 1: all of my eyes. I'm more like, listen here, this

1608
01:20:54,760 --> 01:20:57,799
Speaker 1: is who I am. But yeah, you know, parents always

1609
01:20:57,800 --> 01:20:59,680
Speaker 1: have shit to say. I'm sure my mom will talked shit.

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01:21:00,040 --> 01:21:00,960
Speaker 3: I'm gonna have shit to say.

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01:21:01,520 --> 01:21:03,799
Speaker 1: I'm gonna try not to, but it will be slips

1612
01:21:03,840 --> 01:21:11,280
Speaker 1: and nips, nips, nips, just slips. Anyway, Well, I think

1613
01:21:11,560 --> 01:21:13,960
Speaker 1: if we touch on everything that we wanted to touch.

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01:21:13,800 --> 01:21:17,160
Speaker 2: On, yes we did, and we're hella late. We're hella late.

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01:21:17,200 --> 01:21:23,240
Speaker 2: It's probably six six thirty nine, yem. But we hope

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01:21:23,280 --> 01:21:25,400
Speaker 2: you enjoyed this talk. Let us know what birth control

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01:21:25,479 --> 01:21:28,040
Speaker 2: you're on. Maybe you have advice for us, Maybe you

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01:21:28,120 --> 01:21:30,800
Speaker 2: haven't had a different experience with birth control. You'll have

1619
01:21:30,840 --> 01:21:33,080
Speaker 2: any birth control horror stories.

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01:21:34,640 --> 01:21:40,080
Speaker 1: And submit horror guys hories. Again, we need some we

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01:21:40,200 --> 01:21:44,040
Speaker 1: need some inputs. Yeah, it's been a while. I think

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01:21:44,080 --> 01:21:45,720
Speaker 1: I don't have any horries either. It's been a while.

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01:21:45,800 --> 01:21:48,840
Speaker 3: For me too, because we're all Beta up.

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01:21:49,720 --> 01:21:54,160
Speaker 1: I'm not betap okay, I am not Beta. I am

1625
01:21:54,200 --> 01:21:58,680
Speaker 1: a single woman. So if you know anyone book, we

1626
01:21:58,880 --> 01:22:04,320
Speaker 1: named him furniture Bay. He makes furniture that returns out

1627
01:22:05,600 --> 01:22:10,519
Speaker 1: such a nerd. Oh my god, he makes furniture. Furniture bab.

1628
01:22:10,720 --> 01:22:15,320
Speaker 1: But she suspects he lives with his parents. Yeah, we

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01:22:16,479 --> 01:22:19,040
Speaker 1: will fill you in when we know more. So tune

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01:22:19,040 --> 01:22:21,680
Speaker 1: in next week to find out the furniture lives with

1631
01:22:21,720 --> 01:22:26,400
Speaker 1: his parents and Erica, how was the date anyway? So

1632
01:22:26,640 --> 01:22:29,080
Speaker 1: make sure to follow us on at Good Mom's Bad Choices.

1633
01:22:29,960 --> 01:22:33,519
Speaker 1: Email us Coronal Advisory g MBC at gmail dot com

1634
01:22:34,560 --> 01:22:36,439
Speaker 1: and we'll talk later.

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Speaker 5: For a new life to get if I made my energy,

1636
01:22:43,880 --> 01:22:46,680
Speaker 5: but I ain't no mean for the god guying and

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01:22:46,760 --> 01:22:48,439
Speaker 5: if you see in my life, you don't know if

1638
01:22:48,760 --> 01:22:52,800
Speaker 5: want to so fighting project Shun Shun. You made an

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01:22:52,840 --> 01:22:53,679
Speaker 5: old mamie.

1640
01:22:54,640 --> 01:22:56,960
Speaker 1: I woke up one night hoping to me when I

1641
01:22:57,040 --> 01:23:00,479
Speaker 1: lost my fig. I never feel so right been. I

1642
01:23:00,560 --> 01:23:04,880
Speaker 1: mean my ship, profection, perfection. That's a life.

1643
01:23:04,920 --> 01:23:07,840
Speaker 5: I have my dad, momentum, and then some.

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01:23:08,360 --> 01:23:12,840
Speaker 1: I get it what I want. Nobody w