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Speaker 1: like we do every Friday. First off, everybody good, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: every good, Jake. What we're on to day? What's our

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Speaker 1: word of to day? Where we were discussing. Our word

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Speaker 1: of the day is ameliorate, given to us by our

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Speaker 1: brother Bank, Brother Bank, Courtney court Court shout out to Courtney, homegirl, Courtney. Um. Basically,

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Speaker 1: the textbook definition is to make something bad or unsatisfactory better. UM.

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Speaker 1: definition is to improve your lazy ass. Get up. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you need to ameliorate. Let's name, ameliorates your circumstances, so

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Speaker 1: on your circumstances. You gotta rewire youself. You gotta start

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Speaker 1: looking at different ships, being in different places, eating different foods.

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Speaker 1: you over you know they might let look black endings

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00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:50,879
Speaker 1: in the cut together. Was there doing that? If you

423
00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:55,400
Speaker 1: ride by a car and see fox black, I get

424
00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:57,359
Speaker 1: you said in the phone, but how you feeling as

425
00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:01,560
Speaker 1: a black? Heyll them niggas off, keep it real, but

426
00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:04,119
Speaker 1: they're gonna come funk with me just because if niggas

427
00:27:04,119 --> 00:27:06,560
Speaker 1: in the car is that night and they're just gonna come,

428
00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:08,680
Speaker 1: but they might let the white boys that ride, or

429
00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:11,840
Speaker 1: they might. If you see fold niggas ride through your neighborhood,

430
00:27:12,320 --> 00:27:14,080
Speaker 1: you're gonna think that. Else you see for white boy

431
00:27:14,200 --> 00:27:15,720
Speaker 1: right in your neighborhood, youre gona think they didn't come

432
00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:21,040
Speaker 1: from Fratport like we we we were the same way

433
00:27:21,119 --> 00:27:24,400
Speaker 1: on our people. I feel just saying I feel we're

434
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:29,879
Speaker 1: targeting them too. Yeah, so how we fixed that? I

435
00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:31,720
Speaker 1: don't know. That's what I say. I'm just calling it

436
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:34,120
Speaker 1: for what it is, like police do the same ship

437
00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:38,280
Speaker 1: that we do. That we're not police. It's crazy when

438
00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:44,320
Speaker 1: called no police and then but you collection get your ship,

439
00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:46,560
Speaker 1: You're like, what the hell are you do? You're thinking that?

440
00:27:46,640 --> 00:27:49,560
Speaker 1: He also, so the police see three fold niggas in

441
00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:53,400
Speaker 1: the car, they're thinking you on something. It's just already

442
00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:57,240
Speaker 1: the narrative that we don't being painted as bro you

443
00:27:57,280 --> 00:27:59,280
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Like certain stows and theygga go

444
00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:03,040
Speaker 1: in places and start restaurants, you already count of feel

445
00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:09,000
Speaker 1: like something like damn, you feel like the folks pre

446
00:28:09,160 --> 00:28:11,879
Speaker 1: judging you just anyway you go. I think that we

447
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,199
Speaker 1: all kind of do that, Like you know what I say,

448
00:28:14,240 --> 00:28:17,479
Speaker 1: you're gonna sit out on the airplane and five eight

449
00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:25,439
Speaker 1: rounds looking like ben Lion you. I don't know how

450
00:28:25,520 --> 00:28:29,520
Speaker 1: you get rid of that. He that so what you said?

451
00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:33,800
Speaker 1: The police they on that too, they riding around. You

452
00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:38,120
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Oh, that's the tough one. The

453
00:28:38,160 --> 00:28:43,360
Speaker 1: way in the world is just fuck suck up. But

454
00:28:43,720 --> 00:28:51,400
Speaker 1: for the prejudice, Yeah, for the prejudice, that's fuck up. Well,

455
00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:55,960
Speaker 1: we all pre judge, man, everything, no matter where. Certain

456
00:28:56,000 --> 00:28:57,920
Speaker 1: people in certain restaurants. You see the cook and he

457
00:28:58,080 --> 00:29:06,040
Speaker 1: looked like I got a back that cook like they're

458
00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:08,000
Speaker 1: going to shift to cook their food. But you don't

459
00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:11,160
Speaker 1: know that certain guy there. You don't even go into

460
00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:14,680
Speaker 1: certain chick filads if they're close to the ship don't

461
00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:17,080
Speaker 1: really be good like the white for ere keep it real,

462
00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:23,920
Speaker 1: just like we're brain watching ourselves. We've been brainwashed, brove

463
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:26,520
Speaker 1: been And I said, you got to rewire yourself. I

464
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:28,320
Speaker 1: don't know how to do it. I ain't gonna see

465
00:29:28,360 --> 00:29:30,080
Speaker 1: and say I'm woke. No nig who know how to

466
00:29:30,160 --> 00:29:33,120
Speaker 1: do it, but I definitely don't. I did, i'd be rewired.

467
00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:34,520
Speaker 1: I don't know how to do it. But we got

468
00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:37,400
Speaker 1: what you've done you probably and all of us that

469
00:29:37,480 --> 00:29:41,680
Speaker 1: you've done some rewired re sure. I want to be rewired.

470
00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:45,440
Speaker 1: It takes time. Anything takes time. You gotta learn to

471
00:29:45,480 --> 00:29:47,520
Speaker 1: relearn every Yeah, I've been thinking about the ship. You

472
00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:51,200
Speaker 1: learn your whole life and this is a process. Like

473
00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:54,080
Speaker 1: we got fine life for you because you we've been

474
00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:57,080
Speaker 1: taught ships and we would live from religion with the program.

475
00:29:57,480 --> 00:30:00,240
Speaker 1: Like you guys just got down really sitting there whole

476
00:30:00,760 --> 00:30:03,280
Speaker 1: something like who am I? What do I what? How

477
00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:05,400
Speaker 1: do I feel about this ship? You know what I'm saying?

478
00:30:06,120 --> 00:30:09,680
Speaker 1: So like whether whether that's eaten, like we've been programming

479
00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:12,200
Speaker 1: how to eat. We eat so much boyshit. So it's

480
00:30:12,240 --> 00:30:15,680
Speaker 1: like I'm learning that. It just takes you doing the

481
00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:18,520
Speaker 1: work googling ship, figuring out what this ship doing to

482
00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:20,760
Speaker 1: my body or what's you know what I'm saying. I

483
00:30:20,960 --> 00:30:24,000
Speaker 1: learned and relearn and rewired. Like you said, that's really

484
00:30:24,040 --> 00:30:28,120
Speaker 1: what life about it really learn, relearn and rewind yourself

485
00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:30,240
Speaker 1: to make it fit, you know, growing into the person

486
00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:33,160
Speaker 1: that you really are. You know what I'm saying. Because

487
00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:35,640
Speaker 1: they told us who they gave us this ship, they

488
00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:39,040
Speaker 1: gave us they you know what I'm saying even slaves.

489
00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:41,160
Speaker 1: They was picking kind of thinking that's that's what it

490
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:44,760
Speaker 1: was like until you unlearned and really see, damn, I'm this.

491
00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:46,600
Speaker 1: I'm not who they said I am. You see what

492
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:48,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying. That's how you what you said. The word

493
00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:55,480
Speaker 1: is ameliorate the situation. Yeah, we fat real ship just

494
00:30:55,600 --> 00:30:58,720
Speaker 1: trying to meiorate at him. Man, just so hard to understand,

495
00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:01,520
Speaker 1: like trust me. And then they got their motherfucker they're

496
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:04,280
Speaker 1: struggling with trying to be like win on their motherfucker

497
00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:07,280
Speaker 1: acting like we gotta figure out because we don't learning

498
00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:10,120
Speaker 1: and she is therapy for niggas and all that. I

499
00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:12,360
Speaker 1: do this ship because it ship helped me, you know

500
00:31:12,400 --> 00:31:14,800
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So I hope we happen people. But

501
00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 1: at the end of the day and the end of

502
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:20,080
Speaker 1: the day, niggas gotta got them re why they sell

503
00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:27,040
Speaker 1: broka everything we think right and everything ain't wrong. It's

504
00:31:27,120 --> 00:31:30,720
Speaker 1: right exactly everything. To sit on the other side of

505
00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:32,960
Speaker 1: your fear. Sit on the other side of your fear

506
00:31:33,040 --> 00:31:36,520
Speaker 1: is your blessing. That that's why it's feared. That because

507
00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:39,680
Speaker 1: he was trying to trick ourselves to the like like

508
00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:41,960
Speaker 1: the evil forces and all that ship trying to make you.

509
00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:44,120
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, it ain't gonna be easy

510
00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:46,720
Speaker 1: to do what you need to do, you know what

511
00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:48,960
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So if you fear, if you think it's

512
00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:51,160
Speaker 1: gonna be, We're gonna always take the either out like

513
00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:53,720
Speaker 1: ship this cool is I'm gonna deal with this stepping

514
00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:59,360
Speaker 1: out down. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. Got stepped

515
00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:02,280
Speaker 1: out there and don't and and fun funk her pain.

516
00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:05,120
Speaker 1: That's why I don't think be stopping as a pain

517
00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:08,320
Speaker 1: other people feelings because you know you could do any

518
00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:10,480
Speaker 1: stand on them, be okay with it, do it right.

519
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:13,120
Speaker 1: You gotta get out of your comfort zone for sure.

520
00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:24,160
Speaker 1: We're not got big Gotta amiliate the circumstances, Gotta try

521
00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:26,760
Speaker 1: to make the circumstances better. And it definitely starts with

522
00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:33,840
Speaker 1: opening your mind and trying to rewire. You got to

523
00:32:34,040 --> 00:32:38,000
Speaker 1: bro no matter what, because at the end of the day,

524
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,160
Speaker 1: you have everything in the realm not having it at

525
00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:45,400
Speaker 1: all m hm. Your mind ain't right, but you can

526
00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:48,240
Speaker 1: have everything you thought. Thank you, you got everything and

527
00:32:48,280 --> 00:32:50,920
Speaker 1: you ain't got shipped your mind. Fuck yeah, if you ain't,

528
00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:52,720
Speaker 1: you can't have all the money, what else you ain't

529
00:32:52,760 --> 00:32:56,520
Speaker 1: got that piece. You're just a prisoner of yourn got

530
00:32:56,600 --> 00:33:04,040
Speaker 1: down oat. No ships ain't no joke. I gotta stop.

531
00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:08,800
Speaker 1: I mean this ship me bro just overthinking ship. But

532
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:12,400
Speaker 1: I hate this ship. You kind of work on it,

533
00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:20,959
Speaker 1: then work. It's possible. At this I know it's possible.

534
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:22,920
Speaker 1: My scream just gave me. Put the battery in my back.

535
00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:25,680
Speaker 1: Now I'm gonna try to try to take you know

536
00:33:25,680 --> 00:33:29,000
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, and certain and certain things. I'm trying

537
00:33:29,040 --> 00:33:31,720
Speaker 1: to be selfish and change at the same time. You

538
00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:36,200
Speaker 1: can't do that, eiven that you can't be seling. I'm

539
00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:38,640
Speaker 1: saying you gotta be selfish, and you can't be selfish.

540
00:33:38,640 --> 00:33:42,760
Speaker 1: You can't be selfish with yourself as in I know

541
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:45,440
Speaker 1: I need to change this, but I want to keep

542
00:33:45,520 --> 00:33:49,760
Speaker 1: this and change this. No, that ain't gonna work. You

543
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:52,000
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like, if that ship suks with

544
00:33:52,120 --> 00:33:54,240
Speaker 1: my piece and my mental too, I gotta change the

545
00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:57,920
Speaker 1: tool right, no matter what it is. If it's got

546
00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:03,040
Speaker 1: damned ship, big facts, what if it funk with you?

547
00:34:03,200 --> 00:34:05,440
Speaker 1: That's where it is. You just can't do something because

548
00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:09,880
Speaker 1: it's beneficial to you, but still keep you on the place, right,

549
00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:17,279
Speaker 1: all right? You heard that mean that was a jewel

550
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:21,960
Speaker 1: you just said. I gotta get all. We're gonna be

551
00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:24,120
Speaker 1: talking this same ship and the renos man till people. Man,

552
00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:26,239
Speaker 1: we're gonna help devot mental health. Once I get it right,

553
00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:31,480
Speaker 1: I got y'all come through, okay, once I get this

554
00:34:31,520 --> 00:34:33,920
Speaker 1: ship always right, get my mental right, I got y'all. Man,

555
00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:37,319
Speaker 1: I'm gonna goddamn be the negative teach this ship. I'm

556
00:34:37,400 --> 00:34:39,160
Speaker 1: still working. So I don't listen to this ship. I'll

557
00:34:39,160 --> 00:34:41,759
Speaker 1: be saying all the way, if you, if you, if

558
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,200
Speaker 1: you need it and it resonates with you, take it

559
00:34:44,239 --> 00:34:47,040
Speaker 1: with you if it, don't throw that ship away. I'll

560
00:34:47,040 --> 00:34:50,200
Speaker 1: be going through ship too. But I ain't trying to

561
00:34:50,239 --> 00:34:51,840
Speaker 1: leave you. Don't neig the wrong way. I'm trying to

562
00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:54,560
Speaker 1: out them. Man. We all ain't trying to figure this

563
00:34:54,640 --> 00:35:02,839
Speaker 1: ship out. Stories working progress. Every day, this ship out

564
00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:05,960
Speaker 1: get better. Man, I don't figure out I feel it.

565
00:35:06,440 --> 00:35:08,160
Speaker 1: He just told y'all, but wants to make a lock

566
00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:15,239
Speaker 1: in you some ship that's over. Yeah, m big crap.

567
00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:17,000
Speaker 1: They're gonna take it. So when they see I just

568
00:35:17,040 --> 00:35:19,120
Speaker 1: gotta show them own like they got now be saying

569
00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:23,080
Speaker 1: that's what we just said. That's uh in the episode,

570
00:35:24,440 --> 00:35:27,959
Speaker 1: just saying what I'm gonna do. Nah, I just gotta

571
00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:31,160
Speaker 1: show y'all like people, I ain't want to get them

572
00:35:31,239 --> 00:35:33,600
Speaker 1: be every day. Remember you said it's on one episode.

573
00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:36,920
Speaker 1: You're like, what's um? I said, I'm already on it,

574
00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:39,239
Speaker 1: but I ain't gonna got damn sick because I don't

575
00:35:39,239 --> 00:35:41,880
Speaker 1: want to got damn said, and then I phone do

576
00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:45,800
Speaker 1: it or whatever. You remember that ship? Yeah, it was

577
00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:49,359
Speaker 1: that ship, I said. I already been on just trying

578
00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:51,360
Speaker 1: to stay focused. I really just gonna do it and

579
00:35:51,440 --> 00:35:53,040
Speaker 1: pop out like you can do it too. I'm sure

580
00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:54,440
Speaker 1: you how I did it, not how I'm don't do

581
00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:59,120
Speaker 1: it you. Yeah, I'm gonna show you how I did it,

582
00:35:59,239 --> 00:36:02,160
Speaker 1: not how I'm gonna do it. So everybody be many

583
00:36:02,280 --> 00:36:04,200
Speaker 1: tell us recipes, but I don't even know the recipe

584
00:36:04,280 --> 00:36:08,880
Speaker 1: right now. I'm just doing anything. Yeah, I'm trying to.

585
00:36:10,640 --> 00:36:15,719
Speaker 1: I'm doing research. Yeah, I'm doing research. What's I get

586
00:36:15,840 --> 00:36:19,239
Speaker 1: that motherfucker? I ain't gonna have that motherfucking coke. Yeah,

587
00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:23,040
Speaker 1: especially not to that brain. So you say meditation, I'm

588
00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:28,520
Speaker 1: going try to meditation. Smoking got down. I put on

589
00:36:28,719 --> 00:36:31,840
Speaker 1: the ocean signs on YouTube. I don't know what it

590
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:35,160
Speaker 1: is about waterfalls and ship that you relaxed me. What

591
00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:37,520
Speaker 1: I was that you gotta find what works. Later I

592
00:36:37,880 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 1: went to Ladyship and my son and she's like, what

593
00:36:39,719 --> 00:36:41,759
Speaker 1: type of me you want? His musical room. I was like,

594
00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:44,359
Speaker 1: She's like, I just want to relax. She plays the ship.

595
00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:46,359
Speaker 1: That ship put me straight sleep, and I wouldn't dream

596
00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:50,960
Speaker 1: about no bullshit. So there's meditation sleep. Basically, you put

597
00:36:51,040 --> 00:36:53,239
Speaker 1: your mind and put your mind to real. You put

598
00:36:53,280 --> 00:36:56,040
Speaker 1: your mind to sleep, you can be sleep. You can

599
00:36:57,520 --> 00:36:59,960
Speaker 1: you can be sleeping your mind don't be sleep. That's

600
00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:01,960
Speaker 1: how crazy it is. That's what I'm saying. I know

601
00:37:02,080 --> 00:37:05,560
Speaker 1: that that's what thinking about the same ship. But I

602
00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:10,160
Speaker 1: make a a dream out of reality when I go

603
00:37:10,239 --> 00:37:17,400
Speaker 1: in the street, My reality becomes a dream on steroids.

604
00:37:17,760 --> 00:37:20,640
Speaker 1: Like I could be already thinking about some ship or

605
00:37:20,680 --> 00:37:22,239
Speaker 1: some ship, and I'm gonna think about when I wake up,

606
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:24,520
Speaker 1: I can already be dreamed about this crazy man. So

607
00:37:24,640 --> 00:37:27,680
Speaker 1: you say it go into your dream, yes, and when

608
00:37:27,719 --> 00:37:32,160
Speaker 1: I wake up, I wake up playing over and over. Yeah,

609
00:37:32,200 --> 00:37:35,800
Speaker 1: you might need to meditate, clear your mind out. The

610
00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:38,520
Speaker 1: mind is the most powerful the heart. It's a lot

611
00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:41,359
Speaker 1: of ship, the mind is so powerful when you really

612
00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:43,600
Speaker 1: we none of us really know how to use our

613
00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:45,880
Speaker 1: mind to the full. You gotta think he had fucking

614
00:37:46,280 --> 00:37:49,960
Speaker 1: geniuses and ship that created. Ship created this phone. Thinking

615
00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:52,040
Speaker 1: about Steve Giles used to meditate like a motherfucker. He

616
00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:55,160
Speaker 1: created the iPhone. You think what I'm saying, tell you meditation,

617
00:37:55,280 --> 00:37:59,080
Speaker 1: and another one detoxin, like sometimes thirty day, just maybe

618
00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:03,200
Speaker 1: thirty day talking fast and whether it's you know, sometimes

619
00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:06,359
Speaker 1: that could just get everything back to his original state,

620
00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:09,560
Speaker 1: like just detox because you know, we took in so

621
00:38:09,719 --> 00:38:12,040
Speaker 1: much ship. They're getting drunk so much. Ship, you might

622
00:38:12,120 --> 00:38:15,000
Speaker 1: just need it. Just thirty day, just zone out and

623
00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:17,840
Speaker 1: then just bring your levels back down to zero and

624
00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:19,640
Speaker 1: then you could think a lot clearer. You know what

625
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:23,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying, You needn't try that sometime, whatever it is,

626
00:38:23,800 --> 00:38:28,640
Speaker 1: you know, it might help. That's that ship. I think

627
00:38:28,680 --> 00:38:33,120
Speaker 1: that ship is part of the Nigga mental health yea

628
00:38:33,280 --> 00:38:38,320
Speaker 1: um over thinking here, Yeah, what that ship is the

629
00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:44,760
Speaker 1: anybody need some medicines. You got the medicine, the medicine already,

630
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:47,560
Speaker 1: but the medicine wears off. That's what a lot of

631
00:38:48,160 --> 00:38:52,200
Speaker 1: smoke sunk up some ship. What you mean what you're

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Speaker 1: talking about. You take that messine saying a lot of

633
00:38:57,280 --> 00:38:59,440
Speaker 1: people who are smoking. That's a lot of people are smoking.

634
00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:02,799
Speaker 1: Is trying to home they mind that ship sucked me up. Worst,

635
00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:07,400
Speaker 1: it's temporary, temporary fix. I'm smoking that when I really

636
00:39:07,520 --> 00:39:13,040
Speaker 1: be thinking about Yeah, see I'm I'm on thirty day

637
00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:18,759
Speaker 1: talks on weed right now, I was smoking CBD. It's

638
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:25,719
Speaker 1: really I don't feel nothing like I'm on like they fire.

639
00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:28,920
Speaker 1: I'm literally having with drawings right now. I can't eat right,

640
00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:32,480
Speaker 1: I can't hear what I'm saying. But I know once

641
00:39:32,520 --> 00:39:34,919
Speaker 1: I get to that third day mark, like I'm gonna

642
00:39:34,960 --> 00:39:37,239
Speaker 1: be a lot more clear, shop on my mind, gonna

643
00:39:37,239 --> 00:39:38,719
Speaker 1: be a little bit more you know what I'm saying.

644
00:39:39,719 --> 00:39:44,040
Speaker 1: But that sh ain't easy though, filing up now that's

645
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Speaker 1: just bullship. Yeah, think about it, but ain't that easy.

646
00:39:47,440 --> 00:39:50,200
Speaker 1: Got the very nigga who got this sister story that

647
00:39:50,360 --> 00:39:55,000
Speaker 1: motherfucker be type of obstacles in it. That's what people

648
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:57,640
Speaker 1: got to know. Nigga's niggas want to get this Instagram

649
00:39:57,719 --> 00:40:00,560
Speaker 1: and and and niggas got here showing what they got

650
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Speaker 1: and ship. You know what I'm saying. You're trying to

651
00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:04,439
Speaker 1: compare yourself to that that put an in the state

652
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Speaker 1: putting in the state of depression. And you know what

653
00:40:06,960 --> 00:40:11,719
Speaker 1: I'm saying, comparison like that ain't that's him. But you know,

654
00:40:12,560 --> 00:40:15,520
Speaker 1: comparison is a thief of joy. You don't know whether

655
00:40:15,719 --> 00:40:18,800
Speaker 1: Nigga man and what they got. You don't know what

656
00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:22,279
Speaker 1: the man who went through for that ship. Yeah, you

657
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:24,120
Speaker 1: don't even know if he's really happy with all that

658
00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:29,520
Speaker 1: ship Instagram to like everybody's looking at what the net

659
00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:34,120
Speaker 1: person guy over there comparing your life that they like

660
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Speaker 1: like Damn, I'm thirty and they thirty and they got

661
00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:43,080
Speaker 1: all of this. I'm keeping up with the Jones and

662
00:40:43,160 --> 00:40:46,839
Speaker 1: that ship right there caused out of depression just looking

663
00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:49,520
Speaker 1: at what everybody else doing comparing like she said, they're

664
00:40:49,520 --> 00:40:52,120
Speaker 1: comparing my ship to your ship when you really you

665
00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:54,080
Speaker 1: should just be in could you should be in your

666
00:40:54,120 --> 00:40:57,239
Speaker 1: own race within yourself, like whatever the you folks doing,

667
00:40:57,520 --> 00:41:00,439
Speaker 1: I'm scaling my ship off without like because you don't

668
00:41:00,480 --> 00:41:02,759
Speaker 1: know how the ship going in or you don't know

669
00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:04,839
Speaker 1: what they didn't did to get to what they're doing.

670
00:41:05,040 --> 00:41:07,480
Speaker 1: Like you can't really just look at another motherfucker and

671
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,120
Speaker 1: be like, damn, I post the hell what they have,

672
00:41:09,719 --> 00:41:11,720
Speaker 1: and you don't know what's going on with them internally.

673
00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:13,879
Speaker 1: You don't know what these folks. You don't know ship.

674
00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:20,000
Speaker 1: You're just looking at side the wonder comparing man. You know,

675
00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:23,520
Speaker 1: you know they hold I could be kept, you know

676
00:41:23,560 --> 00:41:26,200
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. They could be just putting on another

677
00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:28,359
Speaker 1: nigga fund and all this ship. Now you stressed because

678
00:41:28,360 --> 00:41:31,040
Speaker 1: you can't do it. They ain't even doing. It's what

679
00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:39,360
Speaker 1: I'm saying, should be crazy, bro. Uh, the more of

680
00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:43,319
Speaker 1: the story about what that's all I need to get

681
00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:51,640
Speaker 1: up out this motherfucker no more. Okay, stop, I'm just playing.

682
00:41:51,640 --> 00:41:55,400
Speaker 1: The moral of the story is what theyre I was

683
00:41:55,440 --> 00:41:59,719
Speaker 1: talking about. Oh, the moral of the story is you

684
00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:02,920
Speaker 1: out of again. Do what you need to do to

685
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:09,040
Speaker 1: make yourself better and eliminate any distractions and comparisons. M M.

686
00:42:09,640 --> 00:42:13,799
Speaker 1: Every wire and sacrifice wire and sacrifice. Sacrifice, and that's

687
00:42:13,800 --> 00:42:17,319
Speaker 1: gonna put you where you need to be. Yeah, sacrifice big.

688
00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:21,399
Speaker 1: I think all that ship we just said, this ship,

689
00:42:21,520 --> 00:42:23,560
Speaker 1: the key to all that ship is just knowing that

690
00:42:23,719 --> 00:42:27,600
Speaker 1: it is what it whatever it is. Yeah, but you

691
00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:31,040
Speaker 1: can't accept what it is because you're just saying I'm

692
00:42:31,040 --> 00:42:32,719
Speaker 1: saying like I'm saying you know what it is, what

693
00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:35,560
Speaker 1: it is, and elevate from there. Yeah, I'm not saying

694
00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:39,080
Speaker 1: what it is. It is what it is, like, Yeah,

695
00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,440
Speaker 1: this is what's holding you back. That's what's holding you back.

696
00:42:41,920 --> 00:42:44,160
Speaker 1: This is what makes you procrastinate. That's what's making procrastinate.

697
00:42:44,719 --> 00:42:46,920
Speaker 1: This is you know what I'm saying. Whatever whatever it

698
00:42:47,040 --> 00:42:48,360
Speaker 1: is to stop you for doing what it do, you

699
00:42:48,400 --> 00:42:52,040
Speaker 1: gotta know that's what that is. Take accountability. Yeah, accountability

700
00:42:52,120 --> 00:42:55,160
Speaker 1: is the main ship, bro. Like we see and make

701
00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:58,400
Speaker 1: excuse the all day. But okay, I'm seeing saying I

702
00:42:58,480 --> 00:43:01,640
Speaker 1: over think. Okay, you watch Instagram too, you know that

703
00:43:01,719 --> 00:43:06,359
Speaker 1: makes you then you smoke that weed they make your right,

704
00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:08,840
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, okay, so you so

705
00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:11,239
Speaker 1: you just take take out all the excuse, I mean,

706
00:43:11,360 --> 00:43:15,799
Speaker 1: all the excuses from the negative. You know what I'm saying.

707
00:43:15,880 --> 00:43:19,240
Speaker 1: From the ship that's you know, okay hearing certain ships.

708
00:43:19,239 --> 00:43:20,520
Speaker 1: So why you can pick up the phone with certain

709
00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:22,239
Speaker 1: people and you know exactly what they find to say.

710
00:43:23,000 --> 00:43:24,560
Speaker 1: They'll call you less they find to say some ship

711
00:43:24,640 --> 00:43:30,400
Speaker 1: like this, All right, what I'm saying opening certain d

712
00:43:30,600 --> 00:43:32,560
Speaker 1: ms like you finish say something here, but I need

713
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Speaker 1: h leg and even ship that don't even resonate with

714
00:43:34,920 --> 00:43:37,680
Speaker 1: my life no more yourself in that situation. Now, so

715
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:39,720
Speaker 1: now you stretched about some ship that you can't change.

716
00:43:40,360 --> 00:43:48,200
Speaker 1: Eliminate the route, eliminate the route. Yeah, I mean like

717
00:43:48,320 --> 00:43:51,120
Speaker 1: that ship. What it is like? You see some ships

718
00:43:51,160 --> 00:43:54,200
Speaker 1: like no matter how much I want it to be,

719
00:43:55,120 --> 00:44:00,480
Speaker 1: that is this m You gotta knowledge that first, then

720
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Speaker 1: grow from now exactly amelior rate whatever it is. Yeah me,

721
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Speaker 1: rate yourself first. Got me some words, man, I'm telling rate.

722
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Speaker 1: They put out them other together. You imagine banking tip

723
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Speaker 1: on the phone talking now. Oh yeah, he already. You

724
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Speaker 1: went on yesterday Triple w dit Big Facts Pod dot Com.

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