WEBVTT - Episode 10: Court For The Queen

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<v Speaker 1>School of Humans.

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<v Speaker 2>This show follows the investigation of serial murders and contains

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<v Speaker 2>material that may be disturbing. Listener discretion advised.

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<v Speaker 3>In May of twenty eighteen, the case against Cecilia Stein

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<v Speaker 3>and Electus Perdeis was moved from district to High Court.

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<v Speaker 3>Since the group's arrest in twenty sixteen, nearly two years

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<v Speaker 3>had gone by. In that time, Ben Boysen had to

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<v Speaker 3>reassemble case files from six years prior and piece together

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<v Speaker 3>all that had happened since twenty twelve in order to

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<v Speaker 3>connect EPD to the murders and get them convicted. Back

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<v Speaker 3>in twenty sixteen, John Barnard turned state's witness. He'd agreed

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<v Speaker 3>to testify against EPD, which got him out of a

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<v Speaker 3>life sentence he would serve twenty years. LaRue was also

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<v Speaker 3>now a fitly a witness for the state. His testimony

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<v Speaker 3>against Cecilia, his mother, and Zach Valentine is how the

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<v Speaker 3>prosecution tied EPD to the twenty twelve murders. LaRue and

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<v Speaker 3>John Barnard's statements, paired with all the evidence gathered by

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<v Speaker 3>detectives Susette Canose and Captain Johann ban Vick, made epd's

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<v Speaker 3>involvement plausible beyond a reasonable doubt, not to mention the

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<v Speaker 3>guns in Mirinda's classroom and the blood found on her carpet,

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<v Speaker 3>blood later discovered to be that of Anthony Schofield. Psychologist

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<v Speaker 3>Rosalind McNabb was hired by the state to advocate for Marcel,

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<v Speaker 3>who was under age when the crimes were committed. Like

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<v Speaker 3>all those who heard Marinda's accounts of the murders, McNabb

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<v Speaker 3>recalls being deeply disturbed.

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<v Speaker 4>On the stand, she lied blatantly to save Cecilia. I

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<v Speaker 4>killed Reginald, and I enjoyed every minute of an antit

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<v Speaker 4>it because I want to and I wanted to feel

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<v Speaker 4>the power, and went into great GORYGGI detail about how

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<v Speaker 4>she did it and saying it had nothing to do

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<v Speaker 4>with Cecilia.

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<v Speaker 3>Marinda Steyne was served eleven life sentences and one hundred

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<v Speaker 3>and fifteen years for eleven murders. The two years that

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<v Speaker 3>LaRue spent behind bars provided him ample time to consider

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<v Speaker 3>the sting of his mother's betrayal, her many betrayals, but

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<v Speaker 3>especially the altering of her will. On the stand, Marinda

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<v Speaker 3>claimed she was the mastermind behind all the murders and

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<v Speaker 3>implicated l Ruin Zach in her statements, she excluded Cecilia

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<v Speaker 3>and Marcel from this testimony. In a rare act of

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<v Speaker 3>motherly love. For his testimony, LaRue was offered a reduced

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<v Speaker 3>sentence of twenty five years. Ben Boysen remembers the verdict

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<v Speaker 3>against LaRue.

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<v Speaker 5>LaRue Croit when found guilty and in front of his mother,

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<v Speaker 5>he said, thank you captain for sending this pitch to

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<v Speaker 5>jail and pointing at his mother. So yeah, I think

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<v Speaker 5>at that stage he made peace with himself that his

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<v Speaker 5>mother actually forced him to commit murdered.

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<v Speaker 3>Cecilia, Zach, and Marcel all pleaded not guilty. Cecilia to

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<v Speaker 3>this day claims she knew nothing and had nothing to

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<v Speaker 3>do with the murders. She told me herself when I

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<v Speaker 3>spoke to her in prison.

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<v Speaker 6>No one can force you to do anything. There's no

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<v Speaker 6>such thing as the devil made me do it. There's

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<v Speaker 6>no such thing as God made me do it. We

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<v Speaker 6>make our own choices, we act on our own impulses.

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<v Speaker 6>And Marchelle and LaRue has the reasons they did what

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<v Speaker 6>they did. And yeah, there's nothing anybody can say to

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<v Speaker 6>change someone else's mind.

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<v Speaker 3>From School of Humans and I Heeart podcasts This is

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<v Speaker 3>Queen Havoc and Her Murder Cult. I'm your host Kurt Kupachek,

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<v Speaker 3>Episode ten, Court for the Queen. In twenty eighteen, the

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<v Speaker 3>year following the initial sentencing of Mirinda and LaRue, the

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<v Speaker 3>state called fifty two out of about two hundred witnesses

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<v Speaker 3>to testify against three members of Electus Perdais.

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<v Speaker 7>The three that eventually winter trial was a Celia Zak.

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<v Speaker 3>And Marsell Ben told us about how he had to

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<v Speaker 3>be careful when choosing who to call to the stand.

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<v Speaker 3>Anyone who believed Cecilia had ties to Satanism could have

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<v Speaker 3>confused the judge. Way back in the first episode we

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<v Speaker 3>talked about how the judicial system does take Satanism seriously,

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<v Speaker 3>but as we now know, her Satanic past was nothing

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<v Speaker 3>but a tool Cecilia used to convince her followers to

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<v Speaker 3>commit these horrendous crimes. Any connection to the devil was

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<v Speaker 3>contrived with no bearing on the murders themselves.

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<v Speaker 5>At the end of the day, what is the dud's

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<v Speaker 5>going to believe in? What he is not going to believe?

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<v Speaker 5>You understand? So we needed to choose our witnesses to

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<v Speaker 5>prove our cast and not to damage our case.

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<v Speaker 3>Even so, considering all that EPD had gotten away with

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<v Speaker 3>up to this point, faith in the judicial system was

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<v Speaker 3>hard to come by.

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<v Speaker 5>Even when we started going to courte there was doubt

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<v Speaker 5>in the family's eyes that these people eventually going to

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<v Speaker 5>be found guilty.

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<v Speaker 3>Jana Marx, working as a courtroom journalist at the time,

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<v Speaker 3>was used to watching trials. Yanna kept a keen eye

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<v Speaker 3>on all the witness's behavior and body language. She noticed

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<v Speaker 3>that Cecilia appeared completely unfazed by the proceedings. She Zach

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<v Speaker 3>and Marcel, at least at first, stuck together like a

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<v Speaker 3>little clique, hiding behind their witty rapport.

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<v Speaker 7>They started as a very chetty group, a lot of fun,

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<v Speaker 7>fun and games. Celia is very now, she's very lively,

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<v Speaker 7>and she tells jokes, and that happened in court the

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<v Speaker 7>second They made little personal jokes and they pointed and

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<v Speaker 7>stayed at people, and that's.

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<v Speaker 2>How it started.

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<v Speaker 3>One of the key witnesses they mocked was Ria Grunivald,

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<v Speaker 3>epd's first victim, at least in a psychological sense, and

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<v Speaker 3>Cecilia's apparent motivation for the revenge killings. In twenty twelve.

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<v Speaker 3>It took weeks for state prosecutors and police to convince

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<v Speaker 3>Rhea to come out of hiding and appear in court.

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<v Speaker 3>She did so only under the condition that no photographs

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<v Speaker 3>be taken of her. Her testimony brought her into the

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<v Speaker 3>same room as Cecilia and EPD for the first time

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<v Speaker 3>in five years. Yanna reported that Rhea addressed the room,

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<v Speaker 3>stating Ria Grunivald is dead. She no longer exists. I've

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<v Speaker 3>lost everything when they died. I died. Ria's written testimony.

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<v Speaker 8>Read it was a very difficult time, and I was

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<v Speaker 8>not able to discuss it with anyone, fearing that Sea

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<v Speaker 8>could be punished for speaking out. I had to be

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<v Speaker 8>strong for her. She also isolated me from everyone I knew.

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<v Speaker 8>She lied about everything. I couldn't do anything without them

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<v Speaker 8>knowing I believed her. I then decided to end my

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<v Speaker 8>commitment to see and I set up that appointment with

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<v Speaker 8>her where I was threatened. They raised his history.

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<v Speaker 3>With eleven others killed. Rhea managed to escape from the

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<v Speaker 3>board texts of Cecilia Stein with her life. However, she

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<v Speaker 3>is still paying a high price. Rea lost her home,

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<v Speaker 3>her livelihood, she lost contact with her children, and the

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<v Speaker 3>rest of her family existence. As she knew it ceased.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like her life was murdered, but she went on living.

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<v Speaker 5>She didn't even admit to me where she went into.

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<v Speaker 5>Stay till today, I Tilda and don't speak to her

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<v Speaker 5>a grand till Duncia. So she's still in hiding today,

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<v Speaker 5>Someway in South Africa.

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<v Speaker 3>Some of the witnesses that took the stand included members

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<v Speaker 3>of Cecilia's outer circle, folks involved in the Know Your

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<v Speaker 3>Enemy classes she held for a time back in twenty twelve.

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<v Speaker 3>Neighbors of the murder victims and members of the task

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<v Speaker 3>team also testified. Here's Detective Hert Krueger.

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<v Speaker 9>There was the witness. They were having a party next

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<v Speaker 9>to the house where mister McGregor was staying. They said

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<v Speaker 9>it was a white female where had a very funny

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<v Speaker 9>She was walking funny. They described it like almost like

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<v Speaker 9>walking like a duck and that was Merendo.

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<v Speaker 3>Even Luke came out of witness protection to testify against

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<v Speaker 3>them and report on his chilling time around the group.

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<v Speaker 3>As Cecilia, Zach and Marcel witnessed their damning testimony, they

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<v Speaker 3>became increasingly less chummy. Their body language began to reflect

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<v Speaker 3>the degradation of Cecilia's mind control.

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<v Speaker 7>As more testimony came forward, more evidence came forward, as

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<v Speaker 7>if the group literally a physically moved away from one

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<v Speaker 7>another on the bench.

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<v Speaker 3>The more Cecilia allowed everyone else to take the blame

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<v Speaker 3>for her, the more Zach and Marcel recoiled.

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<v Speaker 7>See how it was in the middle still just you know,

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<v Speaker 7>observing writings. She took notes.

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<v Speaker 3>That's right, Cecilia took notes. She had I had to

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<v Speaker 3>keep her story straight.

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<v Speaker 7>And you have Zach Valentine. Zach would literally sit on

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<v Speaker 7>one butt cheek like he's going to fall off the

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<v Speaker 7>bench at any moment. He was so far away, just

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<v Speaker 7>to say, away from her, and Marcel the same.

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<v Speaker 6>On the other.

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<v Speaker 3>Side, Marcel was in a dark place throughout the proceedings.

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<v Speaker 3>Each time she was called to the stand, she denied

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<v Speaker 3>everything which implicated her brother and made way for her

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<v Speaker 3>mother to continue to sacrifice her own life in exaltation

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<v Speaker 3>of Cecilia.

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<v Speaker 7>So Mosel obviously grew more and more depressed as she realized, okay, well,

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<v Speaker 7>see you set up the whole trial. She planned the

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<v Speaker 7>whole trial in advance, and Marcel went with it.

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<v Speaker 3>Ben tried talking to Marcel, but she was reluctant, even

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<v Speaker 3>to the point of self sabotage.

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<v Speaker 5>Marcel from the beginning told me to go fuck myself.

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<v Speaker 5>That was her wit, her father, a real father, Rainstel lawyers,

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<v Speaker 5>a good advocate, and she said no, she doesn't want them,

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<v Speaker 5>and she's not guilty.

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<v Speaker 3>Remember, the primary charge was racketeering. This was used as

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<v Speaker 3>a pathway to prove their involvement in the murders. This

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<v Speaker 3>risky and unprecedented strategy turned out to be a clever

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<v Speaker 3>move on Ben's Park.

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<v Speaker 5>This is the first guise in the history of South Africa.

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<v Speaker 5>Were murderers our charged with with racketeering and was found

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<v Speaker 5>guilty in the I court.

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<v Speaker 3>So, even though each EPD defendant had their own lawyers,

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<v Speaker 3>allegations against one implicated them all as.

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<v Speaker 7>The trial progressed, and obviously they had their own legal representatives,

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<v Speaker 7>and every legal council obviously wants to exonerate their own

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<v Speaker 7>client and they would throw the others under the bus.

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<v Speaker 3>Zach held fast to the story that he didn't remember anything,

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<v Speaker 3>even the day that his car caught on fire, but

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<v Speaker 3>Marinda describing his direct involvement while on the stand revealed

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<v Speaker 3>suspicious inconsistencies in the narrative. This prolonged the trial over

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<v Speaker 3>the course of three years from twenty sixteen through twenty nineteen.

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<v Speaker 3>Electis Perdaeis only spent a total of sixty days in court,

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<v Speaker 3>but prosecutors were relentless in their pursuit of the truth.

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<v Speaker 3>The most critical testimonies, though, were the ones given by

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<v Speaker 3>LaRue and Barnard. Again, Jana Marx noted LaRue's physical and

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<v Speaker 3>emotive language.

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<v Speaker 7>LaRue not a small boy coming into court, but he

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<v Speaker 7>grew more confident during his testimony. I remember him not

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<v Speaker 7>being able to say the word murder or killing.

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<v Speaker 3>He had been brainwashed and pressured by his own mother

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<v Speaker 3>in Cecilia since he was just a kid.

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<v Speaker 7>I think the too first two to three days off

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<v Speaker 7>his testimony, he would just say yeah and then it happened.

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<v Speaker 7>Then that happened, assuming a murder, or then I was

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<v Speaker 7>strangled the guy, and then it happened. So it was

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<v Speaker 7>very interesting to see how he evolved during his testimony.

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<v Speaker 7>I think getting freeing himself from the bondage of his mother,

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<v Speaker 7>the bondage of Cecilia being in their service.

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<v Speaker 3>LaRue's striking neck tattoo of a large marionette puppet took

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<v Speaker 3>on a symbolic new meaning throughout the course of the

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<v Speaker 3>trial as he found his footing in court. LaRue's confidence

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<v Speaker 3>may have been boosted by his budding friendship with journalist

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<v Speaker 3>Murtzka Kotsare. LaRue confided in Mritzka about all the ways

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<v Speaker 3>he was abused by his mother and Cecilia.

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<v Speaker 10>His mother beat him up because how dare he questioned Cecilia.

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<v Speaker 10>You know, and as really said, he said to me,

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<v Speaker 10>the one time his mother hit him more than thirty times,

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<v Speaker 10>she hit him so hard he waved his bed.

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<v Speaker 2>And this was when he was sixteen years old.

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<v Speaker 3>Even behind bars, LaRue feared Cecilia's spectral wrath.

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<v Speaker 10>There's actually one time where he was in jail, he's

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<v Speaker 10>been sentenced.

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<v Speaker 2>We asked me about Eestro travel.

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<v Speaker 10>He actually genuinely asked me if I thought it was real?

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<v Speaker 10>And do I think Cecilia can get to him and HARMI?

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<v Speaker 10>And I'm like lyuy, you know, this is a bunch

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<v Speaker 10>of shit, Come on now, But it just shows you

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<v Speaker 10>how long he's been manipulated. You know, sitting in jail

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<v Speaker 10>is like, what if Cecilia can sneak into my cell

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<v Speaker 10>and come and hurt me?

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<v Speaker 11>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>What the public didn't know, however, was that Maritzka and

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<v Speaker 3>LaRue's relationship had evolved from journalists and suspect to a

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<v Speaker 3>friendship and then to a fully fledged romance. When that

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<v Speaker 3>lasted for two and a half years. They were already

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<v Speaker 3>an item before the Rue was even officially sentenced. In

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<v Speaker 3>twenty eighteen, me the day before you.

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<v Speaker 2>Were sentenced, will I be his girlfriend?

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<v Speaker 10>And at that point, you know, I kind of like froze,

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<v Speaker 10>because like the half of me thought, what's the arm

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<v Speaker 10>of being someone's girlfriend in jail.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll never get.

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<v Speaker 10>Involved like that, And the other half of me felt

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<v Speaker 10>sorry for him, you know, like, how can I say

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<v Speaker 10>no now, knowing that tomorrow is getting sentenced for let's

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<v Speaker 10>say twenty or twenty five years, so, you know, and

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<v Speaker 10>I just said yes.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, but I did like him. I had a

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<v Speaker 2>crush on it. But can you I.

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<v Speaker 10>Imagine the first day that this is now my boyfriend,

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<v Speaker 10>I'm standing in court looking at how he's being sentenced.

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<v Speaker 2>That was really a very sad, you know moment.

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<v Speaker 3>Maritzka was married at the time, and the couple had

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<v Speaker 3>a young daughter. By twenty nineteen, with the case mounting

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<v Speaker 3>against Cecilia Zach and Marcel Zach got wind of their

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<v Speaker 3>relationship and tried to use it to his advantage.

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<v Speaker 10>Zach was the only one that had a private attorney.

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<v Speaker 10>Everyone else had to state attorneys. Zach's parents by that

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<v Speaker 10>lawyer over two million rangers to you know, help him

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<v Speaker 10>get away with murder. So one of their plans was

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<v Speaker 10>to get me subpoena to tell the court that the

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<v Speaker 10>police was using me.

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<v Speaker 3>Zach's attorney aimed to get LaRue's testimony stricken from the record.

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<v Speaker 3>He argued that Maritzka was working with Ben and the

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<v Speaker 3>task team to influence Laru's story. While Maritzka's behavior is

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<v Speaker 3>indeed a breach of journalistic ethics, Zach's attempt to leverage

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<v Speaker 3>her in LaRue's love for his own gain caught her

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<v Speaker 3>off guard.

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<v Speaker 10>I've never in my life loved the story like this,

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<v Speaker 10>like the drama, the one that I'm sitting there and

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<v Speaker 10>the investigating officer phones me and he's like, listen, yeah,

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<v Speaker 10>and I want to scare you, but you might be

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<v Speaker 10>called to court.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, for fucking what, you know, because I'm covering this.

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<v Speaker 10>He's like, no, Zach's attorney is trying to say that

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<v Speaker 10>the police is using me to manipulate LaRue.

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<v Speaker 3>Early in twenty nineteen, in a desperate act of self preservation,

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<v Speaker 3>Zach Valentine and his lawyer tried to sell the story

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<v Speaker 3>that Maritzka was a pawn used by the police to

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<v Speaker 3>convince LaRue to stay on his confessional track. If this

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<v Speaker 3>were true, it would discredit LaRue's testimony and further complicate

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<v Speaker 3>the case against EPD. Maritzka fought to stay off the stand.

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<v Speaker 10>I'm like a hell to the notice because now can

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<v Speaker 10>you not imagine I need to appear in court. I'm

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<v Speaker 10>a journalist. Now I need to go explain. So I

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<v Speaker 10>was like, this shit is not going down, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>The judge recognized that there were more important issues at

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<v Speaker 3>stake than an accused killer's girlfriend and rejected the requests

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<v Speaker 3>from Zach's attorney.

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<v Speaker 2>And luckily the judge threw it outside.

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<v Speaker 10>Was like, whew, I dodged the bullets, okay, But little

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<v Speaker 10>did I know I did not dodge a bullet the

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<v Speaker 10>whole I don't know, like nine yards were coming from me.

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<v Speaker 3>But Zach and his lawyer didn't quit.

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<v Speaker 10>After that failed, Zach's girlfriend went to a Sunday newspaper.

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<v Speaker 10>So it's basically the place where I worked, the sister publication.

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<v Speaker 3>Can we pause? Are you telling me Zach had a girlfriend?

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<v Speaker 2>It was actually his fiance.

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<v Speaker 10>How can that woman date Zach? Isn't she Scaredy's gonna

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<v Speaker 10>murder as well? But anyways, back to how I saw

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<v Speaker 10>my ass.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay.

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<v Speaker 3>That same week, Maritzka's life began to crumble.

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<v Speaker 2>When I rapped at work.

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<v Speaker 10>My boss phoned me and she said to me, from

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<v Speaker 10>this point on, I'm not allowed to speak to anyone anymore.

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<v Speaker 10>I'm not allowed to speak to my colleagues. I'm not

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<v Speaker 10>allowed to go out on stories.

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<v Speaker 3>By the end of the week, she lost her job.

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<v Speaker 10>By the friday that I arrived at work. As I

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<v Speaker 10>got to the entrance, the h old lady was waiting

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<v Speaker 10>there for me. I didn't even enter that building. They

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<v Speaker 10>took my laptop, they took my access card, and they

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<v Speaker 10>suspended me.

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<v Speaker 3>Although her marriage had been falling apart for a while,

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<v Speaker 3>she was still living in the house she shared with

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<v Speaker 3>her husband and their young daughter.

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<v Speaker 10>I'm a married woman, so now I'm finding my husband.

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<v Speaker 10>Then my favorite police contact, right, I may said, you listen, hear, colonel,

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<v Speaker 10>I need to tell you something.

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<v Speaker 2>And then she said to me, yes, she saw online.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like what.

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<v Speaker 10>So while I was driving home, they already put out

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<v Speaker 10>a press release saying that I've been suspended in connection

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<v Speaker 10>with the murders.

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<v Speaker 3>Maritzka could be charged with obstruction of justice in connection

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<v Speaker 3>with eleven murders. Serious charges.

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<v Speaker 10>So now you must know, like everyone like suspects what's

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<v Speaker 10>going on here. But that's still nothing, because this is

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<v Speaker 10>the Friday Sunday morning I wake up. I wake up

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<v Speaker 10>not only to the news of my a fay everyway,

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<v Speaker 10>but I mean on the lamp.

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<v Speaker 3>Pulls Maritzka's face next to a picture of LaRue the murderer,

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<v Speaker 3>plastered all over krueger'storf on the lampposts.

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<v Speaker 10>It says journalists madly in love with Jilbird. That was

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<v Speaker 10>the craziest feeling in the world, you know, like becoming

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<v Speaker 10>the front page story.

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<v Speaker 3>It often feels like we could dedicate an entire podcast

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<v Speaker 3>to just one of the many subplots orbiting around Cecilia

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<v Speaker 3>and EPD. This is certainly one of those times. LaRue

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<v Speaker 3>and Meritzka's relationship would survive this. In fact, it would

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<v Speaker 3>last until the COVID nineteen lockdown in twenty twenty. Maritzka's

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<v Speaker 3>insight into LaRue, however biased, did help us to understand

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<v Speaker 3>him as a person in a big way. She shared

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<v Speaker 3>with us many of the details of their relationship, introducing

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<v Speaker 3>a side to LaRue that we hadn't seen before. A

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<v Speaker 3>young man with a big heart, a human being desiring

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<v Speaker 3>a relationship, the comfort of a partner, something he never

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<v Speaker 3>had before. She also told us that he was experiencing

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<v Speaker 3>a new level of paranoia in prison. He could not

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<v Speaker 3>shake the profound fear that had been nurtured and reinforced

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<v Speaker 3>in him for years. Maritzka, looking at this some three

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<v Speaker 3>years later, was insightful as she reflected on how we

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<v Speaker 3>all build walls around ourselves, cult or no cult.

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<v Speaker 10>And I remember the one day arriving at Rome, and

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<v Speaker 10>as I stopped in front of the gate, I thought

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<v Speaker 10>to myself. Everyone has their own prisons, you know. And

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<v Speaker 10>as I opened that gate, I thought to myself, larit

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<v Speaker 10>doesn't have a key to East prison, but I've got

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<v Speaker 10>my own key.

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<v Speaker 3>Which brings us to Marcel, a young woman living inside

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<v Speaker 3>the prison of her own mind.

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<v Speaker 7>Masel was was a bit different. I think the whole

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<v Speaker 7>country's sympathy lie with Marcel.

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<v Speaker 3>On the stand. Two years younger than LaRue. Shy and quiet,

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<v Speaker 3>Marcel came across as docile and played up her innocence

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<v Speaker 3>behind big glasses, her style a stark contrast to the

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<v Speaker 3>high goth get ups of the rest of EPD. She

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<v Speaker 3>looked almost demure, her hair neatly pulled into a French braid,

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<v Speaker 3>almost as if she grew up in a pastoral setting.

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<v Speaker 3>She'd grown accustomed to saying as little as possible so

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<v Speaker 3>as not to defy her mother in Cecilia's orders, and

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<v Speaker 3>hoping against hope for her mother's affection. Here is psychologist

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<v Speaker 3>Rosalind McNabb.

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<v Speaker 4>Marcel still did not really, She still wanted to believe

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<v Speaker 4>in her mom somehow until the eleventh hour, so there,

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<v Speaker 4>unfortunately didn't go too well for her.

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<v Speaker 3>News accounts of the true paint Marcel as clearly subject

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<v Speaker 3>to profound manipulation, A fearful child, I.

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<v Speaker 7>Think, and I obviously see their mom adoring Cecilia.

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<v Speaker 6>So you can.

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<v Speaker 7>Imagine this young little girl. I'm going to call it

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<v Speaker 7>that little girl because she was so young when she

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<v Speaker 7>started to live in Celia's house.

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<v Speaker 3>Marcel was ten when her mother met Cecilia and thirteen

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<v Speaker 3>when she moved in with her and took responsibility for

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<v Speaker 3>all of Cecilia's needs and those of Cecilia's two young children.

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<v Speaker 7>I think she was also thinking she was doing the

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<v Speaker 7>right thing, because the adults all had consensus on this,

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<v Speaker 7>so this had to be the right thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Marcel confided in Rosalind that she had looked up to Cecilia.

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<v Speaker 4>Marcel speaks about how she really adlass Cecilia. I mean

0:23:53.480 --> 0:23:58.680
<v Speaker 4>she thought that this woman was her hero. She trist

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<v Speaker 4>like she heard it most of the members of that group.

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<v Speaker 4>She thought that whatever she said was amazing. She was

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<v Speaker 4>her role model. She spoke about her in a speech at.

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<v Speaker 3>School, especially after witnessing Michaela's murder. Marcel had no female

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<v Speaker 3>role models in her life, but just like her brother,

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<v Speaker 3>Marcel grew up right there on the witness stand in

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<v Speaker 3>front of the world.

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<v Speaker 7>Marcelle was a little shy girl coming into the court.

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<v Speaker 7>You could definitely see her youthfulness. I don't want to

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<v Speaker 7>say innocence, because I mean, after killing, I don't think

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<v Speaker 7>I have any more of that left. But she was skid,

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<v Speaker 7>and I remember seeing this little girl with the big

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<v Speaker 7>eyes behind the glasses sitting in court, and as the

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<v Speaker 7>trial progressed, it's as if she evolved herself.

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<v Speaker 3>After an entire year of watching the trial unfor and

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<v Speaker 3>lying on the stand it protect Cecilia, Marcel started to

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<v Speaker 3>reconsider the implications of staying silent.

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<v Speaker 4>She realized there was in a whole moment because she

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<v Speaker 4>still believed, but there was a long period which the

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<v Speaker 4>prison wardens showed her luck. This doesn't say that in

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<v Speaker 4>the Bible, and that was the trigger for her.

0:25:25.240 --> 0:25:29.320
<v Speaker 3>Marcel started thinking about coming clean to the judge. Despite

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<v Speaker 3>being consistently threatened by her mother in Cecilia.

0:25:32.920 --> 0:25:36.399
<v Speaker 4>She actually said to me, my mom said to me

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<v Speaker 4>that if you stand up and you tell the truth,

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<v Speaker 4>we will kill you. In Sun City prison, Cecilia and myself,

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<v Speaker 4>we will kill you.

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<v Speaker 3>Given the conflicting testimony, prosecutors struggled to gain traction on

0:25:56.520 --> 0:26:00.800
<v Speaker 3>murder charges against Cecilia. No one say seemed to tell

0:26:00.880 --> 0:26:03.480
<v Speaker 3>the same story of what had gone down inside the

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<v Speaker 3>walls of EPD. According to countless witnesses, Cecilia was said

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<v Speaker 3>to be in charge, but where was the proof? Here's

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<v Speaker 3>Detective Susac canotse Ceelia.

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<v Speaker 11>Is the one that's got no blood in her hands.

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<v Speaker 11>She wasn't involved in any killing actual killing. She used

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<v Speaker 11>the people to do it for.

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<v Speaker 3>The judge pointed out that money had clearly been given

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<v Speaker 3>to her, or as she claimed donated to her. Zach

0:26:35.680 --> 0:26:38.960
<v Speaker 3>Valentine and John Barnard said they thought the money they

0:26:38.960 --> 0:26:41.400
<v Speaker 3>were giving her was going to an orphanage, but her

0:26:41.440 --> 0:26:46.359
<v Speaker 3>accounts didn't balance out. Cecilia argued from the witness stand

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<v Speaker 3>that this was not evidence of her involvement in the murders.

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<v Speaker 3>When the judge pressed her for answers to why others

0:26:52.560 --> 0:26:57.399
<v Speaker 3>were donating money to her, Cecilia would calmly, dispassionately reply,

0:26:58.240 --> 0:27:01.480
<v Speaker 3>you have to ask them. Is the Catholic Church to

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<v Speaker 3>blame for donations it receives from a mob boss. This

0:27:05.040 --> 0:27:09.920
<v Speaker 3>was essentially Cecilia's legal argument. It may not have been

0:27:10.000 --> 0:27:13.920
<v Speaker 3>legally sound, but it was effective. It confused the question

0:27:13.960 --> 0:27:19.679
<v Speaker 3>of culpability and guilt. According to Cecilia's recollection, people just

0:27:19.720 --> 0:27:23.600
<v Speaker 3>did things for her. That was their choice. Another reason

0:27:23.640 --> 0:27:26.760
<v Speaker 3>it was hard for prosecutors to assign blame to Secilia

0:27:26.920 --> 0:27:30.440
<v Speaker 3>was that there was no clear structure in EPD. There

0:27:30.440 --> 0:27:33.880
<v Speaker 3>was no clear chain of command, no contracts between them

0:27:33.920 --> 0:27:38.000
<v Speaker 3>and no evidence of direct kill orders, and so if

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<v Speaker 3>someone testified that Cecilia told them to kill for her,

0:27:41.040 --> 0:27:45.440
<v Speaker 3>she simply refuted it. That is until the puzzle pieces,

0:27:45.560 --> 0:27:49.240
<v Speaker 3>which had so stubbornly refused to come together, were picked

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<v Speaker 3>up by Marcel.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you realize the mistake?

0:27:52.359 --> 0:27:54.639
<v Speaker 7>Mettrial and she decided to actually come.

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<v Speaker 4>Forward with the truth.

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<v Speaker 3>When Marcel Stein took the witness stand in May of

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<v Speaker 3>twenty nineteen, she laid the pieces of the puzzle out

0:28:10.640 --> 0:28:14.040
<v Speaker 3>for the courtroom with the breathless ease of someone who'd

0:28:14.080 --> 0:28:15.680
<v Speaker 3>seen it all before.

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<v Speaker 5>She was supposed to testify. Stepmother phoned me and said

0:28:20.000 --> 0:28:23.440
<v Speaker 5>that Marcel wanted to change to plea and I said, no,

0:28:23.560 --> 0:28:25.840
<v Speaker 5>it's too light now to chimes to plea. The only

0:28:25.880 --> 0:28:27.760
<v Speaker 5>thing she can do now is going to tell the truth.

0:28:28.480 --> 0:28:31.359
<v Speaker 3>She painted a clear picture for the judge. It was

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<v Speaker 3>a remarkable moment in the proceedings.

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<v Speaker 7>And I don't want to call it testimony because it

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<v Speaker 7>wasn't really a testimony. It wasn't planned, it wasn't a

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<v Speaker 7>confession like a form of confession. She just decided she's

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<v Speaker 7>going to tell the court now what she knows.

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<v Speaker 3>Once again, observing Jana Marx noticed the change in Marcel

0:28:51.640 --> 0:28:54.360
<v Speaker 3>as she mustered up the courage to speak her truth

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<v Speaker 3>in front of the judge.

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<v Speaker 7>I remember two three days prior to that, started to

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<v Speaker 7>apply some makeup. Suddenly, this little girl with the big eyes,

0:29:05.640 --> 0:29:08.120
<v Speaker 7>the scared eyes, scared of the ccenia are definitely scared

0:29:08.160 --> 0:29:11.719
<v Speaker 7>of her mother, evolved into a woman making up her

0:29:11.760 --> 0:29:12.240
<v Speaker 7>own mind.

0:29:13.800 --> 0:29:18.440
<v Speaker 3>During Marcel's riveting speech, her brilliant mind was on full display.

0:29:19.080 --> 0:29:22.160
<v Speaker 5>She tried to play the child caught to get a

0:29:22.680 --> 0:29:26.760
<v Speaker 5>lesser sentence, but the judge didn't fall for that because

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<v Speaker 5>when she started fighting with her own advocate in court,

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<v Speaker 5>in front of the judge and telling the judge what

0:29:33.640 --> 0:29:37.040
<v Speaker 5>the advocate was supposed to do, the advocate saw that

0:29:37.120 --> 0:29:38.640
<v Speaker 5>this school is very very clever.

0:29:41.960 --> 0:29:45.720
<v Speaker 3>By advocate Ben Means, Marcel's lawyer, not to be confused

0:29:45.760 --> 0:29:49.880
<v Speaker 3>with Roseline McNabb, the child advocate we've been hearing from.

0:29:50.200 --> 0:29:52.640
<v Speaker 3>It was clear Marcel had read up on the law

0:29:52.920 --> 0:29:54.240
<v Speaker 3>and knew her rights.

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<v Speaker 4>It was quite difficult to convince the judge that this

0:29:58.800 --> 0:30:01.760
<v Speaker 4>was someone with a hi IQ at very low.

0:30:01.640 --> 0:30:07.680
<v Speaker 3>Eq IQ being logistic intelligence and problem solving, and EQ

0:30:08.200 --> 0:30:13.200
<v Speaker 3>referring to emotional awareness being able to identify, evaluate, express,

0:30:13.400 --> 0:30:15.520
<v Speaker 3>and control emotions, and.

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<v Speaker 4>That she really was emotionally manipulated, and that she really

0:30:20.680 --> 0:30:27.320
<v Speaker 4>believed in this astral travel and everything that Cecilia had

0:30:27.920 --> 0:30:32.080
<v Speaker 4>told her, and she felt as if she couldn't get away,

0:30:32.560 --> 0:30:36.320
<v Speaker 4>and that she was being watched and then also doing

0:30:36.400 --> 0:30:37.880
<v Speaker 4>everything that her mom wanted.

0:30:43.480 --> 0:30:47.280
<v Speaker 3>The judge then had a choice after observing how smart

0:30:47.320 --> 0:30:50.000
<v Speaker 3>she was. He could take her savvy as a sign

0:30:50.040 --> 0:30:51.760
<v Speaker 3>that she might be able to work her way out

0:30:51.840 --> 0:30:55.800
<v Speaker 3>of the victimization she'd suffered, or he could use it

0:30:55.800 --> 0:31:01.120
<v Speaker 3>against her. He chose the latter, claim she had ample

0:31:01.160 --> 0:31:04.080
<v Speaker 3>opportunity to reach out to an adult at school during

0:31:04.120 --> 0:31:07.040
<v Speaker 3>her time spent living with Cecilia, and that she had

0:31:07.040 --> 0:31:10.000
<v Speaker 3>the option to come forward as her brother had, but

0:31:10.120 --> 0:31:10.800
<v Speaker 3>she chose not.

0:31:10.800 --> 0:31:15.160
<v Speaker 5>To and that's why I also sentenced her to life imprisonment.

0:31:17.840 --> 0:31:22.840
<v Speaker 3>Electis Perdeis was found guilty on June third, twenty nineteen.

0:31:23.400 --> 0:31:24.960
<v Speaker 4>This Wasn't Elebret Conspiracy.

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<v Speaker 3>About six weeks later, on August nineteenth, they were sentenced.

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<v Speaker 12>Timurd up Natasha Perga, timurd up, Choi Panzaya, tim murder

0:31:34.880 --> 0:31:39.880
<v Speaker 12>of Reginal Pendixon, timurd up Mikaela Valentan Peter Mayer, John Mayer,

0:31:40.320 --> 0:31:45.880
<v Speaker 12>Jera Jackson, Glenn McGregor, Anthony Scholfield, Kevin mcgalpan, Jana Latochan,

0:31:46.120 --> 0:31:49.440
<v Speaker 12>all the disease were innocent and did not deserve to die.

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<v Speaker 3>Cecilia Stein was given thirteen life sentences plus one hundred

0:31:58.320 --> 0:32:04.160
<v Speaker 3>and fifty two years for eleven murders. Zach Valentine eight

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<v Speaker 3>life sentences plus sixty six years for seven murders. Marcel Stein,

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<v Speaker 3>now twenty one years old, was served seven life sentences

0:32:16.000 --> 0:32:22.240
<v Speaker 3>plus one hundred and forty four years for eight murders.

0:32:22.880 --> 0:32:26.040
<v Speaker 5>At the age of that, I've got thirty nine life

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<v Speaker 5>sentences and more than two thousand years in prisonment for

0:32:29.840 --> 0:32:30.440
<v Speaker 5>these people.

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<v Speaker 3>So, while the judge took into consideration her age and

0:32:37.520 --> 0:32:42.000
<v Speaker 3>all the manipulation, Marcel coming forward with the truth didn't

0:32:42.040 --> 0:32:47.160
<v Speaker 3>really do her much good in terms of sentencing. After

0:32:47.240 --> 0:32:50.680
<v Speaker 3>an entire life of being conditioned to not trust yourself

0:32:50.800 --> 0:32:54.240
<v Speaker 3>and your own instincts, the courage that Marcel must have

0:32:54.320 --> 0:32:56.600
<v Speaker 3>had to find in herself is staggering.

0:32:57.400 --> 0:32:59.640
<v Speaker 7>I do know that's Marenda.

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<v Speaker 2>She didn't really love her kids.

0:33:01.920 --> 0:33:06.440
<v Speaker 7>You can see that from her just giving Marcel to

0:33:06.560 --> 0:33:10.480
<v Speaker 7>Cecilia as some sort of prize.

0:33:11.160 --> 0:33:15.160
<v Speaker 3>I asked Mirinda about this, her upbringing and a relationship

0:33:15.200 --> 0:33:19.320
<v Speaker 3>to her own children. Again, the noise inside the prison

0:33:19.400 --> 0:33:22.280
<v Speaker 3>visiting room was so bad that this is an actor

0:33:22.320 --> 0:33:23.360
<v Speaker 3>reading her response.

0:33:23.840 --> 0:33:24.600
<v Speaker 2>You know, we grew up.

0:33:26.280 --> 0:33:28.400
<v Speaker 1>We grew up in a generation where our parents, my

0:33:28.520 --> 0:33:30.880
<v Speaker 1>parents never until to day ever told me that they

0:33:30.920 --> 0:33:34.920
<v Speaker 1>loved me, ever wagged me or anything like that. They

0:33:34.960 --> 0:33:38.280
<v Speaker 1>would kiss you, allow goodbye, you know, but that's it.

0:33:39.160 --> 0:33:41.920
<v Speaker 1>So I think I was maybe over loving and overprotective

0:33:41.960 --> 0:33:45.400
<v Speaker 1>with my children, but they knew I loved them and

0:33:45.440 --> 0:33:46.360
<v Speaker 1>I was a good mother.

0:33:49.320 --> 0:33:53.800
<v Speaker 3>Throughout our conversation, Marinda spoke highly of Marcel, told me

0:33:53.840 --> 0:33:56.000
<v Speaker 3>that her daughter was good and had no part in

0:33:56.040 --> 0:33:59.800
<v Speaker 3>any of the crimes. The judge honored Marcel's fear for

0:33:59.800 --> 0:34:02.400
<v Speaker 3>her life and her wishes not to be anywhere near

0:34:02.480 --> 0:34:06.680
<v Speaker 3>her mother in Cecilia. He sentenced Marcel not to Sun's city,

0:34:07.200 --> 0:34:11.320
<v Speaker 3>but to a prison in Pretoria. Whether Marinda admits it

0:34:11.440 --> 0:34:15.560
<v Speaker 3>or not, her self proclaimed affectionless upbringing has been passed

0:34:15.600 --> 0:34:19.520
<v Speaker 3>down well. I think it's safe to say that Marcel

0:34:19.560 --> 0:34:23.440
<v Speaker 3>and LaRue's experience was quite a bit more severe than

0:34:23.480 --> 0:34:27.440
<v Speaker 3>Marenda's circumstances growing up. But all of this seems to

0:34:27.480 --> 0:34:31.160
<v Speaker 3>be the product of a corrupt and broken system, old

0:34:31.280 --> 0:34:37.320
<v Speaker 3>antiquated traditions, ones that victimize and suppress. They're dangerous. Forcing

0:34:37.400 --> 0:34:41.200
<v Speaker 3>human beings into social constructs will cause them to lash out.

0:34:42.160 --> 0:34:45.040
<v Speaker 3>Here is our resident scholar, doctor Niki Falkoff.

0:34:46.239 --> 0:34:51.080
<v Speaker 13>We could even speculate that, you know her character as

0:34:51.120 --> 0:34:57.000
<v Speaker 13>this kind of idealized mom teacher, perfect suburban white lady.

0:34:57.000 --> 0:35:03.160
<v Speaker 13>There's something fundamentally flawed in that characterization of white South

0:35:03.200 --> 0:35:06.359
<v Speaker 13>African women. I mean, it's possible that her identity, rather

0:35:06.400 --> 0:35:09.279
<v Speaker 13>than protecting her from this kind of manipulation, actually made

0:35:09.280 --> 0:35:10.680
<v Speaker 13>her even more vulnerable to it.

0:35:11.880 --> 0:35:16.239
<v Speaker 3>Belonging to belong is a very basic, primal impulse, one

0:35:16.280 --> 0:35:20.600
<v Speaker 3>of protection and self preservation. We need each other to survive.

0:35:21.360 --> 0:35:23.960
<v Speaker 3>This was even true for the followers of Queen Havoc.

0:35:24.960 --> 0:35:28.560
<v Speaker 7>Didn't feel that they belonged anyway, didn't feel wanted by society,

0:35:28.960 --> 0:35:32.000
<v Speaker 7>and then they meet this woman and she just say

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<v Speaker 7>you will welcome. Everyone is welcome. Yet if no one

0:35:34.680 --> 0:35:36.920
<v Speaker 7>wants you, I want you. And I think that was

0:35:37.000 --> 0:35:41.359
<v Speaker 7>extremely satisfying for everyone. They wanted to be part of

0:35:41.360 --> 0:35:42.920
<v Speaker 7>a group, They wanted to stay part.

0:35:42.760 --> 0:35:46.080
<v Speaker 3>Of a group. By the time LaRue was grown, he

0:35:46.200 --> 0:35:50.719
<v Speaker 3>was thoroughly conditioned to be rewarded for demonstrating brutality. His

0:35:50.840 --> 0:35:54.319
<v Speaker 3>self worth became tied to how savagely he could kill

0:35:54.320 --> 0:35:55.080
<v Speaker 3>another person.

0:35:55.719 --> 0:35:58.160
<v Speaker 10>You would think the one side of him would rebell

0:35:58.239 --> 0:36:03.279
<v Speaker 10>and run away, but yet Ezaki surrenders. He submerges, you know,

0:36:03.880 --> 0:36:06.960
<v Speaker 10>and he wanted to prove himself. That's why he did

0:36:07.000 --> 0:36:09.480
<v Speaker 10>the murders in Eduay. He wanted to show that he's worthy.

0:36:09.520 --> 0:36:10.960
<v Speaker 10>And it's actually said, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>All this is to say that it's important to consider

0:36:15.120 --> 0:36:17.719
<v Speaker 3>the walls that each of us have created around our

0:36:17.760 --> 0:36:21.760
<v Speaker 3>hearts and minds, and who we choose to reside within them.

0:36:22.080 --> 0:36:25.719
<v Speaker 3>Cults are scary, sure, but they are not altogether rare

0:36:26.320 --> 0:36:30.440
<v Speaker 3>or really even counterculture when you think about it. It's

0:36:30.520 --> 0:36:34.440
<v Speaker 3>right there in the word culture. It's in our nature

0:36:34.520 --> 0:36:39.919
<v Speaker 3>to cultivate community. These concepts came alive in Cecilia's own

0:36:39.960 --> 0:36:45.320
<v Speaker 3>story when on the stand she claimed psychological and physical

0:36:45.320 --> 0:36:48.600
<v Speaker 3>abuse as a child, and when my producing partner Jennifer,

0:36:48.600 --> 0:36:51.160
<v Speaker 3>and I went into the prison again to meet Cecilia,

0:36:51.800 --> 0:36:56.880
<v Speaker 3>she elaborated, this was a moment I had been thinking

0:36:56.920 --> 0:37:01.279
<v Speaker 3>about and anticipating for over two years, I have to

0:37:01.360 --> 0:37:07.160
<v Speaker 3>admit I wanted to meet Cecilia Stein. Remember, prison in

0:37:07.200 --> 0:37:10.799
<v Speaker 3>South Africa differs greatly from the United States. There were

0:37:10.840 --> 0:37:14.719
<v Speaker 3>no shackles, no cuffs, nothing really protecting us from the

0:37:14.719 --> 0:37:19.319
<v Speaker 3>prisoners in the room. Even Ritzka described how she and

0:37:19.360 --> 0:37:22.319
<v Speaker 3>the rue sneak kisses during the visiting hours when the

0:37:22.360 --> 0:37:26.080
<v Speaker 3>guards turn their backs. We'll go into more detail in

0:37:26.120 --> 0:37:28.560
<v Speaker 3>our bonus episode about what it was like being in

0:37:28.600 --> 0:37:32.440
<v Speaker 3>Cecilia's presence, but for the moment, we'd like to just

0:37:32.480 --> 0:37:35.720
<v Speaker 3>share with you some of Cecilia's reflections. In an attempt

0:37:35.719 --> 0:37:38.640
<v Speaker 3>to answer some questions posed at the beginning of this podcast,

0:37:39.960 --> 0:37:43.120
<v Speaker 3>what drives our inherent human need to belong to something

0:37:44.040 --> 0:37:47.560
<v Speaker 3>and how do our relationships serve to satiate this primal desire,

0:37:48.600 --> 0:37:50.680
<v Speaker 3>We asked her to share her thoughts on the human

0:37:50.680 --> 0:37:55.920
<v Speaker 3>condition and our need for connection. To be clear, what

0:37:55.960 --> 0:38:01.280
<v Speaker 3>you're hearing this time is not an actor Celia Stein's

0:38:01.320 --> 0:38:02.400
<v Speaker 3>actual voice.

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<v Speaker 6>I think the only people that really love you unconditionally

0:38:07.120 --> 0:38:10.279
<v Speaker 6>is your children, the way they look at you, the

0:38:10.320 --> 0:38:14.959
<v Speaker 6>way they trust you unconditionally, the way they would hug

0:38:15.000 --> 0:38:18.520
<v Speaker 6>you and and wait for you to go with them.

0:38:18.680 --> 0:38:20.800
<v Speaker 6>Because if you're scared to walk down a dark hallway,

0:38:21.000 --> 0:38:26.920
<v Speaker 6>or you know, truly feel unconditionally loved is by your children.

0:38:27.560 --> 0:38:31.160
<v Speaker 6>You can say your parents or whatever, but you look

0:38:31.200 --> 0:38:33.520
<v Speaker 6>at some people's parents' parents can be vindictive.

0:38:34.280 --> 0:38:38.640
<v Speaker 3>Colonel Christelle Boisen share this anecdote from Cecilia's childhood.

0:38:39.080 --> 0:38:42.120
<v Speaker 14>What we've been told is that Cecilia was actually one

0:38:42.160 --> 0:38:46.640
<v Speaker 14>of a twin boy twin he died in Vitra. So

0:38:47.040 --> 0:38:49.960
<v Speaker 14>when she grew up, her mother blamed her for the

0:38:50.000 --> 0:38:54.000
<v Speaker 14>death of her twin. So she grew up with this

0:38:54.440 --> 0:38:57.439
<v Speaker 14>I have the power to kill. I started killing when

0:38:57.480 --> 0:38:59.360
<v Speaker 14>I was in my mother's womb.

0:39:00.600 --> 0:39:04.600
<v Speaker 3>Growing up under such serious maternal blaming, plus whatever else

0:39:04.680 --> 0:39:07.319
<v Speaker 3>might have happened to her as a young person read

0:39:07.400 --> 0:39:11.480
<v Speaker 3>a deep distrust of others. She shared with us a

0:39:11.719 --> 0:39:14.719
<v Speaker 3>terrifying memory from when she was only fifteen.

0:39:16.200 --> 0:39:19.920
<v Speaker 6>I was fifteen, Me and my girlfriend at a time

0:39:20.080 --> 0:39:24.800
<v Speaker 6>were at a friend of ours brother's twenty first birthday

0:39:24.800 --> 0:39:29.760
<v Speaker 6>party about two o'clock in the morning. We decided, okay,

0:39:29.920 --> 0:39:33.919
<v Speaker 6>stunt for us to go, and everybody was drinking, so

0:39:34.040 --> 0:39:37.960
<v Speaker 6>we said, you know what, we can walk on our

0:39:38.040 --> 0:39:42.960
<v Speaker 6>way home. We went through a shopping center's parking area.

0:39:43.560 --> 0:39:45.880
<v Speaker 6>The guy came walking up to us, asking me for

0:39:45.920 --> 0:39:49.840
<v Speaker 6>a lighter. So I bent down, obviously going through my

0:39:49.920 --> 0:39:53.879
<v Speaker 6>pockets looking for a lighter. And as I looked up,

0:39:55.160 --> 0:39:59.520
<v Speaker 6>he was standing there with a knife. So this guy's

0:39:59.560 --> 0:40:07.279
<v Speaker 6>robbing us. Without thinking, I grabbed the blade of his

0:40:07.440 --> 0:40:10.799
<v Speaker 6>knife my hand, bring to my pocket. Next thing I know,

0:40:11.560 --> 0:40:15.719
<v Speaker 6>my knife was in my hand, and the next thing

0:40:15.760 --> 0:40:16.520
<v Speaker 6>it was in his throat.

0:40:20.080 --> 0:40:23.720
<v Speaker 3>It's hard to believe the things that Cecilia says. Still,

0:40:24.560 --> 0:40:27.160
<v Speaker 3>if this first murder did in fact happen when she

0:40:27.280 --> 0:40:30.840
<v Speaker 3>was fifteen, it looks like it created a butterfly effect

0:40:31.400 --> 0:40:34.520
<v Speaker 3>that would show her just how fragile a human life is.

0:40:35.400 --> 0:40:38.080
<v Speaker 6>When everything was done and he was lying in the

0:40:38.120 --> 0:40:41.640
<v Speaker 6>parking lot and I'm sitting on the sidewalk, I'm looking

0:40:41.680 --> 0:40:47.000
<v Speaker 6>at this guy and thinking this is impossible. It can't

0:40:47.080 --> 0:40:50.759
<v Speaker 6>be that easy for a human being to die. Obviously,

0:40:51.000 --> 0:40:54.200
<v Speaker 6>all the emotions you go through afterwards, your body goes

0:40:54.239 --> 0:40:56.080
<v Speaker 6>in to shock, your nauses, you want to pass out,

0:40:56.120 --> 0:40:57.799
<v Speaker 6>you want to throw up, all at the same time,

0:40:58.600 --> 0:41:01.600
<v Speaker 6>your scared, you're confused, and you realize how easy it

0:41:01.640 --> 0:41:06.239
<v Speaker 6>is for someone to die, how easy it is for

0:41:06.360 --> 0:41:07.680
<v Speaker 6>you to take someone's life.

0:41:09.280 --> 0:41:12.160
<v Speaker 3>Based on what Cecilia shared with us about her perspective

0:41:12.200 --> 0:41:18.120
<v Speaker 3>on humanity, it seems that she was she is bereft

0:41:18.560 --> 0:41:19.160
<v Speaker 3>of hope.

0:41:19.520 --> 0:41:24.799
<v Speaker 6>I personally think that that humans is I don't know,

0:41:25.239 --> 0:41:28.919
<v Speaker 6>specie that does not deserve to survive. If you look

0:41:29.000 --> 0:41:32.760
<v Speaker 6>at the way we act, the way we behave towards

0:41:32.760 --> 0:41:35.960
<v Speaker 6>each other, I would think twice about killing a spider

0:41:36.120 --> 0:41:39.320
<v Speaker 6>or something like that. A spiders the it does its job.

0:41:40.600 --> 0:41:42.560
<v Speaker 6>It doesn't judge you, it doesn't lie to you, it

0:41:42.560 --> 0:41:45.440
<v Speaker 6>doesn't steal from you. It just does what it has

0:41:45.520 --> 0:41:49.320
<v Speaker 6>to do and then goes on its merry way. Insects,

0:41:49.440 --> 0:41:52.960
<v Speaker 6>animals completely natural. It's humans that are unnatural.

0:41:55.200 --> 0:41:58.840
<v Speaker 3>It also seems Cecilia's longing to belong was so strong,

0:41:59.239 --> 0:42:01.920
<v Speaker 3>her need for a ten time so robust, and her

0:42:02.000 --> 0:42:05.760
<v Speaker 3>sense of connection so lacking early on, that she created

0:42:05.800 --> 0:42:09.440
<v Speaker 3>an environment in which those around her would never leave her,

0:42:10.280 --> 0:42:14.400
<v Speaker 3>a kind of emotional symbiosis to make sure they'd stick around.

0:42:15.520 --> 0:42:19.399
<v Speaker 3>In her mind, she was making them feel welcome and

0:42:19.440 --> 0:42:23.719
<v Speaker 3>feeding their desire for some kind of greater purpose. She

0:42:23.840 --> 0:42:25.279
<v Speaker 3>prayed on that I.

0:42:25.239 --> 0:42:28.960
<v Speaker 6>Think we all want to belong somewhere, you know, feel

0:42:28.960 --> 0:42:32.800
<v Speaker 6>like you're part of something feel like you have a purpose.

0:42:33.840 --> 0:42:36.600
<v Speaker 3>And Mirinda learned a lot from her. That two have

0:42:36.640 --> 0:42:41.960
<v Speaker 3>a deep reverence for each other. Even today, Mirinda especially

0:42:42.440 --> 0:42:44.440
<v Speaker 3>still idolizes Cecilia.

0:42:45.120 --> 0:42:48.400
<v Speaker 1>God put in my heart that she loves me just

0:42:48.440 --> 0:42:51.080
<v Speaker 1>as much as I love her. It's like we are

0:42:51.480 --> 0:42:56.239
<v Speaker 1>twins that type of connection, not the same person like.

0:42:57.719 --> 0:43:01.280
<v Speaker 3>Soultai twins. How's that for Irony?

0:43:01.960 --> 0:43:05.920
<v Speaker 6>Me and Mironda close? You know, we're good friends.

0:43:07.400 --> 0:43:09.880
<v Speaker 2>We have a relationship where we can tell each.

0:43:09.719 --> 0:43:13.040
<v Speaker 6>Other anything, and you know, just by a look, you know,

0:43:13.560 --> 0:43:16.759
<v Speaker 6>in what mood someone is. She's the first person I

0:43:16.920 --> 0:43:21.000
<v Speaker 6>tell when something's wrong. She's an amazing person. She's really

0:43:21.000 --> 0:43:21.920
<v Speaker 6>an amazing person.

0:43:22.920 --> 0:43:25.960
<v Speaker 3>Marinda's love perhaps went a bit further.

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<v Speaker 13>I joked about it.

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<v Speaker 1>I joked about it, you know, like I'm discovering that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm also gay. It's a pity we couldn't have gone

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<v Speaker 1>for each other. But it would feel like incest just

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<v Speaker 1>because I think she's the perfect person. You know, it's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of if we could date, that would have been

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<v Speaker 1>the perfect thing, but sadly it would just be wrong.

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<v Speaker 3>While this information does ground these two terrifying people for us,

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<v Speaker 3>it does not, by any means excuse their actions, neither

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<v Speaker 3>exhibits a scrap of remorse.

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<v Speaker 1>I felt this compassion with these people. I felt very

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<v Speaker 1>sorry for them, But what can I say. I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>sorry that I killed them.

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<v Speaker 3>Four years into her thirteen life sentences, Cecilia still denies

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<v Speaker 3>any involvement with the murders.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm not a person that really regreates things easily. I

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<v Speaker 6>regret what I put my children through. I regret the

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<v Speaker 6>impact it has on them. But I think I've learned

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<v Speaker 6>a lot in that.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, so.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't have a lot of regrets in my life.

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<v Speaker 3>Through everything, this case, these people, this story that has

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<v Speaker 3>been a part of my life for over three years.

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<v Speaker 3>I keep coming back to this hard but simple truth

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<v Speaker 3>that good people can do horrible things, and that bad

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<v Speaker 3>people are capable of good. That's not to oversimplify the

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<v Speaker 3>lives of the victims and their families. The sheer destruction

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<v Speaker 3>that Cecilia Stein and Electus Perdaeus caused is staggering, but

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<v Speaker 3>the fact remains. We all have a dark side, two

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<v Speaker 3>wolves that live inside each of us. Whichever one we

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<v Speaker 3>feed takes over. The choice is ours. We get to

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<v Speaker 3>choose how far will go for belonging to quote the

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<v Speaker 3>Great Joan Didion. We tell ourselves stories in order to live.

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<v Speaker 3>Cecilia Stein told her followers' stories in order to kill.

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<v Speaker 3>She fed them these stories in order to shroud them

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<v Speaker 3>in a sense of purpose. She used these stories to

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<v Speaker 3>satiate the primal need to belong. Stories have power, They

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<v Speaker 3>feed the wolf. They are the way we navigate our world.

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<v Speaker 3>So I suppose this forces the question, what stories are

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<v Speaker 3>you telling yourself? Thank you all for joining us on

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<v Speaker 3>this adventure. It has truly been an honor to be

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<v Speaker 3>your host. Be good to each other and yourselves. Join

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<v Speaker 3>us for our bonus episode. You'll hear more unbelievably candid

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<v Speaker 3>moments with Cecilia Stein herself and an update on the

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<v Speaker 3>current investigation against the corrupt cops, as well as behind

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<v Speaker 3>the scenes conversations about our adventures in South Africa. Queen

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<v Speaker 3>Havoc and Her Murder Cult is a production of Schooly

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<v Speaker 3>Humans and iHeart Podcasts. Queen Havoc is hosted and created

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<v Speaker 3>by me Kurt Kupachek, produced and written by Jennifer Takeny,

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<v Speaker 3>Julia Chriscau, and Kirk Kupachick. Lead producer is Julia Chriscau.

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<v Speaker 3>Story editor is Saren Burnett. Senior producer is Amelia Brock.

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<v Speaker 3>Production manager is Daisy Church. Original music composed by Claire Campbell, Editing,

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<v Speaker 3>sound design and scoring by Jesse Niswanger. Additional editing by

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<v Speaker 3>Miranda Hawkins. Associate producers are DaShan Moodley and Jermaine Kriher.

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<v Speaker 3>Additional producing by Ben Melman, fact checking by Dennis Webster.

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<v Speaker 3>Recording engineers are Graham Gibson, Clay Hillenberg, and Josh Hook.

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<v Speaker 3>Brenda Stein was read by Angelique Pretorius. Ria Grunovald's testimony

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<v Speaker 3>is read by Madeline Page. Executive producers are Virginia Prescott, L. C. Crowley,

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<v Speaker 3>Brandon Barr, Jennifer Ta Kenny and Kurt Kupachick. We want

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<v Speaker 3>to thank all of those who so generously welcomed us

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<v Speaker 3>in South Africa and shared their stories. We're incredibly grateful

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<v Speaker 3>to you all. We also want to acknowledge how traumatic

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<v Speaker 3>these events are for the victims and their families. Please

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<v Speaker 3>respect their privacy. If you or someone you know has

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<v Speaker 3>been affected by cult behaviors, there are resources available, including

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<v Speaker 3>Voices for Dignity at Christine Murray dot com