WEBVTT - Vocal Adrenaline with Cheyenne Jackson

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<v Speaker 1>And that's what you really missed with Jenna.

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<v Speaker 2>And Kevin An iHeartRadio podcast.

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<v Speaker 3>Welcome to and That's what you real miss podcast. Kevin,

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<v Speaker 3>we have an angel of a person today. We have

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<v Speaker 3>Shyanne Jackson. I just like was a huge man. This

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<v Speaker 3>was he was like in the generation of like me

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<v Speaker 3>when I was coming up in musical theater, in training

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<v Speaker 3>in the school, going to see Broadway shows every night.

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<v Speaker 3>I had a chance to like student rush a show

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<v Speaker 3>or on the weekend, like Cheyenne was in those shows.

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<v Speaker 3>Like he was just a household Broadway name at that point.

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<v Speaker 3>So to hear that he was coming on Glee, I

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<v Speaker 3>was just thrilled.

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<v Speaker 2>Thrill. I feel like so many of the guest stars

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<v Speaker 2>we had were of that same era, Broadway era, and

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<v Speaker 2>like fame and success level that it must have just

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<v Speaker 2>been a field day, Yes, like every other week for you.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, I mean starting with Kristen, I mean you even

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<v Speaker 3>had Matt who you obviously became a friend very quickly,

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<v Speaker 3>and then you have the Cheyennes and the ms and

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<v Speaker 3>I just grof and I just was like, I can't,

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<v Speaker 3>I just can't do it anymore. I can't do it anymore.

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<v Speaker 3>I would have never known so exciting. But there's just

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<v Speaker 3>like they were they they were so formative for me

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<v Speaker 3>in my you know, training, and in my dreams, in

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<v Speaker 3>following my dreams.

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<v Speaker 2>So and it's so nice to know that they're also

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<v Speaker 2>because we spent so much time with them, that they're

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<v Speaker 2>good people, all of them. Yeah, it's a really a

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<v Speaker 2>testament to you know, people always say like, oh, the

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<v Speaker 2>good guy finishes last, not always, not always.

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<v Speaker 3>No, but our good people and our good crew of

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<v Speaker 3>people and our Glee family enjoyed this conversation with Cheyenne.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh oh, Chyenne Jackson, voice of an Angel, Face of

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<v Speaker 2>an Angel of an Angel, Kevin, thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>Shows up whenever we ask. I'm like, heyshi, and can

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<v Speaker 3>you come see it this thing?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Can you go to a podcast? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, just the nicest And I'll never forget the moment

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<v Speaker 2>of hearing you sing live for the first time. I

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<v Speaker 2>was just like, okay, yeah, so if that's what people

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<v Speaker 2>are doing, I'm gonna go home. And no, it wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>you have If people have not heard you sing, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know who they are, but you are just one

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<v Speaker 2>of the best singers I've ever heard my entire life,

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<v Speaker 2>my goodness. Yes, it's true though we talked about it

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<v Speaker 2>all the time, like you're a freak.

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<v Speaker 3>We were so thrilled when you came on the show,

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<v Speaker 3>very early on. You were one of the first like

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<v Speaker 3>guest stars. And I have to say I had seen

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<v Speaker 3>you in Xana Do Right, and I was like, you, guys,

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<v Speaker 3>you don't understand you can roller skate and he can zing.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm super stoked. I was so excited. We were so

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<v Speaker 3>so happy to have you. What can do you remember?

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<v Speaker 3>Did you have to audition? Was this a call from Ryan?

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<v Speaker 3>How did you get involved with the show.

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<v Speaker 1>I was trying to wrack my brain before this, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm pretty sure that I auditioned for mister Shue. I

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<v Speaker 1>think I think I just sent in a tape, like

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<v Speaker 1>a tape from New York. And I had been friends

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<v Speaker 1>with Matt for oh my god, our whole Broadway careers.

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<v Speaker 1>We would we would watch work together and I would

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<v Speaker 1>go to like my and then he would go to

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<v Speaker 1>like South Pacific or whatever, and so I was super

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<v Speaker 1>thrilled for him, honestly when he got it. And then Ryan, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was a call from Ryan. Ryan saw Xana Do

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<v Speaker 1>and UH said, oh, I want you to be on

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<v Speaker 1>Lee and I have this great idea. He was trying

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<v Speaker 1>to figure out what it was going to be or

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<v Speaker 1>how he was in and then his initial pitch changed,

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<v Speaker 1>as we all know that happens, and so he and

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<v Speaker 1>then it morphed, and then I was he was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I have this, I have this other part. It's it's

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<v Speaker 1>now going to be. You're going to be like this choreographer,

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<v Speaker 1>the special choreographer that gets brought on to like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>give everybody this, this this great new stuff. That's great.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I came out there and I got sick.

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<v Speaker 1>I had oh my god, yeah, I was in my

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<v Speaker 1>fitting with uh uh I rick. Yeah, I was so

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<v Speaker 1>sick and I'm like, thank I don't usually get it

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<v Speaker 1>and and I was so sick, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>get it together, You're fine.

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<v Speaker 2>But I had a.

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<v Speaker 1>Fever and I was lying on the ground of costume

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<v Speaker 1>shop and I was just like, oh, this is not

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<v Speaker 1>going to happen. It's not gonna happen. And so they

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<v Speaker 1>had to scrap it. And then as somebody else quickly

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<v Speaker 1>you know, okay, well there's my glue experience. And then

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<v Speaker 1>I guess maybe it was the same season. I think

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<v Speaker 1>it was season two. Then I got another call from

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<v Speaker 1>Ryan and he's like, Okay, I have a different idea

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<v Speaker 1>and you're going to be this like evil coach of

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<v Speaker 1>vocal adrenaline. You're going to be like you're gonna go

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<v Speaker 1>head to head with Matt. And I was like, this

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<v Speaker 1>is this is quite fun.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I do fun.

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<v Speaker 1>I loved it. And then yeah, and so yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>did an audition. But I came in and I remember

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<v Speaker 1>it was the second you guys it was. It had

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<v Speaker 1>just become a juggernaut and it was like the world

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<v Speaker 1>was on fire. And I remember coming to set for

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<v Speaker 1>the first time and like, and Leah, who I just

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<v Speaker 1>knew a little bit from you guys in Spring Wakening,

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<v Speaker 1>she like ran across the parking lot a flying leap,

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<v Speaker 1>like a monkey around me, and I was very sweet,

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<v Speaker 1>and we're so excited you're here. But I had never

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<v Speaker 1>been on a set with that much energy. There was

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<v Speaker 1>so much energy around all of you guys that was

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<v Speaker 1>like wild wild to just be like a fly on

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<v Speaker 1>the wall and watch like all of your little orbits

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<v Speaker 1>and the you know.

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<v Speaker 4>The.

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<v Speaker 1>Excitement and the drama and the politics and all the

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<v Speaker 1>things that come with like with New fame.

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<v Speaker 2>It was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was wild. Yeah, I had a great I remember

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<v Speaker 1>my first big thing. I had this long monologue with

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<v Speaker 1>Gwyneth Paltrow, Yes, and it was like one of those

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<v Speaker 1>long like you know Jane Lynch monologues, rapid fire it

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<v Speaker 1>out and camera moves, and I remember like Gwyneth was

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<v Speaker 1>completely off book, perfect, perfect, hit every mark, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I need to nail this. But I'm an

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<v Speaker 1>over preparer, so I knew that no matter what happened,

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<v Speaker 1>I would be fine.

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<v Speaker 5>But I was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was really exciting and she was so good and yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so that was Remember that was my first kind of

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<v Speaker 1>big thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Crazy like coming to the show that has now just

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<v Speaker 2>like reached its peak of popularity and do the scene

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<v Speaker 2>with Gwinne Pucho.

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<v Speaker 1>It was total shitting my pants, it was. But you

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<v Speaker 1>guys were, Yeah, I couldn't believe how how long the

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<v Speaker 1>days were and the musical component, and you guys were

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<v Speaker 1>all having to record and then rehearse and then come back.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember one night it was one of the times,

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<v Speaker 1>one of the times where you all went to regionals

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<v Speaker 1>like every every.

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<v Speaker 2>Year, every couple of months. It was a competition and

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<v Speaker 2>we were.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember where we were. It was like I want

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<v Speaker 1>to say, like Long Beach or something. It was far yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's like this auditorium and like half the audience

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<v Speaker 1>was was background, but then the other half were like

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<v Speaker 1>blow up dolls terrifying.

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<v Speaker 5>It was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was so incredible to see you all like do

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<v Speaker 1>these numbers over and over and over and over again.

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<v Speaker 1>Because you know, I know from my years on Horror Story,

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<v Speaker 1>you say, just when you think they have the coverage,

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<v Speaker 1>then they're like, now we're going to do a fish

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<v Speaker 1>eye lens down right, SU's ear coverage.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, but then every.

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<v Speaker 1>Time you had to still give a full performance, and

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<v Speaker 1>it was like four in the morning, and I was saying, like,

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<v Speaker 1>how is this going to happen? You guys did it.

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<v Speaker 2>Over and over and over and over, but watching it back,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, oh, I'm dead behind the eyes doing this.

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<v Speaker 3>Did you know that you like, weren't going to be

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<v Speaker 3>a performer on the show, Like, was you were you

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<v Speaker 3>prepared for that? Did you think you were going to

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<v Speaker 3>sing and do all these things?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes? I did think I was going to sing, right

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<v Speaker 1>of course. Of course, the whole I think the initial

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<v Speaker 1>idea was he said, you and aDNA are going to

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<v Speaker 1>be together romantically and then you're going to sing. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like wow because I knew a Dina

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<v Speaker 1>from New York and I just it was so and

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<v Speaker 1>then it just kind of veered and there were too

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<v Speaker 1>many there were so many storylines, and then things kept

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<v Speaker 1>getting trimmed, and it was really my first experience of

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<v Speaker 1>like a meditation in just like going with the flow, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>letting it be. And I remember like some of my

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<v Speaker 1>big chunky stuff was cut before we even shot it

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<v Speaker 1>one day and I went to and went to Matt

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<v Speaker 1>in his trailer and I was like, man, I'm so

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<v Speaker 1>bummed because I all this stuff and I worked so

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<v Speaker 1>hard on it, and and he was like, it just happens.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not personal. It happens to all of us on here.

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<v Speaker 1>We all have these great arcs and then they're suddenly like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>we're adding a song for whoever, and it just is

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<v Speaker 1>not enough time. And it was really good because I

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<v Speaker 1>was really I was really butt hurt at first and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, this is just not what I imagined.

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<v Speaker 1>But then once I just changed my perspective on it,

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<v Speaker 1>it has helped me in every other job since because

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<v Speaker 1>because as you know, you have to just kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like roll with it and yeah, yeah, I had a

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<v Speaker 1>great time on it. And then I can I can

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<v Speaker 1>say I'm one of the only you know, singing guest stars.

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<v Speaker 1>They didn't sing on Glee.

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<v Speaker 3>It's actually maddening and sad, and I was starting to justice.

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<v Speaker 1>Neil Patrick, Harris, John Stamos, Matt Boehmer, like.

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<v Speaker 4>All of my peers, like.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the only the bitch here.

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<v Speaker 2>That's why it was, like I think it was at

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<v Speaker 2>a Tremor Project thing when I got to hear you

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<v Speaker 2>sing yes, I was just like, wait, this is who

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<v Speaker 2>we've had. I remember like running back stage to see

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<v Speaker 2>you or something afterwards. My mind was because I had

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<v Speaker 2>heard from Jenna and everybody, because I was not a

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<v Speaker 2>Broadway person, like I didn't know idiot, I had no idea,

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<v Speaker 2>And then I just remember looking around being like what

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<v Speaker 2>are we doing.

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<v Speaker 3>I remember it as a soundtrack.

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<v Speaker 2>This is the best voice ever on the show that

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<v Speaker 2>it's not on the show. Furious, very good. I'm also

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<v Speaker 2>just mad at the missed opportunity of you and Aadana

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<v Speaker 2>and like Matt doing something together.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, So I think that's the embarrassment of Riches with

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<v Speaker 1>that show. There were so many people that could come

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<v Speaker 1>on and do so many things, and sure, I've let

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<v Speaker 1>Ryan have it about that over the years.

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<v Speaker 2>We were so lucky that to have you like you were,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, you're just the nicest person, but getting you

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<v Speaker 2>terrifying as a local generally coach, which is so funny

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<v Speaker 2>because when I didn't know you as well at first,

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, he's scary. Yeah, it's like, actually scary you.

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<v Speaker 1>I love to play the bad guy and I never

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<v Speaker 1>think of bad guys as bad. And one of the

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<v Speaker 1>favorite things that came out of that show is my

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<v Speaker 1>friendship with Jane and such a such a delicious person,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, we've done concerts together and kind of

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<v Speaker 1>I love that. Yeah. I just love to find the

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<v Speaker 1>joy in the badness and and really dig deep and

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<v Speaker 1>with the little protege that I brought on.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yes, Jake Sunshine HoriZone Sunshine Horizon.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>But I remember seeing them on like, uh a vocal

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<v Speaker 1>show before it, and I was just how serendipitous that

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<v Speaker 1>they were able to get them and then come on

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<v Speaker 1>and be this.

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<v Speaker 3>Righte and for totally.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember they hadn't ever really acted before and that

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<v Speaker 1>was that was fun part about that show. It's just

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<v Speaker 1>like you never knew who's going to pop up.

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<v Speaker 3>It's still a very controversial thing because Rachel in the show,

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<v Speaker 3>Rachel takes Sunshine to a crack dad. Yeah, Rachel directs

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<v Speaker 3>them too for the audition.

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<v Speaker 5>Ye.

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<v Speaker 3>And then you guys got to work. You worked with

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<v Speaker 3>like Jane and Steven and Jescelyn is like the League

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<v Speaker 3>of Doom. That's so much fun that it's it's just

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<v Speaker 3>so funch fun to watch you guys.

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<v Speaker 1>Anytime there was stuff with Jane, it was always amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>She just think never misses, no, never misses, positive, grateful

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<v Speaker 1>to be there.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, that's right as a human and then as an actor,

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<v Speaker 3>and like if Jane has these men massive tongue twister lines, monologues,

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<v Speaker 3>you show up to work and she has it down

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<v Speaker 3>and she doesn't bat an eye. You're like, don't laugh

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<v Speaker 3>and mess up her take. And also, don't mess up

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<v Speaker 3>your one line because it's not nearly as hard.

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<v Speaker 1>As that's harder. Don't you think that's harder when you

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<v Speaker 1>if you have a big but your focus the interjections

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<v Speaker 1>where you're like, I think.

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<v Speaker 2>You're like nightmare, nightmare of screwing up somebody's monologue and

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<v Speaker 2>what you're saying makes no sense.

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<v Speaker 3>Might shid a lot of those too, because there's like

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<v Speaker 3>eighteen of us in a room, and sometimes you just

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<v Speaker 3>have one line and you don't know what it comes

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<v Speaker 3>before or after, and you don't remember what it's about,

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<v Speaker 3>and you just your train of thought is not there

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<v Speaker 3>because it's not there's no stream of consciousness.

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<v Speaker 1>It's the worst. Those are my favorite ones. And you

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<v Speaker 1>literally are like, do I even know English?

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<v Speaker 2>Right?

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<v Speaker 1>I think I know what? And then it's almost just

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<v Speaker 1>like a timing thing. I guess I'm going to just

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<v Speaker 1>say after that guy says that thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, Yes.

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<v Speaker 3>It's the equivalent of like entering White Roman. It's an

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<v Speaker 3>existential crisis of like why why am I somebody an actor?

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<v Speaker 3>And I don't think this is for me? I can't

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<v Speaker 3>even say two words. You got to do some of

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<v Speaker 3>those crazy, like any villain on the show. Yeah, got

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<v Speaker 3>to say the most insane shit. And it was always

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<v Speaker 3>so impressive when any like n I had to do

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<v Speaker 3>it a lot, Jane, you Becca had to do it a.

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<v Speaker 2>Lot, Yes, but I never really had to do that.

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<v Speaker 2>Is it also just like delicious, you know, delicating to

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<v Speaker 2>say these evil because also like Ian would write these rants, yes,

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<v Speaker 2>and they were so funny and seemingly disconnected, but because

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<v Speaker 2>you're such a good writer, there was some sort of

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<v Speaker 2>like flow to it, like how was it learning that?

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<v Speaker 2>Performing that?

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<v Speaker 1>I think because I had done thirty Rock and thirty

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<v Speaker 1>Rock was similar in that it was it was me

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<v Speaker 1>yes with diald and Alec would have these long, long,

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<v Speaker 1>long things where he's like lemon your wit and everything

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<v Speaker 1>is just like rolling out. But I remember watching him

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<v Speaker 1>and learning from him, and so in anytime I would

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<v Speaker 1>get a long chunk, I would just learn it so

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<v Speaker 1>much to where you you it's not even it's not

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<v Speaker 1>even a question if you know your line right. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was Also I think Ian wrote a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>my stuff, and I remember one of my lines was like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh oh, my hairline is eighty five percent my own,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was off the charts. I watched Drida Hamburg

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<v Speaker 1>like everything is just like it's.

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<v Speaker 3>T it's forward, but it's also.

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<v Speaker 5>Like what I didn't mean to say that, but it's true, so.

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<v Speaker 1>So so fun I think pretty wrong. Yeah, prepared me

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<v Speaker 1>for that.

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<v Speaker 2>But did you You mentioned your friendship with Matt Did

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<v Speaker 2>you love getting to be sort of you know, the

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<v Speaker 2>villain against Matt. Yes, like that must have been such

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<v Speaker 2>a joy to work together.

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<v Speaker 1>It was such a joy and we loved The last

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<v Speaker 1>time I was on it was I can't remember the season,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe it was just one season. I can't even remember.

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<v Speaker 1>But the last episode I did was at like a

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<v Speaker 1>state championship, and then that was another one where we

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<v Speaker 1>had a big, huge scene that was cut but then

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<v Speaker 1>they just truncated it to this little scene at the bar.

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<v Speaker 1>But it was right because we got to we just

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<v Speaker 1>got to use a lot of our our own real

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<v Speaker 1>life rivalry. And we all hate about it because in

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<v Speaker 1>real life it was like, you know, him and I

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<v Speaker 1>for a lot of different things, and so we just

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<v Speaker 1>like leaned into that and everything was just very open

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<v Speaker 1>and like, god, we can you know, I can't really

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<v Speaker 1>do That's not really my vibe to just go play

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<v Speaker 1>the dark.

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<v Speaker 3>Side of Yes. Yes, yeah, you guys are similar in

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<v Speaker 3>ways in that leading man type way, but you very fork.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he plays very and then positive.

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<v Speaker 3>Chip chipper yeah, uplift.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Now you've worked on multiple Ryan Murphy sets. Now after

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<v Speaker 3>your experience with Lee, which was the first one, correct, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>what was it like walking on to another Ryan set.

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<v Speaker 3>Did they run the same way. Did you feel like

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<v Speaker 3>you had an understanding of how his shows are run

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<v Speaker 3>since you had been on one before.

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<v Speaker 2>Were you more impressed by us than Lady Gaga?

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<v Speaker 1>There will be never anything as exciting as that walking

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<v Speaker 1>onto that Glease set, I'm telling you how well it

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<v Speaker 1>was electricity. It really was fascinating.

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<v Speaker 2>I wish we knew what the hell was going on.

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<v Speaker 1>That's the thing you never know.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually the next thing after that was I was casting.

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<v Speaker 1>He cast me in his pilot, this HBO pilot called Open.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, oh. Because of course, like anytime Ryan started

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<v Speaker 2>doing anything else, we would all talk about it, and

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<v Speaker 2>we would see people coming with meetings for meetings and things, and.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, there was like throttles and it was like the

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<v Speaker 1>beginning of you know, his kind of the exploration into

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<v Speaker 1>that world. So that didn't end up happening. But then

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<v Speaker 1>I saw him at I saw Ryan at Equinox and

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<v Speaker 1>he was like, I'm going to take a spin class.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you want to take a spin class with me?

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, okay, sure, so I took it. It

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't really my vibe.

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<v Speaker 2>But what is Ryan like in a spin class.

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<v Speaker 1>He he hunkers down and he just like gets it done.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, he's really good at it. He likes to

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<v Speaker 1>sit in the back. Yeah, So like he sat in

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<v Speaker 1>the back of the spin class and he was We're

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<v Speaker 1>huffing and puffing and kind of like, you know, the

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<v Speaker 1>spin instructors, they're kind of like giving you life advice,

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<v Speaker 1>but they're all like beautiful models. And I remember the.

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<v Speaker 2>Guy I done there and he was like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>if life gets you.

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<v Speaker 4>Down, and we're like, oh god, and over the music

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<v Speaker 4>shouts to me, I want you to be on American

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<v Speaker 4>Horror Story and you're going to be married to Lady Goga.

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<v Speaker 1>What can you say a little louder. I couldn't believe

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<v Speaker 1>my ears, and just because I had seen four times

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<v Speaker 1>in New York and small before, she'd kind of exploded. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was. It was just one of those things where

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, Wow, this is lucky.

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<v Speaker 2>That is the craziest job offer story I've ever heard.

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<v Speaker 1>It was awesome. And then so I I hadn't really

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<v Speaker 1>watched the first few seasons because actually, honestly, I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>a huge fan of Gore. Yeah, like horror sometimes Horror

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<v Speaker 1>Story was a little too rough for me to watch,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was like, let's just get into this. And

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<v Speaker 1>my first season I really got into it was the

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<v Speaker 1>Freak Show season.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>I was like, okay, this is I just read the

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<v Speaker 5>music and the swampy look. Yeah, I was like, this

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<v Speaker 5>is insane. And I was friends with Sarah Paulson from

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<v Speaker 5>New York.

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<v Speaker 3>Right.

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<v Speaker 1>So the next season after that was a hotel that

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<v Speaker 1>they you know, be with Gaga, and I remember my

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<v Speaker 1>first day on set. It was so intimidating. It was

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<v Speaker 1>the most because he built a real hotel with the

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<v Speaker 1>real you know, elevator, and you didn't even like you

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<v Speaker 1>were in the elevator, you were in the hotel. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was so nervous about meeting Gaga because I just

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to you know, I was really prepared. I knew

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<v Speaker 1>what I wanted to do, but I just wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>impress her. And I didn't want to come off to eager,

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<v Speaker 1>but I didn't come off to aloof but just you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the first day of school where I away like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to be that cool guy in the corner that

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<v Speaker 1>that goes out the way. My husband, I was like, Jason,

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<v Speaker 1>what do I do? And he's like, just be yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>She's gonna she's gonna love you. So I remember somebody said,

0:22:05.040 --> 0:22:07.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, Gaga wants to meet you. So I was like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I got myself together and I walked in the soundstage

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<v Speaker 1>and she was kind of behind the scrim so go

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<v Speaker 1>around the corner and she's like fully in costume, lit

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<v Speaker 1>cigarette like full, and she was like, will Drake, I

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<v Speaker 1>was wondering when we were going to meet you to

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<v Speaker 1>kiss it? And I was like, oh, is this pitch

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<v Speaker 1>and character right now? Like, am I gonna? Is this

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<v Speaker 1>what I have to? Oh my god, this is not

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<v Speaker 1>what I planned. So in my mind I was like

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<v Speaker 1>and so I like started to do like a weird

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<v Speaker 1>bow and like kind of kiss her hand and she's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just with you. My name is Stephanie.

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<v Speaker 2>It was like, thank god, thank god.

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<v Speaker 1>It was and continues to be just an incredible see

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<v Speaker 1>at her chick. She's just cool. Yeah, And I think

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<v Speaker 1>my favorite thing about working with her was her openness.

0:23:08.680 --> 0:23:12.800
<v Speaker 1>She told everybody like she was always with Kathy Bates.

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<v Speaker 1>She's I remember her saying, and everybody was starstruck because

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<v Speaker 1>when you're that kind of famous, you know, and she

0:23:21.560 --> 0:23:23.639
<v Speaker 1>goes you, guys, I just I want to do my

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<v Speaker 1>best and I'm on the wrong spot. We just move me.

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to learn. Yeah, she learned.

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<v Speaker 3>She was.

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<v Speaker 1>She was so good right off the bat. But even

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<v Speaker 1>the trajectory from her first episode to the end, I

0:23:36.760 --> 0:23:40.640
<v Speaker 1>was like giving you in her life, She's given you nuance.

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<v Speaker 4>It was.

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<v Speaker 3>It was nice.

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<v Speaker 2>Damn.

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<v Speaker 1>So in yeah, Ryan sets are you know, they are adventures.

0:23:50.640 --> 0:23:54.840
<v Speaker 1>They are they are three act plays. They are they

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<v Speaker 1>are dramatic and beautiful and frightening, and it's kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like that's just the vibe and you just kind of

0:24:03.160 --> 0:24:08.160
<v Speaker 1>have to roll with it. And yes, four seasons on

0:24:08.200 --> 0:24:12.960
<v Speaker 1>that show and wow, yeah I was wow, wild wild.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah that's crazy.

0:24:16.359 --> 0:24:19.720
<v Speaker 2>But Matt taught you early on don't take a person.

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<v Speaker 1>And that just served me well truly in every every job.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, yeah, horror story. I I really had to

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<v Speaker 1>just get into the the make believe of it all

0:24:34.960 --> 0:24:38.600
<v Speaker 1>because I'm a very sensitive person. I'm a cancer. Things

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<v Speaker 1>stick to me. At the end of the day. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god. I was going home my little babies

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<v Speaker 1>at the time, and I was like, ugh, I just

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<v Speaker 1>know it's like a massacre and like it's just it's

0:24:51.000 --> 0:24:52.879
<v Speaker 1>just make believe.

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<v Speaker 3>Leave it there, you tiny, tiny baby.

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<v Speaker 2>I had to go visit some of the sets so

0:24:58.119 --> 0:25:01.800
<v Speaker 2>it could be desensitized to I could watch the show believe.

0:25:01.880 --> 0:25:06.280
<v Speaker 2>Oh look there's the rubber suit. All right, it's all just.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. You're now going back into well, not back into

0:25:20.680 --> 0:25:24.800
<v Speaker 3>where you're in music you're doing. You're touring around a

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<v Speaker 3>bit performing. Tell us about your tour, your performances.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, yeah, really this last ever since? So the last

0:25:34.640 --> 0:25:36.800
<v Speaker 1>show I was on I was on a sitcom called

0:25:36.800 --> 0:25:40.920
<v Speaker 1>Call Me Kat on Fox. Yes, And when that got canceled,

0:25:42.640 --> 0:25:45.040
<v Speaker 1>it was the same day my husband left his company

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<v Speaker 1>of a long time. It started something new. So it's

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<v Speaker 1>definitely a very scary time for us. And this is

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<v Speaker 1>the time where I want to really do the things

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<v Speaker 1>that I want to do. I'll always act, I'll always

0:26:00.080 --> 0:26:02.360
<v Speaker 1>people will have me, i will always be in great projects.

0:26:02.359 --> 0:26:07.000
<v Speaker 1>But my secret and singing will always be there. I

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<v Speaker 1>love singing first and foremost. But my dream was to

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<v Speaker 1>always be a writer, and I'd always written on my own.

0:26:16.080 --> 0:26:20.159
<v Speaker 1>I'd always just written for you know, for therapy. But

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<v Speaker 1>I started to really get into it and I started

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<v Speaker 1>taking classes and workshops and got into some writing groups.

0:26:30.840 --> 0:26:34.320
<v Speaker 1>I've had some great mentors and that's what I've spent

0:26:34.359 --> 0:26:36.320
<v Speaker 1>the last year and a half doing. And I got

0:26:36.960 --> 0:26:39.359
<v Speaker 1>based on my writing. I got a great lit agent

0:26:40.119 --> 0:26:45.959
<v Speaker 1>and I'm pitching stuff now and I think that's going

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<v Speaker 1>to be my next frontier. Incredible, and it's so exciting

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<v Speaker 1>in a different way because it's very vulnerable because at

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<v Speaker 1>all from your gut and your head. But it's also

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<v Speaker 1>really exciting because it doesn't have anything to do with

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<v Speaker 1>your face or your rod totally how you are on

0:27:07.160 --> 0:27:11.359
<v Speaker 1>the day and right whole different practice, but it like

0:27:11.520 --> 0:27:15.160
<v Speaker 1>scratches a completely different itch of creativity. It's so fun

0:27:15.200 --> 0:27:19.320
<v Speaker 1>and I'm just I'm really really loving it. And then yeah,

0:27:19.440 --> 0:27:21.800
<v Speaker 1>music wise, I wanted to kind of bump up that

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<v Speaker 1>side as well, and so I with a new a

0:27:26.480 --> 0:27:30.679
<v Speaker 1>new agent for concerts called Opus and they they're mostly

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<v Speaker 1>a classical company and they but they have some they

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<v Speaker 1>have like Patty the Pone and Jessica v Osk and

0:27:36.920 --> 0:27:42.400
<v Speaker 1>some some of my contemporaries. But yeah, and that's I'm

0:27:42.440 --> 0:27:45.040
<v Speaker 1>hitting the ground running. I'm doing some big stuff writing.

0:27:45.920 --> 0:27:49.760
<v Speaker 1>My pieces for concerts are not just like a list

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<v Speaker 1>of songs I've done. I've been doing kind of long

0:27:51.800 --> 0:27:56.320
<v Speaker 1>form cabaret the beginning, middle, and end, and.

0:27:56.359 --> 0:27:59.520
<v Speaker 3>Wow, just much more satisfying, right for yourself and your

0:27:59.520 --> 0:28:01.920
<v Speaker 3>soul and artistic self.

0:28:02.600 --> 0:28:07.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and it's also I love the feeling of having

0:28:07.080 --> 0:28:11.639
<v Speaker 1>it be all on me m hm, be like going

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<v Speaker 1>out there and knowing like for ninety minutes you bitch

0:28:16.240 --> 0:28:21.280
<v Speaker 1>so like, yeah, that is daunting every single time, and

0:28:23.400 --> 0:28:26.400
<v Speaker 1>I love it. Slash loathe it. And you talk about

0:28:26.600 --> 0:28:30.520
<v Speaker 1>in the white room sometimes she visits and you like

0:28:30.600 --> 0:28:32.520
<v Speaker 1>take a little step in the white room and you're like,

0:28:33.160 --> 0:28:35.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't even know my name right now. I started,

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<v Speaker 1>I started.

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<v Speaker 2>That makes you feel so much better?

0:28:38.520 --> 0:28:40.080
<v Speaker 3>Yes, I started a.

0:28:40.040 --> 0:28:44.080
<v Speaker 1>Wrong song the other day. Something started and I went

0:28:44.120 --> 0:28:47.200
<v Speaker 1>into like a weird old timey version of don't get

0:28:47.240 --> 0:28:49.800
<v Speaker 1>around much anymore. But I hadn't sung in a decade.

0:28:49.920 --> 0:28:54.120
<v Speaker 1>I was like, it's just sad, like I don't even know.

0:28:58.280 --> 0:29:00.240
<v Speaker 3>It's okay though, because you know you're by yourself, so

0:29:00.320 --> 0:29:04.000
<v Speaker 3>you're in control. Nobody else is looking at you, and.

0:29:05.920 --> 0:29:10.040
<v Speaker 2>Thank you for sharing that you And Adam Lambert told

0:29:10.080 --> 0:29:12.320
<v Speaker 2>me last year he wore me up pride and I

0:29:12.360 --> 0:29:14.240
<v Speaker 2>saw my outterwards. He's like I started the last song

0:29:14.280 --> 0:29:19.160
<v Speaker 2>and the wrong key. He was like, whoops. It's like,

0:29:19.800 --> 0:29:22.080
<v Speaker 2>oh god, it's good to know you're human, both of you.

0:29:22.600 --> 0:29:25.440
<v Speaker 3>Yes, exactly, exactly, so human.

0:29:25.520 --> 0:29:28.760
<v Speaker 1>I get scared every time. And I had a mentor

0:29:28.800 --> 0:29:33.360
<v Speaker 1>told me, uh, shy if you if you're not scared,

0:29:33.400 --> 0:29:35.200
<v Speaker 1>I means you need to get the out.

0:29:36.640 --> 0:29:38.840
<v Speaker 2>But it seems like you chase that though. You're you

0:29:39.000 --> 0:29:41.840
<v Speaker 2>just writing classes and teaching yourself how to write, and

0:29:41.880 --> 0:29:44.720
<v Speaker 2>you're going into that, which is frightening, I'm sure, and

0:29:44.760 --> 0:29:49.520
<v Speaker 2>so like the constant search for like what scares me next? Yes,

0:29:49.560 --> 0:29:55.520
<v Speaker 2>maybe because the feeling of getting through that is incredible, right,

0:29:55.600 --> 0:29:58.520
<v Speaker 2>like if you overcome you step out of the white

0:29:58.560 --> 0:30:00.440
<v Speaker 2>room and get through that show, you're like, damn, I

0:30:00.560 --> 0:30:01.440
<v Speaker 2>just did that.

0:30:01.800 --> 0:30:05.560
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it feels so powerful. And I keep it really lean.

0:30:05.640 --> 0:30:08.280
<v Speaker 1>It's just it's just me and a small little band,

0:30:08.320 --> 0:30:11.000
<v Speaker 1>sometimes just me and a piano. I don't travel with.

0:30:11.160 --> 0:30:12.600
<v Speaker 2>Wow, and even scarier.

0:30:13.040 --> 0:30:15.080
<v Speaker 1>I just love it. I love me in a suitcase

0:30:15.120 --> 0:30:17.640
<v Speaker 1>and like my brain and my voice. I'm like, here

0:30:17.680 --> 0:30:21.200
<v Speaker 1>we go. That's really it just makes me feel powerful

0:30:21.200 --> 0:30:25.000
<v Speaker 1>and as a kid, not feeling powerful and feeling scared,

0:30:25.840 --> 0:30:28.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, A big queer kid from northern Idaho. I

0:30:28.440 --> 0:30:31.560
<v Speaker 1>was constantly just like, oh, I don't belong now I'm wrong.

0:30:32.040 --> 0:30:36.880
<v Speaker 1>Now I just feel all of my big gay power.

0:30:37.280 --> 0:30:41.959
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's fear. Like feels your power. It's like go

0:30:42.040 --> 0:30:44.440
<v Speaker 2>through the fear, yep to it. Amazing.

0:30:45.120 --> 0:30:48.080
<v Speaker 3>It's so strange the end way the industry is shifting,

0:30:48.120 --> 0:30:50.360
<v Speaker 3>and the way the world has shifted. What we've all

0:30:50.360 --> 0:30:55.960
<v Speaker 3>been through in the last ten fifteen years, what we've accomplished,

0:30:56.200 --> 0:31:00.360
<v Speaker 3>what we've seen, and now like hearing you these new

0:31:00.440 --> 0:31:03.239
<v Speaker 3>ventures of just doing exactly what you want, how you

0:31:03.280 --> 0:31:06.960
<v Speaker 3>want to do it, and like you know, you get

0:31:07.320 --> 0:31:09.520
<v Speaker 3>you have your family, You're like, that's priority, right, So

0:31:09.600 --> 0:31:12.360
<v Speaker 3>then how am I spending my time when I'm away

0:31:12.400 --> 0:31:14.040
<v Speaker 3>from them? How do I choose that time?

0:31:14.520 --> 0:31:18.040
<v Speaker 1>That's right? I think it's so I always just to

0:31:18.040 --> 0:31:21.280
<v Speaker 1>get vulnerable for a second. I it's very difficult for

0:31:21.320 --> 0:31:24.280
<v Speaker 1>me to connect to people. I've always been very introverted

0:31:24.320 --> 0:31:31.480
<v Speaker 1>and very shy. I married somebody who is not. Just say,

0:31:33.160 --> 0:31:36.360
<v Speaker 1>we'll be in the checkout of Gelson's and he's like

0:31:36.440 --> 0:31:39.280
<v Speaker 1>talking to the lady about her like fibroids and how

0:31:39.320 --> 0:31:44.680
<v Speaker 1>much she pays for Jesus chick. But he's taught me.

0:31:46.000 --> 0:31:48.360
<v Speaker 1>I say, I want to connect more, and he's like,

0:31:48.560 --> 0:31:53.280
<v Speaker 1>then you have to go first, go first, and then people.

0:31:53.440 --> 0:31:55.960
<v Speaker 1>And so that's what I do on stage. I allow

0:31:56.000 --> 0:31:59.760
<v Speaker 1>myself to be vulnerable, like here's a vulnerable story I

0:31:59.760 --> 0:32:04.120
<v Speaker 1>haven't said. Last year, for the first time in eighteen

0:32:04.200 --> 0:32:08.080
<v Speaker 1>years as a professional actor, I didn't make enough. I

0:32:08.160 --> 0:32:11.200
<v Speaker 1>wasn't on enough TV shows to get my SAG insurance.

0:32:12.320 --> 0:32:17.840
<v Speaker 1>I did two indies and I did a guest spot yep,

0:32:18.200 --> 0:32:20.280
<v Speaker 1>but it wasn't enough. And so I was like one

0:32:20.720 --> 0:32:23.520
<v Speaker 1>gig short yep, it's never happened. And I have two

0:32:23.640 --> 0:32:27.120
<v Speaker 1>kids and you know I mean. So I was like, okay,

0:32:27.160 --> 0:32:29.560
<v Speaker 1>I need to I need to do something crazy here.

0:32:29.600 --> 0:32:32.320
<v Speaker 1>So I was just calling all my friends in power positions,

0:32:32.320 --> 0:32:34.920
<v Speaker 1>like is there anything you can do? I called Kathy Bates,

0:32:35.440 --> 0:32:38.960
<v Speaker 1>who on Horror Story I had the pleasure being murdered

0:32:38.960 --> 0:32:46.240
<v Speaker 1>by her three times rest and with Matt Locke and stuff.

0:32:46.360 --> 0:32:48.400
<v Speaker 1>I was like, is there do you have anything for me?

0:32:48.800 --> 0:32:54.000
<v Speaker 1>I have sidebar real quick. I love Peloton and I

0:32:54.040 --> 0:32:55.840
<v Speaker 1>take all the Peloton classes.

0:32:55.400 --> 0:32:58.480
<v Speaker 2>And class it's got good places.

0:32:58.280 --> 0:33:01.840
<v Speaker 1>Yes, but one of the one of the instructors her

0:33:01.880 --> 0:33:08.120
<v Speaker 1>favorite motto is no ego amigo. Yeah, I love it,

0:33:08.200 --> 0:33:11.720
<v Speaker 1>and that's how I like to be. And so keeping

0:33:11.760 --> 0:33:14.080
<v Speaker 1>that in mind, when I said, Kathy, is there anything

0:33:14.160 --> 0:33:18.920
<v Speaker 1>on Mattlock, She's like, it's all we are all Katy,

0:33:18.960 --> 0:33:20.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, we're full, but I will check. And she

0:33:20.960 --> 0:33:23.520
<v Speaker 1>called me back in fifteen minutes, She's like, Okay, there's

0:33:23.880 --> 0:33:27.840
<v Speaker 1>there's a part on our final season. You only have

0:33:27.880 --> 0:33:32.120
<v Speaker 1>three lines and you don't have a name. You're a detective.

0:33:32.520 --> 0:33:39.080
<v Speaker 5>And I was like, yes, no ego amigo, yeah, yes,

0:33:39.200 --> 0:33:39.800
<v Speaker 5>I will do that.

0:33:40.040 --> 0:33:41.320
<v Speaker 1>And I had so much fun.

0:33:41.760 --> 0:33:42.880
<v Speaker 2>Yes, and I was.

0:33:42.880 --> 0:33:45.000
<v Speaker 5>A detective and I was like, well, I think there's

0:33:45.000 --> 0:33:45.880
<v Speaker 5>a look over here and.

0:33:47.920 --> 0:33:50.400
<v Speaker 1>I and I took it just as seriously as when

0:33:50.440 --> 0:33:53.680
<v Speaker 1>I was doing a monologue with Gwyneth Paltrow. Yes, I

0:33:53.720 --> 0:33:56.560
<v Speaker 1>love that, and that bumped me up over and that

0:33:56.880 --> 0:34:00.880
<v Speaker 1>got me insurance for the next year. I think, like,

0:34:01.840 --> 0:34:05.240
<v Speaker 1>you got us. That's how life is. I'm a actor

0:34:05.480 --> 0:34:09.560
<v Speaker 1>and I you know, will be. But you know, in April,

0:34:09.640 --> 0:34:11.680
<v Speaker 1>if you check out Matt Locke, I'm going to walk

0:34:11.719 --> 0:34:12.359
<v Speaker 1>on fort five.

0:34:12.520 --> 0:34:14.840
<v Speaker 3>I can't wait to see that. I can't wait to

0:34:14.920 --> 0:34:15.520
<v Speaker 3>see that.

0:34:15.640 --> 0:34:18.120
<v Speaker 2>What a good lesson, though, I love that. I love

0:34:18.200 --> 0:34:21.879
<v Speaker 2>that there's good people out there that's helped somebody out.

0:34:22.080 --> 0:34:22.560
<v Speaker 2>That's great.

0:34:22.640 --> 0:34:25.279
<v Speaker 3>Go we go. We don't want to take up any

0:34:25.280 --> 0:34:28.520
<v Speaker 3>more of your busy, busy life. You're so you're so kind,

0:34:28.520 --> 0:34:32.799
<v Speaker 3>always showing up for good causes and things, to lend

0:34:32.840 --> 0:34:36.680
<v Speaker 3>your voice and lend your instrument and your kind human person.

0:34:36.760 --> 0:34:39.799
<v Speaker 3>And we just adore you. I really just think the

0:34:39.800 --> 0:34:42.600
<v Speaker 3>world of you, so thank you so so much. And

0:34:43.520 --> 0:34:46.520
<v Speaker 3>it's an injustice. Bickley didn't get to hear you say, yeah.

0:34:46.400 --> 0:34:47.279
<v Speaker 2>I'll never get over it.

0:34:47.360 --> 0:34:49.880
<v Speaker 3>Please, I'm sorry. We have We have a question that

0:34:49.920 --> 0:34:53.560
<v Speaker 3>we ask everybody that I forgot to ask you. What

0:34:53.719 --> 0:34:56.080
<v Speaker 3>is the feeling that Glee leaves you with?

0:34:57.880 --> 0:34:58.520
<v Speaker 1>Nostalgia?

0:34:59.320 --> 0:35:03.319
<v Speaker 3>Mm hmm. Nobody said that one yet. That's a good one.

0:35:03.719 --> 0:35:07.600
<v Speaker 1>Just it is nostalgia because, as you said, Kevin, like

0:35:07.760 --> 0:35:09.839
<v Speaker 1>you didn't when you were on it, you didn't kind

0:35:09.840 --> 0:35:11.719
<v Speaker 1>of even know because it was you were all just

0:35:11.840 --> 0:35:15.759
<v Speaker 1>in it. But now looking back that meant so much

0:35:15.800 --> 0:35:18.319
<v Speaker 1>to the world, all of you and and what you

0:35:18.360 --> 0:35:22.120
<v Speaker 1>all created. Yeah, it's very nostalgic. When I think for

0:35:22.160 --> 0:35:23.680
<v Speaker 1>my kid, my kids are going to see it soon.

0:35:23.840 --> 0:35:27.160
<v Speaker 1>I was thinking, like how old. Are they there'll be

0:35:27.280 --> 0:35:28.720
<v Speaker 1>nine Ober.

0:35:28.560 --> 0:35:33.160
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, for sure, Yeah, definitely they're going to be like

0:35:33.880 --> 0:35:38.600
<v Speaker 6>this didn't age well, you guys, it was the two

0:35:38.920 --> 0:35:42.160
<v Speaker 6>different time capsule, time capsule different times that we look at.

0:35:42.800 --> 0:35:44.960
<v Speaker 2>Thank you so much, thank you so so much to

0:35:45.000 --> 0:35:50.359
<v Speaker 2>see and whatever you write, that's right.

0:35:51.360 --> 0:35:52.160
<v Speaker 3>Can't wait to see it.

0:35:52.400 --> 0:35:55.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, thank you, sweet man, Thank you so much for

0:35:55.640 --> 0:35:57.400
<v Speaker 2>taking the time. So good to see you.

0:35:57.520 --> 0:35:59.120
<v Speaker 1>So welcome by guys.

0:35:59.000 --> 0:36:03.640
<v Speaker 3>Bye bye. I really I really love him. I remember

0:36:04.200 --> 0:36:06.239
<v Speaker 3>being such a big fan of his and then he

0:36:06.280 --> 0:36:08.799
<v Speaker 3>came on the show and you know, our time like

0:36:08.880 --> 0:36:10.759
<v Speaker 3>working with him was kind of brief. He did a

0:36:10.760 --> 0:36:12.560
<v Speaker 3>ton of other you know, he had a bunch of

0:36:12.600 --> 0:36:16.520
<v Speaker 3>different storylines that didn't really include us, And I remember

0:36:16.520 --> 0:36:19.200
<v Speaker 3>he reached out to me and he was promoting his

0:36:19.560 --> 0:36:22.080
<v Speaker 3>singing album at the time, and he's like, hey, I

0:36:22.080 --> 0:36:24.719
<v Speaker 3>wouldn't like, would you mind like promote him? Like would

0:36:24.760 --> 0:36:26.920
<v Speaker 3>I mind Chyenne Jackson d m me.

0:36:27.520 --> 0:36:30.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm like all my info about Hyanne was from

0:36:30.280 --> 0:36:33.120
<v Speaker 2>you because you were so excited and so mind you

0:36:33.239 --> 0:36:34.920
<v Speaker 2>that if you were excited, like okay, I need to

0:36:34.920 --> 0:36:36.080
<v Speaker 2>really potentially.

0:36:35.640 --> 0:36:39.160
<v Speaker 3>God, he's so wildly talented and he's so and he

0:36:39.920 --> 0:36:43.240
<v Speaker 3>is not what is this saying?

0:36:43.880 --> 0:36:45.520
<v Speaker 2>No ego ego, no.

0:36:47.120 --> 0:36:49.480
<v Speaker 3>No. I was going to say, he's not a sore

0:36:49.560 --> 0:36:50.240
<v Speaker 3>to the eye.

0:36:51.480 --> 0:36:53.480
<v Speaker 2>He's a beautiful man. Yes, he's.

0:36:55.360 --> 0:36:58.320
<v Speaker 3>And just like the nicest person, like a good soul

0:36:58.719 --> 0:37:01.680
<v Speaker 3>who was like, where, you're.

0:37:01.640 --> 0:37:06.400
<v Speaker 2>So beautiful as a kind as they are talented, And

0:37:06.440 --> 0:37:08.600
<v Speaker 2>it's infuriating.

0:37:08.239 --> 0:37:10.160
<v Speaker 3>It really is. They're just so great.

0:37:10.440 --> 0:37:12.200
<v Speaker 2>And they're like that all the time. It's like graf

0:37:12.440 --> 0:37:14.279
<v Speaker 2>like you think you're going to like catch them when

0:37:14.280 --> 0:37:14.600
<v Speaker 2>they're not.

0:37:15.920 --> 0:37:18.480
<v Speaker 3>So certainly something has to be off here, right, we're

0:37:18.480 --> 0:37:21.239
<v Speaker 3>not getting the whole story, and then you get the

0:37:21.239 --> 0:37:21.840
<v Speaker 3>whole st.

0:37:21.880 --> 0:37:26.080
<v Speaker 2>The whole story. They're good at everything and being a

0:37:26.120 --> 0:37:26.680
<v Speaker 2>good person.

0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:29.800
<v Speaker 3>That's Glee and that's all of our wonderful guest stars.

0:37:29.800 --> 0:37:31.799
<v Speaker 3>So thank you shann for taking the time.

0:37:31.600 --> 0:37:34.200
<v Speaker 2>And also just taught us so many life lessons.

0:37:34.239 --> 0:37:36.879
<v Speaker 3>Just now I feel, yeah, I feel like a better

0:37:36.920 --> 0:37:38.600
<v Speaker 3>person just because I like, he just came on.

0:37:41.680 --> 0:37:43.920
<v Speaker 2>Wow, what a man. Thank you, Sanne.

0:37:44.360 --> 0:37:46.840
<v Speaker 3>Thank you san that's what you really missed.

0:37:49.040 --> 0:37:52.200
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