WEBVTT - Winter Solstice

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<v Speaker 1>A centeral is the protection of my heart radio. Tomorrow,

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<v Speaker 1>the northern hemisphere will experience the shortest day and longest

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<v Speaker 1>night of the year. In our era of electric lights,

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<v Speaker 1>high speed travel, and commercially regulated harvests, it might as

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<v Speaker 1>well be a blip on the calendar. And yet this moment,

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<v Speaker 1>one far end on the spectrum of natural change, hits

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<v Speaker 1>all of us somewhere deep, like it has for people

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<v Speaker 1>dating back to the beginning. I'm feeling a little thrilled

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<v Speaker 1>to be talking about it today because I'm not only

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<v Speaker 1>in the midst as we all are, of a seasonal solstice,

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<v Speaker 1>but also I think we're in a cultural solstice right now,

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<v Speaker 1>where we don't really know what's going to happen, in

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<v Speaker 1>this same way that the ancients huddled around Stonehenge didn't

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<v Speaker 1>really quite know whether or not the sun would begin

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<v Speaker 1>to move again. I'm Caroline McVicker Edwards, and we're going

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<v Speaker 1>to get to talk about a book that I wrote

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<v Speaker 1>about twenty years ago called The Return of the Light,

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<v Speaker 1>Twelve Tales from around the World for the Winter Solstice.

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<v Speaker 1>Carolyn is also a lifelong educator. I imagine that you

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<v Speaker 1>have spent a lot of time talking to children. That's true.

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<v Speaker 1>If you were having a discussion, maybe doing some explanation

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<v Speaker 1>to a child about the sun and the changing of

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<v Speaker 1>seasons and that drama, how might that conversation go mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>So every year there's a time. It's summertime, when school

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<v Speaker 1>is out, when the days are really long, Right, you're

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<v Speaker 1>playing out in the street till nine clock, and you

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to come in because it's getting dark, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's not cold. In fact, it's hot and the sun

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<v Speaker 1>is there all day long for you to swim and play.

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<v Speaker 1>And depending on where you are, it might be really

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<v Speaker 1>hot and you might have to come in and get

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<v Speaker 1>in the shade, but the sun is out. And then

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<v Speaker 1>comes Halloween, and Halloween you can tell that by the

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<v Speaker 1>time you go trick or treating, it's dark much earlier

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<v Speaker 1>than it was in the summer. Halloween is a time

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<v Speaker 1>when we think about the dark, we think about the

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<v Speaker 1>beginning of the dark. Like we plant a seed inside

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<v Speaker 1>of the dirt, and the seed is, of course, the sun.

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<v Speaker 1>It's kind of like a Halloween. We're plucking the seed

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<v Speaker 1>of the sun out of the sky. It's not there

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<v Speaker 1>for us anywhere. We're putting it in the ground. And

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<v Speaker 1>it's going to grow again. It we have to plant

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<v Speaker 1>it and be in the dark, be with the idea

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<v Speaker 1>that death comes and the leaves fall, and all the

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<v Speaker 1>fruits that we're on our fruit trees we've now gathered

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<v Speaker 1>in and we're eating. And especially if we celebrate the

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<v Speaker 1>Day of the Dead, we think about all the people

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<v Speaker 1>who came before us that handed down our stories and

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<v Speaker 1>our ways of connecting to each other. And then after

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<v Speaker 1>Halloween it gets even darker and darker, and people start

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<v Speaker 1>putting up lights. And then somewhere after whatever holiday you celebrate,

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<v Speaker 1>it might be Christmas, it might be Quands, that might

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<v Speaker 1>be Honukkah, then you start noticing, oh, it's getting a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit lighter and a little tiny bit lighter every day,

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<v Speaker 1>until it's almost like the light has been born, like

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<v Speaker 1>it's a little baby. And by February it's kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like a teenager. The days are much longer than they

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<v Speaker 1>were in December, and then they get longer and longer

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<v Speaker 1>and longer, until finally in June the days are as

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<v Speaker 1>long as they're going to be all year. If you

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<v Speaker 1>live way up high towards the North Pole, the sun

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't set at all. It doesn't appear to set. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just light all around the clock, and then it gets

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<v Speaker 1>darker and darker and darker. The light gets smaller and smaller,

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<v Speaker 1>and the dark gets bigger and bigger, and then it

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<v Speaker 1>happens all over again the next year. What do we

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<v Speaker 1>mean by the word solstice, So it literally means sun

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<v Speaker 1>soul stice stands still around what we call the winter solstice,

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<v Speaker 1>which is the twenty two December in the northern hemisphere

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<v Speaker 1>on the horizon. The sun appears to just sort of

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<v Speaker 1>hang there that period of time. Those six days where

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<v Speaker 1>the sun does not appear to be moving were terrifying.

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<v Speaker 1>If it did not appear to begin to move again,

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<v Speaker 1>the light would not lengthen and there would not be

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<v Speaker 1>light for crops to grow. So there was all kinds

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<v Speaker 1>of rituals that developed, both celebratory but also to teach

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<v Speaker 1>the sun to return, and it became a focus of

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<v Speaker 1>communal life to encourage the sun and encourage each other.

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<v Speaker 1>And we still certainly have remnants of that in all

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<v Speaker 1>the Christmas lights, the Hanukah lights, the Quansa lights, and

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<v Speaker 1>we speak in the way that people have for a

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<v Speaker 1>long time about gathering together and putting away enmity and

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<v Speaker 1>taking care of each other and feeding the hungry. We

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<v Speaker 1>get really collectively tightened up at this time of year

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<v Speaker 1>because it's a scary time of year. For millennia, the

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<v Speaker 1>solstice has been formally recognized by cultures across the world,

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<v Speaker 1>from the Roman festivals of Brumalia, Saturnalia, and Opalia, the

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<v Speaker 1>Chinese dong Gi Yalda, the Persian celebration recognizing the birth

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<v Speaker 1>of Mithra, the sun god, and countless others. It seems

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<v Speaker 1>that commemorating the beginning of winter is an almost universal tradition. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, near the equator, there isn't this big drama

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<v Speaker 1>that we experience in both the southern and northern hemispheres

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<v Speaker 1>as they move farther towards the poles. But there's always

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<v Speaker 1>an experience for human beings of in some way, both

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<v Speaker 1>in our personal lives and in our cultural lives, of

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<v Speaker 1>not no wing what's coming next, and feeling afraid, and

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<v Speaker 1>then this coalescing of community around that. Because we're mammals, right,

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<v Speaker 1>we share a kind of a collective nervous system. We

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<v Speaker 1>share our anxiety, and we share our calm and doing

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<v Speaker 1>things together like singing and dancing and ritual, just being together,

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<v Speaker 1>touching shoulders on the couch, putting our arms around our kids,

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<v Speaker 1>cooking and eating together. These things are nervous system commerce. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>it is often focused on the sun, but there are

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<v Speaker 1>other ways that we metaphorically experience a standing still in

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<v Speaker 1>the sense that we don't know what's coming. And I

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<v Speaker 1>think that you will find across the world, across cultures,

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<v Speaker 1>ways that people come together around asking for help from

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<v Speaker 1>the gods, from the power, ways that they come together

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<v Speaker 1>around making decisions that are big decisions that affect the group.

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<v Speaker 1>And you will find connected with those a sense of

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<v Speaker 1>humility and surrender to powers that are greater than the group,

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<v Speaker 1>and yet that can be contacted by the group. Caroline's

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<v Speaker 1>Winter Solstice collection, The Return of the Light retaels folk

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<v Speaker 1>tales and myths that have passed down from cultures around

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<v Speaker 1>the world, some of which date back to antiquity. For

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<v Speaker 1>the Retellings, it's a process of finding myself in the

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<v Speaker 1>story in some way, finding the place where I resonate psychologically,

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<v Speaker 1>and then to collect them. It was important for me

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<v Speaker 1>in general, is to have some sort of organizing principle.

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<v Speaker 1>In this case with this book, it was chaos theory,

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<v Speaker 1>which basically says that at the edges of things, it's chaotic,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's paradox because if you look at mandel Brock's

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<v Speaker 1>designs at the microscopic level, they're these fantastically beautiful patterns.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's completely chaotic and there's a pattern. It is

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<v Speaker 1>my own overlay, because of course, the ancients did not

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<v Speaker 1>talk explicitly about this kind of anxiety. They told stories,

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<v Speaker 1>and the stories were not invented by one person. It's

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<v Speaker 1>a kind of a mystery how stories rise up and

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<v Speaker 1>get told in our past on. But my hypothesis is

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<v Speaker 1>these stories are the ancients way of talking about the

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<v Speaker 1>chaos at the edge where you don't know what's going on,

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<v Speaker 1>and the folk tales address that by using the themes

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<v Speaker 1>of theft, surrender, and race. The first selection of four

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<v Speaker 1>stories are unified by their theme of theft, the stealing

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<v Speaker 1>of the light. It's it's so interesting. I mean, so

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<v Speaker 1>many of these stories begin with like in the time

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<v Speaker 1>where the world was just dark and like that was

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<v Speaker 1>just not working for people. There was somebody that got

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<v Speaker 1>fed up and or you know, felt ostracized, it felt

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<v Speaker 1>one off, and it was like, okay, I'm gonna I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna take a leap of faith. I'm gonna do something courageous,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm gonna hatch a crazy scheme and go up

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<v Speaker 1>here and steal all of it are a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>or get what I can of this light. Yes, so

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<v Speaker 1>it's kind of a celebration of a certain kind of

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<v Speaker 1>initiative from the lament Coo Mewalk tribe people indigenous to

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<v Speaker 1>the north coast of California round Bodega Bay. Our first

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<v Speaker 1>story is why Hummingbird has a red throat. Really, Hummingbird

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<v Speaker 1>ends up being the thief, but the story actually begins

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<v Speaker 1>with marsh wren Chaka, who is left out of the

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<v Speaker 1>group and feels a shame and hunkered down rage that

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<v Speaker 1>he's left out, and so he uses his sharp little

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<v Speaker 1>beak to punch out the sun, almost as if it

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<v Speaker 1>were a bladder. So he pops it like a balloon.

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<v Speaker 1>And then coyote gets involved, and the trickster coyote enless

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<v Speaker 1>Hummingbird to go and steal some of the light. Hummingbird

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<v Speaker 1>is the only one that can get through the tiny

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<v Speaker 1>crack in the sky. Swooping in, he steals some of

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<v Speaker 1>the sun and as he clutches it against his throat,

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<v Speaker 1>he gets that red marking that he doesn't have for

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<v Speaker 1>the story birds. The next story is from the Thoria Risa,

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<v Speaker 1>a group of tribal people's in India, and it's the

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<v Speaker 1>story of a young girl with a set of beautiful

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<v Speaker 1>ear rings. Bearings are classic backed injuries you know who.

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<v Speaker 1>Bearings have always been in style, so it's something you

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<v Speaker 1>can't go wrong with. A kite, which is like a

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<v Speaker 1>kestrel or a hawk rips one of the ear rings

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<v Speaker 1>from her ear steals her earring and carries it up

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<v Speaker 1>to the otherwise all dark sky and hangs it there

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<v Speaker 1>where it becomes the sun gold bearing castabout. In the

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<v Speaker 1>next story from the Inuit people of North America, tuopy Lock,

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<v Speaker 1>who is sort of a magician, ends up taking the

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<v Speaker 1>sun for himself, and then Raven, of course, a very

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<v Speaker 1>famous trickster, figures out a way to turn himself into

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<v Speaker 1>a feather and to float on the water which is

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<v Speaker 1>quoughed down by this beautiful daughter of tuopy Lock, and

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<v Speaker 1>she then gives birth to a little baby, who is

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<v Speaker 1>of course Raven in disguise, who ends up wailing for

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<v Speaker 1>the big bags in which the magician has hung up

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<v Speaker 1>the sun and the moon. They give in to him

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<v Speaker 1>and Raven takes the light back to his people. So

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<v Speaker 1>again it's a trickster kind of energy required to work

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<v Speaker 1>here at the Edges. And then finally again from the Arisa,

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<v Speaker 1>the sun Cow and the Thief. As a special treat,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll have Caroline read the sun Cow in the Thief

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<v Speaker 1>later in the episode. After Theft, come Surrender. In my

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<v Speaker 1>own process, it feels like I have to sit with

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<v Speaker 1>the senses that I have around feeling mugged or that

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<v Speaker 1>kind of shocked grief or that kind of perception of loss,

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<v Speaker 1>and have to move away from my denial and into

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<v Speaker 1>that feeling, and then the next step is to surrender

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<v Speaker 1>to it, to just let go without knowing what the

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<v Speaker 1>outcome can be. So in the theft stories there's sort

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<v Speaker 1>of a resistance to the status quo, and in the

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<v Speaker 1>surrender stories there's more of an allowing change to happen,

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<v Speaker 1>of saying yes, I need to change, we need to change,

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<v Speaker 1>this needs to change, this needs to move, and something

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<v Speaker 1>might even have to be broken. The first story in

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<v Speaker 1>that section about Maui, who is also like Raven, a

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<v Speaker 1>super famous trickster, a Polynesian trickster. This time the surrender

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<v Speaker 1>is actually from the sun itself. His legs are broken.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, okay, okay, okay, I give in, and the

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<v Speaker 1>broken legs allow half of the year the sun to

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<v Speaker 1>walk slowly across the sky. That next story, which I'm

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<v Speaker 1>telling not from the emperor's point of view but from

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<v Speaker 1>a tribal point of view, is from the Meut Sioux people's,

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<v Speaker 1>who are indigenous peoples of China. It posits that there

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<v Speaker 1>are six sons which are burning the earth up. This

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<v Speaker 1>very thoughtful warrior realizes that the suns cannot be shot

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<v Speaker 1>out of the sky, as the other warriors are trying

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<v Speaker 1>to do. But there's this as a of so below moment.

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<v Speaker 1>Instead of shooting the sun's out of the sky, he

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<v Speaker 1>finds their reflection in water and shoots them out of

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<v Speaker 1>the water. And then only one son is left, but

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<v Speaker 1>grieving his brother's hides in a cave, and of course

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<v Speaker 1>we have the sun again refusing to come out or

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<v Speaker 1>being resistant. But then the crowing of the rooster outside

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<v Speaker 1>the caves door enchants the sun into coming out. So

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<v Speaker 1>the sun surrenders in a sweet way. In that story,

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<v Speaker 1>instead of like okay, okay, I give in. It's like, whoa,

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<v Speaker 1>what is this beautiful music outside? What is this crowing?

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<v Speaker 1>And then the sun comes all the way out and

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<v Speaker 1>lights things up again. It seems to me that there's people,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe myself being one, that would take issue at the

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<v Speaker 1>sun on that point. It's like, should you have maybe

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<v Speaker 1>like listen to a little bit more rooster crowing before

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<v Speaker 1>you went with that is your wake up song that's

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<v Speaker 1>been driving peoples for ages. But along with these eleven

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<v Speaker 1>folk tns, Caroline decided to include one myth. The North

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<v Speaker 1>Smith poses Light as a beautiful young man and his brother,

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<v Speaker 1>who is Darkness, is blind Balder, the god of Light,

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<v Speaker 1>has a dream that he will die, and so the

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<v Speaker 1>whole story revolves around the frantic work of the gods

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<v Speaker 1>and goddesses to keep this beautiful young man alive. And Loki,

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<v Speaker 1>of course, is the trickster, and he's jealous of all

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<v Speaker 1>the attention the god of Light is getting, and so

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<v Speaker 1>he arranges to trick blind Hode, the twin of Light

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<v Speaker 1>the Dark, into accidentally killing his brother. Loki finds out

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<v Speaker 1>that Mistletoe is the one being on earth not already

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<v Speaker 1>exhorted not to hurt poor Balder, the god of Light,

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<v Speaker 1>because everybody thinks that mistletoe is too weak to do

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<v Speaker 1>any harm anyway. But in Loki's hand, and he puts

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<v Speaker 1>it into the god of Darkness's hand, it does harm Balder,

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<v Speaker 1>and Balder dies, his wife dies of grief. And this

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<v Speaker 1>is the epic level. The whole world collapses because there

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<v Speaker 1>is no light. You find terrible destruction in North Smith's

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<v Speaker 1>and it was a very harsh place on the planet

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<v Speaker 1>to live. Loki is punished, and then finally, out of

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<v Speaker 1>the ashes comes Balder again, light free from the underworld,

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<v Speaker 1>and I love this part. The only two humans left

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<v Speaker 1>in the Middle world, between the Upper world and the

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<v Speaker 1>lower world, the two who had hidden themselves away, came

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<v Speaker 1>out into this new light. Their names were Life and

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<v Speaker 1>the Stubborn Will to Live. The gods and goddesses. Then

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<v Speaker 1>the ones who were left gathered together on the sunlit

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<v Speaker 1>plane of the Upper World, home of the Wind, shyly, joyfully.

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<v Speaker 1>They clung to the returning couple, even as Life and

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<v Speaker 1>Stubborn Will to Live had clung to each other in

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<v Speaker 1>the Middle World. The gods and goddesses sifted through the

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<v Speaker 1>wreckage of their great Hall in the ruins, they found

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<v Speaker 1>the golden chess pieces with which they had once amused themselves. Slowly, slowly,

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<v Speaker 1>they began to play again. So there's the two characters

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<v Speaker 1>of life and the stubborn will to live? What do

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<v Speaker 1>those mean? Do you? How do you separate those two things? Oh? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess one feels like, you know, you picture the

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<v Speaker 1>grass coming up through the cement sidewalk crack, you know

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<v Speaker 1>that life will out. There's that amazing book about the

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<v Speaker 1>abandoned land at Chernobyl, which had that terrible nuclear accident

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<v Speaker 1>thirty years ago. Now no humans live there, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>just a vibrating with life because humans have kept their

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<v Speaker 1>hands off at all this time. And then the stubborn

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<v Speaker 1>will to live feels like it's a very human thing,

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<v Speaker 1>or maybe it's just a sentient being thing that there

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<v Speaker 1>is inside of animals and people and maybe the planet itself.

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<v Speaker 1>There is this will towards life. So the one seems

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<v Speaker 1>like a force that is completely mysterious, and the other

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<v Speaker 1>seems like more of an emotional response to that force.

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<v Speaker 1>The last story in the surrender section is this really

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<v Speaker 1>sweet story from the Sukumba people of Tanzania about these

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<v Speaker 1>three little, tiny animals. Once again, you this theme of

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<v Speaker 1>you need to be small to get through the crack,

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<v Speaker 1>to get to the other side where their son is.

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<v Speaker 1>In this case, it's not a theft. It's the three

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<v Speaker 1>little animals working together in order to outwit the sky

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<v Speaker 1>people who are refusing to give away their light. In particular,

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<v Speaker 1>Fly very reluctantly agrees to work with Spider, at first

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<v Speaker 1>saying like, no, I'm not working with Spider polic you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Spider will eat me, and then being reminded like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the overarching theme here is we have to work together,

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<v Speaker 1>and so Fly surrenders to that bigger call, the Harambi

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<v Speaker 1>call of we have to work together, we have to

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<v Speaker 1>pull together here, and thus manages to work with his

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<v Speaker 1>enemy to get light, and after surrender comes grace. We

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<v Speaker 1>all know that sometimes something just comes to us that

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<v Speaker 1>has nothing to do with our will. We may have

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<v Speaker 1>asked for help. That's part of the surrender of like okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I need help, but we get more than we asked for.

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<v Speaker 1>We get held in a way that we couldn't have imagined.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, in the smallest ways. There's this sense that

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<v Speaker 1>there is a way that we're taken care of that

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<v Speaker 1>is bigger than anything that we can plan. That first

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<v Speaker 1>one is from the Kung Sun people in the Kalahari Desert.

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<v Speaker 1>The Kung Sun call everybody like dog people and people

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<v Speaker 1>be people mongoose people, because they recognize the relational nous

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<v Speaker 1>of all of us to each other. In this one,

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<v Speaker 1>Grandfather Mantus starts off trying to solve the cold and

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<v Speaker 1>dark problem. It's Grandfather Manis who tells them to go

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<v Speaker 1>to sun Man, who's fallen asleep. He's heaved into the

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<v Speaker 1>air and hot, beautiful light cores from his armpits. Any

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<v Speaker 1>person keep me trying, No, sir, you don't do what

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<v Speaker 1>I do. One stay dry. Sun Man, mon Goose shouted,

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<v Speaker 1>you must go up high in the sky. You must

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<v Speaker 1>make heat and life for us, so we will no

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<v Speaker 1>longer be cold, and so the whole earth will have day.

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<v Speaker 1>Sun Man heard, He let himself, so there's that grace

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<v Speaker 1>moment for all of us. He let himself grow hottest

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<v Speaker 1>fire and let his tumbling turn him round as a ball.

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<v Speaker 1>That day, sun Man became a bright circle of heat

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<v Speaker 1>up high in the sky. Grandfather Mantis was proud. He

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<v Speaker 1>tapped his old brown tooth. Look man is equal to me,

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<v Speaker 1>who but I have them magic thin legs, shuffling in

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<v Speaker 1>the dust and head nodding. He began a gay and

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<v Speaker 1>boastful dance. And then you have the girl who married

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<v Speaker 1>the son from the Luya people of Kenya and Uganda.

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<v Speaker 1>The Sun lives on the other side of the sky

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<v Speaker 1>and gets very interested in this beautiful young woman who

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<v Speaker 1>is lost in the woods. She's runaway, she doesn't want

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<v Speaker 1>to marry, and this rope descends from heaven and she

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't even notice it at first, but it's just dangling there,

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<v Speaker 1>and she grasps it. She's lifted up into the land

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<v Speaker 1>of the Sun. He, in order to woo her, gives

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<v Speaker 1>her his rays shut up in a vessel, and she

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<v Speaker 1>ends up taking the lid off that vessel so that

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<v Speaker 1>it pours down to her people below. Sometimes the most

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<v Speaker 1>gracious gift of all is an empty box. Let us

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<v Speaker 1>borrow empty vessels, said Master chart century German mystic. And

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<v Speaker 1>the et reat box, which in the next story is

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<v Speaker 1>called the light Keeper's box, could be such a vessel,

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<v Speaker 1>pouring out the spaciousness into which the new can flow.

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<v Speaker 1>So there's that grace again of being willing to give

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<v Speaker 1>away without any promise of return, and there is no promise. Really,

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<v Speaker 1>you might give away and not get grace. But there's

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<v Speaker 1>something in the giving away that moistens I love. That

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<v Speaker 1>line moistens the spirits of all beings with generosity and cooperation.

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<v Speaker 1>The Lightkeeper's Box, which is from the Wadau people in Venezuela,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a wonderful story about gift culture, giving things away

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<v Speaker 1>rather than selling things, what anthropologist called commodity culture. That

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<v Speaker 1>basically is a story about this chief sending each of

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<v Speaker 1>his daughter's out to find the light keeper. The first

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<v Speaker 1>one stays with deer, and the second one finds the

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<v Speaker 1>light keeper, but there's arrows in both of them, which

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<v Speaker 1>is again grace. Take the romance part out of it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's about love and connection. Finally, the et red box

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<v Speaker 1>and it's light get hurled into the sky, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>moving too fast, and so the chief sends turtle up

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<v Speaker 1>to befriend the light and because turtle moves slowly, Sun

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<v Speaker 1>has to slow down and wait for turtle. This is

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<v Speaker 1>of course from an equatorial region that moves at turtles pace,

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<v Speaker 1>as the end of the story says, so that the

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<v Speaker 1>day lasts just long enough until the night comes to

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<v Speaker 1>the world by the Orinoco River on this war empty dream.

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<v Speaker 1>And then Labe Fauna and the Royal Child of Light.

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<v Speaker 1>So Italy has the counterpart to Santa Claus, an old

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<v Speaker 1>witchy woman who rides a broom called labe Fauna, and

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<v Speaker 1>she rides around each year looking for the child of Light.

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<v Speaker 1>And she leaves sweeps at every house in case the

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<v Speaker 1>child inside is the child who will light up the world.

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<v Speaker 1>That's again that kind of grace, like it isn't just

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<v Speaker 1>one child stick around after the break to hear Caroline

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<v Speaker 1>read a couple of selections from her book. Can I

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<v Speaker 1>read you a paragraph? You can read me anything, alright,

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<v Speaker 1>you can read me the whole book. Collected here, one

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<v Speaker 1>for each of the twelve days that, for so long

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<v Speaker 1>bridged one light cycle with another. Are my retellings of

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<v Speaker 1>twelve traditional stories about light from all over the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Not all these tales are literally about the winter solstice,

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<v Speaker 1>though some are, but each illuminates our fundamental connection to

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<v Speaker 1>light and its cycles of birth, death, and regeneration. Each

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<v Speaker 1>crystallizes the significance of light's return each year. Like vessels,

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<v Speaker 1>the stories carry us across the stormy, flotsamy slippery edge

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<v Speaker 1>of night. We cross over in three different ways, by theft,

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<v Speaker 1>by surrender, through grace. There are four stories for each

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<v Speaker 1>kind of crossing. When our personalities clutch their old habits,

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<v Speaker 1>the thief may have to grab what we otherwise won't

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<v Speaker 1>let go. When are so functional egos find their orders

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<v Speaker 1>scuttled some other deeper self finally surrenders to the new.

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<v Speaker 1>And then there are those miraculous gifts, those blessings that

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<v Speaker 1>shower down upon us. Read the stories aloud in company

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<v Speaker 1>by candlelight, play the games, make the rights sing, the songs,

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<v Speaker 1>revel together with the animals and the villagers snuggle in

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<v Speaker 1>the egg of the dark. You published and never wanted

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<v Speaker 1>you to do an audiobook of this book on tape.

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<v Speaker 1>It would be fun, wouldn't it. I was looking for

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<v Speaker 1>when I came across your book, I was like, this

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<v Speaker 1>gotta it's gotta be. But that's a great idea. If

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<v Speaker 1>you were going to read a story, I have to

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<v Speaker 1>that that I would that I would ask you to

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<v Speaker 1>just choose which one you'd like to do. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>if I don't know, if there's all be surprises to

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<v Speaker 1>you or not. But the two that that I would

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<v Speaker 1>be happy with with either one of are The Sun

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<v Speaker 1>Coow and the Thief or the Pull Together Morning. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I would love to read The Sun Cow

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<v Speaker 1>and the Thief because it's sort of told in almost

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<v Speaker 1>like an intantery way, like almost like a chant. Is

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<v Speaker 1>there anything context wise about that story that we need

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<v Speaker 1>to set up, like any terms or anything. Obviously, the

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<v Speaker 1>Cow has a particular significance in India. It is even

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<v Speaker 1>though it is a tribal story and so thus it's

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<v Speaker 1>not part of Hinduism, it does borrow from the Hindu

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<v Speaker 1>neighbors in that the Hindu tell the story of Surya,

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<v Speaker 1>the on god born from the heavenly cow a d t.

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<v Speaker 1>And so there is this cultural overlap and borrowing they're

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<v Speaker 1>implied in the story. The Orisa have the largest variety

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<v Speaker 1>of tribal communities on the ethnographic map of India. The

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<v Speaker 1>Kutia cond arc farmers who specialize in the soulful craft

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<v Speaker 1>of wood carving. Like other Oresa. They have at the

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<v Speaker 1>core of their communal strength the village council and the dormitory.

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<v Speaker 1>The dormitory is the largest hut three sided, open in front,

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<v Speaker 1>hung with musical instruments and decorated with symbols of the

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<v Speaker 1>animal spirits. When the workday is done, it is the

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<v Speaker 1>site for the gathering of everyone in the village for

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<v Speaker 1>the dance. It functions as a kind of school of

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<v Speaker 1>dance for youngsters growing into tribal traditions, and it is

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<v Speaker 1>the meeting place where the elders of the village council,

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<v Speaker 1>who make decisions affecting every social, economic, and religious part

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<v Speaker 1>of life. The Arisa borrow from their Hindu neighbors, and

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<v Speaker 1>their neighbors borrow from them. The Hindu tell the story

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<v Speaker 1>of Surya, the sun god, born from the heavenly cow Aditi.

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<v Speaker 1>The Hindi word for cow go also means ray of

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<v Speaker 1>dawn or ray of spiritual illumination. The sun cow and

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<v Speaker 1>the thief. Back at the beginning, the village was like

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<v Speaker 1>a hinged box with many sides. A lonely man stood

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<v Speaker 1>on the outside. Looking in through the cracks. He could

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<v Speaker 1>see rightly colored crisscross lines everywhere. People walked to and

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<v Speaker 1>fro along the lines, carving shapes and painting shimmering colors

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<v Speaker 1>as they went. The man saw an order so neat

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<v Speaker 1>and easy. It seemed he should have been able to

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<v Speaker 1>slide right in, the very blood in his body, singing.

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<v Speaker 1>But something was wrong with him, with the way things were,

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<v Speaker 1>he could not get in. It was as if the

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<v Speaker 1>village had no doors, only cracks. He could only look,

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<v Speaker 1>never touch. He would always be on the outside, looking in.

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<v Speaker 1>Round the edges of the box, the sun cow walked

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<v Speaker 1>round and round its perfect side. She walked, milking out

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<v Speaker 1>her light in the day, filling the village box with

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<v Speaker 1>color and warmth. At she chewed her cut her black sides,

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<v Speaker 1>giving quiet warmth but no light. The man stood between

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<v Speaker 1>sun cow in the village. The only warmth that the

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<v Speaker 1>man could touch was sun cow herself. Whenever those inside

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<v Speaker 1>the village looked out, they saw only their son cow,

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<v Speaker 1>that lovely black heat that night tour, that daymaker. They

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<v Speaker 1>smacked their lips with the cream of it. They did

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<v Speaker 1>not say, look at that nice man standing outside looking in.

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<v Speaker 1>How silly that he stands alone at the edge, when

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<v Speaker 1>we could simply make a place for him in our

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<v Speaker 1>village of carvings, of shapes and colors. Come, sir, you

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<v Speaker 1>are welcome. They didn't say that. They didn't even see him,

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<v Speaker 1>And so The man waited for the sun cow every day,

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<v Speaker 1>waited for her her to pass him by. He smelled

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<v Speaker 1>her musky flanks, saw her soft eyes, and touched her

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<v Speaker 1>velvet hot muzzle. By some mysterious pressure, her light honey

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<v Speaker 1>milk poured out from her utter. The man could feel

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<v Speaker 1>the pressure of his own sadness inside him all at once.

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<v Speaker 1>One day, the man decided to take the sun cow

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<v Speaker 1>for himself. When all the pretty village people could not

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<v Speaker 1>have her anymore, then finally everything might be fair. So

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<v Speaker 1>he waited for her, not even bothering to hide. The

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<v Speaker 1>village people could not see him after all, and she

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<v Speaker 1>had walked sweetly near him, nonchalant, every day of his life.

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<v Speaker 1>The day he stole sun Cow, he simply tossed a

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<v Speaker 1>noose over her head and pulled her away away over

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<v Speaker 1>the edge of the world, away from the box, away

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<v Speaker 1>from all the can't get in. Away alone to the edge,

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<v Speaker 1>the lights and colors in the village plunged into darkness.

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<v Speaker 1>Without sun Cow's milk, there was only night. The people

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<v Speaker 1>could not see. Babies cried, unfound and unfed by their mothers.

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<v Speaker 1>No one knew when to wake up, when to work.

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<v Speaker 1>All the order lay like unswept wood scraps in a

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<v Speaker 1>dark room. The tidy lines were lumped and smudged, The

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<v Speaker 1>colors disappeared. Where had their sun Cow gone? What had

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<v Speaker 1>become of her? They waited in sorrow and fear. The

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<v Speaker 1>thief was having his own problems. At the beginning, he

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<v Speaker 1>luxuriated in the warmth of sun Cow's solidity, in her rhythmical,

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<v Speaker 1>grassy breath. But away from her circling walk around the

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<v Speaker 1>little box world, away from her habits, no light came

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<v Speaker 1>from her utter, And because she would not let him

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<v Speaker 1>milk her, it was night for him too. No one

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<v Speaker 1>else had her, But now he didn't have her either.

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<v Speaker 1>When the thief, in desperation, tried to set beneath her

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<v Speaker 1>a pail and squeeze her teeths, she kicked the pail

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<v Speaker 1>away with such certain force that he feared that she

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<v Speaker 1>would kick him too, should he persist. She was only

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<v Speaker 1>trying to save his life, of course, for just think

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<v Speaker 1>what would happen to a single person who tried to

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<v Speaker 1>milk the sun. The thief held his head in his

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<v Speaker 1>hands for ever so long he sat, hoping for her

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<v Speaker 1>light again, longing for a sign that he might milk her.

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<v Speaker 1>Finally he knew he could not keep her anymore. He

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<v Speaker 1>leaned against her for goodbye, for a final giving in

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<v Speaker 1>to going back to the endless looking in and never having.

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<v Speaker 1>Then he slipped the noose from its steak and from

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<v Speaker 1>over her head, and set the sun cow free. But

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<v Speaker 1>she did not return to her circling walk around the village. Instead,

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<v Speaker 1>she leapt up high, joyously high up over the moon.

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<v Speaker 1>Now she walks not just around one village, but in

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<v Speaker 1>a vast sky circle, around all the villages, around the

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<v Speaker 1>circle of the whole world, so that no one now

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<v Speaker 1>needs simply look in without being part, without being seen.

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<v Speaker 1>Everywhere there are doors, carved intersections, lines criss crossing that

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<v Speaker 1>can be walked in and about, shivering and shining with color.

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<v Speaker 1>Everywhere there is light. You know, it's so interesting. There's

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<v Speaker 1>a theft, obviously, the theft of the cow, and then

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<v Speaker 1>the thief surrenders the cow. Eventually he realizes that it's fruitless.

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<v Speaker 1>And then there's a grace of the cow not going

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<v Speaker 1>back into the pen, but going into the sky and

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<v Speaker 1>giving that sort of profound gift, like something that you

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't have even known to ask for. Yes, you picked

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<v Speaker 1>exactly the story that has all three in it, didn't you.

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<v Speaker 1>I just got lucky. I think we'll call that another

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<v Speaker 1>little bit of gracer serendipity. Yeah. This episode of Ephemeral

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<v Speaker 1>was written and assembled by Alex Williams, with producers Max

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<v Speaker 1>Williams and Trevor Young. The book we discussed today is

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<v Speaker 1>The Return of the Light, twelve tales from around the

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<v Speaker 1>world for the winter Solstice. Caroline has also authored the

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<v Speaker 1>collections Sun Story In the Light of the Moon and

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<v Speaker 1>The Storyteller's Goddess. Find them wherever books are sold and

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<v Speaker 1>learn more at Caroline mc vickar edwards dot com. Links

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<v Speaker 1>and more at our website Ephemeral dot Show. And however

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<v Speaker 1>you celebrate, I hope your Solstice is full of warmth,

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<v Speaker 1>light and grace