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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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Speaker 1: I'm Mela. Happy Wednesday. Happy Wednesday, bitches.

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Speaker 2: We're back in your city. Ho.

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Speaker 3: I am very happy to be here, you guys. We

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Speaker 3: are mid tour. We're at the very mid mark of

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Speaker 3: our tour and we're in at l shouty. I feel

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Speaker 3: so good when I'm here, and also like it always

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Speaker 3: brings me back to my holidays. I'm like, oh God,

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Speaker 3: good thing. I couldn't stay here too long. I'd be

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Speaker 3: too much of a hope. But when I get back,

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Speaker 3: I get energized.

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Speaker 1: Well, you're here with your your boyfriend is also a host,

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Speaker 1: so you guys can hoe together?

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, we're working on it. We're working on finding the

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Speaker 3: balance and our wholeness together. I know it's a struggle.

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Speaker 3: You know, it could be a hoe independently and then

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Speaker 3: you try to hoe together. And there's some logistics. There's

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Speaker 3: some hoo logistics that takes some time to you know, calibrate.

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Speaker 3: So you know, we're working on it.

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Speaker 2: Okay, I got it.

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Speaker 3: Monogamous host, how are you feeling. I know we've yeah,

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Speaker 3: we've we've been traveling a lot.

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Speaker 2: I'm good.

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Speaker 1: I'm tired, but I'm energized. The tour has been going

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Speaker 1: really well. I've been selling out all of our shows.

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Speaker 1: I feel really blessed and grateful that we've been able

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Speaker 1: to do that. So I'm happy. My nick has been,

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Speaker 1: you know, traveling with me. I literally kidnapped him. We'll

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Speaker 1: talk about that later. Literally, okay, fine. I booked his

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Speaker 1: flight in his sleep to Atlanta. He was laying next

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Speaker 1: to me and we were drunk the night before, and

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Speaker 1: he told me in his drunkness he would come. So

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Speaker 1: I held him to that and we went to bed.

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Speaker 1: I woke up in the morning and at his beautiful

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Speaker 1: sweet face, and I was like, I think he does

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Speaker 1: want to come to Atlanta, And I said, let me

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Speaker 1: book this shit, and so I booked the flight for

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Speaker 1: that same day. I woke up and I said, hey,

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Speaker 1: don't be mad, and he was like what.

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Speaker 2: I No.

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Speaker 3: She had sex with him first, and then she said

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Speaker 3: don't be mad, and he said to what. She said,

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Speaker 3: You're not going back to where you live. You're coming

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Speaker 3: with me because I bought you a ticket. Then you left, Tilly,

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Speaker 3: but willingly got on the plane. So now we're on

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Speaker 3: a world tour, double dating. Yeah. I couldn't.

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Speaker 1: I'm tired of just being the fucking fourth wheel. I

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Speaker 1: did it in Coasta, Rica. It's the third I can't

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Speaker 1: whatever third wheel. I can't do it anymore. I'm tired

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Speaker 1: of us. I love you, but you don't know what

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Speaker 1: it feels like. Okay, okay, I don't know.

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Speaker 2: You get to go back to your room and get fucked.

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Speaker 2: I don't.

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Speaker 1: I go back to my room and masturbaateed or go

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Speaker 1: to sleep. It's the fucking depression.

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Speaker 3: Every time I might be hugging him to much, I'm like,

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Speaker 3: let me give him some space, so doesn't get triggered.

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Speaker 3: Dace like, don't be too affectionate. Erica is gonna get mad.

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Speaker 3: She's gonna feel left out. I'm happy he's here. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: we've been. We we need help shit, honestly, like we

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Speaker 3: have very special boyfriends because if you come into our

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Speaker 3: cipher and you're not useful or helpful, then you can't stay.

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Speaker 3: We need muscles and organization and shit like that. So

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Speaker 3: can you like help or else? What the fuck is

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Speaker 3: the point? So thank you guys, we love you.

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Speaker 1: I love you anyway. I'm really excited because we have

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Speaker 1: a special guest that I feel you know, we talk

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Speaker 1: about manifesting, we talk about just like our like DM

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Speaker 1: sliding skills. This is a true manifestation of our DM

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Speaker 1: sliding skills. And I've been like following this beautiful woman

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Speaker 1: for a long time, listening to her music. And then

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Speaker 1: I looked in my DMS because I went to Afropunk

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Speaker 1: and she was performing on stage and I made my nigga.

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Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, baby Mother's here.

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Speaker 2: Well here she is.

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Speaker 1: But I was like, she's here. We have to we

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Speaker 1: have to watch her. I'm like, she has to hope

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Speaker 1: she performs my favorite song. And we were just sitting there.

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Speaker 1: I was like waiting and waiting, and I was like yes.

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Speaker 1: I was like, let me a message her and see

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Speaker 1: what she's up to. Where does she live anyway. I

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Speaker 1: would like to welcome Brittany aka baby Mother aka bomb

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Speaker 1: ass Rapper aka mother of four which which just style

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Speaker 2: Thank you. I'm happy to be here.

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Speaker 3: Thank you so much for coming, you know, agreeing to

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Speaker 3: be our friend and perform at our show. I just

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Speaker 3: posted you and someone was like, oh my god, it's

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Speaker 3: so cool. You guys are her friend. I was like yeah,

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Speaker 3: we just made her be our friend two weeks ago. Thanks,

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Speaker 3: we're pretty excited.

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Speaker 2: Friends.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, no, you know, I'm a number one stalker.

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Speaker 1: So I was like, let me just message her. And

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Speaker 1: then she messaged me back quickly, and I was like,

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Speaker 1: oh my god, she meant what she checks her DMS

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Speaker 1: like she does it herself.

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Speaker 3: I don't know, I don't know what I was.

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Speaker 2: I don't know what I thought, but immediately I called

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Speaker 3: I was like, bitch, she answered, and then I was like,

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Speaker 3: I wonder where she lives. I was like if she

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Speaker 3: what if she lives in Atlanta? And then she she'll

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Speaker 3: perform at our show. And she's like, oh my god.

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Speaker 3: And then she called me back, She's like, she.

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Speaker 2: Lives in Atlanta.

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Speaker 3: I was like, it's time to wish our ship at

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Speaker 3: we did a spell basically now you're here. The spell

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Speaker 3: was us talking about it. And you need I mean,

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Speaker 3: most of the time, that's all you need. Honestly, people

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Speaker 3: underestimate the power of your words. Like literally, what you

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Speaker 3: speak is our spells. So be intentional with them and say, hey,

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Speaker 3: you're you gonna be my friend and you're gonna come

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Speaker 3: on my show and you're gonna perform and then boila,

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Speaker 3: you're my best friend.

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Speaker 1: I just like when I when I first found you,

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Speaker 1: I don't think it was on Apple or Spotify one

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Speaker 1: of the one of the places. It was your name

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Speaker 1: that drew me to you because I'm a baby mama

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Speaker 1: and I was like, who is baby mother?

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Speaker 2: And I think, just like our.

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Speaker 1: Show, like people will gravitate towards our name, good mom's

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Speaker 1: bad choices. Like it's just it's just straight to the point.

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Speaker 1: You're like, Okay, I like this bitch, what's she talking

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Speaker 4: It's so crazy because like when I first started, that

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Speaker 4: and I used to bothered by it, but to hear

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Speaker 4: it on the flip side, it's just like that's what

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Speaker 2: You see those people that wear those anyway.

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Speaker 1: They are And your people, the people that are supposed

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Speaker 1: to be your people, will come, you know, they'll come,

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Speaker 1: and then other niggas WI will fall back, and we

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Speaker 3: There's always gonna be someone like you can have an

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Speaker 3: that's for the biggest lesson in this too. Hell of

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Speaker 4: I feel more comfortable when people don't like my shit, though,

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Speaker 4: because because usually when it's like something that everybody likes

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Speaker 4: is probably either very bad or like, yeah, it's just

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Speaker 4: never be it'd be overhyped, like when the mask is

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Speaker 4: really Gravitate Toys.

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Speaker 2: It it's just like that, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 1: It can feel I feel like maybe it can feel

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Speaker 1: probably scary, because it's like, Okay, how do I, like,

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Speaker 1: how do I maintain this this thing?

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Speaker 3: Right?

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Speaker 4: And then you become like a like a prop whether

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Speaker 4: of symbol of something that you probably wasn't even trying

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Speaker 4: to be in the first place.

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Speaker 2: It was just trying to me right.

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Speaker 1: You get hell to the standard of like everything you

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Speaker 1: were perfect in the beginning, What the fuck is happening now?

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Speaker 1: It's like, I'd rather be imperfect at the top so

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Speaker 1: that when I am perfect, they're like surprised and you're like, oh.

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Speaker 3: Shit, the majority doesn't really know shit. Like the majority

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Speaker 3: of people don't have style. The majority of people don't

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Speaker 3: have taste, so you're right. It's like it's it's like,

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Speaker 4: Be told what to like in the first place. It's

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Speaker 4: like I'm not praised.

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Speaker 3: It's okay, Well none of our best friends at all.

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Speaker 3: Just tell us more about yourself so we could be

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Speaker 3: more best friends. Like how did you get started? Like

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Speaker 3: tell us how you came to be an artist, baby mother,

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Speaker 3: Like what has been your journey?

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Speaker 2: Man?

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Speaker 4: I feel like I've always been an artist. I just

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Speaker 4: It doesn't with the right people, it doesn't make sense.

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Speaker 4: My mom's a can paint and draw that my mom's

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Speaker 4: more with like the artists inside me. But no, they

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Speaker 4: just want me to be very, very smart and that see,

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Speaker 4: that's all they wanted, want me to be smart. They

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Speaker 4: didn't care about anything that I wanted to do artistically.

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Speaker 4: I've always drawn, I've always wanted to do fashion design,

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Speaker 4: like I've always written poetry and so like those were

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Speaker 4: like my things. But what got nurtured the most was

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Speaker 4: just like school school, school, school, school, school, Like, I

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Speaker 4: was in gifted classes pretty early, which is whird. You

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Speaker 4: separate kids from other kids because they're quote unquote too smart,

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Speaker 4: which doesn't even make sense. Like, so that's like my

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Speaker 4: beginning years. It's just like I wanted to do art,

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Speaker 4: and you stop giving the funk about what your parents

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Speaker 4: talking about. And since I didn't have that outlet or

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Speaker 2: Okay, well, that is an art form in itself.

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Speaker 4: And so I'm like and so I'm like, from twelve

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Speaker 2: Like to do with still please with my parents.

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Speaker 4: So I'm going to school for cosmotogy, going to school

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Speaker 4: for fashion design, going to all these schools for for.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, for sh that I already fucking know. And then

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Speaker 2: and then I go and then I fucking started entered

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Speaker 2: corporate America. You know what I'm saying. That always sucks.

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Speaker 2: That ship I can't even imagine in corporate America.

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Speaker 1: Was supposed to picture I want.

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Speaker 2: I want that show you.

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Speaker 4: Because I pulled up pictures, I'm just like like literally

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Speaker 4: the like, oh my god, it's kind of scared. Looking

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Speaker 4: at normy pictures of me is so freaking scared because

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Speaker 4: I'm just like, who the fuck was that?

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Speaker 1: Like, I need to If you guys are not checking

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Speaker 1: us out on YouTube, please check us out on YouTube,

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Speaker 4: I also loved high school. That was in high school,

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Speaker 2: But yeah, Money Over.

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Speaker 4: I don't understand what type of time the people be on.

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Speaker 2: So it's a whole other language.

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Speaker 4: Yes, Like I just want to do what the fuck

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Speaker 1: You know what, your longevity, You're gonna have more longevity

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Speaker 1: I believe that I want to go back to your

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Speaker 2: Sides, on both sides. Like your mother.

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Speaker 1: She is a Christian, right, Yes.

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Speaker 4: You would think she she knew Jesus personally. Sh she does.

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Speaker 4: That's crazy that she thinks she do, but she doesn't

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Speaker 2: My mom was like she was weird.

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Speaker 4: I don't blame my mom for a lot of stuff

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Speaker 4: Everything was about like this man.

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Speaker 3: Yes, like like Jesus or just like other men, the

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Speaker 2: But in the name of Jesus.

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Speaker 4: Brother, been in jail, said all that stuff, but I'm

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Speaker 4: But I think my mom is more scared of me

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Speaker 2: And that's what That's where we clashed a lot. It's religion.

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Speaker 2: I made a joke. I made a joke.

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Speaker 4: I used an Instagram filter and it had like you

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Speaker 4: and I'm fussing it and I was like I rose again,

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Speaker 4: Thing got shot on me and she blew my phone

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Speaker 3: And where did she get that you worship the devil?

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Speaker 3: But she's like, don't say it on the show. She's like,

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Speaker 2: And then they really are.

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Speaker 3: They really are. But it's like specifically like black people too,

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Speaker 4: When when you when you when you're being raised on

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Speaker 4: that's mad at white people and so he listens to

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Speaker 2: Cookie, and they're like not the coloring yes, coloring book.

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Speaker 4: It was like like when you're in like this this

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Speaker 4: come on now, like a whole coloring book.

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Speaker 4: That's like build like building this hate early against white people.

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Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, Like t shae kids to

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Speaker 4: like run away from both of them shits, and it

441
00:19:23,320 --> 00:19:25,400
Speaker 4: makes you just want to more kind of like connect

442
00:19:25,400 --> 00:19:27,560
Speaker 4: with who you are and what you believe in because

443
00:19:27,560 --> 00:19:29,600
Speaker 4: there are some things in Christianity that I agree with,

444
00:19:29,840 --> 00:19:31,480
Speaker 4: and there's some things in the Muslim religion that I

445
00:19:31,520 --> 00:19:31,919
Speaker 4: agree with.

446
00:19:32,280 --> 00:19:33,399
Speaker 2: But it's not the end.

447
00:19:33,359 --> 00:19:33,840
Speaker 3: I'll be all.

448
00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,640
Speaker 2: I feel like relationship be personalized.

449
00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:39,960
Speaker 3: You know, absolutely, we're all different people. Yeah, I like

450
00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:43,280
Speaker 3: what you said about like why you called yourself the

451
00:19:43,280 --> 00:19:48,320
Speaker 3: Devil's daughter, and how people demonize like single black moms specifically,

452
00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:51,119
Speaker 3: and like probably even growing up in the church, you

453
00:19:51,160 --> 00:19:53,440
Speaker 3: still feel the shade and you see it like yeah,

454
00:19:53,480 --> 00:19:56,359
Speaker 3: like it's so crazy when you're a single black mom

455
00:19:56,600 --> 00:19:59,400
Speaker 3: and no one says that shit about the black dad,

456
00:19:59,480 --> 00:20:01,880
Speaker 3: like it's just a stereotype and the energy that goes

457
00:20:01,920 --> 00:20:04,359
Speaker 3: with that, like something must be wrong with you. And

458
00:20:04,400 --> 00:20:06,800
Speaker 3: how you interpreted that like as a child, and how

459
00:20:06,840 --> 00:20:08,080
Speaker 3: you felt that shit growing up.

460
00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:10,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, I would see people like I would literally see

461
00:20:10,840 --> 00:20:12,439
Speaker 4: people coming with my mom's face and be in our

462
00:20:12,440 --> 00:20:15,480
Speaker 4: face like oh and literally the meaning my mom will

463
00:20:15,560 --> 00:20:17,439
Speaker 4: hurt her bag, Like I see that. She'd like, my

464
00:20:17,440 --> 00:20:19,440
Speaker 4: mom don't see it. She's too busy trying to people please,

465
00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:21,800
Speaker 4: Like I see that shit. I see how people look

466
00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:25,040
Speaker 4: at you. I see how people offer you things out

467
00:20:25,080 --> 00:20:27,800
Speaker 4: of like pity, not like because they respect you because

468
00:20:27,800 --> 00:20:28,560
Speaker 4: you're doing your thing.

469
00:20:28,760 --> 00:20:29,880
Speaker 2: Like you know what I'm saying.

470
00:20:29,920 --> 00:20:32,040
Speaker 4: Like if I see a single mom and and she

471
00:20:32,160 --> 00:20:33,600
Speaker 4: going through something, and it's like if I can't help

472
00:20:33,640 --> 00:20:34,960
Speaker 4: and I want to help, it's not because I feel

473
00:20:34,960 --> 00:20:37,040
Speaker 4: bad for her, It's because like, damn, like I know

474
00:20:37,080 --> 00:20:37,680
Speaker 4: how this shit is.

475
00:20:37,720 --> 00:20:39,520
Speaker 2: This shit sucks, bro, Like, here you go.

476
00:20:40,359 --> 00:20:42,800
Speaker 4: It's never that you're You're always beneath people, you know

477
00:20:42,840 --> 00:20:43,280
Speaker 4: what I'm saying.

478
00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:44,719
Speaker 2: And the more kids you have, the rest. My mom

479
00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:47,080
Speaker 2: had five, So it's like, yeah.

480
00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:49,800
Speaker 4: Everybody makes you feel like whatever you're going through, like

481
00:20:50,119 --> 00:20:51,560
Speaker 4: if you have, if you haven't, man, you should be

482
00:20:51,560 --> 00:20:53,320
Speaker 4: grateful because nobody's gonna want to beat you anyway. So

483
00:20:53,320 --> 00:20:55,320
Speaker 4: be grateful for what you have, take what you can get,

484
00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:59,000
Speaker 4: like please, it's it's it's just it's just a lot

485
00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:00,320
Speaker 4: of time that I watched my mom go through they

486
00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:01,560
Speaker 4: kind of like made me kind of want to be

487
00:21:01,600 --> 00:21:03,359
Speaker 4: the woman and not even just my mom, but like

488
00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:06,399
Speaker 4: my dad's wife, like the woman that my dad meet

489
00:21:06,600 --> 00:21:09,560
Speaker 4: is just like no, no, no, I can't.

490
00:21:09,600 --> 00:21:10,080
Speaker 2: I can't do it.

491
00:21:10,119 --> 00:21:11,600
Speaker 4: I can't put myself through it, and I can't let

492
00:21:11,640 --> 00:21:14,320
Speaker 4: my daughters watch me go through the shit that my

493
00:21:14,359 --> 00:21:15,040
Speaker 4: parents went through.

494
00:21:15,480 --> 00:21:16,120
Speaker 2: Can't.

495
00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:19,679
Speaker 1: Well, I guess basically when you ran away too or

496
00:21:19,720 --> 00:21:22,560
Speaker 1: like I guess going back to when you said your

497
00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:25,720
Speaker 1: creativity ended up being in the form of fucking. I mean,

498
00:21:25,760 --> 00:21:28,000
Speaker 1: I think a lot of people when they feel repressed

499
00:21:28,160 --> 00:21:31,679
Speaker 1: and they feel like especially as around that age like

500
00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:36,080
Speaker 1: around twelve eleven relieven. It's like you start really understanding,

501
00:21:36,080 --> 00:21:39,840
Speaker 1: like you start understanding your body more. You start boys

502
00:21:39,840 --> 00:21:43,480
Speaker 1: start giving you attention, and if you don't have any

503
00:21:43,480 --> 00:21:46,240
Speaker 1: sort of guidance anybody having conversations.

504
00:21:45,560 --> 00:21:47,879
Speaker 2: With you, you run towards that shit. I know.

505
00:21:47,960 --> 00:21:49,720
Speaker 1: I was very promiscy was at a young age because

506
00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:51,639
Speaker 1: no one was having these conversations and I was getting

507
00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:55,359
Speaker 1: validation and attention from boys early, so I was like

508
00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:55,800
Speaker 1: fuck it.

509
00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:59,080
Speaker 2: And they were definitely having those conversations with you. If

510
00:21:59,119 --> 00:22:02,040
Speaker 2: you didn't know nothing. The best little boys at school

511
00:22:02,080 --> 00:22:04,040
Speaker 2: teach you. I know, I teach you that.

512
00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:06,640
Speaker 1: It won't teach you what you want. Let me show

513
00:22:06,680 --> 00:22:07,720
Speaker 1: you how to suck a dig real quick.

514
00:22:08,320 --> 00:22:10,159
Speaker 3: Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, Like let make sure how

515
00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:11,480
Speaker 3: I like you more. I'll let me see it. All

516
00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:13,000
Speaker 3: the girls is the good the cool girls.

517
00:22:12,840 --> 00:22:16,080
Speaker 2: Are doing right, yeah right, if you like me, you're

518
00:22:16,119 --> 00:22:16,639
Speaker 2: gonna do this.

519
00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:19,560
Speaker 3: And then in some ways it kind of like for me,

520
00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:22,280
Speaker 3: I think because same I jumped in quick. I was

521
00:22:22,280 --> 00:22:25,040
Speaker 3: like this seems fun, you know, and and like fuck

522
00:22:25,119 --> 00:22:27,560
Speaker 3: but my parents said this is fun, but it seems

523
00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:28,639
Speaker 3: like I think for a long time. I had this

524
00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:31,880
Speaker 3: epiphany recently because like I said, literally truly, like I

525
00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:36,000
Speaker 3: was holding in Atlanta, not like whatever, but I was

526
00:22:36,040 --> 00:22:37,960
Speaker 3: in college. I came straight from high school and moved

527
00:22:37,960 --> 00:22:40,919
Speaker 3: to Atlanta like around the corner, and I was so

528
00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:43,720
Speaker 3: disconnected but doing it all the time, and I just felt,

529
00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:46,440
Speaker 3: you know what, my mind was like I have control

530
00:22:46,520 --> 00:22:48,800
Speaker 3: over this, like I'm doing because I want to do it,

531
00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:49,560
Speaker 3: but I was.

532
00:22:49,520 --> 00:22:53,640
Speaker 4: Like not connected to the Yeah, I was, so I've

533
00:22:53,640 --> 00:22:55,760
Speaker 4: been thinking about like during those times I was having

534
00:22:55,840 --> 00:22:58,720
Speaker 4: six Like what the fuck was there for? Like I thought,

535
00:22:58,800 --> 00:23:01,440
Speaker 4: I was like I wasted so much of my body. Yeah,

536
00:23:01,800 --> 00:23:04,280
Speaker 4: like for what when was I doing that for? I

537
00:23:04,280 --> 00:23:06,880
Speaker 4: don't even remember. I remember the situation, but I don't

538
00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:09,480
Speaker 4: remember what it feels like it It wasn't special, nothing

539
00:23:09,640 --> 00:23:11,560
Speaker 4: was nothing was fun about it.

540
00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:13,280
Speaker 2: It was just I was just doing it, just literally

541
00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:14,280
Speaker 2: just doing it, just to do it.

542
00:23:15,200 --> 00:23:16,480
Speaker 1: I think a lot of I think a lot of

543
00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:18,399
Speaker 1: us go through that ship and it's just it's about

544
00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:21,680
Speaker 1: it's probably about in the moment validation and then it's

545
00:23:21,680 --> 00:23:24,600
Speaker 1: so fleeting that you don't even remember the feeling after

546
00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:25,119
Speaker 1: it's done.

547
00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:28,520
Speaker 4: Also because like it be like it be about the validation,

548
00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:32,400
Speaker 4: but you don't get validated you get degraded.

549
00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:34,040
Speaker 3: Like a little bit of you gets taken away.

550
00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:37,160
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's like you just chopping down more and more

551
00:23:37,160 --> 00:23:38,639
Speaker 4: and more to the point where then they get to

552
00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:40,720
Speaker 4: a point where you feel like you you absolutely feel

553
00:23:40,760 --> 00:23:43,000
Speaker 4: like you have to do it because everybody knows that

554
00:23:43,040 --> 00:23:44,920
Speaker 4: you don't already fuck this person, this person, this person,

555
00:23:45,000 --> 00:23:46,520
Speaker 4: So now you have to fuck.

556
00:23:47,240 --> 00:23:49,800
Speaker 2: You're not gonna get anything if you don't do that, like.

557
00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:53,320
Speaker 3: Or like just subconsciously, you just feel like you should

558
00:23:53,400 --> 00:23:54,960
Speaker 3: like you should like you, like I don't know, like

559
00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:56,800
Speaker 3: doing somebody a favor, like he did take me home.

560
00:23:57,280 --> 00:23:59,960
Speaker 4: Don't know that, And they will and they will make

561
00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:03,520
Speaker 4: you feel like like boys are so predatory, and nobody

562
00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:06,080
Speaker 4: talks about especially high school boys. I can think of

563
00:24:06,200 --> 00:24:08,880
Speaker 4: so many situations that I've been in where biggas put

564
00:24:08,920 --> 00:24:11,200
Speaker 4: me in positions where I had to do something.

565
00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:13,000
Speaker 2: That I didn't want to do. It's right, somebody talks

566
00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:14,520
Speaker 2: about that. Nobody talks about that.

567
00:24:14,600 --> 00:24:16,639
Speaker 4: It's just boys being boys with everybody talks about these

568
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:18,840
Speaker 4: little girls being hosts, but nobody talks about how predatory

569
00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:19,919
Speaker 4: high school boys can be.

570
00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:22,000
Speaker 1: Bro It's true, and it's true, and if they do

571
00:24:22,040 --> 00:24:24,480
Speaker 1: paint them as that boys will be boys and you

572
00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:24,880
Speaker 1: have to.

573
00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:26,720
Speaker 3: Be careful and actually, why don't you put yourself in

574
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:29,239
Speaker 3: that position and wear that skirt exactly. But it's like

575
00:24:29,359 --> 00:24:30,960
Speaker 3: who's the mother of these boys?

576
00:24:31,119 --> 00:24:32,720
Speaker 4: You know, they not knowing most of the time, and

577
00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:35,879
Speaker 4: be like the girl probably just like one boy, and

578
00:24:35,880 --> 00:24:37,320
Speaker 4: then she has to do everything, you know.

579
00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:38,480
Speaker 2: What the whole crew.

580
00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:41,400
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, yeah, Like it's just it's just really shady,

581
00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:43,640
Speaker 4: like really weird stuff that goes on. And I try

582
00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:45,359
Speaker 4: to make sure that my son is not that type

583
00:24:45,359 --> 00:24:48,840
Speaker 4: of boy Jesus Christ, because that's that is scary. And

584
00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:52,320
Speaker 4: I can imagine, like especially now, like what little girls

585
00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:54,760
Speaker 4: feel like they have to do, because it's a completely

586
00:24:54,760 --> 00:24:55,240
Speaker 4: different time.

587
00:24:55,280 --> 00:24:55,879
Speaker 2: It's so crazy.

588
00:24:55,920 --> 00:24:57,760
Speaker 1: I mean, all these little girls are looking grown growner

589
00:24:57,800 --> 00:24:59,240
Speaker 1: and growner and friends.

590
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:02,000
Speaker 4: Like males, and it's just like I'm not I'm not

591
00:25:02,119 --> 00:25:04,840
Speaker 4: pressed about it, Like, girl, go ahead with your lex friend.

592
00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:06,480
Speaker 4: Like I wish you could wear lace princes in school

593
00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:08,560
Speaker 4: if we had lax friends back thing we got made

594
00:25:08,560 --> 00:25:10,600
Speaker 4: front of you in a wig. So I'm glad that

595
00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:12,520
Speaker 4: weigs are more acceptable now. And I like that the

596
00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:14,879
Speaker 4: girls get to get cute and like feel themselves whatever,

597
00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:15,880
Speaker 4: like let's they ship.

598
00:25:16,200 --> 00:25:17,159
Speaker 2: But I just think about like.

599
00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:20,200
Speaker 4: These little boys and like the music that we listen

600
00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:23,880
Speaker 4: to now, and like how it's just it's scary having kids, man,

601
00:25:24,040 --> 00:25:24,639
Speaker 4: it really is.

602
00:25:25,240 --> 00:25:28,239
Speaker 1: And you had so you had twins. Well, first of all,

603
00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:29,639
Speaker 1: you have two sets of twins with me. We were

604
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:31,240
Speaker 1: talking about before this. I was like, but you got

605
00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:36,480
Speaker 1: a unicorn unicorny has some such magical gene inside of you. Yeah,

606
00:25:36,680 --> 00:25:38,640
Speaker 1: but you had your first set when you were sixteen

607
00:25:38,760 --> 00:25:40,720
Speaker 1: seventeen or seventeen seventeen.

608
00:25:40,359 --> 00:25:42,160
Speaker 3: And the first set were boys or girls, A boy

609
00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:47,640
Speaker 3: and a girl. Oh boy? Yeah, okay, yeah, that's so special.

610
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:48,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's cool.

611
00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:52,480
Speaker 1: Like what was that like, especially like well especially you

612
00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:54,480
Speaker 1: said you were were you still living with your father

613
00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:55,480
Speaker 1: at the time or you were I was.

614
00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:58,560
Speaker 2: Still living with my dad. My baby dad was grown

615
00:25:58,600 --> 00:25:59,119
Speaker 2: as fuck.

616
00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:03,119
Speaker 4: I would say, it's like twenty one, I'm seventeen, and

617
00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:05,040
Speaker 4: so I was scared.

618
00:26:05,119 --> 00:26:07,159
Speaker 2: But I also didn't have any feelings. It's like I

619
00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:07,960
Speaker 2: didn't care.

620
00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:11,399
Speaker 4: Like from from like age twelve to like after I

621
00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:13,920
Speaker 4: had my kids. Bro. Like I was also on like

622
00:26:14,760 --> 00:26:19,040
Speaker 4: ADHD medication. So it's just like I just didn't have feelings, right, Like, yeah,

623
00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:21,240
Speaker 4: I just didn't. I didn't care about nothing. So it's

624
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:23,399
Speaker 4: just like to see you have a twins. She was like,

625
00:26:23,400 --> 00:26:26,680
Speaker 4: oh shit, like that's that's crazy. But I don't think

626
00:26:26,760 --> 00:26:29,720
Speaker 4: I remember like feeling any type of way my whole pregnancy.

627
00:26:29,760 --> 00:26:32,080
Speaker 4: I know, I hit my pregnancy until I couldn't anymore.

628
00:26:32,520 --> 00:26:34,119
Speaker 4: But other than that, other than me, it's scared I

629
00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:36,920
Speaker 4: was gonna get caught, Like I didn't care until they

630
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:37,360
Speaker 4: got here.

631
00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:40,040
Speaker 2: Were you hiding your pregnancy? Yeah? I hit it until

632
00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:41,200
Speaker 2: I couldn't anymore.

633
00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:44,400
Speaker 1: Like you said, oh shit, yeah, how what was?

634
00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:45,960
Speaker 2: I was like, twins is pretty hard.

635
00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:48,760
Speaker 4: I was like four or five months, and my dad

636
00:26:48,840 --> 00:26:50,080
Speaker 4: just kept asking me, like when.

637
00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:51,640
Speaker 2: The last time you had your period? When the last

638
00:26:51,640 --> 00:26:53,120
Speaker 2: time you had ad I just got.

639
00:26:52,920 --> 00:26:58,000
Speaker 3: Off my bloating, so the fuck you don't know my body? Yeah?

640
00:26:58,040 --> 00:27:00,200
Speaker 2: I just had to finally give it up, Like did

641
00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:01,119
Speaker 2: you know you were having twins?

642
00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:02,720
Speaker 4: I didn't know I was having twins until I went

643
00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:04,879
Speaker 4: until I actually told my dad. But what was the

644
00:27:04,960 --> 00:27:07,080
Speaker 4: kicker was like I had just got my drop at Pope's.

645
00:27:07,119 --> 00:27:08,760
Speaker 4: I was working at Pope's and I was on the

646
00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:10,920
Speaker 4: cashier citay and I kept passing out.

647
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:12,840
Speaker 2: Like passing out.

648
00:27:13,359 --> 00:27:15,919
Speaker 4: Yes, I kept fainting, and it was when I it

649
00:27:15,960 --> 00:27:17,639
Speaker 4: was when I went to the bathroom and I just,

650
00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:20,480
Speaker 4: you know how like the bathroom floors be like ice cold,

651
00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:23,120
Speaker 4: dirty as hell. I lay on there freaking nasty ass

652
00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:25,800
Speaker 4: Pope's bedroom floor, That's how like it was just so much.

653
00:27:25,840 --> 00:27:27,919
Speaker 4: I was just felt like I was so hot, and

654
00:27:27,960 --> 00:27:30,320
Speaker 4: so I went home and my dad was like, where

655
00:27:30,359 --> 00:27:31,960
Speaker 4: is room you And I just had to go ahead

656
00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:33,840
Speaker 4: and be like, I think I'm pregnant.

657
00:27:34,560 --> 00:27:37,879
Speaker 1: Mm So then did he kick you out of the house?

658
00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:40,240
Speaker 4: My dad never kicked me out. I left because my

659
00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:42,400
Speaker 4: dad used to jump on me, so he never kicked

660
00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:43,760
Speaker 4: me out. My dad would let me see. My dad

661
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:45,280
Speaker 4: would let me stay and argue with me as much

662
00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:47,119
Speaker 4: as I want to as long as I'm there, but

663
00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:51,760
Speaker 4: he let me stay. I stayed with him up until

664
00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:53,720
Speaker 4: I had the babies, and then after that I want

665
00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:56,960
Speaker 4: to live with a unt of mine. And then after

666
00:27:57,040 --> 00:27:59,040
Speaker 4: that I went back to live with my dad, and

667
00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:00,000
Speaker 4: that's when I was homeless.

668
00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:01,639
Speaker 2: And then after I was homeless, I went to live

669
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:04,280
Speaker 2: with my grandma. Well how was that with two young children?

670
00:28:04,359 --> 00:28:07,199
Speaker 2: Being homeless? Like, how did you? How'd you do it? Well?

671
00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:11,760
Speaker 4: First, I stayed in a shelter. I stayed in a shelter,

672
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:15,000
Speaker 4: and in the shelter you have to leave like at

673
00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:17,840
Speaker 4: seven am every morning. I would go drop my kids

674
00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:19,719
Speaker 4: off at the school around the corner from the shelter,

675
00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:22,000
Speaker 4: and then I would just go to either my grandma's

676
00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:23,920
Speaker 4: house or I would go to the library and stay

677
00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:26,000
Speaker 4: at the library all day. And that's where I started

678
00:28:26,040 --> 00:28:28,200
Speaker 4: learning about witchcraft and stuff like. That's how I started

679
00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:31,399
Speaker 4: learning about myself and more things. And it was the

680
00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:33,840
Speaker 4: most trauma was had, Like I don't I can't believe

681
00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:35,600
Speaker 4: I made it through days Like that's like anything I

682
00:28:35,720 --> 00:28:37,480
Speaker 4: go through, I just be like, at least I ain't

683
00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:40,800
Speaker 4: right there no more, because that was I don't know

684
00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:43,000
Speaker 4: how I got through that shit every day, Like.

685
00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:44,560
Speaker 2: You know what mother I think.

686
00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:46,760
Speaker 1: I think mother energy will do that. You know, you

687
00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:48,920
Speaker 1: see you have two children that are kind of counting

688
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:50,760
Speaker 1: on you, and you're like, shit, I'm gonna I'm gonna

689
00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:52,920
Speaker 1: get through this some way somehow. I always say, like

690
00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:55,880
Speaker 1: single motherhood is as often like painted as this, very

691
00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 1: like sad, and it can be really lonely and it's

692
00:28:58,760 --> 00:29:01,200
Speaker 1: it's difficult, but can also teach you like wow, I

693
00:29:01,240 --> 00:29:04,240
Speaker 1: am motherfucking superwoman. I can do this shit and I will.

694
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:07,560
Speaker 4: Right and and and yeah, cause it would be like

695
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:09,000
Speaker 4: I was getting like, you know, you get like the

696
00:29:09,040 --> 00:29:11,800
Speaker 4: welfare checks. So it's like, you got two kids, you

697
00:29:11,920 --> 00:29:15,440
Speaker 4: want eighty five in Tennessee, you want eighty five a month, And.

698
00:29:15,480 --> 00:29:17,200
Speaker 3: I'm just supposed to do what I gonna do with that?

699
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:19,040
Speaker 4: I don't know, but I was making that shit shake

700
00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:21,280
Speaker 4: in some kind of way. I was keeping my hair

701
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:26,440
Speaker 4: done like nothing else, Like I was gonna braik my

702
00:29:26,480 --> 00:29:28,120
Speaker 4: own hair, like keep some little braids, and that was

703
00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:30,160
Speaker 4: a cheap little haird cheap little tending out of hair

704
00:29:30,200 --> 00:29:31,719
Speaker 4: to go get some brained hair. I was gonna keep

705
00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:34,400
Speaker 4: my hair done, and my kids was gonna look like

706
00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:36,880
Speaker 4: they had some sense, you know, Like I don't know.

707
00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:39,400
Speaker 4: I made that shit work. And after I had Chloe

708
00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:43,560
Speaker 4: and Tyler, I got I started over. I started over,

709
00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:47,000
Speaker 4: got to stay with my grandma. Still was trying to

710
00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:48,560
Speaker 4: figure it out, but I just was like, fuck it,

711
00:29:48,600 --> 00:29:50,360
Speaker 4: I'm finna see what this rep should do.

712
00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:52,960
Speaker 2: And it did. It did a lie and it's been

713
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:53,840
Speaker 2: doing ever since.

714
00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:57,040
Speaker 4: And I'm not even like it's I still be on

715
00:29:57,080 --> 00:29:59,120
Speaker 4: some hard time shait with these shit because I do

716
00:29:59,200 --> 00:29:59,960
Speaker 4: everything myself.

717
00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:04,080
Speaker 2: Maybe you right feet what I was going through before.

718
00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:09,680
Speaker 3: It's crazy how conflict and struggle will like essentially make

719
00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:13,120
Speaker 3: you fucking fearless, you know, once you've been through some shit,

720
00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:16,360
Speaker 3: especially as a mom, like we get shit done and

721
00:30:16,560 --> 00:30:18,720
Speaker 3: like even if it's hard, even if it hurts, even

722
00:30:18,760 --> 00:30:20,880
Speaker 3: if it's fucked up, like we're gonna strap up the

723
00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:22,960
Speaker 3: boots and drop the kids off and do the hair

724
00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:25,560
Speaker 3: and button it up and figure it out. Like you

725
00:30:25,560 --> 00:30:26,760
Speaker 3: know what, I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna find a

726
00:30:26,760 --> 00:30:29,680
Speaker 3: spell for this shit. Like whatever it has to be downe,

727
00:30:29,680 --> 00:30:33,880
Speaker 3: you're gonna pray, like like a praying mother in a

728
00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:37,600
Speaker 3: hard time. Is like really some unstoppable shit because once

729
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:39,680
Speaker 3: you've been in a place like that, like no matter

730
00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:42,680
Speaker 3: where you go, like you're a fucking rock star now,

731
00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:45,520
Speaker 3: you know, but like you have no fear. Nobody could

732
00:30:45,520 --> 00:30:48,520
Speaker 3: tell you shit like you if you come and like

733
00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:51,320
Speaker 3: triumph over your mom and your dad telling you you're

734
00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:53,320
Speaker 3: not this or you can't do this, and you say

735
00:30:53,360 --> 00:30:55,840
Speaker 3: fuck that, and you still be yourself and you still

736
00:30:55,880 --> 00:30:57,640
Speaker 3: do what you want to do, and then you get

737
00:30:57,680 --> 00:31:00,520
Speaker 3: over it and constantly get over the hurdles. It's really

738
00:31:00,560 --> 00:31:02,760
Speaker 3: like shit can stop me now. But because I could,

739
00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:04,600
Speaker 3: I could be there, and I know I can get back.

740
00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:08,240
Speaker 4: Up right right, And I've been at the bottom twice,

741
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:10,160
Speaker 4: Like even just recently, I was telling y'all, like I

742
00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:12,520
Speaker 4: lost my crib my shop, like.

743
00:31:12,440 --> 00:31:13,240
Speaker 2: That was that was in it.

744
00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:16,520
Speaker 4: We was hotel hopping, like living at the hotels. And

745
00:31:16,560 --> 00:31:18,520
Speaker 4: I went on tour in Europe and I said, I'm

746
00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:21,040
Speaker 4: coming back to Atlanta. I want to stay in Atlanta

747
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:23,240
Speaker 4: for a week. I wanna find a fucking house. And

748
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:26,520
Speaker 4: I found the house. So it's just like it be scary,

749
00:31:26,560 --> 00:31:28,720
Speaker 4: but it would never be scary as it's the first time,

750
00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:32,360
Speaker 4: Like I could go through it again, and I know

751
00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:34,080
Speaker 4: I would be able to bring myself up out of it.

752
00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:36,080
Speaker 2: And that's the other thing that keep me.

753
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:39,120
Speaker 4: From knocking myself off, you know, because I could have

754
00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:40,040
Speaker 4: been going a long time ago.

755
00:31:41,560 --> 00:31:42,200
Speaker 2: You got kids.

756
00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:44,200
Speaker 3: It's not it's not quite that easy.

757
00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:46,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's depending on it's not that simple.

758
00:31:46,880 --> 00:31:51,040
Speaker 1: But yeah, and I'm seeing you kind of rise to

759
00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:54,719
Speaker 1: the occasion each and every time is really important. I mean,

760
00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:56,560
Speaker 1: I'm sure that they struggled in their own right, in

761
00:31:56,600 --> 00:31:59,880
Speaker 1: their own ways and stuff however, like they have seen

762
00:32:00,040 --> 00:32:03,280
Speaker 1: her mother like come and rise to the occasion each time,

763
00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:06,160
Speaker 1: like when they as they grow and as they become adults,

764
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:09,160
Speaker 1: like they carry that with them. Yeah, and what are

765
00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:10,960
Speaker 1: your kids and what are your kids into? Are they into?

766
00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:15,920
Speaker 4: Like my oldest sons, he's a rapper okay okay? And

767
00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:21,240
Speaker 4: then my oldest daughter she she she's fighting meself. She's

768
00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:24,080
Speaker 4: she's gay. So that's that's her personality right now. I'm

769
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:26,640
Speaker 4: ana listen, like that's her entire personality right now.

770
00:32:26,640 --> 00:32:30,840
Speaker 2: That's her full time job. I'm gay.

771
00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:33,680
Speaker 3: That's all I know what I want to be when

772
00:32:33,680 --> 00:32:34,120
Speaker 3: I grew up.

773
00:32:34,560 --> 00:32:34,760
Speaker 2: This.

774
00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:39,960
Speaker 4: But she also likes she likes photography and my cameras

775
00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:42,280
Speaker 4: and stuff, so she's gotten into that. And then like

776
00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:45,640
Speaker 4: my baby girl, she can draw her she likes to draw.

777
00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:48,920
Speaker 4: And my baby boy that's he's full time gamer.

778
00:32:49,120 --> 00:32:51,520
Speaker 1: Like, so you had two sets of twins and they

779
00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:52,560
Speaker 1: both are boys and girls.

780
00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:56,760
Speaker 3: Yes, Wow, amazing. And I asked her this before, so

781
00:32:56,800 --> 00:32:58,520
Speaker 3: I'm just gonna tell you about I'm sure you're wondering.

782
00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:01,760
Speaker 3: Twins do not running her fan or those baby daddy's family.

783
00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:08,040
Speaker 3: So she's truly a witch unicorn mother. I went twins.

784
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:13,040
Speaker 1: Okay, so I don't take this offensively, but I literally

785
00:33:13,040 --> 00:33:14,800
Speaker 1: when I got pregnant, because everyone kept asking me if

786
00:33:14,800 --> 00:33:16,600
Speaker 1: I was having twins because I was so big, and

787
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:18,960
Speaker 1: I was like, twins is the devil's work. I was like,

788
00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:21,760
Speaker 1: I was like, yo, if I get twins, I'm gonna die.

789
00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:23,400
Speaker 1: I'm gonna give one of these motherfuckers away.

790
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:26,360
Speaker 4: I feel like, I feel like you think that because

791
00:33:26,680 --> 00:33:28,520
Speaker 4: it is a lie. Like I'm not gonna like it's not.

792
00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:30,920
Speaker 2: Like two babies on each titty.

793
00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:33,680
Speaker 4: But see, it was different with each said because my

794
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:37,600
Speaker 4: older said it would be like, okay, we would be hungry,

795
00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:39,040
Speaker 4: but the other one wouldn't.

796
00:33:38,680 --> 00:33:40,760
Speaker 2: Be hungry for like a couple of hours. So you

797
00:33:40,760 --> 00:33:42,680
Speaker 2: got a little breaks in tweens. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I

798
00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:44,120
Speaker 2: don't know if that's always the case for everyone.

799
00:33:44,160 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 4: God no, with my baby twins, like you don't talk

800
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:48,800
Speaker 4: about the devils were First of all, they're scorpios.

801
00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:50,040
Speaker 2: They were bad to day before Halloween.

802
00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:54,760
Speaker 4: They are like, both of them are insane.

803
00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:59,440
Speaker 2: I'm gonna scorpy out. They drive me insane.

804
00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:00,960
Speaker 4: It was just but like even when it was in

805
00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:02,880
Speaker 4: my stomach, like the things that they would do, like

806
00:34:03,160 --> 00:34:06,080
Speaker 4: my son literally was laying the way he was supposed.

807
00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:08,320
Speaker 4: She was on one of my nerves in my legs.

808
00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:09,600
Speaker 4: So sometimes I would get up in the middle nights

809
00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:11,319
Speaker 4: if to use the bedthroom, my legs would be completely numb,

810
00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:14,400
Speaker 4: like they've always they've terrorized me since they came to

811
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:17,440
Speaker 4: this world with you four years. So, yeah, they were

812
00:34:17,480 --> 00:34:19,920
Speaker 4: the twins that I had to either like pump and

813
00:34:19,960 --> 00:34:21,919
Speaker 4: make sure I had somebody to help me, onebody feed

814
00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:23,759
Speaker 4: her and I would just besf or I would just

815
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:27,319
Speaker 4: have to be like this, and yeah, they Yeah, they were.

816
00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:29,960
Speaker 2: That is a lot. It'll be a lot. It's a lot,

817
00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:31,200
Speaker 2: but it's but you get used to it.

818
00:34:31,200 --> 00:34:35,359
Speaker 1: I don't know, you just gotta get you just do it.

819
00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:36,600
Speaker 2: I know when you.

820
00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:38,120
Speaker 3: Got practiced the second time and you find out you're

821
00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:39,640
Speaker 3: having twins, were like, what the fuck?

822
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:39,840
Speaker 1: No.

823
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:43,560
Speaker 4: I cussed out the nurse because because she thought it

824
00:34:43,600 --> 00:34:45,759
Speaker 4: was funny, Like, no, she didn't think it was funny

825
00:34:45,800 --> 00:34:49,040
Speaker 4: at first. Well afterwards, she thought it was funny at first.

826
00:34:49,200 --> 00:34:50,759
Speaker 4: When I came in there, she was like, wouldn't it

827
00:34:50,760 --> 00:34:53,000
Speaker 4: be so funny if you had twins again? And I

828
00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:54,800
Speaker 4: was like, no, wish she would not be funny, And

829
00:34:55,160 --> 00:34:56,640
Speaker 4: she put me up on the thing and she was

830
00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:58,440
Speaker 4: her jaw dropped like she was.

831
00:34:58,440 --> 00:35:02,239
Speaker 2: Like, oh my god, I put this so apologizing.

832
00:35:02,640 --> 00:35:04,400
Speaker 4: I was just like, brun, I was so upsetting in

833
00:35:04,480 --> 00:35:07,160
Speaker 4: my baby dad. It's like that motherfucker. It's just he's

834
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:10,320
Speaker 4: a mania. He's alcoholic, and he's just so crazy. I

835
00:35:10,880 --> 00:35:12,239
Speaker 4: was so scared to tell her because I was like,

836
00:35:12,360 --> 00:35:16,880
Speaker 4: he was already met that I was pregnant. You shouldn't

837
00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:19,640
Speaker 4: have get right, I was pregnant. I was like, it's

838
00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:22,080
Speaker 4: these niggas I call up.

839
00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:24,600
Speaker 2: Was like, you ruined my life.

840
00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:26,239
Speaker 3: You're not even my life.

841
00:35:26,239 --> 00:35:28,919
Speaker 4: It was just like I feel like I couldn't even

842
00:35:28,920 --> 00:35:30,600
Speaker 4: be mad because I kind of felt the same a

843
00:35:30,640 --> 00:35:32,919
Speaker 4: little bit like damn. You know that is a bit

844
00:35:33,040 --> 00:35:36,680
Speaker 4: much like two sets and Swiss is crazy. We hear

845
00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:38,239
Speaker 4: those my babies. Those are my baby.

846
00:35:38,280 --> 00:35:40,080
Speaker 1: But guys, you are spreading the seeds.

847
00:35:40,080 --> 00:35:42,879
Speaker 3: You're spreading the seeds, baby mother seed. We need more of.

848
00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:45,440
Speaker 2: Yourself one day.

849
00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:48,160
Speaker 1: So we have a game on our show that we

850
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:51,880
Speaker 1: like to play with guests and it's called Trigger.

851
00:35:55,680 --> 00:35:56,360
Speaker 3: The Witch Thinking.

852
00:35:56,400 --> 00:35:59,280
Speaker 2: The game is scary.

853
00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:02,719
Speaker 1: Basically, I say a word and you say the first

854
00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:06,320
Speaker 1: thing that comes to mind. Okay, Okay, don't overthink it.

855
00:36:07,480 --> 00:36:14,240
Speaker 1: All right, here we go, mm hmm spit or swallow swallow.

856
00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:18,799
Speaker 3: Answer the question.

857
00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:23,319
Speaker 4: Swallow Swallow's cute?

858
00:36:24,560 --> 00:36:30,239
Speaker 1: That little masturbating while your kids at home, I'm gonna

859
00:36:30,280 --> 00:36:39,080
Speaker 1: do yeah, right, Hello, fingering ass or looking ass okay,

860
00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:49,400
Speaker 1: pegging I'm female rappers.

861
00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:55,200
Speaker 2: Awesome, awesome.

862
00:36:55,600 --> 00:37:01,000
Speaker 4: Yeah that was generic, okay, engineering, I will say that's

863
00:37:01,000 --> 00:37:02,120
Speaker 4: how I feel about it right now.

864
00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:04,200
Speaker 2: It's giving very generic.

865
00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:08,560
Speaker 1: H they're here, they are here there.

866
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:09,720
Speaker 2: Religion.

867
00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:15,320
Speaker 1: Unnecessary, non monogamy.

868
00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:20,320
Speaker 2: If that's what you're into, that's cool. I'm not in today.

869
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:22,280
Speaker 2: I want my man to myself.

870
00:37:23,800 --> 00:37:26,880
Speaker 1: Big virgo energy.

871
00:37:27,440 --> 00:37:33,160
Speaker 2: Mushrooms cute. I love mushroom childhood.

872
00:37:38,680 --> 00:37:45,359
Speaker 1: Damn damn damn l s D. I love her toxic trait.

873
00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:58,200
Speaker 1: I'm very stingy motherhood. Yeah, motherhood is fine. It's duality.

874
00:37:59,040 --> 00:38:03,440
Speaker 1: Think about passion, like, what's your passion?

875
00:38:05,040 --> 00:38:09,279
Speaker 2: Music, in arts, in love, those are my passions.

876
00:38:10,040 --> 00:38:18,240
Speaker 1: Love, language, buying me shoes, Oh, gifts.

877
00:38:18,239 --> 00:38:21,440
Speaker 2: I guess your boyfriends in here?

878
00:38:21,480 --> 00:38:21,840
Speaker 3: You hear that?

879
00:38:23,120 --> 00:38:33,560
Speaker 2: I know, I know she needs some more shoes. Pet peeve,

880
00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:37,360
Speaker 2: oh man. Stupid ask questions. I hate stupid questions.

881
00:38:37,680 --> 00:38:38,960
Speaker 3: You feel like one, say you could google.

882
00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:44,960
Speaker 2: Yes, more kids, I want more kids. Yes, you're gonna.

883
00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:47,040
Speaker 1: Get some twins, bitch, maybe you're fucking around and get

884
00:38:47,080 --> 00:39:01,560
Speaker 1: some triplets. Oh wow, biggest regret, I don't think I have.

885
00:39:01,760 --> 00:39:05,239
Speaker 4: Gee, but they're not that, they're not that series. Like

886
00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:10,160
Speaker 4: my biggest for grad is. My biggest regret is being

887
00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:11,319
Speaker 4: friends with the light Skin Beach.

888
00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:16,040
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, that's probably the worst thing I ever didn't

889
00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:17,560
Speaker 2: want life. Can you laugh?

890
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:22,560
Speaker 3: Right, she's not talking about you. And she was a

891
00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:26,480
Speaker 3: Scorpio too, not her. You know what. I was friends

892
00:39:26,480 --> 00:39:28,880
Speaker 3: with the light skin Scorpio bitch that wasn't healed. And

893
00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:30,720
Speaker 3: that bitch was a terrible bitch.

894
00:39:31,280 --> 00:39:32,040
Speaker 2: Terrible bitches.

895
00:39:33,239 --> 00:39:35,040
Speaker 4: She just she just wasn't ready to be my friend

896
00:39:35,080 --> 00:39:36,960
Speaker 4: and I was, and I was kind of like I

897
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:38,320
Speaker 4: was kind of in a different place. We shouldn't have

898
00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:40,320
Speaker 4: been friends. That was my biggest regret. That was evil,

899
00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:43,719
Speaker 4: very evil person, very dark person. Yeah, that's my biggest.

900
00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:45,000
Speaker 2: I'm gonna pray for her in the name of all

901
00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:46,280
Speaker 2: Scorpio bitches.

902
00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:52,040
Speaker 1: Scorpio I would like to apologize on behalf of her.

903
00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:54,680
Speaker 3: Well, I'm happy you still like friends after that. You know,

904
00:39:54,719 --> 00:39:57,120
Speaker 3: some pictures they have one they picked one up friend.

905
00:39:57,120 --> 00:40:00,000
Speaker 3: They're like pitches, You're like open and near friends.

906
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:02,400
Speaker 4: I want to find my friends, bro, I want friends.

907
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:04,759
Speaker 4: I want itches to like pull up and do shit with.

908
00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:07,680
Speaker 4: I'll be at the crib with my kids like and

909
00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:10,600
Speaker 4: my boyfriend like. I want friends. I will never turn

910
00:40:10,680 --> 00:40:12,600
Speaker 4: down the idea of like a new friend.

911
00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:19,960
Speaker 1: Okay, Wow, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Favorite position.

912
00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:25,520
Speaker 2: I think I just like it from the bank. Bro,

913
00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:26,960
Speaker 2: that's my that's my straight.

914
00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:31,600
Speaker 1: For celebrity girl crush.

915
00:40:34,840 --> 00:40:39,960
Speaker 2: It's a lot to do my celebrity girl crush for real,

916
00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:45,759
Speaker 2: for real. I won't even know. I can't think of

917
00:40:45,760 --> 00:40:49,200
Speaker 2: went off the top of my head. Okay, I'm so good.

918
00:40:49,320 --> 00:40:50,080
Speaker 3: Do you like girls?

919
00:40:50,239 --> 00:40:53,799
Speaker 4: I love girls. I love girls, but I can't think

920
00:40:53,800 --> 00:40:55,560
Speaker 4: of one on the top of my head. Who could

921
00:40:55,560 --> 00:40:57,080
Speaker 4: I give it to? Because I feel like I'm on

922
00:40:57,120 --> 00:40:58,640
Speaker 4: the spot. Could I give it to?

923
00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:00,600
Speaker 3: I give it to?

924
00:41:01,760 --> 00:41:03,920
Speaker 2: I don't even know, man, I don't know. I can't.

925
00:41:03,960 --> 00:41:06,040
Speaker 2: I can't come up with that. What about marriage?

926
00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:07,120
Speaker 1: What do you feel about marriage?

927
00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:10,160
Speaker 2: I want to get married? You do? Okay?

928
00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:11,640
Speaker 1: Favorite drug?

929
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:19,560
Speaker 4: Well, I'm gonna have to say it's gonna be a

930
00:41:19,640 --> 00:41:21,120
Speaker 4: time between coke and kademene.

931
00:41:21,800 --> 00:41:22,680
Speaker 1: Coke and academy.

932
00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:26,160
Speaker 3: I've never academy one time with my white friends.

933
00:41:27,160 --> 00:41:29,040
Speaker 1: That's what you do you do, I mean, you don't

934
00:41:29,040 --> 00:41:30,120
Speaker 1: really do around black people.

935
00:41:30,160 --> 00:41:32,880
Speaker 3: I'm like, you got the k like no, and you know,

936
00:41:32,960 --> 00:41:34,719
Speaker 3: I know I'm from La, so I'm like and I

937
00:41:34,719 --> 00:41:36,920
Speaker 3: always said, like, I'm never gonna do keademine. It's for

938
00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:39,279
Speaker 3: a horse, and I'm like a small puppy like that

939
00:41:39,320 --> 00:41:39,759
Speaker 3: would work.

940
00:41:39,880 --> 00:41:40,720
Speaker 2: It's so nice.

941
00:41:40,920 --> 00:41:43,600
Speaker 3: It was pretty chill. I would only feel comfortable enough

942
00:41:43,600 --> 00:41:45,000
Speaker 3: to do with my white friends. But it was I

943
00:41:45,040 --> 00:41:47,120
Speaker 3: was like, this is screovy. I guess I feel a little drunk.

944
00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:49,879
Speaker 4: It's one of those things that like for me, it's

945
00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:52,040
Speaker 4: like it's helpful, is the resourceful.

946
00:41:52,160 --> 00:41:53,760
Speaker 3: It's also like the opposite of cocaine.

947
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:56,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, and it like it makes you feel good and

948
00:41:56,920 --> 00:42:00,080
Speaker 4: you put your like my brain don't shut up, so

949
00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:02,520
Speaker 4: put my thoughts in folders and it allows me to

950
00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:04,440
Speaker 4: get shit done and like think clearly.

951
00:42:04,600 --> 00:42:06,920
Speaker 2: So that's all I like kidding, Oh, thoughts in folders.

952
00:42:07,280 --> 00:42:09,440
Speaker 3: I like that because my thoughts are not enfolders.

953
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:12,520
Speaker 2: But definitely that's what happened.

954
00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:18,760
Speaker 3: Do you know your your other signs like you're rising

955
00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:19,560
Speaker 3: and your moon.

956
00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:22,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm Capricorn risings Moon.

957
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:26,920
Speaker 1: I know there's some water in there, that's why you

958
00:42:26,920 --> 00:42:27,600
Speaker 1: need them folders.

959
00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:29,560
Speaker 2: That's not Capricorn.

960
00:42:29,760 --> 00:42:34,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, hell yeah, oh my god.

961
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:37,439
Speaker 3: So all summers on our show, we uh we asked

962
00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:41,399
Speaker 3: our guests to have an affirmation? Do you have an affirmation? Man?

963
00:42:41,440 --> 00:42:43,200
Speaker 4: You know this is this is that before I came away,

964
00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:48,480
Speaker 4: was trying to think of one. And yeah, oh I'm

965
00:42:48,520 --> 00:42:50,480
Speaker 4: not good with the affirmation thing. That's something that I'm

966
00:42:50,480 --> 00:42:53,719
Speaker 4: still working on personally. Like I started doing this thing

967
00:42:53,719 --> 00:42:55,319
Speaker 4: where I get up in the morning and listen to

968
00:42:55,360 --> 00:42:57,520
Speaker 4: like this YouTube lady tell me all this ship about

969
00:42:57,520 --> 00:43:00,759
Speaker 4: myself and and it'd be like and it helps, Like

970
00:43:00,840 --> 00:43:02,920
Speaker 4: it helped me get my my juices fluing, but like

971
00:43:03,040 --> 00:43:04,520
Speaker 4: to come up with them on mind own, I don't

972
00:43:04,560 --> 00:43:05,880
Speaker 4: know what to tell myself to.

973
00:43:07,080 --> 00:43:08,080
Speaker 2: I mean maybe I do.

974
00:43:08,160 --> 00:43:10,960
Speaker 4: I write music all the time that could be considered affirmation.

975
00:43:11,040 --> 00:43:14,640
Speaker 3: Absolutely poetry. Give a lyric that we could use to affirmation.

976
00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:17,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, we could. We could use I'm gonna get money regardless.

977
00:43:17,400 --> 00:43:19,319
Speaker 3: I'm gonna get money regardless.

978
00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:22,880
Speaker 2: Ye I like I like that affirmation.

979
00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:26,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm gonna get money regardless, no matter way.

980
00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:28,560
Speaker 2: So yeah, for sure.

981
00:43:28,800 --> 00:43:32,839
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, being like being in the music industry, I know,

982
00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:36,080
Speaker 1: like as you said, like you know, being like mainstream,

983
00:43:36,760 --> 00:43:40,520
Speaker 1: it can feel like really isolating and all that. Like

984
00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:44,759
Speaker 1: how have you like maintained like I guess, like I'm

985
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:47,120
Speaker 1: sure you've been pressured to kind of like try to

986
00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:50,040
Speaker 1: put yourself in certain boxes and things of that nature.

987
00:43:51,040 --> 00:43:51,480
Speaker 2: How do you.

988
00:43:51,440 --> 00:43:55,000
Speaker 1: Maintain like your I guess, like autonomy over who the

989
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:57,680
Speaker 1: fuck you are all the time, without like with without

990
00:43:57,680 --> 00:43:59,359
Speaker 1: feeling pressure to kind of lean into that.

991
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:01,839
Speaker 4: Well, it's cause I'm a virgo, and if I feel

992
00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:04,279
Speaker 4: like somebody's trying to control me, I automatically be like

993
00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:08,040
Speaker 4: on some rebellious shit. I'm I like, I just that's

994
00:44:08,080 --> 00:44:09,640
Speaker 4: what I meant when I say, like when I ask

995
00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:12,200
Speaker 4: be female revers' is like everything's so generic because it's

996
00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:15,399
Speaker 4: just like like it's just like everything is being put

997
00:44:15,440 --> 00:44:17,920
Speaker 4: into like this box and I and it's no shade.

998
00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:19,799
Speaker 4: Like I think everybody that's out right now is doing

999
00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:21,400
Speaker 4: really well. I like, I like a lot of the

1000
00:44:21,480 --> 00:44:23,560
Speaker 4: music that's out right now, But I just feel like

1001
00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:26,520
Speaker 4: everybody tries to like you can't you have to be

1002
00:44:26,560 --> 00:44:28,440
Speaker 4: like super polished, like you have to be like this

1003
00:44:28,640 --> 00:44:33,040
Speaker 4: super like direct aesthetic or nobody gets it, you know

1004
00:44:33,080 --> 00:44:34,600
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, You have to be able to be

1005
00:44:34,719 --> 00:44:37,959
Speaker 4: marketed to other people. And then like trying to play

1006
00:44:38,000 --> 00:44:40,759
Speaker 4: this game for a long time, Like I really just

1007
00:44:40,840 --> 00:44:42,200
Speaker 4: was trying to play it at first, and I was

1008
00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:44,040
Speaker 4: trying to fall into line and I was trying to

1009
00:44:44,160 --> 00:44:48,000
Speaker 4: but then you realize, like it's it. It kills you

1010
00:44:48,040 --> 00:44:50,320
Speaker 4: on the inside. It's like I would rather just people

1011
00:44:50,360 --> 00:44:53,200
Speaker 4: not fuck with me and I just get by in

1012
00:44:53,280 --> 00:44:57,319
Speaker 4: this shit then have to like like.

1013
00:44:57,360 --> 00:44:58,719
Speaker 2: Cookie C I don't know, I don't know.

1014
00:44:58,760 --> 00:45:00,640
Speaker 4: It just it's just starting stuff about like the music

1015
00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:03,200
Speaker 4: industry that really like makes me uncomfortable, and I don't

1016
00:45:03,680 --> 00:45:05,239
Speaker 4: I don't like having to deal with the people that's

1017
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:08,240
Speaker 4: in it because they're arrogant, they're fucking rude, they fucking

1018
00:45:08,280 --> 00:45:10,239
Speaker 4: think they fucking talk down to you, even though you're

1019
00:45:10,239 --> 00:45:12,239
Speaker 4: the artist, Like you're the reason why I'm here, I'm

1020
00:45:12,239 --> 00:45:14,680
Speaker 4: the reason why you're here, but you think you're above me.

1021
00:45:15,080 --> 00:45:15,799
Speaker 2: I don't like that.

1022
00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:19,120
Speaker 4: I don't like having to socialize with people that I'm

1023
00:45:19,120 --> 00:45:21,640
Speaker 4: not familiar with, like just because we do the same thing,

1024
00:45:21,719 --> 00:45:23,279
Speaker 4: like just because we make music the me you know what,

1025
00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:26,400
Speaker 4: I'm saying when in the beginning, like I can't, I

1026
00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:28,040
Speaker 4: want to work with everybody, but I didn't know how

1027
00:45:28,080 --> 00:45:30,120
Speaker 4: weird it was like you work with somebody, and now

1028
00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:31,960
Speaker 4: everybody think y'all are best friends, and now you have

1029
00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:33,799
Speaker 4: to deal with all this, Like people want to never

1030
00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:34,880
Speaker 4: ask you questions about you.

1031
00:45:34,920 --> 00:45:37,000
Speaker 2: They ask you questions about this artists because she's they

1032
00:45:37,080 --> 00:45:38,800
Speaker 2: might be bigger than you. So now your whole interview

1033
00:45:38,840 --> 00:45:39,680
Speaker 2: is about other people.

1034
00:45:40,280 --> 00:45:43,640
Speaker 4: Like it just I think I'm just like I'm too,

1035
00:45:44,600 --> 00:45:45,680
Speaker 4: I want to be an individual.

1036
00:45:45,800 --> 00:45:47,520
Speaker 1: I mean, I agree, I think a lot of especially

1037
00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:49,440
Speaker 1: I mean it's always been for women in general that

1038
00:45:49,480 --> 00:45:51,680
Speaker 1: are artists, like they have to especially like when it

1039
00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:54,200
Speaker 1: comes to like even like their body image, like having

1040
00:45:54,200 --> 00:45:56,040
Speaker 1: to fit into these certain modes. Like I think about

1041
00:45:56,120 --> 00:45:57,839
Speaker 1: just like the female rappers that are out, it's all

1042
00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:02,560
Speaker 1: about like body. Yeah, like you gotta like look and

1043
00:46:02,719 --> 00:46:04,720
Speaker 1: you gotta have this. They gotta like have the booty,

1044
00:46:05,120 --> 00:46:05,920
Speaker 1: you gotta like have.

1045
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:07,399
Speaker 3: Eybody looks very much the same.

1046
00:46:07,480 --> 00:46:08,040
Speaker 2: The weave that.

1047
00:46:08,520 --> 00:46:11,279
Speaker 1: Goes past the ankles is the new look too, although

1048
00:46:11,320 --> 00:46:12,000
Speaker 1: it looks pretty fly.

1049
00:46:12,280 --> 00:46:14,520
Speaker 2: I mean I kind of like that. I was like

1050
00:46:14,560 --> 00:46:16,920
Speaker 2: I kind of like that.

1051
00:46:15,400 --> 00:46:19,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, I wish that I had a lace front artist

1052
00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:19,399
Speaker 3: and it.

1053
00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:22,480
Speaker 4: And like, but like as a fucking mother, First of all,

1054
00:46:22,480 --> 00:46:25,000
Speaker 4: I don't yeah, I don't have the funds.

1055
00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:26,640
Speaker 2: For all that, I got the funds.

1056
00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:28,400
Speaker 1: But also I'm like I feel like a lot of

1057
00:46:28,440 --> 00:46:30,839
Speaker 1: these women too, like they're not they're not mothers. Some

1058
00:46:30,880 --> 00:46:32,279
Speaker 1: of them are like, you know, look at Cardi B

1059
00:46:32,360 --> 00:46:35,080
Speaker 1: and shouldn't like that. But like there's this unrealistic expectation

1060
00:46:35,160 --> 00:46:38,080
Speaker 1: of what like we're supposed to look like, and it's like, no, bro,

1061
00:46:38,280 --> 00:46:39,880
Speaker 1: like this is what I this is me and this

1062
00:46:39,920 --> 00:46:40,200
Speaker 1: is what.

1063
00:46:40,239 --> 00:46:41,400
Speaker 2: Works, right.

1064
00:46:41,880 --> 00:46:43,640
Speaker 4: And then and then you get in these spaces and

1065
00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:45,680
Speaker 4: these and these people are like, well, we like you

1066
00:46:45,760 --> 00:46:47,640
Speaker 4: for you, and then they bring you in like okay,

1067
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:49,319
Speaker 4: so we want to give you some money because we

1068
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:51,680
Speaker 4: like you. And then they say, but you gotta change this,

1069
00:46:51,719 --> 00:46:52,360
Speaker 4: you gotta change.

1070
00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:53,799
Speaker 3: Like stipulation to that.

1071
00:46:54,160 --> 00:46:55,719
Speaker 2: It's like, I don't. I don't like that.

1072
00:46:55,960 --> 00:46:58,759
Speaker 4: I don't like they and I would really just do

1073
00:46:58,880 --> 00:46:59,680
Speaker 4: this ship myself.

1074
00:47:00,280 --> 00:47:01,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean.

1075
00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:05,200
Speaker 3: Also the image is like essentially temporary, right, like you know,

1076
00:47:05,360 --> 00:47:07,719
Speaker 3: like there was a time where thick eyebrows are in

1077
00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:10,040
Speaker 3: then skinny ass eyebrows. Everybody plucked them out, and then

1078
00:47:10,040 --> 00:47:12,759
Speaker 3: they're like, that's not anymore. Everybody tattoo the tattooed them

1079
00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:15,160
Speaker 3: back on and ship everybody like fat asses, and it

1080
00:47:15,280 --> 00:47:17,879
Speaker 3: likes like now everybody's Kim's white again. Now everybody taking

1081
00:47:17,880 --> 00:47:20,200
Speaker 3: their ass out, and it's like, you know what I'm saying,

1082
00:47:20,239 --> 00:47:22,319
Speaker 3: it's like, who the fuck can keep up with that?

1083
00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:24,520
Speaker 3: You might as well be what the fuck you look

1084
00:47:24,640 --> 00:47:27,160
Speaker 3: like and accept that, and then like we all have daughters,

1085
00:47:27,239 --> 00:47:28,799
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. So if I go like

1086
00:47:29,160 --> 00:47:31,239
Speaker 3: pump a bunch of shit in myself or pump it out,

1087
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:34,319
Speaker 3: whatever you do, it's cool, but it's like to make

1088
00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:35,920
Speaker 3: sure it's to please you and to be in your

1089
00:47:35,920 --> 00:47:38,239
Speaker 3: own aesthetic or you even fucking know what that looks like,

1090
00:47:38,480 --> 00:47:41,920
Speaker 3: because then you're just like chasing the chasing the whatever,

1091
00:47:42,400 --> 00:47:45,920
Speaker 3: the trend, and that's forever, every ever changing. People don't

1092
00:47:45,960 --> 00:47:46,759
Speaker 3: know what the fuck they like.

1093
00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:49,480
Speaker 1: I think like I think about like I was thinking about,

1094
00:47:49,480 --> 00:47:51,359
Speaker 1: like Doja Cat, how she like shaved her head off

1095
00:47:51,360 --> 00:47:53,160
Speaker 1: and her hair off and like, you know, took her

1096
00:47:53,160 --> 00:47:57,719
Speaker 1: eyebrows off and nigas we're ripping. I was like, because no,

1097
00:47:57,920 --> 00:47:59,719
Speaker 1: because she kind of did fall she kind of like

1098
00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:03,160
Speaker 1: shifted her image and was like very commercial and like

1099
00:48:03,600 --> 00:48:06,600
Speaker 1: historically that's not really her vibe anyway, Like if you

1100
00:48:06,600 --> 00:48:08,760
Speaker 1: follow her from before, like she's a weird.

1101
00:48:08,560 --> 00:48:10,399
Speaker 2: Though, and that's that's why.

1102
00:48:10,719 --> 00:48:12,880
Speaker 4: That's why I be tripping out of people like getting

1103
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:14,800
Speaker 4: mad at her for being her said, because I'm just

1104
00:48:14,840 --> 00:48:16,480
Speaker 4: like she's always been kind of strange.

1105
00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:19,120
Speaker 1: She had but she she she tricked, No, she tricked

1106
00:48:19,120 --> 00:48:20,040
Speaker 1: people to get in the door.

1107
00:48:20,200 --> 00:48:22,520
Speaker 2: Okay, you know, I feel like I don't even think

1108
00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:24,640
Speaker 2: that's true because the song that got her like O

1109
00:48:24,920 --> 00:48:27,760
Speaker 2: was the movie and that was the weirdest song of mos.

1110
00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:30,440
Speaker 4: I'm just like those a kid has always been like hello, quirky,

1111
00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:31,359
Speaker 4: Like that's her vibe.

1112
00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:34,239
Speaker 2: I got like, will people be expecting? But she did?

1113
00:48:34,560 --> 00:48:37,160
Speaker 4: She did, She did a few pop songs, and I

1114
00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:39,239
Speaker 4: feel like it's because she can, like she can't step

1115
00:48:39,280 --> 00:48:40,920
Speaker 4: into that bag and she can't play that game.

1116
00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:42,680
Speaker 2: It was like but this, but this, but you know.

1117
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:43,080
Speaker 3: What I'm saying.

1118
00:48:43,080 --> 00:48:46,040
Speaker 1: They don't want women to be multi layered, multi dimensional,

1119
00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:47,920
Speaker 1: like we have to once we present ourselves in a

1120
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:51,160
Speaker 1: certain way, we have to stick to that. And I

1121
00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:53,799
Speaker 1: was like when people were tripping about her, her her.

1122
00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:57,600
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, she looked kind of cool, cool

1123
00:48:57,719 --> 00:49:00,879
Speaker 1: her eye, her eyebrows and ship. It was like, I

1124
00:49:00,920 --> 00:49:03,279
Speaker 1: was like, more of this, you know, because as women

1125
00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:05,440
Speaker 1: like we do, like we are held at this standard

1126
00:49:05,480 --> 00:49:08,120
Speaker 1: where we cannot change, we cannot shift, and if we do,

1127
00:49:08,480 --> 00:49:09,080
Speaker 1: we're tripping.

1128
00:49:09,120 --> 00:49:12,560
Speaker 2: Like something's wrong, Brittany, like we're going, Brittany.

1129
00:49:12,320 --> 00:49:15,400
Speaker 4: Right, everything has to be like for them for niggas

1130
00:49:15,480 --> 00:49:16,440
Speaker 4: eyes and she right.

1131
00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:20,320
Speaker 2: I don't know. Sometimes I won't like alien.

1132
00:49:21,040 --> 00:49:22,520
Speaker 3: I don't even like niggas that much.

1133
00:49:22,719 --> 00:49:29,080
Speaker 2: They are Niggas have horrible.

1134
00:49:28,719 --> 00:49:30,160
Speaker 4: Taste, horrible, and they.

1135
00:49:32,440 --> 00:49:34,719
Speaker 1: Admit it like the like they will. They say, you know,

1136
00:49:34,840 --> 00:49:37,560
Speaker 1: like we we really only we can fuck a whole.

1137
00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:40,920
Speaker 1: You know, how to compartmentalize. It's not emotional like you

1138
00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:44,120
Speaker 1: can find one quality about one quality like in a woman,

1139
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:47,759
Speaker 1: Oh she got a fat ass fucking or she's cute face,

1140
00:49:48,040 --> 00:49:49,680
Speaker 1: she got a nice mouth, I'm gonna put my dick

1141
00:49:49,680 --> 00:49:53,239
Speaker 1: in there, So where's women? I mean, we could do

1142
00:49:53,280 --> 00:49:55,560
Speaker 1: that too, but more more times than not, there has

1143
00:49:55,560 --> 00:49:57,400
Speaker 1: to be a little bit something else, a little bit

1144
00:49:57,440 --> 00:50:02,440
Speaker 1: more of someone else. And that's why women be tripping,

1145
00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:05,320
Speaker 1: and that's why we be killing niggas. And that's that,

1146
00:50:05,840 --> 00:50:08,279
Speaker 1: and that leads me, and that leads me to our

1147
00:50:08,360 --> 00:50:10,760
Speaker 1: next what a Segways transition?

1148
00:50:11,640 --> 00:50:12,600
Speaker 2: Do you like that transition?

1149
00:50:12,800 --> 00:50:16,680
Speaker 3: Wow? I didn't see that coming like that. That was

1150
00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:17,320
Speaker 3: very smooth.

1151
00:50:17,360 --> 00:50:20,400
Speaker 1: Say this is this is why I'm Oprah.

1152
00:50:20,440 --> 00:50:22,680
Speaker 3: You know it is October and you know we're awesome

1153
00:50:22,680 --> 00:50:26,640
Speaker 3: witchy bitches. First of all Erica and my favorite holiday

1154
00:50:26,920 --> 00:50:30,719
Speaker 3: is Halloween. Like even me and my kid we're planning

1155
00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:39,520
Speaker 3: Halloween costumes like no, sorry, my spit planning fucking Halloween

1156
00:50:39,520 --> 00:50:43,000
Speaker 3: costumes and goddamn May and I like Luna, we have

1157
00:50:43,280 --> 00:50:44,080
Speaker 3: eight months.

1158
00:50:44,360 --> 00:50:45,759
Speaker 2: We don't have to buy it right now.

1159
00:50:46,280 --> 00:50:48,759
Speaker 3: Barry already has her holoweencaust I know, and Luna's piss

1160
00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:50,440
Speaker 3: because I got her yet I'm not just chill. We're

1161
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:53,640
Speaker 3: gonna get it. But we've been talking about how we're

1162
00:50:53,640 --> 00:50:55,719
Speaker 3: like I want to do some creepy ship for Halloween,

1163
00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:57,719
Speaker 3: like I want to like I want to like maybe

1164
00:50:57,719 --> 00:51:00,360
Speaker 3: we should learn about a serial killer woman and a

1165
00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:02,120
Speaker 3: daughter and let's like, let's talk about it, let's get

1166
00:51:02,200 --> 00:51:02,840
Speaker 3: drunk and talk about it.

1167
00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:05,759
Speaker 2: We'ven't really are we going to get drunk? Are we

1168
00:51:05,760 --> 00:51:07,040
Speaker 2: gonna get drunk? Is that a question?

1169
00:51:07,640 --> 00:51:11,120
Speaker 3: What hello, we didn't bring anything to get drunk.

1170
00:51:11,200 --> 00:51:14,319
Speaker 2: Erica like right now, oh, right now, Oh, we can

1171
00:51:14,400 --> 00:51:15,359
Speaker 2: get what's you're doing after?

1172
00:51:16,040 --> 00:51:18,200
Speaker 3: Come on, it's only noons.

1173
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:20,280
Speaker 2: I thought you about on Halloween. I was like, absolutely,

1174
00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:21,879
Speaker 2: I know.

1175
00:51:21,840 --> 00:51:23,200
Speaker 3: We should have got I should. I meant to bring

1176
00:51:23,239 --> 00:51:25,120
Speaker 3: you tequila and listen. I looked at your page and

1177
00:51:25,160 --> 00:51:26,359
Speaker 3: I was like, damn, she's a witch. I could tell.

1178
00:51:26,360 --> 00:51:27,759
Speaker 3: Then I was like, damn, she likes tequila like us.

1179
00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:30,680
Speaker 3: I was like, bring tequila to the recording and then

1180
00:51:30,680 --> 00:51:32,240
Speaker 3: we're always late, so that didn't happen.

1181
00:51:32,480 --> 00:51:35,360
Speaker 2: But it's fine. We can get Sequila after this.

1182
00:51:36,800 --> 00:51:40,720
Speaker 3: Anyway, we really wanted to do a story about a killer,

1183
00:51:41,600 --> 00:51:45,480
Speaker 3: and in Erica's deep Google research, she found out that

1184
00:51:45,560 --> 00:51:50,560
Speaker 3: she discovered that you have a female serial killer lineage,

1185
00:51:50,680 --> 00:51:53,359
Speaker 3: and we were both very intrigued and also like, damn,

1186
00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:55,759
Speaker 3: we're really are witches, because not only did we manifest

1187
00:51:55,800 --> 00:51:59,040
Speaker 3: you at our live show, performing and being your friend,

1188
00:51:59,120 --> 00:52:02,000
Speaker 3: and you just happen to have serial killer woman. Yeah,

1189
00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:04,160
Speaker 3: the chances of that. Yes.

1190
00:52:04,480 --> 00:52:07,640
Speaker 4: I only found out about this when my my actual

1191
00:52:07,680 --> 00:52:10,160
Speaker 4: grandmother was dying or whatever and I was talking to

1192
00:52:10,200 --> 00:52:11,800
Speaker 4: her and she was just telling.

1193
00:52:11,600 --> 00:52:13,759
Speaker 2: Me about all this different stuff. And she was telling me.

1194
00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:18,240
Speaker 4: That about where my middle name came from and Christine,

1195
00:52:19,080 --> 00:52:23,400
Speaker 4: and she told me about one of my elder grandmothers

1196
00:52:24,080 --> 00:52:28,879
Speaker 4: she used to murder. She used to murder abusive men

1197
00:52:28,960 --> 00:52:32,160
Speaker 4: basically or whatever. But she never really expanded on that

1198
00:52:32,239 --> 00:52:35,760
Speaker 4: detail because she was saying it like she was like

1199
00:52:35,760 --> 00:52:37,359
Speaker 4: like she was saying like it's not a good thing.

1200
00:52:37,640 --> 00:52:41,120
Speaker 4: Like she was mentioning like my music and my witchcraft

1201
00:52:41,160 --> 00:52:43,000
Speaker 4: and stuff like that, and she was like, and this

1202
00:52:43,200 --> 00:52:44,719
Speaker 4: is like the spirit of this and this and this.

1203
00:52:45,000 --> 00:52:46,640
Speaker 4: She was a real Christian woman too, and she was

1204
00:52:46,680 --> 00:52:49,439
Speaker 4: like that's when she told me about it, But she wasn't.

1205
00:52:49,440 --> 00:52:49,840
Speaker 2: She wouldn't.

1206
00:52:49,880 --> 00:52:51,560
Speaker 4: She didn't want to give much details. So it's just

1207
00:52:51,560 --> 00:52:53,719
Speaker 4: like I don't know much. I don't know a lot

1208
00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:54,120
Speaker 4: at all.

1209
00:52:54,360 --> 00:52:55,840
Speaker 1: She don't know if she got convicted.

1210
00:52:55,840 --> 00:52:58,000
Speaker 2: It was like a family secret. Everybody was new. She

1211
00:52:58,040 --> 00:53:01,279
Speaker 2: didn't tell me, Like don't pat Christine off right, she didn't.

1212
00:53:01,080 --> 00:53:03,399
Speaker 4: Tell me, And of course, like my mom isn't gonna

1213
00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:05,239
Speaker 4: talk to me about it at all. So it's just

1214
00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:07,040
Speaker 4: like I'm gonna have to like really dig deep and

1215
00:53:07,080 --> 00:53:08,440
Speaker 4: try to figure that out and try to see if

1216
00:53:08,440 --> 00:53:11,080
Speaker 4: I can find that and yeah, I don't even know

1217
00:53:11,600 --> 00:53:13,879
Speaker 4: what time period that was, but I want to find

1218
00:53:13,880 --> 00:53:16,239
Speaker 4: that out. I ended up making an entire album based

1219
00:53:16,320 --> 00:53:20,120
Speaker 4: upon that story, but I had to leak it because

1220
00:53:20,120 --> 00:53:23,040
Speaker 4: people was playing in my mother fucking face and they

1221
00:53:23,080 --> 00:53:25,439
Speaker 4: were they were playing with me, with me, like trying

1222
00:53:25,480 --> 00:53:28,040
Speaker 4: to trying to make money out of my music without

1223
00:53:28,040 --> 00:53:29,759
Speaker 4: my permission, you know what I'm saying. So I just

1224
00:53:29,840 --> 00:53:32,000
Speaker 4: leaked it and then it got copyrighted, but it's still

1225
00:53:32,040 --> 00:53:34,680
Speaker 4: available on the Inn or whatever. But what it was,

1226
00:53:34,840 --> 00:53:41,919
Speaker 4: it was I brought up my three most like pivotal relationships,

1227
00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:44,560
Speaker 4: like with men, the ones that like made and broke me,

1228
00:53:44,680 --> 00:53:47,200
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, And I killed them off

1229
00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:49,560
Speaker 4: like I started. Yeah, I started off with like each

1230
00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:52,000
Speaker 4: one was like when you first meet I mean, like

1231
00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:54,919
Speaker 4: him where you fucked up at and where you killed him.

1232
00:53:54,800 --> 00:53:56,359
Speaker 2: And it was like that, but did you kill him

1233
00:53:56,920 --> 00:53:57,880
Speaker 2: different different ways.

1234
00:53:57,880 --> 00:54:02,040
Speaker 4: I had a song called Decapitate, Yeah, it was different ones.

1235
00:54:02,160 --> 00:54:03,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was different one.

1236
00:54:03,920 --> 00:54:05,600
Speaker 3: I know that sounds very healing, y'all need to.

1237
00:54:05,640 --> 00:54:09,080
Speaker 2: Kill it was? It was so healing. We liked in

1238
00:54:09,120 --> 00:54:10,960
Speaker 2: the studio for like we met Elm in three days.

1239
00:54:11,040 --> 00:54:11,279
Speaker 3: Wow.

1240
00:54:11,640 --> 00:54:14,040
Speaker 4: The studio off like hello, like shrooms and ship like

1241
00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:17,040
Speaker 4: really just got like real like in there and we

1242
00:54:17,120 --> 00:54:18,800
Speaker 4: did that ship and just for me to have to

1243
00:54:18,840 --> 00:54:22,160
Speaker 4: waste because my fuckers thought that she was just like property,

1244
00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:23,879
Speaker 4: like you know what I'm saying, Like no, like y'all

1245
00:54:23,880 --> 00:54:25,759
Speaker 4: saw me cry, like y'all not just want to throw

1246
00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:26,680
Speaker 4: this shit out there?

1247
00:54:26,920 --> 00:54:30,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, without my permission, But does seem very healing. That

1248
00:54:30,120 --> 00:54:33,960
Speaker 3: seems like like a creative therapy in ways like it was.

1249
00:54:34,160 --> 00:54:36,440
Speaker 3: Sometimes I think we forget that we can finish the

1250
00:54:36,480 --> 00:54:39,840
Speaker 3: story if we want to, yes, and whatever way we

1251
00:54:39,880 --> 00:54:43,799
Speaker 3: want to, Yeah, and then that kid essentially heal how

1252
00:54:43,840 --> 00:54:45,879
Speaker 3: you like, change the story right?

1253
00:54:46,040 --> 00:54:50,280
Speaker 2: Exactly exactly what is that album called? It's called Christine Christine.

1254
00:54:51,480 --> 00:54:53,320
Speaker 2: I love that. Listen Christine.

1255
00:54:53,560 --> 00:54:56,600
Speaker 1: I don't know her her life details, but doesn't sound

1256
00:54:56,640 --> 00:54:57,600
Speaker 1: like she was a bad woman.

1257
00:54:58,040 --> 00:54:59,359
Speaker 4: Now it does sound like she was a bad woman

1258
00:54:59,360 --> 00:55:04,000
Speaker 4: for me either, but I would I'm definitely I just

1259
00:55:04,040 --> 00:55:06,399
Speaker 4: got my ancestry and shit, dang like I'm definitely trying

1260
00:55:06,440 --> 00:55:08,080
Speaker 4: to you gave.

1261
00:55:11,719 --> 00:55:12,920
Speaker 2: I was like, bro, I've.

1262
00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:15,160
Speaker 4: Done so many speeding in cups and piecing and cups.

1263
00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:17,000
Speaker 4: They can have it whatever they want to do with it.

1264
00:55:17,040 --> 00:55:20,919
Speaker 4: At this point, global warming, you know whatever. But yeah,

1265
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:23,759
Speaker 4: I feel that I'm Nigerian and then like I just

1266
00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:25,560
Speaker 4: I just really want to like get back into like

1267
00:55:25,560 --> 00:55:27,879
Speaker 4: Diggins's figure out where I come from, because I feel

1268
00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:30,560
Speaker 4: like it's probably it has to be interesting, you know

1269
00:55:30,640 --> 00:55:31,120
Speaker 4: what I'm saying.

1270
00:55:31,239 --> 00:55:32,520
Speaker 2: Of course it's all interesting.

1271
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:35,520
Speaker 3: I just had a thought about like you coming from

1272
00:55:35,520 --> 00:55:40,280
Speaker 3: religious parents and you like being you the exploratory, spiritual,

1273
00:55:40,320 --> 00:55:41,560
Speaker 3: I'm going to do it my own way. I'm like,

1274
00:55:41,600 --> 00:55:43,759
Speaker 3: that's probably like the manifestation of that. I think when

1275
00:55:43,800 --> 00:55:47,680
Speaker 3: women like are, like a lot of us have been repressed,

1276
00:55:47,960 --> 00:55:50,919
Speaker 3: repressed through religion and reformed and reform and like you said,

1277
00:55:50,920 --> 00:55:52,920
Speaker 3: your mom's an artist, but now she's confused.

1278
00:55:54,520 --> 00:55:55,680
Speaker 2: She's definitely confused, you know.

1279
00:55:55,760 --> 00:55:58,200
Speaker 3: Like I think I think like women like us, like

1280
00:55:58,320 --> 00:56:01,520
Speaker 3: you are the manifestation and of that of that uh

1281
00:56:02,000 --> 00:56:05,680
Speaker 3: like repression, because at some point that she has to

1282
00:56:05,680 --> 00:56:07,719
Speaker 3: come out and it may come out in your seat

1283
00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:10,000
Speaker 3: and and then like here you are, and it's just

1284
00:56:10,040 --> 00:56:12,000
Speaker 3: like it's not you're no longer going to be like

1285
00:56:12,040 --> 00:56:13,680
Speaker 3: you're breaking the cycle and you're gonna do what you

1286
00:56:13,680 --> 00:56:15,120
Speaker 3: want to do, and it comes out this way and

1287
00:56:15,680 --> 00:56:18,040
Speaker 3: you're expressive and you're putting your music out there and

1288
00:56:18,040 --> 00:56:20,919
Speaker 3: your art out there for everybody else to feel. So yes,

1289
00:56:21,160 --> 00:56:22,480
Speaker 3: you know, I know you said you didn't feel like

1290
00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:25,040
Speaker 3: you're identified with your parents. It's probably like you're the

1291
00:56:25,520 --> 00:56:26,880
Speaker 3: like the birth of their repression.

1292
00:56:27,000 --> 00:56:30,080
Speaker 4: Probably you are absolutely right, You are absolutely right, because

1293
00:56:30,080 --> 00:56:31,680
Speaker 4: that repression runs very deep.

1294
00:56:31,920 --> 00:56:33,600
Speaker 2: Like I can see it.

1295
00:56:33,680 --> 00:56:33,799
Speaker 3: Right.

1296
00:56:33,880 --> 00:56:35,400
Speaker 2: Look, my dad us one of those people who's like,

1297
00:56:35,400 --> 00:56:37,280
Speaker 2: you've been that cry, but it would.

1298
00:56:37,800 --> 00:56:41,120
Speaker 3: Because he probably wants to cry.

1299
00:56:41,280 --> 00:56:43,640
Speaker 2: You will literally whoop be for crying, like you know.

1300
00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:47,080
Speaker 4: So yeah, I definitely believe that that that could definitely

1301
00:56:47,120 --> 00:56:48,239
Speaker 4: be a thing for sure, for shit.

1302
00:56:48,400 --> 00:56:50,480
Speaker 3: And now you have the freedom to express yourself, whether

1303
00:56:50,560 --> 00:56:53,920
Speaker 3: that be in tears and music and your apothecary, like

1304
00:56:54,000 --> 00:56:57,920
Speaker 3: you can literally be expressive and vulnerable and not serve

1305
00:56:58,600 --> 00:57:03,080
Speaker 3: men or whatever like you know, I mean, lily, Yeah,

1306
00:57:03,160 --> 00:57:06,560
Speaker 3: and without the attachment of feeling guilt or shame about it.

1307
00:57:06,600 --> 00:57:08,000
Speaker 3: And that's some powerful lass ship.

1308
00:57:08,280 --> 00:57:08,480
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1309
00:57:08,560 --> 00:57:11,360
Speaker 1: And yeah, rewriting your story for your children too, like

1310
00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:14,200
Speaker 1: they're not going to, like you guarantee that they're not

1311
00:57:14,239 --> 00:57:16,440
Speaker 1: going to walk that past that maybe everyone else in

1312
00:57:16,480 --> 00:57:17,920
Speaker 1: your family has had to walk.

1313
00:57:17,960 --> 00:57:20,200
Speaker 2: Right, you know, they definitely are very free people.

1314
00:57:20,320 --> 00:57:22,000
Speaker 3: How do they feel about their mom being a fucking

1315
00:57:22,080 --> 00:57:23,640
Speaker 3: rock star that like my mom's ship.

1316
00:57:23,720 --> 00:57:24,720
Speaker 2: We having fun.

1317
00:57:25,320 --> 00:57:28,000
Speaker 4: They like like we was fucking eight year olds at

1318
00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:29,640
Speaker 4: the club and shit, Like they get to come to

1319
00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:33,320
Speaker 4: my shows sometimes they be on stage like it's fun,

1320
00:57:33,440 --> 00:57:36,200
Speaker 4: we have fun. Yeah, I'm taking them to Mons with

1321
00:57:36,240 --> 00:57:37,120
Speaker 4: me this weekend.

1322
00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:37,680
Speaker 3: For your birthday party.

1323
00:57:37,800 --> 00:57:40,960
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah.

1324
00:57:41,480 --> 00:57:44,439
Speaker 4: You know Holladay wearing Halloween costumes today. I'm just like, yeah,

1325
00:57:44,440 --> 00:57:47,760
Speaker 4: they be ready early, they'd be so ready.

1326
00:57:48,520 --> 00:57:48,680
Speaker 2: I know.

1327
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:50,040
Speaker 3: I've been telling my kay, I'm like, you doesn't have

1328
00:57:50,080 --> 00:57:51,520
Speaker 3: to be Halloween for us to wear a costume.

1329
00:57:51,680 --> 00:57:54,680
Speaker 4: True, it doesn't, it doesn't, but they just get geared

1330
00:57:54,760 --> 00:57:57,080
Speaker 4: up for it because it's like that's their birthday too.

1331
00:57:57,200 --> 00:58:02,040
Speaker 4: So they be home with the Octobers like Halloween.

1332
00:58:02,120 --> 00:58:05,800
Speaker 1: She going on, Yes, the vibes are high, the witchy

1333
00:58:05,880 --> 00:58:06,520
Speaker 1: vibes are high.

1334
00:58:07,080 --> 00:58:09,280
Speaker 3: The spirits are high, right, Like, I feel like the

1335
00:58:09,280 --> 00:58:11,400
Speaker 3: spirits very high in octob Bird. This is the time

1336
00:58:11,640 --> 00:58:13,320
Speaker 3: October ancestors are coming to.

1337
00:58:13,280 --> 00:58:18,080
Speaker 2: You're in early November. With that's I needed.

1338
00:58:18,320 --> 00:58:20,480
Speaker 1: I swear to God, I'm going to Mexico and I'm

1339
00:58:20,520 --> 00:58:22,400
Speaker 1: going to experience a deal a little more Thos. I

1340
00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:24,000
Speaker 1: thought it was going to be this year. It's not

1341
00:58:24,000 --> 00:58:24,560
Speaker 1: going to be this year.

1342
00:58:24,560 --> 00:58:26,200
Speaker 2: I also want to do New Orleans for Halloween.

1343
00:58:26,880 --> 00:58:29,120
Speaker 4: I want to do New Orleans for Halloween. Low key,

1344
00:58:29,400 --> 00:58:31,200
Speaker 4: but I was just, I was just I won't.

1345
00:58:32,000 --> 00:58:33,640
Speaker 2: I didn't. I did. I went to Voodoo Fest one.

1346
00:58:33,680 --> 00:58:36,200
Speaker 3: You're in New Orleans and is that around Halloween?

1347
00:58:36,320 --> 00:58:37,480
Speaker 2: How was it? It was amazing.

1348
00:58:38,200 --> 00:58:39,520
Speaker 1: But even when we went a few weeks or not

1349
00:58:39,520 --> 00:58:40,520
Speaker 1: a few weeks ago or.

1350
00:58:40,480 --> 00:58:43,880
Speaker 2: You yeah, wait, I did. I was when we came.

1351
00:58:43,960 --> 00:58:45,760
Speaker 1: When we went there, I could feel the energy in

1352
00:58:45,760 --> 00:58:47,560
Speaker 1: New Orleans. You feel there.

1353
00:58:47,920 --> 00:58:50,200
Speaker 4: No, New Orleans is one of those places and not sill.

1354
00:58:50,200 --> 00:58:53,280
Speaker 4: Hawaii is one of those places. Yeah, it's Hawaii. Like

1355
00:58:53,280 --> 00:58:55,600
Speaker 4: I had a mental breakdown in Hawaii because that's you

1356
00:58:55,640 --> 00:58:59,080
Speaker 4: can you can feel that like energy brew It's it's

1357
00:58:59,120 --> 00:58:59,760
Speaker 4: it's some real.

1358
00:58:59,600 --> 00:59:01,960
Speaker 2: Power for there. Like I don't know what it is,

1359
00:59:02,120 --> 00:59:02,919
Speaker 2: but I can't.

1360
00:59:03,640 --> 00:59:06,440
Speaker 4: Should that should humbled me, like this should brought me

1361
00:59:07,160 --> 00:59:09,280
Speaker 4: made me feel very smile being that the own way.

1362
00:59:10,000 --> 00:59:13,520
Speaker 3: I think everybody's really afraid to delve in the darkness.

1363
00:59:13,600 --> 00:59:16,480
Speaker 3: You know, everybody's like it's devil shit, you know, like

1364
00:59:16,480 --> 00:59:18,320
Speaker 3: like don't look at it doesn't exist, you know, even

1365
00:59:18,360 --> 00:59:22,080
Speaker 3: as talking about like murder and death and ancestors and

1366
00:59:22,080 --> 00:59:25,280
Speaker 3: spirits and like our witchiness and like spells and shit,

1367
00:59:25,360 --> 00:59:29,120
Speaker 3: people are so fucking scary. But mostly it's a reflection

1368
00:59:29,200 --> 00:59:32,440
Speaker 3: of people are scared of themselves and the darkness and themselves, yeah,

1369
00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:35,840
Speaker 3: and are afraid to address like the dark shit, Like

1370
00:59:36,000 --> 00:59:37,640
Speaker 3: have I healed this? This is where I come from?

1371
00:59:37,640 --> 00:59:39,160
Speaker 3: This is the dark shit my parents has gone through?

1372
00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:41,600
Speaker 3: Have I adopted this? What are my toxic traits?

1373
00:59:41,640 --> 00:59:41,680
Speaker 1: Like?

1374
00:59:41,720 --> 00:59:44,600
Speaker 3: People will not are unwilling to sit with it or

1375
00:59:44,640 --> 00:59:47,760
Speaker 3: even like that you could have you you are and

1376
00:59:47,880 --> 00:59:51,200
Speaker 3: have adopted like all the energy and of all the

1377
00:59:51,200 --> 00:59:53,880
Speaker 3: people that came before you, all their pain. And if

1378
00:59:53,880 --> 00:59:55,600
Speaker 3: you don't address it and you don't sit with it,

1379
00:59:55,880 --> 00:59:57,160
Speaker 3: however way you do it, I don't know how the

1380
00:59:57,200 --> 01:00:00,080
Speaker 3: Christians do it. Whatever they suppress it and tell you

1381
01:00:00,120 --> 01:00:01,760
Speaker 3: like to get down on your knees and like it's

1382
01:00:01,840 --> 01:00:04,600
Speaker 3: devil shit. But it's very important to delve into the

1383
01:00:04,680 --> 01:00:07,360
Speaker 3: darkness and like in a way that is not necessarily

1384
01:00:07,400 --> 01:00:09,960
Speaker 3: like it's not all scary, it's necessary.

1385
01:00:09,560 --> 01:00:11,160
Speaker 2: Right, It's very necessary.

1386
01:00:11,800 --> 01:00:13,480
Speaker 4: I feel like the only reason that I was able

1387
01:00:13,520 --> 01:00:15,880
Speaker 4: to learn that is because I started dropping ascy like

1388
01:00:16,680 --> 01:00:20,120
Speaker 4: it really like broke my brain like made a new one.

1389
01:00:20,080 --> 01:00:21,880
Speaker 2: Or something because your rebirth to you.

1390
01:00:22,160 --> 01:00:26,080
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, it's so crazy, And it's just like the

1391
01:00:26,120 --> 01:00:27,720
Speaker 4: stuff that I the stuff that I feel, the stuff

1392
01:00:27,720 --> 01:00:29,520
Speaker 4: that I go through. Sometimes I don't even be understanding

1393
01:00:29,520 --> 01:00:32,520
Speaker 4: how people can't. But it's because I because I feel

1394
01:00:32,520 --> 01:00:34,440
Speaker 4: like I think they just shut off certain parts of

1395
01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:37,600
Speaker 4: their brain, like you know what I'm saying, Like I

1396
01:00:37,600 --> 01:00:39,720
Speaker 4: feel like it's necessary to open that part up in

1397
01:00:39,840 --> 01:00:42,760
Speaker 4: order to be like a whole human because everybody just

1398
01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:46,120
Speaker 4: be living half day life, trying to trying to preciate

1399
01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:48,160
Speaker 4: down act like they not this, act like they're not

1400
01:00:48,240 --> 01:00:51,520
Speaker 4: they like kill the part of you there cringes.

1401
01:00:53,160 --> 01:00:55,600
Speaker 2: I saw it on the internet, like don't.

1402
01:00:55,400 --> 01:00:59,120
Speaker 3: Care, like crazy cringe and want to avoid it like

1403
01:00:59,200 --> 01:01:01,400
Speaker 3: open that door. Yeah, I dive in bitch.

1404
01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:04,760
Speaker 1: Yeah that's the name of the episode killing.

1405
01:01:05,520 --> 01:01:07,120
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I think I love that. I love

1406
01:01:07,120 --> 01:01:08,120
Speaker 2: that too too.

1407
01:01:08,560 --> 01:01:09,640
Speaker 3: I mean it's true.

1408
01:01:09,440 --> 01:01:15,320
Speaker 2: That bar you need write that in a rap. I

1409
01:01:15,360 --> 01:01:15,880
Speaker 2: don't want.

1410
01:01:18,040 --> 01:01:22,600
Speaker 3: That was my tweet, tweeting is property public property?

1411
01:01:23,200 --> 01:01:23,400
Speaker 2: I know.

1412
01:01:23,440 --> 01:01:26,160
Speaker 3: I had an acid experience and I felt like all

1413
01:01:26,200 --> 01:01:29,600
Speaker 3: the female all the women's pain from before me And

1414
01:01:29,640 --> 01:01:30,640
Speaker 3: I don't know how I knew.

1415
01:01:30,480 --> 01:01:31,560
Speaker 2: It was that, but I did.

1416
01:01:31,600 --> 01:01:33,440
Speaker 3: Immediately, I was like, and it came out of me,

1417
01:01:33,520 --> 01:01:35,680
Speaker 3: like out of my mouth, like I screamed it out,

1418
01:01:35,720 --> 01:01:39,360
Speaker 3: and then I fucking burst it into cosmic universal energy.

1419
01:01:39,560 --> 01:01:41,560
Speaker 3: And then afterwards I felt like so relieved, but I

1420
01:01:41,600 --> 01:01:46,520
Speaker 3: was like, what the fuck was that? But she is

1421
01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:48,680
Speaker 3: a motherfucker, But in a good way. I really did

1422
01:01:48,720 --> 01:01:51,680
Speaker 3: feel like a release and a rebirth, and something opened

1423
01:01:51,720 --> 01:01:54,439
Speaker 3: up in my brain that I could access that part

1424
01:01:54,440 --> 01:01:56,240
Speaker 3: of me that I hadn't been able to access before.

1425
01:01:56,400 --> 01:01:59,720
Speaker 3: So like, I'm not recommending that everybody do acid. How

1426
01:01:59,720 --> 01:02:04,640
Speaker 3: about her acid finds you? That's usually why when you

1427
01:02:04,640 --> 01:02:05,280
Speaker 3: should do it.

1428
01:02:05,800 --> 01:02:05,960
Speaker 2: You know.

1429
01:02:06,080 --> 01:02:08,680
Speaker 1: Now, I mean, I think for all all all the

1430
01:02:08,720 --> 01:02:12,600
Speaker 1: different drugs are now. I think we're in a place

1431
01:02:12,600 --> 01:02:15,960
Speaker 1: now where they're becoming a little bit more normalized, especially mushrooms.

1432
01:02:16,240 --> 01:02:18,800
Speaker 1: Mushrooms for now are like cute for people. But I

1433
01:02:18,880 --> 01:02:19,920
Speaker 1: was watching this What was.

1434
01:02:19,880 --> 01:02:20,400
Speaker 2: The show I was?

1435
01:02:20,520 --> 01:02:20,640
Speaker 3: I was.

1436
01:02:20,720 --> 01:02:22,520
Speaker 1: I started watching it, but then I fell asleep because

1437
01:02:22,520 --> 01:02:23,919
Speaker 1: I always fell asleep watching TV.

1438
01:02:24,200 --> 01:02:25,120
Speaker 2: But it was some show.

1439
01:02:24,960 --> 01:02:27,919
Speaker 1: Where like these this guy or these different people were

1440
01:02:27,960 --> 01:02:33,920
Speaker 1: taking drugs in in like in hospitals essentially to like

1441
01:02:33,920 --> 01:02:37,760
Speaker 1: like one person was like taking like multiple doses of LSD.

1442
01:02:39,480 --> 01:02:40,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, therapy.

1443
01:02:40,720 --> 01:02:42,640
Speaker 4: I've been seeing that lately. They've been doing like the

1444
01:02:42,720 --> 01:02:46,800
Speaker 4: Kademy therapy. Academy therapy. It was like LSD therapy.

1445
01:02:47,000 --> 01:02:48,840
Speaker 2: I can see how that shit could be helpful. And

1446
01:02:48,920 --> 01:02:51,480
Speaker 2: I'm oh, now, y'all niggas wrong. Now it works.

1447
01:02:51,560 --> 01:02:53,840
Speaker 1: Huh now it works.

1448
01:02:54,120 --> 01:02:57,360
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's it's drugs is becoming a little bit less troble.

1449
01:02:57,560 --> 01:03:06,720
Speaker 4: But the way black you right, especially coke, like I

1450
01:03:06,800 --> 01:03:11,320
Speaker 4: know they.

1451
01:03:09,360 --> 01:03:13,680
Speaker 3: Will you will be Whitney Houston. Yeah. Yes, I was

1452
01:03:13,680 --> 01:03:18,320
Speaker 3: with some fellow white podcasters shout out to uh sex

1453
01:03:18,360 --> 01:03:20,840
Speaker 3: talk with my mom, and I was saying something like, oh,

1454
01:03:21,040 --> 01:03:23,360
Speaker 3: I did cocaine. I canna talk about it on the show.

1455
01:03:23,440 --> 01:03:26,320
Speaker 3: I was like no, They're like, why you talk about

1456
01:03:26,320 --> 01:03:30,320
Speaker 3: everything else. I was like, bitch, I'm black. They were like,

1457
01:03:31,320 --> 01:03:32,680
Speaker 3: it's like, yeah, it's different for us.

1458
01:03:32,760 --> 01:03:35,400
Speaker 2: Karen, her name is actually Karen.

1459
01:03:35,480 --> 01:03:37,200
Speaker 3: I was like, no, Karen, I we could talk about

1460
01:03:37,240 --> 01:03:39,200
Speaker 3: smoking weed, and that's pushing the envelope. I'm like, here,

1461
01:03:39,240 --> 01:03:40,760
Speaker 3: I am talking about it now. I've gotten braver in

1462
01:03:40,800 --> 01:03:41,280
Speaker 3: five years.

1463
01:03:41,280 --> 01:03:43,840
Speaker 4: But I'll talk about it in my music because it's

1464
01:03:43,960 --> 01:03:46,320
Speaker 4: so cares like everybody want to be the only thing

1465
01:03:46,360 --> 01:03:47,919
Speaker 4: that I that I will say is like.

1466
01:03:48,480 --> 01:03:51,640
Speaker 2: It could become Remember remember evil light skinned bitch friend.

1467
01:03:51,800 --> 01:03:54,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, that bitch once we filled out, that's shed as

1468
01:03:54,600 --> 01:03:57,320
Speaker 4: on your knee. This bitch is a cocaine.

1469
01:03:57,400 --> 01:03:59,400
Speaker 2: She's probably a cocaine. She's not, she's not.

1470
01:03:59,880 --> 01:04:02,280
Speaker 4: Just like, you didn't have no problem with it, you

1471
01:04:02,280 --> 01:04:03,800
Speaker 4: know what I'm saying. You did everything else with me,

1472
01:04:03,840 --> 01:04:06,520
Speaker 4: But coca is where everybody draws, especially black people, and

1473
01:04:06,560 --> 01:04:08,560
Speaker 4: I blame like the crack Jimmy, what it did to

1474
01:04:08,600 --> 01:04:09,040
Speaker 4: our people.

1475
01:04:09,160 --> 01:04:09,800
Speaker 2: I get it.

1476
01:04:09,840 --> 01:04:13,920
Speaker 3: But so way, you know how many fucking functional corporate

1477
01:04:14,240 --> 01:04:18,400
Speaker 3: cocaine I'll be tripping because I'm just like every rich

1478
01:04:18,480 --> 01:04:20,000
Speaker 3: white person I know does.

1479
01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:24,360
Speaker 1: Cookinem we're from so it's daughter's teachers probably doing coke

1480
01:04:24,440 --> 01:04:25,080
Speaker 1: to get through today.

1481
01:04:25,320 --> 01:04:27,760
Speaker 3: Honestly, I don't know how she would do it. But

1482
01:04:27,840 --> 01:04:30,320
Speaker 3: I mean, we're from LA, so it's very casual where

1483
01:04:30,320 --> 01:04:33,120
Speaker 3: we're from. But I realized that it's not casual for everybody.

1484
01:04:33,120 --> 01:04:36,240
Speaker 3: So I'm always like, has a discretion except today because

1485
01:04:36,280 --> 01:04:37,600
Speaker 3: I'm with baby mother, soide.

1486
01:04:37,520 --> 01:04:41,040
Speaker 4: No, no, Sometimes I will pull that shit out and

1487
01:04:41,080 --> 01:04:42,680
Speaker 4: I think it's just hit a little bump and people

1488
01:04:42,680 --> 01:04:46,920
Speaker 4: be like I was just like, I'm sorry, I didn't realize.

1489
01:04:46,920 --> 01:04:48,320
Speaker 3: I don't really feel like that's real. I feel like

1490
01:04:48,320 --> 01:04:51,960
Speaker 3: that's very rare. I feel like mostly most people do cocaine.

1491
01:04:52,400 --> 01:04:54,120
Speaker 4: I think most people do cocaine too. I think most

1492
01:04:54,120 --> 01:04:55,800
Speaker 4: people just are scared to talk about it because they

1493
01:04:55,880 --> 01:04:57,480
Speaker 4: think they're going to get changed.

1494
01:04:57,720 --> 01:04:59,320
Speaker 3: Yeah, and then and then might and I might get

1495
01:04:59,360 --> 01:05:02,680
Speaker 3: judge right now, it's only very rare. It's very rare

1496
01:05:02,720 --> 01:05:04,200
Speaker 3: occasion when I would like to party.

1497
01:05:04,280 --> 01:05:08,920
Speaker 1: Everything we say here is for entertainment purposes. Are you entertained?

1498
01:05:11,360 --> 01:05:16,680
Speaker 3: Oh my god? We ask our guests if they have a.

1499
01:05:19,080 --> 01:05:19,440
Speaker 2: Story?

1500
01:05:19,600 --> 01:05:20,960
Speaker 1: Four story time.

1501
01:05:26,560 --> 01:05:27,280
Speaker 3: Stories?

1502
01:05:28,600 --> 01:05:32,120
Speaker 2: I have one, I think. Okay.

1503
01:05:32,360 --> 01:05:36,160
Speaker 4: So one time I was in uh Baltimore with my

1504
01:05:36,240 --> 01:05:42,200
Speaker 4: boyfriend and he had an album live stream type of situation.

1505
01:05:42,400 --> 01:05:47,800
Speaker 2: We're here Richmond. It was getting right baby, and we

1506
01:05:47,840 --> 01:05:48,640
Speaker 2: had like a we.

1507
01:05:48,560 --> 01:05:50,840
Speaker 4: Had like a he was doing like this live stream

1508
01:05:50,880 --> 01:05:53,920
Speaker 4: situation or whatever. But before we live streaming, we're getting drunk,

1509
01:05:53,960 --> 01:05:55,800
Speaker 4: like we're taking shots at tequila, like straight out the

1510
01:05:55,800 --> 01:05:57,960
Speaker 4: bottom or whatever. And so we had a rental car

1511
01:05:58,640 --> 01:06:01,600
Speaker 4: and it's I'm funny because like for him to do

1512
01:06:01,640 --> 01:06:03,360
Speaker 4: this loud stream. He had to wear like this full

1513
01:06:03,400 --> 01:06:06,800
Speaker 4: on Dicky's jumpsuit with like with this record, like he's

1514
01:06:06,800 --> 01:06:10,400
Speaker 4: in he's in costume basically, and so like he was

1515
01:06:10,440 --> 01:06:12,760
Speaker 4: like I gotta get ready to go on, but I

1516
01:06:12,880 --> 01:06:14,600
Speaker 4: was like, no, come on, let's go to the cars.

1517
01:06:14,600 --> 01:06:15,200
Speaker 2: Go to the car.

1518
01:06:15,800 --> 01:06:17,440
Speaker 4: And so, like the car was right in front of

1519
01:06:17,440 --> 01:06:19,120
Speaker 4: the venue, in front of the record shops. I'm trying

1520
01:06:19,120 --> 01:06:20,520
Speaker 4: to fuck him in his car, like right in front

1521
01:06:20,520 --> 01:06:22,600
Speaker 4: of the venue. So he drives around to like the

1522
01:06:22,640 --> 01:06:24,920
Speaker 4: whole other side and we like had like this food

1523
01:06:24,920 --> 01:06:28,080
Speaker 4: blown out like quikie in the car while anybody's looking

1524
01:06:28,080 --> 01:06:29,600
Speaker 4: for him, like where the fuck freak guy, like where

1525
01:06:29,640 --> 01:06:31,720
Speaker 4: he at supposed to be in there doing his job

1526
01:06:31,720 --> 01:06:32,960
Speaker 4: and I'm fucking in the backseat.

1527
01:06:32,960 --> 01:06:35,440
Speaker 2: It was a fucking rental car. So yeah, that was

1528
01:06:35,480 --> 01:06:38,640
Speaker 2: a cute huh. It was the first seat.

1529
01:06:38,680 --> 01:06:44,640
Speaker 3: Hell, she was drunk, clearly she had a lot of shots.

1530
01:06:45,600 --> 01:06:48,160
Speaker 3: He back up, correcting her it.

1531
01:06:48,240 --> 01:06:51,120
Speaker 4: Was the vaccine. It was a vaccine. Yeah, we was

1532
01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:53,400
Speaker 4: very drunk. His friends was like the car was a

1533
01:06:53,480 --> 01:06:56,400
Speaker 4: rocking yeah, because he had just moved to he had

1534
01:06:56,440 --> 01:06:57,920
Speaker 4: just moved to where I was at. So this was

1535
01:06:57,920 --> 01:06:59,680
Speaker 4: like his first time his friends for some seeing them

1536
01:06:59,720 --> 01:07:02,680
Speaker 4: since he and they was like they was.

1537
01:07:02,680 --> 01:07:03,760
Speaker 3: Like no, no, they know me.

1538
01:07:03,880 --> 01:07:05,800
Speaker 2: But they were just like, what have you done? He's

1539
01:07:05,840 --> 01:07:06,440
Speaker 2: so different.

1540
01:07:07,800 --> 01:07:09,880
Speaker 3: I put that witch pussy on him, That's what I did.

1541
01:07:10,000 --> 01:07:11,800
Speaker 2: I think it was just drunk like they was like,

1542
01:07:11,840 --> 01:07:13,320
Speaker 2: what have you done? It was like, now, y'all never

1543
01:07:13,320 --> 01:07:14,280
Speaker 2: seen him drunk before?

1544
01:07:15,040 --> 01:07:16,680
Speaker 3: Did you make it to the live stream?

1545
01:07:17,120 --> 01:07:19,120
Speaker 2: He made it. He did a great job too, of

1546
01:07:19,120 --> 01:07:25,400
Speaker 2: course he did perfect. Yes, yeah, he did great.

1547
01:07:25,520 --> 01:07:30,960
Speaker 1: Activated So we asked maybe mother to pull a card

1548
01:07:31,160 --> 01:07:33,080
Speaker 1: at the top of the show. We actually have a

1549
01:07:33,120 --> 01:07:36,240
Speaker 1: new deck. Thank you Dutch, our fellow tribe member. Shout

1550
01:07:36,280 --> 01:07:38,959
Speaker 1: out to our ladies and Discord. If you haven't joined

1551
01:07:38,960 --> 01:07:40,640
Speaker 1: our discord. We have a lot of women over there.

1552
01:07:40,680 --> 01:07:43,760
Speaker 1: It's an amazing community where women are literally talking all

1553
01:07:44,080 --> 01:07:46,520
Speaker 1: fucking day long. Like the amount of alerts I get

1554
01:07:46,520 --> 01:07:47,240
Speaker 1: on my phone and.

1555
01:07:47,320 --> 01:07:50,200
Speaker 3: The amount of Angel number alerts I get, Like, I'm like,

1556
01:07:50,200 --> 01:07:52,080
Speaker 3: everybody in our Discord is a witch. Like it's it's

1557
01:07:52,120 --> 01:07:56,200
Speaker 3: one eleven. Sometimes I'm like it's three thirty. It's like

1558
01:07:56,240 --> 01:07:57,880
Speaker 3: a different time, and somewhere else I'm like, wow, the

1559
01:07:58,120 --> 01:08:00,760
Speaker 3: witches are together, Okay, in community we have we might

1560
01:08:00,800 --> 01:08:04,240
Speaker 3: need like a community, like a community manifestation, like everybody

1561
01:08:04,480 --> 01:08:06,840
Speaker 3: at one eleven Pacific standard time, let's all put an

1562
01:08:06,920 --> 01:08:09,880
Speaker 3: energy towards this, because then that will definitely come true.

1563
01:08:11,200 --> 01:08:14,520
Speaker 2: But Dutch came to like, no.

1564
01:08:14,560 --> 01:08:17,720
Speaker 3: But we're a cult of freedom. This is the good

1565
01:08:17,760 --> 01:08:19,200
Speaker 3: Mom's call. Is the cult of.

1566
01:08:19,280 --> 01:08:21,280
Speaker 1: We won't ask you to know weird shit. Okay, well

1567
01:08:21,280 --> 01:08:22,840
Speaker 1: we will, but not know, like we'll be.

1568
01:08:23,040 --> 01:08:25,760
Speaker 3: Weirdship for your healing and your freedom. You do whatever

1569
01:08:25,800 --> 01:08:27,200
Speaker 3: you want to do is the weird ship. Can you

1570
01:08:27,240 --> 01:08:28,920
Speaker 3: imagine the world that we live in that doing whatever

1571
01:08:28,920 --> 01:08:31,400
Speaker 3: you want to do is weird? Yeah, to be you,

1572
01:08:31,560 --> 01:08:35,880
Speaker 3: it's crazy, it's like revolutionary. Do whatever the fuck you

1573
01:08:35,880 --> 01:08:39,920
Speaker 3: want to be a woman, say how you feel. Don't

1574
01:08:39,920 --> 01:08:47,360
Speaker 3: subscribe to niggas. Anyway, we went on a tangent about

1575
01:08:47,360 --> 01:08:51,800
Speaker 3: our cult. Yeah, at the Margarita room, a gifted US

1576
01:08:52,000 --> 01:08:55,640
Speaker 3: African goddess rising oracle deck and usual, let me use

1577
01:08:55,680 --> 01:08:57,719
Speaker 3: taro for tarot time. But I'm gonna try a little

1578
01:08:57,720 --> 01:08:59,840
Speaker 3: something different. So what did you pull?

1579
01:09:00,080 --> 01:09:04,000
Speaker 2: My dear? And it's like pleasure, It's.

1580
01:09:04,160 --> 01:09:05,800
Speaker 3: It's like, isn't this the time till you have on.

1581
01:09:05,760 --> 01:09:09,800
Speaker 2: Your forehead conda that this minds us from sailor moon.

1582
01:09:10,080 --> 01:09:10,280
Speaker 3: Ah.

1583
01:09:10,360 --> 01:09:13,519
Speaker 2: Okay, very similar, similar for sure.

1584
01:09:13,760 --> 01:09:18,320
Speaker 3: Okay, tan It goddess of pleasure, which is aka freedom,

1585
01:09:18,360 --> 01:09:20,960
Speaker 3: you guys. This is also a part of the cult

1586
01:09:21,680 --> 01:09:27,800
Speaker 3: Tunisia Temple Conjurors element Air. TANet was the goddess of

1587
01:09:27,840 --> 01:09:31,000
Speaker 3: the stars in ancient Carthage. And I hope I'm saying

1588
01:09:31,000 --> 01:09:33,680
Speaker 3: this right today. All the way over in Abiza, they

1589
01:09:33,720 --> 01:09:37,519
Speaker 3: still have pleasure filled full moon midnight table dancing parties

1590
01:09:37,560 --> 01:09:39,360
Speaker 3: in her name. I think we shall have one tonight.

1591
01:09:40,360 --> 01:09:42,880
Speaker 3: You are thirsty for more pleasure. You can't thrive when

1592
01:09:42,960 --> 01:09:47,920
Speaker 3: life feels dry. You're made of laughter and stardust, not sawdust.

1593
01:09:48,120 --> 01:09:49,200
Speaker 2: Baby.

1594
01:09:49,240 --> 01:09:53,280
Speaker 3: Pleasure is your birthright, a gift from the universe. Embodiment.

1595
01:09:53,800 --> 01:09:56,920
Speaker 3: How much juicy pleasure can you stand? Turn up the

1596
01:09:56,960 --> 01:10:00,840
Speaker 3: pleasure principle. You secretly feel that you don't deserve it.

1597
01:10:00,880 --> 01:10:05,120
Speaker 3: But pleasure is a healing and manifesting force. Laughing, loving

1598
01:10:05,280 --> 01:10:10,080
Speaker 3: and orgasmic joy is holy good Dick, hold your hands

1599
01:10:10,160 --> 01:10:16,320
Speaker 3: over your reproductive area and say, aloud, I deserve pleasure.

1600
01:10:17,080 --> 01:10:21,400
Speaker 3: I deserve the goddess. Declaration for this card is it

1601
01:10:21,439 --> 01:10:23,360
Speaker 3: feels good to feel good.

1602
01:10:23,840 --> 01:10:26,479
Speaker 2: It feels good to feel good.

1603
01:10:27,680 --> 01:10:33,080
Speaker 3: Oh my god, Tanna is in our cult, you guys, symbolism.

1604
01:10:33,160 --> 01:10:34,040
Speaker 1: She's the leader of the cult.

1605
01:10:35,240 --> 01:10:38,960
Speaker 3: We don't worship any mine except Tanne, ourselves, the pussy

1606
01:10:38,960 --> 01:10:45,080
Speaker 3: Woomboni and Tannate. I think I want to get drunk

1607
01:10:45,200 --> 01:10:46,840
Speaker 3: on to the tattoo shop. You have two tattoos to

1608
01:10:46,880 --> 01:10:52,559
Speaker 3: get money over money? Okay, Well, our best friend Agenda

1609
01:10:52,680 --> 01:10:57,559
Speaker 3: is fool you guys, all right, Wow a busy day. Honestly,

1610
01:10:57,880 --> 01:11:00,639
Speaker 3: thank you so much for joining us. Go what happed?

1611
01:11:00,960 --> 01:11:01,759
Speaker 2: This was so fun.

1612
01:11:02,000 --> 01:11:03,720
Speaker 3: Literally a part of our tribe. You don't even know

1613
01:11:03,840 --> 01:11:07,479
Speaker 3: you're part of the cults. I'm here and baby mother,

1614
01:11:07,720 --> 01:11:11,000
Speaker 3: when fucking Erica saw you on Spotify, she knew.

1615
01:11:11,080 --> 01:11:11,400
Speaker 2: I did it.

1616
01:11:11,479 --> 01:11:13,000
Speaker 1: I was like, you need to listen to this song.

1617
01:11:13,040 --> 01:11:14,559
Speaker 3: She literally told me. She's like, you can't give.

1618
01:11:14,439 --> 01:11:16,680
Speaker 1: No pussy to one nigga who I used to get

1619
01:11:16,760 --> 01:11:20,320
Speaker 1: a pussy because that pussy gonna be everybody be. I

1620
01:11:20,400 --> 01:11:23,080
Speaker 1: was like, the fuck is that so fun? The fucking true?

1621
01:11:24,200 --> 01:11:26,439
Speaker 1: I was like, fuck, nigga did that to me?

1622
01:11:30,560 --> 01:11:33,519
Speaker 3: It's the theme. It's it's the cult theme. So now

1623
01:11:33,520 --> 01:11:36,920
Speaker 3: we have a leader, a theme. We're getting far everybody

1624
01:11:37,000 --> 01:11:38,679
Speaker 3: can join discord. If you want to go to church,

1625
01:11:40,080 --> 01:11:41,200
Speaker 3: we're gonna get you.

1626
01:11:41,160 --> 01:11:42,799
Speaker 2: In there link in episode description.

1627
01:11:44,840 --> 01:11:47,720
Speaker 3: Thank you everyone listening. I hope this episode has been

1628
01:11:47,720 --> 01:11:52,120
Speaker 3: witchy and you're enjoying Occulate October. This is the closing.

1629
01:11:52,160 --> 01:11:54,439
Speaker 3: I help you make sure you do your own spell

1630
01:11:54,800 --> 01:11:59,000
Speaker 3: this month and this evening, and make sure you uh

1631
01:11:59,360 --> 01:12:03,679
Speaker 3: check us out on Instagram We're fine, Good Mom's Underscore

1632
01:12:03,760 --> 01:12:06,519
Speaker 3: Bad Choices or on YouTube Good Mom's Bad Choices. You

1633
01:12:06,520 --> 01:12:10,000
Speaker 3: can find me at Mila with an h underscore map

1634
01:12:10,560 --> 01:12:13,760
Speaker 3: and Erica at watch Erica on Instagram, and Baby Mother,

1635
01:12:14,040 --> 01:12:15,600
Speaker 3: where can they find you? And tell us where we

1636
01:12:15,640 --> 01:12:21,920
Speaker 3: can find your APO apothecary.

1637
01:12:20,800 --> 01:12:24,080
Speaker 4: Path carry is closed until further notice, but it'll be back.

1638
01:12:24,760 --> 01:12:29,080
Speaker 4: But my social media mostly all of them I feel

1639
01:12:29,120 --> 01:12:31,920
Speaker 4: like is baby Mother, b B Y m U, T

1640
01:12:32,200 --> 01:12:37,400
Speaker 4: h A. I'm on all music streaming sites, but my

1641
01:12:37,479 --> 01:12:41,120
Speaker 4: newer music I keep it on band camp, Babymother do

1642
01:12:41,240 --> 01:12:42,800
Speaker 4: band camp dot com.

1643
01:12:43,439 --> 01:12:47,280
Speaker 2: But on Twitter? Could you be active on Twitter? I

1644
01:12:47,280 --> 01:12:49,920
Speaker 2: thought I saw like Mother Mother lificent that's the that's

1645
01:12:49,920 --> 01:12:53,280
Speaker 2: the that's like the tag. Okay, I'm Twitter Twitter.

1646
01:12:53,160 --> 01:12:58,040
Speaker 4: Slo mother' Lefferson is actually my latest projecting. It's on

1647
01:12:58,120 --> 01:12:58,680
Speaker 4: band camp, so.

1648
01:12:59,080 --> 01:13:00,479
Speaker 2: I love that. I love that.

1649
01:13:01,200 --> 01:13:03,080
Speaker 3: Well, let's go get drunk, but just let's go get.

1650
01:13:02,960 --> 01:13:05,519
Speaker 1: Drunk and Happy Halloween, Halloween, Happy Halloween.

1651
01:13:05,600 --> 01:13:08,200
Speaker 2: Thank you'll, thank you, thank you, Bye God next time.

1652
01:13:09,000 --> 01:13:11,519
Speaker 2: H m h.

1653
01:13:13,640 --> 01:13:14,080
Speaker 3: M hm.

1654
01:13:16,080 --> 01:13:21,880
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm mm hmmm.

1655
01:13:23,439 --> 01:13:23,920
Speaker 3: Mm hmmm.

1656
01:13:30,960 --> 01:13:31,000
Speaker 1: That