WEBVTT - Ep. 8 "Look Into My Crystal Balls" feat. Psychic/Medium Tana Hoy 0:00:03.040 --> 0:00:07.160 We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion? Who 0:00:07.240 --> 0:00:14.200 talks back? What's up, y'all? What's your girl? A j Country? 0:00:19.680 --> 0:00:22.239 Y'all know who this is. It's Tam Bam Back and 0:00:22.320 --> 0:00:26.640 Stupid once again, Welcome back for another episode of We 0:00:26.800 --> 0:00:30.400 Talked Back. We got some fun ship today, so we 0:00:30.560 --> 0:00:35.280 have a very fun interesting guest for this episode. We 0:00:35.400 --> 0:00:40.559 have the world renowned clearvoyant. Uh he goes by psychic. 0:00:40.600 --> 0:00:42.280 I know some people don't like to go by that term, 0:00:42.360 --> 0:00:45.640 but we got Tannahoy this week on We Talked Back, 0:00:45.680 --> 0:00:47.640 and we're gonna say we can figure out what the 0:00:47.640 --> 0:00:50.199 funk off future looking like, right because I need to know, 0:00:50.680 --> 0:00:54.160 like what's going on because it has been unreal in 0:00:54.200 --> 0:01:02.640 twenty one. Okay, so tune in. Hi, TANNAHI thank you 0:01:02.680 --> 0:01:05.760 for joining us. How are you doing? Good? Good? How 0:01:05.800 --> 0:01:08.960 are you today? Good? Good to see your ladies, you 0:01:09.040 --> 0:01:11.560 see you as well. We're glad that we're able to 0:01:11.640 --> 0:01:13.920 set this up and have you on We Talk Back. 0:01:14.120 --> 0:01:20.520 I'm a J and I'm Tim Bown and we need you. 0:01:22.640 --> 0:01:28.000 I definitely need you. That's great. So you know a 0:01:28.080 --> 0:01:33.600 little bit about you, like when did you discover your ability? Yeah? 0:01:33.640 --> 0:01:36.880 I was born with the ability. I I'm what's called 0:01:36.880 --> 0:01:39.840 a psychic, and I'm also a medium. And people think 0:01:39.840 --> 0:01:42.920 of the word medium to mean like somebody that only 0:01:42.959 --> 0:01:46.520 talks to the dead, and that's actually a misconception. A psychic, 0:01:46.600 --> 0:01:49.360 of course, is somebody that has psychic ability. So I 0:01:49.360 --> 0:01:52.360 have the ability to see the future, and what's called 0:01:52.400 --> 0:01:55.080 Claire audience, which means I see our Claire audience, which 0:01:55.120 --> 0:01:58.200 means I can hear the voices of the spirit world. 0:01:58.560 --> 0:02:01.400 I'm clairvoyant, which means I can see visions of the 0:02:01.440 --> 0:02:04.680 future in the past, and a clear sentient, which means 0:02:04.680 --> 0:02:08.000 that I can feel feelings and impressions of energy and 0:02:08.040 --> 0:02:11.680 from people. So that's the psyche part. The medium part 0:02:11.760 --> 0:02:14.600 means when when we think of mediums, where on TV 0:02:14.680 --> 0:02:17.440 people are so used to thinking about only dealing with 0:02:17.520 --> 0:02:20.880 people who have died, and actually that's not that's really 0:02:20.960 --> 0:02:24.240 kind of far from the whole picture. A medium means 0:02:24.280 --> 0:02:27.880 somebody that's actually a medium between the earth, the earth 0:02:28.320 --> 0:02:30.440 and the spirit world. So the medium's right here. It 0:02:30.440 --> 0:02:33.160 means to be the medium in between. That's where the 0:02:33.160 --> 0:02:36.360 word medium comes from. So medium is just a voice 0:02:36.800 --> 0:02:39.800 for the spiritual world. So I work with over three 0:02:40.040 --> 0:02:44.240 d and fifty spirit guides, guardian angels, and ascended masters. 0:02:44.600 --> 0:02:46.960 And that's where I get my information from. Not can 0:02:46.960 --> 0:02:49.399 talk to loved ones who have died because they're part 0:02:49.400 --> 0:02:52.960 of the spiritual of the spirit world, but the that 0:02:53.080 --> 0:02:55.560 a medium doesn't just have the ability to just speak 0:02:55.600 --> 0:02:58.519 to people who have died. A true medium would have 0:02:58.600 --> 0:03:02.120 the ability to speak also to angels and other beings 0:03:02.320 --> 0:03:05.800 master as, scented masters and spirit guides. When I do 0:03:05.880 --> 0:03:09.400 a reading with somebody, three fifty of my spirit guides 0:03:09.440 --> 0:03:12.359 angels incentive AZ they kind of materialize in front of me. 0:03:12.400 --> 0:03:14.320 And if I do a reading for you today, if 0:03:14.360 --> 0:03:16.799 you can see spirit guides and angels, you'll see them 0:03:16.840 --> 0:03:20.000 standing all around me. If not, you won't see anything. 0:03:20.040 --> 0:03:21.919 But if a person has the gift to see that, 0:03:22.480 --> 0:03:24.600 they can see them around me. So that's where I 0:03:24.600 --> 0:03:28.800 get my information from. And to answer your question, I 0:03:28.840 --> 0:03:32.240 was born with my psychic ability. I never really developed it. 0:03:32.280 --> 0:03:36.520 I don't remember a time that I didn't have psychic ability. 0:03:36.680 --> 0:03:41.680 With my gift, I can physically see guardian angels, spirit guides, 0:03:41.680 --> 0:03:44.240 and ascended masters as clearly as I can see you 0:03:44.680 --> 0:03:48.480 sitting there. So I've had all my life. When I 0:03:48.520 --> 0:03:51.760 was about ten years old, with the permission of my parents, 0:03:51.800 --> 0:03:54.640 I was taken under the wings of one of the 0:03:54.680 --> 0:03:59.200 most knowledgeable masters master teachers in the world. He was 0:03:59.240 --> 0:04:01.760 a master teach you of an ancient Egyptian mystery school, 0:04:02.200 --> 0:04:05.080 and he actually mentored me in the the ancient Egyptian 0:04:05.120 --> 0:04:08.480 teachings of these mystery schools for fourteen years until the 0:04:08.560 --> 0:04:12.200 day of his death. When you see, uh, these spirits 0:04:12.360 --> 0:04:16.960 or are they behaving like they're alive or they just there? 0:04:17.000 --> 0:04:20.640 But it's a very spiritual feeling. It's not scary. I'm 0:04:20.640 --> 0:04:23.440 not I'm not talking about seeing demons and things with 0:04:23.560 --> 0:04:25.560 horns out of their head. That's not the kind of 0:04:25.560 --> 0:04:28.080 stuff that I see. But things that are of a 0:04:28.200 --> 0:04:31.279 very positive and white light. Yeah, I know, I don't. 0:04:31.360 --> 0:04:33.599 I don't deal in all that other stuff. Do you 0:04:33.600 --> 0:04:37.080 feel like that other stuff exists simultaneous? No, I really don't. 0:04:37.279 --> 0:04:41.000 Um I think that other stuff has been We've been 0:04:41.120 --> 0:04:43.360 led to believe that exists. I know there's a lot 0:04:43.400 --> 0:04:47.080 of face and religious face out there that that claim 0:04:47.160 --> 0:04:50.440 these exist. I've been doing this since I was a kid. 0:04:50.480 --> 0:04:52.360 I'm only twenty one, so I've been doing this for 0:04:52.440 --> 0:04:55.680 twenty one years. That was a joke. Actually, oh you 0:04:55.720 --> 0:04:58.560 are laughing good. I had my glasses on the twenty one. 0:04:58.600 --> 0:05:01.000 I have to have glasses. Yeah, probably twenty one. I've 0:05:01.000 --> 0:05:03.680 been doing for twenty one years and all my year, 0:05:03.760 --> 0:05:07.320 all my twenty one years, I've never I've never seen 0:05:07.400 --> 0:05:09.760 it before. It's ever and I've done over a hundred 0:05:09.839 --> 0:05:12.840 thousand readings. Do you what do you think? That's That's 0:05:12.880 --> 0:05:14.280 one of the things I wanted to ask you about, 0:05:14.320 --> 0:05:16.800 because I know some religions, especially in the Black community, 0:05:16.920 --> 0:05:21.560 don't believe. Um, they believe in spirits, like you said, 0:05:21.600 --> 0:05:25.520 but they don't really believe in spirit and um, what 0:05:25.600 --> 0:05:27.680 do you What do you think about those people that 0:05:27.960 --> 0:05:29.960 think that this is like the devil's works? I think 0:05:29.960 --> 0:05:31.680 because I am the type of person I tell me 0:05:31.720 --> 0:05:36.400 if I'm a witch all the time, I definitely, UM do, Crystal, 0:05:36.839 --> 0:05:39.599 I said, I do all of the spirits. That's that's 0:05:39.640 --> 0:05:43.520 where I'm more alone. But it feels good, um, better 0:05:43.520 --> 0:05:49.080 than religion. My mother, so she's an old black woman, Okay, 0:05:49.600 --> 0:05:53.280 she was like, okay, who right now, don't don't bring 0:05:53.360 --> 0:05:59.920 that ship back to my house? Yes, like there's nothing 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:03.159 to fear. Okay, there's nothing to fear. So what would 0:06:03.200 --> 0:06:05.760 you say to people who will have that type of thinking, 0:06:06.200 --> 0:06:11.120 whether they're afraid or have fear of the unknown? Next? 0:06:11.320 --> 0:06:14.240 You know, Well, when people come to me, I always 0:06:14.279 --> 0:06:17.440 tell them I can't resolve your religious beliefs or convictions 0:06:17.520 --> 0:06:20.000 or fears or phobias or hang ups. The thing that 0:06:20.080 --> 0:06:23.000 I know. I wrote a eight page paper about psychics 0:06:23.080 --> 0:06:26.839 and the Bible, and actually the Bible is very positive 0:06:26.839 --> 0:06:29.720 about psychics. There's nothing wrong with it. I can go 0:06:29.839 --> 0:06:33.760 on and explain this. Most people don't research. They just 0:06:33.960 --> 0:06:36.440 listen to what their ministers or spiritual leaders tell them, 0:06:36.480 --> 0:06:39.640 and they accepted as truth called the blind cheap syndrome. 0:06:40.080 --> 0:06:43.200 And spiritual leaders know this, and so to politicians. That's 0:06:43.200 --> 0:06:45.440 why they often spew out a law in truth. They 0:06:45.480 --> 0:06:48.800 know people will just follow it and believe it without researching. 0:06:48.920 --> 0:06:51.200 And if you believe the person that's telling it, or 0:06:51.240 --> 0:06:53.880 the person telling it's an authority, that people will naturally 0:06:53.920 --> 0:06:57.240 believe it. That's the psychological fact. Right. So, but the 0:06:57.400 --> 0:07:02.440 but the Bible does not speak anything about the about psychics, 0:07:02.720 --> 0:07:06.039 nothing at all. So they as a matter of fact, 0:07:06.080 --> 0:07:09.640 there's a lot of psychic events in the Bible. I've 0:07:09.720 --> 0:07:13.080 discovered that spiritual leaders will pick one line or phrase 0:07:13.160 --> 0:07:15.560 out of the Bible and then they will claim that 0:07:15.720 --> 0:07:19.000 that's the truth, but they ignore all the lines before 0:07:19.040 --> 0:07:22.360 and all the lines after. And So I was on 0:07:22.480 --> 0:07:28.640 a reality show on CMT. I don't really talk about 0:07:28.640 --> 0:07:31.480 you guys are lucky because I was such a horrible experience. 0:07:31.680 --> 0:07:33.720 I'll never do another reality show in my life. Don't 0:07:33.720 --> 0:07:36.880 recommend it to anybody watching. It's very cut through and competitive. 0:07:37.280 --> 0:07:39.760 So I was on this reality show and it was 0:07:39.800 --> 0:07:44.200 in a small town in Texas called Vega, Texas, and 0:07:44.320 --> 0:07:47.240 they had five churches. I think they were all Baptist churches. 0:07:47.320 --> 0:07:52.679 Nine people, tiny town. They had profits in their church 0:07:53.040 --> 0:07:56.440 that were prophesizing of the Lord. That was okay, But 0:07:56.720 --> 0:08:00.160 I was of the devil. So I've discovered that if 0:08:00.160 --> 0:08:03.240 you're in the church and you're giving these psychic messages, 0:08:03.400 --> 0:08:06.559 then you're okay. If you're not, you're not in the church, 0:08:06.880 --> 0:08:09.440 or you're not a Christian and the Christian religion at least, 0:08:09.800 --> 0:08:12.800 then you're of the devil. And that's the only difference. 0:08:12.800 --> 0:08:14.320 I guess. If I went to the church and said 0:08:14.320 --> 0:08:16.560 I as a Christian and use the abilities, I guess 0:08:16.600 --> 0:08:18.920 I would be okay. But as a friend of mine, 0:08:18.960 --> 0:08:20.920 who is a well known minister, said to me one time, 0:08:21.000 --> 0:08:24.200 God speaks through many mediums and many people. So the 0:08:24.360 --> 0:08:27.200 voice and the information I get is all from a 0:08:27.400 --> 0:08:33.000 very positive spiritual force. I tell people researching yourself, Uh, 0:08:33.400 --> 0:08:35.360 I said, we create our own heaven, I mean, not 0:08:35.520 --> 0:08:38.079 heaven help. We create the evil. We create the good, 0:08:38.160 --> 0:08:42.679 and we create the evil. Yeah. And I also believe energetically. 0:08:42.760 --> 0:08:45.160 I wasn't going to get this deep, but when you 0:08:45.280 --> 0:08:47.640 talk about demons and things that you talk about energy 0:08:47.679 --> 0:08:53.439 and stuff, whatever we put energy into actually can appear. 0:08:54.600 --> 0:08:58.520 I really believe that these demons that people see, if 0:08:58.679 --> 0:09:01.520 enough people believe in the den, there's enough energy out 0:09:01.559 --> 0:09:05.720 there to create this entity, this force through people's thoughts 0:09:05.800 --> 0:09:09.880 that people will see I really believe that. And people 0:09:09.920 --> 0:09:12.719 that don't believe in it, they don't see it. But 0:09:12.880 --> 0:09:15.959 I think these forces can be created by fear and 0:09:16.440 --> 0:09:18.640 and and just by believing. I think if I believed 0:09:18.720 --> 0:09:21.880 in you know, little green purple people that walked towards 0:09:22.160 --> 0:09:24.800 on inch high and walked around like ants, I would 0:09:24.840 --> 0:09:28.000 eventually start to see him by put enough energy into it, Right, 0:09:28.800 --> 0:09:31.080 I think I could create them with my with my energy. 0:09:32.480 --> 0:09:35.240 So all right, when you were a child, did you 0:09:35.440 --> 0:09:37.439 go to your mother? I still am a child, you 0:09:37.480 --> 0:09:45.079 mean childhood a few years ago when you were young, 0:09:45.559 --> 0:09:53.800 younger before you were born? Thank you? Did you just 0:09:53.960 --> 0:09:56.640 go to your mom? Like, hey, mom, I see people? 0:09:56.720 --> 0:09:59.800 Did your mother see people too? And she's like, oh, yeah, 0:10:00.000 --> 0:10:02.480 maybe this you know that's what we do? Or how 0:10:02.520 --> 0:10:05.719 did it happen? Like how what was the conversation? Well, 0:10:05.840 --> 0:10:08.200 my mother used to go to seances when she was young, 0:10:08.240 --> 0:10:11.720 and she's take me and we went to this spiritual camp, 0:10:11.880 --> 0:10:15.400 to psyche camp. Uh, and there aren't many of them 0:10:15.480 --> 0:10:17.480 around today. And this is actually where I met my 0:10:17.559 --> 0:10:20.440 mentor and my mom was inside the house of a psyche. 0:10:20.559 --> 0:10:23.120 It was summer and I was sitting outside waiting for 0:10:23.240 --> 0:10:26.000 and there's where my mentor first met me, was here. 0:10:26.520 --> 0:10:29.280 So my parents were most of my parents were always 0:10:29.400 --> 0:10:32.640 very accepting. My parents were hippies. Like if you think 0:10:32.679 --> 0:10:35.880 of like a conservative businessman, you know my father. If 0:10:35.960 --> 0:10:38.280 you think of a liberal kind of midwestern woman, you 0:10:38.360 --> 0:10:41.160 have my mother. But neither of them had any problems. 0:10:41.200 --> 0:10:44.800 I mean, they never treated me different. They never My 0:10:44.920 --> 0:10:48.120 mother used to call me your special child, and they so. 0:10:48.280 --> 0:10:51.200 My mom and my family were familiar. My dad's aunt 0:10:51.400 --> 0:10:54.199 was very Psyche, so they were familiar with this, so 0:10:54.240 --> 0:10:56.760 it wasn't an issue at home. I found what the 0:10:56.840 --> 0:10:59.599 hardest part was, I think growing up in school, I 0:10:59.760 --> 0:11:02.120 learned very quickly to keep my gifts kind of a 0:11:02.240 --> 0:11:05.640 secret because other kids would get scared of me or 0:11:05.760 --> 0:11:08.040 they didn't know how to handle it. So I learned 0:11:08.160 --> 0:11:10.319 very quickly to kind of keep that part of myself 0:11:10.920 --> 0:11:16.559 very separate at school. Yeah, it's my older sister. She 0:11:16.760 --> 0:11:21.160 always talks about. She says that she died on the Titanic, 0:11:21.760 --> 0:11:25.000 my older child. She feels like she's like ever since 0:11:25.040 --> 0:11:28.000 I was a child, I've always felt this connection to 0:11:28.120 --> 0:11:32.040 this boat. I had scary dreams of my lungs filling 0:11:32.120 --> 0:11:35.200 up with ice cold water, like as a little girl, 0:11:35.720 --> 0:11:38.280 even though I never was in water. Every time I 0:11:38.320 --> 0:11:42.079 see any documentary about the Titanic, I'm automatically drawn to it. 0:11:42.600 --> 0:11:45.199 And I was saying to her, girl, shout down, Look, 0:11:45.200 --> 0:11:46.960 you don't know what you're talking about, right, That's how 0:11:46.960 --> 0:11:50.000 I was, you know, growing up. But as I get 0:11:50.080 --> 0:11:54.199 older now, I start to maybe consider that it is true. 0:11:54.559 --> 0:12:01.040 So I'm asking you you believe in I had past lives. Absolutely, 0:12:01.840 --> 0:12:05.120 I actually had a past life memory, and I had 0:12:05.160 --> 0:12:08.640 a past life memory and and and I've only had one. 0:12:08.880 --> 0:12:12.200 It's called spontaneous memory. So what your sister's having, she's 0:12:12.240 --> 0:12:16.040 having actual memories. And I believe it's true what she's 0:12:16.080 --> 0:12:19.000 saying because without even knowing her, when you say she 0:12:19.080 --> 0:12:21.360 said she was on the Titanic, it sounds like she's 0:12:21.480 --> 0:12:25.040 very specific about she knows exactly where she was on 0:12:25.160 --> 0:12:29.000 the Titanic and that's how she died. That's very common 0:12:29.160 --> 0:12:33.679 with past lives. Absolutely, I don't believe in past lives. 0:12:33.840 --> 0:12:37.040 I know for a fact the past lives exists, are real. 0:12:37.640 --> 0:12:40.280 But I interviewed I had a radio show for a 0:12:40.320 --> 0:12:45.959 while and I interviewed this author about past lives, and 0:12:46.120 --> 0:12:49.520 what she said to me was past lives for people 0:12:49.559 --> 0:12:52.959 to believe in reincarnation or believe in past lives, it's 0:12:53.000 --> 0:12:55.920 a great theory, you know, she had, She said, but 0:12:56.000 --> 0:12:59.120 when a person has a past life memory, then they 0:12:59.240 --> 0:13:02.640 know it's real. They don't they know for sure. And 0:13:02.960 --> 0:13:04.920 it was way before that, I mean she told me. 0:13:05.000 --> 0:13:06.600 That was a couple of years later that I had 0:13:06.679 --> 0:13:10.640 that experience, and I understood it, but definitely absolutely I 0:13:10.760 --> 0:13:13.760 believe that, you know, she would she would say that 0:13:13.840 --> 0:13:16.319 when we were little girls, and I just think, like 0:13:17.360 --> 0:13:19.959 Mama needs to take my sister to the therapist. That's 0:13:19.960 --> 0:13:22.480 what I would think. Yeah, But as an adult, as 0:13:22.800 --> 0:13:25.719 you know, I now I really consider it. I think 0:13:25.760 --> 0:13:30.439 I think I may even have memories of a past life. 0:13:30.600 --> 0:13:33.280 I don't know, maybe I know I've been here before. 0:13:33.520 --> 0:13:37.000 I just like I have a connection with or you 0:13:37.040 --> 0:13:39.480 know those perfume bottles that have the ball on it, 0:13:40.200 --> 0:13:44.920 yeah extecute Girl and then don't know that in the 0:13:45.080 --> 0:13:48.280 silver comb and now all that old stuff. I just 0:13:48.400 --> 0:13:50.319 have such an affinity for it. I feel like I've 0:13:50.400 --> 0:13:53.640 owned them before. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, that that's would be 0:13:53.800 --> 0:13:57.599 like a past life. And what you can do is 0:13:57.720 --> 0:14:01.640 you can do a search on Google about when those 0:14:01.760 --> 0:14:05.559 were popular and then kind of compared to your age 0:14:05.640 --> 0:14:08.719 now and you'll kind of get an idea of like, 0:14:08.880 --> 0:14:11.360 say they were there in the fifties or whatever. That 0:14:11.480 --> 0:14:14.080 will give you. If you do that research and you look, 0:14:14.200 --> 0:14:16.920 you might find more memories coming. You might start more 0:14:17.480 --> 0:14:20.960 find more coming from you. Because when we die, there's 0:14:21.040 --> 0:14:26.080 no set ruled when you reincarnate. You could reincarnate right away, 0:14:26.560 --> 0:14:29.880 you could be reborn, you could be reborn twenty years, 0:14:29.960 --> 0:14:33.800 thirty years later. That's that's something that we don't really 0:14:33.880 --> 0:14:38.160 know why and how that happens. But so as long 0:14:38.240 --> 0:14:41.040 as it's something of an affinity to before you wouldn't 0:14:41.040 --> 0:14:44.320 have been when you were living, absolutely that can make sense. 0:14:44.400 --> 0:14:47.360 I had a past life. I had to pass life memory. 0:14:47.720 --> 0:14:50.560 And I was a little girl in Vietnam, and I 0:14:50.800 --> 0:14:53.680 lived in this dirt floor and I remembered looking up 0:14:53.720 --> 0:14:56.800 at these Americans. I saw these white g I white 0:14:56.840 --> 0:14:59.640 guy that I was, this little girl in a really 0:14:59.680 --> 0:15:02.320 dirt in the stress. I had this vision and they 0:15:02.360 --> 0:15:04.880 were and but I thought that they were, you know, 0:15:04.960 --> 0:15:07.960 I looked at them as these rich, wealthy, you know Americans. 0:15:08.000 --> 0:15:09.960 I don't know why I was thinking of. And then 0:15:10.040 --> 0:15:14.240 I thought, well, when we're um, But I thought, I 0:15:14.320 --> 0:15:17.080 don't know where there ever, So I know my age 0:15:17.200 --> 0:15:19.800 twenty one, right, So when I was born, I thought, well, 0:15:19.840 --> 0:15:23.120 when I was born, were their troops in Vietnam? You know? 0:15:23.160 --> 0:15:26.080 Because this really so I actually found out that there 0:15:26.120 --> 0:15:29.640 had been troops in Vietnam since the middle fifties. So 0:15:30.040 --> 0:15:32.480 it was per and I didn't even know that. And 0:15:32.600 --> 0:15:35.560 then actually I had this vision. I ended up actually 0:15:35.680 --> 0:15:39.360 going to Vietnam on this vision to find this life 0:15:40.000 --> 0:15:44.560 and uh, and I did. It's kind of weird, that's crazy, 0:15:46.440 --> 0:15:49.080 but I had a very strong vision. And I cried 0:15:49.400 --> 0:15:52.400 and I cried and my my my boyfriend at the time, 0:15:52.440 --> 0:15:55.240 we've been there there about four years. He didn't really 0:15:55.320 --> 0:15:57.560 believe in rheing. He didn't know this stuff was real, 0:15:57.680 --> 0:16:00.400 reincarnation or not. When he came home from work and 0:16:00.520 --> 0:16:04.040 I was on the bed sobbing like my mother had died, 0:16:04.720 --> 0:16:06.880 he came in. He was freaked out, what's wrong I was. 0:16:07.120 --> 0:16:11.320 It was so painful, this memory because I remember thinking 0:16:11.520 --> 0:16:14.120 what have I done? And for a short time, I 0:16:14.360 --> 0:16:17.240 didn't think that I belonged here, and I realized as 0:16:17.280 --> 0:16:19.640 a little girl, because I was so poor, I saw 0:16:19.720 --> 0:16:22.120 these Americans and I thought they were rich. And I 0:16:22.280 --> 0:16:25.200 decided to come and be born as a Caucasian male 0:16:25.240 --> 0:16:28.520 in this lifetime in America because I thought that would 0:16:28.600 --> 0:16:31.760 make me rich. And that's why I said, Oh my god, 0:16:31.880 --> 0:16:39.120 what did I do? But oh, it's not true. But 0:16:39.320 --> 0:16:41.880 you know, if you're a little girl in Vietnam and 0:16:41.960 --> 0:16:43.840 you're poor, and you see, you know the ideas of 0:16:43.880 --> 0:16:46.520 Americans and what people would tell will say, you know 0:16:47.520 --> 0:16:49.800 that made sense to me. I was I got this 0:16:50.040 --> 0:16:55.280 idea that that was what wealth was. Yeah, great to look. 0:16:55.680 --> 0:16:58.280 Before we move on to the next segment, let's have 0:16:58.360 --> 0:17:05.040 a word from our sponsors. What does this mean? When 0:17:05.080 --> 0:17:08.119 I was younger, that doesn't happen to me anymore. But 0:17:08.400 --> 0:17:11.000 I anytime I would have dreams, I could I could 0:17:11.040 --> 0:17:14.480 feel myself coming back and then my eyes would open 0:17:14.680 --> 0:17:18.399 and I would wake up travel and as a child, 0:17:18.800 --> 0:17:23.680 always every day, every night, especially Saturdays, I can just remember, like, 0:17:23.840 --> 0:17:26.600 what do you mean coming back? And it's like I 0:17:26.800 --> 0:17:32.600 was in my body. And that's called astral travel. And 0:17:32.720 --> 0:17:34.719 what happens is we have a we have an exact 0:17:35.000 --> 0:17:37.359 we have a physical body, and then we have what's 0:17:37.400 --> 0:17:41.480 called an astral body. It's called astral travel or astral projection. 0:17:41.960 --> 0:17:45.520 So our astral body is an exact replica of our 0:17:45.640 --> 0:17:49.000 physical body and when we sleep. Not everybody does this, 0:17:49.119 --> 0:17:50.760 but it's not. If you have a dream ever that 0:17:50.840 --> 0:17:54.159 you're flying, you're actually traveling, not in a plane, but 0:17:54.240 --> 0:17:56.320 I mean you feel like you're flying like a bird. 0:17:56.760 --> 0:17:59.919 That's astral traveling. So what happens is we we did 0:18:00.000 --> 0:18:03.080 attached and leave our body, our astral body. It's connected 0:18:03.119 --> 0:18:06.000 by what's called the silver cord that's part of our 0:18:06.119 --> 0:18:09.000 our comes from our energy body. And then we go 0:18:09.119 --> 0:18:10.800 out there and we float all over the world and 0:18:10.840 --> 0:18:12.760 we travel around and then when you wake up you 0:18:12.920 --> 0:18:16.160 can back. And if you've ever if a person has 0:18:16.240 --> 0:18:18.840 ever been sleeping and all of a suddenday just wake 0:18:18.920 --> 0:18:22.040 up suddenly, it's just like bam. That's how it would 0:18:22.080 --> 0:18:26.280 always be. Yeah, you're you're literally crash landing. You're just slamming, 0:18:26.400 --> 0:18:29.040 crash landing back in your body. It's just your something. 0:18:29.080 --> 0:18:31.600 If you hear a noise and you're outtrastically traveling and 0:18:31.760 --> 0:18:34.720 something startles you, you'll have a sudden like that kind 0:18:34.800 --> 0:18:41.159 of wake up because you're out of your body so slowly. Yeah, well, 0:18:41.200 --> 0:18:43.920 if you're doing it slowly, that means you're returning back. 0:18:44.040 --> 0:18:46.439 You weren't you were having a crack a slam landing. 0:18:46.600 --> 0:18:49.879 That's the best way, you know, when before you wake up, 0:18:49.960 --> 0:18:52.520 you're just returning back to your body. I bet you 0:18:52.760 --> 0:18:56.040 still do that now, you just may not pay attention 0:18:56.119 --> 0:18:58.560 to it or remembered as much before you go to 0:18:58.640 --> 0:19:01.119 sleep at night, and what I'd like you do is 0:19:01.200 --> 0:19:05.360 start saying, I would like to remember my astral travels. 0:19:05.440 --> 0:19:07.720 Just kind of say that to yourself, and it will 0:19:07.760 --> 0:19:11.080 plant it in your subconscience and you'll find that you'll 0:19:11.119 --> 0:19:13.639 start remembering it, because if you were doing it whenever 0:19:13.720 --> 0:19:16.320 in your life, it doesn't just go away. We might 0:19:16.440 --> 0:19:19.119 just get used to it, or we might not realize 0:19:19.160 --> 0:19:23.320 it any longer. So I have a crazy question. There's 0:19:23.359 --> 0:19:26.720 no believe me, darling. I can assure you whatever you 0:19:26.800 --> 0:19:29.960 ask me is not crazy compared to the things I've heard. 0:19:31.760 --> 0:19:38.960 Grandma see me giving hit? Your grandma what she's gone? 0:19:39.920 --> 0:19:44.600 She see me giving head? Like you know, darling, that's 0:19:44.880 --> 0:19:50.600 like you as you're being very Christian about it how 0:19:50.680 --> 0:19:54.240 you're asking, I've had it asking much more descriptive terms. 0:19:54.840 --> 0:19:58.280 So no, she does it. You know, that's an interesting 0:19:58.400 --> 0:20:01.320 question that people ask. How do woman asked me one time, 0:20:01.600 --> 0:20:04.680 when my husband is performing oral sex on me, does 0:20:04.920 --> 0:20:08.000 my grandma see it? She asked me that exact same thing, 0:20:08.600 --> 0:20:11.000 And that's a really a lot of people ask me 0:20:11.160 --> 0:20:14.359 that when we're having sex, does my mom sears? And 0:20:14.560 --> 0:20:17.280 so the truth is though that no, they don't because 0:20:17.320 --> 0:20:20.159 there's a privacy thing like what we're making love or 0:20:20.200 --> 0:20:23.000 we're being sexual having sex with someone we love or 0:20:23.240 --> 0:20:25.840 even someone we've just met. They do not come in 0:20:26.000 --> 0:20:29.200 and and uh and impose on us. That'd be kind 0:20:29.200 --> 0:20:32.440 of creepy. No, that's just naturally built in. So one 0:20:32.520 --> 0:20:35.480 time I was having sex with this guy I was 0:20:35.560 --> 0:20:38.200 doating at the time. This is like ten years ago now, 0:20:38.760 --> 0:20:44.119 but his cousin committed suicide, um, maybe a year prior. 0:20:45.119 --> 0:20:47.320 And his door, like the door was a heavy door 0:20:47.359 --> 0:20:51.359 I couldn't open or close by some swings and the 0:20:51.560 --> 0:20:58.080 door kept opening and closing mm hmmmm. So we just 0:20:58.200 --> 0:21:00.560 assumed maybe it was because it is trying to have 0:21:00.640 --> 0:21:09.000 a three So all of those would have been very satisfied. 0:21:09.000 --> 0:21:14.520 It would have been just air right right, We'll say, okay, 0:21:16.480 --> 0:21:20.000 it's so stupid. Did you have did I miss? You said? 0:21:20.000 --> 0:21:29.320 Have forty ghost dollars? For good luck spending them. You 0:21:29.440 --> 0:21:31.320 have to take them with you when you're a ghost 0:21:31.400 --> 0:21:33.639 one day, when you're no longer you're I don't know 0:21:33.720 --> 0:21:40.680 anything any pace. It's not a cryptocurrency. Maybe that's actual 0:21:40.800 --> 0:21:48.119 currency or ectocurrency or something. So the the interesting thing 0:21:48.200 --> 0:21:50.840 about what people get freaked out about. And that's a 0:21:50.920 --> 0:21:54.120 really good point about the door. So when we die, 0:21:54.359 --> 0:21:57.359 we're still made of energy. We're made of energy. I 0:21:57.480 --> 0:22:00.560 can see them, I can see dead people. I get 0:22:00.640 --> 0:22:03.359 scared as hell of God Like, I am not scared 0:22:03.400 --> 0:22:05.960 of ghosts. I used to do ghost hunting and I 0:22:06.000 --> 0:22:07.840 went into I was in a group for ghost hunting, 0:22:07.880 --> 0:22:10.399 and I saw all kinds of things. As long as 0:22:10.440 --> 0:22:12.200 it's in front of me, I'm not scared. If I 0:22:12.280 --> 0:22:14.439 can see you, I'm not scared. But you know, if 0:22:14.480 --> 0:22:16.840 I'm on a ghost hunt and something taps me on 0:22:16.920 --> 0:22:19.199 the back, scares the hell out of me. Because if 0:22:19.280 --> 0:22:21.440 anybody comes up and tries to tap me on the back, 0:22:22.160 --> 0:22:24.320 it scares me as long as I can see if 0:22:24.359 --> 0:22:27.880 they don't bother me. The thing about ghosts is when 0:22:27.920 --> 0:22:31.520 you like when people have they call them hauntings, and 0:22:31.880 --> 0:22:35.720 that's kind of a it almost sounds like a scary word, 0:22:35.800 --> 0:22:38.000 but if you really break it down to a simplest form, 0:22:38.520 --> 0:22:40.920 when we die, we're made of energy. Death is nothing 0:22:41.000 --> 0:22:44.560 more than the physical body, the spiritual body leaving the 0:22:44.640 --> 0:22:50.119 physical body, because we're spiritual beings having a physical experience 0:22:50.840 --> 0:22:54.640 because of reincarnation. Were reborn into these bodies. So we're 0:22:54.680 --> 0:22:59.160 spiritual beings having a physical experience. We are not physical 0:22:59.240 --> 0:23:03.760 beings having a spiritual spirit, which implies that you know 0:23:04.160 --> 0:23:06.600 it's all over with you because we come into this body. 0:23:07.040 --> 0:23:13.240 So Albert Einstein said, when energy, when energy doesn't doesn't 0:23:13.320 --> 0:23:16.359 go away, it doesn't he said, dissipate doesn't disappear, doesn't 0:23:16.400 --> 0:23:20.399