WEBVTT - “I’M A MALE PROSTITUTE”

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, Hey, what's up.

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<v Speaker 2>How are you doing there?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm doing good. Uh, what's your name, cowboy?

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<v Speaker 2>My name is Julian, but you can call me Jude

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<v Speaker 2>bro Jude Jude.

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<v Speaker 1>You sent me a message and you said, I'm thirty

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<v Speaker 1>one and I want to talk about being a jigglo.

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<v Speaker 1>For those who don't know a jiggalo. At first, I

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<v Speaker 1>thought it's a juggalo. A juggalo is is someone who's

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<v Speaker 1>a fan of the insane clown posse. But a jigglo

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<v Speaker 1>is a male prostitute.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and uh yeah, yeah, that's what it is.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, I mean you you're the one who said you

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<v Speaker 1>are one, so I'll tell you.

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<v Speaker 2>What I am. I mean, you know, I definitely do

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<v Speaker 2>sex work for a dollar bill and it's it's fun,

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<v Speaker 2>it's enjoyable. But recently I came to the conclusion that

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<v Speaker 2>I can do it because any connections with people. Mm

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<v Speaker 2>hmmm mmmm. So for two and a half months I

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<v Speaker 2>made like six k and uh. Then I got to

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<v Speaker 2>the point where I was like, man, I think I'm

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<v Speaker 2>doing this for the right reasons, but I feel like

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<v Speaker 2>I'm doing for the wrong reasons.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, let's get into that. What's well, let's start, well,

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<v Speaker 1>what are the what are the right reasons in your

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<v Speaker 1>in your opinion.

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<v Speaker 2>Money money, that's on the right reason to do text work?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't see if any I mean, if you have

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<v Speaker 2>a kink, which I do many of them, but for

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<v Speaker 2>the most part is literally just because of money. If

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<v Speaker 2>I you know, my car broke down, I live in

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<v Speaker 2>the middle of Maine.

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<v Speaker 1>So and then what are the wrong reasons? As you say, oh.

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<v Speaker 2>It's definitely like you know, possibilities of std people getting

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<v Speaker 2>like hurt when you grow a room, or you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you get robbed, catch your situations, you know, people doing

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<v Speaker 2>gnarly things around you. So it gets cool.

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<v Speaker 1>It's good though, is can I ask you that is prostitute?

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<v Speaker 1>You're not supposed to are You're not supposed to say prostitute?

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<v Speaker 2>I think I think so like un aliveing is a

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<v Speaker 2>new thing. So it's like prostitute. And you know, I

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<v Speaker 2>mean I am a prostitute, a male prostitute. I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>know how to word it.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Well, I mean as we Well, I you're I'm

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<v Speaker 1>asking you because you're you are, so I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>what you prefer.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, sair No, Well, I mean it's cool. I just

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<v Speaker 2>needed to talk to somebody outside of who I know

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<v Speaker 2>because I live in Maine and I don't have any

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<v Speaker 2>family here. So for the most part, it's literally like

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<v Speaker 2>just me and my dog. Logis nice.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice, that's cool. So how did you How did you

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<v Speaker 1>get into this?

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<v Speaker 2>I actually was I was on Reddit trying to search

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<v Speaker 2>for a kink of mine that I enjoy doing, and

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<v Speaker 2>her husband hits you up and asked me if I

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<v Speaker 2>want to come see his wife. I said uh, but

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<v Speaker 2>he slaked out, and two weeks later he hits him again,

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<v Speaker 2>and this time he has another girl he wants to

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<v Speaker 2>actualssit me up with. But I'm already talking to said

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<v Speaker 2>girl on Messenger, like we were already playing the hook

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<v Speaker 2>up and everything. So I sent her a picture that

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<v Speaker 2>he sent me. I was like, bro, this is and

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<v Speaker 2>she was like, yeah, what's up? I said, oh my,

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<v Speaker 2>oh my. So so it ended up her coming through

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<v Speaker 2>on a Thursday, and that was about total September twenty fifth,

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<v Speaker 2>k third, and then September twenty fifth on I was

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<v Speaker 2>be in a.

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<v Speaker 1>Interesting So do you mainly service service women?

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<v Speaker 2>That's all I serviced there?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh you only service women?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Yeah, m yeah, So if this guy. It's a

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<v Speaker 2>particular guy enjoys to see I'm a man of color.

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<v Speaker 2>You could say I have pigment on the skin, so

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<v Speaker 2>he enjoys seeing me with them.

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<v Speaker 1>Whoa, oh, so these are guys with so these these

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<v Speaker 1>these are guys I think they're like, Okay, yeah, So

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<v Speaker 1>you get mainly hired by men with cuck fetishes who

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<v Speaker 1>want to see a black guy have sex with their wife.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's pretty much it. That's exactly what it is.

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<v Speaker 1>Wo and now is it? And it's the guys that

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<v Speaker 1>are hitting you up mainly.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Man, Nine times out of ten, the females doesn't

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<v Speaker 2>even want it, doesn't have any like desires to go

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<v Speaker 2>find a big black man to get picked down by. Instead,

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<v Speaker 2>they husband goes out and doesn't sing. And I mean

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<v Speaker 2>they're really nice people too. I mean I've had some

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<v Speaker 2>come pick me up, bring me like a six pack

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<v Speaker 2>of beer while we're driving back to the house, freaking

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<v Speaker 2>I have two Can I say the green leaf choking

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<v Speaker 2>green leaves? There? Okay? Cool? But for the most part,

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<v Speaker 2>they're really freaking nice guys. The only word part about

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<v Speaker 2>it is when he's standing in the corner. That's when

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like kind of throwing off a little bit, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But aren't the guys Like, isn't the whole thing is

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<v Speaker 1>that they're paying you to sit in the corner.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, that's what I'm saying. They can do that.

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<v Speaker 2>They can do anything they want really in the corner.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just to lead up to that's pretty awesome too.

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<v Speaker 2>But just them in the corner sometimes gets in my

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<v Speaker 2>brain like this, ain't it?

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<v Speaker 1>Now? How often is this? Is this the woman's idea

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<v Speaker 1>and she'll call you and be like, hey, I want

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<v Speaker 1>you to have sex with me while my husband watches.

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<v Speaker 2>Zero? Really like none, It's definitely more of a mindset

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<v Speaker 2>of than man wanting to give up his property type

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<v Speaker 2>stuff in my point of view. But what do I know?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, well, how do they tip like when you talk like,

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<v Speaker 1>how do they typically feel about the arrangement in general?

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<v Speaker 2>They really they really are actually pretty open, pretty honest,

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<v Speaker 2>like literally tell me what they would love me to do.

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<v Speaker 2>Their wife, They really asked me, Hey can you set

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<v Speaker 2>her out for me? Can you do this?

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<v Speaker 1>I met, I met, I met, I met the wives.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh they love it. Oh when I show up, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>actually I'm not a good looking guy. I'm okay, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm also living Maine, so it's not really like

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<v Speaker 2>a very big pool to choose them. So it's even

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<v Speaker 2>take up here. Mm hmm. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I assume if people are paying you for

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<v Speaker 1>sex that you're you're a you're a you're a good

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<v Speaker 1>looking guy. How tall are you?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Six three?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my goodness. Okay, let me know when you're free.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, sir, Now, it's I'm actually like, I'm just a

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<v Speaker 2>kink in Maine. I'm actually just a bull. It's kind

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<v Speaker 2>of cool, and it's brand new for me. I was

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<v Speaker 2>in a relation of five years before this, and she

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<v Speaker 2>just left me in August. Hush fellow just left me

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<v Speaker 2>in August, and I've been doing solo dollo for since then.

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<v Speaker 1>And really, so your your ex girlfriend? How did she

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<v Speaker 1>feel about your profession?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, I didn't talk to the profession until she

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<v Speaker 2>left in August.

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<v Speaker 1>And oh really, so here you're still very new to this.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, I've been doing kink thing for for a

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<v Speaker 2>long time. I just happened to get paid.

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<v Speaker 1>For it now, Okay, all right, do you are you

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<v Speaker 1>like trying to pursue like, like an actual relationship. And

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<v Speaker 1>in addition to the world we're doing.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, actually I am as funny story. You actually talked

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<v Speaker 2>to her like two weeks ago.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, I spoke to your girlfriend?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah he did.

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<v Speaker 1>Who who was she?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh? Lisia? She was no. I can't know what she

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<v Speaker 2>talks about though, but uh she said she got to

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<v Speaker 2>talk to you, and I was like, oh, let's dope.

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<v Speaker 2>And then today we're watching the streams as they call?

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<v Speaker 2>But is that cool? Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you remember what we talked about?

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<v Speaker 2>Baby? What do I talk about? Sorry?

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<v Speaker 1>I live in because if I were her and I

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<v Speaker 1>was calling this show, I would have I probably would

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<v Speaker 1>have talked about how my boyfriend is a jiggielow.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I told her. I asked that. She asked, what, babe,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't hear? Come here? Oh Dix and sex addiction?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, okay, yes, yes, yes, yes, I remember. I remember. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I think we put that in the bonus episode. Well, okay, so,

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<v Speaker 1>so Jude, how does she well, how does she feel

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<v Speaker 1>about well? Okay, so yeah, how does she feel about

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<v Speaker 1>your profession?

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<v Speaker 2>Now? Oh? Because of her, I'm actually kind of stopping

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<v Speaker 2>it because I can't get out of my head that

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<v Speaker 2>she's somewhere that I'm not and we play together, so

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<v Speaker 2>it's not like it's the whole entire it's a job.

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<v Speaker 2>At the same time, it's now affecting my home life

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm not cool with that.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Yeah, Now may I ask, oh, how much do

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<v Speaker 1>you get paid to have sex with these people?

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<v Speaker 2>Two hundred dollars a front and then money as you.

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<v Speaker 1>Go, money out so you they you get, you get,

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<v Speaker 1>you get tipped based on performance.

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<v Speaker 2>But a yeah, but a baseline is too fifty there?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay? Can I ask what's the most amount you've gotten

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<v Speaker 1>off of one? Uh one?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, one time it was a weekend. It was a weekend.

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<v Speaker 2>I got twelve dollars for the weekend. Nice two days,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like forty eight hours.

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<v Speaker 1>And how do these people not like like you don't

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<v Speaker 1>need to plug your website or anything, but just in general,

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<v Speaker 1>like how do they how do they find you?

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<v Speaker 2>They just find me. I don't I don't put my

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<v Speaker 2>ads at there and sell anything, guys asked, and then

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<v Speaker 2>I just say, hey, but I as well as that

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<v Speaker 2>I also do this for that.

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<v Speaker 1>So have you ever showed up and you're talking to

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<v Speaker 1>a couple and you can just tell that like that

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<v Speaker 1>that this relationship is Yeah, oh yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah. When they're streaming saying thank you, Jude, I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, okay, yeah, you guys are that. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know how you can get that part in

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<v Speaker 2>your relationship to be like, yo, I want this big

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<v Speaker 2>black man some be you down real quick and I'm

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<v Speaker 2>gonna enjoy it in my hand. I'm like, dog, I can't.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't even do that, but I'll do it for you.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll get paid for it, no problem.

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<v Speaker 1>Interesting. Would you ever pay a fat white guy with

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<v Speaker 1>a small pianist to have sex with girlfriends?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, yes I would. I mean I'll say to see

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<v Speaker 2>it happen for sure? Why not? I mean we can

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<v Speaker 2>get we get to get costs and everything.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh no, oh god, no, no, no, no, I wasn't talking.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought you're trying. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>I was not talking.

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<v Speaker 2>About me.

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<v Speaker 1>Or I mean maybe I was, fuck it, but anyway, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, So Jude, Yes, so you said so, you

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<v Speaker 1>said you'll you'll go in there and there'll be couples

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<v Speaker 1>who are fighting with each other like they're screaming, and

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<v Speaker 1>they'll you'll get involved in the fight.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, that'd be cool. Ever done before. But no,

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<v Speaker 2>they don't do that. Kind of stuff I wish they did.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd be like, do I any more? That's cool? I

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<v Speaker 2>can do that, do you?

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<v Speaker 1>But do you ever get because I okay. So, so

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<v Speaker 1>the like the escort experience or like the stripper experience,

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<v Speaker 1>like the sex worker experience, it's a lot of it

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<v Speaker 1>is also just like like talking right, Like there's the

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<v Speaker 1>sex part and then there's like the the girlfriend experience,

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<v Speaker 1>like do you ever get out the boyfriend experience? Like

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<v Speaker 1>what's what's that pay for?

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<v Speaker 2>So the guy that first me, he pays me the most.

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<v Speaker 2>He's says, you females, but there's a there's some chances

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<v Speaker 2>that I go snack, uh cut for like cux flies

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<v Speaker 2>for money, hotwives for money. So when it comes down

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<v Speaker 2>to like the boyfriend, that's pretty much what the guy

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<v Speaker 2>that Samy was wanting. I was going to places around

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<v Speaker 2>Maine and showing off women and uh he through clothes,

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<v Speaker 2>would you say, like a very revealing clothes and uh

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<v Speaker 2>for each pass they complete it, I complete it. So

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<v Speaker 2>he pretty much was testing me to see what I

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<v Speaker 2>can dom the girls to do or not to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, I'm sorry, so so I you so you're walking

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<v Speaker 1>so a guy pays you and then you and.

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<v Speaker 2>You can I send you a photo of my of

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<v Speaker 2>the what you call it?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you want to No?

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, I mean I could do that too, no problem,

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<v Speaker 2>but no, it's the it's the account that, uh, the

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<v Speaker 2>guy is going to just show you how much he

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<v Speaker 2>paid me to so so off.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, yeah, you can send me a photo of this thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait a minute, so so okay, So oh you get paid.

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<v Speaker 1>So a guy pays you to like take his wife

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<v Speaker 1>on a date, right, what you're.

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<v Speaker 2>Saying, many many, many women? Not many? Okay, I spent

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<v Speaker 2>five in the past two months, but it was like

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<v Speaker 2>I was total those five. It was like every single week,

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<v Speaker 2>like three times a week. It was a business. So

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<v Speaker 2>it's like literally working. I got skinny because I was

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<v Speaker 2>working out so much.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, this is okay, you sent me Okay, you just

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<v Speaker 1>sent me a picture of a receipt of seven of

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<v Speaker 1>six thousand dollars.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. That's over the past from September twenty fifth until November,

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<v Speaker 2>like the last week of November or something like that.

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<v Speaker 1>That's pretty cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh man, And I don't know what to do with

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<v Speaker 2>it because I don't deserve it, Like I don't deserve

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<v Speaker 2>to be this person because I had nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>Now do you ever have you ever fallen in love?

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<v Speaker 1>You ever caught feelings? You ever with with a client?

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<v Speaker 1>And you're start.

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<v Speaker 2>To uh no, I I have very low empathy and

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<v Speaker 2>pretty much no empathy. So really, I mean, I love,

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<v Speaker 2>I love, but I just don't love like everybody else

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<v Speaker 2>would love like I don't feel happiness. Most of the time.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel angry, But at the same time, I'm always cheerful.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm always like, have you go lucky? Quote unquote? But

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<v Speaker 2>deep down inside, the only thing I got his angry.

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<v Speaker 1>Interesting. What have you ever spoken to a real therapist

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<v Speaker 1>about that?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh? No? I did? I mean when I was like fourteen,

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<v Speaker 2>But then the dude started asking me questions that I

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<v Speaker 2>thought was ignorant, So I just left their position. I

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<v Speaker 2>have a very bad problem with people telling me what

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<v Speaker 2>I should have should not do.

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<v Speaker 1>What kind of I mean? You, look, you we can

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<v Speaker 1>talk about we can we can talk about the fun stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>or we can talk about this off if you want.

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<v Speaker 1>But what kind of ignorant questions was he asking you?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? Well, see, for me, every question to me can

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<v Speaker 2>be ignoranto because let's just super fuck I am, unfortunately,

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<v Speaker 2>But no, ignorant questions for me is like, so, why

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<v Speaker 2>do you feel this way? What's going on with that? Like,

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<v Speaker 2>but this is when I was fourteen. I was dumb

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<v Speaker 2>in the head and I was really angry at the

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<v Speaker 2>world in general already, So those questions of me back

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<v Speaker 2>in the day were meant absolutely nothing besides that you're

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<v Speaker 2>just trying to get under underneath my skin. So m yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So I mean when you say that all you have

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<v Speaker 1>is anger, is that something that you well, how old

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<v Speaker 1>are you now?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm thirty one, sir?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay? And then does that something you still like feel

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<v Speaker 1>very deeply?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, no, I really have to just tell Alicia

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<v Speaker 2>sometimes girls love. Today's just going to be an angry day,

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<v Speaker 2>so I apologize or I just don't say anything at

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<v Speaker 2>all that day.

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<v Speaker 3>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you like, do you feel like you're actually versus looks?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you feel do you feel like you gotten any

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<v Speaker 1>better like controlling it over the years?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, man, I've even one point my whole life.

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<v Speaker 2>I used to go to a hardcore shows though, and

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<v Speaker 2>so down and like pits, So m hm, that's how

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<v Speaker 2>I got.

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<v Speaker 1>You're in your You're in your hulk wearing a sweater

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<v Speaker 1>era of angriness.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, yeah, that's that's one hundred percent when I heard yo,

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<v Speaker 2>fact pretty cool. Actually I might do that absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I mean does any I don't know. I hope,

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<v Speaker 1>I hope. Now see now I'm self conscious that I

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<v Speaker 1>am also asking you ignorant questions. But I'm curious anyway.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm older now I called you, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 2>Like you you here, give me your your voice that

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<v Speaker 2>apparently helps a lot of people out. Man. I appreciate

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<v Speaker 2>what you do. Like Alicia is the one that got

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<v Speaker 2>me on to you, bro, and everything's been listening. You're like, man,

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<v Speaker 2>you actually pretty smart.

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<v Speaker 1>Gee, So do you like does that? I mean? Does

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<v Speaker 1>anything give you happiness?

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<v Speaker 2>You have?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you've got a girlfriend, I've got six thousand dollars,

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<v Speaker 1>got a dog.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, that's it them. I don't need much in

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<v Speaker 2>my life. I live in this town called Lagrange, Maine.

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<v Speaker 2>It is there, seriously, population twelve hundreds and freaking I

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<v Speaker 2>literally live in b f e of b f e

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<v Speaker 2>m up Here. It's just either you do drugs or

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<v Speaker 2>you go to work. I haven't just do my art

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<v Speaker 2>and go to work quote unquote not really works, of course.

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<v Speaker 2>It was.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm, do you it just like I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's again it sounds like, I mean, you

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<v Speaker 1>don't really need that much in life, right, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you've got so so well. Okay, so you told me

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<v Speaker 1>now you're you're you're gonna go straight. Now you're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>do as hell.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, I'm gonna still be kinky. I'm just not

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<v Speaker 2>gonna do with the money anymore. The guy ruined the

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<v Speaker 2>king for me, you know, like he was just making

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<v Speaker 2>it so much like he would literally text me non

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<v Speaker 2>stop over and over and over and over and over

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<v Speaker 2>and over again. Now but I broke stop. I can't

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<v Speaker 2>perform for you. You want me to do this? And the

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<v Speaker 2>third end, still pick up the phone, bro just give

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<v Speaker 2>me a go pro strap it to me and call

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<v Speaker 2>me fucking Sally. Let's go.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a that's definitely a package you got to offer

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<v Speaker 1>on your website.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean I was trying to tell him. I was like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>put a ring camera in my room. We're good, we're golden.

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<v Speaker 2>You just pop and pop out whatever you want.

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<v Speaker 1>What are you gonna do? What do you what are

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<v Speaker 1>you gonna do for money?

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<v Speaker 2>Now? Uh? Probably go over to men. You know, just

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<v Speaker 2>push the game over. You know, maybe now it's kidding now,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm actually trying to sell my artwork and everything like that,

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<v Speaker 2>but you know, we're not gonna plug that again. I

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<v Speaker 2>was gonna do that myself. I don't really even tell

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<v Speaker 2>my art really, but I don't want to be. At

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<v Speaker 2>the beginning of the year, I was working on a

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<v Speaker 2>very big trucking company doing body work, and then all

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<v Speaker 2>my own time fell apart completely. It went fround, having

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<v Speaker 2>everything from my car, my TV, my PS five, my

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<v Speaker 2>fucking female at the time, having absolutely nothing with a dog.

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<v Speaker 2>It's been it's been a hell of a good year.

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<v Speaker 1>How did you and Alicia meet?

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<v Speaker 2>Jeez, that is actually pretty funny. So she may have

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<v Speaker 2>been living in a sober living house with the girl

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<v Speaker 2>I was seeing at the time already and kind of

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<v Speaker 2>like met through faced with dating randomly and then met

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<v Speaker 2>up one night, and then that night she was like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that's it, you ain't seeing her no more.

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<v Speaker 1>You're right, You're right, though, Okay, I'm going to pretend

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<v Speaker 1>like I sort of understood what you just said.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, So Alisha was living in the same house

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<v Speaker 2>that a girl that already dating was living in hm,

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<v Speaker 2>and they didn't and I didn't know that at first,

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<v Speaker 2>and then out of nowhere, Alicia says, hey, I live

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<v Speaker 2>sent in touch. I was from That's the good right now.

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<v Speaker 1>I think there's a Seinfeld episode about that, right where

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<v Speaker 1>like Jerry's Yeah, well, I mean, I don't think it

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<v Speaker 1>takes place in a sober living home. But it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I think Jerry is like dating a girl and then

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<v Speaker 1>he like wants to date her roommate instead. Am I

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<v Speaker 1>is there a Seinfeld episode about that? I think there is.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if it went well for.

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<v Speaker 2>You, know, I mean it actually I actually ended up

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<v Speaker 2>having through some of them.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, it sounds like everything goes well for you, Jude.

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<v Speaker 2>No, dude, I mean, so that's what I'm saying. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know why, though it shouldn't because that the universe

0:20:44.080 --> 0:20:47.679
<v Speaker 2>does not give give gifts. She definitely beats you up

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<v Speaker 2>with a stick first, and this time around it seems

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<v Speaker 2>like she she doesn't. She actually likes me. I'm like, word,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you, miss the universe. You're the ship.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I don't know, Jude, I don't know what you're

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know exactly what your life has been like

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<v Speaker 1>or what it is that's occurred that or any just

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<v Speaker 1>any whatever whatever it is that makes you, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>feel this way. But I mean, I you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>hope I definitely understand feeling like you don't deserve any

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<v Speaker 1>good things in life. And I I'm no expert in

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<v Speaker 1>unlearning that, but I hope that you're able to.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm getting better at it, as I mean, for me,

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<v Speaker 2>it's more like a prideful thing. I don't feel like

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<v Speaker 2>a working man. But I put my dick in somebody's wife.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's just I think, I just I guess my

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<v Speaker 2>story to somebody that actually would first of all be

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<v Speaker 2>intrigued or therefore just like not giving you advice about

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm doing, just actually just listening for exact and

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<v Speaker 2>be like, you know what, it's pretty awesome, But Loki,

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<v Speaker 2>how do you feel about it? That's that's all? Oh

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<v Speaker 2>that I need an a therapist costs playing way too

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<v Speaker 2>much money. I don't have eb T. You know, I'm good.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks ya.

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<v Speaker 1>You see, you should see if you can find a

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<v Speaker 1>therapist that will give you free session in exchange for

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<v Speaker 1>having sex with his wife. You think, so, oh what

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<v Speaker 1>gonna say? Oh yeah, what kind of before we go

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<v Speaker 1>what kind of art do you do? I'm curious.

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<v Speaker 2>I do street arts, sir?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, cool like graffiti? Yes, sir, you're like Banksy I

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<v Speaker 1>wish man.

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<v Speaker 2>That dude is a legend. I mean, people say that

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<v Speaker 2>I'm really good at what I do, and I think

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<v Speaker 2>all my should is garbage. So either way, my ship's up. Son.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have a tag? What's your like? What do

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<v Speaker 1>you tag as?

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<v Speaker 2>S A? S Oh? Yes, say so standfort somehow, always standing.

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<v Speaker 1>Out, somehow, always standing out. Okay, Well, if I'm ever

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<v Speaker 1>in uh Maine, Maine's one of the states I've never

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<v Speaker 1>been to. If I'm ever in Maine, I will look

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<v Speaker 1>at I will look at the under the underpasses. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I've never had a reason to go, but I've heard

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<v Speaker 1>it's nice.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, they will love you here if you do a show. Listen,

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<v Speaker 2>you got a lot of yours from Maine itself.

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<v Speaker 1>Bro for real, brol Okay, I'll try to make it

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<v Speaker 1>up there.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, can't I say one more thing? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>For sure?

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<v Speaker 2>For you, he Alicia, I love you. You're pretty cool.

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<v Speaker 2>And uh, I've seen my two s. I can go

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<v Speaker 2>and walk in the room. But as well as Maine's

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<v Speaker 2>actually not as bad as everybody think it is, like

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna tell us from a person's color. Don't believe

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<v Speaker 2>what you hear on the TV and news about society

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<v Speaker 2>not that bad guys? Is maye?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you saying, like, is Maine known for being like racist?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean low key they say it is, and I'm like, bro,

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<v Speaker 2>I live in a country, country bro, and they ain't

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<v Speaker 2>talk to me. No, but I'm also six food two

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<v Speaker 2>seventy five if you're fuck around and find out. So

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<v Speaker 2>it could be that, or because I've heard story that

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<v Speaker 2>people like the first Kukux fan march was in Milo,

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<v Speaker 2>which is only twenty miles away.

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<v Speaker 1>Fan really see, I guess I associate like I'm the

0:24:09.880 --> 0:24:13.800
<v Speaker 1>I associate like hardcore racism with like the South, so

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<v Speaker 1>like Maine is the most northmost so I never thought

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<v Speaker 1>about that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I live in Virginia Beach, Florida, Japan, Bwam, Texas,

0:24:21.359 --> 0:24:25.560
<v Speaker 2>and Mi Zuri. So I've had a life of wonders.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice man, Well, keep doing your thing. I hope you

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<v Speaker 1>find whatever you're looking for in this universe, and I

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<v Speaker 1>hope that you feel as though you deserve it. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. I don't know if I don't know. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>waxing philosophical here, but I don't know if anyone deserves anything.

0:24:47.359 --> 0:24:50.320
<v Speaker 1>I think you, I don't know if anyone deserves That's

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<v Speaker 1>why I don't feel like I don't you know the

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<v Speaker 1>whole like well, you know the whole like you're supposed

0:24:54.440 --> 0:24:58.120
<v Speaker 1>to be like positive, positive affirmation of like I deserve happiness,

0:24:58.240 --> 0:25:00.480
<v Speaker 1>I deserve this, I deserve that. I don't like I

0:25:00.560 --> 0:25:03.159
<v Speaker 1>have trouble feeling like, well, why does anyone deserve anything?

0:25:03.400 --> 0:25:05.080
<v Speaker 1>But you can all you can also say that about

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<v Speaker 1>negative stuff, right like because you can apply that thinking

0:25:08.440 --> 0:25:12.159
<v Speaker 1>to like, oh, I don't I I don't deserve to

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<v Speaker 1>be unhappy because why if no one deserves anything, then

0:25:15.480 --> 0:25:18.520
<v Speaker 1>why would I deserve negative stuff?

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<v Speaker 2>Exactly Like for me, I think the world I have

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<v Speaker 2>bad tattooed on my forearm, and people like what's that for?

0:25:28.359 --> 0:25:30.720
<v Speaker 2>And like, does everybody in the world has bad juju

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<v Speaker 2>with them at all time? No matter what? I just

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<v Speaker 2>happen to wear mine on my sleeve so I know

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<v Speaker 2>it's always there.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, good luck, gak bless you take care of

0:25:43.359 --> 0:25:51.359
<v Speaker 1>manless ye take care of man. I think I found

0:25:51.400 --> 0:25:58.199
<v Speaker 1>myself A new theme song. No let me see if

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<v Speaker 1>do I have any post call thoughts. I don't know

0:26:00.520 --> 0:26:03.960
<v Speaker 1>yet the whole idea of like uh I've played I've

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<v Speaker 1>played around with the idea of affirmations before, not any

0:26:08.600 --> 0:26:12.600
<v Speaker 1>I've never played around with any like I deserve such

0:26:12.680 --> 0:26:17.320
<v Speaker 1>and such affirmations because I really don't. I really don't

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I don't know if anyone deserves anything. And

0:26:22.600 --> 0:26:24.760
<v Speaker 1>you could say that negative or positive, right, because like,

0:26:25.000 --> 0:26:28.399
<v Speaker 1>I have so many fucking privileges in my life. You know,

0:26:28.560 --> 0:26:33.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm born in a I was born, you know, not

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<v Speaker 1>a struggling, super hard and in a third world country

0:26:38.880 --> 0:26:41.960
<v Speaker 1>or anything like that. You know, I can eat food

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<v Speaker 1>and sleep in a bed every night. And it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>do I like deserve those things anymore than the people

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<v Speaker 1>who don't have them? I don't think so, uh, But

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<v Speaker 1>I had I shouldn't like hate myself for any privileges

0:27:01.000 --> 0:27:03.440
<v Speaker 1>that I have in my life, and I should I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think I should actively feel as though I deserve pain.

0:27:07.480 --> 0:27:09.440
<v Speaker 1>But I do have trouble accepting the idea that, like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, any I for some reason am entitled to

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<v Speaker 1>some kind of a goodness in my life. I think

0:27:21.280 --> 0:27:24.480
<v Speaker 1>a lot of that stuff is kind of random, like

0:27:24.560 --> 0:27:27.280
<v Speaker 1>when anytime, like I don't know, if you like, see

0:27:27.320 --> 0:27:30.359
<v Speaker 1>somebody struggling on the street or something, it's really I

0:27:30.560 --> 0:27:32.640
<v Speaker 1>always anytime I see that, I'm like, there's no there's

0:27:32.760 --> 0:27:38.680
<v Speaker 1>no real reason why I'm me and they are them.

0:27:38.760 --> 0:27:42.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't think it's because I cosmically deserve to eat

0:27:43.080 --> 0:27:46.359
<v Speaker 1>food more than anyone else. So I have trouble with

0:27:46.480 --> 0:27:54.920
<v Speaker 1>that affirmation. But I don't know. Uh, yeah, whatever, it's cool.

0:27:54.960 --> 0:27:56.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm grateful. It's cool I get to eat food and

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<v Speaker 1>live and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Like.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Some people died when they were like fourteen,

0:28:01.000 --> 0:28:06.119
<v Speaker 1>and I didn't did I did they? Did they deserve death?

0:28:06.880 --> 0:28:06.920
<v Speaker 2>No?

0:28:07.280 --> 0:28:09.960
<v Speaker 1>Did I deserve life? Not just probably just as much

0:28:09.960 --> 0:28:13.159
<v Speaker 1>as they deserved death. Like, no, you know, but I

0:28:13.200 --> 0:28:16.560
<v Speaker 1>don't know. I'm just a gecko talking into a phone.

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<v Speaker 4>Hello, Hi, Lyle, how are you?

0:28:23.440 --> 0:28:23.560
<v Speaker 2>Hi?

0:28:23.720 --> 0:28:24.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm good. What's your name?

0:28:26.200 --> 0:28:28.160
<v Speaker 2>Good? I'm Mac Mac.

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<v Speaker 1>What's going on? Mac? Oh?

0:28:30.359 --> 0:28:30.760
<v Speaker 2>Not much.

0:28:32.560 --> 0:28:36.720
<v Speaker 4>I've been a long time listener, long time watcher. I

0:28:36.760 --> 0:28:38.320
<v Speaker 4>have a couple of things that I could talk about

0:28:38.360 --> 0:28:38.800
<v Speaker 4>if you want.

0:28:39.120 --> 0:28:40.440
<v Speaker 1>I would love to hear these things.

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<v Speaker 3>Tell me the things, right, Okay, Well, I'm a lesbian.

0:28:50.360 --> 0:28:56.080
<v Speaker 4>My last relationship ended pretty spectacularly. If you'd like to

0:28:56.160 --> 0:28:56.760
<v Speaker 4>hear about.

0:28:56.600 --> 0:28:59.800
<v Speaker 1>Us spectacular really quick. How do you feel about that

0:29:00.120 --> 0:29:03.120
<v Speaker 1>Rake line where he's like, you said, you're a lesbian girl,

0:29:03.240 --> 0:29:03.520
<v Speaker 1>me too?

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<v Speaker 4>Do you not like that?

0:29:06.240 --> 0:29:06.280
<v Speaker 2>No?

0:29:06.360 --> 0:29:09.080
<v Speaker 4>I think it's pretty funny, honestly, because I agree women are.

0:29:08.960 --> 0:29:14.680
<v Speaker 1>Awesome, cool, cool, cool cool. You said, ended spectacularly. Now,

0:29:16.600 --> 0:29:18.560
<v Speaker 1>a spectacle can be good or bad?

0:29:18.920 --> 0:29:19.040
<v Speaker 2>Right?

0:29:19.200 --> 0:29:21.000
<v Speaker 1>Is it a good spectacle or a bad spectacle?

0:29:23.440 --> 0:29:26.840
<v Speaker 4>I mean a little bit of both, I guess. To

0:29:27.080 --> 0:29:30.560
<v Speaker 4>start it off, we were together for like eight years

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<v Speaker 4>since high school, and she was always bisexual and whatever.

0:29:35.920 --> 0:29:36.000
<v Speaker 2>But.

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<v Speaker 4>She was the bipolar maniac who had convinced me that

0:29:43.800 --> 0:29:46.120
<v Speaker 4>she was friends with dudes that she was actually fucking.

0:29:47.960 --> 0:29:50.720
<v Speaker 4>She moved me into her new boyfriend's house. I paid

0:29:50.760 --> 0:29:53.120
<v Speaker 4>their bills, no idea, no clue.

0:29:53.880 --> 0:29:58.840
<v Speaker 1>Really she got you. She like conned you into moving

0:29:58.920 --> 0:30:00.920
<v Speaker 1>in with her and this guy that she was fucking

0:30:01.080 --> 0:30:03.920
<v Speaker 1>and paying her bills. Yeah.

0:30:04.320 --> 0:30:09.720
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, So they met at work and then she introduced

0:30:09.800 --> 0:30:15.120
<v Speaker 4>me to him as a friend, and then their friendship

0:30:15.320 --> 0:30:19.160
<v Speaker 4>kind of evolved into them canoodling on the back burner

0:30:19.560 --> 0:30:22.520
<v Speaker 4>and yeah, she can miss me one day, Like, hey,

0:30:22.600 --> 0:30:25.719
<v Speaker 4>our leis is going to be up soon. We can

0:30:25.800 --> 0:30:27.760
<v Speaker 4>move in with my friend to save some money. And

0:30:27.840 --> 0:30:30.000
<v Speaker 4>I'm like, okay, cool, whatever, and then you know, we

0:30:30.120 --> 0:30:33.800
<v Speaker 4>go on our merry way. I had an inkling something

0:30:33.920 --> 0:30:36.680
<v Speaker 4>was going on, but whatever. Then a few months down

0:30:36.720 --> 0:30:41.520
<v Speaker 4>the line, he comes home fucking wasted and still's beans

0:30:41.560 --> 0:30:44.240
<v Speaker 4>but he's the secret boyfriend. So that was pretty awesome.

0:30:44.760 --> 0:30:48.280
<v Speaker 1>Holy shit, So how did you react to that information?

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<v Speaker 4>I like to tell people that I could have either

0:30:54.440 --> 0:30:58.840
<v Speaker 4>committed a double homicide or I break both my hands.

0:30:58.920 --> 0:31:00.120
<v Speaker 3>So I broke both my hand.

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<v Speaker 4>You yeah, yeah, instead punching really hard things tends to

0:31:08.160 --> 0:31:08.760
<v Speaker 4>break bones.

0:31:08.920 --> 0:31:11.080
<v Speaker 2>So m m m.

0:31:11.720 --> 0:31:13.240
<v Speaker 1>So it was it was just like a gut like

0:31:13.400 --> 0:31:16.120
<v Speaker 1>anger reaction punching walls.

0:31:18.160 --> 0:31:22.040
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, And like, now we're adults, so when you're an adult,

0:31:22.160 --> 0:31:24.280
<v Speaker 4>you can catch a charge and that's not really worth it.

0:31:26.120 --> 0:31:28.200
<v Speaker 1>How did they So, So, if the idea is that

0:31:28.200 --> 0:31:30.040
<v Speaker 1>you would move in with them to save money, how

0:31:30.080 --> 0:31:31.520
<v Speaker 1>did you end up paying their bills?

0:31:34.240 --> 0:31:34.280
<v Speaker 2>So?

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<v Speaker 4>I so my ex partner and I were in a

0:31:38.360 --> 0:31:41.960
<v Speaker 4>situation where she would stay home and pursue her own

0:31:42.080 --> 0:31:44.240
<v Speaker 4>side business like doing art and stuff like that, and

0:31:44.280 --> 0:31:47.400
<v Speaker 4>then I would go to work and uh, yeah.

0:31:49.800 --> 0:31:52.560
<v Speaker 1>And so but then like, okay, like like rent, like

0:31:52.680 --> 0:31:55.120
<v Speaker 1>did you like you paid like a third of the rent?

0:31:57.600 --> 0:32:01.760
<v Speaker 4>So at that house, I was paying two thirds. And

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<v Speaker 4>then when I lived with her and she wasn't working,

0:32:04.480 --> 0:32:06.200
<v Speaker 4>she would just kind of provide what she could with

0:32:06.320 --> 0:32:08.640
<v Speaker 4>her art and then I would take care of the

0:32:08.680 --> 0:32:10.840
<v Speaker 4>rest because I was like, well, it's the middle because

0:32:10.840 --> 0:32:13.480
<v Speaker 4>at that time it was when COVID started. So working

0:32:13.560 --> 0:32:15.880
<v Speaker 4>retail kind of sucks because it's like, well, you bring

0:32:15.960 --> 0:32:17.560
<v Speaker 4>COVID home and then both of us are out of

0:32:17.560 --> 0:32:21.000
<v Speaker 4>commission or you stay home and I go work to

0:32:21.080 --> 0:32:28.200
<v Speaker 4>make money. So oh god, damn m Yeah, yeah it's

0:32:28.200 --> 0:32:30.880
<v Speaker 4>pretty fun. But I'm an East tract technician. Now I've

0:32:30.920 --> 0:32:33.200
<v Speaker 4>got a great career. I've got a great girlfriend. And

0:32:34.040 --> 0:32:35.200
<v Speaker 4>yeah she's on the up and up.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. So how long ago was all this?

0:32:39.760 --> 0:32:39.880
<v Speaker 2>Uh?

0:32:40.720 --> 0:32:42.080
<v Speaker 4>This was about two years ago.

0:32:42.160 --> 0:32:46.560
<v Speaker 1>Now, okay, and I did you break up with your

0:32:46.560 --> 0:32:47.440
<v Speaker 1>girlfriend immediately?

0:32:48.880 --> 0:32:49.080
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

0:32:49.520 --> 0:32:54.240
<v Speaker 4>Yes, I moved out. I actually moved all of my

0:32:54.360 --> 0:32:58.480
<v Speaker 4>stuff out of her house with said broken hands, moved

0:32:58.520 --> 0:33:02.680
<v Speaker 4>in with my family because had nowhere to stay. And yeah,

0:33:02.960 --> 0:33:05.320
<v Speaker 4>crazy thing too, she thought that she would keep my

0:33:05.440 --> 0:33:10.840
<v Speaker 4>cat from me, saying that, all, well, you can't just

0:33:10.880 --> 0:33:12.880
<v Speaker 4>come in here and take everything, and it's like, well,

0:33:13.160 --> 0:33:15.440
<v Speaker 4>first of all, it's all mine, you didn't really buy it.

0:33:15.600 --> 0:33:17.320
<v Speaker 4>Second of all, he's my cat.

0:33:18.920 --> 0:33:20.920
<v Speaker 1>She tried to keep the fucking cat man.

0:33:22.280 --> 0:33:23.200
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, she has her.

0:33:23.120 --> 0:33:26.840
<v Speaker 4>Own cat, and then we bought a cat together, and

0:33:27.560 --> 0:33:30.680
<v Speaker 4>she said no, he's my cat too, And I was like, well,

0:33:30.920 --> 0:33:33.520
<v Speaker 4>if you pay me back for everything, then sure, and

0:33:33.680 --> 0:33:35.720
<v Speaker 4>lo and behold, I received.

0:33:35.480 --> 0:33:40.720
<v Speaker 1>Him the life to day, I'm looking at these texts

0:33:40.720 --> 0:33:44.160
<v Speaker 1>that you've sent me. You've sent me a few texts here,

0:33:44.640 --> 0:33:47.920
<v Speaker 1>you said, just real quick, I just this is just

0:33:48.000 --> 0:33:50.960
<v Speaker 1>one thing that you texted me that I want to

0:33:51.000 --> 0:33:54.120
<v Speaker 1>get some clarification on. You just sent a text that

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<v Speaker 1>says Tony Hawk pro Skater. What does that mean?

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<v Speaker 4>I think at the time I was playing Tony Hawk

0:34:02.400 --> 0:34:05.240
<v Speaker 4>pro Skater and on stream you had asked, so I said,

0:34:05.280 --> 0:34:11.520
<v Speaker 4>Tony Hawk pro Skater, Okay, are you good? Not really.

0:34:11.920 --> 0:34:16.320
<v Speaker 4>I've played since it was on GameCube, but I have

0:34:16.480 --> 0:34:19.880
<v Speaker 4>lived vicariously through the game. I always loved skateboarding extreme sports,

0:34:19.920 --> 0:34:21.359
<v Speaker 4>but I'm too much of a pussy.

0:34:22.080 --> 0:34:25.400
<v Speaker 1>Now you said that. You also said my life is

0:34:25.560 --> 0:34:30.359
<v Speaker 1>now better than ever without my ex. Tell me more

0:34:30.400 --> 0:34:31.200
<v Speaker 1>about your life now.

0:34:34.400 --> 0:34:37.480
<v Speaker 4>Well, I have a great career, I have great friends.

0:34:37.640 --> 0:34:39.680
<v Speaker 4>I mean, when shit like that happens, you really do

0:34:39.920 --> 0:34:43.160
<v Speaker 4>see you know who's around you, who really supports you.

0:34:43.400 --> 0:34:47.640
<v Speaker 4>And unfortunately, when everything happened like it was, it was

0:34:47.680 --> 0:34:49.520
<v Speaker 4>the kind of situation where you've been together for so

0:34:49.640 --> 0:34:51.920
<v Speaker 4>long that you're known as a unit. Right, so when

0:34:51.960 --> 0:34:54.879
<v Speaker 4>you meet people, you have friends as a couple and whatever,

0:34:55.080 --> 0:34:58.120
<v Speaker 4>and then you know when everything happened, it's like you

0:34:58.320 --> 0:35:00.480
<v Speaker 4>have a couple of people who reach out, They're like, hey,

0:35:00.600 --> 0:35:02.959
<v Speaker 4>how are you doing, how's it going? And then there's

0:35:03.000 --> 0:35:05.480
<v Speaker 4>a couple of other people who you never hear from again,

0:35:05.560 --> 0:35:07.600
<v Speaker 4>and it's like, well, okay, you can either get my

0:35:07.719 --> 0:35:10.319
<v Speaker 4>side or not. But I mean it's no shoot off

0:35:10.400 --> 0:35:11.640
<v Speaker 4>my ass. Everything is all good.

0:35:13.040 --> 0:35:18.200
<v Speaker 1>And then HVAC. I saw, dude. I remember there's once

0:35:18.280 --> 0:35:23.520
<v Speaker 1>I was really struggling with doing this podcast, which happens

0:35:23.640 --> 0:35:27.120
<v Speaker 1>time to time, and I remember I saw I was

0:35:27.200 --> 0:35:30.600
<v Speaker 1>like taking a walk and I saw a guy driving

0:35:30.640 --> 0:35:34.239
<v Speaker 1>an HVAC van and I was like, I guess I

0:35:34.280 --> 0:35:36.240
<v Speaker 1>could do I bet I could do HVAC.

0:35:38.560 --> 0:35:42.480
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, I mean really, depending on where you're from, Like,

0:35:42.560 --> 0:35:45.880
<v Speaker 4>you can get into it pretty easily. It's a diploma

0:35:46.040 --> 0:35:51.600
<v Speaker 4>program and you can do HVAC on the side. But

0:35:51.760 --> 0:35:54.320
<v Speaker 4>like the I'm in Canada, so the province that I'm in,

0:35:54.760 --> 0:35:57.720
<v Speaker 4>it's a standardized trade so you have to go to training.

0:35:58.640 --> 0:36:00.800
<v Speaker 4>But it's cool because you get to do like you

0:36:00.920 --> 0:36:03.480
<v Speaker 4>do the electricians job, you do sheet metal job, you

0:36:03.560 --> 0:36:05.680
<v Speaker 4>do refrigeration, you do a little bit of plumbing.

0:36:05.920 --> 0:36:07.319
<v Speaker 3>So it's all kind of catch all.

0:36:09.360 --> 0:36:13.840
<v Speaker 1>What part of Canada are you in? I'm in Alberta, Alberta.

0:36:14.040 --> 0:36:17.360
<v Speaker 1>You know, I want to go to I want to

0:36:17.400 --> 0:36:19.400
<v Speaker 1>do a show in Alberta. I keep I feel like

0:36:19.560 --> 0:36:23.399
<v Speaker 1>there's so many people who like I see, I see,

0:36:23.480 --> 0:36:25.600
<v Speaker 1>like come to Alberta. I don't know if that's the

0:36:25.760 --> 0:36:29.200
<v Speaker 1>new come to Brazil meme. But okay, I'm that's in

0:36:29.239 --> 0:36:31.480
<v Speaker 1>the middle. That's like, that's like in the middle of Canada, right.

0:36:32.960 --> 0:36:35.240
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, we're just off the west coast.

0:36:36.200 --> 0:36:39.799
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I've only ever been to Toronto and Vancouver, which

0:36:39.880 --> 0:36:43.040
<v Speaker 1>are like the two most American Canada places.

0:36:44.200 --> 0:36:46.640
<v Speaker 4>Yes, yes, whenever your band says that they're doing a

0:36:46.719 --> 0:36:50.640
<v Speaker 4>Canadian tour, it's either Vancouver or Toronto. There's nowhere.

0:36:50.640 --> 0:36:52.480
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah that exists.

0:36:52.920 --> 0:36:56.279
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I'm gonna look into Alberta. Where'd you meet your

0:36:56.360 --> 0:36:57.040
<v Speaker 1>new girlfriend?

0:36:59.640 --> 0:37:05.399
<v Speaker 4>Where everyone who is under the New World Order does?

0:37:05.480 --> 0:37:05.960
<v Speaker 2>On Tinder?

0:37:06.840 --> 0:37:10.839
<v Speaker 1>Tinder? Now, I thought Tinder is Tinder's like phasing out

0:37:10.840 --> 0:37:13.000
<v Speaker 1>a little bit. Everyone's talking about like a hinge and

0:37:13.200 --> 0:37:15.360
<v Speaker 1>bumble and stuff. Are people still Tindering?

0:37:17.200 --> 0:37:17.399
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

0:37:17.560 --> 0:37:19.960
<v Speaker 4>I mean as a lesbian, it's kind of hard, honestly,

0:37:20.040 --> 0:37:24.000
<v Speaker 4>because like on bumble and hinge and all that stuff,

0:37:25.200 --> 0:37:27.520
<v Speaker 4>and even Tinder, Tinder's the worst for it. There's a

0:37:27.600 --> 0:37:31.239
<v Speaker 4>lot of people searching for a quote unquote unicorn, which

0:37:31.320 --> 0:37:33.879
<v Speaker 4>is a couple looking for a girl who's into girls

0:37:33.960 --> 0:37:36.800
<v Speaker 4>and guys, and some of them don't explain that in

0:37:36.880 --> 0:37:39.239
<v Speaker 4>the bio, and then someone them do where it's like

0:37:39.280 --> 0:37:41.239
<v Speaker 4>you start talking to a girl and then they then

0:37:41.320 --> 0:37:43.479
<v Speaker 4>she's like, oh, yeah, my boyfriend, and you're like, fuck,

0:37:43.800 --> 0:37:44.680
<v Speaker 4>that's what I'm into.

0:37:46.800 --> 0:37:50.520
<v Speaker 1>You're scrolling down, like I assume I assume as someone

0:37:50.560 --> 0:37:54.239
<v Speaker 1>who does that, it's like they're they you're scrolling down

0:37:54.320 --> 0:37:57.440
<v Speaker 1>their profile and everything's great, and they save the boyfriend.

0:37:57.440 --> 0:38:00.960
<v Speaker 1>The boyfriend is like in the background of the last picture,

0:38:01.640 --> 0:38:04.480
<v Speaker 1>and it's like that's the that's the big reveal.

0:38:05.800 --> 0:38:08.280
<v Speaker 4>Yes, or it's on the bottom, right on the bottom

0:38:08.320 --> 0:38:10.400
<v Speaker 4>where it's just seeking a third it's like, oh I

0:38:10.520 --> 0:38:12.800
<v Speaker 4>love going out, I love doing this, and then on

0:38:12.880 --> 0:38:14.120
<v Speaker 4>the bottom it's looking.

0:38:13.880 --> 0:38:19.000
<v Speaker 1>For you corn right burying the lead as they say. Okay,

0:38:19.040 --> 0:38:21.680
<v Speaker 1>so you met you met on Tinder? That's cool? Is like,

0:38:21.880 --> 0:38:23.320
<v Speaker 1>is there have you ever done any of the like?

0:38:25.239 --> 0:38:27.239
<v Speaker 1>Can can girls go on Grinder? Or is that for

0:38:27.520 --> 0:38:28.680
<v Speaker 1>gay guys only?

0:38:29.920 --> 0:38:32.480
<v Speaker 4>I think grinder is for gay guys only. I mean

0:38:32.520 --> 0:38:35.040
<v Speaker 4>if you're a trans woman you might be able to.

0:38:35.640 --> 0:38:38.279
<v Speaker 1>I love the way that you said grinder with a

0:38:38.320 --> 0:38:40.000
<v Speaker 1>Canadian accent. Can you do that again?

0:38:41.680 --> 0:38:42.080
<v Speaker 4>Grinder?

0:38:42.920 --> 0:38:46.160
<v Speaker 1>That was that was good? What's what's the Is there

0:38:46.200 --> 0:38:47.080
<v Speaker 1>a lesbian Grinder?

0:38:49.320 --> 0:38:49.440
<v Speaker 2>Uh?

0:38:49.920 --> 0:38:51.799
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it's called she or Her?

0:38:52.040 --> 0:38:52.640
<v Speaker 2>I can't remember.

0:38:55.280 --> 0:38:58.480
<v Speaker 1>Have you have you done that one? Yeah?

0:38:58.680 --> 0:39:02.040
<v Speaker 4>I actually matched with my girlfriend on that app as well.

0:39:03.280 --> 0:39:08.600
<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, yeah, double dippin' double dipping rock and roll?

0:39:09.360 --> 0:39:10.520
<v Speaker 1>What's what's her deal? What's she do?

0:39:12.560 --> 0:39:12.719
<v Speaker 2>Uh?

0:39:13.040 --> 0:39:15.360
<v Speaker 4>She's a professional works in healthcare?

0:39:18.480 --> 0:39:21.680
<v Speaker 1>Now? Does like you? I assume you you keep no

0:39:21.800 --> 0:39:23.840
<v Speaker 1>tabs on the on the on the old girlfriend? You

0:39:23.840 --> 0:39:25.600
<v Speaker 1>don't know what her and that guy are doing? Do

0:39:25.719 --> 0:39:28.760
<v Speaker 1>you her and that guy are they're probably uh searching

0:39:28.920 --> 0:39:30.440
<v Speaker 1>for a fucking unicorn.

0:39:30.080 --> 0:39:34.640
<v Speaker 4>On hinge, honestly, probably a.

0:39:34.719 --> 0:39:37.399
<v Speaker 1>Unicorn to have sex with us and pay our light

0:39:37.480 --> 0:39:38.120
<v Speaker 1>bill as well.

0:39:39.440 --> 0:39:44.160
<v Speaker 4>Exactly precisely, well precisely. Uh No, I have a I

0:39:44.239 --> 0:39:46.440
<v Speaker 4>have a few people like she used to follow my

0:39:46.560 --> 0:39:50.120
<v Speaker 4>family and stuff on social media, so I would kind

0:39:50.120 --> 0:39:52.000
<v Speaker 4>of get wind of that, which I thought was kind

0:39:52.040 --> 0:39:57.200
<v Speaker 4>of weird. And then like she'll ask old mutual friends

0:39:57.239 --> 0:40:01.320
<v Speaker 4>if I've been up to anything or whatever. But uh, yeah, no,

0:40:01.520 --> 0:40:04.040
<v Speaker 4>I have her walked on everything. I hope she hears

0:40:04.080 --> 0:40:05.520
<v Speaker 4>me here having my best life.

0:40:06.239 --> 0:40:07.680
<v Speaker 2>Fuck you, fuck you.

0:40:11.040 --> 0:40:15.120
<v Speaker 1>Rock and roll. Well, let me let me see here you.

0:40:15.280 --> 0:40:17.279
<v Speaker 1>I want to end this with you sent me so

0:40:17.360 --> 0:40:19.600
<v Speaker 1>many texts. I want to see you here.

0:40:21.640 --> 0:40:24.480
<v Speaker 3>Wait a minute, right now, this is crazy, man, No.

0:40:24.560 --> 0:40:26.000
<v Speaker 1>It's true, you know what. No, it was just it

0:40:26.120 --> 0:40:27.719
<v Speaker 1>was all of them was about the acts, except for

0:40:27.719 --> 0:40:29.400
<v Speaker 1>the one that was about Tony Hawk. I thought you

0:40:29.480 --> 0:40:32.960
<v Speaker 1>had a story of meeting Tony Hawk. But but that's

0:40:32.960 --> 0:40:37.160
<v Speaker 1>okay too. This was this was also an equally juicy story.

0:40:39.520 --> 0:40:41.880
<v Speaker 4>Yeah did you did you have any other questions about it?

0:40:42.080 --> 0:40:44.439
<v Speaker 1>Like, uh, you know what I'll do let me does

0:40:44.520 --> 0:40:48.000
<v Speaker 1>the chat have any any further questions? Let me open

0:40:48.040 --> 0:40:49.400
<v Speaker 1>it to the chat real quick. We can take a

0:40:49.440 --> 0:40:54.120
<v Speaker 1>couple of questions from the chat. Let me see here,

0:40:54.239 --> 0:40:55.560
<v Speaker 1>do I have any further questions?

0:40:55.800 --> 0:40:56.719
<v Speaker 2>Did was that? So?

0:40:56.920 --> 0:40:59.200
<v Speaker 1>The guy just wasn't paying any of the bills.

0:41:01.840 --> 0:41:04.399
<v Speaker 4>He so the thing is he worked, so I work

0:41:04.440 --> 0:41:09.040
<v Speaker 4>a full time like big boy job. I'm an HVAC technician,

0:41:09.080 --> 0:41:12.120
<v Speaker 4>so I make decent money. He was working a part

0:41:12.280 --> 0:41:18.440
<v Speaker 4>time retail job, so he made probably about a third

0:41:18.880 --> 0:41:21.080
<v Speaker 4>or less than I did at the time.

0:41:23.320 --> 0:41:27.840
<v Speaker 1>Star Lad ninety one says, what is lesbian dating?

0:41:28.120 --> 0:41:38.160
<v Speaker 4>Like, I'm that's loaded. It sucks to be honest, It's

0:41:38.160 --> 0:41:41.759
<v Speaker 4>hard to find people who how do I put this,

0:41:43.560 --> 0:41:45.279
<v Speaker 4>There's a lot of girls who are kind of gay

0:41:45.400 --> 0:41:48.319
<v Speaker 4>for pay or gay for play, if that makes sense.

0:41:48.520 --> 0:41:52.719
<v Speaker 4>Like they're into it for the acknowledgment from men who

0:41:52.760 --> 0:41:54.560
<v Speaker 4>they would like to sleep with, as opposed to actually

0:41:54.600 --> 0:41:58.120
<v Speaker 4>being interested in women. So that can be kind of hard.

0:42:01.040 --> 0:42:06.160
<v Speaker 4>Let me see, I'm not obviously homophobe. However, I will

0:42:06.280 --> 0:42:09.640
<v Speaker 4>not date trans people just for the simply of like,

0:42:10.320 --> 0:42:12.840
<v Speaker 4>I know what I'm into. I'm into a vagina and

0:42:12.960 --> 0:42:16.800
<v Speaker 4>boobs and of feminine woman and it doesn't bother me

0:42:16.880 --> 0:42:21.680
<v Speaker 4>if you're trans or how you're expecting to show yourself

0:42:21.800 --> 0:42:23.280
<v Speaker 4>or whatever, but it's.

0:42:23.280 --> 0:42:24.480
<v Speaker 3>Just just not my cup of tea.

0:42:24.920 --> 0:42:26.359
<v Speaker 1>What do you What did you mean when you said

0:42:26.440 --> 0:42:29.120
<v Speaker 1>gay for pay? Like like there's girls on there being

0:42:29.239 --> 0:42:31.840
<v Speaker 1>like being like, hey, I'll go on a date with

0:42:31.960 --> 0:42:33.680
<v Speaker 1>you if you venmo me type of shit.

0:42:35.400 --> 0:42:39.160
<v Speaker 4>Uh well kind of just like for the benefits of

0:42:39.280 --> 0:42:42.640
<v Speaker 4>having a woman on a woman relationship if that makes sense.

0:42:43.280 --> 0:42:45.400
<v Speaker 4>Uh gifts, uh dates?

0:42:45.880 --> 0:42:48.239
<v Speaker 1>Uh oh, they want you to be like they want

0:42:48.280 --> 0:42:49.480
<v Speaker 1>you to sugar Mama then.

0:42:50.400 --> 0:42:54.120
<v Speaker 4>Yes, yes, it's the sugar sugar Mama version of sugar Daddy.

0:42:57.280 --> 0:42:59.920
<v Speaker 1>Well, what's your name? One more time?

0:43:00.120 --> 0:43:00.600
<v Speaker 2>Oh? Mac?

0:43:01.960 --> 0:43:03.759
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm Mac? Is there anything else you want to

0:43:03.760 --> 0:43:05.360
<v Speaker 1>say to the people the computer before we go?

0:43:07.680 --> 0:43:07.839
<v Speaker 2>Uh?

0:43:09.280 --> 0:43:12.440
<v Speaker 4>Keep on keeping on ship gets a lot better. Call

0:43:12.560 --> 0:43:14.880
<v Speaker 4>in and he might answer.

0:43:15.640 --> 0:43:20.239
<v Speaker 1>Beautiful, enjoy all the wonders that Alberta has to offer.

0:43:20.320 --> 0:43:23.120
<v Speaker 1>I hope you I hope you suck them all up.

0:43:23.640 --> 0:43:27.000
<v Speaker 1>That's a play on the on the HVAC thing as well. Okay,

0:43:27.000 --> 0:43:27.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna stop talking.

0:43:28.239 --> 0:43:31.480
<v Speaker 3>Thank you, Mac, Yeah, thanks lo g.

0:43:34.719 --> 0:43:36.239
<v Speaker 1>You know what I got. I'm gonna make my own

0:43:36.440 --> 0:43:41.840
<v Speaker 1>uh all gecko dating app. I'm gonna call it a

0:43:42.480 --> 0:43:50.400
<v Speaker 1>gex match with hot single reptiles in your area. Snakes

0:43:50.400 --> 0:43:52.560
<v Speaker 1>are on that you ide you there's a little box.

0:43:52.640 --> 0:43:56.320
<v Speaker 1>You identify what reptile this is. This is gonna be

0:43:56.520 --> 0:43:59.279
<v Speaker 1>an app for scalies, you know, furries. Furries are like

0:43:59.440 --> 0:44:02.840
<v Speaker 1>people phrase of people who dress up in animal costumes,

0:44:02.880 --> 0:44:07.279
<v Speaker 1>typically mammals like foxes and dogs and shit. But I

0:44:07.360 --> 0:44:09.759
<v Speaker 1>want to do one for people who dress up in

0:44:10.239 --> 0:44:17.440
<v Speaker 1>reptile outfits. You identify what reptile you are, like, I'm

0:44:17.480 --> 0:44:25.400
<v Speaker 1>a gecko searching for a crocodile. Also open to snakes,

0:44:27.080 --> 0:44:30.400
<v Speaker 1>and then you can have all kinds of weird, slimy

0:44:30.640 --> 0:44:36.120
<v Speaker 1>reptile sex and it costs. You have to give me

0:44:38.000 --> 0:44:42.279
<v Speaker 1>twenty dollars and I'll put your profile at the top.

0:44:44.440 --> 0:44:47.279
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0:44:47.360 --> 0:44:51.560
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0:44:51.640 --> 0:44:55.800
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0:44:55.840 --> 0:44:58.960
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<v Speaker 1>do some ads.

0:45:40.000 --> 0:45:42.680
<v Speaker 3>Call from Brad Page from Saint Louis.

0:45:44.120 --> 0:45:46.279
<v Speaker 1>Brad, you didn't have to give me your full name

0:45:46.400 --> 0:45:48.600
<v Speaker 1>and where you live.

0:45:49.920 --> 0:45:51.480
<v Speaker 3>This is the first one I ever called in, so

0:45:51.560 --> 0:45:53.840
<v Speaker 3>I didn't know how else to make the connection.

0:45:54.520 --> 0:45:56.960
<v Speaker 1>Wait a minute, you know another thing. I know exactly

0:45:57.040 --> 0:45:59.080
<v Speaker 1>who you are, Brad Page from Saint Louis.

0:45:59.280 --> 0:45:59.480
<v Speaker 2>Yep.

0:46:00.120 --> 0:46:03.800
<v Speaker 1>Why all right, I'm going to give some context to

0:46:04.120 --> 0:46:06.000
<v Speaker 1>some people. By the way, this is going to be

0:46:06.080 --> 0:46:08.520
<v Speaker 1>great because let me tell you, I'm gonna tell you something,

0:46:08.600 --> 0:46:13.279
<v Speaker 1>Brad Page, I forget people's names the second after they

0:46:13.360 --> 0:46:15.879
<v Speaker 1>tell them to me. If you've listened to this podcast enough,

0:46:16.000 --> 0:46:19.360
<v Speaker 1>you've heard me do that several times. So people just

0:46:19.480 --> 0:46:23.000
<v Speaker 1>think I'm a I'm a fucking Alzheimer's ridden stoner that

0:46:23.160 --> 0:46:27.640
<v Speaker 1>doesn't remember anything, but I remember exactly who you are,

0:46:28.000 --> 0:46:30.880
<v Speaker 1>Brad Page from Saint Louis. You came up at one

0:46:30.960 --> 0:46:33.160
<v Speaker 1>of my lot. You came up at my live show

0:46:33.280 --> 0:46:37.040
<v Speaker 1>at Saint Louis and you told the story of I

0:46:37.120 --> 0:46:39.160
<v Speaker 1>want to say you're you told the story of your

0:46:39.320 --> 0:46:41.759
<v Speaker 1>father finding your fleshlight.

0:46:42.760 --> 0:46:43.200
<v Speaker 2>That's right.

0:46:44.840 --> 0:46:46.680
<v Speaker 1>I remember you because you were a cool guy. And

0:46:46.719 --> 0:46:53.520
<v Speaker 1>people think I don't remember things, but I remember a lot. Actually, Well, what.

0:46:53.560 --> 0:46:57.120
<v Speaker 3>I want to tell you recently, what's happened at my

0:46:57.320 --> 0:47:00.200
<v Speaker 3>work where I, you know, recently started about, you know,

0:47:00.280 --> 0:47:01.799
<v Speaker 3>in January, I.

0:47:03.360 --> 0:47:04.040
<v Speaker 2>How do I put this?

0:47:04.200 --> 0:47:06.719
<v Speaker 3>At my at like a general kind of training room,

0:47:07.800 --> 0:47:12.279
<v Speaker 3>there's the trash can, and I had plans one day

0:47:12.320 --> 0:47:14.520
<v Speaker 3>to go, you know, to like a soccer game or

0:47:14.560 --> 0:47:17.279
<v Speaker 3>something after work. So I had a whole change of

0:47:17.360 --> 0:47:21.279
<v Speaker 3>clothes I brought, as one does, another pair of underwear, right,

0:47:22.360 --> 0:47:24.320
<v Speaker 3>and they were old. So I was like, you know,

0:47:24.360 --> 0:47:26.600
<v Speaker 3>I'm going to throw this away. But then I was

0:47:26.680 --> 0:47:28.400
<v Speaker 3>having lunch in that training room and one of my

0:47:28.480 --> 0:47:31.320
<v Speaker 3>employees came in to throw something away and she's like

0:47:31.640 --> 0:47:33.600
<v Speaker 3>she looked in she goes there are drawers in this

0:47:34.160 --> 0:47:38.840
<v Speaker 3>trash can. And I you know, at that point, I

0:47:38.880 --> 0:47:40.040
<v Speaker 3>didn't really know what to do, so.

0:47:40.080 --> 0:47:43.279
<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh, but.

0:47:46.320 --> 0:47:50.240
<v Speaker 3>So you know, that's this kind of the weirdness follows

0:47:50.280 --> 0:47:50.840
<v Speaker 3>me everywhere.

0:47:51.960 --> 0:47:54.840
<v Speaker 1>Brad. I you know you have all these stories. Okay,

0:47:54.960 --> 0:47:56.919
<v Speaker 1>you told me the story on stage at Saint Louis

0:47:56.920 --> 0:47:59.360
<v Speaker 1>about your dad finding your flashlight. Now you're telling me

0:47:59.400 --> 0:48:02.520
<v Speaker 1>a story about somebody finding your boxers. Just be who

0:48:02.600 --> 0:48:04.840
<v Speaker 1>you are, Brad. Why are you so ashamed of everybody

0:48:04.960 --> 0:48:06.400
<v Speaker 1>finding your personal items?

0:48:07.239 --> 0:48:08.160
<v Speaker 2>I'm not ashamed.

0:48:08.280 --> 0:48:11.000
<v Speaker 3>I just I just I just find it, you know,

0:48:11.719 --> 0:48:14.600
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I just feel like this stuff just

0:48:14.680 --> 0:48:15.440
<v Speaker 3>happened to me.

0:48:15.640 --> 0:48:18.880
<v Speaker 1>Everyone masturbates, most people wear underwear. You're fine, You're a

0:48:18.960 --> 0:48:21.560
<v Speaker 1>part of You're a normal person. I mean, I you know,

0:48:21.800 --> 0:48:23.960
<v Speaker 1>there's worse things for people to find in your garbage.

0:48:24.880 --> 0:48:25.600
<v Speaker 2>How was your tour?

0:48:25.680 --> 0:48:27.680
<v Speaker 1>By the way, how is my tour?

0:48:28.680 --> 0:48:28.879
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

0:48:28.960 --> 0:48:31.040
<v Speaker 3>I have been following on Instagram, but it's often to

0:48:31.080 --> 0:48:32.239
<v Speaker 3>see all places you were at.

0:48:32.840 --> 0:48:35.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah it is, man, it's really cool. I'm done. Now

0:48:36.040 --> 0:48:42.759
<v Speaker 1>I'm back. I'm ready to you know, uh, be depressed.

0:48:42.840 --> 0:48:45.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna trying not to. Last night, yesterday.

0:48:47.840 --> 0:48:47.880
<v Speaker 2>Not.

0:48:48.000 --> 0:48:50.799
<v Speaker 1>Yesterday on the Eric Andre stream, somebody called I don't

0:48:50.800 --> 0:48:52.200
<v Speaker 1>know if you watched it, but somebody called in to

0:48:52.239 --> 0:48:54.360
<v Speaker 1>tell me that I seem sad a lot. And so

0:48:54.640 --> 0:48:56.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna work on that now, because you know what,

0:48:56.960 --> 0:48:58.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm on tour. I get a little sad when I'm

0:48:58.640 --> 0:49:02.200
<v Speaker 1>on tour, but I I feel like I'm primed to

0:49:02.280 --> 0:49:04.800
<v Speaker 1>get sad now, and I'm gonna try to work on

0:49:04.920 --> 0:49:08.839
<v Speaker 1>not doing that so that you know, people don't call

0:49:08.960 --> 0:49:10.560
<v Speaker 1>me out on it as much.

0:49:10.880 --> 0:49:11.880
<v Speaker 2>I feel like you must be.

0:49:12.040 --> 0:49:14.080
<v Speaker 3>I mean, you wouldn't continue doing it if you didn't,

0:49:15.080 --> 0:49:16.160
<v Speaker 3>you know, get joy out of it.

0:49:18.280 --> 0:49:20.239
<v Speaker 1>No, I don't. I don't know if that's true. I

0:49:20.280 --> 0:49:22.480
<v Speaker 1>don't know if that. Well, there's here's the problem is

0:49:22.560 --> 0:49:26.919
<v Speaker 1>that is that I get joy out of it sporadically enough.

0:49:28.760 --> 0:49:31.400
<v Speaker 1>Do you know what I'm saying? No, I get that,

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<v Speaker 1>like some days I get joy out of it. In

0:49:34.120 --> 0:49:39.800
<v Speaker 1>other days it's a chore, but you know it's a

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<v Speaker 1>It's I but I've thought about this a lot, Brad Paige,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think I and I don't even say this

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<v Speaker 1>to be like, oh, I don't have anything better to do.

0:49:47.000 --> 0:49:49.440
<v Speaker 1>But I don't think I have anything better to do,

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<v Speaker 1>Like this is the best thing I could be doing

0:49:51.800 --> 0:49:54.600
<v Speaker 1>with my life and time. Like I don't like when

0:49:54.680 --> 0:49:57.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm eighty years old. This is one this is a

0:49:57.960 --> 0:49:59.560
<v Speaker 1>thing that keeps me going doing this. It's like, when

0:49:59.600 --> 0:50:02.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm eighty years old, there's no way I'm gonna I'm

0:50:02.760 --> 0:50:04.880
<v Speaker 1>gonna look back at, you know, all the time that

0:50:04.920 --> 0:50:08.839
<v Speaker 1>I've spent, you know, interacting with and talking to all

0:50:08.880 --> 0:50:11.479
<v Speaker 1>these different people from all over the world, but whether

0:50:11.560 --> 0:50:16.120
<v Speaker 1>it's in person or on the phone and regret that time.

0:50:16.400 --> 0:50:18.080
<v Speaker 1>You know, I'll always look at this as a as

0:50:18.160 --> 0:50:22.360
<v Speaker 1>a great use of time. And so there's there's a

0:50:22.440 --> 0:50:26.920
<v Speaker 1>weird sense of security that i have while I'm recording

0:50:27.000 --> 0:50:28.960
<v Speaker 1>these where I'm like, you know, of all the things

0:50:29.000 --> 0:50:31.680
<v Speaker 1>I could be doing, of all the you know, convenience

0:50:31.719 --> 0:50:35.439
<v Speaker 1>stores I could be robbing, or marketing jobs I could

0:50:35.440 --> 0:50:38.440
<v Speaker 1>be doing for dentists, facebook pages, I think this is

0:50:38.560 --> 0:50:42.000
<v Speaker 1>the best of a thing I could do. I mean,

0:50:42.000 --> 0:50:44.520
<v Speaker 1>I don't know's there's a lot of there's a lot

0:50:44.600 --> 0:50:46.560
<v Speaker 1>of things to do in the world, and you're gonna

0:50:46.600 --> 0:50:49.480
<v Speaker 1>get sick. Whatever it is you do, it will eventually

0:50:50.280 --> 0:50:53.640
<v Speaker 1>become a chore of some kind. You know, whether it's

0:50:53.840 --> 0:50:58.120
<v Speaker 1>traveling the world, or getting married to the person you love,

0:50:58.640 --> 0:51:02.239
<v Speaker 1>or any other kind of you know, awesome thing that

0:51:02.320 --> 0:51:04.120
<v Speaker 1>you could do it Eventually, it'll become a chore at

0:51:04.200 --> 0:51:08.600
<v Speaker 1>some point. But I have I have, I have faith that,

0:51:09.560 --> 0:51:11.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, for however much longer I do what I'm doing,

0:51:11.560 --> 0:51:13.680
<v Speaker 1>which I hope is a long time, I'll look back

0:51:13.719 --> 0:51:15.800
<v Speaker 1>at it and go, that was a good that was

0:51:15.840 --> 0:51:17.880
<v Speaker 1>a good use of a life, you know. I mean,

0:51:17.920 --> 0:51:20.640
<v Speaker 1>hopefully I do lots more things with my life after this.

0:51:20.760 --> 0:51:23.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm not that old, but yeah.

0:51:23.800 --> 0:51:27.640
<v Speaker 3>That's how I feel too, is that it's not just

0:51:29.040 --> 0:51:34.200
<v Speaker 3>your Your podcast ranges from like, you know, people that

0:51:36.480 --> 0:51:38.279
<v Speaker 3>I'm not trying to say this is discredit, but like,

0:51:38.840 --> 0:51:42.120
<v Speaker 3>like you know, I think there are some some listeners

0:51:42.160 --> 0:51:44.080
<v Speaker 3>that like more like me take it for kind of

0:51:44.080 --> 0:51:48.400
<v Speaker 3>the comedic where sometimes you know it there is you know,

0:51:48.480 --> 0:51:50.279
<v Speaker 3>some humor to it, but there's also a lot of

0:51:50.280 --> 0:51:54.600
<v Speaker 3>people that you know, just love the guidance and kind

0:51:54.640 --> 0:51:57.479
<v Speaker 3>of conversations that you have, like what you just said,

0:51:58.480 --> 0:52:00.480
<v Speaker 3>So you really have a wide range of people that

0:52:00.880 --> 0:52:04.760
<v Speaker 3>you know listen for whatever the reason may be. And also,

0:52:05.360 --> 0:52:07.400
<v Speaker 3>I mean, what one thing I really like about you

0:52:07.719 --> 0:52:10.960
<v Speaker 3>get is that like you and I, the people that

0:52:11.040 --> 0:52:12.640
<v Speaker 3>you have on your shows are people that I have

0:52:12.800 --> 0:52:15.960
<v Speaker 3>always been huge fans of, like Tim I High Deecker,

0:52:16.480 --> 0:52:20.800
<v Speaker 3>Eric Andre, Like just it's and I only think of

0:52:21.160 --> 0:52:23.920
<v Speaker 3>how I would feel getting to meet people that are,

0:52:24.320 --> 0:52:27.360
<v Speaker 3>you know, huge icons. I guess you could say, so

0:52:27.480 --> 0:52:28.799
<v Speaker 3>that's awesome for you as well.

0:52:29.960 --> 0:52:32.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, those guys, those guys are cool guys. Man, it

0:52:32.320 --> 0:52:37.760
<v Speaker 1>really wasn't honor. Like, you know, if if my thirteen

0:52:37.840 --> 0:52:40.880
<v Speaker 1>year old, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen year old self know I

0:52:41.000 --> 0:52:43.320
<v Speaker 1>was doing all that, I mean, his his dick would explode.

0:52:44.680 --> 0:52:48.040
<v Speaker 1>So it's it's really cool. It's really cool, and you know,

0:52:48.120 --> 0:52:49.880
<v Speaker 1>I look at those things and I'm grateful for them,

0:52:49.920 --> 0:52:52.600
<v Speaker 1>and I think they're awesome, but I also am like,

0:52:54.840 --> 0:52:57.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, it's weird, Like I look at them, like,

0:52:58.000 --> 0:52:59.640
<v Speaker 1>oh man, that was a really cool I take a

0:52:59.640 --> 0:53:03.000
<v Speaker 1>second right and I'm like, oh man, you know, that

0:53:03.160 --> 0:53:04.879
<v Speaker 1>was a really cool moment. That would blow the dick

0:53:04.960 --> 0:53:07.239
<v Speaker 1>off my you know, seventeen year old self and and

0:53:07.320 --> 0:53:09.600
<v Speaker 1>all that stuff, and I'm grateful for it. And in

0:53:09.680 --> 0:53:12.800
<v Speaker 1>the moment, I'm I'm very excited and and it's awesome.

0:53:14.800 --> 0:53:16.200
<v Speaker 1>But then I have this thing where I'm like and

0:53:16.360 --> 0:53:19.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't. I don't like to I live either. Like,

0:53:20.040 --> 0:53:23.359
<v Speaker 1>if I live either, I want to say I live

0:53:25.680 --> 0:53:27.759
<v Speaker 1>half the time in the future and half the time

0:53:27.800 --> 0:53:30.160
<v Speaker 1>in the present. I don't want to Sayeah, maybe maybe

0:53:30.200 --> 0:53:32.560
<v Speaker 1>that maybe I'm being a little more generous about the present,

0:53:32.719 --> 0:53:36.600
<v Speaker 1>But I don't I like you Like, I'm always like, well, well,

0:53:36.680 --> 0:53:38.680
<v Speaker 1>what the fuck have I done with my life today?

0:53:39.280 --> 0:53:39.480
<v Speaker 2>You know?

0:53:39.719 --> 0:53:42.600
<v Speaker 1>Like, even if I have an accomplishment, like finishing a tour,

0:53:43.120 --> 0:53:45.560
<v Speaker 1>getting somebody I really look up to on the stream,

0:53:45.640 --> 0:53:50.759
<v Speaker 1>I'm always like, you know, the excitement of it, I'm like,

0:53:51.600 --> 0:53:55.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't. I don't celebrate, you know, I'm like, oh,

0:53:55.200 --> 0:53:56.719
<v Speaker 1>what am I going to do tomorrow?

0:53:58.880 --> 0:53:59.239
<v Speaker 2>For sure?

0:54:01.120 --> 0:54:04.000
<v Speaker 1>And maybe that's why that woman on the Eric Streame

0:54:04.080 --> 0:54:07.120
<v Speaker 1>told me that I seemed sad. I really took her

0:54:07.560 --> 0:54:09.560
<v Speaker 1>because she was cool. I really took I mean. And

0:54:09.640 --> 0:54:11.360
<v Speaker 1>she also told me she listens to the podcast. So

0:54:11.440 --> 0:54:14.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, well, if a person that listens to me

0:54:14.320 --> 0:54:19.360
<v Speaker 1>talk for multiple hours a week, you know I have

0:54:19.600 --> 0:54:21.640
<v Speaker 1>I have faith in what they have to say about

0:54:21.719 --> 0:54:26.399
<v Speaker 1>my character and emotions. I respect their point of view,

0:54:26.480 --> 0:54:28.239
<v Speaker 1>and so if she says that I'm sad. I take

0:54:28.320 --> 0:54:30.040
<v Speaker 1>that to heart. So I'm working on that.

0:54:31.239 --> 0:54:32.960
<v Speaker 3>Well, like I said, I mean that's just one person

0:54:33.040 --> 0:54:39.719
<v Speaker 3>of the thousands and thousands of listeners. I mean, you know, yeah,

0:54:40.640 --> 0:54:43.839
<v Speaker 3>well I I certainly mean that. I mean I can

0:54:44.400 --> 0:54:47.719
<v Speaker 3>I know you have just like so much you know,

0:54:47.840 --> 0:54:50.279
<v Speaker 3>social media and everybody like me that just loved all

0:54:50.360 --> 0:54:52.640
<v Speaker 3>your content and just everything that that you put out.

0:54:53.719 --> 0:54:55.359
<v Speaker 1>Thanks, Brad. You know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna

0:54:55.360 --> 0:54:58.359
<v Speaker 1>make a gecko butthole flashlight just for you and then

0:54:58.719 --> 0:55:00.759
<v Speaker 1>well you can actually get you can gift that one

0:55:00.880 --> 0:55:03.040
<v Speaker 1>to your dad as a present instead of finding it

0:55:03.120 --> 0:55:03.680
<v Speaker 1>in the trash.

0:55:04.160 --> 0:55:05.960
<v Speaker 3>That I'm sure you really appreciate that.

0:55:07.800 --> 0:55:12.200
<v Speaker 1>Thanks Brad, You're a cool guy. You're definitely you had

0:55:12.200 --> 0:55:14.319
<v Speaker 1>a very memorable story that night, that whole that whole

0:55:14.400 --> 0:55:19.359
<v Speaker 1>night in Saint Louis was really fun. But well, thanks man,

0:55:19.400 --> 0:55:21.320
<v Speaker 1>thanks for letting thanks for letting me rant to you.

0:55:21.480 --> 0:55:23.319
<v Speaker 1>I appreciate. I feel like I don't get to rant

0:55:23.400 --> 0:55:26.560
<v Speaker 1>myself that often, so thanks thanks for giving me the time.

0:55:27.600 --> 0:55:28.080
<v Speaker 2>You got it.

0:55:29.320 --> 0:55:31.279
<v Speaker 1>I think you want to say the people the computer.

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<v Speaker 3>Before we go, just I don't know, support support lyle

0:55:36.600 --> 0:55:41.239
<v Speaker 3>the get go, you know, it's it's the content that

0:55:41.360 --> 0:55:42.120
<v Speaker 3>keeps giving back.

0:55:42.200 --> 0:55:43.719
<v Speaker 2>It's the type of stuff.

0:55:43.440 --> 0:55:45.920
<v Speaker 3>Whenever you have a rough day or just might be

0:55:46.040 --> 0:55:47.959
<v Speaker 3>on your way to work and need a quick listen.

0:55:48.160 --> 0:55:51.040
<v Speaker 3>Like I don't know, I think everybody just needs those

0:55:51.280 --> 0:55:55.520
<v Speaker 3>little outlets of things that never there's never one show

0:55:55.600 --> 0:55:57.520
<v Speaker 3>that's the same as the other, but you never know

0:55:57.560 --> 0:56:00.560
<v Speaker 3>what you're gonna get in you just that's a great guy,

0:56:00.800 --> 0:56:03.040
<v Speaker 3>because like, not many people that would go on tour

0:56:03.480 --> 0:56:05.480
<v Speaker 3>actually would talk to me like this, So I really

0:56:05.520 --> 0:56:06.040
<v Speaker 3>appreciate it.

0:56:07.040 --> 0:56:10.520
<v Speaker 1>Thanks, Brad. You're fucking cool. I wish the people at

0:56:10.600 --> 0:56:13.000
<v Speaker 1>home could could see what you look like, because this

0:56:13.239 --> 0:56:15.520
<v Speaker 1>is something about I remember how you look. I don't

0:56:15.560 --> 0:56:17.480
<v Speaker 1>just remember. I don't just remember. I remember everything about you.

0:56:17.840 --> 0:56:22.640
<v Speaker 1>You looked a little bit like I was about to

0:56:22.680 --> 0:56:25.160
<v Speaker 1>say Peter Griffin from Family Guy, but you're not. You

0:56:25.600 --> 0:56:26.920
<v Speaker 1>were you were skinnier than that.

0:56:28.520 --> 0:56:29.279
<v Speaker 2>Well I appreciate that.

0:56:29.440 --> 0:56:32.000
<v Speaker 1>Thank you. Okay, I love you, Brad. Thanks for calling.

0:56:32.200 --> 0:56:33.799
<v Speaker 3>All right, talk to you later.

0:56:37.280 --> 0:56:40.759
<v Speaker 1>Brad Page is a fucking legend. Hello, folks, it's Lyle here.

0:56:41.200 --> 0:56:44.520
<v Speaker 1>That's the end of this episode. But get this, I'm

0:56:44.640 --> 0:56:49.360
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0:57:25.760 --> 0:57:29.480
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0:57:29.720 --> 0:57:33.520
<v Speaker 1>stuff going on that people do not see. Now I

0:57:33.720 --> 0:57:37.520
<v Speaker 1>have in my head, what chicken company this sounds like,

0:57:38.200 --> 0:57:40.480
<v Speaker 1>So tell us more about what goes on at this

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<v Speaker 1>chicken company.

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<v Speaker 2>Most of the people I work with do like cocaine

0:57:44.320 --> 0:57:46.440
<v Speaker 2>and heroin and the bad drugs.

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<v Speaker 1>Man. You know what's crazy, though, I'll say this about

0:57:49.480 --> 0:57:51.200
<v Speaker 1>Chick fil A. I know we're talking about Chick fil A.

0:57:51.520 --> 0:57:54.680
<v Speaker 1>The crazy thing about Chick fil A is that they've

0:57:54.920 --> 0:57:59.080
<v Speaker 1>managed to keep a stand and this is just free

0:57:59.120 --> 0:58:03.080
<v Speaker 1>advertising for chick fuck it, and they've they've done horrible things.

0:58:03.360 --> 0:58:06.840
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0:58:28.560 --> 0:58:33.280
<v Speaker 1>else to say. They goes on the line taking your

0:58:33.320 --> 0:58:37.720
<v Speaker 1>phone calls every nine They goes to he's teaching you.

0:58:38.320 --> 0:58:39.160
<v Speaker 2>They life

0:58:41.000 --> 0:58:41.720
<v Speaker 1>An expert